#august with the guitar 😎

[isaac-kalder-19]

10/17/2024 Dear Reader🖤 Age 21

Hey folks it’s Isaac🖤 I’m part of the @interwebois club been here since 2017 In System🧡 Dating 💝 Steven💚 @steven-granty-boi Since August 1st of 2024 But Had Feeling From Before, So Yeah Officially but when first watching The Devil Inside🗡️ S1 it was kinda weird not knowing your a fictive because discovered our System hood in November of 2022 and that was a lot to accept. Beforehand always though because same in source that this was just another “VR” reality type of thing so kinda went dormant for a bit but now still struggling with emotions like before and with my source sister Eve and for so long struggling with that loss and we know from experience source stories reflect Our experiences that we went through and on October 15th with therapy realizing why I We feel this way towards Her. But some things about me. My birthday is October 29th which now typing is close. I’m pretty religious, recently it’s been hard mostly with some other Parts🧡 having conflict but trying to find a middle ground you know. If I have to bed describe myself using the source it will be S2 of My Virtual Escape💙 A Fav Episode is s2:e1 missing. The song astronaut though 🎧 Playing on the Guitar 🎸 is pretty neat. Music 🎵 when in high school 🏫 used to be older blink-182 that Pop Punk 🤘🏻 Now More of My Source Self and Alternative Punk Rock like The Killers ⚡️ but with Pop Punk 🤘🏻 Do Listen But by Christian Artists 🖼️ which Is Pretty Cool 😎 Man

[mayrikjanus]

Thank you @lil-melody for the tag!!!

Oh boy, let’s answer these questions…

Are you named after anyone?

My first name—no. My mom had just really liked the name her whole life and gave it to me. I hated it for a lot of my childhood but then I more recently found out the meanings behind it, and I’ve learned to love it :)

My middle name—yes, after my dad’s aunt. This name I always liked throughout my childhood because it is pretty but it doesn’t have as many meanings as my first name.

When was the last time you cried?

When I was sick in December and it changed my relationship with food; one of those days I sobbed harder than I can remember. I thought I was never gonna get better and it scared the shit out of me. My emetophobia suckssss

Do you have kids?

Hell nah, and I don’t really plan to either. Sometimes I go back and forth in my head about whether or not I want kids—cuz part of me does—but the reasons not to outweigh the pros for me. I’m much happier living a life with a partner and having it just be the two of us, at least that’s where I stand now. Things could change in the future, who knows

Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Only if I’m sure the person I’m talking to will understand that I’m being sarcastic lol. I used to have a crush on this dude when I was in HS and we both spoke fluent sarcasm but didn’t understand when the other was being sarcastic and it just ended up being really awkward. He friendzoned me but that’s beside the point

What’s the first thing you notice about people?

The way they’re talking to me. That’s one thing I will likely judge a person for, despite me overall not being a very judgemental person.

What’s your eye color?

Brown lol. I wish they were green, like true emerald green. One thing I’ll give the brown tho is when the sun hits em from the side; it looks kinda cool.

Scary movies or happy endings?

I don’t watch scary movies so happy endings. That’s the one way to walk out of a movie not feeling emotionally robbed lol. But as a writer I do prefer writing sad fuckin endings; either because I’m an evil writer or I’ve been through a lot of shit recently. Spin the mf wheel

Any special talents?

I’ve been playing guitar for about four years, and bass for almost four (which is crazy, I feel like it wasn’t that long ago that I started). I taught myself, which is something I’m very proud of!! I’m also a writer, I like to draw and paint, and I can sew (but literally all I make is mini Darons lol).

Where were you born?

California babyyyy

Not gonna specify what city though cuz Internet safety

What are your hobbies?

I think I mainly covered that in the “special talents” section but I like to do creative things—staring at a screen for entertainment gets old after a while. I also collect pictures of Daron Malakian like they’re Pokémon cards but I don’t really count that

Do you have any pets?

Nah, and I don’t really think I want any. I’ve never really been a dog person (was terrified of them as a kid) and I’m hella allergic to cats. I’m fascinated by snakes but any animal requires special care and attention and I need to make sure I can take care of myself before I look after another life, and I don’t think I’m fit to do that.

What sports have you played/do you play?

