#as for Heather hell I don’t ship her with anyone at least in canon that’s not Alejandro now on the flip side I’ll ship her with Noah

[xoangel-dust]

It’s probably a bad thing that I don’t ship Courtney or Heather (the only other character I’ll ship her with is Noah but only in an OT3 with Alejandro)with too many other characters. For some reason when it comes to this series I’m not that big of a multishipper (unlike with Naruto and low key death note)

[theenbynightingale]

Rating Total Drama ships that showed up when playing with the generator! (Pt. 7)

Brick and Duncan (or Brican): When your parents send you to military school because of your juvenile behavior and you end up beginning a tumultuous relationship with the top student. Rating: 7.5/10

Bridgette and Courtney (or Bridgney): I’d ship it but I don’t want Courtney to mess up her only canon friendship left. At the very least, I would want Courtney to sort herself out before jumping into any more relationships. Rating: 5.5/10

Dave and Dawn (or Davawn): YOU STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM HER! Rating: 1/10

Gwen and Courtney (or Gwourtney): Oh, Gwourtney. What do we do with you? Like many of you, I hate how their storyline ended. And like I said before, I would love to see Courtney change for the better. But I also believe that if she could bring herself to forgive Gwen, then Gwen could eventually be able to forgive her. Plus, I saw those scenes of bonding in All-Stars. I still have hope. These two crazy kids can make it work! Rating: Hope/10

Heather and Ellody (or Hellody): Look, I only saved this one because the ship name is ‘hell’ and ‘melody’ merged together. And that’s just perfect if you really think about it. Rating: 100/10

Jay and Leonard (or Jaynard): I usually give ships with Leonard joke ratings because shipping Leonard with anyone is inherently funny. But the LARPers just threw confetti on the adversity twins despite Jay’s confetti allergy. That’s just inconsiderate. Rating: 3/10

Jen and Devin (or Jevin): When you fall in love with Tom but he’s obviously gay. So to cope, you start falling for a guy who has the exact same voice as him... Just kidding, guys. We all know that Jen is obviously gay too. Rating: 3.5/10

Kitty and Josee (or Kitsee): SHE STRANDED KITTY AT THE BOTTOM OF A GIANT FUCKING HOLE IN THE GROUND JUST BECAUSE OF HER FRAGILE EGO! Rating: 2/10

Shawn and Gwen (or Shawen): I came up with this scenario in my head when Gwen goes into the forest alone to cope but it turns out Shawn camouflaged against the tree she’s leaning on and he ends up hearing about all her problems and becomes her shoulder to cry on to the point where she doesn’t mind his weird zombie fear. I mean, I wouldn’t ship it but I’d love to see them interact because I love both these characters. Rating: FRIENDSHIP/10

Leshawna and Leonard (or Leshawnard): Talanted, brilliant, incredible, amazing, showstopper, spectacular. Perfection/10

[withjust-a-bite]

As about the "give me a character thing", Heather and Sierra

Nice choices - okay so Heather

How I feel about this character: Oh my god! I despised Heather the second I got a good taste of her vibe on that dock because she reminded me so much of the reigning “Mean Girls” at my high school, but I also found her fascinating by just how far she’s willing to go with making sure she’s in the good no matter who she has to stomp on. There’s a lot of truth in having an entertaining villain, and Heather certainly didn’t make things boring - no matter how manipulative and underhanded those actions were. Oh and those moments where Karma would come back to bite her in the ass on Island were ridiculously satisfying~✨

All the people I ship romantically with this character: 100% Alejandro - its the love/hate shared respect with a dash of rivalry passion that they have. Neither is honestly a “good person”, but you can clearly see that they honestly care for each other. They keep each other on their toes - its very Mr. & Mrs. Smith.  

My non-romantic OTP for this character: Courtney or Leshawna or both. Our proud former CIT can easily go toe-to-toe with someone as meticulous as the Queen Bee and let’s not forget that she can be just as merciless when it comes to bending other’s to her will. I don’t think I would say they would ever be best friends or friend like go do our nails and just hang out, but friends in the sense of getting drinks or coffee and having those serious talks about stuff like gossip and venting and they know they can turn to the other when they need a cut and dry no punches held back reality check.   Oh these two sure as all hell are not “besties”, but if the show hadn’t scrapped what little progress she and Heather were starting to make at possibly learning to tolerant each other better like they were on Action then I like to think they’d be able to be more civil and dish dirt. Still plenty of fights though, but that’s not uncommon between girls with a whole lot of pride and two very distinct ways of viewing the world.

My unpopular opinion about this character: When fans think Heather is some sort of Master Strategist from the get-go and planned every single move she made on Island... Guys, she’s cunning, manipulative, and the only morals she follows are the ones that solely benefit her. She’s got the looks, brains, and talent to already be given anything she desires on a silver platter just for those traits alone, but Heather has an ego the size of the continent that she so fantasizes of ruling over and an appetite for POWER. Last I checked... That’s pretty typical Popular Alpha Bitch 101 right there. Besides, if she were that level of Strategist then she would have planned way ahead for a number of possibilities like Beth standing up to her or Gwen getting payback for the whole PUBLIC DIARY READING!

