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celli-ohs · 6 months ago

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awooga!

part one of accidentally in love! series shy!soobin x popular!reader; college!au, strangers to friends to lovers! fluff, comedy, angst, smut (switch!soobin x switch!femreader)

ATTENTION: This chapter contains SMUT!!! MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!! (M18+)

WARNINGS: mentions of drinking, foul language, dry humping, fingering, oral sex (f receiving), penetrative sex, unprotected sex

13. post-nut clarity hits different (written chapter 1.9k)

The adrenaline finally catches up to him, and Soobin stumbles back, gripping the counter with white knuckles. He’s shaking, vision getting blurry with tears as his knees begin to buckle. Fuck this was so embarrassing, why did she have to be here tonight? Someone’s calling his name, shaking him by the shoulders, he can’t really make out who it is though, keeping his eyes shut. Everything is so loud, it hurts. Until a gentle pair of hands cup his cheeks, urging him to look up. “Soobin? Are you okay?” Your whispers bring the world to a silent hum. He blinks his eyes open, and is relieved to be greeted by your pretty face, though there’s worry etched into your features.

“Let’s go home, yeah?” You give him a soft smile, and carefully help him stand. Just having you next to him gives him strength. You wipe his tears and peck his cheek, reassuring him that everything will be okay. Quickly, you wave to your friends a goodbye, holding Soobin’s hand as you walk through the busy house back out to the street where he parked his car. “Come on, I’ll drive.” You tell him, and he hands you the keys. Once you guys are on the road, Soobin feels his worries subside. “I’m really sorry.” His voice is barely above a whisper. You turn to him surprised. “Why? You have nothing to be sorry about.” He shakes his head. “I embarrassed you, I had a breakdown and-“

“Soobin none of that was your fault. You had a very valid reaction to a situation that she started.” You explain to him. “I’m not upset, I promise. I’m more worried if you’re feeling well than anything.” You confess. You’re focusing on the road again as he stares at you. You’re so… perfect. He doesn’t feel like he deserves you. You’re so popular, so loved by so many people, you’ve probably never dealt with someone not loving you like Soobin has. “How are you feeling?” You ask as you park the car. “We’re not at your apartment.” He says aloud. “Yeah, we are at yours. I thought you’d like to be comfortable at home.” You explain, getting out.

You two awkwardly make your way to his and Taehyun’s shared apartment, and Soobin shuffles inside praying none of them left any dirty laundry laying around. “Let’s go to my room.” He mumbles, shyly taking your hand and pulling you down the dark hall. With the sun gone and his blinds closed shut, his room is pitch black. Somehow he sits you down on his unmade bed. You can’t tell if he can see you, but you open your arms regardless, offering him a hug. And he gladly takes it, practically falling into your grasp. You can hear and feel him take a deep breath, releasing the stress through a long exhale.

You’re leaning against his pillows, petting his hair as he snuggles your chest when you finally speak. “Do you want to talk about it?” You glance down at him, eyes now adjusted to the dark. Soobin shuffles, looking up at you with his big brown eyes and your heart melts. “I don’t want to bring the mood down.” He pouts. “Don’t worry, you won’t.” You reassure him. Soobin pouts even more and finally nods. “We dated for a year- Haewon and I.” He begins to explain. “And I thought everything was going really well, then Yeonjun found her having sex with some guy during a party in the basement bathroom.”

No wonder he didn’t like going to parties, that must have been traumatic. “When I confronted her, I found out she’d been sleeping with a bunch of different guys for a couple of months.” He sighs, hiding his face from you. “I was so stupid, I had no idea she was cheating when all the signs were there.” His voice breaks and you have to stop yourself from getting upset. You continue to play with his hair. “It was really hard, she told me it was my fault she cheated, cause I was- I was boring.” You can feel Soobin’s hot tears hit your skin and suddenly you're holding his face in your hands.

“Soobin please believe me when I tell you I think you’re the most interesting and amazing person I’ve ever met.” You tell him. “You are the exact opposite of boring, she has no idea what she’s talking about.” Even with your kind words he can’t look you in the eyes. “I know, but it hurts to hear when it comes from someone you used to love.” You know exactly what he means. Feeling like your words are not enough at the moment, you press a soft kiss to his forehead. “To me, you’re special.” You promise him.

Soobin can only look at you with adoring eyes, as if you’d just laid the world at his feet. What’s crazy is that you would, you absolutely would if you had the power. You want to convey that to him, make him understand that he is everything you could ever ask for. So you kiss him, hoping your passion can ease his pain. And he accepts, happily letting you devour him. As time passes, you feel more and more frustrated, and can’t help but grind against him. Soobin doesn’t complain, actually moving in sync with you. His growing bulge does not go unnoticed.

