#anyways I'm VERY excited for next week
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I LOVE YOUR ART I LOVE YOUR WORLDBUILDING I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT WHAT YOU CREATE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA <3
#this is kind of how it felt entering this fandom... everybody has been so nice and welcoming!#but unlike starstruck i am just feeling very happy and excited and i'm very grateful for all the nice interactions!!#it means a lot to me that you're enjoying my work anon!! thank you!#anyway everybody was asking for dedede so here's something that was close to but not actually what you asked for 😂#(dw i will be working on something proper with him over the next week!#just wanted to slam out a few quicker replies after the last comic + starspeak post! )#starstruck dee#my art#asks
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pitched battle inside my brain between the part of me that's desperately shaking myself by the shoulders going "YOU HAVE GOT TO ACTUALLY LIVE THE KIND OF LIFE YOU IMAGINE INSTEAD OF JUST SITTING AROUND IMAGINING IT UNTIL YOU DIE!!" and the part of me that's clutching my face going "is this allowed? is this allowed?? is this allowed???"
#trying to plan a solo cicada pilgrimage and getting brainworms about it yeehaw#'making a lot of plans and never actually doing things in real life' has been a problem for literally as long as I can remember#but I also feel like I've developed a learned helplessness over the last several years that's gotten worse as I've gotten older??#me age twenty: I think I'm gonna take myself to chicago next week because I feel like going to the zoo#me age thirty: am I allowed to go camping alone. am I allowed to do a solo road trip. I need a grownup#to be extremely clear I am very much allowed and this is not justin's fault and I don't know where it comes from#like I'll run things by him lowkey seeking 'permission' that I don't even need and he'll be like 'yeah that sounds good to me'#and then I STILL won't do the thing because like. my brain keeps insisting there needs to be a grownup in charge?? HELLO I'M GROWNUP#anyway I'm doing cicada trip solo BECAUSE-- the drive is so long I want to do five days because two of them will just be driving#and he can't get that much time off work right now#AND because I literally only want to Be Camping and Looking At Bugs but he'd get bored of a week of that he likes Activities#me this morning getting insecure and weird: what are your thoughts... on cicada voyage....#him after at first not even understanding the question: I'm SO excited for you?? you deserve to get to go absolutely feral???#I do.... ;n; 💕 why am I so scared to be a person.......#about me#cicada quest
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It was the raging storm of a foreign war, and a face I'd seen before... | Mob Psycho 100 Season 3 Episode 10 + Pale White Horse by The Oh Hellos
#mob psycho 100#mp100#mp100 spoilers#kageyama shigeo#hanazawa teruki#well here i am dipping my toes in the mp100 fanvid scene#that episode was just too good i've been thinking about it 24/7 since it aired#so this is my tribute to it and the fantastic tonal shift it executed#i always found this song very good for building up tension#so i hope i did it justice with the pacing of these clips and the specific shots i chose#and of course i wouldn't be me if i didn't obsess over the timing. if every single thing isn't on beat i lose sleep over it#anyway please enjoy!#i'm excited to see how mp100 will rip out my heart next week (i've read the manga but still i'm not ready)#video.mp4#edits.mp4
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i am in SUFFOLK i am on my annual COASTAL HOLIDAY and DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS. it's MY YEARLY SELF INDULGENCE BEACH FIC TIMEEEE
#i started writing this in 2021 when i was first watching spn#and had just watched s5#and have written more every year since#but i only ever write it this week on holiday! and i look forward to it SO MUCH every year#it's a nice way to see how i've grown as a writer#and also how my interests in spn have shifted too..... 2022 is very disablednatural and 2023 is very sapphicnatural. 2021 is destiel#i love it so much tonally it's like the railway children but the s5 spn gang :")#it's about 22k words now and maybe this is the year i post it...#but then what would i do next year :(#anyway. i'm so excited and happy to continue on for another year <3#ola.txt
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Scrimbly Jacqueline 19/20: I gave her a cloak. bitches love cloaks! (i'm bitches)
I also drew her staff! She has one, too :)
This nearly became Sorceress-Warlock Jacqueline from THIS AU. Didn't feel like drawing that fit tho so it's just regular canon Jacqueline, lol. (but picturing the scars and the eye patch she doesn't actually need but wears for the aesthetic was a FUN mental image at the beginning of the week! then the horrors persisted and I went WHO HAS THE SPOONS. NOT ME)
Drawing the whooshy cloak was fun. Colouring it was even MORE fun. I was going CRAZY last night trying to find a post I made where I described Jacqueline's staff?? I COULDN'T FUCKING FIND IT AND I S2G I READ IT THE OTHER DAY. LIKE EARLIER THIS WEEK. So hopefully my visual memory served me WELL and I don't find the post and go FUCKING EH at a later date, lol.
