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tokoyamisstuff · 5 months ago

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Homelander x F! Reader

Summary: You and Homelander have been official for a while now, but you have yet to understand why things never went beyond a certain line.

Warnings: slight angst, slight manhandling, somnophilia, masturbation, explicit smut, praise kink, dirty talk, oral sex

A/N: not proofread as always bc I cringe at my own writing. take it or leave it

Homelander had never learned how to be gentle.

Of course he knew how to touch someone without breaking them if necessary, but there's limits to his self-restraint. Especially when it came to the intimate kind of encounter.

This sadistic side of his was an expression of his desperate need for control, an inability to truly let himself fall and be vulnerable with another person.

For decades his mantra was that normal humans only exist for supes' - and mostly his - entertainment. Your weakness was his thrill, the sheer difference in power so ridiculously high that you might as well be filthy bugs - and Homelander was like a cruel child with a magnifying glass.

Usually his mates were supes themselves and even they could barely handle his violent urges, but you are a mere human. So fragile and precious that it terrified him at times.

What if he loses control in the heat of the moment? What if he breaks you? Or even worse: What if you see him for the monster he really is and run away like everyone eventually does?

A while ago Homelander heard the story about Ice Princess' fling, some Vought employee nobody. She accidentally froze his penis off during climax. Hilarious, honestly. The first time he heard this story he had a very good laugh, and he still can't look that guy in the eye without cackling when he passes him in the hallways.

But now, being romantically involved with one of those weaklings himself, the possibility of something similar happening to you made his stomach turn...

...but of course, as Homelander always does, he chose to ignore the problem at hand instead of addressing it.

Why bother with an unpleasant conversation if he can just prolong this innocent, chaste bond for as long as possible? He'd rather have you like this than unnecessarily putting you into harm's way.

You on the other hand slowly but steadily grew impatient with your boyfriend.

At first you thought he was merely being chivalrous, but it's been three months and still nothing. He's famous, so you had involuntarily learned about his past affairs - and he's definetly not old-fashioned.

Then why is he hesitating so much?

Most of the time you don't dare talking about what's bothering you, simply because any issue of yours seemed so insignificant compared to the horrible things John's been through.

Admittedly, he once literally lasered a guy's head into mush just for throwing a can to his son's head. So while his reactions can be a bit unpredictable, John cares so deeply about the few people he loves that you want to spare him any more trouble.

Unhealthy way of handling things, admittedly.

Last week you had planned it all out: What you could only describe as the perfect date was supposed to continue in his apartment, and you could literally see all blood flow from his brain to nether regions as you entered the bedroom in finest lingerie.

Anyways, you had initiated several times up until now, and initially he'd always go along with it. However as soon as your make-out-sessions turn more heated, he'd abruptly end them and practically storm off.

Everything went so well at first, with you straddling his waist and tentatively grinding against his lap. His hands moved against his will as his resolve crumbled, finding the curves of your body and relishing in the feeling of your exposed skin under his gloves. His jaw clenched as he fought the urge to go all out, fearing dangerous consequences.

A proper dosage of pain can function as aphrodisiac, at least in your opinion. So you didn't tell him to stop, in fact your senses were too clouded by desire to even notice the way his fingers dug into the cushion of your hips.

Yet there was just the tiniest microexpression, just the fraction of a second where your heart sped up and your face contorted in pain...

...and Homelander, shocked with himself, threw you so frantically off of his lap, you landed face firsr on the floor instead of the bed.

Against all reasoning, you laughed hysterically at his not-so-subtle rejection, and god knows you'll tease him about it until forever. But also, understandably, on the inside you were as hurt and confused as never before.

Doesn't make it any better that your boyfriend had been avoiding you like you were the goddamn pest ever since.

Just like today, when Homelander comes home to you way past midnight, double checking with his x-ray-vision whether you were already fast asleep.

John was aware that this topic has been tormenting you for a while now, and while he never intended to hurt you - quite the opposite, really - he also clung to this pleasant illusion he had created with you.

Lucky at cards, unlucky in love, or so they say.

The course of his life had convinced him that all remotely good things happening to him will be taken away again. A farce prepared by destiny itself just to mock him, maybe evening out the scales since he had been blessed with too much power.

On days as shitty as this one however, nothing compares to having someone to come home to - even when he made sure that you weren't awake to confront him. He tosses his boots aside, grateful for you to be a sound sleeper as they fell to the floor with a loud thump.

Your boyfriend's heart sinks as he pulls up the blanket, being greeted by a handprint-shaped bruise on the side of your hip. Seems like it still hurts too much to sleep on that side. His fingertips run over the dark purple-ish mark, a pained groan escaping your throat when he gives in to the temptation to squeeze your ass.

He really is the worst.

Homelander freezes until he's certain you continue sleeping undisturbed, the sound of his own heart hammering against his chest drowning out all other noise. His palm is still lingering on your body, running up and down your sides and earning relieved sighs in return.

Before you'd feel his excitement too much, he manages to tear his body away from you, his erection twitching painfully as he rolled onto his back.

John really had pure intentions when he embraced you from behind, simply wanting to distract himself and fall asleep while cradling you in his arms - yet instead his already hard cock buries itself neatly between your thighs, the friction making him utter vile things.

Damn it Y/N, why the fuck do you always sleep in underwear only?! Is it to taunt him or to test his limits? Because it's working.

A breathy moan escapes his lips as he spread his legs wide, cock already leaking precum when he ran his thumb across the slid. He grabs it fiercely, pumping hard to make quick work of it, while roaming every inch of your skin he can get his other free hand on.

"Need some help with that?"

Shit.

ShitshitshitshitSHIT!

Seems like he was a little too busy with getting off - so much that even his heightened senses didn't catch you waking up to this scene. Your boyfriend had a habit of sleeping naked, so right now there was none of what he did left to the imagination.

"Heyyy sweetheart..." John tried to put on his trusty showman attitude, an awkward grin stretched across his face while trying to cover himself with the next best pillow. "Sorry babe, didn't wanna wake you up. Just go back to slee-"

"And miss out on the show?" you chuckle half-sleepily and he wants to die. He's done worse things in his life, way worse to be precize - so why is he fucking shy nowy just because you caught him? "Aww, you're blushing." He contemplates lasering your lips together to make you shut up.

"C'mon, John, I know you're holding back for some reason, but we don't have to go all out." Shuffling closer to your boyfriend, you give him those damn doe-eyes he can never say no to. "And I'd love to lend you a hand, if you know what I mean."

John instinctively closes his eyes as your face moves closer, lips eagerly awaiting yours...

...but just when you were about to touch him, he takes a hold of your wrist. "Y/N, I-" he shakes his head, trying to regain his composure. "Just- just let me go to the bathroom, okay?"

You frown. Worse, the humiliation makes tears dwell in your eyes. Pushing your partner is wrong, but without context you really start doubting yourself here.

Suddenly the stench of fear was lingering in the air, and your heart starts racing like a hummingbird. Trying to calm yourself was a fruitless attempt in front of a man that could perceive almost anything, even your pathetic strangled sobs.

So he was right: You're afraid and maybe even disgusted by his behavior, and just offered yourself to placate him.

Maybe he should just snap your neck to escape the inevitable heartbreak.

"A-Are you cheating on me?"

"Huh?" That question caught him off guard. He was prepared to hear anything, seriously all kinds of insults or accusations, but that? "Are you dense? Why the fuck would I cheat on you?"

And that's when it dawns on him: You are scared - but not of him.

To your defense, he did have a reputation of not being able to keep it in his pants. Maeve had remarked that fact more than once so you wouldn't forget. And him constantly being swarmed by the prettiest celebrities didn't do any good to your self-esteem either.

You're scared of him leaving you.

"Then what is it?" you sniveled, shrinking into yourself as you hugged your own legs. Seeing you like this and knowing he's responsible was somehow even worse than his earlier apprehensions. "You always react as if you got burned whenever we touch. Did I do something wrong, or- or am I not attractive enough?"

"What the hell are you talking about?" John scoffs in an almost irritated tone, unable to refrain from rolling his eyes. Comforting people didn't really come easy to him, even if he hated himself for not being able to let the shielding facade drop just this once. "You're gorgeous and you know that! C'mon, you women are always causing arguments out of thin air. Stop making this about yourself, would y-"

Seeing your glossy eyes turn into a glare at his ramblings made him shut up immediately, but the damage has already been done. "You know what, I'll-" For a while, you sit on the edge of the bed thinking and with every passing second of silence, Homelander's anxiety skyrockets. "I think it's better if I sleep at my own place for a while."

That's exactly what he's talking about, damn it! The line between control and insanity is a thin thread, and he is not willing to take any chances - when it comes to you at least.

"No!" he almost screams at you, jumping up from the bed and pointing a warning finger at you. "You're not going fucking anywhere!" When he sees your wary expression John's eyes soften, instantly regretting his outburst.

Why does he always fuck up? Why can he never seem to keep what makes him happy? Why can't he be what you need?

Homelander buries his face in his hands, taking a few deep breaths to calm himself just like you taught him. "Look, I-" He reluctantly put his hands on each of your shoulders and when you don't flinch away, he starts rubbing circles on your back. You always do it for him when he's upset, so he figures maybe it can help you too. "Please...I'll tell you the truth, okay? Just...don't leave."

You turn around to face him, nodding mutely as he wipes a tear from your cheek with his thumb. Seeing you cry was gutwrenching, moreso when he was the reason. "I..." he helplessly gestures around, wishing there was a script to this like he was usually provided. "I tend to become...rough."

"So?" The initial hurt now turned into confusion, suspicion even about whether he was telling the truth. You defendingly cross your arms, like a barrier so you wouldn't falter before you got answers.

"I'm not made out of glass." Compared to his strenght, you might as well be. "And I can talk. If you become too wild I'll let you know."

Stubborn as always. But he loved that about you, too. "It's not that easy, Y/N." His head falls in defeat and exasperation. John's about to cry himself, and he hates you seeing him anything less than perfect. "I'll hurt you, and then you'll hate me. Or worse..."

Consciously ignoring the worse part, you cup both sides of his face, making him look up to meet your eyes. "John..."

You straddle his waist again, feeling relief now that you finally understood. Peppering kisses across his face and neck you whisper "I was so, so worried you had grown tired of me..."

"Never." Homelander wasn't someone to apologize often, let alone sincerely. The times he did ever since leaving the lab he can count on one hand.

But despite him being...well, him, John knows best what it's like to be plaqued by insecurities. He hugs you tight enough to make you feel the sincerity of his words. "I only wanted to protect you. I never wanted to make you feel this way."

"Next time talk to me from the start, okay?" You smile softly as he aggrees, and he doubts to be deserving of all your sympathy.

Your hands never leave his body, featherlight touch reassuringly calming his nerves. And yet together with the fact that the only thing currently separating your bodies was your thin panty, it was no wonder that his body reacted the way it did.

A moan disrups your conversation when his cock stiffens again, and you can't help but buck your hips against him in response. Your panties were already soaking anyway, due to the friction and his dirty little deed earlier.

The scent of your lust wipe all negative emotions from your boyfriend's mind, replacing them with something else.

"I want you, John" you breathe against his ear and he whines. "We could just take it slowly..."

"I don't know how" he admits, and you smile at his reluctant aggreement. Gently being shoved down on his back again, it feels like he melts beneathe your fingertips. "Then I'll teach you."

Goosebumps rise on his skin as your fingertips ghost over his body, and you lean over for a longdue kiss, so tender and affectionate John thinks he will fall apart.

Homelander's groan gets swallowed by your lips as you pull your panties aside, slick folds now grinding against his cock. Your name falls from his lips in meek whimpers and you refuse to believe this wonderful man could ever harm you.

"Let me take care of you." Shit, how do you always know exactly what to say?

Raking your hands through your hair as you sit up, air gets stuck in Homelander's throat at the sight, making him choke.

You look fucking magnificent.

Hell, he'd pay an artist to paint you like this so he could look at it forever. If only it didn't require another person seeing you naked...

"You know, I thought it was just my imagination..." A mischievous smile plays on your lips now that you think of it. "But my panties have been disappearing a lot lately."

Your boyfriend didn't respond anything else but a whimmer, shame washing over him at being caught. Not that he was really subtle to begin with.

"Speak up" you tease, giving his shaft a soft squeeze and he instinctively thrusts into your hand like a dog in heat. "Did you use them to get yourself off to your fantasies, huh? Naughty boy." His cock twitches in your palm at the words. "From now on, I want you to come to me for release. Always."

"I trust you" you add as doubt is clearly written on his face, voice firm and as unwavering as your loving eyes, driving tears into his own. You lower yourself on his cock, savouring the feeling of being filled out like this. "Mhh...you feel so good inside of me. Will you behave, John?"

"Y-Yes..." was all he managed to wring out, since it takes every ounce of strenght inside of him to not cum to your sweet affirmations right away. John clutches the bedframe so hard that it crumbles under his grip, but to his surprise you don't wince at the sound - quite the opposite, it shot a wave of heat right through your core.

"John...look at me." You guide his hands away from his eyes to cup your breasts instead, looking at him like he's the best fucking thing in the world. The intensity of your gaze causes him to shiver, makes him wanna hide.

Yes, this is too good to be true.

Whatever you see in him right now he will taint with his own hands given time.

And yet he can't stop anymore, now that he's aware of the depht your love helds for him.

You read him like a damn book, noticing his internal struggle so you silence the voices in his head with a passionate kiss. "So good for me, John" you cheer him on, moving your hips at a low pace.

