#as usual feel free to write/draw anything based on this. if you dont mind please tag me or msg me about it if u post it bc id love to see!

[wing-grayson]

Apprentice!Dick shows up in our "normal/standard/regular" DC universe and everyone (batfam, titans, whoever) is shocked and upset by his physical and mental state. Everyone is assuming it is dimension travel and wants to try to help him get back to his dimension, while also kicking Deathstroke's ass to get Dick out of this situation. However, our Dick recognizes that it is Not, in fact, dimension travel, but rather time travel, and he just never let anyone know that the apprentice trauma had happened to him. Our Dick Grayson goes along with everyone else's reactions while trying to hide that he went through this and never let anyone find out.

[castor-oil001]

[ PERSONAL GUIDELINES ]

Again, this wont be consistent, so please be patient

I can refuse any request I want, I dont really owe an explanation, but it’s either because I found it disrespectful, I dont have the ability to do that, or I cant because of personal reasons. I may have to delay too..

I will block anyone if they are disrespectful, so be mindful.

[ REQUEST RULES ]

My main intention with this blog is writing, so requests are always appreciated!

Please give the rules a quick read <3

NO NSFW. I AM A MINOR. Also no extremely suggestive stuff, romantic gestures and kissing n stuff I dont mind!

I can try angst, but vvv picky with the scenarios. May take longer because tears make it hard to see, man.. 😔👍

Creepy/ disturbing scenarios are totally fine, yandere stuff is cool too

Specify what you want the writing to be, or it will be headcanons by default (see list below)

READER WILL ALWAYS BE GN with the exception of M!reader if requests or platonic relationships. Simply because I feel very uncomfy writing female romantic pov.. apologies. Also will always be second person pov, again just another writing preference.

Please kept character limit at 5 for headcanons and 1 for one-shots. Unless for like “all (vice)housewardens/1st/2nd/3rd years”.

Also I don’t really write for staff unless a strict platonic relationship.

I don’t necessarily have a set amount of asks at one time, but if there’s a bunch I’ll prolly close them temporarily

[ THINGS I WILL/ WONT WRITE ]

There are always exceptions so ask if necessary, but these are what I’ll usually write. Also some headcanons might interest me enough for me to draw!

✅

fluff

angst

comfort

headcanons

one-shots

x-reader

m!reader/gn!reader

platonic relationships (friends, siblings/parents, reader can be either) ❤️

romantic relationships

scenarios

shitposts/incorrect quotes based off a sentence or concept in an ask

❌

NSFW/smut/suggestive

f!reader

character x character or oc x character

certain angst-y prompts ex. cheating, hanahaki, hurt no comfort

anything I say no to

[ CHARACTERS I WONT WRITE ]

I write for every character in each of these fandoms EXCEPT:

[ BSD ] mori ougai (for obvious reasons)

[JJK] aoi todo (makes me uncomfy), panda (ONLY PLATONIC FRIENDS), mei mei (uncomfyyy), ui ui (uncomfy ��), no curses (except mahito and choso!!)

[TWST] ortho (unless in a sibling/friend relationship), sebek (don’t completely understand personality yet), grim by himself (cool if side character 👍), trein + vargas (no, not even platonic), any family members

IF YOU DONT UNDERSTAND SOMETHING (or if I need to clarify) OR ARENT SURE IF A REQUEST IS OKAY, FEEL FREE TO ASK BEFORE SENDING IT IN!

[jaylleoo14]

- 🌷🌷🌷 -

DNI

❌Do not mix my content with reality. If you cannot tell between fiction and reality then I ask of you to simply not interact at all

❌ I understand if you are disturbed or bothered by dark content, but I ask you to not bash at me. Simply not interact at all, I create sfw and lighter work for those who do not enjoy such content

❌ I will not allow any negativity on here, so have some basic manners will you?

❌ No incest/bots/homophobia/transphobia/bigots (The amounts of times i've been so enraged due to the disrespect and discrimination!) General hate/ Pedophilia

❌ Blank blogs. If you dont want me to interpret you as a bot please at least have some pfp and picture or bio on your page. SOMETHING to lmk ur not a bot because if not then I will block you!

❌ I ask of you to please not trauma dump when I do not know you

To Note

❗I would like to make my blog a safe space for everyone, please dont be shy to share your little rambles, dark or wholesome I'm willing to read it!

❗ I wont be writing/drawing anything NSFW (smut) bc im a minor, so it makes me feel a little iffy knowing that. Though I am fine with making dirty/sexual jokes for the fun of it. At most it'll only either be heavily/lightly suggestive or/and implied if I ever were to write/draw anything in that area or were to include it. (I have my thirst moments too after all)

❗I really like horror, so dont be surprised if I expand to gore or the general field of horror. Sometimes i like to focus on the horror aspect more, so [said character] may or may not be an automatic yandere for that purpose

❗ I love yanderes!!! I think they are personally fun to write about and think about. But of course I love characters who aren't in the yandere themes as well (such as Miyamura or Genya)^^

❗My Blog is Multifandom. Dont expect me to only post content for only one fandom. Though asks are open and free for you to ramble!

