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lorddeathofmurdermountain Ā· 10 months ago
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IGNORE THIS POST IT IS SELF FLAGELLATION WHICH I AM THROWING INTO THE VOID OUT OF THE FANTASY THAT IF I VENT EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT.
I wish you the best health, can you give some of your problems to me? At this point I need an injury so I can force myself to go to the hospital because I've noticed it's not a stereotype, and knowing that "It's not a big deal" (the it in question) is toxic masculinity propaganda doesn't mean I'm suddenly immune to its effects. I need a "real problem" because this depression shit is made up, please ignore that its trapped me in the exact same cycle spanning a good fucking five years
Ignore the tags that contain my sob story I want this to stand as proud evidence when I inevitably slip and impale myself on the knife I carry everywhere specifically hoping I'd slip and impale myself because I don't have the balls to do it intentionally.
Also if this seems weird I haven't slept like at all I mean this literally this is why my pinned post exists
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#what i mean is#in highschool my parents insisted i attend Deutsche Sprach-Diplom#DSD for short#which is essentially studying German on crack#im talking the teacher speaking exclusively german from day one#at one point I would literally not understand a single thing going on or being said and this is the first time in my life i skipped class#but since my parents put it in their heads and mine that im a genius they wouldn't let me delist#i finslly managed to convince my mom by the end of year 3 since she was born in germany and still couldn't make heads or tails out of my HW#so there i am one day 18 years old and people pressuring me to pick a college#ā€œhey well i mean nick is gonna work for a year or two i really don't know what i want in my life maybe i should also-ā€ DENIED#so i stupidly pick english and japanese#as you can see english is no problem#but if DSD was studying German on steroids then studying Japanese from the literal beginning in college is a death sentence#tried to tell my mom it wont work but she literally will not let me switch to only english#so first year i barely pass#second year starts off and the same impostor syndrome i got in DSD rears its ugly head#everyone thinks im stupid#the teachers surely know i dont belong here#we have a teacher who came all the way from Japan and Im wasting her time#so at some point i realize ive gone over my max allowed inattendance#just snuck up on me#have a massive depressive episode#not eating not sleeping#going to the store either super early or late as possible to minimize the chance anyone who knows me sees me#ashamed of my very existence#eventually SORT OF come clean to parents#try to beg to let me work a little but they've literally been using work to scare me to do well in college#not understanding that id literally rather sell my fucking dick and balls on the black market just to bury my shame#and maybe leave with at least the dignity of admitting defeat#and so here i am flopping year 2 AGAIN for initially different yet now all the familiar reasons. what joy. i want to die. in my sleep pleas
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ramenwithbroccoli Ā· 1 year ago
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not to be controversial on main, but i really do feel like way more people would enjoy maths if someone properly explained it to them & they didn't have a hanging threat of failing an exam above their heads
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mintypsii Ā· 6 months ago
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dekho mujhay urdu mein lineay marne nahi aati meri taraf mat dekho yeh sanji ki galti hai
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blahaj-boy Ā· 1 year ago
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my only criticism right now is that they cut so many of my fave lines and moments. so many important moments, stuff that really make ariā€™s character, and show his relationship with people around him. i get that they had to cut it bc itā€™s a movie but in my ideal world directorā€™s cut is a 5 hour long movie that includes ariā€™s narration
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drugsforaddicts Ā· 4 months ago
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I think I mightā€™ve teared my tutor a new oneā€¦
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pinkcrittertomb Ā· 11 months ago
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I, no joke, often dream about a scenario where Sanji realizes he can fight women without disrespecting them. Something happen or someone open his eyes, saying that he "respect" women so much by not fighting them that he is straight up disrespecting women by not seeing them as worth fighters, that may exist women who will take advantage of it (like we see zillions of times in the anime) but there is nothing more humiliating than someone not seeing you as worth to a fight and refusing to fight you as equal
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walmart-miku Ā· 1 year ago
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Thou Shalt Not Die Ability Analysis
Ok people, the brain rot won't leave so I'm making it everyone's problem now.
I have 2 theories about how Yosano's ability, Thou Shalt Not Die works and has changed.