Tension finally leaves his body and he dives his tongue into your mouth, groaning deeply as he moves his body alongside yours. His touch was careful yet bruising, sending pleasant tingles down your spine.

"I love you, John" you cry out as your foreheads touch, eyes never leaving his. "I love you so damn much!"

That declaration was enough to drive him over the edge.

Homelander pulls you as close as close as humanly possible when he stills momentarily, jackknive-like thrusts chasing after his high. The sounds he made as you got filled up bordered on obscene, as did the amount of cum spilling out of you.

"Shit" he speaks breathlessly against your skin, covering a bitemark he had just caused with kisses. "M'sorry..."

And yet he wasn't willing to let go off of you just yet, this amazing orgasm unable to ward off the embarassment of his poor performance.

"Never apologize for having a good time, silly" you chuckle, brushing your nose against his. "I'm flattered, if anything."

John never knew that sex could be so...satisfying, more than just physically. Filled with carefree laughter instead of expectations.

After all, he was conditioned to never wanna disappoint.

"Nah-a-ah." You yelped as he spun you around effortlessly, now him being the one howering over you, bearing his canines like a starved predator. "I refuse to let my goddess go unworshipped."

"John...I'm okay, really. Sex between lovers is not just about that..." And yet when he opens your legs, you don't resist.

He bets you taste just as fucking good as you smell, feisty little thing. Driving him crazy all those weeks. Do you have any idea how hard it was to endure this sweet torture for your sake?!

A shiver runs down your spine when he licks his lips at the sight of your leaking entrance, taking a deep inhale. There's a hunger in his eyes that no sane person could ever comprehend - but you indulged in it, craved in his twisted kind of love.

Heh, you were a goddamn freak just like him all along, isn't that right?

Homelander takes his time kissing a path down to your navel, admiring the marks he left on your body he was now able to see as the lovebites they are. He briefly looks up to assure himself of your consent, an answering smile all he needs to continue.

"Myyyy tuuuurn" he chants so cheerful, you almost thought he had put on his formal persona.

A relieving finger finally has mercy and slides into your already overstimulated sex, making you arch your back when he curls it inside. Pleads and curses falling from your lips as he enters a second one and then another, and you desperately try to move yourself deeper onto him.

"Attagirl!" Seems like his confidence has returned, at least judging by that damn smug smile his tone indicated. The frustrated pout you wore right now was so adorable, he decided to end your misery and bury his head between your legs as well.

You were still fucking yourself on his fingers while he relished the taste of himself on your pussy, before enveloping your clit with his tongue. "That's my fucking girl right there" he mouths as he ate you out, pumping his fingers keenly on your weak spot he so easily found. "Come on, I want to hear you."

When you came it felt like you were ascending to the afterlife, screaming his name at the top of your lungs before collapsing into the sheets.

Your legs had long since gave out but John put them over his shoulders, humping the mattress while his tongue still ran over your nerve endings, shooting jolts of overwhelming pleasure through your system.

"Oopsie" he coos, a predatory glint in his eyes as he crawled on top of you again, his kiss giving you a taste of your own spent. "Made me hard again."

You eyes flutter open after the last bit of your climax had ebbed out, exhausted yet invitingly batting your lashes as your limbs entangled once again.

"Seems like I found the Homelander's weakness."

#the boys #homelander #homelander / reader #homelander x reader #john gillman #self insert #fanfiction #writing

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satvruu · 11 months ago

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ೀ how they hug you

rewritten and reposted of my hc set from my old blog @/star-puff! thank you to all my old dedications as well as my new ones @kurooppi @wyllsravengard for making my return to this fandom possible <3

feedback is very appreciated!

ft. yuuji, megumi, gojo, getou, nanami

itadori yuuji embraces you warmly, fondly, sunlight streaming through the window and scattering over your bare skin. it's someplace safe and comforting, enveloped in his arms like he's taken it upon himself to protect you from everything horrible in the world; he is your knight, he is your shield, your safe haven to escape to, no matter how many wounds he will endure in the process. ("yuuji," you whisper, a hand coming up to rest gently on his arm. he bleeds desperation. "i'm okay, i promise." yuuji squeezes you tighter, trembling, and you wonder what you can do to make it true for him, too.) he holds you for far too long for it to be anything casual, but you can't really complain about it anyway—it's better this than to witness the alternative. after all, what is the sun without a place to hold its warmth; what becomes of a hero when they fail to protect the things that matter most?

fushigurou megumi comes to you slow, steady, a ripple of water in the pond. you coax him out gently, holding your arms out before wrapping them around him. his breath hitches (always, no matter how many times he tries to hide it) and his body stiffens, arms frozen at his sides. but slowly, surely, your head buried in his chest, megumi's arms begin to wrap around you in a manner you can only describe as tender—as if you could break if he held onto you too tight. (truthfully, megumi thinks he's just afraid. the jujutsu world is a dangerous one, after all, even to those who only know of it by name. megumi has lost too many people, and you're the one person he can't afford to lose.) he flinches at the thought, pulling away. you draw yourself closer in him, instead. moonlight behind the clouds, you'd gladly hold onto this night forever if it meant megumi was by your side.

gojo satoru is known as many things—a child prodigy, the strongest, a boy-god making his presence known on the lowly earth, but to you, he is simply just obnoxious. satoru makes it a spectacle each time he sees you: hollering, gallivanting, draping himself over you with his long limbs and impossible-to-miss frame. you huff and complain and uselessly try to drag yourself away from him each time, but satoru hooks onto you and refuses to let you go, nuzzling his face into yours. (they're mine, the action screams, a blaring warning to anyone unfortunate enough to get caught in the collateral. you've been too caught up in your irritation of him to notice this, of course, and you're certainly not someone who would take the explicit meaning of it kindly, but satoru finds that he doesn't really care. not when he has more important things to attend to.) gojo satoru is many things, but the one thing he absolutely isn't is someone who can share.

getou suguru smells of sandalwood incense, a musky amber you think you could identify blind. sometimes, you think you remember a different suguru, a kinder suguru, one that had easier things to worry about, a brighter look in his eyes, an easier weight to his gait. if you think back far enough, you suppose it might have been because he had somebody else by his side to keep it that way, a brighter light shining next to him to keep the darkness at bay. (but that was a long time ago. now, suguru is the one left to be lit by the fire, stuck in the ashes of his own kin for a future little understand. you're not sure who is to blame for that anymore.) you're not the light that can save him—no one can be, not anymore. when suguru reaches out to you, rare vulnerability bubbling over in a way you can only describe as drowning—as crumbling—the only thing you can do is curl yourself next to him in the incense burner, smearing yourself in the ash.

nanami kento thinks you need this, especially after a long, hard day. the melting comes slow: his hands on your back, gentle pats and quiet whispers of comfort as he rests his chin on your head. and then comes everything else. his hands slot perfectly into the dip of your back, the small of your waist, thumbs rubbing small circles over the fabric of your clothes, and in the eyes of no one but yourselves, the two of you begin to sway back and forth to a quiet melody nanami begins to hum. you cling onto the fabric of his shirt, trying to memorie the smell of his cologne, the rumble of his voice, the warmth of his arms. (it's too much, to have a memory of a future that will inevitably happen. you almost want to cry. don't go, you want to say, a lump in your throat, wishing for the impossible. don't go.) and still, selfish as you are, nanami hugs you like you're slow dancing in the dark.

#jjk x reader #jjk imagines #jjk headcanons #itadori x reader #itadori yuuji x reader #fushiguro megumi x reader #megumi x reader #fushiguro x reader #gojo satoru x reader #gojo x reader #getou x reader #geto x reader #geto suguru x reader #suguru geto x reader #nanami x reader #nanami kento x reader #yuuji x reader #yuji x reader

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mangora · 2 months ago

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Something I think about a lot is the people who went to school or lived in the same neighborhood as the ROTI cast seeing them on TV. Everyone in Cameron’s neighborhood knew that a kid lived in that house but they never knew or even really saw him; and now they get to know him for the first time, and they feel this weird mix of pride for him, as well as melancholy or even anger at the fact that he was kept inside his whole life. Lightning was a star in his community and everyone thought he had an idyllic life, until they saw the finale and found out how much pressure he’d been under all those years, and they can’t see him the same way when he comes back. Zoey was an outcast at her high school and was ignored or even picked on by most of her peers, and they only realized how much of an impact that had on her when they watched her struggle to make connections over and over again until she lost her first real friend and snapped. No one liked Scott, everyone thought he was an asshole and knew he only got by via cheating and lying— but seeing him near catatonic after that shark attack, they can’t help but feel horrified on a deep personal level, and remember some of the good or just pitiful things Scott did, and wonder if he really deserved something that terrible. Jo was bullied but never seemed intimidated or effected by it; when everyone sees her struggle with her body image, or worry about the things she hasn’t done yet, or slip up and smile or help someone out, it both makes them realize that she’s weaker than they thought and also that they’re wrong for being happy about that. Similarly, Mike was widely treated as a freak and a delinquent, and had barely if any friends; seeing him open up about his DID on TV and learning where DID comes from created this sense of crushing guilt and horror for everyone who’d ever picked on him or written him off or spread rumors behind his back. Anne Maria was beloved by people at her school and in her neighborhood, and seeing how people like Zoey treated her and watching her lose was devastating. Brick was always known to have a heart of gold, and while seeing that on TV was inspiring for some of his friends and peers at boot camp, it made him a new target for other kids and commanders, who saw him as soft and effete and not worth wasting time on. Sam never had many friends due to his nerdy interests and social awkwardness, and after seeing how kind he was on the show, everyone wishes they’d given him a chance. Seeing Dawn properly mad at Scott during her elimination is super uncanny to everyone who knew her as the calm and collected local cryptid, and it reminds them that she’s human (or at least humanoid) and makes them take her more seriously. B’s community was rooting for them, since everyone knew how smart and thoughtful they were; seeing him get deadnamed by Chris and then get taken down by Scott made them genuinely mad on their behalf. Watching Dakota’s last moments as a normal human girl was horrifying for everyone who knew her, especially because after the episode aired there was nothing they could do about it. Staci went on the show as the annoying girl who lied for attention, and she left the same way; no glory, no gold, just humiliation.

And this isn’t even mentioning what their families felt watching the show, whether that be fear or pride or disappointment or anger— either at Chris and the show or even at their own child, in some cases. Like, could you imagine coming back home to your family, your friends, your neighbors, your teachers, your coworkers, after they’d seen you at your worst or most vulnerable on international television— after everyone who’d ever scrutinized or believed in you watched you lose big time. The horror and/or tragedy of ROTI doesn’t end or even really start with the radioactive island; the things that led them there and the things they returned to could be dismal or scary in their own ways.

Anyways I’m so normal about them rghhhhhh

#alex’s td rambles #cw abuse mentions #<- just in case

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analy-sing-stuff · 4 months ago

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Hi overthinkers :D

After a really messy gap of three years, I finally red "Boy meets Maria" and I'll never be able to express how much this short story made my heart ache and melt. I can't believe I took so long because it's pure genius how it's written, and it's so SO sad we won't get anymore of it.

Anyways, let me yap a bit about it because I got SO MUCH to say, especially towards Arima's gender. I'll try to be as respectful as I can and use they/them referring to them regardless of the conclusion I take.

⚘️ spoilers ahead ⚘️

Both of the main characters are SO WELL WRITTEN in a way I've rarely seen in media these days!

"Boy meets maria" is a comic novel that makes us question so many things we have barely thought about in modern society, being them specially gender roles and norms, or how abuse comes in all sizes, shapes and colors.

Let's start with Taiga!

In a way, Taiga is the "least complex" character in this mangá. His concept is simple; he lost his mom when he was very young, his dad was irresponsible taking care of a child and drowning on his drinking addiction, and after growing up with all that, Taiga decides he wants to be a hero.

The meaning of a hero to Taiga is, simply explained, to be this great GREAT person. He wants to be a famous actor, succeed in life, and have this beautiful girlfriend to "save".

To be short, Taiga decides he doesn't want to be like his dad. His bright personality is basically his way of getting better, of being happy, and most important of all, of helping people.

I guess we can say Taiga is a very deeply conflicted character. looking for his way to the top on theater, I'd say this is him leaving his past behind and looking ou to show the world he is worth something, looking for something that may bring back to him the feeling of control contrasting how much he couldn't help but just watch his mother slowly die, and how weak he felt not knowing she was already being hurt by his father all along.

Let's say that the reason he's looking for a perfect girl for him to act like this perfect hero also has to do with the passing of his mom and the absence of his father, because to him, this is one unconscious second chance of treating a girl right and having a happy ending.

Then things don't go exactly as planned, and he meets Arima 😍

You see, Arima is a BIG part of Taiga's reality check because boy is completely HEAD OVER HEALS. Mind you, i saw some people saying they kind of cringed because of the way he acted and that he was unrealistic or a "manic pixie boy," and I totally disagree, I disagree even harder because I do know boys like him in real life and I can assure sometimes this big extroverted person is nothing more than a nod to the neglected child they were on the past.

So, yeah, when he chases Arima through the hall, this is basically him saying "don't say no to me, because I need this 😃 um excuse me, 😀 I need to be happy 🙂 dont say no" , and it's so persistent Arima ACTUALLY has to show him their genitals...so...uh...kinda crazy, huh?

But surprisingly, this is not a big deal to them if not for the inconvenience, and I'll say more, They lost all their notion of decency way before their childhood Trauma

Let's talk about Maria...No! Sorry, I mean...

Let's talk about Arima

Arima is a complex character that I appreciate so much due to never seeing a representation like them in media before.

