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❕ : prof!junseok

⟢ deep breath, all mess .ᐟ

the test had been grueling, but you left the classroom with an undeniable sense of triumph. the grade came in just a few days later: 83%.

when you showed it to professor junseok after class, his smirk was almost predatory. he leaned against his desk, his sleeves rolled up again, revealing those impossibly distracting forearms. the top buttons of his shirt were undone, a teasing glimpse of skin visible beneath.

"eighty-three," he mused, dragging his gaze over the paper in your hand before meeting your eyes. "impressive. looks like you've earned your reward."

your pulse spiked as he set the paper aside and gestured for you to follow him. he led you to his office, the click of the lock behind you sending a shiver down your spine.

"sit," he said, his voice firm but not unkind. you obeyed, lowering yourself into the chair across from his desk, your thighs pressing together as you watched him move to his seat. but instead of staying there, junseok rounded the desk, perching on the edge right in front of you.

"do you know why i offered you that deal?" he asked, his voice dropping an octave as his eyes darkened.

you shook your head, too nervous- and too eager- to speak. "because i knew you'd rise to the challenge," he said, leaning forward until his face was just inches from yours. "and because i wanted to see if you'd work this hard... for me."

the way he said those last two words sent heat pooling in your stomach.

he tilted your chin up with two fingers, forcing you to meet his gaze. "and now that you've proven yourself..." he let his words trail off, his lips brushing against yours, not quite kissing you but close enough to leave you breathless. "you deserve to be rewarded properly."

you barely had time to process his words before his mouth was on yours, hot and demanding. his hands gripped your waist, pulling you to stand as his lips moved against yours, coaxing soft gasps from you that only spurred him on.

"do you know how hard it's been to keep my hands off you?" he murmured against your lips, his voice heavy with desire. "watching you bite your lip, squirm in your seat, looking at me like you wanted me to ruin you?"

your only answer was a soft whimper as he trailed kisses along your jaw, his hands sliding down to grip your hips. he pressed you against the desk, the hard edge digging into your lower back as he tilted your head back, his lips finding the sensitive spot on your neck.

"tell me," he murmured, his voice a sinful rasp. "what do you want as your reward?"

the heat pooling low in your stomach threatened to consume you, and you barely managed to whisper, your cheeks burning, "you, sir. i want to make you feel good."

his reaction was immediate. his grip on your hips tightened, his eyes darkening even more as his tongue darted out to wet his lips. there was a flicker of something- surprise, delight, and something primal- that you hadn't seen before.

"say that again," he demanded, his voice thick with desire.

you blinked up at him, your lips trembling as you repeated it, a little more confidently this time. "i want to make you feel good, sir."

a low groan rumbled from his chest, and his head tipped back slightly, his adam's apple bobbing as he exhaled sharply. "fuck," he muttered under his breath, dragging his gaze back to yours. "do you even realize what you're doing to me?"

your head tilted slightly, feigning innocence as your lips curled into a small, teasing smile. "no, sir. you'll have to tell me."

his chuckle was low and dark, sending a delicious shiver down your spine. "you're going to be the death of me," he murmured, his hand slipping into your hair to tilt your face up toward him. he leaned down until his lips were just a breath away from yours, his eyes burning with intensity.

"you keep calling me 'sir' like that," he said, his voice a husky whisper, "and i'm going to lose whatever little control i have left."

something about the way he said it, the raw need in his tone, made your thighs clench. "you like that?" you asked, testing the waters, your own voice soft but curious.

"like it?" his smirk was wicked, and he let out a low, breathy laugh. "no, sweetheart. i fucking love it." he leaned in closer, brushing his lips against yours as he continued, his voice barely above a whisper. "and now that i know how good it sounds coming from your mouth, don't you dare stop."

your breath hitched, and you bit your lip, nodding.

"yes, sir," you said, your voice trembling with both nerves and anticipation.

the way he reacted- his sharp inhale, the way his pupils seemed to blow out even more- sent a thrill through you. he groaned, his lips crashing into yours with renewed fervor.

"you're too good at this," he muttered against your lips, his tone a mix of frustration and admiration. "it's like you were made to ruin me."

your only response was a soft whimper as you let him pull you closer, your body pressed flush against his.

"go on, then," he rasped, his voice a delicious growl. "show me just how good you can be for me, sir's favorite."

that was the cue for you to sink to your knees without hesitation. the look on his face- a mix of surprise and unrestrained desire- only fueled your confidence.

your hands moved to his belt, fumbling slightly in your eagerness. he chuckled, low and deep, his fingers threading through your hair as he watched you with hooded eyes. "take your time," he murmured, his voice like velvet.

finally, you freed him, your breath hitching at the sight of him- hard and thick, already leaking at the tip. you glanced up at him through your lashes, your tongue darting out to wet your lips.

"good girl," he rasped, his grip in your hair tightening as you leaned forward.

you started slow, your tongue teasing the sensitive head, earning a sharp inhale from him. his hand guided your movements gently as you took him deeper, the weight of him on your tongue making your thighs clench.

"just like that," he groaned, his voice rough as his head tipped back. "fuck, you're perfect."

his praise sent a rush of heat through you, and you picked up the pace, your hand wrapping around the base of his cock to pump what you couldn't take.

the room was filled with the wet sounds of your mouth and his low, guttural moans.

"look at you," he murmured, his gaze dropping to meet yours. his lips parted, and his eyes burned with raw desire as he watched you. "so fucking pretty like this. taking me so well."

the way he praised you, the way his hips began to move in shallow thrusts, made you press your thighs together, desperate for some relief of your own. his grip on your hair tightened, and his breathing grew ragged.

"fuck," he groaned, his voice thick with need. "i'm so close."

you hollowed your cheeks, taking him as deep as you could, and that was all it took. with a low, guttural moan, he came, his release spilling down your throat as his fingers tightened in your hair. you swallowed every drop, your eyes fluttering closed as he shuddered above you.

when you finally pulled back, his chest was heaving, his hair even more disheveled than before. he reached down, cupping your face with a surprisingly tender touch as he tilted your head up to look at him.

"eighty-three percent," he murmured, his smirk smug but affectionate, his thumb brushing over your swollen lips. "not bad. but next time..." he trailed his fingers down your arm, his touch sending shivers through you. "aim for ninety." he leaned down to press one last lingering kiss to your lips. "and then you'll be the one getting rewarded first."

