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Hi folks, I know I’m quite late, but here’s a doodle for day 1 of ffiv week 2024!
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I went off the prompt “Taste of Freedom”, and drew (rather shabbily) Cecil and Rosa’s reunion in the Tower of Zot— Rosa freed from her physical imprisonment, seeing Cecil freed from his dark sword.
#(Not pictured: Kain being freed from mind control only to be snared by guilt immediately after)#augh… this is good enough I think maybe#ffiv#final fantasy iv#ff4#final fantasy 4#rosa joanna farrell#cecil harvey#ffivweek2024#st-highwind#art
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hey mecha, whats up with mecha knuckles?
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#mecha sonic#scrapnik mecha sonic#scrapnik island#mecha knuckles#if i put enough lines and cool angles on mechas cape maybe i can distract from the fact i dont know how to draw it at all#youd think it'd be easy. to just hide everything but the head under an indistinct mass#the thing is im good at drawing boxy robot shapes and very very bad at clothing folds#its like one of he bigger reasons i dont like making human characters. i dont want to draw FABRIC. augh#mecha is just lucky hes so cool. i will do it. for him.#anyway theyre chill m.knux just isn't here for the drama#i figure if regular knux doesnt like sonic's yapping m.knux will really not like mecha's pretentious monologues#msab#sonicposting#arting#off-art
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feeling bad about my art lately. will probably not post for a while. but i wanted to at least dump some stuff here before i retreat into my hidey hole
#hivemind tv#hmfcu#riley savage#graydon weaver#quadeca#jane remover#eden burke#my art#2023#fanart#doodles#furry#its like. augh. longtime fleouriarts followers are familiar with my eternal tango with posting art online#doing this since i was 11 has like rotted my brain and made me rely wayyyy too much on external validation to motivate myself#and every year or so it gets bad enough that i take a break. but the break usually only lasts a month before i miss the feeling#and come back and then the cycle repeats#its probably worse now bc this is a fandom where getting seen by the creators is not really that hard#so there have been times where im like 'well idk if i wanna draw this. but if i do maybe hivemind will rt it :-)'#NO!!! THATS NOT WHAT ART IS ABOUT!!!!! i cant keep letting myself get addicted to the numbers going up man i gotta get out of here#and i was reading a quad interview from around when idmthy got released. cus hes also brain poisoned like this. but he managed to get out#and now just kinda comes online to release music and then leave#i need to be like that. i need to take a break from art posting thats so long that i come back as a changed man odysseus style#idk. its been so long since i drew stuff that no one gets to see but me. all the art i keep to myself is just out of embarrassment#i need to relearn how to draw stuff just for the love of creation and not “maybe people online will like this one”#or “this new thing came out i need to prove my love of it by drawing it”#sometimes it leads to good art but more often than not it just makes me feel worse#whatever. if any of yall are in the hivemind jane or quadeca discord i MIGHT still post stuff there. but otherwise ill keep to myself and m#friends for a while i think#woooooo this is queued to post while im in orgo lab everyone wish me luck with my thin layer chromatography
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just finished s2 of kaiji and it was good i really liked it but i hope i never see that fuckass pachinko machine again!!!
