#at least it was worth it 🥺
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「I envy the dead desperately, for I am an immortal punished to tell history, to see their lives end miserably and use it as warning tale without ever stopping once to grieve.」
Guidelines ✧ Dainsleif ✧ Verses
#genshin impact rp#genshin rp#dainsleif rp#I don't know why I had this thorn on my side#of wanting a gif-like promo#and... I made it#somehow#I'm actually content with it#despite the several hours I've spent#at least it was worth it 🥺#◟༺✧༻◞ forgo that which is cursed by the gods ┊self promo.┊
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“don’t know how long we stay there, just that we don’t leave until we’re ready, still flushed and a bit rumpled but with at least three months’ worth of lost kissing accounted for.”
(Painted Devils, Margaret Owen)
(emojis courtesy of mothcharm! @mothcharmshop)
#‘with at least three months��� worth of lost kissing accounted for.’ aaaAHHHHH 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭#im f i n e im definitely not thinking about how its been well over three months since I’ve seen my partners 😭#(emoji credit to mothcharm!)#little thieves#painted devils#margaret owen#no one cares sage#sage reads
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I have another gig in a week and I'm so nervous 😭 I get paid hundreds of dollars for only five hours of work, but it is so nerve-racking and the work environment is so stressful, like literally every time I'm there I'm on the verge of tears or I have to take a 2 minute break before the show starts just to run to the restrooms and cry bc I get so stressed out. And then when I clock out I just cry my eyes out in my car while driving home. But hey!!! Hundreds of dollars!!! For five or six hours of my time!!! Only a few days a month!!! Hundreds!!! Of dollars!!! So it would be totally stupid to quit.
I wouldn't have been able to afford pampering myself on my last two F/O anniversaries (and currently placing an order for a rose bouquet for Six's anniversary for the 18th) if I didn't have this second job... but if it didn't pay me such a large amount of money each time, I probably would have quit by now bc it makes me so damn anxious. The show isn't even for one week and I'm sitting here stressing about it! I have one thousand other things to stress about and this job shouldn't be one of 'em 😤
I just keep trying to think about Ken hugging me while saying "Aw, sweet girl, don't be nervous! You JUST started this job, you've only worked three shows -- you think you're gonna be perfect your first try?? You're gonna be so good once you get the hang of it. Just look at me! I've been doing Beach for 62 years now, and I still don't know what my job is supposed to be... but I know I look So Cool™ 😎"
#my god i love ken SO MUCH i am so grateful to have an F/O who brings me comfort when im anxious#and grateful i am not as numb as i was three weeks ago#i am still struggling to self ship like i used to - and i think i always will bc of [gestures to 2023] - BUT#the fact that i thought of ken and felt some relief is a rly good sign bc three weeks ago i felt *nothing*#i am depressed and miserable as fuck today but he still gave me a crumb of comfort. THATS SOMETHING ✨#woof#plus I'm gonna be able to meet a TF voice actor in September bc of this job#I'm gonna give him my charms... and... say I liked his character...#and maybe it'll make me feel better around that character. or maybe it won't. but it's worth a try!!!#and how cool is it that I get to work in a place where so many big celebs do their shows?? and MEET them???#one day I wanna meet John Legend if he comes back again and tell him I LOVED him in La La Land 🥺#This job is impossible to get hired for unless if you have connections bc it's so... idk the word. fancy?#that's not the word but it's a Big Job and I am SO STRESSED MY GOD#but I'd be wasting opportunities if I didn't keep trying at least for a few more months#and if I gotta cry my eyes out in the parking lot after my shifts that's fine as long as I work the full five to six hours#I'm celebrating *THREE* F/O anniversaries in September which is ALSO MY BIRTHDAY#so I'm gonna need the extra cheddar to absolutely spoil myself. Officer K and Driver are two big main F/Os#and I still haven't celebrated my Barbie/Ken anniversary as much as I wanted#so!! I!! will!!! tough it out even though this job makes me cry. give me that money#I am stressed every day of my life bc I have a Complex Stress Disorder you might as well pay me hundreds to be stressed
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To any of my lovely artist followers, mutuals and friends 🫶
Do any of you know how to make art prints? Or do you have a site that you like to use (that is ideally on the lower price range)?