I'd like to say that I'll not get into the sexual abuse too much because this may get too long, and it's sort of a sensitive topic for me, but I might mention it later if I feel like it.

Arima, since very little, was forced to be perceived as a girl by his mom, a type of abuse called forced feminization, where, well, you force a vulnerable individual to use exaggerated accessories that would match better a woman according to the known gender norm.

It was clear, However, that Arima never had a normal childhood being perceived as a girl, since none of what they had was granted because they wished, it was what their mom wished to fullfill HER wishes, and so on Arima felt like a boy but had to keep the image of being a girl solid and intact, after all, it was all they knew.

This is really big on their relationship with Taiga, since they basically reverse roles when they mature

This pannel, for example, is screaming gender roles, with Arima being stuck to pink and girl toys while Taiga is surrounded by all types of boy toys. This pannel has, also, big foreshadowing for their image of a hero when they were little. While Taiga thinks he can be this awesome image of a savior he wished to become, Arima holds on to a hero, shyly showing that not only they need to be who they truly are, since this is also the only toy on the picture that they hold on and that they're trully interested, but they also look for a saviour, someone who could take them out of the feeling of not belonging, someone who could understand what they need. The only thing also separating both of them is a flower, which is much symbolical to their different perspective growing up and the curious impact of Taiga's dad in their lives.

The cover for this mangá is the paralel we get from the back, and honestly, it's so beautiful how it doesn't necessarily mean it is about Arima detaching from their feminity, Rather just how much Taiga helped them realize they don't need to look feminine to be accepted and fullfill anyone's wishes.

To me, at the end of chapter 6, it's most likely that yes, Arima might be a boy suffering from detachment of something that they knew since they were very little, the role of a girl; AND HEAR ME OUT! THE THEATHER CONTEXT WAS GENIOUS!!!

Arima, their whole life, were assigned as this little girl, that deep down, was unhappy with their identity.

Then they go through this horrible fucking abuse and they feel vulnerable and weak,and they say, well, I'm a boy. That's it, that's who I always was.

And then, they go to their first play and they play as a boy, and they act (literally) as a boy, but the second their abuser is there to see them, (motherfucker) they lose it.

They lose it because, in the first place, all that happened to them was because of the rumor they weren't really a girl, and concluding that, they run away from their real them to avoid facing their trauma and their identity.

So Arima only acts as a girl on plays (literally) despite acting so well as a male character, hiding their talent and their feelings from everyone.

Until Taiga appears and never give up on them, which is beautiful.

And then, in the end, we understand that maybe they are not a boy, maybe they are not a girl, maybe they are both, maybe they are neither, but;

1. Their gender is not defined by what they look like

2. It's nobody's business

I can't put into words how well written this whole scene is. The way they mimick how the abuse was, the way they're scared of getting attached to someone again, the way they're mentally destroyed by the doubt and the feeling of weakness and how none of this matters because Taiga love's them.

No matter the gender, Taiga fell in love with Yuu.

And then they feel comfortable again, which seals pretty much this comic.

No matter which role (gender or theather lol) Yuu chooses, they'll always be Yuu Arima, and they'll always be special.

THAT'S IT OH MY GOD, I MIGHT HAVE FORGOTTEN SOMETHING, THIS TOOK ME SO LONG, ANYWAYS LOVE THEM SO SAD IT'S NOT A BIG SERIES BECAUSE IT WAS SO GOOD WTFF 🥹

#boy meets maria #yaoi bl #tw abuse #literally everything would be solved if this fucking woman adopted a girl to be Arima's sister but whatever i guess #forced feminized #Taiga hirasawa #Yuu Arima #happy ending #gay #yaoi

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sailorspica · 8 months ago

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dare i argue...

kenny has a very interesting, consistent morality that isn't all that aberrant compared to most of AoT's main cast.

he is our main source of ackerman lore, whose fallen status within the walls directly telegraphs the position of eldia in the larger world, so on closer inspection, kenny, levi, and mikasa are more than a bit analogous to grisha and the warriors. in kenny's case, i think most of the elder jaegers. hear me out:

my ongoing beef with the uprising arc anime adaptation includes this scene with kenny's grandfather. confoundingly, WIT cut significant length from grandpa's explanation about the ackermans' persecution at the hands of the MPs, but gave kenny a line that... is ghostwritten by zeke jaeger.

in the manga, kenny discouraged kuchel from carrying levi to term for reasons he doesn't verbalize (snk 65)

in the anime (aot 43), my subtitles say "I swear, ain't no point being born in a craphole world like this where there's not a single dream worth pursuing."

the dubbed line is "who'd want to be born into this piece of shit world anyway? there isn't a dream you could have worth suffering through it."

btw i think WIT giving kenny like, 5x more lines with the word "dream" is fucking cheesy and childish; i could see how this mindset is challenged immediately by carla in bystander, but does kenny have to be the one to say it? we get that from historia and alma and ymir already! plenty of characters express thoughts of regretting being born, but this and zeke's are particular to eldians and ackermans, not individuals

but what grandpa ackerman says about this "deal" between the ackerman patriarch and the crown echoes grisha and zeke's propaganda bedtime stories. the first generation born within the walls hoped that ignorance would spare future ackermans, and eldians left behind when the walls went up hoped compliance would save them from... paradise, conscription, what have you. historical omission and revision: neither fucking worked! that ackerman patriarch died pointlessly, every eldian sacrificed to marley's imperialism from foot soldiers in the trenches to the warriors and proto-warriors, ksaver's generation and older, died pointlessly.

much like the warriors, i don't think any of the above excuses or downplays kenny's wrongdoings, but contextualizes them:

he's a serial killer

as far as we know his Ripping was mostly MPs. as of this scene in ch. 65, the latest were lurking outside a dying old man's home, whether that means they monitored the eldest living ackerman closely, or they were there to jump kenny. point is, killing cops is uhhhhh cool. i don’t care he becomes one himself later. the old 2nd wave feminist adage of “the personal is political” applies to any gender, really, and we should all take police violence against vulnerable populations personally, so whether you frame kenny’s kill count before joining the MPs as self-defense or vengeance, there’s a net positive of fewer MPs terrorizing the streets of the interior and the underground.

he abandoned and/or abused levi

my guess is without his anime-only Zekeism™, kenny’s concern before levi's birth is more specific to kuchel’s circumstances, and also informs his abandonment:

raising a child would make kuchel’s life even more difficult;

the underground and moreover a brothel are no place to raise a child;

as his reaction to levi not knowing his last name goes, living as an ackerman is a curse unto itself (the zeke and ksaver conclusion), even if kenny’s relationship with uri has improved his circumstances;

my most charitable and extracanonical thought for this man is… i wonder what happened to his and kuchel’s own parents. how else do you lose track of your sister like this? did they feel abandoned themselves? did kenny already doubt kuchel would live long or be strong enough to protect a child (maternal mortality, which fellow MP nile dawk brings up in 108)? when he said “i’m not cut out to be some kid’s father,” did he also think that of kuchel? or did he think he also failed as an older brother—kenny and kuchel as grisha and faye...

we only get kenny’s POV of his time with levi, which lasts about five pages of chapter 69. my point is, levi whump revisionism tends to give him annie leonhart's canonical childhood, for which there is no evidence in chapter 69 or in bad boy.

of course, filling the blanks of kenny's pedagogy is grim, and popular fanon isn't unreasonable at all. there's no nonviolent way to teach violence, which kenny calls "the only tool he had" and likely thought of as the only thing he could offer levi. removing levi from the underground didn't seem to cross his mind, either, which could point to a pessimism that people kill people, above and below—the ackermans were wiped out on the surface, after all. but i actually find the understanding of their relationship to the royal family as feudal in the japanese sense helpful here: would bringing him along set levi's path for him, one in service to the reisses? cruel as it was, kenny guaranteed levi's freedom.

he's a cop

okay, this is where the manga gets a little ambiguous/inconsistent with chronology. when kenny gets the anti-personnel squad, he says he’s “never been part of the military before”—he’s actually following levi’s footsteps here, a criminal recruit far outclassing these graduates of the cadet corps. however, to historia, he identifies himself as part of the first interior squad in 845. the fuck?

what is more certain is after he meets uri and becomes his bodyguard 😏, he joins this "assembly" or "council" of nobles and wallists. "bodyguard" does not sound like a role in which kenny would wander the walls doing extrajudicial murder like sannes. when levi and hange interrogate sannes, he proudly lists his own resume (snk 55), which includes killing armin’s parents, erwin’s father, and historia’s mother (the 2nd worst thing to be in the walls is blond), so besides alma, kenny doesn't seem to be included in these panels of the first interior squad "bloodying [their] hands" for peace within the walls.

i think a reasonable conclusion is kenny joined the first interior squad after uri's death in 842, and this squad is so elusive as to be legendary to the average MP. there is probably some translation subtlety with "squad" and "section, " so my understanding is the anti-personnel squad is either part of the first interior squad, or an elite, separate but affiliated group much like levi's special operations squad.

i think of kenny in these three years as unmoored much like iseyama describes levi after shiganshina; the main thing guiding him seems to be his disdain for rod reiss, since he has no hard feeling against frieda. dare i say... rod is kenuri's zeke?

besides his worry for kuchel and debatable care for levi, kenny does, actually, express some of the humanitarianism that motivates his nephew, also in chapter 65 and also excluded from the anime adaptation:

"how much WE lost in those five years?! how many precious lives?!" "he don't give two shits about any of it! not his his family, not humanity, and certainly not you, historia!!

like, HELLO? who is he referring to? the residents of wall maria? the culling that killed armin's grandfather? historia's half-siblings? hell—trost and stohess, mere months ago? i think he's being genuine! this isn't a token, empty phrase, tugging at historia's heartstrings. a killer can value life, i don't think that's that crazy a thing to propose, least of all in attack on titan and least of all in the uprising arc where levi squad kills other humans (also all cops).

kenny's narration in chapter 69 and episode 47 revolves around power. his respect for uri starts from acknowledging him as "the strongest guy around," which echoes over the moment he abandons levi—he's done his level best to teach levi to be the strongest underground, and his philosophy of proving yourself to be the strongest or most powerful doesn't belie a sense of superiority over the weak or any desire to rule; it's the logical conclusion of the oppressed. he thinks of himself as strong, but doesn't call kuchel weak, and his use of "we"—he counts himself part of humanity. his later ambition to steal the founder... makes him more similar to erwin. he just wants the knowledge, the view from up there.

but i think kenny is a little dishonest in chapter 58 before one of levi's coldest "yeah"'s of all time:

i'll kill anyone if that's what it takes to get the job done. ya kill too when it benefits ya, right?

for both men, this object "you" is not themselves as individuals, despite their posturing. it could really, really be humanity, for all three ackermans. mikasa, ten chapters prior:

there are only so many lives i can value, and i decided who those people were six years ago, so you shouldn't try to ask for my pity. because right now, i don't have time to spare, or room in my heart.

and her series-long journey is excavating her heart for humanity. the common fandom complaint that she "only cares about eren" is, to me, similarly reductive as their view of kenny. characters can lie to themselves, or reveal they're more selfless than they thought.

in conclusion:

ACAB

WIT skipped a lot of exposition to animate an extra kenny-levi fight that doesn't even make sense spatially

of course he sucks! and so do the younger ackermans! but they all suck a lot less than they think they do

kenny is also historia's uncle by marriage, in my heart

someone draw him and zeke hanging out

#kenny ackerman #ackerman clan #ackerman family #aot meta #snk meta #my meta

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angelosearch · 3 months ago

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Okay fam, how do we think Raine died? And please let me know if it's been word-of-god'ed somewhere. I don't think I've ever seen it.

I have a thought. I wouldn't even call it a theory because I have virtually no evidence to support it. It's more like... what I would find interesting.

I'm overthinking a 25-year-old videogame again...

Lil bit of a trigger warning here... Mention of some severe impacts of mental illness.

Honestly, I hate the "died in childbirth" thing. It's just... vague. Uninteresting. I don't know, kind of lazy. Okay, maybe she did die as a side effect of having Squall, but how? There's more than one way to die in childbirth.

And I am not saying dying in childbirth is unrealistic--it definitely is realistic, unfortunately--but I kind of hate how introducing a pregnant character and then killing them is always joined with the (again VERY BROAD) concept of "dying in childbirth."

Maybe it's just because I'm a Star Wars fan and Padme's death ruined me for "died in childbirth" as a suitable end for a pregnant character. I also just get annoyed in general how frequently pregnancy and childbirth in sci-fi/fantasy media is seen as something alien or bad or the end of a character. There's so many episodes where pregnancy is used as a parasitic plot point. I could go on.

And how often a mother is just killed off with "died in childbirth" off screen... It's just lazy! It's like saying a guy died because he "went off to war." Is it realistic? Sure. But specifics, backstory, please!!

But like!! These women have already done the incredible act of carrying a child, sometimes through war zones and major stressors, or, in Raine's case, while completely alone and waiting for her husband to come back from saving her adoptive daughter. If she "had" to die (at least in the eyes of the writers) immediately after Squall is born, I want her to have a death more specific to her character and more interesting overall! Also, it would be nice if she had SOME time with our little baby Squall, no matter the circumstances... Now, the way I think about Raine's death isn't exactly a nice way to die (if there is a such thing), but I think it would be enough to lock her ghost in Winhill. And, again, I think it gives her plot a realism that I want it to have.

Here is where I launch into some pretty reaching headcanons so... buckle up.

So Squall, we can all agree, exhibits signs of depression. He's able to push through it, because lots of us depressed people adapt to do that, but he definitely does. From what I know about therapy and psychology, I'd also say he has C-PTSD but that's another story.

