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secretly-of-course · 7 months ago
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LvL is coming back?! I'll have to reread to refresh my memory.
it is!!! I ALSO had to reread it to refresh my memory so you’re not alone lolllll
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seven-oomen · 1 year ago
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Hi, Ben!  I will not kick your ass, because you don’t deserve that, but I will offer enthusiastic encouragement that I fully believe you can get your story finished to the point you want!  I actually got some writing done today, too, so I’m sending all the positive energy from that feeling of accomplishment!  (Was it a lot of writing?  No, I wouldn’t necessarily say that.  Was it either of the WIPs I should have been working on?  Also no.  Does any of that matter?  Hell no!  XD )
Also, please enjoy this horribly “edited by hand on my phone” image spawned by one of my friends was talking about a girl she knew using the phrase “Jenough”, and the fact that, uh
, my brain is loud sometimes?  ’>.>  (tbh, after the whole “sin in sinterklass” thing, does this truly surprise you?  XD )
Anyway, hopefully the caffeine will finish fading from my system and let me sleep because I have to be up early tomorrow.  I hope you’re having a good day and that things are going well overall!  Take care!  *HUGS!!!*
Thank you B, for the amazing edit and the encouragement. With your help, @bookaburra , and several of my readers and friends I managed to add 1100 words to the draft today. (and 300 yesterday.) At this rate, I’ll probably have the next chapter up by Sunday/Monday ^-^
Also, whoo!!! You got writing done, that’s amazing. Writing is so hard. Any word is a victory.
I actually want to get two things made with this font. One shirt in pink that says; I am Kenobi for my Obi-Wan Kenobi cosplay. And one sweater that says; I am Benough.
So I am very, very happy with the edit <3
I hope you’re having a good day too, mine was pretty okay. And I’m about to have some fun with Baldur’s Gate 3 (and undoubedtly fuck my party over with my stupid decisions. whoops.  My fav character so far is Halsin. I hope you’re doing okay <3 lots of hugs from me and Yara.
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kurodachimagic · 4 years ago
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Chocolate and Cherries - Chapter 1
Summary: When Adachi falls into the arms of a kind stranger his life changes for the better.
Rating: Pg 13
Tags/warnings: Fluff, getting together, au, Writer Adachi, Chef Kurosawa.
Word count: 6.2k
A/n: This story was written for the cherry magic mini bang! Thank you @hiwatari-art for inviting me to join! Had a lovely time working with you as always. Thank you to my other artist over on twitter guacagabs. The entire story is being posted right now. Thank you to @schnaf for being a great friend and beta!
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Adachi dragged his feet on the pavement as he made his way home from work. He was already too exhausted to start his writing day with the best mindset but it would have to do. He’d already skipped four days this week and if he didn’t actually sit down to work on his book, it would never be published. He let out a deep sigh and shook his head slightly.
The situation was not ideal by any means, he was not great at cooking and it was already too late to start dinner, but he definitely needed to eat something or his mind would absolutely quit on him, he knew that much.
Adachi knew he should probably get something healthier but he refused to waste even more time walking to the store, so he decided to stop by the food cart near his flat for his usual emergency menu: two tuna onigiris with mayo - along with a can of soda in the hopes that the caffeine would boost his creativity. He was not too happy about it, but he didn’t have much time to contemplate his choice because as soon as he had paid, the first few droplets of water hit his shoulders. Looking up, he felt the next few drops hit his nose and his forehead. He cursed inwardly and simply took off awkwardly running the last few blocks home, trying his best not to slip and fall, his dress shoes nothing but a hazard in this particular situation.
The building door was so close, he could see it through the pouring rain; just a few meters and he would be home. Adachi rushed, his hand extended already to grab at the door handle when his body collided with something - someone - and fell backwards. It was as if time had slowed down; he could see the face of the person he ran into frozen in shock, his eyes widening as he saw Adachi falling, while Adachi could only think about the pain this would cause him, physical, yes, but mostly emotional. He always managed to get himself in embarrassing situations and now -
His neighbour extended his hand just in time to catch Adachi’s and pulled him upright effortlessly, his expression switching from shock to a relieved smile. “Are you ok? I’m so sorry, I hadn’t seen you.”
“Thank you! I’m so sorry,” Adachi said, feeling the heat rise to his face, partly because of his clumsiness and partly because his neighbour had not let go of him yet. In fact, Adachi could have sworn that the guy was rubbing his thumb on the back of his hand. He didn’t know what to do, so he tried again. “Uh, sorry. I should’ve been more careful.”
“It’s ok, I’m glad that you didn’t get hurt.” The man seemed to suddenly remember they were standing in the pouring rain and pulled Adachi to the door. “Come, you’ll catch a cold in this weather.”
No matter how hard he thought, Adachi couldn't remember ever catching his name but he had seen this man before in the elevator and in some of the common areas. He seemed to be a bit of a recluse, much like himself.
The man opened the door and finally let go of his hand before ushering him in. “After you, Adachi.”