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: I wish we got to see a bit more of Heather’s vulnerability like during the special in between Island and Action. It really just helps as a reminder that despite everything, she still is a teenager and a human. She may not be the best type of person, but she could be a victim of her own reputation that she’s built as the Queen Bee/Mean Girl and I think that’s something that unfortunately happens to a lot of people where they have to keep..”acting” a certain role. Its essentially pigeonholing yourself.

And now Sierra

How I feel about this character: Not going to lie, but I had mixed feelings about Sierra when we first got introduced to her. A big part of it is because I actually can’t stand people who are so obsessed with anything, and no - I don’t mean “obsessed” in the cutesy sugar-watered way about someone just being so into something that they have this passion for it and all the intricate parts... No, I mean the “obsessed” way as in OBSESSED as in the clear definition where people feel uncomfortable or get tired real quick of being around said individual. I’ve dealt with that before in High School and its where I quickly learned to not share right away the shows or movies I’m into that fall under the category of Animated. ITS! NOT! FUN!!! That and while I admit I did get some amusement at seeing Cody get a taste of his own medicine - you’re a damn liar if you say he wasn’t hella CREEPER in WT with Gwen, she was no angel during that season, but have SOME dignity, Cody 🙄 aim a little higher than scoring for a rebound, dude - Sierra’s..enthusiasm.. was just..whoa. I feel like she knocked Izzy off the Crazy pedestal in that season big time. 

All the people I ship romantically with this character: Yeah no... no... just no... At least not until the girl gets the proper help she needs first from professionals and does some reflecting and remembers AGAIN that these are PEOPLE, not just cardboard cutouts and posters that you can leer and confess all sorts of worrying and disturbing fantasies to. And even after that, I still wouldn’t ship her with anyone from the show... Maybe some nice S/O that’ll make her feel special and give her the attention and affection she’s been denied for so long. 

My non-romantic OTP for this character: I don’t ship them romantically, but I do think the idea of Sierra actually having a friendship with Cody is real cute. That’s why I get salty over what was done on All-Stars to her and even her having that nasty accident on WT right when she’s finally getting it, that Cody is a actual person that has feelings and worries just like she does.

My unpopular opinion about this character: I honestly can’t think of any... Well aside from some hc about Chris possibly being her biological Dad - like wtf? From everything that's mentioned and hinted in canon and her official contestant bio, her life is sad enough so why make it sadder?

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: That she never relapsed the way she did on All-Stars and she’d gotten a chance to really prove herself by her own skills. Sort of a way to prove that she’s a lot more than  just a Super Fan, you know?

[amillionmillionvoices]

Doctor Who for the ask meme!

Favorite character:

I mean this is obvious but RIVER SONG

Least Favorite character:

It’s kind of a tossup between Clara and Rose. But to be fair to them both, I think it has a lot to do with their “romances” with the Doctor that really bug the hell out of me. 

  5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): 

River/12, River/11, River/13, River/9. River/10, etc etc. (also Amy/Rory and Heather/Bill)

Character I find most attractive:

I mean 

Character I would marry:

This is just gonna sound like 

Character I would be best friends with:

a broken record

(I mean I would probably be better friends with Bill than anyone else but I would make heart eyes at River and maybe she would keep me as a pet)

a random thought:

sometimes i think about how the doctor said “there’s a time to live and a time to sleep” and “you should have faded by now” and how i read in a DW book once that river should have “faded” from the library after a while and then i start crying a lot and then i get mad because we never got a scene where we see all the effort the doctor has gone through in an attempt to save his wife like yeah after 24 years he was just like “welp bye”??? NO. he tried everything and i wanna see it. 

An unpopular opinion:

I... don’t really care much that Jack came back? Like I’m definitely not MAD about it, and I’m happy for people who love him. I just didn’t love the WAY he came back much? I hope there’s more resolution at some point. 

My Canon OTP:

River/Doctor 

My Non-canon OTP:

I don’t have one they’re all married aww yis 

Most Badass Character:

... guys. 

Most Epic Villain:

Hmmm. I really liked Missy a lot! Even though I cannot STAND the Master. I also love the Weeping Angels and the Silence. And Kovarian was all kinds of fucked up. Like I don’t think we give her enough credit for being as twisted as she was as a villain (prob cause she didn’t get a ton of screen-time) but like... damn that’s some mental gymnastics to get from “i want this dude dead” to “let’s make a flesh baby” and I gotta admire her for that

Pairing I am not a fan of:

god I’m so cliche but really Doctor/Anyone who isn’t River like just d o n ‘ t

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another):

13. I wanted to love her so so bad and I just... don’t care. 

Favourite Friendship:

Twelve/Bill!! 

Character I most identify with:

Ugh I’m never sure about this question because like, is River my fav BECAUSE I identify with her or because I wanna BE her? Or because I wanna be WITH HER? It’s confusing. Maybe Amy? IDK

Character I wish I could be:

See above conundrum 

TLDR: Everything is about River 

[ send me a show, ship, or character! ]

[miximax-hell]

...This should have been published the 10th of January. I queued it ages ago (back when my last post was published), but Tumblr farted and decided not to post it. Which is just fantastic. It’s not the first time it decides to screw up the queue, but it’s the first time it happens to me on this blog. So annoying. This means it’s coming a few days late, but I hope you all still had a fantastic EnYaga Day!

