#autistic rodolfo parra

[autistic-hc-bracket]

Round 1: Scarlet vs Rodolfo Parra

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[popcaki]

Wanted to repost the Ghost art I did in 2022 because I still really like how they turned out.

+ bonus König sketch I did

[bucketyd]

Young alerudy in military (Alejandro can't get his hands off of Rudy and Rudy's a bit autistic)

[laswells-ashtray]

I hate how many people write or characterise Rudy as being reliant on Alejandro like yeah, they're gay as fuck and they high-five with the same hand they jerk each other off with but they're two separate people.

Rudy isn't a dainty little man who'll cry and panic whenever Alejandro isn't in sight. He's a grown man who almost burned alive and spent what he thought were his last moments retelling information he knew would help the mission. That's strong as fuck. He also managed to avoid getting captured on his own base and made his way through the city alone to Alejandro's safe house. He didn't have a big spooky bugger in a mask to help him.

Just because he's less expressive than Alejandro doesn't mean he's fragile. My favourite interpretation of him will always just be the incredibly capable guy who surprises people because he doesn't feel the need to brag about it or prove himself, also just strikes me as someone who bites back his comments on things. And then the minute they're alone he tells Alejandro all of them because they've been building up and now he's annoyed at the small things, it makes Alejandro laugh.

[zombyaru]

Alejandro: Do you want to hear about something that happened to me?

Rudy: What happened? Tell me

Alejandro: Yesterday I went to buy a box of 12 candies and when I opened it there were only 11, who told you that you could leave?

Rudy: And did you tell the man in the store? HAHAHAH

Alejandro: HAHA, didn't you understand?

Rudy: Maybe he ate it.

Rudy: Because you're missing a candy.

-

I think it makes more sense in Spanish, I don't know if I explained it well lol. Sorry.

[ff7-has-taken-me-over]

It’s been a minute since I’ve been in this neck of the woods but I saw a thread and got inspired. Also, I know the military doesn’t work like this but shhh. It’s for the plot. Anyway!

I reckon the only ones who can handle Soap at his most vibrant and talkative is Alejandro and Rudy. The former because he’s much of the same despite the way he looks, can get so caught up in talking for hours on end once he’s comfortable with someone and he lets the mask slip. The latter because he’s been with Alejandro for years and is just used to it, finds some comfort in the mindless chatter and likes having it as background noise.

Soap had thought his squad were fine with it. They’d always seemed ok when he started going off on his tangents and came running down the halls all excited cause he’d heard about a new explosive or he’d done a sketch he was particularly proud of. But they’d slowly changed over the last few months.

He could understand Price. He was a captain and there were times when he couldn’t entertain Soap and his ramblings, busy with his work and trying to manage an entire taskforce. He got that his captain might be a bit too stressed to play nice with him.

Ghost and Gaz though? It hurt just a little more than Price did. He still understood it but it didn’t mean he liked it. Gaz sometimes just got tired of listening to him. Would heave out this heavy ass sigh when Soap perked up and opened his mouth sometimes or cut him off to greet someone else and start a conversation with them.

He got it. He was a bit much and he understood the man’s want to converse with someone else that actually gave him a chance to talk without going off on his own tangents. Didn’t mean it didn’t hurt though.

Ghost was much the same but his was more because he just got overwhelmed with the constant noise. He’d be ok one second and the next he was snapping at Soap, glaring him down like he’d shat in his tea and telling him to get lost. Soap tried to keep his chattering to a minimum around him but nobody made him feel more comfortable than his L.T. It was a hard blow but he knew how everything just got too much for Simon sometimes, lights too bright and sounds too loud. He got it.

Alejandro and Rudy though? In the five months he’d known them? Not once had they ever done any of that. Alejandro would purposely take time out of his schedule to hang out with Soap, and only two of those occasions were because the sergeant had asked.

He’d invite him to their house and they’d just talk for hours on end. An equal give and take of tangents because Alejandro was exactly like him, just not about explosives and art. Rudy would sit nearby, amused and beyond fond of the two, sometimes giving his own input and other times just quietly listening as he watched the TV on mute.

If Ale couldn’t talk he’d take a moment to tell Soap. Promised him they’d talk once he was done and he always kept those promises, even if something popped up he’d make an effort to have at least a short chat with him. It warmed Soap something stupid.

When it got a bit much for Rudy or he didn’t feel like talking as much he was endlessly sweet with it. Smiled at Soap and told him he was a little tired, wanted to watch a movie and invited him to watch with him. Soap always agreed cause he liked movies, especially ones he’d seen already and knew random little facts about.

The first time this had happened and he’d accidentally blurted a fact he got so scared. Was terrified of receiving that same tired sigh Gaz gave him or having Rudy snap like Ghost, even if he didn’t seem the type. But the man had only made a small noise of interest, pulling him closer as he whispered a quiet, “I didn’t know that.”

Soap had practically melted into him, satisfied with the acknowledgment and not really feeling the need to go on an entire rant about it.

It became a regular thing. Watching movies with Rudy, sometimes ones he’d seen, and telling him random facts he knew about it. Getting acknowledged for it and feeling that same warmth he got from Ale spread through him like honey.

If it was a new movie Soap would be absolutely enraptured. Wouldn’t say a word as he gave it his full attention, not even realising when or if Alejandro joined the two of them on the couch and squished himself on the other side of him. He’d become aware of the two pairs of arms holding him eventually but was always content to just snuggle into them and continue watching, his mind quiet and his body relaxed.

It was endlessly comforting and he found himself hard pressed to leave their house once he was in it. His taskforce was the last thing on his mind these days, completely forgetting about them until he had to go back to base and see them all again.

He still loved them! No doubt about it! He just, wasn’t as comfortable with them as he once was. Figured this change would be good for everyone since they got so tired of him so often but Ale and Rudy loved him as he was.