[sanstropfremir]

i'm not watching rtk2 but it already gets full marks just for making lim jimin take a chunk out of his groupmate's neck

[acaiasahi]

✶ make it thirty ; oh junseok.

synopsis. waking up junseok was no easy task, especially when he already knew of the errands you had to run. but that doesn't stop your lover from begging you for more time to sleep, and who are you to say 'no'?

info. fluff ; oh junseok x gn!reader ; 623 words

warnings: established relationship, sleeping in the same bed, cuddling, mentions of kissing and physical touch. grammatical errors, semi-proofread! :3

[ now playing . . . ] sunny day by beabadoobee.

a soft sigh tumbles from your lips as you slip off your sleeping mask. giving up on opening your eyes fully and allowing yourself to feel the sun's warmth, the prickly feeling on your skin causing you to hum groggily.

all you can hear is junseok's soft snores bounce off the white walls within your room. his arms unconsciously wrap around your torso, pulling you into him, the sun almost jealous of the warmth that washes over you with ease.

as you finally muster up the courage to actually wake up, your eyes can't help but peer over to the snoring boy next to you.

his long lashes fan out against his cheeks, dimple popping up out the of blue as a pout settles upon his very kissable lips. hm... i wonder what he's dreaming of, you ask yourself.

his chest rises up and down, up and down. the repetition of his breathing almost luring you back to sleep but your blaring alarm quickly reminds you of all the errands and plans today.

another sigh leaves your lips, only this time it's one of pure annoyance. grabbing your phone haphazardly, you switch off all your alarms before chucking it somewhere and facing your lover who's sleep was, surprisingly, left undisturbed.

a smile replaces the soft frown that adorns your face, bringing your index finger up and onto the bridge of his nose. you trace the slope downwards, shuffling closer to him to leave a fleeting kiss to the tip of his nose before bringing your index finger to his cupid's bow.

his nose twitches like a bunny once you get to the corner of his lips, eyes moving left to right under his eyelids. you can't help yourself as you run your hands through his hair, leaving feather-light kisses all around his face.

you inwardly coo at how his brows knit together in confusion before quickly dissipating as you continue to leave soft pecks upon his cheeks. he mumbles something incoherent before his eyes begin fluttering open.

you stupidly grin at him, "hi," you whisper. nimble fingers still gently scratching his scalp as he slowly regains consciousness, "hi," he mumbles back. he practically purs like a cat when your nimble fingers scratch his scalp, the palm of your hand nuzzling his fluffy hair.

his eyes are still closed as he enjoys your soft touch, groggy hums emitted deep within his chest. "hate to be the bearer of bad news, my love, but we have errands to run today." his face twists into one of discontent, deep frown replacing the once faint smile.

"can we sleep in for another thirty?" he inquires, not bothering to open his eyes because he already knows that you'll agree. much to his surprise though, you mutter a quiet "we can't, honey. 'm sorry."

this gets him to peek up at you in surprise, frown deepening further. he silently pleads as you look at one another in silence. junseok quickly discards his plan though, opting to glaze over your features.

another hum, "so pretty," he states with a gravely morning voice. shoving his face in the crook of your neck, he leaves the softest of kisses from right below your ear to your collarbone. you laugh lightheartedly, leaving a kiss atop his chestnut-hue hair, "okay fine..." you trail off, "make it thirty-five instead."

you feel junseok's smile against your sensitive skin, burying his head further before taking in your scent. choosing to ignore the slight embarrassing feeling of how quickly you folded at his request, your cheeks feel warm upon the thought entering your mind.

he had you wrapped around his finger.

★ atbo taglist. @kflixnet / @k-labels

jaydi's notes. had this lil fella sittin in my drafts for MONTHS... how humiliating dawg 🙁

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Build Up Episode 0: Getting to Know the Boys Part 3: Team Power

Hey, friends! Welcome back to this crazy project I set out for myself -- writing up a bit about each of the 40 contestants on MNET’s Build Up before I dive into the recaps. Last post, I covered Team Soul. This post will be about Team Power. Let’s do it!

Same caveats apply: 1) I’m pressed for time, so proofreading will suffer; please be kind! 2) screencaps will be awkward due to technological issues and 3) All of these guys are amazing vocalists; my critique is splitting hairs and just my opinion at the end of the day. 

Choi Haram

I also have almost no information about Haram, except that he’s a musical actor. In his teaser, V08, I Want to Fall in Love  by Johan Kim, he sings in that classical “musical actor” way, which is just not my favorite style of singing. That doesn’t make it bad! He also is singing a ballad. Which does mean it’s bad! Ha ha, jk.

I'll do my best to evaluate him even though the song is a ballad. I'm a hero, right? His soft tone he uses in the verses is just too breathy and nasal for my taste. But I do like the belt on the chorus part -- nice work. This guy definitely knows how to sing. I wonder what he’ll sound like singing more of a pop song. 

Kim Minseo

This is Kim Minseo, 21, who also appeared on a show I’d never heard of called “The Origin - A, B, or What?” It “was a new type of survival program that combines balance games along with K-pop,” whatever THAT means, and it created the group ATBO. On the Wikipedia page for that show, it says that he was born in January of 2003, making him 21 now, and it also says that he lived in China for ten years and can speak Chinese. I wonder if he and Wumuti will ever speak some Chinese together? 

I really, really liked his teaser performance of Rolling in the Deep by Adele (V39), slight pronunciation issues aside. It was actually kind of cute how he sort of just gave up on pronouncing ‘underestimate’ halfway. He has a distinct, real voice that shows some training but also some rough edges. For me, he’s one to watch. Watch? Listen to? Whatever. 

Yoon Inhwan

Yoon In-Hwan, V23, is one of the enigmas of the show -- I have no information about him. For me, his mini audition showed an unpleasantly throaty, nasal, thick vocal color that I didn’t exactly love. He sounded like he had just drunk a whole gallon of milk or something. I don’t know if that’s how he always sings, or if he just was feeling unwell that day or what. As promised, he did have a lot of power, and he also had a good sense of pitch. Hopefully he’ll do better going forward!

Jo Hwanji

I haven’t been able to get a decent screengrab thus far, but Hwanji is the guy in the uniform in episode 1. He’s only 24 -- isn’t that surprising? Before this, he went on other shows called Phantom Singer 3 and Fantastic Duo 2.

He’s another musical actor, but in his teaser song V26 he breaks the musical actor mold by singing an upbeat retro swing song by JYP -- yes, that JYP -- called Swing Baby. I like the song, and I also like the way he sings it. Clean but full, with fun little growls to brighten things up, varied dynamics, impeccable pitch, and the power he promised. Good stuff! He’s also so hilariously square. I mean it literally. He looks like a Pixar character. It’s cute. I'm looking forward to hearing more from him.

Lim Junhyeok

Junhyeok, age 30, debuted as part of the JYP-based k-band Day6 in September 2015, singing and playing keyboards. In late 2015, it was revealed that he’d been chatting with a female fan online, and that they might have been dating. The controversy built, and he felt obligated to leave the group in February 2016, getting to enjoy less than six months with the group. God, that must have been just heart wrenching for him. I can’t imagine.

Afterward, he joined another band called Be Blossom, but stayed only about a year. Since then, he was on a survival show called The Unit, which was about rebooting debuted idols’ careers. (A few other contestants of Build Up also went on The Unit, too.) He also continues to compose music, which I think is actually his first love. 

His teaser song performance, V05,  was I Love You by Shin Hyo Bum, and you can see in the silhouette that he’s playing the keyboards as he sings. I didn’t love his performance, unfortunately. It felt a little shrieky to me at times, and his softer notes were a little too breathy for my taste. He definitely belongs in the Power group, though. He can sure belt when he wants to -- it’s the softer segments that challenge him. Maybe it’s just my bias against ballads acting up, as well. 