So we know from Yosano's backstory that she didn't always have to half-kill people or have them fatally injured. We see her heal perfectly "fine" people who aren't on the verge of death but are injured badly enough to warrant taking them out of the fight. This means that the way her ability originally functioned was ideal and really quite amazing because she could heal anything without requirements attached to her ability.
So when did the change of Yosano can heal anything, big or small, to, Yosano can only heal fatal injuries?
I think it happened here, in this scene where Mori shoot Tachihara's brother to get Yosano to heal him.
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Why do I think it happened here? Well at this point Yosano has been run to exhaustion and she's seen a lot of "death" at this point without having actually seen death. I think her watching Mori "kill" someone to make her heal changed something about how her ability functions. This first theory is mainly based off of the theory that trauma is where abilities stem from and can therefore change them. In addition, Yosano says that she wants to save the lives in front of her. She's placing the condition that she must be saving a life for her ability to work here and Mori is solidifying it by almost killing Tachihara's brother.
2. Yosano simply chooses not to heal someone if they aren't severely injured. This is either done subconsciously or consciously.
Subconsciously is likely the result of her working as a doctor in the Great War, because again, Yosano has seen so much during the war. It's likely that she can not bring herself to heal small injuries again after watching Tachihara's brother die. I also believe that it might be her way of minimizing her "correctness" (this is in reference to the fact that Tachihara's brother tells Yosano before he dies that she is "too right/just/correct" depending on the translation) and her way of coping with what happened to her.
Consciously, I feel like is less likely but still possible. If Yosano is the one to seriously injure and maim the patient, then she is in full control. She knows how close to death they are, their mental state, and how best to heal them. This also prevents people from coming to her for injuries, once again minimizing her "correctness". This also allows Yosano to prevent what happened to Tachihara's brother from happening again.
All in all I think that Yosano is just absolutely fascinating and we really don't see any other abilities in BSD that did what Yosano's did.
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medicinemane Ā· 3 months ago
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At least I could disable the suggestions but just... I'm sick of it, I'm sick of companies trying to think for me
I'd rather be miserable but doing shit my own way than placid and glass eyed and just taking whatever companies tell me to
Like... literally just asking what I get out of writing a post on tumblr... zero suggestions, just letting me say whatever dumb stuff comes to my head
#the problem is that doing things my way is actually working well; it's just really slow and it's coming from a bad starting point#everything that makes me miserable was even more miserable growing up#you maybe see me and think that I'm doing really horribly; and that may be true; but I'm also truthfully at my peak right now#and frankly as much as I worry about it A LOT; I'm kinda still on the rise in a lot of ways#...I just take way too long to do things; I want to be quicker because a lot of this stuff isn't... it's not being slow and steady#it's being depressed and having trouble working on shit#but... when I do stuff my way the end result tends to be strong#I got a house in 2019 for instance... like in that economy; I feel like that counts as a pretty high roll outcome; you know?#the parts of my life I hate are all... it's like Marley in the Christmas Carol; I've got all these chains around me#and... about 80% of those chains are just my mom or my mom's choices... she blows through so much money all the time#it makes me want to die#but all that shit... it's the past haunting me and drowning me#but shit's better than it was and... I have more friends now that I did in the past; I'm closer to making money than I've been in the past#(part of it is that I kinda want to get shit stabilized in the household; be doing stuff like cooking before I try and sell shit)#(also understand that everyone in high school liked me... we just never saw each other outside of school)#(so it was a situation where I had 'friends'; by that standard everyone at school was a friend)#(but I didn't have a single person I was close with and I was totally isolated in a crowd)#(friend is just a word in english that has to cover a really really wide range of relationships)#(but these days I do have actual friends... just a shame none of us live in the same town... or even state; you know?)#(I like all the people I went to high school with; they all cared a lot and were very bad at it)#(couldn't figure out that like... just give me some company; that's a good 80% of what I'm lacking)#(...I think part of it was they were all stoners and I wasn't; so they felt like... eh... like something something)#(and when I say all stoners I mean... I think... easily 80% of the school; probably 90% and maybe higher were all stoners)#(it uh... was not an easy thing for the staff; cause they obviously all knew; but... figuring out how to best handle it)#(like hell; I wouldn't want to deal with that)#(also like 95% were smokers... you have to understand that most of these kids were rich kids)#(off the top of my head I can only think of 2 other kids who were poor... just... uh...)#(if I named the city the school was in; you'd probably be like 'oh... makes sense')#(I liked everyone there; everyone liked me... just... they were very bad at just basic stuff like spending time together)#(eh... you don't need to hear more)
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tonhalszendvics Ā· 1 year ago
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I follow some ppl who went nuts for She Who Became the Sun, and since it's the best kind of advertisement for me, I obviously read it, and was baffled. So good. Can recommend.