❗ I'm a little shy in all honesty but please dont be shy to say hi<3 I'll start warming up to you if we interact often and i'm pretty friendly!

❗If you want to be mutuals please actually interact with me first before asking.

❗I am alright with being tagged in posts<3

❗ I am open to suggestions, chit chat, or your little rambles! It might help me wrack up another idea to write or draw about ^^

❗Please depict the characters as 18+ please because I usually like to write in settings where you'd be of age to attend or do such things (such as working in a specific profession or going to raves) unless stated or interpreted as otherwise.

❗I do not condone any toxic or your typical yandere traits in real life, along with a lot of immoral and dark themes. I know what im doing, I simply enjoy these themes in fiction. Do not base me as a bad person in real life because of that

❗I wish to Indulge in you to put it quite simply<3

Request Rules

✔️ As long as you can provide me a scenario/situation/idea/plot of a character I can make do with it!

✔️ Preferably limit to 5 people when asking at most!

✔️I have the right to refuse a request if I seem uncomfy/iffy/or unfamiliar with what's being requested

✔️ It would be great if you were to be specific with what you would like to request, in that way I can fit it to what you desire! I'm willing to indulge in you <3 Though its fine if you were to make it broad or general

✔️Although being neurodivergent myself I would like to ask you not to be too heavy on such specific topics when requesting.

✔️ Theres no specific way to give an ask, so just go for whatevers on your mind! <3

With that, I think I added all that I could think of. So please do enjoy your stay, that is if you decide to🌷

~Sincerly, Jay/Jello

Due to be edited anytime if needed

[justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms]

rahhh okok so um i saw the matchup stuff- so now im requesting a matchup for bsd & demon slayer (pick whichever 1 you want)

take ur time writing and if ur busy or ur requests r closed then ignore this and any errors i may make, thanks in advance!!!

moving on; basic info: any prns work, abrosexual, preference for female characters but im rlly fine with anything, anemic with unspecified heart issues

basic appearance; long-ish brown hair, dark brown eyes, pale, 5'9

likes: i adore kitty cats, drawing or making little trinkets or origami- more so blank flowers- but its not often i do that. i enjoy roleplaying, writing stories or requesting stuff every now and then- more frequently reading manga and playing w/ friends, and i do stay up often to play with said friends due to a pretty big timezone difference. other then those, some more practical things i like- such as learning new languages (specifics listed in extra), reading up on history and things alike, more preferably somewhere quiet, (usually listening to true crime while doing so), the color magenta/purple or teal,

dislikes: places that r way too quiet- i cant rlly stand it that much + it makes my ears ring, bugs, surgery or certain illnesses (that 1 abdomen pain thing- i forgot what it was called), being ignored/left out, fish & peanuts, swimming and some other stuff, stress or making promises i cant fufill/having people depend on things im unable to provide for them,

personality: usually around people i dont know so well im more on the silent and more tired side then, and when im around my close friends or people i know well i can get a bit loud and energetic- although sometimes i might be a little mean, (ex; calling someone rat, dummy, etc...). Whenevr im out with friends i'll usually avoid talking to people, or like.. plan ahead before i say/do something since i overthink a bit too often, more often about health when im alone. i do say or text out of pocket things and use maybe a bit too many emojis,

hobbies; painting, drawing, reading manga/books, writing,

enneagram, zodiac, mbti; five, capricorn and intj

love language; i dont really give hugs or like.. holding hands stuff since im not into physical contact or things like that, so i'll usually do acts of service or give gifts instead- ex; giving flowers/trinkets or making food or smt like tha t. i couldn't really care for what dates would be like, so anything goes

extra: i do know quite a few languages (russian, japanese, german), while i know a bit of chinese, yay

hope that suffices for the request, thanks in advance 😋

Hi! Thank you for your request ! I decided to give you a matchup for both of the fandoms your requested. Sorry it took a while. I hope you like your matchups!

In Bungo Stray Dogs, I match you with...

Because of her age in the show, canonically, I would say this is more of a platonic matchup. However, for the sake of a romantic matchup, this will be based on an aged up Kyoka.

Kyoka would love sitting with you and folding origami. She finds it relaxing and she loves decorating her room with the flowers and animals that you make together.

Please talk to her about all kinds of languages and history. She enjoys listening to you talk about your interests. She’s more of a listener than a talker so feel free to talk as much or as little as you want. Either way won’t bother her.

Any medical things you need to do or remember because of your conditions, Kyoka will be more than willing to help with. She’s got a pretty good memory so she’ll always be able to help you with appointments or medication.

