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#enter: catzai and chuunya now in jay justplaggin style!!! whatever that may be#bringing my cat skills (?) to the table - thank you nawy :D#though fair to say it's been a few years since i last drew a cat#so i got up. readied myself. and spent 3 hours making this on my phone#a very productive late-night chuuya bday afterparty i would say ๐#bsd#bsd art#soukoku#chuuya#dazai#bungou stray dogs#catzai#my art
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Tim I noticed a lot of indigenous patches on your jacket, are you Native?
Idk what my dad was 'cause I never knew him, but yeah my mom is (or... Was.. I guess..) Muscogee, the tribe native to the part of Alabama I'm in.
If I remember correctly she came to Alabama from Oklahoma (where a lot of Natives were displaced to in the 1800s) to "get back to her roots."
But yknow, I was separated from her in childhood (which tbh is upsettingly common for Native families) and I was raised in a very white very Catholic asylum so I'm not as connected to the culture as I'd like to be.
-Tim
#OOC: Olea speaking#this is kind of a self-indulgent headcanon but HEAR ME OUT it adds a lot to Tim's character specifically#we're talking about a character who was separated from his mom in childhood and locked up in a psych ward#suffers from chronic physical and mental illness made significantly worse by the institution that was supposed to be helping him#forced to regulate his emotions more than other people have to so he isnt misinterpreted as a threat#struggles with addiction#had to work twice as hard as anyone else in his friend group just to be given the same opportunities#a much more common experience inside BIPOC communities#and he clearly has ties to the land (especially the park) nobody else has#you know how in season 2 Alex starts yapping to Jay about how the park is cursed?#maybe he was right#maybe that *thing* has been here for hundreds of years#and nobody was ever able to settle the land so eventually the Department of Conservation turned it into a state park#and Tim isnt some random โpatient zeroโ#but he has ancestral ties to the land and was more receptive/at risk to Operator Sickness (but was also more resistant to it long term)#JUST SAYIN ๐#im half Katu and I desire my comfort character to be a halfie with me we need more non-white rep in mh#ask.txt#marble hornets#mh#tim wright#afterlife au#slenderverse#Native!Tim
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Mike Wheeler Needs A Hug (and not one that he initiates)
I saw someone say that when people claim Mike doesnโt receive comfort itโs a complete lie because he hugs Karen and Hopper, and yes, to an extent this is true. He does receive (physical) comfort multiple times throughout the show. But the problem is that he receives it too late and heโs almost always the one who initiates it. Even with these two factors alone, we can still come to the conclusion, just like he probably has, that no one cares about his issues.
Karen only hugs him in seasons 1&3 because he came into the house upset and in obvious need of support, he was hurting so much that he let his usual walls fall down (at least partially, we donโt ever actually see him open up). Hopper only hugs him in s2 because he was literally bursting at the seams and in obvious need of support. Of course, this is also after Hopper yells at him for being completely reasonably upset.
He has to make his emotions very obvious before anyone will comfort him because no one pays enough attention to notice his silent suffering. Every time heโs received (physical) comfort heโs either asked for it by letting his walls down almost willingly (s1&3) or his walls unwillingly breaking down (s2).
This is why we say Mike has not really received comfort. Because he shouldnโt have to (essentially) ask for it, that makes it almost meaningless.