this scrimbly was very much a scrimbly lol. I think it took me like 10 minutes to doodle. I'm having a LOW ENERGY WEEK. Feelin burnt out af and dreading the weekend! Woo! Almost DIDN'T scrimbly! Thinking this week's little down spin is gonna push back Frostmas crossposting which is SUPER RUDE bc like. THE AESTHETIC. UPDATING ON THE UNLUCKY DAY. BOO!
RIGHT. DANI RANTS ASIDE, WANT SOME CS LORE/FACTS? BC I GOT SOME! WOO:
All four Frosts would pass the warlock test--the question is, do they fully embrace it? Fino does. Fiera does but like, second to the summer sprite training. Jack learns what's useful/what he wants/needs to. Jacqueline was FINE not warlocking, she's good with the snow, BUT Jack keeps nagging her to at LEAST take the test and when she passes it he's like c'mon. c'mon. warlock training. you know you want tooo I could teach youuuuu
She holds off for a VERY long time then gets schemey brain a couple of centuries down the line and goes for it. It's spoilery and I do want to keep this one close to my chest, BUT:
Essentially she learns that she has something someone needs/wants back and she can only do that by getting into the Warlock training! She uses this to try and bring two estranged people closer and when it doesn't go well she hits Jack up after hours and is like "so my plan is going. hmm. bad. let's start warlock training?" and Jack's like YEAH LET'S FUCKING GOOOO bc A) he told her so. B) he;s been wanting to get her started with the warlock biz for YEARS! AND out of ALL THE TEACHERS SHE'S COMING TO HIM (well. unofficially) and C) he is also enjoying the tea from her little scheme and about the two people in question, lol.
Anyway, enjoy the scrimble! Next week is some prohibition fun ft. Winter, I THINK. I'll have to check my notes 🤔🤔🤔
(and yes the heart clasp and pink in the staff are bc Dite)
#yes I HAVE been writing down the scrimble ideas as they pop in the noggin!#it's been HELPFUL LOL#richard found my old cs fact about dite lifting jacquie and xander like dumbells bc she stronk#so that's the week after next! lol#we'll see how that one goes :p#scrimbly jacquelines#dani speaks#dani doodles#cs posting#between mother's day fast approaching and having to go see her this weekend AND the MIL#and a very stressful sitch with a pal.#and general frustration this week#it is a recipe for DISASTER. AH.#good news: making a tres leches cake#turned out PROPER CRUMBLY and has been absorbing all tres leches all night#i can't wait to see how it turns out post work#AND i'm seeing something rotten this weekend so that's EXCITING#THERE ARE SOME GOODS IN THE BAD. BUT BOY THE BADS ARE STRESSFUL#it's actually very hard to balance two sets of families as a fun fact!!!#making time for richard's side and my side is HARD when one doesn't respect boundaries#and the other gets pissy and whiny when we try to divide time evenly#i need a month off. long ass vacation. somewhere with shit cell reception#ANYWAY. MIND THE VENTING IN THE TAGS. WHEE! SCRIMBLE!#i was like. meh about it last night#but this morning when i went to grab it i was like oh she's STUNNING#the hands aren't bad at ALL tho the thumbs got eated by her staff :(#crystal springs#FORGOR THE MAIN TAG LMAO#ocs#Jacqueline Frost
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me when i join a fandom and suddenly have to watch the new episode on the night of release for the first time in forever to not get it spoiled
#this is about only friends#but what an episode! it's starting to brew it's starting to boil#every character khaotung plays i will love i am predictable like that#anyway#i'm still on my mission to go thru all the accounts from that post i made this week (i have gotten thru.. 4)#so anyway yesterday i opened tumblr just to scroll a bit and BOOM#had to go watch the episode immediately it was simply unsustainable#very exciting! next week i'll make sure to join in on the hype#(acting like it's too late now)#no no but the mega hype#i forgot how fun fandom can be#and not just sit on my lonesome in my apartment and watch shows secretly and think about them in my own little head#keung talks
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i know it's midnight but...