Will take care of any bugs that come across your path. She’s pretty unphased by them so she doesn’t mind moving them outside.

In Demon Slayer, I match you with...

Mitsuri loves that you can speak so many different languages! She thinks it’s super romantic, especially if you say sweet phrases to her in a language she doesn’t know.

There’s never a quiet moment when Mitsuri’s around. She’s always got something to talk about. But she’s also a really good listener so if you want to talk about anything, she’ll make sure you feel heard.

She’s really good at including everyone so you’ll never feel like you’re being ignored or left out when she’s around.

If you give her any handmade trinkets, she will treasure them forever. If it’s something like a bracelet, she’s going to wear it everywhere she goes.

If it’s something like an origami flower, Mitsuri will put it on her bedside table so she can see it when she wakes up every morning.

Mitsuri’s pretty scared of bugs so please don’t ask her to get rid of any bugs for you. She’s getting someone else to deal with it.

[disaster-bay-leaf]

Ok so these were the cutest~ (ㆁωㆁ)

4, 6, 7, 9, 12, 19, 22, 23, 28, 33, 34, 46, 47, 52, 59, 60, 63, 66, 83, 87, 88, 93, 99

I kno I listed like....all of them lmao but feel free to answer whichever you want and ofc you can ask me in return Baybe ( ◜‿◝ )♡

uHUHUHUHU much content for me to answer, im happy bebe 💜💜💜✨

4 - how do you take your coffee/tea?

hm coffee either Very Black No Sugar (for the sleep deprived me) or iced latte three sugars and theres no in between

and as for tea its All Black Teas That Exist, cinnamon-flavoured especially (but basically all teas that come to mind when u think “autumn”), and rooibos!!! okay basically the only oke i dont like is any type of green tea (which is sad because they look cool but my tastebuds said ✨no✨)

6 - do you keep plants?

honestly id l o v e too because i love plants but,,, im kinda horrible at taking care of them though still way better than the majority of my family (research helps) so the only plant i own is kinda a small-palm-tree-looking thing in a bigass glass jar that i saved from my mother’s plant-destructing hands and its mostly doing well (the ends of its leaves are starting to be yellow tho and im worried:((( )

7 - do you name your plants?

yes!!! though the current one was named by my sister and its called “pickett” after fantastic beasts shsjjsj

9 - do you like singing/humming to yourself?

oh god oh dude you have n o idea

i have absolutely n o singing voice but its something i do constantly to give my brain the right amount of stimuli so basically i listen to music 24/7 and hum to myself 99% of that time

12 - whats your favourite planet?

oh i actually didnt think about this for so long but either pluto (hes a planet screw nasa) or saturn (RINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) or venus (girls,,,and libra,,,)

19 - do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw in it?

okay im gonna be completely honest with yall and say that my every single try at keeping a journal failed spectacularly and i lost motivation after like a few months so my only journals rn are my fancy fake-leather-bound calendar to note tests and assessments into, a kinda roughed up notebook that i uses for noting down poems or scribbling or passing notes in class, and a kinda fancy bullet journal notebook that i used as a book of shadows for a while but since my fountain pen died i didnt touch it

22 - are you a morning person?

n o

i am so not a morning person but i wish i could be because honestly dawns are beautiful

but as it is rn im either sleep deprived all the time and loathe every second of being in an awake state or (if i have a few days of schoolbreak) my biological clock moves forward a few hours and i sleep 2am-10am

23 - whats your favourite thing to do on lazy days with zero obligations?

except for the fact that i dont remember the last time it happened, i would probably spend it drawing outside, watching anime with my sister and riding a bike around the forest

28 - sunrise or sunset?

i love sunrises because its so peaceful and everyone is asleep but also i subconsciously immediately correlate them with waiting for a train to take me to school (because thats basically the only time i see them) so its a bittersweet love especially with my fucked up biological clock

but sunsets are really really pretty too and i see them more often so i cant choose

33 - whats your fave pastry?

and isnt that a millior-dollar question dhsjjsjsj

either cinnamon rolls (i absolutely adore them) or that one specific type of cupcake-shaped-thing made out of shortcrust/bread/whatever its called and filled with vanilla pudding

34 - tell us about a stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?

awwww this is cute

okay so basically my two favourite stuffed animals (i still have them, they sit in my wardrobe) were two teddy bears (like maybe 20cm high each of them) and one was pure brown and the other was silver-brown and they had stereotypical polish male names “Waldek” (read. Valdek) and Stefan (i think tho im not sure if i remember correctly, my memory is a feeble thing sometimes

46 - tell us the worst pun you can think of

what dog would never bite you? a hot dog *badumtss*

47 - what food do you think should be banned from the universe?

