#augh. augh. augh. stop. im so crazy.

[redthunderstorm]

stop making me CRAZY.!!!!!!!!!! you’re playing dangerous pingpong with me i can’t just leave these tags cold and alone. im coming to get you.

even then i imagine it’s something she can’t control, like a traumatic experience you do not come out the same. she’s not the same, but she’s still their azu… punches 100 holes in my walls. she wants to love her friends and be vulnerable again that’s literally her whole thing is struggling to be vulnerable and struggling to be honest. coming out of mdcr even worse.. there’s no other way out than going up. she is doing it scared and im sure she’s shaking and feeling stupid but her friends ... fusakin . will hold her hands as long as she need to fully come back together in that moment. simply seeking empathy and understanding from someone she knows has been through something similar, maybe they both can feel less lost and alone. sometimes one needs some company when you are at your weakest. and maybe fusakin sees this opportunity to also be weak and vulnerable. they both melt into eachother’s grasp. they feel so much about eachother and their pain and their friends. we have to protect eachother but will we be strong enough ? will we make it out together ? please. they deserve to converse about their deepest thoughts and fears and yet not stress over it. it’ll be ok. we’ll do our best.

just be near me right now…live in this moment with me. perhaps this is all we need in the meantime.

[reallysaneguy]

So I have a Spider-Noir AU and I think it's pretty swell

so basically. yeah. Uhm. Well. So first off, I would like to mention that I was, in fact, in a manic episode when I got the idea. so you cant be mean to me. Look, I know this sounds crazy guys but PLEASE IT'S MY EVERYTHING

He's always been a really mad character. the first thing he did after getting his powers is go to kill goblin. So I figured, lets amp it up by 100. So now, unintentionally, I made him a mix of Punisher and Jigsaw. But he's cooler and more interesting because... uh... he's him? Yeah.

If you couldn't tell by the beautiful graphic, massive trigger warning. this gets graphic. like, REALLY gorey graphic. I don't know why nor how I got these ideas. but yeah. warning for that. No visuals, though

To start off, SCREW THE 2020 NOIR COMICS. THOSE ARE NOT HIM!!! THOSE ARE SO NOT HIM!!! THOSE ARE FAN SERVICE!!!! I am the fan though. That one panel with his double Ds is, in fact, my lockscreen. BUT THATS NOT THE POINT!!! the point is, it's a continuation of the 2009 comics. actually, it continues after Spider-Geddon. Because 2 can play the back from the dead game. Since it's a continuation, I beg of you to please read his comics. please. please oh my god they're so good. like oh my god. I have made a google slideshow about them. guys they are so full of tiny details I gen can't

So he's back after dying. I figured it can be the same way as the canon one. I'm not that creative. OBVIOUSLY some other canon parts have been changed, too. I'm bringing characters who def could have survived back, hence the ability to eat vulture back. which. is what we're doing. well, what he's doing. uhm.

Anyways, he's back from the dead. He rushes home to Aunt May just wanting a hug from her after everything he just went through. Unfortunately, when she sees him (after the initial disbelief) she looks at him with nothing but disgust for him.

So now he's homeless. But he has a cat. Because adding Ding-Ding was such an amazing move in the 2020 comics. So he basically just lives with this cat. He does, eventually, become a PI with his own little abode. Don't ask for more details. I don't know.

Well. Uhm. GUYS I'M SORRY. I HAD TO DO IT. I COULDN'T THINK OF A BETTER REASON TO LOSE YOUR SANITY. GUYS PLEASE I'M SO SORRY. IF YOU ARE ON TIKTOK, YOU MIGHT HAVE SEEN SOMETHING WITH IT, AND YOU BLAMED IT ON BENNY BOY. I'M SORRY. I'M THE ONE WHO DID IT. HE JUST DREW IT.

I killed the cat. Precious Ding-a-Ling is dead.

So he snaps. He's officially lost everything. Aunt May disowned him, Robbie is Robbie, and as of right now MJ is back to war or something. idk. maybe she can be dead too. yeah. MJ is also dead. THE POINT IS, HE HAS NOTHING NOW.

And now, the only thing that brings him any emotion, is after killing a bad person. So he hunts them down. It's like a drug. He has nothing left, so why not? It's not like he can die. At least he's helping people. But after a while, it's just not enough. These people deserve more than an easy way out. He slowly becomes more and more sadistic.

This is where the Vulture comes back. Who else is still alive? Goblin, Montana, Ox, Doc Ock, Shocker, and Mysterio. And since I was bored, Jonah and Felicia are part of this too. Yeah.

