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sticky | kim minji
things between you and minji are... sticky this summer.
â childhood friends to lovers, summer trip, soccer player!reader, slowish burn, lowkey bromance, futchish READER đ
contains : cursing, kinda slight makeoutism, a lot of bro and dude, just a little bit of angst but i promise its literally nothing, NOT proofread at all i am tireeeddd
wc: 13.7k words
inspired by : Sticky â KISS OF LIFE
You're not really sure how you got here.
Youâre watching the sunset at the beach with Kim Minji, your hand in between hers and the sand below you, your face two inches from her own, your lips two seconds away from colliding.
Actually, let's rewind.
Itâs summer! It's been 3 long years of being away in Seoul. A soccer scholarship was always great, and you were having a fantastic time with your teammates and classmates, but you were completely burnt out after these exhausting last 6 months.
Korea University Anam Tigers proudly win 3rd place in the U-League for the first half of the season. 5 wins, 2 draws, 3 losses. Not too bad. You did better last year, but you're sure you'll recover and bounce back during the second half. Or maybe it was the alcohol and smell of grilled beef that was making you emotional.
After you finalize your amazing speech with a broken voice and a tear threatening to leave your eye, you realize you're actually quite drunk. The applause of your teammates startles you, and they may be mocking your sentimental state with their laughs and âawwâs and teasing pushes, but they cheer you on anyway.
âHan Y/N!â One of your teammates, Hsu Nientsu, also pretty tipsy, nudges your left arm as you sit back down, âDon't get so sensitive with us now!â
âOur Y/Nie gets emotional when drunk, huh?â Central striker Ahn Yujin, leader of the team, pinches one of your red cheeks from across the table, action to which you groan at.
âI justâŠâ You sigh, drowsy and teary eyes block your vision yet you can still tell all your teammates are looking at you. âI really love our team and want us to do our bestâŠâ You make a mental note to never get drunk with your team again when they coo at you for a second time.
âWell then,â Oh Haewon starts pouring you another shot (she usually would make you pour it yourself, but your flimsy arms and hung head bring out the instinct to take care of you instead), âLet's climb up the leaderboard for Leftie!â She declares as she leaves the small glass of soju on your side of the table.
You hate the nickname. Nientsu came up with it the first year of your scholarship because when you were supposed to be in central midfield you spent most of your time on the left side of the field, for some reason. Her broken Korean and teasing nature muttered the name in an attempt to mock you and everyone started repeating after. You can't complain much about it. It stuck too well.
You take the shot and grimace at the bitter taste of alcohol. You're still not used to it even after countless team dinners.
Won Haneul, your roommate, best friend and goalkeeper, laughs at your expression. The other girls have already picked up their own conversation, yet she seems very entertained at your drunken state, âUnnie, are you sure you don't want to go?â You've told her multiple times to drop the formalities, it's a one year difference; she keeps refusing.
You look to your right and you (hardly) see her looking at you worried, but still smiling. It takes a couple seconds for you to process her words. âI⊠I think I should go.â You slur, you're sure you'll die if you take another shot.
Haneul nods, understanding as always. âGuys, I think me and Y/N unnie are gonna head back now!â You hear your teammates complain and whine but you can't make out anything they're saying.
âI'm too drunk!â You try your best to scold them, âAnd I have my last class tomorrowâŠâ
A soccer scholarship didn't mean you were just in Seoul to play soccer and get drunk with your friends. You also had to study and attend classes, like everyone else. Maybe you would've had it easier if you had chosen Physical Education as your major. But no, you had chosen Media and Communication for some reason.
At least it was the last class before break.
âGo then! Quick! Get away!â You hear Jung Sunhye drunkenly shoo you two away. It makes you giggle. You wave goodbye to your teammates with your frail arms, it makes you look like a car rental inflatable. You hear a chorus of âsleep wellâs and âBye Y/Nâs.
Haneul holds you as you walk out of the BBQ place, and then a cold wave of air hits you right when you realize you have to go up the hill to get to your dorm. You don't know if the chill you get in your spine is from the cool late night air or the dread of borderline hiking while drunk.
âHaneul, I'm sorry.â You don't even want to look at her in fear of getting dizzy. You're only a few steps up the hill but you're already breathing a little heavy. However, your apologetic expression is enough for her to understand your feelings.
âIt's okay, unnie!â She's such a joy to have around not only as a teammate but as a friend. You hope her kindness never leads her to getting taken advantage of. You and the other girls would ruin the life of whoever could even dare.
âI'm really grateful for you, yâknow?â You probably shouldn't talk while you're rapidly growing out of breath, but you're already sentimental.
âI'm flattered.â She says with a light laugh while pushing you from behind, making it easier for you to walk upwards.
âAre you going back to Suwon this summer?â You ask after a while of more heavy steps. Haneul had also gotten a scholarship and moved from Suwon to Seoul, therefore getting to be roommates with you.
âMhm! Gonna go see my parents.â Her voice turns a little softer and you notice even when you're mostly out of your conscious mind. âWhat about you, unnie? Are you gonna stay here?â
It's been three years since you left your hometown and replaced the ocean with the river. Three years since you left your friends behind. Three years since leaving your mom and dad.
Of course you missed them. How could you not? It's not like you were avoiding them, the last summers were just filled to the brim with practice and studying and everything got tangled and you didn't even leave time for yourself.
That's over, though. You can already see yourself on the shore.
And then you're at the bus terminal. Hands shaky and heavy steps, just like the ones you took walking up the hill of your dorm building. You carry your backpack at your front and hold your gym bag on your left hand. You wait in line to step inside your bus and you think you're ready to fall asleep for the whole ride.
But once you're settled in your seat, your thoughts leave you restless.
There's a fear in the back of your mind that your friends will treat you differently when you arrive.
You've been gone for 3 years, and you talk slightly less now. But the group chat is still active, and you talk with them when you're allowed the time to. It's not like you've gone completely radio silent and disappeared from their lives.
It's just scary to be back.
But the scariest thing by far is the fear of being proven wrong. The fear of still liking her.
See, ever since you were a kid running around with a ball between your feet, you've had a crush on Kim Minji.
Neighborhood pretty girl. Class president in elementary, middle and high school. Best grades in your year. The most crushable girl ever.
You remember the first day you met her. You actually think about it a lot.
You were 7, playing soccer with your friend Gyuvin on the beach at sunset hours. There was no real goal to kick the ball towards, you were just trying to steal the ball from each other and keep it as long as possible. But then Gyuvin gets a little too close to taking the ball, and in panic you pass it to your right.Â
But there's no one to your right. And you realize you've just kicked it towards three girls about your same age building a sandcastle.
You see the ball roll away further and further away from you and Gyuvin, and closer and closer to the castle, and the girls don't seem to notice.
You don't know why you're frozen. You could've stopped the ball by now if you had run after it. Gyuvin notices your lack of movement and becomes the one who shouts instead, âBALL!â
It seems to wake both the girls and you up from your daze, and suddenly you're running as fast as you can to catch the ball before it collides with the sand clump. And you manage to catch it.
You had thrown yourself into the sand, and the ball gets stopped by your arms. But your head crashes into the sandcastle instead. It doesn't collapse completely, and it didn't hurt that much, but it suddenly knocked you out for a few seconds.
You hear Gyuvinâs voice behind you when your mind is back in its place. âWe're really sorry! We'll help you patch it back up!â You shake of the sand from your head when you sit back up, and you can finally take a good look at the three girls.
They looked pissed.
The smallest of the girls speaks, âI guess you can help. You're lucky it didn't fall on your head.â She points at you and you feel guilt engulf your cheeks with its warmth.
ïżœïżœGreat!â Your friend helps you shake off some of the remaining sand off of your head, âLet's get to work, Y/N!â
You're confused at his enthusiasm, you were just playing soccer with him a few seconds ago and now he wants to build a sandcastle with some girls you just met? âBut⊠we were-â
Gyuvin cuts you off, âIt's the least we can do. We almost destroyed it.â It makes sense, but you're still a little reluctant. You grab a shovel anyways.
Your friend is already introducing himself when you start digging a hole into the sand, âI'm Kim Gyuvin! What are your names?â
The short girl with short hair that spoke to you before is the first one to answer, âI'm Hanni Pham! I'm from Australia but we moved here a year ago.â
âYour parents like fish, huh?â The boy's joke makes Hanni's mouth open wide and her eyes dilate a good amount.
âHow did you know?!â
âI'm Seol Yoona.â Says a girl with a voice so quiet you have to ask Gyuvin what her name was right after she said it, âWhat did she say?â
âSeol Yoona.â He repeats, and you get back to digging with a nod, not before you give an apologetic smile to the girl.
The last girl introduces herself, âI'm Kim Minji.â You notice three things about her. Her voice is deeper than the other two girls, her eyebrows are really pretty, and she's wearing a blue clip on her hair.
All three of the girls are pretty, but if Gyuvin asks you later who you thought was the prettiest you are sure you'll say Minji.
Said girl notices you've been doing nothing but dig since you started introducing yourselves. âWhat's the hole for?â She says.
âI'm gonna put water in it to make wet sand. It's going to make it easier to build and harder to collapse.â And right after you say that you stand up, bucket in hand, ready to go and fetch water from the shining ocean behind you.
But just as you're about to go, the girl with the pretty eyebrows calls out again, âWhat's your name? You never told us.â Right.
âHan Y/N.â You tell her with a smile.
âHan Y/N.â She repeats your name back to you, like you're not supposed to know it already. It sounds pretty coming from her.Â
The sunset glow crashes in the sea and bounces back into the eyes of the girl. You see them glisten as she looks into yours. Your heart starts beating as fast as it was when you were running around earlier.
âDonât ever play soccer near my sandcastles.â
You look like an idiot, laughing by yourself in your seat. It's already night when you feel the bus stop in its tracks. You realize it's slightly warmer than when you departed, even at these hours of the night.
You're here. And you're not laughing anymore.
Everything you dread is getting closer by the second, and you don't want to face it.
It's been three years since the last time you saw your friends, since you saw Minji. Three years of only speaking to her in the group chat. Three years of believing you've gotten over her when in reality you were just getting distracted.
Because if you had truly moved on you wouldn't be worrying about moving on.
You step out of your bus and smell the scent of the ocean. Your worries fade away for the rest of the night. You'll worry about that tomorrow.
You're home.
Itâs around 10:30 P.M. Knowing your parents they wouldnât be asleep right now. Theyâre probably watching replays of soccer matches or some strange animal documentary. Even after three years you can tread lightly towards your home. Not much has changed.
The street lights are dim, and the wooden floor boards of the port are not much louder than the last time they squeaked beneath your feet. You take a picture of the moon watching over the dancing waves, then keep walking.
You wish you donât run into any of your friends on the way to your house. Itâs not like you donât want to see them, but itâs late, and you couldnât catch even a wink of sleep the whole ride. You just want to see your parents and sleep in between the warmth of their bodies like you did when you were just a kid. You chuckle at the memory.
You step into your neighborhood. Most of the lights are turned off, but you can hear a couple of things as you walk deeper into the block. Crickets, waves, and a couple different TV stations.Â
You get closer to the neighboring house from yours. Gyuvinâs house. The lights in the first floor are off, but thereâs a dim light coming from the window of the bedroom facing the street. It (probably still) belonged to Gyuvin himself. You donât really know what heâs doing at this hour of the night, but you wonât bother him right now, even when you get the urge to text him something like âlook out ur windowâ.
You hear the voice of a commentator from outside the door of your house. They were watching replays. Knew it. You think about what to do next. Itâll be too loud if you ring the doorbell, Gyuvin might notice youâre here and come around to investigate, And then you get a sudden, bright idea.
You set your gym bag on the ground and start typing your momâs number to call her, clicking on her contact when it shows up. You take a big breath and wait for her to answer, it doesnât take her long.
âHello, baby! Whatâs going on?â Thereâs a twinge of worry in her voice but she always answers so happily when you call her. You chuckle deviously, mischief is about to begin.
âHi mama! I sent you guys a surprise, Iâm calling to make sure if the package arrived safely. Sorry about the time, by the way.â You try to mask the smile appearing on your lips as you talk.
âA package?â She seems confused, âI.. We didnât get anything.â She sounds a little more concerned.
âReally? Can you check the door? Maybe it came late.â
âI donât think itâd come this late, darling.â
âJust check, ma. Please.â You hang up. You feel a little sorry for leaving your mother bothered and confused, but you try to telepathically tell her itâll be worth it.
Your heartbeat starts picking up its pace when you hear the door unlock. You put your phone in your pocket and pick your bag up again.
 When the door opens, the first thing you notice is your momâs disheveled hair, probably from laying on the couch and watching TV. The second thing you notice is that her eyes immediately fall on the doorstep, and she frowns when she finds nothing. The third thing you notice is that, even before she realizes youâre there, sheâs already taking out her phone to call you again, but she sees a pair of shoes in front of her before she gets around to doing that.
Her eyes travel from your old sneakers to the top of your head, and then they fall back at your face. Her jaw drops and her eyes look like they hold the moonlight in them when she realizes itâs actually you.
âY/NieâŠâ Sheâs a little breathless when she says your name, and you laugh at the sound of rustling behind her. Your dad probably heard her.
âHello!â You simply greet. Your father appears shortly behind your mother and you send a wave at him when you see heâs making the exact same expression as her. âAm I going to be outside all night? Thatâs how you greet your daughter?â
Your mother throws herself at you with a hearty laugh, it makes you happy too. âWhen did you get here?!â She asks, a little too loud for your liking, but you wonât complain. You pull away to greet your dad, who was frozen on the doorframe.
âJust now, actually.â Your father is in shock, but he does his best to hug you back, and the hug gets tighter when he finally understands itâs really his daughter. You giggle a little at his lack of words, then tap his back a little rougher when you start struggling to breathe, âHey! Not so tight!â
He lets go and you hear him laugh more calmly now. âLetâs go in. Gyuvin doesnât know Iâm here yet and I want to surprise him tomorrow.â Your mom closes the door behind you, and then hits you on the back, quite roughly for your taste.
âHow dare you not tell us you were coming?!â She rubs the same spot where she hit you when she hears you hiss at the pain, âIt was a surprise!â You argue.
âDid you have dinner?â Your dad asks already in the kitchen, and your stomach growls even before you can respond. You giggle shyly at the noise, âIâll take that as a no.â He says, âGo sit with your mom and watch TV with her. Iâll heat up something.â
âOh, weâre not watching anything. Youâre gonna tell me everything youâve been doing.â Your mother taps the seat beside her on the couch, which you gladly take. âHow was the season?â
Youâre so happy to be back.
You wake up with the sunrise.
You fully expected to open your eyes and be hugging your mom while your dad was already up in the kitchen. And that did happen, except you wake up with your back sore from falling asleep on the couch. Your dad is in the kitchen, making breakfast for you three.
You rub your eyes and yawn. It wasnât that late, you woke up pretty early actually. 8:27 A.M. Maybe itâs because your body is used to waking up early. Your dad looks back at you and laughs at your messy hair, smiles brighter when he sees one of your momâs arms sticking out of the couch. âRise and shine!â He says brightly.
âMorningâŠâ The sound of your croaky voice seems to wake up your mom, as sheâs already rubbing her face.
âSmells good.â She says in the same tone as you. âIs it almost done?â
âI just finished. Come take a seat.â Your dad turns off the gas from the stove. The scent of kimchi jjigae fills your home, and it makes you feel a lot more energized even before having a taste of it.
You run your hand through your hair to try and make it more presentable. Your mother goes up to your dad to ask for a taste, he waits for her approval. You start setting the cutlery and it makes you think of the mornings before school, but rather than getting sentimental, you enjoy the moment with a smile.
âY/Nie, do you want apple juice?â Your mom asks with the fridge open, you just nod as you sit down.
When the three of you sit down to finally eat, you start to realize how much you actually missed this. You spent your mornings in Seoul either eating a quick and not-really-filling meal, or eating an energy bar and a vending machine kimbap with your teammates before practice. You donât remember the last time you had a hearty breakfast.
The sound of laughter and birds chirping combined with the smell of a home cooked meal and the warmth of a seaside morning couldnât compare to any of the emotions that crossed your heart whenever you won a match.Â
Your mom and dad gossip to you about your neighbors and everything you missed while you were away.
You donât find it hard to believe when they tell you that the weird old man that used to drink his nights away at the port got arrested. One of your neighbors' sons dropped out of college to be a model, Kim Sunoo apparently. Good for him, you always thought he had a pretty face.
Supposedly, Minji keeps her title as the number 1 student even in college. Youâre not surprised, but you do feel full all of a sudden. Thereâs just a little bit of stew left when you groan, âAh⊠Iâm fullâŠâ
Your mom raises an eyebrow, âAlready?â She looks at your bowl and laughs, âNevermind, you finished pretty fast.â
âDo you eat well in Seoul?â Your dad asks. You feel a little flustered at the question and stutter when you answer, âI mean⊠not in the morning, but I eat pretty healthily the rest of the day. Me and Haneul prepare meals when we have afternoon practice. Iâd say weâre pretty good cooks.â
Your parents laugh, âI guess weâll put you to the test one day.â Your mom nudges you, âAnd itâs âHaneul and Iâ, by the way.â
The correction makes your eyes roll as you stand up to wash your dishes, âYeah, yeah, grammar queen. Iâm gonna go take a shower and go to Gyuvinâs to surprise him, âkay?â
âAye aye, captain!â Either your parents planned to do the same move and say the same thing at the same time beforehand, or theyâre literal soulmates.
You get out of the shower and choose a simple outfit- some baggy, ripped jeans and a graphic tee that you found in your closet (you asked your mom if it was clean enough for you to wear, considering the closet looked a little dusty; she said it was fine). The shirt felt a little tight around the arms and it was quite smaller than you expected, but it wasnât uncomfortable at all. If anything it made the outfit more interesting.
So you stand outside your friend's house, with nothing in your hands but a smile on your face. Youâre not really sure if itâll be him or his mom answering the door, but you hope either of them will be happy to see you.
You ring the doorbell, and immediately hear footsteps get closer from inside. You donât know if your heart is going to race everytime this happens, but you just hope you get used to the feeling. The door opens and you're met with a familiar face, Ms. Kim, Gyuvinâs mom, dressed up and ready to go to work. Itâs summer, though?
âY/Nie?â She looks delighted to see you, and yet quite surprised. âYou came back!â
You give her a bright smile after you bow in respect, âGood morning, Ms. Kim! How have you been?âÂ
She steps back in a manner to invite you inside, âOh, Iâve been well, dear. Gyuvin told me you werenât able to visit these past years. We all missed you very much.â Her words surprise you, and you feel a little guilt squeezing your heart for two seconds.
âIâm glad to hear that, Ms.â She walks around the kitchen, packing what seems to be a lunchbox into her bag, yet still giving you her full attention. âAre you heading to work?â You ask curiously.
âOh, yeah.â She looks a little agitated, âThey donât give me breaks, baby. I work for the news now!â
âOh! How has that been going?â
She stops in her tracks, âHonestly, quite great.â She says, and you both laugh together. âDoes Gyuvin know youâre here? I imagine heâs who you came to see.â
âHe doesnât.â The woman looks quite surprised. âI wanted to surprise him. I arrived just yesterday.â
âOh honey, youâre gonna give him a heart attack.â She laughs and you chuckle, âI hope not!â You say,
âHeâs in his room. Heâs probably still asleep, but heâll wake up if you knock hard enough. Make sure he doesnât think youâre me, then he wonât get up.â The woman unlocks the door, coat hanging from her arm and bag over her shoulder, when she sees you nod. âI heard you won third place this half, right?â
âThatâs right, maâam.â You proudly say.
âGo Tigers!â Is the last thing she says before she walks out of the door. What a charming woman. You smile at yourself before walking up the stairs to your friendâs room.
Knock knock. No answer.
Knock knock knock. A groan.
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK. A louder groan.
âKim Gyuvin, I will bust your door down.â You yell, âYou think my legs havenât gotten stronger?â
Fast stomps and the sound of a clutter of objects falling on the ground startle you slightly. The door opens so roughly you wonder if Gyuvin himself has also gotten stronger.
âY/N?!â
âWhat fell on the ground?â You chuckle. He hugs you, possibly tighter than your dad. You didnât quite expect it, but you welcome it anyway.
He pulls away like heâs checking if youâre not a hologram. You laugh the hardest when he pokes your cheek. He looks relieved, then mad. âWhy didnât you tell me you were coming?! When did you get here?!â
âI got here yesterday. You were still awake, I think. But I wanted to greet you properly, and I was really tired last night.â You explain with a little bit of remorse.
âDude!â He hugs you once again, âBro, I canât believe you're back!â You hug him just as tightly. âIâm really happy Iâm here.â
He pushes you lightly with a smirk, âDonât get sappy on me.â He teases, âCongrats on third place, tiger.â You cringe at the nickname and push him back.
âEww!â You both laugh, and you notice the bundle of things he has on the floor of his room, âYou dropped all that?â
Gyuvin looks back, and pushes you out of his room, closing the door in shame. Unbelievable.
You hear him pick up the things and put them back in place, until he finally opens the door again. Youâre right where he left you. âGet dressed. Your mom made you breakfast.â
âWait, help me pick an outfit!â Youâve been here for less than a day and heâs already being annoying. Like always.
âBro, Iâm wearing a shirt thatâs too small for me, I am not the one to ask for fashion help.â
âThatâs your fault for getting swole!â You hear him yell while you go down the stairs. Maybe nothing's really changed.
Youâre back at the kitchen. You look at the lonely plate at the table, it doesnât look very appetizing. Itâs not like itâs a bad meal, itâs an omelet and toast, but when you touch it itâs abnormally cold. Fuck you Gyuvin. He was probably supposed to wake up a while ago.
You take the plate and place it in the microwave, one minute should be fine. You open the fridge and snoop around to see if they still- yup, they still have a box of the triangle juice boxes you and Gyuvin always shared at school. Apple was your favorite. Youâre sure he or his mom wonât mind you taking one while you wait for the food to heat up.
You take the little plastic straw attached to the juice box and stab it into the designated hole. Just as you close the fridge, you hear the shutter sound effect from a phone. You turn around and see Gyuvin already dressed up and smiling at his phone.
âDid you take a picture of me?â You ask. The microwave beeps, âThatâs your food.â
âCheck the group chat.â He says as he walks past you to the microwave. You take out your phone and rest your elbows on the counter when you open up the group chat. Gyuvin named it âBeach boysâ, even when he himself was the only male.
Youâre immediately met with a picture of you from your side, stabbing a hole into your apple juice box. You looked at yourself in the mirror this morning, but you only realize how tight the sleeves of your shirt look when you stare at the photo. âDamnâŠâ You mutter
âOw! Ow! Hot!â Gyuvin yelps as he walks beside you, plate in his hands. He sits down at the table while you scroll back up to check the other messages.
gyuv | 9:44 A.M.
guys Y/N got so swole its actually insane
sully | 9:44 A.M.
Well yeah shes an athlete what were u expecting
henny | 9:44 A.M.
did she post something on ig?
where is this coming from
minj | 9:44 A.M.
Good morning first of all
gyuv | 9:45 A.M.
yeah but ud expect her legs to get bigger or her thighs idk
tell me why this absolute gremlin has bigger biceps than me
i feel threatened
this feels like a bro code violation
henny | 9:45 A.M.
this feels more like you just being insecure
i checked her ig and theres nothing?
sully | 9:45 A.M.
Vin are you hallucinating be honest
minj | 9:45 A.M.
Why gremlin
If anything the gremlin is hanni
henny | 9:45 A.M.
literally so out of pocket
what compelled you to say that
gyuv | 9:46 A.M.Â
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henny | 9:46 A.M.
Gyuvin is that ur fuckign house
is that han Y/N in your fucking house.
minj | 9:46 A.M.
What the hell
You | 9:46 A.M.
hi guys!
henny | 9:47 A.M.
Han Y/N are you in gyuvins fucking house
You | 9:47 A.M.
possibly
gyuv | 9:47 A.M.
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guys im shaking theres a uleague third place winner in my kitchen
im so honored
sully | 9:47 A.M.
Omg she did get swole
Hiii Y/N
gyuv | 9:47 A.M.
RIGHT
IM SAYING LIKE
U DONT EVEM USE UR ARMS IN SOCCER
henny | 9:47 A.M.
Y/N when the FUCK did u get here
im gonna start vrying omg
You | 9:48 A.M.
i got here yesterday at night
i wanted to surprise u guys but ig gyuvin got too excited
pham hanni DO NOT CRY
hi sullyyy !!
henny | 9:48 A.M.
ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS
You | 9:48 A.M.
stop cursing so much omg
minj | 9:48 A.M.
This is actually crazy
How could you say nothing to us
I feel lowkey betrayed Han Y/N
You | 9:48 A.M.
IM SORRY???
so surprises are the worst thing in the world now huh
gyuvs mom was so much happier to see me than you guys fr
going back to seoul
it seems im not welcome
henny | 9:48 A.M.
Y/N actually stop playing rn
where do we meet
You | 9:49 A.M
me and gyuv will pick u guys up
were going to the soccer field
but i got money from the scholarship so we can buy stuff on the way
gyuv | 9:49 A.M.
guys just to be clear i had literally no idea she was here
she showed up at my house 20 mins ago
sully | 9:49 A.M.
Omg we can go to that antique shop thats close to our high school
henny | 9:50
literally how r u so calm abt this
minj | 9:50 A.M.
Maybe ur just abnormal
You cackle loudly at Minji's last text.
When you arrive at Yoona's house, she's already waiting for you two on her porch. She looks a little taller than when you last saw her. Her eyes light up when she sees you arrive.
âY/N!â She runs up to you and hugs you so tightly your breath falls a little short. What's with everyone and suffocating you lately? âI missed you so much!â
âI missed you too, Sully!â You smile at her when you pull back, and the first thing she does is poke your arm. Her jaw drops in awe at the toughness of the muscle and it makes you laugh.
Gyuvin comes up behind you both with his arms open and a silly smirk, âWhere my hug at?â It's quite awful. Yoona gags and sends him a distasteful look, which quickly shuts him down
You missed this. And itâs like this - full of banter and laughs - the whole way to Hanniâs house, the three of you take turns at making fun of each other, with the brief recurring tease at your job as an athlete.
Your friends like to brag about you being a college athlete, and a good one at that, but they certainly enjoyed sitting you up on a pedestal as a joke. They talked about you like you were the main star of the national team when in reality most people had little to no idea who you were even on campus, with the exception of the Yujin fans who tried using you to get close to her.
âY/N, I promise you, when you make it on the national team, thereâs gonna be a ton of fan accounts for you.â Youâre in the middle of pushing Gyuvin away and blushing at his comment, about to contradict him when you hear a voice calling you.
âHan Y/N!â You donât even realize you were already at Hanniâs house when you look towards the sound and two girls are waiting for you at the steps of a big house.
The first thing you notice is Hanniâs hair. She cut it, a fuckass (affectionately) bob that looked exactly like the one she wore the first time you ever met her.
The second thing you notice is that Minji is right beside her, already smiling at you. She stands up from the steps she and Hanni were sitting on and shakes off the dust from her pants. She wears a simple white graphic shirt and oversized blue jeans, beige puffer jacket hanging off her arms, and she looks so much taller than how she did when she was 16.
(Thatâs weird, shouldnât she have stopped growing by then?)
The third thing you notice is your heartbeat suddenly racing when her eyes and yours meet for the first time in three years.
It beats at the same pace it did when the afternoon sun hit her face when you were 7. It beats at the same pace it did when you stared at her sitting by the window in middle school. It beats at the same pace it did when she sat beside you on the bus and fell asleep with her head on your shoulder.
Nothing has changed. Nothing at all.
It hits you like a bullet through your chest, but you try your best to ignore it as Hanni runs towards you.Â
âYou asshole!â She yells with a smile on her face, and it contaminates your lips when she hugs you. She doesnât hug you as tightly, but itâs longer than you expected. When she finally pulls away from you you touch the short strands of hair that cover her ears.
âWhat happened here?â You ask, watching in awe at the striking change.
âI kind of had an existential crisis last night.â She responds shyly while caressing her trimmed locks. âMinji helped me make it look better. It did not look good when I did it. They didnât know either!â She points at the two behind you, both of them with their jaws hanging when you look back.
âDude, you literally look seven again.â You say. You donât mean it in a teasing way, she genuinely looks younger, but you reconsider telling her that when she hits you in the arm. Hanni widens her eyes at the unexpected roughness, âWhat the hell⊠you did get swole.â
âCan we stop talking about that?â The topic of your arms is starting to tire you, but itâs mostly embarrassing, so you groan at the mention.
You hear Minji laugh when Hanni goes up to the other two and they immediately start touching her new hair. It makes you laugh too, but you gasp a little when you feel a hand touch your shoulder.
âHey.â She says, her god-damned pretty eyes look at you so sweetly, and her voice is so soft, and-
âHey!â You say before thoughts about her take up your brain and you awkwardly freeze.
She smiles right before she hugs you, and itâs surprisingly warm, but youâre sure most of it comes from your own blood rushing everywhere inside you.
Everything about her is gentle, her eyes, her voice, her embrace. Itâs a complete one-eighty in contrast to the tightness of everyone else whoâs put their arms around you for the past two days.
âI missed you.â She says so delicately, almost quiet, even if she says it right next to your ear. And youâre about to melt, and she has no idea, so you hug her back, a little less soft than how she does, and say âI missed you too.â
It comes out a lot more calmly than you expect it, and you internally praise yourself for not making a fool out of yourself. Itâs not like you want to pull away, but you might start sweating if you donât.
You take your arms off her back and her warmth suddenly fades away. When she looks at your face again, thereâs a small grin painting her lips, âCongrats on the win.â She pokes at your shoulder and you laugh at the gesture.
âItâs only third place. I want first.â
âOh wow!â Her amused smile makes you dizzy, âDidnât know you were so ambitious.â
âPeople change, I guess.â You giggle with her. But you havenât really changed at all.
âWell, you better get first place, tiger.â She teases and you groan even louder at the nickname as you get away from her to join your friends. Maybe getting over Minji wonât be so hard.
Getting over Minji is going to be fucking impossible. Matter of fact, you're sure itâs never gonna happen. Youâre going to be 45 and still think about her, and itâs going to slowly kill you.
You stare as she holds a little cow plush in her hands, inspecting it carefully. Her round eyes shine just like the glossy buttons of the doll. You think of a believable excuse before you take your phone out of your pocket and open the camera app.
You zoom in and despise how your fingers tremble before you snap a photo of the girl, unbeknownst to her.
Gyuvin comes up behind you, his voice is quiet yet it still startles you, âWhatâs the pic for?â
You look at him with widened eyes and bring your hand to your chest. âJust⊠memories.â Truth lies within your (not quite) excuse. âI want to look back on things like this when I go back to Seoul.â
The boy narrows his eyes at you and smirks, âSo sappy.â He teases, so you zoom out the camera to 0.5 and take a bad close up of his face, âHey!â He laughs.
You get away and put your phone back in your pocket to look at more of the items in the store. Many things catch your eye, small, shiny, weird, big, you could buy it all if you had the money to.
You walk around the shop, your eyes examine all the items on the old wooden tables and your fingers lightly brush on some of the more eye-catching trinkets. You stare at the little ceramic figurines of dogs and cats and other animals and mentally consider buying the little calico cat on the far left.
There are some cute keychains with little black and white designs as you pass by. You add them to your roster too. Hanniâs voice catches your attention from a few steps away.
âY/N! What do you think of this cardigan?â Sheâs in the clothing section of the store, sporting a vintage cream colored wool cardigan with little brown stripes on the sides of the sleeves. Itâs a little big on her, but oversized is trendy so itâs fine.
âItâs cute!â Your eyes glance towards some of the clothes behind her, âI like that one better though.â You point at the blue-gray checkered sweater behind her and she frowns in confusion when she looks at it, âY/N, thatâs so ugly.â Guess you donât have an eye for fashion.
âOh wellâŠâ You sigh and keep looking for more artifacts.
As you walk around, you accidentally bump the top of your head on some of the ornaments that hang on the ceiling, the sound of multiple wind chimes emerge a little before your quiet âOw!â, which grabs the attention of Yoona and Gyuvin.
âYou okay?â The girl asks in concern, but you can hear her hold back a laugh between her teeth. Gyuvin isnât so subtle, his laughs resonating on the walls of the shop.
âYeah, Iâm fine.â You assure Yoona as you rub your forehead with your eyes closed, turned away in embarrassment. When your eyes open again, they land on an item that makes you freeze a little.
A small, pale blue hair clip. It looked oddly similar, if not exactly the same as the one Minji wore on the first day you met. The clip she lost on that same day while the five of you swam in the ocean together.
You remember her being so upset when she realized it wasnât there anymore, so much she cried silently on the way back to your respective houses. She was over the sadness of losing it in less than a week, but it stuck with you after Hanni told you in a whisper that it was the first time she ever saw Minji cry.
You immediately take the clip in your hands, the first item youâre certain you will buy. Actually, you buy it in that same instant. Thankfully, none of your friends seem to notice your quiet purchase, too engrossed in their own item search.
The five of you spend around 40 minutes in total in that damn shop, and you could kind of tell the owner was getting sick of Gyuvinâs constant questions on how he acquired the items. âTheyâre mostly donations or things I find on trips. I donât know anything else.â He says.
In the end, you bought a few more things apart from the hair clip. You did end up buying the little calico cat figurine, a silver necklace with a spiral pendant, a pack of stamps with really cool designs, and a love letter.
There was a cardboard box sitting on a chair in one corner of the shop with a sign that said âOld Love Letters, â©300 Eachâ, and not only is it something youâve never seen anyone sell before, but itâs also cheap. How could you not buy a chance to snoop around in unknown peopleâs love lives?Â
You put your stuff in the little tote bag Yoona had bought for you. She said the design made her think of you (it had three monochrome fish painted over it).
Now youâre making your way towards the nearest soccer field. You used to play there all the time with Gyuvin, sometimes the other girls joined, or some of the other kids in the neighborhood.
