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I miss oc shipping :((
#shade speaks#seeing it a lot on my dash makes me incredibly happy tho#I miss being able to make art tho holy shit#like I am so burnt out and drained from school im dying#to those I have ships with I havent forgotten about uuuuu#I rotate like all of my moots ocs around my head like a rotisserie chicken tho tbf#my fav lil guys#anyways this is me moping#if u wanna oc ship I meaaaaaaan#👀👀👀👀👀#dms and inbox are opennnn#plus im always looking for prompts since brain juices are drained dry :(((((
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Here I am, pushing the Jian Li (Akai Kotou! Zuko) = Jinshi (The Apothecary Diaries) agenda.
#atla#avatar the last airbender#zuko#atla fanart#prince zuko#atla art#kyoshi warriors#Kyoshi Warriors AU#Kyoshi Warrior Ursa AU#Akai Kotou#Solitary Red Island#zuko art#zuko fanart#Kyoshi Warrior Zuko#atla zuko#the apothecary diaries#jinshi#If you know where this pose is from then you're my best friend#Moon Spirit Jinshi you'll always be gorgeous enough to topple nations#Have another one sketched somewhere because that Jinshi-wakes-up-does-a-sword-kata-and-lies-on-the-floor-to-mope scene is literally Zuko#“I can't keep my secret forever. Even that girl who's ignorant about the oddest things will probably figure it out soon...”#“Or maybe she already knows... That'd certainly make things easier for me.”#I swear the more I read the light novels the more Zuko Jinshi becomes.#But anyway THAT scene#Is literally Zuko struggling to keep his secret from Katara and the Gaang later on in the AU/fic#He's like “I can't tell her. But I can't hide who I really am forever. I can't. Why won't she figure it out already?”#It's all very dramatic and very mopey and very Zuko#So yeah. You'll probably get more Jian Li = Jinshi stuff later.#Which is hilarious to me because Jinshi is very much aware of his otherworldly looks right? Right?#Jian Li/Zuko has NO idea of how smooth he can be at times. He's so stupidly unaware of his own beauty and I think that's the best thing ever
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[wip] i can draw whatever i want forever
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#magneto#professor x#wolverine#sorry logna vJELKVJALKJ#erik lehnsherr#charles xavier#logan howlett#snap sketches#drawing all this while listening to the buckshot roulette ost really is something vjELKAEJKV night's going great#havent subjected logan to horrors in a couple months hes had it good for too long#repentance for all the times ive had wolverines in my rivals games vjelEHLKAJEL#ive been real sad lately ngl gang ill always keep it 100 with you#and i thought i was just gonna mope around. or drink. but then i thought of healthier ways to cope and now we're here ejrVLKEAJKLJ#just started with the cherik sketch and then i was like 'wait i can draw WHATEVER i want'#and it WAS just gonna be magneto without the spandex and just his armor pieces because im gross but then i was like#'i always call it his wwe outfit let me commit for once' and then i just sat here cackling for thirty minutes#just imagining magneto doing wrestling moves on peopel. and peopel i mean logan vjELVKAJV#here he comes with the steel chair he doeesnt need his powers to beat you over the head with it vajLKAKLJE#anyways ill have the cherik piece finished tonight or tomorrow. if i draw more wwe mags stuff thats for my eyes and god's#see yall later LMAO BYE remember you too can draw whatever you want forever
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my birthday is on friday which means i am smack in the middle of my annual “deep and dark funk that happens right before my birthday” and so i don’t necessarily need team canada to “win” for “me” but i DO need the game to have less than totally rancid vibes like the last matchup or i’m going to be a real pain in the ass to be around this weekend
#anyway any nice words you have to send my way this week are appreciated. they don’t even have to be nice about ME just nice in general#the world’s feeling bleak and this year has been awful#and i just don’t feel very good. SO#self pity hours will be over soon and i will force myself into a hopepilled optimismcel#but as a birthday present to myself i’m moping.
