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blkjackals · 4 years ago

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#9 - Hopeless

Pairing: Azumane Asahi x Nishinoya Yuu

Prompt: Songfic for the Alexa, Play American Teen by Khalid collab

WC: 1189

A/N: ok yea this hurt me to write.

Tags: @the-black-birb @vinncent @madireyn

Crossposted on AO3

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Azumane Asahi still is shocked. In his mind it makes sense. Things between him and Nishinoya had gone awry. It definitely wasn’t a fight they could come back from easily, and he knew that. But today felt different, as he woke up.

For starters, he wasn’t awoken early by an alarm. Instead, he gradually awoke around an hour later than the alarm would’ve gone off. Then, he realized the bed felt colder than normal. Once he snapped the pieces together, he sighed. “Oh right. Noya left.” The tall man mumbles defeatedly, scratching at his cheek. A glance around the room confirms that last night wasn’t a bad dream, that Nishinoya Yuu had walked out of his life.

With a sigh, Asahi gets to his feet. “He probably went to Tanaka’s.” He muses as he walks towards the bathroom, frowning when he notices that even Noya’s shampoo is missing. “Wow.” Is all he manages to say as he starts to brush his teeth.

During that time he wakes up more and more, checking to see exactly how much Nishinoya took with him. If it was everything, he probably couldn’t fix this. If he left a few things, it would take awhile to fix it. If he had left the majority of his things, it was probably going to be easy to patch this up.

After he finished brushing his teeth he looked around their bedroom, checking everything possible before coming to the realization. “He took it all.” Asahi mutters, defeat present in his voice. That settled it for him, that this was over. There was no way he would ever get Nishinoya Yuu back.

As the revelation sets in, the smell of coffee wafts through the air from the kitchen. “I know you’re up in there.” The voice calls, and Asahi sighs, wandering outside the bedroom. The last thing he expected was Sawamura Daichi and Sugawara Koushi standing in his kitchen. “It’s that bad, huh?” Asahi asks the pair to get their attention, his shoulders slumped inwards.

“What happened?” Sugawara asks, walking towards his friend, but Asahi barely knows himself. “I really don’t know. He wanted to travel to Italy, but I can’t take my sewing machine overseas easily, and things just went down from there.” He explains, gladly taking the mug Daichi offers to him with a hard pat on the back that causes Asahi to jostle the mug and spill some on the floor.

Suga sighs, grabbing a rag to clean the coffee off the floor. “Is the situation fixable?” Daichi asks, and Asahi shakes his head. “No. He took everything of his. I’d assume he’s staying with Tanaka. Wasn’t it Tanaka who told you after all?” Asahi shoots back, practically spitting the last few words. The instant they leave his mouth the anger drains away and he sits down, hands covering his face. “I’m sorry.” He mumbles quietly.

Suga and Daichi share a look before standing on either side of Asahi and resting their hands on his back. “It isn’t your fault. You’re going through a lot.” Suga says, hand rubbing the tall man’s back gently. “Tanaka did tell us, but only because he was worried about you. He also said to tell you that he agrees with your side of things. It isn’t your fault that you can’t take time off right now.” Daichi chimes in, smiling gently.

Asahi sighs. “I know. But I don’t think he’ll want to see me anytime soon.” He mumbles, feeling utterly defeated. If he knows anything about Noya, it’ll take a week before he realizes that his pride got in the way of him seeing clearly, and then another for him to figure out how to fix it. Therefore, Asahi has a week and a half to figure out how to fix this, as long as his guess is correct.

Part of him thinks that this week and a half will be hell. He and Noya were almost inseparable. Especially since Asahi works from home, having a room in their apartment dedicated to his sewing and designs. He ends up too lost in thought to notice Daichi and Suga putting a plate of food infront of him, eyes focused on the coffee inside of his mug. The two sigh, patting Asahi’s back at the same time.

“C’mon, Eat something. Suga and I have to go to work soon, but one of us will be back later to check on you.” Daichi says, being a little more gentle with the glass hearted man than usual today. Asahi nods, turning to look at them. “Thank you guys, you don’t have to worry so much.” He says, smiling faintly.

Suga only laughs at that, pulling both Asahi and Daichi into a hug. “As if! We’re here for you, Azumane. You can’t get rid of us, nor would you. You’d be too worried about offending us to ask us to go.” Suga teases, smiling at him. Daichi chuckles. “Yeah. One of us will be back later, we promise.Maybe we’ll even have a sleepover like the old days” He adds on, and Asahi sighs fondly.

“Okay, but nothing too crazy.” Asahi caves in, before pulling back. “Don’t let me make you late, i’ll be okay for now.” He reassures, shooing the pair towards the door. With laughter and teasing, Daichi and Suga leave with a promise to return later.

Once the door shuts, Asahi goes quiet again, taking in the odd silence of the house. He grumbles as he turns on a YouTube video to fill the quiet, sitting down to eat the breakfast made for him. His mood is broken by the smile on his plate, made from bacon and eggs. He snaps a photo on his phone, saving the memory for later, and quickly polishes off his plate.

Throughout the day, the silence in the house bugged him. Normally, Noya would be buzzing around the place before and after his practices. He usually had to ask for some quiet, and even then it wasn’t short lived. This silence was different though. It felt like a weight pushing down on his chest, like a crushing force or water poured over a roaring fire, extinguishing it instantly.

So, Asahi does what he does best, ignores it. Ignores the questions circling in his head, ignores the pressing silence, and turns on his sewing machine, letting the methodical noise fill the room.

After an hour, Asahi shuts off his machine, pressing his head into his hands. As he stares down at the blue fabric, dark stains start appearing. It takes him a moment to register that he’s crying, and even then he doesn’t move to wipe his eyes. He can’t find it in him to care.

Maybe he wasn’t the one for Nishinoya, but at least he tried his hardest. Pushed himself to make this work, fought for them. He knew Noya would do the same, but he was the one that walked away this time. Among the multitude of questions in Asahi’s head, one sticks out. “Will he come back if I fight for us?” The thing is, he doesn’t know the answer this time.

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#day writes ships #haikyuucreations #asanoya #asanoya angst #asanoya songfic #azumane asahi x nishinoya yuu #asahi x noya #tagging isn't my strong point #nishinoya yuu x azumane asahi

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settersloveletters · 4 years ago

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— guardian angels; oneshot

a/n: this was a songfic for the ‘alexa, play american teen’ collab ! i’ve never written for a character x character fic before so this was p fun to do ! i’ll be linking the collab masterlist once all the other (amazing) writers finish !

song chosen: angels

➳ pairing: asahi x nishinoya

➳ additional characters: daichi, suga, kiyoko, tanaka, hinata + kageyama

➳ genre: angst, songfic

➳ word count: 1.4k

➳ warnings: slight mentions of blood and a car accident

➳ admin: kiri ♡

—notes: ty to @kingkags, @hairbleachwhore and @kxgeyamasmilk for beta reading!

+ i don’t write character x character content; this was solely for the collaboration

++ in this fic it is not specified whether asahi and noya are in a romantic relationship. it is entirely up to the reader whether it is platonic or not

I've been seeing angels

In my living room

That have walked the sun

And have slept on the moon

Asahi Azumane sat in the middle of his dimmed down apartment. He looked around the familiar, yet unknown space. He pulled out his cellphone to see various text messages from what he assumed to be his friends.

