#asterchatter

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Hey even with how bleak things are looking, in spite of all the doom and gloom I really do appreciate seeing all those people on my dash telling each other to just not lose hope. because you have to keep fighting to do the right thing, even when everything else is against you. before anything else that means living, and above all that means being there for the people around you. america, the world, we have to live through this and every other hardship, and we will, like people always have ; stay safe and be kind

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nope, that one’s Nestlé. necrophilia is that sugary juice flowers make that pollinating bugs love to drink

ONE OF MY FAVORITE VIDEOS EVER

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NEWWWW URL how we feelin

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mutual 1: but I’m a creep

mutual 2: I’m a weirdo

mutual 3: What the hell am I doing here

mutual 4: I don’t belong here

mutual 5: I don’t care if it hurts

mutual 6: I wanna have control

mutual 7: I want a perfect body

mutual 8: I want a perfect soul

mutual 9: And I want you to notice

mutual 10: When I’m not around

mutual 11: You’re so fucking special

mutual 12: I wish I was special

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radiohead album analysis

pablo honey — wet

the bends — wet

ok computer — creepy

kid a — creepy

amnesiac — creepy

hail to the thief — creepy

in rainbows — wet

the king of limbs — creepy

a moon shaped pool — wet

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MEEEEEE . THIS THING WAS MADE FOR ME I LOVE THIS. MEEE AND MY GANG I LOVE IT. ME & MY ALBUMCE. ME & MY LITTLE GUYS :}}}}}

I’m not tagging anyone specific . whoever wants to add on go ahead ^_^

Tagged by @ghost-faces thanks for the tag ! 🫶🏻

my 4 on repeat albums link to do it

Tagging : @sscyth-iv , @rot-topic , @abeluser , @paleandpetty , @grimmscythe , @oxypill , @oddly-wir3d , @woozysioux , @pvtaaaa , @unholydevourer , @vulpesvirgovortex, & anyone else who wants to join in (no pressure ofc)

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frasier friday

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They just don’t make albums where somebody fucking dies at sea anymore

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periodic-table-yaoi -> march-of-the-moths

HI !! HELLO !!!!!! ☆

hi :}

name’s Aster

he/it/they/pix

17 years old (feb 7)

transmasc genderfaun, gay aceflux, objectum-ish

en + fr ; french (Sorry) + caribbean (vincentian !) and Miscellanous European Slop in there

audhd synesthesia and Many other such things. you may find out. Either way there’s crazyyy shit going on in there

moth therian ! pink snout moth specifically but anything pink fits the bill. starkin as well

i sign a lot of my art as ‘chemicalfuzzy’ because that’s what I go by nearly everywhere else. that’s me I swearsies !

ABNORMAL . IN THE HEAD .

more cool stuff below ^_^

✦ — obligatory List of Things I’m Normal About

misc ✧

the periodic table (SEE URL…) (also anything relating to chemistry & nuclear physics)

MY OCs 👍 I LOVE THEM 👍

MY FRIEND’S OCs !!!! I LOVE THEM TOO !!

music. Which is why it gets its own section below lol

space !! mostly stars !!

BUGS !!!!

music ✧

radiohead

nine inch nails

massive attack

will wood

femtanyl

black midi

car seat headrest

machine girl

jack stauber

THERE’S A WHOOOLE LOT MORE. IF I PUT EVERYTHING IT’S GONNA LOOK VERY GOOFY really the first 2-3 are what you Seriously really need to worry about. Also please do send recs I love music recs pretty please I #love expanding my music taste. I’m an album freak and physical media hoarder also that’s important to know

media ✧ (a lot of these especially are kinda old & dusty, but I still love them. Or they won’t let me go)

rain world

pokémon

object shows

deltarune

the smurfs. No seriously

cookie run

kirby

✦ — extra things to know

this is a reblog heavy place !! I don’t make a lot of original posts, if any, at least at the moment. that may change idk I’m very shy. feel free to ask me stuff though !

zionists & terfs & proshippers and the like are not welcome At All in here. In case you somehow thought you were LMAO

mutuals can ask me for my discord if you guys wanna… smiles so sweetly

I usually tag anything I reblog about often enough. if you’re a mutual & need something filtered do ask me

if you sent me an ask or reached out to me in Any way and I didn’t respond I AM NOT IGNORING YOU OR MAD AT YOU OR ANYTHING….. either I was too tired/overwhelmed at the time of seeing it and kept putting it off or I just didn’t see. either way I’m very sorry !!!

I’ll build further on this post later, likely. I’m making that thang up as I go !!! At the time of writing this it is 3:18 AM !!!! I am living the life

i.,m. Silly.

✧ — seepy cosy collection

it’s ongoing . I desperately need nin cds but my local record store hates them I think

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last song : There, There (radiohead)

favorite color : HOT PINK !!!!! THAT’S MEEE

currently watching : bug videos:}

last movie : forgor 💔 I don’t watch a lot of movies im sorr

sweet/spicy/savory : SWEETTTTT im a little treat kinda guy

relationship status : cute guy at uni incident. we ball

current obsession : MY ALBUM OCS (EYES GLOW RED) my albums in general . My musicsssss (nin radiohead those 3 other gay ass albums etc etc)

I never really know who to tag in these . anyone feel free to join in we r literally holding hands and dancing

nine people i want to get to know better

Thank you for the tag, @slutsons-blog! Starting a new post because I'm autistic and therefore mostly only care about the "Current Obsession" question, and want to ramble excessively as usual in that one.