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not to be a bitch but like. i can never take "ohhhh kon is soOOoOoo sad about tim/ber uwaahhhh he's in love with tim but it's unrequited waaahhhh" angst seriously because like... i get it, the only thing you know about kon is that he's the other half of a popular m/m tim ship, but uh. rebirth kon is living an existential fucking nightmare. i think he's got way bigger fish to fry than whether the tim who only kind of remembers him at all is dating some other guy lmao
#rebirth tim even after getting his memories of kon back feels more like at least some of them are very vague and dreamlike#and of course ymmv interpretation wise but to me. if my friend no longer remembers formative experiences they shared with me clearly#i would not feel like they are the exact same friend i lost. i think that's a horrifying kind of grief. this is not the same person#like in yj19 tim refers to the memory yj98 issue 7 camping trip as being like a dream he once had#and kon has to be like uh that was real#like SORRY I JUST DON'T THINK HE'S THAT PRESSED ABOUT PRIME EARTH TIM'S DATING LIFE LMAO#SUPERMAN doesn't remember him and you're telling me he's moping about BERNARD??????#anyway. this has been another episode of ''i like timkon but everyone else in the timkon tag is my fucking enemy'' with rimi merils#holds up a knife. appreciate kon as a character outside of tim or else. i am no longer asking#rimi talks#kon
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I swear this is gonna be my last polin post (no it’s not)
I neeeed a parallel to that scene in season 1 where colin says he was a fool to fall for marina’s trick (or whatever it was he said, haven’t watched season 1 in a hot while) and Penelope said he wasn’t and that he just thought he was in love and if one finds something like that they need to declare it assuredly, fervently, loudly. Preferably the parallel where he declares his feelings assured, fervently and loudly happens at their engagement ball
#bridgerton#season three#polin#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton#she fell first he fell harder#colin x penelope#like i need it#riots will be thrown if it does not happen#he’s just so proud to be her husband and penelope stands there blushing immensely#eloise would be off to the side moping because she hates this#like yes lady whisteldown and all but eloise please let then enjoy their five minutes of happines#we all know it comes crashing down anyway#are y’all ever sick and tired of me posting about them everyday?
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my man had no reason to slay as hard as he did
#the pope's exorcist#russell crowe#artists on tumblr#digital art#fanart#stuff i draw#man the moment he hit the screen on that dumb little scooter i was entranced#i mean i was entranced from the second he hit the screen anyway but#the moped really sold the whole thing for me
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tricky dog
#i am so glad our paths crossed#she was the best thing for me when i lost miller#she demanded i still get out and do things with the dogs#otherwise she rioted#everyone else were too good and were content with me moping#not trickle#also it was nice still having 5 dogs#and not feeling that aching loss of having only 4#idk if that makes sense#anyway#trickle#fosters
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me todayyyy 🤸🏼

#it's a very gloomy birthday for me#i'll probably watch elvis in a bit#i saw my bf for a couple hours at like 2 in the morning and i wont see him till next year probably so im a little bummed out abt that#i left my glasses in his car too so now im blind until i see him again lmaooooo#anyway#gonna mope around today
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The Transitive Property
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Ed couldn't sleep the first night after Greed joined his little crew-sorry, after they joined Greed.
The voice of reason in his head (sounding annoyingly like his little brother) pointed out that this was probably because he wasn't trying to sleep, but that wasn't the point.
The point was he found himself sitting awake by the dying fire-long after Darius and Heinkel had turned in for the night and started snoring loud enough to alert all of Amestris to their location-staring at Greed while trying not to let the homunculus catch him looking.
And it was stupid! Why should he have to hide what he was doing? It wasn't like he even really cared about Greed. He was looking for any signs of Ling. His boyfriend had been possessed right in front of him (willingly, on purpose, like the stubborn asshole he could be when he felt like it) and then disappeared for months only to show back up long enough to freeload all of Ed's food-again-and have a five minute conversation before getting reabsorbed into the monster possessing him. Quite frankly, Ed thought he was more than justified in staring. He had every right to interrogate, to poke and prod, to demand to speak to Ling.
The voice that sounded too much like Al reminded him that pissing Greed off and potentially driving him away wouldn't help him get Ling back, that just because something was justified didn't mean it was smart, and that eventually he'd have to stop flying off the handle all the time and learn to be more strategic.
So Ed restrained himself to observing. It didn't make him feel better. It was Ling's face in front of him, except that it wasn't. Familiar features of a person he cared about forming expressions that were all wrong, his boyfriend's body with someone else's posture. Greed hadn't spoken for a while, but Ed knew that his voice would be too low, too rough, the Amestrian accent grating on Ed's nerves when it came out of Ling's mouth.