It’s kind of a bummer, because for whatever reason, I like him. I can’t help but cheer for a guy who (a) was kicked out of his group after six months for dating, like, omg, how dare a young person want to date! (b) is a bit on the older side (c) composes music and plays instruments and most importantly (d) shows up to a survival show in a goddamn hoodie. Like, yes, king. So I hope that I grow to like his vocals better as I hear more from him. 

Side note: The Korean family name “Lim” is often transliterated as “Im” since that’s actually closer to how it’s pronounced. So if you see his family name written as “Im,” that’s why. (Nayeon from Twice has the family name of Lim/Im -- hence her album name.)

Park Jeup

Park Jeup makes himself known by wearing an enormous bow on the first day. It’s just such a choice, when he’s so masculine looking. Own it! Yes!

Anyway, he’s 30, and is a member of IMFACT. He’s been on a bunch of singing shows, as well as The Unit, which would have put him in company with Lim Junhyuk (former Day6) and Hyukjin from Fave1.

His group IMFACT debuted in January 2016 and put out several albums and singles, but none of their songs have even one million views on Youtube. Most of them don’t even break 500,000 views. In 2022, all the members of IMFACT left their agency (Star Empire). The group hasn’t officially disbanded, but the members are listing themselves as soloists. They really weren’t a bad group, and it’s a shame that they never caught on, but it’s just such a crowded landscape. Their song Only You spent some time on my playlist a few years back, and Jeup’s voice in that song is really sweet. 

I tried my best to give his teaser song a try -- he was V34 --  but I just dislike ballads so much that I can’t judge him fairly. Vocally, though, he sounds well trained. He has a surprisingly high pitched timbre considering his appearance. 

Here is a performance he did in 2018, in which he made the MNET reaction editors play the instant replay buttons like a xylophone. I think there was some sort of gas leak in the studio that day, because, yeah, his voice is nice but people are having spasms in their excitement and it’s a bit much. Also, he's singing another ballad so it's kind of a no from me.

A song that’s a bit more palatable for me is this cover of Exo’s Monster on The Unit. 

Jeup doesn’t seem to be the main vocal, but he is the one who sings “I’m sorry…. You make me… so crazy, you know you do.” He also does the higher harmony line/descant/whatever it is over the “Come here girl, you… call… me… monster” line. And he pulls it off!

I recognize Jeup’s skill, technique, and passion for the art. I’m not as sure that I love his timbre for whatever reason. I hope his voice grows on me, in part because I always have a soft spot for hard working nugu idols, and in part because I always gravitate toward the older, more broad shouldered idol types, like Baekho from NU’EST and Wyatt from ONF. Jeup, fighting!

Hyukjin

Hyukjin is 30 and is from a group called Fave1, where he’s lead vocal and lead dancer. He also appeared on The Unit, so he may also know Park Jeup and Lim Junhyuk.

Ok, so his background is kind of sad, fam.

His first group, 100%, debuted in 2012, so he’s been at this a while. There were originally seven members, but two quit, and then one member, the leader Minwoo, passed away in 2018. That had to be so hard on Hyukjin and the rest of the team, to lose not just their friend and teammate but also their leader. The group disbanded in 2021, and three of the four remaining members formed Fave1 at a new agency. So they’re kind of like Loosemble or Vivez that way. 

100% started off doing ok -- their older songs had 1 or 2 million views, good for the time period -- but their more recent songs max out at around 400,000 views. Fave1, unfortunately, is really not doing nearly as well as even 100%. Their songs usually have views measured in the thousands, and their videos look like they were shot on someone’s iPhone. Really, the whole thing is kind of heartbreaking. 

In his teaser, Hyukjin was V22 , and sang a quasi-heavy metal song -- think Dreamcatcher style -- called Lazenca, Save Us. It was a unique choice, that’s for sure! I think he was hoping that it might make a splash for being the guy who did THIS song. I’m not sure how I feel about his performance. I think I need to hear more of him to make up my mind. But I mean, gotta respect someone who comes out of the gate with that! I think his natural voice is not quite as deep and rich as it should be to successfully pull off this kind of thing, but he displays strong sense of pitch and a lot of power. It does gets a bit shrieky and it sounds like he’s hurting his throat. I’m looking forward to seeing what else he can do because I just want to see him succeed.

Ok, that's about it for this post! Sorry if it was a bit of a bummer. So many sad stories in this industry. In the next post, we'll be visiting with Team Unique, and then we'll finally get into the recaps! See you soon.

xoxo

BPR Noona

[cherriegyuu]

Peak Time - (Episodes 1&2)

I like it, I like it a lot. That’s it, really. The whole idea behind it is amazing really and for one I’m really glad that this isn’t an Mnet show. I feel like Mnet, being Mnet, would try to create some sort of rivalry between the groups. I don’t think JTBC will do that, at least considering what I remember of Mix Nine but I can be wrong, it’s been so many years lol. Also the judges are good ones. I personally don’t like Jay Park but this show might change it, idk? Kyuhyun on the other hand… Really starting to dislike him.

I’ll mention only the performances I liked because there were too many to go through them all. There’s really no specific order to this, but I did like some of them more than others 

Team 20:00 (M.O.N.T) – Fever

They made me forget that this is, originally, a JYP song. That’s show good they were. And they didn’t have a whole of dancing and there’s only 2 of them and they managed to make it feel it was their concert. I remember them from Mix Nine and this is a huge jump from that. I’m curious to see how they move forward and how will they be able to tackle other types of music. They seemed to be really in their element on this.

Team 11:00 (Vanner) – Adore U

First off, their story? Amazing, they deserve the world, they just really want to perform, doesn’t matter what they have to do on the side to be able to do so. And their performance? Sooooo good. It takes good vocalists to cover good vocalists and I believe they did a fantastic job. I’m already following them everywhere

Team 8:00 (DKB) – The Real

In this song, more than in others, there’s this energy that’s very specific to Ateez, it’s related to them as people and how they behave. To me, DKB managed to emulate that very well in this performance. They had fun throughout the entire thing and you could see it in their faces. It made me tear up a little bit when they were getting praised and the leader (?) was holding back his tears.

Team 23:00 (DGNA) – Mirotic

As expected, 2nd gen really hits different. Everything about this performance was magnificent, I can’t even really express how good it really was. The hold this song has on me it’s not even funny and the fact that these guys came out singing like that, no backtrack, vocals for days, so powerful all three of them and really dancing is insane. The other groups were so surprised to see them sing like that and I just was so happy, smiling and singing along the whole time.

Team 02:00 (NTX) – No Mercy

This was really good, to me the least expected song. I really liked it and there isn’t a whole lot to comment on it. I know that they’ve been getting some negative feedback from knets, because they dissed 4th gen during the rap verse but honestly? Who cares? Let’s start with the fact that they are, indeed, part of 4th gen and really a lot of the groups tend to focus on visuals and dancing more than anything else, sometimes it feels like watching a dance group that happens to have mics attached to their faces. So yeah, good job to them. (Also, imagine how crazy it is to perform to a song in a competition like this and then have the original singer come out as a contestant.)

