#anywya hope for me
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don't take my pain medication for 1 day and can't handle it
#every 5 days i have to stop a day with the painkillers bcs i can take them longer then that. and every day again im suprised of the pain#how long does this have to go on#every day pain#you cant even imagine to have every second of your life pain and it never stops#it just gets worse every day#another week and a half until i can see the doctor#😭😭#anywya hope for me#chronic illness#chronic fatigue#chronic pain#chronically ill
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you, and what little remains of your brother.
#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#metal sonic#miles tails prower#unbreakable bond#'family photo. say cheese!' neither of them have a mouth lol..#tails doll#thinking again abt how metal sonic was reprogrammed to hate tails. and yet he still must feel horrid guilt over his death.#im a 'tails doll has bad future tails inside; hes just not All there like metal is' truther#me (drawing thinsg that most likely arent even canon) I HATE THIS WHY IS THIS SO DEPRESSING#if you couldnt tell... tails is using sonics weird uncoiled arm as a pillow...#it isnt relevant but i think theyre in the westside dump here. back where he found tails in the first place.#i dont think either of them remember that by now. only 'this place is painful. this place is important.'#roboticized sonic theory#the title is supposed to be vague as well. works in either direction#tails doll->my brother my hero. trapped in that horrifying form. unable to be the good person i KNOW he is. is there any part of you left?#metal sonic->my brother my hope. trapped in that useless body. does he even recognize me? how much can you think? see? feel? are you empty?#my nyart#anywya#i have other versions with amy (her silhouette at least LOLSIES) but i didnt like em as much so i just... byebye ✌#serious co.pa opening vibes from this#'sachi is my pride and joy... i dont think she even recognizes me anymore...'#you get it#thats not a question. its a command. you Understand. you Do Understand...
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dear doppelganger
@greenmcgee hello i wanted to draw someof your designs um .... yeah
#alan becker#animator vs animation#ava#animation vs minecraft#avm purple#avm oc#not my oc. btw#i thought the song would be fitting um#um. anywya so what do i add here so that it doesnt seem like there are a few tags uuuuuuuuuuuh#so um.mcgee uhh .. um. scooty right? it says on yourblog name um. if you see this um i .like your designs theyre really cool#i hope you dont mind me drawingthem sorry#lilacsart
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l'amica geniale - 4x09 "la scomparsa"
#the first time i watched this scene i was sobbing and like i couldn't really understand why?? cause ofc i was NOT sad they got murdered but#lenu's imagining of what had happened and putting pasquale there!! and it was young pasquale!! and it just made so much sense to her#in her way of making sense of the chaos and !! idk it just felt so raw even though i was aware it was lenu's imagination#but maybe it was exactly that that made me react this way. anywyas ily pasquale <3 and fuck the solaras hope they rot in hell!!#pasquale peluso#elena greco#marcello solara#michele solara#eduardo scarpetta#alba rohrwacher#l'amica geniale#my brilliant friend#my post ♡
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today yall get jayoodles...tomorrow who knows
#probably nothing#i get scared posting art sometimes#bare with me yall#crying bawling he is my babbyyy#anywyas#i hope yall have a nice dayy#🌯 my art#arcane#jayce talis#mage viktor#jayoodles#like doodles#get it#ill see myself out
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medic but hes in a shitty i cant decide animatic from 2017
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 medic#tf2 spy#im so tired right now i was gonna just upload this unfinished#but than my fucking mom came in and told me shes goong out#and needs me to be awake incase the fucking mailman comes#im a bit oissed about that im so fuckgin tired#like im genuinely exhausted#anywyas you can see my art deteriorate thru out this sorry about thst#hope you liek it anyways
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huh sorry for disappearing for like a day and a half. a weird guy appeared
