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The wildest part about the reaction to Ashtonâs comment is that Laudna herself didnât even seem to take it personally? Her reaction to it seemed more like âok thatâs not true and Iâm going to push back on it, but youâre clearly having a self destructive dark night of the soul and I want to make sure youâre okayâ. Like give our girl a little more credit here.
Hey anon,
Hope you don't mind but you are getting a heavily edited and more measured part of the threatened rant because like. Yeah. That's the thing isn't it? Laudna is the one who sought out Ashton while they were drinking. And when he slips into self-pity, she tells him to snap out of it, but she's not mad. I happen to agree with this meta that Ashton isn't saying "I know loneliness and you don't"; they're saying "I know the very specific loneliness of not knowing where I came from". (I also think there's a possibility that they're saying "I know the loneliness that comes from knowing the people who weren't there when you came back to life could have been and chose not to"; it's not that Laudna didn't wake up alone the first time, it's that she was alone because everyone else was dead whereas the Nobodies could have chosen to stick by them and did not.) And then, the next day, he apologizes (something Imogen does not do), and she tells him not to be too hard on himself.
Laudna clearly looks on this conversation positively. She even brings it up when she talks with Imogen in that manner - she doesn't say "wow can you believe what that asshole said?" but rather focuses on Ashton's compliment to her. I mean, it's nothing new, for people to carefully ignore any context that might more sympathetically frame a character they hate, or to defend how perfect and traumatized their Mary Sue-ass interpretation of a female character is in such a way that it denies the actual agency and emotions of that character as portrayed on screen, but it's just as stupid every time, as is the constant insistence that the best way to have a ship is to isolate two characters such that they only have each other, that they're the only ones who can ever truly understand each other.
You know, I've seen people draw parallels between Laudna telling Imogen the choice is up to her regarding how they proceed tomorrow, and Imogen telling Laudna that the choice was up to her during her resurrection. And here's the thing: Imogen's appeal to Laudna during the resurrection failed. The goal of bringing Laudna back succeeded, but Imogen's specific attempt was a minor hindrance, not a help.
I can't help but wonder if Laudna leaving things to Imogen might end up the same; that they keep going on, together, but these hairline fractures keep building up and never healing, and perhaps one day there will be too many.
Shippers keep saying this is so beautiful because it's about giving each other choices when they've never had any, but that's patently untrue. Laudna had no choice in Delilah, but really, given how normal people even in small towns like Heartmoor Hamlet have been towards her, or the fact that she's not significantly weirder than Weva Vudol, or the fact that every shopkeeper in Exandria is, canonically, fucking bananas, there's a lot she could have done in those 30 years. I mean, she somehow made it to Gelvaan which is not exactly something you fall into from Tal'Dorei without making some kind of decision. Imogen had no choice in her powers but otherwise she's had no shortage of choices. In fact, that's quite literally what Laudna is saying: Imogen always had the option of going to live in a cottage and raise horses. Imogen has always had choices, and doesn't need to kill the gods to free herself.
For that matter, could you not draw a similar parallel between Laudna's transformation at the hands of Delilah without her choosing, and Ashton, who was part of a ritual as a young child below any reasonable age of consent that permanently changed them physically? Or FCG, who was quite literally programmed to be who they are? If you take off the shipper goggles and actually remember that there are five other characters, suddenly these parallels become far more widespread.
But also: here's the thing about leaving all the choices up to the other person. It protects you from the possibility that they might say no to you. It reframes things: had Laudna not been successfully resurrected, she's not saying no to Imogen; she's making her own choice, even though the result is the same. If Imogen goes with Otohan now, well, then Laudna can tell herself that it was Imogen's choice to side with the woman who murdered her, but at least she has the thin comfort that Imogen didn't exactly say "no" to a direct appeal; that it's merely an implied rather than explicit betrayal.
It's just...I know this campaign is a little weird in that this massive world-ending event is happening comparatively early; but also, Imogen and Laudna have known each other for two years. And obviously Imogen isn't Vex, she isn't Vax, she isn't Fjord, she isn't Beau or Yasha, but like, you know what all of those people did when they were facing a dangerous situation and thought death was imminent? They, through word or action, looked at the person they loved and didn't just say "I love you", they said "I'm in love with you", "can I kiss you," or opened the door naked. They said "I might die tomorrow and I cannot go forward without telling you that this is something more than just friendship to me," knowing that it was possible that, on the last night of their life, the person they loved might turn them down. Hell, Keyleth did initially turn Vax down, and he still did it.
Imogen and Laudna? They spent the night the same way they might have at the very beginning of the campaign - before the campaign, even. Laudna said she loved Imogen in what, episode 6? They've been sharing rooms and beds for two years. Nothing has changed in their relationship. And it is my suspicion that nothing will, until one of them actually asks something of the other. And again - that's all it will take for me to go from "this is boring and empty" to "ok, this is a ship" - for them to be able to take a risk.
I could quite honestly go on but like...this reply, which I got shortly after Laudna's death (when I said there was value in a story in which she remains dead) has haunted me since.
It really explains everything, doesn't it? It's why people were mad when I said it was valid for Imogen to be upset at Laudna about the gnarlrock; it's why they were mad that I said that there was no canonical basis for the people of Gelvaan or Relvin mistreating Imogen (in fact, it outright contradicts what we've seen in canon); it's why they hate Ashton right now. It's why if Imogen is interested in the gnarlrock as a way to find relief from her powers and gets mad at Laudna for breaking it, she sucks, but if Imogen considers starting the apocalypse to find relief from her powers it's totally fine. It's why they'll harass people for saying "you know, it could be an interesting story if Laudna dies permanently," and then turn around and offer more sympathy to Otohan - the character who would have been responsible for that permanent death - than they do to Orym, the character who has lost two family members and nearly his own life to her. Because Otohan might have murdered Laudna, but damn, at least she seems to ship it.
They don't see Imogen and Laudna as separate characters who can grow and change - they don't even refer to Laudna as her own fucking name, just as part of a portmanteau - and they are terrified whenever the two have even the slightest conflict (not unlike Imogen and Laudna themselves) because it means that the characters interact with people other than each other. Laudna dying permanently isn't a character death to them - it's "throwing [the ship] away." Laudna having other conversations and relationships is a threat to the ship, even if Laudna enjoys it - in fact, especially if Laudna enjoys it. Other people coming into Imogen's dreams with the express purpose of helping her is a threat. Because if either of the characters ever realize that this codependency isn't serving them, and that they have other people who will stand by them and won't leave them to their loneliness...well. The constant reassurances that they have each other might no longer be enough if they have other people.
That's why the shippers are mad at Ashton. Yes, because it's a possible competing ship; but also because they pointed out that Laudna had six people by her when she woke up, not just one, and that opens the door to Laudna realizing she has other people who will stand by her, and who aren't openly and repeatedly entertaining an alliance with her murderer. They do not actually give a shit about how Laudna feels.
#answered#Anonymous#long post#critical role#critical role spoilers#me @ laudna: girl your security blanket is full of asbestos fibers#anyway for those wanting more rants in this vein please feel free to ask me why this is not comparable to caleb and veth's relationship#or uh. really anything about why it's like. not good or interesting as a ship
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HCS for the NRC staff with a child Fem MC who behaves like Klee uwu
The title says it all-
Also, I'll make it a little more
f a n c y-
And I'll make this gender neutral, hope you don't mind! ^^
TWST adorable but chaotic child, s/o (Klee) (Platonic)
Dire Crowley
Oh sevens-
Now, now, he knows you don't mean it-
he wants to believe-
But-
You know-
Aiyah-
You create a giant mess no matter what.
He tries his best to steer you out of trouble
But then again, Crowley can't help but fall to victim to your adorable face,
and actually, most of the time it's unintentionally from both you and him
mostly-
You just thought he wants to hang out,
and you're elated when he does so!
But... it might end with an explosion...
Correction, explosions.
But, regardless, you're his little s/o,
and he can't deny you that you don't give joy in his life <3
Divus Crewel
You
Drive
Him
N U T S-
How can such an adorable child,
cause this extraordinary amount of mess in one day???
How-
Divus is like a strict mother,
always reprimanding and nagging you to stop.
But, he knows you don't really mean it.
Sometimes, you didn't even know that could happen.
And how could he stay that mad with those adorable little puppy eyes?
He couldn't.
Well, he won't fall victim when you suggests something dangerous to do.
No puppy eyes.
You won't fool him.
But alas, you're his precious little pup at the end of the day.
Anyone who dare try to put you in harms way,
he would take care of them promptly,
or wait for that instant karma of yours to trigger.
Explode them into the oblivion, little precious pup <3
Mozus Trein
He's so done-
absolutely-
he's this old, come on now-
And he's got three kids, what did you expect.
All he can do is just watch the chaos unfold,
as you jump around, completely oblivious of the troubles you have caused.
He reprimands you, but you can tell slowly, he's losing it and he's about to give up.
But, he can't really, right?
You are still a child,
how can he expect you to know anything.
And he can't really give up on you when you keep staring at him with big, sparkling eyes every time you show him a crayon drawing of you, him and Lucius.
He can't give up on you.
He lets you play with Lucius, so long as you don't leave wherever Trein is.
He looks up from his papers and...
And.... Lucius looks so done as you cuddle him and coo about how cute Lucius' paws are.
Sigh, you really are a troublesome child to deal with, aren't you?
Ashton Vargas
Honestly,
has no idea wtf he's doing-
The minute he's not around and he comes back within another minute,
BOOM there's explosions and students screaming everywhere.
Well,
Like-
Dang-
He can't really say "damn" unless he wants Divus to frickin smack him with his stupid stick-
But regardless, Ashton still remains as a cheerful father figure to you,
And boasts to you about his muscles,
and that you should try coming with him to fly on brooms!
Just... make sure not to cause an explosion behind you.
It's survival of the fittest when it comes to taking care of you,
who knows what will happen wen you're around.
Explosions? Fires? Arson-
Who knows!
But usually no one gets SERIOUSLY injured.
So, all is fine!
Just remember kiddo, you're his number one besides himself! <3
Sam
Oh my-
Oh dear-
This can't be good-
Honestly did not expect a cute child like you,
to be the cause of all the explosions behind you.
Are you a child???-
He knows you don't mean it,
but it's kind of unsettling to him that you seem unfazed by the explosions behind you..
But, you're still a child, maybe you don't know..?
He hopes that's the case-
Sam himself is still learning how to handle a kid,
and you are like-
God level difficulty-
Because you are just
so
c h a o t i c
Much like him but you're way more than that.
He tries his best to nag at you to stop,
but ultimately can't resists your puppy eyes.
You're too cute!
AHH HE CAN'T TAKE IT-
He usually shows you all the cool things his store has,
and what they can do!
And I swear he shed many tears- a tear when you drew a picture of you and him with so much youthful innocence in it.
Ahh, you are such a problematic, little monster child. He loves it <3
#twst#twisted wonderland#dire crowley x reader#divus crewel x reader#mozus trein x reader#ashton vargas x reader#twst sam x reader#twisted wonderland sam x reader#sam x reader#dire crowley#divus crewel#mozus trein#ashton vargas#sam#twst sam#twisted wonderland sam#twst x reader#twisted wonderland x reader#twst fluff#twisted wonderland fluff#twst x reader fluff#platonic#child reader#twst headcanon#twst x reader headcanon#twisted wonderland headcanon#twisted wonderland x reader headcanon#nrc
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requested by anon: ok so for the bi!reader concept: last year i ended my relationship w this girl the main reason was because she was really insecure and jealous especially about me being bisexual like anytime i would talk to a guy she would just get so upset about it and she would make such gross biphobic comments and at the time i had so much internalised biphobia that i tried to convince myself i was gay n stayed in the relationship longer than i should have because i rly liked her i guess lol anyways (1/4) we ended and a while afterwards i started seeing this guy who iâd known of for ages (friends of friends type situation) but we just never really talked before or hung out but from the first date we clicked and the sex was crazy good like the type of sex were ur ditching ur vibrators cuz heâs that good lmao so one weekend we went to this party together and of course she is also there, i was so surprised and i could see her eyeing us the whole night, so when she came over i was anxious af (2/4) and this guy knew i was bi! it was no secret, i worked really hard to accept myself! so she comes over and she deadass goes âare you straight now? i knew you would end up with a man!â and sheâs all smug but also hurt and im standing there like what the fuck and THEN this dumb man goes âha guess the sex is so good i made her straight againâ and iâm literally about to cry over how gross the whole interaction is and im so shocked i canât even defend myself, i dumped him that night obviously (3/) last messgae: so basically can you pls do a redo of the gross situation where instead of being with that dumb guy its with calum and he is so protective n sweet n NORMAL n encourages u to stand up for urself about bisexuality / your sexuality, because what happened to me happens too often and its disgusting and gross and no one deserves that!! only if u feel comfortable/inspired tho, no pressure!! love u laura, thank u for creating such a safe space for all the queer babies it means a lot đ notes: i kinda enjoyed writing this one esp for my sweet anon baby. i love u and i hope this is everything you wanted â„ warnings: biphobia, implications of emotional abuse
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âHey whatâcha doing sweets?â Calumâs voice pulled you from your musings, your hand idly tracing patterns against the paper but the pen remaining on the desk. You wrenched your thoughts from the spiral you seemed to have fallen down, a smile crossing your lips as you felt your heart flutter at the sight of him.
âNothinâ. Just thinking.â You finally replied as he pulled up one of the spare chairs next to you, the bustling activity of the coffee shop falling into your background noise as his thigh pressed against yours.
âReally? Normally you doodle when youâre just thinking.â He countered with ease and your eyes dropped to the paper, noticing that the pen remained where youâd placed it when you first sat down. Subconsciously you mustâve realised that the route your thoughts had gone were not suitable to put down on paper, your fingers picking up the pen and mind falling blank immediately.
âOh.â You breathed before placing the pen back down and packing away the pad and pen.
âWhatâs running through your head, doll?â Calumâs voice was quiet and concerned, you shrugged.
âJust, a lot on my mind is all. Youâre not my keeper just because weâve slept together.â You admitted quietly and he frowned before picking up his bag and for a sinking second you thought he was going to walk off, but instead, he took your bag from your hands and slung it over his shoulder.Â
He looked back at you expectantly and you sighed before standing up, leaving the coffee shop with him, your eyes on the floor as you fell into step next to him.
âYour place or mine?â
âEâs gonna be home and I donât want to hear them rant about me bringing people back.â You muttered and Calum nodded.Â
âI think Ash is out. Heâll probably head out to Lukeâs if I show up with you.â At his smirk, you rolled your eyes fondly before shoving him towards the bus stop. His indignant âhey!â was only ignored as you two waited for the bus, his arm slung over your shoulders.
Selfishly, you leaned into his touch, trying to ignore the fact that your stomach was doing flips at his touch alone.Â
The bus journey was a quiet ten minutes, but Calum seemed to understand that you werenât willing to talk with so many people around, so he was content to just keep you close, and you were unwilling to pull away until his stop came up.
When you reached his shared house with Ashton, you noted that the car was gone from the driveway and Calum smirked.
âLooks like heâs out. Câmon.â His hand tucked around yours and pulled you inside. And for a second you wondered if you could distract him with sex, but then the guilt appeared and you could feel the tears of frustration appear as your thoughts swirled and you felt dizzy.
Calum had stepped ahead, turning to see you stood leaning against the closed door, head in your hands and he knew something was wrong. Stepping back to you, he dropped your bags and took your hand in his, pulling you upstairs to his room and your stomach twisted uncomfortably.
âCal I-â
âIâm not suggesting that.â He muttered. You fell silent at that and as he pulled you into his room, you felt unsure, but he gave you no chance to really deny him as he crawled into bed before opening his arms out to you.
âCal.â
âI know you. You donât do emotional stuff well but Iâm here for a cuddle and an ear if you need it.â You fell into the embrace easily, your head resting on his chest as his arms wrapped around your shoulders, his lips finding your temple as you finally felt something in you snap, the surge of emotions overwhelming and frighteningly vivid.Â
âI keep telling myself that I never was a lesbian, that I still found men attractive but Poppy made me feel like having that attraction was stupid since I was dating her and that I was a lesbian and itâs so fucking confusing because I like you, but I can hear her voice screeching that Iâm not right, that Iâm a lesbian or faking it or a freak.â And for the first time since you left Poppy, you cried.
Calum had been waiting for this. When the split had happened, youâd been ready for it, youâd already left her mentally, but this was what he knew you needed. He knew that the relationship with her had been toxic, but youâd never revealed the extent of her behaviour.Â
His heart broke.
âJust because you like both men and women does not mean you should feel so guilty over your sexuality. Thereâs a B in LGBT for a reason, doll. Thatâs you. Youâre bisexual and you should be proud of that, not ashamed because some bitch with a control issue couldnât handle the fact that you liked more than women.âÂ
You found yourself gripping his shirt with your fists as you pressed your face into his chest, trying to stem the tears that seemed relentless. But Calum held his silence whilst you got it out of your system, knowing that you needed to get this off your chest.Â
âIâm sorry.â You finally got out, but he simply shushed you.Â
âShe was a shitty person with an attitude to show. You shouldnât apologise for the bitch.â His words were simple but it gave you a breath of ease, pulling away as hands rubbed your shoulders gently.Â
He was definitely too good to you, but he was there for you regardless and you were certain that you loved him for that.
âThereâs gonna be a party on the other side of town in a couple of weeks. Ash took over the old Firefly down on Hartley. Heâs revamping before opening the bar to the public. You fancy going?â And you smiled at the gentle distraction he was offering.Â
âWe get at least a free drink if we show up, right?â And Calum laughed as he kissed your temple.Â
âHe wouldnât say no to me. Or you. In fact, Iâm almost certain heâs expecting me to do full introductions on that night since Luke and Mike will be there with the others and their girls.â You rolled your eyes.Â
âItâs not like I went to school with Luke or anything.â Came your sarcastic retort and Calum laughed as the two of you settled for the evening.Â
âPretty sure Luke last saw you when you started dating Poppy. Heâs put two and two together but he wonât say anything unless you mention it. Even then he knows itâs not his place.â Your heart seemed to swell another size in affection for Luke.Â
âYouâre making it difficult for me to not fall in love with you Cal. Good dick, you know how to use those lips and fingers of yours, you make me feel like I belong and you respect boundaries without me having to ask.â You finally muttered and Calum gave you an almost wistful smile.Â
âYou may have been with Poppy but that didnât stop me from being friends with you. Youâre someone Iâve genuinely cared about from day one. Not gonna chuck that away because of who you are. Plus growing up with my mom and sister almost made certain Iâd be in touch with my feminine side.â He teased but the sincerity and understanding in his tone eased your shoulders.Â
Your features softened at the admittance and you pressed a kiss to his cheek.
âThen I definitely got lucky to have you in my life at least, falling in love or not.â
â
When the day of the party rolled around, you felt sick with nerves and you couldnât understand why.Â
When Calum rolled up to pick you upâhe was driving to Lukeâs who lived closest to the bar and youâd both get a ride back to yours before he picked up his car the following morningâhe could see the nerves and the grimace on his face spoke volumes.Â
âWhat?â You all but demanded when you were debating outfits. Heâd been sitting on the bed watching, but got up and held his hands out to you.Â
You took them hesitantly. His thumbs almost immediately started to soothe across the back of your hands to help relax you.Â
âWord has gotten around that Poppy is planning to show up. We havenât exactly been quiet about our relationship, but I didnât think sheâd pull something like this.â And your stomach churned uncomfortably.Â
âWeâre still going. Ashton promised free drinks and weâll be in the VIP area right?â You checked and Calum nodded.
âAshton has already told the bouncers that sheâs not allowed near the VIP section. Theyâre checking and rechecking the lists to make sure she isnât on one of them.â He explained and you let out a breath of air.Â
âOkay. Itâll be fine. Itâs being handled and Iâve got you. Now which outfit do you think I should wear?â He studied your face for a second before a smile broke across his lips.Â
âThe dark purple with the deep plunge. Is it wrong of me to flaunt in her face what she lost?â And you laughed as you kissed him.Â
âI mean, yes. But I also know that you want to show me off properly now that weâve got things really settled.â You murmured and he grinned back unabashedly.Â
It was still an uphill battle, but heâd given you a lot to think about. And after gentle convincing, youâd found an LGBT friendly therapist who helped you process your thoughts. It helped you come to terms with accepting the toxic relationship that youâd been in but also it highlighted how beneficial Calum had been as a friend and confidant.Â
It also gave you the courage to ask Calum out officially, wanting to be with him entirely and not just in the evenings.Â
He took that in his stride and things shifted once more between the two of you. When you opened up to him about some of your sessions, you knew that your trust had been well placed because he never indicated anything to his friends and so you were never subjected to pitying stares or glares.Â
You were almost sure that youâd fall in love with him faster than you fell for Poppy.Â
The drive to Lukeâs was filled with your nerves. You hadnât seen Luke in years and you were also meeting his two other friends, Ashton and Michael as well as their partners.Â
âAshtonâs excited to finally meet you and stop telling me to be careful when I go to yours.âÂ
Despite Calum living with Ashton, your schedules never seemed to match and more often than not, Calum could be found at your place, a small sanctuary from your hectic lives.Â
Ashton never begrudged that time you shared together, but Calum had mentioned a few times about how snappy he was being on the subject.Â
âHeâll chill when he realises Iâm not out to break your heart or steal something.â You muttered with a chuckle. Calum snorted in return as he pulled into Lukeâs driveway.Â
Your nerves return full force as he pulls you to the front door and steps in like he lives there.Â
âHey fuckers, anyone about?â He called through and was met with calls of confirmation, another yell following that they were in the dining room. Your fingers squeezed Calumâs tightly and he didnât hesitate to return it, his thumb soothing across the skin on the back of your hand.