Team 14:00 (GHOST9) – Never Ever

I like it, it wasn’t perfect at times, but overall very good. I’m surprised that they had to stay on hold for the judges to decide whether or not they would be able to move to the next round. To me they performed better than Bae143 and ATBO, who passed by the amount of votes imediatly (which don’t take me as reference because I usually hate when people cover exo or any song sang by exo members so). I was really surprised to seem them perform as just 5 and the fact that they had to rearrange the entire performance in day and still managed to do a decent job is really impressive. The guy rapping was screaming a little too much, I’m not sure if he was trying to emulate Jackson’s tone or if he had to take on a part that wasn’t originally his

Heedo – Soloist – Back Door

I’ve been a fan of his for some years now so I’m happy that he got to come out and participate. This performance was really good and really complete, he’s a good rapper and his singing voice is really good too.

Jong Up – Soloist – Anyone

I never expected to see him come to a show like this. My friend, who likes him a lot, said he was doing fine on his own so she doesn’t understand why he came out like this and why he said that B.A.P wanted to come as group. Regardless of that, his performance was really good and it really is different to see a man, man, dancing.

Byeong Ju – Soloist – 4 Walls

Let me tell that this a hard song and he was really good. I don’t have a whole lot to say so yeah, amazing, loved it.

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I hated how JTBC didn’t announce during the show which groups would be through, out of those who were on hold, and the soloists who would make it into team 24:00. “Go to the site”? You couldn’t have spared 10 minutes to announce that while the show was airing? A terrible move if you ask me. Either way, out of the 15 groups in the show, I’ll be watching these 7 more as we move forward, but who knows, it might change.

Compared to Boys Planet, I like this one more, as the nature of the show is to push already formed groups closer to their dream. Regardless of who wins, I hope they find success.

[mgnifiqueyoo]

Book: "Vessel." Pairing: Oh Junseok (ATBO) x Reader 1.4 - "ΚΟΡΟΪΔΙΑ" Word Count: 2,746

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Days passed, which almost made us forget about the last conversation we had.

Well, almost. "Oh, sorry- I'm sorry,” I stammered, stumbling until I found out that I'd carelessly bumped into him again.

Isn't this just the best thing that has ever happened to me? No, not at all. I hate this and I hate that I have to deal with this rather than ignoring it because someone just had to pay attention.

But could I blame him? I couldn't do it wholeheartedly either. He may act like such a prick towards me now but I can't stop seeing the person that he once was. "Oh? So, you do know how to apologize? Congratulations." He was sarcastic, rolling his eyes afterward as I chose to ignore him yet helping him pick up the stack of notebooks he had been carrying. "You don't have to help me. I could do it myself,” He grumbled as I took a pause, later deciding to just let him be.

It wasn't that important for him to remember anyway and I didn't want to be the cause of his annoyance… again. As both of us got up from the floor, I walked away without saying a word, which made him call my name.

Not in the way he used to, however.

"Hey, Y/N!" I could still hear how irritated he was by just saying my name as I turned around, looking back at him. Junseok walked closer to me, handing me a folder that I apparently owned.

Huh? I don't even remember buying this from the store. "Are you stupid? Don't leave your stuff behind.” He was still smug about it but for some reason, there was still a glimpse of concern on his face but maybe I was just imagining things.

Looking back at the folder, I turned away from Junseok and made my way in the opposite direction. Well, originally, I was planning to head back to the library to take some extra notes from the presentations earlier. Honestly, it was a bit of an inconvenience that all of us had to do this because we weren't allowed to take photos during classes but whatever IST prohibits, we just had no choice but to avoid it.

But as I was walking my way back to the library with my head facing down because of how I decided to read out the contents of the folder, I bumped into someone once again, which just caused all of what I'd been carrying to fall on the ground again for the second fucking time.

"Oh… Sorry,” I spoke out awkwardly but the guy seemed to not care, taking my belongings into his hands as he gave them back to me once again.

"It's okay! I don't mind it… Y/N?" His shoulders were soon raised up as he read my name on the ID card I wore like a long necklace. "That's a pretty name." He complimented me, which only made me smile back. It was the only response I knew to do whenever situations like this happened.

"I'm Yeonjun Choi. Third year." He later introduced himself with an even wider grin, shaking my hand willingly before heading somewhere else as my gaze followed him, intrigued.

"Yeonjun!"

A voice erupted from the end of the hall as I flinched in shock. Facing the other side, I saw a bunch of students, both girls and boys, standing next to each other like a colony of ants as they all rushed immediately toward the third-year university student, leaving me on my own once again.

Huh? That's weird. Why does it feel like this is high school all over again?

"Is it just me or do I find it weird that they're thirsting over the mayor's son?" A familiar voice asked as I turned my head to the side, feeling relieved when I recognized Hyunjun's face. "I mean, am I wrong? I'm pretty sure he's tired of these people following him." He added, squinting his eyes at the view of Yeonjun's little fanclub trying to get a picture of him and honestly, I couldn't agree more with him. Yeonjun must be tired of all the attention he's been getting even if I didn't know him.

As the two of us continued to look for Seunghwan in every hall, we finally saw him come out of the university's gym, still exhausted from all of the recent training.

Well, it turns out he's interested in getting himself on the varsity team, which unfortunately reminds me of that one person that I never thought could break me.

Junseok Oh.

I thought I was finally free of him since he wasn't around the library until he walked into the room confidently as he seemed to be searching for someone.

"Hey, Y/N. Isn't that Junseok?" Seunghwan whispered to my ear with his finger subtly pointing towards the boy he asked about as I shushed him, causing him to look a bit puzzled at what I did. Oh, right. They never knew about the issue between the two of us.

Isn't that just great? No, it isn't.

"Don't be obvious." I panicked, still whispering as I watched how Junseok had already walked around the space below. Thankfully, Hyunjun, Seunghwan, and I were staying on the second floor.

"Oh, are you hiding from him?" The clueless one asked another question once again as I only hummed back, holding my breath in nervousness. I know that this is another consequence of what I did but I just don't want to keep on hearing how much he hates me now. I don't know what made him this way but I have no choice but to accept it.

It's been three years.

I have to move forward.

I felt more terrified to watch the boy climb the stairs, heading towards the second floor as I kept my head down, scribbling on the page of my notebook as fast as I could so that I could leave in no time.

He's going to make me feel miserable and stupid again if he ever sees me.

"Hey," Junseok spoke quietly yet it was loud enough for me to hear him.

"Yes?" Seunghwan unfortunately answered, probably forgetting that I was hiding from the boy.

"Can I borrow her for a bit?"

At that moment, I almost forgot the reason why I was here and my mind began to circle around the desire to leave this goddamn place. "Hey." Even if he said the same word, his tone was a lot different towards me. Still deep yet no hint of interest.

"Come with me,” He continued to speak in that low tone as I looked up from the scribble-filled page of my notebook to see him standing next to me.