It’s not like they noticed anyway. He talked to them and still hung around them just not as much as he used to. Kept the conversations short and didn’t go off on tangents, even if his brain was spitting out a million and one facts and continuations.

Gaz no longer sighed when they talked, was back to laughing and exchanging quick little jabs with him. Ghost didn’t snap and glare at him again, merely nodded and hummed when he regaled him with short tales about trainings, and Price didn’t brush him off for work. Stopped to listen when Soap had reports on his explosive work and praised him when he did well.

It didn’t exactly comfort him or warm him from the inside like the vaqueros did but at least it didn’t hurt to interact with them either, and he could live with that if he still had his safe space with Ale and Rudy.

[ellilyre]

Head empty just Alejandro laying atop of Rudy

[gatorbites-imagines]

hii can i pretty please request the 141 + the other guys (könig, alejandro, graves, whatever lol) w/ a reader who just kinda repeats the phrases or last could words they say? kinda like a parrot lmao

i'm autistic and it's one of the things i do 💀

Cod Boys

Headcanons

couldnt think of a gif to add, so heres a tiger.

I have a lot of Echolalia (repeating noises or words you hear) too, so same. I added Horangi too, cuz I love that guy and there isn’t anything about him in the x reader tags.

John Price

Price honestly finds it endearing, he thinks its cute that you repeat things he says, especially if you weren’t British and were to copy his accent. I could imagine him growing so used to it he doesn’t even realize you do it anymore.

He wouldn’t be annoyed by it either as its just part of who you are, and he’s just happy you feel safe letting yourself verbally stim around him. He also finds its fun to know what media you’ve been watching, or if you’ve been paying attention to what he’s said.

Kyle “Gaz” Garrick

Gaz would just find it quirky, he might even find it charming in a way. He knows its not something where you choose who or what you repeat, but he still likes that its him you repeat stuff from.

You both end up walking around and repeating the same things, you because you repeat stuff because that’s just how you are, and Gaz because he’s been around you long along to start to develop the same habit, but only when it comes to you.

Simon “Ghost” Riley

He is also autistic, but where you copy noises or words, he’s the silent staring kind. He doesn’t speak a lot as we know, so he’s a little surprised the first time you repeat what he says, especially when you don’t even seem to realize you’re doing it.

Ghost ends up developing Echolalia as well, but only copies stuff you say or things like animal noises, and only when it’s the two of you alone together as he masks around other people.

John “Soap” MacTavish

Soap loves it when you copy or repeat stuff he says or noises he makes, it finds it cute and special as its something just so you, at least in your group. He would never look down on you for it either, as its not something you can really control.

He has tried to make you repeat the dumbest stuff and there’s no stopping him, and if he succeeds, he just starts snickering. Soap laughing is what makes you realize you must have said something funny, which only makes him laugh even more.

Alejandro Vargas

Alejandro starts calling you bird or parrot as a nickname, especially if you are the type to copy animal noises. He finds it funny when you mimic Spanish words if you aren’t a native Spanish speaker.

He��s honestly impressed with how well you can say stuff in Spanish if it isn’t a language you speak. It just becomes a thing he finds comfort in, since it means your there, alive, and well. So if you were to go quiet for longer periods of time, he might worry a bit.

Rodolfo “Rudy” Parra

Rudy doesn’t speak as much as everyone else, so he finds it a little endearing that you repeat the stuff he says as it means you were at least subconsciously paying attention to him and what he said.

I could imagine Rudy liking to just sit together in mostly silence, so when he does speak there’s pretty much a 100% chance you’ll mimic whatever he said, which he finds nice as it helps him feel some kind of normalcy, since you are there with him.

Phillip Graves

He would think you were mocking him in the beginning, until he realizes it’s something you do with everybody and you might not even realize you are doing it unless someone points it out. He never says anything about it, since its just part of who you are.

Graves will rip someone a new asshole if they were rude to you about it though, he may be an ass to most people, but you are one of his so he watches out for you. He doesn’t show it but he cares, in his own way.

König

König doesn’t speak a whole lot outside of missions, so you’d most likely copy him during missions or similar. This ends up with you two repeating copy over and over, over the comms. It becomes almost a little game, which helps put you both at ease during stressful times.

If you copy his German hed find is sweet, as it helps him feel a little more at ease since he’s most likely far away from his home country. So even if you don’t speak German, it helps him come out of his shell a little.

Kim "Horangi" Hong-Jin

Horangi would think you were making fun or him or mocking him, but seeing as you just do it as regularly as you do and don’t realize he doesn’t pick a fight like he might have, if anybody else did it.

He ends up growing to like that you do it, and he will throw hands with anyone who tries to make you uncomfortable about it or insults you for it. He starts speaking more Korean around you, just wanting you to repeat words in his mother tongue even if you don’t understand it.

[krypticcafe]

May I request call of duty boys with an autistic s/o? As an autistic person I think they’d all be very helpful with their partner and their needs. Their partner is having a bit of a rough day and they’ve gone nonverbal and just need the comfort of a safe person so they can unmask. (I totally hc Ghost as autistic so maybe he and his partner just vibe in silence together)

COD:MW boys w/an autistic partner

rating: general

character(s): GN!Reader, John Price, Kyle "Gaz" Garrick, Simon "Ghost" Riley, John "Soap" MacTavish, Gary "Roach" Sanderson, Alejandro Vargas, Rodolfo Parra, König, Kim "Horangi" Hong-jin, Hound

word count: ~5.2k

warning(s): possible inaccuracies, mentions of autism symptoms, mentions of masking, lotsa comfort 'n fluff

a/n: as per usual, feel free to tell me if I've misrepresented or misinformed. I'm undiagnosed, but extremely certain that I'm ND so I've included experiences I found that I share with autism symptoms :] On the other hand, idgaf about realistic military limits on medical issues and medication, this is literally fanfiction and not that deep.

beta reader: ChordataUtopia on ao3

Price

I'd like to think with his time in the military, he's probably had acquaintances, friends, or subordinates who are on the spectrum, so at the very least, he knows what to expect and has a few mental notes on it.

