#ask: ineedsomesleeptoday

[banqanas]

Just saw that Exile Tribe is doing the opening for Kamen Rider Gavv

I dont know much about Exile but i do know you are a fan of them. I have seen many of your posts in my feed.

SO HAPPY FOR YOU ❤️. KAMEN RIDER PHASE IS BACK

THANK YOU SO MUCH 😭🙏❤️

I really do feel bad to everyone who followed me from revice only to suddenly be flooded with random jpop boys...... 🙏😅💦

BUT I GUESS I AM GONNA BE BACK TO POSTING ABOUT BUG SUPERHEROES THIS SEPTEMBER !!!!!!! 👍👍👍

But I will still be posting about jpop exile tribe so....please take care of me for the whole year too!!!! 🙇‍♀️🙏🙏

[fluttering-by]

Squeeeeeeeeeze!!! You've been given a hug! Send this to all the people who deserve a hug. See how many you get back 😊 Now let the hugging begin! 💜

Aah! Surprise hug!

[brazilianasf]

Who are your favourite football players?

Favorite from the story of favorites? lmao i would said: Pelé, Ronaldo (R9 ofc), Roberto Carlos, Garrincha, Ronaldinho...

Not "legends" favourites, but i love to see them play: D'Alessandro (from sc internacional, he's from Argentina ironically lol), Coutinho, Richarlison, Casemiro, Vini, Messi, Kanté (i'm so sad he's not in this wc 😭), Mbappé... I'm probably forgetting a lot, bc i just woke up lmao but that's basically it

[brazilnt]

I dont know why but this art is so funny (and nicely done) 😂😂😂.

I hope ARSENAL wins against the Red Devils!!!!

No one can take away our dreams.

Don't know if I can watch the game ... because for whatever reason none of the channels in my TV shows any match of Arsenal 🙄🙄

SCREAMINGGGGGGGGGG that’s so hilarious !!!!!! the win will just be even sweeter🥰🥰

i’ll see if i can find you a link to watch it you have to witness

[mangolon]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you!

You're gonna hate me for this, but I got this exact message this morning. I suppose the answers are the same. And I'm pretty sure I sent this to you.

[skyland2703]

Horrible questions : 03, 13 , 25, 36

03: Do you regret anything?

…honestly, no. Don’t regret anything, anyone. I’m sorry some things happened, but they were for the best, so I don’t regret them.

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

My ‘hate’ radar is really strong tbh.. lots of people I despise. But the strongest word, hate, is reserved for one person.

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

No. Honestly, no. I don’t miss anyone. If I left you, there’s a reason for that. If you left me, then you have your reasons for that. If you’re not in my life, I’m most probably not even thinking about you.

I do wanna meet that one person I hate tho, and see where he is. I don’t miss him, I’m just curious

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

No. I don’t believe in second chances.

I do love this song tho:

[skylandart]

Valentines Heckyl/Kendall or Chase/Shelby maybe??

Also for @ineedsomesleeptoday ^^

—Heckyl finally asked his pretty lady ouuuuuut

[naraozu]

When you get this, please respond with five things that make you happy! Then, send to your last ten people in your notifications (anonymously). You never know who might benefit from spreading positivity :)

Hello Anon! Thank you for asking me this! 😁😁

1. My #1 spot definitely has to go to my BESTIES @skyland2703 @twinklequill they are my whole world and I love them to bits!!! Honorary mention to a recent friend that seems so chill and easy to talk to @ineedsomesleeptoday

2. My ships!! Anytime when I'm happy, sad or angry just one look at any of my favorite ship I squee! I recently got a new ship, GaiDoc!

Do I need to say anything else about em? Lmao

3. Aesthetic backgrounds!! I love how pretty the colors go together and stuff! A couple of my faves are down below!

Glass beach

Sunsets and sunrises

Forests :3

4. My family! There's nothing in this world that can match your happiness towards your family! Seeing them still alive and kicking just makes me happy that I can see them for another day!

5. GAMES!!! Honkai Star Rail, Genshin and Star Stable are the ones that make me happy too because these are my favorite games!

Star Stable

Genshin Impact

Honkai Star Rail

Thank you Anon for asking me the question again! 💖💖💖💖

[skyland2703]

Thanks for the tag @the-chaotic-neutral-bi !!!!!!!!

I have no reason other than I look at this man and go “oh holy shit he is me” (and like. Everyone else says that too. Ask anyone) but I love him just the same

Tagging: @augment-techs @eugenephosgene @fans-of-the-damned @jenscotts @ineedsomesleeptoday @lastmafagafo @maritimetiger and anyone else who wanna join!!! Because!!!!! Blorbos!!!!

I have decided to start a chain. Reblog and put your comfort/relatable character (and a reasoning if you desire). And hope people have fun with this! I'll start,

Friends who I am tagging because why not, they may be interested: @bylerr-swift @bumblebeezstuffz

[iristial]

Can I ask Yua Yaiba for the character opinion bingo ?

Why, of course!

character bingo

[scoups4lyfe]

YOU ARE BACK!!!! YAYYY!!