But there were glimmers of hope. As they sat in silence, Greed's expression changed every so often. The shifts were tiny, subtle, but Ed knew Ling's face well enough to spot them even if he couldn't be sure what they meant on Greed. The corners of his lips twitched as if fighting a smile, his eyebrows furrowed in the barest start of a frown. occasionally he tilted his head as if listening to someone or formed his mouth around words without vocalization. There was no one else around, and he wasn't talking to Ed, so all signs pointed to Greed and Ling having some sort of internal conversation. Really the fact that he was sitting quietly supported that hypothesis; the Greed they'd met in Dublith had never shut up, and this version had seemed just as chatty back in Central.
If Ling was aware and strong enough to keep a running commentary to Greed, he might be able to seize another opportunity to take back control of his body. If nothing else, maybe the dumbass could annoy the homunculus into trading a few minutes conversation for some peace and quiet.
Or maybe he'd annoy Greed too much and get his consciousness completely destroyed, pushed so deep into the philosopher's stone it would never resurface. Greed may have turned on the other homunculi, but that didn't mean he was a good person now. For all Ed knew he might hold no more value for human life than the rest of his wacko little "family".
Ling could be in very real danger, could already be suffering, and there was nothing Ed could do about it, he couldn't even know for sure, and what kind of useless boyfriend-
Greed broke the silence with a low growl, effectively interrupting the spiral of doom Ed's thought had been trapped in. He was glaring at Ed now, apparently having caught on to all the staring and not appreciating it. The growl sounded more frustrated than aggressive, but still. Ed shifted, getting ready to jump to his feet and run or fight if necessary.
"Alright short stack, if you're gonna sit there angsting at me all night you could at least tell me what your deal is."
Ed shot to his feet, hands balled into fists as he shouted down at Greed, "Who are you calling short?! I'll kick your ass right now!" So much for not flying off the handle, but a man had to have standards.
Greed didn't rise to meet him. He looked calmly up at him from his seated position, apparently completely unconcerned with Ed's rage. He looked more amused than anything, which did nothing to improve Ed's mood.
"Yeah, sure you will," Greed agreed, too easily to be anything but patronizing. "But seriously, would you tell me what your problem with me is? As your new leader, I can't have this kind of hostility from my henchmen."
Ed bristled at the henchman comment, but bit back any retort to it. He had agreed to following Greed after all, and it really wouldn't bother him if he wasn't already so pissed.
"My problem with you?" Ed scoffed. "Well, putting aside what happened in Dublith-"
Ed cut himself off sharply when pain flashed across Greed's face, different from how Ling would wear it but still unmistakable. It occurred to him that everyone Greed had known in Dublith had ended up dead, and that Ling had been pretty vague about what had caused Greed to freak out and let him gain control.
Maybe poking that particular sore spot wasn't the best idea. Ed might not have a reputation as the nice Elric brother, but he didn't try to be outright cruel.
Before Ed could beat himself up too much about putting such a sad look on Ling's face, even by proxy, it disappeared behind Greed's usual smug expression.
"What happened in Dublith, huh?" he asked. "I thought I remembered seeing you there. Honestly though, that whole scene's a little fuzzy, so I still don't know why you're looking at me like you wanna kill me."
"You kidnapped my brother and beat the shit out of me!" Feeling bad about how things turned out didn't give Greed a pass for starting the whole mess.
Greed tilted his head. "Huh? Doesn't everyone do shit like that to you, though? I mean, you said those chimera guys were trying to kill you when you met."
"That's..." Ed faltered. Technically it wasn't an incorrect assessment. Lots of people attacked him when meeting him for the first time, and he didn't usually hold a grudge over it. Hell, Ling had ordered his personal guards to beat some answers out of Ed and Al, and then Ed had agreed to go on a date with him a few hours later. Lan Fan hadn't pulled her punches either.
But just because their fight in Dublith hadn't been too out of the ordinary (god his life was weird) didn't mean Ed didn't still have plenty of reason to hate Greed.
"Fine then, maybe I'm pissed because you're possessing Ling! You stole his body and now you're walking around wearing his face, doing who knows what to him in there, and you won't fucking let him go!"