As I prepared for True EnYaga Day back in October, I found again this old doodle of mine--the base for what would later become the final design of EnYaga. I thought it might be fun to share it and use it as an excuse to talk about this subject AGAIN, and... that was good enough for me, really.

You guys know me and there’s probably very little reason to do so, but I have never really talked about the reasons behind this miximax, have I? Well, if there is a day to indulge in that, it’s EnYaga Day, so let’s get to it!

As usual, more under the cut.

Despite Tumblr’s betrayal, this does have a perk: I get to revise this post before it’s published, which is great, because I’m happy to report that things are better now than when I first wrote it. In the original version, I mentioned that my life at the time was a little... paused, so there wasn’t really a lot to say. Among the only news worth sharing, I sent an oil painting to a friend a couple of months ago and it arrived very fast and completely safe, so that was great! It was a Professor Layton-themed painting, but now that I don’t have it at home anymore, I’m tempted to make another one... (If I do, chances are more FudoLay content will arrive here swiftly after lol) Other than that, I’d just started my classes again, but I was still desperately looking for a job. At least, classes made me feel like I wasn’t completely wasting every single day, so I was more cheerful than I was during summer. (Funny, because my group of friends at uni used to say that they could only smile during summer, but I was pretty miserable during those months. ww;)

Thankfully, though, I can say I now have a job! And it’s great!! ...The conditions aren’t so great, but at least I’m back to work as a game designer. I’m learning so much and I feel very motivated to work, even if it’s technically a collaboration and I will only get money once the game is published--in other words, when the game starts bringing money our way. This is far from ideal, but I honestly had no other options and I’m having a blast working on this, so I hope something cool will come out of it! For now, I would ask you to keep your eyes on Eskema Games and maybe check out the company’s latest game, Delta Squad? I had absolutely NOTHING to do with that game because it was released way before I joined, but supporting it supports the company I work for, which always comes in handy! It also underperformed, so it could use all the love you guys can give it.

Also, let me quickly point something out: about a year ago, an anon asked me if i was going to include Danganronpa characters in this project. The question is here, in case anyone needs a reminder: https://miximax-hell.tumblr.com/post/181991994534/hey-there-since-youre-doing-miximaxs-with-game Well, I FINALLY got my hands on the DR Trilogy for PS4, so I’ll be looking into that and seeing what I can find! If that anon is still around, I hope I can make them happy.

But let’s cut to the chase already!

As I always make sure to clarify, yes, I do massively ship Endou and Yagami. But there’s thankfully much more to EnYaga (the miximax--if I need to talk about the ship again, I’ll just call it Endou x Yagami) than just “yeah, I ship them.” In order to understand the reasons behind this combination, though, we must venture into two very different subjects: what reasons there are to choose Yagami to begin with, and the life story of yours truly. I swear both are important to get the full picture, but I’ll keep the latter as brief and free of unnecessary information as possible, even if it’s definitely the longest and most complex part. So, without any further ado, let’s see what makes this miximax valid within the logic of this project.

A big chunk of what makes EnYaga work was explained exactly three years ago, here: https://miximax-hell.tumblr.com/post/131215636268/when-the-king-enters-the-room-the-world-stops-and

The tl;dr would be that Endou plays as a goalkeeper, but also as a libero! Being such radically different positions, it’s to be expected that he would need two different miximaxes, because it would be rather difficult to find an aura that improves his field skills (shooting power, speed, etc.) and his goalkeeping abilities at the same time. Thankfully, Yagami gives him the exact abilities a good libero needs to be able to excel--especially when that libero has the pressure of being part of most of the strong hissatsus the team can pull off. So, for more info on EnYaga’s powers, please check the link above. (And note that, of course, this miximax only marginally improves Endou’s goalkeeping capabilities.)

I have also talked in length about the relationship between Endou and Yagami, but here’s a very brief summary. During the in-game events of IE2, Endou gave Yagami hope when all she wanted was to die to atone for her sins, thus saving her life in the process. In return, she wanted to give him the strength to fight when he needed it most as a way to repay his kindness towards her.

Yagami’s innate abilities and the bond they share are the more logical reasons behind this miximax. There is, however, one extra reason to include this miximax in the project.

There have always been three main rules here when it comes to choosing auras:

1. Only characters that come from universes predominantly inhabited by humans (or very human-like creatures, like Zelda’s Hylians).

2. Only one character from every franchise, unless they are Level-5 franchises. In that case, I may use up to two per franchise. Examples of this are Danball Senki/Little Battlers eXperience (with Toramaru and Megane) and Professor Layton (with Fudou and Shishido).

3. One aura coming from every single (and proper) Inazuma Eleven game on the market. Those being Inazuma Eleven, IE2: Fire, IE2: Blizzard, IE3: Spark, IE3: Bomber, IE3: Ogre, IEGO: Light, IEGO: Dark, IEGO Chrono Stone: Raimei, IEGO Chrono Stone: Neppu, IEGO Galaxy: Supernova, IEGo Galaxy: Big Bang, Inazuma Eleven Strikers, IE Strikers 2012 XTreme, and IEGO Strikers 2013. I’m not counting Everyday, SD nor unreleased titles. So far, I have 7 out of 15.

From the beginning, I have wanted Endou to have nothing but Inazuma Eleven-only miximaxes. I mean, he’s the main character and all!