New Text! [Daichi] 9:36PM: hey, just checking up on you. you okay?

New Text! [Suga] 9:37PM: are you doing okay by yourself? just call if you need anything ok?

New Text! [Tanaka] 9:37: yo! we’re here for you remember that!

New Text! [Shimuzu] 9:38: asahi-san i hope you’re doing well

Shutting off his phone, Asahi leaned forward, placing his head into his hands. Feeling a presence behind him, he shot back up turning around. His eyes roamed around the room. Something was off.

“Did I lock the door?” he asked himself.

Standing on his feet, the former ace of Karasuno High School’s volleyball club trudged towards his apartment door. Turns out he didn’t lock it once he arrived home. Asahi laughed softly at his simple mistake. Locking his door, he felt the same presence that washed over him before he locked the door. He felt a shiver run down his spine.

Asahi turned back around and yelped. His hand shot straight for the light switch for his hallway. Once the lights came on, Asahi’s eyebrows furrowed. “I swear.. I swear I saw something.”

As he walked towards his bedroom to go and sleep, he couldn’t see the pair of eyes that watched him. Eyes full of sadness.

Asahi woke up the next morning to see that there was a break-in in one of the apartments. An apartment that was five doors down from his.

Covered in the fragrance

Of their own perfume

The fashion designer entered his apartment. He had a long day adjusting to things at work. His friends from Karasuno came and visited him, saying that they were checking up on him. Asahi was on his break when he first saw them. They wore shocked expressions that confused him.

“What?”

“Did you get a new cologne Asahi?” Daichi asked him.

Asahi looked up from the work that was placed on his desk, “Huh? Oh, it was on my kitchen table so I just sprayed some on before coming to work.” He sniffed himself a couple of times before asking, “Why, does it smell bad?”

The others glanced at one another, shaking their heads before Kiyoko said, “No, it's just a familiar fragrance.”

She wore a soft expression as she said that.

Telling me the stories

Stories coming true

Getting off of work shortly, Daichi and Suga came along with Asahi back to his place. The car ride back included many stories from their high school days. Picking up some food and drinks along the way, the three friends continued sharing the fond memories they held back then.

“Remember when Daichi-san had to yell at Hinata and Kageyama because they were training too hard?”

“Yeah, and he could barely keep himself up on the window bars.” The three laughed.

Back at his apartment, Asahi, Daichi and Suga stood around the island in the middle of his small kitchen. The three laughed at the time Hinata and Kageyama first played, when the ball flew and hit their school’s vice principal’s wig right off his head.

Asahi placed a pot of water on the stove to boil for some tea before asking, “By the way, do you guys remember if I had a roommate?” The two men froze in their place. They glanced at each other before looking at the brown-haired male.

“What makes you think you had a roommate?” Suga nervously laughed.

“Well I mean there’s that second room in this apartment. But it’s locked and the landlord hasn’t given me the key to open it yet.” Asahi watched as bubbles started to form in the water, indicating the hot water was ready. “Do you guys know anything?”

“A-Ah, about that Asahi…”

“Hm?” Asahi turned around, but in half a moment, he felt the urge to move away from the stove.

Well you see these angels

These angels see the light

As he moved away, from the corner of his eye he could swear he saw a faint hand along with white feathers around him. Asahi could hear the pot of water fall off the stove — he didn’t notice he placed the pot on the ledge of the stove — and turned back to see the hot water spilled all over the floor.

Asahi looked over to his two friends who looked just as shocked as he was, “Well, that was a close one.”

Yeah I had my troubles

Troubles, all right

“No, it’s fine,” Asahi said, holding his phone up to his ear. Pinching the bridge between his nose he gave a big sigh. “Just make sure this doesn’t happen again. Bye.”

As soon as he hung up, Asahi placed his head in his hands. His assistant had just informed him that his biggest rival in the fashion industry had gotten his hands on his most recent designs. The fashion designer furrowed his eyebrows as he tried to think of a solution to this. 20 minutes passed, and the only thing that came to his mind was a headache.

“Stop worrying so much Asahi-san. You got this!”

Asahi gasped and looked around his office. Was his mind playing tricks on him? He could have sworn that he heard someone say something.

“I got this?”

Right when he said those words, his gaze shifted to the picture frame his friends got him when he first came back to work. He stared at the black and orange jersey’s the volleyball club wore. As if a lightbulb turned on in his head, an idea for new designs based on his former jersey colours came to mind. Asahi smiled fondly at the photo, before leaning in closer to see something in the background.

“Who is that…?” he looked closer and saw a short teenage boy jumping up to photobomb the third-years.

Asahi’s eyes widened, “Nishi..Nishinoya?”

I've been seeing angels

“Where’s Nishinoya?” Asahi stood at Suga’s front door. After gaining this one memory of one of the most important people in his life, Asahi questioned his lack of presence nowadays.

“Y-You remember?”

“I just remembered today,” Asahi furrowed his eyebrows. “Why couldn't I remember before? Where is Nishinoya anyways? I know that the second room in my apartment was his. Did he go visit his parents—”

“Asahi-san…” Suga interrupted. “Nishinoya passed away 3 months ago.”

Asahi stared at the silver-haired male, “W-What?” He couldn’t believe what he was hearing. “N-No that’s impossible— I can’t even remember—”

“You can’t remember anything because you have amnesia, Asahi-san.”

Suga told Asahi that the two of them were supposed to meet him, as well as Daichi, Kiyoko and Tanaka for dinner, but instead they had to rush down to the nearby hospital. All at once, Asahi’s memories came rushing back in. Especially the night of the accident.

Asahi was running late as he was finishing up his latest designs — designs inspired by the former libero — before Nishinoya barged into his office and reminded him of the dinner they were running late for.

Having the restaurant being a 5 minute walk from Asahi’s office building, the two rushed to meet their friends. On the way, Asahi’s assistant called him regarding an emergency with one of their clients. Not wanting to be any more late, he directed his assistant on the next steps to do. But because of how distracted he was, Asahi didn’t notice the crossing signal turn red. He continued to walk at a fast pace, not hearing Nishinoya call for him.

Nor did he hear the honking— until it was too late.

Angels

“No, Miyuku, just tell the client— What? Wait no—”

Angels

Honk! Honk! Honk!

Angels

“Asahi-san!”

Angels

He could feel his body being shoved forward. As he tried to look back, Asahi stumbled over his feet, which caused him to trip and fall, hitting his head on the pavement.

Angels

Asahi weakly raised his head and saw Nishinoya laying on the ground, gazing at him.

Angels, ayy

His eyes widened at the sight of blood starting to pool. “N-Nishinoya!”

Angels

Before he lost consciousness, Asahi could faintly read Nishinoya’s lips as they said, “Asahi-san, do you believe in guardian angels?”