âLook who it is!â A voice crowed loudly as he stepped into the dining room, followed by loud calls of greetings.Â
There was a flurry of introductions and you felt like the spotlight was being shone on you, under scrutiny from his best friends gazes once they had greeted their friend and Calum had introduced you. Or re-introduced you in Lukeâs case.
âWell câmon, the last time I saw you we were leaving school. Whatâs been happening to you?â Luke finally asked, indicating to the seat next to him. A small smile graced your lips as you sat down, Calum falling into the seat next to you as you shrugged.Â
âLife I guess? Itâs been definitely more interesting with the different jobs and moving about. Building up a social life again.â Lukeâs face filled with a frown at that.Â
Michael came in next.Â
âBuilding up a social life? Did you not have one?â His words held an innocent curiosity, yet you felt yourself hesitate.Â
âMy ex was controlling to the point that I couldnât do anything without their permission. They managed to make me believe that no one really wanted me around and I lost touch with old friends, like Luke.â You glanced to the side and he was frowning.Â
The others held varying degrees of stunned shock or disapproval.Â
âWell then he was a cunt.â Michael muttered and your eyes refused to meet theirs at the assumptions. Luke stayed quiet but his hand rested on your knee, squeezing it. You shot him a gentle smile in return.
âWell itâll be good to have you back in our lives. Especially with these two knuckleheads.â He nodded at Ashton and Michael who immediately protested and you laughed.Â
It felt like youâd known them for years as you all had a few shots. Ashton, despite being the owner of the bar, wasnât worried about turning up with his friends. Heâd already explained to his staff that heâd be around for the rest of the night once he arrived and heâd told the small groups heâd be here and there.Â
After a handful of shots, the group of you made your way to the bar, your arm linked with Calumâs. There were separate conversations happening between you all, their girlfriends including you on their pamper night whilst the boys discussed a possible games night for all of you.Â
When you arrived at the club, you saw the queue of people waiting to get in and the subsequent groans from the line as the bouncer let you in, no questions asked.Â
Ashton guided the group of you to the VIP section and the music was still loud but you could still hear each other talking. You were chatting away with Lukeâs girlfriend, arm still linked with Calumâs as Ashton disappeared to get drinks.Â
Calum pulled your attention away briefly, his lips by your ear.Â
âIâve spotted her. Sheâs not seen us yet so donât worry.â You barely nodded, acknowledging his words as you listened in, fighting to keep your nerves down.Â
The night continued and you were all a few drinks deep. Calumâs arm had barely left your waist all night as you talked and danced and drank. Youâd been welcomed into his group of friends with an ease you never realised existed.Â
Youâd deliberately not tried to seek out Poppy, silently praying that the universe would comply. But as the group of you stood out in the smokers area, huddled together under a heating lamp, your stomach sank as she stepped out, her eyes narrowing on you.Â
âFuckinâ knew it!â You could feel the alarm in your face as you stepped back into Calum, his arm going around you protectively.Â
âPoppy, youâre drunk.â You felt curious gazes from your new friends, but you didnât spare them a glance.
âYou break up with me and go running to his arms, I knew you werenât a fuckin lesbian. Pretending to try it out? Just another straight girl seeking attention. Fucking freak.â She snapped and your stomach sank.Â
âGet it through your thick head that sheâs bisexual.â Calum snapped in your defence, earning a glare from Poppy. But Calum didnât shrink from the glare, your glance to his face confirmed he was giving her his own. You were mildly impressed that she didnât back down instantly.Â
âSheâs a fuckin liar! Years of my life wasted on this bitch.â She spat at your feet and you took in a deep breath.Â
âYou donât get to control me anymore, Poppy. Iâve liked both men and women, but you never liked that because it meant that I had more chances of leaving you. And I wished Iâd have left you sooner. Calum certainly thought so.âÂ
âOf course you fucked the first man to pay you any attention.â Your heart sank once more at her declaration and you felt your mind fall into the old trap that youâd fought with for so long.Â
âNo she never. In fact she slept with a few girls long before she slept with me. But I was her best friend as she tried to deal with the mess you created in her mind.â Calum snapped back. You felt your heart swell for him.Â
Poppy stepped forward, her hand raised but then Ashton stepped in front of you.Â
âGet out. Youâre no longer welcome in this bar.â He made a gesture and security slowly made their way over.Â
âShe shouldnât be fucking welcome!â Poppy yelled back, but Ashton held firm.Â
âShe is my friend. You are not. Get. Out.â When the bouncer rested a hand on her arm, she shrugged it off and stormed away. Your entire body was trembling.
âSo that was the ex, huh?â Michael commented and you could feel your hands trembling as you nodded. âWhy didnât you correct me?â Calum spoke up for you as his hands took yours.Â
âItâs been a battle for her. Poppy had convinced her she was a lesbian, that she was wrong for having any attraction to men. In Poppyâs world, either your gay, lesbian or straight. Being bisexual isnât acceptable in her eyes.â Calumâs arms wrapped around you and you stood there, holding onto him for dear life.Â
âWell that makes two of us then.â Michaelâs casual comment had your knees go weak and you let out a weak laugh.Â
âThank you Ash.â You finally murmured when you pulled away from Calum. Ashton didnât hesitate to wrap his arms around you in a warm hug that was both comforting and reassuring.Â
âHey, youâve been the best thing for my best mate. And you were friends with Luke once before. Iâve definitely got your back. And I get why you didnât say anything and donât hold that against you.â He muttered and you breathed a sigh of relief before returning to Calumâs embrace.Â
âMore drinks or are we gonna go back to Lukeâs?â And you shook your head.Â
âLetâs stay. Iâm not gonna let her ruin it,â you leaned forwards so your lips were by his ear as the others went inside, âalso I want to see if we can christen the bar in one of the toilets.â You breathed. Calum groaned as his grip around you got tighter and he pulled you in for a kiss that promised more.Â
âOh youâre so fucked sweetheart. Especially since I know where the individual lips are and they arenât attended by anyone.â You held back a moan at that thought before pulling away, your hand in his.Â
âDance first?â And the innocence in your tone made him laugh as he followed behind you willingly.Â
âMenace.â The term was laced with affection as he caught up to you, kissing the spot just below your ear.Â
You simply grinned in return as you pulled him onto the dance floor, Poppy long forgotten as he danced with you.Â
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That Smile; Luke Hemmings, Pt. 4
description: in which songwriting is over, but thereâs still lyrics left to be written.
a/n: FINISHED SERIES
You glared at the wall across from you, fist clenched in your lap, teeth grinding together. The bass bounced from wall to wall in the studio, in tune with your fast-beating heart. You resisted the urge to scream, to curse the world, to quit your job and move to western France with all ties cut to anyone you ever knew.
Especially him. His stupid face was grinning at the carpet, skinny jeaned legs crossed over one another boot clad foot bouncing in the air. His hair was ruffled, messy from running his hands through it time and again, pushed behind his ears by a pen on his left side. Those stupidly gorgeous blue eyes were trained on the floor, too, almost nervous to meet anyoneâs eyes.
They wrote a song without you- well, Luke wrote it, he even composed all of the instruments. Then, while you were working with another client for a grudging week, they recorded it. Now, they were playing it for you with proud shoulders, like, âLook! We can do it without you!â
This was your last week together. After a little over six months of bonding, partying, drinking, falling, and, yes, songwriting, it was coming to an end. You had never grown so close to a set of clients before, and you were terrified at how much it was going to hurt, saying goodbye. You hadnât spoken to Luke since the week prior to your absence. You texted in the group chat about a few ideas, spoke to Calum both on the phone and in real life, and had even gone on a double date with Michael, Crystal, and a god-awful redhead. Ashtons girlfriend had taken friendly to you after a few mores parties, so youd even seen her for lunch and shopping with Crystal a few times.
But, he just wouldnât speak to you.
You didnât know why. You racked your brain for reasons and answers, afraid to even ask the questions. He averted his gaze when you looked his way, shrugged off your compliments on his outfit or lyrics, hadnt even liked your latest Instagram post. You were craving for his attention, pushing up at the universe which was destroying your year.
Two heartbreaks, and it had only been six fucking months.
Calum, who was sitting next to you- of course- tapped his fingers against your wrist to get your attention. You looked away from Luke, who looked back at you. He was disappointed to see you staring at Calum, a small smile lifting the corner of your lips. You murmured something, Calum smiled, and you looked back to Luke.
He went to look away, but simply couldnât. He was avoiding your pretty face because he wanted to get detached before he had to say goodbye entirely. He knew you guys could hang out, and you were planning to come to Ashâs next weekend, but it wouldnât be like it had been weeks before he got your confession. Plus, he was going home to Australia for a month or two, before the album was released, tour started, so his heart could mend.
He loved you, and you loved somebody else.
âSo?â Ashton spun around in the studioâs chair, cheeks pudgy with a smile, âWhat do you think?â
You looked away from Luke, âOh, it was really good. Really...good. Whatâre you gonna call it?â
Luke felt brave energy on the tip of his tongue. âWhy wont you love you,â he said, directly into your gaze.
You furrowed your brows, your head tilting involuntarily. âWh-â
âYeah, we think were done now. That was the last song were gonna have on the record.â Michael interrupted without even meaning to.
âSo today is your last day?â Your breath hitched, eyes already bleary with goodbyes.
Calum slung an arm around your shoulder and pulled you into his side, âYeah. It is.â
You leaned into him without even meaning to, but Luke noticed. His bravery turned to venom, dripping off his frowning lips when he stood, headed for the door, and said, âBetter get to confessing, Y/N.â
You stared at his empty seat, cheeks pink with embarrassment and sadness. Calumâs eyes screwed up with confusion, âWhat?â
Ashton and Michael looked towards you as you bent at the waist, cradled your torso. Calum got a better hold on you, hugging you as you began to cry. Ashton joined him on the other side, sitting on the arm of the couch. He rubbed your back, pushing hair out of your face.
Michael spoke, âWhat does he mean by confessing?â
âGod,â you wiped at your cheeks, âGod, Iâm sorry.â
âWhat?â Ashton inquired.
You sat up a little bit because your chest hurt so badly, âI lied to Luke and told him I was in love with Calum because I love Luke and I didnât want to make things weird. It was after my boyfriend broke up with me, so I was scared, and tired and my heart hurt so bad. And now Ill never see him again because heâs going back to Australia. And he didnât even tell me that! He told Calum! Calum told me, and I feel stupid.â
Calum chuckled, sharing a knowing look with Michael, âY/N, you dont have to apologize for defending yourself. You deserve the right to.â
âYeah, its just human nature. Plus, Iâm not sure it would make things weird,â Michael pursed his lips with quirked brows.
You looked up, âWhat?â
âY/N, are you still scared?â Ashton playfully pinched your arm, smiling down at you when your eyes flickered to his.
âTired?â Calum squeezed you in his arm.
âN-no, Iâm just sad,â you admitted and pushed your hair back behind your ears.
Calum helped pull you from the couch, Michael gathered your things into your bag, and Ashton handed you Lukeâs abandoned hoodie. Calum spoke as it happened, âI didnât tell you because I didnât want to freak you out or scare you, but his plane leaves in six hours. Ill send you his address-â
âI did you one better; Its in your Google maps,â Michael grinned like a child when your head popped out of Lukeâs sweater, which Calum had pulled over your head.
You looked to Calum, confused, âIts raining, dont want you to be cold.â
âGet to his place, Y/N, drive safely, but drive quickly. Get there and tell him before its too late,â Ashton hugged you tightly.
Michael did, too, and, finally, Calum squeezed you in his arms. âGo, on, then.â
You hesitantly stepped towards the door, a small smile meeting your eyes, âYeah?â
They nodded before you turned on your heel, taking off like a bat out of hell.
As you drove, it all began to make sense. The song he wrote, the way he looked you in the eyes and told you what it was called. The way he held you after you got sick, the way he looked at you when you were with Calum. The longing in his eyes when he saw you leaving the studio, at parties when you were dancing. Heâd dance with a few times, but when youd get too close, he would linger away, deflated, defeated, and alone.
The way he smiled at you.
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When you arrived, the rain slowed to a drizzle. Your name was still on the guards checklist, and he pointed you towards Lukeâs house with ease. You quickly texted Calum you were there before turning off the car and abandoning your phone on the passenger seat. You jogged to his front door, stopped with your fisted hand against it.
Your eyes shut, rain falling from your eyelashes and hairline like tears. With three rasps on the door with your knuckles, you stepped back. The door hesitantly opened- he must have seen you in the peep hole. His eyes racked your body, almost smiling when he saw his damp hoodie clinging to your frame, before he met your eyes.
âY/N, Iâm sorr-â
âNo, okay?â You stopped him with your hands and voice, âJust, no. Donât speak, just let me get this out, okay? Luke, I am sorry for lying to you. I dont love Calum, unless you count as a friend. He is an amazing guy, but, Luke, heâs not you.â
Lukes eyes widened, their familiar blue color shining down at you.
âI have denied my feelings for so long because I am so afraid of you. You are tall, and so sweet, and insanely talented. And you look like fucking Aphrodite. Youâve been with so many pretty girls, so many talented, pretty girls who just- I dont look like them. Plus, I was scared because I was broken up with and, even though Iâd lost feelings, it just hurts knowing someone doesnt want you anymore. I-I, dont know, I think I was just holding myself back because. Thereâs no reason, just because. I know Iâm not a size 0 and I know Iâm crazy loud and I get drunk sometimes and I can be kinda annoying, but, Luke, I never want you to sing Why Wonât You Love Me? and think of me. I want you to sing Valentine and Better Man and just think of me.â
Luke stepped forward, enveloped your hips in his hands. You pressed yourself against his chest before he responded, âThose size 0 girls just arenât you, either, Y/N. Theyâre not loud or crazy or, yeah, even annoying. They dont make my heart leap when they sing or my fucking head spin when they laugh or look at me. You make me smile so much more than they could. Fuck fear, Y/N, just let go and give into it. Thereâs nothing to be worried about because I will be there to catch you, okay? I cant just think about when singing those songs, though. Y/N, you are in my head all damn day, itâs fucking grueling because I just want to hold you in my arms and kiss you all the damn time.â
âThen do it.â
When he pulled away from you, eyes screwed shut in overwhelming joy and satisfaction, that damn smile was grazing his lips. You kissed it off of him, clutching at his shoulders before your hands moved around to the buttons on his shirt.
âGonna invite me in?â You whispered against his lips, squealing when he lifted you in the air and pulled you inside.
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Teeth: Vampire!Luke // Chapter 6
Authorâs Note: writing this gave me three migraines and two breakdowns followed by an existential crisis, but at least itâs out! iâm so so so so so sorry for the long wait.
Summary:Â Luke knows the rules and his boundaries, he has respected them for centuries. He knows he should stay as far away as possible from every human on his path. But that was before she came along.
Warnings: mentions of death, unedited.
masterlist | chapter 5 , chapter 7
Luke made his way through the populated hallways of the high school heâd condamned himself to attend, huffing in annoyance every few steps. He swore to himself the last time he did this to never ever try and pursue this kind of torture again - but he couldnât really argue with his motifs after all, they were the same as forty years ago. Her.Â
For Godâs sake, itâs not like he needed to be here - hell, he was born way before high schools were even concieved by the human mind and surely received a more than proper education - but she was, so he was.
âStupid, moronic, unbearable teenagersâ he murmured frustrated, avoiding a freshman who almost spilled the contents of his water bottle on him while tripping on air in an attempt to rush to his classroom. He hadnât had a good night, usually he would unwind reading while waiting for sunrise, but he couldnât deny that scaring the hell out of the creep that had dared put his hands on Bea hadnât been fun. They guy deserved to walk away with far more emotionally scarring memories of the encounter in Lukeâs opinion, but Ashton had interveined before the blond could have his true fun. His friend was more adamant than him in keeping a low profile and causing as little trouble as possible, and the fact that heâd enrolled in high school was already enough attention in Ashtonâs opinion.Â
He scoffed, his train of thought interrupted as she walked into the classroom along with one of her new friends, Calum, he believed. Just before sitting down in the seat right behind the blue-haired boyâs, Bea spared him a small smile. Luke believed that if his heart was still beating, it wouldâve stilled for just a split second. He didnât like how human she made him feel, how everything he thought heâd finally suppressed for forever, came back with just a smile. This time was going to be different.
I hadnât slept well, of course. I was already drained of all energy and emotion the second I stepped into the house. Then, of course, I had to deal with my motherâs questions, concearn and worry. It was far too late for my liking when I finally made it to my bedroom and even later when I could lay down on my bed after a trip to the police station and probably the longest shower of my life. However, sleep did not come my way as easily as I had hoped it wouldâve. I could still feel the guyâs hands on me, grabbing and pulling and I could still see the fury in Lukeâs eyes - somehow frightening yet comforting, foreign and absolutely familiar at the same time. Tossing and turning was all I managed in between short and troubled sleep breaks in which nothing but dreams of him saving me, over and over again through the centuries, kept me restless.Â
So it was no surprise to me when just after ten minutes of lesson, my mind slipped back to those dreams, my head hiding into my crossed arms and my eyes closing as the voice of my Physics teacher was washed away slowly.Â
I found myself wandering around golden decorated corridors, with paintings hanging in every corner and soft, distant music accompaining my steps. I caught my reflection in a mirror and stopped to stare at myself in disbelief. I let my hands caress the deep purple shiny fabric of my dress, a spectacular ball gown which reached the floor and had a very poofy skirt thanks to the heavy layers of fabric weighing me down. My hair was twisted in a very complicated updo, leaving space to dangling earrings. I let out a short surprised sigh as another hand sneaked around my waist, holding me close. âYou look breathtakingâ lifting my eyes to find his in our reflection, I smiled. It was like everywhere I went, there he was. âThank youâ I murmured back, his lips opening into a smile as well. Truth be told, he looked far more breathtaking than I did. As soon as he hooked my arm through his and guided me to the ball room, I felt like just a spectator, as if I was remembering a memory far far away. Rationally, I knew it wasnât possible that this was something I had lived, I knew it couldnât be me the one dancing around with Luke at a party in the Victorian England. Another part of me, the very irrational one, was telling me a whole other story. It lasted very little, the peace, the fesivity, the light conversation and atmosphere. I realized it felt like disaster followed us, everytime I saw him in my dreams. This time I was being dragged away, screamig his name, before I fell to the ground hurting, silent, as he ran towards me. Everything went black.
I woke up wincing lightly, hoping no one had caught it. I found Calum looking at me from over his shoulder quizzicaly, before turning around quickly. âMs. Longford, is there a problem?â the teacherâs voice called. So much for not being noticed, I thought. Sitting up properly and emerging from my hiding spot behind Calumâs back, I shook my head. âNo, everythingâs alrightâÂ
Luckily, the bell interrupted whatever he was going to say next, as students started walking out of the classroom. My blue haired friend looked at me as if he wanted to ask something, but apparently let it go. âIâve got to run to my next class, see you in English?â he asked as he slung his backpack over his shoulder. âYeah, see you laterâ I smiled, earning one back before he walked away. As I quickly packed my stuff, I couldnâhelp but frustratedly sigh at the headache that was starting to creep from the back of my head. I still had too much time of school left for this inconvenience.Â
âCome with meâ this time, unlike every other time, his voice didnât surprise me. I turned around, finding him there looking at me with a grave expression. âWhy?â and as much as I wanted my voice to sound firm and sure, I couldnât help but find it shaky and light. His expression softened a bit and he just offered me his hand, surprisingly, I didnât even have to think twice before grasping it in mine. He dragged me out of the classroom, not caring for the looks people were giving us, not even when we walked past Michael and Ashley - both having weirded out expression plastered on their faces. âLuke, can you at least tell me why am I following you? I needed to be there for my History class, we were going to start a new chapter and I really canât afford to ditch-â âYou can afford to ditch, you havenât been absent one dayâ he interrupted me as he took a sharp turn for the back exit that lead to the football field. âAnd how would you know?â I stopped dead in my tracks, both out of breath for having to keep up with his freakishly long legs and fast pace and the accuracy of his statement. He stopped too, turning around in the middle of the path caved in the grass by generations of students who didnât want to take the long walk to the field, and looked at me dead in the eyes. âBecause I observe youâÂ
âWhat?â I let out kind of shocked, but he didnât answer rather started marching towards the bleachers once again. âHey, no, Luke!â I tried to let go of his hand, but he was holding it too tight. âFor fuckâs sake, can you at least let me breathe? I may come to school everyday but I sure as hell donât partake in every gym classâ I complained, almost panting an embarrassing amount, as we reached the bleachers and I finally plopped onto the nearest seat.Â
âSorryâ he just said, barely seeming so from his tone. I flashed him a very little amused smile as he sat down next to me. âWhat have you dragged me out here in the freezing cold to talk about?â I asked, crossing my arms over my chest to hug my jacket closer.Â
âI now realize I probably shouldnât haveâ he said staring straight at the empty field in front of us. I did too, waiting for him to say something. âI just canât keep watching you being like thisâ he admitted, almost whispering. âLike what, exactly?â I asked, defensive. He looked at me briefly but intensely, as if to ask me to think twice about what Iâd just said. âIâm perfectly fineâ I stated firmly. âIâm just...â But I soon realized I didnât really know what was up nor how to finish my sentence. âHow is it any of your business anyway?â I asked. âI barely know youâÂ
He scoffed. âOh, you do know me, you just donât realize it yetâ âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â it was safe to say I was highly confused by now, yet I couldnât let myself drop the argument. I had too many questions regarding the dreams that had plagued my nights for a month now, the fact that I felt like utter shit almost every day, how I seemed to trust him so easily and every reason why seemed to be him. But it just couldnât be.Â
âYou know what? Youâre right. But youâll figure it out by yourself, you always doâ he said, not moving an inch. âI just donât want it to end like it always doesâ âYou talk like you know something I donâtâ I let slip, just above a whisper. âItâs because I doâ he smiled at me, and I swore it was the most familiar smile.Â
âDo you want to go study?â I asked, tired of being cold. âSince you made me ditch Historyâ he laughed lightly, then nodded. Shortly after we were in the only classroom we found unused, the one where the school band practiced. I sat down at the first free desk and watched as Luke sat at the piano, taking a book out of his bag and started reading. Every few minutes my gaze shifted from my notes onto his figure, still focused on the pages he was reading, and had to force myself to keep my concentration. âDo you play?â I asked, giving in to the curiosity. He looked at me from over the rim of the book, nodding slowly. I smiled, secretly hoping he would understand what I meant. Luke shook his head, smiling softly, before letting go of his novel and finally letting his fingers dance on the piano keys.Â
As he played I couldnât help but observe him, how he was lost in the music and how peaceful he seemed, opposite to how he always appeared. Beautiful as a broken angel. Suddenly, I felt my heart beating way too fast for it to be normal, almost producing a ringing in my ear, as a sense of dĂ©jĂ vu overtook my mind. Only this time, the scene unfolding in my head belonged to a different time.
