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stahl-konigin · 8 years ago

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[and let’s be honest, satsuki isn’t going to take care of herself. she’s going to work herself to the bone to the point where she probably won’t be able to stand. not because she’s punishing herself or anything, but that’s because just how she is. she’s so heartbroken that she doesn’t care about herself rn. she just cares about satoshi and weathering this storm.

which they will! that family is a strong ass family and the three of them will pull through this and they will be stronger than ever before.

anyway, her own son is gonna find her passed out in her training room. rifp satsuki

ANYWAY.

I need to sleep. I have to get up tomorrow cause i have to go to my husband’s physical therapy return to sports thingy majiggy cause then we have to GO AND DO OUR TAXES.

Hooray?

ugh. idk why we cant just do it ourselves. i think it’d be cheaper but w/e.

and then we’re going to head over to my parents. i think i’ll have my laptop cause this return to sports thingy is an hour long. i need something to do. but we’ll see.

EITHER WAY.

We will continue this soap opera tomorrow/sunday.

AND LIKE SANDS THROUGH THE HOURGLASS, SO ARE THE DAYS OF OUR LIVESSSSS.

...i think that’s the only soap that’s still running on tv now.

either way through this whole thing that saying was popping through my head.

anyway

ASTA LA PASTA!]

#♔THE WRITER IS SPEAKING

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raitrolling · 8 years ago

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charon is my favorite, can we get some deets about him?

omg im glad but i also gotta question ur taste in taste in trolls cuz charon is legitimately the worse lmao

but anYWAY if ur just looking for simple facts, check out his toyhou.se profile, but otherwise cuz i didnt know what to write deets-wise i ended up getting carried away textwalling the entire history of charon’s character so enjoy?? i guess????

charon was my first troll who i made way back in late 2010, sometime after i caught up with the comic (which iirc was the make her pay flash). at first i was like ‘lol fantrolls are a dumb idea why would you make characters if alternia no longer exists in the comic’, but then i discovered the trollslum board on mspaf and the types of really creative trolls people had come up with and now 6 years later im still stuck in fantroll hell LMAO. but charon didnt rly have much of a concept back then apart from doing the thing im sure a good 70% of people making their first fantroll did and choosing the lime green colour thats supposed to be in between sollux and nepeta, as well as wanting him to be some creepy dude who loves blood and fighting because i was still in my edgy phase back then rifp

this pic here was the oldest one i could find of him, i lost a lot of my 2010 arts when my old external harddrive corrupted, and the oekaki i used to draw him on no longer exists so i cant grab anything from there either. i cry looking at the horrid anatomy omg

so then i started rping him on mspaf (which was the first time i rly rped, apart from randomly jumping into other peoples rps on other forums when i was 10 cuz i didnt know wtf it was but i wanted to be cool and write characters too lmao) and he just kinda developed from there i guess?? since he came from a friendless background he ended up getting really attached and protective of the friends and quads he ended up making, which ended up being taken up to 11 and turning into his obsessive tendencies he has now (though i ended up retconning all his past relationships because at the state hes at now, he would never be able to move on from losing so many people and id be stuck with Yet Another Ball Of Angst OC)

the story about his lusus has been changed a couple times too, originally kitedad was just some big angry bird who was attacked by another troll so charon was seeking revenge, but then retcons happened. somewhere down the line i was like ‘yknow charon’s p full on when it comes to trying to help his friends to the point where hed definitely try to hurt them so he could keep them safe, that mustve come from somewhere’ and now we have the awful abusive/codependent mess that exists today

i think a lot of his development came from the way i kept reinterpreting his behaviour too. ive mentioned on this blog a couple times That Weird Black Butler Cosplayer I Almost Dated Back In High School, who, while im sure he meant well, said and did some real creepy shit like turning up to my house unannounced as he found out where i lived cuz we took the same bus home and had memorised the route, as well as turning up uninvited to parties (dressed as fuckign sebastian. i wish i was joking. even my 2011 ultra weeb ass thought that was embarrassing) i was going to because there was gonna be alcohol there and he thought i needed ‘protection’, and also texting me this incredibly detailed dream he had of saving me from bullies and whatnot and that just made me go HOLD ON THIS BEING PROTECTIVE OF SOMEONE THING IS ACTUALLY REALLY WEIRD so i wanted to channel that kind of creepiness into charon. also his guilt trippy tendencies and making everyone’s problems about him is the same shit people have pulled on me before so lmao.

