#anyways i am not a horror writer
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while Her Imperious Condescension's colonial pursuits never falter, She does take breaks.
And when She stops, So do I.
And, on some rare occasions, when the crew leaves the docked ship to visit a space station,
I get to leave with them.
Onboard the station, they take care of me, as ordered.
I can't function well without the wires anymore.
Doesn't matter, I'm always connected to wires these days.
The mechanics dote on me, and I'm often the most intact of the helmsmen docked for maintenance.
Sometimes I wish the crew would be more careless with me, and give me a chance to fade, like the rest of them do.
But, I know that all She will give me are a few, rare, days.
Spent in my small body looking outside, for as long as She will allow. So I go through the motions.
#i am an awful writer which is why i stick to drawing but anyways I couldnt get this idea out of my head so i had to make it happen.#heres a long ass dumbass comic thing ty#homestuck#myart#homestuck fanart#the helmsman#the psiioniic#homestuck ancestors#her imperious condescension#psiioniic#mituna captor#body horror#gore#blood#violence#ask to tag
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(alan wake-gravity falls crossover) man i love that character. you know, the deeply paranoid author who made a pact with a dark entity that ultimately ended with him stranded in another dimension separated from his loved ones for years at a time? takes place in the pacific northwest? has twin imagery associated with him and a reoccurring specific piece of symbology related to the unfortunate situation they're in? doesn't ever explain the reasoning behind his actions and instead just kinda goes "bro trust me"? yeah he also wears an outer layer of clothing with elbow pads on it, that one.
#my art#stanford pines#alan wake (the man)#ford pines#gravity falls#alan wake#remedyverse#SAtT au#i am. normal about the crossovers i make up.#what do you mean the esoteric weird horror game about stories and the disney cartoon about family dont have a shared audience. sounds fake.#anyways the comic on the right is in honor of a joke i had to scrap in my fic wip due to a perspective switch.#rip that joke i thought you were pretty funny. i like the idea of alan critiquing his own manuscript pages upon the events happening.#oh i should probably do a warning since theres that crunchy image of the aw2 alan death screen huh. uh#blood#aw2 alan death screen my beloved. literally made me go ''oh god'' out loud in shock and horror when i first saw it#anyways did you know theres an au to this objectively already an au crossover. i call it ''bill cipher gets sent to the shadow realm''#bill doesn't show up a lot in this au he gets one scene where he taunts ford abt alan being a danger#with the implication that the dark place/presence genuinely freaks him out. but in this self indulgence of a self indulgence#alan essentially manages to trick bill into swapping places with him and bill ends up trapped in the writers room/the dark place.#lmao get yötön yö'd idiot. YOU are aleksi kesä now.#also i like the idea of zane and bill meeting as well as door and bill meeting. i think they might scare bill a little bit.#just like how zane scares me <3 what a cool character what the fuck is his deal#also you may be wondering why alans in his aw2 look and not aw or awan look despite the fact that lines up closer#to when gravity falls happens-ish. well the answer to that is 1: the crossover uses a lot of the elements from aw2#and 2: i like alans long hair and suit and beard. i like the pathetic sopping look when his hair is in his face
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Whumpee with a permanent collar around their neck.
Maybe Whumper used magic or simply a drill to seal a collar on their neck. A chain, a leather collar, one of those super cutesy fuzzy ones with a bow, it doesn't matter. Whumpee screams in pain getting it on and it somehow hurts worse once it's secured and dully throbbing.
The collar is too tight and they constantly feel out of breath. It constantly needs to be covered up with scarves or turtlenecks. They'd rather suffer in the heat than let anyone see. The worst part if that it is a permanent reminder of what happened. And they can't do anything about it without causing serious damage.