But I'd like to propose that Squall is not just depressed, but potentially even bipolar.

Now, the DSM-5 diagnostic criteria for bipolar disorder requires at least one manic episode followed by a depressive episode or hypomania. I don't believe Squall has ever experienced mania... But the thing about bipolar disorder is that a lot of times, it presents as depression until it isn't anymore. And for some individuals, that moment doesn't come until their late 20s or older. Hell, treating depression is sometimes what reveals the underlying disorder: Sometimes SSRIs trigger mania in bipolar patients.

I could see him experiencing hypomania, though. Accidentally training for 12 hours straight, racing thoughts, extreme agitation.

What we do see in the game is risk-taking behaviors, racing thoughts, anxiety, disregulated mood, feelings of worthlessness, difficulty sleeping, isolation... These are symptoms of C-PTSD, but ALSO bipolar disorder.

(which, his history of trauma makes him more vulnerable to bipolar disorder as well)

I will admit, I hc Squall this way because I see myself in him, and I was a high-functioning depressed person who had my first manic episode in my late 20s. But what I figure is, while he was probably never written to be bipolar, there's nothing in the game that completely refutes it.

ANYWAY, bipolar disorder is hereditary. It's not only hereditary, but it plays a part.

So here we go, this is the end I have in mind for Raine, and it's not a happy end, but I think it's realistic and I think it's worth representing in media. Trigger warning.

I think Raine was bipolar. We don't see enough of her in the game to know, but if Squall is (in my head) she might be too. I think she had a complicated pregnancy and that Ellone being kidnapped and Laguna leaving (reasonably) put her under a lot of stress. Any symptoms she had under control with medication/therapy/etc. probably flared. Who knows if she had her same access to resources, seeing that Laguna was gone.

I think, maybe, she suffered from postpartum psychosis. She might have had a few good days, weeks with Squall until things got bad. It would have been terrifying for her, and the people of Winhill, the delusions, the hallucinations. I can't imagine there is a doctor in Winhill that can help with that. And maybe, one of those hallucinations led her to her end.

Such a terrible death likely would have traumatized the people of Winhill, who we know cared deeply about her. Maybe they sent Ellone away so she'd never know; maybe they sent Squall away because he was too much of a reminder.

Thus ends my very sad Raine's death head canon.

My next long project may involve tackling this kind of stuff. I love writing/researching mental health!!

#uhhhh yeah so this is sad #but it's my hc #trigger warning: severe mental illness #occult fan II content

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idyllic-affections · 2 years ago

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dad!pantalone brainrot (ft. il dottore & baizhu) iv.

summary. when their health issues flare up, there are very few doctors that their father will permit to treat them.

trigger & content warnings. implied canon-typical dottore violence, (empty) threats, chronic illness, blood, mentions of death, etc.

tropes, pairings, fic length, & other notes. hurt/comfort. dad!pantalone & reader, il dottore & reader, baizhu & reader. 0.7k words. they/them pronouns for reader. prev | next

author's thoughts. this series is never ending... in my defense, it was going to be a full-length fanfic but i never ended up pursuing that idea. anyway baizhu and pantalone are brothers here! idc if it ends up being non canon, its canon in my heart 💖 this got... slightly angstier than i intended. whoops!

when it comes to his child's health, pantalone only trusts two doctors in all of teyvat.

(he objectively trusts one far more than the other, though.)

il dottore is an... unfortunately large part of their life. the regrator did eventually accept that it was inevitable, given how "close" he and the doctor tend to be. dottore is one of their many tutors, though admittedly, his teaching methods are probably a little concerning... at least [name] is proficient in anatomy and physiology! perhaps pantalone should reconsider whether or not his child should be left alone with him. he'd somewhat gotten over his initial concerns about leaving them with him and his segments after seeing zeta nearly tear someone's head clean off in their defense, but perhaps it's time to reconsider! the second may not be hurting them, per se, but he is creating a desensitized little thing.

(though... it may very well be for the best, given their harbinger lineage. they cannot afford to be soft or squeamish. pantalone knows this very well.)

the second fatui harbinger is also largely responsible for making sure they're in good health. semiannual check-ups are a standard practice as opposed to annual ones; they did happen to inherit their father's poor immune system. dottore once offhandedly commented that it probably came more from the regrator's brother, as even pantalone isn't as prone to illness as his child is. the doctor has never met baizhu personally, but pantalone knows he's right. they tire so easily... sometimes it makes him sick with worry. regardless, it runs in the family, and some get it worse than others, so check-ups are more common.

(check-ups are always an amusing sight when zeta is around, wordlessly fiddling with a needle suspiciously close to their neck.

"put that needle in my throat and i will tear out yours."

he only smiles at them.

their smug aura does not mock him; contrary to popular belief, he finds it quite funny and endearing! they are the only person that can get away with talking shit like that. not even the other dottore clones can talk to him like that without getting a violent response. he lets it slide with omega because he has to, but beyond that...

he's fond of them. he's just too emotionally constipated to admit it.)

however, sometimes pantalone doesn't completely trust dottore not to harm them when they're seriously ill and vulnerable. he knows dottore would gain nothing by bringing them harm, and yet...

archons, becoming a father has made him awfully protective, hasn't it? surely he wasn't like this before he took them back from arlecchino?

times like those, times in which their illness would act up to the point of leaving them bedridden, making them shiver and tremble and spit up blood... times like those are when he calls upon baizhu.

he'd understand their illness better than dottore ever could, anyway. pantalone was right to make such an assumption.

"has your father taught you nothing of energy management?"

"energy management?" they scoffed sarcastically, the warmth from the cup of herbal tea in their hands soothing the chill in their trembling fingers, "from the man who hardly takes care of himself? please. he acts as if he isn't also chronically ill. he'll literally work himself to death if he isn't more careful. it's... worrying, actually." they tapped their nails against the cup mindlessly, chewing on the corner of their lip.

anxiety was not good for their health, especially not when they were already this ill.

"oh?" baizhu's interest was very much piqued at that, and their lips twitched upwards slightly at the way his hand stroked over their head calmingly. "in that case, i'll have to teach you my methods, but... he's been taking poor care of himself, has he?"

"the poorest."

"i see. do tell me everything, for... future reference."

they knew very well that 'future reference' meant a firm chiding. oh well! it's not like they purposely exposed their father's poor habits, no no. they were a loyal child. they'd never do something so terrible and unforgivable...

unless it was baizhu who asked, of couse. it would be awfully rude to withhold secrets about his own relatives from him, after all!

pantalone may get sick with worry over their health, but the sentiment is very much mutual.

please consider reblogging, it helps me out quite a lot!

#aphelion brainrots 🌸#pantalone x reader #baizhu x reader #il dottore x reader #platonic genshin impact x reader #platonic genshin x reader #platonic genshin impact #genshin x reader #genshin impact x reader

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rue-dixon · 6 months ago

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Chilchuck's family

Entire timeline headcanons:

This uses what little canon information we do know about his past. And me trying my best to fill in the gabs with other information from my person physical copy of the manga and Adventurers Bible.

His wife will be referred to as Bellana Sams.

Quick background:

Chilchuck's family was quite big. He had 4 siblings, 2 older siblings, a brother and sister whom he didn't see much because they were on their own by the time he was born. He would occasionally see his mother receive letters from them and would see them at holidays but that was about it. Chilchuck's mother was a nice woman, but often too busy working to give him much attention. He was mostly fine with that as a child since he preferred to be alone anyways. His father on the other hand was a drunk, and he rarely saw him smile. Chilchuck often thought he most likely got his sharp tongue from him. Chilchuck has practically no memories of his father being sober. And although he never hit him or his mother or siblings. He was very mean with his words, never missing an opportunity to insult anyone of them. But Chilchuck still found it in his heart to care for his father, mostly due to the stories his mother would tell him when he was young and sober. Chilchuck's two younger brothers came shortly after him. Although they were never close or had much of a relationship. Due to all three of them having to work as soon as physically able to support their family and themselves. They practically worked for what they ate. Since their father "retired". His family often struggled because of this and he remembers being hungry a lot. Which is probably why not eating for 3 days in the dungeons didn't bother him so much when he was an adult. When they did talk however, it was mostly to make fun of each other. His youngest brother often made fun of him and Bellana as kids. Referring to her as "his girl." Which angered Chilchuck and his brother found it hilarious. Overall, Chilchuck's family life was very distant. Everyone just simply existing in the same space. And once Chilchuck's father drank himself to death when he was seven years old, the family seemed to somehow grow more distant. This is most likely the reason Chilchuck struggles with vulnerability and his emotional wellbeing even far into his adulthood.

Bellana's family on the other hand was the exact opposite. They were simple farmers who lived down the street from the Tims family. She had a younger brother whom she loved very much, was very close to, and protective of. And was always secretly touched with how good Chilchuck was with him, and how much her brother seemed to always love him. Her mother was a loving woman, her father a hard worker but good family man. Who was always unnecessarily tough on Chilchuck for no apparent reason. Her brother was always up to mischief. But they were relatively close as siblings. Both her parents were pretty old fashioned, and took their traditions seriously. Their family followed "the old ways", no magic, hard work is good work, etc. Altogether the family had a warm atmosphere to them.

Childhood friends

⁃ Chilchuck Tims and Bellana Sams met when they were little kids. Went to school together and were neighbors.

- They met under an apple tree where Bellana made fun of Chilchuck reading, who was studying different languages. Bellana had been climbing the tree, trying to get the better apples at the top when Chilchuck sat down at the foot of it. Not realizing she was there, he started to study. Bellana watched him for a few minutes. Before taking an apple and tossed it at his head. "Ow! What the- who are you?!" "What are you doing?" "I'm teaching myself another language, duh!" "... what a loser."

- They didn't get along at first, they found each other annoying. Bellana constantly teasing him and annoying him. While Chilchuck would scoff and say she's just a dramatic girl. But the more time they would spent together in school and just in close proximity, and the older they got they got along better. Bellana got bored of teasing him. While Chilchuck started to feel more empathy for Bellana instead of finding her annoying. So they became friends. Getting closer and closer the older they got. Until they were practically spending every day together.

⁃ Chilchuck was always well mannered and mature. But had a sharp tongue and quick temper. While Bellana was passionate and easily moved, with a heavy attitude and a quick fuse. But upheld her and her families reputation and traditions. Always finding her image always important.

⁃ as kids, Chilchuck would tell Bellana his dream of exploring dungeons. He'd fantasize about being an adventurer. Making more money than most halfings and living a life most people only dreamed of. She'd say that he's being silly and no way a half-foot could do that. He'd get frustrated with her, and she'd tease him. Eventually he stopped talking about it and she assumed he grew out of it. "One day.. I'm gonna be an adventurer. And lead people through dungeons..!"

⁃ Chilchuck thinks he first unconsciously started to fall in love with her around age seven, when his father had passed away. And although he wasn't close with him, and he was no model father, he was still his father. With the way his family dynamic was, no comfort or solidarity was provided to anyone. During the funeral, as he was being buried, Chilchuck stood and watched. Everything seemed blurry to him, his mother's sobs in the background as his older sister held her. His older brother burying him. As his two younger brothers trembled with anger on his other side. He wasn't sure how he felt. If he should be sad? Relieved? The death happened so fast. That was until he felt from behind, a small hand gently grabbed his. He didn't need to look back to see it was Bellana's. She got closer to him when he didn't push her away and gently hugged his arm. Showing her silent support. For whatever reason, this made Chilchuck realized this was real. And began to cry. Bellana held him. And helped him through the rest of the grieving period. He felt that this was the first time someone cared for him like that.

⁃ around the age of ten, Chilchuck realized he had feelings for Bellana. He denied it for awhile. Hitting himself when he'd catch himself admiring her. Saying that it's normal, that he was a boy so obviously he would find her attractive! It was normal and didn't mean anything! They were just friends. Bellana realized around age eleven. Realizing how her cheeks would heat up when he stood so close to her that she'd have to look up to meet his eyes. And how everything she does seems to be better if he's by her side.

⁃ one night when they were both eleven, their village held a big party to celebrate the new year. It was a big banquet outside. Starting at sundown. First they'd eat then dance until sunrise. On an outdoor dance floor decorated with banners, balloons, candles and fire lights. The village had them every year. But this one seemed special to them.

⁃ Bellana was talking with her girl friends on the dance floor about who they hoped would ask them to dance tonight. When Bellana was asked, she bashfully said Chilchuck. Her friends criticized her, saying Chilchuck was very shy and seemed rude to most. But some said they see the appeal (saying they liked that he was tall.)

⁃ That same night, Chilchuck couldn't keep his eyes off her. She was wearing a new blue sun dress her mother made for her. And he thought she looked beautiful. Thinking about how the low lights with the light blue dress seemed to make her glow. That's when one of his brothers noticed this, caught on quickly, and tried to get him to ask her to dance. He refused, saying he couldn't. This caused his brother to get annoyed and shoved Chilchuck into Bellana.

⁃ Chilchuck was of course a mess, and basically the convo went like this. "B-Bel..! You- uh.. would you- I mean- uh you wanna- (cursing in a different tongue.)" "Are you... asking me to dance, Chil..?" "Uh.. yeah...?"

⁃ About a year later and a half later, another party/festival was thrown. Their village often had stuff like this, and the two would go to every one of them together. Drinking and dancing had become their thing. And it wasn't long until the whole village new of the young love birds. People were now just making bets of when they would get married. but they had been doing that since they were kids.

⁃ this time, Chilchuck walked her there, brought her a flower, she wore a brand new yellow dress with her nicer jewelry. Since it was a special holiday for the half-foots.

