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First time posting anthro OC - Lynn
#at least I'm pretty sure it's first time#I have a few anthro characters I never posted#just to be clear I'm she/her#Lynn is she/they#and they are a wolf#I really like how they turned out#not so sure about the ref sheet itself#but it's not bad#my little wolf elf#furry#sfw furry#fursona#i guess#wolf#my art#my post
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Bungou Stray Dogs: Dead Apple and how “ability users” (opposite to “normal people”) learning to accept themselves through the acceptance of their own abilities is a queer metaphor of acceptance of own's sexual orientation and gender: an essay by me
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#About: Dead Apple. Watched this a while ago with a friend and it was a lot of fun!!!#If you're reading this: thank you so much for hanging out with me I had such a good time (ㅅ´ ˘ )♡#Next to general considerations: wow they were right that Bungou Stray Dogs movie sure can Bungou Stray Dogs#It's always nice to see the detailed animation and elaborate backgrounds of movies. The animation quality compared to the manga is–#definitely noticeable and it's nice to see. That said... I still like the season 2 art style more? And I'm speaking strictly of art style.#The s2 one looks more soft and smooth while the da one is so much more rough.#The plot is... Very bsd-esque I don't think there's anything to add.#In my opinion Kyouka's arc is the one that turned out best tbh. I really like her narrative development and personal growth in this movie.#I like the complexity of her state of mind. how full of contradiction she is. I especially appreciate the recurring small changes of–#expression that indicate how she thinks differently from Atsushi even if she doesn't voice them. The fight between her cynicism and her–#kind nature. It's all very interesting.#Atsushi's development is interesting too. Although all the open questions about his ability we still have kind of leave me frustrated#I don't feel very strongly about Akutagawa in this movie? I mean‚ he's there. The ss/kk scenes are always great and in character and a joy–#to witness no matter what they do. He just doesn't shine particularly? Or at least personally I dont find the “proving my strength against–#myself” narrative arc to be particularly interesting. Imo it was a lot better flashed out in the da stage play! With the complexity that–#the dialogues with Chuuya added to the character. Dazai attacking him. And especially Aktgw understanding that Rashomon wasn't testing Aktg#but rather only expressing that unstoppable rage that is also Aktgw's own. About that I checked out the play and I really liked it!!#I only watched highlights (aka: ss/kk and chuu/aku scenes) but there's some stuff I really like. I like the conflict between Aktgw and–#Chuuya and how Chuuya messes up with Aktgw at first maliciously and then amiably. It's interesting how Atsushi himself observes that Kyouka#and Akutagawa get along. And especially the sskk almost-handholding and Atsushi saying Akutagawa has a nice profile were cute akjdhbsawhjb#Next. Da really is shipping paradise (╥﹏╥) Sorry but... It is. oda/zai. daz/atsu. ss/kk. s/kk. fuku/mori. chuu/aku. It really has everythin#and the moments are so good!!!! What else. Wish we'd see more of Tsujimura. And Christie. And women in general tbh.#Also‚‚‚‚‚ Atsushi's tiger form in this movie is ATROCIOUS. I've said it before but it's crazy how a franchises that relies so heavily on–#fanservice came up with something this hideous. Man the movie overall was pretty but Atsushi sure wasn't. Firmly stand by the belief–#that only Akutagawa would find that form attractive.#Oh last note. honestly if we're ready to accept a movie where an antidote has effect AFTER the person has effectively died then we really–#can't complain about any kind of insanity the manga brings up#random rambles
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John not being there in part 1 of The Three Gables makes me sad. :(
I know he needs time to grieve for Mary, but still. I miss him a lot.
That being said, I don't mind Mariana being the narrator this time. I love her voice too.
And I like the fact that Mariana and Sherlock are getting some alone time together (after loads of episodes of Mariana - John's alone time and John - Sherlock's alone time). Quite intriguing.
