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I’m still stuck on Powder Keg even after two months—it’s like the story embedded itself deep into my subconscious. I have this irrational fear that one day, when I’m old and have Alzheimer’s, I’ll accidentally blurt out something like, “You can google it, you know? The rape and the trial...” to my nurse. Anyway, I’ve got a few questions.
-Akaashi seemed nostalgic about the ramen place memories on campus. Do you think they (or at least Akaashi) felt any regret after raping reader for the first time? I imagine the reader must have looked really hurt and broken.
-They had the location set up, ropes and handcuffs, and Kuroo hid the reader’s phone. But, did they have any plan for what to do after everything was done? If the reader hadn’t managed to escape, what would they have done next after 3 days? Did they ever consider that they might go to jail for this? They just feel so sure they’d get away with it or “we’ll deal with it when it happens” situation?
-Why did the reader ask Kasumi who the attacker was? I thought the reader knew, since she’d had a “rough day” begging them not to go too far with Kisumi. (Maybe I misunderstood something here—English isn’t my first language, so I’m still confused about that part.)
-“A flash of irritation sparks, and his eyes narrow. ‘She agreed to come with us, and we didn’t abuse her. We’d never.’” — Did Akaashi actually believe that, or was it just a defensive response to Sumi? From Sumi’s words, it sounded like the reader had suffered serious physical harm. So why would he say something like that?
-Was the reader kept inside the “house” 24/7, or was she allowed to go out at all? Like, did she have a job or get to run errands on her own? I’m trying to picture how it worked—did she completely disappear from the outside world and get locked in a basement like in Bo Wants a Picture-Perfect Relationship, or did she retain some personal freedom, as long as she behaved?
Thank you!
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no, they don't have any guilt over it. akaashi might on occasion miss how light and joking she used to be around them but he wouldn't trade it for what he has now. regretting it would mean wanting to take it back, and not one of them would choose any differently if they had the chance.
yes and no. it wasn't exactly a plan as such, more a mutual – and unspoken – understanding over the lengths they'd go to and the reader's likely reaction to that. they had three days to smooth over the rough edges – it can't be rape when there's kisses and cuddles and steaming baths to soothe sore muscles afterwards, right? and there'd be video evidence, wouldn't there, of her falling apart on their cocks, telling them she loves them, curled up and asleep in their arms afterwards. it can't be rape when the love's clearly there, right?
the reader knows that bokuto was the one to attack kisumi, she asks the question to gauge what her cousin remembers about it, how much she should reveal etc. ultimately, kisumi's in more danger because she remembers it clearly. she's a greater threat, but the message sinks in all the same
i wouldn't necessarily say he's delusional about it, but he also doesn't think he's lying. it wasn't abuse in his eyes, they weren't slapping her around or beating her, they weren't trying to make it hurt. they love her, so it couldn't have been abuse.
she wasn't locked in a basement chained to the wall, but she certainly wasn't leaving. maybe in the future they'd grant some measure of a leash – so long as she with one of them – but they provide for her. there's no need for things like family, jobs, other people, personal space
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Scars that never healed - s.r. - chapter 2



a/n - chapter 2!!!! hi and thank you for all the love in the last chapter! please comment too. i want to hear everybody’s thoughts! i also decided that im going to post chapter every sunday, tuesday and thursday. and, (when we get caught up) a chapter here before i post on a03.
warnings - bitter!spencer, lily overthinking, cussing. (let me know if i missed something)
The bitter sound of Lilith’s alarm clock shot her awake. It’s not like she was sleeping much anyway. Nightmares and lying awake at night are par for the course when it comes to working with the FBI and seeing the worst criminals.
Or at least that’s what she’s telling herself. However, somewhere deep inside her brain, she knows she was lying awake last night because of Spencer and his behavior. He’s been coming over for a year. They had a routine for God’s sake.
Lily stared up at the same spot of the ceiling she had been staring at before exhaustion swallowed her whole. She let out a frustrated groan, even though she wanted to scream.
She mentally cursed at herself for getting so upset over a slight behavior change. Lily finally shook her head, clearing her thoughts, and sat up, swinging her feet over the side of her bed. The cold hardwood was grounding her.
“No, Lilith. It’s fine.”
The words ring in her hand as she stands up and sleepily stumbles to the kitchen. Maybe she'll be okay if she gets some coffee in her system.
Her actions became blurry as muscle memory took over: coffee, three sugars, milk. She leaned against the side of her counter as she finally took a sip, letting the warmth spread from her throat to her chest.
Lily continues her morning routine: shower, hair, makeup, and outfit. Today, she blew out her chestnut colored hair and wore a purple blazer. Spencer’s favorite color—no. Jesus, what was wrong with her today?
By the time she gets to the BAU office, she is strangely calm—way calmer than at home. Maybe it was just her being alone with her thoughts that did it.
The elevator door opens, and the familiar scent of coffee and office air washes over her. She smiles when she walks deeper into the building, nearing the bullpen, with all sorts of sounds around her: people walking in and out of offices, others getting up and down from their office chairs, and doors opening and shutting.
Something about the quiet chaos around her made her smile. It was familiar.
“Good morning, mama.” Morgan smiled with that charming smile that would make any woman swoon.
“Morning, Derek.” Lilith smiled back as she sat her things at her desk. Then, Penelope Garcia came into the bullpen. Lily smiled. Penelope was Lily’s best friend ( if it wasn’t Spencer. )
“Hi, sugar plum.” Garcia greeted.
“Hi, honey.” Lilith smiled at her with her teeth, a rare sight. Speaking of rare sights, “What are you doing out of your office?” She asked.
“Mama bear has to get her coffee every once in a while.” Garcia joked, walking her way into the break room. Lilith followed.
