#anyway. go to therapy lol
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fifteen: quick question what's worse: killing every living being in creation or killing the guy who wants to kill every living being in creation
ruby: first one
mel: first one yeah
kate: definitely the first one
fifteen: results unclear i will now use this as another reason to hate myself ✌️
#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#the doctor#fifteen#15: you've turned me into a killer.....the thing i swore i could never be again after the war.......i am monstrous....disgusting#13 literally a few decades ago: dalek in supernova go brrr#anyway. go to therapy lol
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For the final day: hsday/birthday party @413countdown
HAPPY HOMESTUCK DAY!
And happy birthday, John! The older you get, the less you want to celebrate, but that's why your friends are here ♥
4/13/2023 || 4/13/2024
#it's always sad thinking back#reflecting on what you couldn't have or the things you lost along the way#buts its okay john#youre not alone :)#homestuck#homestuck413#john egbert#dave strider#rose lalonde#jade harley#hsfanart#my art#also im a big fan of the hc that they use humor as a coping mechanism instead of going to therapy LOL#but anyways hbd john ily
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Rewatched the Beast movie, got emotional about it, and like... what if... Chuuya self-love self-care??? 🥺🥺🥺 He needs it, he deserves it, he should get it.
Full thingie ⬇️
#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bsd fanart#bsd chuuya#chuuya nakahara#bsd beast#beast chuuya#yall I'm soo normal about beast!Chuuya getting therapy#hurt/comfort go brrrrrrrrrrrrr#I want the two Chuuyas to interact soo much aaaaaaaa#like imagine if after beast!Dazai's death everyone thinks that corruption can't be tamed anymore#but then og Chuuya somehow manages to calm him down anyways and is being kind to himself#k I'll stop now lol
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Honestly the main attraction for Shinjiham is how contrast their personality is and it is always funny for me to think about how people around them would react if they found out they're dating in this AU lol
#its already fun to think about it in canon P3 but this AU? much more funnier and diabolical#like everyone is so flabergasted that the social butterfly minako wants to be with the suspected drugie that-#only talks 5 words per day to ppl to the point others think he is still in a brain fog from his comatose era world tour#okay i like to joke around but both of them are honestly such a complex character and i cant string enough word-#nor do i have any respect for the english vocab to explain why i love their dynamics so much#like both of their personality are opposite sure but it compliments each other so much#and theyre both stubborn too but in their own ways lol#and then we throw Aki in the equation which is another stubborn character#and oh look! we good ourself a group of mandatory therapy for everyone! off to therapy you three go!#got*#anyway i should think and write more about this au lol#i dont have friends irl nor online to talk but I have this blog to replace my need for interaction 🤓#asukart#shinjiham#persona 3#persona 3 reload#persona 3 portable#persona 3 femc#kotone shiomi#minako arisato#shinjiro aragaki#00s highschool au
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therapy sesh
#fuck imma ramble in the tags actually lmao#i said this on twitter but i hc that iso gained some knowledge of octarian thru meeting so many octoling kamabo participants#so 8 has an easier time talking to him since she doesn't have to butcher inkling lang. to be understood#plus idk iso is a chill and insightful dude#he has a lot of care n respect for 8 and the work shes putting in#giving him the mem cakes without expecting anything#he wants her to slow down some tho idk i feel like shes desperate to find all the thangs/mem cakes and starts rushing thru tests#queue iso therapy sesh#he gives her his lil octo doll B(#raaagh#i can go forever lmao#maybe i should write a fanfiction or some shit christ#anyways#if u read this idk#thanks#ask me stuff abt 8 and/or iso and ill love u forever#or not thats chill lol#rambles#splatoon#iso padre#agent 8#myart
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*slaps Drayton's ass* this boy can fit so much Plasma trauma behind that smile!!!!
#elite four drayton#Trainer Kieran#Rival Kieran#Pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#Anyway#Yeeeaaaah#I like to think he went through whole plasma frigate going on freezing thing :)))#And that Fucked Him Up#Something something exposure therapy#Maybe!!!!!#I just like the idea...#Watch me and my fail art#I blacked out fot three hours and also I wanted to try and paint more comic stuff and it was fun#I must try to do more painty comics#Once I finish what I have on plate lol
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Hey! Started following you from the moment you started posting things on #curse of strahd. Haven't seen Patataj in a while. I love your art and will definetley commission you when the opportunity comes!
Just wanted to know how is your loveley bard doing? How is the campaign overall?
I hope this question didn't bother you much
Patataj is still running through Barovia, only making the soundest of decisions! For example he wanted to protect some werewolves from certain death after he helped them rebel so he agreed with Strahd's offer of giving him 10 whole favors. He was just too happy about the werewolves being okay.
Rahadin was angry, not so much because Patataj owes favors to Strahd, but because Patataj is clearly absolutely terrible about making deals. And what if something else asks for a bargain?