#I am SO sorry for not posting recently#I've had a giant writer's block when it came to whump#anyways I had this idea to give one of my whumpees a permanent chain collar/necklace and- ugh#I'm having too much fun designs these whumpees#good guys turned bad my beloved#whump#whump prompt#whump writing#whumpblr#whump tropes#noncon body modification#body horror#pet whump#pet whumpee#nonhuman whumpee
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I ended up really loving this drawing that I did of the two main POV characters of Only Slightly Dead, which has a preorder link now! (For eBooks, because you can’t preorder paperback or hardcover 🫠)
Because this is tumblr and only like two of you are looking at me please enjoy post-book happy twins who have been through a whole horror book to get to this art. I kept drawing them as sad and angry and they needed to be cut a fuckin break for once
#oc art#queer author#queer writer#writing#writers on tumblr#horror books#god you guys I started my new job and I am so profoundly fucking sad that it’s not the one I had#this seems like such a stupid complaint but I met people all day and no one was weird#I can’t remember the last time I felt so much like I didnt belong someplace#anyway here’s the thing that’s been bringing me joy I guess#no daily reality just some little guys I made who go through events and live to see the other side#the only event I’m suffering right now is capitalism#I think ghosts are probably easier to handle#haha fml
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Rouge the Bat & Shadow the Hedgehog, Shadow the Hedgehog & Sonic the Hedgehog, mentioned a lot at least - Relationship Characters: Shadow the Hedgehog, Rouge the Bat, Infinite (Sonic the Hedgehog), Sonic the Hedgehog (mentioned) Additional Tags: Aftermath of Torture, Implied/Referenced Vivisection, specifically, Shadow the Hedgehog Needs a Hug, Rouge the Bat and Shadow the Hedgehog are Siblings, Shadow the Hedgehog Has PTSD - Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, i think i gave him a whole new ptsd too, that is absolutely not how it works but shhh, Febuwhump 2025, Gunshot Wounds, Blood and Gore, Minor Body Horror, Game: Sonic Forces, Game Rewrite: Sonic Forces, Doom Powers (Sonic the Hedgehog), wow its the main idea of this au woahhhhh, Exhaustion, Major Character Injury, Body Dysphoria, Wow these tags are bad, they're accurate though, Title from a Mother Mother Song, specifically have it out shhhhh i didn't alter it at all, Angst, no beta we die like my physics grades still Series: Part 8 of Void does Prompts, Part 2 of Bleed Again (Forces Au) Summary:
[Chaos] Exhaustion | On the Run | Gunshot Wound
Shadow knows about how long he's been here. But today, today he escapes. He needs to find Rouge.
#sonic the hedgehog#Void_Bee fanfics#ao3#ao3 fanfic#ao3 link#fanfic#sonic forces rewrite#shadow the hedgehog#uhhh#cw blood#cw: gore#cw body horror#cw gun violence#cw referenced torture#febuwhump#febuwhump 2025#yeah i know it is absolutely out of order and combining two days and an alt prompt shut up#oh hey also lyric titled fic that isnt from sparkbird look at that its been a while#this au is so fun#i love it i am having so much fun with this#also i stopped using google docs and the joy that has filled me from this is wild#it is overpowering the exhaustion of an insomniac in college this is amazing#anyway yeah i love writing whump. this is why i havent updated denial and disguises in a while. and the writers block but. yeh
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#it sucks being a simp and a whump writer bcs#i want to share in the love of my fave chara but#while i can deffo do keysmashes and delirious sentences smtimes i just#how do u stop urself from sounding like a deranged motherfucker#'i love this guy i just want to dunk him in a tub full of bugs'#(yes im talking ab a specific piece of fanart iykyk)#'yes i think he shud puke his guts out hed be so cute'#'he makes me feel so much i jus wanna beat him an inch from death'#LIKE UGH my impulse control can only do so much#have i ever mentioned that one of my first fic ideas for jamil involved rope?#anyway back to ur regularly scheduled programming#dellet-asides#edit: i am partly referring to limbus company sinclair. he inspires so much whump i want to subject him to the horrors.#hes so whumpable i wanna hurt him 🥺🥺#(thank god i dint end up a kalim stan i wud project so much of my whump brainworms onto him)
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hiii--- i know you mostly post/write about other fandoms but i just want to say that graceful degradation is probably one of THE best fics ive read of all time and i love it so so so much, it had me screaming into my pillow at like 2 in the morning. its such a unique and creative take on his backstory and the ANGSSTTT. oh my god...u are a genius
Thank you so much!!! Portal 2 was something I never imagined myself writing for, but I'm very glad I did, because writing that fic was a blast. It came out of my fondness for 'Flowers For Algernon' (which I read many years ago but has been stuck in the back of my mind ever since) and my need for a Portal fic that suited my particular niche of interests (which included, of course, my dear old friend angst). I'm so glad to hear you think of it so highly! That really means a lot 🥰
#ask#wheatley#wheatly portal 2#portal 2#portal#my fanfic#my fanfiction#I'm pretty sure i know who sent this so thank you very much for reccing the story to others. that was delightful to see :D#and yeah unfortunately i am very much a throw a fic grenade into the fandom and then run off kind of writer#(with some exceptions)#i don't imagine I'll be writing any more portal fanfic in the future but i am very proud of the one that i did do :)#it was really fun writing in a more humourous style than usual (in what ironically is one of my most devastating fics)#(which i suppose is very fitting to the nature of the portal games themselves. a true comedy of horrors)#if you're looking for other great portal fics i have to recommend you the OG good portal fic: Blue Sky by wafflestories (fanfic.net)#if you haven't already of course. there's a reason it's famous (that is to say wow it's good)#it was big inspiration behind me writing my own portal story#anyway! thank you again 100× over! i truly do appreciate your words 💜
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can i say something?