huh a year ago id say pineapple pizza but i guess i dont hate pineapples that much anymore (tho putting them on pizza is still an abomination) but i think that if id ever want to get rid of anything it would be parsley, i hate that freakin herb (does it count as food tho)

52 - what are your favourite memes of the year so far?

the ever given for sure shsjshjsjsjsjjsj

but bullying tramp stamps is gold and pure tumblr energy too

as for fandom memes: im in love with all keeping-up-with-the-todorokis variations and the fact that the entire bsd fandom looked at fukuchi and said “biTCH” and thats one of the only things we’re unanimous about

59 - whats your favourite myth?

i always liked the kora/persephone myth (though demeter is an overbearing parent to the nth power), loki and thor crossdressing at a party to get mjolnir back, atalanta because shes a queen and id politely ask her to kick my ass, and cassandra because she deserved better, and theres a l o t more because alas i was a mythology nerd but this post is long enough for me not to make this section 20 times longer sjjsjsjsjsjks

but there are a lot of slavic myths that are very cool too, though we dont know that much about them as about the greeks for example

60 - do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?

o o o o h yeah i do like poetry because to create such a beautifully sounding thing with only words someone has to be a genius

some of my favs are: some works of nakahara chuuya (thank u bsd for introducing me to this man’s beautiful imagery in his works i swear to god the descriptions do it for me) (also his poem about having hangovers is a mood like i feel you buddy), the raven by ea poe (i know everyone likes it but hOLY DAMN THE INTER/INTRAVERSE RHYMES ARE LIKE,,, BREATHTAKING) (and aso im a slut for gothic horror), and many more but also That One Poem From Welcome To Nightvale about reaching the island in the west,,, only perfect vibes from it

63 - are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organised or kinda leave them be?

okay heres the thing. for anyone else both my playlist library and my bookshelf would be considered pure chaos of a mad man b u t they actually have a highly focused system which means that i sort them based on their vibes, lovability and (in case of books) their age and whether or not theyre a part of a series so i would say my bookshelf is rather organised (when a quarter of it isnt occupying my desk that is) and my music is more organised than not but sometimes it gets out of control and i have to sort it entirely again

66 - what would your ideal flower crown look like?

either entirely constructed of simple white daisies, entirely constructed of only white roses, or something that probably would win a “how many different coloured flowers can one fit in a flower crown” competition

or something purple (maybe not belladonna)

83 - whats some of your favourite album art?

god i dont know if it counts but hozier’s wasteland baby is probably one of my absolute favourites and no one shall beat that

“thrifted youth” (dalynn) and “standard deviation” (danny schmidt) have very aesthetic covers too

also the iconic p!atd too weird to live, too rare to die! album cover,,, its just iconic what can i say

and last but not least matt meason’s pink-and-black album covers (though bank on the funeral is really pretty too but like,,, “who killed matt meason” d o e s it for me and so does the 2017 tribulation single)

87 - what are some movies that you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?

this is such a hard question because im not a really cinematography-oriented gal but i suppose that (at the risk of not going deep enough into the cinema world):

- the princess bride

- inception

- night at the museum

- SPIRITED AWAY

- forrest gump

- truman show

- E.T. (i cried okay)

- the lord of the rings (because damn me if this isnt one impressive adaptation)

- parasite

and one more personal recommendation: “ready or not” with samara weaving because goddamn i dont usually watch this genre but holy s h i t is it good

93 - whats the hairstyle you wear the most?

honestly just plain hair down (because having curly hair is a menace), split in the middle when i have longer hair and split on one side when its short

also low ponytails or half-up-half-down when im exercising, or double french braids when my hair doesnt cooperate enough to look presentable in any other form

99 - list some songs that resonate with your soul whenever you hear them

this is difficult because my music taste is a goddamn rollercoaster on a good day, but heres some:

- me and the sky from “come from away” musical (this is sort of a test song for my mental stability, if i cry i aint stable)

- dancing after death by matt meason (okay most songs by matt meason except for like,,, hallucinogenics maybe)

- tears and rain by james blunt

- i will follow you into the dark by death cab for cutie

- almost home by mxmtoon

- anything by hozier really but shrike especially

- payphone, the cover by alex g (i cried to this song so many times)

- burning pile by mother mother (can i roast all my problems please)

- long way from home and cleopatra by the lumineers

- autoclave by the mountain goats

oooh that was c o o o o o o o l as fuck thank you sm so much bebe (and sorry for the long post @everyone else)

[rrrasu]

Hello guys, im honestly new to tumblr 

I’m illustrator based on Indonesia, usually open commission for local client (personal/companies). My dear college pal @itshimsen recommended me to try on tumblr since i got treated like shit w/ some clients (many revision, impolite, underpaid (underpaid is really..........cry-_-)) 

Since COVID-19 pandemic things are getting harder for me. Publishers delay their publishing, people’s salaries being cutted  anddddd they hardly want to buy  arts/gift since their money being reduced as well. 