Would really appreciate any and all tips that you guys might have!! And feel free to reblog to reach more people 🩷
#really want to get back into selling my art cause I have SO much#and I really wanna make more#but it just feels like a waste of money at this point#yeah it’s therapeutic#but when you’re spending so much money on supplies#when you really should be saving or spending that money on other things - is it worth it???#idk idk idk#I’m getting scary broke#and I’m trying to figure out some way to get some sort of income or idk#I need to get shampoo and conditioner and body wash and I really want to get this self love workbook#but like#I have less than $100 to my name#and no job and no way of making money right now#or at least until after this program#idk I’m rambling now I’m sorry#but if anyone knows how to make prints or if you use a site and you like it pls pls let me know#just feel like it would be easier to sell my art if they were prints idk#shut up rosie#rosie speaks#helpppppp pls#(also I mean my bday is in a few days so if anyone wants to tip me go to my links 🥺#my treelink has my cashapp Venmo and throne in case you don’t have either of those in your country 🩷#lol I mean linktree#you get what I mean shush
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Wait what the fuck do you mean tales of graces f remaster was announced???? WHERES XILLIA???? I JUST FUCKING REPLAYED GRACES RECENTLY CUZ THE XILLIA REMASTER LEAKS MADE ME WANT TO PLAY SOME OF THE SERIES AGAIN SO I PICKED GRACES FIRST. GODDAMNIT!!!!!!
#im still gonna buy it and then play it like a couple years later lol#i guess it makes sense. i did say graces should probably come before xillia anyway#i guess that can tide me over until xillia remaster at least#but you all promise youll play the graces remaster too right???? for me??? its a very worth it game i prommy guys 🥺🥺🥺🥺#personal
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Hi! Thank you for your Eternal Diva insights! Once again pulling my hair out due to offhand extremely accurate comments you make. I have a question. What do you think the puzzle is about? :D
Hello hello and thank you! Please don't pull your hair out 😨. (Now I wonder what among all those words you exactly mean WHAT DID I SAY)
As for your question, I don't really know but I do have some theories after thinking about it. As the guy in the top-hat likes to say, every puzzle has an answer. Questions and problems also have answers– now we can only work backwards with whatever we can glean from the clues the film gives us.
The machine is clearly serving a musical purpose, and after pondering, I realised it could be playing the Puzzle Theme (because we are in a puzzle it would make sense!!), which while not narratively useful, it is fanservice, and it would be fucking epic and awesome. I would scream if that were the case. Like imagine you're in this hellish nightmare and suddenly you hear The Ominous Puzzle Theme. The machine reminds me both of a music box device and a book music player (and well, puzzle themes use similar sounds to a music box). But, and here is the but, if it is indeed playing the Puzzle Theme, which it could not, what purpose does it serve for the puzzle itself? Why is such a big machine necessary for that? And the characters did take notice of the machine. They didn't notice the numbers that I saw, even when in that frame it seemed like they were projected over the castle, but they did notice the machine and ran away.
If the machine is just decoration, a way to set the puzzle mood (which I doubt) then its presence shouldn't matter for the puzzle itself. The puzzle does seem to be related to the situation at hand, the predicament they're in.
Thinking back on some puzzles 001, namely the first puzzles in Curious Village and Pandora's Box (and the second puzzle in Lost Future follows a similar theme) it could ask a very simple, introductory question: Where the fuck are we going?
That could be it, the destination of the ship. It is logical to wonder where could the ship go, if they're trapped in it. The crystal, the whale and the fossil might shed some clues as to its destination, but I don't fully know what that is? Maybe the place where they were found? The LSO went "A-ha, I know where these artifacts were found! I know where this ship is going!" Knowing's one relative geographical position when lost and in a dire situation is an useful asset.