I FIGURED OUT REWRITE CHRISTINE'S DRESS UP GAME!!!!! :D
@half-as-big-as-life!!!
#turns out the folders needed to be tagged not the layers!#silly me! ;D#now the game is ready!! :D#although the icons are mixed up but maybe that's a random thing! ;)#anyways I'M SO HYPED YAS!!!! :D#it's almost real!!!! :D#i just need to make the thumbnail title/description and submit it for mod approval!#here's hoping it'll be online by the end of the week! ;D#i have a feeling the next girly gaming ep will be very exciting... ;)#and if you're wondering why i'm awake at this time i always stay up till 12:30#i just stop posting when it's midnight for most of the country! ;)#poto rewritten
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hello again fahdon! i apologise for bothering you, but I noticed you hadn't been very active as of late and wanted to make sure you were alright ^^
Hello my most wonderful friend! I wish to inform you (and anyone else who is present and interested) that I am safe and sound! These summer months have been particularly busy for me, so I'm afraid I've had little time to sit down and give requests the time I feel they deserve, but rest assured, that will change remarkably soon!
#Thank you for the concern!#After next week is when I'm finally‚ once and for all‚ free to get up to my typical activities.#Thank you all for still sending requests in despite my absence‚ by the way!#I find them wonderful to receive and think on.#I've been planning up some bouquets and whatnot for weeks now.#And to the VERY enthusiastic vampire that came into my inbox: I appreciate your excitement‚ your request will be worked on soon!#It's always lovely to see newcomers in our midst.#Anyway. I can't be answering everyone in the tags of this post‚ for as much as I'd like to. I'll just have to sit down and get to it all#eventually.#Gods have mercy on your dashboards.
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help I can't stop thinking about furniture. it's keeping me from thinking about the other way more important things I need to be thinking about (Jenkins, Dan Fielding, etc.)
#I could have just said John Larroquette but. I didn't#but anyway kitchens are expensive furniture is expensive paint is expensive#if we were rich I would be having the best time of my life. I'd love moving to a new place.#I'm having the best time playing with my 3d model of the apartment like it's a doll house#BUT actually buying things in real life is hell and it makes me so sad#god. imagine all the furniture I could assemble if I had money... sigh#trying to think about my guys to fall asleep but the furniture won't let me. ugh. I love furniture so much.#I know we're going to ikea next week and it's so bad how stupidly excited I am about it#ikea was probably my first hyperfixation as a kid and I haven't liked anything else for this long (it's been like. 27 years lol)#I cannot be normal about it#I will get to build shelves. and put things in shelves. organise things. build our wardrobe (for the third time in three years)#whenever we buy the kitchen I'll get to build most of that and then organise it too#I'm soooo excited!! and this time I'm only like... slightly chronically ill! and I won't have two surgeries right after we move (I hope....)#so maybe I'll have enough energy that it won't be awful this time!#anyway#need to sleep it's 6:30 and I'm so tired but my brain won't shut up#also my cat. he is yelling at me. I don't know what he's trying to say but he's very upset apparently#personal
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lol @ my past self thinking I wouldn't be rushing to finish my cosplay during the last week leading up to New York Comic Con
(Dark Sun Gwyndolin from Dark Souls, it looks so cool i will post pics here)
#i'm very excited it's our first time back since the pandemic!#also like almost the entire OFMD cast is gonna be there lmao help#spouse is getting pics with con and vico and i am just too much of an anxious baby to do so#anyway i'll be at NYCC on friday and saturday next week!!
