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horses in a stable . . mustangs evolving with humans . ./ difference between a canter a gallop . meandering horses . starting our relationship . a pet . . not going to scare you . long nosed creature . long face . . spindle legs trotting .. . polyrythms not quantized . . focus united with humans . yellow lines black asphault . reflecting moons on the side . outerpace . . metal objects driving through lines . . spilling lines observing observing orbit . . horses sometimes mind . . . older technology replaced . . setting up america rebranding revolving door of ownership melting pot no windows ogre churning . products from china, cardboard and plastic painted material border between cardboard and styrofoam and couches and tables blurring . setting up cardboard coffee table good shape looks nice enough for friends . holds a nice coffee ring left by my cup . . eclipse moment . . ruining the thing I just bought . gettyup cowboy . you broke something new . mosey my way back online findind a solution . . carboard and foam replacing flesh . . better control over this thing more predictable less tense . . basically the same hyporbole shaved ice potato peeler judgements that good enough for my house
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I have no taste taste for quality
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rice paper technology
holding bricks
how much can we stack before the trampoline stops catching people
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technology taken from us
technology and fatness
fat being paying
paying to not do something
techology lost
I forgot how
daddy never said
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these horses were just here
wild cows no longer
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survival made worse by human influence
now you're in my fence
coardboard hugs
corn density increasing
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horses love it
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pigs love it
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something feels like its changing
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humans devlolving
domino effect
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apex preditor keeping its head above water barely
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Iceburg moment
feels cool down here
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good view
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frozen tears
organic
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cultural value
lead free tears
water escaping
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frienships blossoming
friendships growing teeth
pull my arm out
catfished feeling
pull out the tonsil
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who's still playing
perceptions everyone
trying to catch one
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pixel fishing
throwing out my persecption
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black pixel thrown out
z-targeting
dust quality analysis of my space
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back in my head for more analysis
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pixel brain moving
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triangles accounting for squares in my vision
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totally comprehension
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dealing with this perfectly
nice dismount
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leather seat for my horse
body built for mine
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barbie moment
sitting on my throne
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horse loves my weight
I can tell by how good I feel right now
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spurring its guts now
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life chosen
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technology moving
directions syncronizing
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one horsepower
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measuring units
6 hand horses
6' foot humans
6foot moon in the distance
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pushing between trees
moonwashed forest
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steadily moving never going anywhere
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wonder who that figure is in that shadow
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body built for mine
loving how this feels
these moments
all matter
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feeling good in time
#my own rules#new measurements#redefining words to heal pain#avoiding paini as a baseline choice#plan#avoid pain#act#love the moment#sexy feelings#ugly feelings gone#removed like cancer#no explation#disposed lung#old tech in the garbage#lost value#penny stocks jangling in my pockets#reorganizing value#identity#grocery of my mind#cleaning the aisles#stocking the shelves#customer service first#welcome here#stay as long as you need#these are thing you can have that im selling#get the fuck out otherwise#you're my cuck now. actively hurting#hurting others who hurt me feels right#stealing pleasure from others#real value
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I read someone on here saying that this would have happened to Caitlyn at least once and - I strongly agree
#I also thought it was interesting that she seems to be avoiding her bed in act 2#makes sense though if you think about it a little :)#so falling asleep on her desk it is#more pain#you're welcome#mine#caitlyn kiramman#arcane#caitvi#piltover's finest
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my main advice for writing an enemies to lovers relationship is to resist the urge to make the characters' loathing and attraction mutually exclusive opposing forces. it's okay if they're getting weirdly into it and having Thoughts whilst also sincerely wanting to kill each other with hammers.
