#aotq babbles

[angelofthequeers]

I miss the old days of The Original Five...before every kid in Paris got a Miraculous and we had hopes for Chloé and they were just this squad of kids made up of The Leader Everyone's Crushing On, The Lovesick Cat, The Mischievous But Also Sweet Fox, The Chill Dude and The Bitchy But Well-Meaning Lesbian

[angelofthequeers]

!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE GAY PEOPLE!!!! I LOVE SAYING THE WORD GAY OUT LOUD!!!! IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!

[angelofthequeers]

Oh shit I just realised the reason I resonated so hard with this girl as a kid was because there's literally no way she's not autistic and I'm seeing the growing up undiagnosed autistic parallels between me and her and goddammit I don't need another hyperfixation right now

Why am I paying for therapy when I keep projecting myself onto fictional characters for free

[angelofthequeers]

Anyways I'm claiming Sabrina as autistic and y'all can't do anything about it

[angelofthequeers]

And idk I'd have been fine with Lila being evil Just Because (always fun to have that character) if it wasn't for Chloé being put in that role too and Félix existing. Like the (male) literal supervillain gets a Tragic Reason for being evil and the (male) person who backstabbed and tried to assault Ladybug and is quite literally responsible for a lot of the trauma of S5 not only gets forgiven but gets to keep the magic jewel he stole because of his Tragic Backstory...but the teenage girls who are still kids, one of which has an abusive mother and neglectful father who couldn't give half a shit about her once her shinier version came along when he enabled her bullshit, are just evil for the lolz.

Idk I'm not salty, just annoyed and disappointed that this is how Chloé's arc ended and how she and Lila as teenage girls have been treated.

And let's not talk about that, how André is just as responsible (if not more so) as Audrey for how Chloé turned out but he gets a Deep Backstory and gets to go live his dreams and be absolved of the literal crimes he committed...but Audrey is just Bad Evil Horrible Woman. That's another fucking rant entirely.

[angelofthequeers]

God I hated Chase this whole season

Flirting vs Harassment

[angelofthequeers]

I just wanted to slip back into ML and get back to writing my little fics, why did I have to be reminded that salters exist

[angelofthequeers]

When the accidental special interest hits and you're a week and 10 brain cells deep into learning everything you can 🫠

[angelofthequeers]

I know I said I understand why people would believe Lila and how far people can go to create whole fake lives and be believed but I'm legit still trying to figure out how she manages to string along multiple mothers and it's really blocking my writing until I can figure out what to do about it or even just ignore it altogether

[angelofthequeers]

How the fuck —

[angelofthequeers]

Class task: give some autism myths you've heard

Me: *cracks knuckles*

[angelofthequeers]

I've been boxing for about 4-5 weeks now and it's actually made me bothered about how Nora's treated like a musclehead in the show because like

It takes. So much mental focus. I can't get in my own head or I'll start to mess up, which is absolutely the easiest thing in the world with autism and suspected ADHD 🙄 I have to know what my body's doing and not overthink the punch I'm about to throw while also focusing on twisting/driving my body to generate the force instead of just punching out. I feel like Nora would be a lot more focused and switched on mentally than just "muscles" because it's really not in the fists, it's in the body. Everything has to work together and even if I'm telling myself I'll do this, my body just disobeys me and does that and that's what I'm having to work on most

Anyways I just wanted to say justice for Nora Césaire and she's jumped up to one of my favourite characters in this show because of my headcanons for her and mad respect at how in-tune her body and mind have to be

[angelofthequeers]

Honestly with all the true crime I've been watching thanks autism and all the lies and far-fetched plots I've seen people get away with, Lila's lies are pretty tame in comparison and I don't blame people for believing her when one guy managed to get away with lying about his whole life to his literal family and gf for years 🤷🏽‍♀️

And plenty of people have killed others and then disappeared into thin air for decades so I'm not even surprised she's just got her own little villain lair and multiple identities/families and no one knows who she even really is

[angelofthequeers]

Like ofc I'm still love square trash nothing's gonna change that but damn if Zoenette didn't suddenly just mean so much more to me than before

[angelofthequeers]

How tf did they think we wanted more of the weird farting loser over the girl who was actually funny to watch especially after years of having to deal with Owen

[angelofthequeers]

Autism burnout + depressive episodes = fuuuuun