“And chocolate?” Lily raises her eyebrow and gives her a knowing look.
“Shhh!” Penelope laughs as pink flushes on her cheeks, knowing who Lily was talking about. Lily laughs along with her, hugs Penelope, a silent “See you later,” and walks back out to the bullpen and her desk
A few moments after she sits down, the elevator dings, and she looks up. She can see Spencer prepare himself to put on that fake smile he shows everyone but her. And it’s even worse that the smile he puts on happens to be the most charming Lilith has ever seen.
Lily looks down at the files on her desk. Her brain tells her not to say anything or even look at him. She doesn't even know why. However, the other part desperately pleads to look up at her best friend.
Ultimately, her brain wins out, and she keeps her head down until he takes his place on the desk next to hers.
“Good morning, Spence.” She says as he finally looks up. She gives him her signature smile and sweet voice.
He just nodded, didn’t even look up.
Lily felt that feeling last night; when he walked himself out, and it started consuming her. She sat back and stared forward. What the fuck? She repeated in her head. First, was it sadness, confusion, annoyance, and then maybe anger? She didn’t know which
Lily sighed and got up, walking back into the break room to make a coffee. She grabs a cup, and a million things run through her head. Did I do something last night that explains all of this? Is he mad? Is it something that has nothing to do with me? By the time she’s done overthinking, she looks down at her hands, and there are two cups of coffee, one for her and one for Spencer. She even wrote their names on them.
Lily looked down and sighed, thinking for a moment. She didn’t want to throw it away; that would be a waste. Maybe the coffee would make him feel better. She’d be sure she made his coffee right if her muscle memory took over. It’s ingrained into her brain: black, two sugars, no creamer.
She took one last deep breath before pushing the door open, walked back to the bullpen, and set the cup of coffee on his desk without a word.
However, Spencer still sticks to his theme of the day. Ignoring Lilith. She stood there for a second. Waiting for something. But, of course, nothing comes.
She tried not to sigh as she sat back at her desk. Lily sipped her coffee, feeling an immediate bitter taste in her mouth. Whatever, she thought to herself and pushed it away from her.
Not long after, Hotch comes into the bullpen, alerting them that they officially have a new case and must be in the roundtable room in 15 minutes. After those 15 minutes, they all shuffle into the roundtable room and take their unassigned assigned seats. This time, Lily sees what looks like Spencer tugging JJ into the seat that Lily typically sits in. She feels a weird pang in her chest.
Why? is the only question that lingers in her mind. However, she says nothing; she is working for God’s sake. Focus. Eventually, she shakes her head to clear her thoughts, sits in JJ's typical spot, and tries to focus on the case presented before her.
A string of college-age males are being killed in Minneapolis, Minnesota. The profiles for each victim are different, and they are of all different ages, hair colors, skin colors, etc. The only thing that is the same is their ages and the fact they were in Minneapolis. The thing is, though, they were all from out of state.
Lily writes that down on her notepad, and she hears Spencer scoff. She is sure it is directed towards her and knows she’s aggravated. She can feel his eyes on her. A shiver runs up her spine.
#spencer reid fanfiction#spencer reid#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid x oc#criminal minds#criminal minds fanfic#matthew gray gubler#mgg#mgg x reader#derek morgan#bau team#arron hotchner#penelope garcia#jennifer jareau#david rossi#emily prentiss#angst#spotify#miscommunication
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work updateeee <3
our ceo wanted to do a ride along with one of our techs. they got into a fight because that tech essentially said that he's been doing this job for 10 years, and he doesn't want someone who has never been in the field telling him how he should do his work. so now he's riding along with me (the most agreeable tech we have atm lmao).
anyways i spent the last half of my day going over everything with him, and in that time i've discovered that one of the new sop's we're following was made by chatgpt, one of the other changes we're making I didn't know how to implement, and so we couldn't do it because our ceo doesn't know how to do it either, and the big overhaul isn't ready yet, so now i have to go into the shop an hour and a half early to prepare it tomorrow.
#i'll admit the chatgpt thing is like. ghastly.#like bro how are you fighting the incompetency accusations by generating your ideas with the incompetency machine.#anyways. all of this is a joke ultimately#because the major change (company vehicles) is something that absolutely nobody fucking wants#because they decided to use a fucking suv instead of a van.#which is fine for ME because i don't like driving vans and already use an suv#but it is objectively a god awful choice that i fucking hate.#everyone who already uses a van is receiving a mandatory downgrade#like i do noooottt understand how they think anyone believes they care about tech happiness and comfort#while simultaneously going 'hybrid vehicles get better gas mileage which we've decided is worth making you all hate loading/unloading'#which doesn't even get into the change that is literally like.#'in order to save our coordinator time we are going to add that same amount of time to your day'#like we're not saving any time. we're shuffling who has to spend it.#which is fine. but again. not popular when it comes to making your techs think you care about their work/life balance at all#anyways. whatever. i'm leaving in 4-5 months
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Serendipity should be required viewing material before anyone tries to analyze Homestuck; not only is John Cusack a universal constant, but the themes and vibes of Serendipity are so fundamentally woven into Homestuck's DNA that several of Serendipity's thesises and conversations could be lifted directly from one to the other.
In particular, the way Serendipity utilizes coincidence and circumstantially simultaneous events in order to suggest - nay, decree - that the two leads belong together, is highly reminiscent of the way Hussie uses foreshadowing, and not just for romantic couples. It's also a major window into the ultimate stance Homestuck takes with regard to romance, fate, and destiny, and also more specifically, a really good look at Karkat's own personal philosophies of romance. There's a running theme in his movies of meeting someone that perfectly matches your freak, someone you don't ever need to compromise yourself around, who brings out the best in you.
