#anyways hi baby i missed u
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did u see… j-jake f-f-foreshadow performance…? 🧍♀️🧍♀️i really don’t know what to w myself after that.
I DID. i’m not even going to lie, i started crying 😂 fully started sobbing because he sounded so so amazing and steady and he looked so happy
JUST LOOK AT HIS SMILE AWH
#i’m never recovering from this#like#all of yesterday’s concert#i can’t#i physically cannot#jake preforming foreshadow#hoon crying#JAY ALMOST CRYING#NAH#I WAS NOT BUILT FOR THIS#i spent like thirty minutes on twitter and i was a mess#i’m so proud of jake like i hope he knows that he killed it#foreshadow is HIS SONG#it belongs to him only#anyways hi baby i missed u#stella!#enha!asks#enhypen jake#sim jake
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happy 29th birthday, park jimin (박지민) !
#bts#btsedit#btsgif#dailybts#btsdaily#jimin#park jimin#userbangtan#dailybangtan#usersan#heyryen#userpat#tuserandi#userdimple#raplineuser#rjshope#annietrack#userkelli#usersky#pjmedit#jiminday#***#EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE happy birthday 2 my libra icon !!!!!!!#i miss him so much idk what to do i hope he is healthy and doing his best ;o;#my tiny pocket babie truly idk what i would do without him#the last year of his 20s and he has to be in the military its just :( u kno#anyways this is a HAPPY DAY bc it is JIMIN DAY SO !!!#HAPPY JIMIN DAY !!!!!! lets all stay healthy and happy per jimins wishes uwu#♥♥♥♥
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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#over three weeks now since hes gone#sometimes ill hear a noise and think. ah well there he is. ofc hed be back he wouldnt just leave me like that#like a specific way the wood would creek when hed jump up to his favourite sleeping place. the way his paws sounded against the glass door#the floor when he made his lil tap tap tap walk across the hall.#still haven't put away his boxies or his lil things or his bowls.#i still talk to him like hes lying just out of eyesight in his favourite boxie#we always did my puzzles together (i did the puzzle and he ruined it) and we just started one a few days before he. well.#i miss him all the time everywhere#cant stop crying. but like the curling up on the floor weeping type.#its like missing a limb or part of ur soul lol#collecting his fur like its treasure but then the realisation comes that thats it. thats all ill ever have of him now.#for the rest of my life. just this#and then we're back on the floor weeping lol#but i bought a locket to put some of it in so hes always with me still.#anyway. SUICIDE#bb boy#txt.me#u know the spiel. lets not talk about it i just needed to type it out#bb baby
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genuinely always so shocked to see mirei hate. like literally god forbid women do anything.
#y5 haters in general... does playable haruka mean nothing to you...#DOES SHINADA TATSUO MEAN NOTHING TO YOU...#for legal reasons this is a joke people are allowed to feel however they want about whatever it's just viddy games#and i fully acknowledge y5 and its litany of flaws#of which there are certainly enough for any given individual to justifiably dislike/hate its entirety but I AM A Y5 LOVER THRU AND THRU#saejima's arc is just an arguably less interesting rehash of the one he had in 4?#(jail; jailbreak; betrayed by his lil buddy guy#but now we're sans the interesting character stuff of his feelings regarding the hit. & also i miss his hair.#& that's not even to say i think saejima is boring in y5 i think there's some interesting subtext to take away from his character#unique to this entry but it's pretty hard to deny how much is literally just y4 again but now he's bald)#BUT WHO GAFS he got buffed to hell gameplay-wise and punches bears now#and also baba's a great character and he doesn't have to do a whole chase minigame if a cop sees him anymore#bloated/unfocused feeling in general to the game?#WELL THAT'S JUST MORE CONTENT BABY!!! only a real issue if you're a completionist imo#+ are u telling me you don't wanna drive a taxi? u don't wanna play a video game in which the goal is to drive as normally as possible?