#this was so hard

[viviandarkbloombartylusversion]

when you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish. then, send this to 10 of your favourite followers <3

No. 1 Party Anthem - Artic Monkeys

Fable - Gigi Perez

Ptolemaea- Ethel Cain

Rosyln - Bon Iver & St. Vincent

Rah Tah Tah - Tyler, The Creator

[ladyhawke]

INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE + Raleigh Ritchie songs (x.)

[cry-ptidd]

"All I see is a slave."

"And all I see is a fool."

[rottengurlz]

doing this cute trend and remade @kashisun's biyu in my style <3

[maxrelaxer]

Who are some of your favorite feedees rn?

Why must you make me pick 🫠 there's way too many pretty fat women on this app

People whose content I'm loving rn include @violetbeauregut, @softnsweeet0, @housecow, @chubby-chiquita, @stonerbellybabe, @pizzab1tch, and @pudgyem

BUT to anyone who I've ever reblogged: I would cut off my own right arm for because I love girl tummy

[seagreenlaurin]

First part of the #sixfanartschallenge 🎨

[robinthetiredartist]

Soooooo I’ve been hyperfixated on Transformers for a hot minute, and I absolutely fell in love with Starscream (all the starscreams, GIMME ALL OF EM) Prime Starscream has to be one of my favorites, alongside Animated and in the Comics. I haven’t indulged in Transformers in years so I’m slowly relearning everything. Please go easy on me, transformers nerds, I’m doing my best 🥲.

Anywho enjoy my self-indulgent art of my favorite backstabbing Twink. <3

[chaeryeos]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ♡ ͟ ׂ 𓂂 🏐 ͡ ۪ ֗ 𔒱 @bambicito

[official-impravidus]

Chapter 12 of “F in the Chat” by impravidus

All Parts: Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 12 - Chapter 13

[hearts--stars]

Anddddd, the poll ends today! Seems like Roy will go first in line!

Station uniform ⬆️ Rescue uniform ⬆️

ROY🔥

He was definitely fun to design! I try to keep his strong figurative expression while also have a gentle and soft style, so I went with a firm face, fluffy tone hair, and long sleeves.

The others will also be shown by following orders, by that I mean Ambers next!

In the meantime if you want to, what’s your favorite thing about Roy?

[egg-sie]

Matthew 14:22-33

i had a vision (dead calm = walking on water = jesus) and i went with it

[guacanator]

I couldn’t think of anything for the other boxes. so I just didn’t do them 😝😝😝

also sorry im late to this ermmmm what

[twig-tea]

Top 5 moments of yearning in 2023 bl (no cheating you can only pick 5)

WOW. wowowowowowow. Wow. It's almost as though you saw my other answers before asking this (which I know you didn't because this came in first and I am Slow). Rude.

First, I need to establish a very important distinction: Pining (my beloved) is when you think or are determined that it will never happen; yearning (also my beloved) is when you think it could and are really struggling to hold yourself back from just going for it right now for Reasons. The possibility of fulfillment is the main difference.

Second distinction: Yearning is not necessarily sexual tension. It can be an element of it, but yearning is about wanting something, whether that's sex, closeness, acceptance, or something else. It's about wanting existing barriers to drop that are preventing you from having the thing you want most in that moment, whether they're internal or external, physical or metaphysical.

Finally, as much as I would love to talk about only my favourite shows exclusively forever, you did ask for my top five moments rather than top 5 shows that contain yearning, so I stuck to the rules. All that is to say, there are a couple of series on this list that I don't actually recommend lol

With that out of the way:

Top [For Real Only] 5 Moments of Yearning in 2023 BLs Because Shan Hates Me

1. Jae Won yanking and then patting down Ji Hyun before putting him in a cab, The Eighth Sense

Basically this whole show is yearning (except for the brief interlude for pining). I chose this moment because this was the first moment I was certain they both actually knew what was going on and it was clear to them both that they could have this, at least in theory; the tension felt palpable, and I really wasn't sure whether they were going to hold back or not. Jae Won is supposed to be saying goodbye, but he can't keep it in to the point where he just can't stop touching Ji Hyun (that backpack pull that happens immediately before this, guh), and Ji Hyun is also so clearly soaking it up. When the cab pulls up and they just keep staring, there was a real question in my mind about whether they were going to break and just go for it or not. For these two it's not just about sex; they yearn for version of one another they are when they're together, and they don't want the spell to end.

2. Khun Lu and Ken almost kiss while naked in bed, Chains of Heart

I'm still not entirely sure I know what happened in that show, but the yearning between these two was palpable the whole time. In this particular scene, Ken has just seen a hint the previous night that Lu is in fact Din, his missing-presumed-dead lover, and he's already previously rejected Lu on the premise that Din is still alive and is the only man he'll ever love, even though he feels drawn to Lu. Up until then, his yearning was for Din, though he also felt something for Lu. Now suddenly he's presented with the possibility that he's already reunited with his lover, which is all he wants, though he's unsure that's what's happening. On the other side of this equation, Lu has been wanting as much of Ken as he can charm, trick, or beg for. He just wants him now, here, under the pretense of this new body, because he knows Ken will never be safe if Din is thought to still be alive. At the same time, he is torn between wanting to be near Ken to keep him safe and wanting to stay away to keep him safe. Yearning barely covers it.