Adachi’s eyes widened; he didn't know how the man knew his name, but he didn’t mention it. He walked inside and called the elevator, followed closely by his saviour. Once the doors opened, he stepped in and turned around, pressing the button for the fifth floor and finally facing the man. "Thank you, again
" he trailed off.
"Kurosawa. My name is Kurosawa." He pressed the fourth-floor button.
Adachi smiled and bowed to him. "It was nice seeing you, Kurosawa. Have a good night."
The elevator dinged and Kurosawa bowed with a smile before exiting. “Good night, Adachi,” he waved.
Adachi hesitantly waved back as the elevator doors closed. Before he knew it he was one floor up, opening the door to his flat, throwing his work bag on the sofa and taking his wet clothes off with a groan before going to the bathroom.
What a day. Not only had he stayed late to finish on that project Urabe had handed to him but he also made himself look like a fool in front of his very cool neighbour, and to add insult to injury now he needed a hot shower to hopefully avoid catching a cold. He shook his head and hopped under the stream, washing himself thoroughly and letting the hot stream relax his muscles.
Feeling in a bit of a better mood, Adachi got out of the shower, wrapped himself in a towel and went about getting into a comfy set of pyjamas. He finally sat at his desk and opened the white doc of doom, checking the time and cursing as he realized it was 9 pm already. He slouched in his chair, throwing his head back with a groan. This book was going to take a million years at this rate, he really needed to prioritize his schedule, put on some good hours into it each day, especially during the weekend, he needed to -
Adachi’s stomach growled loudly, reminding him that his emergency dinner laid abandoned in its bag. He got up and stomped over to the sofa, unwrapping the onigiris and eating them without so much as a thought before returning to his spot. He promptly sat down to continue with the daily task of staring at the document while he begged his brain to type something - anything - out. But his mind had other plans though, Kurosawa’s face and gentle smile kept popping in his mind. Maybe it was because of the way he moved, how he had kept him from falling with his sharp reflexes, or maybe it was how elegant he looked even when he was soaking wet, how well his suit fitted him. Kurosawa was like some sort of superhero, or
 no, he was more like a Prince Charming from an epic battle world. That was a start - it was not the murder mystery he had thought about, but it was definitely a start.
The sound of Adachi’s footsteps worked like a metronome, helping his mind settle into a rhythm. He was starting to see things in more detail: The brave prince paced in his castle, his sword close by his side, the problems his kingdom was facing were almost too much to bear and with his father on the brink of death, it was all on him. A shadow appeared above the citadel - the
 the
 ‘kingdom x’ was being attacked by a three-headed dragon. How would he fix this and save his people? Had someone sent the dragon or did it act with free will? Did the soon-to-be king have secret magic powers? Maybe they were a secret even to himself!
With renewed energy and excitement, Adachi sat down to work. This new world just wanted to be written, to become a reality, and he was not going to stop it. Aided by the occasional sip of soda and a few “stretching breaks” that were more like actual pacing, he managed to draft four thousand words by 5 am, effectively breaking his 3 thousand word record from just a few months ago. If he could keep up the pace he could finish the book within the next month and send it to Tsuge for editing and review. He sent a quick text to his friend to tell him the good news and got into bed; he would probably regret staying up so late tomorrow, but now he didn’t have it in him to care. Writing was definitely his call - even if he was very close to missing his goal of being a published author by 30.
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The commute to work was nothing short of hell. The morning started with Adachi missing his usual train and having to take the next one during rush hour - not that he ever managed to avoid rush hour, but he usually took the first train during it so it wasn’t as crazy as later in the morning. This resulted in him having a very unpleasant ride, squeezed half to death between the sea of people, feeling like a canned sardine with a bad case of insomnia. That was the other issue, the previous writing night ended up being a success but even though he’d been exhausted by the time he was done, it had been impossible to fall asleep. Now he was on his way to a long workday with a pounding headache and a sour mood. If given the opportunity, Adachi would’ve chosen to take the day off to sleep and feel refreshed enough by sundown to continue writing.
His job was definitely a necessary evil, but sometimes he couldn’t help but resent it. On the verge of thirty, Adachi spent most of his day at the office, writing his reports, Urabe’s reports, and occasionally picking up the slack of some of his colleagues. There was barely any time for hobbies or relaxing and least of all to be an aspiring writer. To be completely honest, Adachi had started viewing his day job as his second career in the past year. His heart and soul were focused on his new goal, what he really wanted. In the end, if writing didn’t become his main income, it wouldn’t matter, he was passionate enough about it to continue no matter what. After all, living in the fantasy worlds he created was more than enough for him.
Adachi made it to his desk just on time, but running those last few blocks only served to make his mood even sourer. He pulled at the collar of his shirt with a small huff, still thinking about his writing and leaned back in his chair until it touched Urabe’s shoulder, startling him.
He turned around swiftly, blush already rising to his cheeks. “I’m so sorry, Senpai.”
Urabe nodded and waved him off. Then, he cocked his head and looked at Adachi in more detail. “What is going on with you, Adachi? You look tired.”