#and i loveeeee multiple protagonists yay <3 y0 y4 and y5 are my favs so far lol (up to y6)#kiryu's inclusion in y5 also feels way more justified than in y4. he was so tacked on there i'm trying to remember what he even really did#other than tiger dropping as a boss fight before instantly forgetting how to tiger drop the second he became playable#and losing track of yasuko and getting tag-teamed by akiyama and tanimura (cough) and beating up daigo#but in exchange akiyama becomes the protag that feels kinda tacked on in y5. way less so than kiryu in y4 tho for sure#anyway. weird/strangely justified plot beats? WELL THAT'S JUST EVERY YAKUZA GAME#an arguably strange/poor writing choice for majima especially given how he ended up being written in y0?#well honestly other than the age thing i think it makes him more interesting... he's kinda fucked up!#but i do get why people are /really/ not a fan of it. ik i just said i think it makes him more interesting but if it gets retconned#or even just never mentioned again i wouldn't be surprised tbh and i wouldn't say that i'd mind either#but additionally he's not even a major character in y5 so it feels like it's not really a significant complaint imo#anyway anyone can do this ('this' being acknowledging the flaws of a thing and then letting how much they otherwise enjoy#said thing determine how much they let said flaws influence their overall opinion) ...such is the beauty of subjectivity... i love you.#contra.txt#yakuza
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how many piercings does rm stan have?
...so many, anon.
So...So...Many.
he also quite literally wants more but management implemented a urgent ravenstanban on him putting more holes & reckless, ~juvenile~ piercings on the 'Face of PunkRock Super Band Crimson Dawn'.
he complained soooo much!!!! he was like Okay But Kenny Got To—and they were like raven, kenny is kenny!!!! kenny plays bass and wears the skull face mask, you are The Lead Singer Of The Band, smh.
laaaaame!!!! whack!!!!
why does everyone hate fun and Hot Boy Shit?
speaking of!
welcome to the ravenstan piercing whore couTOUR. <3
( i got weirdly specifically & passionate abt this — soz )
so he has his eyebrow pierced — it's his left one. one of my favorite things i've written lately is that the two dots go from being a colon to a semi-colon when he furrows his brow, haha. he also does wiggle his eyebrow at little kids at the childrens hospital to make them laugh. also the eyebrow piercing has no significance...i just think its cool, lol. but pep!stan wanted to pierce his eyebrow so raven is living his dream...which is actually a nightmare tbh...being a rockstar sucks. :/
i think his nose is pierced in two places? i want to say he's got a lil nose ring on the left side also and his septum is pierced...love u rae. i feel like the nose ring is usually just a lil silver ring moment or its a stud if he...can't find a nose ring...he loses everything, jersey does organize all his lil emo boy hot topic jewelry later btw. i think that happens even before they're dating bc kyle worries abt him, aaa!
anyways! i think the septum is also p standard, like usually its just the little spheres on the ends, sometimes cool spikes happen? i think they were stars once bc i love starboy stan -- but i also saw this really sick one on pinterest that is bat shaped and i got OBSESSED w/ it! i think that happens sometimes on special occasions bc its COOL!!!!
okay...uhhhhh, so his ears are pierced like Everywhere. in every possible place. i think a lot of them are also just little ring moments, studs and stuff, but his industrial is in and i do think R-A-V-E-N is engraved on it, also sometimes there are little lightning bolts or spikes or xs or lil emo boy crosses hanging off the armada of ear piercings on ravens ears that match the big cross earring which i feel like...looks like this? when the big cross isn't in i feel like its usually something sick like OMG ONE TIME IT WAS A BIG SWORD??? or like a skeleton guy hanging off!!! an anatomically correct human heart?
speaking of skulls and skeletons and things!!!!! THE ICONIQUE RAVEN LIP RING!!!!!! it is just a normal ring sometimes like everything else, but i think the ravenstan signature is the one that looks like a sick ass skeleton hand like??? HELLO??? HES SO COOL?
