#ash n stuff
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Note
This one is actually a question from @paraparadigm to me but it's just so good that I think it'd be a fun ask chain. Already sent it to a few unwary adventurers, but especially with your archaeology take, I think this'd be a fun one to hear from you about!
You are in charge of designing a new TES V location. What will it be? Imagine that resources, models, and modding capabilities/skills are no impediment. What do you feel is missing world-wise in the game, and what sort of place would you make? Feel free to adapt as a writing prompt as well =)
I have a bone to pick with parts of Solstheim and Eastern Skyrim because of one simple reason. (not a new area I know but just a general issue about it that bothers me).
Volcanic ash appears in snow, ash in general does, but it's meant to alter the colour of the snow.
The last one is from the 2019-20 Bushfires (I lived in the middle of that, it was a time and it wasn't my first time in the fire line) showing the effects of the smoke and ash had on the mountains in New Zealand 4157.41 km away. Ash and smoke travel far. I want that reflected in the landscape. Red Mountain has been erupting magically for the last 200 years, there has to be evidence of that in Skyrim and Solstheim. So I would change the colour of the snow and ice from Dawnstar-Windhelm-Winterhold and the Velothi Mountain range. Make it have a brown/grey/pink tinge depending on how close to the border you get.
Solstheim I want mixed, the island is still pretty far north and should be cold. I don't mind the lower section of the island being ashlands but the north needs to have ASHY SNOW. Solstheim should be completely covered in it. The snow should be orange-brown.
I think that the icefields near the Skaal Village should reflect how much the environment has changed between Bloodmoon and Dragonborn.
There should be surface ash every time that volcano erupts right across the island. I love the ash storms and mod them to make them more oppressive (having experienced my share of both ash and sand storms, that shit is blinding).
My issue is not enough ash, I want more ash physics, let it get in your hair, more ash build up in some of the buildings, even some remnants along the border. Refugees' Rest should look more devastated, and expand the graveyard. I want evidence that it's actually a Dunmer gravesite and that people still travel there to remember their loved ones. I want evidence that they tried to inter their dead traditionally, but ultimately had to bury them in above-ground cairns (originally used as burial mounds). I want the Nordic tradition to slowly encroach on the refugees, they need to use that graveyard. I also want the Gray Quater to be expanded, it's a slum that's confined to like two alleyways, make it larger. More dunmer flair, add their own marketplace. I want them to look like they tried to make it their own over the last 200 years.
So more little fixes, I also think Raven Rock should be expanded, with more evidence that the Redoran just built over the old Imperial settlement. My, my maybe I want a bit of a Tel style of settlement (as in man-made hill settlements with a lot of layers, as opposed to shroom towers in the Morrowind sense). The ash compacts quite a bit and preserves the underlying structures. A Redoran building with a reused Imperial floor. More ruined buildings and settlements, make it look like the Redoran tried to expand but each event from the Argonain Invasion (it happened, Lleril Morvayn did many a thing, respect that man!) to the crumbling of the Bulwark, to just every time Red Mountain erupts should cause a similar effect to what we see in-game (everyone just lives within the safety of the Bulwark). Just, more evidence that they tried, because Morvayn really did). I want more NPCs to have fled Windhelm and ended up there as well. I want interconnectedness. I also would live to see a gradual improvement of the settlement if you do all the quests to help them out. Particularly if you open the mines. More money is coming in, let the EEC take a renewed interest in the Ebony flowing out of it.
I also want more trade to take place between Tel Mithryn and Raven Rock. They should have fixed that pier, the sea should be used to transport goods moreso than braving the ash. Neloth can't get his fancy teas without trade.
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
Briar in Other Universes✨
Huge Disclaimer a majority of these VN’s are intended/made for those who are 18+ & up! Minors don’t play/interact with these games, respect these creators wishes.