So here’s me, dont wanna worry my parent too much and immmmm trying to fix my financial state by open commission on tumblr, and i hope my rates arent so expensive for a start. HUHUHU I need you, money. 

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I PROVIDE:

1. I CAN DRAW with poetry

2. I CAN DRAW gloomy and mild dark things as long as its with my style. im fine with self harm, bloods, depression, sadness, tears, (beautiful) gore, killer, scary clown, ghost, etc. 

3. PNG, JPEG, or PSD (for psd, i’m not providing detail/raw layers, they mostly had been merged)

4. I CAN DRAW fanart, animal, conceptual drawing, semi-surrealism vibes, as long as i draw it with my style. If you have concept in your mind please provide me photos/writing/any other example

5. Book Covers or anything you need, we can discuss it ^^

6. Book Content. It could be illustration for poetry, or story book.

I DONT PROVIDE:

1. Raw files

2. I DONT DRAW Naked, Porn, or Sexual activities. (and related stuffs)

3. I DONT DRAW LGBT (pardon me its not because im not supporting it, im okay with it. really. it happened to be very frustrating to draw something i cant feel/relate, i’ll end up devastated. and the result would be bad *cry ) 

4. I DONT DRAW Religious Content

5. I DONT DRAW Insulting/Provoke-ing content

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Payment through PAYPAL, USD $ only. Send me your email, i’ll send you the invoice. 

If you want to repost please credit the artist 

Dont claim my work as yours :)  #artistsupportartist

Feel free to DM/email me for further info  rasu.digcre@gmail.com :D

[thefeckisthis]

manifestation and religion

disclaimer: im going to write my opinions on religion and if you consider yourself a believer - dont get offended as we all have different experiences and beliefs. also, i will be mentioning some stuff that most people find weird and unusual so please keep your mind open and leave your judgment somewhere else.

i wrote quite a bit and then my clumsy ass accidentally closed all tabs and everything was gone so this time ill write my intro in short version. so we all heard the saying ‘’be careful what you wish for it may come true’’. well it does come true and it has proved to me so many times, and before i get to the basics of law of attraction and manifestation I am going to say a bit of background how i got to it all.

as most of my country i was raised christian and had to practice the religion until i was 14/15 and got my holy confirmation so after that i was finally happy that i did not have to go to church if i did not want to. my family is not super religious, we do follow the holiday traditions and such as its normal in our country, but personally i dont give them much meaning. two of my family members are religious and i am grateful because in a place as my hometown our parents gave us free will when i came to religion (after our confirmation only :P) .

 with all my experience and research i came to realise that christianity is most rotten, corrupted, vile and disgusting religion there is. there are exceptions that were better than rest, that is a small number unfortunately. i always considered myself agnostic, there is no defined god but there is something bigger than humankind and its still unknown. and you look at all the religions you will find that mostly all of them have same stories, people and facts, just bit amended  to their culture.  so to explain a bit, here is internet definition of agnosticism # Agnosticism is the view that the existence of God, of the divine or the supernatural is unknown or unknowable. Another definition provided is the view that "human reason is incapable of providing sufficient rational grounds to justify either the belief that God exists or the belief that God does not exist."  and no, atheist is not the same. heres couple of pictures giving some insights 

so now that we have that sorted out i would like to stress out that i never had anything against people who believe in god or dont believe in god, i have friends who are strong believers and friends who are atheist, its just called being adult and accepting people as they are. not enough people can do that. 

so i did lots of research on religions and i do like polytheism  ( Polytheism is the worship of or belief in multiple deities, which are usually assembled into a pantheon of gods and goddesses, along with their own religions and rituals) so i always had huge interest in roman and Greek deities, Egyptian as well and for a while was reading about Hinduism. of course i read a lot about all other older civilizations and most of them are based on polytheism. 

during my exploring i came across a doctrine about paganism (havent fully finished all the books and here is a link if anyone would be interested in buying https://despot-infinitus.com/proizvod/paganizam-u-teoriji-i-praksi-doktrina-paganizma/) and i really liked the whole idea of it and i am still actively considering of becoming a white witch/wicca and reading those books inspired adding bit more on my pentagram tattoo, which is actually representing five elements so with added moons it represents triple goddess symbol.