“I just had trouble sleeping last night, that’s all,” Adachi said with a heavy sigh. He could picture so many things he would rather do than give explanations about his personal life, but he would feel too guilty if he was rude to Urabe when he was only worried about him.
“Hmm, are you sure that’s all?”
“Yes. I’m ok.” He attempted his best smile. “Thank you for asking.”
“Adachi,” Urabe pouted, his brows burrowed into a childish frown, just like every time he would ask Adachi to take on more work, any semblance of concern already gone out the window. “Can you finish this report for tomorrow? The boss is really piling stuff on my shoulders and I already had other plans for today.”
Sometimes Adachi wished he was a bad person, or a bad colleague even, but he couldn’t help taking on the extra work when it was needed, after all, he didn’t have much of a life. He rolled his eyes but nodded. “Yes, of course.”
“Oh, wait. Is your birthday today or tomorrow?”
“Tomorrow.”
“And you’re turning 30, right?”
Adachi nodded once again, hoping to end the conversation as soon as possible; he didn’t want to be reminded of the passage of time or how much he hadn’t achieved by now.
Urabe rolled his chair closer and elbowed him. “Aaah, you sly weasel. Do you have a date?”
“Of course not. I’m just looking forward to getting home and sleeping.” That was literally his birthday plan.
Urabe frowned and gave him a quizzical look. “But you have... ‘dated’ before, right?” He winked.
Adachi shook his head slightly and saw the same look many people gave him, a mix of pity and judgement.
“You should ask one of the girls out. I’ve heard Yui is single and she’s very pretty!”
Adachi slowly turned his chair towards the copy machine and saw Yui across the room. She was, in fact, very pretty, but
 she didn’t spark anything in him. She looked like a work of art, pleasant to look at, but not for him. “No, I don’t think that would work.”
“Adachi, if you don’t date someone by the time you turn 30, you will turn into a wizard!” He whispered.
“What? That’s ridiculous!”
“It’s true, you’ll see!”
Adachi rolled his eyes and turned back to his desk, finally starting on the reports needed. The sooner he was done with that, the sooner he could return to his writing.
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The elevator opened its doors for Adachi and the ding that followed made his muscles relax instantly. Only a few more minutes and he would be up in his flat, taking his shoes off and cooking something quick before sitting down to write. He felt inspired by the beginning of this new story and he wasn’t about to let a bad day at work ruin that for him.
Just as the doors started to close, someone put a bag between them to keep them open. The first thing Adachi saw was a girl with a cute and gentle look, a black wispy fringe framing her face and a sweet smile. She nodded at Adachi and he smiled and nodded back. He wondered if he would ever date a girl like her, if sharing his life with a partner and doing things together would be so different than what he did now. The answer was probably not, since he assumed nobody would be supportive of him working all day and writing all night; if he was honest with himself, he didn’t really have time for a relationship, even if he sometimes yearned for a bit of company - theoretically. Adachi blinked repeatedly, suddenly crashing back into reality when he saw the looming presence of Kurosawa behind her, giving him a weird look he couldn’t quite place as he ushered the girl into the elevator.
Out of sheer awkwardness, Adachi nodded and mumbled a quiet hello at him, looking away as a blush crept onto his cheeks. Was that Kurosawa’s girlfriend? He groaned and let his head fall back against the elevator wall. He’d been caught staring at his neighbour’s girlfriend like a creep. He ventured a sideways glance and realized Kurosawa was still looking at him with a weird expression.
Thankfully, the ride was short and only a minute later, Adachi was home, barely paying any attention to his basic needs as per usual. He made some instant ramen and added a bit of egg to it before eating it mindlessly, daydreaming of his new story and the magic system involved.
Perhaps it was quickly becoming a much more ambitious project than he had anticipated but as long as the writing flowed, everything would be ok. What was supposed to be a long writing session soon turned into an early night after Adachi’s brain decided to shut down mid-sentence, putting him to sleep sitting at his desk, his head hanging down and his spine hunched over.
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bookwyrminspiration · 3 years ago
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okay it's getting late and i'm only just finished with chapter 6- but quil best writer award when???
seriously though i haven't been invested in kotlc in a short while because of other stuff and the lack of new official content, but dang- this is really good- it's like a full book! like full- with the storyline, and the wording, and the development! i checked the wordcount before i started reading- and quil... you WROTE A WHOLE BOOK?! you're still writing a book!
I just- wow!
anyways i'll be back to finish this in the next few days, but i'm super excited to catch up and i'm super excited for dragon wings marella lol
i think you should know that every time I answer one of these I have to pull up the chapter you're talking about in a different tab because i never remember what happens in each one. You probably know what happens in the first chapters better than I do tbh, which I think is hilarious. but back to what you're saying
"quil best writer award when." I'm. I am floored. I am speechless. I am so flattered. this is such high praise!! i am just a funky little guy writing some funky little words!! I feel I must confess this: I actually hardly edit the au at all. ever. when I say I'm "editing" I actually mean "I'm reading it once to see if there's obvious things wrong or things I want to explain more" but that's it. every chapter has just been a first draft, go with the flow kinda thing. and yet!! here we are!! I don't even know what i'd do with a best writer award--probably put it next to the new dragon on my bookshelf so they could vibe. I don't know if what i'm saying makes any sense, but ahh!! thank you!!