The fact that sam is not focused on in the later seasons is actually fucking amazing if we consider the alternative to be what happened to dean.. which was character assassination if anything.
#like?? look at sam in season 1 and then look at sam in season 14 and you will find such a fucking hard fought patience and kindness#look at dean in season 1 and dean in season 14 and younger dean would've fucking killed himself#spn#and if we view this narrative as a horror narrative then sure#deans character development is great#but the last 10 seasons do not read like that's what the writers were going for so#i dont think we can give them credit#anyways im not trying to vague someone here i just dont want to be rude on your post!#i respect your opinion and you have every right to be disappointed in sams lack of character development#i am too#but honestly when seasons 14-15 were airing#i came to this conclusion#which is that sam fans fucking /won/ bc our character had yknow actual positive development#and then he stagnated#while dean#... god.. just. fuck#unfortunate#lea speaks#this comes from a place of love for dean too bc it really makes me disappointed to look at his arc on whole#like poor dude would've thrown himself off a cliff if he saw how he treated sam in the late seasons#or cas#or jack#sorry for the insane rambling
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cannot fathom bravely announcing that you don’t read books only fan fiction in an advanced fiction writing class. like yeah we can tell
#nothing against fanfic as a concept but you genuinely cannot improve as a writer without reading#also there are definite cues to readers/editors/other writers that your writing experience comes from fic#just as there are tropes and trends in literature there are in fanfic#this story isn’t BAD either it’s just so painfully obvious that the writer doesn’t read horror and is trying to write about vampires#it’s mostly ao3-esque fluffy romance polycule shit and i am suffering a little#anyway#xoxo
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365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 197
Adjective: Mournful
Noun: Quartz
Definitions for those who need/want them:
Mournful: feeling, expressing, or inducing sadness, regret, or grief
Quartz: a hard white or colorless mineral consisting of silicon dioxide, found widely in igneous, metamorphic, and sedimentary rocks, and it is often colored by impurities (as in amethyst, citrine, and cairngorm)
#my girlfriend and i just watched the menu (hence why im a bit late this time)#and omg it was so good#10/10 would recommend to anyone who remotely likes horror and/or comedy#anyway this prompt kind of has two ways to go (max) due to both words having limited definitions#but i like that cos i 1) get to choose whether the 'quartz' is full of 'mourning' or causes 'mourning'#and 2) get to choose the story revolving around that and i can see a lot of interesting ways in which to take that#as per usual i am excited#thanks for reading#writing#writer#creative writing#writing prompt#writeblr#trying to be a writeblr at least
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i really need to find my place on booktok because for some reason its decided im into erotica and i dont know why but i am not T^T i dont even like romance that much my preference for books and romance is when the book is not romance genre and its more complex and probably not even canon qjxiwbfb i only read my erotica via ao3 where gnc is much more likely to come across and i can hand select kinks specifically…. honestly if you are writing erotica books you should be required to do like a tags thing like ao3 so we at least know what we are getting into and if it even matches our type of freaky because thats one shitty thing on ao3 is when you miss a tag and o_O ‼️ what lmfao
#and a problem with these peeps is the dark romantic writers like man i just do not find that sexy#like i can enjoy a dark romantic HORROR where its not romantic but diving into the complexities of abuse and stockholm syndrome and such#but its not hot#you feel me?#i need to go to bed anyway and leave booktok alone and go find asmrtok#my pookie is still missing and i yearn for his return everyday#i am still going to gatekeep him from yall#hes such a cutie pie
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Was trying to figure out what my favorite abnos are and made a tier list to figure it out and realized I like dream of a black swan Way more than I thought I did