#mike wheeler#stranger things#byler#<โ target audience#mike wheeler theory#mike wheeler angst#mike wheeler analysis#mike wheeler needs a hug#mike wheeler appreciation#mike wheeler defender#mike wheeler defense squad#karen wheeler is not a good mother idc what anyone says#seriously give this boy a hug!#looking at you will byers ๐#Jayโs saying stuff :)#Jay's talking ST <3
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man rewatching the early seasons of ninjago is so fun because it's constantly like "there's something i haven't told you" "there are still so many secrets to unlock" "i'm looking forward to the future"
and i'm sitting in front of the tv, giggling, squealing, kicking my feet like
oH YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA
#ninjago#kai ninjago#jay ninjago#lloyd ninjago#cole ninjago#zane ninjago#nya ninjago#rewatch#knowing whats coming and still gasping for every plot twist#rubbing my hands and cackling like a villain#oohoohooo this is gon be good#โdo you think we'll ever unlock our true potential?โ me: ooooohh heHeehE hhHMmm hM HM dO you? haHaha hehehEHEhE#nyas my sister but she can't do what i can#can't she๐#ah delicious#eeheeheeheehee
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we made each other happy, Jay
#ts4 gameplay#ts4 challenge#ts4 legacy challenge#ts4 screenshots#it buuuuurrrrrnnnnssssss#you stupid pixel jay pollock what have you DONE to my baby miracle ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ#Lindsay was right#jk he's not an ass just... well that's life i guess#mir looks so young and she is! but she doesn't look like a mom of three at all :'(#btw i love/hate this post omg idk why#it took me ALL FKING DAY#and i hate it#but i love it#๐๐#let's see if these two can survive until adulthood ๐#pollock legacy#gen4#miracle holm#brisa pollock#luna pollock
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so i'm trying to be friends with this girl, and we talked for the first time last night, AND KAVYA
SHE IS ANTI MODI
LGBTQ ALLY
POSSIBLY QUEER HERSELF
MODI ANTI
i think i struck a goldmine bc aint nooo wayyy i actually found someone like her at my own school
LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOO YOU NEED TO BE BEST FRIENDS WITH HER KEEP ME UPDATED ON YOUR FRIENDSHIP DEVELOPMENT
#jay ๐๐#im so fucking happy for you aaaaaaah#although (please don't take this as me raining on your parade this is a huge w but im genuinely curious ๐ญ) i have to ask#im pretty sure you live in a non bjp state right. are there really so few anti-modi people there ๐#like i live in a pretty bjp-heavy place and ive met quite a few anti modi people id have thought it was better there#but from what youve told me they're like one in a million ๐ญ
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Omg how will Bojan react to giant k ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. The more k the better (worse, heโs so gone) for bojan. He will die, cause of death overload of vitamin k. I mean they went absolute nuts about each other. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน
And mikke!!!!!! With his giant lil brother. As someone who is the oldest but also shortest (my lil brother is close to two meters and still growing) I feel that. No matter how tall heโs gonna be, heโs always gonna be my lil brother. ๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน.
(Sorry for the spam) ๐
(Ask date: 24.09.2023)
Vitamin K overdose is no threat to Bojan! If they could, they would spend all their free time together ๐ฅน
And yes, can relate, my little brother is like one head taller than me - but otherwise we look identical, to the point that some people think we are twins ๐ we are just like Daltons ๐๐
Now bonus time ๐ Giant K series #13: hey Bojan, could you come here for a second?
Annnd second bonus because Mikke deserves some appreciation too ๐ค
Do a barrel roll!
And also this one little victory for Mikke because he's worth it ๐
#giant k series#๐๐๐#this ask was marinating in my inbox to serve as motivation for me to finish The Post#but you also stayed with me all this time and helped with everything ๐ญ thank you so much Jay ๐ฅน๐๐๐#and don't say sorry for spam ๐ฉ I love each and every message you send me ๐๐๐๐#kรครคrijรค#art by op#fanart#my art#bojan cvjetiฤanin#mikke#daltons#hรครคrijรค#that's the penultimate post in the first season! tomorrow we cry ๐
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Pls trying to convince stevie to let you jsck him off after a date and heโs like no sweetie itโs not necessary ughhhh
HEHE i wonโt lie i first read this as โafter a dayโ and i was like so fucking real bestie, he gets home, gets in the door and youโre just like babe can i make it better? can i jack you off? and heโs like actually my day was really good! and ur like nuh uh i said can i make it BETTER and heโs like sweetheart, you really donโt needโ and ur interrupting anyways, pawing all over his chest, smothering him in lil kisses like can i jack you off pleaseeee can i jack you off
#call thatโฆ. u being a menace even ๐#undoing his belt like โsteve baby iโm sorry but this is more for me tbhโ#look steve. IVE had a hard day and i need to see whimper please and thank you#<- heโd fold in seconds. blinks slowly and then is like oh um yeah. yep. u can jack me off#jay answers#anon
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NOW I SEE DAYLIGHT (and i can never walk away)
tags: lookism, jaeseok, alpha!jay x beta!dan, older dan, falling in love, pining, crush, childhood friends, age gap, heat/rut, obsessed younger top oblivious older bottom
summary:
"kitae-yah, your little brother's name is jaeyeol, right?"