#sherlock and co#sherlock & co#The Three Gables - 1#podcast#my ramblings#personal#not really in the mood to blog about this adventure this time for some reason#haven't listened to The Sign of Four adventure just yet (I think I'll do that later)#the first part of this adventure sounds so lonely and melancholic without John in it :/#I miss my cringey podcaster 🥺#but it's okay... he just needs some time I think.#sherlock holmes#john watson#mariana ametxazurra#the story The Three Gables from ACD canon was already not so good to begin with (given all the blatant racism and everything)#the description and intro of Steve Dixey as a character was still really weird in this episode#at least it wasn't overtly racist (because he hasn't been described as Black in the podcast) this time#spoilers#sherlock & co spoilers#I've just listened to the first couple of episodes of The Sign of Four and I quite like Mary too in this version of Sherlock Holmes#I'm pretty sure she's been characterised well this time (like how she was so well written in Guy Ritchie's first movie of Sherlock Holmes)#because I trust the writing team by now. They've been really good at plots and characterisations in most of the episodes so far#and that's really all that matters in the end#I still don't like war/stan as a ship though (even when I do love John and quite like Mary as individual people in this particular version)#yeah...
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what if you drew the cutest little mettaton. possibly shitty despot king mettaton looking sooo cute on his throne. or adorable shy ghostie mettaton. or literally any mettaton. what then.
Day 9 - Teeny Tiny Tyrant
#My art#Requestober#UT#Mettaton#Yeah >:3 What then huh what of it >:3c Hehe ♪#Man I haven't drawn EX in?? years?????#Pretty sure never on this blog - he's shown up at least once on one of my alts so he counts but Just Barely lol#EX and calculator-lookin' Mettaton are still the only ones I've drawn up to the point lol - no ghostie or NEO#And definitely the first time drawing the slouchy throne lol it's a cute design! Silly!!#I really fought for a limited palette on this one agh all shades and shines can be found in flats elsewhere#Barring the throne colours - purple and gold don't count lol#Getting the bottoms of his shoes to chibify was a nightmare too aghjfkdslafjdf but I did it!!!! And I'm generally pleased!#Is he dwarfed enough by the chair hehe#So many - Bosses included - would look tiny if they sat on the throne(s)!#It Is a shame he covers the backrest so completely I had fun drawing the angel on it aw#Well I saved it out separately so if I wanted anyone else to sit it in funny lol
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The first time you change, do you even Remember how to be Human? Do you really really believe you can be again, once you've opened a door you can't close?
#cw body horror#cw blood#my original stuff#my original art#artair kingston#artair#artair headcanon#the first time he transformed is hard to capture because he's so eldritch and changes so much. he's beyond anything my pen can articulate#but i did my best!. i incorporated at least a few of the ones he's awakened except one but i wasn't sure how to easily do Possibilities/Tim#still i'm pretty happy with it#and waking up the first time didn't have to initiate everything at least. there's time for that to show up in writing :D#cw eye trauma#just in case? it might not count but i don't wanna cause#any issues
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The resistance has fallen. Mac and Layla and their friends have been driven out of Los Angeles and are hunted down by Matrix Corp, the corporation now proven to have played a rather antagonistic part in the pandemic that unleashed bloodthirsty zombies upon the world. With no foot to stand on and no safe home to fall back on, the group has to trek back into the wasteland to reunite with some old friends— in hopes to find the stability they need to work on a plan to take Matrix down once and for all. But strange things are happening in the wastes of the United States. Ghouls are becoming smarter, and stronger— and the sudden appearance of a series of strange and hostile settlements tells the group a new player has entered the game, and they are out for blood. [SEASON ONE HERE] // [SEASON TWO HERE]