So it's not a problem for him when he sees it on your file.

It's when you become a thing that he actually starts researching about it, and really in-depth, the same way he would when doing background checks.

He's a pretty fast talker, so you have trouble keeping up with all the info he throws at you sometimes. At first, he thought you weren't paying attention, but then he realized you just had issues trying to process so much at once, which is vastly different when compared to how he can take in a bunch at a time. He's learned to be more concise, and surprisingly, it's helped some of the others on the team, too.

One of the perks of dating a captain is getting to know the plans and schedules ahead of everyone and being one of the first to know about any last-minute alterations.

Whenever you're starting to feel overstimulated on base, Price has an eye out for you and calls you to his office. It's a subtle and easy way for him to take you out of a situation and pull you somewhere safe. After all, no one bothers to question the captain's orders.

Although the military doesn't really have quiet rooms, the two of you found that his office is the only place aside from your shared quarters where you can feel safe and sound. Everyone respects Price's office space, so it's always nice and tranquil there. He's used to this one-on-one time so he keeps your favorite drink in a mini-fridge, something for you to fidget with quietly, and an extra comfy chair for you, along with medication if you need any.

Turns out, the voice of a captain is also helpful for keeping you grounded. It isn't aggressive, it isn't demanding, it's firm. He helps keep you in the moment when you feel your mind drift from your body, whether in private or on a mission. He's also direct and doesn't beat around the bush, so misunderstandings are rare.

If you take medication, it used to be difficult for you to get it restocked. Healthcare system and all its perks. But now, after dating John, strangely enough, it seems you get it on time almost always and hand-delivered by him. Hm.

His favorite thing to do is to listen to your rambles while he does his paperwork. You're worried you're bothering him, but he just responds with, "Not at all, love. I wouldn't trade this moment for the world," and tells you to continue discussing whatever you are particularly interested or fascinated about.

John doesn't tell you, but he sometimes wishes he had more paperwork just to spend more time with you in the office.

Gaz

Probably has had neurodivergent friends or family, and doesn't know a lot about the matter, but he's open-minded from the start.

He's a quick learner, too. Not just in combat but with your relationship. He notices your little habits, what makes you tick, and what keeps you in the zone.

And thank whatever being above that you were blessed with such a patient man. If you're having difficulties wrapping your head around a concept or directions, he'll explain it in a way you can understand. Sometimes, people talk too fast, too quietly, or too vague. Gaz finds that there's no shame in it.

One of the things he notices is that sometimes you mimic how he talks, like certain phrases or words. Especially if you're non-UK. Some of your repeated phrases are "oh my days", "cheers", or "takin' the piss". Fluent accent and all. He doesn't find it insulting or strange, he thinks it's actually pretty cute and doesn't poke fun at you for it.

Usually, he's not a fan of when people get too chatty with him, but it's you. He can't find himself getting irritated when you're talking so passionately about your special interest, latest hyper fixation, or whatever got to you because he knows you're being your genuine self and not talking out of your ass.

Your eyes light up, you're no longer using the tone of a soldier with all its formalities, yet you articulate the more and more you converse with him. Your hands even start to fidget and flap when you get deep in discussion.

"Keep going, love. I'm listening." He smiles at you from the corner of his eye, reorganizing his locker. It's meaningful to him, being the one person you trust to listen and engage when you need a break from masking.

He's got an eye for when you're having an out-of-body experience, helping you keep your head in missions without belittling you for feeling elsewhere.

Overstimulated or overwhelmed? Don't worry, he's got you. Kyle has his headphones on him a lot of the time whenever he can. When he sees your eyes looking in the distance or darting around while you feel your skin itch and your mind's a blur, he pops them on you and turns up a playlist he's made with your favorites.

In other cases, he's either scouting a spot for you to retreat to or verbally guiding you until you can unwind.

Sometimes when he can't immediately stick to your side or assist you, he'll take his cap and put it on you with a gentle smile. It's his way of saying that he notices you and to hang on just a bit, he'll be right there as soon as he's done, love.

Ghost

Autistic Ghost truther right here!!

I like to think Ghost always suspected he wasn't neurotypical, and would eventually get diagnosed. But ever since meeting you, it's only sped up his realization. Especially when he saw the difference between whether you're masking or not. It really hit him like a barrel of trucks that day.

He came to you first about it, trying to play it off as curiosity and just wanting to be more informed, but even if you aren't well-versed with body language or small cues, you could just tell that the gears were starting to turn in his head.

While you knew numerous factors led to your blossoming relationship, you like to think the trust you two built after you helped him come to terms with his autism kickstarted it all.

You quickly realized how much of it has gone unnoticed, how eerily good he was at masking himself. He claimed he was more comfortable with the 141 and that outside of that, he was just fulfilling his role as lieutenan- oh my god, you're right.

He gets ticked off when there's a change in plans if a last-minute decision is made but he bites his tongue about it, despises it when people aren't straightforward, prefers bluntness, sits in the far and darker corners of the mess hall where it's calmer, or just avoids it altogether and eats in his room, doesn't understand when people think he's being rude or mean, the list goes on.

There is... a lot to uncover.

But it's all worth it for the little things.

Like when you two created a subtle way to tell each other "I love you" when the words won't come out, three little taps on the inside of the wrist.

Or when you both need to unwind after a particularly triggering mission and you just can't articulate yourselves. No one else notices it and passes it off as you two just being quieter than you usually are, but the two of you catch onto each other like wildfire.

You'll retreat into your quarters and sit on the bed, back-to-back in the dark, where Simon can pull off the mask to just breathe and you can just feel. A comfortable silence lingers in the air while your hearts sync until one of you breaks the silence.

"Absolute trainwreck that one was, huh?" One of you dryly chuckles.

And the other mutters back, "You can say that again."