#words from the monarch#i actually thought id reblogged At Least one thing yesterday. or had said Something on discord yesterday & today#anyway yeah the tickle fetsih guy contacted me the day after the anniversary of when they first started harassing me.#and i dont think i want to post screenshots of that bc i fianlly like. Talked To Them. tried to make them understand.#and if they Do understand i dont want to put them on blast.#and also i guess it just freaked me out bc i thought i'd ip blocked them#but then yknow. they just message me like it's nothing. like 5 months later#so they can probably read this.#anywya in Talking To Them and exlaining how This Is Harassment And I Dont Want Them Around Me i hope they finally understand now.#i told them i was going to block them at the end of it and they said ok#and i guess i just didnt feel like Blogging after that#but also like after That i didnt feel like drawing. i still dont right now. but im making little polymer clay things#anyway im normal + fine. i hope me talking to them or talking abt it here now doesnt incense them to start harassing me again#they told me they understood and that they wouldn't bother me anymore 👍 so
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doodle dump 👍 its also my birthda
+ sona redesign for the 400th time lol (under cut)
yes i stole shidous throw down fit. what about it. its actaully accurate to what i wear outside usually ill post a pic tmr if i remember to
#milgram#milgram fanart#shoudl i tag them all. sure why not#es milgram#sakurai haruka#kashiki yuno#kajiyama fuuta#kusunoki muu#kirisaki shidou#shiina mahiru#mukuhara kazui#momose amane#kayano mikoto#yuzuriha kotoko#DONE#god.#anywyas#happy birthday to me!!! im going to bed now but today was great i got dismissed early and i got a plushie from my friend!!!!#gn yall i hope you all have a great day/night
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i simply.. do not believe yandere!katsuki would be able to put up with me for very long.
i’d be accepting bc i like being taken care of.. until he realizes how high maintenance i am.
i would spend his money on the essentials (skincare, haircare, perfumes, plushies for our bed.. etc..)
and spend hours doing all that even though i’m not going out, like our shower rack is 99% my shampoo and curly hair products and scented soaps.. our bed has plushies and i have a whole section of our closet dedicated to my perfume collection.
i’m like too touchy/clingy and i feel like he’d want his space for a while and like i’d annoy him really bad UGHHH..
My golly. I absolutely adore it when a yandere doesn't know what exactly they've gotten themselves into. When they finally realize that they've idolized you to the point of not even knowing who you are anymore, only for it to be too late for them to go back in time and prevent it all from going this way.
It's hard to say if Bakugo was expecting you to come to terms with being captive so quickly. He was definitely prepared for resistance, prepared for a lot, really, 'cuz when is he not........? But I don't think he's ever prepared for how easily you fall into a routine with him, and how quickly it turns out that it's less about him, and romance, and falling in love as is it just........... coming to terms with a life you weren't able to choose for yourself.
It's sad because... if he had only courted, asked, waited for you to love him the regular way, taking you on dates and kissing you softly, things would've been so different for your relationship, so genuine and so sweet; exactly what he longed for even if you were still high maintenance.
But to experience it all in the way that he does, with you at his mercy and his credit card at yours... shocks him. He buys you and lets you buy things at first because he feels bad, and watching you pick at the lint of your bed sheets with literally nothing of your own in the house makes his heart ache. Yandere!Bakugo is possessive and desperate, not cruel, and what is a relationship if not filling the home together?
But what he doesn't realize (at first, at least): it's not things you want, but... luxury. A good quality of life. You know the only thing you can hope for is a comfortable house since he's the one who made everything else painful.
Besides, it's hard for him to touch you if your hair product needs to soak to properly work. It's hard to feel like the sex is real and intimate when you prefer to do your fourteen-step shower routine first, or if your bed has to be clear of all your toys and expensive, sherpa blankets and decorative pillows. He can't take take you on dates even if he does buy you fancy clothes... because it's his fault your "missing" poster is plastered all over the streets of Mustafu in the first place.
And by the time you are ready to cuddle him, cling to him, maybe even kiss him on the mouth... it's not because you changed your mind about loving him, it's because he left you no other choice.
