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spacemanxephos · 2 months ago
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kinda crack-pot jaffa factory 2 headcanon here:
so! (postflux) lalna, after watching xephos' health (mental and physical) continue to decay, commits what he basically considers to be the ultimate sin - delete massive swaths of Xeph's memory the next time he's cloned, using the executive control of his respawning he'd rested from the board for 'security concerns - can't have the chief scientist so vulnerable. let him think that yoglabs had been a thing he'd run for a while before passing along the torch. let him be free of it all.
lalna is rotting with guilt but its been years since he's seen xephos have fun, goofing off with him and brry and its just. xephos was going to die, forever, and lalna has fixed it and it should be ok? to save him?
meanwhile, because lingering magic from 1000s of respawns xeph should have had but controlled himself rather than trust in an unknowable force, plus the taint of divinity he picked up during the red matter incident, xephos has been halfway to godhood for a while. it's only been his clone-based respawns stopping him from dying and being reborn in a body more suited for that kind of power.
- and then he doesn't respawn quite right, and the godhood dwelling quiescent in his soul is freed. The Storyteller is born and gosh, Lalna was so sweet to try to keep him safe and happy! He'll have to remember to take time out of his busy schedule to have loads of fun with his dear friend <3
Xephos is lighter now, Lalna notices. He’s cheerful, excitable, in a way he hasn’t been in a long, long time.
“Lalna! Did you see what Harry made? It’s brilliant!” Xephos eyes are alight with excitement as he tugs at Lalna’s sleeve. The blonde man giggles and allows him to be tugged away towards whatever Xephos is babbling about. Lalna’s not exactly paying attention, and has found himself more focused on the delightful fullness of Xephos’ cheeks; the slight baby fat that’s finally returned to his face after years of malnutrition. Lalna smiles.
He still feels guilty, sometimes. About what he’s done. About how he meticulously poured over Xephos’ memory files to weed out every instance of YogLabs past a certain point.
But, when Xephos smiles like that. When he laughs and shows an actual interest in things, that guilt feels further and further away.
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Lalna helps him design the holodeck, in fact. He has no idea where Xephos collects the materials, Xephos just sort of shrugs and says he found them lying around. Lalna can’t sense him lying, so he lets it be.
In all honesty, Lalna was hesitant at first to build a holodeck. They’re reminiscent of the ones at YogLabs, and he worries that it could somehow unravel the facade he’s been able to build. But, those memories are completely gone now, he reassures himself. It wasn’t a matter of amnesia, it was a matter of completely removing and deleting. Those memories couldn’t be triggered back into place.
And Xephos always used to love to make puzzles for his friends in the past, so Lalna takes it as a good sign and encourages it. Even if the games are fuzzy to his mind when he plays them, he stills feels like he’s having fun.
And that’s all that matters, right?
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guppyscolita · 1 year ago
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Fanart for CaTigeRept1le‘s fic “known” that finished recently
Which is honestly a love letter to Hotavik
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mamawasatesttube · 7 months ago
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kon & nat's conversations in steel #46 hit sooo good if you think about it as a closeted gay guy talking to a closeted lesbian...
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foryouthegays · 1 year ago
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ideal job. subtitling for drawfee. id have so much fun. karina i know ur here u should hire me i type so fast
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pizzacastella · 5 months ago
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and if i made a starbreaker beach episode fanart w jace in red booty shorts and white piping w words on the ass (i'll keep it a secret for now) while also combining porter n that heatstroke art trend going on twt, what then???
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g0blinwitch · 2 months ago
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Don't worry
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slurmware · 7 days ago
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thedas’ most kissable boy STUNS in new photo
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foccaccia · 9 months ago
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does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians
#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic#im just like. tired of gnawing#and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get#content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky#young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me#im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing &#digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances#m text#i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story#not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a#lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out#bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples#and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified#(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right)#and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here#(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh)#I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost.#anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein#out as lesbian#like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has#to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic)#meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just#and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so#yknow. personal viewer bias here#but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian#and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out#but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough.#im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes#I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY.#like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'
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rillette · 9 months ago
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Ok so I'm watching the lego batman movie right now and i didn't realize this really cool easter egg till now!
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It says Ferris air like Carol Ferris which I think is really cool
YEAHHHHH!!!!!! i think theres a ferris air sign in the superpets movie as well iirc???? its the only thing i remember about the trailer LMFAO. and theres at least one mention of ferris air in the flash tv show bc i remember sitting up straight in my chair ANYWAYS this is incredible thank you for sharing <3
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ozomatli · 7 months ago
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I RODE ON A BIKE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS !!!!
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cowboysmp3 · 8 months ago
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ngl when dungeon meshi s1 finishes releasing i fear i may crumble away
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lowcallyfruity · 8 months ago
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I love it when my favorite producers have fucked up little songs
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brainrot-stitch · 6 days ago
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IT HURTS SO MU CH
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the-evil-pizza · 1 month ago
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I have not eaten in a day and s half and I feel awful. Only partially for the eating too
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whispering-kavka · 2 months ago
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i hate shopping for shoes they are all so fucking ugly i just want the plainest combat boot adjacent thing that won't fall apart after a year of use
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ronanlynchbf · 5 months ago
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tagged by @lovethatlaiduslow to pick one song for every letter of my url THANK YOUUUUU this is sooooooo fun <333333
r – reason by tiwa savage ft. reekado banks
o – older by searows
n – next 2 u by kehlani
a – acolyte by slaughter beach, dog
n – never arriving by allegra krieger
l – lucid dream by chuu
y – you make me real by the doors
n – not sorry by flo milli
c – cherry-coloured funk by cocteau twins
h – honeycrash by sasami
b – breed by nirvana
f – forever in sunset by ezra furman
tagging some more recent mutuals @honeymiele @apple-mp3 @theorangepdf @angelicboy @str4wb4ries @yardgarden if u want to do this and haven't already❗❗❗
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