#i started ep 15 assuming hey the climactic battle against the swamp of despair is probably gonna be like 6 episodes max right#bc the op has hyoudou and roulette so there's a third game on the way#and from about the fourth episode on i kept going man it's gotta end next episode right they can't have That much more they can do with it#TWELVE EPISODES OF ONE GAME OF PACHINKO. YOU'RE JOKING#and watching it animated is one thing but im surprised fans of the manga didnt string him up in the street for this#im not joking i sunk cost fallacied my way through the entire thing in one sitting it was so much fucking pachinko#and spoilers spoilers spoilers but the BUILDING??? the BUILDING. jumping the shark a Little there to be so fr with you all#head in my hands kaiji i love you your life is ridiculous. the last episode having him blow his meager winnings on pachinko like the day#after was insane to me HAVENT YOU HAD ENOUGH???? I CERTAINLY HAVE#augh and like. guhh hes so nice hes such a nice protagonist im. in love with him a little bit#i do wish he was a Little more tempted by the money bc i liked that component earlier on#ah actually i think the main object of the fights becoming Figuring Out How To Out-Cheat The Enemy was less cool#don't get me wrong it was fun but i Really liked the more raw nobody knows whats going on vibes of the first two#and the group dynamics of rrps and the human derby were so delicious to me. also i wish s2 had more torture implements#the cheating thing makes sense progression-wise it's just a preference thing. the human derby hit me insanely hard#so it's kind of hard for anything to compete after that y'know?#actually very happy kaiji is still addicted to gambling at the end. like it's a happy ending bc he's debt free but like. he's not gonna#stay that way. and maybe thats a weird thing to be happy about but i think it's a choice that makes sense#he's got no reason to give it up and has become emotionally dependent on it. the series' concern w gambling as inherently self-destructive#and its sympathy towards ppl who see it as their last hope is like. really cool and idk i think it keeps kaiji real to never let that go#ok i just looked it up and the manga does continue. my ass will be reading it for sure#so idk how faithful the anime ending is but yeah. anyway i really really liked it this was good for me like emotionally#fkmt#ive heard the next arc is mahjong which is sick bc i like 80% know how mahjong works from yakuza#maybe this will help me grasp the final 20% (<- should just look up the rules or something)#what else. right i think it's funny that there's like 2 women total. The most allergic to women series ive ever seen and thats Impressive#the 2nd op is comedically cheeks like just Bad. very fun recognizing the band from the shitass 1st h.xh ed#im like 95% sure hidenari ugaki plays a side character in an episode but it's not listed on his behind the VAs so. alas.#2nd ed is fun bc while i Hate the trope it's doing i love seeing kaiji being put in Situations (clearly)#anyway. it's really good you guys should watch kaiji
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maybe it’s just 6am talking, but I’m trying to puzzle out in my head why ShB still grabs me so much compared to DT when they both have themes that are adjacent and are interesting to me
#maybe it’s bc shb is steeped in the themes of grief from beginning to end#when DT really gets into it in the second half#I also miss how vauthry and ran’jit talked#and emet too augh the way emet talked#maybe I’m rose color glasses rn#there’s a level of the way things are implied in shb to where it’s vague but not super vague#but it’s so clear on what it’s trying to say#living memory touched on a lot of that but I feel like there wasn’t enough time spent there#but it still felt like we spent a good bit of time there#it had a grace to it that felt v shb and ew to me#I just wished it had lasted longer?#I think w ew and shb is that we sit in it’s theme longer#im not saying the marriage of themes of family + legacy + memory + grief can’t marry well#I just wish it was a bit sooner#mamook did this wonderfully but then the rite is over and it’s off to shaaloani#again I’m biased in my love of heavier storylines#idk it’s not saying one is better than the other#I just personally like shb a touch better and im poking at my brain as to why#dawntrail spoilers
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thinking about voices. kind of sad. i don't think i like amy's current va that much
#talking#she sounds... too grown.... idk maybe it's the direction esp in frontiers but shes not my favorite. shes good! but not the best imo#i think lisa ortiz from the 4kids cast is my favorite amy voice. she actually made her sound like a kid. like a 12y/o.#hearing amy in stuff like satbk and unleashed makes me emotional she's so cute.....#the little 'who are You??' she does in unleashed when she properly sees werehog sonic. AUGH#i wouldnt say its nostalgia favoring either cause i'm young enough to have grown up on the current cast LOL i think ppl rag on em too much.#despite me getting into sonic bc of sonic x as a child i dont remember anything from that show and ive been rewatching it w subs#when i say rewatching i mean. barely. i started months ago and im only like 8 episodes in. i suck at watching shows
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genuinely i don’t know how someone could meet a kid and decide children are horrid monsters actually. kids are so good
#marzi speaks#idk if i want kids myself but i am good with them#and i do love kids. once they get old enough to talk to you can have such amazing conversations#idk. who wouldn’t want to talk with the future?#i am probs thinking this bc i’m just finishing visiting my little cousins#and i have tried Very Hard to be the cool older cousin they can look up to and trust#and i’m proud to say it’s succeeded <3333 ough i love them they’re so sweet#it’s cute they’re shy. i was the exact same type of shy as a kid so i know exactly how to make them feel comfortable#but they’re creative and they draw and they like my drawings#and they’re at the age where they’re starting to explore their identities and because i am unabashedly queer i get to Know About It#and just !!!! augh i am filled with love.#unfortunately the older one is only an inch shorter than me despite being over half a decade younger than me#</3 curse of height genes#that’s ok tho. still little in my heart#i don’t want them to grow up ever they r so important to me#i’m very emotional abt it rn idk why. maybe i’m tired maybe it’s residual period hormones#i just love them so so much. i need to visit more#ok i’m not gonna cry but like . it was close for a second
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been thinking about..... those dramatic otp tags some blogs have.......