Another theory I have is: What is the purpose of this ship? Of this theatre? What is its true nature? That does seem a little more complicated for a first puzzle, but it is a question they all must have. The artifacts do point to a purpose beyond opera performances, especially since 1) the LSO was invited and 2) he seems to recognise them. Maybe the ship is a exploratory vessel, maybe it's a contraband ship, maybe it's a government secret. Knowing the purpose of the ship might help them understand the reason why they were trapped and a clue as to who did that. The musical element can also play a part in this theory.
The musical machine, if I try to factor it in, does throw a wrench into my half-baked, uncooked, raw, mouldy theories. It could be playing an instrumental version of a song that everyone in-universe knows, a song that has lyrics that contain the crystal, the whale and the fossil. By analysing these lyrics, one could theoretically decode a message, the answer to the puzzle. It could be destination, it could be its purpose, it could be where the hell is the helm to stop this vehicle and turn it around. That's a really wild guess, though. Sort of like those logic puzzles where A, B, C and D have to arrange something between themselves, giving some conditions.
Stopping the ship and returning to dry land does seem like a pressing problem everyone might want to get onto solving. I don't know how the clues factor in it, though. Maybe a secret mechanism in the whale skeleton? Maybe the machine is connected to the engines? I have no idea. A secret password found when you combine the first letters of every clue, like in the first puzzle of Spectre's Call?
But truthfully, I don't know what the puzzle could be, or what machine really is about. The frames don't give me enough information, and certainly, neither does the Layton-shaped Object. I very much doubt he picked out those three items at random, so there must be SOMETHING.
I hope you liked all these sentences. Thank you for the ask! And I'm sorry about the hair!
#this is what i like to call word vomit. or stream or consciousness? i am sorry for what is worth#without audio it's hard to know what exactly they're talking about. imagine they just said outright what the puzzle is. it would be so funny#A discovered a whale B carved a crystal and C got a fossil model. what did D get for their birthday?#a) a pat in the back b) a partridge in a pear tree c) one MILLION moneys d) another archeological artifact#and of course the LSO could recognise these artifacts because 1) he is friends with Schrader 2) he is an archaeology nerd he knows his shit#magpie ask#hourly eternal diva#tl;dr: i dont knowww 🥺#i hope it is worth at least 20 picarats tho
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they can’t show us any scenes with sydney and richie together bc they’re too spoilery 💔
#every time they're in a scene it hints at their 3-4 seasons worth of slowburn 🥺#this is fine i can keep myself going with this thinking process (delusion)#at least we have sydrichie in front of their bathroom mirror parallels lfg..#sydrichie#sydney x richie#richie x sydney#wait there wasn't any scenes with bob odenkirk either who is he!!!
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#i'm always gonna work at my own pace but i've been sooo slow with writing!!#like the last cmi update's gonna be 2 months old soon lol and i am so excited for cmi11 but oh my gosh it's been so hard bc im like#'is that scene boring? too dramatic?? worth it all??' bc i want this chapter to be p e r f e c t so im worried of not doing it justice and#then my brain goes so blank!!!#worried about*#like the plot has my heart so i wanna do my best!! which is why it still might take a lil bit to finish and drop it#let's see! i don't wanna rush this one.. but i do also feel so badddd :')#i promise im gonna work extra hard on it n when it comes it's gonna be worth it !! or at least i hope so!!#i really hope you guys like it a lot :') don't let it flop LMAO!! 🙈 but fr cmi11 means a lot to me so any interaction is 🥺#the comfort is crazy in this one rlly rlly <33 so pls wait for me <3 sorry again <3 ily and ill do my best <333#fic: colour me in#might delete AHHH LOL
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got an interview w us fish and wildlife which is very cool but reading the email I'm like oooh this is a big boy job okay. alright. but they also said they would send me a list of the interview questions upon request thank GOD no being caught off guard this time
#its is. an hour and a half away from my house by bus which is kind of insane but I think it would be rlly cool#I guess I'll decide after the interview if the commute is worth it!#only half an hour by car and hopefully I'll be able to buy a car a few months after getting a job 🥺#have to cancel my drivers test tho because I can't afford it which is Unfortunate but at least thats more time to practice#ghost posts#text
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I wonder if the pictures in the ED will be used as actual moments in the Relax spinoff.