#rat rambles#to be clear meh isn't bad just completely neutral eh is slightly bad#most of them are just petty grudges but I do legitimately find child of the galaxy a bit disappointing unfortunately#I really like some of the concepts behind it I just feel like the execution doesnt land#which also applies to several other abnos child of the galaxy just also happens to be built like a doll maker character#bestie has one of my least favorite designs in the entire game I just do not jive with the vibes#the others are mostly just me finding them boring or having gameplay related beef with them#knight of despair would probably be in better graces with me if she wasnt the weakest of a trio where the other two are sick as hell#like Im not the biggest queen of hatred enjoyer in the world but I do rly like her#and king of greed is both sick as hell conceptually and also was my first waw abno#oh and to be clear I am not an old lady voucher shes conceptually very boring but I like her anyways#shes delightful to me and also she has one of my favorite ego gifts#also yes I do in fact like nameless fetus it was my second he abno and also caused me many problems <3#I also just like its logs and feel bad that it's whole gimmick got snatched by censored#I love censored but not cool bestie#little red used to be one of my top faves but as time has gone on Ive become more neutral towards her#I still like her shes just not top favorite anymore#censored would be much higher in my good graces if it weren't for that I have a lot of appreciation for censored#it was my first aleph afterall#but also I enjoy its execution story wise a lot more than I thought I would when first seeing it#generally ~incomprehensible~ horror tends to fall flat often to me as it often feels like the writer going 'just trust me bro it's scary'#but censored actually feels like it Is something y'know? like you're given just enough to make it feel like it is smth that exists and not#just a writer telling you youre supposed to be scared of what is ultimately functionally nothing because they wont yell you shit#also the gameplay of censored is generally quite good asside from the stolen roulette gimmick#but I like nameless fetus a lot and find it massively disappointing that what should have been its big thing was stolen by a bigger fish
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2024 is determined to make me work for it riiiight to the very end lol.🔪🔪🔪 I came back from a 2 day work trip where we pulled like 10 hour workdays and I came back from those to my hotel to work on my thesis defense. Because I'm defending on Friday. All the while I'm dealing with an exceptionally intense period, the cramps literally feel like someone has lit a fire in my poor uterus lol. Oh also I'm working through the weekend all the way to the 31st, I will commit an actual murder 🙂↕️
#@god pleeeease dont let me ger cold sores on my lips before the defense#I want to feel like I look good so I can go in with full confidence lol#period+high stress is usually immediate cold sores for me but we'll see...#anyways I am RESTING after all this idc if they fire me#and by resting I WILL be doing drugs#I mean I will do drugs on some days and drink on others#there's room for everyone here💖#I'm planning on booking a writers retreat for myself in January bc I want to write a short horror comic😈😈😈
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My life won't be complete until I name the other lead in the historical fiction I've decided I'm going to write.
#but I've decided that the reason Jo and the other one get to stay together after the war without question#is because they always just claim they understand each other in ways no one else could.#it makes me kind of sad that they cant have kids so i might give Josie a husband that dies in the war#that when one wakes up screaming the other knows exactly why and is the only one who does.#because they were together through the whole war. they saw the same things.#i might also give one a husband? it wouldn't be Josie.#he would die. that would be part of the excuse too.#“well why don't you nice women marry soldiers? they know the horrors too#“she did. her husband died capturing Passchendaele and you want her to just replace him?#she is a mourning widow. And i am just a friend who understands.#i might give them both husbands. but it depends.#(Josie gives off agreement vibes. like they're both gay and in love with someone so they act as beards)#(whereas the other one gives off “im pretending I like men so he can be happy and i can be accepted” vibes)#but anyway i might give Josie a husband that dies in the war. and then the other one's husband would live through it and they'd stay married#but he would kill himself (within the year probably) as so many soldiers did. and she would be pregnant.#so that they could have a kid. because i think they deserve a kid.#god josie wouldn't know she wants kids but shed be such a good mom if it came down to it#but wait#ww2 if they wanted to sign up for it one of them would have to stay with their kid#I'd think Josie would be the one to go back and serve again. shes suited for it. she was in charge.#but she was wounded. bad i think. possibly just a leg injury but I'd love to go abdominal.#so she was probably honourably discharged. she can't go back. it would have to be the other one.#I don't think my heart could kill off either of them but especially not the other one if it would leave Josie and their kid all alone#james is rambling again#ocs#rambling#thoughts#writer#writing#original character
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I am spinning my homemade blorbos in my head rn but I can't draw good and I don't even have a solid idea of what they look like. They don't even have names. But I know them like my own soul. And they're in love. And they're me. And they're everything. And they love each other. One of them loves soup. Tumblr I'm telling you you'd love these fuckers if only I know how to express anything about them. Maybe I'll write out their backstory and a few of their adventures.