3. The post-sex breakdown of Yai and Jom in I Feel You Linger In The Air

This scene was particularly painful because the yearning only hits harder after his orgasm, rather than the catharsis Jom was probably expecting. In this scene they weren't just yearning for one another physically like in earlier parts of the show; they are yearning for a future they can't have together but both want and in this moment feels like it should be possible. Yai really looks like he wants to meld into Jom's skin. The way that sex does not break the yearning is quietly devastating. Is there anything worse than having everything you want in your arms but knowing you can't keep it?

4. Patts desperate to get through to Saengai on the other side of the door, La Pluie

@liyazaki the tumblr gif search is not crediting you properly so adding a tag to you here!

Listen, Patts has been yearning for reciprocation from his soulmate for years before he meets Saengtai, and it did not at all stop once they met, it just changed in quality. He's always yearned rather than pined because with soulmates comes the expectation that it will work, because of 'destiny'. We saw him say in a flashback that he thought his soulmate could be platonic, and I do believe him when he says to Nara that he'd be fine with that, because what he really yearns for is to be understood and wanted for himself (hence the heartbreaking line "is it that hard to choose me?" that comes before this). The fact that someone had a "destined" connection to him and rejected him for years took a real toll on this man. The way he claws at the door in this scene will stay with me into 2024.

5. Minato and Shin at the Onsen, Minato's Laundromat s2

As much as I dislike where this season went, a yearning list would not be complete without Shin and Minato. We spend a lot of time with Shin's yearning in this show, but we get glimpses that Minato is actually yearning too throughout the season and especially at the onsen. In this scene, he tries to get drunk to get past his own insecurities, but it doesn't work as well as he wanted. This scene was all about Minato articulating all the ways he also yearns, and how it's overwhelming for him--and how that overwhelm is frustrating. I love this outpouring of Minato's frustration around his own internal blockers to what he wants. Also Shin swallowing in this gif makes it perfectly clear he is also Suffering. Perfection.

Bonus and it doesn't count as cheating because it's not a BL SO THERE:

Sam and Mon comforting one another after Sam's grandmother found out about their relationship, GAP

This show was such a mess but my god these two women wanted one another so badly, and I appreciated the hell out of that. It felt like yearning rather than pining until near the end, because all through their getting together phase they insisted on such an intense level of denial that they didn't even seem to worry about what they wanted being impossible, they just knew they didn't have it yet. So they did things like bite one another and pretend it was platonic and wonder why they weren't satisfied. I was thinking about going with an early scene where they barely resist the urge to make out, but instead I went with this one because I think it's a double-whammy. in this scene, Sam is trying to get Mon to tell her what's wrong, and Mon confesses that Sam's grandmother saw her at her house and asked her to leave Sam. Instead of pulling away, Mon clings to Sam, and Sam apologizes to her for not being there for her. Sam thinks she can talk her around to accepting Mon. "Don't worry; I'll talk to her. We'll get through this". The yearning here is for them to be together and safe; accepted by their families and happy, and not feeling this pain. I don't recommend this show, but there is something to be said for the way it showed the impact of intergenerational trauma and the very real yearning so many of us feel to just be accepted as we are.

[askstrangeweird]

Been work on this Artfight attack literally since the 3rd of the month for my great friend @gorjee-art! They have been supportive of my art journey for years now and I feel like I have learned more about art by looking up to and emulating their style then anything else! The way you use color and form inspires me so I wanted to (kill myself) work hard to make something special!

[fishnamedsushi]

Five Fandoms, Five Ships

Get to know the blogger, via five different ships from five different fandoms! Tagged by @nixie-deangel (at least, I think so 🤣)

1. Hannigram (Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter, NBC Hannibal) A.K.A. “Murder Husbands”

2. Obikin (Anakin Skywalker/Obi-Wan Kenobi, Star Wars)

3. Ineffable Husbands (Crowley/Aziraphale, Good Omens)

4. Dinluke (Din Djarin/Luke Skywalker)

5. JayVik (Jayce/Viktor, Arcane)

Honorable mentions:

Kylux, almost made the list but then I realized I’d literally have 3 generations of Skywalkers on here and I started laughing/crying

Geraskier

SpideyPool

Tagging others if you’d like to play (no pressure!) @lilredghost @veloursdor @demon----dean @dark--whisperings @himilce-persephoniea and anyone else who wants to!

[mochiiprincess]

I did the jar of kinks - feedism version! Was this what you expected of me? Does anything surprise you? lmk!