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#all that's left#edit:misc#nuclearedits#it's taken some time but i have finally managed to make a playlist for season three as well :]#i know i keep putting st.arnaud songs on the lists but the music hits JUST right for the vibes of the whole universe ok#it's such a specific vibe i'm aiming for which is why putting together all the playlists has taken me so long NGHFDGJDGGJD#according to the playlist in spotify i've been working on it since october 2020... and i finished it like. this week. man#it has already been in the making for longer than that though. the story at least. i'm pretty sure i started writing in 2016-2017#anyway if this is the first edit you're seeing i highly recommend checking out the other two as well!! gives you more context :]#and as always my askbox is open if you're wanting to know moreeee <333
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@rayshippouuchiha : posts something I have absolutely no idea about in a fandom I've never been part of
Me, absolutely not specifically seven crows in a disguise, still finding it relatable/shiny:
Also here's my cat holding still for a picture after I told her it was for Ray (betrayal lol she never does that for anyone else):
#Naruto meme#pls excuse my shitty Photoshop skills#also#RAY#STOP MAKING RELATABLE POINTS ABOUT FICTIONAL MEN OLD ENOUGH TO BE MY FATHER#(or at least they were when I first saw them...)#YOU SPECIFICALLY GAVE ME A DADDY KINK#BECAUSE OF AIZAWA#AND KAKASHI#I'll stop there bc I honestly don't have time for the full round up which is a shame#BUT YOU ALSO GOT ME INTERESTED IN FANDOMS AND CROSSOVERS#my poor sleep schedule 😔#don't take this too seriously#bc I also love you and my cat poses for pictures when I tell her it's for you#I'm pretty sure she just likes the sound of Ray though
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so I just finished s7 and...
wtf was that?
#I have so many thoughts and feelings and every single one of them is confused#THEY NERFED TF OUT OF MY MAN?#WDYM THEY CAPTURED HIM WITH A COUPLE OF FIRE ARROWS AND CHAINS?#I'M PRETTY SURE IT TOOK LIKE EVERY SINGLE ARCH DRAGON AND A BUNCH OF OTHER POWERFUL PPL THE FIRST TIME?#WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU MY BEAUTIFUL HUSBAND#only good writing choice in the aaravos department was his relationship with Claudia#and even then I felt like we needed more#at least he killed Karim ig?#ugh anywho#maybe I'll make a more intelligible post later#the dragon prince#tdp#tdp spoilers#tdp season 7#the dragon prince season 7#tdp season 7 spoilers#tdp s7 spoilers
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tøp: mtv unplugged will always be so special to me because it actually shows how fucking talented those guys are
#you know how big of a fan i am and still they left me speechless#i still remember watching it for the first time ever#i was actually holding my breath the entire time because tyler was so nervous at the beginning and i was scared cause#what if something goes wrong#but nope#it was fucking perfect#one of their best performance ever and some of my favourite tyler's vocals and also singing josh and all those instruments and and and-#seriously guys it's just 40min long but it changed my fucking life#you may say twenty one pilots is not a good band (referring to my last anon)#i would say maybe their music is not your thing but you CAN'T say they are not good or not talented#just fucking watch it#it will change your mind#(also to those who think i only listen to tøp because tyler is hot)#(he's actually the most talented guy ever but oh well)#alright i am going to sleep i can barely even see anything i'm pretty sure i made at least one typo somewhere here i'm exhausted bye#twenty one pilots#i say whatever and whatever that i want*
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Consider:
The Faithful of Númenor having clandestine "schools" of their own, their children gathering in their houses to be taught the forbidden elvish tongues, and more importantly, unexpunged history and religion (although I do feel slightly hesitant to use the latter word in relation to the Legendarium). Definitely most prominent in Andustar and later among those deported from it, often, these lessons masquerade as trade schools, so that whenever the king's soldiers are at the door, one can quickly hide the books, bring out embroidery hoops and spread cloth over the parchment.
Illicit theatre performances! Ask me about my headcanon that Númenor invented theatre one day, but the gist of it is that culturally, it's pretty important, but at some point a very stringent censorship becomes the norm, and many erstwhile classics are forbidden (not to mention any new plays with a Faithful message). Cue the practice of semi-professionnal troupes secretly performing in people's courtyards with very little in terms of scenography/costumes, but with a strong emphasis on good acting. Theatre is not considered a low occupation in Númenor, so even certain relatives of the Lords of Andunie take part in those shows.