#husband and wife in a fantasy setting. hes huge. shes sleepy. and also some kind of eldritch horror.#they're a power couple you see#my ocs#i should at least make a tag for them even if i dont know their names yet bc i want to post about them to motivate myself to develop them#the horror and her bounty hunter#that works#basically she's cursed with Horrorific Powers that are slowly killing her. she spends most of her time sleeping#when she wakes up its either to kill people to protect her husband or to make and eat soup using ingredients her husband collects#hes a bounty hunter who is always searching for a way to cure her and also find her little treats and special ingredients for her soups#oh yeah and they're nomadic bc of the whole bounty hunter thing. that might seem difficult due to her constant eepiness#do they have a pet donkey? a little wagon? even better. he carries her around in a sling#he is both huge and strong but it also helps that she is very wee#also both of them speak very little#he's just the strong silent type who doesn't have much to say to most people (but he does sing to her and tell her stories)#and she is almost fully nonverbal and makes a lot of chittery and gutteral noises that are off putting to most people#but he understands her (not in a weird magic language way just in a he knows her so well way)#also she's incredibly intelligent! just very foggy most if the time because of her curse/illness#she knows how to write and before the curse starts affecting her acute motor function she actually was a great writer#anyway. i am eepy.#also i think its very obvious that i have a habit of making characters that reflect my disabilities. this is probably the most blatant one#but you see i love myself very much and if you create something from love then what do you have to lose
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Until Dawn makes me uncomfortable...
...Not in a "this is good horror" way. In a "who gave you the fucking right to ruin our spiritual legends" way.
Some context, first: I am a Mi'kmaw person, and my people are among the Algonquians who have traditional legendary stories about ice cannibals. My people call them J*nuaq (singular: J*nu) also often anglicized as Ch*nook (singular: Ch*noo), but they are most commonly known under the Ojibwe name, W*ndigoag (singular: W*ndigo). Now that I've shared those names, I will for the rest of this post simply refer to them as "ice cannibals" out of respect for those who practice the avoidance of referring to them by name, which some people do and some don't.
Obviously there are variations among nations in how these beings are depicted, but I can guarantee you that this thing from Until Dawn...
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...Is not very accurate. It may not be as bad as the whole antlers thing commonly tacked on by white horror writers, but ice cannibals are not stereotypical zombies either, or whatever the hell this thing is.
The ice cannibal I am personally familiar with is described as a giant, emaciated person with an icy heart and incredible Power. They used to be one of the People, but were transformed through either cannibalism or through an evil spirit. Now they are monstrous beings who kill and eat people.
But let's for a second pretend that Until Dawn is 100% accurate in its depiction of these ice cannibals. That doesn't change the fact that the writers, as white people, have no fucking right to even so much as touch these spirits in their story. Algonquian peoples have made it clear time and again that these beings are not for outsiders to fictionalize. They are not your cryptid. They are not your aesthetic. They are not anything that is yours.
And writer Larry Fessenden? He's a repeat offender. This motherfucker is obsessed with ice cannibals. He wrote the 2001 film W*ndigo. He wrote the racist 2008 Fear Itself episode "Skin and Bones" featuring them again. And his biggest claim to fame is Until Dawn, which of course, he pulls out the same shit a third time.
On top of all this, the whole "totem" collection theme in the game is more appropriative bullshit and a classic case of the Tipis and Totem Poles trope. Supposedly the mountain the story takes place on is a sacred place to the Cree in the lore of the game. And yet it's full of Pacific Northwest Indigenous totem-like things?
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So anyway. I really don't care how accurate or inaccurate the upcoming film adaptation of Until Dawn is. I don't want anything to do with it, and I personally hope it flops.
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