I was a club swimmer all the way up until August of 2022. Discovered that D1 level was not for me, and I haven’t resumed swimming since. I still swim to work out sometimes, but due to it being winter and all the pools here are outdoor (California things) I haven’t done it much recently. I do miss it though, and I may return just to compete again. It was really fun.

How tall are you?

5’7, just like Daron 😎

I always felt short though because the average height of the women I swam with was like 5’9 or 5’10 lmao

Favorite subject in school?

It depends on the year; I took a Forensics class last year that I really loved and it taught me a lot. Teacher was super cool too. I also liked Spanish; unfortunately the kids were loud and disruptive in my classes but the teachers were nice

Dream job?

Being a musician and going into an atmospheric science field, preferably one relating to climate. Emphasis on doing both; it’s an ambitious goal but I want to be able to do it. Also if I became a published author that’d be cool too

The OG post says to tag 15 people but most of my mutuals are already tagged in that post… I’ll tag u @citykani cuz I know u like to write :)

Thank you @lovely-menza for tagging me <3 This is the first time I'm doing such a post, as in, answering for questions in the post, without it being an ask game, so let's roll with it!

Are you named after anyone? Nope, my mom just heard the name on a party one day and she loved it ever since. And that's why I am named how I am named

When was the last time you cried? In the last year, quite a few months ago. It was connected with being laughed at by a close person due to him being after one beer and him not being able to drink at his age. And let's leave it at that

Do you have kids? Nope, but I would like to, if I find a good guy. I mean, I don't want a random weirdo or a creep in my life. I'm either getting a good guy or I'm living alone, without a care - I mean I have music...

Do you use sarcasm a lot? Only when i'm joking. Other than that, I'm brutally honest

What's the first thing you notice about people? Their eyes or smile. It's usually the eyes though. You can fake a smile, be more kinder with it, if you intend to do so. But eyes? You can't hide anything behind them. If you have bad intentions, it is shown in the way you look at someone. I usually am looking in the eyes when speaking to someone and when they speak to me I do the same. Let me tell you one thing - you can get scared shitless when you hear kind words and the person's eyes shine in a very bad way and you know they have bad intentions. I like to know if I'm safe or not

What's your eye colour? They are hazel. Once blue, the other time green, some other time gray blue or gray entirely or kinda white if I feel ill. Mom says that I usually have gray eyes when I'm very sleepy

Scary movies or happy endings? Happy endings. I like to see the adventure presented in the media I'm watching have a good ending. Additional point if I like the characters! Then it's double the fun to see them happy at the very end

Any special talents? Maybe it's not a special talent, but I can hear wrong notes in a song very often, catch the rhythm of the song - oh boy, if it's changing during the song then I have so much fun with listening to it! - and memorize the entire melody if I hear the song a lot of times. I literally sometimes sit and play the entire song in my head if it's too quiet. I did that on the last test on statistics! Hehe, silence in class and I was listening to Scars on Broadway in my head while counting - got an A, that proves something XD

Where were you born? Poland! I'm still living there and I don't plan on moving somewhere else - maybe to another city, but then again I don't wanna leave my parents behind so yeah (a little bit of babbling :3)

What are your hobbies? Listening to music, playing on guitar - I started playing in July in 2022, I'm not very good at it yet, but I have a lot of fun! - and maybe writing from time to time some fanfiction. I like creating ocs ^u^

Have you any pets? Yes, a female canary. She's my lovely orb of feathers, who has almost the same music taste as mine - oh GOD, I played "Alabama Song (Whisky Bar)" by The Doors yesterday on my phone to quickly clean and come back to watching a tv series. The feathery orb sung so loudly along with Jim Morrison and the rest! I wasn't expecting her to give such a bright concert ;u;

What sports do you play/have played? None, I am the person who hated sports XD

How tall are you? 162/164 cm I believe? I am fairly short

Favourite subject in school? Polish lessons. They were fun, despite that some of the school readings were boring. But I could listen to so much stories about the society in the past ages. This was interesting!

Dream job? Working in a library - I'm working hard to get to that goal

Tag 15 people... Let's see if I have so much mutuals XD @furiousbirdballoon @juliearchery107 @jimmysdragonsuit13 @malakianwhvre @explodingegg123 @itsdareeeh @cantag-curtis @diedeadenovgh @circle-bircle @w0rldl0ngg0ne That's all I can think of at the moment. If anyone stumbles upon this post and wants to join, feel free <3 The rest of tagged people? Join the fun if you want :3

[okmcintyre]

Random Spec in honour of our BACKDOOR PILOT tonight! 💚😃

Over time in the bunker, as Bill works on cracking the anomaly stone, Callie and Reese start to lose faith in their father.