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“When you lose someone you love, you gain an angel you know.” - Unknown

#guardian angels #haikyuu oneshot #haikyuu fanfiction #haikyuu songfic #asanoya #asahi x nishinoya #angst #500 to 1.5k #admin kiri

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dinosaurtsukki · 4 years ago

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masterlist | karasuno

⇠ return to masterlist: main directory

this is a masterlist of works i’ve written for the different karasuno members

❀✿＊* whole team

⇢ karasuno + their favorite spotify playlists | screenshots, crack

⇢ karasuno music idol au | slight crack, hc’s

⇢ karasuno as your housemates | crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! characters + weird things that are in their backpacks | uni au, crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! as strange people you came across in your campus | uni au, crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! as university professors | uni au, crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! as dorm roommates | uni au, crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! linggo ng wika au | written in tagalog, crack, hc’s

⇢ karasuno and seijoh + manager who can breakdance | crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! characters + hair fails | crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! characters and their fave musicals | crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! characters as people you meet at a college party | uni au, crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! + dorm ‘meals’ | uni au, crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! + things they do when they’re not okay | slight angst, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! team christmas parties | crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! + things they were doing on the internet when they were like... 12 | slight crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! as genshin impact players | slight crack, hc’s, cross-over

❀✿＊* daichi sawamura

⇢ haikyuu!! buzzfeed unsolved au | crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! masterchef au | crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! as their zodiac signs | slight crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! characters as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ haikyuu!! pairings as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ prompts 80 (“i didn’t do it!”) + 81 (“then why are you laughing?”) + 82 (“because whoever did it is a freaking genius.”) | crack, drabble fic

⇢ prompt 93 (”i feel like a freakin’ soccer mom”) | crack, fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ dressing up as Four Sisters and a Wedding with daichi, sugawara, and oikawa | costume requests, hc’s

⇢ tied up together (daichi x gn!reader) | fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ haikyuu!! + things they do when they’re not okay | slight angst, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! zombie apocalypse AU | slight angst, hc’s

❀✿＊* sugawara koushi

⇢ haikyuu!! buzzfeed unsolved au | crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! masterchef au | crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! as their zodiac signs | slight crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! characters as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ haikyuu!! pairings as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ prompt 124 (“i’m sure i can get some kind of sexual gratification from just staring at him if i try hard enough”) | crack, fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ dressing up as Four Sisters and a Wedding with daichi, sugawara, and oikawa | costume requests, hc’s

⇢ dressing up as a Sexy Taco and Sexy Saltshaker with sugawara | costume requests, hc’s

⇢ dressing up as Gomez and Morticia Addams with sugawara | costume requests, hc’s

⇢ dressing up as cryptids with sugawara and tsukishima | costume requests, hc’s

⇢ ‘high school sweetheart’ songfic | movie requests, songfic, xreader, slightly dark themes

⇢ haikyuu!! zombie apocalypse AU | slight angst, hc’s

⇢ sugawara + domestic headcanons | fluff, hc’s, xreader, flowershop fluff event

⇢ match-up + how he would ask you out | fluff, match-up, xreader, flowershop fluff event

❀✿＊* asahi azumane

⇢ haikyuu!! as their zodiac signs | slight crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! characters as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ haikyuu!! pairings as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ prompt 68 (“do i regret it? yes. would i do it again? probably.”) + 70 (“i’m not a damsel in distress. i’m a damsel doing damage.”) | crack, drabble fic

⇢ prompt 136 (“i know its like 11pm, but i’m on my way to your house with nacho fries.”) | fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ asahi and tsukishima + s/o with narcolepsy | fluff, hc’s, xreader

⇢ a short asanoya post-volleyball practice drabble | fluff, hq x hq, drabble fic

❀✿＊* tanaka ryuunosuke

⇢ haikyuu!! buzzfeed unsolved au | crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! as their zodiac signs | slight crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! characters as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ haikyuu!! pairings as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ ‘chun-li’ by nicki minaj songfic | movie requests, songfic, crack

❀✿＊* nishinoya yuu

⇢ haikyuu!! buzzfeed unsolved au | crack hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! as their zodiac signs | slight crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! characters as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ haikyuu!! pairings as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ prompt 15 (“laugh at my jokes! they’re funny and you know it!”) | crack, drabble fic

❀✿＊* ennoshita chikara

⇢ haikyuu !! masterchef au (second-gen captains vs. first years) | crack, headcanons

⇢ prompt 121 (”why are you holding your boobs?”) | crack, fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ dressing up as Victor and Emily from Corpse Bride with ennoshita | costume requests, fluff, hc’s, xreader

❀✿＊* hinata shouyo

⇢ haikyuu!! buzzfeed unsolved au | crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu !! masterchef au (second-gen captains vs. first years) | crack, headcanons

⇢ haikyuu!! as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ haikyuu!! pairings as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ haikyuu!! as their zodiac signs | slight crack, screencaps

⇢ cleaning goatman’s bridge with hinata | BU!requests, crack, hc’s

⇢ prompts 33 (“can you stop playing connect the dots with my freckles?”) + 38 ( “this is why we can’t have nice things”) | fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ dressing up as Friends with the karasuno first-years | hq!! costume requests, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! zombie apocalypse AU | slight angst, hc’s

⇢ being the msby jackal’s physiotherapist | crack, hc’s

⇢ match-up + how he would ask you out | fluff, hc’s, xreader, flowershop fluff event

⇢ texts with the msby boys as your boyfriend | fluff, smau, xreader

❀✿＊* kageyama tobio

⇢ haikyuu!! buzzfeed unsolved au | crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ haikyuu!! pairings as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ haikyuu!! as their zodiac signs | slight crack, screencaps

⇢ filming a tiktok video with kageyama at the dauphine orleans hotel | BU!requests, crack, hc’s

⇢ dressing up as Friends with the karasuno first-years | hq!! costume requests, hc’s

⇢ prompt 92 (“ah, he’s playing hard-to-get. that’s cute.”) | fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ tsukishima and kageyama + crushing on a classmate with a fierce personality | fluff, hc’s, xreader

⇢ haikyuu!! + dating the eldest sister of a poc family | fluff, hc’s, xreader

⇢ kageyama and akaashi + comforting an s/o who has been feeling negative about themselves | fluff, slight angst, hc’s, xreader

⇢ twenty shots of espresso (barista!kageyama x gn!reader) | fluff, fanfic, xreader, coffeeshop au

⇢ the basics of nail care (kageyama x gn!reader) | fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ haikyuu!! zombie apocalypse AU | slight angst, hc’s

⇢ day 8 – runaway | angstcember fic, xreader

⇢ match-up + how he would ask you out | fluff, match-up request, xreader, flowershop fluff event

⇢ kageyama tobio + play-wrestling | fluff, drabble, xreader, flowershop fluff event

⇢ kageyama tobio + squishing your cheeks | fluff, drabble, xreader, flowershop fluff event

⇢ teasing and getting him flustered (ft. kenma, atsumu, and kageyama) | fluff, hc’s, xreader

❀✿＊* tsukishima kei

⇢ haikyuu!! buzzfeed unsolved au | crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ haikyuu!! pairings as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ haikyuu!! as their zodiac signs | slight crack, screencaps

⇢ haikyuu !! masterchef au (second-gen captains vs. first years) | crack, headcanons