speaking of being rlly cool, if hes feel really spicy, i feel like he breaks out the crazy hot boy lip ring chain that connects to his ear? idk how to explain that...like This? like the edgy lip ring chain cuff? either way, i am obsessed, he is giving half mexican rockstar miyamura from horimiya. and that's so real bc izumi is gods secret emo angel tbh.
the lipring chain thing...does make kyle extremely feral, btw. like the lip ring in general already makes him feral but...Whew! also i do think he has a little chain that matches the sun and moon one on kyle's glasses BC THEY ARE GAY AND REALLY EXTRA AND MATCH!!!!
ravesey is truly a opposites attract-ive uber fine as hell mega sexy power couple i love them so badddd!!!! pleeease kiss me aaaaa
okay so listen hES NOT ALLOWED TO GET HIS NIPPLES PIERCED AND RAVEN WAS LIKE BOO YOURE ALL SO LAME!!!!! but hes quite literally not supposed to draw attention to the chest area ( which...is that why they put him in the tiny little pants? but also they do still put him in the tiny shirts...however as scandy as he is 25/8 no one has EVER seen raven of crimson w/o a shirt on and everyone is down absolutely horrendous about it...kyle...included...*sprays w/ water* )
also the ex cd guitarist ( who was also a college student, particularly in the area of pre-med/being a surgeon ) was like so i did a lot of research and after top surgery, trying to get pierce things around there is not a good idea, its not super safe also, ur nips could fall off.
and ravenstan was like omg ur being Paranoid!!! itll be fine and then one day, oh my GOD, it was just the guys being dudes and it was 147309473 degrees in the CD manwhoresion bc its old af and ravenstan whipped his shirt off and everyone was staring at him and he was like Jesus Christ You Guys Quit Objectifying Me skdlhs and they were like rAVEN YOU ONLY HAVE ONE NIP SLKHDSLKDLSKHDLKHDS AND HE WAS LIKE EXCUSE ME AND WAS LIKE OHHHHHHH MY GOD WHERE THE FUCK IS IT????
when i tell you they were screaming, crying and throwing up, on their hands and knees searching high and low, HEEEELP!!!! also dw, they found it BUT OHHHHHH MY GOD IT WAS SO FUNNY, he had to get it surgically reattached, all was well...but that dream died with like all of the sensation in his chest area p much...amazing.
but like…
are you really bros if u don't drop everything to look for ur other bros nipple graft & give him positive affirmations during his panic attack?
when i tell you the crimson dawn boys were soul bonded....i mean it. they were literally brothers, i love them but shit happens...smh.
OKAY LASTLY THO!!!!! so i think c.d. was raising money for charity bc they are my charity kings and kenny, being very unhinged, was like okay if we get This Many streams on blood moon i will pierce whatever part of ravens body u guys want wHILE RAVEN WAS IN THE BATHROOM?! IM FUCKING??? he came back and was like ok why is everyone laughing wtf was going on and kenny was like, dw worry just uh...how is ur pain tolerance...and do u have an innie or outie belly button for science and he was like eXCUSE ME KHJSLHS
anyways...they were sloshed, as per usje, it was NOT management approved they did it ON STREAM HELP, raven like PASSED OUT, incredible...oh my god. but now ravens belly button is pierced lmaooooooo, i am crying he was not stoked but he put the cool ass pentagram belly button piercing in and it matches the sick waist chain and hes kinda feeling himself tbh...hes so Fine...pray 4 kyle.
i think...that's it? he do b thinking about that nose chain piercing or the labret kENNY WAS TRYING TO HAVE HIM GET THE HIP ONES AND HE WAS LIKE KENNY NO MORE PIERCING THINGS ON THE LOWER HALF OF MY BODY GO TO HORNY JAIL!!!! like i personally think he would have slayed that w the edgy hip tattoos BUT ANYWAYS HES STANBANNED FROM PIERCINGS! but thats ok the only piercing hes looking forward to rn...is jerseys piercing gaze.
amen, gaymen, live laugh love ravesey world domination and hot boy ravenstan with all the fruity emo boy saucy lead singer boy piercings!