"Whoa whoa whoa." Greed held up his hands as if trying to hold back Ed's anger. He didn't look exactly apologetic, but he'd dropped the smirk and seemed to be taking the conversation seriously for the first time. "Couple of problems with all that. One, it wasn't my idea to possess the guy. I can't exactly control what dear old dad does with my stone when I don't have a body, and it's not like I can just leave once I'm in here. Two, I didn't steal shit. He agreed to give me his body. We had a whole conversation about it. This is my body now, and you not liking it doesn't change the fact that it was Ling's choice. And three, I'm not doing anything to him. If anything it's what he's doing to me, damn princely brat's been talking my ear off since I got this body, it's seriously annoying.”
Ed really wished he could believe that.
“So you're not torturing him to prove you're better than humans or punish him for defying you or whatever? Because I talked to Envy about how you homunculi feel about humans, and it doesn't seem like you'd be cool with sharing a body just like that.”
Greed gasped and put a hand to his chest like he'd been shot. “Did you just compare me to Envy? Envy's a fucking asshole! Their whole ‘humans are garbage I'm so much better’ thing is their own personal problem, I don't give a shit about any of that. Humans, chimera, any of the other homunculi that don't end up dead, it doesn't matter. They'll all belong to me once I take over the world!”
Ed should maybe be concerned about his new ally casually bringing up world domination, but he couldn't really bring himself to care.
“You're serious? Ling's really okay?”
Greed rolled his eyes. “Yeah, he's fine. I keep saying I don’t lie, but no ever listens. Look, he agreed to let me have his body-which makes him my possession-and I take good care of my things. He's got nothing to complain about!” Greed paused, tilting his head slightly, then pinched the bridge of his nose. “Actually, he's great at finding things to complain about, but since I don't need to eat and I also can't control the amount of screaming from people who are grumpy they got turned into a rock, none of his complaints are my problem.”
Ed’s right knee went weak with relief. The left stayed strong, Winry's handy work as sturdy as ever, but he sat down heavily anyway, finally giving up his position standing over Greed.
He'd been trying not to think about it-and there'd been one crisis after the other to distract him-but it had been eating at Ed, not knowing if Ling was okay. And after sending his best friend and baby brother off with a literal serial killer and hoping for the best, the accumulated weight of uncertainty about the fates of his loved ones had been almost too much to bear. Now hearing that Ling hadn't been suffering horribly, that he wasn't in any danger (or at least not from the being controlling his body) had Ed feeling so much lighter he almost didn't know what to do with himself.
Maybe he was crazy for taking Greed's word for it, but he sounded so sincere. Really there was no reason for him to lie, it wasn't like Ed could do anything about it if he had been hurting Ling. If anything he'd probably want to gloat if he was anything like Envy (and it seemed like maybe he wasn’t).
Looking back, Ling hadn't seemed that bad off at the cabin. Sure he'd collapsed, but he just kind of did that sometimes. He'd bounced right back after eating, just like he had back in Rush Valley, and Central, and Gluttony's stomach. Greed kept complaining about Ling being annoying, but now that Ed was a few more steps away from panic he realized there had been a hint of fondness in his voice as he did so. And, well. Ed could understand finding Ling extremely irritating in an endearing sort of way.
“What’s your guys’ deal anyway?” Greed interrupted Ed's thoughts.
“Our–What?”
Greed waved a hand impatiently. “You know, you’re obsessed with each other. First Ling was all ‘Stop fighting Ed, you might hurt him. No I can’t tell you where Lan Fan is, you have to find Ed and give him the message. I wonder where Ed is. I hope Ed’s okay. Hey, we should totally join Ed’s stupid little group and wander through the woods together!’ And now you won’t stop creepy staring at my face and you’re having some kinda breakdown over the idea that he might possibly be unhappy. It’s weird.”
“Ling didn’t tell you?” Ed tried not to let himself feel too hurt by that. There could be lots of reasons for Ling to keep their relationship to himself. Even if he was apparently talking to Greed all the time, there must be a good reason he never brought up Ed in the months they'd been apart.
“No! He won’t shut up about anything else. Yapping on and on about Xing, and his clan, and Lan Fan and Fu, and he mentions you constantly, but every time I ask about you he says it’s none of my business. Can you believe that? He’s my possession, his business is my business! Not to mention he’s thinking about it inside my brain, which makes it double my business.”