âI liedâ he stopped playing as soon as the words left my mouth, facing me with a questioning look. âMaybe I do know youâ his eyes sparkled with a light I couldnât quite place, before he said âWeâll see about thatâ
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I had only just finished to get my friends off of my back for seeing me ditch class with Luke, having to endure questions and sly remarks all the way to my house - after having accepted Calumâs ride - when my mother decided to keep asking about the day. I brushed her off, feeling a little guilty only when understanding that she was worried. Strangely enough the events of the day had kept my mind quite busy and off of the fear. But now, a new question needed answers.
Maybe Luke was just crazy and messing around with me, maybe I was loosing my mind or maybe, just maybe, he was right. All I knew was that I needed answers and he was the only one who could give them to me. With a new sense of determination and the knowledge that as soon as I closed my eyes dreams would come to me, I laid down on my bed, trying to fall asleep.Â
The scene that presented itself to me wasnât so distant like the others. No Shakespearian theaters, Victorian ball rooms, not even the reoccurring propaganda for The Great War or the bombs flying over the night sky followed by the deafening alarms. No, this felt more familiar to what I was used to seeing every day: an high school. The banner that hung up high above the school entrance read âCongratulations class of â84!âłÂ So this was graduation day? Soon after I spotted what my gut told me were my friends, sitting on the stairs before the glass doors, I walked over to them: once again my own will faded away as I stood back and watched. Conversation flowed easily between the group, but I excused myself rather quickly to go look for someone, instantly knowing who. I didnât need to wander through the deserted hallways for too long, following the soft melody that was echoing through the walls. It brought me to the music room, where I found Luke sitting on a desk strumming along on a guitar. The same heâd played for me today.
âI knew Iâd find you hereâ I heard myself say, resting my shoulder against the door frame. He looked up and flashed a smile in my direction. My eyes wandered across his figure, lingering for a second too long on the way his white shirt hugged him perfectly. âWhy arenât you outside with the others?â he asked with a sly smile. I watched as I saw myself blush a little. âI was looking for you, why arenât you?â he shrugged in response and came closer to me.
Resting his forehead against mine and his hands on my hips, he whispered softly âWe need to get out of town before sunsetâ âWhy do we always have to run?â I asked. âSo that we can be togetherâ came his answer. âI knowâ I murmured. âI just wish it was easierâ shrugging, I let my eyes lock with his blue ones. He just planted a soft kiss on my lips, acknowledging the feeling. âWeâre going to make it this timeâ he assured me. I simply nodded, but that didnât ease the feeling of hopelessness that coursed through me. It was a carefree afternoon, the one I watched unfold between the group of freshly graduated teens, spent mostly at the fun fair organized by the school for the event. Still I felt it was too soon to say goodbye when I watched Luke drag me away from the group and to his car, before starting to drive.
Weâd made it into the next town over by the time the sun had started to set, somehow the air in the car was thick and heavy - but not from the summer heat. âWe shouldâve been further away by nowâ he murmured as he sped up just a little. âItâs alright-â âNo, it isnâtâ he cut me off harshly. âListen Luke, Iâm sure this time is going to be different. Theyâre going to leave us alone-â âThey never do, Beatrix!â he shouted angrily, leaving me speechless. I faced the other way, looking out of the car window, trying to hold back my tears. âIâm sorry for raising my voiceâ he said, sounding small. âI just canât afford to lose you againâ âYouâll never lose meâ I wiped a fallen tear. âYou quite literally canâtâ I laughed softly, turning around to see the small smile that had formed on his lips.
It was night time when we stopped in the first motel on our way and settled into the room. The worry seemed to have dissipated just in the slightest, but all my senses were highly aware as I watched this version of me get into bed along with the golden haired boy. âI wish it had been me, that nightâ I heard myself whisper in the dark. âDonât even say itâ âBut I doâ I sat up. âIâll always doâ âYou donât know what youâre talking aboutâ he sat up as well, looking at me. âSpending the rest of eternity like this, condemned to this lifeâ he spat out the last word as if itâd been venom. âWatching you slip right out of my grasp just as weâre so close to happiness...â his voice broke and I saw myself looking for his hand and finally holding it in mine. âThen change meâ I suggested, my voice faltering. âItâs not what you wantâ the harshness he was trying to mask was still prominent in his voice, putting a stop to the conversation. But before anyone could add anything, everything started going downhill as usual.
As a fight ensued between Luke and the mysterious man that had barged into the room, I tried to offer some aid but was immediately told to run, so I did. However, I didnât make it as far as I had wished - only getting to the lower floor and hiding behind the ice dispenser. âYou canât hide forever!â sing-sung the voice of a woman, hearing her steps come closer and closer. I grabbed an empty bucket and tried to hit her with it as soon as she cocked her head around the corner, but she didnât even falter and swiftly turned around, effectively kicking me to the ground. Almost unconscious from the pain I watched, powerless, as she pressed a knee down on my chest, leaving me breathless. âYouâll both never winâ she murmured before stabbing me. I had seen this all before, how he managed to find me just mere seconds before the life would leave my body, how he crouched down to listen to me beg him to find me in another life and how he promised to. But I had never seen how heâd stay there, near me, whispering he loved me again and again. I had never seen the despair of a man who had just lost everything so clear in his eyes.Â
I woke up trembling, damp from the sweat and panting. This could not just be a dream, this out of every other nightmare felt way too real to be just that. I noticed how, like the first time I started dreaming of him, my body still felt stiff and was still hurting from the injuries inflicted to me in the dream. And what was he going on about? What did I mean with change? I tried to calm down a little, sipping a bit of water from the glass on my nightstand, before deciding that this was entirely too strange to ignore. Somehow, someway I knew Luke and he knew me.
Not even thinking about how to find him, I put my shoes on and grabbed my jacket before sprinting out of my room and down the stairs, yelling a âBe back in a while!â to my mom and not even waiting for an answer as I slammed the front door shut behind me.
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Breathe

A/N: Inspired by a s***ton of song lyrics
And away, and away we go
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One month.
Thatâs how long you had been crying yourself to sleep. Thatâs how long you had stared at his side of the bed, wishing he was still there. Thatâs how long you thought the pain was never going to fade. Thatâs how long you stared at your phone, fingers itching to call. But you knew it would only set back any progress you were making.Â
So, your phone stayed silent, your fingers stayed itchy, your eyes stayed red, your pillowcase stayed stained with your tears, his side stayed empty, and the pain stayed just as painful as ever.
One month.
One month until it didnât hurt to breathe.
Coincidentally, one month was also how long it took until he couldnât breathe himself. Almost like your pain had finally passed on to him.
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âHey, itâs Ash,â your voicemail played and you stomach twisted at the voice. âI⊠uh⊠your coffee cup⊠the lipstick⊠itâs faded⊠I know you didnât always wear lipstick because you said I smeared it too much for you to be bothered⊠but uh⊠god, it was a work of art when you could be bothered.â
You stared at your phone, finger hovering over the delete button. You took a breath to steady yourself. You had finally moved on from utterly heartbroken to trying to survive. And now his voice was going to drag you right back down again. You wanted to be angry. But, something about the way his voice cracked, like he was crying himself, kept you from deleting the voicemail. Instead, you turned your phone over and went about your day.
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âI wasnât even trying to do anything other than have a night out with the guys. And then you were there. And then I was doing anything I could to catch your attention. You took my breath away that night. You still do.â
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âDo you remember when I took you to San Francisco? God, we had it right, didnât we? I can still smell the perfume you were wearing. That sweet little scent that you sprayed on yourself in that shop. I swear my shirt smelled like that perfume for weeks.â
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âI donât dance⊠I wasnât ever really much of a dancer, but you always wanted to. Didnât matter where. God, the way you looked in parking lots as our feet moved over the painted white lines. My feet donât dance like they did with you.â
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âWhat we had was real, right? God, I wish had amnesia because Iâm not fine at all.â
Your jaw tightened as you listened. If only he knew you had asked yourself the same question. If he wasnât fine, why had he left you so easy? The nerve of this guy!
~~~
âSorry about my last message. That wasnât fair of me to assume this hasnât been hard for you. But, God, have you tried getting over you?â
~~~
âDoes he know that you hate drinking? Does he shave before he kisses you? Does he let you miss me or does he say something funny or clever to take your mind off it? I hope he does. I hope he realizes that he has the greatest girl laying on his chest. But, please⊠lie to me and say it isnât true. Tell me there isnât someone else.â
~~~
One month.
Thatâs how long you had watched your phone ring. Thatâs how long you had listened to his messages, his voice broken and stone-cold sober.
Thatâs how long you waited until you finally picked up the phone the next time it rang.
âWhat?â you asked, pinching the bridge of your nose. âWhat confession do you have tonight? And why? Why now? Iâm not a booty call, Ashton! Iâm not someone you can call every time you get lonely. I have more self-respect than that!â
âUh.. Y/N? Itâs CalâŠâ Calumâs voice sounded over the line.
You pulled your phone back to check the caller ID. âOh, sorry.â
âYeah,â the man rushed past your apology. âLook, Iâm sorry to do this, but can you get down here? Itâs Ash.â
âCal⊠Ash isâŠâ
âThe last person you want to see, I know. But, Iâm desperate Y/N. You know I wouldnât ask if it wasnât important.â
You sighed. âWhere are you guys?â
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âY/N!â Calum exclaimed in relief when you made your way into the bar.
âWhere is he?â you said shortly.
âOver here,â Calum said, leading you to a very depressed looking Ashton sitting by himself in a booth. âHey, mate, look whoâs here.â
Ashtonâs hazel eyes looked up from his glass to find you standing there. He wouldâve smiled, but it hurt to move.
You looked at the glass in front of Ashton, and glared at Calum. âGod damn it, Cal! You promised me!â you scolded the man. When Ashton called things off 2 months ago, you made Calum swear that Ashton would stay sober.
âWould you relax? Itâs Coke, damnâŠâ Calum said, not bothering to hide his irritation at your misplaced anger.
âCanât get drunk anyways,â Ashton deadpanned. âCanât get over you that way.â
âI, on the other hand, can,â Calum forced a grin. âIâll be over at the bar if you need me,â he told you, resting a large hand briefly on your small shoulder before walking off.
You sighed and slid into the booth with Ashton. Now was your chance to get everything off your chest. To put Ashton Irwin in his place for breaking your heart. As you opened your mouth, prepared to unleash holy hell on this man, a soft âIâm sorry,â reached your ears, Ashtonâs lips barely moving.
âWhat?â you asked, leaning in closer to hear better.
âIâm sorry⊠I⊠I didnât know what I was thinking⊠I just knew I was scared.â
âScared of what?â
âLosing you.â
âSo, you thought pushing me away was the answer?â you scoffed.
âI said I was sorry.â
âSorry doesnât cut it, Ashton!â you yelled, clenching your fists as a tear slid down your cheek. âGod damn it. Do you know what you did to me?â you hissed. âI missed work because I couldnât drag myself out of bed. I thought I was going to go blind from crying in the dark for so long. God, I couldnât fuckin breathe!â You hastily wiped at your eyes. âAnd when I finally got to a point where I thought I could survive again, you started leaving me those damned voicemails! But sure⊠youâre sorry. Cuz thatâs the magic phrase to fix 2 months of shit.â
He stared at you, listening to you unleash your fury. When you stopped he opened his mouth to speak, but you cut him off.Â
âIf you say youâre sorry, I swear Iâll slug you,â you growled, glaring at the man across from you. God, did he have to look so sad?!
He closed his mouth and just stared.
âWellâŠ? Say something, damn it!â
âIâm sorry.â
In a blind rage, you swiped his glass of Coke off the table, getting a small satisfaction of the look of the shock that crossed Ashtonâs features and the shattering of glass. âWhat did I just fuckin say?â
âBut, I am, okay? And I know that doesnât fix anything, but it doesnât make me less sorry. I was doing what I thought was best for you, okay?â
âWhat you thought was best for me? Ashton, you donât get to make that choice for me!â
âI know, and Iâm so-â
âAshton FletcherâŠâ you growled, daring him to say he was sorry again.
His hands went up defensively. âI know, okay?â
âYou didnât even give me a chanceâŠâ you said sadly, the fight leaving you âYou just gave up. On me. On us. Over in one phone call like it never mattered.â
âI know. Iâm the stupid one who ended it, and now Iâm stupid one regretting it. But, youâve clearly moved on. And I have to live with that mistake. Go home, Y/N. Iâll stop calling.â
âMoved on?â you asked. âYou think I moved on?â
âWell yeah. Iâve seen the stories.â
The stories⊠of course. âYou mean the stories that smeared my name? The stories that claimed you broke up with me because I was using you?â
âThe stories that showed you out with someone else not even a week later?â he shot back, tired of being on the defensive. âThe stories that got brought up in interview after interview that I then spent more time defending you than getting interviewed?â
âOh, boo fuckin hoo! Iâm Ashton Irwin! I do 3 interviews between tour dates! I want to brag about my life, but they keep bringing up my ex whoâs heart I ripped out without a second thought!â you mocked.
âSo, you donât deny it.â
âDeny what?!â
âThe guy?â
âWhat guy?!â
âFrom the STORIES!â he roared, his hazel eyes flashing dangerously. âGod, Y/N, it wasnât even a week laterâŠâ
You rolled your eyes. âItâs a good thing youâre famous and pretty. Honestly, is Luke borrowing the one collective brain cell you guys have? Heâs my friend, Ash. A friend you actually met along with his wife, who was conveniently cropped out of the pictures.â
âOhâŠâ
âYeah⊠God, do you really think I would do that you?â
âSo, you havenâtâŠ?â
âMoved on? Gotten over you? No, Ash, I havenât. I canât. And more than that, I donât want to.â
âWhy? I broke your heart, Y/N...â
âBecause I still love you. Because Iâll let you ruin my life over and over again if it means I get to keep you for just a second longer. Because I need you more than Iâve ever needed anything in my entire life. Because even though you broke my heart, Iâm desperately wishing youâll put it back together.â
âCan I have a second chance? I donât deserve one. I know that. But, please? Iâll get it right this time. I promise.â
Instead of answering him, you stood up. He dropped his gaze to hide his hurt, a sigh escaping his lips. If he was honest, he was surprised that you hadnât stormed off earlier. He didnât deserve this conversation, let alone a second chance.
So, when your hands wrapped around his neck, he had just enough time to give you a surprised look before your lips were on his. He quickly got over his surprise and melted into you, his arms snaking around your back to pull you closer to him.
When he had gone out earlier that night, Ashton never would have dreamed that heâd end up with you straddled on his lap, lips locked together. But, he was glad it was happening, and he was never coming up for air.
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Wrapped Around Your Finger | Michael Clifford

Type: IMAGINE | ONE SHOT | MULTI CHAPTER
Summary: After hearing her brother gossip that Michael is wrapped around her finger, Maverly Hemmings decides itâs time that she knows if he really is wrapped around her finger.
Word Count: 5.0k
Note: If you would like to request a one shot / imagine / story prompt then I am accepting requests currently and I would love to take them! This has also not been proof read, just editing for spelling errors. I hope you enjoy!
Warnings: Cussing, smoking, implied smut
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Michael Cliffordâs fingers dug into the plastic of his red XBOX controller as he twisted the joystick around to face his best friend's characters. He dug a pickaxe into Lukeâs character, forcing Luke to respawn without any elements he had in his Minecraft inventory. Michael let out a spurt of laughter into his microphone, letting all of his friends hear him.
âSucks to be you now, doesnât it?â Michael asks Luke. Just an hour before Michael went on a homicidal mission to destroy Luke, Luke accidentally shoved Michael off the edge of a cliff and onto stone blocks that ended Michaelâs Minecraft life. âHemmings!â Michael screamed into the microphone. Ashton winced from Michaelâs loud voice, regretting turning the volume of his headset up high to hear Lukeâs whispering.
âShut up, Clifford!â Luke whispered into his microphone. Lukeâs least favorite -and favorite- siblings lives in the room right next to his. Maverly and Luke agreed that after midnight, Luke wouldnât scream during video games, and Maverly wouldnât wake him up in six hours with a bucket of cold water. Maverly also wouldnât be loud if she was doing something like playing video games -Maverly pretends to be Jack Hemmings on a lot of video games- or listening to music. After Ben and Jack graduated, the twin Hemmings were left to disagree with each other. Luke took his brothersâ room, and Maverly was finally by herself. âDonât make me get May in here to kill you a thousand times over.â
Michael laughed. âItâs Minecraft, bro, now Call Of Duty.â
âSuck my dick, Clifford,â
âHey!â Ashton whined. He placed a few more blocks of dirt down into his optical illusion island. He created the realm by himself for when he had been struck with boredom and the inability to actually do homework. Michael logged onto Ashtonâs account a few weeks ago and discovered the replication of H.H. Homes Murder Castle and the not-so optical illusion he was attempting to create. Michael whined until Ashton shared it with everybody. âDonât cuss.â
âFuck off, Irwin,â whispered Luke.
Michael finished his arrangement of a villager hotel made for absolutely nobody, with purple stained-glass windows. His Minecraft character ran away from the hotel before turning around to make sure heâd moved enough so he could see the entire building on his TV. White quartz outlined the outside thirds of the hotel while orange cement outlines the floors of the middle. Three-by-three windows are the walls for each of the eighteen apartments, showing the single red bed next to a furnace. Michael made every single floor grey, except for the lobby of the hotel. He made the lobby floors oak wood with a jungle wood-plank counter.
âOkay bet my dudes,â Michael says, setting his controller down after viewing the hotel. Heâs satisfied with how it currently looks. âI think Iâm going to go to sleep.â
âThatâs gay,â replied Calum. âItâs barely two, Pussy,â
âNah, dude,â Luke interjected. âI should probably sleep too. When May falls asleep early, she wakes up early. Iâm not fond of having soaking wet clothes.â
âPussy,â Calum muttered.
âSame,â Ashton paused his game, already starting to log off. âI want a cheese toasty.â
Calum groaned. âI hate all of you wimps.â
They all said their goodbyes and insults before logging off, leaving Calum playing Minecraft by himself in his own realm. Michael opened the sheets of his bed, ready to fall in between the duvet and mattress. Luke shut off his TV and attempted to navigate his way through his bedroom in the dark. He stumbled onto his bed, banging it against the wall. Heâll hear about that from Maverly in the morning. Ashton snuck into his kitchen and began to make one of the best cheese toasties heâs ever tried.
Michael looked through memes on his phone before falling asleep. He stumbled upon ones from his favorite band and let out little spurts of laughter at the inside jokes. He swept to the next meme, ready to laugh again. Tapping against the window above his bed distracted him from reading the meme. The orange-haired teenager glanced at his window, seeing nothing wrong, before looking back at his phone.
Tap . . . tap . . . tap.
He looked at the window again to see a small rock striking the glass and bouncing back to its origin. Michael waited for another to hit the window, and when it did he opened the frame to stare out at the culprit. A curly-haired girl with a leather jacket and ripped skinny jeans was holding a bunch of pebbles in the palm of her hand. Without thinking, she pitched another one at the window, almost hitting Michael in the face. He was suddenly wishing she wasnât the pitcher of their softball team.
âWhat the hell do you think youâre doing?â Michael called out to the golden-haired beauty. She resembled her brothers a lot in personality and looks except in her own little way. She was the youngest of the Hemmings kids, but she knew how to hold herself as if she were the oldest. Ben and Maverly compete for control . . . a lot.