The five of you walked with you right in the middle, like you were the center of a K-pop group. It definitely made you stand out to the locals of the neighborhoods you passed through, and some of them even recognized you and went as far as to congratulate you.
Did your parents tell the entire town about your rank in the league?
âItâs like Iâm walking with a celebrity.â Hanni voices just as you get back from shaking hands with one of the old men of the neighborhood. As much as you enjoy the praise and congratulations, itâs a little embarrassing to acknowledge youâre gaining a lot more fame within this town. You imagine this is how famous soccer players feel everytime they go out in public.
âMicrocelebrity.â You clarify, âArenât you an influencer?â You recall Hanni spamming the group chat one time in the first year of high school because one of her Instagram posts had gone viral. After a while of her videos getting more and more views, she started gaining a small following and could be considered a daily-life influencer.
âYeah, but most of my followers arenât from here so I donât get recognized everytime I go out.â
âTo be fair, this is the first time this has happened to me. My parents probably told the whole town about this.â
âOh, they sure did. Even my mom found out.â Minji states, to your surprise. Minjiâs mother was well known for not liking any sports at all, and itâs not that she hated them, she just wasnât interested. She didnât even know who Messi or Ronaldo were.
âWow⊠I knew they liked to gossip, but thatâs⊠crazy.â You scratch your nape shyly. Your parents are known for finding out everything, but you didnât know they also told everything they knew.
âShe didnât really know what anything meant but she was very happy for you.â She says with a smile.
Oh! Thereâs a strange giddy feeling that shows up as a smile on your face you canât hold back. Youâre not really sure what to say, but you donât even have to worry about it, because before you realize youâre already at the field, and when the boys that are playing there take notice of your presence, all you can hear is screams.
Sounds of âY/N Noona!â, âNo way itâs Y/N!â, âYouâre back?!â get closer as the match pauses and they start running towards you. Most of them are your high school classmates, some are your younger neighbors or underclassmen you played with during recess.
You get closer and they bombard you with hugs and questions, with countless reminders of how much they missed you. One of them complains about you not answering his texts, and another boy defends you by excusing your forgetfulness on being busy.
âOkay, okay. Iâll make it up to you with a match, okay?â
You end up playing for two hours straight, the first half with your friends as a team, but after a while it seemed like the only one with energy left was you. Not even Gyuvin could keep up your pace.
âNo wonder sheâs an athlete.â Hanni says, fanning herself under the shadow of a tree that trespassed the field enclosure. Your friends were all sitting down on the ground, watching attentively at the match you played against the boys while chatting.
It was 5v1 and you were winning 4-2.
Minji watched carefully at the way you carried yourself on the field, so graceful and yet not passive at all, a different perspective compared to how you usually are.
There's a little bit of sweat that glistens on your forehead, and after playing for such a long time you only now start to look slightly tired. âI pray everyday she makes it to the national team and gets rich.â Gyuvin says.
âSame.â Hanni answers, laying down on a blanket over the warm grass and resting her head on her bag and it makes Yoona laugh when she grumbles at the discomfort of feeling all the crystals she bought on the back of her head.
The boys score another goal at you, so you decide to get serious and start playing like you would at a normal university match. Minji stares when you run faster and slide through the opponents so easily. She kind of wonders if she could calculate your speed mentally.
Field length = 55 meters, Penalty area length = 9 meters
You were around 9.2 meters from the halfway line and traveled around 18 meters in a straight line, Minji counts 4 seconds.
18/4 = 5 m/s, 1 m/s = 3.6 km/h, 5 * 3.6 = 18 km/h
Han Y/Nâs speed in that one moment was 18 km/h.
The average maximum sprint speed of La Liga athletes was 30 km/h, according to an NLM article (donât ask Minji how she knows that; she isnât even studying medicine).
Suddenly Minji feels the need to see you play an actual serious match.
âI donât think you need to pray.â She says with a smirk, standing up from the ground and wiping away the bristles of grass stuck to her jeans. âShe has it in the bag.â
The others notice her taking out her wallet from her pocket, âCan you buy me a Fanta?â Gyuvin makes puppy eyes at Minji, even while knowing they never work on her, or anyone for that matter.
She gives him nothing but a wave and walks away, âSheâs not getting you shit, dude.â Hanni kicks Gyuvin in the back with the tip of her foot and Yoona laughs at the scene.
The grocery store is not far away at all, only a block from the field, and Minji treads lightly with her mind made up on what to buy. A bag of chips and two glasses of apple juice, and maybe a strawberry lollipop for Hanni, NOT cherry, she notes.
The owner is an older lady who used to babysit Minjiâs mom. Sheâs seen her countless times in her life so itâs easy for her to greet her brightly. âItâs been so long, Minji!â The woman greets her, her aged features morphing into a kind smile.
Itâs true, it has been a long time. She doesnât really come here that often anymore unless sheâs taking a walk out of boredom or walking the neighbors dog when sheâs out of town. She used to come here all the time when you all went to play soccer, but the matches got less and less frequent after you left, mostly because the only one who actually wanted to play was Gyuvin.
Minji makes her way to the drink section of the store and lights up when she sees the chilled glasses of apple juice right where she remembers them being. She was honestly surprised you hadnât brought a water bottle with you when you left, and maybe just water would be healthier and hydrate you better, but sheâd rather make you happier with your favorite drink.
(You wouldâve been happy enough even if she just brought you water.)
The glass is cold when it reaches her hand, a nice contrast from the heat of the afternoon sun. She was starting to get a little hungry so maybe instead of chips sheâd get a sandwich. Maybe sheâll get two.
She excuses herself in her mind, sheâs not excluding her other friends! Itâs just⊠this day is about you, of course her focus would be you. And maybe tomorrow. And maybe the whole time youâre here. She laughs at herself while walking up to the counter. She meant it when she told you she missed you.
âThat would be â©4,200 but Iâll give to you for â©4,000 because I missed you.â The woman beams her a warm smile and Minji canât help but return it. She hands her 4,200 won anyways and is out the door before the woman can complain. âBye, Mrs. Do!â
Minji walks back with a smile on her face, the wind hits and blows her hair back. Some leaves and dust get blown her way too but she doesnât have to squint her eyes because they already do that when she smiles.Â
The sun isnât as bright and the rays donât burn her skin anymore. She hears louds screams just as sheâs getting closer to the field, and when she looks through the gaps of the metal enclosure she sees Gyuvin running up to hug you while the boys you were playing with fall to the ground in defeat.
She missed your win. Minji puckers up her bottom lip and sighs, shoulders shrugging helplessly.
You hadnât even realized she had left until you see her enter the field again, so you send her a light smile she almost doesnât catch. She looks back to the other girls and when her eyes meet Hanni laying on the grass she realizes she forgot her strawberry lollipop. Oh well.
She sits down next to Yoona and takes her sandwich out of her bag.
âWhatâd you buy?â
âJust stuff. Nothing for Gyuvin.â
Yoona laughs at the comment. âThe apple juice is for Y/N, right?â Minji nods as she looks at you tap the boys on the back to cheer them up, âYou can have the other one if you want.â
Minji was just about to open the packaging of her sandwich when she sees you and Gyuvin walk towards her. She quickly stops her actions and takes the other cold glass from the plastic bag, struggles a little to open the lid, and just as you take your last step she holds the cold apple juice to your face, or the closest to it her arm could reach.
Youâre a little taken aback, but luckily you donât blush at her act. Instead you just smile at her, mirroring Minjiâs own kind smile and take the glass from her hand. âThanks.â You say before you take a sip.
Both of your hearts feel full, yours at the flavor of apple that fills your tastebuds and calms the thirst of running for hours, and hers at the fact she made you even just a little happy with such a small action.
You gulp down probably half the glass down and end it with a âAh~â that makes your friends laugh. âYou still do that?â Hanni sits up and rests her hands behind her on the grass.
âWhat do you mean?â
âYouâve done that since you were a kid.â Minji says and your eyebrows raise,âReally?ïżœïżœïżœ All your friends nod.
âI never noticed.â
Minji goes back to her sandwich as you and Gyuvin sit down in front of the other three. Youâre tired now, but you donât wanna lay on the grass because you say it makes you itch, so you try resting your body weight on Gyuvin, to which he adamantly pushes you away, âYouâre heavy, Y/N!â
âWhat the hell, bro. Iâm literally not?â You pout at him to try and get him to surrender but he just pushes you away harder every time you try to lay your back against him.
âGo lay on Minji or something, not me.â He says as he pushes you for the last time, you hear Hanni laugh.
You look at Minji and sheâs already putting away the plastic bag she had on her lap. Oh, okay, yeah, no biggie. No problem at all.
You do a great impression of acting normal and move to sit next to her. âThe shadow is better on this side anyways.â You fake whine at the boy as Minji grabs your shoulder and guides you to rest your back on top of her legs.
You turn your body so that you face her and hope she canât tell your heart starts beating faster when you notice sheâs already looking down at you. Itâs a beautiful scene.
Minjiâs face, the green leaves of the trees behind her and the sun peeking through the gaps, the wind blowing her hair a little to the side, the way her eyes smile at the same time she does. âHey.â
âHey.â You answer.
Everything about this is normal! You have to close your eyes so you believe it, and you start to after a few seconds. Everything about this is normal. It feels so normal and you love it.
Itâs soothing. The wind caresses your face and you lose focus on the conversation your friends were having beside you.
And then Minji starts running her fingers through your hair and you lose focus on anything thatâs not her.
Your heartbeat picks up for a few seconds and then it doesnât. And then itâs all calm again. Your eyes are closed but your mind pictures Minji so vividly, smiling at you sweetly while her eyes. Her loving eyes.
God, you hope youâre not blushing, because you can already feel yourself getting warm all over. Thankfully, the gentle breeze is there to save you when you need it.
 And then thereâs a moment where everything, the breeze, Minjiâs hands caressing you, and the sound of playful conversation, all merge at the perfect moment and you experience a calm that feels heavenly. Almost divine, and it sends you into instant slumber.
You donât really remember every detail of what you dream of, you just remember it being about Minji, Seoul and snow. Either way, you know it had something to do with her confessing her feelings to you after you win nationals. You remember that you froze after she kissed you, then called your name after she saw you not move.
âY/N! Y/N!â You hear your name being called out, then your body being shaked roughly. âY/N!â You hear loudly before you wake yourself up.
âSorry!â You donât know what youâre apologizing for until your body jerks away and your forehead almost hits Minjiâs. âOh, sorry.â
âYou fell asleep.â She states the obvious with a giggle.
âNo shit, queen.â You hear Hanni laugh loudly at your response. âHow long was I out for?â
âItâs 5:25.â Yoona says behind you, only then you realize they were already packing up and it was time to go. Where? You have no idea.
âShit. Sorry guys.â You sit back up and stretch your muscles before you can stand properly.
âMy legs fell asleep, you know?â Minji announces, and when you look back at her she has a teasing smirk on her face.
âYeah, well, maybe blame Gyuv for that.â You answer sassily, but you canât help but feel a little guilty.
Said male goes to grab the tote bag Yoona got you and the half finished apple juice you left behind and holds the bag it to your face while youâre still stretching, âHurry up, girl. We gotta go to the beach before sunset.â He throws the bag at you and you catch it just in time.
âCareful! I have a cat in there!â
You arrive at the beach at exactly 6:00 P.M. and as soon as you get to the sand Gyuvin is already taking his shoes and shirt off. You look at everyone, confused on the plan you never actually listened to.
âWe were going to swim?â
âDo you not want to?â Hanni asks.
âI donât knowâŠâ You look at your friends with a sorry expression. You were already worn out from the whole match, and even after you slept a whole two hours on Minjiâs lap, you still felt a little tired. âIâm kinda drained guys.â
âBro⊠How could you?â Minji looks at you like sheâs so betrayed and you laugh at her annoying little face thatâs also so pretty and cute and annoying
âBro⊠Iâm sorry.â You play along. Calling the love of your life âbroâ is crazy.
Okay, âlove of your lifeâ is an exaggeration (itâs literally not, in every sense of the word literally).
âIâll watch your bags and take pics!â You tried bargaining, and they look at you like youâre crazy. âGuys, please, we can come swim tomorrow. The beach is not going anywhere considering we literally live beside it.â
Then Yoona gets real close to you and whispers, âYouâll pay for this.â then takes off her shoes.
âWhat the hell, man.â
Gyuvin and Yoona are already running at the sea and splashing each other, they donât actually care about you not joining. Hanni hands you her bag with a strange force and you donât know where it came from, âTake care of my babies.â She says.
âYour⊠babies?â
âMy crystals.â
âOh, right. I will.â
Minji walks up to you when Hanni walks away and hands you her jacket and another bag, this time plastic, âThereâs one sandwich left in there. I told Gyubin not to eat it and I didnât think he was going to listen but he did, surprisingly.â She tells you with a smile.
âThanks. Very thoughtful of you man.â Alright, pack it up.
Minji sends you one last smile before she leaves and your heart beats when her eyes squint too. You watch her disappear into the waves and smile. You take out your phone and take a picture of your friends all swimming and playing in the water, their silhouettes clashing with the sun that was just about to set. Itâs so pretty you make it your lock screen immediately.
You take out a blanket from Hanniâs bag, the same one she was laying on in the soccer field, and spread it on the ground to sit down. You take off your sneakers before they get filled with sand and take comfort in the warmth of the sand beneath you.
You stare at your friends for a bit, a beautiful picture presented just for you. Youâre so happy to be back. Your stomach lets out a loud grumble before you even get to tear up. What a way to ruin the mood.
You take the bag Minji gave you and take out the sandwich. Ham, bacon, cheese, lettuce- oh, who cares. You take a bite out of it and it tastes like home. She definitely bought it from Mrs. Do.
It eases your hunger quite well. You hear the waves crash and Minjiâs laugh from far away and, what a beautiful sound. What a beautiful person. You think of Minji and think of beautiful, not just from her appearance but her soul. What a beautiful soul.
You take your last bite and your stomach feels full, but you feel a little empty and canât pinpoint what it is. You feel like youâre forgetting something. You reach for your new bag and search for whatever it seems you're forgetting.
Oh, right, the letter. Suddenly you feel excited.
The sun starts just in time. What a way to set the mood. You take out the white envelope and notice it still has some scent remaining. It kinda smells like something Minji used to wear, jasmine and liquorice. You didnât smell it on her today, though.
You notice the envelope doesnât have a sender or recipient name anywhere on it, nowhere at all. Maybe they didnât plan to send it, or they changed the envelope at the shop. Eager to know more, you rip the envelope, careful not to damage the letter itself.
You take it out and take a deep breath to prepare yourself. Youâre probably a little more excited than you should be, but whatever. Youâre excited to intrude on a stranger's possibly failed love confession.
Except when you unfold the page, itâs not from a stranger.
You panic and fold the letter closed just as fast as you had opened it. You must have misread, right?
You open it again and the top says âKim Minji, 23rd of June, 2021â like itâs a diary.
It must be another Kim Minji. There are hundreds of thousands in South Korea. It could be anyone. Anyone at all. So you keep reading in hopes itâs someone whoâs not the girl swimming in the sea just a few meters away from you.
Dear Y/N,
Itâs not a stranger. Itâs Kim Minji. Your Kim Minji. Youâre reading an old love letter from Kim Minji. You bought a love letter from Kim Minji for 300 won.
Wait, why is it addressed to you?
Now, youâre more confused than shocked. Now, you have to find out. You were going to put it down and not read it to not intrude and break your own heart, but now you have to find out why on Earth the first two words are Dear Y/N written in Kim Minjiâs handwriting. So you keep reading.
Dear Y/N, I hope this finds you well. If youâre reading this, I gave this to you on the 24th or maybe even earlier on a strike of confidence. I hope youâre not keeping yourself up to read this at midnight. I wanted to tell you something Iâve been keeping for a long time before you leave for Seoul. Maybe itâs a selfish thing to do, and it wonât keep you from departing, but I think it would be worse to tell you this through text and I canât bring myself to say it to your face.
I have feelings for you. Real romantic feelings. I like you a lot.
I like possibly everything about you and itâs killing me that Iâm so scared and unable to tell you. I donât even know what Iâm so afraid of, really. Probably rejection, but even if you did like me back I still have to live without you for four years. My wish of you coming to visit me will probably depend on how harsh your rejection is, but Iâd still like to see you back regardless.
When you first told us you got that scholarship for Korea University, I was so happy and proud of you. In a perfect world I would have kissed you and told you how happy I was for you and maybe even gone with you. But itâs not a perfect world and I just told you âCongratulations!â and youâre leaving tomorrow, without me.Â
Iâm not one to take pictures, if anything thatâs you, but right now I wish I had an album full of photos of you, of us, because I donât know how Iâll make it without seeing you everyday. I think I wonât, actually. I hope you consider letting me borrow the photo album full of the countless pictures you take, even if theyâre not of you they might fill the void you leave in my heart.
Anything from you will suffice, I think, but just your memory is not enough.
I kinda wish you could stay, but I also know youâre going to do your best over there and I hope you fulfill your dream of being a professional player. When you said you were going to choose to study mass communication I thought âthat must mean sheâs going to communicate with us a lot!â I hope it does. I hope you donât miss us too much, but I do hope you miss me a little bit more.
Iâve never written a love letter before, if you could even call this that, so excuse me if this is not a good one, Iâm sorry. I should probably state what I like most about you, but I donât even know where to begin.
I love the way youâre driven to do your best even at the smallest of things. When we first met, you built us the best sand castle I had ever seen in my short life of seven years. The sandcastle was still standing when we went to visit it the next day.
You do your best at school, even when it gets hard for you, and I love that youâre not afraid to ask for help when you really need it. I kind of envy that if Iâm honest. I hope you become the best student in your major.
I remember the time we babysat Ms.Yoonâs daughter and you were the only one who knew how to change her diapers and at what time to feed her. I also love how good you are with kids and sometimes it makes me think of very inappropriate thoughts of building a family together, but I wonât get into that because I donât want to be weirder than Iâm already being right now.
I love the way you always try your best to make me smile when Iâm upset or stressed and even just the thought of you going out of your way to care is enough for my heart to melt. When I got sick in middle school while my mom was out of town you came to my house every day and made me chicken soup. I think that was the day I started thinking of you as more than just a friend.
I love the way you look when you put your hair up in a ponytail. I used to stare at you the entire time we watched you play during recess in middle school.
I love the way youâre clumsy and youâre never embarrassed about it. You always get up when you fall and you donât pretend it doesnât hurt when you scrape your knees. And I love the way you still try to smile when Iâm patching up your wounds.
I love the way you always want the best for us and encourage us to be ambitious. I wouldnât be on top of my class if it werenât for you.
I love the way you like cats and they like you back. They always hiss at me unless youâre around. Maybe itâs a sign that we should be together all the time. Â
I love the way you say Ah~ when you finish drinking water after playing soccer.
I love (you) the way you love apple juice. I hope you feel the same. â Kim Minji
P.s. if you donât i also understand and youâre free to do whatever you want with this letter.
You have no idea at what point you started to tear up, but you only realize when a tear falls from your eye into the paper and blurs the ink in the last âMinjiâ.Â
You donât even process anything around you at that point. All you can think about is that Minji liked you 3 years ago and never told you and now you donât even know if she still likes you.
No matter how much you think about it, you wouldâve absolutely given her your photo album, if only the letter had actually gotten to you when it was supposed to.
âI saw you open the letter from over there, I came here to be nosy.â You canât tell anything she says because youâre so entranced but you can tell itâs Minjiâs voice. You freeze when she sits beside you.
âIs it any good?â She asks before realizing youâre completely paralyzed. âHey, are you crying?â She touches your shoulder in concern, and it wakes you up a little bit, but the only thing you can do is hand her the letter.
She stares at you for a few seconds before she finally takes the page and mutters, âOh.â
You donât really want to look at her, and you donât know what comes over you that makes you turn your head anyways. The red sun rays hit her face in a way that makes her tan skin glow. Her hair is damp and her shirt is stuck to her body but you donât dare to look.
Sheâs clearly just as shocked as you are to see the object in her hands. And she still looks so beautiful. âY/N, I-â You wipe your tears and sniff before she turns and see them in your eyes.
âWas this the one you bought?â You nod, and she looks back at it with her mouth hung low. âI⊠was wondering where this went. I thought I lost it.â
âYou didnât send it? At all?â Minji shakes her head. Wow, this is so great. âWhy didnât you?â
âI was supposed to give it to you before you left. I was hoping it would make you stay, but then I thought I was being too selfish and⊠just didnât.â Thereâs clearly some regret still left in her face and the wind starts to blow. You hand her the jacket you put down next to your friendsâ bags. âThanks.â She says as she puts it on. You turn away to look at the sunset and gather your thoughts.
Thereâs no expression on your face for Minji to read, and for some reason she starts getting worried. âY/N⊠I- Itâs been three years, you donât have to worry about-â
âDo you still?â You ask while looking away at the sea.
Minji stays quiet.
âDo you?â
She still keeps quiet. You turn to face her.
âPlease tell me the truth, Minji.â
Thereâs something about how the sun makes your eyes glow and how you say her name that sabotages Minji at not giving in.
âYes.â She speaks out with a sigh, âI do. I still do.â
You donât know if your heart is beating faster or slower, but you feel it beat stronger. You turn away to get your bag, Minji just watches, her eyebrows slightly furrowed in distress and curiosity. The only thing she wants right now is to know how you feel.
You reach inside your bag for something, and Minji canât really tell what it is when you take it out.
Finally, you extend the pale blue hair clip in your hand, âI have liked you since we were seven, Minji.â The girl looks at the clip then at you, her round eyes widened in disbelief.
âAre you serious?â
You hold your hand closer to her, urging her to take the gift before you sniff once again, âI saw this and thought of you. It looks like the one you had when we first met, thatâs the day I started liking you. I havenât stopped since.â
Minji takes the clip from your hands and feels herself tear up, says nothing, stares at it, then stares at you.
âWeâve known each other for thirteen years and Iâve loved you for thirteen of them.â
âI had no idea.â
âWe had no idea.â
âWe knew nothing about everything.â Itâs now Minjiâs turn to sniffle but still smiles as she wipes away the tears that threaten to fall from her eyes.
âHow could you never say anything? Thirteen years, Y/N.â Minji complains while caressing the blue clip in her hands like itâs a precious stone. âThirteen.â
âI got distracted with soccer.â Minji laughs with you and pushes you away by the shoulder. âEvery goal Iâve ever made has been for you, though,â
âThatâs so cheesy.â Minji giggles to herself as she pops the clip open and places it on her hair, it snaps shut with a âclickâ. âWhat do you think?â She says, turning to you. She tries to ignore your eyes and how sweetly they look at her.
âI think I love you more than I love apple juice.â
Thatâs the last thing you say before Minji smiles and gets shy, she looks away but her hand searches for yours and you help her by placing yours over hers. She fights back by taking it back and placing hers on top of yours. It makes you laugh.
The sound of your laugh takes her attention and now she stares directly at you, a smile on her own face. Her cheeks now take a reddish color, and her eyes shine like the reflection of the sunlight on the water. It feels like a deja vu.
You think you could stare at Minjiâs face all day and not complain. You think maybe she thinks so too with how intensely sheâs looking at you.
You raise your eyebrow when her eyes trail down from your eyes to your lips, and she seems to notice when your lips form a smirk. âWhat?â She giggles at herself, her already red cheeks turn an even darker shade.
âI saw that.â
âWerenât we about to?â
âSo straightforward, You shouldâve been like that when sending that letter.â
âOh my god, shut up.â
Is the last thing she says before she leans forward, she hesitates a little bit and her eyes go from your lips to your eyes, a shine of expectancy as if asking for permission, even when she already has it.
Sheâs about to close the gap when the both of you hear a chorus of gasps from the sea. It takes your attention. Hanni, Gyuvin and Yoona are all pushing each other giggling and gasping, hands on their mouths. You hear a faint âItâs finally happening.â, You canât tell who itâs from though.
Minji is visibly annoyed, yells âLook away!â and it bounces in the waves. Itâs actually insane how dumb she looks, red cheeks, furrowed eyebrows, pouty, perfect lips. It takes you everything to control yourself and even then you still canât help grabbing her face gently and turning it towards you to finally, once and for all, kiss her.
You donât really care if your friends actually turned away or not, because you canât really tell with how glorious it feels to kiss Minji. It almost feels holy. You feel like you died and went to heaven in five minutes.
Itâs a new feeling, a new experience, and it feels so familiar at the same time. Like flowing with the waves, like dancing with the wind, like drowning in apple juice, drowning in love.
Your lips dance like that for a while. At one point Minjiâs hand goes up to your face and itâs such a warm feeling it makes you smile into the kiss. You start running out of breath and you donât even notice. You could die happily if it meant dying with Minjiâs lips on yours.
But then your stupid survival instincts kick in and itâs such a shame you have to pull away.
Both of your breaths are heavy and you burst out in laughter at the same time when your eyes meet. When your laughs die down your eyes fall on the pale blue clip that adorned Minjiâs head. âYou look so cute.â
âSays you.â
And then you hear cheering from the beach again. âFinally!â Hanni yells. You watch in astonishment, âDid she know?â You ask Minji while the both of you watch the three of your friends jump up and down in the water.
âI have no idea. I didnât tell her. She mightâve noticed.â The cogs start to turn in your brains.
âThey all did.â You and Minji say at the same time, then laugh at the same time. What a friendship of thirteen years does to you. And when you see Gyuvin and Hanni get up from the water and get closer to you, you realize youâre about to be ambushed.
âOh, hell no.â You mumble right before you stand up and grab your bag. Minji just looks at you confused, âCome on, get up. Theyâre wet.â But Minji doesnât seem to cooperate.
âDude!â You grab her hand and pull her up as you run away as far as possible from your friends. You donât even realize where youâre going, but laughing with Minji while running on the sand at sunset feels heavenly.
You look back and Minji struggles to keep up. Gyuvin and Hanni donât look anywhere close and they probably decided to just let the both of you go, so you stop running.â
âWeâŠâ Minji rests her hands on her knees as she catches her breath, âWe didnât have to run that much. Iâm not the soccer player here.â
You send her an apologetic smile, âSorryâŠâÂ
Minji now can stand up and breathe stably. She looks back and thereâs no one behind. âSo, where do we go now?â
âHome. You need to get changed or else youâre gonna get sick.â You walk towards her to touch her shirt, âItâs still damp.â
âIsnât your house nearby?â She asks, âI live further away, and itâll be night by the time we get to my house.â
You squint your eyes at her, âMy clothes wonât fit on you, they barely fit on me.â You flex your bicep and the sleeve gets so tight itâs going to cut your blood flow if you keep it like that. âAnd I havenât seen your mom yet.â
âAnd I want to have dinner with your parents.â She confesses. âMy first official meeting with them as your girlfriend.â You never actually established that but itâs not like youâre going to refuse the offer.
âYouâre actually so annoying, bro.â
âSays you, bro.â
âIâm your girlfriend, bro.â
âNo shit, bro.â Minji holds her hand out for you to take it, and you gladly do. You start walking in silence for a little bit.
âAlso, my mom wonât let us make out at my house.â
âOkay, thatâs enough, bro.â You take your hand back and walk faster to get away from Minji. She immediately sprints to catch up and stick to you.
âI was kidding!â She tries to grab your hand but you refuse it and take it back. âHey! Hold my hand!â
You look at her and wouldnât you know, sheâs making puppy eyes at you. It makes you give in, it never fails. âYouâre so sticky.â
âYou wanna know something?â She says as you start walking together again.
âWhat?â
âWhen you kissed me it tasted like apple juice.â
end.
đïž probably one of my favorite things i've written i giggled a lot and had fun writing this.. there's probably lots of mistakes here and there but i beg u pls ignore it bc im dizzy i can't look at words anymore. Minecraft coming soon! love u guys đ«
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Will Graham x teen!reader - our support animals
Hi I would like a request for Will Graham and teen Reader getting a dog and somehow gets an old boy who was returned 5 times? - Anonđ
Sitting on the steps in front of your school, you glanced down at your watch in order to check the time, wondering if it was worth just going for a walk or not.
You didnât want to be at school, so you had messaged Will asking if he could come pick you up since you didnât know who else to call at this point.
Finally you saw his car pulling up outside, and you got up, making your way to the passenger side in order to get in.
âThanks for getting meâŠâ you mumbled.
âAre you okay?â Will asked.
You gave a small shrug, resting your head on the window as you watched everything just rolling by.
âNot ready to go back?â
âNo⊠I donât know I just⊠all those people.. all looking at me.. I donât know..â
Will glanced at you, turning his attention back to the road.
âThey know what happened.â He said.
âI mean who doesnât at this point? My parents were murdered a nearly a year ago, they werenât all that great at parents anyways and now im in the care of an FBI agent who isnât really FBI agent. I missed the rest of the school year last year and news travels fast I guess.â
âYou donât have to be in my care if you donât want to be. Childrenâs services already said they can easily find you a home if you want it.â
You whipped your head around to look at him.
âNo!â
You frowned a little.
âI just⊠I donât.. theyâll all be happy familiesâŠâ
âYou canât be around that right now, I understand that.â
You nodded your head, looking back to the road, trying to figure out where you guys were going.
âIâm sorry I made you leave work.â
âItâs fine, I wasnât doing anything interesting anyway, and I donât think I could have sat there listening to Jack for much longer.â
This made you smile a little bit, and you look at him.
âWhere are we going?â
âYouâll find out a minute.â
You turned back to watching the roads go by, and finally Will pulled the car into a parking lot, and you climbed out of the car.
âA rescue?â
âI know you love the dogs, you get sad when they all follow me not you. So, weâre going to get you your own dog, Hannibal believes having a pet may help in your recovery.â
You furrowed your brow and Will opened the door to the rescue, gesturing for you to enter, and you did looking around.
While he went to talk to the people in the reception, you looked around, wondering about to look at posters and photos of the animals they had up for adoption.
You werenât paying that much attention to anything else that going on, and every so often Will would glance at you to make sure that you were still there.
â(Y/N), please donât wonder away.â
You turned to look at Will and he held his arm out to you.
You walked over and stood next to him, you turned away from the receptionist, and Will kept a hand on your shoulder.
âIs there anything specific youâre looking for in a pet?â The woman asked.
Will looked down at you and you shook your head.
âCan we just look at them all?â
âIf you want to then yes.â He smiled.
He carried on speaking to the woman, and you stretched a little bit, letting out a yawn as you waited.
Finally you were allowed to walk through and have a look at all the dogs.
There was a lot of barking, and in a strange way it put you at ease, living with Will as your caretaker for nearly a year had made you used to the sounds of barking.
âWhat about this one?â Will asked.
You walked over to him.
âIt says her name is Luna, sheâs a husky, sheâs two years old, is very friendly, gets along with other dogs, was surrendered because the family couldnât keep up with the upkeep of a husky.â
You looked at Luna, crouching down to see her better, and she paced back and forth, tail wagging happily.
âSheâs really cute.â
âDo you want to keep looking?â
You nodded, letting Will help you stand up.
You carried on slowly wondering, stopping to look at all the dogs you past, Will would read you the information about them and you would keep wondering.
Will had taken particular interest in one of the dogs and you kept looking around at all of them until you reached the end kennel.
You carefully read over the information on the board and you sat down on the floor.
âHey EnzoâŠâ
The old Labrador lazily wagged his tail as he wondered over, laying down in front of the door, resting his head on his paws.
âWill?â
You turned to look at him and he got up, following after you.
âWhat is it?â He asked.
âI want Enzo.â
Will knelt down next to you, looking at the old dog.
âYeah? Whatâs his story?â
âTheyâre not sure how old he is, but they do know heâs old. Heâs been returned five times, apparently nobody wants to keep cause heâs old. Thatâs not fairâŠâ
âItâs not.â
Will got up, placing a hand on your head to get your attention.
âLetâs go get one of the staff.â
âCan I stay with Enzo?â
Will glanced around, he didnât seem so sure about the idea of leaving you alone there, but he saw there was only one entrance and exit.
âAlright, Iâll be just a minute.â
Will made his way to get a member of staff so you could meet the old Labrador and you sat on the floor, Enzo resting against your chest as you hugged him.
Will and the worker both smiled at the scene of you just cuddling this old dog who had been returned so many times.
âWeâll adopt him.â Will said.
You turned around to Will, smiling from ear to ear at him.
âI love him, heâs so sweet.â
âWell you have to love him because heâs yours and weâre not bringing him back.â
âGood.â You said.
Will filled out all the paperwork while you sat in the back of his car with Enzo, just happily petting the dogs head.
You were excited to bring Enzo back to meet all of Willâs dogs, and Enzo was pretty happy to go around with them all, wondering and exploring his new home.
You sat on the floor, waiting for him to come back so you could go back to petting him.
Will was sitting on the couch, stroking one of the other dogs.
âDo you think he knows any tricks?â You asked.
âIâm not sure, youâll have to try. Go get the dog treats.â
You jumped up, running to the kitchen to get the dog treats and you sat on the couch next to Will, handing them to him.
You didnât know as much about dogs as Will did, so you decided to let him see if Enzo knew any tricks or anything of the sort.
âEnzo come here boy!â You called.
The old slowly wondered over, stretching a little as he approached.
âHere, just hold this in your hand, let him see it.â
You did want Will said.
âNow, just say his name and whatever it is youâre wanting him to do.â
âEnzo sit.â
The old dog sat down, along with a few others.
âNow, give him the treat, scratch his head and tell him heâs a good dog. Positive actions mean heâll bond to you more.â
âGood boy Enzo.â
You handed the Labrador his treat, and ruffled the fur behind his ears, grinning from ear to ear.
âWeâll get him settled in before we take him outside, and weâll rest his recall while weâre here too.â
âRecall?â
You turned to look at Will.
âYes. Itâs how well an animal responds when you call their name, call them back to you, especially off leash dogs itâs very important.â
âOh, if he doesnât have good recall can we teach him it.â
Will smiled a little.
âYeah, we can try to.â
âHeâs gonna be my dog, youâre not allowed Enzo.â
Will chuckled a little bit at you.