Needless to say, Yagami is part of the Inazuma Eleven miximaxes--in fact, she takes the IE2 Blizzard spot, if anyone is curious about that very specific detail. She is obviously a very predominant character in that game, having a relevant impact during the final match against The Genesis and even (spoiler alert for a 10 years old game) by injuring Kazemaru earlier, because he didn’t just leave like he did in the anime--Yagami sent him to the hospital when he started matching The Genesis’s power. Since she’s a main character in that game, and considering that many of the other important characters introduced in it become part of the teams that make up this project (such as Hiroto, Midorikawa and maaaybe Saginuma), Yagami was the perfect candidate. She was also arguably the strongest among the remaining main characters of IE2, and the only midfielder. Not to mention the bond she shares with Endou, which only rounds it all up even more.

So, as a brief summary, Yagami is an Inazuma Eleven character (which is exactly what I wanted for Endou) and a very strong player, she provides Endou with everything he would need to be a good libero (incredible speed, great shooting strength, being a midfielder and the stamina that inherently comes with it, powerful hissatsus, and so on), she shares a canonical bond with Endou, the contrast between their personalities is super interesting to explore, and there are reasons why even she would want him to take her power. He can hardly have it better! It makes a lot of sense, and it’s all heavily based on canon, so I don’t need to explain much in that regard. That’s always convenient.

But there is another side to all of this. My side.

I first started working on miximaxes with the idea of only making 4 or 5. I simply meant to give extra love to some of my favourite characters to make myself and a few friends happy. This never became a full-fledged project until my good friend Heather, who used to be on Tumblr under the username @ishidoshuuji, said she wanted to be able to reblog the Seitei x Yuuichi miximax I had drawn for her. In other words, this: https://miximax-hell.tumblr.com/post/129863262149/well-it-was-about-time-i-started-using-this-blog

Before that, miximax-hell used to be a private blog: one of those you can only check out if you have the password. I never thought ANY stranger would be interested in it, so why expose myself like that? It would only make me feel bad. I could have never imagined over a hundred people would follow me here, and even less so considering that only about 10 of my friends follow this blog. So I have to thank Heather because, even if 100 isn’t a big number at all here on Tumblr, I still appreciate each and every person who stops by and it’s helped me meet some incredibly lovely people.

Back to the subject, though. This story is directly linked to MamoDai’s. The important part of it was that EnYaga’s design isn’t mine, and so isn’t MamoDai: the former is completely not mine (even if, as the sketch above suggests, the concept was first doodled by me), while the latter was only partially mine. The thing, though, is that the same person made EnYaga and “collaborated” on the creation of MamoDai, which meant I let them into this very personal solo project twice. If you want to check out the full story, though, you can read it here: https://miximax-hell.tumblr.com/post/142160652319/you-should-have-seen-this-one-coming-come-on

As I was saying, miximax-hell is a solo project. It’s something for me to enjoy, for me to think about, for me to develop, for me to improve at designing character, and for me to decide on. I set the rules and I come up with suitable matches--or what I think are suitable matches, that is. ww I’m definitely open to suggestions if anyone is willing to share their thoughts with me, and fanart is always, always, ALWAYS welcome, of course, but I don’t borrow other people’s ideas nor designs. Not because those designs and ideas aren’t fantastic, nor because I’m not allowed to, but because the point of this blog is to have fun and improve my skills. If I don’t do it myself, it’s kind of pointless, so I prefer a bad design made by me over a great design by someone else. Also, if people were to check all of these things out, I wanted it to be because of my work, not because someone super well-known was part of it and people were desperate to get more content from them.

When I first came up with this project, though, someone very close to me wanted to be part of it. Not because they found it interesting per se, but simply because it was mine. I had previously declined an offer to join one of their projects because I lacked the necessary skill, so they wanted to join mine instead. And don’t get me wrong--I appreciate the interest even now! But, again, it beat the point and I had to refuse. Looking back, I’m very glad I didn’t give in, but I felt awful back then and this person must have felt really bad too.

That’s why I made that exception and suggested, “Hey, why don’t we create a miximax together?” That’s how MamoDai was born. But while the interest in working on MamoDai seemed... scarce, this person came up with and gave me something out of their own accord: the EnYaga miximax design I still use to this day.

Now, here’s the thing: EnYaga was a proper gift that person made for me, and I always honour gifts. If it had been a random doodle, like I have received others in the past, it would have ended there. But when someone puts true effort and time into making something especifically FOR ME, regardless of what happens between us later, I still treasure it forever. And this gift came from a person who, apparently, really wanted to be part of this project when I first came up with it, which, honestly, put me in a tight spot. The least I could do was accept this design, which I loved almost as much as I loved them, and incorporate it to my lineup.

EnYaga was going to happen regardless, because I was working on it myself, but this person beat me to it (with such incredible quality, too, which I would never be able to hold a candle to) and, after what I made them go through with my continuous rejections, I had to honour them somehow. It was my way of saying, “I can’t let you do this for me, but I deeply appreciate the thought.”

This person is now out of my life, though. This means that, honestly, I could just get rid of the design. They would never know, and I would be happier with something of my own even if it sucked in comparison. They would never feel offended either--not like they would even if they knew, because it’s obvious they don’t care about me anymore. It would be easy and 100% painless for all parties involved.