-uncle nina, who is surprised my son's belly button piercing did not get infected because that was seriously unethical and unsterile, also i'm still laughing abt raven losing a nipple, that was so unserious
#sorry this was so weirdly detailed#i am very passionate about all the ravenstan piercings#they are very cute to me#like the lip ring w the lip ring chain is my favorite thing ever like he is soo fione there is no reason for that level of harlotry#when i tell u kyles type is literally just cute pathetic goth boy#with all the lil emo boy piercings and the combat boots and the cool dyed hair but is also gods sweet angel#thats so real of him tbh#when u think raven is when u have scary dog privledge but its actually just jersey who...ok ill go into it later#but he pierced One Ear...he was too baby to get the other one pierced like he got swindled into it bc someone was like You Wont!#which is u say that to kyle he is like OKAY BET#but yeah no he had a panic attack in the claires he could not do the other one THEY SAID THEY WERE PIERCING ON THREE THEY PIERCED IT ON ONE#he was not having it omg so its like the only thing abt him thats asymmetrical but the same way that kyle having stan ask for stuff#helps him get confident kyle having things abt him that arent completely level or perfect help him fight his ocd and control issues#love them omg#my sons#also all the raven jewelry is silver w like red accents sometimes bc crimson dawn nation we are UP#when his hair was a little red...truly immaculate content#literally if stan is in gold jewelry its not his and its probably like a kyle necklace or sometimes he steals the other gold kyle sun dangl#earring when he misses him and its the only thing he doesnt lose besides the red heart glass vial necklace#ANYWAYS IM DONE NOW IM OBSESSED
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I MISSED HER SO BAD YOU DONT EVEN KNOW
#I’d enlisted THREE people to figure out why she had deleted all her socials#I checked every day#on ig on TikTok on twitter which I don’t even HAVE#the second this came up on my ig feed I SCREAMED#texted all my friends#Amy is BACK BABY#I’m so excited :)#idk what it is about amethyst she’s just my girl#I’m an Amy Stan from day 1 she was my first pick for who to root for after mtq#anyways hi amethyst I missed u so bad#drag race#rpdr#rpdr 15#drag race 15#amethyst#Amy#rupaul’s drag race#RuPaul’s drag race 15
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🫧⏰ heyyyyyy loopsie pie can i be a greedy little bitch and get bothhhhhhh
I’ve been sitting on your ask for a few days but its because I wanted to give you all of my loopsie games in one go, to catch u up pookie <3
🫧 — a song that matches your vibe
The rhythm the energy every EVERYTHING screams you babes. It’s just so iconic, I mean like uhm, can you play a song with a fucking beat? come ON it got to be yours
This one of course had to be here, like the Vibe of freeing yourself, opening yourself to possibilities, reminds me of u sm.
⏰— which hour of the day I think u are
9 am and it not only has to do with the fact that I think you’re a morning person. It’s also because that hour is very friendly, is an hour where the sun is up, the people is moving and the things are happening and yet, you can take a breath and just, bask in the sun. It’s a moment that allows flexibility but also makes you enjoy the busyness and you’re the mix of both. Hence, 9 am :) such a great hour if you ask me. (I don’t think I assigned it when I did the game so, it was waiting 4 u)
🍋— little moodboard
🗿 — which pin in my Pinterest boards I think you are
I picture you in your can driving to get some ice latte and the second one is pretty self explanatory hahah
🧍♂️— what inanimate object I think you are
I think you are a washi tape with pretty designs, you know those Korean ones? Yeah, those ones so pretty so colorful. I love them!
