#thank yew for reading mwah mwah

[periodic-table-yaoi]

HI !! HELLO !!!!!! ☆

hi :}

name’s Aster

he/it/they/pix

17 years old (feb 7)

transmasc genderfaun, gay aceflux, (some objectum shit going on maybe fuck if I know)

en + fr ; mostly french (Sorry) + caribbean (vincentian !) and Miscellanous European Slop in there

audhd synesthesia and Many other such things. you may find out. Either way there’s crazyyy shit going on in there

moth therian ! pink snout moth specifically but anything pink fits the bill. also whatever the fuck it is with kinning stars (fuck if I know pt. 2)

i sign most of my art as ‘chemicalfuzzy’ because that’s what I go by nearly everywhere else. that’s me I swearsies !

ABNORMAL . IN THE HEAD .

more cool stuff below ^_^

✦ — obligatory List of Things I’m Normal About

misc ✧

the periodic table (SEE URL…) (also anything relating to chemistry & nuclear physics)

MY OCs 👍 I LOVE THEM 👍

MY FRIEND’S OCs !!!! I LOVE THEM TOO !!

music. Which is why it gets its own section below lol

space !! mostly stars !!

BUGS !!!!

music ✧

radiohead

nine inch nails

massive attack

will wood

femtanyl

black midi

car seat headrest

machine girl

jack stauber

THERE’S A WHOOOLE LOT MORE. IF I PUT EVERYTHING IT’S GONNA LOOK VERY GOOFY really the first 2-3 are what you Seriously really need to worry about. Also please do send recs I love music recs pretty please I #love expanding my music taste. I’m an album freak and physical media hoarder also that’s important to know

media ✧ (a lot of these especially are kinda old & dusty, but I still love them. Or they won’t let me go)

rain world

pokémon

object shows

deltarune

the smurfs. No seriously

cookie run

kirby

✦ — extra things to know

this is a reblog heavy place !! I don’t make a lot of original posts, if any, at least at the moment. that may change idk I’m very shy. feel free to ask me stuff though !

zionists & terfs & proshippers and the like are not welcome At All in here. In case you somehow thought you were LMAO

mutuals can ask me for my discord if you guys wanna… smiles so sweetly

I usually tag anything I reblog about often enough. if you’re a mutual & need something filtered do ask me

if you sent me an ask or reached out to me in Any way and I didn’t respond I AM NOT IGNORING YOU OR MAD AT YOU OR ANYTHING….. either I was too tired/overwhelmed at the time of seeing it and kept putting it off or I just didn’t see. either way I’m very sorry !!!

I’ll build further on this post later, likely. I’m making that thang up as I go !!! At the time of writing this it is 3:18 AM !!!! I am living the life

i.,m. Silly.

✧ — seepy cosy collection

it’s ongoing . I desperately need nin cds but my local record store hates them I think

[jiminrings]

Just finished reading part 3 and pls I WANT WHAT THEY HAVE with disclaimersssss bc hello mr 478 jk pls go to therapy to sort everything out okay! The stepping out was ok gud well thought of 10/10 but also kinda scary bc ok i get it but wow he MAD mad! Couples therapy would be good too bc i fear there is much work to be done for themmm lol.

ANYWAYS the weird/awkward family reunion/setup they have is also a 10/10 for me bc problems really don't just get solved right away. And it's bittersweet during those times where ur okay but not really 100% okay n u wrote that well!!

For yoongles, first of all, miss rings thank u for the spinoff bc i am not so heartbroken for mr yoongi boongi over here. Also wow he rlly became an intruder but that's that and we cheer for multiverses! 😌

I'm in denial that part 3 is done 😔 but just wowowow bc it's been a very eventful ride with the 478 cast but it's fun to be here 😇 will never get tired of them and ur writing ! Thank u so much 💜

tumblr fawking up ur inbox is very 👎🏻 👎🏻 👎🏻

MY BAEEEEE I LOVE U THANK YEW!!! They Need Therapy has gotta be 478's tagline atp and u know what... #Real 😊😊😊 also i find it so endearing every time i find out that u guys write ur messages in ur notes first bc Oh.... u are Serious abt this n therefore i need to be more serious and do better every single time... oh god i Love u . i will never get tired!!! THANK YEWWWW MWAH

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this is the anon that asked for switch gojo and i do infact love your hollaback girl gojo fic its coursing through my veins i love ur fics i eat them up every day 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

also can i be cowboy liker anon man its smth with me and cowboys ..

which gets me thinking ..

i havent read all of your fics just yet but i am planning to !!