âWhat if he likes me more?â
âNope. Heâs my dog.â
You sat back on the couch, patting your legs for Enzo, and he lazily climbed up, laying himself next to you with his head resting on your legs.
âOh (Y/N) come on.â
Will had to stand up to let the dog lay down properly and you grinned from ear to ear at him.
âDo you want dinner yet?â Will asked.
âUh, not yet. Iâm not hungry. Can I help you cook it soon though? I donât know how to cook.â
âIâll teach you.â
You smiled, turning your attention back to Enzo and Will wondered away to do his own thing, happy that you were content there with your new family member.
He was hoping Enzo would help you in ways that he couldnât, and since you refused to take part in any therapy he was hoping Enzo could be that support you needed especially on days when he couldnât figure out how to help you.
Maybe there wasnât fully enough room for another dog, but Will didnât care about that, he could just adjust things a little if he needed too.
He had all his strays, and now you had Enzo, you both had your dogs for support, and you both had each other even if neither of you spoke about how you had fallen into Willâs care.
It didnât matter, what mattered to Will now was keeping you safe and happy.
âDo you think he likes snow?â You called.
âI donât know, weâll find out soon.â He called back.
âCan he stay in my room?â
Will poked his head out for the kitchen.
âHe can stay wherever you want him too (Y/N).â
You nodded your head, laying down on the couch to hug your new best friend
#Hannibal#Hannibal x reader#Hannibal x you#Hannibal imagine#will Graham#will graham x reader#will graham imagine#will Graham x you
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circumambient - paul x reader
AN: << A request from @bonecrusher0 >> âThis might be long but could you do a Paul x reader, where the reader has a tough life always having to take care of her little brother/sister while her single mom always has to work. Therefore even though Paul imprinted on her and she loves him back, she tells him she canât be with him without telling him the reason yet. Which makes Paul extremely confused and angry so he later insists. She then tells him she has too much going on looking after her sibling and doesnât want to drag him with her with her responsibilities. But he then reassures her saying heâd love to help and be apart of her life and then she caves in and they have a sweet moment. đ€â
<<this seems very fun to write! đâșïž hope you enjoy :)
Distant sounds of a morning alarm is blaring, thatâs your queue to wake your sibling up. They are fast asleep, curtains closed, completely oblivious to the alarm thatâs supposed to wake them up. You open the curtains and let the morning shine light up the room and gently shake your little sibling awake.
They fight to wake up. They want to sleep more and beg for just five more minutes. You still persist, knowing they cannot be late for school.
You help them pick out an outfit and tell them to brush their teeth while you make them some breakfast. Your mother appears in her work uniform and tells you to donât wait up. Sheâs pulling another double, to minimize the piled up bills that have been mailed to her address. You wish her well on her day, she kisses your little sibling on the cheek and she leaves in a rush.
Your little sibling pulls out a permission slip for a field trip as theyâre eating their breakfast and you gawk at them. The field trip was today and they needed money for admission and a lunch.
âHow come you havenât let anyone know earlier?â you tell him, trying to be patient.
They just simply shrug and say, âI forgot.â
You quickly sign the permission slip, dig around your bedroom and house for loose money and scrape up the amount for their trip. You then use the last bit of bread and left over lunch meat to make them a sandwich, a small metal water bottle and fill it up with cold faucet water, and the last crumbles of chips that were in the cabinet as their snack. You tried your best to hide the struggles from your sibling. Youâve unfortunately grown up too fast, growing up to know every single shut off notice, ever single eviction note, and every single financial struggle.
You take their hand and walk them to school, making sure they have everything that they need to have a good day at school.
âHave a good day. I love you.â you tell them, kiss them on the forehead and they run into the building.
You then go back home to rush and get your own self together. It doesnât take you long because youâve been doing this routine time and time again. You grab cds that you donât mind giving away and make your way out of the door. You walk the streets until you make a quick stop into a video buy-and-trade store. They give you some type of money for the value of your items.
You arrive at school and you remember all of the homework you had to stay up late to complete the night before. Some of it was makeup work, nights have been so hectic that sometimes you would forget to do it or fall asleep before even thinking about homework.
Your friends at school are strictly your school friends. You have fun with them to distract the grueling school atmosphere and you donât have to make plans with them after school. Itâs not like you would be able to anyway.
Since you have been in advanced classes, earned extra school credits, you earned the privilege of the few to leave school earlier than other students.
You use some loose change in your bag to catch a ride to Paulâs house. That was the place where you could go to forget the reality that you had to face at home. You could just be you with him. He made you feel like things were smooth in your life.
He heard your footsteps on the steps as you were walking to the door. He opens the door and grabs you in a hug. He pulls back a little to have a look at your face and you giggle and he nuzzles your neck.
You two sit at a table eating his extra leftovers and you two talk about the possible future. You will never forget the feeling you had when you found out about your imprint with Paul. You felt like the happiest and luckiest girl in the world. With Paul you felt like you could own the world.
Lounging on his couch, the television humming, he looks over to you with a serious expression.
âWhen are you going to try me on?â
âPaulâŠReally?â you ask, you thought he wouldnât start this time. You hated when the conversations would turn into this.
He pulls your hand to incase with his and you automatically look deeply at him.
âI want us to take it to another level. I like you alot and I know you like me alot.â he says.
âI donât know⊠I donât think I like you that much.â you say trying to be dismissive but he sees right through your words and doesnât even take it serious.
âCome on..Iâm serious. You try to brush me off but you forget I know how you feel.â He says and he has your undivided attention.
âI want to talk about something else.â you tell him, you know he will go deeper. He sighs a soft frustrated sigh. âWhy?â he asks.
âI canât be with you, us being together wonât happen. We canât keep talking about this.â
You leave Paulâs house, he makes sure he kisses you before saying farewell, you of course give into the action.
âSeeâŠâ he says grinning while youâre in a love haze for a second. You shake your head and walk away from his house.
You arrive to your little siblingâs school to pick them up. They go into detail about their day, exclaiming the experience that they had on the trip and how they were glad to be able to go. Youâre just glad you made it possible for them.
You stop past the grocery store with them and grab more bread and eggs. You check the mail as always and lock up. As your sibling is washing up, you make them dinner. While dinner is going, you automatically see more bills that seem to never end. You look up to your not so perfect ceiling and wonder what it would be like to never have to worry about something like this ever again.
You tuck in your sibling and figure out a way to not be so stressed out. They tell you that theyâre cold. You give them an extra blanket, the furnace being broken and the property manager wonât fix it unless all of what theyâre owed is paid to them.
You do your homework but you hurry to be able get some type of sleep. Late into the night when youâre finishing up, your mother walks in beat. She says a simple good night before she has to turn around to take on another shift.
Hours still left in the night, you go to your part time job. Itâs something easy. Your entire paycheck goes into decreasing the debt. Still having faith on climbing out of the hole to live a semi confortable life. You get back home to take a nap before reawakening to get you and your little sibling ready for school.
âNo patrol this weekend. I want to see youâ
This is a text from Paul that you receive and think it over while you steam your little siblingâs clothes for the school day. Your mother, dressed in her uniform takes a look at one of the letters sitting around. Her face is tired and defeated. She shakes her head as she reads it over. She tells you that sheâs going to work weekends to help make it up. You couldnât remember the last time she spent a weekend at home. Sheâs goes to work after her goodbyes.
You open the door to Paul standing there about to knock. He offers you and your sibling a ride, your sibling being excited that they donât have to walk. You appreciate this gesture. You give him a kiss on the cheek to make him feel good about this good deed.
When he comes with you to pick your little sibling up from school, your sibling is talking to a friend. By the looks of it, they have planned something. You hear words, âYeah Iâll ask.â
âWhatâs up?â you ask them.
Thereâs a sleepover and theyâre invited. They beg you to go. Since itâs their best friend that you and your mother have known since forever, you agree. Paul invites you two over for dinner, you hesitantly accept but he is persistent into changing your mind. Your sibling is devouring their plate. They couldnât remember the last time they were able to have seconds.
Paul is amused and doesnât think of it. You keep a close eye. Once he drops you two off back home, he asks you again to see you this weekend. You tell him youâre not sure. He tries to be a good sport but respects your wishes.
Your little sibling being away for the weekend makes things a bit more easier. It still doesnât make the situation that your in any lighter. Youâre back broke again, tackling on a bill or two.
Paul texts you and asks you to please come outside. He drives around for a bit and takes you to his favorite view. You two sit on the hood of his vehicle and stargaze.
The emotions are too strong. The ambiance bringing you two together. Paul knows this, cups your face into his hands and drowns you with a kiss. Your knees almost buckle and youâre pulling him closer to you. He pulls away when you need air.
âPlease donât make this harder for us. Donât you see? I love you. I love us.â he says with passion.
âI love you too.â you admit and tears start to form due to frustration. Your mind goes back to the life that is set out for you. You have to be there for your sibling, your mother would have to continue to work hard, and you have to take up most of the slack. There was no way you were bringing someone that you cared about into that willingly. He had a choice to walk away from you and not to worry about you.
He goes in for another kiss, trying to savor this moment. You step back and shake your head. Confusion painted all over his face.
âBut it canât happen-â before you could finish, his hands are in the air.
âYou need to quit lying. Why are you fighting this? We both need each other. You wonât talk to meâŠPleaseâŠâ he takes your hands and you look down.
He lifts your head up, âIâm right here. Stop holding back.â
You open your mouth and just let it out. You let him know the hole that youâre trying to dig out of. You tell him your fears of things not working in the morning. You tell him the money you have to scrape up to eat because the money that you do work for, isnât enough to leave you with any wiggle room. You tell him that your back is up against the wall. You feel trapped and you werenât dragging someone that you loved into that. How you hope that your little sibling donât have to worry about anything other than the simplicity of the life that they seem to have, not taking off the rose colored glasses to life.
Paul is silent. He takes it all in. He doesnât know how to feel. He wants to be upset why he hasnât been told this. You were supposed to tell him everything. His silence scares you.
âIâm supposed to be there for you. I wish you didnât keep this from me.â He finally says.
Youâre in shock. You expected him to be turned off or run away.
âI couldâve helped you this entire time. You donât have to do this alone. You have me. You hear me? You have me.â he says. You nod and you gift him affection that he gladly gives back.
He promises you to always pick and drop off you and your sibling up for school, dinners will be at his place, and after graduation, he lets you know that a roof over your head will never be something you would have to worry about. He promises to be there for you forever. You know that he actually means it. He holds you tight. You feel relief. You havenât felt this free in a long time.
#twilight#twilight aesthetic#twilight wolves#twilight wolfpack#twilight saga#paul lahote#la push#fanfic#quileute#y/n#y/n imagines#twilight x y/n#x y/n#paul lahote fanfic#twilight fanfiction#romance fanfic#fanfiction#paul lahote imagine#paul lahote x reader#paul lahote x you#angst fic#angst with a happy ending
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Hi!! was wondering if u can do a tkatb characters with mc with low self esteem?
TKATB with a mc with low self esteem <3
Iâm so sorry it took this longđ I hope you like it <3Â
Iâm not sure if you meant platonic or romantic, so I tried to make it for both :)
Brittney:
I feel like she wouldnât notice, like at all. Sheâs probably is the reason with her comments tbh..Â
But! If you come out and say it, sheâd get it I think. If it was the Mean Girls, sheâd want to fight them Iâm sure. Another food fight? Perhaps..đÂ
If something she said makes you upset and your esteem go down, i honestly donât think sheâd apologize right away. Youâd have to tell her what she said was hurtful and then she would apologize.Â
If someone else made a comment? Hands are thrownâđ She stands up for you and wonât let anyone talk shit about you.Â
I feel like she would understand, and try to help with the ways that help her.Â
Sheâd offer to prepare a bath for you and get some of your favorite snacks, before watching a movie together. Sheâd let you pick(reluctantly) and when/if she gets bored during it, she would speak up and tell you not to listen to the others. That youâre fine just the way you are đ©·
Geo:
He wouldnât caređđ
Heâd be like âNot my problem đâ
But letâs get into our fantasies and make him nice đ
Heâs very observant, so heâd probably know real quick. Heâd ask you about it out right and bluntly. He doesnât beat around the bush.Â
If you deny it, heâs not gonna be mad. He understands that itâs not something you want to admit. He would hope you would tell him the truth.Â
If you confirm his suspicions, heâd be subtle.Â
He can tell by the way you curl in on yourself when someone comments about you. He glares at the people who even talk to you, and tell them off.Â
Heâd bring an extra hoodie or sweater and offer it for you. Heâd share some of his food with you, much to the dismay of Deryl.
Heâs suggest you come over to his dorm/place/home and set up something nice. Heâd offer some tea, wrap you up in a blanket with him, and put on some soft music to soothe you to sleepđ
Deryl:
I donât heâd notice quickly, but after a while he might catch on. Key word âMight.â I donât think heâs very observant honestly.Â
Heâd notice how quiet you get and comment on it. Heâd ask if youâre okay and try to cheer you up. Heâd listen intently (try to anyway. He love him for it), nodding his head along. He would understand and say youâre not alone.Â
That itâs normal for people to feel this way and everyone feels like that sometimes. Even him!Â
He would hold out his arms and try for a hug. Heâd squeeze you tightly and nuzzle his nose in your hair/neck/cheek/etc
Heâs probably the best with jokes and making people feel better. Heâd ask what he could do to help, if thereâs anything, and try to do it immediately đ
Jess:
I feel like she wouldnât notice either honestly. Youâd have to be out right with your thoughts and feelings.
Sheâs completely understanding and offers all the ways that helped her in the past.Â
Sheâd suggest bubbles baths, taking a nap, journalling, hanging out with Brittney-
Sheâs shyly offer a small hug and hold you for as long as you want. Sheâd rub your back while humming a tune. If you want, sheâd even scratch your back for you. đ§Ą
Iâm sorry I donât have much else đ
Crowe:
He notices quickly too. He probably wonât comment and just wait for you to say something.Â
Heâd try to be subtle with his ways of helping you. Maybe a compliment on your hair one day, another on your outfit, one about how lovely your smile is, another-
And so on.Â
If you tell him heâs completely there for you. Heâs smiling softly at you as you explain your feelings and heâs nodding along. Heâs not entirely sure how to help, but if you tell him heâll do it. Heâd do anything for you.Â
Heâd ask what he could do. Heâd take what you say and also his ideas, while doing some research to help.Â
Heâd write down some motivation quotes and add them to your work stuff with hopes youâll see them. đ
Sol:
He would know immediately and he would try to help you the best he can.
Heâd make you cute little lunches with compliments or inspirational words made out of food.Â
Heâs already offering his shirt, just take it. Itâs there to make you feel better! Totally not any other reason..
If you want to talk about it, heâs more than happy to led an ear.Â
Heâd also try to distract you I think. Heâs always eager to spend time with you, and this is a good excuse! Heâd suggest a bunch of different stuff like a museum, art show, etc.
Many museums have sculptures, and he would go for those ones specifically to show you that youâre perfect the way you are. People in the ancient times thought they were beautiful, so why arenât you? You are. đ
Hyugo:
Heâd try to distract you from your thoughts I think, once he realizes them. Heâd probably take a bit of time before he does notice though.
Heâd invite you to watch movies, listen to inspirational stories, or funny tv shows with him.Â
Iâm a firm believer heâs all for aggressive positivity. Waving his arms in a heart shape and screaming affirmations to you.Â
Heâd be very protective, glaring at anyone who dares look at you the wrong way, and then turning back to you pouting about how they were interrupting.Â
He would try to bake something or get you treats from a local bakery. I can imagine him putting the little treats into a cute box with ribbon. In order to get the desserts, you would have to accept some compliments đ©”
#the kid at the back#deryl helianthus#sol brugmansia#subaru geo oogami#tkatb vn#brittney claire#jessie sitrus#hyugo sugimoto#tkatb x reader
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hi! may i request a jake seresin fic where reader is very girly, she very rarely is seen in an outfit that isn't put together, she loves makeup and skin care and all that. so anyways, she and jake haven't been together for very long and they are meant to go on a date but jake calls her and tells her that he had a really tough day and he's tired and isn't feeling the greatest overall. so she decides to go to his place and makes his comfort meal for him and they cuddle and watch a movie before she takes him in the bathroom and pampers him with some self care please?? maybe he puts a bath bomb in his tub and gives him a face mask and eye masks while ge soaks and stuff??
First thank you sm for sending this to me, mwah đ
Comfort in Chaos
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Warnings: Tired, fatigued Jake. Jake suggests the reader to join him in the bath. fluff.
Notes: I hope you all are taking care of yourselves. Self-care is crucial. So please, unclench your jaw, relax your shoulders, and breathe, okay? Stay hydrated. Sending you love.
Youâd just finished adjusting the last strand of your meticulously styled hair when your phone buzzed on the dresser. You took a moment to appreciate your reflectionâyour outfit perfectly coordinated, your makeup impeccably applied, each part of your ensemble a testament to your love of fashion and beauty. A smile spread across your face as Jakeâs name lit up the screen. Your heartbeat quickened with excitement; your date nights were the highlight of your week.
âHey, handsome,â you answered cheerfully.
âHey, sweetheart,â Jake's voice sounded rough, wearied by the day. âListen, I don't think I'm up for our date tonight. Iâm not feeling well, and itâs been a tough day.â
Your brow furrowed with concern. You knew how taxing his job could be, and today seemed like one of those days. While you relished every chance to dress up and indulge in your self-care rituals, you cared even more about Jakeâs well-being.
âJake, you donât have to push yourself,â you said softly. âI know you're not feeling well. How about we reschedule?â
Jake's voice wavered with regret. âBut I donât want to disappoint you. I know you always put in so much effort, and I hate that Iââ
âShh, none of that,â you interrupted gently. âYour health is more important. We can always have another date night. Just rest up, okay?â
Jake tried to protest, but your determination was unwavering. âNo arguments, mister. We'll reschedule for when youâre feeling better.â
âOkay,â Jake finally relented, his voice filled with a mix of relief and regret. âI love you, you know.â
âI love you too,â you replied softly, hanging up. You smiled to yourself, knowing that even though tonightâs plans had changed, taking care of each other was what really mattered.
Your mind couldn't stop thinking about Jake long after you ended the call. Instead of just rescheduling, you decided there was a better way to spend the evening. Gathering a few essentialsâingredients to make his favorite comfort meal and your favorite self-care itemsâyou set out for Jake's place.
When you arrived, you used the spare key he had given you. The apartment was unusually quiet, its stillness contrasting with your typical lively date nights. You found Jake lying on the couch, a blanket half-draped over him.
"Hey, sweetheart," you said softly, kissing his forehead gently. He tried to sit up, his surprise mingling with relief and gratitude.
"You didnât have to come all the way here," Jake murmured, his voice still carrying that tired edge.
"I wanted to," you replied, running a hand through his disheveled hair. "Now, you just relax. Iâm going to make your favorite."
In the kitchen, you got to work on preparing his comfort meal, seasoning, chopping, and stirring with practiced ease. The aroma soon filled the apartment, and you noticed Jakeâs face softening as he breathed it in. Before long, you brought a steaming plate to him.
"Here you go, just like you like it," you said, taking a seat beside him and watching as he took the first bite.
âThis is perfect,â Jake said between mouthfuls, a look of relief washing over him. âThank you.â
After he finished eating, you suggested, âHow about we cuddle and watch a movie?â
Jakeâs eyes lit up a bit at the offer. âIâd love that.â
You picked a lighthearted film and pulled him close. The familiar warmth of his body against yours was comforting. While the movie played in the background, the soft moments of shared comfort held your attention.
Once the credits rolled, you decided it was time for some self-care. "Come on, Iâve got a surprise for you." You led Jake into the bathroom, where you started filling the tub with warm water, adding a soothing bath bomb for good measure.
"What are you up to?" Jake asked, his curiosity piqued.
"Just a little pampering," you replied with a wink. "Trust me."
You coaxed Jake into the tub, where the effervescent bath bomb filled the room with a calming scent. As he soaked, you applied a gentle face mask and placed cooling eye masks over his tired eyes.
Sitting back, you commented, âYou know, Iâve always admired your skin. Itâs so smooth, and you have barely any pores. Iâm seriously jealous.â
Jake chuckled, lifting one side of the eye mask to peek at you. âWhat can I say? Iâm just naturally flawless,â he said with a playful, cocky grin.
Rolling your eyes, you smirked. âSure, Mr. Flawless. Youâve got it all figured out.â
Jake sighed contentedly, leaning back in the tub as the warm water soothed his tired muscles. You sat beside the tub, your hand finding his and squeezing gently. You shared quiet laughter and sweet whispers, savoring the rare, tranquil moment.
After a while, Jake looked at you with an affectionate gaze. "You always know how to make my bad days better, Y/N," he murmured. "I don't know how you do it, but just your presence alone brightens up my darkest moments. Your kindness, your patienceâitâs like you have this magic touch that makes all my worries fade away. Honestly, I don't know what I did to deserve someone as wonderful as you."
Your heart swelled with affection, and you tightened your grip on his hand. âOh, Jake, you do deserve itâjust as much as I do, if not more. You bring so much joy into my life. We're both lucky to have each other, and that's what makes this work.â
Jake stared into your eyes, nodding softly. âYouâre right. We really do complete each other, donât we?â
You smiled, feeling the warmth in your chest bloom. "Absolutely," you replied, pressing a gentle kiss to his knuckles.
He leaned back, the tension in his body visibly easing. "You feel a bit better?" you asked softly, brushing a few wet strands of hair from his forehead.
"Infinitely better," Jake replied, gratitude shining in his eyes. "And I have to admit, I feel ridiculously pamperedâand very loved."
âAs you should,â you said, pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead. âThis is what love is aboutâtaking care of each other.â
Jake's tired eyes sparkled with newfound mischief. "You know, there is still some room left in this bath if you want to join me."
You laughed, swatting his arm lightly. "Is that so? Well, in that case, maybe I will."
Jake leaned in closer, his voice dropping to a flirtatious murmur. "You mean it? Well, don't leave me waiting."
"Sure," you said with a cheeky grin, standing up to grab a towel. "Just don't hog all the bubbles."
As you slipped into the warm water beside him, both of you couldn't help but smile, knowing that this intimate, spontaneous moment was just as special as any planned date.
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Real or Not Real?
Miguel OâHara x Reader
Plot: You need a plus one for a wedding. Who better than your boss and perhaps the most hated person on your list.
Genre: PG-13, Enemies to Lovers (I would like to think sođŹ)
A/N: Iâm on a roll. Also, I always wanted to do this trope! This is longer than usual. Reblogs and feedback appreciated!đ
âShit!â Your phone bounces off the bed, landing inches away from another expensive repair.
âWhatâs wrong?â Jessica Drew looks up from the self help book that she was currently engaged in.
âAn old classmate. I totally forgot about the wedding!â You groan, feet becoming more fidgety by the second.
âRight⊠and would you care to explain why you look like one of Norman Osbornâs pumpkins?â Your best friend looks at you cautiously, as if like you were a volcano waiting to explode any second.
âWell, she used to be great with everyone in school. Canât say the same about myself.â You winced internally at the memories about your youth. âYou know how it is. Everyone is either rich, successful or in love once they leave school.â
âOr maybe all three.â Jessica adds helpfully much to your chagrin.
âThanks, Jess.â You refrain from rolling your eyes. âAnyways, the chat group got reignited and some genius started asking about âthe girl who everyone always see but doesnât really knowâ and before I know it, everyone starts pestering me about how Iâm doing!â You throw your hands dramatically in the air and Jessica canât help but to look amused. âSo?â
âSo, I kinda told them that I have a reallyhotboyfriend.â The last few words are mashed into one big mess but still clear enough for Jessica to pick up. âYou what now?â
Smelling the judgement from a mile away, you hang your head in defeat. âI know! Iâm an idiot! I couldnât help myself okay? This is what happens when you attend a private all girlsâ school. You stand out for being weird and suddenly The Plastics start making your entire school life hell.â
âThe Plastics?â
âItâs a movie reference.â
âWhy am I not surprised.â Jessica chuckles. âSo what now girl? Howâs damage control going?â
âTerrible.â You splat face first into the pillow. âI was thinking of getting help from the guys butâŠâ You hold up four fingers, ticking them off one by one. âPavitr canât pretend, Hobieâ too unpredictable, Miles is too young and Peterâs married with a child - a fact I canât ignore even if this is fake.â
Jessica looks at your closed fingers, tapping her chin thoughtfully. If being friends with her taught you anything, this wasnât a good sign.
âThere is one more option. I think he would fit your description of a really hot boyfriend.â She deliberately gives you a meaningful look that makes you leap off the bed, throwing her an accusing look.
âActually, I think Iâm going to ask Gwen. Do you know where I can find her?â
âLong gone. She went to visit Captain Stacey.â Jessica quips. âCome on. Heâs a good option. Besides, this is a great opportunity to know him better!â
âI rather tangle with the loch-ness monster instead.â You mumble, thinking about your very first encounter with the man of the hour - Miguel OâHara. The two of you were a good representation of day and night.
While you were bright and upbeat, the leader of the Spider Society probably didnât have the word âjoyâ in his dictionary. As you attempted to introduce yourself to him at your first meeting, he had simply brushed you aside.
âMiguel isnât that bad once you get to know him.â
âVery funny, Jess. You should be comedian of the year. Did you forget how he yelled at me when I pushed him out of the way from Kingpinâs gangbangers?â
Jessica opens her mouth slightly, only to shut it soon after. You frown, turning your back to see whatever she was staring at behind you. How you wished you hadnât. Oh, if only the ground could swallow you whole as Miguel himself stands at the door, staring at you with an unreadable expression.
âWhat- how long have you been here for?â You struggle to form that one sentence. âJessâŠâ You start accusingly.
Jessica shrugs, taking Miguelâs presence as a sign to leave. âIâll leave you two to it!â She gives you a wink that results in your mouth hanging agape. Miguel closes the door and you quickly attempt to compose yourself.
âIâll do it.â
âDo what?â
Miguel raises a brow. âBe your date.â He says it all too nonchalantly, as if choosing at empanada at the supermarket. You blink, pinching yourself out of his sight. The situation was very real. He stands in front of you, waiting.
âWhat do you want from me?â You blurt out. âYou want something in return.â You clarify once more, trying to make sense of things.
The end of Miguelâs lips turn upwards slightly, and youâre worried that the sudden acceleration of your heart would unable to support your body to stand upright.
âI just want to apologize for my behavior and I happened to overhear your conversation.â He responds and you make a mental note to never trust Jessica again for not warning you about his presence.
âAm I in some kind of alternate dimension?â You laugh, trying to defuse the awkwardness. Miguel remains impassive, eyes staring intently into yours.
âWhatâs it going to be? You can take me or you can look like a liar to everyone. Itâs your choice.â
You hate to say it, but heâs right.
***
âYou came!â Your old friend comes barreling into you, giving you a big hug.
âLils! You look amazing!â You gushed, returning the hug. âCongratulations. What a beautiful place.â You refer to the beachside wedding that she insisted on.
âThanks! Jeju Island was always on my bucket list. Iâm so glad I get to share this memory with all of you!â She gushes, turning to your plus one. âI mean, I finally get to see who has stolen your heart!â She extends a hand. âAnd who may you be?â
âMiguel OâHara.â He extends his own hand for a shake. âCongratulations.â
âNo need for the formalities!â Lilly smiles brightly. âWhat I do want to know is how you two got together! You can be away from her for a little canât you?â
Before the two of you can even say anything, you find yourself being pulled away by Lilly while the groom effortlessly picks up the conversation with Miguel. She brings you aside, within the sight of the two men.
âTell me everything!â She pounces on you like a tiger, demanding to know your first encounter. You give what you hope was a easy smile. âWeâre⊠colleagues.â You donât think exposing both your superhero personas would do well, not especially when you got here by inter dimensional traveling.
Your friend seems to be satisfied by this as she squeals. She hits your shoulder a little too aggressively, wanting more. You sigh, hoping that Miguel wasnât being interrogated this intensively on his end.
âWe just had the same interests and kind of clicked.â You prayed that the questioning would stop soon. âEverything was just a blur after.â
Lilly nods, throughly invested in your fake love story. Sheâs about to ask another question when a sharp voice pierced through the air, causing you to be rooted to the ground. You really wanted to run away at that moment.
âWhat is this that Iâm hearing? Youâre actually seeing someone?â The clack of heels come to a stop and you find yourself facing your tormentor.
âItâs nice to see you too, Becca.â You grit through your teeth. The woman remains oblivious to your discomfort as she addresses the two others trailing behind her. âI wonder whoâs the lucky man nice enough to pick her up!â
âThatâs enough, I invite you to my wedding out of our friendship but this doesnât give you the right to insult her.â Lilly shoots back, keeping her eyes trained on your curled fists.
âItâs alright, Lils.â You try to remain calm. âLetâs go. Iâll tell you everything later.â You take the lead to escort her back when Beccaâs comment brings you to a halt.
âI bet he isnât even real!â
Although she was right, you couldnât help but to turn around, wanting to give Becca and her posse a piece of your mind. Something that you should have done a very long time ago.
âOh, Iâm very real alright.â
You see Miguel walking up towards the trio. Was it just you or did Miguel look⊠angry?
He composes himself, giving a charming grin to the trio who looked like they were going to start falling at his feet any moment.
âMiguel OâHara. She has told me a lot about you three.â
âOh, she has?â Becca twirls the edge of her skirt nervously and you donât know where Miguel is going with this.
âSure. Sheâs told me all about how you three dimwits made her entire life hell. Honestly? I donât even know how that happened when sheâs a hundred times classier with more substance than you plastics claim to have.â Miguel catches your eye and gives a quick wink.
âExcuse me?â Becca stutters. âOh, I get it. She must have paid you to say that!â
Miguel walks over and gently loops an arm over your shoulders. By now, the conversation seemed to have attracted every guest who were lining up at the buffet table.
âNope. But you know what she is? She is the most courageous and selfless person who wouldnât hesitate to help others. I donât think you three would even come close to understanding what that means.â
Miguel has done it. Heâs left them speechless and every guest is know giving disapproving looks to the trio who can only storm away in embarrassment.
âI think Iâm not that hungry yet. How about we take a walk?â
You realize that Miguel is asking you, so you nod numbly and find yourself being led out of the venue. You see Lilly standing at the entrance greeting guests.
Catching your eyes, she gives you a thumbs up and a mischievous grin, not bothered at all about the verbal altercation that was inadvertently caused by you. Amidst the chaos, one thought was clear in your mind.
Just what is going on?
***
The rainbow colored blocks providing as seats for families, friends and couples to take photos makes the sea look even clearer. Silence overtaking the two of you, you busy yourself with noticing how the jagged edges of the rocks are a wonderful addition to the waves crashing near the shore.
âWhatâs going on up there?â
Finally. You prepare yourself, stopping beside the statue. âI was just about to ask you the same thing OâHara.â You take a brave step closer towards the hulking man and he briefly looks away before staring back at you. âNot that Iâm ungrateful but that wasnât like you.â
âThen, what am I supposed to be?â
You paused. âWell⊠youâre supposed to be grumpy and grouchy and keeping me at armâs length I guess?â You search for the right words as Miguel contains a chuckle seeing how flustered you were becoming by the second. âAnd youâre suddenly being nice to me? Hell would have to freeze over.â
Miguel closes the already small gap between the two of you and you suddenly feel hot at his gaze. He examines you for a while and you think heâs about to deliver another sharp retort.
âI did try. I tried to keep you away but you were too bright and cheerful for your own good.â Miguel gruffly tells you. âYou were so much like her.â
You knew that he was referring to his past. His wife whom no one really dared to talk about. You finally understood. To him, you were a walking and living painful reminder.
âIâm sorry.â You breathed out. The air suddenly constricts in your lungs and you feel the need to get away. Anywhere but here. You turn around and find yourself being pulled into him. Miguel hugs you, and he hugs you tight.
âNo, Iâm the idiot. I punished you for seeing you as someone else.â He confesses. âI should have just seen you as⊠you. You were so bright and so brave, I almost lost it when you took the bullets from Kingpin. Thatâs when I knew my behavior had to stop. I wanted to tell you and I guess I saw this as the perfect opportunity.â
âOh.â You donât know how else to react to this sudden revelation.
âBut I meant every word. About me apologizing for my past behavior.â Miguel continues. âAnd that. Earlier on.â He refers to his relentless counter attack on your tormentors. âI didnât know that you had to go through all that.â
âHey, we all go through things right? Kind of a ticket to join the spider society.â You try to lighten things up. âBesides, itâs nothing big.â
Miguel pries you away gently, a slight frown on his face. âDonât minimize your struggles. You are a hundred times stronger than those three combined. After all, thatâs what made you stood out to me in the first place.â
Your heart swells at his statement. As you hear the waves crashing, it felt as if like it gave you a sense of newfound confidence as well. It was all or nothing now. Youâre inches away from Miguel, his rosy cheeks prominent from the strong breeze that the coastal city offered. âI just have one more question.â
Miguel cocks his head to the side, curious. He doesnât interrupt, giving permission for you to go ahead.
âYou love me. Real or not real?â
He takes you by the waist, lips on yours. It could be minutes or hours before he lets go, leaving you in a daze. But the movement of his lips are as clear as day. One that would be forever etched in your memory.
âReal.â
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100 followers event + collab with @transmascaraa
(cuddling headcanons-PM+Hunting Dogs)
A/n:sooo hello guys I've reached 100 followersss and my bf had reached 400, so we decided to make this collab as an event for themđ Those are basically some cuddling headcanons. I am writing for the port mafia and the hunting dogs. Nyx is writing for ADA and DoA. You can find his work right here.
P.S. I am so thankful to all of you for 100 followers it really means a lot to me<33
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Chuuya
Cuddles with this man are rather rare ngl. He's busy with his job and everything, buuuut he always makes up for it
He is so gentle with you and careful with how he touches you. This man is a gentleman, you can't expect anything else
He refuses to be the little spoon. Like no chance. He feels like he can protect you more that way even if it's just cuddles.