#SO ANYWAY HE'S DOING GREAT LMAO#what can possibly go wrong when you confront strahd and your main healer and enemy slow machine owes Strahd favors?#So yeah he's currently working on using those favors up and is also playing strahd's therapy horse while he relays all information to him#so yeah he kinda became the party betrayer#lol#sorry for the late replies i had to draw first#and sorry for the lack of Patataj updates#i am still deep deep int he fairy hole#but i write down every important campaign scene and i'll eventually draw more proper CoS stuff#the campaign is still going and we're slowly slowly getting to the endgame#All that's left is Argynvost and the baba#well and the amber temple and ravenloft#dnd#curse of strahd#patataj#rahadin#thrum replies#centaur
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... do you know which one I am?
#rvb#red vs blue#locus#sam ortez#*23#art#mine#one thing about me i will always be obsessed with any kind of face fuckery and masks#cw blood#cw body horror#its gonna be vamptober soon so i wanted to at least finish some of my rvb stuff before that bc i'm gonna be busy lol. i just#smashed like 3 different locus wips into one#i actually made the initial wip for this back when locus/therapy lost the rp poll lol. like FINE locus ain't going to therapy then. suffer.#also kinda inspired by hipstersoulgushers saying that locus is all of them. like Yeah actually. i was stuck on locus perspective but on the#outside? locus is all of them. like obv he sees himself as the gun but locus the man the soldier the sam is firing the gun. and its his#trauma that made them both. anyway. locus bark bark bark auuu
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You can pry the millennial peace sign out of my cold dead hands
#in my defense it’s only in one picture this time lol#it was so gods damn hot at that show it was insane#I ended up using one of my waters to dump on my head and out my hair up lol#wish they had had the Mac and cheese truck again tho 🥲🥲🥲#gotta look that truck up and see if it’s local lol#anyways I have therapy in 12 hours so I should go to sleepy sleeps#shut up rian#me#self#face
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Hi, Moss!!
First of all, congratulations on 300 followers!!
I'd like to request some soft buttered rum with a yule log to eat in for the event!
I usually lurk in the shadows, but for this milestone, I thought I'll come forth from the darkness hehe <3
You're so awesome, I love all of your stuff, ESPECIALLY the self aware fics!!!!
I hope you have a great day/night <33
~Fi 🐝✨️
here's your order for you fi, it's very nice to see you in the light like this <3
Sorry that this one is shorter than the others so far </3 (there's a little context in the tags but I'm not gonna get into everything rn) soft twi is fun though, he's just a bit of a simp and a menace ain't he? just a soft boy with too many puppy vibes for his own good! even though this one is a little shorter I can promise there's more twi coming soon.
I'm glad you like the self-aware fics too!!! they're my pride and joy to write, seeing how many ways they can be taken and how fun every link could be in the situation. I've got wild on the back burner right now but he'll be one of the first to be up after I finish the event works
[Event masterlist]
“you like the snow Wolfie?”
Twi's acting like a puppy right now, bounding around the field, occasionally stopping to shake off the snow. It’s nice to see him acting more carefree for once, seeing as he’s usually more stressed out about wild getting into trouble and such but for now he can just be more comfortable.
It’s not for too long though as he shifts back after my question, by the look on his face probably because I’ve not been as active as he would like me to be right now.
“Do you not darlin’?”
Why does he look so smug. What is he planning to d-
“LINK! Link that’s freezing come on.”
He’s not even listening, just snickering as he’s preparing another snowball. Well two can play at this game can’t they?
I’ve just got to hit him more than he can hit me, simple enough right, should be fine not like he’s a hero who probably has much more everything than me. If I just -
“You alright rancher? Got a little something on your face there.”
The way his nose scrunched up was downright adorable, even though only seconds later his own snowball was buried into my hair. The melted water running down onto my neck only fueled my desire to throw another. It was simply instinct for me to start making another…
Well start on it before he tackled me anyways.
“Whu- hey. What’s - what was that for?”
“Isn’t this more fun darlin’?”
“Twi come onnn.”
“I prefer this so much more [name]... unless you’d prefer that I go back to covering you with snow?”
“Oh so you’re playing like that then?”
If he wasn’t so stupidly strong I would so have flipped this on him already, but sadly he is stupidly strong even when he’s not putting any effort into it. Not that he’s really doing anything besides holding my wrists above my head and laughing lightly.
“Are you planning on anything then?”
“Do you want me to do anything?”
“I - I mean… why wouldn’t I?”
Something shifted in his demeanour then, as he stopped laughing, his hands slipping to my waist as he stared into my eyes entranced.
“You’d let me?”
“It’s you, twi of course I would.”
"... May I kiss you then?"