#my art#my oc art#original character#you and him vn#you and him#reanimated heart#duality vn#apples to ashes vn#mushroom oasis vn#my dear hatchet man#something’s wrong with sunny day jack#happy land vn#I’ll only be posting the sfw/suggestive stuff here#obviously the art that’s n//sfw will go onto my n//sfw accounts#if I did full blown references I’d probably change some things so think of these as rough drafts lol#I dunno I really wanted to experiment and give myself a base bc I wanna draw more fanart for vns I really enjoy
139 notes
·
View notes
Text
caragan de vesphire! my mc from crown of ashes and flames
babbling about them below the cut
they started as a self insert but immediately morphed into something else lol they kept a lot of my usual self insert stuff but yeah uh
pierced all over and two tattoos! one is an option from the game itself, a snake around their thigh but i also wanted to do something written on their arm
edit: also an ankle tattoo now. a teapot with a moon on it, referencing the lil tea parties they had with alistair and their conversations about getting matching tattoos one day. alistair's would have had a star instead of a moon, but it would have been the same
never knew what til i realized, just a couple days ago, the line "no amount of self-sought fury will bring back the glory of innocence" from the song take me back to eden was. super fitting
also trying to figure out clothes was so hard?? while reading, i've only ever pictured them all dressed up or armored, so i sat staring at the rosea pinterest thing for like an hour
anyway!! they spend a lot of time climbing things they shouldn't. especially considering how clumsy they are. honestly, this scene was prolly like... 5 seconds away from them falling out of the tree and laughing about it for like 20 mins
also to be clear, they do try to dress properly when they have Responsibilities To Take Care Of but as soon as they get free time, they strip down as much as they can cause they hate being hot and they're basically a person shaped radiator
uhhh i think that's all i wanted to babble about
#crown of ashes and flames#coaaf if: mc#coaaf#coaaf if#digital art#my art#artofcritter#wanted to try a new brush and wanted to practice how i used to do shading n stuff again cause it's been a while i missed it#also don't mind the hand. i got bored midway and just did it real fast. i even hid the other hand so i didn't have to draw another lol#oh god go away stupid pre-post butterflies i've had enough of you#WHEN DOES THAT SHIT GO AWAY#okay here we go
38 notes
·
View notes
Note
Hi there!how are you?! Could you write hc about the life of ash lynx x (fem)reader in which they've get rid of dino golzine? Please take your time and thank you!!
hii OMG so sorry this took quite a bit of time to do!! 🌻 had to revisit some BF stuff just to refresh my mind lmao,,
(^▽^" ) 💛💛💛
and i'm doing quite well THANK YOU DEAREST ANON!! 💕💕 hoping you're doing well too!! 💖💖💐💐 and i tried my best w/ this so i'm sorry if it's not to your liking!! :")
. dividers by @/cafekitsune ! 💛
first things first, of course, life would be way more peaceful as ever for ash. he doesn't particularly need to feel worried as much. his guard is still up at times ofc, but not as bad as bef.
which means he is able to see you freely now.
and like, he might leave the whole gang/mafia stuff behind, just to try pursuing a normal life with you.
with your constant support ( and maybe sometimes he wouldn't admit it ), he'll get through it well! <33
and i couldn't really decide but-- i feel like he wouldn't need much studying anymore anyway bc of his IQ level :")
buuuuut if he ever did, he probably would've wanted to take the same classes as you do if possible. i mean, he isn't that, yk introverted or anything. he still possesses the feeling of deep mistrust toward people, and i feel like maybeee it's smth he might do.
but yeah i also feel like he would try to actively avoid the whole school stuff. he wouldn't want to be asked with unnecessary questions about his past, lifestyle, etc.
he already wishes to live a normal life, after all.
and like, i somehow able to imagine him working as a barista/waiter of some sort for some reason?? idk why.
anyway, life would still be much better despite on whatever he decided to do ( away from the whole old stuff he experienced ).
he's still healing himself; both physically and mentally. and whatever your role might be around this time-- either as his best friend or even as his girlfriend, you would've support him either way.
just know that ash appreciates you a LOT. even when sometimes he doesn't even know on how to express it that well :")
okay so if the romance route happens somehow, he would be taking you out on a casual date during your break days or even his. depending on your schedules.
but his protective and cautious instinct is still present as always. he wouldn't want anything to potentially harm you when he's trying to move on from his old life with you.
his trauma and his past still haunt him at times, so he's just so, so lucky and grateful that you're there with him even during his lowest moments.
if he ever works or something, you probably will join him so you both work together in a way ( if it's smth you're able to do ).
you both def would live together if you two finally got some stable jobs ( or if you're still studying somehow, part-time job then ); separating the bills smth like that so you both would pay in a fair amount for the monthly rent and even for the groceries stuff.
omg dunno why but the idea seemed comforting-
he wouldn't mind for anything else bc if it meant to live a normal life with you, then so be it.
eiji and shorter would def pay you both a visit occasionally 10000% ( idc this will be my canon now )
i wanted to add more but i'm quite short on ideas rn :") TY FOR REQUESTING HIM OMLL <333
@luneariaa. do not repost; reblogs are alright. all rights reserved.
