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took 3 tries but i think i am finally free of korra plagiarism in yuuji's water tribe design
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#lmhs#timelapse#atla!au: design#atla!au: art#this au's power....literally ws like I Do Not Have Time To Draw today and yet . here he is#I think water tribe clothing leans symmetrical thus me fiddling w his lower hem a bunch ghgjhfgsdf#i love u asymmetry but we must make sacrifices ive spent too long bashing my head in over how to fix this design#i simply could not in good conscience have him cosplaying korra . i think their time in th water tribe is too important#n when the time comes fr me to illustrate fr th later chapters i want to . u kno.#actually be Happy with th design GJHFGS#and i am !!!! finally !!!!#i think i managed 2 accomplish my goal of keeping his short sleeves n armbands while Not making it look like walmart korra#long suffering sigh yuuji Why Do You Fight Back :(#megumi voice whatever !!!!#my un-korrification mission ws a success in my eyes and thats all that matters
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Day sixteen! A hoodie over his usual hakama.
Only one more to go.
#his ears look very floppy today and that makes me feel very accomplished#miyamoto usagi#usagi yojimbo#I meant it when I said this an in progress canvas. you can see my color palette getting more sure of itself with every day.#doing this and still having it be this clean is only possible because I manage my layers very well#which is its own challenge but it does make things easier for me in the long run#pizzazz art#artist on tumblr
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chat should I do the 50k words in a month this november, as per usual, or since we're ditching the site due to shitty management should I break free of the ill-timing and do the challenge in like. june.
#quil's unholy underworld#any mutuals going for this november who want to pair up or something? i could be persuaded that way#pair up as in we both/all do it november. because part of the fun is suffering together so. buddying up could be nice#but also we could buddy up in june just as easily#i'm torn#on the one hand the balancing is part of the accomplishment#and i've always managed in the past#and it does fuck up the annual streak#on the other. why make it unnecessarily harder?#i'll have more time and mental capacity for writing and will therefore probably write better...?#augh decisions#i've got like 5 days to figure it out#genuinely mutuals and friends feel free to try and influence me and say what you're doing#since it's pretty community suffering based (fondly) so if that can be retained. that'd be something i'd want to factor in
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goodbye october
#kirehn draws#art#my art#guys it's been so long that tumblr forgot my drawing tag ;3;#couldn't decide so instead of speedpaint study have a weird. speed something?#abut an hour and a half from an unsplash reference#was thinking about the way that drawing ocs always looks much better when I have a specific photo reference#but when I draw actual people from photo references I tend to only fully render for realism#so was wondering what if I just. drew the actual person but the way I do ocs?#honestly idk why it took this long for me to think to try it#and I think I'll do more for a while to maybe fight this block#I'm not super pleased with this very specific example but I'm pleased with how the experiment turned out#like vs the ref I could have done better but I also specifically kind of wanted to force myself to rush?#so likeness: not the best#purpose of the thing: almost tickled#but most importantly I managed to accomplish my personal goal of once monthly something by the skin of my teeth#and with just over a half hour to bed time whew
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Jessica De Gouw as Mina Murray from the 2013 NBC series Dracula
#For those who do not know: this show is NOT in ANY WAY loyal to the source material#Once again Dracula is depicted as 'tormented' and 'sexy' and now also a 'genius'#(Aaaaarrrrggghhh)#but it's not exclusive to him! Everyone gets their own character assassination.#And what they did to Lucy... I have no words#The one silver lining I managed to find was that Mina is given things to do other than pine for an awful man#She's Van Helsing's student - which is already a premisse taken directly from my dreams!#I hope some day a good series does this so I can forget about this trashfire#And... I mean#the day I don't appreciate Mina cutting up a body just assume I'm dead#Seeing her happy with her accomplishments and proving all the men wrong made me smile#It was the one thing keeping me up from the coma everything else put me through#Wilhelmina Murray#Mina Murray#Mina Harker#Jessica De Gouw#Dracula (2013)#NBC Dracula#Dracula#May 9th#Dracula Daily#Dracula Daily 2024
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im kind of tempted to try dragonvale.
#snick snickers#ive never really managed to get into it#OBVIOUSLY ive played it. look at me. im the ceo of dragons.#but never got too far. im dragon city boy#(i still have an acc on dc btw ;]c)#(i have a high scorchwing dragon and hes my best accomplishment ever)#but apparently dragonvale is out here with a fandom in 2024 and dragon city definitely Isnt. so#and i know a mutual of mine likes dv#perhaps i Shall......
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insanely insanely insanely tempted to write a green character analysis/green angst (but with comfort) fic focused on his character and how it develops throughout the show when all of this is done...
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i wish i didn't have so many things i have to do. i wish i could manage time correctly.
i wish i wasn't so burnt out at the moment.
