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enha-stars · 11 months ago

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did u see… j-jake f-f-foreshadow performance…? 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️i really don’t know what to w myself after that.

I DID. i’m not even going to lie, i started crying 😂 fully started sobbing because he sounded so so amazing and steady and he looked so happy

JUST LOOK AT HIS SMILE AWH

#i’m never recovering from this #like #all of yesterday’s concert #i can’t #i physically cannot #jake preforming foreshadow #hoon crying #JAY ALMOST CRYING #NAH #I WAS NOT BUILT FOR THIS #i spent like thirty minutes on twitter and i was a mess #i’m so proud of jake like i hope he knows that he killed it #foreshadow is HIS SONG #it belongs to him only #anyways hi baby i missed u #stella!#enha!asks #enhypen jake #sim jake

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jinstronaut · 3 months ago

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happy 29th birthday, park jimin (박지민) !

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skunkes · 6 months ago

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#a doodley #i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash #anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago #im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up #and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad #like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to #quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen #and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be #and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die #and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago #and your brothers that passed away #recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7 #the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad #said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then #i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was #like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry #im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible #i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad

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wulfhalls · 9 months ago

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#over three weeks now since hes gone #sometimes ill hear a noise and think. ah well there he is. ofc hed be back he wouldnt just leave me like that #like a specific way the wood would creek when hed jump up to his favourite sleeping place. the way his paws sounded against the glass door #the floor when he made his lil tap tap tap walk across the hall.#still haven't put away his boxies or his lil things or his bowls.#i still talk to him like hes lying just out of eyesight in his favourite boxie #we always did my puzzles together (i did the puzzle and he ruined it) and we just started one a few days before he. well.#i miss him all the time everywhere #cant stop crying. but like the curling up on the floor weeping type.#its like missing a limb or part of ur soul lol #collecting his fur like its treasure but then the realisation comes that thats it. thats all ill ever have of him now.#for the rest of my life. just this #and then we're back on the floor weeping lol #but i bought a locket to put some of it in so hes always with me still.#anyway. SUICIDE #bb boy #txt.me #u know the spiel. lets not talk about it i just needed to type it out #bb baby

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6mayhem · 2 months ago

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anyway i need to hang out with my brother again he is the one person who i am pretty sure knows literally everything about me so he's the only person i trust that i can absolutely not disappoint. nothing i can do could be worse than the sum of everything i've been doing to that poor man (and him to me) the past 19 years

#especially now that im back into literally the only interest we actually share on a deep enough level to enjoy it together LOL #i mean we were also both into hannibal but thats just not an enjoyable show to watch together its too much effort #but wow that time we read das boot slash fanfic on the bus together that was awesome #and the time we wrote fanfic together lol LITERALLY WHY DID WE STOP #he has only gotten cooler and more comfortable with his gayness since then we need to write fanfic again ‼️#anyway i feel sorry for every person in my life but i dont think anyone ill ever know could ever have as close a relationship to me as him #were platonic soulmates lol but like not in the spiritual sense bc its pretty obvious that its not some supernatural bond #its juuuust shared trauma haha and the fact that our trauma is so complex and layered that only we will ever truly understand each other #there has been a really rough patch where we practically did not talk for 4... 5? whole years im serious. maybe on the weekends sometimes #while we were stewing in our own shit. but now were inseperable i think it actually pisses off the rest of our family because every time #theres some event where we meet again (we live like 5 hours apart) we only hang around for like an hour before we get in his car #and drive somewhere and hang out there for the rest of the day and night and only return at like 3am drunk #in a sense i guess were catching up on all the missed time #to be honest we both had some horrible shit going on in our heads me with the transgenderism and toxic relationship #him with his anger issues and (what he calls) psychopathy. like ill say this much he was not a good person as a child he was a devil #he was quite literally what some describe as born evil like u know those satans spawns kids that cut off babys fingers and dissect rabbits #all that yk. and i was his first and most frequent victim due to availability lol and my parents did not know any of it and if they did #they ignored it. so yeah u can imagine the relationship was a little strained and for a long time i lived in fear of him #also due to all the death threats and attempts on my life HAHA its kinda funny because i can say all this all detached now #but i think to anyone else this sounds mad as hell. like im not talking roughhousing or being mad at each other #he was always scarily calm and hyperintelligent he was actually diagnosed with some form of like super high intelligence that #makes kids capable of being really manipulative and thats what he used at every turn. everything was always calculated that was scary #if he was nice to me i would question if he was trying to lure me somewhere to hurt me yk?#anyway. sometimes those old thoughts come back when were hanging out alone but mostly i know hes changed and worked on himself #sorry oversharing oh wow

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violentlydefending · 2 months ago

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genuinely always so shocked to see mirei hate. like literally god forbid women do anything.