"And what do you need me for?" I was both clueless and doubtful of the reason behind his sudden approach since he wanted me out of his sight earlier. But all that he could do in return was cross his arms again just like how he did before, his lips puckered sideways as if he found me disappointing.

"I don't need anyone. I want you to help me out,” Junseok answered truthfully, his snappy attitude finally colliding with his voice and actions.

And honestly, I was going to ask him why I should help him but I think that's just going to let him state a threat in return.

"For what?" I asked another question, wanting to know about his motives.

"My stuff since you like bumping into me that much." Junseok was cruel with his words, taking note of every single stupid thing I did around him as I breathed deeply. I then kept my head up and straightened my posture, nodding once and faking a smile.

"Sure, why not?"

That was my go-to line whenever I knew I had no choice but to agree.

And of course, he didn't even hesitate to head downstairs, expecting me to follow him right away as he turned around and gave me a fiery glare, which was enough for me to understand that I needed to be there… instantly.

So I hugged my notebooks close to me once more, waving my hand at the two boys I sat with before making my way downstairs. It was surprising to see Junseok wait as he always sounded a bit impatient… or maybe he was just like that towards me. I don't know and I probably shouldn't care.

Like, how feelings reciprocate like that, you know? Yeah, that's what I'm doing but I have no idea if I'm doing it right.

"Can you carry heavy things?" Junseok's eyes sparkled as he spoke, looking up at the ceiling while he probably tried figuring it out himself. He's not so far from his past self after all.

"Well, I can but not a lot,” I said back, shrugging as he nodded to himself, still looking somewhere else.

"Cool… Carry this, then,” He replied, later placing a heavy backpack over me and I was forced to hug it tightly.

Expectedly, Junseok started to walk his way out of the library, leaving the door open for me. Thankfully, I was able to fit through the slim doorway, balancing myself in between steps as I followed him. And for a moment, I thought that he genuinely needed me for actual help but that was until he had a chat with his group of friends while I stood there, waiting with an unbelievably heavy backpack in my hands as I could feel how my arms trembled weakly.

"Is that Y/N?" The one who went with the name Rakwon asked as I faked another smile, concealing my growing temper.

I didn’t expect to feel that way; To feel as if I was being pricked by a bunch of toothpicks that failed to draw blood. To feel as if I was stuck in the middle of a lonely road only to find out that I was only five minutes away from my destination. To feel as if I wanted to yell in a silent library.

I was irritated over what he was doing to me right now.

“Hey, Y/N!” Rakwon was completely oblivious to it as I did the same in return, taking a deep breath to contain my anger while I watched how Junseok laughed along with them. He’s no longer himself anymore and to me, it seemed like he enjoyed acting this way. And so, I decided to walk up to them, not distancing myself away anymore as I wanted to make it clear to them that this wasn’t funny.

“... What are you looking at?”

Junseok absolutely knew why I was staring at all of them blankly and I knew he was doing this because of whatever the hell I did last time.

I caused him to freak out but that wasn’t a valid reason for him to treat me like this – like shit. “Next time, don’t fucking bring bricks to class... Thanks.” It was a first for me to make myself sound bitter and cold, which was something that I never thought I’d do towards him.

But I’m sure that won’t do anything. He’s just cruel enough to not care. “Huh? You actually pissed her off,” One of them – well, the pale, short one, whom I didn’t know of – commented right away with sass as I reminded myself not to look back. Why? Because it’d seem as if I just did this to get a reaction just like how Junseok does most of the time.

“I’ll talk her out of it.” He was still as confident as he was, which was unsurprising anymore as I could hear his footsteps following me from behind.

“Do you even know where my room is?” Junseok asked, catching up as I shook my head.

“No, of course. You hadn’t told me.” I still had the same blunt and cold tone in my voice.

I could hear how his regret had gotten to him, which should’ve been there ever since we started “talking”. Does his past self deserve this treatment? No because he had actually shown care before and knew to do what’s right for those who were treated as outcasts but now? That’s all gone. I still don’t know why or how it happened but I guess things really did change since three years ago.

“I live in Room 727- Can you look at me for a bit?” He sounded as if he lacked some patience again, which caused me to take a pause from heading to the dorms as I turned around and faced him just like how he wanted. “Look, Y/N. I guess I’m sorry for how heavy my backpack is but you were willing to help me earlier, weren’t you?”

“You guess you’re sorry? God, you don’t feel real at all.” I chuckled, the bitterness that was once in my voice slowly getting into my head as even the guard who stood before us felt the tension.

“That doesn’t change the fact that you chose to help me… Someone who treats you like shit.” Junseok knew his way with words, wanting to hurt me over a thing I did on the first day of classes.

Maybe this really was his form of revenge. Repetitively hurting me over what I couldn’t do.

As we both noticed how the guard still watched and listened to us, the two of us chose to ignore his perplexed reaction and headed upstairs until we were facing the door of his room.

I angrily pushed his backpack against his chest, seeing how he took it without his overflowing bitchy attitude faltering once. “If you think that you’re worth something, then don’t waste your time around someone like me,” Junseok said before taking a few steps back, clutching his heavy backpack before opening the door behind him. “Again, my apologies.”

He shut the door closed and all I could do was return to my room, blankly staring at the window as I kept the picture of us facing down the desk. Ever since I’ve seen him again, I have been met with two emotions. One is relief because I realized how I was right all along since I’ve been doubtful that he was completely gone.

The second one, however, was regret because now that he’s alive, I must’ve broken him when I didn’t try to find him. Everything felt like a dream that I wanted yet the consequences came with it, too.

And it somehow made me feel as if I deserved to be found lifeless on a random shore.

Maybe I had some importance to him because he felt disappointed in me.

As I spent the rest of the afternoon silently letting my tears fall like the seas that killed the beautiful part of himself, my phone buzzed from the table, which made me turn away from the window view. At first, I wasn’t confident enough to check who could’ve messaged me but after all, I still needed to check messages in case my parents were worrying about how I was doing here.

So I read the text anyway, sighing in relief to find out that it was just Seunghwan – the nice one and of course, Hyunjun’s the other nice one too but this time, it was just him… and he also knew about what happened. He admitted that he watched me struggle to be around Junseok and that he expected that he’d help me out since he concluded that the guy must’ve been also interested in me.

It didn’t take him long enough to know that he wasn’t and that there was more to it, which was the reason why he ended up sitting on the chair next to my desk inside my room.

“I don’t know how to deal with this.” I was frustrated, aware that his old self was just an illusion for me to treasure – a memory for me to love as the boy nodded eagerly, listening closely to every word I said.

“Look, maybe it’s best for you to just let him go and just move forward.”

Was it?

[deadseobwalking]

##R.