There's this one particular memory he has of when you surprised him with a gift one day. He wasn't much of a taker than a giver, but seeing how giddy you were, he couldn't decline.

Opening it, he was surprised with a custom butterfly knife, an obsidian-black handle with silver engravings of skulls, thorns, and roses, along with his initials on the blade. You remembered his interest in knives and how he tended to mess with them as a stim, so you bought him a knife he could flip around smoothly and quietly while still keeping up appearances.

With the way he looked at it, someone would've assumed you just proposed to him with a diamond ring or something.

You expected him to put it in his collection, but he uses it a lot in his spare time.

He keeps it in top condition and never leaves it unless he has to.

Soap

He's heard of it, met people with it, though he doesn't quite understand it yet. Johnny's tried to look into it but finds most sources sound contradicting to each other or just don't make sense compared to the experiences you describe and the ones that others have.

You tell him it's fine, you appreciate the effort, and it's okay if he occasionally asks questions when appropriate.

If there's one thing about him, it's that he's quick and creative when it comes to accommodating you. He carries extra earplugs with him on missions and comes up with signals for you to use when you have trouble expressing, so it's easier for him to figure out what you need (turns out he's a visual learner, too).

He makes it ridiculously easy to unmask, too, always so happy to see you, to listen, to talk—he just loves you so much. Something about his energy and how he can slowly and gently open you up like a treasured, well-kept, and well-loved book with just that sweet tone of his.

Sometimes when you're stuck in your head, he pretends he's performing surgery to remove your brain or something, making little silly little noises and tracing your forehead like he's cutting it, a little pop! and he's all "Now you cannae think 'bout anythin'", and it's so stupid but works.

You find the best thing he can do is just hold you. He's got this firm hold that makes you feel like you're wrapped in a warm blanket and a strong heartbeat that reverberates through you. You'd tend to count the beats in your head and just allow yourself to be absorbed in his embrace.

It's all just a few of the numerous things he's done to improve your relationship.

But you have to be real with him for a moment.

You guys know that one tiktok audio? The one that's like:

"I ain't sure what HD is but the doctor said I got 80 of them bitches! WOOO—"

Yeah, Johnny, don't think we haven't noticed.

One day, he lightheartedly jokes that he relates to some of what you go through and that maybe he's autistic, too.

"Well... you're not too far off."

"Haha, what?"

So turns out the MacTavish family has a whole history of ADHD and ADD. His family's always had an inkling, but Soap's natural personality just really blurred the lines.

To be honest, it was so obvious. The way the two of you would parrot each other and your teammates, how he banged his fists on tables whenever he got really excited or antsy, couldn't stand still when he'd constantly be shifting his weight between his feet, popped his lips to break silence, all the impulses that get him in trouble a lot of the time, random bouts of eery calmness, his hyperfocus when working on a new project, the time you caught him unconsciously imitating the sound of the heart monitor after he nearly blew himself up in an accident, you get the idea.

Soap's love language, from physical affection and words of affirmation, is gift-giving! The moment he sees something that reminds him of you, what you like, or something you've been talking about a lot lately, he gets so excited to see your reaction when he surprises you with it and is practically bouncing with anticipation.

Definitely made you cute little cue cards with silly doodles, and even some with Scottish slang. He was especially proud of these.

Roach

He gets you. He really, really, really gets you.

Roach, are you perhaps neurodivergent?

You wouldn't be surprised. You figured he was ever since he explained how he wasn't Deaf or completely mute. He just said he felt nonverbal a lot of the time, selectively mute. That was something that really clicked with you.

In fact, you found he was the easiest to talk to about it. He didn't have many questions other than asking what made you uncomfortable and if you wanted him to teach you some ASL.

You said yes, of course.

Before you were a couple, you were best friends. Practically inseparable with energies complimenting each other. No one was surprised when you guys became public, much to your own surprise.

Learning ASL has been one of the most helpful things Roach has done for your guys' relationship; you don't feel as isolated in your nonverbal state. It also helps clear up misunderstandings with the rest of the team sometimes when one of you can communicate on the other's part. You still struggle with some expressions periodically, but you're pretty fluent!

There is so much open communication in your relationship, it's just a fresh breath of air, holy shit. But the negative part to that is when there is a misunderstanding, it can get a little messy, not horrible, but just kind of overwhelming for the both of you where you need to take a breather and just tune out in your heads for a bit before you can approach each other again.

Overstimulation comes more easily to you than it does to Roach, so you often find yourself either going to him or him leading you somewhere more private where you can quietly wind down.

On a more positive note, you guys have the most energetic of conversations. You'll both be spewing out hyperfixes, random thoughts, and interests, some of Roach's being random facts about zoology or history facts (his favorite are the world wars, unsurprisingly).

"The Egyptians believed that the most significant thing you could do with your life was die."

"Sick."

You two jump from subject to subject, then return to one only to forget what you were supposed to talk about, then move on to something else before remembering what was supposed to be said, and then dropping the conversation altogether like nothing happened.

The entirety of Task Force 141 and SpecGru has given up on trying to interrupt these moments for any reason besides work, it's been proven fruitless. You guys are simply too far in the deep end, there is no saving from hyperfix hell.

Gary's also like a crow, he memorized your interests and whenever he sees something related to that, like a trinket when he's out and about, he'll buy it for you. You two do this to the point where it's kinda getting cluttered in your quarters...

Alejandro

Yeah, I'm afraid he's a little undereducated about it, growing up in an environment with a stigma over mental health issues type of deal.

Don't worry, he's not bigoted by any means, just confused about what it's exactly about because of how much misinformation is out there. I think there was a time when he might've believed in some stereotypes and acted rudely about it, except that was when he was really young and dumb.

When he told you this, it broke your heart, but for a different reason. You told him it wasn't his fault, he was raised in an environment that provided little awareness on the issue, that's just how many people are raised. As much as you hate to admit it, that's just how the majority of the world is. What matters is that he acknowledged he was wrong, and that he was just a kid.