Most of time, when his head is in your lap, he would expect you to play with his hair. (Maybe would get offended when you don't đ
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Hug his waist pleasee!! You can't cuddle with that man and don't wrap your hands around that waist. He will also love it<3
Akutagawa
Now with this you've really gotta work to get to cuddling lmao. This is the most unaffectionate person from bsd maybe.
Bue still when you do get to it he would be sooo akward for him at first, but he will get used to it..maybe...after a lot of time...
Still cuddles would be like, with him literally crushing you while just laying on top of you, but still he is underweight so you won't feel it a lot
Probably would feel asleep, but would not admit it after that
He always acts like he hates when you ask him for cuddles, but (very) deep down he actually loves it, because it calms him down and his thoughts.
Tachihara
This boy is soo underrated please
Anyways that wasn't the theme. Cuddling with Tachihara is an often thing
He loves to cuddle and be touchy with you. So almost every day after work, he'll just drop his body weight on top of you lmao
In this case tho, he would want to play with your hair. "It calms me down!!" He always says- and maybe it does, after a long day at work
Hand holding while cuddling is something soo important for him. Like he loves holding your hand and because he can't do it more often he insists on doing it while cuddling
Gin
Ohhhhh now this sweet.. powerful... gorgeous woman. I need a Gin in my life
Anyways cuddling with her would be you two facing eachother, laying in the bed, with your legs interlocked and her arm around you
She would like for you to tell her how your day has been while you play with her hair. She might fall asleep tho
After that she will tel you about her day and would be like turning around and gesturing with her hands while talking, so you get to pull her back to cuddling
Cuddles before going to bed are her favourite, because then you both fall asleep in each other's arms
The Hunting Dogs
Tecchou
Ehh >< sweet guy i i love him so much.
He is the big spoon. Always. Like most of them, he needs to have the assurance that he can protect you immediately if something happens.
Doesn't talk much while you cuddle. He would just close his eyes and burry his face in the crook of your neck
Would most likely to ask you to talk though, because he loves listening to your voice, so don't blame him if he falls asleep, but this doesn't happen very often
Also he doesn't move around when you two are laying down. Like he'll get in one position and not move until he actually has to get up to go to work
Jouno
Omg i have already talk about that before but anyway
So like I've said in my Jouno headcanons, i think he has sensory issues, because of the fact that he is blind and is very sensitive towards any kind of physical affection
So in that case cuddles wouldn't happen often, because he gets easily overwhelmed by them
However on days he is very tired or you had a bad day/are also tired, he would. You have to be careful with him though
He likes cuddling with you in general, just pls be careful with him
Teruko
She would pop onto you like a starfish
Would start ramble, ramble, ramble..until zhe actually falls asleep in your arms
Honestly in order for you to cuddle either one you is veeery tired or you were playfully fighting or tickling eachother, then it turned into cuddles
Her rambles are soo cute. Like she would tell you every single thing about her day, to the smallest detail
Like i said, she would probably fall asleep after that AND would expect you to hug her tight while she is sleeping
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Do you feel comfortable with writing stuff about mental health issues. Like, MC being depressed due to a mission going wrong or something similar and hiding it from Zayne while they spiral deeper into it until he catches them doing something bad - like idk, self-harm, looking up suicide methods, something like that. Gender neutral reader would be great <3
If you don't want to write this for any reason, feel free to ignore my ask :)
mission failure.
âpairing: zayne x gn!reader
âsummary: after one too many failed missions, you reach a breaking point. zayne comes to your aid. âtags: sfw, 2nd person POV, gender neutral reader, mental health issues, self-esteem issues, depression, suicidal thoughts, non-descriptive/implied self-harm, mild descriptions of morbid thoughts, hurt/comfort, angst âword count: 2k âa/n: thank you so much for your request, i hope i did it justice! this was a very interesting write and i enjoyed it a lot. i tried to be as delicate and vague with the s/h descriptions as i could so as not to trigger anyone, but this fic still deals with sensitive content so please be safe and take care of yourself! much love đ
âââ  ïœĄïŸâ: *.✠.* :âïŸ. âââ
This was it. You just couldnât do anything right.
Another hunting mission had gone poorly. The third in a row, now. They do say all good things come in threes, but could the same be said of misfortune? It certainly seemed so. The first two mission failures had been played off as flukes, but this timeâŠ
You made the long trek back to Headquarters with the weight of a tail dragging between your legs, bearing a few cuts and bruises to show for it. Beside you was Tara, who was not quite so worse for wear and, although disappointed, didnât quite seem to share the same sentiment as you. After all, she hadnât been the one to let the Wanderer get away. Again.
âHey, donât look so down!â she says, in her usual cheerful tone. She pats your arm in an attempt to be comforting. âCanât win âem all, right?â
You give her a look and a frown. âI mean, we should, shouldnât we? Itâs our job, after all.â
âNo way! Those Wanderers were tough! Iâm amazed we got as far into the Zone as we did!â
But we lost our main target, you thought, yet you held your tongue. There was no changing Taraâs mind once she was set on something. This mission was above her level, anyway, but with every other Hunter either stationed elsewhere or taking a well-deserved break, and Xavier being unreachable as usual, all you had was each other. It had been up to you, as the higher level Hunter, to uphold the team morale and guide you both through a successful mission. But lately, you just kept falling short. Even the most straightforward of missions went awry. Just what was happening?
The entrance doors slid closed behind you as you and Tara headed upstairs for the debrief. Your heart pounded with every step you took. Three failures in a row⊠Jenna was going to fire you for sure. She might as well do it now, to make space for a newer, better Hunter to take your place and finish your missions properly.
Instead, what came of your debrief was the offering of a week-long break. "Time off to clear your head and refresh," Jenna had said with hard concern, but it might as well have been an arrow to the chest. Just fire me now and get it over with, you thought. Stop wasting everyoneâs time and resources and find someone else.
You didnât need a break. You just needed to be better.
Getting better, however, came with a steep demand you placed upon yourself like a vase upon a pedestal, delicate and teetering. If Jenna wanted to give you another chance, then you would use this week to return to peak performance. You would train, and train, and train, until you were sure to succeed at every mission she threw at you. It was flawless. Youâd be back at it in no time.
But as soon as you got off the train and back into your apartment, all you wanted to do was sleep.Â
And sleep you did. You slept until you couldnât think of those missions anymore, and when the thoughts inevitably returned, you slept again.
âYouâre not eating enough,â Zayne said during your following check-up later that week. He stated it so matter-of-factly, like he did with any other diagnosis, never looking up from his computer as he typed something. You never knew exactly what. âArenât you supposed to be on a break right now?â
âHow do you know that?â
âWord gets around,â he said, the beginnings of a smile etched on his face. You didn't like the idea of people knowing things like that so easily. People sure do like to talk... Zayne's hazel eyes lifted from the screen and over at you. âYou need to take better care of yourself. Now is as good a time as any to catch up on your bodyâs needs.â
âIâm fine,â you snapped. Sometimes Zayne needed to mind his own business. Wait, but he was your doctor, and one of your closest friends⊠What was the matter with you? You really needed to go back to bed and stop being such a nuisance.Â
Maybe itâd be better if you got out of his life, too.
You met his questioning expression and the heat of your response drained out of your face. At that, you decided you didnât want to wait for a reply. Whatever he wanted to say to you with that curious expression of his, you didnât want to hear it. Didnât deserve to hear it. You quickly left his office and never looked back. If he called your name as the door to his office slid closed behind you, it went unheard.
âââ  ïœĄïŸâ: *.✠.* :âïŸ. âââ
5 missed calls.
Your phone screen blares the message in your face, blinding against the darkness of your room and blurry against the tears that threatened to fall, that had already fallen, that fell and dried and fell again. Your fingers itch to reply, to call him back or send him a text, but whatâs the point? He doesnât really care. Heâs probably just going to scold you for leaving your appointment halfway and being childish and not following doctorâs orders and being rude to him.
Not only have you messed up your job, youâre messing up your relationships now, too. When will you ever stop? Canât it ever stop?
Your phone buzzes and lights up in your fingers as your ringtone sings into your sheets once more. Itâs him again. Doesnât he know when to quit? You watch his name as it waits idly on your screen. It gets tired of waiting, as it always does, and finally disappears. You sigh as another hot tear slips down your cheek.
Something new happens this time.
1 new voicemail, your phone screen reads. You start to slide the notification away, but against your better judgment, and before you can talk yourself out of it, you give in, tap the notification, and listen.Â
The line is silent for a moment, and part of you hopes he gave up and left you nothing.
Finally, after what sounds like a throat clearing, he speaks.
âHey, itâs me,â Zayneâs voice comes through the speaker. Itâs got that usual muffled crackly phonecall texture laid onto it, but it sounds enough like him that it feels like heâs right there with you, underneath the blankets. âAre you alright? âŠListen. Whatever it was I said, I didnât mean it. You know that. I was going to ask if you wanted to get dinner, but you left so suddenly. Call me when youâre able?â
The silence creeps in again, and you can almost hear him consider saying something more, can almost see his expression as his thoughts thunder in his brain but refuse to leave his lips, but then thereâs a click, and the call ends. The robotic voicemail message drones monotonously about saving the message, and halfway through, you hang up, too.
The back of your throat clenches and burns, and you barely fight back a sob as it wrenches itself out of you. Zayne was worried about you. You made him worry. You thought he was mad, you wanted him to be mad, but heâs not. He cares about you. WhyâŠ?
You dig the heels of your palms into your eyes, as if you could push back the sting of tears that rush, hot and salty, from your bloodshot eyes. It hurts, and you start to see flashes of bright white stars under your eyelids, but itâs better than succumbing to the pain in your chest. Your heart shares a galaxy with the stars in your vision, a dying star thatâs fizzling out, or maybe even being consumed by the void of a black hole. How morbidly comforting. You suddenly want to rip it out.
You wonder, just how difficult would it be to separate the Aether Core from your still-beating flesh�
You try to shake the thoughts from your mind but they hold fast. Throwing the blankets off of your body, you leave your room hobbling like a zombie, make a beeline for the kitchen, and pull open a drawer.
âââ  ïœĄïŸâ: *.✠.* :âïŸ. âââ
Itâs late at night when thereâs a knock at your door. A slight rap of the knuckles. A sharp one, two. Once, then twice, and on the third knock thereâs another sound, too. A rattling jingle. And itâs times like these when you curse yourself for giving Zayne the extra key to your apartment.
He calls out your name as he steps in. You barely hear him. Youâre not sure if itâs because heâs far away, or speaking quietly, or if youâre just that far gone into your own thoughts that everything else around you is muted.
He might have called only once, or a dozen times, by the time he reaches your room and spots your hunched figure on your bed. He says your name again, and this time you do hear him.Â
You meet his gaze, steeled with concern, and immediately regret it.Â
He sees you, really sees you, and all at once your façade crumbles once more. He approaches the edge of your bed, and you turn your eyes anywhere but at him as you brace yourself for impact.
âWhat are you doing?â he asks, but he already knows the answer.
Zayne grabs your wrist. Yet, his touch is gentleâfirm enough to grip you, but soft enough that you could pull away if you wanted. You don't. Youâre far too tired to fight anymore. You continue to stare at the floor with teary eyes, but there is resignation hanging heavy on your shoulders, like a wet blanket. Zayne takes your silent compliance as an okay to pull you along with him down the hallway of your dimly lit apartment and into the bathroom.
He sits you down on the toilet. The light clack of the lid hitting the porcelain beneath from your sudden weight seemed to jolt you awake a bit; your eyes refocus and follow his movements as he shuffles through the medicine cabinet. He pulls out a few things and then returns to tend to his patient.
"Hand. Here," he says as he holds out his own. You offer yours, and he meets you halfway. He always does. Heâs as meticulous and calm as always as he cleans, disinfects, and wraps your wounds, ever the doctor, but thereâs a certain softness in his motions that youâre sure he reserves for only his most cherished patients.Â
Only for you.
The thought rolls a warm wave over you, the once wet blanket that had been dragging you down now fresh out of the laundry and wrapped carefully around you, cozy and hot and certain. Thereâs still a bit of damp spots here and there, but those will also dry in time. And you know Zayne will still be here when that time comes.
Your thoughts are broken when long fingers drag against your cheek, wiping away yet more damp spots and fanning through your shining lashes.
âYou need to take better care of yourself,â Zayne says, repeating his words from earlier that day. Was that really only today? This day was lasting a lifetime. As with before, his tone holds no ice. You regret snapping at him when he was only trying to help. He must feel your tension, because he puffs a breath out through his nose just then, and the warm air tickles the hairs on your forehead. He places a kiss there, the barest brush of his lips on your skin. He pushes your hair back with long warm fingers, tucking a strand behind your ear. âIf you need help with that, Iâm here. Always. You need only ask.â
Later still and heâs tucking you into bed and giving your forehead another gentle kiss, making you feel like a kid again. Heâs surprisingly good at that. You don't know how he does it.
Zayne follows you under the covers, and leaves you an open invitation to snuggle against him, if you wish. You gratefully accept, tucking your head under his chin as he envelops you. Heâs very careful not to apply pressure to your bandaged skin.Â
Right before you fall asleep, he whispers a promise of breakfast tomorrow, and dinner, and whatever else comes next. A promise of staying, no matter what.
#soft zayne is best zayne#change my mind (you won't)#love and deepspace#zayne#zayne x reader#zayne lads#l&ds#l&ds x reader#fics
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Unornamented (Hughie Campbell Oneshot)
Character/s: Hughie
Word Count: 1,691
Requested: Not requested, but here are the prompts I used :) 13.) Hum, 36.) Scraped Knees 34.) âStill awake?â
Inspired By: Foxglove by Haley Heynderickx
A/N: I love him, I love him, I love him!!!! Anyways, just an appreciation fic for your patience!!! Thank you my loves!! I actually kinda love how this turned out. I think it's very soft and sweet, even a little sad. Heavily inspired by the song/album. Slowly working through my writers block so that once I start posting again, my work will be what you deserve!!! Feedback is always appreciated!! đđđ
The cicada's sharp pitch moves with the wind, seeping through the open window screens. You never knew what that peculiar sound was, the screaming, bleating, wailing, only that it swept through you each night on your long, humid walks home. A kind of begging. A performance. A tongue you have not yet mastered. Shakespearean tragedies, you imagine, wars between families, between forbidden lovers and bitter marriages. Feuds. They step out into costumes covered in ruffles, pearls, thick collars and high stockings. The children dress as fauna and flora, roaring like cubs, nipping at one another playfully. On stage, they are someone else. Largely unseen as the sun sets, they intend to make their presence known. The rest of them, the crowds for miles and miles, sing their songs in appreciation. A hum that vibrates through the leaves, the open air, their roaring praise and applause settles goosebumps across your flesh. Theyâve grown accustomed to sweet summer shows and they will be forever grateful. Harmless, they went about their time as you wished to do. No biting, nor stinging. Without violence. They draw out these shows, afraid they will be left alone to bear their lives, their thoughts, mundane and overpowering respectively.Â
Beneath you, the springs of the mattress puncture the thin fabric, poking at the spokes of your spine the way a mother would her child. It tickles, her bony knuckles, the sharpness of the spring. Interchangeable. A comfort you have forgotten of, one that fills the cavity of your chest with dread. What else have you forgotten? What else have you given up for a life like this? The sheer curtains blow with the breeze. Thoughtlessly, they move and dance and grab at one another, like sisters. They must be laughing, you think, for they are warm underneath the butter yellow street lights and safe and together. They must be laughing, because they are together and that is who theyâll only ever need: their twin. Leaves rustle underneath the insect melodies. A bass, low and of the earth, the tone of an old man telling stories of his youth. You can hear him smiling.Â
The sheets are soft, newly washed, and sticking to you. Wrapped around your torso, your legs free to breathe, kissed by the thick air. Lying like this, with your knees tented, you can see the scrapes across them. Earth scorched. What was once torn open, alive and mouthy, had healed only slightly. The skin is pale and thick and chewy. Shiny. They donât hurt as much as they did. Youâre not sure how it happened, only that it mustâve been recent. There are other aches and pains. Healed and unhealed, bruised and not. Old wounds stitched together. Deep purples, cobalt blues, sickly greens. Theyâll yellow soon enough. You were always getting hurt. You were always in some sort of danger. Unwise, you knew, and yet there was something about the thrill. The taste of blood in your mouth. Last time â the last time â youâd almost been sliced in half. Not yet a scar, the settled skin inching its way across your belly remained snakelike. Sensitive, you were careful to wash and dry, to dress and dress again. Your fingertips brush where it rests beneath your shirt. You donât like looking at it. It remains too much of a reminder. On that day. Of what you were attempting to leave behind. Too soon to joke, to laugh, the both of you still a little rattled.Â
Itâs how you ended up here.Â
There is a body beside you. Not unfamiliar. His skin is warm, and though forgiveness was never one of summer's virtues, you find yourself curling into him, all his nooks and crannies, despite the humidity in the air. His chest rises and falls evenly. His lip is split and there is a scab at his temple. How many times have you kissed that very spot? How many times had you checked on it, to make sure it was healing properly. Free of infection. His shirt is worn and thin and it smells of him: soap and sky and the dinner he burned earlier. One arm rests beneath you, your head, the other thrown behind the pillow, perching it up further. His rest is not easy, not without effort, but there is a certain softness to his features. Maybe itâs the light, the setting sun, the deep, bright blue of the night sky. Maybe not. Either way your eyes follow the slope of his nose, the curve of his cheek, the furrow of his brow. His hair is wild, some of it slicked back. It is his best effort not to overheat. His dreams are still water, not yet broken by growing, gruesome waves. Not yet entering the heart of the storm. It will, of course. And when it does, he will startle awake. Panting. Gasping for air. Clinging to you.Â
For now, though, he is quiet.Â
The bedroom is cozy. Cozy, you think, is a nice way of saying itâs small. No matter. You had little with you anyways. A lamp. A mattress. You have yet to get a frame, a bedside table. Frivolities. A single dresser you split down the middle, neck to groin. Autopsy-esque. Photos of friends. Notes and doodles. Passports, fake IDs. Enough clothes to get you through the season. You know, when the snow threatens to fall and the cicadas are long gone, you will need more than what youâve got. The drawers stick and, embarrassed, as quiet as he can, heâll shake it open. He has done this since you got here. Untethered himself from you, from the bed, gentle enough not to startle you. Heâll dress, and kiss your head, and leave a note: Be back soon. XO Hughie. Heâll disappear in the early morning. Wandering, you suppose. It is the only way he can breathe easily, if he knows where you are. If he understands the layout of the land. You werenât in the city anymore. The crowds youâd slipped into, becoming just another strange face, were no longer an option here. The hiding places were minimal. Open roads, nothing for miles. The underbelly you could run to for safety, the trains you could crouch into, your hoods up, your faces low, were unavailable. Nonexistent. Youâd traded one anonymity for another. Youâd pretend to be asleep, watching him, wide eyed, as the morning sun enveloped him. The rays are subtle, not yet full, and they stretch out towards him. Sometimes youâll fall back to sleep. Sometimes youâll lie there, soaking in every inch of the room, wondering what became of everyone youâd ever cared about. Wondering if you could make a life like this. When he comes back, he will make you coffee. The only two mugs you brought with you. Chipped and worn. Heâll place his on the dresser, careful with yours, as if it were something precious. He doesnât voice what heâs seen, what heâs taken into account, but his features are quick to give him away. You will reassure him: he could never find you here. You are both safe. Everyone is safe. The words are hollow, You know this. As long as Homelander is alive, you are in danger. There is only so much of you you can give to him anymore. There is only so much of your mind, your body, your fears, that you can dole out to him. Hughie nods, the steam from his cup bringing color to his face. You will find something else to talk about. The strangers you met on your long walks. The pets you wave to through fences, through windows. The long summer youâve been granted. How lucky youâll be when the weather chills and the leaves begin to turn. Anything but Vought. Anything but him.Â
That isnât for many hours, of course.
Your thoughts spread like fog through the apartment. The kitchen (tiny) and the bathroom (even littler). Enough utensils for two. A spongy bath mat. Anything that would fit in the backseat, really. Silly things you grabbed without thinking. The kitschy salt and pepper shakers. A dozen mismatched socks. Only the case of Hughieâs mouth guard. Half a set of slippers. A handful of books. The rest? You would never be sure what happened to them, to anything. You had what the old tenants left behind. The dresser, the lamp, a table for four with three chairs, a shower curtain. There are other things here as well. Spiders in the corners, weaving their webs. Occasionally, you might find one on the bar of soap by the sink, crawling across the counter tops, making its way through the length of the apartment. A mouse or two. If youâre quiet enough, you might hear them scurrying in the walls. Worse, you suspect, though thatâs as far as you can name definitively. The first thing he did was get you a mattress. Paid in cash under another name, beaming with pride, he pushed it up the stairs and through each doorway. It was perfect. The cicadas sing their songs, harmonizing with one another. The sky has darkened. There are so many stars here. That was the first thing you noticed. Driving for days on end, you watched the inky black glitter, thousands and thousands of holes opening up, letting the twinkling light through. It wasnât like this in the city. It had never been this clear. Perhaps it was the running, the escaping, the tiresome ways youâd been living since you left. Perhaps it was the first beautiful thing youâd been allowed to take in in a long time. There were wildflowers and small towns and houses built long before you, but the time to look in awe, to appreciate, had been so fleeting. Mere moments, thatâs all you were allowed. This would go on forever. The scars embedded in your skin ache just a little. You readjust, placing your head on his chest, listening to the steady thump of his heart. Hughie, coming to, wraps his arm around you, pulling you even closer. âStill awake?â He asks in his sleepy voice, and you know he is smiling.
#writing#hughie campbell#hughie campbell drabble#hughie campbell oneshot#hughie campbell x reader#the boys#the boys drabble#the boys oneshot#the boys x reader
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Trouble? You're only in trouble if you get caught. So don't let me catch you ~
uhhhhh say hi to jamil and yuusha's kid jas(mine) pt 2 (also here and here are like my only two other posts of her)
HFDDF OKAY SO - i actually had these unfinished sketches from months ago of jas as a nrc student and scarabia housewarden
this sneaky little bastard (affectionate) had never left my cranium she was just sitting idly by
im sobbing i hate jas so much (lie i love her)
jamil and yuusha still aren't supposed to have a kid so i just imagine this to be an alternate timeline for them đ€§đ€§đ€§
soooo info dump time ---
ââââââ⊠scarabia housewarden nrc jas
jas has a vice-housewarden who is her childhood best friend (figuring out if i want them to be twst rajah or abu)
also thinking about if i want yuusha to be a staff member in nrc with grim or just dead during this time (why? just because)
no further info tbh, scarabia housewarden jas is just vibing
ââââââ⊠child jas stuffs
i'm SO indecisive about her design as a toddler/preteen lowkey đ
she was very sweet as a toddler but somewhere along the line she just became more carefree and chaotic
jas is a mama's girl but is more alike with her father than she cares to admit
octavinelle trio and heartslabyul duo + grim are like the honorary uncles (jas's favorites are floyd, ace, and grim bc they sometimes enable her with shenanigans)
even though jas has favorite uncles, najma is the favorite favorite. i imagine she's just the cool aunt
if mama yuu is "shrimpy" then jas is a "tiger prawn" (bc rajah)
jas LOVES doing people's hair including her own; would rather do them by hand rather than by magic
jamil showed jas how to breakdance once and it became ingrained in her personality ever since
(there's probably still more about her that i'm forgetting but this is it for now)
ââââââ⊠bonus future jamiyuu stuff because i miss them
jamil took yuusha's last name surprise surprise (if they get married)
i imagine after nrc they'd be travelling together actually, not necessarily settling down
(i'm REALLY not 100% on them settling down and having a kid but i still love jas a lot so im so conflicted) (that's why aus exist đâš)
(and if hypothetically they do settle down i think yuusha being staff in nrc with grim + maybe jamil who travels for work (or being a house husband??? maybe they alternate roles) can be adorable ideas)
ââââââ⊠(i also had this thing that i never posted about that one trope of a fankid finding themselves in nrc bc of portal/time/mirror shenanigans)
(jamil found both of them asleep somewhere and refuses to wake them up)
also some bonus tidbits about this scenario with them:
đ: Is she a family member of yours? How'd she get here?
đ: I have never seen that child in my life before now. And there's no way I could have missed news about a new relative of mine.
đ: You know how ridiculous it sounds if she's related to me. I'm not from here. She even looks more like you!
đ: Jas has the same color of eyes as you. Didn't you tell me she mistook you for her mother?
đ: ...Yeah, but I don't like what you're implying.
đ: Well, I'm not exactly happy with this either.
they're just both in denial of the implication of this child existing and neither of them is saying it out loud.
and the angst/wholesomeness(???) of jamil asking jas's full name and hearing that she has her mother's last name instead of his
eventually they grew attached (unfortunately) until somehow they send jas home to her original timeline
and then they finally have a real conversation about what all that was about
anyways thank you for reading if you've made it this far;;; end tweet
#hdfsdfkjs another brain dump but i feel like i'm giving inconsistent lore đđđ#iâm bawlin#i dont write these down they just exist so all my thoughts are scattered#anyways i screenshotted the ask so that tumblr would keep the formatting with the photos >:(#anon i hope you still see this bc tumblr doesnt even notify anons anyway đđđ#and thank you for giving me the excuse to info dump about her the best i can đ#[ââŠ-#-⧠oc rambles#-⧠my art#twst art#twst#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#twst oc x canon#jamil x yuu#twst yuu#twst yuusona#(đ) yuusha#(đ) curry noodles#(đș) jas#nextgenđ#twst fankid#twst fanchild#twst oc#-âŠâ]#i think the girl finally deserves her own tag#but i'm not sure how much more i'm going to post about her đ#even though i enjoy her character concept hnghhh
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Ok ok hear me out, the turtle brothers and the reader on Christmas?
Donât forget to take care of yourself! Get food, water, and rest! You are wonderful and amazing! Happy holidays! đ
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Christmas Crush Stories (Fluff)
2003!Turtles x reader
A/N: So, I am Danish, and we celebrate Christmas on the 24th, which is tonight. I donât know a lot about American Christmas food or traditions, but Iâll see what I can do. So hereâs a quick one before the family gets heređâ€ïžđđ§Ąđą PS. It started snowing big time as soon as I started writing thisđđ
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Some small Christmas stories with the turtles and you, their crushđ
Warnings: Christmas fluff and chaosđ
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Leonardo:
âAre you sure thatâs a good idea?â, Leo asked as he watched you, standing on top of an impossibly tall ladder, all to decorate a damn Christmas tree. Whoâs idea was it anyway to get a tree so tall, that not even the ladder could reach the top? If Leo could find them he would give them a stern scolding. Just because it was a long way to the ceiling of the lair, that didnât mean their tree should go up all the way! âItâs a far drop, (Y/N)â.
âI got it, momâ, you teased, poking out your tongue at him, making him cross his arms. You knew very well that Leo only meant the best, and that he was only looking out for your well being. âBesidesâ, you continued, picking out another brightly coloured glass orb to place on the tree. âSomeone has to decorate the treeâ.
âI would much rather have a naked Christmas tree than you getting injuredâ, the leader in blue retorted, looking unimpressed at the tree. How dare it be the reason you would put yourself in danger.
âRelax, Leoâ, you said, closing your eyes as you rolled them, causing him to uncross his arm, ready to catch you in case you would fall. Okay, maybe he was a worry hen, but closing your eyes was a recipe for disaster! âNothing is going to happen. Iâm a grown woman! I donât fall from a ladder. Have you seen me in high heels?â
âYeah, but when you fall while fearing high heels, the fall wouldnât break your bonesâ, Leo said, feeling himself getting more and more anxious.
âIâm not gonna fall, Leoâ, you sighed, getting just slightly more frustrated. In the beginning his worries were cute, but now they were starting to plant the first roots of irritation. You let go of the ladder to place your hands on your hips. âWill you please stop worrying? Iâm not a child-â.
You and your big mouth. Of course the ladder shook under you, causing you to yelp in surprise and lose your balance. It happened so fast. You fell off the tall ladder, plummeting towards the ground in what felt like less of a second. Leo was just as fast, having seen this situation happening a million miles away. He was ready right underneath you, catching with ease, holding you in a bridal style. Your face burned hot under Leoâs gaze, not just from the fall, but the close proximity of his face to yours.
âAre you still sure itâs a good idea?â, he asked, letting a smug smile show.
Raphael:
âYou donât get to hawk the mistletoe all dayâ, Raphael grumbled at Casey, as April walked away from him one more time. Casey sighed, having hoped that this was the way to finally get a kiss from her. And it didnât help that his red clad terrapin friend was now bugging him. âSome of us also have plans for tonightâ.
âGood luckâ, Casey said, stepping out from under the mistletoe on the clothing line, hand on his head, thinking of a new way to gain Aprilâs attention. âIf (Y/N) is anything like April, the only kiss youâll get is a knuckle kissâ.
âIâll manageâ, Raph smiled as he jumped to get the mistletoe down from the clothing line, before setting out to find his long time crush; you.
You werenât very hard to find, as you had been in the kitchen most of the day, making dinner with Mikey, Splinter and some of the turtleâs other guests. Raph managed to catch you, right as you were leaving the kitchen, trapping you in the doorway, his sudden appearance making you jump back in surprise.
âLong day, (Y/N)?â, he asked, a friendly smile on his lips. Goodness, he hoped that this would work. You still didnât seem to have noticed the mistletoe he was holding over your head.
âObviously, Raphaelâ, you said, sounding a little bitter. Oh, crud. That hadnât been part of Raphâs plan. âI have been in the kitchen all day, and have you been helping? No! Your brother and father have been so nice to help me, but you? No! You have been playing mistletoe hunt with Casey and April!â
âUhm⊠(Y/N)â.
âChristmas Eve is tonight, Raphael, and it would be nice with some help!â
â(Y/N)...â
âWhat?!â Raphael pointed towards the mistletoe in his hand above your head. The sight making your blood boil once more. âSo thatâs why you wanted to talk! Iâm working my ass off in the kitchen, and you want to kiss!?â
âN- no, (Y/N), that was not-â.
âCome here you!â
But before you could manage to land any punches, Raphael started running, with you closely following on his heels. Casey saw this and started clapping his knees in laughter.
âI told you, Raph! Hahaha!â
Donatello:
âDid you know that in Denmark, they eat duck instead of turkey for Christmas?â, Donatello said, watching you and April work in the kitchen. Or you, more specifically. Sweet Donnie had been walking after you all day like a lost puppy, spouting random facts about Christmas, all in an attempt to keep your attention on him. Poor fellow didnât seem to know any other way of doing so.
âIs that so?â, you asked with a small smile. You knew about Donnieâs little crush on you, and you had to admit that you found it very adorable. He would blabber about whatever small fact he had learned, sharing everything he knew with you. And you enjoyed every minute of it.
âYeahâ, Donnie said, smiling bright at your interest in his small facts. âThey also eat something called browned potatoes, which is like caramelized potatoes made with butter and brown sugarâ.
âOkay, that actually sounds pretty goodâ, you said.
âYeah, it doesâ, Donnie smiled. And then he continued on with his many random facts and information. Like said before, you enjoyed every minute of it. You liked having Donatello around, and to be honest, you love hearing him talk. But April, not so much. You see and feel how she was growing more and more frustrated with Donnieâs continuous talking. So you decided to take action into your own hands.
âHey, Donnieâ, you said, causing him to stop in the middle of whatever he was saying.
âYes, (Y/N)?â
âCan you keep an eye on these for me?â, you asked, pointing towards the boiling potatoes on the stove.
âOf course!â, Donnie said, stepping in beside you to take a look at the potatoes. That was when you leaned in and placed a kiss on his cheek. Donnie let out a sound of surprise, before placing a hand on where your lips had met his skin. He turned to look at you with wide eyes. âW- what was that for?â, Donnie asked, his face burning hot.
âWell, in Denmark, when someone helps you in the kitchen during Christmas, youâre supposed to kiss themâ, you smiled with a shrug.
âR- really?â, Donnie said, a smile spreading on his blushing face.
âNoâ, you laughed, placing your chin on his shoulder. âI made that up. But you did really look like one that could use a kissâ.
âWell, I think I could use more than oneâ, Donnie mumbled, fiddling with his fingers.
âThen I guess Iâll have to catch you under the mistletoeâ, you said.
That comment caused Donatello to leave the kitchen in a hurry, screaming and yelling. âCasey! Raph! Quit playing around! I need that mistletoe!â
Michelangelo:
âDrop the snowball, young lady! Or you will be arrested!â, Mikey yelled at you from behind a tree, his beanie and scarf almost covering his face.
It was almost Christmas. The snow was laying in a thick layer in Central Park, so you and your best friend Michelangelo decided it was the perfect opportunity to take a night stroll through the park. But with you and Mikey being the way you were, that stroll had pretty quickly ended up in a snowball fight. It had now turned into you having backed Mikey into a corner behind the tree, searching and praying for an opening in your attack.
âIt will take more than the turtle police to get me!â, you yelled back with a laugh, throwing the snowball just as Mikey looked out from behind the tree. He managed to duck, just as the ball flew past his face.
âTurtle police?! It is the Turtle Titan youâre talking to!â, he yelled, throwing a snowball blindly in your direction. You dodged that with ease.
âIs that so?â, you asked in a teasing manner. âThen come and get me, oh mighty Turtle Titan!â
That was the opening and motivation Mikey needed, He jumped out from behind the tree, dodging the balls you threw his way. âBy the power of the mighty Turtle Titan, youâre going down, (Y/N)!â And with that he started running after you.
You yelped and started running in the opposite direction. But Mikey and his mighty ninja skills and trained legs managed to catch up with you easily. But even a trained ninja would not fight the power of an icy path. Mikey slipped and yelled, causing you to turn just in time before he fell on top of you, causing both of you to fall to the ground. Your back against the ground with Mikey on top of you.
âWhat was that for?â, you asked.
âI thought you would like to make snow angelsâ, Mikey smiled down at you.