#tagging the fandom is not enough i need to be able to scroll through just the yoohankim on my blog#wait let me workshop some#joongdok is easy#otp: tell me you fool#theres definitely more. like kdjs little monologue in the divorce arc. and of course - eyebrows seemingly sculpted......#doksoo......#otp: for just that one reader#theres some other good doksoo moments. lemon candy indirect kiss. i believe in the you of the 3rd turn? doesnt he say that in 1863#i think kaizenix doksoo is also really good. augh i just dont know a lot of lines off the top of my head#now. yoohan is a little tricky#1863 is very good but most of it happens off page. these 2 dont have that many good quotable interactions......#ooooh the epilogue fight. i dont remember any lines from that but theres gotta be something#okay. so i went back to read it..... ouch. my feelings. and still nothing really stood out to me.....#well. 'you should know where my story is supposed to end' is pretty good. but i might go with something a little less direct?#otp: the architects design#oooh. i like that a lot#omg or. hear me out#otp: the false last act#ohhhh how will i choose......#okay now a tag for all 3...... hmmm. a single quote probably wont cut it#well maybe something from the epilogue..... that scene with the clock?#could also keep it simple and straightforward#otp: reader / author / protagonist#hmmm i do want something with a little more drama though..... ehh ill think on it#okay well. i was gonna do more ships but i hit the tag limit 😭😭😭#ill make a list somewhere for if i ever organize my blog. stay tuned#otp: it's a work in progress#<- placeholder so i can find this again. idk if ill have a use for it again but i kind of love it as a placeholder.....#man this is so fun. i can see why people make these!#biggie tumbles
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guy has discovered looking at houses...
#dude theres this one... and i cannot stop thinking about it.....#im not in any place yet to move out + need to work up a bit more money + need a better job BEFORE i can even think about going anywhere.#but atm i think i might go straight into buying a house. renting just does NOT look good atm.#idk if that smart but. watcha gonna do.#also. i know nothing about any legal stuff i need to do. nothing. so =w=.#i am currently pretty sure where i want to go so =w=b#dude the one house......#the only downside is that it doesnt have a garden so =3=.....#augh but.... a house.......#:( praying. PRAYING that it doesnt sell for at least 1+ year but. :) yaknow. fat chance.#i mean. its not a ~normal~ house so maybe... but its not nearly weird enough for me to have any chance :(#oh well....#im sure that once i am ready i there'll be something i like.... surely......#sillyposting
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it's 1 am and you didn't hear this from me but i think mi.hawk is very very pretty and i would not mind if he kissed me
#mi.hawk would be a surprisingly gentle lover i think#kinda guy who gently takes my hand and kisses my knuckles#uhhh i had more thoughts and they left i think#hmmm he'd make breakfast for me#AND bu.ggy you know how it is we love a trio#maybe croco.dile too (i'd feel bad leaving him out) (him and mi.hawk probably had their own thing going on first anyway)#n e ways. ideal husband material...#i shall go to bed now and imagine being held gently#AUGH. DOMESTICITY#too many cro.ss gui.ld fics about gay sex not enough about mi.hawk making breakfast for them#i'm dumping too many thoughts here good night#kittay.post#see the lightning in your eyes (r)
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hhhhh.