"You're too kind, mi sol," He murmurs, pressing a kiss on your knuckles.

"And you're too hard on yourself, love." You respond, cradling the side of his face with a smile.

Unintentionally or not, meeting you led him to realize he might have his own difficulties with his mental health. After all, being colonel would take a toll on anyone, and after the events involving the Shadows? He needs a break above anyone else in the Vaqueros.

Much like Price, he's learned to create as much of a supportive environment for you and the rest of his soldiers with a general no-tolerance policy on ableist bullshit.

Sometimes, it can be a little challenging for him to reach out to you or vice versa, largely because of his busy schedule and job as commander. He can't indulge you as much as he wishes. Patience was something the two of you had to learn and overcome in your relationship.

But if you really need him, or if you're having a difficult time while he's preoccupied, you give him a few taps on the shoulder, and he gives you a nod mid-conversation with a subordinate. At the end of the day, he comes and finds you, and asks you a few questions you can answer with a simple nod or shake of your head. You trace a heart into his palm, a straightforward reminder, and he smiles and kisses your forehead.

It takes a while, but he carefully unravels you with gentle comfort, just holding you, and taking your time. He's not the most patient man, but for you, he certainly tries. When you finally start returning to yourself, no longer the soldier or the "different one". Just you. He greets you with a kiss and listens to whatever you say for the rest of the night.

It's worth the wait, so long as you're in his arms.

Rodolfo

Rudy has a similar situation to Alejandro. The only difference is that it never quite sat right with him as a kid. Ultimately, it led him to educate himself and seek out actual resources.

He could never understand the stigma, too naive as a child only to find out the truth when he was older. Somehow, it hurt him too, maybe because of how he shared some qualities.

He figured he wasn't autistic, but he knew he wasn't neurotypical either, tiny impulses here and there constantly proving him right, ways that he didn't connect with other people. Meeting you had only confirmed it for himself.

At first, he never noticed it, you were usually masking in front of them all anyway. But when he started to spend more time with you in between missions and get to know the real you, he started to see how vastly different you were when he first met you.

The comment slips out and he apologizes, but you laugh it off as his friend and closest confidant. It's hard to really put it into words, but he understands, he always does. You learn that early on in your relationship.

Instead of words, he uses gestures to console you. Acts of service is his kind of love language. Helping you with your work, doing all the chores you couldn't bring yourself to do that day, the simple things. Mugs of warm drinks, a little mazapán or gansito, a treat to quell your mind a little. A small nostalgic snack break always helps him in hard times between all the work, so he hopes you enjoy them, too. Expect him to join you whenever he's feeling a little out of it.

You worry that it feels like an excuse to hog him to yourself when it isn't. He's always willing—even if it was a ploy, he wouldn't mind it all that much. Seeing you ease up makes him come out of his shell, too. It's something good for both of you.

"Need a refill, cariño?"

You shake your head, "No, just... stay? Please?"

"Of course." He beams in a way that has your heart nearly skipping a beat despite how long you've been together. Maybe you should marry him on the spot.

There are moments when he holds you that you hear him humming his favorite songs. You tell him he has a wonderful voice, but he bashfully denies it. However, it doesn't stop him from humming, not when it helps bring you back down to earth or get a compliment out of you after some silence.

König

Doesn't exactly know what it is, thought it was like a bad trait or something because someone called him autistic once as a kid, but in a derogatory way. Made you go 'yikes' and explain the whole thing. He apologized for his initial shock when you told him you were autistic and felt disgusted when he realized why he was called that back then.

He's quick to pick up on your cues, mood differences, or how you process things. After all, he gave himself a trained eye from all that sniper training.

The first time you were nonverbal around him, he was slightly worried. It was after an arduous mission that had you completely knackered, mentally and physically. He thought you were in a state of shock or something, and he was about to call a medic before you dragged him away and had to physically force him not to. Later, you had to explain to him what happened again, but he was still a little concerned for your wellbeing.

You're well aware and so is he that he probably has ADHD and social anxiety, but to be honest, you wouldn't actually doubt the idea that he could be autistic either.

You both noticed it when you were ranting about how annoying some of your habits were, whether it be an inability to properly express emotions, an inability to understand social cues, the need to mask around others, or how much certain sensations bothered you when they shouldn't because it's so stupid that they do. He'd often respond with, "Oh, I do that too!" or "Yeah, I have that sometimes." At first, you thought he related to some of the lighter symptoms shared with people in general, but then it came to a point where he related a bit too much that you had to let yourself think about whether your boyfriend just happened to have the double whammy of ADHD and autism.

Chances were likely.

One thing that surprised König when you two discussed how he could help comfort you is lying on top of you.

"But Schatz, I'm too big, I would crush you, like a weight or something."

"Oh sweetheart... that's the point."

Genuinely, he's a wonderful makeshift weighted blanket with the great addition of being your boyfriend. It's the perfect distraction for your mind to focus on something and someone else—the weight of his body weight distributed on yours, your breathing synced with his, his heartbeat against your chest, and just having someone to hold.

Loves it when you start parroting and picking up some of his phrases, especially the German ones. He'll ignore the pronunciations if they're bad, but he's just gleaming with pride when he sees you taking out an enemy and spitting German curses at them the same way he does. Practically makes goo-goo eyes on the battlefield.

Horangi

Same thing about being brought up in an environment that isn't the most informed nor supportive about neurodivergence. He's not the proudest of his younger self, and he knows he's made some mean remarks about it as a dumb kid, but he's long since moved on. Getting out into the world has taught him to grow more tolerant and understanding, but he's still ashamed of the ignorant stuff he did.

He worries that you'll hate him for it, despite it being ages ago. He's used to being reminded of his mistakes and failures, such as his gambling addiction and delinquency.