#them playing basketball... kafka and iharu eating a platoon's worth of food at that restaurant... kikoru and the girls having fun 🥺💙#hope they also give us a Narumi-10 interaction or at the very least expound on that “Hoshina's probably a better gamer too” extra panel#kaiju no. 8#bff.txt
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Just watched Wakanda Forever and while I enjoyed the movie I just feel very dissapointed by the Namor/Talokani plot in general.
It seems most other indiginous cultures have gained some modicum of respect in mainstream media rep but to see the Mayan inspired people portrayed as the bad guys through most of the movie in this the year of our lord 2022 is just exhausting.
Evidently oppressed indiginous groups will always be in the wrong for taking violent action against their oppressors, because the oppressed can only take back their freedom peacefully to have a rightful claim to it.
But here's the kicker: am I saying Wakanda was their oppressor? Hell no! Wakanda is over there minding their own business! It's the good ol' US of A that's threatening their peace searching for their resources!
So why then, is the plot of the movie not Namor asking Wakanda for their help in attacking the US? Uniting to defeat the real enemy, the "colonizers"?
Instead they have a stupid vendetta against the scientist that invented the technology that can find vibranium. What for? The machines have already been built and are in use, why waste your time eliminating a scientist when the navy are already at their doorstep searching for the vibranium? This isn't terminator they're not going back in time to avoid the technology being invented.
Why threaten Wakanda with war if they don't deliver them the scientist? In this universe Wakanda has better technology and resources than even the US, so why threaten a potential ally that's more powerful than your enemy INSTEAD OF YOUR ACTUAL ENEMY? If they're so convinced they can take on Wakanda in a war, why not go straight for the ones actually threatening them???
I'll tell you why. Because for all those stupid "a colonizer in chains" woke jokes, the reality is that they'll never show the US as the real monster that it is. They'll skirt around it but you'll never have an indiginous culture waging war on the US and BEING IN THE RIGHT AND MAYBE EVEN ACTUALLY WINNING!
Because the US represents the status quo of the world that must be preserved at all costs and anything that threatens it is evil, even if they are completely in the right.
So instead have an almost 3 hour movie about an indiginous people waging a misguided war on the heroes only to in the end come to their senses and form an alliance... to... be protected? To go back underwater and have their secrets kept?
I don't get it, is the US just magically gonna forget that they were looking for vibranium in the middle of the ocean? Are they just going to peacefully back down because Wakanda told them not to keep searching? *laughs in history of the entire fucking world*
I'm sorry but this movie is very carefully crafted propaganda. Look we're so inclusive we make movies about other cultures! We call out colonization! While also piting indiginous cultures to fight against each other and completely forget who the real enemy is! Oh but don't worry they make peace at the end! And agree to help each other keep world peace by not challenging the US! Happy endings for everyone!
Idek how to end this, I just feel like it was a waste of really cool worldbuilding they had in the beginning, I wanted to see them flourish together with Wakanda, not go at each other's throats over a senseless plot point :/
#I'm mexican so that's why i feel so strongly about this#Anyway at least i saw tenoch huerta in those green boxers 🥺#That alone was worth watching this whole mess#black panther#wakanda forever#Namor#tenoch huerta#marvel
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Although she doesn't use it openly or acknowledge it, Ellegaard has a lovely singing voice. She's far from the type of person to burst into song, (that was Soren's job), but she'll absentmindedly hum or sing a tune while she's working by herself. (An example of her VA singing is right below!!!)
#𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒛𝒆 𝑹𝒐𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒏 𝑰𝒓𝒐𝒏 𝑩𝒍𝒐𝒄𝒌 || 𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒔#(( The way I scoured the internet for this was really funny!!!!#(( I had her VA's name#(( a memory of one lyric she sang#(( and raw determination to at least figure out what the song was!!!#(( But finding this was so worth it!!! 🥺 Grey's singing voice is so beautiful!!#(( I promise I'll be active at more normal times of the day soon!! 💜😂 Have a wonderful night dear reader!!!
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mini point for me for getting out of my comfort zone and socializing today ✊️
#i hang out with some coworkers..... it wasnt great but not that bad either#but it was worth it just bc one of them told them she was glad i came and i was like 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#bc i know i literally suck at socialising and talking with people and today wasnt the exception but still she told me that.....#i honestly thought this girl hated me/had grown tired of dealing with me so it really meant a lot 😭#but yeah it was nice talking to her so at least for that im glad i didnt cancel bc i was really really close of not going
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#i know i didn't just impulsively buy plane tickets to go to poland next month cos i'm already getting restless being back home💀#me five days ago: whew that was a lot of money and energy spent. so worth it but my god. time for both me and my card to relax#me now: okay but like. i deserve a treat🥺#okay well at least the tickets were very cheap and poland isn't far away andddd i'm bringing the man#...also just realised that this will be the first non-5sos related international trip i'll have taken since before the pandemic#i've been on five international trips post-pandemic and they've all been 5sos related. ohhhh that's...idk what that is but#it sure is something
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ascended astarion..
#i'm in pieces ngl 😰 that was ROUGH 💔#i've spent last few hours reading debates on reddit whether letting him ascend is worth it or not and all the complications#but also all the complications of if u take away that choice from him and make it for him as player by persuading him#essentially taking away the freedom of his choice but also the fact that he loses his soul if u let him ascend?#larian what kind of a choice is this 😩#i want him to be happy but also i didn't want him to lose whatever development he had to this point??#in my playthrough at least; i guess it's easier if you're doing an evil playthrough#the way that he essentially becomes cazador if he ascends and condemning 7k souls of spawns to eternity in the hells#and tries to make u spawn and if u refuse it's a break up? also that wisdom check 😰 DAMN 🥲#but also he doesn't feel 'happy' but says it feels right if he doesn't ascend?#gdi he's such an interestingly written character 😭#idk man for now i went with the 'good' choice although it doesn't feel /good/ good#but the other choice feels even worse for me for now#i mean what was i truly expecting haha 😩#not this amount of being torn to decide that's for sure 🤧#anyways i got the rest of act3 to continue playing#bg3 spoilers#P.S. the graveyard scene destroyed me tho 🥺🥺🥺
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forgot how stupid I am when my boyfriend's in town he is so sweet tho..... what am I supposed to do ...
#he came back yesterday and i slept over w him :-)) this morning he was all 'sorry for keeping u up so late 🥺🥺'#he always says this and i think he rlly is sorry but im always telling him not to be bc well i kept myself up late#no one made me stay up least of all him. hes the only reason we ever get any sleep anyway i would keep us up all night bc i am so stupid#anyway i was rlly nervous abt him coming back just bc i hadnt seen him for two weeks and i thought maybe it would be weird when he got back#and over the break we had this long conversation i was like in 2023 i am cracking down on crime committing to the bit#we r all using all my pronouns all the time and im serious abt it. and u have to be rlly good abt it bc ur my boyfriend#and he said ok i do not rlly understand but i will try my best#and i thought yeah this guy is not going to be able to get w the program. i think tho he is actually getting w the program pretty well#(he's asked me abt this several times in the past and i basically told him not to use my other pronouns)#(bc i didnt fully know what i wanted yet and if it was going to be confusing to him it would stress me out and not be worth it)#(and he said he would be able to get w the program and i didnt believe him but i think that was true)#anyway!
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