For some terrible reason I feel like something happens to their mother? I do LOVE her already though!

They meet August in the bunker and he and Callie bond bc they are both rebels living amongst a bunker of devout followers.

Becca comes to the ground and learns about Cadogan's plans with the stones.

Becca shows Cadogan that Earth is survivable with nightblood to try and stop them from using the stone. He burns her alive to keep it secret, because he needs people to think their only solution is deliverance.

Secretly, as Bill prepares to leave with his most devout followers: Callie, Reese and August recover the flame (which the Second Dawn realize later on that they need information from, with Becca dead) and the trio steals it.

Knowing that Bill has something terrible planned, the three main characters bring a bunch of kids (who maybe would be sacrificed going through the stones? Or who just want to stay?) out into the woods.

Since they've all given themselves nightblood alteration, the Second Dawn can't follow them outside.

Those kids become our beloved grounders.

(I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THIS!)

Oh! And since our heroes are in this one too: I think Clarke is going to be HELLA sassy as Bill gives his explanation of things... with her people protecting her and backing her up in case the Commandos try something. It'll be touching. And she decides in the end, to leave and try to find Bellamy on her own. Bc she'll see that video and insist on going after him to find his body that she suspects is very much still alive.

[seungs]

every month of 2021 🥳 / i was tagged by @hyeongjunz​ to post my favorite or most popular set from each month this year. carly your timing is great because i saw people do this and said yesterday i’ll do it w/out being tagged cause it seemed fun dlkfjh doing it here instead of my main cause i giffed here more anyway 😈

tagging: @hyunsung @seungminhos @1zone​ @jizung @huiracha & whomever wants to do this really

ok so i actually didn’t open this side blog until april21 so i’m skipping jan-march

april / my most popular set was this 210218 hyunjin vlive but no one is surprised because it also entered my most popular sets this year so! my favorite set this month though is this get cool hyunjin fancam 🥲 will forever be one of my favorite hyunjins... love it when he’s silly

may / my most popular set was this seungmin shin dux3 stage and i’m honestly still surprised it took off like that but #deserved. my favorite set this month is this jeongin compilation, even though i don’t like my old coloring anymore making this set and looking for clips was really fun that guy is naturally hilarious 😭

june / is an easy month cause i made a total of 3 sets SDLKHSDLK but my most popular is also my favorite and it’s seungmin in mixtape: oh, genuinely one of my favorites fr fr 🧡🧡

july / again my most popular this month is no surprise cause it also made it to my year in review and it’s hyunjin on skz song camp. my favorite set this month is actually also from skz song camp and it’s seungmin during their intro. just some dudes vibing playing guitar !! what’s not to love !!

august / most popular set pretends to be shocked (pt.3) is minho literally just sitting there. my funniest set to take off personally, but i also get it. absolute iconic moment in time my favorite set is the seungmin be responsible stage 🥲 he was the star of the show having the best time of his life !!!

september / aaand most popular set is minho in cheese mv because well... naturally it is dlkfjh (i get it pt.2). for my favorite this time is hard cause i actually made a few sets this month i really love but i would have to pick jisung’s birthday set and seungmin’s birthday set for obvious reasons 😞😞💗 those sets were actually the literal death of me but i’m really happy with how they turned out in the end 😌 shoutout to ghosties ex mv set and jeongin in cheese mv

october / my most popular set is seungmin dance break in scars mv which!!!! love to see it honestly... literally no one expected this but here we were!!! my favorite would also be scars mv related actually and it’s this scars/levanter parallel set, truly parallel sets are my favorite things to do hoping skiz will give me a reason to make more of those 😎

november / my most popular set to be added to the list of sets i had no idea would take off like that but happy to see it anyway and it’s seungmin in christmas evel teaser. i love it when i gif my self indulgences and everyone agrees 😔 my favorite set is hands down i am who, probably one of my favorite things i made ever and i’m sososo satisfied with how it came out in the end 💛💛💛

december / my most popular set is minho vibing w/ cats and i couldn’t agree more.. this was so sweet and everyone in the tags collectively lost it over some wholesome minho cat content (i get it pt.3). my favorite is actually from the same video(ish) and it’s 2min’s hair salon antics kdfh genuinely the second minho started washing jisung’s hair it reminded me of seungmin and changbin 😭😭 (in my list of self indulgent sets)

aaaaaand this was it! i talked too much for no reason if no one read this i wouldn’t be surprised dkfhd ,, carly thanks again for tagging me, this has been fun 🥸