One of my beautiful (really shitty) drawings is based off "an eye for an eye", because that's what this is. Revenge. So here's some outcomes for those guys!

The Vulture: Blood eagle (because he needs wings, duh) and also eaten. He's also! Alive! yeah. Our silly guy knows anatomy. He knows what he can and can't do. (I watched midsommar)

The Goblin: His greatest fear is being locked up in a cage and mocked. So he's kept in a cage. And Since he always had others do his dirty work, it's his turn. He's gotta help clean up and help torture. Also, he's being experimented on. Because once again, Peter Parker is Peter Parker, and he is a nerd

Doc Ock: I originally was going to lobotomize him, but that's BORING!!! So he is now Swiss cheese. yeah. lots of holes drilled into him.

Shocker: Bennett actually came up with this one; electric chair, but he has to power it himself.

Mysterio: White room.

Uhm. I do have more, but this is already long and I don't want to bore you guys if you've read all this for some reason. But thank you if you did! I've actually worked really hard on this entire thing. There's a lot to it. So I hope you enjoyed this???

[alteabellerose]

I realize I'm in the minority here but I'm replaying my canon Inquisition file with my Lavellan romancing Josephine and all those other important decisions blah blah blah but every time I talk to Sera I'm a little sad that I'm not romancing her this playthough

In other news I think I might choose grey warden as a background for my first Rook. I just find them so endlessly compelling I can't ever stop thinking about wardens

[ryuseitai]

so nervuos for tmrw bc im seeing my cousin

[rey-of--sunshine]

i am in sh a m ble s

i dont normally post anything on here but

can someone tell me why ALL OF MY ULT GROUPS ARE DOING A COMEBACK OF SOME SORT IN JULY ?!?!? HELLO ???? (not only are three of them releasing THE SAME DAYYY HUHHHH)

gidle i sway 7/8 boynextdoor and 7/10 enhypen romance:untold 7/12 twice dive 7/17 stray kids ate 7/19 the boyz gibberish also 7/19 jimin muse ALSO 7/19 (as im writing this he literally dropped smeraldo garden marching band LESS THAN AN HOUR AGO . WWHAT) IN WHAT WORLD. THIS OEN APPARENTLY

all within the span of 12 days : D ... thats not even two weeks ...... did i even cover everythign 😭

i cant even function rn like hhhhHHHHHH JULY IS IN LESS THAN A WEEEEKEKK KEKEKEKFHAEAHFDSKAHD

[frostios]

im feeling the effects of not having the time to draw for the past week spongebob

[aromanticasterisms]

am i just. supposed to be normal

[onepiexe]

i havent done anything manual labor in so long

[jupiter-reimagined]

Felon!Stone: Hey, I don't have rabies!

Me: Forgive us for questioning that, but you do have a rotting corpse in your house.

Felon!Stone: I keep it because my father doesn't deserve to be buried.

Bharat doesn't deserve to be buried, but Felon!Stone could have cremated the corpse instead of leaving it in the house. Which makes me think Canon/Girl Dad!Stone was so lucky that he didn't leave the bedroom when he landed in Felon!Stone's universe that time he and Devil!Stone (who was disguised as Felon!Stone) switched places.

well you cant just remind me of the au swaps and not expect me to push forward the thought of: what if he did find the body? what if he did manage to talk himself into leaving the house?

[oysterie]

whateverrrrrr

[beholding-moth]

STILL AWED YOU DREW THIS!!! for me no less 🥹🥹😭💖💖

everyone look at this gorgeous painting!!!!

everyone go say happy birthday @beholding-moth <333

feat. the crew of the ssredacted getting ready for a party? heist?? both??!?

ghost belongs to @beholding-moth

captain is @rysttle 's little guy

and medic is yours truly<3

[numberonetacostan]

walks in with a box hey chat me got more headcanons from friends!!

tacopad and tacomic I think

we stan tacos cat behavior

Sometimes whenever Taco gets a bit too comfortable with Mepad, she would make biscuits on his lap:33 AUGH im crazy for them

Her pupils would dilate whenever thinking about Mepad or Mic I SWEAR

Microphone would put her in those uhh like bags where u put your pets and just walk around while Taco is peeping her head out the top:33

She would find cat beds comfortable trust ESPECIALLY THOSE THAT ARE LIKE SHAPED LIKE SMTH AND HAVE A HOLE IN THE FRONT SHE WOULD SLEEP FOR DAYS IN THOSEE:33

she definitely scratched the door of Hotel OJ to be let in, but once OJ caught her one time, she stopped doing it lolll the scratch marks are still there chat

orange + black cat energy I think trust me chat

-nori🐬

Hi Nori!!!^^ Welcome back, and thank you for submitting your headcanons!!! :] And congratulations on your excellent choice in characters, by the way. I love Momoko!!! Ojamajo Doremi holds a very special place in my heart <3!!!