âYou coming down or what?â Maverly asked through a snicker. She spoke as though it was obvious; Iâm throwing rocks at your window so youâll come down and visit me. What else would I be doing? In certain angles, you could see how she also resembled her mum more than her brothers. âHello? Mike?â
âLuke said youâre sleeping,â
âAnd you say youâre not a nerd,â
âIâm not a nerd!â Michael protested.
Maverly reached into her pocket for a cigarette. The boys arenât stupid -itâs completely obvious that Maverlyâs breath smells like cigarettes every so often- but they keep the secret from her family. In return for keeping the secret, she does assignments for them that theyâll fail otherwise. âYou were just playing Minecraft with my brother for eight hours straight,â She stuck the butt of the cigarette between her lips and flipped open the Zippo lighter. She lit the end of the stick before sucking in the smoked and pulling the cigarette out of her mouth. âI can leave if you want me too. Just thought we could do something fun tonight.â
Michael considers her offer for a moment. âIâll be down in a second.â Michael jumped into a pair of jeans off his bedroom floor along with a tank top he ripped out of his dresser. He slipped into sneakers and a snapback before bolting down the stairs and out the back door. Maverly is flicking ash off the cigarette when Michael reaches her. âWhat do you want to do?â
âGo to the beach?â
âYou literally called me out of the house at two AM . . .â Michael pinched the bridge of his nose. â. . . to go to the beach?â
Maverly rolled her eyes. âIf you donât want to go then you donât have to,â She put the cigarette back into her mouth for another drag. She offered it to Michael, the one of the group thatâs never smoked anything before, and he accepted it. The blonde watched her elder friend figure out how to smoke. He took a deep breath of the smoke before sporadically coughing up smoke. Maverly laughed. âYour decision. Take it or leave it.â
The group jokes that Maverly has Micahel wrapped around her dainty finger, which is absolutely true. Michael denies his crush on the Hemmings girl and claims that theyâre just friends. Several times, Michael has dropped whatever task he was working on just to hang out with Lukeâs twin. Though their hangouts only lasted a few hours in Lukeâs basement with a game of Guitar Hero and a bowl of popcorn, heâd still do anything Maverly wanted to. âLetâs go,â
Maverly went to take back her cigarette but Michael flinched away. He shoved the end back into his mouth and took in a deep breath. Maverly laughed and pulled another out of her pocket. âYouâre so innocent.â Maverly giggled. âIâm going to end up corrupting you, Clifford, and your mum is going to hate me.â
âBabe,â Michael said before taking a drag off a cigarette and leading Maverly to the fence gate. The Cliffordâs donât live too far from the Santa Cruz boardwalk and beach -just an hour drive- which has prompted a bunch of midnight beach visits from Michael, his family, and his best friends. Itâs always been normal for Maverly and Mali-Koa to tag along with their brothers to the beach. Michaelâs never gone with just Maverly to the beach before. âYouâre not going to corrupt me, donât worry.â
âWhatever you âwanna believe, Clifford,â Maverly chewed on her lip piercing. Maverly and Luke were at Calumâs house when he prompted a tattoo idea to his mum. A beautiful one- his sister's name tattooed on his arm. Maverly sketched a design for Calum to go off of, and Joy Hood signed the document for teenagers that wanted to get tattoos. Maverly pulled her wallet out of her pocket while Calum was receiving the needles ink and asked for a lip piercing. Luke got one too. Liz Hemmings had a heart attack. âThat eyebrow piercing-â
â-Is because Luke has a lip piercing and Cal ânâ Ash have tattoos,â Michael finished. He took another drag of his cigarette. Maverly stopped walking towards her Jeep and turned to her friend. âWhat?â Maverly slapped a tattooed area on Michaelâs arm. Michael looked down at his now-reddening arm to see what her problem was. He understood that she meant the ink underneath his skin. âShut up.â
Maverly giggled.
âLuke is such a pussy,â Michael dropped the rest of his cigarette on the ground and crushed it with his foot. âHis brothers and friends have tattoos. Hell, his own younger twin has a damn tattoo and he still wonât get one.â
Maverly shrugged. Underneath her leather jacket, the one that matches her older brothersâ, she has an entire sleeve of tattoos sitting on her skin from her wrist to her shoulder. A beautiful feather with her brothers signatures in chronological order starting from the stem to the middle point where blue baby footprints start walking to the end. Above the rainbow-shaded feather is the quote âDie with memories, not dreamsâ delicately written in Lizâs handwriting. The chain of a pocket watch holds onto the top of the feather and wraps all the way around her wrist once then loosely wrapped around her forearm once until itâs right below her elbow. An exact replica of Andrewsâ old pocket watch, down to his full name engraved on the glass. The arrows point to the time Maverly was born. Between the feather and the pocket watch sits a sunflower mixed halfway with a yellow rose; in the middle of both flowers are bother of her great-grandmother and great-grandfathers signatures. That whole configuration was her first-ever tattoo; she sat still for several hours just for that.
âWhy doesnât he just get a tattoo with your parents or literally anyone?â Michael asked. âYou have a twin tattoo already, he just needs to match it.â
Liz and Andrew got small tattoos to replicate their youngest daughter. Liz got the feather Maverly has, along with all of her kids' signatures in chronological order with six blue baby feet and a single pink pair walking towards the end of the. Hers was shaded with black instead of a rainbow, though. Andrew got the pocket watch wrapping around his arm as a father-daughter tattoo just like Liz and Maverly had already done. Everyone hypothesizes that Lukeâs just afraid of needles.
âHeâs a pansy, my friend,â Maverly unlocked her Jeep and reached for the drivers' side door. She hopped in and pressed the clutch to the floor. The key turned in the ignition to which Maverly changed the gear to reverse. She waited for Michael to put on his seatbelt before pulling out of his driveway. Maverly enjoys having a manual transmission Jeep Wrangler; Luke is less likely to drive it. She pointed to the fraction on her wrist bone for Michael to see. âHe just has to get one-half tattooed right there and the twin tattoo would be finished. But no!â
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âIâm starving,â Maverly complains, gripping her steering wheel until her knuckles turn white. Their hour-long drive has been delayed almost another hour due to road construction. Youâd think the highways wouldnât be as busy at literally four-in-the-morning but Maverly has been stopped in the same spot for roughly fifteen minutes. âMichael!â the tall girl screams, startling her passenger.
He stirs from his sleep and rubs his eyes. âPizza.â
âThere wonât be a pizza place open for like three more hours,â Maverly realized sheâll be stopped for a while longer so she shoves the gear shift in neutral and lets the vehicle idol while she searches up stores around their current area. Nothing seems interesting. She notices a Walmart sitting near the boardwalk. Theyâll last a while longer and stock up with food there. âIâm bored.â
âIâm tired,â
Maverly brushes hair out of her face. Sheâs not tired- sheâs wide awake and kicking. Absentmindedly she outlines the four skull rocker hands at the top of her wrist. The fourth one is shaded pink, while the others have no color at all. Her older brothers got theirs shaded in with blue for the place they took in the chronological sibling order; except for bare-skinned Luke.
Her parents agreed that the only way they would sign for a tattoo is if it has meaning; otherwise, she has to wait until she is of legal age to get anything else. As a result of that rule, sheâs filled her entire arm with tattoos honoring her family; from Lukeâs favorite guitar with the sound waves of âIâll go with youâ substituted for the frets, to a red outline of Ben, Jack, Luke, and Maverly standing in order when they were younger shifted a little bit above an outline of them standing together at Benâs graduation in the same order. One of her favorite tattoos has to be a replica of her Grandmaâs recorder player with flowers and planets shooting out of the brass horn. Maverly cried when that one was finished.
âMichael, wake up,â Maverly demanded. Michael let out a loud groan, sitting up complete to stare at the piled-up road ahead. âWhatâs your favorite color?â
The orange-haired boy wanted to smack the shit out of Maverly for asking him such a question instead of letting him sleep. âRed,â Michael bit. Maverly chewed on her lip ring with a smirk. She thought it was red, and boy was she correct. âWhat about you, Maverly Stella Whatâs your favorite fucking color?â
âOrange,â Maverly answered before shoving the gear shift into first gear. The line in the construction zone was starting to move. Maverly looked at Michaelâs orange hair with a smile; he didnât know that orange has always been her favorite color but she admired the bright color sitting on top of the blonde strands. A little part of her had hoped that it was orange because of her. âWhatâs a weird fact about yourself?â
Michael sighed before rubbing his face with his large hands. His fingers rubbed his eyes until he began seeing swirling colors in his eyesight. âMy middle name is Gordon. Yo-â
â-Give me something thatâs actually weird.â
âUm . . .â Michael thought aloud. âThereâs this hellaâ cute girl I know and she would never like me back. Thatâs weird. Whatâs a weird fact about you?â
âThere arenât any weird facts about me, Gor, Iâm a normal human being,â
Michael let out strings of laughter. He could barely contain the giggles erupting from his body. âYouâre not weird? Your name is Maverly, while you have brothers named Luke, Ben, and Jack.â
âDad joked that Luke and I would be twins to Mom and said sheâd name one Maverly if we were,â
âYour arms are covered in tattoos!â
âThey all have a specific meaning.â
âYou smoke cigarettes and nobody in your family knows!â
âAshtonâs my supplier and you guys keep secrets.â
âYouâre fucking beautiful and you donât have a boyfriend!â
Maverly giggled a little bit. A blush was beginning to creep across her cheeks, but at night illuminated by only dim headlights, Michael would never see. âIâm saving myself for someone certain.â
âYou drew up all of your tattoos!â
âNatural talent in drawing.â
âYou have an excuse for everything, donât you?â Michael asked. He crossed his arms and looked out the window. He was no longer feeling tired. Maverly sped the Jeep up, leaving the construction zone and going into an area where she could easily speed. âHow do you drive this thing anyways?â
Maverly moved her hand from the gearshift the grab Michaels. His hand felt warm from her palm as she set it over the stick. âJust wait,â she sped up a little bit before hearing the engines correct pitch for turning over, then released the gas pedal and stuck the clutch to the floor. She gripped Michaelâs hand and changed from third gear to fourth. Her feet switched positions with the clutch returned and the gas pedal back down. She replicated the same thing to put the Jeep in fifth gear, then she released Michaelâs rugged hand. âItâs easy. You just have to hear it and remember.â
Michael stared out the window again. He hated how his hand felt underneath hers- rather he hated that he liked being able to touch her hand. Lukeâs had a strict No Touching My Sister rule for the boys. That doesnât stop Maverly cuddling Calum or Ashton. Theyâre like her brothers also. âYouâve been driving for long enough that you remember.â
âThatâs the point,â Maverly snickered. âSo. I was thinking we could get something at like Walmart or whatever. You hungry?â
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âHow the fuck do you pick out a cantaloupe?â
âI donât know.â
âMaverly youâre supposed to know this shit. Which cantaloupe is the best?â
âI donât know, Michael!â
âFuck it. Iâll just get this one. Do you have a knife?â
âNo?â
âThen get one!â
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Maverly dug a brand new metal spoon into the meat of her half of the cantaloupe. She pulled the melon away from the skin and shoved the huge bite into her mouth. âThis is good, you picked out a good one.â the blonde laughed.
Michael rolled his eyes. âYeah, yeah,â he dug into the other half. âJust eat your stupid cantaloupe.â the juice from the melon dripped down his face from his first bite. He wiped it away with the collar of his shirt. âItâs getting everywhere.â
âMichael, weâre at the beach. Youâre going to get some type of wet no matter what,â Michael stopped chewing to stare at his younger friend. Maverly broke her stare on the dusk sunrise to see why the boy was silent. Michael blinked a few times, trying to insinuate a sexual innuendo that Maverly barely understood for a few moments. âI mean that works too, but-â
âMay, why are we here?â Michael set his spoon into the carved out center inside the melon. âNot just wanting to go to the beach at literally two AM. Why are we here?â
Maverly laughed. âI canât tell you that.â
âWhy?â Michael pleaded. âI just want to know why you didnât choose your brother or I donât know . . . Calum?â
âIf you didnât want to come then you didnât have to, Mike,â Maverly shoveled more melon into her mouth. Her belly was empty and running on a McDonald's coffee she bought herself before entering Santa Cruz. âI would have left you alone and bothered them.â
âItâs not that,â Michael set the round end of the melon into the sand. His hands grabbed her face so sheâd look at him and understand that this was a real question of his. Why did Maverly choose Michael over the ones closest to her? âI wanted to come. But why did you chose me.â
âI still canât tell you that,â Maverly stared at Michaelâs face, feeling herself fall a little bit more in love with him. Without looking at her end of the cantaloupe, she still carved out a piece with the spoon and stuck it into her mouth. âThatâs confidential.â
âThat makes it sound like youâre going to kill me, May,â
âIâm not going to kill you.â
Itâs no secret to Luke that Michael is absolutely smitten over the youngest Hemmings; the rest of their friend group always torments Michael that heâs wrapped around Maverlyâs skinny little finger. Ashton jokes that hidden in one of Maverlyâs tattoos is a meaning for Michael and her hidden crush on him, but he only says things like that to Maverly. The first time that was said, Maverly was laying next to Ashton, helping build his H.H. Homes Murder Castle. Maverly set TNT off inside of the castle in frustration towards Ashton and destroyed almost the whole outline. Even though he was angry, Ashton understood that Maverly fancied his younger friend and that she did not want to talk about it. Calum laughed when he realized the Clemmings ship was practically in love with each other and did absolutely nothing to push them together.
âThen why are we here!â Michael screamed.
âI want to go swimming,â Maverly shrugged. She forced herself away from Michael so she could see the sunrise again. Maverly Hemmings is known for appreciating nature and basic artistic masterpieces. Sheâs amazing at makeup. Sheâd be wearing a full face of makeup if she didnât feel comfortable around Michael. She wants to paint the sky onto a piece of paper and replicate it into an eyeshadow look for somebody, but she knows that nobody would appreciate it. âI thought youâd like to go swimming with me.â
âItâs five.â
âAnd?â
âWe could have swum in your backyard.â
âThatâs not the same.â Maverly set her melon down into the sand like Michaelâs. She wanted to kiss him. She wanted to taste the cantaloupe on his lips and the cherry chapstick he denies using. The blonde wants to run her fingers through orange strands of hair and the stroke of his calloused thumbs across her cheekbones.
âYes, it is,â Michael stared back at Maverly. âWhy did you bring me out here?â
âI wanted to swim,â Maverly stated again, but slower.
âWhy didnât you tell me to grab something to swim in then?â
Maverly paused to think up a reason. It took her over a minute. âI didnât think about that.â
âYes, you did,â
âNo, I didnât,â
âI bet you ten dollars that youâre wearing a swimming suit under your jacket,â
A blush made itself apparent on her face. Sheâs not wearing a swimming suit under the jacket; sheâs not wearing anything underneath her clothes beside a red bra with matching panties. âThen fork up the money, Clifford.â
âProve it to me then,â Michael said with complete seriousness. He was almost certain that she had planned on embarrassing Michael by being the only one in the water, or if he wanted to swim he had to skinny dip or wear soaking-wet underwear all the way home. Of course, Maverly Hemmings would be the one to do that to him. He canât believe that heâs practically fallen for her thousand times over. âProve it to me that youâre not dressed to swim in the ocean and try to embarrass me.â
Maverly blushed even harder. âYou donât want me to prove it to you.â
âYes, I do,â Michael was angry. His mind had completely convinced him that he was just going to be embarrassed. If so, he had a few friends in Santa Cruz that would take him home. Or, heâd wake up Calum or Ashton and request that they drive to the boardwalk. Maybe he should just be a dick and wake up Luke, spoil the news that his perfect little sister snuck out and drove two hours to embarrass him.
âOne-hundred percent sure?â Maverly asked. âNo doubt that you want me to prove to you?â
âOne-hundred,â Michael enunciated. âProve to me that youâre not just a bitch.â
Maverly swallowed. She tugged at the zipper of her leather jacket with shaking hands. Slowly, if fell down the track to Maverlyâs jean button. She was sweating, a result of a black leather jacket and a humid beach, so her palms and fingertips felt slick when she pulled the zipper completely away from the attaching side. She opened the jacket and felt thankful the beach was empty besides them. The skinny girl shrugged the heater off her shoulders and let it fall into the sand. Like it was just something she normally did, her hand reached for the melon to take another bite.
âI swear I didnât think about that,â
Michaelâs eyes were sitting on her boobs in the red bra. Two inches of lace wrapped around the bottom of the bra and covered a tattoo Michael didnât realize she had. He couldnât stop staring at her not-so flat chest.
âIf I knew you fetishized boobs so much, I wouldâve worn actual lingerie,â
âIâm not- I donât- I . . .â Michael felt the smallest bit of constriction in his pants. He forced his eyes to the dark sky to ignore the topless girl in front of him. âAgain, why are we here?â
âI canât tell you,â
âWhy canât you tell me?!â
âBecause I was seeing if something Luke said was true!â Maverly screamed. She turned to grab her jacket from the sand and put it on as quickly as she could. She wasnât feeling confident enough to show her bare torso anymore.
âWhat did Luke say?â
"Nothing," Maverly dismissed. She waved her hand like it was the end of the conversation and fished her keys out of her pocket. "Let's go."
"You drug me out here, Maverly Hemmings!" Michael screamed. "I said I would go with you to Santa Cruz and two AM, you woke me up to share fun facts, I helped you pick out a cantaloupe, I bought you cigarettes with my ID, I- I am sitting in the sand with you at five AM after walking around Walmart and testing how soft pillows can fucking be!"
"I'm sorry!" Maverly cried. "I . . . I shouldn't have brought you out here and- and I just thought-!"
"-What did you think, Maverly?"
"Would you shut up and let me talk!" Maverly yelled. She didn't have an excuse, just that she wanted to see if Michael really liked her. "Would you like to know the real reason I drug you all the way out here?"
"Gladly!"
Maverly grabbed a handful of his shirt to bring them together and she shoved her lips to his. It felt like lightbulbs burst around them with such power that their ears were left ringing in the darkness of Santa Cruz. It felt like sparks were fusing their lips. It felt like when you bite into sweet fruit. It felt like the sun after a long rainy day. It felt like electricity flowing through every vein and nerve. Maverly was the first to pull away and rest her head against Michael's with her fingertips dancing through small strands of hair.
"Luke told you guys how you're practically wrapped around my finger," Maverly whispered. Michael pressed his thumb to the corner of her lips. "Michael Clifford, I've loved you for years and . . . I just thought that-"
"You're stupid." Michael laughed before kissing the girl he loved again. His hands ran their course on the curvature of her body, leaving tingles over every area they touched. He released her lips from his and watched how she reacted. She smiled and seemed relaxed as if she just smoked. But she didn't- it was just the effect that Michael had on her. "If anybody asks," Michael whispered. "I threw rocks at your window instead of the other way around."
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"Wake up!" Maverly screamed before pouring a bucket of ice water on her sleeping twin brother. Michael laughed from the open doorway of Luke's room as Luke jumped up from his bed in just a pair of blue boxers, confused and whipping around to face Maverly. "Hi, I love you but-"
Through shivers, Luke lifted Maverly in a bridal style and exited his room. He didn't say a word; just walked past Michael and into the hallway. Michael followed behind, wondering if Luke even realized he was there.
"Luke?" Liz asked. Luke ignored his mother and continued towards the open balcony.
He's had enough of being woken up with water in a bucket and having to change his sheets and dry his mattress! He's tired of being freezing and having to sit in a bathtub of boiling water just moments from waking. He's tired of it. He stood on the balcony and held his little sister close.
"Luke, no!" Maverly pleaded, not wanting to be thrown in the pool. She had just showered and put on clean clothes! She didn't want to repeat the same process!
After a make-out session with Michael on the Santa Cruz sand, they skinny-dipped in the ocean like it was something normal. Michael slept on the way back to his house but only grabbed clean clothes from his bedroom. Michael and Maverly managed to have a -quiet- shower together with lots of making out and 'Stop looking at my boobs, Maverly Hemmings!' They dressed, took a few-hour nap, and thought of the best way to wake up Luke. Maverly knew she had to go with what she normally did.
Luke swung his sister over the railing of the balcony, and she landed in the pool. A belly-flop hurt her stomach but she still surfaced infuriated with her brother. Luke clapped his hands together as if removing dirt and started back into the house.
"Go help your girlfriend," Luke demanded tiredly to Michael.
"How do you . . ?" Michael trailed off to his friend.
"The hoodie, dumbass," Luke answered.
Michael looked over the railing at his girlfriend going up the ladder of the pool. Maverly peeled the 'CLIFFORD 95' hoodie off her body and cursed at Luke. "Whoops.â
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Colour Me In Part 3
âOh that is not good,â Michael cracked up and Calum just glared at him.
âWill you shut up unless you're going to help,â he grumbled fiddling with his bass. Lunch with Eliza had been amazing, and he'd really felt like he was starting to get somewhere with this girl. Kevin's sudden appearance at lunch had him worried.
âMaybe it's better to get it all out now,â Michael tried to sound reassuring.
âGet what out now?â Luke asked, entering the room trailed by Ashton.
âHis new girl's best friend is gonna tattle on him before he gets a chance to get it,â Michael told them.
âWait I thought you weren't talking to Nat?â Luke asked slightly confused.
âNo, dummy, the deaf girl, Eliza.â Ashton poked Luke in the side to get him out of his way. âI thought you guys were having lunch today?â
âWe did,â Calum told him, âbut her closest guy friend, Kevin,â Cal made a face when he said the name, âcame out of nowhere and told her I looked familiar. So when I ask her where he works she says he's a model and works the door at Emerald City.â
The guys laugh but Calum cuts them off âand The Chelsea,â the guys stopped laughing, âand Lucky's,â Calum finished.