#Brought to you by the time-honored polish tradition of resisting cultural genocide#I've lifted both practices straight from our 19th-20th century history#Other countries probably also had these though? I'm pretty sure Ireland had something like the first. Probably an even better fit to the#Númenorean situation because it was at least as much about religious persecution as anything else in their case.#Fun fact about the secret theatres though: you usually first hear about it here upon learning that the future Pope John Paul II was part#of one with some of his friends during ww2#before he became a priest#This has hardly anything to do with Tolkien but I thought it's interesting#*shrug*#my post#tolkien#Silmarillion#númenor#the faithful of númenor#peoples of Arda#silm hc#silmarillion headcanon
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so my present for christmas this year was a pc (my first one ever!!!!!), specifcally going half an half on the payments and its running super well, just has some bits like bluetooth n wifi that need to be handled externally (wifi works semi ok bc it has the driver but not the usb it needs to properly work) since its refurbished from a super old model (they stopped in either 2013 or 2017 i dont remember off the top of my head) BUT the main reason i got this was so i could do stuff like blender and drawing and animation on it with less worries about space and functionality (blender makes my laptop flicker after a while for example) so really really looking forward to starting on things
#i feel so smart for fguring out what is going on with the drivers and stuff there was only minimal looking up i already knew most of what i#have to do yippeeee#csp is installed and upgraded to 2.0 as a little treat to me for the holidays AND im pretty sure my drawing tablet has a cd to install that#driver sooooo i dont need an internet connection too much just for the brushes but the dongles should be coming ether today or tomorrow#so im gonna be chilling with my laptop to listen to music n stuff while i work through the sketch comms i got and some of my own stuff too#getting back into the groove i love drawing so much#buuut rn im stretching my hands properly bc i was a fool and played video game on my self ban from drawing so my thumb is acting up still#at least i have disco elysium working well and can play that instead next time i do a ban since i can play that without my drawing hand#perks of being left handed i guess#where was i going with this?#right yes#i'm looking forward to trying a lot of new things in 2025 art wise#might try streaming too it looks so fun#just doodling clone armour for a first one most likely with no mic bc i dont live alone and my mother loves to call for me randomly and is#usually playing her tv shows fairly loudly
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Of my 2% capacity to be attracted to anyone, my type is like 90% women, 5% pretty men and 5% men you would swear are super fucking manly, and never questioned being straight and cis, but are now suddenly *stressed* that they can't figure out why their attraction to me [fully socially interpreted as a woman and labelled that way up until relatively recently] feels incredibly fucking gay
#you are a straight man correct? Yes. Attracted to someone you view as a woman correct? Yes... But you are afraid that makes you gay?#Afraid is a strong word but also stop asking stupid questions#The end result is I tend to date a lot of men who either then realize they are women or bi or gay and I am there when they are taking out#the messiest parts of that on whoever they are with at the time#and on one hand it means I created a space that made them feel safe enough to self examine#but on the other hand I'm their last stop when the fallout hits#OR they just realize they find the expectations put on them for masculinity to be really oppressive even negligent or abusive#I would say I need to adjust my strategy and stop trying to 'woo' men the same way I don't actually -flirt- with women#but I have already solved this problem by refusing to date ever again#The retrospective is funny though#The problem is I am attracted to men in a gay way and to women in a gay way but no one tells you the consequence of that and looking#like a pretty butch is that it really confuses the straight guys#Like why is this guy who's usually hmmm... as dom and masc as you would imagine suddenly in my lap and red and having entire feelings#about the way I am holding his hip? He doesn't knoww either and he's really pressed about it#And that thing messy lesbians do where they act jealous of you and also like they want to fuck you at the same time that looks like a red#flag from hell? Imagine dragging that out of unsuspecting straight guys -menTM-#They don't know why they are acting like that around me either but it's going to go one of two ways#either it will seem overtly threatening and aggressive to everyone involved including themselves or they'll have enough social sense#and tact to be playful about it but still not be sure if they are flirting or whether they like me at all#I have patience for one of those and unfortunately[?] it's the guy who's in my lap looks like he's being tortured and can't find his footin#not the guy telling me how much he's going to beat my ass at some game and I am going to like it or some macho bullshit#And I will be oblivious for the first 50% of it#because if there are gods they are cruel#He never realized he's actually the little spoon be nice and give him a minute#He can't tell me he likes me if he doesn't know he likes me but I opened a jar for him and asked him about his feelings and now he's warm#I actually ended up never dating many women at all because of weird lesbian mixed signals and things#At least not while they were women#I don't flirt or make friends I just decide that people are mine and start taking care of them [while respecting their autonomy and shit]#and I am starting to think this is how I make problems for myself#yes I am playing 5-d chess with gender and am now a he/they but it is not what it is cracked up to be
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let me be a bit serious for a sec: i've been observing a couple of sentiments here about how there's a lack of binary boyfriends art in circulation with season 6 upon us and the show's foreseeable end. while i agree on that front, and as one of the fellow artists who started making art for the ship in the early aughts of the show (sketches, full rendered pieces, gifs -- you name it), i would like to emphasize that fanart is not meant to be a one-time piece of "content" that passes by our dashboards. they take time. they take energy. the next person you follow has a life you may not know anything about, and working on these pieces are labor of love.
