#artist Muse

[verum-artifex]

❤️💛💙

[herlavendersyrup]

what’s a girl gotta do to inspire some minds over here?

[sphinxnightshade]

[fracturedporcelaindoll]

Dear diary,

So much useless thoughts you know?~

Forever feeling like your competing with other girls to be the prettiest or at least passably pretty~

I saw a YouTube short that was recommended based on my feed it was 7 years old (from our current year) but about a girl for middle school project that did some poem about how hard it is to be a girl and stuff, like got me in the feels~

I have my influencers I watch because I like their content and they are so gorgeous, amazing people~

The one girl is in her mid twenties and she asked when will she not feel like a teenager ~

Like I don't know maybe it's a thing but it's weird being an adult, not feeling like you are this super confident got everything together mature level headed adult that you are supposed to be....~

At the same time it's a tragic to think too much, to question yourself constantly and feel at times you are millions of years old, that you don't belong in this timeline you are living in~

I should have been some lost beauty that inspires the next great artist or painter, be the girl in the pearl earring, some beauty captured in a oil canvas that depicts a masquerade ball....~

Or maybe some young girl traveling Europe, learning photography from handsome charming man or finding romance amongst the beauty of old buildings, art just like some cliche hallmark movie~

Yet despite all these amusing thoughts of living in bygone eras and fictional settings I doubt I'd have survived realistically in such eras....~

A quiet polite demeanor can only get you so far, true intellect I do not possess nor great beauty which time would lessen, no melodies or musical talents and for what do I have that could be worthwhile an offer to a suitor?~

I am just me with all my many flaws and thoughts, I'd like to think maybe I could offer a few moments of magic to another but daydreams may be different than reality who knows?~

I may have made a mistake but it is in effort to serve as further motivation to try to achieve a model type body figure by ordering a gorgeous recommendation dress (a size smaller than usual wear) from a brand endorsed by an influencer I follow, not the dress itself but other dresses by the brand she's worn and it is a gorgeous dress to me~

I just need to get that 25 inch waist although I'm only at 27.5 waist size atm~

It's a beautiful body fitting slim dress that has lace ruffles, little bows and reminds me of chocolate pastries~

I wonder so much with fashion from trying to wear the clothes I think are gorgeous even if they make me feel insecure because not confident that I look good enough for the styles and wanting to just go with oversized sweaters, jeans and considering overhauls although insecure wearing those too~

I find beauty in bygone victorian dresses, cute whimsical dresses of kawaii styles or coquette outfits, and sometimes I get obsessive with ideas of what I think would be cute outfit although never create one that matches my ideas perfectly~

Why do I want to feel like a princess so much?~

I know I am not of royal bloodline, I doubt my abilities to manage a country and it's affairs, yes I long to wear ballgowns and dance under picturesque settings like beautiful adored ceilings in chateau's, castles, under stars, in gardens filled with fragrant blossoms, in the woods late at night under full moon, to sit elegantly having tea and pastries while listening to poetry~

Dolls.... People think of them as being beautiful, to dress up as you please, and in more adult context to be used for pleasure or maybe in sense of being property, a decoration or ordement that you can show off to others and they can be envious of you...~

Or so novels and movies with beautiful girls would be how draw such conclusions~

Everyone wants a pretty girl but you know pretty girls have issues and those make them unloveable or so some pretty girls portrayed in movies would have some believe~

I feel there are classic movies I have to watch to get understanding of why it's liked by mass public opinion, like should I watch fifty shades of gray? Or the secretary which is it's competition and considered to be better?~

I did watch breakfast at Tiffany's and loved it, as well as some older black and white romantic films that were beautiful and tragic~

I've been considering listing movies I like here as well in case anyone would like to watch them as well~

[bob-artist]

Since the Canada griffin was proudly mentioned recently I figure it can’t hurt to ask if you do happen to have plans to design Canada griffin goslings at some point in the future? (muse permitting)

I DO NOW.

I present to you

honklings

[hypo-critic-art]

“Get out of my head!”

“You first.”

redbubble ▪︎ kofi

[onii-pamn]

Can't seem to get him off his mind...

[bugssontoast]

[pinkravat-art]

messy gomen

[rubanacabana]

mango-flavored bravery (ink) and some kinda solar eclipse (error)

🍁🧸☕🍂 happy sweet november everyone!! staying comfortable this season, I hope? (ㅅ´ ˘ `)₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ to celebrate this in-between weather, please enjoy two pieces that come in a pair, ft. my favorite character duo (a.k.a. my muses for like, ever TAT AHHH) !!

ink sans by the illustrious @comyet, error sans by the ultra-talented @loverofpiggies!

[verum-artifex]

Muses.

[sphinxnightshade]

[thirstywaffles]

1 am sephy study

[spidertams]

[OC] One Marcelline I liked from a full Marcie page 🍊

[moon-kissed-corner]

Detail from the painting Portrait of Pauline Hübner (1829), by Julius Hübner.

[likeastars]

There is NOTHING on this godforsaken earth that will make the girlies reach the pinnacle of their artistic expression like doomed yuri. I go into the madohomu tag and Michelangelo is in there. Van Gogh is rolling himself a joint after posting mizisua art. Picasso is snorting coke with revue starlight fans. And let's not even get into whatever the locked tomb girlies have got goin on