⇢ haikyuu!! characters as shitty groupmates

⇢ tsukishima + picnic date | fluff, hc’s, xreader

⇢ tsukishima + study date | fluff, hc’s, xreader

⇢ conducting a seance using doritos with tsukishima at the winchester house | BU!requests, crack, hc’s

⇢ prompts 5 (“i want to strangle you 99% of the time.”) + 39 (“wait a minute. are you jealous?”) | fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ prompt 79 (“wow somebody needs a happy meal.”) + 149 (“well i mean-””) | fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ prompt 103 (“i’m all for making you miserable by being insufferable, but unfortunately i have things to do today.”) | crack, drabble fic

⇢ prompt 62 (“if history repeats itself, i am so getting a dinosaur.”) | fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ dressing up as Friends with the karasuno first-years | hq!! costume requests, hc’s

⇢ dressing up as cryptids with sugawara and tsukishima | costume requests, hc’s

⇢ ‘scrawny’ by the wallows songfic | movie requests, fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ asahi and tsukishima + s/o with narcolepsy | fluff, hc’s, xreader

⇢ tsukishima and kageyama + crushing on a classmate with a fierce personality | fluff, hc’s, xreader

⇢ tsukishima + helping his dyslexic s/o with studying | fluff, hc’s, xreader

⇢ akaashi and tsukishima + artistic s/o who doesn’t like studying | fluff, hc’s, xreader

⇢ tsukishima + s/o struggling with being on lockdown together | slight angst, fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ haikyuu!! + dating the eldest sister of a poc family | fluff, hc’s, xreader

⇢ all aboard the mystery machine: a scooby doo au feat. y/n and the gym 3 squad | crack, hc’s

⇢ tsukishima + ice-skating with his s/o who get sick the next day | fluff, slight crack, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ (surprise!) birthday party (tsukishima x gn!reader) | fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ salty french fries (tsukishima x f!reader) | fluff, slight angst, fanfic, xreader

⇢ tsukishima as a dad | fluff, slight crack, hc’s, xreader

⇢ haikyuu!! zombie apocalypse AU | slight angst, hc’s

⇢ day 11 – delusions | angstcember fic, xreader

⇢ to dedicate a song (tsukishima x gn!reader) | fluff, slight angst, fanfic, xreader

⇢ sendai frogs being besties | fluff, slight crack, hc’s

⇢ tsukishima + s/o with travel anxiety | fluff, hc’s, xreader

⇢ tsukishima + lifting someone up out of excitement | fluff, drabble, xreader, flowershop event

⇢ match-up + how he would ask you out | fluff, match-up, xreader, flowershop fluff event

⇢ match-up + how he would ask you out (ver. 2) | fluff, match-up, xreader, flowershop fluff event

⇢ tsukishima kei + domestic headcanons | fluff, hc’s, xreader, flowershop fluff event

⇢ tsukishima kei + play-wrestling | fluff, drabble, xreader, flowershop fluff event

⇢ too scared to say (tsukishima x f!reader) | slight angst, slight fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ texts with tsukishima kei as your boyfriend | fluff, smau, xreader

⇢ tsukishima kei as a university professor | fluff, hc’s

⇢ professor!tsukishima kei falling for a fellow professor | fluff, hc’s, xreader

⇢ lying next to you (tsukishima x gn!reader) | fluff, drabble, xreader

⇢ hq gamer!bf headcanons (feat. tsukishima, suna, kenma & tendou) | fluff, hc’s, xreader

‘the same eyes as you’ series:

⇢ pt. 1: the same eyes as you (tsukishima x f!reader) | slight angst, drabble fic, xreader ⇢ pt. 2: it’s good to be home’(tsukishima x f!reader) | fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ pt. 3: by your side forever (tsukishima kei x f!reader) | fluff, drabble, xreader

⇢ haikyuu!! malewife headcanons (ft. tsukishima, suna, sakusa, and iwaizumi) | fluff, hc’s, xreader

⇢ hair clip (tsukishima x gn!reader) | fluff, drabble, xreader

❀✿＊* yamaguchi tadashi

⇢ haikyuu!! buzzfeed unsolved au | crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ haikyuu!! pairings as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ haikyuu!! as their zodiac signs | slight crack, screencaps

⇢ dressing up as Friends with the karasuno first-years | hq!! costume requests, hc’s

⇢ ‘through and through’ by khai dreams songfic | movie requests, fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ haikyuu!! zombie apocalypse AU | slight angst, hc’s

⇢ day 14 – last | angstcember fic, xreader

⇢ match-up + how he would ask you out + domestic headcanons | fluff, match-up, hc’s, xreader, flowershop fluff event

❀✿＊* kiyoko shimizu

⇢ haikyuu!! characters as their zodiac signs | slight crack, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! characters as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ prompt 70 (“i’m not a damsel in distress. i’m a damsel doing damage.”) | fluff, drabble fic, xreader

⇢ dressing up as The Plastics with kiyoko and yachi | hq!! costume requests, hc’s

⇢ hungry (vampire!kiyoko x fem!reader) | slight nsfw, cw: gore, fanfic, xreader

⇢ match-up + how she would ask you out | fluff, match-up, xreader, flowershop fluff event

❀✿＊* yachi hitoka

⇢ yachi + carnival/fair date | fluff, hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! characters as their zodiac signs | hc’s

⇢ haikyuu!! characters as buzzfeed unsolved screencaps | crack, screencaps

⇢ dressing up as The Plastics with kiyoko and yachi | hq!! costume requests, hc’s

⇢ dressing up as Minun and Plusle with yachi | hq!! costume requests, hc’s

⇢ dressing up as Friends with the karasuno first-years | hq!! costume requests, hc’s

⇢ ‘sofia’ by clairo songfic | movie requests, fluff, songfic, xreader

❀✿＊* coach ukai

⇢ haikyuu!! characters as their zodiac signs | slight crack, hc’s

❀✿＊* takeda-sensei

⇢ haikyuu!! characters as their zodiac signs | slight crack, hc’s

#karasuno masterlist #masterlist: karasuno #karasuno writings

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spriteandnicotine · 4 years ago

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Keep Me (an AsaNoya fic)

a/n: this is a songfic for the Alexa Play American Teen collab. I’m not very knowledgeable about this ship, but I will try my hardest to make it good! A big thanks to @hairbleachwhore for beta reading this and to @lari-draws for letting me use her gif! (Original post here!!!)

Genre: fluff and angst

Pairing: Asahi x Nishinoya (Asanoya)

Warnings: Heartbroken Asahi w/ intrusive thoughts (it’s pretty sad so just prepare yourself)

Fandom: Haikyuu!

Word count: 1k+

Asahi sits at his desk, heartbroken after seeing his Noya with Sugawara. It has been months since the breakup, but between seeing them together at practice, and the hand holding in the hallways, it is slowly chipping away at Asahi.

He grabs a cute piece of volleyball stationary that Yuu gave him for their one month, and as the memories come flooding back, the dam holding his tears gives way, the droplets blurring the lines and leaving the paper damp as he begins to write.

“Dearest Noya,” ‘No. He needs to know how much I loved love him,’ Asahi thinks to himself, grabbing another piece and allowing his tears to flow freely. His face is red and contorted in pain as the thought of Yuu in his arms trying to tell him something was wrong with their relationship keeps intruding.