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i have so much work to do for finals season which is frustrating bc on the one hand i'm very glad all my classes have project-based finals where i get to be creative instead of just doing an exam or a paper. however. i have a bad habit with every project-based final ever of accidentally getting an idea that's way too ambitious and creating more work for myself than i need to do
however this semester even tho i fell into that exact same trap my two most elaborate final projects each involve 1. editing a video essay which contains an interview i did with paul bellini and at least 45 seconds of it are bellini talking about why he thinks i have great potential as a comedian, and 2. editing a ten minute reel of the documentary footage i got on tour with scott. which of course involves rewatching various videos of me and scott being extremely chaotic together. so i stay winning ig
#my other finals include ''powerpoint presentation detailing the historical significance of mel brooks the producers''#and ''live sketch show that i actually don't have a significant role in but that's fine i have a different sketch class next semester''#(this sketch class was technically ''creating characters and solo performances'' and i really wish i could've done more)#(but also that whole interview-footage-debacle drained so much of my creative energy so sometimes doing the bare minimum is self care)#so i don't have a solo piece in the show. but i do get to say my favorite line in the whole show in a group sketch which is great#and i did sign up to perform an aubrey monologue in a sketch show in a suburb of boston next week#which is gonna be super interesting bc i've been looking to do more performing outside of my college#bc i've found that i don't think college kids are actually my target audience??? or at the very least i want to perform to a wider audience#it's frustrating bc for that show i have to trim the monologue down to 3 minutes but it's the tightest monologue i have and it's 5 minutes#so trimming it down feels like a game of jenga since it's so tight lmao#but honestly even if the performance bombs i'm mostly doing this so i can tell bellini about it lmao#he's so supportive of my comedy and he's been such a great help with my aubrey monologues i feel like this is bellini homework lmao#anyway i probably won't post the video essay publicly bc it's not the style of video essays i want to make#and it's too specific to the class it's for#but if people are interested in watching it i'll send you the vid when it's done#and for the tour video i'll probably post that or at least some version of it#bc that's just gonna be a fun teaser of ''here's the level of behind-the-scenes content you'll be getting from this doc!!''#and also a fun way to be like. audiences don't know me nearly as well as they know scott#but they will definitely know me by the end of this bc there are so many wild interactions i have on camera of me and scott being chaotic#anyway this post was mostly to organize my thoughts of what i still have to do this week#i am so ready to be done with school lmao i'm gonna be spending a full month in toronto this summer#and it's shaping up to be such an exciting time i can't wait
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y’all there are twenty!! nine!! eggs!!!! in my nestwatch circuit!!!! i’m so happy!!
#text#personal#nestwatch#I GET TO STOMP THROUGH A WETLAND LOOKING IN 16 BOXES EVERY WEEK#SO FAR THERE ARE 26 TREE SWALLOW EGGS AND THREEEEEE BLUEBIRD EGGS!!!!!#there was Nothing last week just nests so it's WILD that there are so many this week!! i'm so excited!! DOING SCIENCE BITCHES!!!!!#also though i probably brought home (at least) two ticks lmao#gonna deet next time i guess#just my pants and boots probably#i'm pretty sure that's where they must've got me#the grasses are. long.#ANYWAY I'M HAVING A GREAT TIME HONESTLY#getting swooped at by tree swallows is a Very Different Experience than getting swooped at by say. a hawk. or an owl.#like A+ gold star parenting but. please just let me see your kids lmao#birds#tree swallows#eastern bluebirds
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ive successfully gotten most of my family to watch good omens (s1), including everyone who I thought i COULD convince and 1 who i DIDN'T
#i also didn't even actually TRY to get my dad to watch it#we just happened to choose to watch it on my parents room so we could lay on the bed#and he happened to be in the room and didn't leave#i didn't think anything of it until episode 5 when he laughed at 'you wouldn't get that kind of performance from a modern car'#and in ep6 he asked of we'd be good 'GOOD tennant' in s2 cus his theory#on why they survived the hellfire/holy water#was ig that they switched places as angel and demon ???? which is a FASCINATING theory imo#anyway I'm going back to their house AGAIN next week to watch all of s2 :)#have to let my sister know so she can join us if she wants#she's already seen episodes 1-3 but will my mom has always been better at binging than my sisters gjkskvksjf#I'm slightly nervous about s2 just bc of how very very queer it is amd my oldest sister and dad are...... not exactly the easiest???#to show these things??????#bc i have no idea how to predict their reactions#my mom will be pretty fine with it probably... my sister has been known to make comments about how the 'sjws' push stuff so much#and my dad is....... pretty old fashioned to say it nicely. he knows that me and my sisters are queer (sexuality)#and doesn't really have any issues#and his favorite actor is cary grant who is ??? controversially bi????? but like i said; hard to predict#anywho I'm still excited anyway#good omens#shh ac
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guess who finally became a zedaph patron but is now way too nervous to actually introduce himself or go onto the server!!!!!!!