⁃ the two did a lot more drinking this time; being thirteen, so close to adults no one really cared. They both got pretty drunk by the end of the night. And danced until morning. But even when the party shut down, they still wanted some more time together. So they went for a walk. Finding their way to Bellana family's barn. They had laid on the hayloft. Looking at the stars through a hole in the roof and talking. where the alcohol got the better of them. And ended up making love in the hayloft out of wedlock. Which is l considered very taboo for their hometown.

⁃ Bellana noticed her period was late about three weeks later. And was already experiencing symptoms since half-foot pregnancies only last 4 months. Such as vomiting and fatigue. She told Chilchuck right away. Who was shocked but slightly (extremely) panicked.

⁃ Bellana was extremely upset, she cried and was convinced her parents would kick her out. And that they'd be shamed, and their child would be shunned from the village. So Chilchuck said they should just get married. if they got married now people wouldn't find out. Bellana didn't really like this, since she always wanted a nice wedding and not a rushed one, even if it was Chilchuck. And wanted Chilchuck to propose to her properly because he loved her, not because they had to out of obligation. But Chilchuck reassured her he always wanted to marry her anyways. And might as well do it now rather than later.

⁃ so they had a very quick wedding which was basically the papers and I dos with the witnesses being her parents and his mother.

⁃ Bellana's parents were suspicious of the sudden quick wedding. Especially since they weren't even fourteen yet. But they didn't want to think their daughter would do something like that. Meanwhile Chilchuck's mother didn't really care, having five kids and all, two of which were married and living in on their own.

⁃ a couple weeks later when it was clear Bellana couldn't hide her pregnancy anymore she told both families. Her mother was happy, but her father was suspicious. He had always been not so approving of Chilchuck to begin with. Thinking his daughter deserved better than an emotionally distant locksmith who already had drinking problems before fifteen. This caused many fights between Bellana and her father.

Meijack

⁃ Since she was pregnant, Bellana's parents let Chilchuck stay with them for awhile.

⁃ one night when just the two of them were eating. Bellana said she wanted to move out of the village when they were both fourteen. Chilchuck was surprised, and asked if she was sure. She said despite the wedding the villagers caught on and weren't happy. That she wanted a fresh start, and her parents being so overbearing was hard on her too.

⁃ Chilchuck always wanted to leave and explore dungeons as his dream job. So he agreed, he brought the idea up to Bellana, but she said she didn't like it. She said that it was no time to chase his silly childhood dream. So he didn't bring it up again. Being a locksmith was fine for now.

⁃ Bellana was on the shorter side while Chilchuck is quite tall. Meijack got his genes and was a bigger baby. That made the first pregnancy harder on Bellana. By the 4th month she found it hard to move and breathe. Chilchuck took off work just so he could stay home and take care of her during these times. Despite her strong protests against it saying she's fine.

⁃ when he was finally aloud to see his daughter he cried a bit. Bellana was sleeping. When she woke up she asked if he was disappointed it wasn't a son. Chilchuck said no, that having a son or daughter meant nothing to him. Bellana felt touched, and loved how Meijack looked like him. She came up with the name Mei, Chilchuck picked Jack. So there came Meijack Chils.

Flertom

⁃ Two months later, being parents was a lot harder for them than they were expecting. one night when her parents were gone, And Meijack was finally in bed. They sat down and drank together for the first time in a very long time. They had too much to drink.

⁃ Flertom was conceived that night.

⁃ when Bellana realized she was pregnant again she was pissed at Chilchuck for several days. Who felt bad, saying he really tried to pull out in time but in his drunken state had totally forgotten.

⁃ when they told her parents, her father got upset. Saying they were going too fast for not even being adults yet. Bellana and her father argued at the dinner table. He brought up Chilchuck's job and saying he couldn't support her or their kids financially or emotionally. Causing Bellana to storm out.

⁃ Chilchuck stayed, nervous. That's when her father talked some sense into him. Saying that if he wanted to be a good husband and father, he needed to get his issues with being emotionally vulnerable and open under control. Which actually helped Chilchuck. And along his wife's second pregnancy, he worked on himself for his new family.

⁃ Chilchuck and Bellana talk, and decided that they'll wait until the second baby is born until they move. They're from the northern continent in small village in a half-foot territory. They decided to move to the eastern continent, where a decent sized half-foot city was. And they figured it wasn't too far from home. Since their children deserved to see their grandparents at least on some holidays. And there were many dungeons in the eastern continent, which is why Chilchuck agreed but he didn't tell Bellana this.

⁃ Bellana's second pregnancy was a bit more draining since her body hadn't fully recovered from the first one. One night, she woke up with an intense fever. This caught Chilchuck's attention, he cooled her off with some cold rags. She went back to sleep, but he stayed up all night watching her. She still had a fever in the morning so he tried to get her to go to the doctor. She refused saying she's fine, after some back and forth she gave in. They went to the doctors, and were told that she would be more likely to get sick than last time. Being her immune system was still down from the first pregnancy.

⁃ this pregnancy wasn't as hard on her body physically as last time. But she got more frequent and intense fevers and sickness, and it was harder to eat than with Meijack.

⁃ Bellana felt very insecure this pregnancy. Chilchuck could see this, but didn't really know how to handle it. He wanted to tell her how beautiful he thought she still was, but was often too shy and awkward to do so. So instead he'd bring her flowers and candies when he came home from work everyday. And held her closer to him at night.

⁃ Chilchuck turned fourteen while she was pregnant with Flertom. Bellana is a couple months older than him, she turned 14 in the two month gap between pregnancies.

⁃ bellana felt bad she couldn't do more for his birthday being so pregnant. But she made him a cake, and his signature gloves that he always wears. Chilchuck loved them obviously and wore them almost everyday he worked for years.

⁃ the two bickered a lot during the second pregnancy. Although Bellana doesn't remember them very well due to exhaustion. Chilchuck however did, but tried not to hold a grudge. Which was very hard for him, being his character to often do so. But he made an effort for her and their marriage. They were never serious arguments, just petty disagreements about small things.

⁃ her birth was like the last one. But this time Chilchuck argued to stay in the room with bellana. Which made her mother's opinion on him turn sour. But Bellana got him to leave finally saying he needed to take care of Meijack.

Moving

⁃ Bellana's parents didn't take the news that they were moving well. Chilchuck's mother was hurt but accepted it and wished him well.

⁃ bellana and her father got into a big argument. Where it was revealed they knew the whole time of the premarital sex and marrying out of obligation and they were trying to ignore it. Which is why they were not very supportive throughout the pregnancies or marriage.

⁃ her father actually said that he didn't believe they married out of love, and that they would be divorced in two years and she'll come back to them with both of the kids. (Which is actually part of the reason Bellana lived with Flertom during their estranged period. Because she didn't want to prove her parents right. It was also a reason she didn't get a full on divorce as well and it was more of a break if anything. Besides the obvious, that she still loved Chilchuck and wanted things to work. But her father's words did have some influence lol)

⁃ Their moving day got sped up because of that. And ended up catching a merchant in the early morning that would bring them to the harbor, which they took a ship to the eastern continent. They had a long talk on the ride there. Where they both admitted they didn't regret the girls or getting married, they just wished it came later in life.

⁃ They moved to a more populated area towards the west. It was closer to mixed race territories, but where they actually settled down was in a half-foot town. Since it was a bigger and more populated area, they could purchase a house instead of building one. They bought a decent sized one with the money Chilchuck saved up. But it only had two bedrooms. So the girls would have to share.

⁃ for a few years when the girls were young he just worked as a simple lock smith. It was hard, but some days it barely got the family of four by. This is when he habits of not eating as much as he should started. Wanting more for his girls and wife. Bellana often protested but he would put his foot down. Eventually it became clear he needed more than what he was bringing to the table. So he started dungeon work, very much against Bellana's wishes.

⁃ When he first brought it up it was a huge fight. Her throwing at him "you have two daughters to think about?! You're going to just go off and die and leave them fatherless, and me, a widow to raise them on my own?!" But soon she couldn't protest any longer. They're not many jobs he could do since they lived in a more mixed race area. Not many jobs paid good for half-foots. So she agreed. But he'd only do light work. Which is what he did for awhile. He'd tag with adventures on small dungeons, lock pic, translate, and be a better pair of eyes and ears. It was on these small trips that he learned about traps. Almost getting caught a couple times had scared him enough to read up heavily on them. And when he went out again he could put these things he learned into practice. Being the fast learner that he is he picked it up in no time.

Puckpatti

⁃ funny enough Puckpatti was also unplanned and more or less an accident. But just as welcomed and loved as the other two girls.

⁃ they were doing good for awhile. It wasn't until Puckpatti was born a year after they moved that he started to really panic.

⁃ although since they were away from the village and away from her mother. Chilchuck not only finally got to be in the room for his daughters birth but was actually the one to deliver her this time. He was nervous as hell and was panicking like crazy when her water broke. But soon he went into full serious dad/husband mode. Putting the girls up in their room with toys and snacks telling them not to leave unless they had to. As he stayed with his wife. It was easier obviously because by this time Bellana was a pro at this.

⁃ as much as Bellana being pregnant made him want to work more. He knew he had to cut back to take care of his wife and young children. He cut back in work more and more the later into her pregnancy. But the second the baby was born went to working much more to make up for lost time.

⁃ he was horrified of the thought that his girls would go hungry. Or that his children would have to get jobs young like he did to feed and clothe themselves. He started going into work alcoholic mode. He was going deeper and deeper into dungeons everyday. Staying later and later, longer and longer. To where he was no longer coming home to his family every night, but instead every few days. But he would leave almost immediately the next day or two days.

⁃ this greatly effected bellana of course. Causing her a lot of stress and anxiety. Not to mention the girls missed him more and more everyday. As did she. So once night she sat him down and had a talk. She discussed how it was hard doing this alone. Especially that he was never around. He understood, and started taking longer breaks in between jobs. This was good for everyone, and was nice for awhile. But in order to do this, Chilchuck had to go deeper into the dungeons for more money quicker so he could take these longer breaks.

Raising the girls/dungeon work

⁃ Because he was going deeper into dungeons more quickly. It was harder and harder each day. But he never died on these small dungeons, since they weren't like Thistle's where they had a spell on it. And weren't as dangerous either.

⁃ it was around this time he started drinking again. It was slow, and only really did it after jobs and when the girls were asleep. It was more like a hobby for him at this time. Since he's not actually an alcoholic like his father is. Alcoholism is partly a genetic trait, and he wasn't sure if he had inherited it from his father or not. But since he seemed to be able to control himself, and was able to think and look forward to other things throughout the day. He assumed he was in the clear.

⁃ When he spent his time at home, he spent most of his time with his girls. The first day he would come back he'd spend all day sleeping. Where Bellana would tell the girls not to bother their father, because he needs his rest. They always whine but understand. Because the next day he'll spend the whole day with his family. He'd also help around the house with chores and anything else while he was there. Which Bellana would also tell him he didn't need to do and it was her job, his job was to provide. But he'd always argue that he couldn't just sit there while everyone else was working. Despite her protests, she's always happy he's willing to help. Sometimes she does have to have certain jobs that she holds for him, because she'd rather he do it.

⁃ Meijack caused her parents a lot of worry when she was younger. She was always a shy kid, hiding behind her parent's legs when meeting new people. But that was normal for some children. When she was a baby she rarely cried and rarely made noise. Even as a toddler, while Flertom was babbling nonsense away at a young age, Meijack was quiet. If she wanted something she'd hum and point, drag her parents to what she wanted, or put something in their hand to communicate. This greatly worried them, especially Bellana who would cry to Chilchuck at night wondering why her daughter wasn't talking. Chilchuck would comfort her, saying she was probably just a late bloomer. And if not, and she really was mute. They'd get through it together, and figure out what they'd need to do for her. Finally, when she was about three, she said her first words. Which were "more please" durning dinner. Bellana was so happy she almost cried. As Meijack grew older she got more confident with her speech with her family. But was very quiet in public and basically never talked in wide social situations. Finally at four they took her to a doctor where she was diagnosed to have selective mutism.

⁃ When Puckpatti was younger, she got bullied a lot. Mostly for being small and what other kids considered "dumb" because of her carefree, airhead like attitude. This really hurt her self esteem for awhile. Meijack being the over protective sister she was, would defend her, tell the kids off especially if they were older. And would start walking with her to school. Flertom was less confrontational. But if she saw it happening she would step in. Normally though she'd just comfort her little sister. This obviously upset her parents. Chilchuck would be angry and Bellana upset. She'd tell Puckpatti that the kids were just jealous, and that's what kids do and they're cruel. Chilchuck would want to talk to their parents, but Bellana would worry that it could disrupt the peace. Luckily it never got physical, and it only lasted when she was really little. It was gone by the time she was in her teens. Which reminds me of this dialogue: "Dad, am I ugly?" "Of course not. You're the most beautiful girl in the world."

⁃ Chilchuck would tell the girls lots of folklore from their homeland when he was home. Although most of them wouldn't have happy endings, and would end up scaring the girl. Bellana would fuss at him to go easier on them. But he would argue that fear is how they learn and it would keep them safe. He would tell stories of trolls that would take kids that wandered too far in the woods. Fairies that steal your sweets if you don't eat your vegetables. Mermaids that would drown you if you swam too far in the sea or lakes even. But, he would also tell them stories of the dungeons with the purpose of keeping them away from the dungeons. Stories of an adventurer who thought exploring dungeons would be fun, and him never comes home. Obviously that terrified them, because he goes in dungeons. And for awhile they were more clingy and terrified of him not coming home one day. Where he has to give them the talk; "I've always come home before haven't I? And I'll always come home after."