So yk that fanart of.. gojo being a cowboy.. really this could be for any of them but mayeb just maybe any of them being cowboys for a fic 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🎀🎀 (btw love and appreciate your work!!)

hehehe thank u babie i’m so glad u like them 🫦

COWBOYYYY LIKER YESSSS 💗💗💗

and no worries !!! i have like sooo many so take ur time :P ykw actually yes i actually planned cowboy fic for the summer but it’s almost over so 👤👤 but maybe faaaaalll. i thought it would be just satoru but i thought ab it being a satosugu threesome 🌚 i loveeee a good satosugu threesome. BUT FOR SUREEEE i’ll add it in my notes bc i have sm plans for august yippeeee

thank yew again tho !!! mwah !!! 🎀

[hoshigray]

HOSHI WIFEY UR GONNA MAKE ME SOB OMG. tysm for ur feedback on my fic ur so kind 🥹🥹 u don’t know how much ur words motivated me—especially since i lost sleep over it and i noticed you said you stayed up too (GET SOME RESSST GYAL) and also also thank yew for alerting me of any errors u saw, i proofread another time and tweaked some i saw but if u see any other mistakes ya like u said u can run them by me !!!

BUT HOWWWW ARE YOUUU ALSO!!! i hope classes are going well for you, tell meeee about your day, whenever u get to this ofc. mwah mwah loveeeee uuuuu. omw to read ur ex husband halloween fic tehe

vegasss babyyyyy !!! You're absolutely welcome for the feedback, the fic was so good and fun 💚💚 lmao not us both losing sleep that night,, glad I had you aware of some errors you made, I'll be sure to lyk about more when I reread (also peep me fixing errors in my rb tags bc I was sleepy heheh)

but I'm doing good, my love!! My first class got canceled today, so I'm chillin' waiting for my next and last class of the day 😌✨️ and STOOOP I SAW YOUR RB FOR MY FIC AND AWWWW YOUR THOUGHTS MADE ME SO HAPPYYYYYY!! The sentences you pulled had me grinning, and not you saying you wanna get pregnant, man be serious 💀💀💀 but omg how's your day, hon? know you had work before classes, so hopefully you're not taxing your body with so much work 🙇🏾‍♀️💕

[sixosix]

greetings. WHY IS UR LYNEY SO YUMMY 🤌🤌🤌 I WANT TO NOM ON EM- mwah i loved reading all of em thank yew for ur time <3

my lyney is how i envision lyney. its such a relief to see how many people have the same vision

also HIII omg.. THANK U SO MUCHH ive seen all your reblogs and smiled over them theyre so entertaining LMFAO. thank /you/ for reading<33

[sparklingchim]

omg hii hope you’re doing well!! I wanted to come by to say I loved “ego season” soo badly. No bc chanyeol is my bias in exo and just seeing jungkook getting jealous over him was so funny lol but anyways I LOVED it

Sending a big hug

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teehee thank yew !!!!! chanyeol's my bias as well <3 i think? i dunno i can't decide when it comes to exo 🫡 anywayyyss thank u for reading bestie 🫂 sending u lots of love mwah mwahhh

[hoonvrs]

chapter inspired by ME????????????? *cries* saint you are too nice :') i love love love you for this thank yew mwah

i've been reading noona since it first came out and i gotta say you are def not dragging it out it is so funny and just rlly nice to read <3