His hands begin to find their way underneath your tube top, massaging your hip and eliciting a moan from your lips. “I want to touch you.” Soobin mumbles against the sensitive skin of your neck making you whimper. “Please,” Is all you can manage to say. With your permission, his hand ventures down beneath your skirt and panties, his fingers rubbing pressure against your clit. You’re already a wet mess and all he’s done is tease you. “I really like you too Y/n,” Soobin suddenly confesses, and you feel like you’re floating. You can’t even look at him when he slowly kisses down your neck to your chest, pulling your top down with his teeth.

“So pretty,” His lips brush past your nipple and you gasp. “Be mine.” Soobin’s deep voice vibrates in your ears, right before he decides to pull your bottoms right off, diving right into your cunt. You can’t even respond, fighting for a chance to breathe as Soobin laps at your pussy like he’s starved. You should have expected someone as talkative as him to know how to use his tongue. “Soobin, Soobin please,” You beg and he pauses just to come back up to kiss you. “What do you need sweetheart?” You’re much too horny to be thrown off by the pet name, you find it endearing really.

“I need you please,” You ask, hungrily kissing the skin on his chest. Soobin chuckles, causing his body to shake. “Well since you asked so nicely,” He says, before stripping himself quickly. And you physically gulp. You knew Soobin was big, the dude was 6’1” and you swore he got taller every day. But what stood in front of you was such a surprise, that even Soobin hesitated. “Hey, you okay?” He asks, rejoining you on the bed. How do you tell him you’re even wetter without weirding him out? “Yeah,” You nod, looking away from his leaking cock and up at his face. “You’re so pretty.” You smile.

Soobin pounces on you, grin on his face. “Yeah? I’m your pretty boy?” He teases, but you don’t find it amusing, you believe it. You’re shaking your head eagerly, innocently waiting for his arrival. Just watching you lay there on your back, your entire body exposed to him, it makes Soobin feel so dirty. He stifles a laugh, and leans down to envelope you in a kiss, you greet him with open arms and hopeful lips. “You drive me crazy sweetheart,” He groans, sliding his cock into your entryway. Your breath hitches and for a second you almost regret your decision, because Soobin’s large size has you wincing.

But the pain subsides and is replaced with pleasure, and you can hear Soobin groaning into your neck. “Holy fuck you’re so tight,” He pants. “Can I- Can I move?” He asks, and you’re reminded of his shyness. “Please fuck me,” You gasp, grabbing his face to place a sloppy kiss. Soobin doesn’t need you to tell him twice, as he begins rocking his hips into yours. You can’t contain your volume, moaning and whining as he spreads you open. Suddenly Soobin pulls away, sitting upright. You begin to feel more exposed than you expected, and in response you cover your face as he pounds into you.

“Why so shy?” He huffs, one of his hands reaches down to pull your hand away. “I wanna see your beautiful face sweetheart.” The way he calls you his sweetheart has your pussy clenching, you feel so embarrassed yet you don’t want him to stop. His hips never stop moving, and with the way you’re running out of breath, he’s sure you’re about to come. “Oh fuck!” You hiss, a free hand reach up to rub your nipple. Soobin leans down again, he wants to see your face when you come, he wants to see how crazy he can drive you just from his cock. And the sooner you cum, so can he.

He slips a hand down back to your clit, making sure to slightly speed up his pace. “You feel so good, you’re always so good to me,” He begins to praise. “Fuck, I’m gonna cum,” You whimper, and Soobin uses a hand to hold both of your above your head. “Cum for me, sweetheart, you can do it,” Maybe it was the intense eye contact, or maybe the compliments, whatever the reason, your body listens to him, and suddenly you’re moaning his name like a mantra as the waves of your high come crashing down. You’re convulsing around his cock, and Soobin barely escapes your pussy to cum on your stomach, groaning with every spurt.

Both of you are panting for air when he lays beside you. You throw an arm over your eyes, exhausted. You don’t even realize Soobin has run to grab a towel and water, until he’s helping you sit up and wiping you down. You pass him the bottle, and he downs the second half as you two lay back down together, naked and sweaty under the covers. “Sorry, I should have grabbed a condom.” Soobin awkwardly apologizes. “Don’t worry, I’m on the pill anyways.” You inform him. “How are you feeling?” You turn to him. He blinks at you curiously. “About the sex or about the party?”

You burst out laughing. “Either or I guess?” You smile, intertwining your fingers together. Soobin shuffles, avoiding eye contact. “Is it weird to say that I’ve never came that hard before?” He admits, and you can’t help but feel proud that you did that. “Actually, I find it flattering.” You tell him, making him giggle. He was too adorable, you just had to kiss him again. You lazily lean in, fatigue taking over your body. “I really like you Y/n,” Soobin confesses. “More than a friend,” This for some reason makes you chuckle. “Yeah you better, especially after what we just did.” You poke fun. You can physically hear Soobin rolling his eyes. “Shut up and go to sleep, idiot,”

“You just said you like this idiot!”

“Yeah, I can’t help it,”

“You’re lucky, I like you a lot too.”