[jayflrt]

aww <3 you are literally the sweetest akka, do we have a big sister day as in mother's day and father's day?? you need to get the big sis award!! rlly 🥲 you always help me in everything which makes me wanna help you back, but how? i'll figure a way out for that and don't you worry i'll make you the proudest big sister i think i ever have (hypothetically)

thanks for the study tips, i just can't get to focus because of the construction work beside my apartment 😔 but if i do have that concentration, i can complete my whole math textbook in one sitting 😎 that's how fast i am but i'm lazy 🙄

ah~ even me, guitarist!jay and bassist!reader 😲 lmao, i wrote that in flow, well!! then let's make it come true or yk, oh! fuck just got an idea, sjdishfas i'm great!!! 😭😭😭 akka, just wait till i get my life back on track and start writing, i'm sure this story will be a cliche type but more better with many misunderstanding!!! (🤫i'm a sucker for enemies to lovers and fake dating aus 🥺💔)

but the fact that jay had that guitar since his high school *cries* and he still has it, it means that jay is that dude who keeps every gift/thing he loves till it's broken/spoiled or till eternity.

huhu! chennai city girl </3 i'm your local jay simp 😔✊🏻 wah~~ chennai is really pretty and calming yet bustling with the crowd. i wish to visit chennai once again :(

akka 😭😭 not you explaining everything about my mbti, i know about that but i just asked you for the ennaegram one </3 lmao you just help and can't do anything :( you are the sweetest <//3

and what's the mbti test you did with enha, give me the link too and i'll picture mine too, can i send it to you through anon? like there is an option where you can send pictures, videos and links when you on that switch, do you have that option on near the ask settings?

with ddeonu it's perfect and jay it's good, lmao. but i think sunoo would suit you because he needs appreciation and compliments and you give them so well </3 yup! that's right :) normally guessing, i might be compatible with jakehoon or heeki?? just guessing though, hehe. akka once you send the link, i'll do the fucking test.

and thinking about 11:11, just think about 22nd feb (two's day) like the date and time—22/02/2022, 22:22 and then let's go back to the 2011 and the eleven's day—11/11/2011, 11:11 🤯 wow!! and think about the people born on that same date and time, like no wonder it's a wonder or a miracle...

so you knew treasure before that's good, yea- take your time to stand them or just ask me because i've been with them fore three fucking years and the reason they took so long to debut was because of yg's scandals and they delayed their debut many times!! it's sad knowing it and i cried when they debuted </3

and get ready for me to spam you with yoshi pics </3 and why don't we trade pics of each other's biases? you send me my jaehyuk pics and i'll send you yoshi pics... deal?? 👍🏻 or 👎🏻

i'm happy you enjoyed your trip with friends </3 something about them feels different when we get closer to them, be it a 1 year, 3 year, 5 year or 10 year old friendship, it's just different than a romantic relationship. i never had friends since young and it was just me not until my sister was born.

i think i'll rant about this friendship and love scenario after some time later, just you hanging out with your friends gave me a nostalgic feeling.

my weekend felt good but it's just my parents in a quarrel is suffocating my chest, they are in the urge of signing each other's divorce papers 🥲 lmao i mean like just fighting daily and they are in separation from each other...

— 🦔

PLS THATS SO NICE :’’) 💖 and i think august 1st is national sisters day !! HAHAH <3 but omg you dont have to worry ab helping me back or anything, love, it’s my pleasure !! 😭 

also omg have you tried listening to music while you study?? :o that distracts me tbh but it might be better than having to listen to construction :’) also i feel you HAHAH i get so lazy with studying 🤧 in fact i have a lot for this weekend that i need to finish before friday so i need to get my act together and Not procrastinate 🏃‍♂️ 

ahh yes take your time with writing !! and omg i adore fake dating aus as well ♡ friends to lovers is my all-time favorite but enemies to lovers is so so good in a more intense(?) way as well :’) 💘 pls jay is soooo sweet 😭 he’s so sentimental it just makes me love him sm more <33

and omg yeah chennai is v pretty :’) i miss it v much and i hope you can visit again one day 🌷💕 and omg PLS i didn't realize you just needed to understand the enneagram !! i just went on a whim and tackled two birds with one stone <3 also i don’t think you’re able to send photos/videos off anon love 🤧 but i can do it for you here !! 