#aria's post 𖥔 ݁ ˖#banana fish#ash lynx#ash lynx x reader#ash lynx x you#ash lynx x y/n#eiji okumura#shorter wong#banana fish x reader#i'm running low on sleep so there might be typos and stuff :“)
48 notes
·
View notes
Text
PSY valentines day cards!!!! happy v day :)
#feel free to use and edit and send to ur friendies n stuff :D#psy webcomic#valentines day#valentines day cards#my art#melody paramore#guy magtibay#jett ash blood shadow#tate baker#psy quizon#blood#just in case. jett is a freak <3.
78 notes
·
View notes
Text
Thank You For Your Patience!! (Sinful Sunday Post)
As a thank you for being patient and sweet while I sorted my life out, I'm gonna post lil snippets for these four today! Click the link to read it on tumblr, they will NOT be posted to ao3 yet!
Brothers
Love bites but so do I
HOT TO GO! 🔞😈
Alpha Dog & Omegalomaniac
ao3 kofi insta
#sinful sunday post#eddie x steve x billy#hankconvin#p/e/n#elijah & gavin#keller x neal#edward x bella x jacob#detroit become human#twilight#stranger things#white collar#peter burke#neal caffrey#elizabeth burke#eddie munson#steve harrington#billy hargrove#connor rk800#gavin reed#hank anderson#elijah kamski#bella swan#jacob black#edward cullen#metalsandwich#harringroveson#sunwarmed ash#find me on ao3#links in pinned#i post new stuff every sunday
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
K, y’all. Can we talk about the abandonment issues Uzi may have?
(The info I’m about to share is just my thoughts on all this. I could be right on some parts, and I could be wrong. Again, I’m just sharing what I think based on stuff we’ve seen from the series. Anyways.)
What inspired me to make this was this very moment right here.
“Are you like, gonna leave me?”
You can tell by her voice that she was scared. Scared that the only friend she’s ever had, the only friend that she’s made her whole life was going to leave her, and it certainly didn’t help that N and V got along well with the other students. Doing some activities together, having fun, playing around and stuff.
I think seeing this, this was the starting point of that fear in this episode. (I’m a little certain that in general, this may go back as early as the first episode, but I’ll talk about that in a bit.)
Here’s that fear she shows after investigating a little bit in the cabin, watching her closest friend get along and interacting with her classmates, despite having been a literal killing machine. And to add salt to the wound, he did so in such a short time. Something that she herself has never really accomplished the whole time she’s been in school.
Some jealousy may also be shown because of this, as she was talking to V, who was also doing well interacting with her classmates.
“Just.. so glad you guys fit right in. Suuuper cool.”
As we all know, Uzi certainly isn’t the most popular girl in school (which btw… relatable imo). In fact, Rebecca had said that she was “super unpopular” when she (well, the top half of her anyways, hehe) reunited with a few drones, whom I’m assuming are her friends.
Uzi doesn’t fit in. She’s like an outcast to her classmates. The “freak” of the bunch. She stands out from the rest of them.
“… You freak us out.”
“But mostly bite me!”
(I’m sorry, I wanted to include that second part here, whether it was relevant or not pfbt. Anyways.)
And it’s not just her classmates that practically outcasted her. Hell, her own father left her to be murdered by the same kind of drone that took away his wife (well, technically, the same kind of drone that struck her with nanite acid, leading to him putting her out of her misery, according to himself from the pilot, but anyways). Now, he may have been too terrified to take action and save his own daughter, possibly reliving the trauma of what happened to Nori. He probably couldn’t fathom having to do the same thing he did to his wife to Uzi. But it still does not justify leaving her, his own daughter, for dead. That is a really shitty dad move there, Khan.
(Or I could be overthinking on that part, and Khan could just be a really shitty father, but anyways)
The way Uzi may have taken it, was that he prioritized his precious doors over her. Having put up more doors to keep himself, and everyone else in the bunker, safe from drones like N. She wasn’t important enough to be saved at the moment she needed him most. Her father- the one who’s supposed to have her back, no matter what happened, the one who’s supposed to protect her whenever things go from bad to worse- had left her to be killed by a murder drone. (Possibly, I’m just spitballin here)
Once this happened, Uzi now has no one she can really trust to stick with her, no one she can rely on for support. She has no friends, barely has family; her father isn’t much like a father to her at all, let’s be honest.