Also, some of yall need to watch a shitty romcom every once in a while and develop some emotions

#I'm genuinely not joking#if you want to understand Karkat and Homestuck better you need to watch Serendipity#at the very least so you can understand what the comic means by soul mates#i mean it's literally NAMEDROPPED during the troll romance section as the ultimate expression of finding your soul mates in every quad#people literally will be like 'i like karkat' and not watch serendipity smh#anyway the karkat movie list is serendipity • hitch • 50 first dates#he calls serendipity and hitch specifically 'pure magic' and yes. yeah.#i know we all love to clown on karkat's love of embarrassing romcoms and we're right to do so it's hilarious#but hussie also unironically calls it the best character trait he gave karkat and hes soooo correct about that#and you can tell from the way serendipity and even 50 first dates are described that those are kind of hussies genuine feelings toward them#hes right 50 first dates DOESN'T make you want to punch adam sandler#despite the occassional uncomfortable lowbrow comedy segment everything about the romance is played so straight and so genuine#maybe this shitty adam sandler romcom made me cry maybe im man enough to admit it#and idrk how else to describe serendipity besides 'pure magic'#tbh just watch it for yourself#homestuck is like 30% serendipity by volume
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hi Silver! o/ because that fanart made me wonder - would you happen to know when/where Dick's stuffed elephant plush Zitka turns up in the comics?
GREETINGS CAM <3333 THAT ART WAS SO CUTE
Yeah, I think your instincts are right - it's a truly adorable bit of transformative fandom, but I'm 95% percent sure it's not comics canon. Barbara has canon plushies, but I don't think anyone else does.
I got kinda invested in the investigation (it's hard to prove a negative!) and I ended up typing out an entire History of Elinore/Zitka, so, uh, if you're curious, meet me below the cut for:
Where does Elinore / Zitka - the animal - appear in comics?
Did Dick ever have a stuffed elephant toy in comics?
Where does Elinore / Zitka appear in comics?
We're gonna go in chronological order!
Dick's circus elephant friend was first created for practical reasons: in Batman 436, Marv Wolfman does a big expanded flashback to Dick's circus backstory as a way to subtly show us Tim before officially introducing him (so that we can have a technically-solvable mystery-of-Tim's-identity in LPoD). In this comic, there's an elephant named Elinore who loves Dick:
Aww. Such a cute elephant!
Batman 436 comes out in August 1989. New Titans 60 comes out a few months later, in November, and guess what? When Dick visits the circus, he is suddenly surprised by an unexpected blast from the past! It turns out that even though it's been years, Elinore still remembers him!
Here's the part where Elinore remembers Dick:
SUCH a cute elephant. I love her.
(Guess who else still remembers Dick even though it was so long ago. Guess which other character is about to be an unexpected blast from the past. Guess which character Elinore is directly paralleling guess guess guess sorry everything is about Dick and Tim in my mind but I can focus I swear)
Four years later, in 1993, Batman: The Animated Series retells Dick's origin story. They like and keep Wolfman's elephant, but they change her name to Zitka:
Wolfman doesn't return to the elephant beyond those two appearances, and a few years down the line, New Titans gets cancelled and Wolfman's not writing Dick anymore anyway. So the animal gets abandoned for a while, until Devin Grayson, a fan of both Wolfman and B:tAS, revives the Wolfman-era Titans team in JLA/Titans and then the ongoing series Titans 1999.
Grayson then brings back the elephant in a flashback to Dick's past in Titans 16 (Jun 2000), where she imports the B:tAS name. Sometimes I'm skeptical of TV-to-comics imports, but honestly, I endorse this one. You lose the alliteration, which is a shame, but IMO Zitka is a better elephant name than Elinore.
Here's Dick with the newly-christened Zitka in Titans 16:
Grayson also briefly references the elephant in Gotham Knights 20 and - in a final angsty callback - in Nightwing 88 (Feb 2004), where Zitka tries futilely to comfort Dick in the midst of his trauma conga line:
... And... honestly, I think that's it for comic appearances? The two Wolfman comics plus the three Grayson comics.
Both Wolfman and Grayson are writing multiple titles - Batman, New Titans, Titans, Gotham Knights, and Nightwing between the two of them, spanning a big chunk of Dick's post-Crisis canon - and both writers use the elephant for heartwarming moments of nostalgia, which means if you're doing a post-Crisis readthrough for Dick, Elinore/Zitka feels memorable. But I don't think she actually shows up that much.
For post-2011, I am not as well-informed - throwing this out to the dash? anyone know? - but I feel like Zitka the heartwarming symbol of Dick's heartwarming circus past is, uh, thematically very at odds with the Court of Owls evil!circus vibes, so my instinct is that this story element was almost certainly dropped in the reboot.
Did Dick ever have a stuffed elephant toy in comics?
In WFA, yes; in main comics continuity, no. Technically, I have not read every comic ever published, so I could be wrong!! But I don't think so.
Below, find my rambling reasoning on the tonal vibes of pre-Crisis, post-Crisis, and post-2011, and why this particular story element doesn't seem right to me for the first two.
Pre-Crisis (...okay, mostly the Silver Age): stuffed animal, yes or no?
tl;dr no, requires too much background knowledge on the part of the reader, plus the elephant wasn't a thing until later
Elinore doesn't get created until post-Crisis, but also just generally, pre-Crisis callbacks are more along the lines of this reference in Batman 129 (published in 1960), where, wow, Batman and Robin are hunting jewel thieves - and it turns out Robin recognized this strongman! BUT HOW?!
The comic goes on to recap Dick's entire origin story in flashback, on the assumption that you may not know it.
