#anyway. feeling normal tonight.
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"We're special, Case"
#cod black ops 6#call of duty#black ops 6#black ops 6 spoilers#is it spoilers?#case cod#cod case#william case calderon#artists on tumblr#scopophobia tw#maybe? im not sure#wish they explored more into cases background :/#in fact i wish they characterized case more#i feel like theres so much potential in the stuff they set up for case but never delved into it#as far as i know they set up the whole cradle past thing in emergence then forgot abt it until the last fight w harrow#eh its fine im not here to rant anyways#ill take what i can get#btw it looks worse than normal bc#1. i could only find one pic of case#2. i just drew it today and i have a project due tonight#anyways#im gonna go back to procrastinating
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#patrick stump#travie mccoy#travtrick#i'm feeling so normal about tonight's events#you can tell by the fact that i might hit post limit and the day hasn't started yet#anyways here's a quick gifset of the travtrick happenings to hold on to until someone does like a Proper Tumblr Gifset#fall out boy#fob#tourdust#pixel should not be allowed near photoshop
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Hannibal saying "I was worried you were dead" in Fromage and then saying "I don't care about the lives you save; I care about your life" in the NEXT FUCKING EPISODE. I'm going to explode they make me sick
#h talks#he got a reality check for sure#like he was so worried about Will that in the next ep he had to clarify how much he cares about him.#GOD DAMNIT. I fucking hate them both (affectionate)#hiiiii I'm feeling totally normal about them tonight I can't believe I never connected these dots#nbc Hannibal#Hannigram#anyways ME AND WHO
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idc what they say they're father-daughter to me
bonus sho (+ his hamsters) and serizawa too bc they're also family
#i dont draw sho enough and i feel like thats unacceptable#i love sho very much i need to draw him more#anyways tome and reigen they're the best#i need the reigen spin off animated or else i will explode#i need to see the gay dads and their lesbian kid on screen#ok thats all heres the normal tags:#mp100#reigen arataka#serizawa katsuya#tome kurata#sho suzuki#reigen#serizawa#tome#mob psycho 100#mp100 fanart#sketches#comic#that second one is a scanned sketch colored digitally :]#yes double posting tonight bc i havent posted for a while#mi art stuff
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little doodles i drew after listening to the new ep to keep myself from biting into cement and then flopping around the floor like a fish
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#jarthur#john doe#privateeyes#i had to sit in school for 8 hours and all i did was think about Him#my oogly boogly#my scringlo rat#im so proud of my adopted pathetic man noise machine#as a reward he wont be getting thrown down the stairs affectionately tonight#legit feel like those parents w toddlers when they bring their child to the playground#and the kid just starts staring at anothef kid and im like awewewwww theyre best friends now#except instead of a kid its a grown ass man with deepseated trauma and a kill count#anyways as you can see im completely Normal#i am sane#i promise#(lie)
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I need to drive around in the fading light of the sun with someone playing our favorite music until sunset then sit on the roof of my car and talk about everything until the stars appear and we stargaze holding hands
#camera talks#who said that#anyways the world was pretty when I drove home tonight#like so so pretty#if I could paint it would be all over for all of you#scam craves physical affection from anyone a bit too much hours#I need to be crushed under a weighted blanket#because being physically held be someone is impossible rn#anywayssss gonna go play games until I feel normal again
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Just curious what the average level of personal investment in these sorts of things is. Like, how much do people usually get into silly stuff like this their friends ask of them? etc. etc. Which I know, only surveying a small sample on a very specific website means I'm not getting an exact average idea lol, but.. curious nonetheless .. Maybe reblog for bigger sample size but also this is not very serious at all/not worth a call to action gbhjbhjb
#which I know this could be context dependent like.. maybe you'd normally dress up but on a week that#you feel sick you wouldn't or etc. etc. - but I mean.. GENERALLY. in the most general average scenario#where you have the average amount of health and free time that you always do. etc. just based on your personality#and level of investment in these things - what on AVERAGE are you most inclined to do#also of course assume they communicate with you ahead of time and are not like planning a part last minute#like 'throw together costume in 5 hours and show up tonight randomly' or etc. I would hope that if we're going with the#AVERAGE of things - most people's friends have better communication skills than springing entire parties#on people last minute lol#assume you have like.. a few days-a week or so to prepare. however ealrly people usually start talking about#birthdays. In my experience it's usually one or two weeks ahead of time. Like 'oh next weekend' or 'oh two weeks from now' etc.