âIf thatâs the case, then why are you still on top of me?â, you teased.
âI donât know. You seemed coldâ, he said. You caught him looking down at your lips for a second, causing you to sigh loudly.
âIf I kiss you, will you get off?â
âYes maâam!â
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Hi!! I hope this is okay!! If not, no worries!! đđđ (I love you lots!)
Can I please request an Adrian Chase x fem!innocent!reader Where while Adrian is out and about doing his Vigilante work he comes across a bunch of criminals in a warehouse, and after theyâre all âtaken care ofâ, he hears someone crying and finds a girl hiding behind a pile of the criminalâs stuff, and sheâs handcuffed to something over there, so she couldnât leave even if she wanted to. Sheâd obviously be completely terrified of Vig, but as we know, he is very good at reading a person and would clearly see that she is innocent, and had been taken by the bad guys. Normally he would just set the innocent girl free and be on his way, having already taken care of the bad guys, however⊠He had unfortunately taken off his mask right before finding her, and had forgotten to put it back on, so she has seen his face. Panicking, he just picks her up, and takes her to his car with him, driving straight to the 11th Street Kids HQ, carrying in a terrified Y/n, he himself all panicked, and the team is like âwtf did you do????â âDid you abduct her???â And heâs just like, âNo no, I saved her! But then she saw my face⊠So I guess, yes??â
Lmao itâs honestly a mess, but the team takes care of Y/nâs injuries, apologies for Adrianâs behavior lmao, and lets her stay there until she has recovered, as not only is she hurt, but very scared. After a while of staying with them, she gradually starts warming up to Adrian, him desperately trying to get her not to be afraid of him anymore (for a while there she was terrified of him), and their relationship eventually grows into a more romantic and intimate oneđ„șđ„șđ€§
Afraid of Me
*Not my gif*
Character: Adrian Chase x SoftFem!Reader
Type: Fluff and sorta angsty
Length: 5.4K (a bit long)
Summary: Request above <3
Trope: Strangers to friends to lovers, Slow-burn
A/N: LONG A/N!! Sorry this took forever I've been busy with a lot of stuff and I just haven't had any time but I worked on this whenever I could. Btw again I bent the request a little bit (I'm not sure if I wrote what you wanted for it and I apologize ) so I hope itâs okay I just made this go over the whole period of time the show does and like more so there's more time for a bond to be built lol
I heard a quick gunshot followed by another. Tears continued to fall from my eyes as I was tied to some random wall in some warehouse, Apparently, I was not supposed to come across two men selling heroin to each other but here I am. They claimed I saw too much, took me, and tied me up. Who even does that?
I just wanted to return to my apartment and read this new book I bought. That's all I had planned for my day anyway. Yet now I was tied to a pole in some wet and cold warehouse with random crates surrounding me. I tugged and tried to break from but it was helpless. I cried and sniffled as I continued to try but there was no avail.
Were those shots from them or someone else? Please god, let someone save me. I had been here for hours and I was scared of what they had planned for me. They already hit me pretty hard over the head which caused a small trail of blood to fall from my temple.
I heard loud and heavy footsteps coming towards me. I braced myself and waited for the figure to come around the crate to where I was. He was wearing a teal suit, with blood covering it. It was Vigilante. Should I be happy or terrified? He's a killer but isn't he supposed to be a hero?
"Fuck oh my god." He gasped slapping a gloved hand over his mouth. He was missing one exceptionally important part of his suit. His mask. That must have been why he was so frantic.
In all honesty, he looked nothing like I always pictured him. He was lanky with glasses and he looked really young. He looked mid-twenties though I had a feeling he was older. He honestly looked nerdy.
"I'm sorry. I really won't tell anyone who you are. I-I mean I don't even know your name." I stammered. He didn't care though because he continued to curse.
"Fuck fuck fuck. This is so not good." he groaned. The man ran a thick hand through his hair while bouncing back and forth. "Umm." He pondered confused about what to do. "Shit, I can't let you go." My eyes widen. He already has saved me why not let me go on my merry way? He took off his glasses and put his mask back on.
He came over to me and examined my situation. He crouched down and started untieing the rope that kept me on the pole but didn't bother with the ones around my hands or feet.
I was about to thank him for his acts but he picked me up and started to carry me out. Oh, he's actually not letting me go.
"What are you doing!?" I panicked. I started wiggling my body in his grasp then he held me tighter. "Where are you taking me? This hurts." He continued to keep walking until we reached his car a couple of feet from the warehouse.
Holding me with one hand, he opened the door to his back seat and tossed me in. Judging by his face, he didn't mean it to be as aggressive but it was enough to get me to shut up. He slammed the door and rushed over to the driver's seat.
This is it. After all that's happened today I'm being kidnapped by Vigilante and who knows what's going to happen. I guess the law doesn't apply when it comes to him. I actually can't believe it right now.
The entire car ride was silent. Not a sound from the man or from me. It was terrifying. All I could think of was what was going to happen to me. it took him forever to get to his destination and when we got there I realized it was some rundown video store. That couldn't be where we're going right?
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"Guy's we got a fucking situation!" Adrian called opening the door with the girl in his hands. The whole team in the building stared at him with wide 'What the fuck' like eyes.
"Who the fuck is that?" Economos asked adjusting his glasses and leaning over his desk.
Adrian (not so carefully) dropped the woman on the floor making her yelp out in shock and pain.
"Did you just kidnap a girl?" Adebayo's eyes widened at the sight.
"No Adebayo!" He yelled defensively. "Okay, well technically yes but-" He was cut off quickly.
"And why did you bring her here?" Harcourt burst out running a hand through her blonde hair.
"Okay, I was doing my badass stuff, right? Like beating up these bad dudes and I found her behind some crates." They all stared at him waiting for him to continue. "And since I didn't know these dudes took a hostage I took my mask off and that's-" He removed his mask again and replaced the glasses on his face. "Really bad." He grimaced.
"Adrian what the hell dude you could have left her. She would have never turned you in. Look at her. No offense." Chris said. She stayed silent like she never heard the comment in the first place.
She was scared to death, trembling on the floor with small tear streaks down her face. Some of the tears mixed in with blood on the left side of her face. She looked innocent as could be and she definitely didn't deserve to be in this mess.
"Dude what the fuck!" He shouted at Chris. "Now she knows my real name! You have so fucked me!" He continued to cure which didn't make the girl feel any better.
"I did not fuck you! Besides it's your fault for bringing her here anyway." Chris furrowed his eyebrows looking back and forth between the petrified girl and his idiotic friend.
"What is happening out here?" Murn came out from one of the rooms and immediately regretted his decision. "We're supposed to be working on the project butterfly case what are you doing Chase?" He asked sternly.
"Oh, now she knows about Project Butterfly!" Harcourt placed a hand on her forehead.
"Well, it's not like I can kill her because she's innocent" The girl's face drained at the mention of death. "and we can't get rid of her because she might tell someone who I am!" Adrian wined out. He was finally right about one thing.
"She also might screw our plan up," Murn muttered trying to think of a reasonable thing to do with this girl.
"Then what do you suppose we do with her?" Economos folded his arms. The girl had been silent the entirety of this conversation but she finally piped up.
"Um.." Her voice caught everyone's attention and they turned their heads to look at her. "I-I can clean and o-organize around here." She stammered. "I can help you guys just please don't kill me." She pleaded. They all non-verbally agreed she had been through enough judging by the look of blood running from her temple and dirt caking her shirt.
"Yeah that honestly could be useful," Harcourt spoke. She looked around the room to only be met with agreeing faces. She let out another deep sigh before Murn spoke up.
"You will work the same hours as us and will get paid a fair amount." He folded his arms tightly over his chest. He didn't ask he just demanded she work.
"I'm also a fast learner and I can help you with anything you need. I don't have a current job so that would be perfect." She tried to look at the bright side of the situation. I can work for money but this is a destructive and hard-core business she pondered. "And since this is a very um dangerous job I just so happened to be trained in medical care." She offered.
"Oh, sweet! That's perfect so now dyed bear can stop doing such a shit job of stitching me up!" Chris smiled.
"Hey!" Economos protested. It was perfectly fine he thought.
"What about my living situation? C-can I still stay In my apartment?" She asked. They all looked around at each other because that was one thing they hadn't thought of. If they let her stay, she could always tell people without them knowing.
"If we let you stay in your apartment, you must realize he" Murn pointed at Adrian Chase himself. "has to keep watch of you? He somehow always knows if someone is doing something they shouldn't be." She nodded slowly. "And if you tell anyone and I mean anyone you will be terminated immediately, do you understand?" He spoke firmly making her hands tremble.
"I understand." She muttered.
"Now that everyone is done with this whole situation I suggest you get back to work," Murn concluded walking back to his office annoyed with the inconvenience.
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I sat there absolutely stunned at what just happened. I just got myself into a bat shit crazy job. I mean I don't even know these people and one of them literally abducted me. This is not normal.
Project butterfly? Are these guys all heroes or something? I already was aware of Vigilante's existence and somewhat Peacemaker but there's a lot more than just those two.
"Oh my god, he didn't even untie you." The blonde-haired woman spoke in surprise. I didn't say anything because really what was I supposed to say? "I'm Harcourt." She kneeled beside me. She opened a switchblade and sliced through the ropes binding my hands together and then my feet. "Come on let's get you cleaned up. She went and collected the first aid kit from one of the desks on the left side of the room and motioned for me to sit at her desk. "What's your name?" She asked.
"Y/n L/n." I said quietly as I stared into my lap anxiously.
"Come sit Y/n." She said calmly trying to make me comfortable.
I stood up uneasily and almost fell back down. I steadied myself and carefully walked over to the chair and sat down gently. She pulled out a couple of cotton swabs and some alcohol. She poured the strong liquid onto the small ball.
"I'm sorry about him." Harcourt hummed taking the cotton swab to my forehead.
"Hm?" I replied softly.
"Adrian." She looked me in the eyes. "He just isn't all there sometimes." She mumbled. She tossed the bloodied-up swab in the trash and put a bandage over the small cut.
I looked over at Vigilante who I guess was named Adrian. He was talking to Peacemaker and he looked perfectly innocent. Not even an hour earlier he was tossing me into the back of his car. Jesus, what did I really get myself into? Not only does he have to escort me home, but now I have to work with him. He's a psycho!
"She has a point you know." The woman I was pretty sure was Adebayo spoke up. I glanced at her and she nodded trying to make me realize it. "He's a really good guy you just have to get to know him. I get it he basically kidnapped you but he's stupid in everything but fighting."
"Yeah okay," I mumbled softly. I don't care what they say now I can't trust him after what he did unless he really proves he's trustworthy. At least these people actually had the decency to tend to my wounds.
She continued to bandage and take care of every cut I had on my arms and face. I enjoyed her already because she was delicate to me and cared about my feelings. Pretty quickly she finished and put all the materials away.
"Come over here I think we found a box of old clothes you could change in." She led me back into the store and I could feel Adrian's eyes burning into my back.
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"Dude she's afraid of me!" I panicked at Chris looking him dead in the eye. I waited for her to leave before I talked to my best friend about the whole thing.
"Well, I mean you did throw her in the back of your car. Chicks don't really dig that. Unless they're like hardcore." Okay yeah obviously I fucked up big time but I was under a lot of pressure and I wasn't doing what I should have!
"Dude I didn't know what else to do." I whined
"I mean you just gotta make things right with her I guess. I don't know I usually don't have to apologize to girls." He shrugged his shoulders. Great okay how am I supposed to do that when she's obviously afraid of me? Fuck. "Listen when you walk her to her apartment just be like 'Sorry for kidnapping you in my shitty car that was a pretty bad thing to do!' or something like that." I let out a heavy sigh. This is never going to work.
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I came back out to the main room in a sweatshirt with the video store's logo on it and sweatpants that were longer than my actual legs with the same logo down the side of it. I held my original clothes in my arms and I was quiet.
What do I do now? Go home? How am I supposed to feel safe in my own home when I know that guy is watching me?
"Listen." Harcourt grabbed my attention. "You can take as much time as you need before you go home. I know that was probably a traumatic experience for you so let me know when you want to leave." She spoke as if she had read my mind. I nodded. "Also we have your address so we can get you home easily." Okay well, I told her my name and that was all it took to find out where I lived. Spectacular.
"What are my work hours?" I still can't believe I got myself to work for these people.
"Just don't get here any later than 8. Hours are different every day. Since you now work here I guess I should tell you who everyone is." She pointed to Peacemaker and Vigilante who were still chatting near the corner of the room "Chris and Adrian ." Then to the other man in glasses. "Economos." The guy in the other room that I could see through the glass. "Murn." Finally, she pointed at the last girl which I already knew. "and Adebayo."
I stood around for not too much longer before very anxiously describing to Harcourt my wishes to leave. She understood fully and went over to Adrian to make him take me home. He looked at me with some sort of care in his eyes but I just couldn't look at him so my eyes fell back to the sight of the floor.
"Come on kid." Harcourt motioned with her head to leave out the door with the man. I walked out the door and the cool air hit me as the sun started to sink down below the horizon.
One car ride and then I'm home. This time I got to sit in the front seat of his car instead of being thrown in the back like a doll. I secured my seatbelt and then just slumped against the car door. All I could really do was pay attention to the passing cars outside and the quiet buzz of the radio.
I also noticed the pleasing smell of his cologne that filled the car or how he hummed along to the Taylor Swift song on the radio. Someone like him is a swiftie?
"I'm sorry that I kidnapped you." Adrian broke the silence between us in an attempt to apologize. I ignored it and kept looking out the window. It was a long day and I genuinely couldn't tell if he was being sincere or was just trying to make me feel like he cared. "Please talk to me. I know I fucked up." I glanced over at him; his eyes flickered between the road and me. "Hey." He reached for my hand and flinched away with wide eyes and a quickened heartbeat.
His eyes lit up in sorrow. He looked like he felt bad. He backed off and for the rest of the car ride, he didn't talk anymore. There was so much tension in that car I felt like I was going to suffocate. I could barely look at him. I was still scared of his guts.
Every turn and stop made me think over and over about the events that occurred today. It was nauseating.
Finally walking through the door of my apartment left me with this feeling I couldn't describe. All of the events that happened today were fucking unbelievable.
The book I was planning to read was on my bed and was quickly tossed on my side table with a small thud. I sprawled out on my bed not bothering to do anything else tonight.
What. The. Fuck.
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It's my first day on the job and my teammate already hit someone with a car. A van actually. I got to the disguised video store a bit after seven and Murn described the plan to me. Since I wasn't significant to the plan I just stayed in the car with a first-aid kit just in case things went south. And oh they did.
"Is he dead!?" I stood in the van looking at Economos dumbfounded. He didn't reply at first he was just making shocked quivering noises.
"I... I don't know?" My eyes widened as he started to get out of the car holding a crowbar tightly in his hands. I left the kit on the seats (since I had been fidgeting with the latches the whole ride) and followed him for support or something like that. Maybe I thought I could help. He inspected inside the car which he had hit fully force.
Judomaster was crawling on the ground in front of the car slowly. Economos inched closer and closer to him holding the crowbar. He whacked him once over the head and jolted backward then his body went limp. We waited and sure enough, he kept crawling. He hit him again and he still was moving. I slapped a hand over my mouth as he repeatedly hit him on the back of the head. He poked him a few times like you would a bug making sure he wasn't moving.
"Oh my god." He let out. "Fuck yeah!" He turned around to high-five me. I lightly returned it. "Don't worry he's not dead." He said sensing my shock. "They're hardcore it takes a lot."
"Well, what do we do with him now?" I looked at Economos for ideas. We ended up tying him up and throwing him in the back of the van. I watched him intensely. When would this dude wake up? I really hope not any time soon. Murn radioed us and let us know that they would be coming back soon with of course Vigilante. Economos drove us back to the spot we were supposed to be in and awaited their arrival.
"You're pretty cool." I complimented him. He was taken aback by the positive words.
"Well thank you." He adjusted his glasses with a bright smile.
We waited for 15 minutes until they finally arrived and loaded themselves into the van. Everyone looked untouched besides Harcourt's messy hair, a couple cuts on Peacemaker's face and Vigilante crying about his bleeding toe. I grabbed the medical kit I had set down on the seats just minutes before and rushed to Adrian's side.
I motioned for him to move his foot up to where I needed it. He hesitated for a moment but then proceeded to lift his foot into my lap. I scoped out his injured toe and I pulled out the needed materials.
Yikes. I was definitely glad that I stayed in the van. Adrianâs foot jerked in my lap as I tried to get some alcohol.
"Hold still!" I complained to Adrian trying to hold his leg down from wriggling under my grasp. From the looks of it, this man had managed to get half of his pinky toe cut off. That is such a bizarre thing for torture.
âIt hurts so bad though!â He wined when I took the alcohol to his foot. He had obviously had worse happen to him but this?
âIt could have been worse,â I said. My hold got tighter on his leg since it kept jolting side to side.
âPft yeah, this was nothing!â He lied as if he hadnât been complaining two seconds ago. âIâve gone through worse in DND.â A small smile appeared on my cheeks. DND huh? Who knew the big strong Vigilante was a total nerd? And a swiftie...
âOne of my characters got their arm bitten off by a bear so Iâd say youâre okay,â I said. His eyes lit up at the mention that I had played before." Just sit still it's about to get worse." His eyes clenched shut.
"Oh shit!" He screamed out making everyone irritated in the van. I shushed him gently with a soft hand on his leg. He shut up very quickly but his body still tensed occasionally with every sting. I held his foot carefully as I bandaged it up thoroughly.
"Are you hurt anywhere else?" I asked. I still didn't dare to look him in the eye.
"Yeah, but I can wait until we get back." He tried to act tough but I could hear the pain in his voice. I noticed a couple of holes in his shirt. Maybe I could fix his shirt while I'm at it. God am I being too nice?
I mean I'm trying to think of the bright side of what happened yesterday and honestly, it didn't seem so bad anymore. He saved my ass and I'm having a paying job. I can only imagine the pay is fantastic for what these people have me doing. I sat next to Adrian. I was feeling a little less scared of him now when I thought about him like that. Even through the visor, his eyes were peeled onto me. It felt like since I got here they never left.
Getting back to headquarters I couldn't get Adrian to get out of the van without making a scene. I dragged him quickly into the store so he wouldn't draw any attention from people lurking around In the streets. I pulled him by his hand and made him sit in the closest chair I could spot. He whined and moaned obnoxiously loud. I knew the stories and new articles about the man. He was tough and put up a big fight, he never lost against criminals.
I grabbed the larger bandages from an area Harcourt showed me just this morning and also some more alcohol.
"Show me where you're hurt." I looked at him curious about what else had happened to him. He pulled off his chest plate and revealed the deep stab wound in his shoulder. The fabric of his shirt clearly revealed the bloody mess it left. My eyes widen. "You kept this from me until now?"
"I could handle this. The toe I'm not entirely sure." I cleaned and bandaged the wound with intense concentration. I was careful and sure not to cause any more harm after this long night. "Thank you." He said softly. I just nodded and didn't reply with anything else.
-
The days passed as we worked on this project and the days were long and there was a lot of work to do. I didn't have almost any free time anymore so it was hard to make time for friends I actually wanted to talk to or things I really wanted to do. Adrian continued to try his hardest to earn my trust and befriend me.
I started to warm up to him crazy enough. He did little things for me I thought were sweet. Sometimes he brought me breakfast or he would try to learn about things I liked so he could talk about them with me. I started to trust him more and more as the mission proceeded because he was really good company. He would talk and I would listen.
A couple of days after the whole 'Adrian getting his pinky toe almost cut off' situation he got himself arrested. I didn't even know until Harcourt talked to me about it and what Adebayo said to him. I felt bad for him because as much as I thought I disliked him, I hated to hear he was where he was and how Adebayo literally manipulated him into doing it.
The night he got out he showed up at my apartment because he still needed to check up on me and since he hadn't been able to. For the first time, I felt comfortable enough to hug him. So I did, I wrapped my arms gently around his torso and gave a small squeeze. We stood like that for a minute before he quietly wished me a 'goodnight' without any further words. That was the kindest moment we had ever shared with one another
Then the next day we had another mission. Since all this time has passed, I had been informed on what a Butterfly fully was. At first, it was entirely confusing until I realized these were tiny alien butterflies here to kill us. I know it sounds like something straight out of a sci-fi movie.
I had to sit through a whole meeting in the morning next to Adrian where he (the whole time) joked with me. It felt sorta nice honestly. He never stopped being friendly and I just kind of started to accept it more.
And the whole mission went by quickly.
"Oh my god." I blurted when everyone arrived back in the truck. Peacemaker and Economos were fully drenched head to toe in blood, Harcourt had a good amount on her, and Adebayo and Adrian had little to none on them.
"We fought a fucking gorilla!" Adebayo exploded with astonishment. Jesus, sometimes I wish I didn't sit in the car the whole time.
"Economos is the fucking man." Peacemaker clapped him on the back with a proud grin. I did miss a lot if those two are now getting along.
"All the blood is the gorillas right?" I asked startled for a second considering the amount.
"Yeah we're all fine," Harcourt said tiredly.
"At least no one's arm got bitten off, like your DND character right?" Adrian nudged me in the side and sat down next to me. Sure I had only told him a few days ago about that but it still made me happy that he had remembered that tiny detail.
"Right." I smiled. Chris sat in the front and started playing music like he had at the beginning of the ride. I sang along with the rest of my team members to 11th Street Kids and I actually started to enjoy my work a little more.
I looked over at Adrian who was dancing like a dork. He looked so adorable? He was playing air drums and making up random dances as he went. I don't know why but I started to not hate him anymore. I started seeing this more personal side of him. Not Vigilante but Adrian.
"C'mon dance," Adrian whispered in my ear and nudged me again. I started to sway along with the group.
Later that night Harcourt made a group chat with all of us and sent a photo she had taken in the van. I set the book down I had finally got to reading beside me on my bed and picked up my phone.
Everyone was dancing in the van but on the right side, you could see me looking at Adrian with the sweetest smile on my face. The chat is filled with different emojis. The only number I had was Harcourts but from the merman emoji, I already knew it was Adrian. I liked his message and sent a fitting emoji to match the others.
I set my phone down and continued reading with a big smile. I never seemed to stop today.
-
It was the final day of the project and I wasnât allowed to go. I wasnât entirely complaining since this job was so bizarre but I was also disappointed. I mean all this build up and I donât even get to go. They said it would be safer for me and of course, I understood.
But as the night carried on and the morning came through I was nervous. I had no texts or word from anyone. Sure, they still could be busy and have to do some other stuff before texting me but what if?
I heard a rushed-sounding knock on my door which threw me off. I ran to my door since the person decided to not stop knocking.
"What do you want?" I hissed as I threw open the door but I was only met with Adrian. My eyes soften upon seeing him. Oh, thank god heâs alive. "Adrian. Hi." I paused when noticing he was in a pair of shorts and a nursing gown. "Come inside." I ushered him in with wide eyes and closed the door quickly behind him. "What are you doing here?"
"Listen I jumped out of a hospital building to be her so-"
"Adrian!" I scolded him for being careless. I had started to really enjoy him I didn't need him being so careless all the time.
"Shut up. Sorry, but I need to tell you this." I stared at him silently with folded arms awaiting what he was about to tell me. "Okay, so after almost dying, I know what you're about to say please just wait. After almost dying, I realized had more feelings for you than I have ever had for someone and that's like a lot for me." He stepped closer to me. "I had to tell you those feelings just in case I actually died sometime. But now I'm scared if you reject me because of the whole kidnapping thing when we first met and usually I would be okay with rejection but I don't feel usual with you." He rambled and his hands made several confusing gestures along the way.
Everything about him told me he was being truthful. His hands were trembling with nervousness, He literally came from a hospital to tell me this and he just had that look on his face.
The feelings from the other day came rushing back. I really enjoyed being with genuine Adrian. The time we spent together over the course of this project was enjoyable. I noticed small things about him like the way he always made sure to keep an eye on me and was careful not to get me into anything super dangerous. He had become almost like a personal guard.
He even taught me how to use weapons, and also never overstepped my boundaries. So yeah maybe I developed a crush on my kidnapper co-worker.
"Why are you looking at me like that I'm like really nervous right now." He asked.
"Because I feel the same way. Even though you did totally kidnap and traumatize me." I nudged him smiling but he didn't return it. "Adrian I was playing with you. But I really do feel the same way." He let out a long breath. I was quite sure he had stopped breathing for a little while.
"Oh thank god." Adrian stepped closer and picked me up in his arms as he kissed me deeply. I've kissed a couple of times in the past but never did it feel as amazing as this. I held him close to me as if he would slip away again. He pulled away to look closely at my face.
"Just because you kissed me doesn't mean I won't scold you for almost dying." I glared at him but he just smiled kindly and kissed me again.
"If I keep. Kissing you then. I won't. Get yelled at." He said in between kisses making me start to laugh.
âDonât scare me like that again Chase.â I shook my head kissing him passionately once more. I could get used to this feeling.
#adrian chase#adrian chase x y/n#adrian chase fanfic#vigilante#vigilante x you#freddie stroma#freddie stroma x reader#in such a vigilante brain rot again please help#adrian chase x reader#soft angst#fluff
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Fish in Disguise - Jin / Kim Seokjin
Prompt: Sworn enemies by day, restaurant mascot by night.
Prompt request: HERE
Genre/tags: Fluff, enemies to lovers(?), university au, they are both dumb lol
Pairing: Jin x she/her reader
a/n: Welcome home Jin!!! đ I was saving the only one Jin request I got to post it on his coming back date, but I didnât finish it on time đ
Your life was simple. You attend your classes by day and help your familyâs restaurant by night.Â
How you wished it was that easy though. You were on the verge of failing your classes, trying to balance your studies, social life, and work. All that while trying to make sure you get a good rest, which honestly, you had not been having in quite some time.Â
The days were not exactly the smoothest ride. Being someone who was new to the town, you needed some time of getting used to. It was a big decision your parents made to move to a new city, but as their only daughter, you supported them fully.Â
One thing that somehow helped you get through the day was this tuna mascot of a seafood restaurant next to yours. Yes, a mysterious man who refused to show you his face, in a full tuna fish costume, who you got to meet every weekend.Â
The first meeting the tuna intern was actually kind of wholesome. You were helping your family setting up the store and he just appeared to be there, standing with a sign that had something about the freshness of their seafood written on it. The fact that he dropped the sign and helped you carry two boxes while still being in his full attire, still amused you until this day.Â
And that was how your friendship bloomed. You would occasionally visit him and or just to say hi when he worked his shift. In return, he cheered you up with just simply being there. Sometimes meeting him and talking about random nothings just made you forget all your worries.Â
**
âI heard you got paired with Seokjin for the group project.âÂ
âUgh, donât remind me.â You said to your friend as you yawned.Â
âWhy? Heâs hot.â
âAnd a narcissist.â
âAnd still hot.â Your friend argued and laughed. âStop being so sulky, I bet everyoneâs jealous of you right now.â
âMinji, heâs dumb. Have you seen his test results?! I donât want to fail history class just because of him!âÂ
âYouâll be fine! Plus, since heâs really easy on the eyes, just make him do the whole presentation and thatâll get you good grades.â Minji laughed again.Â
âUgh.â You rolled your eyes, as you kept your focus on your phone instead, scrolling through Instagram.Â
âWhy do you hate him so much anyway?â Your friend asked as she mimicked you slumping on the cafe table.Â
âI donât⊠itâs just.â You sighed. âI donât know, heâs cute but he really didnât have to rub it in my face like that.â
âYouâre still not over that?â
Once upon a time you were at your campus festival. Enjoying your freshmen days, simply admiring people doing all the festivities from afar while you sip on your lemonade. The crowd felt a little bit overwhelming, intimidating even, since it had been only a week since you enrolled.Â
That day was also the first time you met your friend Minji, the girl who was also a freshmen like you. You both were lost trying to find the main hall and somehow bumped into each other.Â
Both of you were just passing through the food stalls and club fair when you came across a juice bar. You noticed how there were two attractive men in the booth. Clearly whatever their team or club was trying to do, was working because you and your friend stopped to sneak a look.Â
One guy was extremely well built and had tattoos all over his right hand. The inks and piercings definitely did not match his doe-looking eyes though. On the other hand, the second guy looked like a prince. He had the most luscious lips and his skin was so clear that he looked like he might modeled for a skin care brand. The light brown hair was permed and styled. You also thought his smile looked very pretty.Â
âHello! Weâre selling fruit juice to support our music club!â The one with tattoos kindly waved at you and Minji.Â
âOh my, theyâre cuteâŠâ Minji whispered to you and practically dragged you closer to the stall.Â
âWe have strawberry, orange, mango, and peach.â The taller one mentioned with a grin.Â
âYou guys are really cute, you sure they didnât tell you to watch the booth just because of that?â Minji chuckled.Â
âIâm aware, not sure why they picked Jungkook right here when he could barely talk to women, but yeah.â The guy said proudly.Â
âThatâs not nice.â You said bluntly.Â
âOh, thatâs just how he joââ Jungkook spoke, but was soon interrupted.Â
âWhy, you donât think Iâm good looking?â The man eyed you, judging.
âI think youâre full of yourself.âÂ
You heard Minji called your name in a low voice, trying to calm you down, but you refused to listen.Â
âSo youâre not denying that Iâm good looking.â The man smirked at you as he scoffed.Â
That comeback gave you the biggest ick and you proceeded to link your friendâs arm in yours. âLetâs go, weâre not buying shit from them.â
You dragged your friend away as you listened to the man who turned out to be Seokjin himself, whined from a distance.Â
Ever since that scene, you swore you wanted nothing to do with the music club. It sounded pretty unfair considering you only despised Jin and the rest of the members did not wrong you in any way, but you had already made up your mind. That was until he failed art history class and now had to retake the subject, hence how you ended up being misfortune enough to get grouped up with him.
**
âLook, do you wanna do this project or not?â You folded your arms and crossed your legs.Â
In the library, you sat down eye to eye with your worst nightmare himself, the self proclaimed âWorld Wide Handsomeâ, Kim Seokjin. You both had agreed to meet up for the project but you didnât realize it would be this irritating. Hell, as much as he was easy on the eyes as your friend claimed, all you wanted to do was to leave and stay far far away from him.
âI just donât get why I have to do all the verbal work here.â He complained.Â
âYou barely did the slides and research, of course you have to.â
âThatâs because you just decided it by yourself??? I never told you to do all the work!â The guy said, now crossing his hands back at you.Â
âYou see why? Because this.â You pointed back and forth between the two of you. âHow can we get any work done when all we do is argue when we are together?!â
âWhy do you hate me so much?âÂ
The seriousness in Jinâs eyes scared you. He was staring straight into your soul and you did not like how it made you feel. Not even one bit.Â
âBecause youâre conceited.âÂ
âAnd the problem?âÂ
âSee?!âÂ
âWeâve never been in normal conversation before, you canât just decide that.âÂ
Once again your eyes met his and you felt stuffy, nervous, but mostly anger. The thing was, you began to question yourself. Was the excessive anger really necessary or were you biased because of the bad start? Not like any of that mattered anyway.