(I would say Thad is the only one she kinda had, but if I remember correctly, they barely knew each other to be considered close friends in the pilot. The only reason Thad knew Uzi (or knew of Uzi) was because she’s Khan’s daughter. That was it.)
(Another thing I wanna add is how neglectful as a father Khan has been, even before the pilot. Hell, the posters that we see can speak volumes of how their relationship is. Not to mention he’s never really spent much (if any) quality time with her, too busy focusing on his obsession with doors.)
(One more thing to add: remember when Uzi told Thad one of the reasons she made her sick as hell railgun was to earn her father’s respect? …That’s just another point I wanna make about the infamous Doorman and how well he’s raised his daughter.) :)
So yeah, Uzi never really had anyone close to her in her life, meaning that she didn’t have anyone to trust, either.
Until this goober shows up.
(Or more like, he was about to kill her until she blew his head off, but that’s not the point.)
Of course, we all know they didn’t become best friends right away. Because he’s a disassembly drone, and she’s a worker drone, and… yeah.
If it wasn’t for Khan backing away from the fight and closing the door on Uzi, Uzi probably would’ve been dead right then and there. N probably would’ve killed her and everyone else without much of a second thought. However!
Considering how he told Uzi about V and J, he didn’t have the best relationship with either of them. (his crush on V seemed one-sided, at least in that flashback where V’s character was introduced? And J just straight up insulting him while stepping on him, and talking about how she’d kill him if she were allowed to.) He didn’t seem to have anyone to consider a friend either, at least mutually. For the longest time, it was just N, V, and J, doing their jobs, working together on killing the worker drones and such.
Then, what Uzi said to him about how the company treats the drones had created some doubts. N never questioned JCJenson and their motives until Uzi came along. And because of that, he almost died via a virus put in by J.
Then, after Uzi saves him from dying, and after they both stop V and J from killing the worker drones, N still stood by her side. N has never given her a reason not to trust him after that. He’s been with her the whole time after Uzi banished herself, and he’s never left her like the other drones have.
I’m thinking, after Uzi had banished herself from the colony, N could have left her on her own, he could’ve refused to let her go with him and V back to the landing pod, but he didn’t. (Not only because Uzi had encouraged him to look at the bigger picture, so to speak, but it also would’ve been out of character for N of all people (or robots in this case lol) to just deny her of joining the squad. He’s such a goddamn softy, let’s be real here.)
(Also, I wanna point out that from N’s perspective, she was the one who encouraged him to become an “angsty, rebellious disassembly drone” in the first place. If it wasn’t for her, he would never even question why they’re killing worker drones to begin with (other than to consume the oil for survival, of course). If it wasn’t for her, he’d still be out murdering. She was the one who respected him more than V or J ever did combined. (Well, in V’s case, this would be after her memories became messed up anyways. She did seem to like him when they were worker drones themselves.))
So yeah, this whole time, N has been the only one Uzi had ever really had throughout the series. N has been the only one that didn’t treat her like a freak, nor had insulted or threatened her in any way (lookin at you, V!). And most importantly, he was the only one that never left her at all. He stood by her side, he had her back, and she had his, and they stuck together, especially through the scary stuff.
So going back to episode 4, that was the first time since they’ve met that they were really separated. And the one time they weren’t with each other, Uzi had taken her solver form for the first time, and had killed her own classmates as a result.
Had N been with her while she was investigating stuff, chances of Uzi taking her solver form happening probably would’ve been really low.
Hell, this whole thing probably happened because she was alone, because nobody was with her, and she didn’t want to be left alone again, and she was scared that she was going to be left alone again after seeing N interact with the other students!
TLDR: Uzi probably has abandonment issues, and was scared the only friend she has was going to leave her like everyone else had in her life.