I tend to read actual published books mostly in my native language since, y'know, I'm pretty sure the translator speaks the og language better than me. Turns out this book is a duology and everyone and their mother already read book 2 and I'm here with book 1, which was released in 2023.
However. Someone thought that they should just use the Hungarian transcript for the names, which is kinda okay for me, since I don't speak Chinese at all and had to beg for a pronunciation chart for MDZS (but in my mind I still said those names as they were written. Let's not talk about it.) My Chinese speaking friend almost cried blood when she saw the names.
Long story short, it took me a while to decipher that people are talking about those books in detail, bc Ouyang is the only one who I was able to recognise from those posts. Esen? Who's that? Oh, you mean JeszĆ¼n, aaaaa
Here I am, avoiding spoilers like bullets in the Matrix with the power of language barrier
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butnobodycame627 Ā· 3 months ago
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why didn't peridot stay disabledā€¦ it would've added to their whole message of being different being okay and diversity andā€¦. sighā€¦.
#she didn't have magic in a magic-oriented society and used limb enhancers as a disability aidā€¦#but they immediately threw out her limb enhancers because they posed a threat to them I guess#and then they gave peridot metal powers anyway#sorry I'm thinking thoughts.#su does a lot of things really well I very much admire it's queer rep and interesting storyline and mental health commentary etc#but the thing it does quite poorly imo is disability rep. at least when it comes to physical disabilities#and this is also a problem with steven's healing powers#while I understand he has diamond powers which means he's going to have quite strong abilities#I think healing powers have to have some limitations or else you're implying that disabilities can be cured#which is a very uncomfortable concept#steven cures connieā€™s eyesight without knowing he even can (and without her permission ofc)#which I feel at least implies he can cure blindness#and he cures literal death so I don't think there are Any limitations?#which is frustrating#sighā€¦#don't get me wrong I love this show#I just. I want disability rep I don't see enough good disability rep#I love toh forever for giving me the clawthornes because hello chronically ill characters I love seeing myself in you šŸ„¹#anyway if I ever make art of peridot someday I'm gonna try to remember she deserves new limb enhancers or something.#or if I make a human peridot I'll give her prosthetics or some kind of mobility aid because! she deserves it I love her#you know what I'm thinking of kid cosmic too why doesn't chuck get a new translator or a wheelchair#bro said it hurts to speak english and he literally does not have legs get this man some disability aids PLEASE
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pepimeinrad Ā· 1 year ago
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new and edited version of the list of anthems I know the lyrics of by now:
ā€˜knowā€™ means I could properly sing it with everyone at a sporting event - so for most of them itā€™s just the first verse and chorus. * means I know more than that () means itā€™s a dependency/territory so not technically a ā€˜nationalā€™ anthem Iā€™ll also count anthems that donā€™t have official lyrics if I can whistle them in full
Germany
UK
France
Italy
Canada (both English and French)
Austria
Switzerland (only German)
Uruguay*
Belgium (only French)
(Aruba)*
Spain
Australia
Aotearoa (both English and Te Reo)
Sweden
Finland (only Finnish)
Iceland
Denmark
Norway
(French Polynesia)
Liechtenstein
(Guernsey)
(Scotland)*
Brazil*
Ghana
Mexico
Cuba
(Wales)*
Monaco
Togo
Japan
Haiti*
Jamaica*
Nigeria
Portugal
Saint Kitts and Nevis
Papua New Guinea
(US Virgin Islands)
Fiji
Namibia
South Africa
Argentina*
Mauritius
Chile
Central African Republic
Nepal
Czechia
Slovakia
Albania
Netherlands
Slovenia
Croatia
Romania
Serbia
Hungary
Ukraine
Poland
Georgia
Turkey
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gojonanami Ā· 1 year ago
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Sab, that is so good!!