âScrew you.â
You stormed out the library, making sure you stomped extra hard, childishly so he could see how pissed off you were.Â
**
âSomeoneâs in a bad moodâŠâ
âOh, hi.â You waved at the moving Tuna mascot, trying to form a smile. âIâm just really tired today, thatâs all.â
âAww, come tell papa tuna about it.âÂ
He moved closer to you as you kept wiping the tables. It was already at closing hour and he should be off his shift right now. It was sweet how he sometimes would stay longer just to accompany you cleaning.Â
âEww, since when do I call you papa?â You cringed, but laughed. âDonât tell me youâre like super old or something?â
âOh, Iâm older than you alright.â He chuckled.Â
âHow do you know?â
âI just know.â He patted his chest through the costume. âSo? Whatâs wrong?â
âI kinda have this group project.â You said, hands still spraying cleaning products onto the table. âAnd I got paired with someone I donât particularly like.â
âOhâŠâ He muttered. There was a hint of disappointment in his voice and you wondered why.Â
âItâs fine, the projectâs almost done anyways.â You smiled at him and moved to the next table. âYouâre not going home?â
âI might stay for a couple of minutes.â He took the empty seat not too far from you. âI donât have morning class tomorrow.â
âYouâre also in uni?âÂ
âThatâs for you to find out.â He snickered. âAnyways, tell me more. Whatâs bothering you?â
âOkay, you tell me. Am I wrong if I dislike someone because theyâre like, I donât know, so full of themselves?â
âHmm.â The tuna guy put his hand under his chin comically, making him look funny and adorable. âHave you maybe try talking with them about it?â
âWhy would I? He clearly doesnât want anything to with me.â You sighed.Â
âHas he ever said that to you?âÂ
âWell no, but thatâs not really necessary when his action is already telling me thatâŠâ
He went quiet for a second, humming to himself before responding. âYouâre right. Maybe he made a bad impression. But maybe, just maybe, if you give him a chance he could be a decent person?â
âI donât know, heâs very popular and thereâs really no reason to talk with him anyways.â You shrugged.Â
âRightâŠâÂ
âBut I kinda feel bad for walking away from him today.â You said with a sad expression.Â
âHow soâŠ?â
âDunno, maybe I shouldnât just decided on my own and did all the paperwork myselfâŠâÂ
âMaybe you should apologize?â The guy said in an unsure tone.Â
âI donât know how.â You sighed. âWhat if he just laugh at me or something?â
âHe wouldnât. Trust me.â
You didnât know why, but his words sounded weirdly assuring. âIâll think about it.â
âIâm sure itâll be fine.â The guy gave you two thumbs up.Â
âItâs getting late, you should head back. Being a tuna for hours must be tiring.â You smiled at him. âOh, wait.â
âWhat is it?â
You quickly ran back inside, leaving the man in the costume alone sitting on one of your restaurant tables. When you came back, you had one plastic container with a few pieces of fried chicken inside.Â
âHere.â You extended your arm to him with a big grin. âYou must be hungry after standing up all night.â
âYou donât have to!â He suddenly stood up.Â
âI insist.â You grabbed his fluffy arm and put the container in his hands. âAs a thanks, for being my friend.â
âCome here I need to hug you for this.âÂ
You laughed and gave him a big hug. âYouâre so fluffy!âÂ
He patted your head playfully. âDonât rub your face on me, they never wash this costume.â
âEww.â You scrunched your nose and quickly let him go. âIâll see you next week?âÂ
âYeah.âÂ
**Â
Today, you had decided to finally swallow your ego and actually try to have a normal and functional conversation with Jin. It was almost surreal to think that you practically swore to have nothing to do with the music club, but now here you were, standing right in front of their club room.Â
It took you almost ten minutes of pacing back and forth before you finally knocked on their door. The response was not immediate, as their room was loud, filled with music instruments playing. Once the door opened, someone with a very warm smile greeted you. The colorful outfit and his tinted glasses made him look so hip, you thought. He held the door slightly ajar, just enough to fit his body to peek at you.Â
âHello, what can I do for you?âÂ
âHi, uh⊠Iâm Y/N and Iâm looking for Seokjin? Is he here?â
The guy widened his eyes and looked back inside the loud room. âYeah, heâs here.â
âCool. Can I maybe borrow him for a few minutes? Heâs my history project partnerâŠâ You said and smiled awkwardly.Â
âDo you wanna come inside?â
âH-huh?â You pointed at yourself. âMe?â
âWho else.â The guy chuckled. âWeâre almost done but you might need to wait for him to wrap up.âÂ
You replied with a skeptical âokayâ and quietly followed the man from behind. The sound of drums and laughter filled the room and the bright decorations matched the vibe and atmosphere the place was giving. There were a few people inside and one was the boy with tattoos that you recognized from before.Â
âUsually we have more people around, but there wasnât any official activity today so itâs just us.â The guy who opened the door for you explained. âIâm Hoseok by the way, you can call me Hobi. Want me to introduce you to them?â
âWhy is Y/N here?â One blond guy suddenly spoke as soon as he saw you.Â
âYou know me?â
The guy playfully shrugged and grinned. âJin sometimes talks about you.â
âReally?â You asked, genuinely shocked by the news.Â
âUh⊠Jin? Jin?? Someoneâs here for you.â Hoseok intervened.Â
âWhat? Whoââ You heard the man shouted back, but he was unable to finish his sentence as soon as your eyes met.Â
âHey, uh⊠can we talk for a sec? I wonât be long.â You said.Â
âLike right now?â He looked at you questioningly.Â
âYeah.â
âOkay, give me one sec.âÂ
âSo, youâre Y/N huh?â The same blond guy came up to you from behind. âIâm Taehyung, but they call me V.âÂ
âStop trying to make your stage name happen, Tae.â Hoseok said. âThe one with the bucket hat there, is Yoongi. The tall one is Namjoon, and Mr. Tattoos and piercings right there is Jungkook.âÂ
âUsually our main group has one more person but Jiminâs sick at home.â Taehyung mentioned.Â
You nodded politely. In your head, you were still processing the information that Jin was apparently talking about you to his club friends. You wondered what made him do so. You wondered if he bad-mouthed you, if he told all the ugly things about you, telling his friends how much you annoy him.Â
But why do his friends just seem so⊠friendly? None of them acted hostile towards you. The first two that spoke to you were really nice and bubbly, and even Jungkook who was with Jin the first time you met him, smiled when he saw you. Surely they would had acted differently if Jin hated you that much.Â
âAlright, letâs go?â Jin approached you.Â
âUh, yeah.â The newfound information got you feeling nervous.Â
âIt was nice meeting you!â Hoseok waved at you cheerfully and the rest smiled and nodded at you as you waved back awkwardly.Â
âThey didnât say weird things to you right?â Jin said as soon as both of you closed the door behind. You were now walking aimlessly across the campus hallway.Â
âNo, I guessâŠâÂ
âAwesome.â He clasped his hands together. âWhat do you want to talk about?âÂ
âOh yeah thatâŠâ
Right, what was you wanted to talk about again? How could you talk when his soft fluffy hair was just there, distracting you. And now that you were standing up facing each other this close, you had never realize how well built and tall he was. Screw the universe for making him so attractive.Â
âYeah?âÂ
âI want to apologize⊠for last time.â You looked away, rocking your body back and forth again out of nervousness. âIâm wrong for deciding to work on the project myself. I shouldâve at least try to work things out to find the middle ground with you.â
âPfftâŠâ
You looked at him in disbelief. How could he laugh when you were trying your best to apologize to him properly???Â
âExcuse me?!â
âSorry, your expression⊠itâs so cute.â
âCute?!â You were offended by this point. âForget what I said. Youâre beyond saving.âÂ
âWait! No, thatâs not what I meantâŠâ He tried to stop you but it was too late.Â
You did not want to hear more from him. Was it really that hard to just take you seriously? You felt ashamed to even think that you could at least have a normal conversation with him. You were right all along.
And so you chose to ignore him. A few days passed and it was only two days left until your final presentation. Quite frankly, you could not care less. You had given him all the material and all you needed for him to do was to just blatantly accept his role.Â
âMr. Tuna?âÂ
You were now back with your night cleaning duties again, accompanied by your fish friend. You had told him everything about what happened between you and Jin, needing reassurance and validations for being angry at him.Â
âHe really did you know⊠He laughed at me.â You bit your lips, maintaining your emotions. âDo you think Iâm in the wrong? Iâm not, right? Like what did I do? Am I ugly? Does he not want to talk to ugly people is that it???â
âYouâre not ugly.âÂ
âWell I donât think so either⊠but what if I am in his eyes??? Maybe he just doesnât want to associate himself withââ
âI donât think youâre ugly!!!â The guy suddenly spoke up, a little louder than he intended.Â
You were taken aback for a second, and smiled. âThanks, but I was talking about that person.âÂ
âI cannot defend him anymore, I think itâs valid for you to hate him.â
âWhy do you sound so sad?â
âWould you hate me if I turned out to be someone you know?â He asked without answering your question.Â
âHuh? Why suddenly?â
âJust answer it.âÂ
âI donât know, but I guess I enjoyed talking with you and I consider you as my friend if not best friend at this point already. I donât think it would change anything.â You assured.
âPromise?â
âWhy?â You looked at him suspiciously. âYouâre scaring me, am I going to get a face reveal soon?â
âWho knows.âÂ
**
The presentation day finally has arrived upon you. Everyone was seated with their corresponding partners and you were still sitting alone, as Seokjin was nowhere to be seen. The class session had already begun and you were minutes away from your turn. It was unbelievable the amount of disrespect that this man chose to show to you, by not showing up at all.Â
Your team was next in line. At this point you had given up all hope. Maybe it was for the best that you present it yourself since you did all the research anyway.Â
In the midst of the presentation in front of you, you saw how everyoneâs eyes shifted to the back of the class in a flash. They stopped for a brief seconds, fake coughing to regain their composure, before continuing. They occasionally stole glances up and down, eyes looking dubiously.Â
Your curiosity was not left hanging for too long because just seconds later, someone in a big tuna fish costume just took the seat next to you. As a matter of fact, you were very familiar with the costume itself, but the reason behind him being in your class was truly bizarre to you.Â
Everyone was looking at your direction at this point and you were scared to ask any question. In your head you were starting to connect some dots, but too afraid to actually confront them. Some parts of you refused to believe it.
It was too implausible for them to be the same person. One was selfish and conceited, while the other was funny and caring. There was simply just no other explanation for the situation. You began to question your own sanity. Perhaps the lack of sleep had started to catch up on you.
âIâve read all the emails you sent me. Donât worry, weâll ace this.â The guy suddenly spoke.Â
Hearing his voice from inside the mascot suit just sealed the deal. You had been friends with the guy you despised so badly this whole time without knowing. Not only that, you basically told him stories about himself and mentioned how bad of a person you thought he was.Â
He stood along with you when both of your name was called, fully confirming that the name belonged to him. Everyone started whispering and some started laughing immediately upon seeing the hilarious looking costume.Â
âHello everyone, weâre from team seven and weâre now about to present to you about the history of mixed media.â He waved playfully while you were standing stiff right next to him. âAs you can see, Iâm in this costume that I had to convince the restaurant that I work at to let me borrow.âÂ
Everyone laughed again in unison.Â
âYou may wonder why, and the answer is because my partner right here,â He pointed to you. âShe did all the research herself because I was being a dumb jerk.â He moved his body, looking at the direction of the professor. âI know thatâs not great for my name but I promise Iâve learned all the materials she had sent me well. So the least I could do to her was to give you all an entertaining presentationâŠâ
The presentation then went on fully with him still with the suit on until the very end. All you did was simply pressing the next button as he deciphered the slides, entertaining and engaging the audiences, even the professor himself. He truly was a charming guy and no mask could hide that. You should have had realized that sooner.Â
It just did not make any sense to you. How could he hated you while at the same time acted like your best friend in another form?
âIâll go change and weâll talk?âÂ
You just looked at him, no words at hand. Everything still felt so unreal. You watched as he strugglingly entered the washroom. He went out minutes later with sweat clinging to his t-shirt, hair damp from the heat of wearing the costume. With the set hugged in his hands, he mentioned something about sitting down somewhere, and you just followed from behind.Â
âDo I smell?âÂ
You shook your head quietly.Â
âOh cool.â He chuckled awkwardly. âIs myââ He huffed before even finishing the sentence. âIâm sorry, Iâm stalling.âÂ
For some reason his smile seemed differently now that you were seeing him in a new light.Â
âHere I am, I guessâŠâ He laughed nervously. âI understand if you donât wanna be friends again after this. I just wanna say that Iâm truly sorry for what I did.â
Why was he speaking like that? Why was he speaking in the way your friend spoke? All with that damn annoyingly attractive face?
âThe first time we met, I was being sarcastic.â He stated. âIf you actually let Jungkook finish, he was about to tell you. I love that boy a lot, heâs a really nice guy, you know.âÂ
âYou were?â
His smile brightened when you finally opened your mouth and said something. It was the first time he heard your voice today and it felt like a huge weight just lifted off his shoulders.Â
âAnd uh, about when you apologized⊠I honestly didn't mean to laugh. I know that's what you feared but honestly I just got nervous.â
You raised one of your eyebrows at him. âYou? Nervous? Iâve seen neither Mr. Tuna or the Seokjin I know being nervous.âÂ
âYou were really cute that day.â He smiled giddily, a rosy tint covering his cheeks.Â
That was new.
âOh my god, I need some getting used to seeing you say that with your real face.â You looked away, the corners of your lips curled up helplessly. âSo, when I met you as Mr. Tuna youâve already known me?â
âYeah.â He sighed with a smile. âIâm sorry, I was a coward. I shouldâve told you sooner but you keep avoiding me at campus and you donât exactly like the real me either soâŠâ
âBut this is the real you, right? The one that helps me out and listens to me rambling every weekend?âÂ
He nodded, making you smile. âCan we be friends?â
âWe already are, dummy.â
He exhaled loudly, grinning like an idiot. âTruce?â He offered his fist.
âTruce.â You shook your head and gave him a fist bump.
âAlright, we usually finish with a hugâŠâ He looked at you with side-eyes. âIt might feel slightly different without the costume and allââ
You cut his sentence short by jumping him with a big hug, surprising the guy.
And you know what, the hug did not actually feel that much different. It was still fluffy, fuzzy, and soft like how the used costume material would rub against your skin when you hugged him. Because when he hugged you back, you were sure you felt all of that even when he was without the mascot fish attire.
You felt that inside your heart.
Prompt request: HERE
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Hiiii I just recently discovered your blog and omg your writing is so good?? Damn Iâm impressed
Idk if youâre taking requests, if not just take this as a general ask, but Iâm obsessed with the idea of Silco and a reader who is like a mother to Jinx after I read that âsoftâ (i think that was the name?) fic⊠and I was wondering, how do you think it would get to that point? Surely it mustâve been hard for Silco to accept that this woman would just come into the last drop demanding to see his little devil of a daughter and taking care of her⊠enemies to lovers much? Anyway⊠just wanted to hear what are your thoughts in how they would come around to become a couple
Ooooh, thank you so much for reaching out, my darling anon!! I appreciate your sweet compliment so much. It made me smile so much during my crappy week đ
Iâd love to write a longer piece about this (and I absolutely will), so Iâll just leave you with a few thoughts for now!
Here's a link to the Soft fic mentioned in the ask! (it is absolutely NSFW, be warned) If you'd like to be added to my taglist for when I post the full thing, click here
Pairing: Silco x fem!reader
Warnings: None, really. This is SFW with the barest hint of suggestive content at the end
At some point, Silco realizes that he either needs to eliminate everyone from Jinx's past life or he needs to use them to connect with her. This strange, incredibly vexing woman is the strongest link to Jinx's past that she still has.
I'm sure that Jinx has a very hard time in the first few weeks after Silco's takeover. It's a struggle to get her to eat, bathe, and just generally take care of herself. She opens up to Silco some, but to his immense frustration that damned woman just keeps showing up and Jinx instantly calms for her.
Silco still has that choice to make. He can forbid the woman from returning (which she's very unlikely to agree to without force), outright get rid of her, or he can just accept her help and try to manage her involvement in Jinx's life.
I think Silco mulls it over quite a bit, especially when Jinx inevitably shuts him out, and he can't connect with her in any way. Killing the woman would be relatively simple, and maybe Jinx could move past the devastating loss, but he can't stop thinking about how his new daughter curls up in her arms.
Silco tells himself he's just being practical, and maybe he is, but the softness with which the woman holds Jinx is the first small chip in his armor towards her.
She does annoy the hell out of him, though, as the only person who can seemingly defy the most feared kingpin in the undercity. He also finds this more attractive than he'd care to admit, which makes him even more sour about the whole thing.
Meanwhile, the woman continues to just show up unannounced to The Last Drop. In an attempt to gain some form of control, Silco finally just snaps and tells her to come on two specific days of the week. Jinx cheers, the woman smiles at him, and Silco instantly realizes that was probably her plan all along. Damnit.
Continuing on with the soup idea from the fic, I think she and Jinx bake together a lot. Silco may have a hard time getting Jinx to eat at every other time, but the little girl absolutely devours anything the woman makes her.
She always leaves out a plate for Silco, which he doesn't eat after that first night. The first reason is because he's petty and still doesn't want to like the woman, and the second is because Jinx will eat the leftovers.
Sevika absolutely loves her, and so do the rest of Silco's staff because the woman has bribed gifted them all with homemade food. They all know her as a woman with a heart of gold who is fiercely protective of Jinx. She's not a threat Silco couldn't handle if he had to, but Sevika does derive some secret pleasure from how badly the incredibly lovely woman vexes her boss.
The first time Silco loses his temper at her in front of Jinx, the little girl cries, and the woman immediately brandishes a rolling pin at him. The sight makes Jinx break out into a small fit of giggles, and Silco just freezes and walks away, muttering under his breath.
Silco can't stop thinking about her, which frustrates him to no end. She's kind but will stand up to a drug kingpin with a fucking rolling pin, she loves his daughter like her own, and she's annoyingly good at cooking. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if she stayed.....
I absolutely do think the more Silco realizes he actually likes the woman, the nastier he behaves towards her. He finds some way to rationalize it, but the truth is that he's trying to manufacture a reason to hate her.
I think it all comes to a breaking point one night after the woman puts Jinx to bed. Maybe the woman tries to make some gesture of goodwill towards Silco before she leaves, but he lashes out at her. It starts a yelling match between the two, and they start getting closer together as the argument grows more heated.......
And this is where I'll leave you ;)
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I come bearing another potential "sequel" idea. Obviously you don't have to write this. I randomly thought back to the "Sebastian with a reverse PA" story and, well...
Let's say f!MC decides she wants to return the favor, in a way. She decides to get a piercing of her own that can help stimulate them both. My mind says either a tongue piercing or a fourchette piercing, but that's completely up to you if you decide you like this idea đ€
Anyways, she gets it and it becomes so hard not to ruin the surprise and she's holding off because it's still healing. She has to keep coming up with excuses for why they can't (too tired, have to study, etc). Both Seb and MC are sexually frustrated so by the time she feels it's healed enough, it's feral while also trying to be careful with both piercings.
(I'm just realizing how both my requests have a bit of a theme to them. Don't know what that says about me đ€Ł Anyways, much love đ)
Piercings pt3 - Sebastian Sallow X F!MC
đ„ NSFW đ MDNI
My lovely cyan1de, your brain is absolutely filthy and I love it đ«¶đ». Iâve taken your inspo but I changed the piercing to something with a little less heal time for the stories sake. Hope you like it anyway đ. Thank you as always for the requests!
Warnings: descriptions of healing piercing, please have mercy and if you get a âspicyâ piercing let it heal fully/follow aftercare instructions so you donât get an infection, modern college a/u, unprotected p-in-v, oral f receiving, mattress fucking?
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Things had been incredible between them. While they had no label per say, they very much went on dates, spent the night with each other and hooked up fairly regularly.
She knew his birthday was only a few weeks away and while he swore he only wanted to spend the day with her and refused gift ideas, she had a fun little idea that had manifested after a saucy conversation or two about piercings.
After talking plenty about his sheâd decided to ask what heâd think if a partner were to get one. He chuckled and gave her a wild playful look, hair messy from the combination of sweat and her fingers carding through it. âWouldnât mind it. What? You thinking about getting one?â
Sheâd only shrugged playfully, pretending to mull it over. She couldnât deny the fact that she had in fact been thinking about getting a piercing ever since their first encounter. âWell if you do decide you want one-â he paused to wiggle his brows and glanced at her bare chest âor twoâŠI think it would be hot. But donât feel like you need one just because I got one.â
Sheâd of course done her research of healing and pain and decided her top contender was a VCH piercing. Between the benefits, healing time, and the aesthetics of it she decided that would be the piercing she got.
Her roommate had agreed to go with her and hold her hand while she got it done, all kinds of on board for her and Sebastian since she seemed to be really happy since theyâd started hooking up.
Thankfully the piercing wasnât too painful, a big pinch and a bit of soreness but nothing she couldnât handle. Her roommate had been hysterically laughing since sheâd gotten home to look at it and her first words uttered were âSheâs so pretty!â.
The next day Sebastian had tried to come over between classes for a bit of midday fun. But sheâd quickly made the excuse that she was really tired and needed a nap. Sheâd also carefully evaded going back to his after a coffee date by saying she had to do some extra studying.
Luckily sheâd been able to just get away with a good blowjob for him on the couch during their movie night at his place later in the week. Heâd started to get a little suspicious after about two weeks of evaded sexual encounters or only blowjobs. âYou know you can talk to me right? Like if something is wrongâŠis something wrong?â
She quickly waved him off just saying sheâs been having some hormone changes which have made her tired and have a lower libido. In all honesty she was having an incredibly hard time telling him no, but she was almost halfway through the recovery and was determined to surprise him with her new piercing. âLove, is this because of your period?â Heâd said while nipping the spot just below her ear, grinding against her thigh. âYou know I donât mind a bit of blood, Iâll still take good care of her. I promise.â
She of course already knew this since theyâd already had period sex and he hadnât been deterred in the slightest. Of course heâd been all too accommodating of her surge of desires during her ovulating week though.
He whispered incredibly sweet things and treated her like a princess but they definitely were a very sexually active couple. So when his hands began to wander when she stayed the night just a few days into her third week of healing she was losing her battle.
He whispered raunchy filth into her ear, rubbing and grinding against her inner thigh and moving closer to her crotch. One intense drag against her had her wincing and her mouth falling open.
Sebastian immediately stopped, cupping her face in his palms. âWhatâs wrong, love? Did I hurt you? Are you okay?â
She finally broke down, just three days before his birthday she felt like it was unavoidable at this point. She flashed a shy smile, looking up at him cheekily. âSo you know how I talked to you about getting a piercing right?â
Sebastianâs lust lidded eyes popped and she swore she saw them sparkle. âYou didnât.â He looked down between them as if heâd see it through her clothes. He looked back up with wide eyes. âHoly shitâŠwhat did you get pierced?â
She laughed and rolled him off of her, carefully shimmying out of her pajama shorts and spreading her legs for him. âSurprise! Happy Birthday.â
His eyes darkened and he looked up, licking his lips. âGods Iâve missed your pussyâŠand now sheâs all pretty for me. God you know you didnât have to do that.â
She smiled, blushing as he looked back down in awe. âI wanted it. It wasnât just for you, promise. What do you think?â
He licked his lips again and she practically moaned from the look on his face. âHow long till itâs healed?â
She bit into her bottom lip nervously. âHealing time is 4-8 weeks and itâs been 3 weeks and 4 days.â
His eyes widened. âYou got it to be healed perfectly on my birthdayâŠâ he crawled up the side of her body, holding her neck carefully in his palm and he whispered against her lips. âNaughty girl.â
He kissed her deeply, tasting her and groaning into their kiss. She could feel his arousal against her thigh and it had her moaning into his kiss. He pulled back, eyes dark and lusty. âYou canât make those sounds, not when I still need to let that pretty little pussy heal up baby.â
She practically whined against his lips. The soreness had long since disappeared and she knew if she kept things clean that it would likely be fine for them to fool around a bit. She pushed at him till he was shoved out of bed and standing beside it, confused. âYouâve showered, right?â
He nodded, a confused tilt of his chin as she waved him towards the bathroom. His gray shorts doing very little to cover all the freckles littering his skin or the bulging mass thickening between his legs. âGo wash your hands then come back to bed.â
His eyes bulged and he hurried to the bathroom. He came back quickly, sliding into bed with her. She could smell his hand soap and smiled up at him as he crowded over her. âWhat are you comfortable doing? I donât want to hurt you.â
She reached between them, palming his erection through the sweatpants he wore and hummed softly with approval. âI need this tonight, that is, if youâll give it to me.â
He ground against her hand, leaning down to nuzzle into her neck and inhale her scent. He groaned, rolling his hips harder before frustration pulled somewhere inside him and he reached down to free his aching cock. It sprung free, cool air kissing his swollen leaking tip, silver barbell glinting in the low light. âGods Iâve needed your pussy.â
She giggled breathily as he notched himself at her entrance, sitting up to watch the head of himself disappearing, his eyes fixed eagerly on her brilliant new piercing. His mouth practically watered with the urge to roll his tongue against it, use his tongue to flick the jewelry over her sensitized clit. âDoes it increase your stimulation?â
She nodded, gasping as the head of his cock sunk inside. She was tight from their lack of fucking and she felt him pulse excitedly from inside of her walls. âY-yes, even just cleaning it and looking at it in the shower, whenever I bump it, feels so good.â
He groaned in agony, shutting his eyes and sliding another inch or so inside, rolling his hips to increase her friction and spread the wetness. âGods your so fucking tight. Been too long since you've been stretched around my cock, love.â
She nodded, gripping his shoulders. His hand slid down, barely pressing against the jewelry and she cried out, legs wrapping around his waist. Holding himself back was going to be a feat and a half.
He sunk the rest of the way inside her and she constricted around him. He nudged the jewelry against her clit again and her head tossed backwards in pleasure. The sight of her falling into pleasure was absolutely breathtaking. He groaned, adjusting to straddle on leg, bringing the other so her knee hooked up over his shoulder, now spread apart his pubic bone ground against the piercing and had her moans heightening in pitch.
His thrusts were slow rolls that casually surged to desperately needy thrusts that he couldnât hold back no matter how badly he tried. She felt far too good and it had been far too long. âGod youâre cock, oh and the way your r-rubbing the piercing. Fuck, Iâm gonna cum!â
He chuckled as she gripped the sheets and arched up as she tightened like a vice around him. He tried to keep a cocky tone in his voice but it came out far more strained than heâd hoped. âOh yea? Already, baby? That little piercing really does help you out, doesnât it?â
He pressed a thumb right over the jewelry and she lurched up, practically shrieking as she rippled around him, crashing over her edge so fast. He groaned, surging his hips through her orgasm till she finally stilled, loud cries dulling to whimpering coos.
He pulled out of her, having her look down at him in hazy confusion as he settled, laying himself between her legs, spreading her warm thighs open in front of him. She flushed all the way from her cheeks to her thighs as he groaned, spreading her open and grinding his hips against the bed, glutes flexing and drawing her attention before he whispered in a gruff tone. âFuck it.â
He dove in, licking her cunt from her silky wet opening and up to her newly decorated clit. He moaned at the taste and she frantically reached for the mass of fluffy hair. âS-Seb you canât! You just fucked me there!â
He made another groan, rolling his hips steadily against the mattress. âI donât care. This pussy is mine and Iâll eat it whenever I want to. I donât care if your fresh out of the shower or freshly fucked and filled with my cum. Iâll taste you whenever the fuck I feel like it.â
Heat pooled deliciously between her legs as his tongue flicked precariously over the jewelry through her hood. He teased it over her clit, ran his tongue below it and tortured her with direct pressure that had her absolutely wild and all the while his hips never stopped against the bed.
The sight from between her legs had her quickly climbing the rungs of another orgasm. Her tugs in his hair became more urgent as her toes curled against the warm blankets and her thighs bracketed his head as she arched up into his talented tongue.
She came, shuddering and loose against his face and she didnât stop till finally he lifted his head, licking her shiny wetness from his lips and chin.
Her eyes bulged when he sat up and she saw the strings of cum trailing from his cock to the blanket. Had he really fucked their sheets till he came while eating her out?
His eyes met hers and he glanced to where she was looking, chuckling and using that low satisfied tone that made her tingle. âHow about I change the sheets while you shower off so everything stays clean?â
She swallowed, nodding and getting up into shaking feet and padding into his bathroom while he tossed sheets into the wash. He joined her and a whole new fresh wave of arousal rising inside of her as his erection slipped between the cleft of her ass and she was suddenly wondering if the slap of his balls against her clit as he fucked her from behind would feel as good as it sounded.
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Of Apples and Moss Beds (M) ~Felix [ft. Hyunjin]
Pairing: Werewolf!Felix x Werewolf!AFAB.Reader x Werewolf!Hyunjin Themes: Supernatural/Fantasy AU | Smut | Angst | Fluff | Strangers to Lovers | Soulmate AU? Word Count: ~15k | AO3 Synopsis: Felixâs crude reality made it so he hardly dwelled on the fact that he was alone. He never wouldâve imagined heâd find a loving family of his own, or that he would be capable of imprinting and finding a soulmate, let alone two. [This story is an instalment of my WereRoomies series. you donât need to read the other instalments to understand this piece]. Warnings (SO MANY):  Felixâs POV · few descriptives of the reader such as: has big naturals, is older than Felix, is nonbinary/doesnât care about gender (use of they/she pronouns, even in the same sentence) · mentions of child abuse · LGBTQ+ themes · it takes a WHILE for the reader to make an appearance oops thereâs just a lot of backstory and exposition, yâall know i canât shut the fuck up · pet names (baby, prince, darling, dear, pup, etc, so many pet names, godâŠ) · polyamory · member x member action (suggestive mostly, and explicit with reader included) · nothing about this piece is straight just like any Felix-centric piece should be honestly/j · graphic depictions of intercourse (smut warnings under the cut).
Due to all the abovementioned warnings, this story is intended for an adult audience only. Minors please do not interact.
Authorâs Note: so⊠i woke up one day and this just⊠happened. most of it came out of me way too fast, and honestly iâm sure i was either possessed, maniac, or in a very intense moment of hyperfocus. anyway, this piece is a bit different than what i usually do. i really wanted to challenge myself to write a poly relationship into my werewolf au and hyunlix just made sense to me. it was my first time writing such a dynamicâlet alone a threesomeâwith this much detail, so i hope i did okay. regardless, i really like the direction this took, iâm really happy with it, and i hope the amount of member x member stuff doesnât prevent anyway from enjoying this. as usual, donât hesitate to let me know what you thinkđ [special thanks to my one and only, my soulmate, and best friend for reading this before anyone else and providing her much valued insight]
Smut Warnings: a foot goes on someoneâs private parts (MxM) but itâs mild/just teasing and super short and probably mostly harmless to the point where iâm not even sure it counts as a smut warning but i prefer to be safe than sorry · reader is a dom · oral (F&M.Rec) · breast/nipple play (F&M.Rec) · protected penetration [piv] · threesome · degradation (M.Rec. bitch, slut, etc are used) · face slapping (M.Rec) · some praising · snowballing.Â
Disclaimer: the story represented in this work does not represent Stray Kids in any way; anything described in this story and all actions performed by the characters are purely fictional, this was created just for good fun.
Felix had never been much of a believer when it came to imprinting and soulmates. He was never much of a believer of anything, to be honest. There was no time to fill his head with the improbable when he had to spend all his energy trying to survive.
When he was very young, Felix was kicked out of his childhood pack. To this day, he still believed it had all been completely unfair, leaving a pup werewolf completely alone in the world to deal with all that distress. They claimed it was all for the best, that he was throwing off the ecosystem they had built in the pack, that he was being disrespectful.Â
What did he do? He simply denied their alphaâs advances. Felix wouldnât know exactly just how fucked up his childhood pack was until he eventually met other wolves, but even at the time his packâs alphaâs claims that all betas and omegas were his to âuseâ âyes, he would use exactly the word âuseââjust sounded wrong to Felix. The man would always say that anyone that denied him would suffer the consequences.Â
Felix was a pup, a child, and even if he didnât know how fucked up it all was at the time, he just didnât want to do it. So he fought back, he denied every single one of his alphaâs advances as swiftly and discreetly as he could, always worming his way out of it.
Eventually, though, the man found out. He realised Felix was defying his authority, and the moment he realised that, he held his power over Felixâs head. âIf you wonât submit then youâll have to leave and become a packless bastardâ.Â
The man was smug when he said it, Felix could still remember it as if it happened yesterday. How he was scared out of his mind, fighting every single instinct telling him to submit, but he stood his ground, uncaring of the consequences of his actions. âI wonât submit to you. Not now, not everâ.Â
So his alpha delivered. Him and his goons kicked him outânot before giving him the beating of his life, of course. But the worst part was that Felixâs parents didnât do anything to stop it. No one did. This man had ingrained his toxic, abusive dynamic of submission into his pack so heavily no one dared say a word.
So Felix was left alone in the world when he was barely even a teen.Â
The first few weeks were tough. Oftentimes, he would shift into his wolf form and forage whatever he could to sustain himself; he spent so much time as a wolf that heâd sometimes forget he had a human side to him, too. Those moments wouldnât last long, only a couple of seconds, but it always left him incredibly shaken when he could feel his humanity slipping between his fingers.Â
After months of roaming and wandering on his own, Felix started to realise why wolves lived in packs. He thought it was all bullshit before, but being a lone wolf without a pack left one in a weird and fragile state of mind. It left one paranoid, volatile, mad, and although he wasnât quite sure how the mysticism of it worked, he realised he wasnât quite right in the head at the time.
And then he met Hyunjin.Â
Felix truly never believed in imprinting and soulmates, but if such a thing existed, he was sure Hyunjin was his, or at least, that was how it felt at the time.
It happened in the forest. He had just turned fifteen, heâd spent years out there on his own by this point, and as Felix laid next to a stream, devouring the remnants of his hunt, he felt a presence.
Oddly enough, he hadnât encountered another wolf this close in years, and the sudden appearance of one made him snarl, made his fur puff up, made him want to appear imposing and commanding as if he wasnât a measly beta teen-wolf with no pack of his own.
The wolf did recoil a bit, but it didnât leave, it just looked at Felix with a curious glint in its eyes. And after a few moments of no movement, when Felixâs instinct to fight subsided a bit, his mind cleared slightly.Â
A quick sniff and he knew immediately. Another werewolf, and an omega at that. And maybe it was that last fact that made Felix relax just the smallest bit; if it came to it, he was sure he could take that omega in a fight and win.
The other werewolf approached him, tentatively, slowly, and for some reason, Felix didnât move. It wasnât that he felt scared or intimidated by them, he just⊠Didnât feel threatened. So he let them come close. Not too close, though.Â
They sniffed him, and Felix did the same, getting hit by their scent, a strange mix of apples and pears. It was⊠Nice. But then the werewolf was getting way too close for his comfort, so Felix growled at them, scaring them into running away.
As soon as they were gone, he wished he hadnât growled at all. He shouldâve snarled or attempted to nip, not full on growl the way he did. Regardless, the werewolf was gone, and Felix was left once again on his own.
At least for a while.
Felix remained in that forest, foolishly hoping to see that wolf again. And it was a few days later, as he laid next to the same stream, at the exact same place he had been before, that he heard the rustle of leaves. This time, though, it wasnât a wolf that came from between the trees, it was a boy. A lanky boy, probably around his age, seemingly normal, if not for the fact that he smelt like apples and pears.
It was honestly almost pathetic how Felixâs tail started to wag as soon as he saw the boy. If the other asked, heâd blame it on how long he had spent all alone out here.
âHeyâŠâ The boy approached him, slowly, with his hands in the air as if to show Felix that he meant no harm, and somehow, Felix believed it. âIâm Hyunjin. I saw you the other dayâŠâ
Felix just looked at him for a moment. When was the last time a person had spoken to him out of their own will? Heâd spoken with street vendors and kiosk owners and gym attendants, but that was all transactional. This boy, this Hyunjin, was talking to him, directly, and it made him feel oddly giddy.
So Felix shifted back into his human form. How many days had it been since he stood on his legs? Too many, probably. If the aches he felt were anything to go by.
âIâm⊠Felixâ, his voice cracked a bit. It had been doing that a lot these days. His voice seemed to be constantly dancing between a high and a low pitch, and he simply blamed it on puberty.
âDonât take this the wrong way, but I was hoping Iâd find you here againâ, Hyunjin regarded him with a small smile, and heâd lie if he said it didnât make his heart skip a beat. âDo you⊠Need any help?â
âIâm fineâ, was he? Was he fine? Felix was used to his way of life, but did that mean he was fine? That was something he didnât want to discuss with a stranger, though, so he settled for fine.
âYou donât look fineâ, Hyunjin looked him up and down, and it made Felix scoff in return.