#contra.txt #y5 haters in general... does playable haruka mean nothing to you...#DOES SHINADA TATSUO MEAN NOTHING TO YOU...#for legal reasons this is a joke people are allowed to feel however they want about whatever it's just viddy games #and i fully acknowledge y5 and its litany of flaws #of which there are certainly enough for any given individual to justifiably dislike/hate its entirety but I AM A Y5 LOVER THRU AND THRU #saejima's arc is just an arguably less interesting rehash of the one he had in 4?#(jail; jailbreak; betrayed by his lil buddy guy #but now we're sans the interesting character stuff of his feelings regarding the hit. & also i miss his hair.#& that's not even to say i think saejima is boring in y5 i think there's some interesting subtext to take away from his character #unique to this entry but it's pretty hard to deny how much is literally just y4 again but now he's bald)#BUT WHO GAFS he got buffed to hell gameplay-wise and punches bears now #and also baba's a great character and he doesn't have to do a whole chase minigame if a cop sees him anymore #bloated/unfocused feeling in general to the game?#WELL THAT'S JUST MORE CONTENT BABY!!! only a real issue if you're a completionist imo #+ are u telling me you don't wanna drive a taxi? u don't wanna play a video game in which the goal is to drive as normally as possible?#and i loveeeee multiple protagonists yay <3 y0 y4 and y5 are my favs so far lol (up to y6)#kiryu's inclusion in y5 also feels way more justified than in y4. he was so tacked on there i'm trying to remember what he even really did #other than tiger dropping as a boss fight before instantly forgetting how to tiger drop the second he became playable #and losing track of yasuko and getting tag-teamed by akiyama and tanimura (cough) and beating up daigo #but in exchange akiyama becomes the protag that feels kinda tacked on in y5. way less so than kiryu in y4 tho for sure #anyway. weird/strangely justified plot beats? WELL THAT'S JUST EVERY YAKUZA GAME #an arguably strange/poor writing choice for majima especially given how he ended up being written in y0?#well honestly other than the age thing i think it makes him more interesting... he's kinda fucked up!#but i do get why people are /really/ not a fan of it. ik i just said i think it makes him more interesting but if it gets retconned #or even just never mentioned again i wouldn't be surprised tbh #but additionally he's not even a major character in y5 so it feels like it's not really a significant complaint imo #anyway anyone can do this ('this' being acknowledging the flaws of a thing and then letting how much they otherwise enjoy #said thing determine how much they let said flaws influence their overall opinion) ...such is the beauty of subjectivity... i love you.#yakuza

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sexynetra · 1 year ago

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I MISSED HER SO BAD YOU DONT EVEN KNOW

#I’d enlisted THREE people to figure out why she had deleted all her socials #I checked every day #on ig on TikTok on twitter which I don’t even HAVE #the second this came up on my ig feed I SCREAMED #texted all my friends #Amy is BACK BABY #I’m so excited :)#idk what it is about amethyst she’s just my girl #I’m an Amy Stan from day 1 she was my first pick for who to root for after mtq #anyways hi amethyst I missed u so bad #drag race #rpdr #rpdr 15 #drag race 15 #amethyst #Amy #rupaul’s drag race #RuPaul’s drag race 15

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pretentiouswreckingball · 6 months ago

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🫧⏰ heyyyyyy loopsie pie can i be a greedy little bitch and get bothhhhhhh

I’ve been sitting on your ask for a few days but its because I wanted to give you all of my loopsie games in one go, to catch u up pookie <3

🫧 — a song that matches your vibe

The rhythm the energy every EVERYTHING screams you babes. It’s just so iconic, I mean like uhm, can you play a song with a fucking beat? come ON it got to be yours

This one of course had to be here, like the Vibe of freeing yourself, opening yourself to possibilities, reminds me of u sm.

⏰— which hour of the day I think u are

9 am and it not only has to do with the fact that I think you’re a morning person. It’s also because that hour is very friendly, is an hour where the sun is up, the people is moving and the things are happening and yet, you can take a breath and just, bask in the sun. It’s a moment that allows flexibility but also makes you enjoy the busyness and you’re the mix of both. Hence, 9 am :) such a great hour if you ask me. (I don’t think I assigned it when I did the game so, it was waiting 4 u)

🍋— little moodboard

🗿 — which pin in my Pinterest boards I think you are

I picture you in your can driving to get some ice latte and the second one is pretty self explanatory hahah

🧍‍♂️— what inanimate object I think you are

I think you are a washi tape with pretty designs, you know those Korean ones? Yeah, those ones so pretty so colorful. I love them!

#can’t believe this took me DAYS #and a lot of tag search because I forgot at least half of these #anyway!! hi baby hope u like them!! :) I miss u don’t disappear that much again #reggie dear #loops plays a game #loops the game maker

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godsequal · 6 months ago

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watching danerys edits and all i can think about is how cora's story starts and ends where danery's does . danny's very existence is woven into the fabric of time , when all is said and done , coraline is there , waiting for the targaryens that do have that that calling to the iron throne - she's a witness , a built in advisor to warn the future of past because they're so delicately sown in time that repetition is the biggest downfall of the targaryens - she's a leader in her own right , but there's never been a moment where she's truly felt this calling to BE queen ; it's not her ( has she thought about it ? sure , what targaryen doesn't ? but a thought that remains a thought , &. a thought that actually becomes boring ) i truly feel like she lives because of danerys , have i thought this out in full ? not even a little bit . does it feel right , do i feel it in my bones that there is a thought here that i need to run with ? fucking yes . is danerys that bitch ? she is that bitch &. we love her !