What he struggles with most is trying to find a way to comfort you or help you unwind. He's not great with words since he's worried about screwing something up, so the most he can do is pull you somewhere the two of you can be alone and give you space.

But that doesn't mean he doesn't try. He tries several things, like keeping your favorite snacks on hand, doodling on your skin with his markers to distract you, getting some music playing, earplugs on hand, and stuff that he knows he can't royally fuck up.

You propose that he creates some cute cue cards for you so that it helps him figure out your needs, and you don't miss how he tries to hide his eagerness. He presents you with the cards all connected on a metal ring, red, blue, and black doodles with words in both English and Korean, acting like he just did it on a whim when the amount of care and love put into it is obvious.

One of the cards only has a single phrase on it in Korean, and you already knew it. You still asked.

"Hong-jin, what does this say?"

"Ah- uh... 사랑해요 (saranghaeyo)."

"Mind telling me?"

"... good job?"

"Uh-huh... so why are there so many hearts?"

"Because you think I did a really good job..?"

Again, he's not great with words. That includes letting you know that he wants to be told "I love you" more.

Lightheartedly calls you a nerd once when you ramble about your hyperfixations or special interest, only for you to fire back with a comment about his K-pop collection of albums, signatures, fancams, photocards, lightsticks...

"That's not the sam- no... dammit, no."

Face the music, Horangi. Your special interest is K-pop and each new album is just another hyperfix. You're just as much of a nerd.

Hound

Autism? Okay, but the fuck does that have to do with you blasting the enemy with an RPG right now?

Honestly, he thought you just had some strange quirks and issues. Maybe you were like him. He figured he was just "broken" in some way, that they were "weaknesses" of his. The more he spent time with you, the more he questioned why he is the way he is.

Yet he doesn't judge you because he most likely knows how it feels to be in that position, and he wants to be the support he doesn't have but wishes he had.

Actually, that's the real glue of your relationship—how easily Hound adapts to your structures and needs without question. If it conflicts with theirs, they won't hesitate to directly address it and work it out with you. You return the same energy and reassure him he's not alone in feeling this way. Hell, you make him feel normal for once.

Both of you have issues verbalizing, so you'll be tracing hearts, question marks, checks, and x's on each others' palms. They even teach you Morse code to tap little phrases. You never need to worry about miscommunication if you're direct with them. They're always direct with you, and they hate when people aren't specific.

Hound's not much of a talker, but they're definitely a listener, and they could honestly listen to you talk for days. If someone dares to interrupt you or criticize you for talking too much because he "seems like he's not interested" and you're "taking up his time", he shoots them a glare to fuck off.

Most likely, your interests will become his interests, too.

You notice they mask almost constantly but act much more natural, tender, and less structured when they're around you, showing a side of themselves with a variety of emotions no one else would ever see either. More human, and less war dog.

You both like to be alone, but alone together. Hound used to ask you to leave him alone whenever he needed to self-isolate but started to let you stick around when they needed a moment. The two of you are much more physically affectionate and even more talkative, and you both value the trust you grant each other to show the more vulnerable side of yourselves. You guys are woven like thread; the moment one unravels, so does the other.

Sometimes, all it takes is a weak smile from you or his hands interlocking with yours to find the calm in the storm.

a/n 2: I'm back, teehee :3

[xxfaggatronxx]

Before I continue to post these are MY Call of Duty headcannons. Please be respectful because I change some peoples genders *transgenderfication beam activated*, sexualities, and presentations. If you don’t like a ship or anything else, I hope you are still kind.

John Price:

Married to Nikolai

Uses He/Him Pronouns

Cis Gay Man

British

PTSD

Nikolai:

Married to Price

Uses He/Him Pronouns

Cis Queer Man

Russian

Kate Laswell:

Married to {insert wife}

Uses She/Her pronouns

Cis Lesbian

American

Anxiety

Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley:

Engaged to John Mactavish

Uses They/It pronouns

Non-binary (FtNB) Demiromantic Asexual

British / Greek

Autistic / PTSD

John ‘Soap’ MacTavish

Engaged to Simon Riley

Uses He/Him pronouns

Trans masc (FtM) Pansexual

Scottish / Filipino

ADHD

Kyle ‘Gaz’ Garrick

Dating Alex Keller and Farah Karim

Uses He/They Pronouns

Polyamorous Trans (MtMascNB) Bisexual

British POC / Japanese (Blasian)

Farah Karim:

Dating Alex Keller and Kyle Garrick

Uses She/Her pronouns

Polyamorous Trans Fem (MtF) Queer

Urzikstan (Canon) Syria / Afghanistan (IRL

Alex Keller:

Dating Farah Karim and Kyle Garrick

Uses He/Him pronouns

Polyamorous Cis Pansexual Man

Canadian / American

Amputee (Phantom Limb in left leg)

Alejandro Vargas

Married to Rodolfo Parra (sharing)

Uses He/Him Pronouns

Gay Cis Male

Mexican

Rodolfo ‘Rudy’ Parra

Married to Alejandro Vargas, dating Valeria Garza

Dating Valeria Garza

Uses He/Him pronouns

Polyamorous Pansexual Cis Male

Mexican / Brazilian

PTSD (specifically fire)

Valeria Garza

Dating Rodolfo Parra

Uses She/Her pronouns

Polyamorous Cis Pansexual

Mexican / Canadian

Philip ‘Motherfucking’ Graves

Single af

Uses bitch/ stupid backstabbing Ho pronouns

Gay but in the harmful stereotypical way + super straight

White.