#ANYWAY.. feeling a little Sick again of course but still trying to get some photos or something posted#AGAIN i promise I am not going to exlcusively post polls and ntohing else forever hgkjgnekj#I just really really love the ability to post polls and have always my whole life been obsessed with surveying people#I used to think I wanted to do that as a career somehow like.. be one of the people that does psychological interviews#or produce interview asessments for a company or etc. etc. I am always the one friend in the group thats giving out custom made#surveys or asking for other simialr stuff (did you ever take an mbti quiz? how about enneagra#m?? oh yeah I know they're not really scientifically valid or antyhing but like... DID you take them?? huh?? did you??please?? ghjj)#I simply cannot resist.. posting a little poll every once in a while.. as a treat#whilst I still fall behind on like actual content and costumes and stuff gbjhbjh#New poll adventure should be not as much of a wait as the last one was though since I already have the writing#for it really. I just have to do the ms paint sketch. hopefully no unexpected other health issues will get in the way#*** *** ***#< (anytime I do these three star patterns it is an ocd compulsion not me bleeping out words or something just ignore it lol)#(it means something secret in my evil brain just pretend you do not see it. significant only to me)#BUT YEAH.. ... poll... what type of costume party atendee are you?#:0c
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for being the old-man-is-babygirl website, i don't see nearly enough appreciation for Assistant Director Walter Skinner
#the x-files#the x files#ofc when i was 23 i thought i could fix mulder#but now i'm 35 and i need the old bald man in a feral way#(obvs don't get me started on scully. this post is about skinner tonight)#anyway this is my 5th rewatch in the last 3 years and i feel perfectly Normal about this show
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[Summarised image description: Three-part edit compiling manga panels of Hanabusa, Yoite and Miharu from Nabari no Ou. A text post has been split into several parts and scattered across the images. The first part reads, "don't be a stranger!" The rest is in brackets and reads, "please linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving. please forget your scarf in my life and come back later for it." End description]
don't be a stranger!
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Detailed image description. Panels in each image listed after the text included in that image.
Image 1: "don't be a stranger!" Two panels of Hanabusa grinning widely. Yoite jumping a bit as Hanabusa holds his hands. Miharu and Yoite blushing in Hanabusa's embrace. Miharu and Yoite sitting together on a couch, while Hanabusa looks on across from them.
Image 2: "(please linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving." Hanabusa catching Miharu and Yoite by surprise outside her house. Hanabusa placing her hand on Yoite's cheek. Yoite raising an eyebrow as Hanabusa reaches for his hand. Hanabusa hugging both Miharu and Yoite on the ground outside. Hanabusa putting her hands on Miharu and Yoite's shoulders each. Hanabusa handing over Yoite's black coat to him. Hanabusa and Yoite hugging each other.
Image 3: "please forget your scarf in my life and come back later for it)." Hanabusa knitting a scarf. Yoite's gloved hand holding a scarf. Yoite looking down at his scarf he's holding. Hanabusa looking surprised while holding Yoite's hat. Miharu taking off his scarf as he stands face to face with Yoite. Miharu reaching up to wrap that scarf around Yoite's neck.
#feeling so so normal about these three tonight#need a tag for them too. its a little long but i'm thinking maybe#anyone who drinks tea in my house is a special person to me#or maybe#you two come back together alright?#i'll always welcome you#IDK this is not important . anyway i am going through it#nno spoilers#nabari no ou#.txt#weaving it's just weaving tbh. but sure just to tag it as smth ->#web weaving
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fuuuck dude we got eye contact with my favorite guy due as homework tonight FUUUUCK dude we got SUICIDE dud at midnight tonight
#im so scared!#not just of seeing them again but also meeting friends i feel Dread with every in person interaction#since teaching myself how to unmask and my low grasp on social skills in general i worry im unbearable. annoying. a burden. insufferableetc#i Just Want to be Normal and digestible#but i Know ill end up autusm-ing out tonight and be ANNOYYYYING#i gotta HURT myself !!!!!!!!!#anyways.#tmbg#story#.jpg
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it's almost time. when? idk, when i stop being a coward LOL
#would be kinda funny if i waited to post it on 4/20 like haha happy bday curt *lights blunt*#genuinely can't bring myself to hit post tho been staring at it all day#it's so much scarier than posting a oneshot i want to do this right and i want to do the way i see them in my head justice#posting my writing never gets less nervewracking for me#like oh hello strangers and friends i just poured my heart out onto a page and now i'm offering it up with shaking hands#and i'm trying very hard to be normal about it because it's not that deep but also i care very much SJDGJK#but i think i'll post it before tonight i just feel NAUSEOUS#still need to write an end note anyway#i'm fr just yapping to stall atp LMAO#dog coded bucky fic#johnslittlespoon yaps#i'm also like what if it doesn't live up to expectations. LIKE YEAH WHAT IF. the world goes on. but i will be so hard on myself bruh