*taps mic* testing, testing. 1, 2, 3. okay!

hello! im really bad at introducing myself but here's the basic rundown:

name's zyrin but u can either call me zy or rin, whichever you prefer :)

9teen

neurodivergent

androgynous

infp

afro-cuban

fluent in english & spanish, learning korean

multistan

i write both smut & fluff, sometimes angst when im feeling it

#WRITING-FOR

bold = open to writing nsfw shit

bts , enhypen (legal line) , txt , p1harmony (legal line) , cravity , cix , just b , seventeen , xdinary heroes , ciipher , onewe , oneus (+ ravn) , nct , tempest , treasure (minus haruto, jeongwoo & junghwan) , epex (hyung line) , to1 (minus yeojeong + chihoon, minsu, woonggi, & jerome) , mcnd (minus win) , bae173 (hyung line) , ghost9 (minus jinwoo) , tfn (minus kio) , the boyz (+ hwall/hyunjun) , trainee a (legal line + leo) , stray kids , dkb (minus harry-june) , nine.i (minus jiho) , løren / lorenisalone , astro , dtqk , ateez , mirae (minus yubin) , tnx (legal line) , younite (minus sion) , jwiiver , itzy , e'last , victon , blitzers (minus wooju) , verivery , drippin (minus alex) , wei , (g)i-dle (+ soojin) , superkind (minus sio & jdv) , dkz (minus giseok) , twice , atbo (legal line) , blank2y (minus sodam) , dreamcatcher , trendz (minus yechan) , ive , kard , kep1er , le sserafim (minus eunchae) , omega x , purple kiss , xg (legal line) , ab6ix , aespa , billlie , boy story , csr , dreamcatcher , ini , kingdom , luminous , nmixx , onf , onlyoneof , purple kiss , stayc , gaho , bibi , bdc , big naughty , vapo , haon , class:y , d1ce , lee youngji , newjeans , park hyeonjin , pentagon , rocket punch , trade l , withus , xeed , &team (legal line) kang daniel & woodz

what a list LMAO

#NOTES-or-WARNINGS

- i try to make the reader gender neutral as much as i can but i literally suck at that so don't expect it to happen all the time

- some self-inserts, especially with certain nsfw situations with my biases. sometimes the self-inserts are personality/interest-wise with whatever idol it is (it'll make more sense later)

- gotta wild imagination lmao

- i will overuse adjectives and shit cause i suck at writing LMAO

- 99.5% of the time, i am stuck in a creative block but i'll try my best to upload as much as possible

& most importantly

REQUESTS ARE OPEN!

[ssongsboo]

oh my god… first time with bf!junseok and he’s being so soft and understanding because he loves you so much and just wants to make it special for the both of you :(((

(not ok sorry)

-🪐

the moment with junseok feels charged with anticipation yet laced with tenderness. his hands, usually so confident, are a little unsteady as they settle on your waist, pulling you closer. his breath fans across your lips as he leans in, the kiss starting slow but deepening quickly, filled with a kind of hunger that he's clearly trying to hold back. he's taking his time to explore you, his lips trailing from yours to your jaw and neck, his kisses warm and deliberate, as though savoring every inch of you.

"tell me if you want me to stop," he murmurs against your skin, his voice low and husky, making your stomach flip. his fingers slip beneath the fabric of your shirt, grazing your skin lightly, teasingly, as if asking for permission before going further. when you nod, giving him the go-ahead, he pauses to look at you, his eyes dark with desire but still holding that soft, adoring look that's so quintessentially junseok.

as his hands become bolder, sliding up your sides and taking your shirt with them, his lips follow, peppering kisses along your collarbone and shoulders. his touch is firm yet careful, as though he's memorizing the way you feel under his fingertips. his breath catches slightly as he pulls back just enough to take you in, his gaze sweeping over you like you're the most beautiful thing he's ever seen.

"you're so perfect," he whispers, his voice trembling slightly with emotion. the way he looks at you makes your cheeks flush, but before you can get too shy, he leans back in, his kisses growing hungrier. his hands roam your body with more confidence now, sliding over your curves and leaving trails of heat in their wake. he's still murmuring sweet things- how soft your skin is, how good you feel against him- but there's a new edge to his voice, a rawness that sends shivers down your spine.

when his lips find yours again, the kiss is deeper, more demanding. his body presses against yours, his warmth enveloping you, and his hands guide you closer, letting you feel just how much he wants you.

his restraint is slipping, but even in his urgency, he's mindful of you, pausing often to check if you're okay, his forehead resting against yours as he catches his breath. "am i going too fast?" he asks, his voice hoarse, his thumb brushing soothingly along your side.

every movement is filled with purpose, his touches slow but growing more insistent as he helps you shed the rest of your clothing. he's utterly focused on you- on your reactions, your breaths, the way you shiver under his touch. when his hands explore your bare skin, his eyes follow, like he's committing everything to memory. "i've wanted this for so long," he confesses softly, his lips brushing against your shoulder. "you have no idea how much i love you."

the moment is electric, a mix of nerves and anticipation as junseok hovers above you, his lips brushing yours in a tender kiss that steadies both of you. his hand cradles your face, his thumb gently stroking your cheek as he whispers, "tell me if it's too much, okay?" his voice is low, raw with emotion, his gaze searching yours for any hesitation.

as he aligns himself with you, his movements are slow and deliberate. his hand trails down to hold your hip, his grip firm yet reassuring as he positions himself carefully. "i'll go slow," he murmurs, his voice trembling slightly, the weight of the moment hanging between you. he begins to push forward, inch by inch, his body taut with restraint as he watches your every reaction.

the stretch is unfamiliar, a mix of slight discomfort and something deeper, warmer, that builds as he sinks into you. junseok's breath catches, his forehead falling to rest against yours as he lets out a low, shaky groan. "you feel..." he starts, his words trailing off as though he can't even put it into words.

his eyes flutter closed, his jaw clenching as he forces himself to move at an agonizingly slow pace, giving you time to adjust.

"are you okay?" he asks, his voice barely above a whisper, his hand moving to lace with yours as he pauses once he's fully inside. he's shaking slightly, his body pressed so closely to yours that you can feel every ragged breath he takes. when you nod, whispering his name, he exhales deeply, pressing a lingering kiss to your lips as though to ground himself.

[ssongsboo]

thinking of sub!hyunjun who let’s you use him however you please until he’s a crying shaking mess.. like can you imagine tying him up and using a vibrator on his tip until you’re overstimulating him and he’s just squirming in place like IDK… also i’m really high rn

-🪐

hyunjun's hands trembled, fingers twitching in their bindings as he sat on the edge of the bed, his thighs spread wide but quivering. his chest heaved, beads of sweat clinging to his flushed skin. the silk tie holding his wrists above his head strained as he instinctively tugged at it, seeking relief but finding none.

"you're doing so well for me," you murmured, voice soft yet laced with undeniable authority. the praise sent a fresh wave of heat coursing through him, a broken moan spilling from his lips.

the vibrator you held to the tip of his aching length hummed mercilessly, the vibrations sharp and unrelenting, his hips bucking upward. he was left utterly at your mercy, forced to take every bit of stimulation you delivered.

"please, i... i can't-" hyunjun's words were a jumbled mess, tears streaking down his cheeks as his head fell back. his pretty lips parted to let out a high, choked whine, the sound teetering on desperation. he was so sensitive now, his body overstimulated and trembling, yet you showed no signs of letting up.

"you can take more, jun," you purred, tilting the toy slightly to apply just a touch more pressure. his back arched, his entire body jolting at the sensation. "look at you. so good for me, aren't you?"