(BTW, if you'd like to know more about Haly's Circus throughout the years, nightwingology has a great post here summarizing a lot of fun plotlines and characters!)
Basically: Silver Age comics are very self-consciously episodic and kid-friendly; they're not generally gonna do overly-elaborate callbacks because they don't know what comics their kid readers may have randomly picked up or remember.
By the time of post-Crisis, comic books were being written for an adult audience buying from the direct market, i.e. readers who are collecting whole runs & don't need or want Dick's origin story to be recapped to us in full every time it's referenced. That's why in post-Crisis, we get stuff like "hey, neat, this particular soda brand is getting mentioned in several different books!!" or "in order to understand this story arc, buy SIXTEEN DIFFERENT COMICS in FIVE DIFFERENT RUNS and read them ALL ACCORDING TO A NUMBERED ORDER and also you better be following the individual plotlines and recognize these five minor characters who we don't bother to introduce!! Good luck!!" But the elaborate post-Crisis plotlines - and subtler worldbuilding like a stuffed animal callback to Dick's backstory - don't make a lot of story sense UNLESS you're imagining your readers as completionist adult fans.
So IMO a stuffed animal wouldn't be a pre-Crisis thing unless it was The Episodic Story Of the Week, and I don't think a stuffed animal is action-adventure-y enough for the fast-paced storytelling of the Silver Age. (Unless it, like, came to life and tried to eat you or something.)
Post-Crisis: stuffed animals, yes or no?
tl;dr: no, Dick's a manly tough guy, he's not gonna have a stuffed animal, that'd be lame, like something Tim might do
Part of the edgy grimdark adult vibes in 80s/90s comics is that some characters who used to be kinda silly & goofy & lighthearted - like Batman and Robin - get reimagined as Serious and Angsty and Edgy in a Tough Cool Manly Brooding Way. This massively affects characterization for Bruce, Dick, and Bruce and Dick's relationship.
(I obviously love this change & love the tense Bruce-and-Dick interactions, but plenty of fans of the earlier fluffy comics really disliked the edgy retcons of Miller / Wolfman / Starlin / et al.)
The upshot is that post-Crisis is a period when you could have a recurring reference like a stuffed elephant, but you wouldn't have a stuffed elephant, not for Dick. I think a toy like that would be too cutesy / childish / effeminate to give a male character in post-Crisis, unless you were poking fun at him.
Now, you could probably let Tim have a stuffed animal, because Tim is sometimes cool but also sometimes a tryhard loser who is faking being cool and not entirely pulling it off (see e.g. the Robin comic where he practices tough-guy faces in the mirror, or the Teen Titans comic where Conner discovers his cringy Enya CD, or when he's fanboying over Connor and it's awkward, etc etc.). A stuffed animal would be deeply embarrassing, and you'd have to be careful to compensate by having Tim do something cool afterward - but Tim's character concept allows for "he's kind of a loser sometimes."
But Dick isn't!! In post-Crisis, Dick's a tough / impressive / "cool guy" character, the kind of guy anyone would want to be, even in the flashbacks where he's Robin, and even in the stories where he's more lighthearted than angsty. It'd be kinda lame for Dick to have a stuffed elephant, so he wouldn't. I feel like Dick would be more likely to poke fun at it if someone had one, like when he's making fun of Wally for liking the Hardy Boys. Dick could have a Batman action figure, at most, and if he had one he would have it ironically.
Basically: in post-Crisis, a male character hugging a stuffed elephant feels more likely to be a punchline to me, not something poignant. (Even with Tim, Tim could have an embarrassing stuffed animal, but he couldn't hug it when sad - that's too far. Maybe Booster Gold might do this. Probably he wouldn't, but spiritually, he would. Sorry Booster ilu! <3)
Instead, Dick instinctively deals with his inner turmoil like the TORTURED ACTION HERO he is: by punching things and brooding and yelling and joining the mob and sleeping on rooftops and going on obsessive secret missions and acquiring Angsty Stubble!! Just like Batman!
(Technically I don't know if Bruce ever joined the mob but you know he would.)
Anyway as you know this is my favorite continuity and I am poking fun affectionately, but uh, yeah sdfsfdsfs. No stuffed animals.
Post-2011 / Infinite Frontier / Wayne Family Adventures: stuffed animals, yes or no?
tl;dr it's in WFA! Probably not anywhere else, but it could be.
Post-2011 stuff tends to be cutesier overall, most of all in the current Infinite Frontier era. So I don't feel like this would be tonally out-of-line with IF comics. Taylor tends to go for more meme-y references rather than fanfic references, though.
So the obvious best fit is WFA, which is aiming for a rough approximation of Silver Age family-friendly vibes - wholesome, episodic plots, Teaching Good Moral Lessons For The Youth, etc. - plus lots of Easter eggs for fanfic readers and some comic references.
And look, here we are:
Aww.
Whew - that's everything I could find!