âOoooh that fucking sucks dude,â Luke sat down facing him.
âOf all places though, I don't think there's a girl in that bar that hasn't seen your dick at some point,â Ashton laughed.
âYou're one to fucking talk,â Calum huffed, âyou're worse than me. Didn't you have Cass over last weekend?â
âI did actually, she says hi by the way, keeps joking about wanting a threesome with both of us,â Ashton chuckled.
âShe's not joking,â Calum shot back raising his eyebrows.
âOkay so Cass, Kimmie, JenâŠâ Luke started naming names.
âHollie and Haley,â Michael chimed in.
ââŠAlanna, Charlotte, Jay, and most currently NatashaâŠ.so yea Calum is a straight up fuckboy.â
Kevin leaned towards Eliza, nodding his head furiously as he signed with quick dramatic gestures.
Eliza, sitting across from him on the couch, threw up her hands in exasperation at the way Kevin was so concerned for her well being over Calum. He'd insisted on her coming over after work so they could talk.
âDid you think I didn't know that? He's in a band. I work for a publicist. Laura, my co-worker even had a thing with his friend Ashton. You and Mags act like I've never encountered fuckboys before. Besides have you seen Calum? I'm trying to have some fun here.â Â Elizaâs hands were tense as she signed slowly and deliberately, her face a mask of sarcasm.
Kevin laughed and rolled his eyes setting his phone down so he could look at her while they talked.
âListen,â he signed,â I just don't want you to get hurt. None of the girls had anything bad to say about him except, the second you fall for him Calum lets you down gently, but he does not stick around.â
âKV, you know I don't have time for a boyfriend. My job is crazy. My personal project, Mr Zachary James, is a little shit who won't stay out of trouble, and my boss is terrifying. I know I'm not as experienced as you, or Calum,â Eliza smirked at him and Kevin flipped her off. âThe guys I've dated have been boring or turned out to be assholes. I want an adventure, is that so wrong?â
Kevin rolled his eyes, âThis is pointless, all the women in your family are stubborn as hell. Just be careful. I do think it's cute he's learning to sign. How much you wanna bet that's your sister?â He signed as both their phones buzzed.
Open Group Chat
Mags the Mighty Okay today has been insanely busy. I know you two are huddled up discussing lunch with Rock Star. What's the consensus?
Maggie sat back and waited knowing both of them were desperately trying to be first.
King KVN so you already know your sister is impossible, but I found out dog boy has been getting it with all the models, thots, and bad bitches that work at Lucky's and The Chelsea. This bitch doesn't care because she's thirsty. I'm trying to talk some sense into her.
Big EZ basically everything he said is true, but he has to be extra about it. From here on out every time you call him dog boy I will scuff one of your sneakers.
Mags the Mighty so wait you're okay with Calum fucking around like that? I mean he's hot and for a vacation hookup or weekend hookup sure. He's taking you on dates, asking about your family, and even signing⊠Maybe he likes you.
Big EZ Â I don't have time for any of that Mags. Besides look at Patrick and Miguel it's not like I've got a great track record
King KVN those dipshits weren't your fault and I will not tolerate my best friend putting herself down. Miguel was too insecure to handle a woman as smart and beautiful as you and he cheated to compensate. That's on him not you. Patrick is a sad little man with a sad little dick who tries to slide into your DMs WEEKLY even though he's supposedly happy with his girlfriend.
Mags the Mighty You're so extra Kev. we are not here to discuss Eliza's dismal history with men. Besides that was high school and we're all trying to pretend that never happened. When do we get to hang out with rock stars?
BIG EZ I haven't heard from him since lunch. He got all weird after Kev popped up. If you messed this up for me. I swear I will maim you.
Just then Eliza's boss interrupted their conversation with a flurry of text messages. Another client, country music party girl Shelby Keeler, had just been arrested in Texas in a bar fight, and TMZ had footage. Evie already had Maria Reynolds, the only person helping her with the nightmare that was Zachary James, on a plane to Houston to do damage control.
Not only that but his ex girlfriend, model and heiress Daisy Moss, was rumored to be hanging back around. Zachary was smart enough to try and keep this from Eliza and Jeanette, his manager, as their drug fueled bust up in a hotel suite had almost destroyed his career and cost him most of his sponsors.
Zac had been a child actor and teen pop star before washing out at 17. A couple years after that he'd built a following on YouTube with a series of videos documenting his failed comeback attempt, his struggles with mental health, and life post fame. He showed how he cared for his mom who was deaf and had a bad back from a car accident. His sister was in and out of his life as she bounced between rehab and addiction.
He'd developed his YouTube channel as a launch pad for phase 2 of his career getting a reality show on E that was entering its fifth season. However, two years ago he'd met Daisy, and since then his life had been chaos.
Eliza sighed, annoyed that her weekend was now going to be spent worried at the prospect of all her hard work with Zac going to shit. She realized when she finally got home she still hadn't heard from Calum since they'd parted ways after lunch. That was unusual but it was the weekend and Calum was probably at some bar with one of his girls. Eliza was stunned how pissed off the idea of Calum hitting on another woman made her.
Calum didn't know what to do. He wanted to text Eliza and somehow explain himself, but there was nothing to say. Everything Kevin could tell her was true, and for the first time in a long time Calum felt a bit ashamed of his behavior. Not out of regret or a sense of morality, he hated how it looked and what it might cost him. He declined to go out that night, and instead huddled up in his apartment with Duke.
Calum pouted the entire weekend. He didn't leave the house or talk to anyone for two days. Instead he ordered takeout, worked on a song, or watched videos on his laptop. He checked Eliza's Twitter and Insta but there were no posts. He even checked Zachary Jamesâ accounts to see if work was keeping her busy, but found nothing.
Eliza spent the entire weekend with Jeanette keeping an eye on Zac. Daisy was back around and had even come by the house a couple times. Luckily he was ignoring his ex, for now, but between him whining about his failed relationship, and Jeanette bitching about Zac, Eliza was irritated for 48 hours, and it gave her a headache. By Monday morning she was in a terrible mood and took part of the morning off to spend some time with Oliver. They went to Marian's because lemon bars always lifted her spirits.
She saw Calum pulling out of the parking lot as she started to turn in. Eliza thought he saw her, but then he was gone. After placing her order and settling into a table on the patio she found herself distracted, glancing at the entrance hoping to see him walk in. Finally she'd had enough, Eliza wasn't going to let Calum ghost her without calling him on his bullshit.
Haven't heard from you since Friday, makes me wonder if Kevin frightened you off. I gotta admit, I'm disappointed, didn't think you'd scare that easily. I thought you were tougher than that.
She hit send and immediately wanted to take it back. She sent Kevin a screenshot of what she'd done and to her surprise he was awake and answered back.
Yaaasssssss, tell him about himself. I will say this tho⊠Your boy was nowhere to be seen this weekend. All his boys came out to Lucky's Saturday night, and I know for a fact both Haley and Nat hit him up this weekend.  No one's heard anything.
He could always have girls you don't know about.
Stop that, we all know I know everything
Eliza stopped laughing when Calumâs name popped up
I'm an ass. I knew what Kevin would tell you, and it's all true, I can't deny that. I figured you'd be done so I just didn't feel like talking to anyone this weekend. I stayed home and worked on some songs.
Do you really think I was that shocked? You're in a band, you're young, and hot. You had a hickey when we met up at the dog park. I may not be very experienced, but I'm not some sheltered, naive, stupid little deaf girl.
Okay okay I'm sorry, I should have texted you. It looked bad, but I never ever thought you were naive or stupid. I think you're smart, funny, and charming. I thought a woman as classy as you could do better than someone with my history. Let me take you on a proper date. We can even be chaperoned.
What are you even talking about? Chaperoned?
Yes, let me take you out to dinner and Oliver and Duke can come along and make sure I behave like a gentleman.
You're playing the Duke card, that's completely unfair. Â
Tomorrow night? I can pick you guys up.
Tomorrow is fine. Tell me the time and place and I'll meet you there. Iâm not ready to have you meet my mother.
Eliza realized she was holding her breath and exhaled suddenly very nervous. Her first real date with Calum, and he was determined to treat her like a lady. She wasn't entirely sure how to feel about that. What she was sure of is that she needed to figure out what to wear. She texted Maggie and Kevin and headed to work.
Eliza glanced back at Oliver in the back seat as she put the car into park. The little dude was smiley and wagging his tail although a bit apprehensive by the unfamiliar surroundings. Eliza has been thrilled when Calum told her he wanted to try Mohawk Bend, it was her sister's favorite pizza place and very dog friendly. The hostess waved to Eliza and Oliver doing a bit of a double take.
Kevin had outdone himself with her outfit tonight. He'd put her in black leggings and her black push up bra that made her boobs look huge. He then wrapped a tan cashmere scarf around her chest, hiding her cleavage so her mom wouldn't bitch. Over that he'd layered a burgundy lightweight dress, that was actually a swimsuit cover-up, using one of his belts to turn it into a cute tunic. They'd decided on simple makeup with a dark burgundy lip, black motorcycle boots and a careful application of gold highlighter to her face, body, and hair to complete the look. Her hair was in a loose Grecian braid with gold wire wrapped throughout helping tame her curls.
Calum saw Eliza walk up to the podium and show the hostess his text message about already having a table. She looked amazing without trying too hard. He'd promised to behave like a gentleman, but as his eyes took in her curves as she walked up the table, Â his thoughts turned carnal. Â Oliver and Duke greeted each other like long lost friends. Eliza smiled at him and his mind went blank. He grabbed his phone.
I had this really cool plan to impress you with some new signs I learned this weekend, but I'm too nervous to remember any of them.
Eliza wanted to scoff at the idea of Calum Hood being nervous around any woman, but despite looking insanely handsome in his all black t shirt and jeans combo, he was fidgety and sweating.
He let her decide what to order so they could share. She chose the white mushroom pizza and fish tacos to split.
They played with the dogs while they waited for the food to arrive. When it did they took turns going to wash their hands and Eliza couldn't help but notice Calum left his phone on the table when he got up.
Dinner was lovely. They went through extra napkins as they kept getting sauce everywhere. Calum fed her tacos, she wiped sauce off his chin. They kept laughing at jokes no one else got with Oliver and Duke dozing snuggled together under the table. Calum heard an older couple making comments about them being on their phones.
How do you sign mind your own business?
Eliza looked up at him and he shot a quick glance at the older fellow giving them a sour look.
She looked back at Calum signing
âMind your own business?â he asked out loud as his hands mirrored hers. She nodded and Calum heard the guy mutter âHow was I supposed to know.â
Calum insisted Eliza take the rest of the pizza home to Maggie, paid the check with a generous tip, and walked them to her car. Standing next to her car they stood there texting, neither of them quite ready to see the night end or push it further.
Until a text from Evie broke the spell and Eliza needed to go.
Calum held up a hand mouthing âwait, waitâ and sent another text.
I remember one of the things I learned now
Eliza looked up and Calum raised his eyebrows and signed âCan I kiss you?â
She nodded and reached up resting her hand on the back of his neck, pulling him towards her as he lowered his lips to hers.
They both melted into the kiss, lips parting, tongues colliding and his hand gripping her hip pulling her closer. Eliza felt him get hard and she pushed her body against him. Calum broke the kiss, panting and looking at her with nothing but lust in his eyes. Eliza wanted him to keep going but he shook his head.
I don't want you to think you're just another girl.
He signed âgood night, I'll text you,â before giving her another quick kiss and picking Duke up so he could say his goodbyes.
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Dark Heart: Part One
a/n: hi guys/anyone who stumbles upon this! this is my first fic and iâve been wanting to write this story for a while, so if there are any kinks please give me some slack until i get the hang of things!! like/share/give me feedback!! im going to be posting this in parts and i think there are going to be a lot! im already editing part two, so give that a read when i post it!!Â
a hogwarts!5sos fic. enjoy.Â
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Rosemary hated potions.
The professor never had office hours, the room smelt like burning hair, and frankly she just wasnât very good at it. She would read and read and read, practice tons, and had potions memorized to the point where she could recite the ingredients like you could recite the alphabet, but for some ungodly reason her perfectly measured components would blend together in every and any way but the way they should have.
Her best friend Mikey would try to help her out, he showed her all of his tips and tricks that earned him an A in potions every year, but his tricks werenât in the recipe. If she couldnât even master the recipe then why in godâs name would she stray from it???
âMy way is just so much easier, Rosie.â Mikey would say, shaking his head and laughing at the frizz her hair was taking on by the second. âIf you do what Iâm telling you to do then itâll make it easier to get a perfect end result.â
âMikey, I canât just...not follow the directions.â Rosemary had told him this time after time, but he just wouldnât drop it.
It wasnât until her professor asked her to stay after one day that she regretted not listening to her friend.
âI want you to work with Ashton on your upcoming project. Heâs my top student, you could learn a lot from him.â
âWho even is Ashton?ïżœïżœïżœ The thought of working with a stranger on something that was such a large part of her grade put a pit in her stomach and she could feel her palms beginning to sweat. âAnd isnât Michael top of the class? Iâve been working with him and-â
âI adore Michael, I really do, and while he has been earning nearly perfect scores I think Ashton would be a much better teacher.â The professor shrugged and gave Rosemary a small smile.
âWell, why canât I just meet with you? I know you donât do office hours but-â
âMiss Dare, please. Youâll be working with Ashton Irwin and thatâs final. Iâve asked him to meet you here tomorrow at noon, does that work?â
Rosemary just nodded, not wanting to talk back to her professor for a second time.
She didnât even have the energy to go back to the common room, solving a riddle did not sound appealing when Rosemary was giving herself a headache from worrying so much. Rosemary had her friends and that was that. She never really went beyond them because her anxious interior presented a somewhat bitchy exterior that strangers got a taste of and chose to leave it at that. Even Calum considered never talking to her after the first night they met. After both being sorted into Ravenclaw, the two shy first years found themselves seated together at a then very intimidating table full of older kids who already knew each other. Rosemary kept giving Calum clipped answers to all of his questions and wouldnât look up from the plate she was picking at. To say he was surprised when she sat with him in the common room the next day- even if they just sat in silence while he drew in his sketchbook and Rosemary read- would be an understatement.
Later, Rosemary found herself sitting with Calum and one of his friends- a Gryffindor- in the great hall for dinner. His friend was okay, she had met him more than a few times at this point and could tolerate him for the time she was forced to hang out with him (Calum never forced Rosemary to hangout, but she wasnât going to deny Calum of having one other friend just because of her pre-decided dislike towards Gryffindors).
âLuke,â She interrupted whatever Calum was saying to pose her question. âDo you know an Ashton?â
âAshton Irwin?â
âUh,â Rosemary pursed her lips and thought for a moment. âI think so. Do you know anything about him?â
âDo I?â Luke let out a mix between a laugh and a sigh. âYeah I know him. Why? You fancy him?â
âNo. No, god no. I donât even know who he is. My potions professor wants me to work with him on our next project.â With a shrug, she chose to omit the fact that the reason she was paired with him was because he was exelling and she was not.
Luke tapped his ringed fingers against the table, he was always trying to add something different to his uniform to make it..well, less uniform. Rings, painted nails, even makeup were all things he dabbled in. Honestly, Luke was hot. If it werenât for the gossip Mikey had told her about how heâs been working his way around all the Hufflepuffs in their year then she would totally go for him.
âWell, Ashtonâs a bit of a dick. I donât think heâs rude, but heâs not pleasant to be around. I had divination with the blockhead and he was just kind of an asshole, didnât even try and wrote off the class as bullshit.â Luke shrugged. âI got on well with him though. Overall a nice guy, Iâm sure heâll cooperate for your project.â
Rosemary nodded, the information made her a little less on edge about the whole situation. âThanks. Iâm meeting him tomorrow at noon.â
âWhere?â
She looked at Calum with her brows drawn together. âThe potions classroom?? Where else?â
âI just wanted to know. Jeez.â
With that the raven haired girl let out a sigh and started to stand. âCan we go now? Both of us?â
Calum rolled his eyes. âYou just go, ya grump. Iâll meet you later.â
âCalum I just donât have the energy to stand there and not be able to figure out the riddle. Last time a first year had to let me in. A first year.â Rosemary pouted. âPlease? Iâll give you whatever  homework answers you want.â
âYou really think I trust your potions homework?â Calum smiled and stood. âBye Luke.â
___
Rosemary had been sitting in the potions room since five minutes before noon and twenty minutes later she was still alone. Leave it to her to not appreciate Mikeyâs help and be left to work with some lazy, rude, probably overall dumb-
âAre you Rose?â
Rosemary jumped from her stool and placed a hand over her chest. Jesus. Very smooth
âHello?? Donât tell me youâre stupid and deaf.â
She finally turned to face him. âExcuse me?â
And she thought Luke was hot.
Ashton was tall and had broad shoulders, his hair fell in loose waves to the nape of his neck and one curl sat on his forehead. He wore his uniform without a tie and had his pant legs rolled so you could see his deep green socks peeking out. His sleeves were rolled to his elbows exposing his forearms.
The boy smirked and walked towards her, placing a book down on the table and leaning  back on it with his elbows. Rosemary took in his uniform one more time, of course he was a Slytherin. His whole presence just carried cockiness with it and, frankly, she didnât have the patience for that.
âYou heard me. Iâm Ashton by the way.â He stuck out a hand and all she could do was stare at his lopsided grin and bite the inside of her cheek. âPleasure.â
Turning away from him, she opened her textbook and leaned forward to read the directions printed inside of it.
âAre you ready to start?â Ashton took a step closer to you, he was too close now and you could hear your heart beating in your ears.
Rosemary cleared her throat. âYeah, but can you not stand so close to me?â
âWhy sweetheart? Am I making you nervous?â
âJust-â She took a deep breath. âPersonal space. Please.â
Surprisingly, Ashton moved to stand on the other side of the table and set himself up across from her. Once everything was in its place he held his hands out in front of himself. âGood?â
âUh. Yeah, thanks.â She set up her own cauldron and avoided his eyes. âAnd itâs Rosemary.â
âWhat?â
âMy name isnât Rose. Itâs Rosemary.â
Ashton let out a chuckle and raised a brow at her. âSame thing, darling.â
âRosemary.â She huffed, seeing how her afternoon was going to turn out.
âFine. Rosemary. Letâs start.â
Ashton turned out to be an okay teacher, just not a very friendly one. He followed what was written exactly and worked at a slow pace so Rosemary could keep up. She couldnât help but stop to look at him a couple times, how could she have not noticed him before? His confident stature was one that demanded attention and even the sound of his voice was sexy. With tousled hair and large hands that knew exactly when to reach up and adjust it, she couldnât see one flaw in his appearance. Even the flaw she could detect, his attitude, seemed forgivable when she was looking at him; his eyes and jawline, his prominent adamâs apple, and-
âHello, did you hear me? Letâs call it a day, my arms are starting to get sore from stirring.â Ashton pushed a strand of lock from his forehead and shut his book, looking up at Rosemary as if inviting her to do the same.
âSounds good to me.â
âAre you doing anything right now?â
She stared at him for a moment.
What?
âYou mean after this?â
Ashton shrugged. âWell weâre done now so. What are you doing now?â
âOh, uh,â Rosemary started packing things into her bag and kept her eyes trailed on the ground. âIâm supposed to meet with my friend Michael and-â
âFuck him. Come with me.â
Excuse me? âMichael is my best friend so-â
âHeâs a Puff right? I know âim. Itâs fine, he wonât mind.â Â
âWhat? How-â
âWell we-â
âAshton.â Rosemary rolled her eyes and swung her bag over her shoulder. âStop interrupting me. Itâs really fucking rude.â
âWatch your mouth, sweetheart.â Ashtonâs smile fell and he took a step towards her.
Oh. Rosemaryâs mouth went dry and she knew the right reaction should be anger. The audacity of this boy to tell her how to speak as if she were a child? How dare a complete stranger stand there and reprimand you with that look. Although those were truly her thoughts, her body betrayed her. Her breath hitched in her throat and she knew Ashton could tell, her bottom lip went between her teeth and she felt heat in her cheeks.
âCâmon. Youâll have fun.â Ashton passed Rosemary and at the same time took her bag from her shoulder, shrugging it onto his own and standing in the doorway, expectantly. âPlease?â
As if she had a choice.
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Fall Into Your Sunlight.
BLOOD SERENADE.
 Chapter. 1 Fall Into Your Sunlight.
 Saint Hills. 2016.
6 am. The alarm had rung, loudly. Skyla was walking fastly out from the bathroom. She was throwing her towel on her bed and taking a rubbermaid from her desk, pulling her red straight hair to the top of her head and tighted it up. She was looking at the clock. Hm, 6am. Time is up, she said to herself and then turning off the alarm bottom. She was taking her jins jacket and her backpack, ready to go to school again.
Skyla Marianne Herbert, 16 years old. One of Lincoln High Schoolâs students. Smart, multi talented and food lovers. She had a best friend named Dave Spencer. Skyla first best friend since she has moved here. Dave was an introvert guy and so does she. That is why, they both fits each other to rejecting people around. And Skyla loves the way Dave talking to others because he was a quite sarcastic man, full of silence and mystery. He always use the same tone when he was talking, except when he gets mad his tone will be a little bit higher. She knew him very well.
Tinnnnn tinnnnn.