jaeyeol gazes up at the boy his older brother had brought home, the boy looking down at him with a sunshine smile and rosy cheeks.
"jaeyeol-ah, you're so cute!"
at the tender age of five, hong jaeyeol falls in love.
a/n: i haven't posted any actual writing here in a long time and i need to transfer this from my work notes app to my private computer acc and what other way to do that than tossing all of it here? anyway enjoy!
on the third of october, hong kitae turns eleven, and for the first time, with his father's permission, he hosts a birthday party. he brings all his closest friends over - jang udong, baek hangyeol, lee jihoon, and his best friend, park hyungseok.
jaeyeol peeks out of his room, curious, but too scared to even walk over to say hello. "that's my little brother," kitae-hyung says, pointing to jaeyeol, "we can just leave him. he can entertain himself."
most of the boys offer him polite nods, except lee jihoon, who squints at him suspiciously, and park hyungseok, who waves with a bright smile that makes jaeyeol feel all warm and tingly inside.
jaeyeol retreats into his room and slams the door shut. the warmth inside him makes him feel like he'd just drank hot chocolate, but his throat is dry. he's not entirely sure what's going on, but he's scared, he doesn't like it.
he reads quietly as the older boys play rambunctiously outside in the living room. he reads through two books, gets bored, and just sits there by the windowside, watching the birds chirp.
he jumps when kitae-hyung kicks the door open. "you want cake?"
what cake?
"chocolate, you know it's my favorite."
here's a secret - jaeyeol doesn't really like chocolate. but he likes his brother, who is his closest friend, so he nods.
kitae-hyung lets jaeyeol sit with his friends, and jaeyeol sits himself down criss-cross-apple-sauce on the couch next to park hyungseok. hyungseok is on the chubbier side, unlike jaeyeol who's always been told to eat more because he's too thin, but he has kind eyes behind his thick glasses. he's already halfway through his cake, savouring it with a blissful smile.
"he's already so fat, he doesn't need the bigger slice," complains seongeun.ย
jaeyeol glares at him as hard as he can through his bangs.
"what can i say," murmurs hyungseok, a little bit sadly, "i like cake, but it's expensive, so i don't get to eat it a lot."
when seongeun walks past to get a tissue, jaeyeol kicks him and makes it look like an accident.
kitae-hyung gives jaeyeol a little slice of cake to eat. there are no chocolate shavings, unlike everybody else's. jaeyeol is surprised - he didn't think kitae knew he didn't like chocolate. most of the time, kitae-hyung acts like jaeyeol is an annoying little bug that found its way into his house.
jaeyeol eats in careful little nibbles. he doesn't want to embarrass himself in front of his brother's friends, after all, even if they're too noisy and some of them are a bit mean.
"kitae-yah, your little brother's name is jaeyeol, right?"
jaeyeol gazes up at hyungseok curiously. hyungseok beams down at him, sunshine with rosy cheeks.ย
"jaeyeol-ah, you're so cute! you eat like a little hamster, hehe~"
jaeyeol giggles when hyungseok ruffles his hair. hyungseok is much nicer than kitae-hyung. jaeyeol hopes hyungseok will come around again.
hyungseok visits for playdates a few times, sometimes with the other boys, sometimes by himself. the butler and the maids adore him - he's so well-mannered, so respectful, responsible enough to clean up after himself. even jaeyeol's father thinks he's been raised well.ย
sometimes, he comes over to help babysit baby jaehye too, since the maids need a break from looking after a wailing infant (read: literal demon in disguise), and jaehye seems to like hyungseok an awful lot. she'll climb onto his lap and hold his fingers and refuse to let go, and jaeyeol wishes he was young enough to do the same without it looking odd.ย
it feels strange for jaeyeol to be fighting his little sister for his older brother's best friend's attention, but the hongs have never really been a normal family.ย
jaeyeol finds out not long later that hyungseok is poor.
kitae-hyung decides to host hyungseok's twelfth birthday at their house, since it's spacious enough for everyone hyungseok wants to invite. hyungseok tries to reject kitae-hyung's offer, but the two hong brothers gaze at him pleadingly until he crumbles.