(can i be n anon btw 😁) - anon who asked abt y/n being bisexual 🥰

i love u too anon💋💋

i was thinking it felt a bit long because 3-4 chaps were one day but IDC ANYMORE but i’m so happy you like 🫶🏼

would you like to be 🥰 anon to make it easier 😭 idk how to do this cause i’m still kinda new to tumble but if not send another ask with whtv emoji u want 🩶

[garoujo]

Hey It's the Satoru hand holding during Sex nonnie and Oh my God!!!! I just read your fic and again, Oh my God???!!!🥹 I didn't expect you to write something when i shared my thought with you. I just wanted to share it with someone because I felt like it. But holy fuck, your fic was way better than I have imagined the scenario 😭 I had literal goosebumps on my arms and when I tell you, the butterflies in my stomach (any my pussy oops) were going crazy😭 I loved it so, so, so much. I cant thank you enough. And I think I fell in love with Satoru even more 🥺 Thank you so much again!!! I love love love you!! 🤍🤍🤍🤍

omg yayyyyyy u seen it ! i’m sooo super happy u liked it 2 like success wooooo (*ฅ́˘ฅ̀*) ur idea was just so cute & he is so dreamy i totally couldn’t help myself eee ! pls ajagaj i’m kicking my feet sm >//< i’m so glad i did ur lil scenario justice . my whole nite has been made ٩(๑´3｀๑)۶ u are just the cutest & sweetest ever mwah ! fank yew fank yew 4 being so big brained & choosing 2 send it 2 me wah <33 i hope u have the most amazing day . ily ily ^_^ !

[tojirings]

president trings, me thinks toji misses the undivided attention he was getting. maybe he could grovel more and harder, then we could consider asking him out again

ps : can’t wait to read more of your jjk version of angst pieces like new citizens are just not ready for you i fear 😼

my stupid dumb idiot lewser.... hee-hee TRUSTTTTT that he will be groveling in the next part <3 thank yew so much bae mwah!!! i need to get u ur jiminrings citizen perks bc whew... you've been trained for this new city!!!!!

[boyfhee]

Okay I js read Candlelit and I am going to rant now.

Can we talk abt the fact that sunghoon is so loser in this like LMFAOOOOOO but he's so bitchy and sassy to fr like man wtf. sunghoon calling jay and player and not even two minutes later we read how he has a new girl in his arm every 3 days was so 💀💀💀 and him saying “good think, i’m not looking forward to be liked by you,” like mhm you're gonna eat your words park trust me.

AND I LOVEEE HOW YOU ADDED HIS THOUGHTS SM INTO THIS. also he is such a fucking snitch bc No way did he tell y/n mom she was smooching someone like fawk yew. and the way he kept on getting jealous over jay like him texting back that classmate as y/n was talking on the phone and she mentioned jay

BUT THNE THE THING THE GIRL SAID??? I WAS LIKE NOOOOOOOOOO JAY WTF NO HOW COULD YOU. also y/n needs to chuck his beer out fr bc why is this man always drinking it. Like it makes your mouth stink so bad fr.

HIM STUTTERING WHEN HE COMPLIMENTED Y/N god he’s such a loser fr. love my loser men so much fr

ong this paragraph was so fucking cute "“she went on a date with jay,” he responds in the most miserable and sullen voice known to mankind. his shoulders practically slouching at the mention of he-who-shall-not-be-mentioned, finger tracing the rim of the glass in front of him with incoherent whines falling off his lips." like Chat why is this so cute omg

THE FACT THAT HE CRIED OVER Y/NGOING ON A BLIND DATE WHEN HE GOT DRUNK? OMG THIS IS TOO FUNNY FR. Then Y/n getting her heart broken like noooooooooo :( I am going to find you jay from this fic. AND IT BEING A BET LIKE UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH but at least he apologized so meh

okay now here are some of the best sentences in this part of the fic.

“you’re cute, and it’s eating his brain cells.” 

“of course, do you think i’d ask you to cook when you look like you went through a divorce and lost the custodies of all your three kids?”  (okay why is he so Sassy.)