Dave was beeping his car, giving Skyla a sign that it was their time to go to school together. Skyla was walking through the stairs fastly, almost like she was dancing like a queen there. Yeah, she is very active person and faster while walking or doing everything. She always win running competition at school. But never want to join sports club or athletic. She hates being sweat and now she starts to hate sunlight though.
âSorry, it took you so long,â said Skyla apologies to Dave. She was sitting in the passenger seat and closing the door.
âWelcome back to Saint Hills,â said Dave to her without a single smile.
âThanks.â Skyla replied cheerfuly. âWell, good morning,â she said again to him and giving the best smile to him. Wish he could say something nice today. She misses him so much.
Dave was looking at Skyla, nodded and roaring  the engine while she put the seatbelt to her body. He almost never talk or say something first except Skyla makes her moves. Kinda cold hearted guy. Makes all girls at Lincoln adored him so much.
âHei.â Skyla shook his arm to get Dave attention. âIf someone said good morning to you, you should have replied it back. It called respect and care, Spencer.â She reminds him with her soft and perfect intonation. Sounds so adorable and clingy. But that is her. Dave can stand for it.
âI do,â said Dave short and simple.
âHow? I didnât see or listen it.â Seems like she wanna starts the war, but well--- thatâs her. Cheerful and hilarious. If she suddenly keep silence, means something happened to her. Dave knew it very well. And have to become accustomed with that.
âWith my way.â Dave said again while driving to Lincoln.
Skyla nodded in a long silence.
Dave just kept quiet too. He was rolling down the window besides him and let the fresh air come into them. Well, it was 6;15 am by the way. Still freezing and foggy. Saint Hills was more colder because of the different climate and geographic. And she loves it.
â--- okay. Not in the good mood, Huh?â Skyla tried to humor him, at least make a joke for today before heading for a Math test together.
âDonât be too sensitive, Skyla.â Dave turned around the steer at the corner of the street and passed a long road with many people jogging and running.
Skyla nodded. She made him mad again. Always. But he looked cute though. She smiles in the silence. âOkay.â She nodded.
Dave was driving slowly. The sun was warm outside and when he passed by the traffic light, the sunlight was shining through them by the opened window from Daveâs side.
âOuch.â Skyla closed her eyes quickly with her palms covering her face when the sunlight passed them by.
âAre you okay?,â asked Dave. He looked at her seriously, worried. But still with a half focused on the road too.
Skyla still closed her eyes behind her palms until she makes sure that the sunlight passed by. âYeah. Iâm good,â she replied, confused though. âI forgot my sun glassess. Damn.â
Dave was opening the dashboard and giving one glasses to her. Not a sun glasses actually, just a normally glasses he knows she dropped it there sometimes. âTake this.â He gave it to her.
âThanks.â She took it and smile to him. âMy eyes---.â She was wearing that glasses and stopped to continue her words. Itâs not the right time to talk about this now. No, when Dave still have a cold words to her. She hates it.
âWhat happened with your eyes?,â asked Dave now, finally, still driving carefully.
âNothing.â Skyla answered him. Take a revenge now with a short answer.
âElaborate nothing.â
âItâs just---- nothing.â
âOkay.â
Skyla was turning the radio station on to kill the damn silence situation in the car. And SUM 41 song was playing on air with the titled With Me, her favorite one. Make everything so awkward now. She checked her phone many times and opening her Math book, try to remind all the things she read and learned last night.
Dave was looking at Skyla from the mirror in front of his head. He knows this girl being too sensitive again and again almost everyday especially when she got back from England. Sounds weird because she looked different after came back here and he never asked about what had happened. âGetting irritation a whole week?â Dave glanced back at her and then back to his steer again. 100% focused. âYour eyes.â He added again with a soft voice now.
Skyla nodded. âYeah. Somehow. Itâs gonna be more sensitive. I donât know.â She covered her face while the sunshine was shining up above the car.
âYou did something wrong with your eyes? Like--- plastic surgery or something. In England.â
âOh my God, no.â Skyla denied it. âI wonât do that even if I want to.â She added with a lower tone, like talking to herself.
âEyes like Yuna Final Fantasy 10 is cool.â Dave smile, trying to make a joke but Skyla sulked herself.
âYeah. Thatâs why you like her.â
Dave smile again and now was staring back at Skyla for a second only. âGo and do your medical check up.â
âCome on, Dave. Itâs such a simple thing. This glasses help me so much. Thanks for that.â
âOkay. And when will you start to driving again?,â asked Dave, changed the topic. Trying to keep the conversation on. But in a second he thought that he chose the wrong topic. He was in a dangerous area now. And itâs too late to take it back.
âWhy? You hate to see me everyday or you getting bored drops and picks me up everyday or you girlfriend doesnât like----------,â Suddenly Skyla was losing her temper. Her emotions ups and downs. Burning inside her head. Now she canât handled it anymore.
âSilence, Skyla.â Dave cut her words with an intense look. âYouâre on period or something?â
Skyla exhaled. She was trying to control her emotions now and almost crying. âSorry. And, no. Itâs over.â God, she doesnât know what happens with her.
âYour emotion.â Dave replied it back to her.
âI know. Sorry.â
âWhat happened when you were in England?,â asked Dave finally.
âNothing. All same.â But actually not much.
Still Dave distrusted of something. âDid they fight again yesterday when you got home? Your parents.â Dave asked. He canât believe her statement.
âI donât have parents.â She said, fed up.
âSkyla---â
Silence for a second.
âAlways,â replied Skyla then. âThey always fight and throws everything around--- nothingâs changed.â
Dave nodded and keep driving. âItâs been a year. Right? Since that day. Dan.â
âYeah.â Skyla knows what Dave wanna talking about. Itâs about Dan, her brother. Who died a year ago, car accident at Saint Hills. That was the reason why she hates driving and chose to left Saint Hills a year ago. And now she has come back here. Bring all the puzzle back into this town.
âThatâs your reason to stop driving?,â asked Dave in a long silence. He stopped his car in the parking lot. Waiting for her to answering his serious question. But Skyla just turn off the radio station.
âKind of.â Skyla replied him, released the seat belt and came out from Daveâs car.
--
Lincoln. Like usually, always crowded and full of lies and dramas. Skyla was waiting for Dave to come out from his car. She was standing behind the window and seeing a red SUV car was arriving with a high speed race, parking besides Daveâs car. And then she saw a tall, modest and pale guy came out from the driverâs seat. Looks like a duplicate from Ashton Kutcher as well. Then a girl--- Maureen, maybe, as she had remembered, came out and following that tall guy. The wind blowing harshly. Make a chance for both of them to look and staring each others, feeling the same smells.
Skyla was looking at that guy and so does him. She can smells something different from him and Maureen. Something like---- not normal things, that makes her feels so addicted and attractive to them. And she doesnât know what is it. Just a strange and strong scent around them. And itâs not like a perfume or cologne. The scent--- is more than that and it stinks her a lot.
âWhat is this scent?,â asked Skyla to herself. She touched her nose many times to get away that scent.
âHi, Skyla,â said Maureen nicely. She grabbed her boyfriendâs hands tightly in front of her. Her lovely Ashton Kuthcer. And smile flirtatious. Ewww.
âHi. Do you know me?,â asked Skyla innocent. She can hear Maureenâs boyfriend laugh and she looks so stupid in front of them. Omg, whereâs Dave at the moment like this. And the scent, really makes her sick.
âNice to see you---, Skyla.â The Ashton Kutcher twin now was talking to Skyla, smile, look nice almost perfect and--- creepy.
His eyes. Skyla doesnât like his eyes. Reminds her of something--- or someone in her head she canât remember clearly. Itâs like a dejavu to be honest.
Maureen just gave Skyla a sweet weird smile. She didnât answer Skylaâs question and walked away like a greedy princess with her boyfriend. The couple looked like a parody of Kate and Prince William in the real suck life. Full of fake drama.
Skyla smirked at her. âAnnoying,â she said in a low tone. Grumbling about them.
âWho?,â asked Dave suddenly appeared behind her shoulder.
âWhoâs that tall, white pale guy? Iâve never seen him in a while. He drove that red car like a racer. Heâs new here?,â asked Skyla to Dave. Her eyes keep watching to that couple until Dave was talking and giving her an answer.
âHeâs Chambells. You donât recognize him?,â said Dave amazed.
â--- Chambells?â Skyla repeated that name and thinking for a minute. She feels so familiar with that name. âWell, You know, since ---â
âYeah. I knew.â Dave cut her words.
âSo, whoâs that guy? Identical of Ashton Kutcher or something?â
âYeah, Lucius Chambells. They looked same, actually. Do you remember The Chambells family?â
âI donât know. Just feel so familiar with that name. You tell me.â
âOf course you do. They have been a part of Saint Hillsâ for almost many years. Lucius is the youngest. He sent aboard by his father from Saint Hills for duties a year ago.â
âDuties? What kind of duties?,â asked Skyla curious.
âI donât know. Churchâs service maybe.â
âOwh, finally thereâs one thing you canât solved it.â Skyla smiled to Dave.
âItâs not my problem, anyway.â
âYeah youâre right. Go on, continue your story.â
âNow, seems like he has come back here. With Maureen, his long term girlfriend.â
âBut, how did they recognize me? They called my name, like, Hi Skyla,--- well, weâre not a friend and Iâve never talked to them as Iâve been remember in my entire life.â
âEfraim and Meredith Chambells was a priest-preacher couple at St. John. And Lucius was a part of the music team at that community. Maybe they have had met you before and you just forgot.â
âReally?â Skyla not so sure about that.
âYeah. You left this town almost a year, right?â
âWow. You know more about this town very well. Better than me,â said Skyla. She pushed Dave shoulder and smile, looked surprised, giving it as a compliment to him. âThatâs a compliment. Iâm not flirting.â
âYes, you are,â replied Dave indifferently. He walked by, left Skyla behind.
Skyla was running to catch Dave. âHei. Iâm not flirting, Dave. I said the truth from the bottom of my heart,â she tried to pleading herself. Acted like a cute puppy. But Dave too shy to give her a response for that.
âFirst class, Math. Remember?,â He reminds Skyla as an order.
âArghhhhhhhhhhhhh. You are ruining my mood!,â said Skyla punched Dave shoulder as a joke.
âYou have to drive yourself home.â Dave walking to his chair and sit beside Skyla.
âNo. Itâs your job. You made a promise before.â Skyla reminded her best friend about that again. She grinned and showing her teeth now. Pretending to look angry or something.
âShhh.â
âSilence. I know.â
--
During Math exam.
Dave looked fine with all the questions in his papers. His hands never stop writing. But not with Skyla. She looked flustered. Sheâs already done with her questions exam but something stuck in her mind. Something like what? Something like--- Oh my God, she realized that The Ashton Kutcher twin was sitting behind her and now was staring, glaring to her. His eyes full of hunger and curiously of something too. Makes her feels so cold and creepy at that moment. She look toward by turning her head to Dave, try to get his attention but Dave just focus with his paper only. Itâs sucks and annoying. And when she saw a number in her paper again, her mind reminds of something. Something like a flashback memory in her mind.
30 29 28 27 ------------------------------------------ bipppppp bippppppppppppppppp.
âNo. No. Please, Dan. Donât leave me alone. Please!â Skyla screamed behind the mirror of Emergency Room at Saint Hills Hospital Center. Her body was wet, shaking, sweat and full of blood. Smells blood everywhere. She can hear the impulse slowly was going down and down from the outside of Emergency Room. No heartbeat, almost. She knows what would it be but she tried to ignored all the bad possibility. She can see the Death was standing beside Danâs iron bed. Ready to do his jobs.
âNo. No, donât do that. Donât do that to him. Hei! Take me! But let him go. Release him away! Hei!â Skyla screamed to Death, or someone invisible from the outside of the Emergency Room. She tried to get in but the nurse guarded against her and forced her to stay or they will get her into the medical patient, as an unconscious patient.
âCan you just sit and calm yourself down, please Miss Herbert?,â asked the old nurse lady. She was grabbing Skylaâs hands and forced her to sit back and relax. Her eyes was glaring and--- red.
âNo. I canât. Heâll take my brother if you donât let me in and make a deal with him,â said Skyla was trying to explain to her but she knows the old nurse lady wonât understand her instead will think she was a crazy girl after became a survivor from the accident.
âHim? You mean Death? How dare yourself to make a deal with Him?,â she asked Skyla again with full of emphasized with her words.
Skyla was standing up now, looking eye to eye with the old nurse lady. And she smells something, like a weird scent of flower or sage or anything name on it. She hates that scent. More than she hates smell of blood. âHow do you know that? You can see Death too?,â asked Skyla curious. She can feel something weird, strange, strong and very powerful with the nurse. Sheâs a witch? No. Her aura was totally different with the other people here. Sheâs not a part of us. No. Skyla can feel it. That was one of the gift God gave to her since she was born. Got a supernatural weird annoying sense, she called it.
âWho are you? Youâre not one of us,â Skyla asked the nurse again. Her eyes was looking deeply into her red eyes too. Wish could see or find something.
âYouâre fast enough to realized about it, Miss Herbert. Thatâs mean you will going to 17 years old. Good age to be turn. Thatâs a beautiful gift for you.â
âWhat do you mean?,â asked Skyla again.
âYou will know or you have already knew.â
âI donât have time to play Sherlock Holmes with you!â
âYes, youâre right. Your time much less since from now.â
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Skyla can hear it. She was turning around her head and walking toward the door of Emergency Room. âNo! Please! Let me in!,â said her to the old nurse lady. Wish the nurse would help her to come inside. But the old nurse just kept quite and ignoring her. Just watching her faded. âPlease,â she begging please, desperately.
The doctor and nurses tried so hard as the best as they could to saved Dan. But itâs not worked. He sustained bad injury almost all over his head and body, bleeding and swollen. That was a fatal car crashed but Skyla didnât get any injury even her blouse and jins ripped out and dirty. No physical injury. Nothing. The doctor team had done with the medical check up but sheâs fine. That was really weird and strange things. Â In fact, Skyla sat in the passenger seat. So the doctor assumed that was a miracle here at Saint Hills.
âIâm sorry, Miss Herbert. That was his destiny to die, Miss Herbert.â The old nurse lady explained to her. âJust to keep you saved.â She added again.
Skyla was walking closer and now she was standing in front of the old lady, glaring her red eyes she frightened too. âI donât need your words. I donât need Dan to die just to keep me save. I need him alive to keep me save!â
âItâs written all in the prophecy.â
âWhat kind of stupid prophecy?! Back to reality, Please!â Skyla was screaming to the old lady but no one notice about them. Seems like all the circumstance frozen.
âThis is your reality you have to face it through, Miss Herbert! Own it as the Chosen Lady!â She shouted back to Skyla now.
âYouâre crazy. Screw you. May your soul burns in hell.â Skyla cursed her.
âYou will know whatâs like to be in hell when you wake up then.â
Splashed of light and Skyla canât remember anything again. All she had known she was lying on the white bed in hospital, smells of medicine mixed with everything there. She only knows that she lost Dan. Forever. She feels so bad and her heart become so numb.
Tap tap tap. Skyla heard footsteps was coming closer. It was not the same sounds like the doctor or nurse but it was different. Tap tap tap. And no heartbeat. She was counting in her mind with her cold eyes. Mourning. Dying. And they were coming closer to her, the Chambells. Efraim and Meredith Chambells. They were walking into the room wore a couple of black suit and handed a Bible in their hand. Skyla was turning around her head and expecting her parents to come but the Chambells showed up. Whereâs mom and dad now? They supposed to be here. Now. Dave. Where is he now? Skyla keep questioning it.
âAre you Skyla Marianne Herbert?,â asked Meredith nicely. Her face looked so pale like a porcelain. Her black hair was straight into her shoulder, neat and perfectly beauty. She was looking at Skyla, waiting for her answer with giving her a sweet warm smile.
âWho are you?,â asked Skyla with her soft voice. She was sitting on her bed with her hospital uniform. Looked so pale and weak. She wasnât feel good. Seems like many blade and knive was stabbing all her body. Itâs tortured her since she woke up.
âI guess your answer is yes.â Meredith nodded. Still with a smile politely.
âWho the hell are you?,â asked Skyla again. With her cold voice, her eyes glaring back at them, full of hate and anger.
Efraim taking over the conversation now. âWeâre from St. John. Iâm Efraim and sheâs my wife, Meredith. We give our condolence about your brother, Dan.â He said with a soft tone intonation. Feel so peacefully and warm.
âThanks,â replied Skyla.
âWhereâs your parents?â Efraim asked her. Because he didnât see anyone there.
âI donât know. They supposed to be here also.â Skyla was rubbing her chest. She feels something burning inside and makes her want to throw up.
âAre you okay?,â asked Meredith coming closer to touch Skylaâs face. At that moment she could smells Skylaâs blood rushing through her vein. Fresh, addictive, attractive and totally pureblood. Thatâs why she could heal by herself and The Oracle said about this girl was right. She was caressing Skylaâs back head, acting like a mother figure she knows that girl needed the most. And she read all her mind. The Oracle has came to her already and compelled her to forget what had happened. Poor little girl. Her time will come, said Meredith.
âYeah,â replied Skyla then.
âYou were at passenger seat at that moment, right?,â said Efraim to Skyla. âI saw your last report medical check up from doctor. And it said that youâre totally good without any injury with your body.â
Meredith didnât surprise to see Skylaâs last report in her husbandâs hand. It described that Skylaâs blouse ripped out from her breast, means that maybe it supposed to be a place she could have bad injury there. And blood stain almost in her body but sheâs fine, no scar. Clean. Â That was a miracle? Or means something.
Skyla shook her head twice. Confused. âI donât know. I donât know what happened to me!,â she said full of emotional.
âDo you remember the last thing that happen before that incident?,â asked Efraim again.
Skyla was trying to remember all in her mind. But she pissed off. She was feeling so bad about it. She hates everyone around and where is her parents? Whereâs Dave too?
âPlease, try to remember all as you can. Maybe we could help you.â Meredith added.
âYouâre here to pray or to investigating?,â asked Dave suddenly appeared behind Efraimâs back. He was staring at them one by one with his blue eyes and feeling so annoyed to them.
âDave,â called Skyla surprised but happy.
Dave hugged Skyla tightly and kissed her forehead. âIâm sorry. I have to handled something last night. Are you okay?â He asked while looking at Skylaâs face and he feels that her bodyâs temperature was so hot like a fire burned.
Skyla nodded in her silence but Dave knows her silence means something happened.
âLook at me and answer my question,â Dave said as an order.
âYou can take a look by yourself, Dave. No scar or bad injury. Iâm freaking alive. Like a freak one! A monster or a walking dead, maybe,â she said with a high tension of emotion. Her eyes glaring at him and she almost pass out.
Dave was so worried. He didnât know what heâd gonna do. âFever only? Thatâs impossible,â he said to Skyla with his soft intonation from his voice.
âThatâs why weâre here. We could help her, Mr. Spencer.â Efraim cut their conversation though.
âYou?,â asked Dave uncertainly.
âYes,â replied Efraim politely.
âDoctor is better than your consultation, by the way,â replied Dave sarcasm.
âDoctor would never gave you the right explanation about how she could have saved from the fatal incident. I bet you saw the crime scene before you came here, Mr. Spencer,â said Meredith to Dave.
âSo, youâre a Witch or something?â Dave asked.
âWe can help, if you let us. But if you---â
âGet them out from here, Dave,â said Skyla.
âYou allright?,â asked Dave again. He looked at Skyla. Sheâs sweat, pale and her body temperature suddenly became cold.
âGet them hell out from here!!!!!!â Skyla screamed in front of them.
âWeâre very sorry about your brother. But this is the last thing we could do for you and for us,â said Meredith to Skyla.
âDevil,â cursed Skyla.
Meredith and Efraim didnât care about it. The last thing Skyla could remember just, a flashed light and darkness.
End.
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After school, in the parking lot.
âSkyla,â called Dave. But no reaction from her. âSkyla.â He repeated again and shaking her shoulder.
âYeah?,â replied Skyla shocked for a while.
Dave was looking at Skylaâs face, guessing by himself. âWhat are you thinking about?,â he asked.
Skyla shook her head. âThinking--- about what?,â she asked again, confused.
Dave pointed his finger, showing her what he questioned about. âThem?â
âWho?â Skyla asked again when she saw Lucius had a serious debate with Maureen not far from the parking lot area. She can hear them fighting each other, talking about cheating, sex things and breaking up thing.
âLucius and Maureen,â added Dave again make it clear his statement.
âWhat?â Skyla had realized that she was looking at that couple almost couple minutes ago. Dave knew it and she was freaking out now. Blushing too. âNo. Iâm just--- I donât know. Letâs go.â
Dave suddenly was throwing his car key to Skyla. She fastly responded and caught it with her right hand. Epic. âNice catch.â
âThank you.â But whatâs that mean? She confused again.
âNow, you have to drive me home,â Dave said to her while walking into the passenger seat.
âNo. No. Dave, I canât.â Skyla was in panic situation.
âYou canât or you donât want to?â
âIâI canât. You know why.â
âI know. So what? Face it and move on.â
âDave, itâs been a year and Iâve never ever driven since that day. Even in England.â
âYeah. Itâs been a years. So?,â asked Dave. He feels so irritated hearing Skyla blowing up about England.
â---â Skyla didnât answer him. She kept quiet. Frozen.