⁃ Chilchuck had a bad habit of yelling and losing his temper quickly. Mostly when they would do something that could've gotten them hurt, and he got angry out of worry. But after he calmed down, he'd always apologize to them, and calmly explained that he just worried about them because he loved them. And didn't want to see them get hurt, then tell them what they did was wrong or dangerous and why they shouldn't do it again.

⁃ when they were only babes, Bellana discussed with Chilchuck how she'd like him to teach them some of the other languages he spoke. Since he knew seven whole languages and her only three. So growing up he'd talk to them in multiple languages, Meijack learned three fluently and parts of two. Flertom also learned three and parts of one other, (and ended up learning dwarfish herself later on.) but Puckpatti only learned one extra one since she never took her father's lessons seriously.

⁃ when Meijack and Flertom were young. One night they couldn't sleep because Bellana and Chilchuck were arguing in the next room. Flertom earlier that day had learned that they were both born the same year their parents got married. Meijack had memorized their wedding date due to a previous conversation. Being a bit older, they did the math with Meijack's birthday and the wedding. And revealed she was probably conceived about a month before than. Flertom made the comment of "you made them get married before they were ready. No wonder they fight all the time." Not thinking anything of it. Because of this, Meijack has actually blamed herself as a child (irrationally of course) for her parents issues for awhile. When they could fight she secretly wished she wasn't born, thinking it was her fault.

⁃ at ages four and two ish, Flertom had found a black, orange and white calico kitty. She brought it home and begged her mother to let her keep it. Meijack and Puckpatti saw this as well and joined in. Also wanting the kitty. Chilchuck was on a job at the time. So Bellana said it was up to their father, since his money would ultimately be the one paying for it. But she made it clear she wouldn't be taking care of the cat, and it would be the girls' collective responsibility. They agreed and waited for their father to return. Letting the cat stay with them til' then. When Chilchuck finally came home the very first thing he saw was a cat being shoved in his face and all three of his daughters' big puppy eyes. With a "daddy can we keep him. Pleeeeeeeease." Chilchuck wanted to say no at first, but seeing them all beg him like that wore him down. And he reluctantly agreed. He was the stereotypical dad who didn't want the cat but ended up loving the cat. The girls argued on a name, but eventually settled on Pebbles.

⁃ the girls favorite toys growing up were, a lock box and a few spinners for Meijack. A red dragon plush that had dried rice in it for Flertom. And a doll with button eyes and yarn hair for Puckpatti. Which Chilchuck all kept in a box in his workshop when they got older. Filled with more of their toys and some baby clothes and blankets they liked as well.

⁃ Meijack had some more problems too growing up. As Chilchuck slowly started to spend more and more time in the dungeons. Leaving for weeks and weeks at a time. Rumors around their town started to circle. The other parents would talk. Gossiping, saying he must not love his wife. And dungeon work must be an excuse to stay away from home. That Bellana must be a mean wife. That he must find his children irritating. Etc etc. which of course trickled down to the children. Who would make fun of Meijack and Flertom. Laughing at them saying their father doesn't really love them and is avoiding them. Flertom would just cry, saying they're wrong. While Meijack would get angry and violent. Ending up getting into fights with other half-foot children. If it was another race child, she'd end up throwing rocks or sticks at them. She would get badly hurt, and of course in a lot of trouble. Bellana was furious with her when she was first dragged in by one of the parents. That is until Meijack broke down sobbing, telling her everything that had been happening. Meijack being Meijack, she didn't tell her parents about any of this til now. This caught Bellana by surprise since she never acts like this, causing her to be softer. But the one that talked to Meijack most about this was of course Chilchuck, her having always been a daddy's girl after all. He would hold her, calm her down after her fits of rage, clean her up. When the parents finally got together to talk about what was happening. Chilchuck made it very clear that "his situation. His family, and his marriage were not a topic of gossip. And they should be ashamed of themselves for getting the children involved."

⁃ once they were old enough he tired to teach all of them trades and skills he knew. Such as lock picking, how to tailor clothing, haggling prices down, repairing things like that. Meijack obviously picked up lock picking very well. So as she grew older he continued to teach her the trade. Flertom surprisingly really took to haggling and bargaining. So much so that when her mother moved in with her as an adult, she ended up doing all the shopping because she could always get the seller to bring the price down. And Puckpatti, somehow learned from her father's lessons is how to have a good poker face and become a convincing liar. Chilchuck still isn't sure how that happened.

⁃ Flertom was a sensitive girl. She'd cry the most, was the most affectionate, and wanted to spend the most time with the parents. Chilchuck and Bellana referred to her as, "the little sweetheart." But said she had her mother's temper and father's sharp tongue when it came to it.

⁃ Puckpatti was always the baby. She gave them the most trouble growing up. Having the most tantrums as a child. If she didn't get her way she'd simply start screaming. She was especially hard on poor Chilchuck when he was taking care of her by himself. Sometimes even holding her breath until she got her way. When she would throw her tantrums, Bellana would deal with it by talking her down. And Chilchuck would simply ignore her til she tired herself out, then talk to her about what happened and what made her upset like his wife does.

⁃ when Meijack was eleven she told her parents she was feeling attraction to other woman, and not men. Flertom always had been a bit boy crazy. So it scared her that she never felt the things her sister did. But instead, seemed to get flustered when the pretty elf girls or half-foots would compliment her freckles and long, ginger hair. She told Chilchuck first, who was more excepting immediately with his more world and people experience. She was more scared to tell her mother. Bellana didn't get it at first, not understanding. But she wasn't prejudiced. Just didn't quite understand, not hearing something like that often. But after some time, and some talking with Chilchuck. She understood one simple thing, she loved her daughter and just wanted her to be happy.

⁃ as the girls got older and more independent. he didn't necessarily need to spend as much time at home. So he started moving back to doing longer dungeon work. Staying out longer, going deeper, not staying home as much anymore. It bothered Bellana at first but she kept quiet. Knowing they needed the money.

⁃ Meijack moved out a few weeks after she turned fourteen. Getting employed as a locksmith under a larger company. Chilchuck gave all his girls a sum of money to get them on their feet when they moved out. Flertom moved out a few months after her fourteenth birthday. Staying close to home, she got a job at a local tavern as a waitress. In an area popular among dwarves. Puckpatti stayed about a year after her sisters. But left when she was only twelve. Both Chilchuck and Bellana heavily protested, saying she should wait til she's an adult like her sisters and they did. But she argued saying they got married before they were adults so she should be aloud to move out. So despite her parent's wishes, she left. Neither of them really knew what she did, since she barely kept in touch the first year which heavily worried them. but soon she started sending letters, saying she was traveling with a group and she was okay. Later Chilchuck would run into her at a market where she was selling dragon dung. He was a little disappointed this is what she decided to do, but knew he couldn't stop her. In his own words, "it'll burn her someday." So he just reminded her that she will always have a place to come back to if (when) needed.

The island

⁃ About a year later Chilchuck wanted to retired and open up his own locksmith shop as a way to continue to support him and his wife, keep himself busy, and to save money to pass onto his girls when they both pass. But he was no where near the goal he needed to reach. This was around the time of the rumor of the island with a huge dungeon under it where you couldn't die had been going around local adventurers. So after a very, very, very long and hard talk with Bellana. She agreed to move to the island with him. Only really agreeing to it because apparently he wouldn't die. So they moved, more temporarily if anything, Flertom took over their old home.

⁃ One of the first jobs was where he was tricked to be used as bait for a succubus. This is the first time he went home and Bellana saw him truly terrified, and on the verge of tears. She tried to comfort him but he was practically inconsolable. She saw a noticeable change that night with him.

⁃ After that, he dove harder into work, and alcohol. He started the guild to protect half-foots. And started to be a bigger advocate for them, even though he had always been very outspoken against the harsh treatment towards his people. He became even more so.

⁃ so Bellana began to see less and less of her beloved husband. And every time he'd come home, he seemed different every time. Every time he came back from a job his attitude got worse and worse. He drank more and more. Where it went from just a hobby before to now a coping mechanism. Although he never ever laid a hand on her, and never insulted her or had violent outbursts of any kind. He was noticeably more cold and distant. Seemingly always something on his mind. He never shared what happened when he was away, which he did before hand as well. It didn't bother her much back then since he always seemed fine and came back with a smile. But now he was coming home with injuries she'd never seen before. And he was never home. He'd be gone for weeks, come home for only two days before he was gone again on average. Leaving Bellana alone in the house, on an island where she knew no one. Their affection of course dropped, they had barely made love since they moved there. And would barely be affectionate when he was home. Bellana quickly grew tired. Beginning to think that maybe he was finally growing bored of her, moving on or falling out of love even. The thoughts of another woman also crossed her mind.

⁃ along the way, Chilchuck met a group whom he quickly grew rather fond of. He told them happily about his beautiful wife and three daughters who were already all independent and living on their own.

⁃ one particular trip, they ran into a group of succubus. Two succubus had gone after Chilchuck, both blond beauties with long hair, light eyes and tall slender yet curvy figures. The group saves him, and immediately assumes that must be what his wife looks like! Chilchuck on the other hand is horrified, his wife looks absolutely nothing like that! But he figured they'd drop it. He questions his subconscious loyalty to his wife for awhile. Until he comes to the conclusion that they were just showing a sexual fantasy he had and nothing more. He still loves Bellana and she is still the most beautiful woman in the world to him. She is his wife and mother of his three kids. They were just a horny thought. Nothing more.

⁃ this isn't brought up again until the night the party meet Bellana. The party insisted they meet her, very curious about their young looking member's family. Eventually he agrees, seeing no harm in it. Bellana is delighted when he invites her to dinner with his coworkers. She thinks this could be the start for things to look up with them. That maybe this was him letting her into this part of his life. she gets herself all dressed up. A little bit extra to hope maybe she'll catch his attention and maybe even make love again that night afterwards. They hadn't in months at this point. But Chilchuck grumbles at her, saying it's not that big of a deal and it's just casual. It hurts her a bit but she pushes it away. Trying to understand where he was coming from.

⁃ Chilchuck was grumpy in the beginning of the night. But loosened up when he started drinking and talking to his friends. Bellana saw how happy he was smiling with his companions and even other woman that it hurt her. It made her feel insignificant, and that he was falling out of love with her. The attention she got from the men of the party, and how Chilchuck barely bothered to tell them to "fuck off she's taken." Hurt as well, but she felt she was being nit-picky. Until finally, one of the party members spoke up. Saying that she was nothing what they all thought she'd look like, since she looks nothing like his fantasy. Confused, Bellana asked them to explain. Whole Chilchuck's face dropped, he immediately aggressively shook his head, waving his arms wildly to tell them to shut it. But soon the whole party started to join in, finding it funny. They explained what a succubus was. And what they do, they explained, in great detail, how his succubus turned into naked woman with long, curly blond hair and blue or green eyes with model type bodies. Some, not even being half-foots. That absolutely broke Bellana, and in her mind confirmed it. Chilchuck had completely fallen out of love with her. He didn't even find her physically attractive anymore. And that maybe the succubus had even turned into his mistress.

⁃ Chilchuck tried to explain, saying it was nothing more than a fantasy he's had since a child. Soon the party laughed it off, and the conversation moved on. Chilchuck tried to forget about it and moved on himself shortly afterwards. But Bellana didn't say anything much for the rest of the dinner.

⁃ on their way home they night, she had completely shut down. Refusing to take his arm when he offered, barely looking at him, and answering in a short blunt tone as they walked home. Which Chilchuck remembered as her just being "moody." He thought maybe the party members had said something to upset her. Or she was just tired. So he let it go. Which hurt Bellana even more that he never even bothered to ask what was wrong.

- the next morning he was gone. That party had ended up planning another run, it was much shorter so he saw no harm in not waking Bellana up to say goodbye this time.

⁃ Bellana woke up to an empty bed. And the first thing she did was cry. She sobbed alone in an empty house all morning. Until finally pulling herself together. She made her decision. She was going to get off the island. She would go to Flertom, since she was closest. If Chilchuck didn't love her anymore like she suspected then fine. But if he did, then surely he'd come find her right? He'd come and they'd talk and they'd be able to work out their problems and be happy again like they use to be. Bellana didn't pack much, mostly just clothes, but by night fall she was on a ship towards the eastern continent.

⁃ a few days later she arrived at Flertom's aka her old door step in the rain. Tears streaming down her cheeks. Flertom was shocked, letting her in. Her mind went to the worse. Dad was dead. He either drank himself to death or was killed in the dungeons. But once Bellana explained Flertom felt sad. As a kid they seemed so in love. She had no idea they've had so many problems for years. The last year being the absolute worst. She didn't remember all the fights they had when she and Mei were young. (Meijack did however. Being very perceptive. But never mentioned it in typical Meijack fashion.) Flertom let her mother stay there again of course. Asking what the plan is. Bellana said she'd wait. For her husband? She didn't know. For her to move on. For Chilchuck to come find her. For another man to sweep her off her feet and make her feel young again. She had no clue. But she was just going to wait and see.

⁃ when Chilchuck came home to an empty home he immediately panicked. Freaking out thinking the worse, he looked all over until he found the letter on his doorstep. Opening it, half expecting some sort of ransom letter. He was relieved but confused. Once he read that his wife had, in Flertom's words, "needed some air". He felt angry, betrayed and confused. He didn't know what to do, so of course, he drank himself until he was black out drunk.