#the sky speaks#pregnancy tw (im not pregnant dw lol)#baby fever moment....................#the other day my mom was like i mean u know u dont even rly need a partner to have a baby. u could get artificially inseminated#and like. i KNEW that was an option but hearing someone say it out loud .................................#like i shouldnt have a baby rn. im not making that much money . am i even emotionally mature enough to raise a kid ?#but also if i had a kid sooner than later---the pregnancy would be covered under my parents health insurance ..#nd i know my parents would help me raise the kid! if anything the fact that im stillat home and have a pretty good relationship w my parent#would just make a more stable environment for the kid during their early development than if i was a lil older making just enough on my own#and also i want one :((((((((((((#i know it might make finding a partner harder down the line#but i wouldnt wanna be with someone who didnt want kids anyway !! its a high priority for me !!#augh . idk#im also thinking more and more about going on T and getting a pretty big chest reduction. and wouldnt it be easier n make more sense to lik#have a kid and THEN do that lol#in some ways im like nooo im wayyy too young but. im 24. my parents had my brother at 20. i cant possibly do worse than them.#i would love the fuck outta the kid...#anywyas for now i write my bkg single dad AU and i yearn#maybe i'll talk abt it with my therapist. im getting back on her sched soon
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ik i said i wanted to do at least 2-3 personal solo zines this year aside from the one i already put out but im having such a hard time deciding on a topic?? 'random art zine' or 'sketchbook zine' feel too random kadhfkj. and the only thing ive been MEGA into lately have been my own ocs but making a zine with them would feel weird..also very niche lmao
#also i really dont like the idea of putting my silly oc stuff behind paywalls if im being real ajsdkf theyre goobers free to the world#if i didnt need money i wouldnt even consider any of the zines being paid zines#id just make em all free forever bc i rly do just enjoy sharing stuff like that#but alas...the horrors (being poor + severely mentally ill so i need money sometimes for things) agh...#everytime i sell stuff or make some money with comms something happens like i need to buy pet stuff (food or litter or my dogs expensive#flea pills but they NEED those bc ticks and fleas here in the summer are actually SO bad he needs the vet grade tablets to handle them)#so basically my debt isnt necessary getting too much worse which is good! but its also not..improving bc i keep havin to buy necessities#im not buying anything crazy or nyhting just absolute must haves yk..and yet#oh well at least ppl buying the clothes means ill free up a lort of space if nothing else like even if theres no actual..profit HSDKF#theres two boxes worth of clothes haha...it makes me happy to think ppl will wear them tho since im not anymore#ive been very unhappy w my own clothes augh :( i want to be happy wearing things but idk. idk. nothing i have is sparking enough joy lately#ive bene living in pjs...going to public places in pjs...#very out of character for me but god lol my brain lately#i got some more books at the libraby today when i was picking my nephew up tho :) so that made me happy#theyre all art related !! so mostly pictures + artists talking abt their techniques#all landscape related bc i wanna do more complex painted bgs this year and dip my toes into traditional art a lot more. my sister is#actually a great painter so maybe ill ask her for pointers. but then again thats kinda embarrassing so maybe not#sanchoyorambles#BASICALLY YES MORE ZINES ARE MTH I WANT TO DO BUT IDEAS. NOT WORKING RN
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YES YES YES
Also love the hair it looks like a waterfall of blood. Good stuff.
TDL about touch, a short comic
i thought about what does touch mean to Dark and remembered that the few times we've seen dark being touches are both by TCO The first time to make the truce in ava3, the second time in ava5 as a betrayal.
Imagine how painful it must be? Maybe my thought wandered too far away, but what if touch means the world to Dark? Because of Chosen and the touch of alliance. Imagine Dark being actually very touchy and expressive, skin-to-skin contact meaning comfort and safety? Care? Through Dark of this perspective, imagine those seven years. I'm not even implying romantic/sexual chodarks. Just, chodarks. Platonic of friends, doesn't matter.
The comic features my special designs for AVA3:
White is dominant and suppressive of Dark's crimson to show Alan's dominance over them, wristbands and the choker are to show control. Also, white is sterile and clean, stripped of any personality. They both are tools in here. Purple is generally Alan's color. TDL's eye - code influence. White crown - the Lord but of Alan. Another design of Dark has crown in it, but a different one.