many people ask me is that devils sign and am i a satanist, and that is ridiculous assumption based on only one symbol. and as a matter of fact i have been  reading about satanism itself as well (of course i have) and its quite surprisingly peaceful religion and makes more sense than christianity does. to read more about their rules (which are way better than 10 commandments) click here - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/LaVeyan_Satanism#Basic_tenets

those who know me a bit better know that i love paranormal stuff and that i have strong connection with it and that caused a lot of paranormal experiences in my life (i bring all the ghosts to your yard aaayyy) so i recently also discovered demonology ( Demonology is the study of demons or beliefs about demons. They may be human, or nonhuman, separable souls, or discarnate spirits which have never inhabited a body.) and that you can actually learn how to practice it and cant lie that also interests me as well as you contact demons and entities and you work together to learn about world and history and you give them chance to peacefully experience the world (they literally posses you and that way they get to taste food and emotions etc)

yes this is quite informative post as well. and yes, you will all probably deem me insane after reading all this. and what i noticed is that all of them mentioned above work on the principle of cooperation, you have to give to receive. and i dont mean like you have to make blood sacrifices to get your wishes, i mean you have to put in some effort in it and show good intentions and most important of all  - you have to show some respect.

so to finally get to the reason why you are all here. manifestation and law of attraction.

there were loads of instances in my life where i noticed small details that most of people wouldnt notice and after googling them one word kept coming up - universe. so automatically when you start look into that law of attraction and manifestation  come up as well, they all g hand in hand like little happy family.

So law of attraction is something you all definitely had experience with. Basically its what you put out to the world is what you get. Simple change of mindset can change everything in your life. Have you noticed when you are happy and spreading happiness everything around you seems nicer, people are nicer to you, nice things happen and then when you are in bad mood everything is going bad.

Sounds familiar? That is law of attraction for you people. you’re releasing/giving good vibes to the atmosphere and people around you so universe makes sure to give good things back. notice that give and take relationship here? Dont be fooled tho, its not always as simple as it sounds. it is especially hard when you get into that deep hole of feeling bad a and depressed. it is really hard to change your train of thoughts and get yourself to think positive. universe wont award you for one good thought, it has to be series of it and you really need to feel them. you truly need to be in a good moment to get something back from universe.

say thank you to people serving you, ask people how are they, show that you care, pick up a paper from street and throw it in a bin, smile to everyone, pet a random animal on a street, anything counts. and dont do it just because you expect something huge from universe as most of the time universe will give back with good things as well, someone will help you, smeone will compliment you, you’ll get free cup of coffee, just random things like that. you will be surprised that good things will come to you in a moment you need. it also makes you more grateful for everything in your life and makes your everyday nicer and more positive.

then we come to manifestation. 

thiiiiiis my people is bit more complicated than just law of attraction, but one without other does not go. there is no definition of the manifestation, but it is a fact that if you want something really bad universe will give it to you. i had universe manifest so many of my things that i wanted, just took a bit of time. maybe it has happened for you too. sit and think how many things did you wish for and you have them now? there are certainly more than few things that come to your mind. i can easily name at least 10 things that universe manifested for me without even realizing that was it.

there are many ways to manifest something and it is impossible for me to write everything about it in this post as it is bit more complicated than law of attraction, but i will try to outline some things and believe me when you google manifestation you will find loads of examples and you can read for days about it. 

every single wish you want to manifest you can, it just requires some work and that is the hardest part. there are many ways of manifesting something, scribbling, drawing, visualizing, meditating and many more - you need to find something that works the best for you. you need to have clear vision of what you want (general idea wont work), you have to want it really strongly and you need to start working towards it, even little steps - remember when i said you have to give to receive, same with universe. it wont just drop it in your lap because you decided it would be beneficial for you. 

and have in mind very important thing universe will always provide and it will give you what you deserve when you are ready for it.

so yes, it means it can take waaaay longer than you expect it, it may not be hours, days it may be years, it just means that you are not ready for it yet but that doesnt mean universe is not working on bringing it to you. all the work you put into it will definitely be worth it.

for example i fell in love in marketing in university and always wanted a job in that field. it did not get easy to me at all. i spent long five years applying for the jobs and either getting rejections or no answer. and believe me that could put me in such bad mood sometimes that i just wanted to give up on everything. add to that anxiety struggles and that makes it even harder. and as mentioned in the last year i worked on myself mentally, my anxiety has been on lower levels for a while and it does spike up now and then and it messes things up, but i’ve been happier mentally then i ever was in last 5 years and towards end of the last year more and more good things started to come my way and then i finally got that long awaited job.

i am still looking a proper way to thank universe for making it happen for me as that is also important thing for manifestation.

going to use myself as example - being a cheerleader, moving to another country, going to enrique iglesias concerts, visiting loch ness and Neuschwanstein Castle and many more were just big wishes at one point and so far they all came true and i couldnt be happier. it can be small things as well, once i tried to test it and i wanted to manifest a drink date. so i kept thinking how i will go for a drink with someone next week. and it happened, next week i went for a drink with a guy i just met, completely unexpectedly. i didnt specify anything else other than gooing for a drink at that was the only thing that happened.

once wished for more money (also nothing specific stupid me haha) and after two days i found €5 on the floor. not much but universe did provide what i wanted :D

as i’ve said, manifestation is more complicated than law attraction and requires strong mind and strong will, so not only that you get what you wish and work for - it makes you a better person as well! To end this i am going to leave couple of links you can visit and see more about them, or if you’re more adventurous just google manifestation and enjoy your journey :) https://medium.com/thrive-global/9-principles-of-conscious-manifestation-3d2df7a4a87

https://elysesantilli.com/what-is-manifestation/

https://blog.mindvalley.com/manifestation/

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZNFXNnKOLdA5ZD7Sn2p5aQ/videos

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvptCAXYmDZMOffniGRfomQ/videos

[poisonouspastels]

Jen Appreciation Week!