#i do feel like she's been silly and chilled on the iron throne tho because oooo sword chair :3c lemme see 'no that's treason?' nooo haha #im just curious im just a little guy a little pookie its not that deep #SFIOHDFHPOSIHDFOISDF #god i neeeddd to continue my got rewatch im dying i truly be dying #i watched a rewrite on youtube and after that i just doomed myself because i know the final seasons are horrific and im scared:( IODHSFPOIH #sansa my baby girl i miss u :(#so i am less fluent in got timeline than hotd because it was hotd that dragged me into thsi fandom by the fucking throat #anyway . cora is doomed by the narrative . haunted . mourned . mocked . and she loves every targaryen so much that she'd rip her heart out #to see their house thrive #like the girl is loyal forever #and i do think towards the end she wants to curl into a ball and cry and throw up #anyway #hi everyone welcome to mtv cribs ( i live in a cardboard box on the streets and i have king landing written in sharpie on it )#OIHOPFIHSDOIFHSODIFHSODIFF #anywa ythsi is me yapping about a part of the fandom idk shit about :3c and im right. im seeing things. i am a dreamer

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plasma-packin-mama · 7 months ago

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Also GENUINELY don't know why so many people are reblogging my terrible comic day post. I genuinely thought it was such a flop I only posted it because Terrible is in the name. It's nice though it made me feel fuzzy so thanks I guess.

#in case anyone is curious the actual punchline was going to be kim writing down in his notebook #that he needs to explain transsexualism to harry later #🙏im a t4t harrykim truther. kim is a trans man and harry is some flavor of genderqueer. i see ppl saying bigender a lot and i like that #i dont fw labels so i also think harry wouldnt fw labels. hes just disco baby #😘#anyway. did you guys miss me making 700 personal posts a day and rambling in the tags to an audience of...#*checks notes* the three people who clearly have my post notifications on and nobody else #hi btw. love u. mwah <3

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testing-tranquility · 8 months ago

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Trass.

hi :)

#am I allowed to ask if u want to overwatch duo #sorry im so sorry I genuinely tbh dont expect u to rly answer this BUT I kinda lowkey asked u on discord like a week ago #if it was ok if I like… idk talked to u and wanted ur time like a lil baby #and I see ur on ovw rn #AND IM NOT GONNA ASK bc I don’t…. feel like I have the right to but……….. good luck out there ok and we’ll #if u wanna duo cough cough im here… aha… taah…. sweats and laughs and throws myself off a cliff #anyways. ANYWAYS. sorry sorry. sorry. ok im. im sorry.#hi #I don’t rly know what to say to u but I just #I want… anything.. idk…….. hi #I really really think im so crazy you know #i just #idk anyways alien was sick it was a fun experience w sam btw and im still drunk tee hee. if u couldnt tell #i rly do like those xenomorph critters idk why but I’ve always thought they’re so cool……..#i mean…. acid blood…. they’re so big… BIG TEEF……… very cool……#hhhh…..hhhhi……… <- not sad not desperate aaahahhaahaaaaaahhahhhhaaaahhahahahhahahahahaha #throws myself off a cliff regardless #beeba my beloved #answered #deedis #ew wait I was asking to duo in a tumblr ask here LOL ok sorry I don’t expect u to answer that tbh I rly don’t #I justttttt #idk #idk I just miss u so kuch I hope that’s okay and im sorry #ugh ur prly not even gonna see this I feel so stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid #I mean u prly will but maybe tomo or in quite a few hours or something or #idk I guess that’s okay #idk. idk #anyways… hi I guess

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termagax · 9 months ago

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i dont knowwwwwwwwwww i just. my thing is that i think the changelings could have an interesting place in the narrative given jims whole conflict is about trying to navigate his place in two worlds neither of which he completely fits in but both of which he needs to be his complete and authentic self. but they shoot themselves in the foot by making strickler the main one and they get sooooo close to doing this with nomura before getting bored and doing it again but worse with strickler. so in my mind i think this is why i was so set on addy being a changeling because i want her to fill that narrative role of someone who's ACTUALLY chill about this dichotomy and who really loves this part of herself without the baggage inherent to nomnoms situation (not acknowledging strickler he did most of that to himself). i just think he needs someone who can show him that its actually genuinely very possible to have both halves of his heart especially post-potion. but man. you cant really get there without dancing around the janus order stuff. and i know if she was real it would just be a cheap lampshade like "welllll shes a polymorph so. no familiar no problem" but that opens up a can of worms that i feel responsible for. and just in general the entire thing has so much baggage. i wish this show was GOOD.