#can’t believe this took me DAYS#and a lot of tag search because I forgot at least half of these#anyway!! hi baby hope u like them!! :) I miss u don’t disappear that much again#reggie dear#loops plays a game#loops the game maker
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watching danerys edits and all i can think about is how cora's story starts and ends where danery's does . danny's very existence is woven into the fabric of time , when all is said and done , coraline is there , waiting for the targaryens that do have that that calling to the iron throne - she's a witness , a built in advisor to warn the future of past because they're so delicately sown in time that repetition is the biggest downfall of the targaryens - she's a leader in her own right , but there's never been a moment where she's truly felt this calling to BE queen ; it's not her ( has she thought about it ? sure , what targaryen doesn't ? but a thought that remains a thought , &. a thought that actually becomes boring ) i truly feel like she lives because of danerys , have i thought this out in full ? not even a little bit . does it feel right , do i feel it in my bones that there is a thought here that i need to run with ? fucking yes . is danerys that bitch ? she is that bitch &. we love her !
#i do feel like she's been silly and chilled on the iron throne tho because oooo sword chair :3c lemme see 'no that's treason?' nooo haha#im just curious im just a little guy a little pookie its not that deep#SFIOHDFHPOSIHDFOISDF#god i neeeddd to continue my got rewatch im dying i truly be dying#i watched a rewrite on youtube and after that i just doomed myself because i know the final seasons are horrific and im scared:( IODHSFPOIH#sansa my baby girl i miss u :(#so i am less fluent in got timeline than hotd because it was hotd that dragged me into thsi fandom by the fucking throat#anyway . cora is doomed by the narrative . haunted . mourned . mocked . and she loves every targaryen so much that she'd rip her heart out#to see their house thrive#like the girl is loyal forever#and i do think towards the end she wants to curl into a ball and cry and throw up#anyway#hi everyone welcome to mtv cribs ( i live in a cardboard box on the streets and i have king landing written in sharpie on it )#OIHOPFIHSDOIFHSODIFHSODIFF#anywa ythsi is me yapping about a part of the fandom idk shit about :3c and im right. im seeing things. i am a dreamer
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IM SO NORMAL RIGHT NOW
#inside job spoilers#screencaps#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MY FUCK!!#IM GATHERING GIGI ONES RN#SHES GOT WAY MORE TIME IN THE EP SO ITS TAKING LONGER SDNSMDNS#BUT AAAAAAAAAAAAA#OH.... MY GOD... OH MY GOD. OH /MY/ GOD#IM SO UNHINGED RN#earlier I was like 'mhm im gonna sleep at a reasonable time wake at 6 and then watch ij'#I witnessed my husband and now my brain is just 'ok 2 hrs until ij might as well stay up'#MSNDSM who know i may pass out before then idk#ANYWAYS HAVE SOME SCREENCAPS IVE MISSED HIM SO MUCH#hearing his voice was like surfacing for air while swimming AAAAA <333 BABIE IVE MISSED U SO MUCH!!!#ALSO HIS LITTLE EXPRESSION OF 'oh shit' WHEN THE NANOBOTS COME UP??? SO FUCKING GOOD#OK ON TO GIGI LOVE YALL MWA MWA
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Also GENUINELY don't know why so many people are reblogging my terrible comic day post. I genuinely thought it was such a flop I only posted it because Terrible is in the name. It's nice though it made me feel fuzzy so thanks I guess.
#in case anyone is curious the actual punchline was going to be kim writing down in his notebook#that he needs to explain transsexualism to harry later#🙏im a t4t harrykim truther. kim is a trans man and harry is some flavor of genderqueer. i see ppl saying bigender a lot and i like that#i dont fw labels so i also think harry wouldnt fw labels. hes just disco baby#😘#anyway. did you guys miss me making 700 personal posts a day and rambling in the tags to an audience of...#*checks notes* the three people who clearly have my post notifications on and nobody else#hi btw. love u. mwah <3
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Trass.
