#as a weed smoker i will say weed

[j00stkl31n]

🫣Fuck he’s so hot🫣

[feralboutiq]

New Year Resolution

Let it all hang out more.

So people like you more.

[theidiotabides]

Would really love to hear about the angsty marcotobias fic if you're interested in sharing. 👀

Oh gosh, I feel like I'd have to actually write it for it to make sense because like 80% of it is subtext, but here's some rambling in that general direction.

I'm chiefly interested in the ways in which Marco & Tobias are actually incredibly similar -- their senses of humor, their attractions, their complete direspect for authority, and most importantly how they both lowkey hate themselves but insist on survival anyway, largely out of spite -- but how they treat their similarity as, like, a cautionary tale rather than the basis for a healthy connection that it could be.

Like, Tobias disappearing into the woods and giving up on everybody is exactly the kind of behavior that Marco finds incredibly triggering, having lived through it with his dad. Marco would never walk away from his remaining loved ones like that, especially in the post-war world where he's charged himself with being the public face of the Animorphs because somebody has to. But there is absolutely a part of him that wants to give up and disappear; ya boi is tired.

Meanwhile, I think Tobias sees Marco's devotion to Jake and refusal to abandon him even after how Rachel died (which Tobias blames Jake for) as a version of the hero worship complex Tobias used to have about Jake -- like, I think Tobias sees Marco as being too devoted to Jake to see "the truth" about him, and he pities that in Marco. But at the same time, Tobias envies Marco's close personal connections, and I think on some level he knows that the only way to get to that place would be to work through his anger at Jake to get to his anger at Rachel, and he just can't bring himself to do that. It's easier to stay mad.

And then there's the question of Rachel herself, whom they were both deeply invested in trying to keep alive at the end of the war. Like, we see this explicitly from Tobias, with his "just be Rachel" and constant emotional check-ins with her, but I don't think Marco gets enough credit for his active role in keeping her literally alive. Dude bodily removed her from battles, at risk to his own life, and I just refuse to believe that's not something Marco & Tobias talked about, given how much time they spent together in Ax's scoop during that period of time between Marco's fake death & the move to the valley. Rachel is both a mutual love and a mutual failure for them (and that level of mutual devotion to a third person gives my polyamorous ass A Lot of Feelings).

Basically I think there's a lot of respect and love between Tobias and Marco, but they can't get to it because it would require each of them to deal with Rachel-related guilt and confront parts of themselves that they don't want to acknowledge.

...so I want to get them high on Marco's fancy penthouse balcony and make them kiss about it

[pinkeoni]

I hear your Jonathan sharing weed with Will claims but have we considered the angst of Will stealing weed from Jonathan

[jessescatorccio]

omg!!!!!! yall ive been off narcotics for 5 YEARS!!!!!!!!!! we do recover!!!!!!!

[the-stars-sigh-when-i-get-high]

I just told my hoodie to move like it was one of my furbabies😭 that’s definitely enough weed for the night🫠

*that last part was all lies*🤪

[itstimeforstarwars]

The retail feel of I need a cigarette so fucking bad.

[dirt-goth]

Best thing about working at a dispensary is I've noticed when I fuck up slightly/miss an item people like?? Tip me better? As long as I'm apologetic and get the other teansacti9n going quickly no one has gotten mad at me for that + I just got an extra dollar that way 💖😎 It's like when I do dumb shit it proves I actually use the product and my suggestions are trustworthy lmao

[sniperscout]

i tend to have super vivid dreams and usually with people from my life i've had falling outs with oddly enough. well last night a current mutual ganged up with one of those people in my dream and turned against me and it was soooo distressing 😭 esp bc i was trying to explain myself but couldn't find the words/courage

[vamptastic]

mannn i thought people were just being mean abt that poll on smoking but i just looked at it and this site is fucking full of narcs. dude you do not have to smoke weed or cigs but you DO have to be polite around people who do. also the guy saying everybody should just take edibles to avoid secondhand smoke i cast curse of ate too much of the weed brownie on you. idiot. Everybody go read drug use for grownups by carl hart

[hi-posting]

*flirting* i'm the type of person to say "wowzers" after i take too big of a hit

[el3venthcommandment]

i do not condone weed-smoking by the way

[festeringmaggot]

"sword why dont you wear cologne/perfume/body spray whenever you visit your parents if you wear it all the time at home?" BECAUSE IT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE IF I WEAR IT OR NOT IM JUST GONNA SMELL LIKE CIGARETTES BY THE TIME I GET WHEREVER IM GOING

[yrwestillhere]

My brother decided to light up weed at 3am in the bathroom despite knowing his bathroom and our parents bathrooms are connected, and even if they weren't the whole apartment smells like it now

[its--ali]

We need to start complaining about the smell of cigarettes and tobacco like how other people complain about the smell of weed

[swagging-back-to]

this is genuinely heinous and when weed is found to be like cigarettes this is gonna be like those 'doctors recommend pregnant women smoke a pack a day for the baby's health!'