Anyway as you can probably tell, I LOVE the elephant, so this was a very entertaining rabbit hole to go down, thank you <3
#dick grayson#anyone with more info feel free to chime in & we can crowdsource <3#i do think the toy elephant is awfully cute though <3#total digression but i was thinking about it as i was writing:#i'm fascinated by the ways that the post-crisis batboys & their stories can intersect with 90s masculinity and all its issues with stoicism#and i'm pro-queering and gender-bending - 90s comics were a total boys' club so i think it's neat that transformative fandom isn't#but i do love 90s masculinity and All Its Issues too & one of the things i find compelling about the dick-tim-bruce trio#& especially dick's place in it - is the unspoken hierarchy whereby bruce is manlier than dick & dick is manlier than tim#and so dick's in the middle as this somewhat softer-character who aspires to be a harsher & more stoic & ultimate manly-man character#caught in the middle between robin & batman & what each role represents#and like. batman is both manhood & the only desirable thing to be AND ALSO it represents this immense narrowing of possibility#because so much of stereotypical masculinity is about reducing the range of emotions you're allowed to have or express#and dick is both incredibly conflicted about bruce AND wants to be just like him & by extension is conflicted about masculinity writ large#so a lot of dick's interactions with tim veer between trying on a frat-boy-ish 'I'm The Manly Guy' persona vs. giving up on it#or trying on imitations of Bruce's Batman persona but also trying to backtrack out of it bc he doesn't like how it feels etc etc#ANYWAY i think what i am trying to say is that if tim had a stuffed animal dick would be entertained & poke mild fun at him#and call him 'teddy' for the next hour or something while tim got increasingly defensive about how the teddy bear was steph's#and/or about how the teddy bear was OLD and tim doesn't even care about it and also WHATEVEr i'm above this#and to an uninformed observer this might look like bullying BUT ACTUALLY#this ritual would IN FACT be very reassuring to both of them + tim would feel WAY better afterward than if dick had ignored it#because by poking fun at him dick shows he still respects tim enough to tease him thus subtextually exorcising the threat of wimpiness#plus allowing tim to defend himself & demonstrate that he can take a joke so they've both reaffirmed their masculinity to each other#& they don't have to be scared of the teddy bear and all it represents anymore#however also afterward dick would have a brief nostalgic flashback to when he was a kid & had a teddy bear & feel weird about the memory#because he would be unable to articulate to himself that what he misses is a past when he allowed himself to be vulnerable#anyway this wouldn't actually happen in comics but it's what would happen in my soul. you know.#ask tag#zitka
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the fact that riz worked so hard to keep straight A+ grades all year only in the matter of like, a week to complete two nigh impossible tasks to, essentially, ensure all that work didn't matter and ace his grades anyway would legitimately keep me up at night at his age. I hope he gets like, a fucking medal or something. or, yknow, more cash from the school. he deserves it
#fhjy spoilers#fhjy#like im so serious right now id lose my mind#the whole party deserve an award for putting all that work into academics and having it ultimately not matter anyway#but riz found the rogue teacher AND passed the last stand in the space of like a week and thats great and awesome for him but#i think id explode realising i spent all that time working for nothing basically#i gen thought murph was gonna make a joke about “riz takes another stress token” during aguefort's speech bc. i would#agueforts adventuring academy owes this boy therapy money i think
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@katkastrofa, circa 40-ish hours ago: Hey, what if our newest bunch of OCs adopted a baby from one of the other brothel girls who knew she couldn’t afford to raise one? That would make for some fun shenanigans :D
Me, with a notoriously non existent sleep schedule, instinct of self preservation or concern for my poor wrist: Alright, bet. Watch how fast I can make you fall in love with this hypothetical baby >:)
Daneli as a gentle and loving caretaker-turned-adoptive-mother is something that can be So Personal, actually, and originally I was going to leave it at this quick sketch, but then I got carried away thinking about what this child will grow up to be like raised by this little gang of misfits, so…
Here she is!! A little older and so, so beautiful, I need more of her in my life immediately, she’s way too precious
And, because I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t also add a sapphic element to this absolute cinnamon roll, a small crack ship that I’m only half serious about for when she’s a little older still:
All in all, we may be getting impossibly far from canon, but I for one already cannot get enough of sweet darling Kumisai <3
(I fully drew three pieces from scratch in 9 hours I cannot feel my brain or my hands anymore send help)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#jinora#wow. nia drew a canon character? what is this?? who was I replaced by???#but joking aside. a small explanation for this crack ship#originally it was me editing my timeline and realising that Kumisai would be around 14/15 during book 4. the same age as Jinora#so my mind immediately went 👀👀👀 and I decided to go for it#since in sotrl I sorta implied Jinora had a gay awakening by watching Suiren. so.. why not go all out and make her another baby queer?#no offence to Kai. what they had was rather cute tbh. but it felt kinda out of nowhere and just added for the sake of parental drama#plus she was a young girl meeting someone her age for the first time. of course she got a crush#doesn’t mean she has to stick with it you know?#anyway. as for how they would meet. Midori could introduce them :D#Kumisai is Daneli’s daughter. who’s a friend of Summiya’s. who’s Zaheer’s sister. who’s Midori’s uncle. who’s friends with Jinora#and spirits know Jinora deserves to act her age a little more often. she has way too many responsibilities on her shoulders#so maybe Midori would think that a friend her age would do her some good#and don’t even try to tell me these two wouldn’t be absolutely adorable puppy crushing on each other. look how cute Jinora turned out here#might be the first time I’ve drawn her? not sure. maybe I did before but it was A LONG time ago. 2019 ish#but okay. enough rambling about Jinora. back to Kumisai#I don’t really have too many headcanons about her yet. but she’s probably rather happy and carefree#having a large support system as a result of being raised communally#I think she considers Daneli her mom and the others are her aunties. auntie Shezan in particular is a notoriously bad influence :)#and maybe one day she’d get to meet her bio mom. but only if that’s something both of them want. not sure yet#I feel like she’s rather disconnected from her water tribe heritage since everyone around her is Earth Kingdom. save Phailin who’s half FN#but she still has small hints of blue in her clothing. the colour matching her beautiful eyes. maybe she is curious about her bio dad a bit#since unlike with her bio mom no one knew him and can’t tell her anything. that’s bound to come as a natural curiosity at some point right?#maybe that can be part of her story when she’s an adult. trying to find her bio dad. but ultimately it doesn’t matter that much#because Daneli is her mom and the only parent she needs <3 I’m really just throwing out suggestions here to fill the tag space#kaaatttt come discuss all this stuff with me I waited all night for you to wake up >:) distract me from my grandma’s tv watching
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not jump premiering two new manga in a row about monster hunters afraid of the monsters they're supposed to be hunting. now I have to read both of them to see which gets canceled first
#yokai buster murakami#ultimate exorcist kiyoshi#shonen jump#zack's random nonsense#neither one of them is all that good anyway#murakami is standard issue slop but shane madej is there#and kiyoshi is running entirely on the one joke that the kid who looks like a tatted up badass is a scaredy cat#i doubt either will make it to 30 chapters
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@krk-wa sorry to reply like this, but tumblr didn't save my answer correctly and now your Ask is lost in the cyberseas of this platform 😭😭
thanks for your explanation, and for allowing a future spam-liking session from me >:D seeing your cute drawings of the funny skeleman being loved and appreciated fills me with joy. i honestly love this more discreet side of the fandom where we can all just collectively appreciate the character we all love so much.