#brain i hate you so much first you try and do things i'm don't have the skill to be capable of#and now you shit on all of my accomplishments and burnout#and you can't manage time correctly and i'm always tired and emotionally exhausted#ghost yells for no one to hear#just let me have my way for once! let me be able to do all of my schoolwork and ESPECIALLY finish my speech and case#AND HAVE ME WRITE THIS IF ANYONE'S INTERESTED.#IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?#/silly btw but lowkey srs i hate my brain sometimes#ava green#avm green#alan becker#animator vs animation#animation vs minecraft#ava influencer arc
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^ guy who has to draw funny hedgehogs or else they will die
#okay i did draw stuff that didnt involve the hedgehog characters i promise i was just picking my favorites/what i thought was the best#from each month and realized i kept picking stuff with sonic and/or shadow in it#so i decided i would make all of them have at least one hedgehog character because the pattern was funny to me#anyway kind of disappointed with how little i drew this year ive been struggling with motivation to do art for a while now#but . i did get at least one or two finished drawings for each month.#and i also managed to do artfight even if i did less art for that than ive done in the past#whihc are still accomplishments i think. considering how ive been feeling#also i didnt get to do one of these last year because my laptop decided to stop working around december#and i did get a new one soon after. but i wasnt able to get access to the stuff on my old one until a little while into the year#and at that point it felt like the moment had passed and it would be awkward to post the art summary thing . so i just didnt#so . yay i get to do it this time#if this picture is making you notice how inconsistent the way i draw werehog sonic is no it isnt
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Good morning/afternoon 🌸
I am interested in reading about u have added to these following fics:
Who holds the devil (is it sad ? :()
Gravitational pull (this one is very sexy and sensual. I am excited to see what u added to it !)
I hope u have a lovely day/afternoon/night 🌷 and good luck with ur health 💗
Thank u for always spoiling us 🦋
Good evening! 💜
Alright, here we go!
Who Holds the Devil
To be honest, the most recent thing I did for this fic was to look through my plans for the coming five chapters and rearrange a couple of things. Because I noticed that some scenes needed to come in a different order for the story to make logical sense.
I don't have any snippets as such (again, a lot of it is just a series of lines of dialogue xD) but what I can say is that the next chapter will focus on the trial and Ga On's therapy appointment. Though the latter might not be entirely what you all are hoping for x'D
But there will be lots of Elijah, so that's something?
Yo Han and Ga On are also going to start having somewhat more normal conversations again, either in the next chapter or the one after that (it depends on how many scenes I can fit into the next one without it getting too long). That's not to say that things will be fixed or easy by any means, but they're getting closer to finding some sort of new normal.
Whether or not that's a normal they actually want, well — that's another thing entirely.
Admittedly, this is the story I'm the most careful not to give spoilers for, so sorry for being a little less forthcoming. But I will say that as things are planned right now, chapters 43-47 will all contain scenes I've been waiting months — if not years — to write. I am seriously so excited for a lot of them and I can't wait for you all to see them.
Lots of good things to come! :D
(and by good I sometimes mean painful but I promise it'll be worth it in the end)
Gravitational Pull 2
Oh man, do I feel guilty about this one. Because it's fully plotted. I know exactly what's going to be in it and I'm really looking forward to it since it's going to explore another "what if" scenario that breaks canon, but I'm just... not writing it? For a while there it was because I know this instalment will contain sexual content and that was — and still is — a bit intimidating. But I can't say I've never done it before since I've now written Each Touch. And, in all honesty, the sex in the Gravitational Pull sequel isn't quite as intense, though arguably more ill-advised from a social etiquette standpoint — all Yo Han's fault, obviously.
In the end, I think the main reason I haven't continued — despite wanting to — is lack of time and not having been able to prioritise it. I only have so many hours when I can write and, due to all of my health issues, it's always less than I would like.
That said, I have every intention of continuing and actually have a little bit written already. The fic will continue right after the first one — or the day after, to be more precise, when Yo Han, Ga On, and Jin Joo are in the car heading towards Hyeongsan-dong and the riots.
And here's a little snippet!
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Ga On tried his best not to look at Yo Han.
The tension lay thick inside the car, the silence pushing against Ga On's eardrums. Judge Oh, who sat in the back, probably assumed it was because of the crisis at hand — apprehension at the thought of what lay ahead of them — but that was only partially true. Ga On was also struggling with an insistent, nerve-wracking hum of concern, making his spine stiff and throat tight.
Yo Han shouldn't be here. He was still injured — only a day had passed since he'd gotten shot.
No matter how grave the situation was, Yo Han should be at home, resting, not driving them to an area of Seoul that was quickly becoming as chaotic as an active war zone.