Also a textless version:
#the comic is great and the commentary is just as good#AAA#this#this!!!#I’ve mentioned stickfigure body-language being an important aspect of how they communicate#and this! ties into that! so directly!#AUGH /pos#I can’t even articulate this is too good#good art#animator vs animation#I tend to imagine Dark as a very zestful person#never sitting still always moving his hands when he talks committing his whole body to every turn and sway#and LOTS of casual touching#(which makes it so fun when he goes non-expressive partway through Showdown and becomes harder to read)#I did a roleplay with a friend recently where#my Dark actually had trouble communicating with a touch-averse character because of this tendency#on the flipside many of my friends like to headcanon Chosen being touch-averse#(which I think is intriguing when paired with how he seems to treat all types of conflict as something he can fight physically)#(he like. immediately resorts to physical force when he doesn’t get his way)#(Dark isn’t listening? Throw him to the ground)#(Orange says he’s got no powers? Maybe the lasers will come out if we push his head firmly enough)#(that’s all with heavy stuff though who knows if he’s still like that when things are casual)
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Hi there 👋 I absolutely love your writing!
Can I request an innocent reader who loses her virginity to Logan. She genuinely is innocent though and doesn’t know what to do but is excited to try anyway. Maybe she does a few things kinda “wrong” so Logan gently guides her and walks her through everything 👉👈
note: Logan being sweet and dom — one of the best things ever.
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“You’re a bit excited,” Logan said as y/n roughly pulled the man’s pants down. “Just wanna taste,” Y/n said with a small whine in her tone. She knew before the night started that she finally wanted Logan, but after a few shots, she couldn't hide how much she wanted him.
“Well, ain’t that sweet — Never knew you’d be this desperate for me, Bub,” Logan chuckled as y/n slowly traced her hand across his cock that peaked through his boxers.
“Take your time, baby. Feels good already,” Logan whispered as he watched y/n’s eyes grow. She was focused on his manhood. She never thought he’d be this huge. She never even thought she’d see him like this.
Y/n slowly pulled Logan’s cock out of his boxers, showing her his full size. The veins that ran through his shaft, had her cunt throb.
“Look good?” Logan asked, watching the way y/n’s mouth watered. “Y-Yes,” Y/n stuttered as she looked at him all over. She cussed at herself for not seeing Logan sooner.
“C’mon, princess — Taste me,” Logan whispered again as he pulsed around her hand. Y/n took her time, taking a long deep breath before she stuck her tongue out. Logan was confused, but let y/n do whatever it was she wanted to do.
Logan slightly twitched as soon as y/n’s tongue touched his tip. The young girl swirled her tongue around him, tasting pre-cum that leaked from his cock.
“That’s it, baby — Per it in your mouth,” Logan spoke. Y/n nodded before she softly wrapped her mouth around his tip. She was so gentle to the point Logan could barely feel you.
“C’mon, Bub — Take it,” Logan tried getting her to do more, but all she did was swirl her tongue around his cock, thinking that would be enough to push him over the edge.
“Hey, hey, wait,” Logan said as he pulled out of y/n’s mouth. “What? Did I do something wrong?” Y/n asked, making Logan chuckle as he rubbed the young lady's cheek.
“No, Bub — Just need you to stop being gentle. I wanna fuck your throat,” Logan said as he looked directly into y/n’s eyes. His were dark. “O-Okay — I just don’t know how to do that,” y/n said, making Logan laugh. “Baby, you don’t do anything. I do everything. You just sit there, look up at me, while I face fuck you,”
Y/n took a big gulp before she opened her mouth, waiting for him to do whatever he wanted to do to her. She trusted that anything he’d do, she’d love.
“There you go,” Logan groaned as he slipped past y/n’s lips. “Augh,” y/n gagged as she placed her hands on Logan’s hips to ouch back. “Nah uh,” Logan grabbed a hand full of y/n’s hair before he pulled her down on his cock.
“Yeah, that’s it — Gag on it,” Logan grunted as he slipped further past y/n’s lips. Y/n’s eyes began to water just like her cunt began to soak. The way Logan took over made y/n want this more often.
“Always knew you’d feel this good, y/n. Just look at you. Eyes unfocused and runny — Might have to use this pretty little mouth more often,”
Y/n moaned on Logan’s cock as she nodded her head, causing a vibration to run through his cock. Logan slightly growled at the feeling.
