#axial and periferal as

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Constant acute physical pain destroys you in a way nothing else can.

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yes “some of us have to work” but also some of us have to deal with daily pain and sickness that is so severe we are unable to keep up with our most basic human functions properly 

so maybe we shouldn’t be comparing our daily struggles, yeah? 

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Screaming inside from pain 24/7

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Why do I have to live with this much pain every single day of my life? How can I go on like this?

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When painsomnia hits you.

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I can't even do that, man.

*gets down on one knee* *gets down on other knee* *lays down on ground* *doesn’t get up ever*

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Say it louder for all those incompetent doctors accusing their patients of mental problems when it's really just them not knowing shit about the fiscal disease that person is suffering from and have no clue how to treat it 🙄🙄🙄

There is absolutely NO shame in having a mental illness. The fact is that far too many ""doctors"" keep using MI every time they aren't able to understand what the problem is; it's their perfect excuse for not caring, dismiss the patient and put their incompetence under the rug once again.

Blaming on mental illness a problem that is fisical is wrong and can be very harmful. As would be the opposite.

not to be dramatic but people with chronic health conditions are literally 10000% stronger than you give them credit for

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Dear doctor,

Dear non-disabled person,

Dear ableist,

Just because you dont understand something (transgender people, certain mental illnesses, anything really) doesnt mean it isnt real

I dont understand Korean but Im not over here preaching that its not a real language like

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"Functional" level, more like: not being able to function anyway but at least I don't want to die (because, *despite loving life*, the pain it's just too much).

Other people take the pills I have to get high. I take them to get temporarily up to a functional level.

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Not because we need validation but because we do need help. And we aren't gonna get any if they don't (care to) undestand our situation first.

Pain

It leaves you desperate for people to understand what you are going through

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(◍•ᴗ•◍) ♡

I hope everything gets better for all of us, I hope we all find the peace we’re looking for

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Honestly? Same. I hate needing something (and therefore depending on someone else who has to provide me with that) in order for me to letterally survive.

Little did I know though, 5 years ago, that in my near future I would developed 6 more serious and invalidating chronic conditions, on top of T1D and Dysautonomia, that would have put me in need and dependent of many more and heavier medications. Oh, life.

God i hate needing insulin

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Happy holidays!

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burning pain? check! throbbing pain? check! aching pain? check! stabbing pain? check!  screaming nerves? check! weird numb sensation? check!

looks like the gang’s all here!