"it's like you guys want a birthday party more than me," grumbles hyungseok half-heartedly, "isn't it almost jaeyeolie's birthday soon anyway?"
"i just want my best friend to have a nice birthday!" kitae-hyung says. neither of the two brothers mention that jaeyeol doesn't have any friends to invite to a birthday party, which is why the hong mansion has only had one birthday party since kitae-hyung's last one.ย
jaeyeol asks one of the older maids to teach him how to knit, and for the two weeks before hyungseok's birthday, he shuts himself away in his room, concentrating hard so he can make row after row of stitches. he pricks himself a few times, but it's worth it, because he now has a completed scarf that looks relatively good, considering he only just learned to knit. it's a creamy white color, and jaeyeol thinks it'll look good on hyungseok.
he keeps it safe until the day of hyungseok's birthday, and when hyungseok finally arrives - yes, jaeyeol was waiting by the door - he instantly shoves the scarf into hyungseok's arms.
"oh!"ย
hyungseok fumbles with it a little, almost drops it, and their fingers brush when jaeyeol catches the trailing ends of it and hands it back to hyungseok. jaeyeol flushes immediately, pulling his hand away because it tingles where he's been touched.
hyungseok doesn't seem to notice, instead cooing over the scarf. he wraps it around his neck, beaming. "thank you, jaeyeolie-ah, it's beautiful."
#lookism#jay hong#hong jaeyeol#daniel park#park hyungseok#jaeseok#janiel#lookism au#if you're very observant and you're a fan of my ao3 jaydan fics you may have noticed that i in fact have 2 accs#one of which has existed since last year#i just don't talk about it on main because it is 18+#if you've stumbled upon it / think you've found it feel free to tell me ๐#but not publicly#what goes on in the bedroom stays in the bedroom ykyk
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I'm sorry was no one going to tell me how fruity Descendants 3 was? Or was I just supposed to watch it myself?!
#descendants 3#disney descendants#watched it for the first time tonight#had to grit my teeth watching them#they where literally flirting#and so ready to kiss#like second movie was fairly gay between Mal and Evie#but third movie all the boys particularly#๐๐๐#i have many complaints for this movie#particularly the rubbish writing#and them destroying Harry and Jay's singing lines#i won't forgive them for that#but goodness me they where fruity!#descendants mal#descendants evie#descendants carlos#descendants jay#descendants uma#descendants harry#descendants gil#anyone who wants to make the meme for me you are welcome to#I'm just lazy
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Rhea: The one that appeared first *points at Cya*
Sehun: Blue skin?? *whispers to Lola* are they aliens?? Are we finally meeting aliens!?
Lola: *shushes Sehun* Would your admin like to be on the visitor list?
Rhea: Aliens, schmealiens. *waves her hand around, they look like people
Meet Beacon Hills' supernatural creatures
Lola: Hello and welcome to Beacon Hills! I'm Lola, nice to meet you~
Sehun: I see Rhea... I'm not getting near her again.
San: *waves* Hello, I'm Choi San.
Kyungsoo: I wasn't expecting to meet new people today... hi
Eunwoo: Welcome to Beacon Hills *waves with a soft smile*
Shotaro: Welcome, it's a lovely day today. Don't you think?
Hyunjin: Get your shades if you're walking through the Beacon preserve today
Yeji: That's why I'm staying in! *smiles*
Siyeon: It is a lovely day, but I think it's best to stay home today
Xiumin: Hello, how's everyone's spring break going so far?