BUT WE'RE HERE FOR TACO!!!! I would agree that she is quite kitty-cat coded. Mepad is very big and she is very small I think they'd have the best cuddles ever for REAL!!!!!

Her pupils would dilate when she thinks about them because she LOVES them!!!!!!!!!^^ She does!!! XD

Haha, the head poking out of the top thing reminds me of Taco's old MeLife profile picture. I think I like the idea of Mic carrying Taco in her arms like a cat, because my cat loves being held like that!!! Careful to be holding Taco's legs so she feels safe, her arms tuck in because she is content!!! Gently hold!!!!!!^^ I do think Taco would like being in small spaces like bags or boxes or vents (;]) though, they'd feel safe.

She would honestly she'd be safely surrounded and would definitely fit in them so I don't see why not lol. Might be a good step for her to get used to sleeping in an actual bed rather than on grass or stone!!!

hehehehe I don't believe she ever tried to be let in to the hotel after the season 1 finale, but I can see her scratching on doors when she wants to be let in. Yeah, she could knock, but her first instinct would usually be to scratch!!! Mic finds it cute, whoever is in charge of repairs does not.

[mechagender]

do you have tips on drawing robots/mecha?

augh I really do wish i could have like a really good and thought out tutorial but honestly I don't even know how I learned WAUUHH ummm I think if I had any tips that I personally had to share which isnt a lot 1. try focusing on bolder geometric shapes!! it REALLY helps to sell the mechanical look. organic things tend to have a lot of soft irregular shapes, so deviating from that helps makes things look inorganic. also, try and picture things as a 3d model in your mind if you can! (if you can't, that's alright! people's imaginations work differently, some people can picture things, some people can't. that's just what I personally do)

2. exaggerate your parts and proportions to your hearts content!! robots and mecha are an excuse to really go crazy with things!! while something like drawing humans would typically have sort of a 'set' anatomy and proportions (varying on art style of course) mecha isn't really bound by any set of 'rules' especially if you don't care about being realistic!! (which i dont HEHE) 3. study and try and learn from some of the details of other mecha art. watch/play/consume media that focuses on mecha/robots like gundam or things like transformers, etc. other things that are good to study is real machinery, dolls, and real organic anatomy in general. i'd probably recommend searching some terms like "how to draw mecha/robots" on here and seeing what other tips more experienced artists have 4. PRACTICE!!!!!!! this should be like the tip ever for anything at all. im only able to draw like i am now because i spent a good few years drawing almost nothing but transformers which sort of forced me to learn. don't stop trying even when things look 'wrong' because fucking up is how you get better at Not fucking up

here's a snippet of like some of the first mecha art i can find in my files from back in 2021, you can tell i wasnt really confident in my shapes at all at the time, but keeping at it gave me the ability to improve (obviously none of these are concrete rules pls dont take them as such!!! i also HEAVILY encourage finding lessons elsewhere because beyond generic primary/middle school art classes i have never taken any sort of art education ever and I have no idea what im talking about. i'm entirely self taught, and i've also rarely done serious studies on my own. bad, i know WAUUUGH.)

[kneelingshadowsalome]

honestly can't stop thinking about bunny engel w doberman könig like AUGH

köni trying to lick engels ears clean and her trying to pry him away from doing so, forcing her to have a bath ( köni ended up looking like HE was the one who had a bath because of her constant kicking ,splashing water all over the place)

and when mating season comes in? 😭😭😭😭😭😭 im dead, I've been resting , but when im sick enough to the point of being dizzy, THID IS ALL I COULD THINK OF AAAGASG

Not König licking his bunny girlfriend’s ears clean and forcing her to take a bath?? 😭😭😭 I wouldn't be surprised if she bit him... Later on she hops onto his lap when she wants attention again (basically forgets to be angry with him because bunnies are never angry for long 🤍)

But mating season has me worried because doberman König is a crazy stud and can mate at any time while a receptive bunny will lift her tail only when she is ready. Will there be chases and fights and lots of clamor and noise when König is trying to breed and bunny Engel thinks he’s just being annoying again, trying to lick her (sensitive!!) ears clean???