That made a certain kind of sense. It was probably hard having any privacy while sharing your body with another person, so of course Ling might want to keep something to himself. And, Ed remembered, Greed's stupid speech about wanting everything rather pointedly included women. He maybe wouldn't appreciate the fact that his new body’s owner was dating a man when he himself was aggressively straight.
“If Ling says it's none of your business then it's none of your business.” Even if Ed didn't love being kept a secret, he wouldn't betray Ling by giving out information he wanted to keep private.
“Ugh, come on!” Greed whined, flopping back dramatically to lay on the ground. “I'm the one in charge here and still no one tells me anything. You even looked all sad about me not knowing, and yet you're not gonna–”
Greed cut himself off mid sentence and sat back up to look at Ed.
“Your boyfriend?”
Somehow Ed got the idea the question wasn't for him even though Greed was staring right at him.
A grin grew slowly across Greed's face.
“Our boyfriend.”
The hell did that mean?!
SMACK
Before Ed could react, almost faster than his eyes could follow, Greed raised his right hand and slapped himself across the face.
“Ow! What the hell, Ling?” Greed pushed his right hand down by the wrist before reaching up with his left to rub his cheek. “That fucking hurt, you asshole! Why–you know I can't understand the Xingese when you talk that fast. Stop yelling at me!”
“What did you mean by–”
“Give us a minute,” Greed said, holding up a finger in Ed's direction.
“No I will not give you a minute!” Ed yelled. “You can't just say some crap like that then ignore me! Explain what you're talking about right now or I swear I'm gonna…”
Greed was no longer looking at Ed. He was staring off into the distance, eyes unfocused. If Ed had to guess, he'd say the homunculus was so tuned in to whatever argument he was having with Ling he wasn't even hearing Ed anymore. No amount of yelling would help with that, and despite popular belief to the contrary, Ed could recognize a losing battle when he saw one. He just usually chose to fight them anyway.
Ed picked up a twig from the ground and threw it at Greed's face. It bounced off his nose and he blinked, eyes focusing back on Ed with a startled look.
“If you're going to talk about me in front of me, at least have your half of the conversation out loud, would you?”
Greed nodded. “Yeah that's fair.” He shifted his gaze slightly, looking near but not directly at Ed as he continued. “I don't see what the problem is. He's your boyfriend, and you're mine, so it makes sense–yes that is how it works, it's science.”
Ed already wasn't crazy about how this conversation was going. “When you say he's yours–”
“What do you mean we're not dating?” Greed sounded genuinely confused now. “You agreed to share your body with me, and you asked me to rule a country with you! How is that not–Oh, so you can have fifty wives, but two boyfriends is too–”
“He's not gonna have fifty wives,” Ed interrupted. “He's getting rid of–”
“Yeah yeah, we're doing away with that custom, I know.” Greed waved a hand in Ed's direction as he spoke, still looking at nothing as he had been for his whole conversation with Ling, as if responding to both of them at the same time.
“Why are you getting so worked up over this anyway?” Ed asked. “Aren't you straight?”
Greed's eyes snapped to Ed's face, expression scandalized. “Aren't I what?” he gasped, as if this was the most offensive thing anyone had ever said to him.
“Straight?” Ed didn't see what the big deal was, it had seemed like a fair assumption. “You had a whole speech about wanting women or whatever.”
“I'm Greed.” He spoke slowly, as if explaining something obvious that he'd been forced to go over many times. “I want everything. Gender isn't even a factor for me. Honestly I don't get why humans are so obsessed with it. People would get weird sometimes if I mentioned wanting men too, so I stopped saying that part to avoid the hassle. Still, I can't believe I’ve been giving off straight vibes.” He looked down and tugged at his coat. “Maybe it's the outfit? I told his highness he should have let me pick out better clothes. There was this great vest and also these awesome sunglasses I wanted to get, but he wouldn't go for it. Kept bitching about how awful they were until I chose something more simple.”
“Oh yeah, you had something like that the first time I met you. That was such a cool look!” Ed had pretty much hated Greed's guts back in Dublith, but he couldn't deny the man had style.
“Thank you!” Greed threw up his hands. “Ya hear that, Ling? He thinks it's cool too…Hey, don't call me and our boyfriend tacky in the same way, asshole! Huh? Oh, good point.”