“Dear Yuu,

Do you remember our first date? We went to the flower garden close to your house. You told me roses were your favorite flower, and even though I couldn’t stand the scent, I bought them for you every time we went out. I even put rose-scented air fresheners in my car.

I went out of my comfort zone for you. At lunch, you hung with the popular kids, and I couldn’t stand them. Still, I would walk my bento box over to your table, listening to the voices in the cafeteria speak over each other. You never paid much attention to me, but I sucked it up because I wanted to be more than friends.

I wonder if you remember our second date. I scrambled after class to pick up a rose and return in time for us to leave. We went to the most popular cafe in town, and the rich smell of coffee was almost strong enough that we could taste it. I got black tea and you got chamomile. Between the relaxing ambiance, my deep voice, and the tranquilizing effects of your drink, you were out like a light.

I woke you up so you could walk to my car, but once we got to your house I had to carry you in my arms to your room. Due to my clumsy nature, I was always scared that I would mess something up and you would get hurt. I felt this even more when your head was in the crook of my arm and the weight of your fragile bones were in my hands. You didn’t get injured though, and I managed to safely tuck you into bed, set an alarm on your phone so you wouldn’t be late for school, and then I placed the rose I bought you on your bedside table.

Oh, and what about our third date? We were riding down Dyer with my top down singing our favorite songs. But the funny thing is: every time we did, you’d always get the words wrong. I never had the heart to correct you because in the twilight, your eyes shined so bright that the only thing I could think of was how much I wanted to kiss you. We drove to a hill and I spread out an old blanket. We laid down on it and watched as the moon and the stars came out.

I turned to look at you; I have not once forgotten the way your eyes lit up. The night sky was reflected in them, and it got me to start thinking. The universe is so large and we are so small; it’s a miracle we were able to find each other in the first place, and that is when I realized you are my universe, my everything. I wanted to live through your eyes, if that makes sense.

The mosquitos eventually became a nuisance, so I packed up and we drove out to the country. You had complete control over the music.You’re Gonna Go Far Kid by The Offspring was blaring over the speakers. You were singing along loudly, and even though you were out of tune, I never thought I could be happier than I was in that moment.

Seeing you with Suga is heartbreaking. I still love you so much. It may be selfish, but I don’t want to see you happy with anyone but me. At the volleyball games, I was your biggest fan. You should never forget it. In fact, I got some of my friends to hold up signs with your name on them so I could cheer you on while playing.I still love you, so I’m going to say this once, and you just have to nod yes or no. Would you walk away with me?

Love, Asahi”

Asahi folds the paper in two and uses his favorite calligraphy pen to write, “Nishinoya Yuu,” on the front. He then goes into the bathroom to wash his face in hopes of calming down.

The reflection in the mirror is unrecognizable. His hair escapes in unruly wisps from his usually neat bun; there are tear tracks on his face, and his eyes are bloodshot. He splashes water onto his face, which removes the tears but leaves his puffy eyelids. He numbly walks back to his room and plops onto the bed, immediately falling asleep due to his exhaustion.

The following day, Asahi passes Noya in the hallway. Luckily, Sugawara isn’t with him; he decides it’s now or never.With his heart threatening to explode, Asahi hands the note to Yuu. Nishinoya unfolds it and reads the beautiful handwriting. He reads the words that Asahi poured his heart and soul into, the words detailing every moment of what was once their love.

A hairline fracture appears in his heart when he sees the look in Yuu’s eyes. He’s known him for long enough to know, known him long enough to accept his fate now.

With his mouth ajar and tears in his eyes, Yuu makes his decision, the final nail in Asahi’s coffin.

He shakes his head no.

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loneveenas · 4 years ago

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grey skies to waking up in spring

pairing: asanoya

words: 3333 rating: m au: college

summary: asahi has to move to the states because of his mom in his second year of high school. nishinoya thought he was being alright with that until he chose to go to an american university himself.

warnings: mentions of alcohol and drugs

note: a songfic to american teen by khalid note2: first time ever writing asanoya!!! i put a lot of effort into it as it was for one of my first public collabs ever and i’m super proud to reveal this pretty big beast (for me at least lolol) ty for reading <3 the collab mlist will be posted to a blog that i’ll link later in this fic note3: this is breaking my unannounced hiatus jfkdsjlfsd i’m super busy with uni and i rly need to graduate this summer so pls pray for/think of me ;’)

| mlist | ao3 |

Too many goodbyes. That’s where it went wrong.

Nishinoya looks at one of his old picture books, moving his thumb over a couple of them.

He swallows loudly.

It was bringing back memories he’d wanted to forget and memories he wanted to keep.

He smiles as memories start flooding back.

“Asaaahi~” Nishinoya sang, walking into the club room, holding his favorite sports magazine in front of his face. “Did you see that they ranked someone new the best ace of the country? How impressive. You could definitely be up there some time, you know?”

Nishinoya was too invested in his magazine to notice that Asahi was not actually there to reply to him.

“Nishinoya?” Daichi was the first one to speak up to him. He looked up, confused that the person he was looking for wasn’t actually at the place he expected him to be.

“Ah, Daichi-san! Is Asahi not here?” He scanned the club room one more, but the small space could not even give away the hiding place of the tall and broad teen.

“You didn’t hear?”

Nishinoya didn’t like the look Daichi was giving him — it gave him an uneasy feeling; he wanted to ignore the look.

“Don’t know what? What should I have heard?”

Daichi’s lips moved to talk and words were being spoken, but he couldn’t hear them: all Nishinoya heard was white noise.

Did he hear that right?

That couldn’t be right. Could it?

Before Daichi could tell him anything else, Nishinoya stormed off. It couldn’t be right, and it wasn’t. Not until he had confirmed it himself.

He ran through the hallways, he had to go find Asahi. Nishinoya scanned the classrooms that belonged to the second years. He realized he didn’t even know which class Asahi exactly belonged to, so running through the hallway was the only option left.

Multiple second years yelled at him — what was a tiny first year doing here? Even a teacher came to catch his ass. He clicked his tongue as he dodged the arms of the teacher and just kept sprinting past the classrooms— there. There he was.

They were just switching teachers, so that was a plus for Nishinoya. He smacked his hand against the door post, catching his breath in a few, and yelled out his name.

“Azumane Asahi!”

The boy in question looked up, scared. His long hair fell along his face and Nishinoya found himself struggling for air once more.

He heard the mumbling of his classmates, asking each other what a midget like him was doing in their second year department. Nishinoya couldn’t care less. That was far from his concern at the moment

Asahi was about to look down, ignoring Nishinoya’s call for him. Nishinoya clicked his tongue again, eager to just walk into the classroom and drag his ass out of there, into the hallways, toilets even, to talk to him. He needed to set this straight — now.

“If you don’t get here within two seconds I will not treat you to your favorite ramen anymore!”

With his eyes on fire, it seemed to do the trick. Asahi’s grew wide and Nishinoya knew he had it in the bag. Now he just needed to confirm that what had told him was a lie and they could happily carry on back to volleyball practice.

“Ah, Nishinoya,” Asahi sounded hesitant, “what got you here?”

“I saw you weren’t in the club room, so I came to personally get you.”