Last song: Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Red Rescue Team: Pokemon Square because I'm currently playing Pokemon Mystery Dungeon with my daughter. Otherwise I honestly couldn't tell you. Whatever was on in my car.

Fave color: Purple

Currently watching: Star Trek Discovery

Last movie: Knives Out

Sweet/spicy/savory: Sweet, tart, salty

Relationship: married x 27 years

Last thing I googled: the word "dependent", for spelling assistance. which is a good thing because I spelled it "dependant".

Current Obsession: it's been spn since 2016. Truly we are the Hotel California of media franchises. I did recently play Disco Elysium twice in a row in quick succession, and I follow the DE tag. I can't recommend the game highly enough.... but I can feel my Special Interest-level obsession with it fading already. Spn has never faded even a tiny bit and I wonder if it ever will.

@slutsons-blog I feel after reading that you're watching spn for the first time, that I did you a bit of a disservice with my Sam takes to you before in that I mostly talked about Sam's evolution as a character as the show goes on and very little about him from the first five seasons.

Gotta be honest and tell you that although I liked both brothers all along, I was a Dean girl until the end of s6/beginning of s7, when the balance of who gets whumped the most started shifting and my subconscious suddenly decided to switch allegiances. It's not that I liked Dean any less; my id just loves a sopping wet pathetic kitten of a man who has been sexually abused, and Sam got suddenly way more kitteny and pathetic after the Cage. So I don't actually have a ton of takes on "what to love about Sam in the early seasons". I do love early seasons Sam too--she is my beautiful baby princess--but my early seasons takes are a lot more inchoate.

I count myself lucky about my id's sudden defection though, because I think we have limited control of who our blorbos are, and having Dean as a blorbo is a tough row to hoe as the later seasons go along. You know how you noticed that in s6, Dean suddenly gets a lot more assholey without apparent reason? Unfortunately he never gets better again, and in fact keeps getting worse and worse as the years go by, until by the last seasons he is openly far more abusive to their joint child(-in-an-adult body) than John was to him and Sam. It's a realistic picture of what can happen when trauma keeps piling up on people, but it's also honestly pretty distressing, especially if he's your blorbo.

If one is in it for the ship, there's some good destiel content in the later seasons, but if you're in it for Dean, you're left either 1) dealing with the fact he's got extremely significant interpersonal problems that he never gets much of anywhere on solving and that negatively impact his chosen family in profound ways, or 2) pretending he's the same character he was in s1 and Sam is the same Sam from s1, only more boring, and Dean is just trying to put up with him because he was brainwashed by John (or ig 3- something in the middle between those two. But that seldom seems to happen in practice for whatever reason). These two versions of the show are poorly compatible, and that's how the Sam girls and the Dean girls end up in isolated silos. A few people manage to live in both, but not many.

Anyway, I feel like without the context of how Sam and Dean change in the mid to late seasons, the two fics I recc'd as Sam character studies are going to seem insanely Dean-critical, so if you haven't read them yet, you might want to wait until s10. In the meantime, the general recs are fun reads and hopefully do a good job of showcasing both characters earlier on.

Tagging (but I would be a huge hypocrite if I didn't specify there's no pressure to respond, since I almost always fail at responding to tag games myself): @adihildilid @aliusfrater @quietwingsinthesky @sammygender @ardentpoop

@peanutbutterandbananasandwichs @schizosamwincester @normalbrothershow @jellybracelet.

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What HAPPENED.

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For the record to whoever sees this I wojld love trick or treat asks ... pretty pease

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so sneepy but I need to hea;r. new maching girl. Album

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GRAHHHH MINX WHAT YOURE SO NICEYS . FUCK . BITES YOU. GODDDD this is so sweet I’m so giddy I’ll Kill u minx . i love you too So much im so so glad I get to be friends with someone as cool as you it’s insane whenever I think about it . BITES YOU AGAIN !!!!

💌 baps yuo

can't comment you're french /JOKE

BUT ASTER. ASTER. MY BEST FRIEND ASTER. GRABS YOU AND SQUEEZES YOU UNTIL UR HEAD POPS OFF. ASTERRRR <3 <3 <3

YOU'VE BEEN MY BESTIE FOR SO LONG. YOU'VE BEEN IN THE COOKIE RUN TRENCHES WITH ME. you're SO funny like one of the funniest people i know. The hotkey saga... we have soo much history and i love u to bits. shoutout to the faggy little atoms too. And we've stuck together baby you're into rw now !!! and. I love u so much its hard to articulate but im happy you're a part of my life.

also oui oui baguette or whatever. Mwah mwah

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maybe. Maybe. i will attempt to actually oc post here. But scaryyyyy

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synced my menstrual cycles with all my favorite albums