tho that being said, ive never really intended for charon to be 100% irredeemable?? he’s really only ever been intentionally malicious to those who have hurt him or his friends, so he’s more... incredibly misguided to the most extreme degree. he knows what behaviours get what he wants, but doesn’t understand that those behaviours are harmful to others, and he’s hopelessly loyal and protective, but these traits are coloured by the fact he’s got a poor sense of boundaries and doesn’t recognise when he’s going too far. he’s an interesting character for me to write, but finding that exact balance has always been difficult and i still dont know if ive got him pinned down properly yet. i always get happy when i post something related to him and i get messages from people who are just ‘holy shit charon’, it makes me feel like ive done a good job at capturing his character lmao

he kinda came full circle in a sense, from horrible edgy disgusting creep to somewhat of a nice guy with the occasional weirdness to legitimate disgusting creep who happens to also be a nice guy?? idk unlike a lot of my trolls who have gone through a lot of development charon is one of the few who still has a lot of his core concepts, just refined greatly

#charon acerbi #IM SORRY IF THIS WASNT THE TYPE OF DEETS U WERE LOOKING FOR I JUST really love talking about my characters like thiso mg #Anonymous #asks

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stuntchica · 8 years ago

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(If you're still doing the kin meme) all even numbers for Rin + a kin of your choice?

(im doing saeran as the kin of my choice!)

2. name something your kin/id studied!

i didnt really uh, study much of anything as rin rifp. in my canon we were all androids so anything we had to learn was programmed into us!

as for saeran, i obviously studied computers/hacking!

4. element associated with your kin/id?

im not really sure for rin? would music count as an element? for saeran, i guess the cold? thats something i associated with myself anyway

6. things in every day life that remind you of your canon?

im gonna be really predictable and say ‘oranges’ pffffft. (theyre actually one of the few fruits i can tolerate bc of arfid). for saeran my entire emotional state ,

8. what weather did your kin/id like the most?

as rin i was a boring little shit & loved the sun & hot weather. i guess being an android has some perks because i didnt get all hot and sweaty in the sun! for saeran though like geez, i had a whole Thing about the weather i loved it so much?? snow was my favourite but i loved literally any weather

10. do you like how the fandom portrays your kin/id?

for rin it’s okay. some of it is way off, but some of it is pretty close. it’s kind of hit & miss i guess! i don’t really have any major complaints though (except some of the shipping but thats like ‘eh’)

for saeran though i want to sit the entire fandom down and just tell them ‘no’ over & over again. like geez have you seen half the content for me on ao3?? theres so much non-con/dub-con, like what the hell???? & so many people think i wouldve pretended to be saeyoung to get with mc i just. no. i was a bad person but not that bad holy fuck

12. what outfit did you like best in your canon?

tbh im gonna be boring & just say this for rin. for saeran i dont really have a huge amount of choice (literally . 5 outfits, 2 of which are the same but with one thing changed) but the last outfit i wear in the secret ending 2! in my canon i stole one of mc’s jumpers w/o her permission so i find it funny that im wearing that there

14. did you have a favourite memory of your canon?

i dont really have that many specific memories as rin? i remember how happy i felt to be on the stage though, so i’m going to say every concert ever is my favourite memory asgdhj

as for saeran hmmm, most of my memories arent too happy. i do remember one time though it had snowed and i was sitting outside eating ice cream, & mc came out & was all like ‘wtf are you doing its freezing you cant eat ice cream in the snow’ & i said something along the general lines of ‘screw the weather i do what i want’. & she just started dying laughing & i pretended to be annoyed by her laughing and long story short we got into a huge snowball fight

16. did you like life in your canon?

as rin, sure!! i thought life was something amazing, especially considering that i was an android, something that wasn’t supposed to have life. there was a lot of debate over whether we could be considered alive, or really people, but we definitely were alive & people

for saeran, eh, not really. i didn’t really have the happiest life, and ultimately it ended in tragedy. i’d give anything to go back to then, but if i’m honest i don’t think the happy moment outweighed the unhappy ones

#yellow.txt #.txt #thank you!!!!#kin stuff #long post -#memories #❔#🎤#death m -#food m -#this was fun to do #noncon m -#dubcon m -#theobald-leonhart

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