Sitting cross-legged on the grass, bare as he was, Felix stared at Hyunjin, mustering his most confident tone. âMaybe you should get your eyes checked, thenâ.
It was Hyunjinâs turn to scoff now. Nevertheless, he walked closer. Felix tensed a bit, not used to having people so close to him, but he let Hyunjin sit on the grass in front of him, keeping his fair distance.
âYour scent smells, like, super distressed. You know that, right?â
Felix felt himself flush at his words. No, he didnât know that. He was super confident he was one hundred percent fine⊠Wasnât he?
âAnyway, this might be a bit forward, and weird, but I got worried the other day when I saw you here. Iâd never seen a lone wolf, much less one so young⊠Before I knew it, I was in this forest again looking for youâ.
âHowâd you know I was a lone wolf?â Felix asked him, slightly incredulous.Â
Hyunjin shrugged, and he offered Felix a small smile. âYou donât have any trace of anyone elseâs scent. Usually thereâs a bit there from friends, familyâŠâ
Very quickly, Felix realised Hyunjin was⊠Nice. He had a way of talking that mightâve passed as rude to some people, and sometimes he was rude, especially because of the tone in his voice, but who wasnât a bit rude these days?
Felix didnât speak much that day, he simply listened to whatever Hyunjin had to say. He did have a pack, one he wasnât particularly fond of. âNothing too crazy, they just donât like people like meâ, heâd told Felix. He wasnât entirely sure what Hyunjin meant by that, and he was too self-conscious that day to ask, so he filed it for later, either for when he found the courage to ask directly or for when Hyunjin had given him enough context clues for him to understand.
Hyunjin liked to draw, to paint, he was the pure embodiment of an artist, and the more he and Felix met in this spot in the forest, the more Felix got to see that side of him.
They met often, at least thrice a week. Hyunjin would always bring Felix food or clothes or puzzles to keep himself entertained. He eventually started to come with his art supplies, sitting in silence with Felix as he drew or painted something that heâd never let Felix see because he was too embarrassed. âItâs not good. Iâll show you when theyâre goodâ.
Felix was sure whatever he did was amazing, but he didnât push his friend. Because that was what Hyunjin had turned into after a couple of months meeting in the forest. A friend. It helped Felix feel like he belonged somewhere again. Even if it was just as a background character in Hyunjinâs life, he could feel his humanity slowly, but surely, coming back to him.
âUgh, exams are the worst. I just donât understand chemistry. What even is a mole anyway?â Hyunjin had been rambling about school a lot today, and Felix simply listened to him, lending him his ears to vent into.
âWait, now that I think about itâŠâ Hyunjin said after a while, looking away from his sketchbook. âWhat school are you going to?â
âIâm not going to schoolâ, Felix kept his eyes focused on the Rubikâs cube in his hand, trying to figure out how to build one face of the cube without messing up the other.
âWhat?â
âI havenât gone to school in yearsâ, Felix shrugged. âI used to shift and sneak into this public school close to the town hall a few years back, so I did learn a bunch, but I couldnât do it anymore after I started growing and my wolf form just wouldnât pass as a dog anymoreâ.
Felix had told Hyunjin of his past, of everything that happened to him in his childhood pack. He could still remember the horrified look on his face as he told him. And honestly, Felix couldnât blame him for being shocked and horrified by his story. The more he grew up, the more Felix understood the high levels of fucked up that packâs structure had.
âWhy donât you go as a human?â
Felix scoffed at that, starting to get frustrated with the cube in his hand. âI tried. They require all that legal guardian shit. As you can imagine, my unfortunate lack of parents complicates that a bitâ.
Hyunjin went quiet for a while, letting Felix fumble with the puzzle. Eventually, Felix heard the characteristic sound of pencil on paper, so he figured Hyunjin had gone back to sketching, with no intent on continuing the subject. That was, untilâŠ
âWant me to ask my parents?â
The Rubikâs cube fell on Felixâs lap.
ââŠWhat?â
âMy parentsâ, Hyunjin repeated. âThey can pose as your legal guardians. It wouldnât be the first time a werewolf forges documentsâ, he added with a snort. Almost every single document a werewolf provided to human authorities was forged these days, so it wasnât a particularly shocking statement.
However, what did shock Felix was Hyunjinâs proposal⊠Going back to school. Socialising with humans again after so long⊠Was he prepared for that? He wanted to learn, to pretend he had a normal life, maybe even⊠Make more friends? Heâd never allowed himself to think about that too much, about going back to participate in the world outside of his little bubble in this forest.
âWould they even agree?â Felixâs voice was barely a whisper. He picked the cube back up from his lap and started to twist the faces again, trying to distract himself. âI donât want them to⊠Knowâ.
Felix didnât say it, but he was sure Hyunjin would understand. I donât want them to know Iâm a lone wolf. A packless failure.
âIâll think of somethingâ, Hyunjin mumbled, and if there was someone Felix trusted in this world to charm anyone into doing something, it was Hyunjin.
So that was how Felix managed to integrate into human society again. They both did some research, on public schools he could go to thatâd take in someone so far behind, on possible scholarships he could apply to, on places to find school supplies⊠And as soon as they had all the necessary documentation, it was up to Hyunjin to get his parents to sign them.
It was hard to get used to at first. Felix got overwhelmed by the noise and the amount of people at school often, but he managed. In a couple of months he had gone from being a nobody, a lone wolf secluded to the woods, to being just some guy again, and only then did he realise how good it felt. To be seen, to be taken into account⊠And it was all thanks to Hyunjin.
During the day, Felix would go to school. In the afternoon, he started to volunteer at a soup kitchen in the area, helping feed those in need. The lovely lady that ran the place seemed to really like him, and she always appreciated the extra hands. âYouâre so strong! Youth really does wonders for you, doesnât it?â Sheâd say often, and Felix simply chuckled in response, not really wanting to reveal that his strength had nothing to do with youth and all to do with his supernatural condition.
In return for his help sheâd feed him, and eventually, Felix asked her to teach him how to cook. He found the act of cooking to come natural to him, he wasnât sure if it had to do with his enhanced senses, but people would often compliment him on his food, and it made him feel proud. A feeling he hadnât associated with himself in a long, long timeânot to say never ever.
Felix still slept in the forest every night. Heâd shift and curl into a fluffy ball of fur to keep himself warm. Hyunjin often offered him his home, or at least, his room, but Felix always declined. He didnât want to be an inconvenience, and he was sure that Hyunjinâs parents wouldnât appreciate him being there at all.
Felix only met the couple a few times, but that was more than enough for him to know that, even if he was grateful for their help, he simply didnât like them. Just like Hyunjin didnât, either. They were⊠Conservative. Because that was a thing, conservative werewolves.
âThey canât accept the fact that Iâm a male omega. Sometimes, Iâm pretty sure they pretend like Iâm not. That Iâm a beta or something. And letâs not even talk about the fact that I like boys, too. They donât know, know, but Iâm sure they have noticed⊠They love to ignore that, tooâ, Hyunjin confessed to Felix after the first time he met them, after he couldnât conceal the fact that he just hadnât felt comfortable with the exchange, and Hyunjinâs words simply confirmed that first impression Felix had had of them.
Males were supposed to be alphas or betas, females were supposed to be betas or omegas, and other genders simply didnât exist for them. Textbook homophobes, to put it simply. In this day and ageâŠÂ
Felix knew, of course. Hyunjin didnât hide his sexuality not even once since they met, and Felix was always grateful for that, because it helped him come to terms with his own. People were people, love was love, and no gender or designation would get in the way of that, that was their philosophy. Call it being bi, or pan, or fluid, or however you want. All Felix knew was that once he left the lone wolf in the forest, he was just full of love, ready to share it with the world, with whoever was consensually willing to receive it.
By the time Felix had turned eighteen, the line of his friendship with Hyunjin had blurred so much he wasnât sure he could call him a friend anymore.
What he had with Hyunjin was much, much more than just friendship. Felix would often find himself holding his hand, or hugging him, or simply touching him, all without really thinking much about it.
Hyunjin did it, too. And although neither said anything, they both knew.
Eventually, their lingering touches started to turn much less platonic, less innocent. They turned into heated makeout sessions, into groping and desperately rutting and grunting against each other, into Hyunjin asking Felix to help him out during his heats as well⊠It felt natural, just like breathing, to be with one another. They were friends and lovers and soulmates and everything in between, and it was right how it was supposed to be.
Especially because, just like Felix, Hyunjin also believed that love was to be shared, to be enjoyed, so their open arrangement was perfectly designed for them. Felix wasnât a jealous man, on the contrary, he was happy whenever Hyunjin was, so as long as they kept things clear and consensual and safe nothing else mattered.
At the end of the day, theyâd always have each other, and possibly someone elseâor simply other people, pluralâto share their love with. Although, theyâd usually do these things separately, considering Hyunjinâs tastes sometimes were what Felix could simply describe as questionable at best⊠He had fallen for Felix, after all.
Felix found himself a job in a local café. His very first real job. That was the place that finally gave him a second chance at finding a family, that was where he met Chris.
Chris worked at the café as a partimer, seeking some extra income to pay for his studies while he searched for a job in his field. Felix knew Chris was a werewolf as soon as he saw him, even before he got close enough to get a whiff of his scent.
The man just exuded alpha energy, and the moment he spotted Felix for the first time his eyes went wide with surprise, but he still gave him the widest smile right after, a genuine smile that made his eyes disappear into crescents and dimples to appear on his cheeks. Honestly, Felix wasnât much of trusting alphas at first glance due to his past trauma, but Chrisâ entire demeanour was way too welcoming for him to not trust him almost immediately.
They got acquainted pretty fast, maybe too fast. It was just too easy to fall into Chrisâ antics, he was goofy and funny and kind and a bit fucked up in the head, but he was a good guy all in all.Â
A few months of knowing Chris were enough for Felix to learn he led his own pack. Heâd seen a couple of his pack members drop by the cafĂ©, and they all seemed to be just as nice as Chris, which honestly didnât surprise him. âItâs small, only four of us so far, but itâs great, honestly. Donât think Iâve ever been happier than I am right now with themâ, Chris had told Felix once, and he sounded truly proud of it. Â
âWhat about your pack?â Chris asked one day while he cleaned the coffee machine. Closing time was nearing, and there were hardly any customers still within the place, so these were usually the times when they spoke anything related to their lycanthropy. âYou never talk about themâ.
âThatâs because I donât have oneâ, Felix replied simply, rearranging the display shelf for what seemed like the tenth time that day.
âYou donât have one?!âÂ
Felix shrugged. âI have Hyunjinâ.
âOh, but thatâs something. Well, someoneâŠâ
Felix had told Chris about Hyunjin, not in detail, but he knew. It was impossible not to know when his scent was always lingering on Felixâs clothes.
âYeah, but heâs in a pack of his ownâ, Hyunjin hadnât found the courage to defect yet, and Felix honestly couldnât blame him. Heâd been trapped in this vicious circle of guilt with his parents that made it really difficult for him to detach himself from them, even when staying with them only made him hurt and get more frustrated as time passed.
Chrisâ brows furrowed, clearly confused. âSo⊠If heâs in a pack, but you have no pack⊠Where are you staying?â
âOh, I sleep in the woodsâ.
âYou do what?!â Chrisâ question came out a bit louder than he had intended for sure, a couple of customers looked back at him with clear confusion on their faces, and Chris simply offered them a strained smile and an apologetic bow.
âIâve been sleeping in the forest since I was a pup⊠I shift, find a decent moss bed, curl up in a nice little ball, and fall off to sleepâ, Felix offered with a smile on his face. Over the years, he had honestly started to enjoy it. Of course it wasnât ideal, of course he wouldâve preferred to have a warm bed and a roof over his head, but heâd gotten so used to it, it kind of made him feel like he was balancing his human-ness and his wolf-ness pretty well.
Chrisâ face went completely serious, with his hand still holding a rag around the steam wand of the coffee machine, completely motionless. After a few moments of shared silence, he spoke again. âWanna join my pack?â
Felix choked on his spit, Chrisâ proposition catching him completely off-guard. ââŠWhat?!â
âWanna. Join. My. Packâ, Chris repeated, slowly stressing each word.
âI heard you, okay. Jeez⊠Iâm⊠Not sure Iâm suited for the pack lifeâ, Felix looked away from Chris then, focusing on the very interesting and very stale pastry sitting on the display shelf.
Still, he could feel Chrisâ searing gaze on his side profile, and when Felix got enough courage to look back at him, he saw Chris looking at him, deep in thought.
Returning his focus to the coffee machine, Chris finally looked away, but he kept talking. âDid I ever tell you why I wanted to lead a pack of my own?â
âNoâŠâ
âI wanted to⊠To build a safe space. For those of us that were tired of being judged or mistreated. There was a lot of that in my childhood pack, Changbin and I were sick of it. Jisung, tooâyou remember Jisung, right?â Felix just nodded, and Chris continued. âMinho didnât have a pack, either. But his case was very⊠Peculiar. He can tell you himself if you do choose to join us. Lix, you⊠Are nice. And although I donât know what happened to you, Iâm sure it was a lot for you to have been living in the forest since you were so young. So⊠Think about itâ.
And Felix did think about it.
He could barely get sleep that night just thinking about it. About the prospect of having a pack again. Chris had shown him many times that he was just a different breed of alpha altogether, whether he knew it or not, so Felix found himself genuinely considering it. But there was something he needed to do before he made that decision.
âChrisâ pack? He offered that?â Hyunjinâs eyes were wide, and his mouth fell slightly open in surprise.
âYes. ButâŠâ Felix stretched his hand over the table, past his stack of freshly made waffles, finding Hyunjinâs and holding it tightly in his. âI want you to come with meâ.
Hyunjin blinked, and suddenly averted his gaze, fixing it on their joined hands. âLix, angel, you know I canâtâŠâ
âLove, listen to meâ, Felix squeezed his hand, trying to get Hyunjinâs attention back to his eyes. âYou can. Jinnie, baby, theyâre sucking the life out of you in there. You donât owe them anythingâ.
Hyunjinâs eyes flickered between Felixâs, looking at his face intently. Until he eventually squeezed his hand and heaved a sigh again. âDo you even know if Chris would take me? He asked you to join, not me. He doesnât even know me. I donât know himâ.
âIâll askâ, Felix reassured him, reaching over the table with his free hand to tuck a strand of his hair behind his earâhe had been growing it these days, and Felix would lie if he said it didnât make his heart flutter. âIf you tell me youâll consider it, Iâll ask, babyâ.
Hyunjin simply nodded, bringing Felixâs hand to his lips so he could place a kiss on the back of it.
After much consideration, Hyunjin gave Felix the goahead. He wanted to defect, he wanted to detach himself from his parents as much as he could, and most importantly, he wanted to be able to be himself, openly. So, that afternoon, during his shift at work, Felix went to Chris to ask him about it.
âWould you consider taking Hyunjin in, too?â Felix asked him as soon as Chris came in through the door and stood behind the counter.
âWow, what happened to âgood afternoonâ? What happened to âhelloâ?â Chris chuckled, washing his hands in the sink. âIâll have to meet him first, though. But, if heâs anything like you, Iâm sure itâll be fineâ.
âWe⊠Donât have much, you know that, right? I mean, I sleep in the woods for a reason. Itâs cheapâ.
âYou mean itâs free?â Chris snorted, but he gave Felix a genuine smile after. âWeâll manage. Thatâs why we live in packs, donât we? To help each other outâ.
Felix stared at Chris for a few long moments.Â
All of a sudden he felt a bit⊠Overwhelmed, to put it simply. He didnât know what came over him, or why Chrisâ words affected him like they did, but, after a few more moments of silence, he took a hold of Chrisâ apron, looking down to the floor. âChris, can I⊠Can I hug you?â
Felix had barely finished his question when Chris was already pulling him into his arms, cradling the back of his head and patting his back. Something snapped in Felix at that moment, he started to tremble, and he just couldnât hold in the tears that had started to well in his eyes.
Chris didnât say anything, he just hugged Felix tightly, and dear heavens if this manâs hugs werenât the warmest and most comforting hugs Felix had ever felt. He knew it in his heart then, that he had made the right decision. That this was how having a Pack Alpha was supposed to feel like. Comfort, protection, warmth. Not whatever the fuck was happening in his childhood pack, not whatever the fuck was happening in Hyunjinâs pack, either.
The first night at Chrisâ den was⊠Interesting. At the time, Chris was rooming with Changbin, and they had decided for Felix to spend the first nights here with them, or at least until Chris met Hyunjin and let him join the pack.
âIâll take the sofaâ, Chris told Felix as soon as they entered his flat.
âNah, donât worry, Iâll take itâ, Changbin shouted from the kitchen, where he had been cooking dinner before Chris and Felix came in.
âNo way. Iâm not letting either of you take the sofaâ, Felix intercepted immediately. âIâve been sleeping on the ground for years, donât worry about me, seriously. A sofa is a luxury at this pointâ.
Felix was used to saying these things out loud without thinking much about them, so he decided to ignore the apologetic look on Changbinâs face when he said that.
That night, while laying on the sofa, Felix did nothing but toss and turn.Â
The sofa was great. Plush, comfortable, but he felt incredibly awkward. After one too many turns he finally decided to shift into his wolf form, curling in on himself on the sofa, and then he truly felt comfortable. It wasnât that much different from a moss bed; the biggest upside was the fact that it was dry and warm here, so truly, for Felix, this was like a five star hotel at this point.
Heâd no longer have to store his few belongings in gym lockers, or use gym showers, heâd no longer have to be aware of every single sound around him in case a hunter decided to come around the corner, or in case it started to rain, or in case one of the wild cats living in the area wanted to start a fight. As he drifted off to sleep, Felix truly, truly felt incredibly lucky.
Even the next day, when Felix woke up to the sight of Changbinâs smiling, swollen face, looking fondly at him still curled up on the sofa, he felt at ease, his wagging tail more than proof of that.
Now, getting Hyunjin to meet Chris, and for Chris and the other pack members to accept him was easy. Felix had no doubts in his mind that Chris and the others would like Hyunjin enough to let him join the pack as well. What was difficult was getting Hyunjin to defect.
He started gradually taking things out of his house. Important stuff, sentimental stuff, documents, anything of value. Hyunjin passed them all to Felix for Felix to keep them safe at the den. The idea was for every material thing he wanted to keep to be taken out before he spoke with his parentsâif he spoke with his parents at all.
Hyunjin wasnât sure yet⊠If he wanted to just disappear or if he wanted to confront them. He was sure they wouldnât just let him leave, theyâd try to convince him to stay with their impeccable emotional manipulation tactics, so he was leaning more towards the idea of leaving quietly.
All his plans went to shit when they saw him taking out the last bag of his belongings. Or at least, that was what he told Felix when he arrived a crying mess at the den.
The sight of Hyunjin crying his eyes out, the distress in his scent, it pulled at Felixâs heartstrings unpleasantly. He hated seeing him like this, he wished he could make it all better, make him smile again that charming smile of his. As soon as he saw him, Felix pulled Hyunjin into his arms, and Hyunjin started crying harder against his shoulder, sobbing uncontrollably as the door to Chrisâ flat closed behind him.
âWhat happened?!â Jisung asked as soon as he noticed Hyunjinâs state.
Hyunjin mumbled unintelligible nonsense against Felixâs shoulder, and Felix couldnât help but bring a hand to his hair, trying to soothe him. âShh, baby. Itâs okay. Take your timeâŠâ
By the time Hyunjin had stopped crying the three of them sat on Chrisâ sofa. Hyunjin gulped down the glass of water in his hand, and proceeded to blow his nose on a napkin Jisung had brought him.
âYou told them that? Seriously?â Jisung softly caressed Hyunjinâs back, looking almost incredulous. â âYour son is a fruity omega, deal with itâ has got to be the best coming out phrase of all time, honestly. Youâre so badassâ.
Hyunjin chuckled, blowing his nose again. âI was so angry when I said it. They were so angry when I said it. They started calling me names, saying I was an ungrateful bastard⊠And I just⊠Told them to fuck right off and left before they could even try to guilt trip me into stayingâ.
Felix brought a hand to Hyunjinâs chin, tilting his face towards him, offering him a smile. âYou did it, baby. Youâre free. Weâre freeâ.
A small smile made its way onto Hyunjinâs lips as he looked back at Felix, his eyes were still a bit bleary and red, but they looked so, so full of hope, Felix couldnât help but lean in and press a brief peck on his lips.
Jisung whined next to them, and when Felix turned to look at him he had a pout on his lips. âNo kiss for me?â
âMy God, Jisung. Not everything is about youâ, Hyunjin sighed, sounding more like his usual self. He turned anyway, gripping Jisung by the cheeks with one hand and giving him a quick peck. An entirely platonic exchange, not uncommon between omegas, to be honest. âThere. Happy?â
âVery!â Jisung was beaming, and it made Felix chuckle. âWelcome homeâ, he added, with a splitting smile on his face, pulling both Hyunjin and Felix into a hug.
Everything was smooth sailing from there. As smooth sailing as living in a pack of several traumatised werewolves can be.Â
Throughout the years, Felix managed to finish his basic studies, he was no longer illiterate in the eyes of the human government, and he had found himself with a career goal. He wanted to be a chef. Preferably a pastry chef. Cooking was still, to this day, one of his biggest escapes. At first it was only regular food, then he started trying more complicated dishes, and eventually he found out how challenging baking could be.
His packmates were often the test subjects for every meal he cooked, especially Hyunjin, of course, who was there with him every step of the way, always supportive, always ready to give Felix an honest review of whichever concoction he had put together.
More people joined Chrisâ pack, Seungmin, Jeongin⊠And eventually, by the time Felix was well into his twenties, came the girls. Or at least, some girls.
Chrisâ current girlfriend came first, a human who took the place of Pack Mum before Chris even got the balls to confess his feelings for her⊠Then came Changbinâs girlfriend, an omega who also defected from her abusive pack and seeked comfort in the only other werewolf she knew. And of course, Minhoâs best friend and now girlfriend, who had been coming to the den since Minho joined the pack. Felix liked to call her their honorary pack member, since she really didnât live here, but she came and stayed over so often she was already like one of their own.Â
Felix honestly wouldâve never imagined his family would get so big. Because that was what this pack had become to him, the family he never truly had. He knew that he wanted to share his love, and here, with these people, he was able to share it more than everâat least, his platonic love.
When it came to romance, it always went back to Hyunjin. Felix had dated a handful of people throughout the years. Humans, mostlyânot to say exclusively. But things usually fell through when they simply couldnât understand his relationship with Hyunjin. They always pretended they were okay with being in an open relationship, the reality was, they simply werenât. So Felix often found himself breaking things off with people.
Hyunjin was a bit more lucky, he had a couple of serious relationships that actually lasted a fair amount of time. But ultimately, things would also fall through. Not because of his relationship with Felix, but simply because people change, their needs change, their wants change⊠And Hyunjin was one hundred percent sure of what he wanted, so as soon as any hesitancy came from the other party, ties were cut off.
Felix truly, truly never ever believed in imprinting and soulmates, but if such a thing existed, he was sure he now had two.
It simply happened one day, while going on a morning run with Hyunjin.
Every other weekend, very early in the morning, Felix and Hyunjin would go to the forest, to the same one Felix used to live in, to where they met for the first time. Felix found comfort in the place, the den was his home, but these woods were the place in which he was reborn, so he enjoyed coming here to connect with that part of himself every once in a while.
Hyunjin came just to spend some time with him, Felix knew it. He wasnât overly fond of waking up early in the morning, but he never once complained. He understood how much it meant to Felix.
And in that place, was where they met you, too.
As Felix and Hyunjin drank from the clear stream, their ears perked up at the sudden rustle of leaves behind them. Slowly, another wolf came from between the trees, curiously eyeing them both.
Felix felt almost exactly the same way he did when he met Hyunjin for the first time, minus the excessive amounts of trauma he was dealing with back then.
They didnât make any attempts to run or showed any hostility, since the wolf wasnât showing any hostility, either. Very quickly they were enveloped by the scent of a werewolf, an alpha, just as the wolf came close to sniff them.
The wolf looked⊠Intrigued, more than anything. Their dark fur flowed with the gentle breeze passing by, and if Felix thought they were beautiful as a wolf, he wondered how they would look like as a human.
Hyunjin seemed to be in the same state Felix was, entranced, but before they knew it, the wolf took off into the woods again, gone out of their sight.
âSo, uhm⊠I didnât imagine that, right?â Hyunjin said a while later, as soon as he shifted back into his human form and tugged his jeans up his legs. âWho was that?â
âDunno. You certainly didnât imagine itâ, Felix slid his plaid shirt on, slowly doing each button. âIt felt kinda likeâŠâ
âLike when we metâ, Hyunjin finished, slipping his shoes on. âWithout the âgrowling at me and scaring me to deathâ partâ.
Felix chuckled, finishing with his clothes.âYouâre never gonna let me live that down, are you?â
âNever, sweetheartâ, Hyunjin winked at him, slinging an arm around his shoulders and pulling him close. âYouâll have to be making up for it for the rest of your life!â
âYouâre so dramatic sometimesâŠâ
That night, though, Felix could only think about the encounter. He wondered how he could find that wolf again, Hyunjin had told him earlier to simply let things flow, just like he did when he met Felix for the first time. If it was meant to be, youâd meet again.
And you did meet again, although not exactly in the way Felix had hoped for.Â
Felix loved his job, he loved baking, and decorating cakes, and working at this bakery specifically. It was fun, especially on days like these, with orders like these. A basic marbled cake, frosted with white and green buttercream, with the words âcongrats on the sexâ written on it.
He wasnât usually the one giving the customers their orders, but they were a bit understaffed today, so he brought it out as soon as he was called for it. Thankfully, it was quite slow at this time, so there was only one person waiting by the counter.
Felix called for the customer in the receipt anyway, and that same person perked up, looking at him. As soon as your eyes landed on his, he felt immediate familiarity, but he couldnât quite pinpoint why.
âSo, your cakeâs ready. Please check and make sure itâs all to your likingâ, Felix fell into his customer service persona anyway, it was hard not to, he practically spoke in autopilot at this point whenever he was behind the counter.
âLooks goodâ, you mumbled once you took a brief look at the cake. âHow much do I owe you?â
âWell, says here you paid half upfront, so hereâs the remaining amountâ, Felix signalled to the register, and you started to take cash out of your bag.Â
What an odd interaction. He felt like there was something on the tip of his tongue the entire time, he couldnât shake the feeling that he was missing something.
âHere you goâ, you handed him the money, and Felix pressed buttons on the register, getting it to open and giving you the necessary change once he had deposited the bills inside.Â
You took the box and turned around to leave. Felixâs brows furrowed, confused, but he didnât say anything.
However, you turned back around, so fast Felix almost jumped on the spot when you placed the cake back down on the counter. âWere you in the forest the other day?â
Felix was completely caught off guard, but he recognised you then. The alpha from the forest. âThat was you?â He lowered his voice, making sure the other lingering customers didnât eavesdrop the conversation.
âYes! Iâve been⊠Uh⊠This is gonna sound super weird, Iâm sorry, but Iâve been looking for you, although Iâm not really sure why exactlyâ, your brows furrowed, and Felix almost wanted to reach over the counter and smooth it out with his thumb.
âMe, too. Well, us, tooâ, a couple of customers came into the store, and Felix offered them friendly smiles and a quick greeting before turning his eyes back to you. Taking a napkin from the holder on the counter and a pen, he scribbled his phone number quickly, signing it with his name.Â
âText me⊠If you wantâ, he added once he handed you the paper.
You looked at the napkin in your hand, then carefully folded it and placed it in your back pocket, giving him a âsure thing, Felixâ with a smile on your face as you took your cake. âHave a nice day!â
Work couldnât go any slower after that encounterâŠ
âA female alpha?â Hyunjin asked as soon as Felix started telling him the story, when Felix had finally made it home and slid inside the bathtub to join him.
âSo it seems. Well, they didnât really tell me their gender or anything, but they were certainly female presenting⊠A lot of⊠Cleavage and stuffâ, Felix had been too confused earlier to focus too much on it, but now that his mind was a bit clearer, he was remembering⊠Things.Â
âWhat are the odds⊠An alpha for a beta and an omegaâ, Hyunjin leaned back on his end of the tub, extending one of his legs a bit, and immediately, Felix felt the pressure of the ball of Hyunjinâs foot on his length.
Quirking a brow, he looked at Hyunjin with a smirk on his lips.
âAre you trying to rile me up, my sweet prince? Trying to distract me with your low tactics?â Felix chuckled from where he was leaning on his end of the tub, taking a hold of Hyunjinâs heel and pulling him further against him.
âQuestion is, when am I not, my love?â Hyunjin gave him a smug smile, and it was just as he was about to say something again that Felixâs phone rumbled from where he had left it on the toilet lid. He looked at Hyunjin, and Hyunjin looked right back at him. Before Felix could say anything, Hyunjin was already stretching his arm, taking the phone, and looking at the notification.Â
âItâs themâ, Hyunjin urged, handing Felix the phone to read the message.
> Unknown Number: hey > itâs me, from the bakery > the âcongrats on the sexâ cake? > anyway > would you like to go for coffee sometime?
âThey couldâve just said âthe alpha from the forestâ, to be honestâ, Hyunjin chuckled, still amused by the cake story.
âWhat should I tell them?â Felix was suddenly nervous. Why was he nervous? Heâd done this before. Hell, he wasnât even the one asking the other out⊠Was this even a date?Â
âSay yes! Give them a date and a timeâ, Hyunjin urged, nudging him with his foot.
âAre you coming, though?â
âI think you should meet them firstâ, Hyunjin replied confidently. âIâm intrigued, but you already met them, and you know we usually donât⊠Like the same type of people. I really think you should meet them first. See if they are nice, and if they are and you want something with them, see if theyâre comfortable with⊠You know. Usâ.
So Felix replied then, a short âbrunch tomorrow. 11am?â to which you gave him a positive answer and the name of a cafĂ© he had been to before, so he knew where to go. All details which he gave Hyunjin immediately.
âThatâs great, baby!â He nudged Felix with his foot again, making the other smile. âNow, come here. I want you to absolutely destroy meâ.
Felix couldnât help but chuckle. âNeedy, are we?â But he moved anyway, leaning forward to kiss Hyunjin properly.
The next day, while Felix anxiously bounced his leg as he sat at one of the tables in the cafĂ©, he felt oddly nervous. He reasoned it was because you were a werewolf. Felix had truly only dated humans before, the only werewolf heâd ever been with was Hyunjinâhe did shoot his shot at Changbin once when he started to live at the den, but to this day he was sure Changbin hadnât even registered it, so he let it go.Â
âHeyâ, you regarded Felix with a smile as soon as you saw him, taking a seat in front of him. God, Felix hadnât realised yet, but you smelt like the forest. Like pine and the moss beds he used to sleep on, and it almost knocked the air right out of his lungs.
âSoâ, Felix started once you both had procured your respective coffees and sandwiches. âThe woods, huh? Never seen you around beforeâ.
âYou go there often? Never seen you around, eitherâ, you replied between bites of your food, and Felix gave you a nod in responde, not wanting to discuss why he went to the woods in the first place. âI go there often, too. My sisters like to hangout around the place. I was looking for one of them when I saw you guysâ.
âYou got sisters? Never seen any other werewolf there that wasnât Hyunjin, now youâŠâ
âHyunjin? Thatâs the other wolf you were with?â Felix just nodded again, and you continued. âWell, my sisters arenât werewolves, thatâs why. Iâm, uh⊠My pack is not exactly⊠Conventionalâ.
âOh?â Felix couldnât help but quirk a brow. âIâm intriguedâ.
You gave him a sheepish smile, taking a sip of your coffee right after. âWerecats, werejackals, werebats⊠Itâs a very odd pack, weâre all a bit different. Iâm the only werewolf in it, actuallyâ.
Felixâs jaw went slack, completely in shock. ââŠCome again?â
âUh, well, there are two werecats, one werejackal, two werebats, and we might be integrating a vampire soon, actually. Not the same thing as a werebat, by the wayâ.
Felix just blinked, and you gave him an almost shy smile. âDamn, itâs like youâre collecting otherworldliesâ, Felix chuckled, dragging his fingers through his hair and leaning back on his chair.
âYeah, well⊠We got fed up and decided to stick togetherâ, you offered simply.
âAll girls?â
âNah. Some of us, like me, donât care about gender at all. Some girls, some boys, some non-conforming⊠You knowâŠâ You eyed him intently, almost as if you were trying to test his stance on the matter, and it had him chuckling.
âOh, I knowâ, he replied, with a genuine smile on his face.Â
You seemed satisfied with his answer, and that, for some reason, made him feel giddy.
That was when you truly started to open up. You were just a bit older than him, you worked at your late parentsâ antique and oddities shop, it had been left in your care once they passed away, and your den was located right above it. âGot the entire building for ourselves! Iâm honestly glad my parents were careful enough to leave me everything they had to their name. I donât know where Iâd be if they hadnâtâŠâ
You were very moralistic, and blunt, and honestly? Really hot. Felix was listening intently to everything you were telling him, he really was. But he could also multitask, so admiring your attributes while he listened was going incredibly well for him.
âWhat about you, though?â You asked eventually, taking a sip of your now cold coffee.Â
Felix shrugged, crossing his arms over his chest. âIâm a baker, as you probably inferred. I have a mostly werewolf pack, but weâve got a few humans as wellâ.
âYour alpha allows humans in their den?â You asked, a bit incredulous, and Felix really laughed out loud at the thought of Chris not allowing humans at his den, all things considered.
âHe does. Actually, my packâs alpha is head over heels for his human girlfriend. Any moment now theyâre gonna mate and or get married, Iâm sureâ.
âAnd you? Hyunjin?â Ah, there it was. It was time to speak about That.
âHyunjinâs my mateâ, Felix replied honestly, confidently looking you in the eyes. âAnd just to clarify, I donât mean a mate as a friend. Heâs my mate mate. Weâve been mates for years. But⊠Weâre in an open relationshipâ.