Sleeping accidentally is so good!
Your body clearly needed rest!
And spending time with your friends?
That's important.
Way, way more important than this blog, even if it brings us a lot of happiness and comfort.
The thing is, Sab, I'm just happy that you're having a lovely time. Hearing that you're spending time with your friends makes me happy.
And accidentally sleeping made me giggle.
I don't know about you, but I went to bed last night really, really late, and so I woke up at 1pm. It felt super silly. But you know what? I'm on holidays. It's okay to have days like this.
Bottom-line is, I'm happy you seem to be having a good time.
Sending lots of love your way xxx
you guys are so kind to me!! T_T
yeah i definitely needed sleep because i slept terribly yesterday - no exactly! these days sleeping in are definitely necessary and yeah i'm on break too and it's definitely needed and rest and time with people you care about is necessary :)
i had a very good time! i watched the live action for yu yu hakusho and also watched the pokemon concierge (i recommend, its four episodes and very very cute and made me emotional)
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quatregats Ā· 1 year ago
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Time to begin Creative Round 2: Electric Boogaloo :)
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cathalbravecog Ā· 2 years ago
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hmm, does anyone have anything that lists all the main storyline/taskline quests + their dialogue? i would love to re-read though them again for lore reasons. i know theres that one work in progress timeline document, but im looking for in-game main tasklines any player can see while they play. i can figure out the side stuff like the arg things and comics myself...
(long rambley explanation below that im putting under the cut because i know otherwise nobody will interact with this post)
(this is mostly for ocs, even if they don't follow the main storyline lore exactly - i would still like to know any and all details about the world the toons talk about so i can make things accurate and be able to talk about certain details... and get ideas from reading certain things. even though the lore in cogs only we have is... uh. lets just say this thing could never ever be canon but yknow HAHA)
and like... i do have a million damn screenshots, some of them taken purely to save certain dialogue that i look at RARELY (bc i forget i took these screenshots). and i dont wanna go through videos of people playing the game, i don't like doing that... but the wiki doesn't seem to list the dialogue anywhere, or i may just be looking in the wrong place?
because with so many main line quests you will forget a few things, and of course skip over dialogue when you're trying to do things quickly... with some things being related to the story and some being not...
so i would just really love to look over the main stuff again. ofc, side quests are apprecited too, but im looking for the main thing. gets a bit hard to figure out world stuff when you unfortunately never played tto becuse you didnt know it existed, and ttr's lore is very different from ttcc and honestly i dont even know what they got going on there anymore, i never paid attention to it even when i played ttr because honestly i cant give a fuck about disney characters outside their actual source material-
#'coz like i also saw some people mention ttc is like a vacation place for toons of the world (before the cog invasion) and im like#hmm interesting where can i read more about this to feed my hyperfixated little gay brain. the brain worms. they need information. give#them that. gimmie gimmie. grabby hands#also i have severe like. embarassement issues? idk what to call it. close to rsd. when i get lore wrong.#or when im unaware. like im supposed to be a fan of this and i DONT know this? yeah this is why i dont like saying i dont care about ttr#lore at all and that i wasnt there for tto... (but like come on i was too young and also bilingual so it was hard for me i didnt learn#proper ish english until like 2015 -2016)#so i find it really hard to admit 'yes i did not know that' and that i yes in fact do care about cog lore a bit more than the toon lore but#like its a bit easier to follow...#the issue with ttcc is that a lot of the non main taskline lore is... in journals and arg things and events that i DID NOT ATTEND#and its hard to find archive stuff of things u didnt know existed or were there... you had to see it for yourself#i love you ttcc lore no matter how ppl bash on it and how unlike original tto it is nd 'its like an fanfiction' (real take i saw)#(i mean its true but whats the problem with it lol lol)#because i am in fact a Tumblr User and I Am Into This Shit i can admit it is Catored To My Tastes and i wont let Your Opinion ruin#My Enjoyment#some stuff may be bit goofy there and a bit. hard to access. with some issues. but yk what despite that i really enjoy it!!!!!!#but RAHH please i need main taskline stuff#please gamers help#i. may ask this again where i dont ramble#because nobody wants to read through this shit and that makes them NOT want to help or answer#now a guilt trip btw i am aware it sounds like one but im just annoyed bc i often ask questions and then ramble...and never get an answer#and i just feel embarrassed. so its on me really oops