But EnYaga is a token of the bond we once shared and I treasure that, even though I don’t want anything to do with that person anymore. It portrays the fun and happy times, not the sad and bitter ending. Happiness is always something worth remembering, isn’t it? And maybe, just maybe, thanks to the wonderful people I’m close to and my eternal love towards Endou x Yagami, I might one day be able to completely forgive the bad and focus on the good, so I can smile when I look at EnYaga and think of this person. I look forward to a day when there isn’t an ounce of bitterness left in my heart (although I am one revengeful and spiteful piece of poo, so it might never happen). And for that possibility alone, it might be worth it to keep making this one exception and let this miximax be someone else’s. Especially now that I have DoYaga to call my own.

So that’s it, folks: not only do Endou and Yagami make for a sick combination in theory, but it’s also a miximax with deep sentimental value for me in so many different ways. So even if it had been someone else’s idea and the two characters were a terrible match in all senses, chances are I would have still kept it. Thank goodness it wasn’t the case. ww

And all because I didn’t finish the design fast enough on my own. May that be the lesson to learn from this: hurry the heck up, self.

[voltron-ish]

Like Two Weeks??

I forgot season 7 was released only like two weeks ago and so much has happened? Literally feels like a month went by lmao.

I’ve aged 5 years. Here is a list of things I sorta remember but everything kind of blurs together?

•all hell breaks loose

•Hunk stans are Living™️

•Lance stans are Dying™️

•Keith stans are ??? confused

•People claim queerbaits

•People call them snowflakes

•(actual dialogue i read on twitter)

•”voltron didn’t queerbait you, you queerbaited yourselves”

•this person whipped the longest list of conspiracies, interactions and promises made in interviews with DIRECT quotes and pictures and i jusT sat there laughing my ass off

•Cus like ;; both these people could’ve contributed to the fandom is some positive way but they argued online KNOWING the other person wouldnt change their perspective

•Suddenly people overly praise the season (like chill Sharon) or they’re pure assholes about it

•Some of the tweets were funny though don’t lie to yourself

•(tbh i try to stay neutral bc i see both sides and I’m sick of being sad)

•Neutral party simutaneously combusts

•First shiro cosplayers had to change their wig colors now they gotta figure out how to work his new arm lmao

•Kinkade can step on us all

•So can Matt

•Where did all this heterosexuality come from?

•LOOK i’m a slut for Allurance (or any Lance ship) but it came out of nowhere.

•Do it right if you’re going to do it at all?

• A x C a ? !’x ?

• the lesbians are diddly dead

•There’s a positivity week thing going on and I appreciate whoever started it

•Leakira rises

•”It’s a reboot”

•”You can’t reboot cus copyright”

•”It’s an AU you know we can’t really afford to reboot anything lmao”

•??? Somehow people made it negative?

• Klance conspiracy theories still make sense even tho Klance is dead af

•Like six feet under dead

•asdeadasadam

•Sheith shippers ;; that ship has been shot in the head twice, put in a bag and thrown in a river but ya’ll still stand

•Respek to all of you

•Hunay is canon

• I Love Romelle

•The entire holt family basically owns the show, they had more screentime than half of the paladins good god

•I really didn’t see anyone using the DOT to harass the creators (not saying there wasn’t people doing it bc this fandom has assholes in it) but there were more individuals upset over the creation than those using it to be rude or mean

•But go oFF i guess

•All of you are in your feelings bc Shaladins and Klancers is still a thing

•both sides suck??

• i reblogged klance and this person asked me to unreblog because im a shaladin (i like shance shut up)

• but i tell certain shaladins i like klance and they automatically assume the worse like lmao

•imma just reblog what i like and be happy

•Never saw a fandom literally divide itself like this- I’D RATHER BE A FURRY THAN JOIN ANOTHER FANDOM LIKE VLD

•All the concept art was cute tho (for DOT)

•Adam vine on loop (i actually still cry ((seriously)) but death jokes and vines help me cope)

•James is still a rude boi and if he wasn’t attractive half of you would hate him

• But I totally understand because I’m in love with Lotor

• VLD taken off the LGBT+ list on Netflix

•Apologies from LM and JS.

•MFE spin off?

•I will throw hands if they get a spin off before Lance even gets some proper flash backs

•I know Keef’s the main character but I will literally take 1 (one) minute of Lonce development

• idk how klance is still top in the fandometrics but at least Lance is #1 somewhere bc it’ll never be in VLD

•im bitter bc i love him and ur lying if u think he really got all he deserved during this shows two years of airing

Comment what I missed because there’s a ton but I’m too tired to keep going

Edits:

•How could I forget JEITH and KINKANCE

•Veronica! Veronica! Veronicaaaa (to the tune of that Heather song)

• “DON’T YOU TOUCH HER” our heroic son protecting pidge is my kink

•Dirty Laundry is now Dirty Launbee and im sad but i just cant not laugh at that

•The Marks We Make is also gone ?? Like all the klannce fics are going one by one lmao

• The Klible is gone :)

•We got shieth shirts. Not sheith. S h i e t h.

• now we have klance shirts and apparenlty lance was white washed

•how is dreamworks/vld gonna profit off of lgbt ships but not make any canon?? Que??

[jensenscomedyelbows]

SUPERNATUAL 21 QUESTIONS

(THE INCREDIBLE HEATHER, AKA @sammichgirl, did this and tagged me as one of her favorite blogs, so I’m giving it a go. Thanks, doll.)