Ga On gritted his teeth — until his jaws began to hurt from the strain — and looked down at his hands. They were tightly clenched in his lap, his thumb rubbing restlessly over the other. Perhaps Ga On was being too selfish, but he didn't want Yo Han to put himself in danger like this — not when he wasn't at his best. Ga On could admit that Yo Han hid it well but since Ga On knew to look for it, he could see the subtle delay in Yo Han's movements and how he held himself slightly more rigidly than usual.
Yo Han was still in pain.
He still had a goddamn hole in his stomach but pretended that he didn't.
And Ga On had to play along, since Kang Yo Han couldn't show weakness. The people around them couldn't know that the chief judge was injured. The fact that their opponents did was already bad enough — and was probably why they chose now to try and overthrow him. They didn't think Yo Han would be able to fight back as fiercely — with as much precision — as he normally would.
They were expecting an easy victory.
But, even injured, Yo Han was a force to be reckoned with and, as always, would do whatever it took to win.
Even if it jeopardized his own well-being — and Ga On's peace of mind.
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In canon, Ga On obviously had no idea that Yo Han was injured when they were doing all this reckless shit, but here he does. And BOY does he hate it. Which I can't blame him for. But it's also not going to stop Yo Han because, well, Yo Han.
I think I'm just going to have to schedule a time to finish writing this if I want to get it done — preferably sometime soon...
Thank you so much for the ask! And you have a lovely day too :D
WIP Tag Game
#Amethystina Replies#Anonymous#WIP Tag Game#For real#Gravitational Pull 2 and A New Dawn are the two fics I feel the most guilty over#Because I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#But still can't seem to write on them#And that frustrates me#And it's obviously even worse now that I'm feeling so sick#Because that means it's even harder#But I have managed to write some on the next chapter of A New Dawn!#So that's something#I feel very accomplished!
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which of your stories are you most proud to have finished? are there any little details you put into your stories that you're particularly proud of? 💜
Hey, Mer! Thank you for asking c:
Hmmm taking this in two ways:
Proud to have finished as in, proud that I managed to finish it has to be Wander the Drifting Roads, which is one of my two long fics. I was editing while I was posting and caught up to the point I'd edited to, which caused me disproportionate stress haha. For a minute, I wasn't sure I was ever going to get that last chapter into a state I was okay with posting. I briefly considered walking away, but I am so glad I didn't!! It is still one of my favorite things I've written.
Proud that I wrote in general is probably Palimpsest, which 1) I still feel clever over the name and 2) that section of act 2 remains the crunchiest Dragon Age thing to me (it is just so!!!! *paragraph deleted*) and 3) I love writing from inside Fenris's head and I am very, very proud of how the fic came out in general.
*gets out the red string* okay so you know how there are a bunch of statues of people in random poses that don't really look like they're carved from anything? and how Solas froze a ton of people in Trespasser in stone? well, in my fic The Scourge of Sundermount, the Lavellan there comes across a left-behind remnant of Mythal's soul in a bit of the amulet Merrill used to bring her back and she becomes a sort of Medusa-esque figure, capable of (involuntarily) turning people to stone with a remnant of that power. I have a hard time reading that story because it is very sad, but I do feel clever about the details in the way I situated that AU.
#pls dreadwolf pls give me more about the statue people. they're in every game#or--at least 2 and inquisition#ooh also in your fate for mine--using the druffalo quest as a way of comforting cullen#(remembering what it was like to have a small goal and accomplish it)#i love that quest actually.#but then-- i like to imagine all those silly sidequests as a way of the inquisitor managing anxiety#a war is huge. but herding someone's beloved pet home is something concrete you can do to help#and you can see the results immediately#anyways!!! i digress#thank you for the asks!! it is so fun. also my second answer to the second question is amethyne#i have never seen anyone even talk about her but i have very strong feelings about it#and so i snuck her into wen's storyline (and heart) because someone should take care of her#ask response
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I'm soooo excited to delete every single procedure documentation resource I created when I leave my bullshit office job. I will leave such a wreck in my wake that it crushes my current manager (who is responsible for nigh-yearly turnover in my role).
#Leaving my office job at 4:30 to go to my second academic research job where I am respected so much more drives this home every day!!#today current manager said 'sorry i wasn't listening. repeat that?' after he asked me to share whether I was overwhelmed in my current role#and i took that opportunity to say that I am proud of what I have accomplished this month but that the workload is not sustainable#he is always so disrespectful#well. wait a couple of months because I am gearing up to be hilarious :)...!