I will single-handedly rebuild the fandom during this content drought and reel you all back in with my novel-length fanfiction /j. okay but honestly the wings au is probably gonna turn out to be like...actually fantasy-novel length at this rate. like a published novel. but thank you so much--the storyline was one of the things I was hesitant about when i first published it, because I essentially just went "hey. remember those eight and a half novels and all their worldbuilding? forget almost everything. i've broken it into pieces and we're starting over." but you all have been overwhelmingly kind and supportive of all the changes and the way i've incorporated their old world into this new one I broke. and the wording! I try to stay true to some of Shannon's style, as sometimes when a fanfic author has a style too different from the original media it can feel weird and less like the characters (not always! there are several fics out there with very unique writing styles that don't feel strange at all, this is just something I've personally noticed). But, shannon is also writing for middle grade, and I wanted to add my own personal twist instead of just using her voice. so there's some things of my own that I do (most noticeable is the intentional misuse of grammar for drama, probably, but I am curious what else you all notice that's unique to me) and don't do (I don't think i've used "corrected" as a dialogue tag more than a handful of times) to separate it. and then the development! a lot of development in canon rn has to do with romantic relationships, as we're focusing on the aftermath of sophitz and a focus on sophie and keefe, but we can't separate them from their tension and denial at the moment. I think there's a lot more to them we don't get to see because of it, so I'm trying to develop some of that in the wings au (and there's some characters I just haven't gotten to yet, like Wylie and Maruca, so I'm not ignoring them, dw)
and yes! I am still basically writing a book! at this point I should design a cover for it too...I wonder what would be on it, the parts that stand out the most in the story that I should symbolize it all in one image. but before I get to that I should continue writing the story I suppose! I'm currently maybe 40% (rough estimate) of the way through writing chapter 13, but I must admit my classes do make it annoying at times, taking up more time than I would like (this is what I get for taking more classes than I strictly needed to. I do not know how to take a break when it comes to education /lh). but that's not important rn
you sent this a few days ago, so I don't know if you've finished your reread/catch-up since then, but if you did I hope you enjoyed it!! if you haven't then I hope you will enjoy if you ever do read the rest! there's about a week before the next chapter comes out, which is around 8.1k words at the moment (same length as the last one), so if you are caught up then there's even more to look forward to soon! and i'll probably post the first snippet from chapter 12 tomorrow, as I usually do that the sunday before posting day.
dragon wings Marella owns my entire heart and i'm very excited to do more with her (was actually writing about her earlier today!).
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deardragonbook · 3 years ago
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A quick life update
So, I came onto to Tumblr today to edit some of my drafts (I currently have 13) and throw them into the queue. It’s the first time I’ve allowed my queue to go down to zero in a while so I thought I’d take advantage of this moment to give you all a quick update of where I’m at. 
So, still managing the daily uploads! I thought with uni it’d be harder but I’ve managed to stay on top of things for now. 
However, it’s worth mentioning this week will be my last week of just uni, because from next week as well as uni I have a paid internship (it’s for a research center specialising in ethical economics and I’m so amazed that I have been given this opportunity!) but of course that’s going to take a lot of time away. 
Currently I have 13 drafts, plus several ideas, including a post about covers and the process I had, one about your character’s outfits, a couple of list ideas... trust me, ideas aren’t my missing resource. 
I’m really happy to see my followers and interactions are slowly growing here on Tumblr, but as an author who has to prioritise self-promotion, if I have to prioritise a daily upload it’s got to be on TikTok (because it’s the bigger site and people are more often moved to action, don’t ask why, social media magic is it’s own kind of witchcraft). 
My story Oppida Institute for Reformation still hasn’t missed an upload, but I don’t have tomorrows chapter ready, so after twenty three weeks tomorrow might be my first miss. Just know I’m not abandoning it and it will get there soon. Again, priorities. 
Sales for the first book have staggered, as expected, haven’t sold a copy in about three weeks, haven’t had any unlimited reads in two. But I have received my first ratings which is very exciting! 
I had my first beta reader to finish the entire second book and I definitely have to touch up the beginning a little to help newer readers, but she really enjoyed it other than that and it was a huge boost in confidence! 
Especially her pointing out in several occasions how much she love done of my own fave characters who I wasn’t sure would resonate with others. Or being told my protagonist is a well done balance between strong, feminine with complex emotions, the way she said it almost bought me to tears, I was so happy. 
A lot of beta readers straight up haven’t shown up yet, so I’ll probably be searching for a couple more soon because otherwise it’s going to be really difficult for me to do a summer 2022 release like I plan. But, goals will be goals. 
I think that’s all. 