Ok for real: Philip Graves:

Single (but messes around with the Shadows)

Uses He/Him pronouns

Aromantic Unlabeled Cis Male

American

Keegan P Russ:

Engaged to Logan Walker

Uses He/It pronouns

Gay Trans (MtMascNB)

Native American

Logan Walker:

Engaged to Keegan Russ

Uses He/Him pronouns

Trans (FtM) Gay Man

American

Hesh Walker:

Single

Uses He/Him pronouns

Trans (FTM) Straight Asexual man

American

Hong-Jin ‘Horangi’

In a FWB situation-ship with König

Uses He/Him pronouns

Cis Pansexual Male with Fem Preference

South Korean

Alexander König

In a FWB situation-ship with Horangi

Uses He/Him pronouns

Cis Gay Male

Austrian / German

Social anxiety (NOT shy boy uwu)

[autistic-hc-bracket]

Round 2: Rodolfo Parra vs Hiiro Amagi

Propaganda is encouraged!

[popcaki]

Simon ''Ghost'' Riley

He's an artist

he's also autistic and he secretly likes pink he also designed his own tattoo

can buy stuff of him on my Redbubble <3 https://www.redbubble.com/shop/ap/165256792

edit: yeah that's Soap and Rudy edit 2: Please do not use my art for A i or use it as a profile picture for a chatbot

[lxstfathier]

Hiii welcome to my blog!

About me: my name is Mar, i’m 22 years old, mexican, autistic, and i love horses, music, literature and fictional characters <3

I’m here just to be horny for men that don’t exist, and hopefully make some friends, so don’t be shy to send me a dm.

As you can see, english is not my first language, so i apologize for any mistakes on my fics.

Requests: open! but only as commissions ✨

Masterlist

Star Wars

Good Girl (Luke Skywalker)

Princess (Luke Skywalker)

Mean (Luke Skywalker)

Midnight Sky (Luke Skywalker)

Sith!Luke (Luke Skywalker)

Dom!Luke hcs (Luke Skywalker)

Pornstar!Luke hcs (Luke Skywalker)

Pornstar!Luke thots pt.1 and pt.2 (Luke Skywalker)

Breeding thots / Dad thots (Luke Skywalker)

Lightsaber play thots (Luke Skywalker)

Master!Luke thots (Luke Skywalker)

Threesome thots (Luke Skywalker)

Friends with benefits thots (Luke Skywalker)

Closer (Axe Woves)

Call of Duty

Mi Niña (Alejandro Vargas)

Cachorrita (Alejandro / Rodolfo)

Cachorrita pt.2 Cachorrita pt.3 Cachorrita pt.4

Flowers (Alejandro Vargas)

Mine (Alejandro Vargas)

Heat (Alejandro Vargas)

Storm (Rodolfo Parra)

Animals (Phillip Graves)

Fantasma (Simon Riley)

Daddy!König hcs (König)

Cowgirl (TF 141 + Alejandro)

Five Nights At Freddy’s

Attention (William Afton)

Innocence (William Afton)

William Kinks hcs (William Afton)

Daddy!William hcs (William Afton)

Husband!William (William Afton)

William’s sidechick thots (William Afton)

Midnight Ride

Horny thots (Justin McKay)

Serial killer (Justin McKay)

Mark Hamill

Fortune Teller (Mark Hamill)

Award ceremony thots (Mark Hamill)

Thanks for reading my works!!

[callofdudes]

Hi, I'm El 👋🏻. This is my little blog dedicated to Call of Duty. You can find anything from rambles, thoughts, drabbles, headcanons, and stories to a couple mental health posts.

I started this blog to share my love of Call of Duty with you guys. Any pronouns - Aroace. And this is my space.

Fluff -> 🌤️angst -> ⛈️ romantic -> 🌩️ sexual undertones -> 💨

Platonic friendship headcanons: Roach, Gaz, Ghost, Soap, Rudy/Ale, König, Alex 🌤️

Crushing on you - König, Ghost 🌤️🌩️

Tattoo headcanons 1 & 2

König's childhood.

Rodolfo headcanons. 🌤️🌩️

Cat shifter!Simon drabbles in no particular order. 1, 2 🌤️

Autistic Reader - König, Ghost 🌤️⛈️

ADHD Reader - Ghost 🌤️

Platonic cuddles - Ghost, Price 🌤️

Incorrect quotes - 1, 2, 3 🌤️🌩️

What are you reading? - 1 & 2 🌤️💨

Random GhostSoap drabbles/prompts: Prompt - Prompt - ficlet. - ficlet 🌤️🌩️

Httyd/cod crossover: pt 1, pt 2 🌤️⛈️

The characters I write for include, Simon "Ghost" Riley, John "Soap" MacTavish, Kyle "Gaz" Garrick, Captain John Price, König, Horangi, Alejandro Vargas, Rodolfo Parra, Kate Laswell, Alex Keller, Gary "Roach" Sanderson, Keegan P. Russ and more to come in sure.

There are a few rules before requesting that I hope you'll read before dropping by.

Firstly, I won't write smut. Detailed sex unless it is character x character and I am comfortable won't be something I'll do. I won't write for rape, non-con, cheating of a character I'm writing for, etc. No OC's or anything other than cod unless previously discussed. Crossovers are iffy unless they come from me.

I will however write for anything platonic or romantic. Sexual undertones are okay and little things like a choking kink here and there are fine, as long as it isn't sex. I'm fine writing for gore, angst, torture, pregnancy, family, any aus, etc.

This list will be constantly updated if it needs to be. For now these are all the things I can think of that fit in these lists.

Boundaries: Because apparently I need to state those.

Please DO NOT pm me and attempt to flirt with me. No it wasn't a bot, and yes I will block you if it happens again wtf.

Please DO NOT send any political takes to my inbox. I do not care, that's not what this blog is about, quit asking 'what side I'm on'.

Please DO NOT send me smut requests. Especially if you're not anonymous and I can see you're a minor. But just please don't do it.

If you don't like something I say on here, you can either leave, or face me and stop hiding behind anon like a pussy.

Love y'all 😊♥️.

[crestapex]

Hello! I saw a post saying COD matchups are open! If not, please ignore this ^^ Also, I haven't fone a matchup ask in forever, so sorry if I'm rusty...