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i already miss dan and phil and i haven't seen tit yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#my show is tonight it still feels unreal that theyre in the SAME COUNTRY AS ME. LET ALONE . SAME CITY?????????? AND IM GUNNA. SEE THEM?????#i cantttt be normal abt it.#guys from internet????? from when i was 11???? and wanted to kms??? whose emo haircut i got? age 12?#here in real life??? and we all survived???????? and are living good lives now???!?? and are queer????!!!! explodes#ANYWAY IM GRATEFUL TO THEM. AS ALWAYS. GOING TO BAWL WHEN I SEE THEM PROB. EMBARRASSING.#phan#dan and phil#dnp
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#other doodle i did of jay tonight while trying to figure out hiis face lol#jay merrick#marble hornets#mack.og#mack.art#he is an agender to me btw. in the specific sense of he has never thought about his gender and thus is like “yeah im a guy” but when actual#put in a position where he must consider gender roles and his part in them he would realize he doesnt feel connected to anything#he is partially a follower because of this in a sense. he feels no urge to assert his masculinity or femininity and is much more comfortabl#to fade into the background of social situations and not think about it#smth smth this is a VERY abridged thing of my thoughts on jays relationship to gender and his status as an agender. which is also tied to#HIS AUTISM.#because im normal and well adjusted#anyway thanks for listening
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tonight i’m resting and keeping to myself bc i just need a minute, but tomorrow i think i’ll tinker with my rules and tidy up this blog overall. i’ve been thinking about a few things that have likely contributed to me feeling overwhelmed here, and i need to sit down and drop old drafts/asks, clean up my followers list, and set a lil boundary. hopefully after i do, i can get back to writing and bugging y’all at a normal pace 💜
#or a normal pace for me asdfg#i just kinda? felt sick at the idea of coming online tonight#and that feeling passed but it made me go “oh i need to really do something about this huh”#and it’s not anything serious i think it’s more so understanding the way i am and what makes me anxious or overwhelmed and accepting that#rather than forcing myself to try and work past those feelings bc i want to make things easier for others#or bc i feel bad for letting go of things i don’t have muse for anymore#anyway anyway! i’m gonna finish my silly lil scary movie and hopefully have an early night#tbh the lack of sleep probably didn’t help my feelings today either :’ )#please take care of yourselves and remember to take breaks 💜💜💜 mwah mwah!!#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Ellas Endrion & Isilmë Endrion & Antheia Dúlinnel || "You were my daughter last time."
#dmdc#ellas endrion#antheia dúlinnel#web weaving#had to get this one out at some point and I am extraordinarily bored and emotional tonight. so.#here it is#he's had to kill her so many times and it's more tragic that the time she was his daughter set them up to make it out the next time#and he didn't get to be there to see it#anyway. I'm feeling normal about it as always
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one thing i've just been noticing abt ivory's videos is just. the idea of proving yourself, despite all of the odds against you. if its fighting a 100 wardens or killing god, there's always something to be proven. it's proving that you are capable of accomplishing anything, and you'll do so in a heartbeat.
and that, of course, builds a reputation, right? everyone knows ivory! and she's built a very intense reputation for herself, and she's pretty much feared on every single smp shes on
but with that reputation...you're pressured to keep it up. you're forced to go onto the next big thing. to prove that you can accomplish anything in a heartbeat.
so you do the same things over and over again, ramping up the stakes without taking a minute to calm down and breathe
but maybe, there's a small part of you that begs you to stop. to slow down, take a moment for yourself, and take a moment to look back at everything. just to rest
but.
you have a reputation to uphold. even as part of you screams at you and forces you to put in the breaks, the only thing on your mind is to keep on going. to prove you can do what you've set your mind to, and what you've worked so hard for.
(but in the end, it barely feels like anything before you turn away and look for the next accomplishment to complete, because you've killed off the part that forces you to step back and question what you're doing.)
#mcyt#ivorycello#having a normal one tonight . (lying)#btw i have 0 idea if this is the original intention of everything so don't take it as that#i support death of the author (when it comes to media analysis) anyways so. this is just what ivorys videos (so far) means To Me#i just find it So So So fascinating that ivory plays very strategically for everything she does#i havent found much fan content that explores that part of her which i think. is a shame bc its so interesting to me !!!#bc (at least to me) she always has a plan (in her videos) . everything she does is to lead up to a goal shes set for herself#and she Anyaylizes the best possible strategy that 1) plays to her strengths and 2) takes advantage or bypasses her weaknesses#and idk! thats just so Fascinating to me#also ive seen a few things abt ivorys latest video and burnout and. well its finals season rn so just been Thinking about that a lot#and i just think about it sometimes. anyways go watch ivorycello#and also if u wanna send me an ask abt this ^_^ feel free 2!!! im sure im forgetting a few things i can add 2 this but....ya#having a normal one tonight (lying)
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