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invisibleoctopus · 2 years ago

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me when i stayed up all night the other night "to try to fix my sleep schedule" (lying to myself) and i just slept a long time and woke up the same time i always wake up (between 3-4pm) but also had really weird dreams

including this one dream where i specifically had a lesbian gf and going through all the same places in my dream wasnt bad anymore bc she was there. also yes it was confusing for me bc Gender.

and when i woke up i knew it was bc of pearl. who i havent been talking about bc ive been scared i was faking again. but the dream proved shes real because why the fuck else would i have a lesbian experience in a dream

#le p2iigh #i DONT KNOW if shes *gasp* Endogenic or whatever i just know shes here and she tries to bite me to remind me shes real #because of how scared i am of faking #at least i know joules is real AND traumagenic. bc of that one teacher #adventures in losap #system stuff #i GUESS. because i was violently reminded of this #also i lied about tartar i wasnt able to drop him but i was able to assign him to joules. if that makes sense

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