I wanted to make a long rant about this because it’s been on my mind off and on for a while, especially after hearing Uzi’s voice when she asks N if he’s going to leave her (god that really hurts!), and as sucky as I am with words, I wanted to try anyways. Hope y’all enjoyed. 😁😅 (and now to end this on a lil lighter note, here’s an image of a robot huggy)
#some of the posts I’ve read and videos I’ve watched may have helped with me making this post lol#I really wanted to try to put my own thoughts into this without influence from others#but I’m not sure if that worked a hundred percent#but anyways#I think because of this#Uzi may or may not have become my favorite character hehe#well… Uzi and n being tied actually#I think it depends on my mood#like I’d have days where I love n more#and I’d have days where I love Uzi more#Liam is right. they are perfect for each other lol#murder drones#Uzi#murder drones Uzi#Uzi doorman#Ash rambles#shut up ash!#I feel like I should have a tag specifically for ranty stuff#character analysis?#I dunno…#character analysis#(I’ve had this saved in my drafts for a long time and now I’m finally sharing it pfbtb
60 notes
·
View notes
Text
younger butch (idiot)/older femme (into that) is like S tier combo to me
also some little things that i liked + alt sweetheart thoughts under the cut:
#hotline miami#alex davis hlm#sweetheart hlm#candy swans#trashcan's art#for the record i am 100% saying that alex is into older women LOL#not necessarily saying milfs bc i don't think sweetheart has kids (i think she's around like mid to late 30s vs alex who's mid 20s)#also my hc for sweetheart's name is diane! but she's genuinely just rly friendly and kind so ppl just call her sweetheart#this is probably. idk some time after into the pit? and def before death wish. obviously.#and unlike jack/ash sweetheart doesn't kno abt the vigilante stuff at all. nor does alex want to tell her abt it#smth smth angst where alex n sweetheart were supposed to go on another date but bc all the fans die they never got a chance to#and up until miami getting blown up sweetheart is just rly sad and confused bc she never knew why#tee hee#anyways that's enough outta me <3
29 notes
·
View notes
Text
rough timeline shit......
#HHGHGGHHGHHHGH. spent like five fucking hours drafting and binning various fucking muse designs. i still don't#like this at all but its something at least. what do u think muse's costume is like. i kept going for like. really kidcore fun silly#civilian clothing shit... overalls & bright colors n stuff but also its a really annoying#knifes edge 2 balance on bc i don't want him 2 be dressed like an Actual Child. yk?#anyway. fancy costumes win at least & the hill i WILL die on is he often has his hair up or pulled back or something fancy done with it. in#public at least. anyway ohhh ashe winters i love youuuu. please note also the difference in silhouettes!!!#he looks like an entirely different person without the big baggy comfy layers & piercings & hair in his face.... well i think he still has#his piercings but they get switched out.#anyway. auughghhgh. nhw be upon ye!!!#new haven wards#mine#btw mackerel i was giggling at ur tags on the sc of this from earlier going 'big baggy clothes r so perfect for him' & knowing inmy head#that one of the Key muse visual differences. to me at least. is no more big loose layers............ well fitted and neat garments for you!#esquisse
29 notes
·
View notes
Text
tyyy beloved @ash-and-starlight for the tag here r some books im excited to read next year !!!
tagging (v optionally) @wakingstone @jumping-jackalope @legofbicuriosity @lesbianboyfriend 👉🏻👈🏻👀
#rn i’m most excited abt the sophie lewis#3rd in line on libby 😤#ash i’m 🤝🤝 abt priory ppl keep reccing it to me for so long now. something about lesbians? anyway 🫡#alsoooo putting baru on here as a contract bc i rlly have been meaning to read it since we talked abt it!! [redacted amount of time] ago 😭#a bunch of these i uncovered when sorting/moving stuff out of my room n remembered they existed#you exist too much and freshwater and the rilke mainly#tryinggg to read more physical books again#also imagine all of the locked tomb series is here i just couldn’t fit em all#but feel like that’s my duty as a lesbian asw 🫡🫡🫡#exit west i’ve heard is v cool#histories of the transgender child i’ve had on my list since i read excerpts a whileee ago#and decolonizing methodologies i saw in the reviews for braiding sweetgrass which was v good#anywayyy hehe feel free to drop more recs !!#i like that we’re all like. this is my tbr for 2025. dont worry abt the book(s) that were on my tbr for 2024. or 2023. or-
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
discovery!chris will always be near and dear to me because the writers had not yet discovered that he was a sex symbol so his sex symbolity is like. still natural. like they aren’t making his hair huge and forcing all the other characters to fangirl over him (even though he’s still hot after they started doing that) he just has this very purified earnest puppy aura