i also think it's brave to post and share this kind of Sans fanart online lolol as a "veteran" fan, i appreciate this rather new thing ("new" as in... "back in the days", how the fandom handled this kind of content was usually an absolute disaster lmaoooo hoo boi... there were exceptions, but wow), especially because i know i personally decided to delete almost all of my Undertale fanarts from 2016-2018/9 from my main blog (@kaus-quietis) and my former dA. but i was happy to find your message, so let me break this self-imposed rule of not posting fanart again, for the sake of a small gift – from uhh...
– from one Sans fangirl to another (oh gosh) –
i.................. well this is pure, 10000% fluff and *hides*
there we go xD again, thanks for your message, it made me smile, and i cry that Tumblr ate it :((((((( take care out there~
also sorry for turning off reblogs, i do this not to stress about engagement anymore OTL
#Lav answers#krk-wa#for easy searching i shall add the tag#kuruka_shi#if you want me to remove this last tag just send me a message and it'll be done <3#i cant believe how wholesome the fanartists' messages are - very glad to receive them and share appreciation#also share a good laugh together in cyberspace#laugh before the inevitable Deltarune angst#well more like probably prank and joke session and THEN angst#i will be ready#anyway i know my style isnt the cutest because i tend to draw more realistic proportions and bone structures OTL#which makes me all the more nervous to share fanart - and yet i wanted to share a token of my appreciation#you dont know it but you and artists like you helped me in these absolutely brutal last few months#brutal... as in work amount.. as in academia etc - and all the Sanses in good hands were soothing to my overworked soul#an interesting return to the ultimate comfort character for me - it seems i never let go
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For the fun things ask: 1, 4, 11, 24 and 30!💜💜💜
(From this ask HERE)
Thank you so much for this ask!! I always love answering, especially when the asks are from you, friend! Under a cut because it's long!
Fun Questions to Be Asked
What are three things you'd say shaped you into who you are?
There are many things, of course, that have shaped me into who I am. Narrowing it down to three things is tough, but I think I have it.
Anime/Manga
This one feels like a given, but truly, I don't know where or who I'd be without anime/manga in my life. Two of the earliest shows I remember watching as a child were Sailor Moon and Pokemon. The stars truly aligned for me as I was the exact age demographic for them. I cannot tell you how much I adored those shows as a child. They were everything to me and opened me up to a world of TV I still watch and cherish. They remain cornerstones to my friendships and I would not change that for anything.
Video Games - particularly Pokemon and Fire Emblem
Adding onto my prior point, it only seems natural to talk about my love of video games. As stated, Pokemon was one of my earliest shows as a child, but one I didn't stick around with for too long. I fell off watching Pokemon midway through the Johto arc as I grew up. However, what remained with me were the video games.
Like any child, when Pokemon first came out I wanted to play the video games due to my neighbour receiving Pokemon Red as a birthday gift. Within a month my parents bought me Pokemon Yellow and thus my world opened to video games.
However, I have to credit the continual love of video games not just to my Gameboy and GBA games but also my neighbour. While I was stuck with handheld consoles, he also had a NES and later a GameCube. This is where my love of other video games such as Kirby, Super Smash Bros., Pokemon Stadium, and Harvest Moon grew.
But nothing made more of an impact on me than Fire Emblem. I still remember sitting in his basement, watching him play Path of Radiance and Radiant Dawn. I remember us restarting over when a character died because that was when FE only had Traditional Mode.
Now, I am certain that I would have found FE eventually, but it's this memory of me and my neighbour that sits at the core of me and makes these games extra special. No matter which FE game I play and love, at the end of the day there is always a part of me that longs to return to that basement with my neighbour and play FE PoR and RD.
My Neighbour
This one is going to get a little heavy, but I'll try to keep it vague.
Above all, the neighbour I grew up with is someone I'll always treasure and hold dear in my heart. There are too many carefree, happy memories with him. I already mentioned video games, but our lives intersected beyond a shared interest. We did almost everything together and spent countless hours in each other's presence. The secrets I know about him and the secrets he knows about me are vast and endless.
I also have some sad memories. I can still see the saddest one in my mind. The regret I feel now because I was too young to fully understand, but we all were at that time.
These memories all hold a special place in my heart and without a doubt shaped me into who I am today.
4. What's an inside joke you have with your family or friends?
I have so many inside jokes but one of my top favourite inside jokes of all time is "Beaky/Beak Boy". I am still not over the fact I was so confident that my mom would remember the name Giovanni (Fire Force). Instead what I got was her only remembering him by the name "Beaky/Beak Boy".