“focus on my lips,” (I fainted.)

“we’ll stop when the candle goes out,” (I hope The Candle is Immortal LIKE OUWAHONDOWWQIOFUAGFGBAUFNJKBGVHP9IQEJ298RYUO3ENAL)

now here is the worst paragraph here. “it was a mistake,” he cuts you off immediately, a heavy pause following shortly after. he looks up in your eyes for the first time since the morning. “let’s just forget it,” Trust me when i say that I am going to Find You

AND THE ANGST? OMG THE ANGST? IT WAS SO. LIKE WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS SUNGHOON. YOU'RE SUCH A JERK. but then the fluff >>>>>>>>>>>>>>

oh god when he did this “i’ve got it so bad for you, yn, really,” —he speaks as if he’s out of breath due to the nervousness— “really bad. i tried to keep you out of here,” he said, pointing at his chest, cheeks flushing red as the words fell off his lips. “but you won’t go, you just won’t.” LORDY LORD LORD I AM BLUSHING.

Cece you ATE DOWN with this fic. it was so fucking good and I'm in love fr.

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HELLO TEDDIE NONNIE I'M AB TO FRAME THIS ON MY WALLS 🙁🙁🙁🙁 you're so sweet TT thank u sm for reading my silly lil fic i love u mwah ♥︎

loser sunghoon is truly the best sunghoon ^^ i think i could've done better with the characterisation but oh well, that's done is done :"> he's such a snitch .. AND JAY PLEASE ofc i had to give him a redemption arc and make him apologise like in no universe will that man something like that :< he's too sweet to play with someone's feelings

to be very honest, i worte that fic only for the make out part 🙏 the 'we'll stop when the candle goes out' part is my fav and the reason why i wrote this fic lmfao. also i really wanted to add more angst and go in-depth with the no-contact period but that would've added another 5k and i litch was only looking forward to finish writing this asap ><

AND THE CONFESSION YESSSS my fav :D again, so so thank you for leaving this sweet sweet feedback, i love u sm and i'm happy u enjoyed reading it :D

[inazuman]

ALKALINE HI !!!!!! ohh gawd it's my 1st time interacting w u but i did see your tags on whirlwind and >____< AAAAAAAA gosh thank yew for the kind words !! u don't even know how EXCITED i am that u felt it all !!!!! i was so nervous whether i could put all of that into words and i am SO glad i managed ! </3 all this coming from a fellow psych graduate too ,, OML i cannot stress this enough u literally made my entire day >_< MWAH sending u all the love !!!!

AAA HELLO ZARIA you are so sweet omg <33 U DID PSYCH TOO WAA hehe u really r one of the best writers i've had the privilege of reading my friend !!! u never have to thank me but i appreciate ur kind words nonetheless!! u are incredible i hope you know!! happy new year i wish u the best in 2023 and am sending u lots of love back <333

[jiminrings]

Four seven eight phase 3 part 1 randomly showed up on my tumblr feed and I was skimming through it to see if I would be interested in checking the whole thing out, well I ended up reading the whole chapter and I didn’t realize I was already in the middle of the storyline! Definitely will have to go back and read from part 1 in phase 1 and the drabbles in between. I’m honestly really surprised that I was pulled into this type of plot because I don’t usually go for dad au’s or established marriage au’s. I really sympathize with both jungkook and y/n. He wants to find himself outside of being her husband and a dad and I hope he really does. We all say things we don’t mean in a moment of anger to our loved ones and I’m happy they were able to work through that stump. I respect y/n’s character a lot, she’s a top working woman in her industry and a full time mom. She puts everything aside for their daughter and you can really see that in her actions. She understands her husband but she also has her insecurities too.

Sorry this got a lot longer than expected but I’ll be sure to check out the full story. Glad I came across it!