[prettyboykatsuki]

im going to lose my fucking mind

your tags. do you want me to die be honest

nooo but you would think nagi does with how spoiled he acts after you take his first kiss. when you are hanging out in public he’ll tug at your sleeve and just say your name softly with a half sleepy half expectant look on his face until you rise up on the tips of your toes to give him a peck on the lips - and then another one when he looks at you like that again. its worse when you are alone together, the feeling of your lips is so addictive to nagi. he never once thought kissing could feel good, avoiding making your teeth clank against one another or having the right technique for it always made it seem like such a hassle.

but its different with you - or maybe it’s different because it’s you? nagi doesn’t quite know but he finds he doesn’t care with how he corners you on his bed and kisses you, hands on your waist creeping up your shirt. or when he presses you up against the kitchen counter when you are trying to get a snack to press his tongue against yours and learn the shape of your mouth. or when he’s holding the back of your head while he sucks on your tongue feeling his mind go blank with how nice that feels, to have his mouth occupied with something.

[jazzically]

magp 8

ugggh even though im listening for it i dont always notice norris slipping into human voice till ex post facto it's completely seamless which is just AGAIN ITS SO SO COOL I ADORE THIS IDEA

OOH MY GOSH ABANDONED SPACE NEEDLE?!?!?!?!?

brilliant. fabulous lovely fantastic. i havent written much bc ive been concentrating too hard on understanding the academic paper lol but it's sooo goood i love this

hell yeah metaphorical hunger and spooky parking lots

UGH OK SORRY (im only apologizing to myself bc i keep pausing per every 10 seconds audio) but like another reason this episode is gorgeous is that even throughout the description of the experience, the author maintains a mostly academic tone and references the original purpose of telling the story when appropriate. in short, this new format — and every such new medium of storytelling brought to the series through each episode — is not some flimsy shell covering up a spooky statement, some excuse to tell the tale that needs to be conveyed. this case actually sounds like a scholar's genuine description of the events that led him to begin a scientific study and OOOGH THATS!!!! MARVELOUS

k back to listeni Oh another thing — alex does really well with controlling the amount of subtle pauses and inflections in speech (decreasing their frequency when robotic, increasing their frequency when speaking as a human)

OOOOH IS THIS ONE A CALLBACK TO MAG 48: LOST IN THE CROWD MAYHAPS..... (i love that episode did you know i love that episode)

with the matching clothes and eVERYthing god

ykw i see it now. valid. the stranger. as far as im concerned theres still a case for the lonely so these two are giving more of like a mashup of both i think

AUGH im doing it again. stop trying to categorize!!!!!

THIS IS ACTUALLY SO SCARY WTF

i dunno i just really like that at the beginning alice assigns these names to the computer's various voices and we just start calling them that. it feels so natural, like another office shtick, that you forget we don't actually know their names

oh wait he actually did lose his finger!!!? whoa

god i just love alice

alice's and gwen's personalities are very interesting

aw man i miss teddy dude. he seemed like a great guy. i didn't quite register fully that bro was leaving (although now that i can sort of see the larger structure of the story unfolding, i understand the setting up of plot in ep 1 better. it feels cool to think about)

geez this is a long one

FOLY HUCK

GIGI???????

HOLY CHRISTHUBIJOGSIEIHS ITS ACTUALLY GERRY I MISSED YOU GERRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

ok so is this an actual alternate universe??? or did this just happen before gerry died ???????? huh???????? then how do they have jonny's and martin's voices on some random old computers????? OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO screams and fixates and yells

GERTRUDE YAAAAASSSSSSSSS i hope she gets to cackle i really really do

ok wait this can't possibly be in the past because the ep about the voyeur blog post movie thing had entries from like 2022 iirc

HUH

oh yea i nearly forgot gerry paints!!!

This is so fricking funny i bet gerry keeps calling gertrude "gigi" just to annoy her

WAIT is he actually her grandson?? was that mentioned in the original series ???

gertrude answer the question

AWW GERRYS HAPPY he sounds so joyful and it makes me wanna cry he was so cool and awesome and deserved better in tma

TELEPORTATION??? HELLO?

OMG CELIA WAS ON WTG THE WORLDBUILDING GOES CRAZY

wHEW ok that was a long (and amazing) one. lot of HMMMs goin on in my head rn. EEEEE