âYou know, everybodyâs here used car. Helps a lot. Itâs the only transportation here instead you prefer to walk.â
Skyla smiled bitter to him. âSeems like you donât want me in your life anymore. You tried to pushing me away.â
âStand up for yourself. Now I was trying to make you that way.â
âI can stand for myself, Dave!â
âBut youâre not, actually. You ran away. Once youâve done, you will do the same.â
Dave words totally hurts Skylaâs feelings. âBecause I went to England?! Did you think I run away?!â
âWhat else?â
âWhat?â
âYou just left that day. Remember? As a best friend, you didnât say goodbye or anything. You just left.â
âYou kept all questions in your mind and now you throwing it all in front of my face. This is the new you, by the way?â
âAnd this is the new you? Came back to town, you totally different. Your appearance, emotionally stuffs, reckless self control, afraid with sunlight. Youâre a vampire or something?â
Skyla can feel it at that moment. Lucius was staring at her, when he ended debating with Maureen. Maureen has just left. Skyla can feel it. That looked was so intense and made her feel so--- frightened and secure too at the same time.
âOkay.â Skyla ended that stupid debate with Dave and enter into the driverâs seat. She just wanna save her pride only. She knows Lucius keep staring at her. Even itâs her first time to see him eye to eye but she feels like she have known him before, somewhere.
Dave followed her and sat at the passenger seat, waiting for her to start the engine. But she didnât do anything except kept quiet and frozen. âWhatâs wrong?,â he asked. Worried though.
âJust so you know. Iâve never left without said goodbye, Dave,â Skyla was trying to explain. Her eyes focused with one red dot in front of the lensed view. Seeing Lucius keep standing outside in the same place with the same attention to her eyes, straight to the hell or heaven.
âItâs okay. I understand. Iâm over it,â replied Dave cold like usually.
âNo. You have to know this.â
âMeaning?â
âI came to you at that night. To said goodbye. I remembered that.â
âNo, youâve just left.â
âI called you. You didnât answer your phone. I texted but you just read it. You chose your girlfriend and ignored me at that time. When I needed you the most. Andrea, remember?â
Dave kept quite. He didnât say anything instead of keep listening to her.
âItâs okay.â Skyla added again. âIf you wanna take your time to date some girls around, I understand. Iâve never want to tight you, though. So, I understand. I am.â
âWhy did you blow it up now? You can called me from England. Phone call, email or anything.â
âI canât.â
âWhy?â
âBecause---â Something missing in Skylaâs head. And she suddenly stopped talking as if something forced her to stopped by.
âWhat?â
â----- I canât remember it--- anymore.â
âItâs ridiculous, donât you know that?! Have you met a guy in England? Even your parents didnât care about you except me, Skyla. I was so worried at that time!â
âI know! Iâm sorry. Iâm sorry, okay? Iâve told you thousand times.â
âDonât you know secret will ruin relationship?â
I know, very well. Skyla nodded and answered it by herself.
âOkay. Keep drive, I have to do my things,â said Dave ended the arguments.
Skyla still canât do it. Even she was trying to start the engine, the flashback and all the scene was playing back in her mind. Made her feel so horrible and frightened. She still remember that day. All the scene in her head. âIâm sorry.â She said. Released the seatbelt and came out from the car. Dave just watched. In a second he saw Lucius keep watching of him but in a next second he saw Lucius has left. So was Skyla.
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the soul tattoo - fourteen
pairing: Luke/Reader (Y/N)
rating:Â PG-13: cursing, mentions of sex, etc etcÂ
word count:Â a nice long 3k to apologize for taking two years to give you the next part of this story...
summary: If one day you woke up with a random tattoo on your body, you were destined to meet your soulmate soon. When (Y/N) finally gets her soul tattoo, sheâs in for a shock when she finds out who her soulmate is.
masterlist // the soul tattoo season 1 recap
Lukeâs POV
I expected my life were to get better the second (Y/N) was out of the picture. But I was wrong. I thought that if I made her feel the hurt I felt every time I saw her and Michael together, things would feel âevenâ between us. But as I lay in my bed, alone and staring at the ceiling, I wondered why I even felt this way. (Y/N) was not my soulmate, yet it almost felt like she was. I debated with this back and forth for hours. Before I knew it, it was four in the morning. We were to leave for the last leg of the North American tour in a few hours. I sighed. Why was (Y/N) the only thing running through my head?
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Once the plane took off into the sky, I really thought that I would be in a better head space. Being on stage was where I was happiest. Seeing all the fans in the audience singing along to our songs and having a great time made each day of being in this band so much more worth it. I was excited to get away from all the soulmate drama. But when we hit the first city, I was distracted. I was missing my cues, forgetting lyrics, tripping over myself and completely forgetting the choreography we had during some of the songs.
 At first, I thought I was just having an off day, but it soon became a frequent occurrence at the following shows. I was off my game just because I couldnât get a girl out of my damn head. It didnât help that every time I tried to hang with the boys during our free time, they would all be on the phone facetiming with (Y/N). A few times, I even heard her ask for me, but I refused to see/talk to her. I couldnât bear it. People were starting to notice that something was up. I had to dissuade everyone and just tell them that tour life was getting to me, but deep down Iâm sure everyone knew that wasnât it. Â
The tour continued on for a month and a half. My soulmate had asked to come and visit me on tour, but I declined. I told her that I would see her when I got back. I still couldnât understand why I was being pulled in (Y/N)âs direction and away from my soulmate. None of this made any sense. I felt like I was losing it. I found myself having dreams about (Y/N). In the dreams, she was my soulmate. We spoke about music and our dreams. With her I didnât feel empty. I didnât feel like an object. I felt whole.
The only person that knew about what I was going through on tour was Ashton. A couple of years ago, Ashton had thought he found his soulmate, but the job made it hard for him and his soulmate to be together. It was one of those rare cases, but both of their soul tattoos faded. They fell out of love quicker than they could fall back in love and restore everything. It was a hard time for Ash. There was a moment when he just wanted to leave the band because the pain was unbearable. We all convinced him that leaving the band wouldnât help him. The boys and I were there for him during that hard time.
A week into the last leg of the tour, Ashton came up to me and asked whatâs wrong.
âI donât know, mate. My head is all over the place. I canât get her out of my mind,â I said with a sigh. Ashton laughed.
âLuke, itâs perfectly okay to miss your soulmate!â He said, patting me on the back. I shook my head.
âThatâs the thing, Ash. I wasnât talking about my soulmate. I was talking about (Y/N),â I whispered. Ashton became quiet. He sat down next to me. We were in our hotel rooms, a couple of hours before our show in Atlanta. Calum and Michael were out exploring the city.
âDid you and (Y/N)âŠ?â Ashton inquired. I scoffed.
âNo, nothing happened. I would never do something like that, especially to Michael, or my soulmate, for that matter,â I said. âBut, Ash. Iâm telling you, the first time I met her, I just knew. I thought I knew when I first met my soulmate. But when I met (Y/N), I never felt anything like it before. It actually physically hurt me to see Michael with her.â I put my head in my hands and rubbed my forehead in frustration. âBut I just canât seem to find a reason why I feel this way. I feel like Iâm going crazy.â
Ashton laughed. I looked up from my hands and gave him an agitated look. âIâm sorry. Iâm sorry. I donât mean to laugh. Itâs just that⊠that explains everything. It explains why youâve been such a dick to her and why you refuse to see or talk to her. And why you decided to turn into a rabbit before tour and fuck your soulmate so obnoxiously,â Ashton said with a hint of a tease.
âWill you shut up about that?â I groan, slumping in my seat.
âSo what does this mean?â Ashton asked. âIs (Y/N) your real soulmate?â
âYouâre just as lost as I am, mate,â I said.
âWell, we have about less than a month and a half till tour is over. We leave for Bali a week after that and Mikey just told me (Y/N) is coming with. Can you get your feelings in check by then?â
âOh, for fucks sake. (Y/N) is coming to Bali too?â
âI would be surprised if she didnâtâŠâ Ashton said, trailing off.
âGreat. This is just great. How do you just forget your feelings for someone you feel so strongly about?â I ask aloud. Ashton sighs as he stands. He puts a hand on my shoulder.
âIâm sure youâll figure it out. If not, write a song,â he says with a shrug and walks towards his room.
I sigh. This is going to be harder than I thought.
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(Y/N)âs POV
The boys are almost back! Itâs crazy to think that almost two months has gone by. To getting my soul tattoo, to being Michaelâs girlfriend, itâs clearly been an intense two months. Now the boys are days from leaving tour and weâre set to leave for Bali in less than a week.
I was nervous. A few weeks ago, Michael had asked me to join him and the boys and all their friends. We were facetiming one night and he just blurted it out. At first, I was skeptical of the idea, but since graduating university, I hardly took days off for myself. I worked my ass off every day. I told Michael I would love to go, but I had to find out from my boss if I could go before I committed to anything.
I first brought it up to (Y/F/N) and her reaction was different than I expected. I figured she was gonna dissuade me from going.
âYES! Oh my god! Yes, you should go. Bali is gorgeous and youâll have so much fun. You deserve a vacation, dude. Iâm so jealous,â she said excitedly.
âWhy donât you come with us?â I asked. âYouâve already met Michael and you guys seem to have gotten along. Plus, itâll be fun if we went on this trip together. It is a friendcation after all!â If (Y/F/N) came with me, I would ultimately feel so much better. She would help put me at ease having to see Luke and his soulmate together. I knew that I really needed to decide what I wanted to do with Luke. Tell him the truth or let it be? Despite me trying to deny it, I knew I still liked Luke. Having (Y/F/N) there with me would also help stop me from doing anything stupid, especially when there was a 100 percent chance tequila would be involved.
âI dunno, dude. Iâd have to call off a whole week from work.â I saw her mind working as she tried to mull over the idea of going to Bali. âI wish Michael had asked you a month before and not a few weeks before they leave.â
I grabbed her shoulders and shook them. â(Y/F/N), PLEASE! Thereâs no way I can go on this trip without you! The hotel will be free because the boys are paying. Iâll pay for your plane ticket! CâMON!!!!!â I exclaimed.
âIâll think about itâŠâ she trailed off. I collapsed into my pillows and groaned in frustration.
âUGH. Why are you like this?â I sighed.
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I eventually convinced (Y/F/N) to come on this trip with me. Her now fiancĂ© wasnât too happy about the fact that we were going on a vacation with a bunch of dudes, so he decided to tag along too. I was a little peeved, but at the same time, this entire trip was basically a coupleâs trip. Me and Mikey, (Y/F/N) and her fiancĂ©, Luke and his soulmate, Ashton and Cal with girls they met on tour, and a few of their band buddies and their girls. It was going to either be a giant party or a huge orgy... I was hoping it was the former instead of the latter.
When I told Mikey of our plans, he was so excited. I had called him the second I got the okay from my boss.
âWait, really!? You can come?â He asked, excitedly. I laughed.
âYes, Mikey! I can come with you to Bali!â I squealed. I could hear him jumping up and down in excitement. I had already started Pinteresting pics of Bali and things we could do and outfits I needed to buy for the trip. Michael was already sweet enough to cover my flight tickets and hotel rooms.
Now two weeks later, the boys were finally back. I was physically and emotionally prepping for this moment since Mikey had asked me to join them on their Bali trip. I had decided that after this trip, I was going to tell him the truth about my tattoo. I was scared, but he deserved to know. It gave me a lot of anxiety not knowing how he was going to react. I went too long not telling anyone and that is a mistake I regret making. If this backfires and heâs ends being upset, then Iâm just going to have to face the consequences. I deserve that.
I was at work when I got a text from Michael.
HELLO, I AM BACK IN LA. WHERE ARE YOU AND WHY ARENâT YOU NEXT TO ME, the message read. I giggled.
Iâm at work u idiot. Iâm off at five pick me up for dinner? I responded.
LOL MY BAD YEAH IâLL COME GET YOU THEN
WHY ARE YOU YELLING I replied.
IDK IM REALLY EXCITED IM SORRY AJJDNEFAOIJDOAIH
I laughed. My little goofball. The laughter was soon gone the second I remembered what I planned to tell him after Bali. God, I couldnât do this to him. How could I let myself be so stupid and drag this along? I shook it off. Itâs fine. Less than a week till Bali, I can do this.
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Lukeâs POV
We were back in LA. We leave for Bali next week. I was excited to be back, but I was a wreck. The entire last days of tour, I thought I was going to be able to get (Y/N) off my mind, but the closer the date came to getting back to LA, the more I had dreams about her. She was taking up my entire brain and I hated it.
The second we landed I called up my soulmate. We got in a good fuck. She thought I just missed her, but deep down we both knew that this relationship had become purely sexual. If anything, she was a distraction. I felt awful for using her, but I felt worse thinking about (Y/N) with Michael. My life had suddenly turned into a live version of Jesseâs Girl. But since (Y/Nâs) coming with us to Bali, I had to have something or someone to get her off my mind. We all know I do stupid shit, especially when thereâs alcohol involved.
I tried to convince the guys to just make this a boyâs trip, but they all complained that they had already invited their girls to come with us. It was too late and I had to suck it up. As much as my soulmate and I had nothing to talk about anymore, at least we had something we could do with each other. Each day I spend with her, I realize how much we arenât meant to be for each other. Coming back from tour and seeing her again in person confirmed that, even if the sex was great.
After my soulmate fell asleep, I put on a pair of sweatpants and walked to my balcony. I closed the door behind me and called my mum.
âHey mum.â
âHi sweetie! How was the flight?â She asked.
âJust fine, mum. Weâre back in our LA house right now,â I said.
âOh, thatâs great! How are you? You sound down, baby.â
I sighed. My mum always knew something was up without me having to say anything about it. âIâm okay. Things could be better. Iâm still so conflicted about my soulmate. She just doesnât seem like the right girl.â I look through the glass doors to see my soulmate fast asleep on my bed, her bright red hair sprawled out around her, a huge contrast against the pearly white pillows I had. She seemed so quiet and innocent when she was asleep â completely opposite to how she was when she was awake.
âHonestly, Luke, the second you told me about her, I knew something was wrong. I know you wanted to give her a chance, but you sound miserable.â
âI know. I feel miserable. Do you remember that other girl I was telling you about?â
âOh, yes! (Y/N)! The one dating Michael?â She asked.
âYes, thatâs her. I still think she may be my real soulmate, mum.â
âLuke, sweetheart, Iâm only going to say this once because Iâm your mum. Get your shit together. If youâre unhappy with your soulmate, then break up with her. Just because she may be your soulmate, it doesnât mean youâre obligated to be with her. I want you to be happy, baby. But you canât do that if you force yourself to love someone we all know you do not love.â
âWhat⊠Mum!?â I was shocked, my mum was never forward like this.
âIâm sorry, love. Youâve been calling me about this situation for weeks now. Itâs been two months since you got your soul tattoo. I know you think that youâre going to have this great big love like your father and I - Iâm more than sure youâll have it soon, but clearly this woman whoâs claiming to be your soulmate, isnât making you happy and thatâs fine. That just means she isnât the one for you. Tell her how you feel. In the long run, youâll both feel better about it.â
I was quiet for a moment. I hated that she was right. But all of what she said was true. I was too afraid to face how I really felt. I denied everything wrong with my soulmate because I thought it was right, because some unwritten rule somewhere said that I had to fall in love with my soulmate. Itâs very rare, but sometimes these things just donât work out. I had to face the facts one way or another.
Once I got off the phone with my mum, I went back to bed. I was so caught up with jet lag when we landed, but once in bed, I couldnât sleep. I laid on my back, staring at the ceiling, just thinking. My soulmate was fast asleep next to me. I looked at her for a moment. She was beautiful and she was fun to be around sometimes, but deep down I knew she wasnât my girl.
Hours later, I decided that after our trip to Bali, I was going to end things with her. I knew that that wasnât how this whole soulmate shit is supposed to work, but I couldnât bear another day being with her. I could tell that even the boys were starting to get irritated with her. They were just too scared or too nice to say anything to me about it. So that was the plan. Bali is in a few days. I just had to figure out how I was going to tell her and if I was going to confess my true feelings to (Y/N) after that.
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yeeeeeet I finally gave you guys another part! I have to admit, Iâm so freaking nervous about this. My heart is beating and my hands are shaking as I type this. I have written and edited and re-edited and re-re-edited this part and the following parts so many times. I knew that I couldnât hold onto them anymore, so here it is. The only explanation I have for taking so long is this: life gets in the way and thereâs nothing you can really do about it. Once time passed and I figured it was time to get back to this, a year had come and gone. I simply lost the inspiration to write. But here we are, two years later and I finally have the next 13 or so chapters ready for your eyes to read.Â
I hope you love it.Â
{r.h.}Â
#soulmate au#the soul tattoo#luke hemmings#soulmate!luke#luke 5sos#5 seconds of summer#5sos#ashton irwin#ashton 5sos#michael clifford#michael 5sos#calum hood#calum 5sos#my writing#tattoos#5sos blurbs#blurbs#5sos fluff#5sos imagines#5sos fanfic#writing#tst
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part of her had always known he was a coward.
@ashtonfinryder @necessex another perspective of the events mentioned here
time did not simply move slowly in the moments after romulusâ body hit the ground, rather, it stopped entirely. the vampireâs chest rose and fell with each heavy breath he took, eyes wide with an array of emotions as he stood over the chaos he unleashed. in those moments where the clock did not tick, morrigan crane went through the seven stages of grief.Â
her eyes deceived her, surely, because there was no way what she had just witnessed had been reality. astor mayfair had a quick temper, his anger ran as hot as his blood did cold, but surely.... surely he couldnât be this selfish. his punishment would be grand, and even if she wasnât tried as a conspirator, the pain of losing astor would be more than morrigan could take. she was angry, not only at astor but at the heads of their coven. at herself. at ashton. how had they allowed this to happen? still, despite her anger, she had no hesitations in coming to astorâs defense. she would fight for him with her words--and if it came to it, her fists.Â
time resumed all too quickly, vampires and lycans alike rushing to the scene and taking the murderer to the ground. she takes several steps forward, though someone quickly grabs her by the arm and holds her back. she turns to meet gaze of ashton ryder, his head shaking sadly as he prevents her from throwing herself into the mayhem. with force she pulls away from him, her skin burning where she felt his touch. how dare he just stand there--how dare he keep her from running to astorâs side. sheâs powerless to watch as the blonde is thrown to the ground, his face all too close to the growing pool of blood forming from the body next to him. despite her cries of protest heâs taken away in a hurry, and her stomach drops fearing the final gaze they share before he leaves the room may be the last.
several hours later sheâs quietly pulled from her room by a familiar face, stopping her cries of anger at his arrival and asking her to trust him. heâs a friend, a gentle soul, but was he really capable of forgiving her kind for what theyâd just done to romulus? she ignores the terror in her stomach and does as he asks, following him through the estate. they arrive outside of a well-guarded room, and she watches as he takes a deep breath and steels himself for the act heâs about to put on. he greets the jailers, voice thick with emotion as he demands to see the man who killed his father. this is something they canât deny him--and have been told specifically to give the lycan heir anything he asks for in an attempt to attest for romulusâ death. morrigan follows sebastian inside the room, leaping to astorâs side as soon as she clears the doorway. heâs bleeding and bruised and worst of all, has already accepted his fate. she holds his face in her hands, tears threatening to fall as she berates him for his stupidity. âhow could you have done this? how could you throw your life away over a vile man like him??â she searches his eyes for answers, though he doesnât seem to have any.Â
sebastian interrupts, revealing a gun from his pocket. âyou donât have much time--i did what i could, but even now i donât have any REAL power.â he holds the weapon in his hands, trying not to let the vampires see how badly heâs shaking. âiâll tell them you overpowered me. that morrigan took the gun and freed you.â itâs only now that morrigan understands whatâs happening, and a pang of guilt hits her for ever thinking ill of the lycan. she stands, wrapping her arms around sebastian as she sniffs back her tears. she thanks him, gives him a soft kiss on his cheek and silently offers a pray of gratitude to whatever greater power allowed her to befriend him. he shoots astorâs binds, handing him the gun and reminding him to, âmake it look good.â morrigan looks away, the sound of astor smacking sebastian with the gun causing her to shiver.Â
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they make it several weeks before theyâre caught once more, the trial held in astorâs absence and his death already decided. sheâs standing in the crowd, her body shaking as she watches ashton walk forward and point the gun at astorâs head. sheâs already in trouble, facing exile if not something more severe, and though morrigan wants nothing more than to jump to action, to die by his side, sheâs frozen in place. she can do nothing more than stare icily at the man about to pull the trigger, watching the effects of his cowardice with disgust on her face. heâd had a chance to run with them--to leave this life and its troubles behind and had refused to take it. she wished she could say that she hadnât seen this coming, that his inability to stand up to his leaders surprised her. but it didnât. part of her had always known he was a coward.Â
the shot that rang out was near deafening, though she still heard the thump as astor mayfairâs body slumped to the floor. ashton looked through the crowd, making eye contact with her, and without words she conveyed everything she needed to. he did this. he killed the man they loved. and she would never forgive him.
#is this a dream ooOOo who knows#its already too long and i dont wanna write more#the divine is full of monsters | astor mayfair#the war was in color | ashton ryder#death tw#gun tw
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Part one of this can be found here, but you donât need to read it to understand, I donât think
Paisley is lying in bed, bored out of her mind. Â Sheâs had this stupid flu for what feels like weeks, when in reality it hasnât even been two. Â
She and Logan had been texting pretty frequently, and heâs stopped by a few times with tea or soup or medicine when she runs out. Â He never stays for long, because Paisley doesnât want him to get sick, and heâs worried about overstepping.