Rhea: Pst... I dare you to go into the Beacon Hills Preserve at night~ *grins* maybe you just might survive~
Lee Know: I also dare you to go to the preserve. Just be careful, you never know what you'll find~ *chuckles*
Yeonjun: Well, just bring a flashlight. Never too safe to also take pepper spray or a stun gun~
Jisung: Rolling by and heading to the nightclub instead
Jisung: I don't wanna go to school on Monday... *sighs*
#rhea.werejaguar ๐#sehun. ๐#lola. ๐ชท#are you jay!? ๐#you should see my other bot-#but thank you! lol#teen wolf is always the best and some people don't know how to appreciate stuff around here
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#featuring the likes of#Sebastian vettel#jenson button#mark Webber#and more?#๐๐#Jay this is targeted at you
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Unsure if that's what you meant but here's the colour testing i did ahahdhahs
Was mostly just sorting the colours
This is what I've meant yeah! Ty :D
Gorgeous colors really! Love 33 and 249 especially
#jay rambles.txt#jay gets asks.txt#please inform you when you'll get the full box. I'll be waiting ๐
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Timeline Prologue
It's published at last! Not as long as I'd originally intended, but really not short. I'm proud of it enough to share it now, at least!
#tyler holt#as dusk falls#writing timeline#writing#timeline#timeline fanfic#adf#dale holt#jay holt#Shanon Holt#Bear Holt#hope someone likes it#Hope someone likes my fic enough to comment something even something as simple as ๐โค๏ธ๐๐ผ#Would make my day. You can literally even be lazy about the comment.#Seriously
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#ts4 gameplay#ts4 challenge#ts4 legacy challenge#ts4 screenshots#Cole has been coming to visit her#and I'm not sure if Jay approves ๐#but since he has no say in the matter anymore and returns to the city in two days he can only watch from afar like this ๐ #he's making holes in cole's back ๐๐ like who tf are you#mir's trying to see under Cole's hat because he's inviting her on a date btw ๐#what are you going to do about it birdie? ๐#pollock legacy#gen4#miracle holm#jay pollock#brisa pollock#luna pollock#ts4
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My dear @mtreebeardiles tagged me for WIP Wednesday, and I actually have something that's fresh in the google doc!
From the next chapter of My Serene (pre-ME1)
Not gonna tag anyone specifically this time, but if any of y'all have a snippet of something you've got going on you should totally share ๐
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"Alenko was the one who discovered the evidence, and while he was ordered not to speak of it," she pauses, voice remaining calm, "I had a feeling he would tell you. Did he?"
One palm sweats into his fatigues while the other sets down the mug as it threatens to tremble. Cleaning his throat, Jay tries for an indirect confirmation and ends up spilling the beans outright.
"He won't be reprimanded, will he, Captain? I mean, he waited to tell me and only gave vague details once he did. But he was very clear that nothing was specific enough to be sure."
He's rambling, but thankfully Volk stops him with a gentle raise of a hand before he digs himself any deeper.
"Relax, Shepard. Alenko isn't in any trouble."ย
He exhales in relief but remains wary at the small smile curving up one side of Volk's mouth. "In fact, I was hoping he'd tell you."
What?
"Iโฆ ma'am?"
The smile widens before disappearing behind the rim of her mug, adorned with crocodiles in tutus today.
"I wanted to inform you straight away, but the brass ordered it to be kept quiet until we had more information. So, even though I thought that was bullshit, I told Alenko to keep it to himself. But he's changed since he first boarded the Marathon. Grown. Realized he can do his job damn well without needing to have that stick all the way up his ass."ย
He's not sure if his huff of laughter is out of surprise at her candor or amusement at the thought, but it lightens the weight on his chest either way.
"My point isโฆ I had hoped that he'd grown enough to recognize a bullshit order and choose to disobey it to do what he thought was right. To help a squad mate. A friend. And he did."
#my writing#what could the captain be talking about? ๐#wip wednesday#Jay Shepard#mass effect#thank you for the tag my friend โฅ๏ธ
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