1. When did you start watching Supernatural? 

On September 19, 2012. I was recovering from surgery and had binged all there was to binge on Netflix at that point, and I asked my BFF James what I should watch. He immediately said “Supernatural!” I was skeptical, and I asked him exactly what it was about. He told me brothers, Sam and Dean, who were “slayers,” probably because he knew I loved BtVS and that would interest me. I thought hmmm, maybe. That same day my other BFF, Angel, called to check on me, so I asked her if she had any recommendations—and she said the same thing! She, like James, had watched every episode live since day one. So I watched the pilot, and was immediately struck by the twin images of Mary and Jessica burning on the ceiling. I HAD TO KNOW WHY. Three weeks later, I finished season 6, just in time for Netflix to add season 7, and not long after I finished that, season 8 began airing live, with me right in front of my TV every Tuesday night, dying to see what would happen next. AND I’M STILL HERE (and have been to THREE conventions, lord have mercy!)

2. Who is your favorite in TFW?

Like Heather, I never really thought that was a thing. It was a line put in for a laugh in one episode that got blown up into a big deal, but I never felt invested in the concept. But if you’re asking me which character is my favorite among Sam, Dean, and Castiel, my favorite will always be Dean. You can’t love him without loving Sam too, however, and there are episodes in which my sympathies are more with Sam, and episodes in which I identify/sympathize more with Dean. I rarely sympathize with Castiel because he’s not human.

3. Who is your least favorite in TFW?

Castiel. I haven’t much liked his character since season 5, but I do recognize that’s entirely the writers’ fault.

4. Tag your top 5 Supernatural blogs.

The ones I turn to again and again for gifs (and which have been particularly useful in illustrating my 2019 rewatch) have been: @sensitivehandsomeactionman @secretsandgreeneyes @saucynewf @demondetoxmanual and @spn-idjits-guide-to-hunting. I also love @lipglosskaz @sammichgirl @lemondropsonice @whiskeycherrypie and @misswhizzy. I am a thousand percent sure I’m leaving out at least fifty I love and adore 🥰, and it will drive me nuts thinking about it!

5. Who is your favorite character (not including TFW)?

Bobby Singer, no contest, hands down.

6. Who is your favorite woman in Supernatural?

Ellen Harvelle. A calm, steadying presence with the knowledge and skill to back up her formidable courage. Tough when she needed to be, loving when the people she cared about were in trouble. Heroic.

7. John or Mary?

Neither or both. If you erase the Dabb era resurrection of Mary, then both. Both John and Mary had profound impacts on Sam and Dean’s personalities and views of the world—John’s by his presence and Mary’s by her absence. They made our boys who they are. But if you count Mary’s resurrection and terrible new character arc, then John of course.

8. What were your first opinions of Sam, Dean, Cas, and Jack?

I thought it was commendable for Sam to want to go to law school, and tragic what happened to Jessica and his plans for the future. I loved how open he was with Dean (early days!), how much trust he had in him, and how easily victims responded to him. Also: book smarts are a turn-on of mine.

I fell in love with Dean’s beauty by Wendigo, and his everything else by Home. The brave face, the stiff upper lip hiding the vulnerability and insecurity from his little brother because he feels he has to be strong for him—all that just made me love him more. Also: a wicked sense of humor is a huge turn-on of mine.

Castiel has a great character entrance. Emotionless. He burned out Pamela’s eyes. I thought that was unnecessary. He and Uriel were alien beings whose motives were the opposite of pure, so I feared his power and questioned his interaction with Sam and Dean.

Jack: Oh, I get it—the CW needs to compete with Riverdale and its other shows featuring teenagers, so they invented Lucifer’s son to boost ratings. *shrug*

9. What’s your favorite season?

2, 4, and 5–there are just too many good ones to have just one favorite. I also love 1 and 3. LOL.

10. What’s your least favorite season?

Season 12 just about broke me. Let me count the ways: Lucifer possessing the President of the United States (oh please, I watch this show to ESCAPE real life, tyvm), Sam and Dean MURDERING him in yet another failed attempt to kill Lucifer, being sent to “Supermax” which, again, PLEASE, do you even know what would happen to the assassins responsible for killing the POTUS? Not even Sam and Dean would be able to bust out of that lockup—no effing way—yet they did. And how did they do it? By murdering a shitload of HUMAN BEINGS just doing their jobs, running around with AK-47s while yelling how they’re the guys who saved the world 🙄 I can’t see either Sam or Dean EVER bragging about that, and since then, they have, many times, and it always sets my teeth on edge. SEASON TWELVE DOESN’T EXIST TO ME.

11. What’s your opinion on Destiel?

It’s a fan ship that is popular among the younger, less experienced viewers of our show (many of whom haven’t even seen any seasons/episodes without Castiel in them), so my opinion isn’t very high. It’s like Dean and Cas are two dolls, and the Destiel fandom’s chief delight is mashing them together any way they can. And forcing the rest of us to hear them lecture us on how it’s “real,” how it’s “going to be canon,” and generally alienating everyone who doesn’t ship those two characters. I ignore anything to do with it.