#🐉#read some really good [redacted to avoid maintags] fics lately where theyre like#'yeah i used to pray for you to die badly and in pain. but i also wanted to have nasty fight sex with you in the meantime.'#thats what its all about <3
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Book 2 au: sparring sessions and short hair katara
They like to have sparring sessions in order to keep their bending skills sharp. They allow themselves to go all out and not hold back at all cause they know if anyone got hurt, Katara could just heal them
But anyways, wouldn't it be kinda funny if Zuko accidentally burned Katara's hair tho? Aofkqldkkajfjd
The "I think we can save the hairloops" line is from @linnoya-writes thank you for that!! :>>
#zutara#zuko#katara#atla#book 2 au#my art#i mentioned in my last book 2 au post that i wanted to include short hair katara into it and y'all were so supportive of it!! 😭😭😭#so this is how i think it would go#it would happen as katara is trying to evade one of zuko's fire balls#she manages to avoid it but since her hair is long it still caught on fire#she'd be pissed so she water whips the hell out of zuko#and then promptly forgets about it akfhkakdkakdj#even after the sparring session she still hasn't remembered cause 'oh no zuko's in pain i have to help him!'#it isn't until zuko even mentions it that she remembers#zuko thinks she's more calm than i thought she would be after burning her hair so he mentions it to her#little did he know katara just forgor aldjlakdkaljd#n e ways zuko does feel bad so she offers to help fix it up for her#i think after the haircut katara would find herself looking in mirrors when there are any around cause 'zuko thinks i'm beautiful?? really?#zuko doesn't know this tho and he thinks katara is till sad about the unwanted haircut so he keeps telling her that she looks beautiful#and katara just keeps losing it aldjlakdlald#in conclusion they are idiots your honor
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ppl are too quick to point to laios' disability as the reason his friends think he's a freak sometimes. so many instances of laios getting yelled at are, in my eyes, a case of "this guy had to emotionally mature very early in order to be there for his little sister" combined with "much older friends who never had to learn to manage their own emotions to the same degree"
a lot of the time he's right about needing to be more direct/deal with things in a way that may seem scary/needing to put your gut reaction aside. he tries not to make his friends uncomfortable and he puts up with a lot because he's trying to keep the peace, but he also pushes the others out of their comfort zones purposefully to try to get them to think more constructively. everyone else in the party is prone to acting on their gut instincts and avoiding uncomfortable situations even when facing them head-on is very much necessary. part of what makes laios such a great leader is the fact that he knows from experience how to put his own feelings aside to help someone else grow.
yes, he does make a lot of social blunders by accident and he does struggle to connect with others, but not all of his positive influence on others is accidental or "despite" making people uncomfortable. a lot of the time, I think it's clear he knows exactly what he's doing and he's trying to help the people around him process emotions in a healthy way as they all go through some truly harrowing shit. all the main characters support each other as well as they can with their unique emotional skillsets. laios' skillset just happens to be "gently talk child into eating her vegetables"
#deerchatter#dungeon meshi#laios touden#of course this IS also connected to his disability. bc having an iron grip on your own emotional reaction is often needed to survive#in an ableist society. and he wouldn't have had to parent falin so much if the two of them hadn't been ostracized growing up#but the point of the post is that laios is a lot more emotionally intelligent than his party (or many fans) realizes#he's not just stumbling ass-first into being helpful he is clearly applying a skillset that is direly lacking in his friends#marcille and chilchuck in particular haaaaate uncomfy situations and are under the impression that if smth Feels bad then it Is bad.#and senshi avoids so many situations and feelings because of his trauma that he's been unable to grow past it on his own#this post was particularly inspired by the griffin meat scene. everyone else suggests senshi just avoid his trauma forever#and they're absolutely shocked when laios suggests senshi try to grow and overcome his pain bc. That Sounds Scary. lol#so many of the story's themes revolve around overcoming your own impulses and biases#and laios is uniquely suited to leading that change.#r.i.p. laios/toshiro friendship you guys have so much more in common than you realize
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it beats for you (it's been beating)
#dragon age#veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#rookanis#rook#nazeeh mercar#dragon age rook#da4#userpharawee#just a little something while I avoid working on this Thing that has been a pain in my backside for like a week now#I do NOT like rendering on that scale!! I wish I could just skip that and be done with it lmao#alas
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butlers
#i can't draw agni without feeling pain#that's why i avoid drawing sebagni🥲#kuroshitsuji#black butler#black butler fanart#my art#sebastian michaelis#black butler agni#sebagni#sebastian x agni
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HORRIBLE AVOIDANT REALITY: you have to talk to people to start therapy. or get a job. or make friends. or keep friends. or get your emotional needs met. or
#avoidant personality disorder#avpd#actually avoidant#actually avpd#being in all squares of the great asexual/aromantic/aplatonic/asocial tetrad saves Me a bit of pain. but still not enough of it!!