if you find something that makes you feel a certain and positive way, let the creators know! again: fanart is not fleeting content. they can be evergreen content, but never seasonal. and most often than not, you'd see an artist share these pieces as a love letter to the ship itself first, then everyfan second.
i hope we think twice about this before calling out a recession or drought, because the last thing creators need is to feel like what we make is subjected to scrutinizing numbers until it gets lost in the muddied waters, when it's really meant to be discovered if people mean to look hard enough. they're pieces of history that deserve to exist for as long as this hellhole is still alive. these are products of their time today, and hopefully for the next groups over who will love the boys as much as we do now.
scroll through the main ship tag. travel to different ones, to different places. commission your artists and maybe find an honest middle ground if you can't compensate! or better yet, make one yourself you know you'd be proud of anyway!
and look, not every piece of art is for everyone, but if any piece isn't your drift, that's understandable -- you can silently that's very cool, like, reblog if you're even more generous, leave a few encouraging words, then move on.
i don't want this to come across as a sermon, but take it from a concerned fan to another who also wants to create and see stuff for these babies. you can't win them all, but your acknowledgement helps keep the ship and our craft alive.
#demetri alexopoulos#eli moskowitz#binary boyfriends#cobra kai#elimetri#hawkmeat#hawkmetri#i know we want this to be at least on the lawrusso level okay i'm pretty sure we all want that too#that said: fawn and thirst over whatever loaves come our way!!#on slower days (which. again. definitely does happen) i go back to the tags and kind of just. sit there and ogle at what we've had#if it still feels the same way it did the first time then you've got a special connection with it#this goes for every phase and type of contributions to the ship#i'm just genuinely tired of the same comment about how there's a lack of art -- do we need to enumerate? there's a lot.#multiple ones from some select artists even to which i say! thank you! come on everyone say thank you#i repeat: there's already a lot. look again. find the gems.
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Don't mind me just having a Moment over how lucky I am to be alive in a time where a trans nb character openly showing his top surgery scars is casually depicted in a mainstream comic...
#ghhhh#I'm not entirely sure if this is a first time thing for dc#as in the top surgery scars specifically#but I'm Fairly sure it is (?)#I don't know. just. having dc publish this#such a Massive company and with a pretty mainstream comic#if you see me crying over this panel no you don't#(I am not used to actual representation ok...)#also jane in the prev comic...#a metahuman version of DID but in the current incarnation at least they seem to be handling it well?#gnawing on this comic. masticating furiously#jules jourdain
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thinking about the internal logic for the magic system for my original stuff again. thinking about the fact that i spent a year writing (good!) and did not touch my original stuff at all (not great lmao) and that now that i've got myself back on the right path (words!) and have tried to beat into my silly, stubborn head that the important thing is to get things done and out of my sweaty, scared hands instead of clutching them too tightly and far too long trying to focus on making them as good as they can be (sigh), i really, really gotta apply that to my original stuff this next year (SIGH) even when i really don't wanna (SIGHHHHHHHH) so. yeah. i should probably crack that sucker open again and at the very least reread it. AFTER i finish this fic that i was supposed to finish last weekend lmao (say it with me: sigh).