(AKA: he got exactly what he wanted... but he didn't realize how much it was going to cost. Literally and metaphorically.)
#bakugo#DOES THIS MAKE SENSE?#sorry i didn't respond acknowledging you... i just made assumptions and turned it into this LOL#i def think it's a useful tactic against him#like youre happy to love him if he spoils you... he just doesn't realize like. he's gonna be sad that the love isn't authentic#'you only love me cuz of the money' -- it's not the money baby its the fact that it was NEVER going to be real in the first place#and it's all his fault#not a gold digger just trying to make living conditions BEARABLE#ANYWYA SORRY IF IT'S UNCLEAR#i hope its alreight otherwise!!#caitie things#gen#yandere tw
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today is a great day!!
#my interview went really really well!! i feel so relieved that it was casual i ironed a shirt!!! thats so ooc for me#i couldnt slep last night bc i was beeing haunted by scenario questions ‘tell me abt a time whe-‘ *screams incoherently*#anywyas its a great job that’ll look good on my resume AND im excited ^-^#omg and ill finally qualify for government assistance i could cry ive been having to live off my savings and credit card all year#just wanted to share some good news i hope you all are having a good day or you at least get some relief today <33#nonsims#ceru.txt
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ONEUS "Baila Conmigo" MV Teaser #1 | Seoho, Keonhee
#oneus#foroneus#ultkpop#malesgroupnet#kpopccc#idolnexusedit#lucieblr#foraddy#tuserchrissy#useroro#eyestrain#long post#540px#kngld.edits#keonhee gif took me ages too hgbfkjgdlg#I HOPE MV IS MORE GIFFABLE HAHAHA#anywyas i am SO EXCITED I WANT TO BITE CONCRETE LIKE FRRRRRRRRR#also yes i divided these into 2 posts cause :_)#yall would murder me if i ut them all in one set bwhahahha#SEOHO LOOKS SO FINE HOLY SHIT
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if you could... describe aftg in 5 words
oh this is not as easy a question to answer as it should be akfhsdkf bc like. i could describe its plot, or my thoughts on it as a fan, or how it makes me feel, or just make a joke, or or or and bc idk why you're asking it makes it harder :'))
but let's see...
plot: gay sports mafia found family.
fan: drama, familiarity, trauma, comedy, home
feelings: love, understanding, chaos, joy, comfort
joke: you know, i get it-
(as you can see, i couldn't pick which one to go with, so choose whichever 5 words you want lmao)
#anyway the hard part is cus like. if you're already a fan then you KNOW it's plot#and i would go with either feelings or joke probably#if you aren't a fan you won't understand joke and maybe want the plot to see if you'd want to read it#in which case getting my feelings or thoughts on it could also help you decide#especially bc 'gay sports mafia' is something it has been described as OFTEN#and thus you wouldn't necessarily need ME to tell you that#anywya#i spent WAY TOO MUCH TIME thinking about this so ya know. i do hope you see this kshdfhsd#i know how it can be sending anon asks#especially if you don't follow the person you sent it to like MAN rememebring to check in and then scrolling the blog to find it????#so sorry i never shut up here#anyway if you ARE someone who hasn't read it yet and are interested; please feel free to reach out to me with any questions!!!#aftg contains a lot of potentially triggering material so it's good to have some understanding of what you're walking into!#(i did not but thankfully i'm not easily triggered by most things lmao but it still is nice to have that warning)#aftg#askers#anon#shh ac#also if you HAVE read it please appreciate my joke. i think im very funny.