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vulpinesaint Ā· 1 year ago
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in other news i get two weeks of summer break!!! :D i thought my summer classes were going to just lead me straight into school again but i do actually get some breathing room before it all starts up once more :D
#can't WAIT to be back in french class i'm gonna have so much fun#and like! ten thousand english classes!!!! everybody say yayyyyyy!!!!#gonna see what i'm taking rn actually. chronicle it#taking literary theory + criticism ; us literature 1 ; folklore and mythology ; sacred texts ; nd emerging lit in global context#on the waitlist for the emerging lit one. but i am first on the waitlist so. it's practically my class already#absolutely no doubt that someone will drop if i'm not just allowed to crash#even if i don't get it it's no big deal though honestly! it would be my only tuesday/thursday class so i wouldn't have to be on campus...#spending five days a week on campus is pretty silly. i got through it last semester but it'd be nice not to have that#nd i'm at 18 units with that class so if i don't take it i'll be back down to 15 which is totally reasonable#bracken's favorite hobby is actually being completely insane with his school + work schedule#18 units and i'm still like 'yeah i wanna work 20 hours though'#you have clinical issues. shut up.#anyway hopefully i'll be able to work 20 hours a week on top of this sdkfjghdsf#if monica gives me morning shifts! i can do that easy peasy (afternoon shifts are 5 hours instead of 3 and a half now. kiss kiss)#so two + a half afternoon shifts a week and a couple morning shifts... we're so set#'bracken when will you have time to do homework' that's a problem for me to solve by just not having free time <3#one of my classes is asynchronous so. ha. haha. i'm sure i'll have appropriate amounts of time to do work.#mondays + wednesdays i have class straight from 1:30 to 7 but it's FINE! it's FINE!#i'm sure i will be very reasonable about it#i got through my three hour 5-8 film lecture last semester. so i can do anything#would i prefer morning classes? oh absolutely. but having the morning for homework will still be good for me#so excited to be back in school i love school so much#( <ā€” has been in school this whole time w/ summer classes )#OH MY GOD I WAS GONNA SAY THOUGH. I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED TO TAKE FOLKLORE AND MYTHOLOGY#anyway#valentine notes
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yoohyeon Ā· 2 years ago
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Not gonna lie guys I feel pretty depressed right now so I donā€™t feel like coming back soon šŸ˜­ I am not deleting this account itā€™s never gonna happen, but I need a break right now, even tho I miss you all so much šŸ„² Ily all and I hope you are happy and healthy šŸ’•
Please use my tag for your content so I can reblog them all whenever I come here for like 5 minutes bfksbd -> #Korimilook!
You can follow my Insta I post pets pics mostly -> alex_Korimi
#i donā€™t like saying depress cause idk if it really what Iā€™m feeling but you get what I mean Iā€™m not happy fkdbdjd#news tho I saw the doctor today she told me I most likely have anxiety probably TDAH and could even be autism#ADHD* I always right in English even when I talk french and now I write it in french fkdbdjd šŸ˜­#she sending seeing a social worker to work on myself first and later see to get a real diagnostic cause a free psy is like 1 year of wait šŸ˜­#itā€™s not telling anything yet but at least this is more clear jfbsjdjs#if you are also wondering what Iā€™m doing with my life right now Iā€™m like usual avoiding my problems#by playing PokĆ©mon games and drawing fakemons cjbsjsns#Iā€™m working seriously on my own region the bad part is I canā€™t draw any characters tho fkdbjdnd#but I least it makes me happy to imagine šŸ„°#i have like 90 fakemons made not all draw but imagine at least#my goal is at least 100 like a usual new gen has aproximetely 100 pkms each#i may post some soon on my sb even if Iā€™m not here lately#they are not getting enough notes for me to worry about reblogs on weirdos blog anyway weā€™ll see fkdbdj#love you all šŸ’•#if I donā€™t answer dm Iā€™m sorry itā€™s not you Iā€™m just not here :ā€™)#Iā€™m not really in the mood to talk#also if for Insta you donā€™t want me to follow back you can refuse I wonā€™t be mad šŸ„° but I will always ask to follow back hahaha#alex.txt
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