What's up? How's your health now?

HEYYYYYY

Well, I’ve finished my treatment for the kidney infection :D.

I have another doc appointment this Thursday and psychiatrist appointment on Friday LOL!!!

For now I’m also taking acid blockers to help with my digestion / internal inflammation.

Mostly my biggest L has been nutrition—

I’m doing my best to be healthy and what not but my body nerfs me in some type of way — appetite, digestion, blah blah blah

Tldr;

I lost an unhealthy amount of weight because I can’t digest anything and I could barely eat anything for like a week;

My sis told my mom she thinks I should be institutionalized because she’s afraid I’m going to die from malnutrition 🦆.

Anyways, things are starting to … hopefully, get better ❤️‍🩹.

I’m actually ABLE to eat so >:].

Go stupid go crazy 😛

I feel the need to state here— I don’t have an eating disorder (in the traditional sense). About a year and a half ago I was suddenly unable to eat: wheat, peanuts, egg whites, milk/anything with lactose 🤪

That’s like. Almost every food ever. LOL.

Most things are made with wheat flour, or eggs or blah blah blah.

So completely changing my diet had me fked up for 6 months; I adjusted — but then my health continued to worsen, and in July we finally learned I had an intestinal infection called H. Pylori—all of July I was treated for that.

The first week of august was okay….and then I slowly started to worsen, more and more and more, until the Nov 1st ER trip <33. Where they told me I had a kidney infection. (And as stated before, I just finished treatment for that.)

Anyways; I LOVE food I LOVE eating; but bro. Do you know how much it fvcking SUCKS when it genuinely hurts to eat? When I am constantly fighting against having no appetite, and the constant nausea after like 3 spoonfuls of food—do y’all know how desolate and desperate that can make a person? Blah >:O

Right.

Half the problems I’ve had with productivity in November can be directly correlated with low blood sugar making it so I can’t think worth of shxt 🫥👻

Mentally —

I think I’ve been okay? I mean whew. Literally last Monday to Wednesday I went through the WORST fvcking paranoia. Y’all would not even BELIEVE— 😩

This Friday I’ll be reconvening with my psychiatrist on what we should do (med wise 🤪).

So yeah — those are the basics of my situation.

(Lmao just now realizing idek if I even told y’all the extent of my intestinal and digestion issues 🥸.)

While I wasn’t on tumblr, I was going stupid and crazy on PPT. The bipolar ppt got like

80 fvcking slides

I’m not quiteeee finished with it yet; but I’m close. I (of course <33) plan on pasting the PowerPoint here—as well as my essay and research and sh*t

And with that

I plan on posting a compilation of my journal entries relating to bipolar / to further show (literally) what the mind / thoughts of a bipolar person is like; etc etc etc

And — of course <3; I made sure to edit all the important / private info out, so fr it’s just reading basically “anon” diary / journaling entries LOL!

Yeehaw y’all

❤️‍🩹✌️

[asknarashikari]

Found a very nice Kadota Hiromi tribute kind of video in youtube

https://youtu.be/CLVOSvUNl6I

Yeah, there's been quite a few tribute videos dedicated to Hiromi, pretty much all of them set to the Dear Gaga version of Without You (aka Junya Komatsu's heartbreakingly beautiful voice)

Hiromiiiiiiii 😭 My Hiromiiiii 😭 😭 😭

[fluttering-by]

How is FuwaFuwa doing? 😊

Fuwafuwa is doing absolutely wonderfully! She's such a fast learner, the problem is that she doesn't seem to understand yet that she has to wait to be asked to do things. She'll learn a new task, and then just... keep doing it, bless her 😂

So she'd keep unbuttoning my quilt cover, or offering to take my mum's jumper off or hair bobbles out. Or I'll ask her to get something, I'll put it away, and then she'll go and get it again. But it's only been a few months so she's doing remarkably well!

I'm going away on Christmas Eve which will be her first time in a hotel, and she has so many Christmas presents, I'm so excited to spoil her, she deserves it.

Thank you for asking, she's so precious I love her so much 😭

(It's also lovely to hear from you, I see you around all the time but I don't know how to say hi to people 😅)

[scribble-dribble-writes]

@ineedsomesleeptoday asked if I would be doing an analysis on Ramonda, so here I go haha!

Her character is another one of my favorites!!! She's rooted and grounded in her traditions which I find admirable. The first scene, we see Shuri absolutely restless, trying to find a way to stop it, not wanting to admit that her brother could pass, not sitting with him. But we see Ramonda at the end of that long shot, she's broken but at peace. She's accepted it, that the king is no more, her son is gone.

The UN scene was soooo powerful 😩😩 The whole world is trying to take a dig at Wakanda now because they're vulnerable, they don't have a king. But she shows up in the most gobstopping dress I've ever seen and narrates how they don't have a protector but are still well capable to handle stuff and if they strike her off she will react differently. To me, that is the common ground she and Namor shares. She's more diplomatic I'll give her that but if the other parts of the world were going to invade Wakanda, she would all out go to war with them. But she's dealing with all these by keeping an open ear and being on the look out.