Greed turned back to Ed, leaning forward and fixing him with a serious look. “Hey, do you want to date me too, instead of just Ling?”
“Uh…” Ed hesitated, debating for a moment whether the personification of greed would respond well to being denied something he wanted. Then again, Ling wouldn't have had him ask Ed if he thought the reaction would be dangerous. And he had asked, rather than just demanding. “No, not really. I don't even know you.”
Greed sat back with a shrug. “Oh, okay. Was worth a shot.”
“Really? You're cool with me just dating Ling?” Ed had been expecting at least a bit of an argument.
“Well, yeah.” Greed said. “People have to want to be mine, or else what's the point? Kind of sucks that Ling will have something I don't, but that's just the way it'll have to be. You're still my henchman after all, so it's not like you don't belong to me anyway. Besides,” Greed smiled at Ed, “there's plenty of time between now and the promised day for you to get to know me.”
An hour ago Ed would have taken that statement as mocking at best, and maybe as a downright threat. But now that he knew that Ling was not only okay but on good terms with the deadly sin inhabiting his body, and after having what was by his standards a perfectly friendly conversation with the guy, Ed was willing to see it a bit more charitably. Greed's smile was genuine, nothing taunting or creepy in the expression at all. In fact, if there was any similarity between how Ling and Greed showed their emotions, he might be trying to hide a bit of nervousness.
Ed smiled back at Greed. “Yeah, I guess maybe there is,” he said, then laughed when Greed's mouth dropped open in shock. “It’s getting late. I'm gonna get some sleep. Goodnight Greed and goodnight Ling.”
The last thing Ed heard before sleep claimed him was Greed talking quietly as he threw more wood onto the campfire.
Ed got up to find a soft patch of ground to sleep on, only half listening to Greed stumble over his words as he wished him a goodnight from himself and Ling. Ed felt himself drifting off as soon as he laid down, more tired than he'd realized.
“Wow, I didn't think I'd get that far. I'm totally going to show him I'd be the best boyfriend ev–Ling, do not slap me again, you pissant, I swear to god!”
#fma#fmab#edward elric#greed fma#greedling#edling#greed/ed#greed/ed/ling#<-seriously what is the ship name for that? because all i can think of is gredling and thats completely unacceptable#is this based on that bugs bunny meme joke post i made a while back?#yes#did it get away from me and end having a few thousand words of introspection and moping before i got to the joke?#also yes#its the duality of man#anyway i think all three of them should date#ed has two hands most of the time#and he doesn't even need both of them because ling and greed share a body
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grizzco should fire me
#all the wave 1 wipes are embarrassing but i can not play chargers for the LIFE of me#and the ONLY WEAPON i was getting#WERE CHARGERS#yes this is. definitely a skill issue. massive one in fact#but i'm gonna mope about it anyway#allisters yapping#splatoon 3
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I'm so super glad you're into Yugioh now!! I've loved your art forever and seeing you draw the Kaiba bros is a dream come true, you draw them so well! I'm curious though, do you have any ships??
I’m glad you’re liking the yugioh stuff!!! Kaiba bros were meant for me I swear lmao. And in terms of ships, not particularly? To me yugioh is a show about siblings. Seto and Mokuba (and Noa). Ishizu Marik and Odion. Trinity and Joey. And I know not everyone sees it this way but I also see Yugi and Atem as like… siblings isn’t entirely the right word even though I think their interactions give SOOO much older and younger brother energy. But more like they’re two halves of the same soul that were separated and then grew in different ways if that makes sense. But regardless their interactions are more familial to me than anything (though I realize that’s not everyone’s take). (This is also just me playing in the space but I loooooove the idea of Seto and Kisara having the same kind of deal. They’re part of the same soul but her soul is sealed in a stone tablet, and even then she found her way back. Then Kaiba pulls out his 3 blue eyes and it’s like ✌️😜 me n the girliepoos!!!)
The only thing I could say for ships personally is that I’m living in an au in my head where Atem refuses the afterlife and gets to stay in a body of his own, and him and Kaiba have a thing. And then at some point there’s a failed marriage proposal Pride and Prejudice style where kaiba’s like “I am SICK I am ILL I can’t stop thinking about you, I’ve tried, I can’t, it makes me so fucking pissed that I’m obsessed with some broke dweeb that was living in the brain of the dweeb in chief, so just MARRY ME.” And Atem just kind of looks at him like uh huh….ok….and….you thought this phrasing would make me say yes. Well I can’t say I’m surprised that you are once again back on your bullshit.