12. Do you believe Supernatural queerbaits?

I’m not queer, so bearing in mind that I wouldn’t necessarily see it if it did, I’ve tried to look at it as impartially and dispassionately as possible, and I believe that Misha has been guilty of it, on occasion. (Sure, it’s all in good fun, he’s only kidding, he’s having a laugh, etc.) Ben Edlund has as well. Robbie Thompson was perhaps guilty of it a time or two. But this is all supposing that it is impossible for A TRUE PLATONIC LOVING RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN TWO MEN to be portrayed on television. I mean, Dean/Castiel is the only “baiting” I’ve ever heard people yell about, so I’m sticking to this one possible pairing as the one responsible for this question. I personally have no trouble accepting a platonic same-sex relationship...but queer fandom seems to have a lot of trouble with this concept?

13. Seasons 1-7 or 8-14?

Hahahaha, obviously 1-7. KEEP 12 AWAY FROM ME.

14. Who’s your favorite villain?

CROWLEY. He was so awful before his redemptive stuff at the end. Never forget that as of the end of season 8, he was murdering all the innocent people Sam and Dean had saved (including Sarah Blake!), then in season 9, he was the one responsible for getting Gadreel out of Sam. After that, he wasn’t really a villain anymore. But he was so irredeemably evil for four seasons!

15. Do you think they should end the Lucifer plot line?

THEY HAVE!  Now they just need to end the NICK plot line.

16. Who do you think has been through more trauma—Sam, Dean or Cas?

Sam and Dean have been through the SAME traumas, almost exactly, so I call theirs dead even. I wouldn’t want to measure or quantify “trauma” in any case. Castiel isn’t human, so I never thought of him as undergoing any trauma.

17. What’s your favorite Supernatural episode?

Mystery Spot, 3x11. It’s the one I would show someone new to the show. It’s the one I watch when I’m down. I LOVE stories with the time-loop trope ❤️ The acting is phenomenal. It’s funny, it’s tragic, it’s everything.

18. Do you like the case episodes?

All of season 1 is comprised of “case” episodes. Looking for John and Sam’s connection to “the demon” are secondary in that season, and I loved it enough to fall in love with the entire series, so YES. I’m a horror/mystery buff at heart.

19. Who do you relate most to in TFW?

It will come as no surprise to anyone reading this that my answer is Dean.

20. Why do you like Supernatural?

Honestly, it’s the only place I can see the Winchesters do their thing—make their choices, fight their battles, and live their lives. They DO lead eventful lives!

21. If you could bring back one character and kill another off, who would they be?

I’m gonna interpret “bring back” as “never killed off” and go with Bobby—the Bobby we knew and loved, the Bobby who had the boys’ backs and was always there, dispensing wisdom and advice. “Bring back” means an entirely different thing now that there’s an AU—they can (and have) brought back EVERYBODY in an effort to appease fans and boost ratings. I think it’s a failure of imagination, personally, and I’ll give that version of bringing back a hard pass.

I would definitely kill Castiel off, or send him to Heaven for good. And then I don’t want to hear another word about Heaven or Hell again, the end. He hasn’t done anything but give pep talks and occasionally perform a miraculous task when the writers need him to. His character has already been killed, and it was a slow death by a thousand cuts. Very sad.

OKAY. I’m not tagging anybody either, but here’s your chance to get your opinions out there and on the record, so do it! (if you do it, please tag me!)

[honeeypeach]

50 questions

tagged by: @not-a-youtuber (like a month ago but i’m lazy sorry dude, thank you for tagging me!!)

rules: answer all the questions, add one of your own and tag as many people as there are questions

1. coke or pepsi? coke, i’m convinced that anyone who says they prefer pepsi is lying

2. disney or dreamworks? probably disney just because i think disney has more iconic movies, but dreamworks has made some great stuff too (*cough* spirit *cough*)

3. coffee or tea? tea, i like coffee cake and coffee chocolates but i don’t like actual coffee that much

4. books or movies? if this means “in general do you prefer reading or watching movies” i honestly can’t choose because i love both so much, but if it means “when there’s a book and a movie version of something which do you usually prefer” then i’d say book, movies just can’t go into the same detail and they usually fuck up the way you imagined the characters 

5. windows or mac? i think macs are technically probably better because they’re more advanced and have better virus protection but i find windows so much more user-friendly tbh

6. dc or marvel? definitely marvel, what the hell are dc doing at the moment, i’m still angry that suicide squad had so much promise and they somehow managed to make it shit

7. xbox or playstation? i’ve never played either except my playstation 2 when i was like 8, and even then i only played buzz junior and singstar, i’m not really into gaming

8. dragon age or mass effect? i don’t even know what these are ngl but i’m guessing video games?