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My redraw of 1863 for the @hsprzine !!!!! go check out the whole zine here!!
#dave strider#homestuck#hsprzine#i both had a lot of fun and struggled with this piece B))#mosty the colors were a pain cus i didnt know what color i shoudl make daves furniture lmao#but then i avoided that by just getting funky with it lol#i have sme very silly pics of myself that i took for ref lmao#my art#homestuck panel redraw#homestuck zine#Homestuck Panel Redraw Zine
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When space whale design so good you can't just steal it to your own cosmoopera story so you have to draw your first fanart in years and revive your tumblr art blog to post it
[other version and image description under the cut!]
Ezra version ♡
[ID: A horizontal artwork showing Exra Bridger from season 2 of Star Wars: Rebels and the group of space whales, Purgil. The purgil are floating in space and one of them, closest to the viewing point, is positioned so that its eye coincides with one of Ezra's eyes. Their eyes are shining teal blue. Ezra is depicted in a somewhat abstract way, he stands waist high and the space behind him, but behind the whales.
In the second version of the image, Ezra is in the foreground, while the Purgil is only in the background. He is standing and holding his lightsaber, looking somewhat lost in thought. ]
#star wars rebels#ezra bridger#sw rebels#swr#star wars#star wars rebels fanart#purrgil#this was drawn riiight after I watched The Call#I know it's about to get painfull very soon I know it#im mostly ready (but probably won't watch season 4 TOO painful 😭 I read spoilers to avoid some my triggers)#It all started when my partner told me I would probably like andor#I was so sad after it I desided to watch this 'kid show' to kinda soften it out#OH BOY#I MISCALCULATED SEVERELY#found family trope in space?#space whales?#literally a nate trap#now I've drawn ezra cause I love him#and whales cause WHALES#my art
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boo!!!!!! a ghost!
#i will do anything to avoid either learning color theory or drawing backgrounds#i actually had this piece done for a few days now but i hated the colors and the lines so i just got rid of both and my demon has calmed#dbda#charles rowland#edwin payne#edwin paine#payneland#painland#dead boy detectives#my post#my art#dbda fanart
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One thing that really gets me about Urianger comforting Minfilia in Amh Araeng is that when she says Thancred hates her, Urianger never actually says, no, he doesn't. He says instead, none of this is your fault, and the original Minfilia wouldn't hold anything against you, and in typical Urianger form he says some things about fate and faith, and his words are kind and beautiful--but he also completely sidesteps the question of how Thancred feels about her.
And I think this moment is very reflective of Urianger's relationship to Thancred and child!Minfilia as a whole. It reflects what we see when we first see all of them together in Il Mheg.
Urianger knows that the way Thancred behaves toward the girl is hurting her. He's spent enough time around the two of them to see that plainly. Theoretically, he could say something to Thancred about it; they're obviously close friends, and if Thancred was going to value anyone's opinion, it would be his. But he doesn't say anything, because he still feels guilty and responsible for all of it: about their Minfilia going to the First and what happened to her there, and thus for what both Thancred and child!Minfilia are going through now. Even though Thancred has never outright blamed him for it (however he may feel privately, which I think is hard to say), it seems like Urianger still feels like he has no right to say anything.