#star trek#snw#dsc#captain pike#christopher pike#I like to think this is a canon shift as well. like after dsc chris started to put more effort into his appearance#of course his girlfriends (una and ash) appreciate this but they also miss a more softly pretty chris#bran thinks n stuff
44 notes
·
View notes
Text
It’s so much fun hearing what people think happens after death and stuff about dying
#like today in English me and my table mates were talking about what we thought happened after death#and they didn’t really know#and then we started talking about how we wanted to die and stuff#and I was talking about how I want my ashes put in a porcelain doll n how I wanna haunt one#if someone wants to talk to me about death please do
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
ugh, all these heroes keep telling me to cope with the death of my parent normally and to not raise all the undead. like leave me alone lol im busy *nearly kills u in one shot*
#📚 my posts#🖍️ art#jrwi wight as bonez#i have no clue what to do with villain ashe's design tbh#but i know he carries around chalk to draw sigils n stuff#and has that guitar he decks people with#trickster's page is not pictured but is folded up into a guitar pick that he keeps on him
35 notes
·
View notes
Text
can you like. redo your characters mechanics in dao (like with da2 if you use maker’s sigh) or are you stuck with whatever you did first? coz I am not particularly thrilled with how I built this character however long ago that was. what was I thinking
#a bunch of entropy spells when I hate the entropy tree. hexes n stuff confuse me#and fire blast#which is good I love fire but like. surely this can be better put together#this has been a post#ash plays dragon age
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
🔥Sinful Sunday🔥
Secret Gay-gent Man
Chapter 2: Three's a party
Fandom: White Collar
Ships: Peter/Neal, Elizabeth/Peter/Neal
Chapter tags: Plot What Plot, Phone Sex, Threesome - F/M/M, Bottom Neal Caffrey, Top Peter Burke, Daddy kink, Anal Sex, Polyamory
Fic Tags: Undercover at gay clubs, Undercover as a Couple, Mutual Attraction, Body piercings, Bisexual Neal Caffrey, Heteroflexible Peter Burke, Flirting, Hand Jobs, Daddy Kink, First Time, dick piercing, Funny
Chapter Preview:
Neal’s on a cloud when he gets home. Even if they didn't go as far as he would have liked tonight, it was still a monumental step for Peter. Neal can be patient. He’s waited this long. He opens his door to unexpected company, but honestly, nothing can ruin this night. “Mozz, what a surprise.” “I hope you don’t mind,” his oldest friend says unrepentantly, “I let myself in.” “Not as long as you saved me a glass,” Neal says, nodding to the open bottle of merlot on the table. “Oh wait, you’re actually not mad? So I take it the undercover mission was a success?” “I’ll say,” Neal chuckles, he hasn’t stopped smiling since. “Oh no. Neal! you didn't!” Neal wants to hide it for a little longer, but he can’t keep the secret in. its written on every inch of him. “Neal! You slept with the Suit!” “More like second base but-” “What happened to first base!” “His dicks so big Mozz,” Neal ruminates and Mozz’s hands go up. “I don’t want to hear this!” “You know, I actually think you do,” Neal insists, “Otherwise, you wouldn’t be here. So what angle are you working?” “What angle am I working? None! At the moment… But if anyone stepped into enemy territory, you did it first Mon frére!” “Touché.”
#sinful sunday#neal caffrey#secret gay-gent man#white collar#neal x peter#peter burke#elizabeth burke#peter x neal#p/e/n#peter x el x neal#neal x peter x el#el x peter x neal#peter x neal x el#white collar fanfic#find me on ao3#sunwarmed ash#i post new stuff every sunday#buy me a coffee?#links in pinned#reblogs are free ways to support me!#secret gaygent man
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
ppl shit on lesbians4lesbians too much. like its not a crime to gravitate more towards your community. idk. im not a lesbian but i gravitate towards lesbians so much. i have an extremely high preference for women n ill never be with a man in the future. and its so relieving to surround myself with women who understand what it is like to love women.
i did get into an argument with someone on tiktok n they called me biphobic because i said ill only get with bisexual women who have a preference for women. n they told me i should pursue bi women who have a preference for men too because they also like women. but why would i date a woman who prefers the opposite gender? that seems a little silly. idk. its not like im opting out of dating bi women as a whole. its just my preference n i dont think that makes me biphobic.
#ash's brain#rant time#whoops#i used to identify as bisexual but ive just decided to become unlabeled because i dont really connect with bisexual women that much#idk#i already get told that i might be a comphet lesbian#but i really have no clue#all i know is that i want women and only women for the rest of my life#my sexuality is such an annoying topic to discuss on#but i feel obligated to mention it for new mutuals n stuff
6 notes
·
View notes