11. What do you consider to be romance?
In general I think romance is when you do and share things you love with the people you love. There doesn't need to be some grand or expensive gesture. So long as it's done out of admiration and love, that's romantic to me. It's the "I was thinking of you messages" or the "I want to cook/bake for you". It's the hugs and snuggles at the end of the long day. It's the considerate "Do you want me to do this for you?". It's the teasing and the jokes. Or it's the "I know had an argument but that's just what happens in relationship and at the end I love you always".
Acceptance, love, and admiration: that's what's romance!
However if I'm talking about dating specifically I think nothing is more romantic than when you're doing a fun activity together. Things like going to galleries, museums, or a play/live theatre, cooking/baking together, and going to some fun public event are all optimal date activities to me.
24. What's one thing you're proud of yourself for?
I'm proud of myself for working up the courage all those years ago to post my fanfiction to AO3. I remember being so nervous and worried at the beginning but it's been one of the best things I've ever done for myself.
30. What's one thing that never fails to make you happy/happier?
Book shopping with friends. I think that's the best activity to do in the world with those you cherish. It's also a top tier date idea for me like "Oh, let's have lunch and then book shop" uh, marry me??
#personal#replies#ask game#feel free to ask more if you want!#also for that inside joke question it's so funny that you asked that#because yesterday i was talking with friends about one of our ultimate inside jokes of all time#i wanted to mention it here but it's slightly nsfw??#anyways i'm always ready to tell the metal vagina story if prompted
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What I'm Made Of (Sonic Heroes OST) 🤝 With Me (Sonic and the Black Knight OST): Final boss songs who's lyrics apply almost just as much to Sonic as they do to the villain he's facing
#im crazy im crazy#also i know with me is used as Merlina's leitmotif but like#you know who throughout all of satbk is like accepting being the villain of the story? Just like Merlina does? Sonic#He's literally like oh killing king arthur will make me the bad guy? oh well lol can't always be the hero#they're both willing to do what they must even if they become the villain because of it#''you know every world will have its end and i'm here to prove it all to you''#''i am who you don't think i am''#like come oonnnn that's exactly what Sonic and Merlina are arguing about throughout the final battle#and those lines could apply to either of them#AND THEN DONT GET ME STARTED ON WHAT IM MADE OF#that song people are more likely to immediately think of Sonic when they hear it for the first time#but if you listen from the perspective of Metal Sonic it's like mind blowing#especially since its such a sonic style song like its got such a familiar feel to all of Sonic's other Crush 40 themes#and I'm including Open Your Heart and Live and Learn in this#Open Your Heart is just Sonic singing directly to Perfect Chaos and Live and Learn is similar to the songs im talking about above#in that Live and Learn can apply just as much to Shadow as it can to Sonic it's their duet as they save the world from Gerald's plan#(insert an ''I'm Live'' ''and I'm Learn'' the Live and Learn Brothers joke here)#but anyway the point is that you think of those songs when you hear What I'm Made Of#it SOUNDS like a Sonic song#but then really you listen to it...... and it sure does sound like things Sonic would say yeah#but ultimately? It IS a Metal Sonic theme. And it is playing on the parralels between Metal and Sonic on purpose#''i don't care what you're thinking as you turn to me cause what i have in my two hands is enough to set me free''#LIKE THAT'S THE FIRST LINE IN THE SONG... Sonic is ALREADY free. You know who isn't and is doing everything in order to be free?#''let me show you just what i'm made of'' is a Sonic line but oh my god is it also a Metal line#dont get me fucking started on the verse about 'one by one they all become black marks on the floor' and how insane the implications make m#these boss songs are all CONVERSATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway. Sonic music good#sth#moodle rambles
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when i say hexadecimal would be a smash hit with the queer crowd, this is what im talking about
#local villianess found family's herself into the protagonist group#after being awfully brutalized and abused by her twin brother#(and also after spending hours tormenting the main cast)#because she's not really dangerous she's just weird and lonely#like she's VERY EXTREMELY dangerous but is just super not interested in using her power for true evil. just chaos.#she is the Queen of Chaos after all. a benign virus.#no one in the protagonist group really trusts her but She Persists and ultimately saves everyone's lives *because* she's a virus#anyways this is your local Hexadecimal propaganda#i know it doesn't look good and aged like milk left on the counter#but if you ever watch reboot with me i will love you forever. one of my dearest shows and very crucial to who i became as a person#you can see glimpses of how i tell stories in it#and i quote it Constantly its just that no one around me knows its a quote so i just sound like im making dumb jokes#got a guardian icon pin a few years back and i almost cried. i hope someone makes those in enamel someday
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making myself suffer looking thru ffxiv stuff on tumblr when i could be playing ffxiv rn but i eternally love and miss ffxiv
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#Ough... oooooggghhhhh..........#unrelated but i will probably make my next theme mr leon kennedy bcs how iehehebfknsnd i am over him lately#is... kinda insane! silly <3#like. damn! damn. amidst darkest despair light everlasting.#ffxiv is so so so so so crazy from 1.0 to 6.0 and beyond and soon 7.x and and and#i miss raiding :( i miss my friends in ffxiv too. esp my best friend.#def will get back into raiding by the time 7.x ultimate comes out bcs GOD !!! god.#and okay pandaemonium & eden are my fav tiers aesthetic and story and fight wise#and memory wise bcs eden 9-12 was my first ever savage tier. meant a lot to me. still does#i played through that shit when i was . 14 y/o and newly 15 y/o LMFAO#and then pandaemonium just like. the year after. when i was 15 y/o... not even reaching 16. damn.#it's tough playing ffxiv when you're young but it's nice seeing more & more ppl around my age playing#even tho these guys most likely did Not start playing when they were like. 13/14 y/o. since i started on my bday LMFAO#it's crazy bcs i am playing w majority adults and maybe the occasional minor who is still like. at least almost an adult#^^ back then i mean bcs ok the closest friend i made when i was on eu was this guy 3 yrs older than me. that is already insane to me.#and my best friend since i'm now on oce is still a year older than me!#and it's silly (?) bcs eu i tried to hide my age at first but then they kinda found out bcs probably the way we r is just. too Different LOL#but i mean obvs it changed some stuff bcs it would be weird for probably 30 year old to be besties w a half their age kid#but the whole lil fc was just rlly sweet. :(( made a great friend i see as my big bro i am still friends w. that probably 30 y/o guy and the#kinda mom of the fc lowkey saw me & my twin as sweet kids. the person we got into xiv was like a big bro figure too and Damn his gf is rlly#cool! and the uni age students were super cool and fun to talk w. and the friends of my close friend who were also my friends were so fun.#i miss that but i look back on it all fondly ..... :3 and then w oce it's a bit more complicated bcs#i haven't had much time or opportunities to Find a group like that? but instead i found a best friend :((#rlly close in age and w similar likes and interests and personality..... etc etc etc.......#and separately the static i & my twin joined was. Funny lol! it's silly bcs we kinda had to hide we were lil 15 y/o kids w these guys who#were all at least uni. and all of these guys were def 20-30 y/o#and one guy liked making Daddy jokes (nothing bad tho LMFAO) bcs. hesperos sheesh!#silly bcs bunch of aussies and we were almost all miqos and Thankfully ye god one other filipino YAY !!!!!#anyway. max tags. so i love ffxiv man. i miss it always even when i'm playing it.
