#anyways. good morning

[braingobrrr]

i am so normal about stranger things. soooo normal. you guys don’t even know how normal i am about it.

[judeiscariot]

lots to say about this one

[sharkdays]

im gonna be real i think i might be on the aro/ace spectrum

[cryingforcrocodiles]

my fav part about marcus' celebration is not the actual 👉🏾👦🏾 but the stupid windup he does before it

like okay. thanks man. thanks for the buildup. wasn't like i was hoping for it or anything. thanks– thank you.

[pondslime]

sudden jimmy neutron brain blast.

the movie that is 100% responsible for sending me down the pipeline to tumblr dot com thirsty horror writer was not. in fact. a slasher film at all. it was the haunted mansion (2003). the whole edward gracey/elizabeth/sara storyline. that was the blueprint.

[s1x-foot-deep]

furious zach ward dude's look is good like oh so the movie couldnt be good but this look could be?

[70slesbian]

i stopped changing friendships and groups where it felt like i had to prove my place and started valuing comfort and what i felt was true friendship and it’s given me so much inner peace.

i remember when an old psychiatrist i talked to abt my ed asked if i felt happy and i was like i think so? and she was like to me it feels like a constant chase, a fight, a chase for the high to get away from your anxiety but nothing is ever going to be enough, the chase will always continue unless you go through the emotion. and i get it now i truly get it now ?

like idk i’ve been leaning into harmful behavior lately to ease my anxiety about recovery and it’s just. it’s avoiding. like if i don’t go through this, don’t sit with the emotion, it’ll be a constant fight to get away… and now i know what inner peace feels like and the thought of being able to not be at war with myself at all time ? it’s so scary but it would be worth it

i saw this tik tok yesterday that was like when you avoided the issue for “just one more day” and now suddenly it’s 10 years later and you’re still in it because it never went away… and it made me think abt it. this will never go away on its own. i don’t want to be 40 still struggling w this . if i avoid the feelings they’ll stay with me. i have to break the cycle

[theoldaeroplane]

worried that thing you put in your art or writing or game or music is too self-indulgent, too self-referential, too niche for anyone but yourself? fear not! you can do whatever you want forever. and you should.

[fungus-fag]

Had a dream about the swimming anime from 2013 after years of not thinking about it ( ⬅️ was hyperfixated back in the day) and the funny thought occurred to me that maybe, subconsciously, that anime is the reason I decided to let my nips be taken in the teet yeet bc I got used to seeing boys without nips in that anime.

[xxplastic-cubexx]

[right to left]

STILL thinking about drunk chess actually

stupid as hell bonus:

[autistic-shaiapouf]

Getting told I'm a pretty good roommate and thinking oh haha but I'm not really doing anything other than being polite? And now facing the fact that I've been woken up multiple times by music being played out loud after 11pm as well as having to finally address the insane amount of weed smoke in the apartment multiple times a week and it's like. I think I see something happening here, there may be some connections here,

[hinamie]

i don't normally participate in these redraw challenges but it's megumi so i'll make an exception

[cryingforcrocodiles]

thinking about my hair appointment and manchester united. thinking about whether or not i should switch it up or not. like maybe get full on curly ends or maybe add color (🫠) to it. brown ... maybe? maybe even a fun one? like lighter brown. maybe shorter

[fisherrprince]

dummy trio let’s go ‼️‼️

[blood-and-breath]

[aesrot]

mixed feelings abt how my dreams work. it always has at least one pov switch, either starts from my own pov doing whatever, until I find a certain person and then bam, pov switches to them, and the whole dream shifts to tell a story about them. like in my dreams im some sort of storyteller who's looking for different stories to tell, but without interfering or getting involved in anyway.

which is cool except I never get a finished story. i either wake up and forget most of it or the pov switches before I get to see the end or their stories. most times it ends way before the apex of what's happening is reached. also very rarely I have what I assume it'd be a lucid dream, in which I realise I'm inside a dream, but before I can even do anything I wake up. it's probably bc I get so excited abt it that I wake myself up, but its cool to think that i shouldn't interfere in whatever story I'm witnessing, and if I'm aware of what's going on I'm gonna make my own decisions and actions, and change the course of whoever's story I'm watching, even when it's my own.