“I see…”

Nishinoya eyed his senpai. What would make him avoid eyes with him and sound all nervous but that one thing being true? He bit the inside of his bottom lip.

“Noya… I really have to—”

Before Asahi could finish his sentence, he cut him off. “Is it true you’re movingmigrating to the US?”

Asahi’s eyes became as big as plates. He swallowed loudly.

“Yeah,” he finally confessed after several heavy moments of silence between them. Nishinoya didn’t even hear the people passing by them, whispering about their appearances.

“I can’t believe it,” Nishinoya cried out. “Why?” His voice creaked and he hated every second after it. He was not going to cry.

“It’s okay,” Asahi said, his smile soft — as well as his eyes. They were promising Nishinoya something. But he couldn’t tell what. He was too caught up in his own feelings which were running all around the place.

“Why is it okay?”

“Because my mom promised me it’s only temporary,” he said, to which Nishinoya scoffed it sounded too unsure to him. “It’s not a goodbye then, you know.”

“I know…”

They talked about their afternoon plans after that, but their conversation still didn’t sit right with Nishinoya.

He couldn’t let it go either after they parted ways in school — or after they parted ways on the airport and Asahi had bid them (him especially) goodbyes ten thousand times.

To Asahi, it felt like ten thousand goodbyes weren’t enough. It wouldn’t ever be. He wanted to stay in Japan, grow up with his friends and play volleyball with them. Not a sudden message that went “We’re moving to El Paso, Texas, in two months.” Never that.

To Nishinoya, however, it felt like ten thousand goodbyes were enough to run away.

Gray skies were looming everywhere Nishinoya looked.

They were hopeless times, hopeless hours, hopeless minutes and hopeless seconds.

Nishinoya thought back to their shared moments many times. But they never felt quite real anymore. They were fading and he didn’t feel as connected to them as he’d felt before.

Nishinoya turned eighteen and he had decided he was going to study abroad in the States. Miyagi was reminding just a little too much of things he wanted to forget — what was he thinking about again?

In California, nothing really changed for Nishinoya.

The only thing that was a plus to him was the fact that he was finally accepting his sexuality, but… realizing it too late.

Was it the college life, the friends passing out in Uber rides, the red cups, or the lines he snorted? Maybe. Nishinoya couldn’t really tell.

Girls still seemed pretty to him — but something was off. It wasn’t complete. Figuring it out with boys and girls alike. Nothing felt right.

Staying up late and missing morning class, showing up to afternoon classes absolutely wasted but not giving one flying fuck.

Who cared, right? He was abroad, in the States, and he was going to make the most out of it.

He was living the dream.

He thought.

It was eating him from the inside out.

Something was missing. Something that couldn’t be completely fixed in a snap of the fingers.

But Nishinoya didn’t know what it could be.

It hurt, but he ignored it.

He had his pain… killers, that would do the trick in making him feel numb for a second or three.

Before the pain would strike and he would have to succumb to it.

His friends told him that that was the American Dream he was living.

Was it really?

He was starting to develop anxiety every time he drank alcohol.

He was starting to feel it was bad for him.

He started faking drinking in front of his friends. He started faking being more drunk than he actually was.

The lie of an ‘American teen.’

He huffed every time he heard those two words. As much as his ‘friends’ wanted to make him an American teen living the perfect American Dream life, Nishinoya couldn’t help thinking back to his hometown, to his childhood friends and missing them immensely.

A couple months later he got a call from an unknown number. He didn’t recognize it and clicked it away from his screen. The caller didn’t stop and Nishinoya was starting to get irritated.

It was a buildup from unfortunate events happening. His GPA not being what he’d expected it to be, his friends ditching him, his parents stopping funding him in any financial need for university, and his life

He threw his phone, not bothering to watch where it landed. He heard a loud smack and glass shattering.

He didn’t even need to look up to know what had happened.

As if a volcano erupted, Nishinoya lost the cool he was holding all this time.

Days— weeks passed by. Nishinoya was living in a haze. He felt drunk most of the time, even at times when he hadn’t really had any alcohol in his system for days. People would visit him and tell him he was faking his anxiety attacks or his drunken slurs…

And…

What if he was..?

He couldn’t tell anymore by now.

Two months later, a tall and broad figure sets food on California ground, breathing in the American atmosphere he missed so much.

He got an Uber and made his way over towards his goal. He was determined to reach it today, whatever would happen.

Spring was arriving. However, to Nishinoya, the dark winter clouds weren’t fading.

He was feeling numb most of the time, and the warm California weather wasn’t changing that either.

A sudden knock bounced back on his dorm door. He was too dazed and frozen to react, but he didn’t feel the need to stand up and open it.

His dorm mate was out, so he didn’t feel the need to socialize with strangers either. His head was full with too many thoughts, and he had no one to blame but himself.

“Nishinoya Yuu? Are you in here?”

Nishinoya’s heart stopped. He didn’t have any Japanese friends — or any friends that would call him by his name like that.

Most of all… the familiarity to those tones— no. He was dreaming it. Imagining it. The drugs and the alcohol were doing its work even though he hadn’t had anything for three days.

“Nishinoya?” The voice asked for him again.

He was still holding on to the fact that his imagination was playing with him. It was probably the effect of being without alcohol, now that he thought about it more clearly. He snickered, no way it could be—

The door knob rattled loudly. Thank God it was locked.

“Yuu…” the voice said, hesitantly.

Nishinoya stopped breathing. His heart was throbbing in his throat and the tears were burning behind his eyes. That voice…

“Yuu,” he said again, “it’s Asahi.”

His vision went blank, his heart stopped running laps through his body, and he was losing touch in his body. An out of body experience had nothing on how he was feeling after hearing that beautiful voice call for his name.

It took him a second — maybe even minutes, Nishinoya couldn’t really tell the time anymore — before he regained his senses. He stumbled over to the door, his fingers shaking immensely, trying to find his keys to open the door. It felt like centuries passed before he’d finally found them, and before he was finally able to get them into the keyhole to make it meet its goal. He flipped the key, heard the lock slide open, and gave a violent pull to the door to open it.

But the hallway was empty.

“No…” Nishinoya breathed out, his voice [verb] the most silent whisper ever. “No…”

He could only hear his own heart beat running through his veins, drumming through his eardrum, his palms turning sweaty.

Had he really been imaging it? Dreaming it? Had he really?

It couldn’t be… Had the drugs and the alcohol really done that much damage to him that he was starting to imagine his childhood lover in front of his eyes?

While Nishinoya was experiencing a haze he couldn’t describe, the door to the dorm room next door opened. A sleepy head revealed itself, the face of one of the neighbors he vaguely recognized.

“Yuu?” His voice creaked.

Nishinoya moved his head to the side, ever so slowly. His eyes were wide open and ready for any kind of insult his neighbor would once again throw at him. “What?” he bit at him.

“Who the fuck was that motherfucker banging on your door just now?”

He widened his eyes even more — if possible.

“Wh… what?”

His neighbor clicked his tongue. “Don’t act all lazy and brand new all of a sudden. The dude was clearly yelling out your name.”