and omg actually words of affirmation is my least used love language so i don’t think i’d be good in that aspect at all !! 😭 im good with gift giving, acts of service, and quality time 🥰 

also omg i remember ygtb too and i followed for a little but it took toooo long 🤧 but im glad they finally debuted !! and i heard jikjin hit 50 mil :’D and i ALSO hope they enjoy their first win as well 🥰💗 AND HAHAH SOUNDS LIKE A DEAL :’)

you can rant about friends/love whenever you’d like/feel comfortable, so take your time !! and yes i agree it’s much more fun with friends :’’) i have a friend group i’ve known for close to a decade and they’re so close to me ♡ but i have other friends here and there who are close as well 💗 

and omg im sorry ab your parents anon :(( it feels that way a lot sometimes but i do hope that things get better between them! 🌷 do you have any plans for this week? :o

[aelyosos]

30 Questions

— tagged by: @voralbergg​ + @lucky-107​ . ty darlins ! this was fun 😎 — tagging: @sharwhispers + @lxdymaria + @abelas + @vixenlesbian + @cierics + @chloefrazer + @crookytails + @skorri + @acertracerr + @glyndagoodwitchs + @noonvvraith + @galerion + @mafia2 + @wolfamongthem + @shadowrunboston + @morrigano + @wayhavn + @barnespls + @leonkenedy + anyone else who’d like to !! 💖

Name/Nickname: sam

Gender: nonbinary / demigirl

Star sign: aquarius 

Height: 5′2″ (157 cm)

Time: 9pm (est)

Birthday: feb 10

Favorite Bands: glass animals + mother mother + brick n mortar 🎶

Favorite Solo artists: gin wigmore + elle king + zz ward + ivy levan + bea miller + lady gaga + lana del rey + florence + the machine

Song stuck in my head: pork soda by glass animals

Last movie: the mountain between us (2017) 🥶

Last Show: the twilight zone 🦇

When did I create this blog: august 2018

What do I post: viddy games + ocs + photography + art + lighthearted things, mostly !!

Last thing googled: ????

Other blogs: none

Do I get asks: yea occasionally !! (i can’t believe it either , i kno)

Why I chose my url: bc shadowheart, duh 💅

Following: 280

Followers: 345

Average hours of sleep: 5 lmao

Lucky number: 5 (woah..........)

Instruments: i dnt play any , sadly , but 👀 @ the guitar n piano . maybe someday  !

What am I wearing: deep purple tank top + grey jeggings

Dream job: to b a successful (???) author ???

Dream trip: ... does space count ?? i mean , i’d love to visit space but at the same time ? actually being up in space ?? HM !!! 🤔

Favorite food: white rice w black beans + rice pilafs + french fries (mc donalds’ lmao) + potatoes + potpies

Nationality: american

Favorite song: dead moon by brick + mortar is a good one , i think

Last book read: god idek man !! probs a marvel comic tbh !

Top three fictional universes I’d like to live in: 1. slime rancher + 2. baldur’s gate + 3. stardew valley

[nehistripesseattle]

I have to admit, that converting B&W to color doesn’t always give you a good result. And some photos you just don’t convert at all. Especially those photographers that love the results and clarity of B$W. There’s a reason why they chose to work with it and we’ll leave it at that😎 • Photo was taken in early 1987 after they changed their name from Sleze to Alice N’ Chains. This lineup had their last show on August 5, 1987 at Backstage. Riff Toiz & Variant Cause were also on the bill. Original gig poster hangs on my wall. • • Alice N’ Chains lineup from left to right; Johnny Bacolas (bass), Layne Staley (vocals), James Bergstrom (drums) & Nick Pollock (lead guitar) • • 📸 Carolyn Cawrse ©1987 —————————————————- #nehistripesseattle #LSMS #LSMSAiC #aliceinchains #laynestaley #mikestarr #mikestarrforever #seankinney #jerrycantrell #the1loveaic #grungeera #alicenchains #nickpollock #jamesbergstrom #johnnybacolas (at Seattle, Washington) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cj1z232LZB8/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=