#stretching that writing muscle tag#SIGHHHHHHHHHH#am i gonna be happy with what i have or am i gonna loathe it that's the question. i usually like my stuff well enough when it's done BUT#it's NOT done. and also. also. original stuff is. incredibly more vulnerable. so. WE'LL SEE. i don't wanna reread it.#i've reread it SO MANY TIMES but it's been SO LONG. i mean: literally a year. but i gotta. i gotta. first tho: gotta finish this sex ed fic#btw: despite me squawking about kirk & spock being manipulative freaks in this story? turns out MCCOY is the one who fully fucked up lmao#it's about time i cut spock and kirk a break tbh. none of that 'everyone is right and everyone is wrong' nonsense HERE.#leonard mccoy you fucked up so bad <333333333 it's okay we all forgive you <333333333333#i just wanna play stardew valley tbh i don't wanna write at ALL but i'm gonna be good and at the very least write my 500 words!#HOPEFULLY more. it's not gonna be done tonight though i'm pretty sure. okay byeeeeeeee
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they should make a life where you don't have appointments, work, school and scheduled events every single day for months on end
#i just wanna spend like 2 full days rotting in bed is that too much to ask#december i'm going on a vacation with family + gf and we're trying to schedule a lunch/dinner so that we can go over the itinerery#and other stuff like my gf is diabetic so she's going to tell everyone the procedures in case of an emergency etc#and the soonest i'm available for that is oct 20th like bruh#every week day i've got classes 7:30-11:50 work 13:00-17:00 and then gym therapy or futsal practice at night#oh and sometimes the professor that i'm the student assistant (? monitor in pt) for wants me to go to her night classes#and then on weekends i've got futsal practice sat morning usually a match either saturday or sunday legal advice clinic 4x a semester#and then birthdays friend group meetups (with ppl i haven't properly seen in a WHILE so i don't wanna bail) family stuff or gf's family stu#oh and i take care of the finances of our futsal team so there's that as well#and then when i'm free i spend my time with my love (who i mostly see on either day of the weekend and sometimes for dinner on weekdays)#those are my favorite “appointments” i love spending time with her so much but even though we have quite a few staying in dates we also#pretty frequently go out to cafes restaurants parks meet up with mutual friends etc#so like... no bed rotting ever adfdsal#honestly i am not THAT busy compared to some ppl that i know#like i work from home most days of the week commute only 20 min to college am not a part of any study group etc etc#but man... that vyvense sure is working cause i do not think i would be able to do what i do now when my adhd was unmedicated#also i'm thinking of maybe getting a new internship next year cause even though i love my current one it's in public law which atm#is the field i'm thinking of getting into after school but getting into private law in brazil with only public law uni experience is#incredibly difficult. so i wanna be 100% sure i actually want public law. which means experiencing private law.#which means a private law internship#so i'm wondering how the fuck imma be able to pull that off next year#at least it pays much more than my current one! like probably double!#but honestly even with all the shit that i do and wishing i had more time for myself i've actually been so happy lately#i'm learning more at uni than i used to be able to i do pretty well at my internship i've got wonderful friends both old and new#my family is well and we get along like always i switched positions in futsal and am doing suprisingly good as a goalkeeper#and i'm in my first ever relationship. it's been almost 8 months till we made it official and it blows me away how good it's been#like we haven't faught once. disagreed on a couple things sure. but not a single fight and tbh even disagreements are very rare#idk we communicate and give each other grace and i just feel so loved. she knows me so well. i love her so so so so much.#like man just this saturday we were having an early dinner at a bakery. she stopped what she was saying and just stared at me smiling#and like i couldn't hold eye contact. cause she's so so fucking beautiful and she was looking at me with so much love and i had to look awa
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