#mcyt#hermitcraft#zedaph#I Will introduce myself eventually but honestly part of it is like. another person joined same day and I don't want to like.#step on their toes#I'm also the WORST at being brief and so I don't want my introduction to be super long and rambling when others' aren't#also also I'm nervous#it's a Big server actually (zed has like. 260 patrons I think?) and that's kinda intimidating#not to mention all the names I recognise from stream vods and such#but also zed's community is one of the only ones I've never recognised people!!! that's part of why I wanted to join!!!! but still#scary#but yeah it's. yeah#I'm excited but very afraid#don't really have time to hop on the server today anyway cause I have a thing at midday. but like. next week maybe. maybe#rhys' shit#edit: *ever* recognised people. why did autocorrect make that never. that completely changes the meaning of the sentence. anyway
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being friendly but introverted is getting excited to go out with friends but also getting excited when your plans get cancelled
#like it's literally a win-win situation. i'd love to hang out with my new friend. i'd also love to sit at home and eat pizza.#i'm supposed to go roller skating tonight but it's raining and the place we want to go is outdoors#i was actually very excited but with the adhd meds situation i was a little less excited. idk if i could skate and chat unmedicated lol#i was super good at skating as a child with unmedicated adhd but i never like. socially skated lmao#i skated by myself and just zoned out and vibed to the music the whole time#ANYWAY it's looking like we're gonna go next week instead. weather report says 90f so that'll be fun 🥴#i'm gonna have plans EVERY DAY next weekend.... skating friday + rehearsal saturday + concert sunday#look at me. doing things. having a life. it's crazy#m.txt
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#no need to read or react just needed to rant about my brain a bit#the next two weeks are supposed to be super exciting with BC giving us a new look and song and music video#it's umk week and my favorite for once has historically great odds of winning and a good chance to do well at eurovision as well#I'm going to see umk live with my dear sister and stay at a hotel so it's like a mini-getout and then I'm going to stockholm and oslo gigs#this is supposed to be best times of the year so far but my brain decided we can't have any of that :)#last year at this same time I got hit hard with depression and the anxiety I've always had got even worse#it got to the point that nothing made me happy or feel anything at all and I just cried all day for weeks#everything about UMK night was blurry and sad because I wasn't talking to my bestie who I've watched eurovision with for 10 years#I just started crying during the Dark Side/ Bad Idea opening and the results felt like nothing#I'll always assiociate Bad Idea with my depression because it was playing on the radio in the nurse's office when I got my meds#anyway I can feel that same darkness crawling back to my brain right now and I'm very scared#my brain decides I don't deserve to be happy and screams about how unloveable and ridiculous and embarrassing and ugly I am#it isn't helping that Joel keeps reposting the most model-looking tiktokers because I always feel a hot gush of shame run through me#and everytime I see a pic of any of their blonde skinny young gfs I just wanna kms#now it's gotten to a point that the voice in my head yells at me that I don't deserve Bc or their music and I should cancel my gig trip#because they wouldn't wanna see a disgusting cow myself being so near the stage not to mention ask for a pic or autograph#and I should just hide in my apartment forever#and everyone who has ever been nice to me is either doing that out of pity or making fun of me behind my back#I can't take this anymore#delete later
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