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bright side: even though this is very A Lot and making be Very An Anxious, i now understand why this situation is a trigger and actively being in therapy to work on untangling this
#context: water damage in house. have to remove the porch. this is manageable anxiety-making#the nonmanageable anxiety-making is having to move everything from the porch into the basement#and all of the other shuffling of stuff that had to occur to accomplish that task. and realizing why clutter makes me anxious#so anxious i feel like i am actually dying. but now i understand why. and had a reasonable chat w my mom about it too#text
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apparently one of my cousins was just accepted into a master's writing program at an Ivy League school
and that's why I almost never go on Facebook 🙃
#look. do I even think I could handle a master's in writing at an Ivy League?#.....I mean. I think so. I managed a master's in geoscience at one of the top geology schools in the nation.#(....''managed'' is doing some VERY heavy lifting there lnjasdknf)#but do I want to do that? no.#do I still feel weird and like I'm wasting my life and everyone else is more accomplished than me? yes.#it does help a bit that the cousin in question has outright told me her success is in large part from her father pushing her v hard#(he did the same thing to her siblings)#and that she kinda fucking hates how she was pushed to succeed so much#like I don't wish that on anyone but it does help me to put into context her success. it comes at a cost. like everything else.#and to be frank it's not a cost I'm willing to pay at this point in my life.#I still feel weird and uhhhhh incompetent I guess would be the best word tho#also like I'm wondering why she's going to an Ivy League when she's already at one of the top writing schools#maybe distance from her family....in which case. godspeed cuz.#ANYWAYS I have a v accomplished family that I at times feel inferior to despite my own accomplishments#and no that has no influence on my OC Angie's own similar feelings why would you think that#(my family would be upset if they knew I felt inferior btw no one makes me feel bad other than my own brain)#(I have a v loving and supportive family and am v blessed to have them~)#whine whine whine
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no fear
"Bloober remaking Silent Hill 3, which has far fewer defenders because the game gets classified either as 'cult crap' or 'women's horror,' ignoring its psychological elements"
one fear
#I don't think you understand. sh3 is my beloved#it is intensely personal to me in the way that sh2 is intensely personal to many others#I don't think I could handle people going 'OLD GRAPHICS BAD VOICE ACTING HALF-BAKED PLOT' at sh3 because. well.#we've known its plot was half-baked for decades#they rushed that shit out the door. and yet even then sh3 manages to be pretty great#the technical feats team silent accomplished on the ps2 in sh3 have no rival#really even in its predecessor or its successor#I genuinely believe that had sh3 had more time in the oven it could have stood shoulder-to-shoulder with sh2#if not surpass it in some aspects#like. do you guys know how realized these characters are? heather especially?#it's easy to dismiss her as a 'bratty teenager' now but back in 2003 you would have NEVER. seen a character like her in horror#there are so many other things about sh3 I could gush about but they'd only scratch the surface of why I love the game#and that in conclusion is why I dread the idea of bloober getting their mitts on it#my only consolation is the thought that sh3 isn't popular enough to warrant demand for a remake#but then again sh2's popularity didn't prevent people from revising the history and context of its development#so who knows what ad-hoc justifications remake fans would be willing to invent when it comes to 3#all in all if worse comes to worst I'll look forward to people saying heather's facial animations look 'outdated' or some shit :>
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How do I get things done?
How do I not get stressed about one thing I have to do and have it keep me from accomplishing anything else? How do I manage to buy groceries and take my cat to the vet and still sit down to draw? How do other artists do studies, finish personal work and other projects, cramp in appointments, chores, handle social media and keep in touch with friends without feeling absolutely stressed out...? I can't figure it out. I can only do one of these things in a day and... I don't get it. What is your secret
#wondering what is wrong with me#I've tried making lists#making a schedule#it's not helping#I'll have breakfast and suddenly it's 11 am and I have take a walk and also shower at some point and of course my livestream starts at 9pm#and don't forget to eat and text your friends and there's a letter you gotta send and this email needs a response#oh you wanted to draw or write? sorry day's over get some sleep we'll try again tomorrow#only that it'll be the exact same thing tomorrow#and if I'm real lucky I'll be in a bad mood and manage to accomplish even less than usual#and did I mention I'm not even working?#other people can do it so why. am. I. so. bad. at. this??#something to bring up with my therapist I suppose
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#mini life update#was diagnosed with ADHD (Combined type) on 20th September#they also picked up on clear ASD traits and have asked my GP to refer me for an Autism Assessment#I'm on the waiting list for Titration to hopefully work with me and figure out meds#they're going to work closely with me especially because my POTS adds a risk#I'm also 3/6 sessions through CFT (a Compassion Focused Therapy group mainly on learning Self Compassion)#that's having mixed results because they keep askibg me to say something positive about myself and I'm just hnnngg so uncomfortable 🫠🫠💔#it's also pur Ghostie's Birthday later this week so I'm excited for that ahh#also still waiting on Pain Management to chase up my Fibromyalgia diagnosis since they're confused why I don't have it yet when they've-#literally confirmed it back in December#hopefully that can be sorted soon ;;#I've also been binge free for 193 days now I'm 🤞 finally recovering from my disordered eating and so far have lost 43 pounds#I'm proud that I vould accomplish that ahh
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