Sorry if this came out a bit rambly, or if it came out on the less positive motivated side, I’m extremely tired so things are what they are. 
I’m not going to edit this post as it’s not advice, it’s just... update. 
But things are really cool right now, I’m really enjoying writing about writing. I’m looking forward to having time to read a bit more, looking for having the money to support fellow indie authors, looking forward to a lot of things, some will come sooner than others, but that’s always the way. 
As usual,  check out my socials and book here.
How are you doing? I hope you have time to write or at the very least read. But if not, I hope it’s because everything is going really well and that’s keeping you busy. If still not, I hope things calm down soon. I wish you the best of luck, and remember, life is full if ups and downs but, even lightning strikes can be beautiful and the calm comes both before and after the storm. 
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paradisobound · 6 years ago
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I Want It, I Got It: Chapter 11
Summary: Phil Lester was a worker for the BBC in London. Working in the advertising department, he was content being alongside his friend and fellow coworker PJ during every shift. However, the BBC is temporarily being used as a film set for a new movie staring Hollywood ‘It’ star, Daniel Howell. Being stuck as an extra on the set, Phil finds it’s hard to ignore the famous star. And maybe, just maybe, Dan finds it hard to ignore Phil as well.
Word Count: 2.2k (this chapter)
Warnings: Occasional swearing and mentions of sex 
Rating: Mature (for right now)
Updates will be every Wednesday at 4pm and Sunday at 1pm EST
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For Phil, clicking publish on his video was, undoubtedly, one of the hardest things he has had to do in a long time. He spent the evening editing the video with Dan watching from the sidelines to get a better look at what editing was really like. And when he was done, he processed it to his YouTube page and waited to publish it. 
But now it was ready, he felt his chest tighten. This was a big deal. This was a big deal because this video was the first one he posted in
6 years? Had it really been that long? 
He was nervous for the comeback. 
He was nervous for the comments, the tweets and for everything else that is going to come out when everyone sees Dan in the thumbnail. He was nervous for the queued tweet that he has ready to go saying “NOT CLICKBAIT. NEW VIDEO FEATURING DANIEL HOWELL”. 
“I’m not sure about this.” 
Dan looked at where Phil’s finger was poised over the trackpad. “Not sure about what?” 
“About posting the video.” Phil said, his hand now beginning to shake slightly. 
He turned his head and looked at Dan, trying to ignore that he saw a little bit of disappointment behind his eyes. “You don’t have to post it if you don’t want to.” 
“I
I know.” Phil said, his voice quivering. “I think I’m just nervous.” 
Phil looked back at the screen and watched his mouse hover over the button. He shouldn’t be this nervous. Maybe if it was just a video of himself, he wouldn’t be. But surely just knowing Dan was in the video shouldn’t be the only reason why he’s nervous? 
He pressed his fingers down and the video went live. 
He felt all air escape his lungs and looked over at Dan was smiling. “Send me the link and I’ll post it on my Twitter.” 
Phil quickly copied the link with shaking hands and then sent it to Dan. As soon as Dan tweeted out the link, Phil shut his laptop down and took a few stuttering breaths. He needed to relax and to calm down. There was no point in getting worked up over something that he couldn’t really change anymore
well, he could. But hypothetically he couldn’t. 
He tweeted out the same tweet he had queued in his drafts and then he retweeted Dan’s tweet and then sat back, staring at his phone. He shouldn’t have been surprised at how his name was trending. Nor should he have been surprised at the amount of follow requests he received as well. 
He accepted none of them and closed the app, turning off his notifications for Twitter so he wouldn’t have to see them. 
“I have to fly back to LA tomorrow morning.” Dan says, out of the blue, as they remained sat on Phil’s couch. “Filming begins again tomorrow night. I have to catch a plane at half past 6 tomorrow morning.” 
Phil couldn’t help but feel the pang in his chest from Dan’s words. “So soon?” He found himself asking. 
Dan let out a sigh. “Unfortunately.” He paused. “Tomorrow I get to film a sex scene.” 
Phil quickly turned his head. “A sex scene?” 
Dan nodded. “Yes, with Mimei.” 
“That sounds
awkward?” Phil asked, finding himself chuckle. 
“Oh it’s going to be incredibly awkward.” Dan said with a loud laugh. “Not only is it a sex scene which like, don’t get me wrong, I love having sex, but not staged sex? And even though this is obviously not sex and we’ll not be actually fornicating, the thought that I have to go through the motions completely staged is a little bit repulsing.” 
“I don’t think I could do it.” Phil answered truthfully. “I’m awkward enough about life in general. I can’t imagine having to fake have sex with a person while being filmed.” 
“I’ve done it before.” Dan says, his eyes staring straight ahead. “It was for an Indie Movie that I did prior to me becoming famous. It was with my ex-boyfriend.” 
Dan swallowed and then continued. “It wasn’t bad? But that could have also been because we were used to having sex anyway so staging it wasn’t quite that hard to do.” 
“I don’t think I could ever do it.” Phil repeats. 