hi :)
#am I allowed to ask if u want to overwatch duo#sorry im so sorry I genuinely tbh dont expect u to rly answer this BUT I kinda lowkey asked u on discord like a week ago#if it was ok if I like… idk talked to u and wanted ur time like a lil baby#and I see ur on ovw rn#AND IM NOT GONNA ASK bc I don’t…. feel like I have the right to but……….. good luck out there ok and we’ll#if u wanna duo cough cough im here… aha… taah…. sweats and laughs and throws myself off a cliff#anyways. ANYWAYS. sorry sorry. sorry. ok im. im sorry.#hi#I don’t rly know what to say to u but I just#I want… anything.. idk…….. hi#I really really think im so crazy you know#i just#idk anyways alien was sick it was a fun experience w sam btw and im still drunk tee hee. if u couldnt tell#i rly do like those xenomorph critters idk why but I’ve always thought they’re so cool……..#i mean…. acid blood…. they’re so big… BIG TEEF……… very cool……#hhhh…..hhhhi……… <- not sad not desperate aaahahhaahaaaaaahhahhhhaaaahhahahahhahahahahaha#throws myself off a cliff regardless#beeba my beloved#answered#deedis#ew wait I was asking to duo in a tumblr ask here LOL ok sorry I don’t expect u to answer that tbh I rly don’t#I justttttt#idk#idk I just miss u so kuch I hope that’s okay and im sorry#ugh ur prly not even gonna see this I feel so stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid#I mean u prly will but maybe tomo or in quite a few hours or something or#idk I guess that’s okay#idk. idk#anyways… hi I guess
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i dont knowwwwwwwwwww i just. my thing is that i think the changelings could have an interesting place in the narrative given jims whole conflict is about trying to navigate his place in two worlds neither of which he completely fits in but both of which he needs to be his complete and authentic self. but they shoot themselves in the foot by making strickler the main one and they get sooooo close to doing this with nomura before getting bored and doing it again but worse with strickler. so in my mind i think this is why i was so set on addy being a changeling because i want her to fill that narrative role of someone who's ACTUALLY chill about this dichotomy and who really loves this part of herself without the baggage inherent to nomnoms situation (not acknowledging strickler he did most of that to himself). i just think he needs someone who can show him that its actually genuinely very possible to have both halves of his heart especially post-potion. but man. you cant really get there without dancing around the janus order stuff. and i know if she was real it would just be a cheap lampshade like "welllll shes a polymorph so. no familiar no problem" but that opens up a can of worms that i feel responsible for. and just in general the entire thing has so much baggage. i wish this show was GOOD.
#like i like the concept that the changelings were troll babies tortured with dark magic i think for me it justifies arrghs fondness for her#because hes in an extremely similar situation and i think him watching it happen under his command would be enough for him to say hm. i can#do this anymore goodbye. and i like those kinds of dynamics a lot#so i feel like you can just take that aspect and run with it#instead of the familiars give them some sort or mild innate mental magic? so they can write their identities into peoples lives#so you can still get that sense of like. an invader where its not supposed to be#without having to touch goblin baby kidnapping#'but that ruins the whole plot with claire' idgaf figure it out. i would do somwthing wlse with that anyways#they retroactively imply claires magic is innate later on in wizards anyways#so if youre gonna do that just make her brother also have it in some way which would make him a valuable asset if noticed by someone like#strickler. make it smt with the bridge or some other thing where they neeeeeeeed a magic user and itd be too risky to like. kidnap a studen#so they cant take claire. or nobodys noticed she has powers yet#make it so the baby goes missing and nobody seems to remember him at all EXCEPT claire#bcz strickler mind powers. which tangent but u can also use later for his thing w jims mom#and makes the whole 'we have to erase her memories of him' less convoluted bullshit#anyways back on track. just have the baby at the bridge ceremony for magic power reasons and in the conflict smth grabs him and takes him#thru the portal in the hopes of opening the bridge frm the other side#anyways.tthey had options is all im saying and they chose to do it in the worst way possible#just scrap the janus order im not touching that#it was so fucking pointless anyways. they didnt DO anything not one single thing