You like cultists and murderers? You like Jen? Because boy howdy do I! Jen doesnt get enough love. And while she is a cannonical characer, she gets close to no attention. And the attention she does get is usually from all the same people. However, I think our female cultist friend deserves more love than that!

So, hence is the reason I'm going to be hosting the first (I think) Jen appreciation week! The week will start from May 1st to May 7th, in which we get to appreciate our second cultist/councilor pal in all her glory!

While there will be a written theme for each day, you dont have to stick to it! Hell, you're welcome to just draw Jen every day of the week if you like. Or only one day of the week too! We don't push for art here, so feel free to go at your own pace! You can draw, write, sculpt, headcannon, whatever may come to mind that you can do! The possibilites are endless!

There are a few rules regarding this week:  -NO PEDOPHILIC SHIPPERS This includes but is not limited to: Maxvid shippers (Yes, I mean you.) I do not care if this rule has nothing to do with the event, these kinds of people do not belong in the Camp Camp fandom space and they are not welcome here. -Don't harass others! This may be silly and go without saying, but please dont harass others over their headcannons or ships or etc. Its okay to give people a nudge and say "hey maybe this isnt right", but harassing and threatening others is never okay. -NSFW art is okay! While we ask you to of course tag your NSFW art as such, drawing your "lewds" of Jen is perfectly acceptable for the week.

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Themes List

Day 1 (May 1st, Tuesday): Your headcannon Jen! Lots of people see their Jens in different ways, wether it just be a little different hairstyle or a full blown new outfit! So, show of your Jen in all her glory! (If you dont have a headcannon Jen design, just create her as she is!)

Day 2 (May 2nd, Wednesday): Slash, slash, burn! Draw Jen doing some murder things! Is it torture, killing, luring her victims into the depths? You tell us! This can also be a gore/candy gore slot! (Dont like gore? Then you get a freebie day!) Day 3 (May 3rd, Thursday): Ships! Who does Jen like anyway? Daniel? The waitress? Her own personalized weapon? You decide! Any ships are welcome and are acceptable so long as they arent pedophilic or incest. (The latter may apply differently between people's headcannons.) Dont like shippy stuff, or simply dont ship Jen with anything? Another freebie for you! Day 4 (May 4th, Friday): Musical Mayhem! Create a piece based on your favorite song, or one that you think fits Jen! Maybe even both! Day 5 (May 5th, Saturday): Redemption! Draw your interpretation of a "redeemed" Jen. Maybe she really was a councilor all along, or maybe she truly regrets her actions? Then again, "redemption" is subjective...

Day 6 ( May 6th, Sunday): & Daniel What's better than one cultist? Two, of course! Have our two favorite cultists together! Are they rivals? Partners? Maybe they dont even know eachother? It's up to you!