âOh?â You leaned back in your seat, and the curious glint in your eyes gave him some hope. âNever heard of polyamorous mates before. Does it really work for you guys?â
âIt does. Weâre both just⊠Two guys who love each other, and want to share our love with other people, tooâ, and they were. They truly, truly were, and Felix believed this one hundred percent. âItâs all about trust and consent and all that, you know?â
âOh, I knowâŠâ Your fingers tapped the table.Â
You looked at Felix for a moment, the air was suddenly heavy between you two, thick with something intense, alluring, and Felix could feel the hairs at his nape stand on end when you leaned on the table, resting your elbows on it. âSo⊠If I take you home right now, and fuck your brains out, your mate wonât mind?â
Blunt. Forward. Very much an alpha, you were.
âMy mate was the one who urged me to text you back last nightâ, a smirk made its way onto his lips, and he leaned forward on the table as well, matching your stance. âWhat about you, though? Youâre an alpha. Wouldnât it bother you? To know Iâm also someone elseâs? To share?â
âIâm not a possessive alpha. Not like that at leastâ, you licked your lips, and Felixâs eyes followed the movement like a hawk. âLike you said⊠Itâs all about consent, and trust, and all thatâ.
âExactlyâŠâ
You stared at him, and Felix stared right back. In your eyes, all dark and clouded with need, he could see it all. In your scent, he could smell it all. Arousal, lust, want⊠It was honestly almost comical how fast the both of you stood up from your chairs. The bills had been paid for already, so you simply slung your bag over your shoulder and took Felixâs hand, tugging him out of the cafĂ©.
âMy place is close byâ, you told him simply, and he followed you without hesitation.
âIsnât it dangerous for you to show me where you live on a first date?â Felix teased you as soon as you both made it to your buildingâs entranceâit was more a door than an entrance, but he figured the term still worked.
âI donât know why, but my instincts tell me I can trust you, Lee Felixâ, you said as you started to climb the stairs, and Felix followed right behind you, not even pretending like he wasnât staring at your ass the entire time. âBut anyway, what would you do to me? I could probably snap you in halfâ, you grinned at him as soon as you made it to your door, hastily getting your keys from your bag and unlocking it.
âYou wouldnât dare! Whoâd take care of my Hyunjin if Iâm gone?â Felix bit back, stepping into your home.
As soon as the door closed behind him, you pushed Felix against it, pressing your whole body against his own, and that look in your eyes truly reminded him that you were an alpha, that you were very much capable of snapping him in half, and that heâd gladly let you fuck him silly at any time of day.
âWell, if he wants, I can take care of him no problem. I honestly havenât been able to stop thinking about his apple and pear scentâ, you caged him against that door, with your hands at either side of him. âBut then again, I also havenât been able to stop thinking about yoursâ.
Before Felix could even attempt to respond, your lips were on his. Warm, slightly chapped from the cold air outside, but still moist with your saliva, and his entire body came alight. You tasted like coffee and bread and like the sweetest nectar heâd ever drunk.Â
Your fingers tangled in his hair, pulling him closer as your tongue made its way inside his mouth, devouring him, and he simply took it, pushing his tongue against yours and holding your waist tightly. Felix wasnât sure if it was the influence of your alpha scent, if it was the fact that you were a werewolf, or the fact that youâd met in the forest, right where he had met Hyunjin, his forever mate, making his brain jump to conclusions, but truly, Felix had only ever felt this ravenous with him before this moment.
âAre you clean of anything?â You asked as soon as your lips disconnected, starting a trail of kisses all the way from his mouth to his neck, licking and sucking on his pulse point, making him whine.
âYesâ, Felix replied simply, slightly breathless, because it was the truth. He got checked regularly, as did Hyunjin.
âGood. Me tooâ, with that, you dropped to your knees, swiftly undoing his belt, popping open the button of his jeans and opening his zipper. God, he was so hard already, how had he gotten this worked up just by a few minutes of kissing?
It was really hard for him to care at all as you mouthed his length over his underwear. âLet me know if you want to stop at some point, okay? You say stop and Iâll stop. Promiseâ.
Felix nodded, his eyes fixed on yours as you palmed him. You squeezed him over the fabric, and he was starting to lose it, truly. âSay it, Felix. Say you understandâ.
âIâI understandâ, saliva had pooled in his mouth, so he swallowed, getting lost in your sinful stare. Felix was usually the one taking the lead, but right now, there was nothing he wanted more than to let you do with him as you pleased, and by that look in your eyes, he was almost certain that was what you wanted, too.
âThatâs it. What a good boyâ, you smiled at him, a genuine smile that made your eyes disappear, a complete contrast to the way you pulled his underwear down, letting his cock spring free from its confinements.
As soon as you took his length into your warm, wet mouth, he just couldnât help himself, the moan that left his lips was almost pathetic to his ears, but he didnât care. Felix let his head fall against the door, lost in the feeling of your warmth around him, on the obscene slurping sounds filling his ears, on the smell of the forest surrounding him completely, making him tremble where he stood.
When was the last time he had had sex with a stranger? But then again, somehow, you didnât feel like a total stranger, you felt familiar, almost as if he had known you for a long, long time.Â
âSo fucking good with your mouthâFuck!â The feeling of your throat around him was too much, you were working him up way too quickly, he had to focus really hard to hold it all in. Maybe it was the mix of your entire beingâyour scent, your values, your tits that looked absolutely amazing in that low topâor maybe it was the new experience that had him so heated, but heâd usually be able to go longer than this, he had stamina goddamn it.
You pulled away from his cock with a lewd pop, replacing your mouth with your hand, pumping him fervently. Sweet, sweet torture⊠âItâs okay, puppy. You can come. Iâm not done with you, though. You can come and then Iâll work you up all over again, hm?â
Felix nodded, frantic, his eyes jumping from your hand working his cock to your face, to your eyes staring right into him. As soon as you took him back into your mouth he was gone. âShit, fuck⊠Youâre seriously⊠Iâm gonna come, fuckâŠâ
You bobbed your head once, twice, thrice, and then his mind went blank. An assortment of swears and grunts and moans flew past his lips as he shot his load down your throat, and you kept blowing him through all of it, even when he stopped coming, bringing him to the brink of oversensitivity.
âShit, wait, too muchâŠâ He whined, writhing against the door. For a moment, he thought you wouldnât stop, he honestly wouldnât be surprised if you didnât.Â
But thankfullyâor regretfully, he couldnât decideâŠâyou took pity on him, finally letting him fall from your mouth and staring up at him with a satisfied smile on your face as you looked at him taking deep breaths. When you stood on your feet and kissed him again, Felix really started to feel lightheaded, drunk on your scent, on his own taste on your tongue.
âYou okay?â You asked, and it seemed like you genuinely cared, which honestly made his heart flutter.
âMore than okay, holy shitâ, Felix replied between kisses, making you chuckle. You instructed him to take his t-shirt, his shoes, his jeans and underwear off, and he did it without hesitation.
âCome here, pupâ, you tugged him away from the door, walking a few strides and pushing him to sit on the sofa, straddling him as soon as he was seated.Â
His hands came to rest on the curve of your ass, and before his hazy mind could register the movement, you had already tugged your shirt and your bra away from your body. His mouth watered at the sight of your breasts falling into their natural place, and right there, sitting on top of him, you truly, truly looked like a goddess.
âFelixâ, your hand came to his nape, caressing his skin softly. âYou seem to be very focused on my chest. Just like you were yesterdayâ, shit, he had been caught, but honestly, he couldnât find it in him to care at all.
âHow could I not? Shit, look at theseâ, he moved his hands to cup your tits, squeezing them gently. You allowed him to do it for a few moments, but then you took a hold of his hands, placing them on your ribs, right below your breasts.
âWanna suck on them, pup?â You kept his hands pressed to your skin, and he immediately nodded, sucking you eagerly when you pulled his face to your breasts.
He didnât know how long he spent with his mouth attached to your chest while you rolled your hips to get some friction from his already hardening length. All he knew was that when you came from the attention he was giving to your tits, from the grind of your still clothed core against him, the sound of your moans and your soft praises had him almost coming again.
That afternoon, after you took him from that sofa to your room, after you slid a condom on his cock and rode him until he couldnât take it anymore, Felix left your flat all levels of fucked out of his mind, with a promise of another date, and an almost bashful âyou think Hyunjin would like to meet me?â
As soon as he was back home, he made his way to his bedroom, finding Hyunjin propped on the headboard of the bed with a sketchbook and a pencil in his hands.Â
Felix plopped on the bed, sighing contently, and Hyunjin immediately chuckled in response.
âJinnie, baby. You have to meet her, seriouslyâ, Felix turned to his side and propped himself on his elbow, looking at Hyunjin.
âYou think Iâd like them?â His mate asked with a chuckle, barely even looking up from the piece he was working on.
âIâm sure you will, shitâŠâ
Hyunjin agreed to meet you, so Felix gave him your contact, and in a couple of days, you two went on a date.
Felix wasnât sure why he felt so incredibly excited at the prospect of you and Hyunjin going on a date. Maybe it was the fact that they both hardly ever found a common partner, and he was sure heâd enjoy his relationships much more if Hyunjin could be involved.
So he laid on his sofa that day, playing games on his phone and waiting for Hyunjin to come back home.
It was getting dark by the time Felix heard the tell-tale signs of a key going into the keyhole. Hyunjin stepped into the flat with languid steps, dropping his bag on the floor right by the entrance and making his way to the sofa. Felix fixed his gaze on him, looking at his every move. His hair was tousled, his shirt wrinkly and barely even tucked into his jeans, and Felix couldâve sworn he was limping a bit.
Finally, Hyunjin plopped on the other end of the sofa, slouching and staring at the ceiling, and Felix slung his legs over Hyunjinâs lap. He was silent for a while, but Felix didnât push him, he simply kept quiet and waited for Hyunjin to gather his thoughts.Â
âHoly shitâ, were the first words coming out of Hyunjinâs mouth, just as he brought a hand to softly caress Felixâs calf.Â
âHowâd it go?â Felix couldnât hold back any longer. He needed to know.
Hyunjin gestured in front of his chest, with his eyebrows high on his face. âTits. ShitâŠâÂ
Felix snorted at the comment, amused by the daze his partner was in. âI know, right?â
âThat wasnât normal, Lixâ, Hyunjin finally looked at him, with an indecipherable glint of something in his eyes. âIâve been with alphas before, but whatever that was went completely beyond thatâ.
âIt kinda felt likeâŠâ Felix started, unsure if he should say it.Â
But Hyunjin clearly decided to say it instead. âLike when weâre togetherâ.Â
âItâs crazy, though. We barely know themâ, Felix was trying to find a logical explanation, anything factual, and not based on folklore.Â
Hyunjin snorted. âDarling, weâre dogs. What does it matter? Shouldnât we follow our instincts? How many people can say theyâre as lucky as us? I canât believe we finally found a common matchâ, he carded his fingers through his hair, slumping further in his seat.
âSo, that means that youâd like to⊠Include her? Like⊠The three of us being a thing?âÂ
âAfter what I experienced today? Hell fucking yesâ, Hyunjin chuckled. âAs long as they want to. Itâs all a bit⊠Newâ. Â
âMm, it isâ, Felix finally sat down on the sofa, sitting close to Hyunjin and dropping his head on his shoulder. The mix of his and your scent on his clothes had his heart doing somersaults in his chest.Â
Dating you was⊠Interesting. At first, youâd go on dates separately, either you and Hyunjin, or you and Felix, the three of you just getting used to one another. Until one day, finally, the three of you went out together.Â
Felix found it incredibly exhilarating, walking around with an arm around Hyunjinâs waist while holding your hand. It all felt just so⊠Natural. Easy. Just like it had been when Felix and Hyunjin started to get really close, when they figured out what they meant to each other.
It was all just so much fun, and he was having the time of his life.Â
Eventually, you needed to meet Chris. If Hyunjin and Felix wanted you to come over, they needed to make sure that their packâs alpha approved of your presence at the den, and, honestly, Felix respected Chris way too much to not follow this rule, especially because it was one of the very few ones they had at all.
Chris was a bit guarded when you came to his flat to meet him for the first time. He was super stiff, and a bit more stoic than usual. Felix was sure it wasnât the fact that you were an alpha per se, but the fact that you were an alpha that just wouldnât stop shamelessly checking his girlfriend out, and it was probably triggering his instincts.
Felix had told you of their relationship before, but maybe he shouldâve been a bit more explicit on how looking at her Like That could possibly bring your chances of coming and staying here to absolute zero.Â
Hyunjin had noticed, too. And he had been trying his best to distract you enough so you would stop. It wasnât until Chrisâ girlfriend excused herself for a moment, when Chris left the room and followed her, that both Felix and Hyunjin lunged at you.Â
âDarling, please. Iâm begging⊠Stop checking her out. Chris is very possessive of our dear motherâ, Felix urged, speaking as low as he could.Â
âOh my God. Was it obvious?â You sounded genuinely distressed about it, and it made Hyunjin facepalm himself.Â
âOf course it was fucking obvious! Youâre not exactly the epitome of discreet, loveâ, Hyunjin whispered-shouted.
âShit, I didnât mean to⊠I honestly have zero intentions with her. Sheâs just⊠Hot. Looks soâŠâ You made squishing motions with your hands. You really didnât need to say it, their packâs mother was certainly very soft and squishable, Felix often found himself going for hugs or cuddling, so he understood, but his relationship with her was entirely familial, completely different to what you were doing right now, and it would never trigger Chrisâ natureâunless the man was close to his rut, but those were technicalitiesâŠ
âIâm just⊠Admiring, you know? Can you blame me?âÂ
âNoâ, Hyunjin sighed, dragging his hand over his face. âBut please stop looking at her like that. If thereâs anyone off limits at this den, itâs herâ.Â
You pouted, looking slightly annoyed, but you nodded regardless, finally taking a deep breath. âI know you guys are right⊠Iâll do my best not to start any fights over pretty girls here. No promises, thoughâŠâ
When Chris and his girlfriend came back, your staring had finally stopped. Regardless, when they returned, Chris held onto his girl like the most obnoxious koala, and as usual, she didnât seem fazed at all by this.Â
You gave Chris a bit of context on your life. Your den, your pack, but most importantly, you told him the values and foundations of your pack, which were very similar to Chrisâ own. That, added to the fact that you stopped looking at his girl, had seemed to soften his entire demeanour.
âThey can stayâ, Chris told Hyunjin and Felix that same evening after you left. âThey seem nice and I like what sheâs doing with their packâ.Â
Felix heaved a sigh, feeling immensely relieved. At least, until Chris spoke again.Â
âBut, respectfully, tell her to fucking stop looking at my girlfriend like that. At least when Iâm around. It fucks up with my head, and itâs incredibly unpleasant, okay?â
Chris didnât sound particularly angry, mostly just annoyed. Felix knew you wouldnât make any real advances towards his girlfriend, just like Chris probably knew you wouldnât, either. Not to say how they all knew his girl just wouldnât even acknowledge any potential advance. Hell, Felix doubted she even noticed you were looking at her like that at all, she only ever seemed to register Chris in that regard.
But at the end of the day, just like Hyunjin often said, they were dogs, and they often had to fight their animalistic instincts with an insane amount of human self control, which could honestly get quite tiring.
With the approval of their alpha, you started to regularly come to their denâmore specifically, to Hyunjin and Felixâs flat, of course. You wouldnât spend the night that much, though, which was completely understandable. After all, you had a den of your own to attend to.Â
Some nights, Felix wished he could be snuggled between you and Hyunjin, he wondered how that would be like quite often.Â
When he told Hyunjin about this, he simply chuckled and said âweâd need to get a bigger bed, then. You and I can barely fit on oursâ, which honestly sounded like an amazing idea to Felix, but Hyunjin shattered his fantasy when he added, âhow would you be snuggled between us if you love to sleep at the foot of the bed, though?â which was also an excellent point on his partâŠ
Regardless, you came over often, to meet Hyunjin if he was there, to meet Felix if he was there, or to meet them both if they were both there. It didnât really matter, you just dropped by and spent time with either or both and left your scent everywhere and Felix honestly loved it more than he couldâve ever imagined. There was hardly anything that made him as happy as the mix of your scent and Hyunjinâs all over him, it made him feel giddy, and warm, and loved.
âThatâs it, Lixie, baby⊠Youâre doing so wellâŠâ
The sound of skin slapping against skin filled the room. Kneeling on the sofa, with one hand on your hip, the other fondling one of your breasts, and his chest firmly pressed to your back, Felix buried his face in the crook of your neck, moaning against your skin as you kept pushing your hips back to meet his thrusts. He felt just so drunk on your scent, on the feel of your ass hitting his pelvis, and the tight grip of your walls around his cock.
âYou smell so⊠Good, fuckâŠâ Sweat collected at his temples, he rolled your nipple between his fingers, making you moan, the sound turning to a blissed chuckle.
âYou do, too, pup. Fresh⊠Like petrichorâ, you told him simply, pushing your hips back harder, faster.
How many times had this sofa seen you two fuck in the past handful of months? Felix wasnât sure, but he was sure it hadnât been enough, he needed more of it. He loved doing it here, right in the living room. He wasnât sure why. Maybe it was the fact that your scent would linger in the fabric after you left and heâd get to smell it for days after when laid down.
Suddenly, you stopped moving, and Felix instinctively stopped moving as well as the sound of his front door opening reached his ears.
Okay, maybe it could also be the fact that Felix knew Hyunjin loved coming back home to the sight of his partners having sex that made him enjoy fucking on this sofa so much.
âYou guys are fucking without me?â Hyunjin dropped his belongings at the entrance, pouting, quickly making his way to the sofa.
You chuckled, pressing a kiss on his lips once Hyunjin kneeled in front of you, wrapping his arms around you and Felix, sandwiching you between them. âYou were taking too long to come home, Jinnieâ.
âToo long, sweetheartâ, Felix let go of your breast to grip the collar of Hyunjinâs shirt, pulling him in for a kiss, too.
Hyunjin sighed, burying his face in the crook of your neck, while Felix did the same on the other side. âGot caught up at workâŠâ
âYou work too hard, honeyâ, you told him, wrapping one of your arms around his waist, pulling him further into you, striking a normal, almost domestic conversation as if your walls didnât have a vice grip on Felixâs length.
âDid you at least manage to fix that part of the mural you didnât like?â Felix asked, caressing Hyunjinâs hair, continuing the conversation as if he wasnât rock hard inside of you.
âI didâŠâ Hyunjin pressed his nose to your pulse point, inhaling deeply, audibly, and it made you chuckle.
âWanna join us? Or are you gonna stay there and watch?â Felix could feel his cock twitch when you asked that, and honestly, either option sounded exactly like absolute heaven to him.
âHave to clean up, Iâm covered in paintâ, Hyunjin finally detached himself from your neck, looking between you and Felix with a sad pout on his lips. âYou guys go on, Iâll join you after a showerâ.
With a quick kiss to both of you, Hyunjin hurriedly retreated to the bathroom.
Felix attached his lips to your shoulder, peppering your skin with kisses as you took a hold of both of his hands and brought them to your chest. âWanna keep going, Lix? Or do you need a break?â
He squeezed your breasts, trapping your nipples between his fingers, and the way you clenched around him with the motion had him salivating, truly making him feel like a dog. Like a really horny dog. âLetâs keep going. Or Iâll dieâ.
Reaching behind to take a hold of his hair, you turned your head, finding Felixâs lips for a heated kiss. As soon as your hips started to push back against him again, he groaned, the sound getting lost in your mouth while you held him tightly in place, ravishing his mouth.
Tugging his head back a bit, your lips attached to his jaw, the lack of your mouth on his own let his blissed grunts and groans and moans spill freely out of his mouth. He quickened his pace, and you immediately matched the rhythm. Between your scent and the sounds you were making and the slapping of skin and the delicious feel of you wrapped around him Felix started to feel lightheaded, heâd been so close to coming so many times throughout the entire evening he was sure heâd explode at any moment.
âDarling⊠Iâm so, so closeâ, Felix couldnât help but groan as soon as you started to move even faster, holding his hair tighter.
âCome whenever you want, sunshineâ, when you kissed him again, when you started to rub circles on your clit and clenching so, so tightly around him, Felix knew he was done for, he wouldnât last much longer.
Holding your hips and burying his face in the crook of your neck to get close to your pulse point, he snapped his hips as hard as he could, chasing that sweet, sweet relief, and as soon as he took in a deep breath and your scent engulfed him fully, his mind clouded.
âFuck, fuck, Lixie, babyâŠâ A growl resonated from deep within your chest as soon as you got your release, it made him shiver, and coupled with the feeling of your walls clenching repeatedly around his length was enough to send him over the edge.Â
Felix came with a deep, low growl, shooting his load into the latex. A low rumble started to resonate within him as he kept coming, and it remained even after your cunt had milked the very last drop.Â
âAww, youâre rumbling. What a cute little pup you areâ, you chuckled, slightly breathless.
Felix felt himself flush. Taking a hold of the condom at the base to secure it in place, he carefully pulled out of you, tying a knot and dropping the soiled latex on the floor to pick it up later. He plopped on the sofa, panting a bit, still rumbling, and he couldnât help but scoff.
âAnd what about it?âÂ
âNothingâ, you laid on top of him, kissing his cheeks, making him flush further. âYouâre just really cuteâ.
ââCourse I amâŠâ Felix mumbled, wrapping an arm around your waist and holding you close.
You just chuckled, pressing a loud, brief kiss on his lips.
After a quick moment of hydration, and as soon as Hyunjin was out of the bathroom, you and Felix pulled him into the bedroom, pushing him to the bed, not even giving him a chance to dry himself properly. You kissed Hyunjin fervently, just as Felix sucked love bites on his neck, eliciting a whimper from his mouth.
âDarlingâŠâ Hyunjin mumbled against your lips, trying to get your attention. âWant to⊠Would you let meâŠâ With Felixâs languid strokes on his cock, Hyunjin could barely speak, and it had Felix growing impossibly harder against the curve of Hyunjinâs ass.
âWhat do you want, puppy?â You brought a hand to his chest, toying with one of his nipples, making him whine.
Hyunjin swallowed thickly, pushing his hips back against Felixâs length. âYou⊠Want to taste you, pleaseâ.
âYou want a taste?â You quirked a brow, pinching his nipple harder, making him swear and rut his hips harder against Felix. âWhat do you think, Lixie? Should I give our dear omega what he wants?â
Felix chuckled softly, licking the shell of Hyunjinâs ear, quickening the pace of his hand around Hyunjinâs length, reducing him to a whiny mess.Â
âHe asked nicely, baby. Our Jinnie has had a hard day today, havenât you, love?â Felix asked, and Hyunjin simply nodded in response, burying his face in the crook of your neck to get as much of your scent on him as he could. âI think he deserves a treat. Donât you?â
âAre you turning soft on me now, Lixie?â You chuckled, but you pulled yourself away from Hyunjin anyway. He whined in protest, and you hushed him gently. âBut I agree. Today our prince gets what he wantsâ.
Hyunjin hardly ever didnât get what he wanted. Just that sometimes, what he wanted wasnât for you and Felix to pamper him. Most times, he wanted to be ruined, to be played and toyed with however you and Felix pleased, to do whatever you wanted to him. Today didnât seem like one of those days, so Felix didnât see any reason to not give him what he asked for, just like you didnât seem to, either.
Sitting against the headboard, you sat with your legs open, and Hyunjin immediately scrambled to get close to your core. The moment his tongue made contact with your skin, he groaned, and you bit your lip, looking at his every move. Felix just placed his hand on the back of Hyunjinâs head, softly caressing the strands as he enjoyed the sight of his tongue licking you, of his plump lips sucking on you.
âBabyâŠâ You made grabby hands towards Felix, and he could feel his heart swell in his chest just by the way you looked at him, with need, and want, and maybe even love. âKissâ.
Felix wasted no time, planting his lips on yours, relishing your moans against his lips, relishing the feeling of Hyunjinâs head bobbing and moving between your legs as he held him in place. Your tongue pushed its way inside Felixâs mouth, right as your hand wrapped around his length, and the sudden contact had him moaning immediately.
Your other hand joined Felixâs on Hyunjinâs head, further pushing him against you. Very quickly, the room filled with the sounds of your moans, of Felixâs moans, of Hyunjinâs moans⊠Groans, grunts, whimpers, and whines mingled with one another, to the point where it was hard to know from whom the sounds were coming out from. But it didnât matter. All that mattered was Hyunjin between your legs and your hand around Felixâs cock⊠All that mattered was the mix of your scents in this room on this bed and the amount of lust and love pouring out of all the three of you and bouncing off the walls.
Lately, there was nothing Felix enjoyed more than getting lost on his lovers bodies, than the feeling of you and him and Hyunjin just sharing your warmth, your pleasure, and as he felt you tense under Hyunjinâs quickening tongue, as he felt your grip on his cock tighten the further his mate worked you up, he knew there was nowhere else he wanted to be than right here, in this moment.
Felix detached his mouth from your lips, attaching himself instead to your neck, licking at your pulse point for a momentâjust enough to get a concentrated taste of you, quick enough to not trigger your alpha instincts. The contact of his tongue on your neck was gone almost as soon as it started, and he finally moved away from your neck to attach his lips to your cheeks, groaning and moaning against your skin.
âYou wanna make me come, Hyunjinnie?â You asked, and Hyunjin nodded, sucking your clit into his mouth, making you throw your head back against the headboard.
âMake our alpha come, Jinnieâ, Felix pleaded, pushing Hyunjin further into you. âUse that filthy mouth of yours just like you know how to, and later, you can get my cock, tooâ.
Hyunjin moaned, the sound strained and muffled as he got lost in your heat.Â
âOur sweet prince just wants to have his mouth full, doesnât he?â You pressed a kiss on Felixâs lips, and he felt you shiver and tense further. âAlways eagerâŠâ
The closer you got to your high, the more your scent seemed to intensify, and Felix was almost drunk on the smell of fresh fruits and the forest. He rocked his hips, fucking your fist just as his tongue kept dancing against yours.
The sounds of your wet kiss, the sounds of Hyunjin slurping you up, the squelching sounds of your fist around his length had Felixâs head spinning, and when your release washed over you, the feeling of you trembling and the smell of your arousal in the air almost, almost made him come, too.
With a tight grip on Hyunjinâs hair, you got him off of you, tugging him up for a kiss, a kiss Felix couldnât help but join, moaning at the taste of you on Hyunjinâs tongue.Â
âSatisfied? Happy you got what you wanted?â You asked as soon as Hyunjin separated his lips from yours, sounding incredibly confident for someone who was still panting for air.
Hyunjin nodded, whimpering when you tugged on his hair again. âGood. Now be a good boy and lay down for us, hm?â
Hyunjin scrambled, laying on his back and watching as you took a condom from the box that had been hastily thrown on the bed earlier. As soon as you slid the latex on his length and you made sure it was securely in place, you straddled him, sinking yourself on his cock in one swift movement, eliciting a shared groan of relief.
You didnât move, you just sat on him, watching as Felix got close to Hyunjinâs head, kneeling with his length in his hand. Hyunjin looked up at him, with his eyes all glossy and with flushed cheeks, his chest rising and falling with deep breaths. Truly a sight to behold.
âPlease, LixieâŠâ Hyunjin begged, and you chuckled from your place on his lap, making him flush further.
âSo desperate, baby. As if you didnât just have your mouth busy⊠How needyâŠâ
âIf thereâs one thing our Jinnie is, is needy. Arenât you, love?â Felix chuckled, caressing Hyunjinâs cheek briefly, only to finally move closer to him, slapping his length against his cheek, making Hyunjin flush further. âA textbook slut, arenât you?â
Hyunjin swallowed, nodding. The sound of a hand hitting skin resonated in the room, the slap Felix gave Hyunjin made his mate moan as soon as his palm made contact with the skin, and Felix gripped his chin tightly with one hand right after. âArenât you?â
âYes!â Hyunjin whimpered, writhing a bit under Felixâs hold, and it made him feel tingly all over, tingly with lust and love and need. âYour slut!â
âGood boyâ, you chuckled, pinching one of his nipples, making him squirm.
âIndeed. Our good little slutâ, Felix let go of Hyunjinâs chin, caressing his cheek after.
âPlease⊠Move, pleaseâ, it wasnât very clear to whom Hyunjin was talking to, to you who had been sitting on his length for a while now, completely unmoving, or to Felix who had his cock so close to his mouth, but not letting it touch his lips at all. Most likely, it was directed to the both of you, but Felix decided to move first anyway.
âOpen up, then, my dearest princeâ, Felix couldnât help but groan as soon as Hyunjinâs lips wrapped around him, sucking him eagerly, moaning around his length as he bobbed his head.
âThatâs it, sweetheart⊠You always look the prettiest, the most handsome, with your mouth stuffed full of my cock, you know?â Pushing the tip of his length against Hyunjinâs cheek, Felix slapped the bulging skin a bit, relishing the way Hyunjin closed his eyes and moaned in bliss.
You chuckled from your place on Hyunjinâs lap, placing your hands on his chest for leverage and finally starting to bounce on his cock, making him whine and whimper as Felix kept thrusting into his mouth. âLook at you, Jinnie, dear. So pretty. Moaning for us like the prettiest bitch in heatâ.
âMoaning like our perfect slut, you meanâ, Felix chuckled, the sound breaking into a moan of his own as Hyunjin started to move as well, meeting Felixâs thrusts, letting his cock ease into his throat.
âThat, tooâ, your pace was ruthless, the sound of his gagging and your skin hitting Hyunjinâs had Felix salivating, and he wasnât sure where to focus. On his forever mate choking on his cock, or on your tits bouncing with every single one of your movements, or where Hyunjinâs length kept disappearing within your heatâŠÂ
Hyunjinâs moans were getting increasingly more desperate, Felix could feel his orgasm grow incredibly close, and as soon as he locked eyes with you while he kept thrusting into Hyunjinâs mouth, he knew he wouldnât last.
âCome here, Lixie. Letâs give our precious little omega what he wantsâ, you urged, quickening your pace.
âFuck!â Hyunjin started to swear as soon as Felixâs length fell from his mouth, his blissed out noises now spilling freely from his swollen lips without the foreign body fucking his mouth.
Felix moved closer to you, just as you got off Hyunjinâs length and pulled the condom off of him, dropping it somewhere behind you to collect later. With his hand around his cock, Felix leaned into you, kissing you sloppily as he jerked himself, as you pumped Hyunjin with a tight fist.
Hyunjin was moaning a lot, Felix was grunting a lot, you were borderline growling, and it was all so much, so intense, Felix could feel his entire body tensing, and he was ready to burst at any second now.Â
The second you bit Felixâs lip, he couldnât hold back anymore. Muttering a quick warning to no one in particular, and with a few more strokes, he finally came, spilling all over Hyunjinâs abdomen, his climax clouding his senses completely as all the tension finally left his body. He opened his eyes just enough to look at your hand around Hyunjinâs length, and if he hadnât been lightheaded before he wouldâve certainly been now at the sight.
âCâmon, Jinnie. Wanna come for us? For your precious mate and your dearest alpha?â Hyunjin frantically nodded in response to your question, gripping the bed sheets tightly in his fists, moaning and swearing and making all assortments of unintelligible noises under your ruthless grip.
With one final, drawn out moan, Hyunjin came, some of his seed dripped all over your fingers, while the rest landed on his torso, soiling him and mixing with Felixâs cum. As soon as the last drop was out of his mate, Felix dived, licking the mixture of their releases into his mouth. With his tongue thoroughly coated in their juices, he kissed Hyunjin, pushing his tongue into his mouth.Â
Hyunjin whimpered, pushing his tongue against Felixâs briefly, until finally you came close, and Felix simply moved his head enough so you could join in. And truly, Felix had never felt any more fulfilled than he did in this very moment, sharing that kiss with his two favourite people in this world, in that mess of tongues and lips and fluids.
With a satisfied sigh he dropped on the bed, laying next to Hyunjin just as you left the room, picking up the used condom from the floor on your way out. When you returned with a soaked washcloth in your hand, you cleaned up the mess that had been left on Hyunjinâs abdomen, murmuring soft words of encouragement as you did so. Felix simply took the cloth from you after to wipe the remnants of his release from his length just as you laid next to Hyunjin, pulling him to your chest, and pressing a kiss to his forehead.
As soon as Felix turned on his side, pressing his chest to Hyunjinâs back, Hyunjin started to rumble, letting out a content sight at your soft caresses on his hair and at Felixâs tender kisses on his shoulder.
âYou should stayâ, Hyunjin mumbled against your chest after a while, making you chuckle.
âI canât tonight, pup. Iâve got to prepare this whole thing at the den⊠Theyâll be waiting for meâ, you answered simply, and when you looked at Felix he gave you his best puppy eyes, adding a sad pout for good measure.
You gave him a smile in response, pinching one of his cheeks. âI really canât, Lix. Donât make this any harder for meâ.
âWe just⊠Miss you when youâre goneâ, Felix pressed his body further against Hyunjin, just as you did the same, effectively sandwiching him further between you two.
âWe doâ, Hyunjin reaffirmed, practically suffocating between your breasts, probably exactly where he wanted to be.
You sighed, tucking a strand of hair behind Felixâs ear. âI miss you guys, too. But you know I just⊠Canât leave my packmates. Theyâre my family. And I know you guys wonât leave Chris, so⊠Thisâll have to do for now. Weâll figure something out eventuallyâ.
Felix just hummed, closing his eyes for a bit to enjoy the warmth of your palm on his cheek, to enjoy the rumble of Hyunjin against his chest, to ignore the need to find that solution right now. There was no point in dwelling on it when it truly was a bit of a complicated situation, and his post-coital state certainly didnât make it any easier to make logical decisions.
The three of you laid there for a while, just sharing some body heat, some light conversation, until you moved to the bathroom to clean up, until you eventually had to call it a night and leave.
As Felix laid in bed with Hyunjin that night, curled up in a ball at the foot of the bed just how he loved to do, he realised that, he had truly never believed in soulmates, but if such a thing existed, he was one hundred percent certain having one would feel just like it felt when he was with you and Hyunjin.
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