⁃ For months he was too angry with her to do anything but seethe at every passing thought of her. To him this was a complete betrayal. As time passed, he subconsciously realized that he probably was all his fault. That he pushed her away in hindsight. But he had too much pride and anger to ever admit that to himself. So instead of dealing with it like an adult, he just fully threw himself into work. Never home. He eventually cleared out the house of all personal belongings. Barely standing to stay in it. He rented it out, moved all the stuff down in the basement where he stayed. The most frequent person he rented it too was actually Bellana's younger brother. "Gotta say Chil.. I really thought you and my big sis would last. You always seemed like quite the love birds when we were kids." "For the last time.. we're not divorced. Just estranged. We're still married. There's a clear difference. Now let's stop talking about this." "Uh huh..."

⁃ meanwhile Bellana had tried to date a man again mostly due to the daughters influence. But it felt wrong, and she ended up ghosting the poor green-eyed bartender after three dates.

Retirement

⁃ Then a year later he met Laios. He was planning to retire when Laios came to the guild wanting to hire a half-foot. Of course the obvious answer was for Chilchuck to go. But hearing that Laios wanted to go deeper, it seemed like a perfect excuse to get his mind off his marital problems. And we all know how most of that went. Three years later Falin got eaten and yada yada.

⁃ MANGA SPOILERS: after the kingdom rose from the sea. Chilchuck made it his job to help the half-foots get back on their feet. Partly another distraction. He started up the union again, to help put the half-foots back in work. It didn't take long with the new kingdom forming. So soon he was able to open up his shop like he wanted. Figuring it was still something to do and not just sit around in his misery. He decided to open it up in the kingdom instead since it was growing bigger by the day. And he would be the first locksmith shop. And also due to marcille's begging. He didn't bother seeing his wife again until Meijack had moved into the kingdom to work with Chilchuck.

⁃ Chilchuck had matured a lot since then. And mellowed out with the new quiet life. One night, he had invited all his girls to dinner at the castle. Heavily from Marcille's influence. But the other party members were curious about his daughters as well. Most of the night consisted of chasing Puckpatti away from Laios. Dragging Flertom away from Senshi. And removing Meijack from both Falin and Marcille. Marcille at dinner asked if he had talked to any of his other family members often. He had dinner with Flertom a few times and exchanged letters with Puckpatti, and seen her in passing once. She then popped the question about his wife, where he kinda shut down again. She scolded him, saying he said he would apologize to her after it was over. And it's been a year. He sighed and says she's right. He accidentally makes eye contact with Meijack. Who's staring at him intensely with a hopeful look in her eyes. He gets nervous and looks to the other side of him. Where Puckpatti and Flertom were both looking at him. Flertom with wide, teary eyes. And Puckpatti's bottom lip quivering. Those looks from his girls broke his heart.

⁃ that night he was up all night thinking everything over. He knew it was his fault. He knew he drove her away. He knew he had changed, and she didn't like it. He was finally able to admit it to himself. And he finally admitted to himself, that he did in fact, miss Bellana dearly.

⁃ within the next week. He traveled to their old home. He stood at the doorstep for at least ten minutes before finally knocking. Flertom was already home, so she answered. She was confused at first. Asking if he had sent a letter and she just missed it. He said no, and he was sorry for showing up unannounced. But he wanted to talk to her mother. Flertom looked shocked and like she was about to cry. She said of course and said she needed to go run some errands anyways (which was a lie) and she left. Despite Chilchuck saying she didn't need to. But he still appreciated the privacy.

⁃ Bellana was angry at first, not angry that he came. But angry it took him four years. The first words out of Chilchuck's mouth were. "I'm so sorry, Bel.." bellana asked what he wanted and he said to talk, but more importantly to apologize. She said fine, but she wanted to speak first. And she explained how she felt all those years. And explained what happened that night. He listened, her pointing out things he hadn't even thought of. And she apologized for not being the best wife at times. For starting fights when they were younger, and expecting more when he already did more than he could handle some days. He tried to tell her she had nothing to apologize for but she insisted she did. Then it was his turn. He explained what was happening, why he changed so much, and why it took him so long to find her again. And apologized for all of it. They fell into silence, when Bellana asked, "did you still love me..?" Which made Chilchuck felt like he was going to cry. Saying of course he did, he never stopped loving her and that even now he still does. Even during the years he was so angry with her and tried to convince himself he was better off, he knew deep down he still loved her.

⁃ she began to cry, and Chilchuck took her in his arms for the first time in years. They stood there and just cried with each other for awhile. Eventually asking what this meant for them. Chilchuck said he wanted to try again, but it was all up to her. She said she did too, but she wanted to take things slow. He agreed.

⁃ they started off seeing each other everyday. Going on little dates and outings. Chilchuck (eventually) introduced her to everyone at the party. Although he was very embarrassed, even more so as Bellana went out of her way to let them know how affectionate and "romantic" he was when they were younger. and telling them embarrassing stories about him and the girls as well. They also started having dinner as a whole family. Which was an adjustment for everyone. Affection was a little weird a first, not so much awkward as it was not knowing. Neither wanting to go too fast or make the other uncomfortable. They didn't sleep together again until about three months in. After about nine months of this things got back to almost how it was before. They moved into a one room cottage together a little ways away from his shop with a nice plot of land around it. Complete with a little white fence and everything.

⁃ about a year or two years. Chilchuck's prediction about Puck became true. Puckpatti's unserious attitude had gotten her into trouble. She got scammed out of all her money by people she had been traveling with, and robbed by a precious "business partner." And when trying to get back on her feet again, a group of fisherman she tried to get a job with tried to use her as bait for sea beasts. She managed to escape. And immediately went to her parents' home.

⁃ she collapsed into her mothers arms crying. Chilchuck was at work when this happened. Coming home to seeing Puckpatti wrapped up in a blanket as Bellana made dinner. He asked what she was doing here, and through tears she explained the situation. He sighed, he said he had warned her about all this. Not surprised but still sorry for her. Bellana scolded him gently, saying she needed comfort and empathy right now and not a lecture. He sighed and apologized. Then gave Puckpatti a hug. Saying she was welcomed in the home as long as she needed. Puckpatti stayed with them for a few months. Eventually finding a job at a flower shop. And moved out a few more months after working.

⁃ Meijack inherited Chilchuck's shop when he fully retired at forty-eight . She also met a big eyed, curly haired half-foot girl later in her life. Although they were never publicly affectionate, and were never married or even official courted. It was clear they were in a romantic relationship. They lived together above Meijack's shop. And really the only people who knew they were romantic was family. Everyone else in town thought they were simply friends and roommates. And really the only reason Meijack's family knew is because she was brought to family events and they were together for every holiday. And who brings their roommate to that stuff? Meijack took on an Puckpatti's son as an apprentice and would pass the shop onto him when she retired.

⁃ Flertom down the road eventually did meet a half-foot boy whom she quickly fell for. They had a very fast and messy relationship, and she ended up getting pregnant. They had a son, but he was unwilling to marry her. He said he just wanted to wait until he had more money. Chilchuck warned her, saying how he never liked the guy because he seemed to childish and not serious about her. That he thought her and her baby deserved better. and not marrying her was a red flag and she should be careful. Flertom got defensive, saying that he just wanted to provide for them. And that just because him and mom had a shotgun wedding doesn't mean she should. Chilchuck felt hurt but understood she was a grown adult. Flertom continued to work with the baby, Bellana baby sitting during the day. It was a boy named Kamkate, with the nickname Kammy. It wasn't until about a year later when Flertom got pregnant yet again that things went wrong. Her man still refused to marry her. So being done, and already having plenty or problems with him, (including suspects of him cheating,) she said he either marry her and start taking being a father for their children seriously. Or get out of her life. Fed up, he turned and walked out the door. Never to be seen again. Flertom struggled for awhile. Not able to keep up with everything as a now single mom of two, with a new baby girl named Starlea. Chilchuck decided to fund her money, enough the she wouldn't need to work and could raise her babies. Flertom was grateful, crying to him. Apologizing for their fight and saying he was doing too much. He told her to stop crying and that he would be a sad excuse for a father if he didn't held his daughter at her lowest point in life. Bellana also helped, going over almost everyday. Helping take care of the babies and teaching her all the things she's learned. Originally they had the last name of their father. But to be petty and since he clearly wasn't going to be apart of their lives, she gave their family names Chils instead. Chilchuck acted like he didn't care, but secretly he was flattered. (And proud because he knew he oneuped the shitty asshole that hurt his baby.) Once they were old enough for school Flertom was able to work again. About 2 years later she met a young dwarf man who was impressed that she was a single mother of two and was able to keep her and her babies afloat. Although it wasn't rich like her original fantasy he was a successful blacksmith. They fell in love, married, and later her children both learned the blacksmith trade. Able to make some pretty intricate stuff with their small hands. But despite getting married finally, Flertom kept their family names as Chils.

⁃ Puckpatti went through a lot of relationships through her life. With half-foots, tall men and even elves. Which caused her parents to be very worried for her. But despite this she never got pregnant. She took any get-rich-quick opportunity she could find. Constantly changing who she was traveling with and always moving. She didn't have a real job or even home for a long time. It wasn't until eveything went down and she moved back with her parents that she got her life together. As I said before she got a job as a florist. Very later in her life she met a grey-eyed tall man. It was nice for a while and they even got engaged. But it was broke off when he realized how badly he wanted children. It devastated her for awhile but she got back on her feet. She got a second job part time in a local book store, hired by an elderly gnome woman who was getting too old to run the shop. Eventually she took over when the gnome retired. 6 months later she met a blue eyes half foot who was a traveler from the north selling potions. He fell instantly for her, but she was cautious. But soon fell for him too. They got married about a year later and almost immediately had a son named Pepermac. Everyone was very relieved that she finally settled down to say the least.

#chilchuck #chilchuk dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi #chilchuck tims #chilchack #chilchuck's wife #chilchuck sandwich #meijack #meijack chils #puckpatti #puckpatti chils #flertom #flertom chils #I'm so sorry this is so long #may or may not turn into a full fanfic or mini comics #Bellana Sams (chilwife)

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mushrubes · 1 year ago

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Arguments

Masterlist | Call of duty masterlist |

Requested : no

Based on character ai { John Price by @/zwombite }

Pairing :Captain John Price x reader

Pronouns : you/yours

Type : angst + fluff

Word count : 692

Content: established relationship, argument, slightly ooc + non canonical <3

Have a great day !! <3

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You and Price hadn't always come to an agreement when it came to some things in your relationship. He was set in his own ways. There was no changing it. But of course, he had to be a dick about it. In an argument you were trying to explain your side of things, raising your voice so you could be heard by him. But he took it all the wrong way. "You're being immature, Ruby. Stop acting like a child." He huffed, trying to ridicule you for being significantly younger. "Then listen to me for once, price!" you groaned, holding your head in your hand in disbelief. Price rolled his eyes and snorted. "There you go again, always taking things so personal. Grow up, seriously." He scoffed. "Stop overreacting."

"Screw you. Screw this." You scoffed, picking up my drink and walking out of his office. Price didn't even try to chase after you. He was well used to this behaviour by now. You'd be back to grovel within the hour anyway. "Don't be so immature, Ruby," he called out in a mocking tone. "I'm going to clear my head before I say something I regret!" you huffed, walking through the corridor and going outside, sitting just outside the training area. You found some seclusion in a corner of the yard. It was a peaceful escape from that loud moron. But you were too angry to appreciate the tranquillity. You sat there nursing your anger and trying to understand where the relationship went south. He used to be sweet and caring. So why is he acting like… a dick now? You thought. You sat down in front of the tree, head in your arms, soft sobs escaping you.

You started to cry quietly. It was a relief to finally let your feelings out. Suddenly you were aware of a presence nearby. Someone stood in front of you, but you were too distraught to look up at them. You don't push him away as you feel him wrap his arms around you. You felt a pair of strong arms wrap around you, a masculine body leaning over you, comforting you in your sorrow. You looked up and saw Price, his expression softened, gazing at you with concern. You didn't expect this from him at all. "I'm sorry," he whispered, caressing the back of your head. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." you repeated, sobbing into his chest. Price hugged you tightly. "I was an idiot," he murmured. "It's been a tough day and I took my stress out on you. I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry." You noticed his eyes were sparkling with remorse. He seemed genuinely apologetic now. "I'm so sick of all this arguing, price." your voice a whisper as you looked at him.

Price loosened his grip as you spoke, giving you space. "I know." He said quietly, his tone gentle. "We got off on the wrong foot. I don't want us fighting anymore, I promise." Then he gently took your hands. "I'm not going anywhere. We'll work things out, okay? It's not the end of the world. And I'll do better." he promised, his voice genuine. You hug him tightly, burying your face into his chest. Price strokes your hair as you hug him, soothing you and comforting you in the moment. He seems completely different from the brash jerk you used to know.

He's kind and caring now, and you can see a flicker of love in his eyes. Suddenly you feel a spark of attraction, your anger dissipating as you melt into his embrace. He's so much stronger than you and so attractive. You don't want to let go. Price's expression softens even more as you utter those three words. All traces of sternness or arrogance melt away, making him look completely vulnerable. He looks down at you with adoring eyes, taking in every detail of your face. He lowers his head and kisses you gently. He wraps you in his arms, kissing your lips softly and lovingly. The kiss lasts for several long seconds, Price reluctant to pull away but eventually doing so.

"I love you too."

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box-architecture · 1 month ago

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An incredibly crack Students Benchtrio/Teacher Dream au, except its Benchtrio domming the hell out of this very tired man who would like to just do his job and take a long nap. Also omegaverse because you might as well add as much kink as possible.