“yes," he sobbed, his voice cracking. his entire frame quaked as the pleasure bordered on too much, every nerve set alight. "i'm good! please, no more- too much!"

you hummed in consideration, watching him squirm and tremble, utterly at your mercy. but the way his body responded told you the truth- he wanted to endure for you. even when it felt overwhelming, even when the tears spilled freely, hyunjun wanted nothing more than to please you.

"just a little longer, baby," you said softly, the vibrator slowing to a gentler setting. his sigh of relief was short-lived, however, as you leaned in, lips ghosting over the shell of his ear.

"you can handle it. can't you, my pretty boy?"

hyunjun's head lulled forward, his damp hair clinging to his forehead as he tried to catch his breath. every inch of him was taut, like a bowstring stretched to its limit. the vibrator's relentless hum against his overstimulated tip drew shudders from him, his thighs trembling where they spread for you.

"y-yes," he managed to choke out between ragged breaths. his voice was hoarse, weak, but there was no hesitation in his answer. "i'm... your good boy..."

you smiled at his obedience, running your free hand along his flushed thigh, the soft, soothing touch a stark contrast to the overstimulation he endured. his body jerked at the contact, every nerve on edge, but he didn't pull away. he couldn't. he didn't want to.

"that's right," you cooed, brushing a tear from his cheek with your thumb. the tenderness only made him whimper louder, a shaky gasp leaving him as you turned the vibrator up another notch. his whole body tensed, a broken cry tearing from his lips as his hips bucked futilely against your hands.

"please," he whimpered, though he wasn't even sure what he was begging for anymore. release? mercy? more? his mind was a haze, completely overtaken by you and the sensations you drew from him. "it's- too much, i can't...'

but even as he pleaded, you saw how much he enjoyed this, how much his cock twitched and leaked, helpless against the unrelenting pleasure you gave him.

"you're so beautiful like this," you murmured, your tone a mix of adoration and dominance. you leaned down, lips brushing against his jaw as you whispered,

"falling apart for me. taking everything i give you. i could keep you like this forever, you know."

the words made him shudder, another broken sob tumbling from his lips. his thighs shook violently now, his body trembling as the edge loomed closer and closer. he was a mess of tears, sweat, and desperation, his bound hands flexing as he struggled to ground himself against the overwhelming sensation.

"please," he begged again, his voice cracking. "i'm so close, i- fuck, i-"

"then cum for me, baby," you commanded, pressing the vibrator firmly against his swollen tip.

the sharp, focused pleasure sent him hurtling over the edge, his entire body seizing as a wrecked cry tore from his throat. his release spilled over, thick and warm, but you didn't pull away. not yet.

hyunjun bucked helplessly, a sob ripping from him as the overstimulation began anew. tears streamed down his pink flushed cheeks, his chest heaving as he thrashed weakly against his bindings.

"too much-!" he gasped, his voice barely coherent. but the way his body responded- arching, trembling, clenching- told you he loved every second of it. even as he cried, even as he begged, hyunjun gave himself to you completely, his trust and submission laid bare.

"that’s it, my good boy," you whispered, your voice soft and soothing as you began to ease the toy away.

"you did so well for me. so perfect. just for me."

hyunjun trembled in the aftermath, his chest heaving as his head hung low, hair damp and sticking to his tear-streaked face. his wrists tugged weakly against the silk tie, and his thighs twitched with residual aftershocks. you let him catch his breath, softly stroking his trembling leg as you admired the mess he'd made. his release coated your hand and the vibrator, thick and warm, a testament to just how much you'd unraveled him.

he barely lifted his head to meet your gaze, his lips parted in shallow breaths, his body too spent to respond. but his wide, glassy eyes followed as you brought your hand up, fingers glistening with his essence.

"let’s see just how good i made you feel," you purred, your tongue flicking out to lick your fingers, slow and deliberate. hyunjun's eyes widened, his cheeks burning crimson despite how utterly ruined he already looked. a soft, broken moan escaped him, his hips giving an involuntary twitch.

you made a show of it, taking your time as you licked every bit from your fingers, savoring him like the sweetest dessert. you hummed, your gaze locking onto his as you licked the last drop away. "so perfect. all mine."

his lip quivered, another pathetic whimper spilling from him as he squirmed in his bindings. he wanted to look away, overwhelmed by the sight, but he couldn't. not when you turned your attention to the vibrator, its head still slick and glistening.

without hesitation, you leaned down and ran your tongue along it, slow and teasing. hyunjun's breath hitched audibly, his wide eyes fixated on your every movement. his overstimulated body twitched again, his sensitivity still raw, but the arousal pooling in his hazy gaze betrayed him.

"you’re still watching me, baby?" you teased, a smirk tugging at your lips as you cleaned the vibrator thoroughly. "you can't help yourself, can you? even after all that."

"n-no, i..." his voice was hoarse, barely audible as he tried to form a coherent thought, but all he could do was shake his head weakly. he was utterly undone, completely at your mercy, yet he couldn't tear his eyes away from you.

once the vibrator was spotless, you set it aside, leaning forward to press a feather-light kiss to his trembling lips. the taste of him lingered on your tongue, and hyunjun whimpered into the kiss, his bound hands flexing uselessly as if he longed to hold you.

[ssongsboo]

thinking of professor!junseok rn… 😵‍💫😵‍💫

him eagerly offering you extra lessons because you don’t understand the material properly, and you agree thinking it was a good idea… but when you stay back after school with him, his disheveled look turns you on more than you’d like to admit

realising that you’re getting so hot and bothered for him, he proposes a deal that if you get at least 80% on the next test, he’ll give you a special reward

not gonna elaborate more cus i think you know where i’m going with this.. but he’s so fine i need to suck his dick so bad

-🪐 (sorry about this word vomit)

the clock ticked past five, the once-busy classroom now eerily silent except for the faint scribble of your pen and the occasional shuffle of paper from the man seated across the desk.

professor junseok was nothing like you’d expected- a mess of tousled hair, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, glasses perched precariously on his nose. his sharp eyes darted from your notes to your face, and back again, as if assessing not just your understanding of the material, but you.

you shifted in your seat, hyper-aware of how warm the room felt. maybe it was the way his shirt clung to his figure after a long day, the faint sheen of sweat glistening along his neck. or maybe it was the way his voice dropped an octave whenever he leaned in to explain a problem, his breath ghosting over your ear.

junseok leaned back in his chair, his sleeves pushed up to his elbows, revealing toned forearms that flexed as he adjusted his glasses. his hair was messier than usual, strands falling into his eyes from running his hands through it all day.

you were supposed to be focusing on the material, but the way his voice dropped when he spoke- low, smooth, deliberate- had you squirming in your seat.

"did you hear me?" his voice cut through the fog of your thoughts, sharp and laced with amusement. you blinked, cheeks warming under his intense gaze. "uh, y-yeah."

junseok tilted his head, a smirk tugging at his lips.