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#over a month now since my baby boy left me.#genuinely feel sick with how much i miss him all the time everywhere#it feels like its been 15 years and also only half an hour since then#finally got the locket to put some of his fur in so he'll always be with me. which.#made me feel better for approximately 4.2 minutes and then we were back to bottomless endless grief#I miss him and miss him and miss him and miss him and miss him all day every day every second of every minute#his absence is so loud#and i feel so fucking guilty so incredibly fucking at fault its killing me because i should have noticed soon i should have paid more#fucking attention#hes gone and its my fault. my fault my sweet darling angel who only ever loved me is gone#my baby boy deserved so much better#and all i can do is cry about it it doesnt change anything it doesnt make anything better it doesnt bring him back#anyway. i wish I was dead haha#u know the apiel ignore me i just needed to type this out ect and so on#bb baby#txt.me
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Guy who has been without his boyfriend for only 8hrs voice: i miss my fjucking BOYFRIEND >:(
#jay talkin#hes on an airpane back 2 da states for 7hrs everybody wish him a good flight NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OR ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#dealing w vacay being over by: eating as much candy as i can#and getting so engrossed in drawing water and rendering it by hand the hard way that i forget my pizza and burn it.#im DEALING. NORMALLY!!!!#any trillionaires wanna fund a lil fruit so he can go see his bf again and again and again and again. pease. pwease.#(im being sillyfunny im ok <3 i just MISS MY BNOYFRIIIEEEEND DONT LOOK AT MEEEEE ok im normal)#anyway send him beams of positive energy while he's on his flight or face my wrath. hes the worlds best and nicest man and he deserves it o#also hiiiii baby hiiiii sweetie if u see me being sappy on tumblr later ahee ahee (blinking so innocently)#also i ate a rlly sour sweet and now my mouth is a lil ouchy but it was SOOOOOO YUMMY
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good morning team nina! i’m sorry for being a little here nor there, I WANT TO BE HERE REALLY BAD! but my laptop actually finally stopped turning on, which thanks a lot, rest in pieces ( oF SHIT, i Hated that thing! i will say its v hard to answer my asks without a laptop…smh)
but more importantly and the shit Cherry on top of Shit Mountain rn is, i’m currently pretty fkn sick bc one of the kids got me which already sucked…then halfway through yesterday i…completely??
Lost My Voice???
LIKE ITS GONE!!!???
tldr: i sound like an insane v foul demonic cross between roz from monsters inc and a cursed squeaky toy getting run over by a million cars on the highway and i can’t hit any notes higher than like a Bass in choir??? horrifying
but yeah my chest feels like a trash compactor or is that just my cold dead heart beatin idk what’s that like i'm evil n i made jk in my image
i lied im very rs-coded
#nina speaks#me: yapping and complaining#me: LITERALLY HAS NO VOICE???#yesterday while i waited to take my hoevid test#i covered Earth Wind and Fire for the rant girls IT WAS SO FUNNY#I LITERALLY LIKE CANT SPEAK ABOVE A HOARSE WHISPER#i didn’t even notice until my kinders were like#uh miss nina u sound weird#and i was im baby that’s a little mean#not all of us can be raven or crimson dawn#AND THEN I REALIZED ITS GONE ITS ACTUALLY GONE#HOLY FUCK#they are dunking on me LIKE YALL DID THIS#but yeah working on asks on my phone#i want to do the whump sick fic one while im ill#pls note i had a dream last night#and i know it was a dream bc ravenstan was doing toolshed boy stuff#hot boy shit#and fixing something in the cd house#and jerseys nose started bleeding like an anime character#blessed i love toolshed raven he’s so handy#have u seen jersey with a wrench? no? there’s a reason#he’s useless it’s a weapon it cannot be used to make ikea furniture he will start yelling and rage quit#and rs finish it in…five seconds and it’ll be light work#jersey fully willing to submit his work late to pull up a chair and watch#he is insane anyways it was a really good dream#please pray i get better lmaO i feel horrible
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