Swallowing loudly, he hastily pulled on some shorts and a clean shirt, grabbed his keys, thanked his neighbor (“The fuck? Apologize to me instead, you mother fucker!”) and ran off to no clue where — the entrance hall, the elevator, the staircase… he could be anywhere.

He rushed down the hallways, ran down the stairs, all just to try and find him, chanting the name over and over again while making his way to the entrance hall.

He just couldn’t let this go to waste.

The last floor of stairs seemed to take ages and Nishinoya prayed that he wasn’t gone yet. He crossed the corner, nearly slamming his body around it, making sure not to stumble and make a fall onto the floor.

There he saw him. The brown coat that fell so peacefully, so elegantly down his body.

With no time to catch his breath, he rushed forward, grabbing onto the coat.

“Asahi,” he managed to say, his breathing so unsteady he was losing his stability.

The figure turned around and revealed the boy — no, the man that he’d fallen in love with at age 16, that moved away days before he would turn 17, and who was still wearing the same soft smile that was made special for him at age 22.

“Asahi…” He stumbled a little. The sudden adrenaline rush was making him unable to hold his feet up straight.

“Nishinoya!” Strong arms reached forward and caught him. Nishinoya chuckled, it was as if he was a damsel in distress and needed saving. “Are you okay?”

“Perfectly fine,” he said while freeing himself from Asahi’s arms and took a second to study the face of the man that was standing in front of him. “What are you doing here?”

“Let’s go outside for a walk?” Asahi asked instead, looking outside at the beautiful blue sky that was falling over them. It took Nishinoya off guard, but nonetheless he nodded. He didn’t mind that (and he was glad he had actually put on some proper clothes before rushing off).

Nishinoya followed Asahi, who had taken the lead in walking towards the front door of the building. Still in a haze, he didn’t really know what to say or how to process this situation. It also seemed like Asahi was avoiding the conversation he was trying to start and he didn’t really know what to follow that up with.

They found themselves outside, walking over to a bench that was placed in the shade of a tree.

“Are you okay over here?” Asahi asked, cleaning the bench for him as if he were some kind of delicate object. Nishinoya nodded and sat down next to him.

“I can imagine you have a lot of questions,” Asahi started, sounding unsure and not meeting Nishinoya’s eyes when the latter was clearly trying to make eye contact.

“What are you doing here?” Nishinoya asked again, breaking the silence that went before it. He needed that answer first before anything else.

Asahi was still not looking him in his eyes and he was starting to become bothered by it. Before opening his mouth to comment on his childhood friend not speaking up, he broke the silence.

“I was worried about you.”

Nishinoya could only stare.

“I… I moved back to Japan for university, but the moment I set foot on familiar ground, I heard you had left to go enter university in the US. I thought you were maybe avoiding me for the choices I had made, since I knew how much you despised the fact that I had to move to El Paso because my mother was switching military bases.”

Words seemed to have left him. Nodding was the only thing he could do.

“I wanted to visit you many times,” he admitted. “I really did. I had heard from Daichi and Suga where you had run off to, and I wanted to chase you,” he chuckled, and for the first time in a long time, Nishinoya felt his heart warm up a little. “However… things got in between. University was more difficult than I thought and I was struggling a lot.”

Nishinoya nodded. University being difficult… he knew a thing or two about that.

“Then I heard from Tanaka that you had gotten admitted to the hospital a month ago—” right, that had happened, Nishinoya thought. He had nearly forgotten about it, “—because of an incident, and I knew I had to come see you, whatever it took.”

“Then why did it take you two months?” he asked, his voice broken. He had been staring at the man sitting next to him, and he hadn’t averted his eyes any second. He was clenching his jaw, trying his hardest to not leave any tears roll down his cheek.

“I wanted to make sure you were out of the hospital first, and when I looked for flights, yesterday’s was the first I could get.”

It seemed like Asahi saw that Nishinoya wasn’t completely buying the entire story, so Asahi took Nishinoya’s hands in his and looked at him, straight in his eyes, for the first time today — for the first time in five years.

“I’m dead serious,” Asahi promised him. He squeezed his hands and it were enough reason and the final sign for Nishinoya to finally let his tears out. The first couple rolled down and it was enough for Nishinoya to forgive Asahi for anything he did or didn’t do. Now he just needed Asahi’s forgiveness.

“Wh-why are you crying?” Nishinoya was too blinded by his tears that he hadn’t seen Asahi’s flushed face. “What’s going on?”

“I’m sorry,” Nishinoya managed to utter. “I’m so sorry. I promise I’m doing better and I’m sorry for never contacting you. I always blamed you for never contacting me and when I sobered up it was the first time I realized that it was me all the time.”

He knew he probably wasn’t making any sense towards Asahi, but that’s all he could give him in this moment.

While he was busy apologizing for all the times he’d forgotten about Asahi, had gotten drunk or done drugs, Asahi did the unthinkable. He embraced Nishinoya in the warmest hug he’d felt in ages.

“Please stop crying,” Asahi whispered in his ear. “I know you’re sorry. I accept your apology, so please, stop crying. I miss my cheery and always happy Yuu, the one I could laugh and joke with and was always the one cheering me up.” He chuckled, “when did we start switching roles?”

Nishinoya snickered, wiping dry his wet cheeks, but not removing himself from Asahi’s embrace. “You’re right. You should have seen me wilding out at the parties, though. Now that was a Noya you would have never even dreamt of— Uhhh, not that you should be dreaming of me or anything.”

Thank the Lord they were locked in an embrace, or Asahi would have seen Nishinoya’s darkened cheeks.

Asahi, however, laughed at Nishinoya’s comment and loosened himself from their embrace, with enough time for Nishinoya to calm his feelings down.

“I missed you a lot, you know,” Asahi finally admitted.

It was all Nishinoya needed to hear.

“You did?”

“Absolutely. Sorry I didn’t contact you in so long. I’m really regretting it. You never have to apologize, I will always blame it on me.”

Nishinoya could only stare and not reply. Talking to Asahi like this was honestly reminding him of his bubbly past self, where had that gone to? He felt… relaxed, warm, and free for the first time in a long time.

Suddenly he felt it even better; the gray skies that he thought were looming over his head and in his mind, were disappearing as snow under the gentle sun.

#asanoya #asanoya fic #azumane asahi #nishinoya yuu #haikyuucreations #asanoya angst #asahi x nishinoya #haikyuu #haikyuu fic #haikyuu fanfic #hq #hikyu #dyo's fic #mention of drugs and alcohol #idk what else to tag i'm terrible with this

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solosvejs · 5 years ago

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I was tagged by @naryrising - thanks, this looks fun :D

I’ll tag... @petrichordiam, @zoinomiko, @lextenou.... I’m probably forgetting people, sorry! Whoever wants to do it can go ahead though!

Ao3 name: Solovei

Fandoms: I tend to flit about between fandoms... I’ll pick up a new ship here and there but some bigger ones have tended to stick around over the years. Currently I guess I’m into Star Trek, Haikyuu, Yuri on Ice, Mad Max... Probably something else I’m forgetting? There’s always fandoms I really like but just don’t write fic for - either because the canon was just fine, or because I’m kind of intimidated to start.