“Gonna take it all? Gonna let me drain it all in you?” Logan grunted as his hips bucked faster, barely allowing y/n to nod her head. “Ah huh,”
In seconds, Logan spilled in her mouth, coating her throat with a loud moan. The man’s knees bucked, and his abs flexed. He hasn’t shot a load like this in so long.
“Keep it in your mouth for a little before I eating you out — Can smell that cunt from miles away,”
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Snippet Sunday - "cat nap"
pairing: sylus x mc word count: 1,043 summary: Still settling into the comfort of this new relationship, a certain kitten seeks a nice warm spot to nap when a rain storm comes rolling in. tags/warnings: fluff, established relationship, early relationship, "wip" (see authors note), a/n: A wip of mine I started back at the start of October that, woefully, I kind of forgot where I was going with it. Well, I know where, but I forgot the specifics and it's making me smad. 😔 However! As it is right now, I think it's a fine, "fade-to-black" fluffy little one-shot. I intend to come back and finish it eventually, once I can herd those thoughts back, but for now I think it's good enough to share.
It was three in the afternoon in the N109 zone, which meant almost nothing at all under its perpetual darkness - except that Sylus was sleeping.
Since they’d more or less ‘officially’ started dating, (and admittedly, before that too), she had gotten used to spending her free time around the Onychinus base - at least, as much as she could without raising too many suspicions. Maneuvering around each other's work and sleep schedules could get a little lonesome at times, but she did take a pleasant contentment in simply being near him.
He’d said before he slept easier when she was around, and while it was perhaps a bit of a strange dynamic, she took pride in the thought she might offer him some peace of mind - that she could protect him when he was ‘at his most vulnerable’, as the twins had told her once.
…Lied, actually, but sentiments were sentiments.
“Here comes the rain.” Kieran said with a tired sigh, looking out the window as he played his number card.
Luke tsk'ed at the play, and put down an assist card. “Thought we’d get through the day without it.”
From where she sat on the sofa across the room from them, she tilted her head back to glance at the window behind her. A few raindrops quietly began to pelt the reinforced, one-way glass, heralding the coming ‘will it or won’t it’ storm that had been hanging heavy over the N109 zone all day. She blinked slowly, eyes feeling slightly heavy.
She felt so at ease and content, it wasn’t that she was tired exactly, but curling up under some blankets just sounded so good. Sometimes she begrudgingly had to acknowledge maybe Sylus was right all along, maybe she was a kitten. One who wanted nothing more right now than to go crawl in a warm bed next to her favorite person for a little cat nap on a rainy afternoon.
Dog earring her page she set her book down and climbed up from where she’d been sitting overlong, stretching her arms high above her head.
“I’m gonna go take a nap,” she said, making her way across the room, “don’t get carried away when you lose, Luke.”
“Hey! I’m still in the lead!”
“Not anymore, you aren’t!” Kieran laughed, slapping down another card, soon followed by Luke’s frustrated groaning.
Now, she didn’t particularly want to disturb Sylus’s sleep, but she didn’t think he’d mind if she just… crawled into bed with him, right? She would be oh-so-quiet, and felt like she could comfortably doze off with ease.
Smiling to herself she recalled the multitude of times she’d snuck into this room before. Not terribly long ago, but how different those days had been. Back then she’d been appalled by him, now here she was eager to tuck herself against him and listen to the sound of his breathing and the distant rain as she fell asleep.
Practically tip-toeing over to his bedside, she tried not to indulge herself in watching him sleep too much, lest he ‘sense eyes on him’ and wake abruptly. Augh but how couldn’t she? He was so impossibly handsome, and honestly pretty adorable when he was sleeping. The soft curl of his eyelashes against his cheeks, his slightly parted lips… No, no, she just needed to climb in and join him.
Though come to think of it… Just crawling into bed was quite possibly a risk, too, wasn’t it?
Eh, she knew what she was getting into. Worst case scenario she’d be suspended in the air by his evol for a few seconds, and she was well accustomed to that by now.
Steadying her breathing she gently lifted the covers and started inching her way onto the bed beneath them. And then stopped short, slowly looking up to see a pair of sleepy red eyes looking straight at her. Funny -and somehow comforting- how she was beginning to be able to simply sense the weight of his gaze when it was on her.