"liar. your mind's been somewhere else this whole time." he leaned forward, the desk between you suddenly feeling much too small. "tell me what's got you so distracted."

you couldn't answer- not when the scent of his cologne hung so heavily in the air, not when his shirt clung to his chest just enough to outline the faintest hint of muscle. he noticed, of course he did. junseok wasn't just intelligent, he was perceptive, and the sharp glint in his eyes said he already knew the answer.

"hmm…" his voice was a murmur now, rich and teasing. "am i distracting you?" he wondered out loud with faux curiosity.

your breath hitched, and the corner of his mouth curved higher. he leaned closer, his forearms resting on the desk, and the way his shirt tightened across his shoulders sent your heart racing.

"here's the thing," he said, his voice dripping with heat. "you're struggling with the material, and i want to help you. but i can't do that if you're too busy thinking about..." he paused, his tongue flicking over his bottom lip, "...other things."

you swallowed hard, the air between you crackling.

"so, let me offer you some motivation," he continued, his eyes darkening as they bore into yours. "if you can get at least 80% on the next test, i'll give you a reward."

his words hung in the air, heavy and suggestive.

"what kind of reward?" you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.

his smirk deepened, and he leaned in until his lips were just a breath away from your ear. "something special. something…” his lips curled into a dangerous grin “…only for you.”

heat flushed through you, your thighs pressing together under the desk as his hand drifted, almost casually, to rest on the edge of your textbook- so close, yet maddeningly far.

"so, what do you say?" he asked, his tone low and dripping with promise. "are you going to work for it?"

you only nodded, your voice failing you.

"good," he murmured, his gaze dropping briefly to your lips before he leaned back, leaving you dizzy and wanting. "don't disappoint me."

[acaiasahi]

✶ even cuter ; oh junseok.

synopsis. after blurting out how cute junseok finds you, he comes up with the dumbest excuse for his words.

info. fluff. oh junseok x gn!reader [ they / them prns ]. 970 words

warnings. none. grammatical errors. lowercase and smaller text intended.

[ now playing . . . ] fall in love alone by stacey ryan.

with each step, your boots crush the snow beneath them, ears tuning out the sound of it's squeaking. you let out sigh, the heat from your breath causing a white cloud to form and disappear within the crisp afternoon air.

in all honesty, winter had to be your all time favorite season. it didn't matter if it rained, or snowed, it just felt perfect, well for you at least. you could go on and on about how winter's the best and how you can make snow angels, or that the holidays are rolling around the corner, and how excited you are for the new year.

you absolutely adored the idea of the cold weather and snow — but the rest of your body says otherwise as you shove your face further into your knit scarf, fingers reaching deeper within your coat's pockets as they search for warmth.

you quickly turn up your music, ignoring all forms of busy beings on the snowy street. your peace is quickly disrupted upon hearing muffled yelling that sounds oddly similar to your name.

stopping in your tracks, you push aside your right headphone, looking over your shoulder to investigate what you were hearing and if it actually was your name. your brows knit together in confusion but it quickly unravels as your eyes land on him.

low and behold, oh junseok comes jogging through the thick blanket of snow as he yelps out, "y/n, wait up!" you're fully facing him by then, both your noses sporting a ruby-red hue as he bends over to catch his breath.

"you walk so fast, it's almost ridiculous" he mutters jokingly, hands on his knees as puffs of his hot breath mix with the frosty air. he looks up at you, thinking you'll sympathize with him, "maybe you should walk faster? dunno, sounds like a you problem," you mutter sarcastically before shrugging and cracking a smile.

he tsks at you, hanging his head low as laughter erupts from his pretty lips. you raise your hands in surrender, "what? just a suggestion, jun!" you giggle. he sends a playful glare your way before looking away to mask the warmth spreading to his cheeks after the use of his nickname.

junseok looks down at the snowy concrete, torn between looking up at you or staying put. he's too afraid to see the sparkle in your eyes because you're just so goddam pretty. but as he stands there, your shoe's laces grab his attention.

"uh, you're shoe's untied," the words quickly tumblr from his lips and the words barely click before he kneels down. his knees quickly meet the snow-blanketed sidewalk, hands red and slightly shaky as he takes his time rolling your jeans up and out of the way as he reties the laces.

you can't help but laugh as he dusts off the remaining bits of snow that found refuge on your pants, his head nodding affirmatively before unrolling your jeans and glancing up at you from the floor.

"ta-da!" he says happily, looking up at you with a wide smile. his face is so full of pure love that even the act of him looking at you warms your heart more than the sun ever could.

"thank you, jun." you say wholeheartedly and junseok curses at himself because he just got a glimpse of that twinkle in your eyes that he's so afraid of, yet hopes it's reserved for him and only him.

he stands up and you're not sure if the blush that lightly dust his cheeks is because of you or the chilly weather but it makes his look so cute that you just want to lean up and kiss them till they're apple red.

you wave away the thought, ears burning as you both laugh awkwardly, tearing your gaze from the other. he covers his mouth with his hands, blowing hot air to keep them from freezing up.

eyeing his freezing hands, you hesitantly go to take one, only to retract it slightly. mustering all the courage in the entire universe, "can i- can i try warming them up?" your voice warmer than a cup of fresh hot cocoa.

his eyes widen up like a deer in headlights, frantically nodding before shoving his hands into yours. junseok's jaw drops slightly, eyebrow rising in anticipation as he watches you bring the palm of his hand close to your mouth and exhale on them.

just like jun, you take your time with him and give both hands an equal amount of attention before leaving a fluttering kiss upon each of his knuckles. he lets out an awkward laugh, "you're so cute," he whispers.

"what did you say?" you ask him, his hands still in yours. a blush spread across his face and across his ears, "i-i said you look like a boot..." he trails off with a crooked grin.

your lips can't help but purse, trying your best to keep in your laughter as you look away from him once more. "you're an idiot!" you giggle out, dropping his hands to cover your eyes in second-hand embarrassment.

junseok's shoulders deflate slightly, frown forming. before he can even utter the words 'never-mind' you're already standing on your tippy toes to give a soft peck to his cheek.

he holds a hand to the cheek you had kisses, eyes wide as saucers as his jaw drops slightly. you pull away quickly, looking up at him with a goofy grin before rolling your eyes.

"you're even cuter," you say sweetly. grasping his now warm hands within your own, fingers intertwining with ease.

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[ 🎧 ] jaydi's notes. hai guys, it's been awhile hardy har har i wanted to get this lil fella outta my drafts so i hope u enjoy... it kinda sucks but i'm a sucker for jun so can u blame me!!!!

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✶ oh junseok.

even cuter ; fluff.

make it thirty ; fluff.

↳ attempting to wake junseok up was, and will always be a struggle. luckily for him, you can never say no to his antics... especially when it includes two things: sleeping in and cuddles.

✶ ryu junmin.

✶ bae hyunjun.

✶ seok rakwon.

life is strange ; fluff. [ coming soon . . . ]

↳ you unveil your time-altering powers to your best friend and he has a lot to say about it... mostly incoherent and garbled noises but he can't help but call 'bullshit'.

✶ jeong seunghwan.

✶ kim yeonkyu.

✶ won bin.

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