I also think it’s very funny if Kaiba and Ishizu have a thing specifically because my friend sent me a manga panel of Ishizu saying she was prepared to die if she couldn’t save her younger brother and kaiba’s like “holy shit she’s just like me fr….” But again that exists in a mind palace where Ishizu and Atem are like. Friends with benefits who are both dating Kaiba and he schedules quarterly reviews with both of them wrt The Relationship. So all the shippy stuff to me is purely for comedic effect essentially. Also if all disagreements between the three of them are handled immediately with a duel and smartass comments which I think would be particularly fun to see with Ishizu, because it’s a crime we only got to see her duel once (though she did make Kaiba sweat which was so real of her). I also think that Kaiba deserves to be smacked in the mouth but I like mean people so I wouldn’t want anyone to do it—EXCEPT Ishizu because of all the shit he talked about Marik (even though he was yami Marik at the time). He knows the rules about messing with younger siblings so if she smacks him in the mouth he had it coming.
Anyways tl;dr - all of this to say that the ships aren’t too serious to me, it’s the family relationships that really hooked me on yugioh!!!
#THAT WAS LONG LMAO SORRY#I’m obsessed with ishizu though and it kills me that we didn’t see baby her kicking marik’s ass in duel monsters#clown-k1ng#ask#anyways disclaimer the ship stuff is not at all serious to me#instead please please please talk to me about seto having empty nest syndrome when mokuba goes to college#Nii-sama stop being a moping diva I’m going to get a business degree so I can help more as kaibacorp VP
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actually fairly down tonight but it's whatever i guess
#seraphina.txt#thinking about the scene in chapter 7 of holiest#where mephisto tells lucifer 'not everyone wants you dead'#except it's my own brain saying to me 'not everyone wants to see you fail'#(which is my default assumption)#anyways i guess i'll stop moping (because no one likes that)
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someone explain money laundering to me like I'm four years old. I need to Know for Quinn's antique shop. I don't know shit about fraud

a picture of big boy for your troubles
#i dont wanna google it#googling ''how to launder money'' seems like a bad thing to google#anyway you do not have to explain money laundering to me I'm just moping hahaha#i am almost positive lilah can explain#I'm almost positive she already has and i just cant retain information because i am four years old.#a rental car takes a left down rake street and disappears#there is nothing to see in lot 17 foxtrail lane
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so.
#okay so#here i am pretending i am a knowledgeable up to date slam dunk fan when in reality#i‘m only like 70-something chapters in#yes i know#it‘s a shame and i‘m missing out but i really don‘t have the time right now#anyway i was at chapter 49 for about a month#moping about how ryota hasn‘t shown up yet#(i wanted to see him so bad bc of that one japanese artist i follow on twt who kept drawing him with ayako and even though i knew nothing+#+about them i wanted to see them in the manga so yeah)#i was moping#and then i googled#and found out his first appearance is in chapter 50#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#„the one who came late“#what a genius title#i wish my genius brain could‘ve processed that at all so i could‘ve saved myself a month of ryota-less misery#anyway#him#he#GAH#i know i don‘t know a whole lot about him yet but i saw him and he‘s just so silly#he has two and a half brain cells#and knows how to fight#he has style#and he is such a dork#he and hanamichi make me laugh so hard honestly#so yeah i fell for him#i feel once i really get into the story i will fall even harder#he and i should get married#personal
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Unfortunately I've done nothing but scribble Lisa the hopeful fanart, forgive me .
#fex thoughts#I'm burnt out as fuck#this game is the only thing between me and decomposing into a pile of FUNGI!!!!#like i dont think ive felt this shitty in . a while .#back at the fucking building again bro#fear of failure + loneliness + extreme anxiety is a terrible combination that has practically plagued me since i started speaking#so im not exactly surprised its back?? but that doesnt make it any less shitty#sorry for the vent . ive been bottling this up . nobody looks at these text posts anyways so :heart emoji:#i can be as much of a mope as i want#okay back to rotating this mohawked loser in my brain at unreasonable speeds
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