I'm punk and it really shows in my appearance. I got a red mohawk, and some piercings and tattoos. I like to customise my clothes as much as possible, so battle jackets, studs, chains, pins and patches with slogans and band icons/names are my daily wardrobe.

I'm nonbinary, panromantic asexual and I go by they them pronouns. I'm trilingual and I love learning about stuff, mostly languages and time zones. I am very probably autistic, so I have issues with social interactions as well as sensory issues and I have tics, motoric and vocal. Usually I just chirp, repeat phrases or wave my hands around, twist my neck etc. But sometimes, when I'm anxious, my tics get more violent and I often punch/pinch myself. I struggle with depression a lot as well as some unhealthy coping mechanisms that involve pain, to put it lightly.

I love art, I consider myself a poet, I got one book published and I like to attend poetry competitions. I also draw a lot and paint. I like crafting as well, I have tons of little projects either going on or in my head. I have to journal a lot, because if I don't write it down you can bet I'll forget it :D I also like cooking :)

I love animals, I used to have pet rats and would want them in the future.

I think I'm kind, maybe a bit too much, I would do anything for my loved ones. My MBTI type is INFJ if that helps. I try to make others laugh and feel comfortable, I'm kind of a mix between the parent friend and the clown friend. My love language is words of affirmation and quality time. I tend to get into arguments, because a) people usually take me seriously when I'm being sarcastic or playful (another tism trait), b) because when it comes to things I'm passionate about, I always think I'm right and I have the need to convince the other person that my opinion is better. Also because I get frustrated when people don't get what I mean exactly.

My special interests are horror, in all forms, horror movies, horror books, video essays, deep dives...I like true crime as well and I like to collect bones and other things people often deem creepy (I have a bird skeleton/mummy in a jar).

I think that's it, take as much time as you need, and again, if matchups aren't open, feel free to just delete this <3

You’re all good 👍 (I’m not too familiar with the whole MBTI type of stuff, so I tried my best to look into it, lol.)

I match you with: Rodolfo ‘Rudy’ Parra!

I think he’d be pretty into watching video essays and deep dives with you. Rudy would have no problem setting himself on the couch right beside you, claiming that it keeps him educated and his mind sharp. But really he’d end up passing out in 30 minutes, one of his arms wrapped tightly around you as if you were to magically grow wings and fly away from him. The other resting gently on your arm or thigh if you find yourself sitting practically in his lap. It’s one of the few times he finds himself at true peace and serenity.

Having any shared friends means you guys are definitely referred to as the parents of the group. Drama at the grocery store? Off to go gossip with the two of you! Looking for relationship advice? Once again, off to you and Rudy. And when you guys get into a small, tiny even, slight disagreement in front of your friends? All of sudden it’s the end of the world and everyone is talking about having two christmases. 😐

But also most likely to be the one to bring you down from confrontation or arguments. He will tell you when it’s time to take a step back and calm down, and he’ll continue to talk you down from it and put a comforting hand on your lower back. And if you want to take a moment to continue ranting about it? Go for it, he’ll listen, only to voice his opinion on the situation if you ask for it and/or after you’ve come back down to earth. He’s pretty level headed (especially compared to someone like Alejandro… *side eye*…) and tends to have good judgment like that, so I think that would balance out your relationship, especially if you’re more on the temperamental side.

I can picture him as some sort of gift giver, which I’d imagine would go pretty well with someone who has strong collector tendencies. And they wouldn’t always be the most elaborate and luxurious gifts—though it’s not out of the question—it be something small or something he just found interesting and made him think of you. Think of a gem or crystal he found be sold at a little gift stand, or a small drawstring bag full of bottle caps from all around the world and from all kinds of bottles (that, or he’d be the one to gift you the bottle caps to add a collection, lol).

Loves your artistic side, especially your poetry. Write him little pieces of poetry on a sticky note or torn corner of a piece of paper and he will most definitely keep it in his pocket, only pulling it out to read when he’s alone and missing you—“Oh, mi cielo…” he’d whisper to himself and bring the piece of paper right over his chest, on top his beating heart. He’d close his eyes and let himself be overrun with thoughts of you, even if it’s just for a quick minute before he would have to return back to work. And while you may not believe it’s your best work, Rudy will think it’s one of the most beautiful things he’s ever read.

mi cielo = “my sky” or “my Heaven”

[ao3feed-hockey]

Like a Frozen Puck to The Head

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/x6jq1lo

by TheHornierDog

Roach wasn’t sure what he expected when he was traded into the majors. But it definitely wasn’t falling in love with his goalie and defenseman.

Obligatory hockey au for the COD boys

Title from Frozen Puck to The Head by Captain Tractor.

Words: 2884, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games), Hockey - Fandom

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M, Multi

Characters: Gary "Roach" Sanderson, John "Soap" MacTavish, John Price (Call of Duty), Simon "Ghost" Riley, Kate Laswell, Kyle "Gaz" Garrick, Enzo Reyes, Farah Karim, Alex Keller (Call of Duty), Alejandro Vargas, Rodolfo Parra, Nikolai (Call of Duty: Modern Warfare)

Relationships: John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley, John "Soap" MacTavish/Gary "Roach" Sanderson, Simon "Ghost" Riley/Gary "Roach" Sanderson, John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley/Gary "Roach" Sanderson

Additional Tags: Hockey, Alternate Universe - Hockey, Author Has Played Call of Duty, author has played hockey, Hockey Injuries, Dumb Hockey Boys, Hockey Fights, Minor Nikolai/John Price (Call of Duty), Minor Rodolfo Parra/Alejandro Vargas, Parent John Price (Call of Duty), John Price Acting as Task Force 141's Parental Figure (Call of Duty), Task Force 141 as Family (Call of Duty), No Smut, Pining John "Soap" MacTavish, Pining Simon "Ghost" Riley, Autistic Gary "Roach" Sanderson, John "Soap" MacTavish Has ADHD

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/x6jq1lo