Now the scene with her and Shuri I believe gives us more insight into how they differ. I love that cause is some cases the mother x daughter relationship can be quite strained too. Ramonda is a lady of the past, she believes AI will take over the world, Shuri should try to move one, I got the feeling she was hovering over Shuri's shoulder. Which I would say is the aftermath of losing her son. She's doing everything from a place of love but I reckon it's too fast for Shuri, who has now become numb to the pain, she's grieving differently. Ramonda takes her to the bush and asks if Shuri's mental construct is giving her comfort or torment? Which such a stunning question to pose to intellectuals. I often feel women get portrayed as being overtly emotional, but not all of us are like that. I grieve in a similar way to how Shuri and Katniss do, so that scene comforts me a lot.

But it takes a turn when she reveals her true intention of the ritual which we can see that Shuri isn't ok with, she needs more time and thank the heavens Namor disrupted that moment because I feel like she was on the verge of telling Shuri about Toussaint. That would have been the worst moment. Shuri is enraged, wants to burn the world, prior to that scene she does not pick up Nakiya's call, coming to know her brother had a child would have been a lot to handle while she hasn't yet let him go.

Shuri buries herself in her work, in her lab, she keeps her mind busy so she doesn't have to sit and think about her pain. Now Ramonda actually does not know how to get her to stop and feel, she trying to do so in the means and methods in which she knows but its not working. But when Okoye notices the same thing and suggest to take her out, Ramonda gets protective. She's wants Shuri to be here because she's working through her own trauma, she wants no harm to come to Shuri at all costs, I understand that. There's also a tension between Ramonda and Okoye in that scene, Okoye tells her she'll be with me, but I get the feeling that Ramonda isn't as trusting of Okoye like in the first movie, I understand that because of the whole killmonger plotline.

Shuri gets taken to Talokan and when Ramonda gets to know, all the defenses she's held up so far crumbles. She's acting out. She's not being rational. And these aren't flaws, I'm just pointing out how her actions are changing. She's a mother bear whose lost her only cub. So even as she banishes Okoye, a few of the elders feel it's unfair. She's trying to reach out to Shuri but gets a hold of Everett and tells him to keep her updated if the States were going to 'take action' on Wakanda. Now she goes back to Nakiya, who I feel like wants to be away from all this because of her situation. She says those were the days of her past, because Toussaint is playing in front of them. But Ramonda is helpless, she needs someone she can trust and comes up with the plan of Nakiya tracking Shuri down while she distracted Namor.

Now her character is fearless but sometimes fear is good. She meets alone with Namor and this man is contemplating a whole invasion. So the ideal route would have been to play into her strength of diplomacy but she doesn't. She starts strong, asking him how Shuri is and if there's anything she can exchange for her daughter. His response breaks her patience and in that moment out right threatens him of leaking his secret to his face. We see Namor's mannerisms change to, he was cool in the beginning but after that sentence, he's tense. He would have left in the thought that Shuri was going to be there and that he could have worked something out through her? I don't know. But I'm sure he's not handling it well, he would have become paranoid.

My personal take is Ramonda should not have threatened him when he has clearly told them he's got more warrior than Wakanda has blades of grass.

The other thing that goes wrong is the whole infiltration. Nakiya does it without any sensitivity. She just wants the princess back upon orders by the queen but she's not thinking about the consequences of her actions. She threading fragile ground. I feel like she could have just stunned the two guards instead of killing them. Namor would have let that slide, but instead she lethally wounds them in a way they cannot heal themselves again. The warriors Okoye stabbed got back up, so with body wounds I think they do regenerate.

This plan is a choppy disaster. But Ramonda gets Shuri back and everyone's happy only for a short time, before the invasion happens. The other scene that is strikingly scary is when Ramonda faces Namor. She's waiting for him? She's unprotected and tells Riri to run. I think she herself knew that this would have been the end. She's fearless and comes to terms with it. I don't see her panic. She faces him head on even when she knows she doesn't stand a chance. It's possible that was because she knew her threat will not be received kindly? I have to see the film again to piece it all together. But her defiance to run from Namor speaks volumes but at what cost.

She was noble, selfless, fearless, loving and diplomatic but she's absolutely human when she mixes it all up and gets it wrong.

Her death is significant, it pushes Shuri to recreate the heart shaped herb. She wasn't willing to do so till Ramonda was there. She knew that her kingdom was vulnerable but the black panther had to come back. It pushes her from girlhood to womanhood.

Quite similar to when:

Peter parker loses aunt May

Hiccup loses his dad

Katniss losing Primrose

It's a character arc for the hero to set up. That's my take on it.

[brazilnt]

Don't know if you have seen this

https://at.tumblr.com/tsukishimawhore/one-step-forward/nam6zkx6xe15

ohmygod this is so precious ! 🥺🫶🏽✨ neybappe barbs we’ve won !!!!

[brazilnt]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out 💗

this is sooo cute ilyilyily!✨