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Bsd ocs are hard man. You know how in bsd literally (almost) everyone is just named after and based off of famous (and dead) authors and if they have abilities then they also must reference them/their works like 99% of the time. Originally I wanted to ditch that rule because it's just a huge bitch to follow especially with most of the polish authors that I know of because of, Reasons, iykyk. But then autism won cause, ofc noooooo bbbut the rule :(((( it's gonna be wroooonggg the rule man i love the rulessss cannot disobey the ruleeee or it will taint my honor my family will exile me to germany i will never be able to look myself i the mirror againnn the ruleeeeee. But anyway I got it now so fak you. I don't even care anymore. I'm fucking yassifying Stefan Żeromski now and won't stop until the process is complete. This is how much I don't care anymore
#You see it's also good because he's got one of my names too so. I can treat him as a semi-self insert so that- *red dot appears on forehead*#forcefully fusing myself with famous polish author stefan żeromski in order to create ultimate anime boy#i keep joking about yomi selfcest but now opportunity has risen. we can make bsd yomi au and stefan make out. throw in chuuya here too#why the fuck not#i wonder that mr żeromski's (rip in rest) reaction to that information would be tbh. would he care or would he keep decaying#anyway just a silly post. but i will be back. once i get back all of my strenhgt again...............#mine
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not going to write out the essay forming in my head but it’s so crazy to me like i know my vision of dennis is not universal and is mostly influenced by me thinking it’s fun to woobify him with fellow tumblrinas but it’s like…..how are people watching the whole show and thinking he is actually cold hearted angry and calculated and a genius potentially a secret serial killer and that this extends to his relationship with the gang…like idk it’s just funny to me…..there is so much in the show that goes against that
#like I get how he has been characterised across certain seasons but bro glenn himself disagrees…..#also even when the show does play w that it’s like…..#my brain isn’t working bc I might have covid btw#but like. to me all the jokes that allude to those things are more complex than just oh he’s this and that#or oh he might be!!! we never know!!#and at the end of the day there’s so much characterisation that tells us he’s ultimately not those things/could not be those things#he’s a dumbass!! he’s insecure!!!#there are thoughts in my brain rn about this that I can’t articulate on account of the possible covid#like I know the dennis in my head is not the canon dennis. I like to get silly with it#but his vulnerability and his insecurity and dumbassery and his masking as THERE and not exactly subtle!!!#ultimately people can read him however they want but ultimately this is abt how insane it is to me#that ppl actually thought he wanted mac to die from the nuts and was disappointed that he wasn’t….like BRO#I think this + the idea that the gang cannot change AT ALL is like….actually let’s unpack this#need to take a nap or smth#and then make tumblr essays about the piss and shit show#also btw when I say this I’m not like. disregarding the times he HAS been violent and dangerous#I’m just saying this particular reading is funny to me bc girl it’s more complicated than that#anyways. nap time
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i do think its funny that i like kinger so much. like pomnis my favorite but i have a soft spot for him and maybe its the bug thing or the loving his wife thing but at the end of the day like. he really feels like the type of older man character that, if ur a lesbian, ur like wow! i am taking you in as one of my own
#i personally interpret him as straight which make it funnier to me#i think the sapphics in the circus all invite him to any pride related festivities#because they just enjoy having him around#(i mean i have more complicated thoughts on kingers dynamics w the other characters#but for the joke i dont think about it too hard)#on the note of pride hcs actually uhhhh#w all my interests i dont usually get specific w the labels cus im very open to whatever#like im not super die hard abt most shipping or lgbt hcs and whatnot#but i do have ideas i like#like bi pomni. and lesbian ragatha#and gangle being a lesbian also. and zooble being zooble#tbh i miiight hc zooble as a lesbian but i dont think they know what theyd call themself so the term ultimately doesnt hold weight there#(fun fact . that was part of the context to that other post i made HAHA)#and idek where i stand on trans hcs or ace n aro hcs and whatnot.... theres so much to consider#theres so many good ideas atp i just like to run w whatever works in the moment w little concern for like consistency or whatever#bc theyre fictional characters at the end of the day#anyway these tags are too long. bye
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