9. night owl or early riser? i’m a night owl, hence me deciding to fill out a tag game at 3:00am

10. cards or chess? cards, i don’t know how to play chess 

11. chocolate or vanilla? in general i love everything chocolate but if we’re talking ice cream then vanilla all the way

12. vans or converse? vans, i own a lot of vans

13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash or Adaar? i’m assuming these are something to do with gaming again but i literally have no idea what/who they are 

14. fluff or angst? i like to write angsty stuff but i prefer to read fluff, especially when i used to read fanfiction i would always read cute stories because it was a way of imagining characters living on happily after the show/book was finished, who wants to read about their favourite characters being miserable

15. beach or forest? i find forests so peaceful and beautiful but i gotta go with beach, there isn’t much better than an evening walk along the beach watching the sunset

16. dogs or cats? it’s so so so hard to choose, i like them equally but i think i’d rather own a cat (at the moment i have a dog and i love her so much but like when i’m older and have my own place, i just feel like cats are easier)

17. clear skies or rain? rain!! i get so excited when it starts raining, especially when it rains at night

18. cooking or eating out? eating out, take that in whatever way you will

19. spicy food or mild food? spicy food, i drench everything in chill sauce

20. halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas? i am such a sucker for christmas, i just love the atmosphere

21. would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot? a little too hot, my feet are cold rn and it’s killing me

22. if you could have a superpower, what would it be? flying

23. animation or live action? i prefer movies with actors to animations in general but like for kids films that were originally animation which they then make into live action, i always prefer the animated version

24. paragon or renegade? i have no idea what these are

25. baths or showers? baths, i take a bath literally every day which sounds wasteful but it’s not much more wasteful than a shower for me because i always spend ages in the shower

26. team cap or team ironman? team cap

27. fantasy or sci-fi? shit that’s such a hard question... probably fantasy

28. do you have three or four favourite quotes, if so, what are they? there are way too many amazing quotes for me to be able to even begin to answer this question at this time of night (morning), so i’m gonna pass

29. youtube or netflix? i do watch a fair few youtubers but i would definitely choose netflix any day, there’s so much more to choose from

30. harry potter or percy jackson? always percy jackson, tbh i don’t even like harry potter that much

31. when do you feel accomplished? when i feel like i’ve made someone’s day better through my actions (even if i just smile at them or compliment them), or if i feel like i’ve raised awareness about something i feel passionately about

32. star wars or star trek? star wars i think, but i haven’t seen the originals of either, only the recent films

33. paperback or hardback books? hardback

34. horror or rom-com? i’m a hopeless romantic so rom com any day, although i like watching horror with my friends and scaring myself shitless

35. tv shows or movies? tv shows because i have a short attention-span, but i love movies too

36. favourite animal? my top 5 favourites would probably be amur leopards, arctic foxes, red foxes, sloths and giraffes

37. favourite genre of music? pop, pop-punk, pop-rock, indie, alternative idk

38. least favourite book? i can’t think of my least favourite, if i don’t like a book i usually just give up on it

39. favourite season? i think i’d have to go with spring, i’ve been really appreciating spring this year

40. song that’s currently stuck in your head? freeze your brain from heathers the musical

41. what kind of pyjama’s do you wear? usually a short-sleeved pyjama top and long-sleeved bottoms, and a dressing gown when i’m downstairs with my family before i go to bed

42. how many existential crises do you have on an average day? probably only one on a good day, on a bad day up to four 

43. if you can only choose one song to be played at your funeral, what would it be? i kinda don’t want to answer this in case i make the wrong choice and die really soon and then they find this post and play the song i choose (although that’s stupid because if i don’t give people some idea of what i want then they’ll just choose themselves)... but maybe photograph by ed sheeran? i feel like that would be kinda cute

44. favourite theme song to a TV show? the friends theme, it makes me so happy whenever i hear it

45. harry potter movies or books? the books

46. you can make your OTP become canon but you’ll forget that tumblr exists. will you do it? i don’t really have an otp at the moment and pretty much all otps i’ve had in the past have been canon so this is kinda irrelevant to me, but no i don’t think i’d take that deal, suffering is all part of the shipping experience

47. do you play an instrument and if so, what is it? i used to play piano for ages but i barely practised so i never got that good, and i can kinda play ukulele sometimes but i’m pretty shit at that as well 

48. what is the worst way to die? i mean i’m sure there’s plenty of appalling ways to die that i can’t even think of but like if we’re talking everyday causes of death then probably a terminal disease, because you know you’re gonna die and you feel yourself deteriorating 

49. if you could be entirely invisible for a day, what would you do? i don’t know, maybe sneak on an aeroplane and get a free holiday

50. (my question) if you could have personally witnessed anything in history what would it be? i actually don’t have a definitive answer to my own question but i know i would have loved to have seen martin luther king’s i have a dream speech

i’m tagging: @punkrockcenturies, @etherealiero, @edgystrawberry, @cinderblxckprincess, @awkwardlittlenugget, @arabellasroses, @ironic-as-dan, @ughuwish, @unfunnytbh, @adultscreaming, @shitpostiiing, @quinnerself, @socially-youtube, @alien-sunflower-seed, @gingerhoneybee, @solitaryblueberry, @horsesdrinkingcoconutwater, @awkwardbookaddict, @iamsecretlyasloth, @imrealbadatusernames, @heyheyarnold, @multigaydom, @sammelquest, @converseandnetflix, @the-unusual-forever, @just-slightly-fucked-up, @bandsandpoetry, @eylittlered, @klancesblueballs, @ohmyguac, @musical-tinphony, @gay-fireplace, @ur-my-illusion, @aliensextape, @wooaaaahhh, @troyestypo, @act-like-this-is-a-clever-url, @hearteyeshowel1, @fizzydizzy, @lmao-gaaaayyyy, @th3kintsugi, @fragilememe, @littlespencie, @fine-garbage, @cantcoverupwhatyouvedone, @clear-daze, @lilstrawberrymoon, @diswhorted, @yellowsuggestion, @hopeless-souls-and-happy-faces <3