AHHHHH WELCOME!!!! i'm glad ur here w me now 🫂💗 hee-hee thank u so much!! u n me both actually bc normally i Don't read marriage aus at all :O pls don't be sorry at all omg i love long asks so much!!! thank yew mwah

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I dont know what it is about your works..but when I see one of them, or any of them in fact, pop up on my recommended, I immediately read it. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. BECAUSE IK ITS GONNA BE GOOD. LIKE IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT..YOUR WRITING IS JUST TOO GOOD LIKE OMFGGG 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️ You are def my #1 fav fan fic writter…i jst love u too much 😣😣 u never miss w the works, keep it up pooks 🫶🫶

- Anon 🐀🐀

WHAT IMMMMSOBBBINNGGH 😞😞😞💗 this is so nice thank yew baby :(((( such a sweetheart <3 i’m glad u enjoy my work mwah mwah !!!! 💗

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watch lizzy rejurjucate (regurgitate). voice done by my awesome friend @xaestheticallyxsneezingx

[meowdarame]

2 + 4 + 5 !!

FANK YEW FOR INDULGING ME CAT!! you chose really good questions hehe MWAH MWAH

also my answer to one of the questions (4) features some distressing topics (such as SA and heavy misogyny so please do not click read more if you don’t want to see that! thank you!)

something i’m looking forward to writing

the other day sam and i were talking and we asked each other “what anime character wrote us?” and sam concluded that atsumu wrote me as his ideal partner (T . T) and this set me off on this like spiral of imagining atsumu writing ME (or at least a character like me) and falling in love with that character. i don’t wanna give too, too much away because i haven’t even written a sentence for it yet LOL but i’m definitely gonna tackle this project once my semester ends :)

line from a WIP

i’ll do you one better and include an excerpt! this is from an iwa (hq) fic that’s collecting dust in my google docs. it’s really personal to me because it has to do with some unresolved trauma from my past, and i wrote it to find some sort of closure and to receive catharsis! WARNING: SA AND MISOGYNY

You know it’s not the best coping mechanism, but somehow, you can’t stop. It’s the only way that you feel in control again. “They can’t use me or take advantage of me if I let them,” was your reasoning, a bastardized reclamation of power.

They can’t rob me of my sexual autonomy if I consent first.

But deep in your heart you know it’s not true. After every disappointing session, after every failed orgasm, after every prideful expression that’s plastered on your “partner’s” face, you feel worse than before. You know that they treat you like a masturbatory aid— that they view you as nothing more than a cocksleeve— yet you still return to these shitty men. You still return to these men who wouldn’t give a fuck if your name appeared on an obituary one day, because in your mind it was your twisted way of coping with the grief.

character i’m writing that i identify with

i’m planning on writing a pt 2 to my fic the cosmos taste like raspberries! (hopefully this time my prose and flow are better OOF!) but as a big fucking chem nerd, i’m gonna add the concept of entropy and include this bastardized understanding i had of it when i was an angsty 17 y/o who got my heart broken by my best friend LOL. (basically, because the universe favors chaos and constantly moves towards it, why the fuck do we as humans try to combat this naturally occurring phenomenon by forming friendships, building structure and societies, falling in love and having relationships? why do we try to fight the universe? is it because we believe we’re greater than the universe and the thermodynamic laws that rule it? sorry the chem nerd jumped tf out!) y/n’s thought process in that fic is going to really closely mirror my thought process during my senior yr of hs (yes, this is self-inserty AF!)

meta ask game!!

[jiminrings]

HI FRIEND! just wanting yew to know that im excited for the exbf thingy cornstar!koo!! i was snooping on the front on ur patreon page one day and saw the idea when scrolling…FELL IN LOVE WITH THE IDEA and im excited for it to come out! litwally subbed to ur patreon just for that RAAAAA! i mean you still got sm good shit on there too OJO!! anyone else who sees this and is thinking of getting the patreon…WORTH EVERY DOLLAR! thank u mrs. rings :D !! OJO

BEST FRIEND I LOVE YEW SO MUCH THANK U!!!!! it's coming out either tomorrow or the day after that!!! i can't wait for u to read actually . mwah love u thank u for being here w me <3 pls close ur eyes i Will be smooching ur cranium now 🫂💗