“I think it would be less awkward for me if it wasn’t with a Mimei.” Dan says. “Like, if it was with a guy, I think I’d be better off.” 
Phil was a little bit taken back by the openness of this conversation he was having with Dan. He wasn’t expecting for Dan to openly be speaking to sex about him. It was a little bit dizzying given all of the circumstances of today. 
“Oh same.” Phil found himself choking out.
“Oh?” Dan says, a smile playing on his lips.
“I just prefer to have sex with guys.” 
Phil felt like he was choking on his own air. He was having trouble registering in his mind that he had just come out to Dan. Not directly, but he still kind of did. And it was a big deal. It was a massive deal, actually. Because up until him telling this to Dan, his family and PJ and Sophie were the only ones who knew about his sexuality. 
“You probably already knew about me.” Dan says. “And my preference over who I like.” 
Phil feels slightly embarrassed and ashamed. He had read about it on Wikipedia, that sensitive information not even hidden from the public, but plastered onto this website with millions of visitors a day. 
“I’m sorry that you don’t get to have privacy anymore.” 
Dan shrugs. It’s a genuine shrug, not one that is just blowing off what Phil had said. “At least my sex tape hasn’t been released.” 
Phil’s eyes bug out of his head and Dan’s lets out a loud laugh. 
“I’m kidding mate. I don’t have a sex tape
or at least I don’t think I do.” 
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To say the video went viral was an understatement by far. Within just the first ten hours, the video already had 3 million views and was growing by the second. News sites were writing stories about the video and about Dan being in it, of course Phil was mentioned as well but a lot more sparingly. 
Phil could see now what it felt like to have people saying your name in every news story or in every twitter mention. He couldn’t even keep up with all of the people requesting to follow him so, unwillingly, he unprivated his Twitter and let the follows happen. He went from just under 30k followers to almost 100k in the first three hours. By the next morning, he had nearly 350k followers, all of which were from Dan. 
It was overwhelming. He was overwhelmed. 
Dan knew that though. Which is why Dan suggested they order out from some greasy food place and indulge their feelings in some plastic tasting pizza. Phil never ordered Dominos, but he had to admit that it tasted good on his palette and was definitely a comfort food. 
Spike already appreciated having bites of sausage given to him as well as he sat on Phil’s feet. 
“So your video went viral.” Dan says, between bites of pizza and whatever dipping sauce he was using. “Not gonna lie, didn’t quite expect that to happen.” 
“Me neither.” Phil answered honestly. “My channel is growing and my Twitter is as well. I’m scared to go into the comments.” 
“How did you learn to edit?” 
The fast change in topic gave Phil a little bit of whiplash but he recovered fast. He rather enjoyed being able to answer questions about how he learned to do YouTube or how he learned his video editing skills, even if they are a bit rusty. 
“I got a masters degree is video editing and post production from the University of York.” He says. “I never really used it unless I was doing videos. I wanted to be a director for a little while, but I knew it wasn’t a realistic dream so that’s why I did YouTube. But I got hired at the BBC by pure luck and I haven’t really gotten a chance to use those skills.” 
“That’s really cool actually.” Dan says, setting down his slice of pizza back onto his plate. “I’ve never been allowed in the editing room of a movie, not even when I did Indie Films in high school. But I’ve always wanted to know what the process was like. Like being able to chose the frames you want or the takes you want. Sometimes when I attend my movie premieres and I watch the films, I get mad that the editor chose to use my bad takes or my bad sides and I wish I had a bit more control over it.” 
“You don’t have a bad side.” 
When Phil caught wind of the words leaving his mouth, he looked up from his own plate, and stared at Dan. His cheeks were flushed red and he was holding his lips in a thin line, almost to keep himself from smiling. Phil wished he would give in and just smile. 
“That’s not true.” 
“No it is true.” Phil continues, his mouth just moving without his control over what was being said. “It is true because
” 
He’s destined to never finish that sentence because Dan’s phone begins to ring loudly on the counter, interrupting them with the shrill sound of the default phone ring. 
Dan grabs his phone and answers it, abruptly leaving his pizza behind to cool on the plate. 
Phil lets out a loud sigh and looks down at Spike who is whimpering for another table scrap at his feet. He just nods and picks off a piece of pepperoni and hands it to Spike with a sad chuckle. 
“I’d like to think you’re whimpering at the secondhand embarrassment but I know you just want more food.” Phil whispers, scratching behind Spikes ear. “To be fair, I didn’t even know what I was going to say anyway. This was probably for the best.” 
Phil remained sitting in the kitchen while he heard the telltale footsteps of Dan pacing back and forth somewhere down the short hallway towards the bathroom. He couldn’t make out anything Dan was saying, but he actually didn’t want to. It always felt like a weird breach of privacy to listen to someone else’s phone conversation. 
When Dan returns, his face is flustered and his shoulders are tense. He slides back into his sit and picks at his pizza slice haphazardly with his fingers. “Marianne, my manager, just called. She said doing the video was a bad PR move. I don’t see how but she’s really mad.” 