Biting her lip briefly and feigning her best ‘oopsy’ expression, she lifted a finger to her mouth: “Shh.” and scooted closer.
“What do you think you’re doing?” His voice was sleepy, words slurring slightly together, but there was no dissatisfaction in his tone, instead it was filled with warm amusement.
“Don’t wake up.” She told him, unable to restrain the big smile on her face as she started making herself comfy. “I wanna take a nap with you.”
‘Obedient’ was not a word she would ever use to describe Sylus, but nevertheless he… rather obediently stretched his arm out for her to lay her head on.
“Isn’t it a bit early for you to be sleeping?” He yawned, snaking his other arm around her waist and pulling her in closer to him. Her heart skipped a beat, and a shiver ran through her, but then she happily eased against him, letting her arm slide around him in turn.
“It’s a nap- shh, listen.” Curling her other arm up between them she tapped her finger against his mouth to shush him. He gave a small mumble in the back of his throat, but otherwise fell quiet. The sound of rain against his window filled in the silence, joined by an occasional rumble of distant thunder.
“Mm, it’s raining.” He said matter-of-factly, as if unsure if there was some meaning behind her pointing it out. He brought his hand up to wrap around hers, thumb brushing over her outstretched finger to fold it into a fist as he kissed her knuckles. “I didn’t think you were scared of the thunder, kitten.”
She snorted and rolled her eyes, but her breath caught in her lungs at that impossibly sweet gesture.
“I just felt… like the atmosphere was perfect to come take a nap with you.”
“The atmosphere will always be perfect for that no matter what.”
Laughing softly, she wiggled herself a little closer, knees bumping his. “Shh, go back to sleep, I didn’t come here to bother you.”
“Mmm,” he hummed and closed his eyes again. “You couldn’t anyway.” Tilting his head down, his forehead softly pressed against hers, and one of his legs snaked over hers pulling it between his knees. “Besides, I’m not tired anymore.”
#crow's writing.#love and deepspace#sylus#sylus x mc#lads sylus#l&ds sylus#sylus fic#lads mc#love and deepspace fic#lads fic#work in progress
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dont leave this stuff in the tags girl
are there sentimonster emilie fics?
(there's 2k emilie fics and I'm going through the tag, feel free to send any my way if there are!)
assuming we go with the public lie of she disappeared rather than died.
gabriel and nathalie taking their grief and anger and whatever unnamed attractions and feelings they had toward each other to make emilie again. not their child, obviously, but the amalgamation of the love they both had for her.
(though, one can't deny the themes of it.)
they're reluctant at first--for gabriel, controlling a sentimonster has brief satisfaction. most times, he knows through correcting adrien's behavior, it's more hassle than it's worth. the steps of it: argue, give them a chance to correct themselves, control. sometimes, it's straight to step 3. for nathalie, it's a host of issues: confronting her feelings towards adrien being real vs. not real; would she control emilie, too, given the chance?; will she---no, could she, this copy, ever measure up?
is it the best for adrien to have her back?
reluctance gives way to what-ifs and memories. gives way to possibilities and what they remember about her. the things they loved, and the things they hated.
could they.... would they change those things?
(how does one exist in other perceptions? what do other people see in you, and what do they exaggerate due to their own intolerances? what is strikingly real and true? what is so foreign, like a copy of a copy of a copy, reduced to grainy degradation?)
so, both their hands clasped around the peacock miraculous (not without both of them separately thinking of another event that created life), they remake emilie.
#AUGH THIS MAKES ME SQUEAMISH.#but its a good squeamish#yuck yuck yuck yuck /pos#is 2milie technically adrien's sibling? is she unrelated to them entirely?#maybe they tell themselves that and conveniently ignore what that implies for adrien#their relations to gabriel and nathalie can be summed up as 'whatever is most convenient'#adrien is gabriel's son and 2milie is his wife. that he custom made#2milie and adrien are close enough in age that they could theoretically be friends too. how does that work?#also yeah i think it's poignant that the only thing gabi and nath can make together is a fascimile of emilie#and then something something did i mention the custom order stepford bride stuff#i don't know how much younger nathalie is meant to be than gabriel but i could see nath noticing a lot of the 'tricks' gabriel pulled on her#eventually being used on 2milie... you know what i mean?
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