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#kid's heart#gogogo#i dont know what i wanted but i kinda like it#kinda like it#ANYWA YYA I FINALLY DSREW THEM DNACING#the colroing kinda rmeinded me of just splattering random shades and hoping it works#im def not good at coloring and i need to work on hands#side views#many things still#but i had fun w this#so i hgope its okay#anywya time to sleep.. i was so tired and drew this in the dark#ehehehe theymake me sick#love roi always
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hii i saw your rqs were open and idk if youre ok with drawing self insert/selfship related things but i think it would be really neat and awesome if you drew my s/i and your parakarry humanization holding hands and watching the night sky or something. or just chibis of them holding hands of thats too complicated for you
i made a cruddy mspaint doodle of her that you can use as a reference (shes a couple inches shorter than him)
i hope im invited to ur parakarry wedding Q__Q
#(lighthearted) hehe i hope u like it!!#anywya this app is making me nutty im gonna try posting them separately after all o(-(#my art#paper mario 64#parakarry
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had the mitch trade meltdown the day after our last game when everyone was being stupid and just yesterday realized its not gonna happen bc our generating is hugely dependent on mitch’s playmaking, not too mention hes our best defensive forward by a MILE and i doubt kyle or any real professional vaguely familiar with the leafs organization would take such a stupid gamble 😭 even considering it outside of purely hockey matters him not being in the locker room might actually affect the team (and austons contract which im not even saying in a shippy way 😭) in a way im sure the actual staff working there recognize… so dw too much about twitter GMs they do this every single year bc mitch doesnt look or act like the average hockey player and men are weird about it lmao sorry for the rambling i hope u have a good worry-free day 💗💗
OH YOU'RE A SWEETHEART... thank you for the reassurance.. i mostly haven't been worried so far...
... i know it all just gets swirled up on twitter and ppl waste their bored summers without hockey coming up with 498329423 trade proposals instead, but today the unhinged energy really was getting to me a bit. it's just the way so many ppl who seem so normal during the regular season suddenly are 100% on board with having him gone.. or even pushing for it when all the quotes from ppl in charge aka kyle are just like 'we'll consider anything' like. fair weather fan much?? jfc. it would be the most idiotic move to get rid of a franchise player like mitch... a play driver AND one of the biggest voices and sources of energy in the room... for the sake of... what... "changing the culture"?? the same culture that makes auston matthews want to be part of this team? i will admit, i love how even the haters are like 'gotta worry about matthews if they trade 16 tho :/'.. youre damn right you do lmfao. if either one of them gets traded or leaves.. i gotta think i'm gonna have to root for the franchises collapse... a cup drought double what it is now.
#easks#its just ppl being overly reactive to the end of the season but christs sake mannnnn#im more loyal to players than a franchise which is i guess where the split is but i dont comprehend how ppl are the reverse lmfao#i can easily retreat to my fictional little universes w this angsty shit but theres no way im actually going to consider that a possibility#in reality at ALL.#he was our best player all fucking season.. that would be so stupid#jts contract rlly has us fucking chained but i hope the leafs just hold out w the core until his times up n then we get more space#if u genuinely believe theres a culture problem w this team then why are u even rooting for them in the first place lmfao#like these ppl legit want the players and the coaches to hate each other so much... guess thats where we differ#want my team happy n loving each other and trying for each other#anywya no need to apologize.. thank YOU for giving me a place to rant my worries fklsdj#stressed for no reason bc everyhting eveyrones proposing is so fucking illogical its insane
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How much of a corporate kiss up can Elias be. New reports say he's asking to stay in touch with the person he emailed to prove that they shouldn't even think of hiring some other person in the coming weeks. Next he'll offer to suck dicks and take it up the ass
#not doing great. just reformatted my resume. made it i hope look/sound more professional. still. havent fucking called (store) back. im just#. i dont know. im sorry for failing everyone im gonna decline it. they probably wouldn't take me on now anywya bc i didnt call back immediat#ely. but. idk. maybe this is just self sabotage. maybe im just a fucking bitch. but i cant do this.#a place i emailed got back to me and they could be hiring in a few weeks time. and theyre the whole reason i redid my resume to make me soun#d like a good little worker. and just. i dony know. sorry im bad. sorry im not a person. sorry for failing everyone. im sorry. im sorry.
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