Number of fics: 61 on ao3, probably more languishing somewhere on LJ and FF.net

Fic you spent the most time on: Back in like 2016 I started getting into X-Factor and Rictor/Shatterstar and I promised someone I’d write a Ric/Shatty/Sofa OT3, because Rictor spent so much time on the couch before Shatty showed up. Well, I kind of did... except it took me FOREVER to publish for some reason. It’s not even a particularly long or complicated fic. I just am very bad at finishing things! Anyway, I did end up posting it in mid-2018, it was called Bad days and it’s pretty good I think?

Fic you spent the least time on: par avion, an angsty little Gentleman Jack drabble I wrote at like 2 am because I was overcome by Gay Feelings and had a sentence that would not leave me alone.

Longest fic: i will learn (to love the skies I'm under) , the DS9 collab I did with Cân Cennau (who no longer has a tumblr). I guess since we cowrote it, I only wrote half (or so), but honestly, I don’t tend to write very long fics. To me, 5k seems like a lot. Anything above that is like, wow.

Shortest fic: p4nth3r boi, a dumb Black Panther songfic that I kind of don’t remember writing and probably happened because of Slack.

Most hits: With 2668 hits, that honor goes to alternative methods, the Raven Cycle fanfic where Adam finds an interesting way to deal with his emotions.

Most kudos: I started using Ao3 when I got into the Stand Still Stay Silent fandom - it was just getting off the ground and I was one of the first people writing for it. I wrote a little fic called Home/Safe and it ended up getting 235 kudos? Although, it’s had about 5 years to accumulate that...

Most comment threads: Because it’s the longest and one of the few chaptered fics, i will learn (to love the skies I'm under) has 53.

Fave fic you wrote: I’m really, inordinately proud of 75% of me, an OtaYuri fic that deals with internalized gender issues - it didn’t really get as much feedback as I hoped, but I really love how it turned out anyway. To me, it had a lot of great internal mechanics when it comes to characters.

Fic you want to rewrite/expand on: Someday I’d really love to write a longer version of The Hollow Throne (AsaNoya royalty friends to lovers AU); I have some ideas on how to take the story further and incorporate more slow burn, but I’m a bit hesitant to do a full rewrite? (Even though it probably needs it, welp)

Share a bit of your WIP or share a story idea that you’re planning: It still needs work, but here’s a snippet of a Mad Max Fury Road fic I’ve been working on for several months now where Capable goes to the afterlife to bring back Nux:

Suddenly, the altar ignited - not a slow fire coming to life from embers, but a furious flame being born out of nothingness. Her vision had by now adjusted to darkness, and the flash made her wince and turn away, closed eyes seeing only afterimages of flame. For a moment she thought she could feel it on her face, tongues of heat licking at her skin, and she was reaching out and saying something… wit….ss… m... No. Resolute, Capable shook her head and faced the altar again. “I came for the Warboy. Nux. I know he’s here. I’ve come to take him back.”

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tinycutefauna · 8 years ago

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Stardust

You can also read this on Ao3 here

Rating: G

Fandom: Haikyuu

Pairing: Azumane Asahi/Nishinoya Yuu

Characters: Azumane Asahi, Nishinoya Yuu, Other Characters Mentioned

Word Count: 842

Summary: Asanoya songfic inspired by the song Stardust by Mika.

A/N: I dunno what I did here. I hope someone out there is able to enjoy it.

Songfic

“I could be staring at somebody new But stuck in my head is a picture of you You were the thunder I was the rain I wanna know if I see you again”

Asahi smiled nervously at the guys around Daichi and Sugawara. He had seen them before in matches against them in high school and now he shared classes with them in university. But, even as Suga introduced them to Asahi properly, he could only see a lightning-haired libero in his head. He felt like the incessant rain pouring outside. He had messed up things with Noya so badly, he wondered if he would ever see the little ball of energy again.

~ “ I said I love you, you said goodbye Everything changes in the blink of an eye It’s been a while, I still carry the flame I wanna know if I see you again See you again, see you again Want you to know, what you mean to me What will it take, take you to see?”

It had been a whole year. Without Asahi, Nishinoya felt incomplete. He knew it was his own fault. Hinata and the others missed their tall ace too but it was him who was to blame. If he hadn’t run away when Asahi-san had confessed, maybe the taller boy would have been there with them right now. He had always been in love with Asahi-san so when he said he felt the same way, Nishinoya had felt so shocked that he had bolted. And now, the glass-hearted boy never came by. By the time Nishinoya processed everything and returned, Asahi-san had left. And, unlike Suga and Daichi, he hadn’t been back since. Suga said Asahi refused to hear anything about Nishinoya and so he couldn’t tell the former ace how the libero felt. His Asahi-san probably thought Nishinoya hated him. He wanted to know when he could finally see his ace again. Asahi-san was surprisingly good at avoidance.

~ “ I could put a little stardust in your eyes Put a little sunshine in your life Give me a little hug you’ll feel the same And I wanna know will I see you again Will I see you again I feel like a fool cause you’re not even there I’m writing this song and you don’t even care Throw me a lifeline open the door I’ll pick up my heart that you left on the floor On the floor On the floor”

Nishinoya had always known that he would follow Asahi-san to the ends of the earth so it wasn’t a big deal for him to to enter the college that Asahi-san had joined. Now, no matter how badly the other may want to avoid him, Nishinoya wouldn’t let him.

It felt like fate when he entered his room and saw Asahi-san sitting nervously on the other bed. They would be rooming together. Asahi-san’s shock and surprise was nothing to Nishinoya, the libero jumped straight onto Asahi and promised himself that he wouldn’t ever let the other go and leave him again.

When he finally got off a very flustered Asahi-san, Nishinoya grabbed his guitar and sat down to sing. And Asahi watched entranced as Nishinoya poured out his feelings. His love for Asahi, his shock at finding out the other felt the same way, his regret for bolting, his sadness of thinking that Asahi would no longer care for him when they finally met again, his determination at not giving up. The lyrics swirled around the room and Asahi smiled because finally, finally, he could be together with the boy his heart belonged to.

~ “ Funny how the time goes rushing by And all the little things we leave behind But even any other thing I do Is a little bit of me and a little bit of you When will I see you again When will I see you again When will I see you again”

Fifty years later, Nishinoya sat next to grave of the man he had loved since he was a teenager. He remembered meeting Asahi like it was yesterday. It was funny, he thought, how he was already here so much time later. He missed his husband. But soon, he was sure, he would be reunited with that sweet, glass-hearted man. He stood up and gently brushed off the first clinging to his legs. He limped with his came to where Hinata and Kageyama sat together next to Suga’s and Daichi’s graves. “Come on, Shouyou, Tobio. This old man needs some rest.” Hinata smiled at him and Nishinoya was reminded of the excitable ginger boy that he had known. “You’re not that old, Nishinoya-senpai. You’re only a year older than us” With their help, Nishinoya walked back to the car. He had hurt himself while playing college volleyball but he never regretted volleyball. He just couldn’t wait until he would be able to join his husband eternally. But until then, he would make good memories with his friends so he would have more to tell Asahi about when they finally met.

#asanoya #azunishi #azumane asahi #nishinoya yuu #songfic #stardust #mika #haikyuu!!#haikyuu #haikyū!!#hq #kittycute40writes

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