Phil felt his heart fall out his chest. He knew that he shouldn’t have posted the video. He knew it! 
“I’m sorry. I knew we shouldn’t have posted it.” 
Dan shook his head. “No, I’m not mad that we posted it. I’m just
I want to do things that I want to do. I wanted to do the video with you. I wanted to be a part of it. I don’t understand how it’s a bad PR move but whatever.” 
Phil could sense the frustration in Dan’s voice and when he looked at Dan, he could see the beginnings of unshed tears glazing his eyes. Dan sniffled, confirming Phil’s thoughts, and as soon as the first tear made way down Dan’s cheek, Phil immediately thrusted a bunch of napkins to him to help. 
Dan wiped his eyes and refused to make eye-contact with Phil. Phil felt his heart clench every time Dan sniffled and wiped at his eyes. He watched as the tears slowly stopped and all that was left was Dan’s bloodshot eyes in their wake. 
“I’m sorry.” Dan apologizes. “I just get really overwhelmed.” 
“You have every right to be upset, Dan.” Phil says. His hand reaches out and suddenly, it’s laying on top of Dan’s arm, his fingers laying into the fuzzy fabric of his sweater. “You should be able to do what you want to do.” 
“It’s pretty ironic.” Dan says with a laugh. “Just this morning, I was giving you the same talk and now you’re sitting here and giving me it.” 
Phil did have to admit it was pretty ironic, but that didn’t make the situation any less complicated or hurtful for either one of them. 
“I think I need some time to myself.” Dan said, suddenly standing up. “Do you mind if I
” 
“You can lay down in my bedroom if you’d like.” Phil said, letting his hand fall from Dan’s arm to the counter. “I don’t mind.” 
“I think I just need a few hours away from social media and from my managers constant nagging and calling. I’m sorry for being such a shit guest.” 
“It’s okay.” 
And it really was okay. Phil didn’t mind that Dan needed some alone time, he did as well. He needed time to process what had happened. He watched Dan’s back as he retreated to be alone and Phil remained sat down, the pizza now cold on the counter. 
Today had been unlike any other day Phil had ever had before in his life. 
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Metal: Chapter 1 (Part 1)
Original Work
Subject: Space
Word Count: 1394
Author’s Note: This is technically a rough draft because I only made small edits when transferring this chapter from my notebook to my computer. If you have any questions please shoot me an ask! Character references can be found here.
Tom would never have noticed the intercom had turned on if Joleen hadn’t yelled at him.
“Tech!”
Jumping, Tom lifted his eyes from the circuit board he was working on to glare at the monitor behind him.
“What?” He snapped. He didn’t like being interrupted like that, especially when he was so close to finishing a technical project. Joleen rolled her eyes, saying,
“Mother needs you.” Tom set down his circuit board and screwdriver, muttering complaints under his breath as he fastened his tool-belt and walked out of his workroom, the monitor shutting off as he left.
He jumped into the Workshop, skipping the two steps into the lower level. Though there were no walls except for the surrounding walls of the Underbelly, the three main divisions were separated by levels. Level 3, near the back of the ship, housed the Technical Division, run by Tom and his assistant, Charlotte. Level 2 was the Workshop, which was split into two subdivisions; Forge and Assembly. These two divisions were kept separate by being on opposite sides of the room. And finally, Level 1 was Controls, holding the subdivisions Radio and Flight Captain, where Tom was on his way now.
As Tom reached the stairs descending into Level 1, he said,
“DJ called me down here. Are we having another problem with Mother Skipper?” Chris, Metal’s Flight Captain, also known as ‘Skipper’, turned and smiled sheepishly at Tom.
“Yeah, just a slight glitch with the data readers.” Tom just grunted and laid on the floor, scooting under the control deck. As he fidgeted with the wires, Chris asked,
“Is it fixable?”
“Oh yeah, easy as pie. Well, more like no-bake cookies. But at any rate, nothing too big.” Tom replied. Chris gave a small sigh of relief.
“That’s good. Sorry we interrupted you.”
“Nah, it’s fine. I just wish ol’ Mother would self correct.”
“Yeah, well, you can’t have everything.” Chris replied. Tom replied with an ‘aha’, before snapping the wire panel back into place.
“There, that should do it.” He said, sliding out and sitting up. Chris awarded him with a big smile.
“Awesome. Thanks Tech. Sorry again about this hunk of junk.”
“Hey, that’s why the ship’s called Metal. One of the first, one of the oldest. It’s had worse problems, believe me.” Chris just shook his head as if he didn’t believe Mother would still be in space if she had had bigger problems before turning back to the controls.
As Tom skipped the steps up to Level 2, he gave a quick wave to Assembly and Forge. Only Tessa and Ben in Assembly noticed, smiling and waving back. It was probably best the Forgers, Pip and Damon, couldn’t see him anyways. Better to stay on task than burn a finger or two.
As Tom reached Tech Deck, as Level 3 was commonly referred to, he was met by his assistant, Charlotte.