âAre you in class?â She texts him, and then chews on her bottom lip, rolling on her side. Â Sheâs started to become dependent on his texts, and she waits anxiously for him to respond.
âNope! Just doing homework, why?â
âIâm bored.â
âLOL being sick does that. Hey, how are you feeling?â
âBetter, I thinkâ
â:D good!â
Finally, a week later, Paisleyâs up and running again. Â For the most part, she feels great, she just tires easily, but itâs nothing she canât handle.
She texts him the morning she finally wakes up feeling better, and they set a day for their date - Saturday night at seven, two days from now.
Paisley has never been this excited for a date before - in fact, sheâs never been this excited for anything before.
Logan has never been this excited for a date before either, he hasnât been talking to her for that long, but heâs been crushing on her for months. Â And now, heâs falling hard for her. Â
So, when he wakes up the day of their date sick, he letâs out a string of curses and pushes himself into a sitting position. His vision swims and dances, and then heâs flopping back down into the pillows.
He canât be sick, not today. He has too much to do - he has to work all day, and then heâs taking her out, and heâs justâŠconfused.  Because, how can he be sick again? He was just sick less than two months ago. Â
Maybe it was just a mind over matter thing.
Maybe he doesnât actually have a headache, maybe the sore throat is just because he had been sleeping with his mouth open. Â Although, he canât figure out a way to explain away the body aches or the chills, or how congested he feels. Â
No, heâs definitely sick - he feels like hell, thereâs no denying it. Â
He sniffles, rubbing under his nose as he forces himself out of bed. The room tilts slightly, and he plops back down on the bed, cupping his head. Â He briefly thinks that he should cancel and reschedule, but he pushes the thought away. Â
No. Â Heâs fine, he shouldnât cancel just because heâs a little sniffly.
Heâd be fine.
He checks his phone, a grin crossing his face when he sees a text from Paisley. He gets back under his covers and rolls on his side as he peers at it.
âI hate everything and everyone right now.â
â:o even me???â
âYouâre the exception. Â I honest to God canât wait for tonight. Â Save me from these morons.â
He definitely canât cancel now.
âSorry your day isnât going greatâ
âItâs okay, Iâll live, probably.â
âXDâ
He sniffles, pinching his nose to stifle a string of sneezes. Â Great.
Loganâs been at work for three hours now, and he just wants to lie down and die (not to be dramatic, or anything). Â Heâs been helping customers almost constantly, and heâs been fighting the urge to sneeze the entire time. Â
âExcuse me, sir?â Someone says. Â
He turns around, forcing a smile on his face, âhello, maâam, hhhâŠhow c-can I help you?â
âWhereâs your furniture section?â
Logan sniffles, swiping at his nose with the back of his hand. He sounds heavily congested, but luckily none of the customers have commented on it. Â
âWe donât have one, but-â
â-yes you do.â
He blinks, âumâŠnoâŠno we donât.â
âYou used to.â
âWe havenât had a furniture section for years.â
âWell thatâs just ridiculous,â she bristles, âIâm very disappointed in you.â
She turns on her heels and storms off. Â Logan sniffles again, coughing lightly into his fist before hurrying off to the bathroom. Â He locks himself in a bathroom stall, not even caring that heâd probably get in trouble for leaving the floor. Â
âHihâihnGNX! IhngXCHT! IhhâŠ*snff* hhhâihgCHT!â He sniffles miserably. After a few minutes, he comes out of the bathroom and returns to the floor.
He walks into the stockroom, and grabs one of the five carts thatâs full of gobacks. Â He trudges through the store, pushing the cart. His head is swimming, and he feels a bit like heâs floating. Â Heâs woozy, too, and his vision feels jerky and unfocused. Â
âLogan?â Paisley says, coming up behind him. Â
After a few moments, he squints at her, confusion on his face, âWhatâre you doing in my swamp?â
She stares at him for a full minute before she bursts out laughing, âwhat the hell?â
He sniffles, staring at her blankly before shaking his head and squeezing his eyes shut. âUmâŠI didnât think I was going to see you until tonight.â
âWell youâre at TargetâŠsoâŠâ
ââŠTarget?â
She frowns, âyeahâŠyouâre at the storeâŠwork, Iâm guessing because of the nametagâŠare you okay? You donât soundâŠwell.â
He sniffles, coughing into his wrist as he shivers, âIâm okay.â
She steps towards him and holds her hand out hesitantly before pressing it to his forehead. Â She hisses, narrowing her eyes at him, âwhy didnât you tell me youâre sick? Why are you not in bed?â
âIâm fine,â he croaks weakly.
âBullshit, Logan. Â What the hell? You look like youâre about to pass out.â
He mumbles something unintelligible, and she grabs his hand before dragging him through the store to the cold and flu aisle. Once she has them in her basket, she nudges him gently towards the cash register. Â
âHello, can I speak with a manager?â Paisley asks the employee.
âIâm a manager,â The man chirps, but then his eyes go to his sick employee. âLogan? You said you were fine, what the fuck, man? You look like hell.â
Logan coughs miserably, swaying on his feet, âIâŠumâŠI think I need to go home.â
âGo. Iâm taking you off the schedule for the next few days, justâŠget some rest.â
Paisley puts the basket on the counter, and grunts as Logan droops into her, his six foot three, one hundred and sixty pound frame nearly crushing her. Â
As soon as she pays for everything, she half-carries him to her car. Â
âWhat are weâŠhuh?â
âIâm taking you back to my apartment.â
âButâŠwork.â
âLogan, Iâm fairly positive youâre a minute from passing out.â
âAre you mad?â
âIâm not mad, Iâm probably the one who got you sickâŠIâm sorry.â
âWhy did you kill Logan?â Ashton asks, staring over the back of the couch at him. Â Logan is completely hopped up on cold meds, which effectively knocked him out, and heâs been fast asleep for hours.
âI didnât kill him.â
âWell he hasnât moved inâŠfifteen hours.â
âHe had a one hundred and three degree fever. He passed out,â she says defensively, crossing her arms, âhe needs to sleep.â
Still though, she crouches in front of him and puts a hand on his forehead. Â His skin is no longer burning beneath her touch, he still feels warm, but not worryingly so.
âLogan,â She says gently, putting a hand on his shoulder, âitâs time to get up.â
He inhales sharply, opens his eyes, and then goes into a harsh, grating coughing fit.
He looks around wildly, eyes glassy and filled with confusion and slight panic. âWha-â
â-hey, relax,â she soothes, putting a hand on his cheek, âyouâre at my apartment, donât freak.â
âI donât remember coming hereâŠwhat day is it?â He croaks.
âSaturday morning. Â Do you remember last night?â
âI thinkâŠI was at work.â
She nods, âthatâs where I ran into youâŠand then you asked me what I was doing in your swamp.â
Ashton starts laughing so hard she has to leave the room to compose herself. Â
Loganâs cheeks flush even more and he groans, âShiiiit. Â I watched Shrek two nights ago.â
âAnyways,â she chuckles, âyou had a one hundred and three degree fever, youâve been asleep since last night. Â You need to eat though, what are you in the mood for?â
He sniffles, shivering lightly as he curls into himself, âIâm sorry I ruined our date.â
âLogan, weâre going to have more,â she says, rolling her eyes.  âDonât be so dramaticâŠbut also, please be a little bit more dramatic when it comes to your health, yeah? If youâre sick, just tell me, you moron.â
âSorry,â he grins, eyes sliding shut.
âItâs okayâŠyou almost gave me a heart attack when you passed out in the parking lot, but itâs okay.â
His eyes fly open, âI passed out?â
âOh yeah.  You justâŠate it.â
âOh my God,â he groans. Â
âI was putting stuff in my car, and I heard a thump, and I looked over and you were lying on the ground. Â Scared the shit out of me.â
âPlease just kill me,â he coughs, pulling the blankets over his head.
She pulls them back down, âbut who else is going to quote Shrek?â
âI hate you,â He mumbles into the blankets. Â
She laughs, ruffling his sandy blond hair, âwhat do you want to eat?â
âNothing.â
âMmmâŠnot an option.â
âIâm not hungry.â
âYeah, I gathered. Want some soup?â
âItâs nine in the morning,â He croaks.
âAnd youâre sick, Iâm sure your throat is killing you.â
âIt is,â he mumbles, hiding half his face in the pillows. Â
She pulls the blankets up over his shoulders and leans down to kiss his cheek.  She freezes, eyes widening.  âOhâŠumâŠIâm s-â
He rolls on his back, reaches out and grabs her hand before pulling her down so sheâs lying on top of him. Â He wraps his arms around her, and she rests her head on his chest. Â
âYou can kiss me as much as you want.â
Her cheeks flush, âokay good, because I intend to kiss you a lot.â
He sniffles, but grins lazily, âperfect.â
#prompt fill#ocs#Ashton and Paisley#sort of#and logan#Its 2 am and It's not really edited#sorry for any typos#forgive me pls#the ending has so much fluff#paisley and Logan
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Self Para || Breathe
Piano. Piano. Piano. It was all Shyla could think when she finally saw The Watcherâs farewell post. She needed to get out of her room and to a place she could actually breathe, a place where it didnât feel like the walls were closing in on her. There was no way in hell she would be going to any classes; she felt sick to her stomach and tears were stinging her eyes. She needed to get out and away and she needed the world to stop feeling like it was spinning around her. The piano was the only place that brought her that kind of comfort.
Sat at the grand piano, the door - and therefore the world - closed off behind her, she already feels more grounded. Youâre not going to lose him. Youâre not going to lose him. Youâre not going to lose him. The only thought running through her head. Her hands fumble with her phone, it was the first item she could even think of grabbing in a moment like this, but she isnât even sure who she wants to call.
Jonah...? No...not Jonah. Fuck. Heâs in a worse position than you, how selfish can you be? How selfish indeed. Sheâd read everything. She knew they were still setting him up to look like a murderer. Setting him up - definitely; she still didnât believe it. She refused to believe it. The thought of him being a murderer only makes her sicker. And he has a dead brother. And thatâs the kid he supposedly murdered. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Her secret is nothing compared to that. She should be rushing to Jonahâs side, not the other way around. But she canât. She should be, but she canât. She feels paralyzed with fear and the piano is as far as she can go. Sheâd feel like shit looking that boy in the face, knowing her secret was pathetic in comparison to not only his - but to almost everybody elseâs. There was literally a girl being blackmailed by a teacher, and she couldnât even imagine the hell Sebastian and Annie were going through. Knowing on top of it that she could have told Jonah days ago, when he barged into her room and they sat together planning road trips and camping trips and comparing playlists and he straight up told her it was okay to have 2 dads. Fucking hell, he wouldâve loved to hear that her bio dad was a man he was a fan of, whose music he had in his âHomeâ playlist much the same as her. The look on his face would have been priceless had this news come from her. Now she dreads what he will say when he sees just how stupid her secret is next to everybody elseâs.
Mom. Tell her everything yourself. Come clean. Let her hear it from you. No. God no. Too much fear. She canât. Even with a package supposedly headed her way...she canât find the courage to tell her mother herself. Sheâs terrified of the response, she always has been. It was the whole reason for lying. Youâre no better than your mother -Â and that was a harsh pill to swallow. But true. Far too true. If her mother could lie to her everyday, keep that secret from her everyday, and she was her motherâs daughter in so many ways she liked to deny, how could she be any different? How does one even escape their own web of lies? If her mother couldnât, how could she?
Ash. Call your father. He already knows about this shit storm thanks to twitter. His voice has been your calm for almost 3 years. If anybody can rid you of the fear, itâs him. No. Because he also agreed to help lie. He helped dig this hole. She should be pissed at him for trying to be a friend instead of a father in that moment. She is pissed at him. She wants to yell at him until it hurts. She wants to yell at him for sending her here to begin with. But she wonât. She could never. Her hands shake just imagining it.
Aunt Liz. God. The woman who started it all. The calm in the middle of the storm then, she could be that now too. She could come clean, tell your mother everything. Tell her Broadway never happened, that you went to Ashtonâs show and you went backstage and you looked that man in the eyes and told him he was your father. She wants to so badly. But her phone just sits there, resting where her music book would be if she actually planned on playing the piano she had escaped to. Why? It feels wrong. It feels like pinning my own elaborate lies on her. She told me not to be like my mother; she told me to tell her the truth. She told me to tell the truth. She told me. And I didnât listen.
Her brain keeps tossing the same names and the same shit at her over and over and over until she canât stand it anymore, sheâs driving herself crazy and she canât stop the tears that are falling down her face now or the drumming of her heart against her chest. She feels like sheâs drowning and choking and the raspy breaths sheâs taking in hurt more than they help. Until finally her hands break free of the fear, as if they have a mind of their own and theyâve just realized they donât need the useless one that keeps tossing depressing thought after depressing thought at her, and they start to play a song she doesnât need music for. Itâs one of her own; sheâs set them up before but sheâs never actually needed to see them. That music lives in her heart, her soul, in her veins; sheâs only ever needed to feel them. She closes her eyes, closes them against the tears that are still pouring down her face, and she plays. She lets the music wrap itself around her like an old, worn in, but still comfortable blanket and she finally lets herself breathe. She doesnât know if sheâll find the right answer by the end of this song, or even the next, or even by tonight or even before that supposed package arrives on her motherâs doorstep. She doesnât know how to get herself out of the trouble she forced herself into without potentially causing a bigger, domino effect type mess thatâll be waiting for her back home. But for the moment she can breathe without her chest feeling like itâs crumbling apart beneath her. So she just keeps on playing so she can keep on breathing.
#ivywoodwatcher#self para: breathe#if anybody wants to do a starter that starts where this finishes - hit me up!#i am totally here for somebody finding shyla like this
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your kind of heaven || pt.1 i could use a love song || luke hemmings
its new, itâs luke. itâs inspired by a slew of maren morris songs. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!
pt 1. || pt 2 || pt. 3 || pt. 4 || pt. 5 || Pt. 6 || pt. 7 || pt. 8 || pt. 9 || pt. 10
Lukeâs legs swing over the edge of the bed, âwhiskey?â He asks, his voice is husky.
âPlease.â You manage to respond.
He pulls on a pair of shorts he finds on the floor. âYou gonna smoke?â He asks.
âYeah.â You nod, grabbing the button up heâd come home in. You pull it on and follow him to the kitchen, grabbing the pack of cigarettes from the drawer while he makes the drinks. You step on your back porch and light the cigarette, taking a drag.
He comes out, a few moments behind you. Youâd had enough time to stare out over the pool and think about the last couple of years and how youâd met Luke, all those years ago. You look down at the wedding band and engagement ring nestled together on your ring finger.
They didnât mean what they did when heâd given them to you; hell, you werenât even sure the two of you were in love anymore.
You were a songwriter, youâd been called in to
work on their album, Luke was still with Sierra, and everyone thought theyâd get married.
You trade Luke, the drink for the cigarette. Youâd always told him not to. It was bad for his lungs and voice, but he ignored you. Neither of you really smoked anyway. I few puffs off a cigarette after sex barely constitutes smoking.
âCongrats on the award babe.â You say quietly.
âThanks love. Whatâs on your schedule this week?â He asks, handing the cigarette back.
âToronto⊠working with Shawn.â You watch his nostrils flare. Shawn was never shy about being into you, always more than happy to flirt with you right in front of Luke, which drove him crazy.
âShawn, huh? I thoughtâŠâ
âWe work well together Luke, you can't deny that.â
âIâd like to,â He groans. âDoes it always have to fuckin be Shawn?â
âWhat makes you so mad about Shawn?â You ask, âis it really that heâs so flirty or is it that you see what our relationship was like in the beginning?â Luke inhales sharply, âitâs not like I respond to it, I know who Iâm married to.â You say quietly. You put the rest of the cigarette out and take the last drink of your whiskey before turning to go back to bed.
Shawn sent the private jet for you, so you were mostly just alone with your thoughts for the 4.5 hours. You played with your rings, slipping them on then off your finger multiple times. You looked them over. They were beautiful. Â Luke had done a great job with both.
You remember when you and Luke clicked. There was initial attraction, you worked with them the first time, and then they wanted you back for the next album.
Luke was still very much with Sierra. And your life had changed drastically; going from being practically engaged to burying your fiancé after a very aggressive form of cancer took him over. He was the love of your life, you were sure, it was devastating.
They didnât know, you guys werenât that close after the first time working together. You kept it that way.
But they all could tell something was different. Luke pulled out an old song the two of had started the first time around, but you couldnât get it finished. You guys sat for hours, everyone else had left, and you finally finished it; it became one of their best songs, Lukeâs vocals made it so emotional and raw, and he took it so seriously because youâd been honest with him about where it was coming from. itâs also what ruined Luke and Sierra, but started you and Luke.
Luke had wanted to comfort you in the best way he knew how, he wanted to be close to you, after you'd explained everything. Heâd kissed you. You pushed him off, you couldnât let him cheat on Sierra.
But you couldnât help how easy it was to talk to him, so you continued to do so. Texts and phone calls, meetups, any time of day or night. If either of you needed it, the other of you was there.
Then heâs showing up, middle of the night, a wreck, because theyâd broken up. Sierra felt like Luke wasnât all in anymore. She could see his attention was pulled and it wasnât just his music. He didnât understand how she could say or feel that way. She knew the two of you were just friends.
He spent days, sprawled on your bed, begging you to keep the curtains drawn and just let him be. You do, you leave him be, and youâre there when he wants you there.
You remember the way his fingers curled into the ends of your hair, when he needed you to be there. The way he pulled you tight against him.
The jealousy when he hooked up with a string of girls after he left your place, his rebounds.
Showing up to his place mad as hell, that heâd held onto you so tightly and talked to you about everything and then he was hooking up with randoms right in front of you.
He brought you in, and neither of you had been with anyone since.
Lukeâs hands were softer on your body than youâd expected. His fingertips brushed along your stomach as he carefully pulled your shirt off. He was so slow with everything, he said you deserved someone who would take their time.
His lips gently pressed everywhere; Your neck, along your collarbone. He smiled so sweetly before making you cum on his tongue. You could tell that every touch was deliberate.
âSorry about all the girls.â He whispered, âI needed to be ready for you though.â His lips pressed gently to yours. âI couldnât go straight to you, not with Sierra still in my system. But Iâm all yours now.â He promised. His lips pressed hard to yours as he got got himself in position above you. âThis ok?â He checked.
âOf course Luke.â You nod, actually a little nervous. You hadnât really been with anyone since your fiancĂ©, choosing to drink your pain over anything else.
Heâd convinced you to marry him within a year after that. He didnât care that your heart would always be somewhat broken. He loved the silent strength you always seemed to have. He loved the support you always provided. He didnât care that his friends thought it was too fast, because you two felt it was right.
His mom was pissed that you eloped, but you promised her something more traditional when they had more time, when they had a break between albums.
Cal found out first. Heâd run into you while you were out around town, they only had a few weeks off and Luke couldnât keep his hands off of you. He noticed the rings. He tried to play it cool, but you saw right through it.
He warmed up to it the fastest, though. Luke forced him to spend time with the two of you, so he could see it first hand. And in the end, he understood.
So you went back on tour with Luke. And you dealt with the weirdness from Michael and Ash until they accepted it.
Ash was the worst, standoffish and always finding ways to make little digs at you. A lot of insinuating that you wanted Lukeâs money, or to be attached to his name, despite the fact you made more than them, and you did any and everything to avoid being noticed when with them. He loved Sierra and he wasnât shy to let you know that.
It took him a while to finally sit down with you, but it wasnât easy and it wasnât one conversation. He was fiercely protective of Luke; He didnât hear what you wanted to say at all. Luke had to step in.
And then it was the fans. They loved Sierra and they barely knew you, but they knew Luke loved you. Most of them had warmed up faster than Ashton had.
You stare down at the wedding band. You were married before Luke ever really had to deal with any of your issues. But he took them in stride. He hadnât realized how far back your string of bad luck seemed to go, how he was the first really good thing for you to hold onto. And he never wanted to let you down.
Heâd never gotten to meet any of your family. Your mom took your older brother when your parents split and you'd never spoken to either of them again. She didnât ever pretend, she hated that you were a daughter and not a second son. From what you understood when you got older, is that they had a new life and you had two half brothers youâd never meet.
Your father died from a heart attack when you were 16. It was traumatizing. Youâd been playing soccer in a local park together, heâd mentioned some pain but insisted on playing through. He fell, holding his chest, and he never got back up. He never left the hospital.
You were only 2 years younger than Luke, but at 27, he was convinced youâd experienced more tragedy than most would in their entire lives. He knew you and your fiancĂ© had loved intensely, his cancer diagnosis and the miscarriage almost ended you.
He wanted to make sure you never felt that kind of loneliness again. Youâd always be loved and wanted, heâd make sure of that.
Your phone buzzes in your hand and it draws you out.
-sorry I was a jerk last night. Write something great, I know you will. Love you. Luke had texted.
He wasnât stupid. He could feel the strain in your relationship. You both felt like you were being pulled apart.
And you just didnât have time. Barely for yourself, and not at all for each other. You were always being pulled away from one another.
The night before, that youâd spent in bed together, was the first in months and itâd be the last for almost 2 months, since he was coming off tour and you were on your way to write with Shawn.
-sâok Luke, I know you get it, but I know it stresses you out too. You text back. Love you.
But it felt a little like too little, too late.
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