#sorry these will be a bit shorter from now on#I'm not doing well at all lol#fighting the urge to go completely awol and delete the entirety of my online presence currently ;-;#which is why I left the discord kgjvkjgv#but anyway writing is cheaper than therapy sooooo#gonna fight tooth and nail to keep on going even if it's a little less overall because I'm burning out a lil ig#january am I right? :)#moss✦writes#tp link x reader#link x reader#linked universe x reader#lu twilight#lu twilight x reader
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rewatched That One Scene to get the Vibes for this. it’s fine. okuyasu just needs 2 have his mind palace moment 😌
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ty @gaminegay for sharing the cool pose refs post w/the world ily
[the post in question] [send me some suggestions if u so desire]
#jjba#josuke higashikata#okuyasu nijimura#josuyasu#Cereal tries to draw#ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm#jojo jumpscare. angst jumpscare. not the brand of my usual things LOL jksdlfjds#it's ok hes fine he's FIIIIINE im allergic to perma angst#<- watches jojo which is full of perma angst#BUT THIS SCENE ISNT SO#‼️IT'S FINE ‼️#anyway. i love josuyasu. i miss them i need more of them in my life always and constantly#usually i just copy paste the pose ref in the image but#i didnt feel like it this time bc i been here for like an hour or two LOL#i did not. mean to sit here for this long#i have therapy in da morning i gotta go to BED#ok anyway bye !!!!!!!!!!!! this was fun. i want to do More Of These#i LIKE the selection of poses#brain activated#not now tho it needs to deactivate so i can slep#BYE!!!
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what's crazy as fuck to me is that the bad kids literally went through kipperlily's therapy notes and everyone's falling over backwards to justify that but god fucking forbid someone who lost her best and only friend in the world has anger issues. you bitches would not have survived the vriska trenches.
#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#she is SIXTEEN. SHE IS SIXTEEN YEARS OLD!!#imagine being in a group of people where only one person has your back. and then that one person is brutally murdered.#personally i would go fucking apeshit! but okay ik most fandoms are misogynist as fuck so it's time to hate traumatized teenage girls#i still can't get over using her THERAPY NOTES the shit she said in PRIVATE against her. i hope she kills all the PCs and i'm not joking!#anyway to be clear i do still need to watch fhjy (can't afford dropout yet rip)#but like. lol. the cycle continues forever i guess#god fucking forbid teen girls don't have the most mentally mature responses to seeing their best friend die in front of them#doomed tragic yuri 4ever and i'm glad buddy dawn died. i hope somebody resurrects him just so kipperlily can murder him again#my post#mine
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My doctor: Hey yeah that's not normal I don't think it's an issue with your hip
Me: Oh?
My doctor: It's an issue with your spine
Me: OH
#Literally the first thing he said was 'You shouldn't be in this much pain from a labrum tear'#'Yeah I'm p sure it has to do with your back'#Me: Everything makes sense now......#This actually adds up bc I've always had shitty back issues. Lmao#Luckily I don't need surgery!! Unluckily I need to get another MRI! Kill me! :)#If the last MRI didn't bankrupt me this one DEFINITELY will#Also he did say I have a weak hip so I gotta do physical therapy#We'll see how that goes;;#Right now I'm fine bc I haven't even been billed for the first MRI yet. But I know as soon as I get the bill#I will be a HOT mess#Not looking forward to that#Anyway I'm glad this doctor seems to know what he's talking about. And from the get go too#Can't believe it took this fucking long to narrow it down to 'possible spine/back issue' tho#Godddd. I'm so tired#He prescribed me some heavy anti-inflammatory drugs so hopefully that helps with the pain a bit#Lies down#I need a nap bro. Lol#Shima speaks
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i never realised how poor i was until i got a job lol
#i *knew* we werent rich but now????#i can just??? buy stuff??? for myself???#i have brought this up so many times in therapy. like. i dont have to worry about food going bad???#or like. not in a 'if this goes bad i wont have stuff to eat' way#and i can just try food that im not sure ill like???#LIKE. i just bought some dungarees on a whim!!!!!#i have always had so few clothes holy shit and im only realising that now#and like. looking back thats obviously why i never went to any concerts or anything#also. thats why i stopped eating meat for a few years lol i couldnt afford it#i literally ate rice and broccoli for my first year of uni#ANYWAYS UM. yeah its sooooooo weird that i have money now?????#i started buying video games for my brother!!!!!!!#i can offer to pay the shipping fees for my brothers boardgames!!!!!#its just. looking back i WISH i could hug little me she was going through it and didnt even notice!!!!!#nett rambles#yes i was crying by the time i finished lol can u tell
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tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"
#bakuspeech#number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u#he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up#(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out)#we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment#and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here#but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something#but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku#but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this#this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and#that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing#but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it#its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with#and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually#I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay#but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol#not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real#and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself#and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god#that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao#but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them#have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway
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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
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