“Hey, what’s up” He asked.
“Oh, not much,” She replied. “I’ve finished all my pending projects so far.”
“Well that’s good, I’m glad to hear it.” Tom said absentmindedly as he fiddled with his workroom door. Charlotte said,
“Yeah, and I also noticed the circuit board lying on your worktable.”
“Yeah, I’m thinking it might be fried.” He groused, glancing at her as he finally got the door open. “I hate that door jam.” Charlotte took a deep breath, ignoring his second comment.
“Actually, no, it’s not fried. As I passed by I noticed everything was correct except for where your wires were attached, so I swapped them.”
“Did you now?” Tom asked, picking up the circuit board and inspecting it, glancing back and forth between her and it. After a while, he said, “Well, everything looks in order. Now let’s just see if it passes the final test.”
Charlotte watched as Tom connected the wires to a monitor and popped it into the portable console. He clicked the power button, mumbling,
“If this works, I might give you more of these jobs.” Charlotte smiled excitedly at the prospect, though both of their eyes were on the monitor screen. The screen turned blue and the loading bar appeared, making Tom whisper,
“Aw yes, please work. Come on, please work.” They waited breathlessly for five minutes, praying that the loading bar would complete its task. When the computer finally booted, the automated voice said,
“Hello, how can I help you?” Charlotte and Tom both exhaled, cheering at their success.
“Thank God.” Charlotte said.
“You are brilliant Cupcake, and I could kiss you right now if I wasn’t so keen to try this out.” Tom declared, not realizing the affect his words had on Charlotte’s cheeks. Running his hands through his already rumpled ember hair, he said,
“Computer, pull up History of Metal.” The computer whirred, searching for his command before intoning;
Metal was the first ship of Earth’s Iron Fleet. Built by the America’s five years before the Earth’s collapse, NASA planned to launch it three years prior. Due to problems with the original model and the Mother computer system, they launched it two years before the collapse. At first there was overpopulation,-
“Yes, thank you Computer.” Tom said with slight irritation in his voice, glancing hurriedly at Charlotte to make sure she wasn’t suspicious. Seeing as she was nonplussed, he continued.
“Who was the Flight Captain at the time of Metal’s launch?” The computer whirred again before displaying the words and reciting;
Professor Davis Chotsky.
“What was his nickname?” Charlotte piped up.
“They didn’t have that kind of system, or camaraderie around here at that time. At that time, he was Flight Captain, and everyone was considered beneath him.” Tom answered. Charlotte grimaced.
“Jeez.” She said.
“Yeah,” He replied before turning his attention back to the computer. “Computer, who is the current Flight Captain of Metal?” The computer took a minute to think before replying.
Captain Miles Davies.
“No no no no no no.” Tom groaned, his eyes narrowing in annoyance. Charlotte watched as Tom stomped over to the wall monitor behind him, slamming on the intercom button.
“DJ!” He snapped.
“What?” Joleen replied, appearing on the monitor and heaving an enormous sigh of exasperation.
“Get the Library Database on the line for me please.”
“On it.” As Tom waited, Charlotte asked,
“What was Captain Mile’s nickname?” Tom gave her a crooked half smile.
“Captain, because he ran a tight ship.”  She giggled at the joke before a sour looking lady came on the monitor.
“Mr. Lewis, can I help you?” She asked, her voice sounding stiff and official.
“Yes, Miss Marywhether, you can. If you look at your current events database, you’ll find that some of your information is outdated.” Tom replied, suddenly sounding very formal. He thanked his lucky stars that Charlotte didn’t notice how nervous he was about talking to the librarian in front of her.
“Could you tell me exactly what’s wrong with the information?” The reedy librarian asked piously.
“Well, ma’am, do you know who the Flight Captain of Metal is currently?” Tom asked.
“Of course I do. Chris Davies, Miles Davies’ son.”
“Yah-ha, and, um, what does your information say?”
Charlotte tried to stifle her laughter as the librarian turned a dark shade of pink as she read the error. Tom himself was having a hard time concealing his smug smile as Miss Marywhether replied curtly,
“Very well. I will fix this immediately. Thank you again, Mr. Lewis, for your impressive observance of other’s mistakes. Will that be all?” Tom scowled at Marywhether, snapping,
“Yes, that will be all, thank you.” Before he shut off the screen. He turned away from it to find Charlotte laughing quietly. and his glare melted into an amused look.
“What’s so funny?” He asked.
“It must-bug her immensely-that a sassy seventeen year old-is better at her job-than she is!” She replied between giggles. Tom chuckled along with her.
“Oh it does. Her face shade depends on how big the error I’ve pointed out is.” They both laughed a while before the dinner buzzer rang, and Joleen’s last words to the world of Metal rang through the Underbelly.
“Well folks, it is thirty past nine, and time for me to sign off. We hope you’ve enjoyed listening to the program, and we hope to see you bright and early tomorrow morning. This is Joleen Anderson, and you’re listening to IFBS.”
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