So he tries to compensate instead. He's kind to Minfilia, connects with her in his own way and gives her books, and by the time we see them together he's obviously become something of a familial figure to her. I would say that he and Thancred aren't so much raising her together as they're doing it... around one another. Thancred is gruff and cold and holds Minfilia at arm's length emotionally so that his protectiveness comes off harshly even when it's well-meant, and Urianger dotes on her and tries to make up for it all while avoiding the actual problem.
So that conversation in Amh Araeng is both touching and maddening to me, and it really drives home what's maddening about it when, upon overhearing it, the Warrior of Light turns to Thancred to ask him if he has anything to say to Minfilia--who has just said, out loud, that she thinks Thancred wishes she was dead--and Thancred just says, "Not today."
And so they both go on avoiding the actual problem, for just a little longer.
#afk by the aetheryte#the scions in the first are such a mess#i love them and they make me climb the walls#ffxiv stuff#shadowbringers spoilers#i've loved that conversation since i first played it#and at the same time upon revisiting it i really feel#that glaring absence of anything addressing the actual problem#minfilia's actual pain#because urianger is still avoiding it#urianger augurelt#thancred waters#ryne waters
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A wip I’ve been doing to learn more about lighting and colour theory
#also to appease a friend who’s race I spoilt#I’m doing everything I can to avoid doing the stubble#it’s gonna be such a pain#carlos sainz#ferrari#f1#formula 1#formula one
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Assisting Acquaintance Acquired.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen ning#wei wuxian#Ignore how Wen Ning's hair looks here because I messed it up. Let's pretend he just sported a different hair style for a brief moment.#I am not exactly great at consistency but I am trying very hard to work on that (immediately messes up again).#Absolutely *love* how Wen Ning clearly remembers and admires WWX...who does *not* recognize him.#This is the best day for Wen Ning and it means *nothing* to WWX. A painful one-sided crush made worse.#It is bittersweet to realize that we care about someone more than they care about us. Sometime we pour love into a relationship-#-with someone who just can't reciprocate. It isn't always a conscious things either. Some people just aren't aware we care.#And painfully - so painfully - You can't make them aware. No act of kindness or gift or self sacrifice will make someone care about you.#You can martyr yourself for someone and they will continue on unchanged.#I think a lot about the parallels between WN and LWJ. Not foils - just reflections. A theme repeated.#People who give so much of themselves to someone who doesn't have the capacity to give any part of themself away.#I will die on the hill of 'Wen Ning would be the love triangle romance if that trope wasn't being avoided'.#And to be honest - thank the stars above that is the case. I do not know any good love triangles in media.#We are skipping some of the sad Jiang Cheng content because I really want to finish season 2 before May.#Sorry JC emo moment lovers...I'll deliver another time.
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what the dog doin???
#dog#dogblr#low poly#low poly animals#lowpoly#ugh this made me accept that i need to learn IK next :(((#i was avoiding it since it looked like a pain and didn't seem necessary for static poses#but now it's rly tricky to do leg movement w/feet in place
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big man...why is he so big...(hes full of love)
#mine#original#oug im tired!!! sleepy!!#what hve i done this week... i processes like 30 orders bc i had such a backlog OGUG. did 2 drawings for my portfolio. did this drawing#also did sm good planning! and sketching!#i was gna colour my portfolio drawings but im. pretty worn out so now maybe i will not#my lower back has been rlly sore also so . im gna try n avoid sitting at my desk heeh#its like half 12 whilst im queueing this....gna hve sm lunch soon. adn then read maybe. i finished my book this morn it was ver good#foxen bloom by. someone. cannae remember !!! very good nice an short#its a nice day..might go 4 walk#ive started on the sleeves for my jumper uehue !!!! am def gna run out of wool so annoying....will b short like. half a ball.#im gettin close 2 finishing my blanket....kinda...i ordered too much wool for that kjbsdkjbs#yes yes reading. i should do yoga maybe. world of pain#okay goodbye
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