Day 7 (May 7th, Monday): Freebie! Create Jen doing whatever you like! This is a free day, so you can let your imagination run wild with anything at all!

~~~ I'll try to be participating in the Jen week myself, so I hope I can see a lot of you and your contributions and wonderful works there!

[nickanddragons]

New Dungeon Masters - Tips and Tricks

So, you’ve decided you want to be a DM. Well done! Being a dungeon master is an extremely rewarding role in dungeons and dragons. From my experience, your joy comes from watching your players traverse your world, battle your beasties and fall ever-so-easily into your traps. 

Although it may be a seemingly daunting task, being a dungeon master isn’t that hard, though, your DM and many others may have you believe it’s an incredibly hard task, but basic DMing is fairly straightforward. 

First, do your research.  Learn the rules (Dungeon Masters Guide, Players Handbook, Monsters Manual), watch others play (Critical Role, Heroes and Halfwits, etc.), play with more experienced players and dungeon masters (If possible). 

You may already know a few of the rules from being a player, and that’s great! If you haven’t played yet, don’t worry! The basic rules are fairly easy to pick up and you can find plenty of resources online to help you learn them.

EG: Youtuber Dont Stop Thinkings series on learning how to play D&D5e, Tabletop Terrors: Learn to play D&D, and loads of other cool stuff on youtube, tumblr and TTRPG sites

So, I’ve got my DMG, now what?

Now the fun begins! Now you can decide if you want to go out and buy a module (Curse of Strahd, Storm Kings Thunder, etc.) or if you want to delve into your own mind and create your own world. You can also pick up the D&D starter set, which is an incredible resource for new DMs and I would highly recommend getting it if you’re nervous or just want to try your hand at a casual campaign first before your full blown campaign. I also used it to introduce my new players to how D&D works to see if they enjoyed it before they committed to a long campaign (They usually love it.) 

Once you’ve decided on which campaign you’re running, module or otherwise, its time to put together your group. You may be one of the lucky few who has a group of 4-6 friends who all are really keen to play D&D and have never played before and you can all learn together. If not, no problem! There are loads of groups on facebook, twitter and tumblr of people looking for groups to join and looking for a dungeon master. Also, don’t worry if you can’t get 4 people, make NPC’s to come on their adventures with them and fill out their party. 

Help your players create their characters.

Your players may be new and might need your help creating their first character sheets. I recommend doing this with them and a players handbook and not to use applications such as OrcPub (though their character creation tool is really helpful for quick creation as long as you fill in the gaps and double check everything). Guide them through their attribute point allocation whether you’re rolling for stats, using a point buy system or a point array system. 

Rolling for stats - Roll 4d6, and drop the lowest number. Do this 6 times and note the results. Allow the player to place them in each of the attributes as they see fit. Add the racial bonus. 

Point buy - You get 27 points. Each attribute starts at 8. Allow them to allocate points to each attribute. 8-13 cost 1 point each. 14 and 15 cost 2 each. Max base is 15. Add the racial bonus on afterwards. 

Point array - There are many point array systems but I’ll cover the standard array: 15, 14, 13, 12, 10, 8. Add each of these values to the attributes as the player sees fit and then add the racial bonus. 

Then you should fill in proficiencies etc.  You should also walk through your players backstory. Some players are excellent and will go off and work on a huge backstory on their own. This is great since all you have to do is work it in and change it slightly to fit the world your campaign is set in. Some players may not want to do that, so, you should help them to write their backstory. With this, you shouldn’t be writing it for them, (unless they request it) instead, you should be planting the seeds of creativity in their head and guiding them to find their character. After all, it is the character they’re going to be roleplaying. 

Description, depth, and driving the story.

When you enter a new place, how much do you describe? Well simply, how much do you see? You’re going to want to describe what they might see at a first glance or what their eyes are drawn to. For example, your players will see the ‘huge glimmering castle made of white gold with towers that grasp towards the heavens sitting in a deep lush valley ahead of them’ pretty quickly whereas they might not notice (or care to notice) that the 500th tree in this forest is the same shade brown as every other tree in the forest. 

In these descriptions make use of your senses. This trick comes in handy for somewhere you haven’t written a full description of yet. Imagine the place and describe it as you see it using each sense.  “A warm, humid breeze hits your face as you enter the enormous pitch black cavern. The hard stone beneath your feet seems to be covered with some kind of moss that squelches under foot every couple of steps. For some reason, this cavern smells quite different to the others, instead  the usual musky damp smell, you can smell chicken being roasted. You also hear a fire crackling and bouncing off the high walls. The only thing that pierces the engulfing darkness is the sight of a tiny light in the distance.” I did this off the top of my head (and I’m sure you can do much better than I) but I tried to use all of my senses to bring this odd cavern to life, at least enough for my players to get a sense of the feel of the cavern and give them an interesting hook to draw them in.

Rulings

Your job as DM is to moderate the game. You are essentially ‘the computer’. But realistically you aren’t. There are going to be times where you wont have the exact rule for something and will have to make something up on the fly. Remember you should always prioritise fun, after all that’s what you’ve spent hours and hours writing and preparing for and why your friends have given up their free time to be there. 

Roleplaying Roleplaying is one of the key elements of D&D. That may seem obvious but it is one of the things that is really going to immerse your players in your world. An easy way to jump into NPCs is to give them a goal and flesh them out from there. Some basic NPCs may have just one goal for example ‘Go to the market and get some bread’. More complicated NPCs will have, surprisingly, more complex goals. Remember that random NPCs might not want to talk to your PCs. The more details you can come up with (either before hand or on the spot) the better your roleplay will be. Also, you don’t have to do the accents, and don’t worry if you’re not a brilliant actor. You will get better. Maybe start off by telling your players that you’re not entirely comfortable with acting/doing npc voices as to not raise their hopes. I found that once I’d gotten into it I improved within a matter of weeks. 

A great resource from How to be a great GM.

Practice

Okay, so the truth is you may not be the best DM straight off the bat, and that is okay! The more time you spend; playing, writing, practicing your roleplaying and researching ways to improve yourself, the better you will be!  As long as you’re having fun and enjoy playing, you’re doing something right. I hope this helped you in any way. Please feel free to send me questions, corrections and anything I may have missed out. I hope to do more things like this and will take requests!

Good luck and happy gaming!