(In bits and pieces shoved together because I originally made this a lot different and very small, and then my love went "actually what if we did it a little more like this" and now its actually a Whole Thing:tm:)

Dream is an omega teacher at a rich people private school. He's a lot more down to earth than most of the other teachers, can't be bribed with money and he doesn't give his students a free pass just because of their parents. He wants to teach his kids and he wants them to learn, dammit, now sit back down and stop insisting your father will hear about this.

Generally he's a pretty beloved teacher specifically Because he doesn't take shit and his teaching style feels very comfortable. He's always willing to lend an ear, gives good advice, pushes for students to think independently. Runs chess club, too, when he isn't burning himself out.

Tommy insists that he Hates Him.

Tommy absolutely cannot stand his awful teacher who demands he learn things and respect other peoples thoughts and opinions and isn't swayed by Tommy insisting he'll pass the class anyway. He challenges the way Tommy thinks, pushes him in a way no ones ever pushed him before, and the worst part is he's not even condescending or talking down to Tommy, He's Treating Him With Respect. Not like a dumb child who doesn't understand. Its awful. Dream was always so confident and an asshole and pretty and a bitch and Tommy would show him. Dream couldn't order him around with his stupid, pretty face. He was Tommy's teacher, not the other way around, and Tommy could do whatever he liked with him.

So of course he's gonna tell Tubbo about his plan, Tubbo's a good guy, he's Pack even, he'll help Tommy out. He has chess club with Dream too, right? He knows all about what Dream's like, he'll want to get involved.

Except when Tubbo agrees, he's not really agreeing for the reasons Tommy think he might.

Because yeah, Dream is the supervisor in charge of chess club, but no one goes to chess club anymore besides Tubbo. The students who usually went were busy this semester, or graduated last year, so its just Tubbo now, and it's a little…. silly, awkward, a little too serious, somehow, that it's just the two of them. But Tubbo comes to the front of the room and sits down with Dream at the bigger table with an already set up board, and they are In Public but there's also no one there with them and Tubbo Keeps Coming, and it's not awkward anymore, it's Good and Challenging and Intimate.

Dream is the one who taught Tubbo chess, when Tubbo got curious and went to chess club that first day. He was a good teacher for Tubbo, encouraged him and cheered on his wins and listened intently and treated Tubbo like a person inherently worthy of respect, something not even Tommy is always able to do. Dream is very much Tubbo's Teacher, His. Someday Tubbo would graduate and succeed at his personal ambitions, and he wanted Dream with him.

So Tubbo is in for a very different but somehow equally abnormal reason, and of course he ends up telling Ranboo, their boyfriend, much to Tommy's annoyance. Ranboo doesn't get it, Tommy complains. He likes Dream too much. Which is 100 percent true, because Ranboo is absolutely daydreaming, his class with Dream always has the sun facing their windows, making the sun shine on Dreams face and giving his hair a pretty halo. Ranboo staring staring staring longing to run his fingers through it. Imagining perfect, untouchable Dream unfurling like a flower when Ranboo touches him. A vulnerability he shows to no one else. The way Dream squeezed their shoulder when they were having a panic attack and made sure they were okay and their teacher was just So Pretty And Perfect-

Everyone is very normal and fine.

Rotating the day they put an anti suppressant in Dreams drink. How Ranboo probably distracted Dream by asking to speak in private while Tubbo slipped it in his water bottle.

Dream feeling a little warm, a little weirdly horny, but not making anything of it until the end of the day when Tubbo comes for Chess Club and brings his friends with him.

Dream jolting up because he smells Tommy and suddenly his heat is triggered full force. Dream's heat could immediately trigger from abruptly going off a suppressor, and Dream going into heat is the trigger for Tommy's rut.

And Dream of course would have been just fine going to the nurses office and then going home, but its after school, and Tommy immediately goes into rut and is Focused on Dream. But Dream is keeping the desk between them so Tommy needs to make a big show and Growl Lunge Snap Teeth at Tubbo and Ranboo until Dream darts between them and throws his hands out-

-and of course as soon as Dream throws himself in front of them to keep them safe Tommy is perfectly happy to get his hands on what he really wanted.

I think Tubbo should hold Dream in his lap while Tommy fucks him silly. Tubbo gets his hands underneath Dream's shirt and Ranboo cups his cheek and gives him little kisses even when Tommy gets growly because thats his job.

Tommy eventually is satisfied (young and eager but burns fast) and Dream is left still in heat and overwhelmed and He Needs but he should leave, he Needs to leave actually. Tommy is Tired and Satisfied and passes out. And Dream is still A Responsible Adult who will Leave Now and handle his heat Somewhere That Is Not Here Please God, but he's still a bit out of it and Needy and Tubbo and Ranboo…. take advantage of the Needy part and give him what he wants (touch and affection and petting his hair and sweet talk that makes Dream whimper because it feels degrading but he's also in heat and so the heat part of his brain says No Actually It Feels Good and he should let them take care of him.

and Tubbo will twist the situation much more expertly than Tommy's brute force ways and maybe even get Dream to say Yes I Want To (if he was in his right mind he would never agree) and Tubbo gets to "fuck him like he deserves."

(Something something Tubbo is absolutely a beta who thinks he's so rational and cool and calm and collected and a little cold. Beta stereotype of being Collected and Rational and not being affected by silly pheromones (like Tubbo doesn't have Dream on his lap sinking into his cock))

I think they should fuck him and then Ranboo should very carefully and gently pick him up and take him home.

Dream hasn't had a heat in a while, he usually takes suppressants, so it lasts for a few days, so of course Ranboo thinks he has to take responsibility. Its only fair after all they've asked of him. Ranboo will be the rational and advocating one of the three. Surely.

and its like a Friday evening so the school doesn't even notice until Dream calls them and tells them he can't come on Monday because of his heat.

and Ranboo is Very Much insane about Dream btw and very much ends up using his omega status as justification for A Lot Of Things like scenting Dream throughout the entire encounter, Constantly, nuzzling and purring and "Protecting him." and "Calming Him." Guards his scent gland, growls low and dangerous the one time Tommy tries to get his teeth near

Omegas Stick Together You See. They Look Out For Each Other. Very Normal.

Also something about eventually obviously Ranboo also Touches Dream but he can justify basically everything because it's omega4omega so it's Okay And Basically Not Even Sexual. "He's not sticking his dick in dream so is it really even sex you know." Like he isn't kissing Dream's scent gland and gently stroking his cock, gently playing with a nipple and licking into Dream's mouth on occasion. Its Just Normal Things™️and obviously if Dream is in Ranboo's nest its just gals being pals type behavior.

Dream is given one of Ranboo's bigger dress shirts to wear at his house. Maybe Ranboo even puts a plug in Dream to make his heat easier, kissing the marks Tommy made like you'd kiss a wound better.

Dream still has the instinct to hide his scent gland and to Protect Himself because He Cannot get bitten and be Mated he Must Not, but Ranboo is an omega so his instincts don't trigger and Ranboo can nuzzle and lick and kiss his scent gland and Dream might even feel Safe (and obviously Ranboo is very normal about this). Ranboo is Also normal about the fact that he thinks he knows how to pleasure Dream best because he knows what omegas like.

Dream, completely Heat Brained, quietly purring because He Is Protected Surely His Instincts Say He Is:

Ranboo who is filled with insanities:

Dream coming back to teaching trying his goddamn best to pretend everything is normal and treating benchtrio like nothing happened but Ranboo stays after class to ask a question and immediately takes advantage to step up and scent dream.

I think they should push Dream. Students That Have An Advantage x Teacher That Must Hide This Thing that happened and. keeps happening. Teacher will get blamed, Teacher will be The One Who Initiated even as he's being fucked on his desk by Tubbo.

I think that Dream wants to say No Chess This Week and bolt from the classroom but he takes a breath and grounds himself, and Tubbo comes in as usual, but there's something more relaxed about him than usual, and Dream notes it and tries not to think too much. Tubbo is excited and happy and calling him "bossman" like usual. They're playing chess. Dream relaxes too, listening to Tubbo talk about his day and offering words when needed.

And maybe they can move on from this and things can be normal. Surely.

Except of course, Tubbo takes one of Dreams pieces and asks casually. "Have you really not had a heat for like, six years, boss?"

Because Dream had admitted to it, during the heat. When Tubbo was soothing in his ear asking questions about what he needed. How long it had been. Did they need to be more gentle with him.

Dream pauses and the flush is already creeping but he tamps it down and tries to just be honest and straightforward with Tubbo, treating him with respect like he always has.

"That's correct."

And of course Tubbo pushes. Why did he have it that way for so long? What did he do before that? Did he miss it?

And Dream keeps calm and careful, even as Tubbo begins claiming more and more of his pieces. This was a normal talk between a young man and his mentor, Tubbo was capable of being mature about these things, even if Dream wouldn’t go so far as to divulge his more personal life.

And maybe Tubbo is flaring his scent a little, marking the pieces knowing full well what it'll do. Dream is post-heat, but he's still a bit unsteady, and then Tubbo is getting out of his chair, knocking Dreams king over in an effort to get in close. He feels Dreams forehead and cups his cheek, you doing okay, boss? You shouldn't push yourself after all that.

Dream trying to push his chair away from the table and Tubbo crowding too much to let him. Starting to put his hands on Dreams neck because Tommy bit too hard, didn't he? I know he did while making sure to get as much of his scent on Dream as possible.

(maybe even being a bit jealous with the pretext of only thought and care. Tommy was too rough, but Tubbo wasn't)

And Dream protests and says he's fine, but.

Dream stumbles out of his chair trying to bail, but he trips and then Tubbo is On him, reassuring him that he'll help Dream with the problem even as he's pulling down his pants and stuffing him full. Obviously Dream was still having some latent issues from his heat. Tubbo would take care of him. Dream just needed to learn to accept help. After all, six years without a heat? His body must be so unused to it. Better that Tubbo take care of him, the way Dream always took care of Tubbo. He could be trusted.

Something something rationalizes it to Dream and something something guilt trips him into letting him fuck him because he let Tommy fuck him when he Needed it, and Tubbo Needs it, more than anything, and it's unfair Tommy gets a pass just because he's an alpha. Betas still have needs, he still has needs.

Dream being bent over an empty desk, trying to argue even as he's manhandled by Tubbo, everything suddenly moving so very fast, only getting to hear Tubbo unbuckling his belt before he's stuffed full.

Dream's cock leaking onto the empty classroom's floor. How Dream thinks it won't be a problem because Tubbo just wants to fuck him, just wants to fill him up, wants to satisfy himself with his body. After Tubbo cums it will be over.

Tubbo has other ideas though, and reins in his youthful eagerness until Dream spills over first. After Tubbo has filled him up and Dream sets on to compose himself. The shamefulness of seeing evidence of it staining school grounds.

Consider that as Dream's next heat gets close, Tommy picks up on it through mild scent changes and brings benchtrio over to Dream's house during his heat imposed break, barges in the moment the doors open, and demands to be allowed to help with his heat. Practically goes into rut again the moment he starts touching Dream

Or maybe, Tommy goes into rut, and has them barge in, demands Dream help him through it. you're my teacher, you're supposed to help me with shit.

Or maybe now they're synced up even, after the incident, so of course Tommy is going to make Dream take responsibility for "causing" Tommy's rut while he's in heat.

-But also Dream trying to be in control of the situation, trying to get Tommy to leave, it's His House now, he won't have Tommy Demand things, he's going to put Tommy outside and yell at him to go find someone else to spend his rut with him.

Tommy obviously doesn't let him and Pushes and Demands and Dream starts backing up and it goes from "Tommy No" to "Tommy please", pleading and trying to negotiate, and then to "Just- Just be gentle this time, Tommy. Please"

And thinking demon thoughts about Dream being a little scared and panicked because Tommy Was So Rough Last Time and he doesn't want to take it again, Tommy didn't make it feel that good, can't they just leave him alone.

Dream being helpless Dream begging for kindness, his scent becoming sour and fearful and stressed and its a hundred times worst on his heat because he's supposed to be safe during heat. He needs to be taken care of, not bruised and bitten without sweetness. Tubbo and Ranboo becoming tenser and tenser the farther Dream's scent twists into FearTerrorPain, bristling and up in the arms the moment Dreams begging for gentleness like he was going to be hurt and left to rot. And Tommy doesn't even get halfway through his lunge before Tubbo is slamming into him and pinning him to the floor. Tying him up while Dream clings to Ranboo and comes back down.

Ranboo growling at Tommy when he thrashes and pulling Dream closer. Dream nuzzling almost mindlessly and chirping so soft it makes all three of them zero in

and Tubbo and Ranboo take care of Dream while Tommy has to watch and be helpless to do anything. Thrashing and being feverish in his rut, Needing to knot someone, Needing to knot Dream. Being delirious with it, trying to bargain and then resorting to pleading.

Tubbo make a show out of it to Tommy. Fucks Dream from somewhere Tommy can see Almost Everything. Makes sure to make Tommy fucking feral by making him watch as he enters Dream over and over again. How he can't do anything But watch, how Tubbo treats it as a kindness and something Tommy is lucky to be able to witness after What He Did. How Tommy's cock leaks and how his rut fogged brain makes his hips spasm in his restrains, whining desperate and needy to fill Dream's hole

(Years of repressed resentment at people treating him as less than Tommy for not being an Alpha. But Tubbo is the one who's making their omega feel safe, kissing the bruises that Tommy left and proving himself to be the one Dream goes to. (Dream might be theirs, but Tubbo feels Dream curl around him and feels the glow of triumph. His.))

Eventually they'll let Tommy fuck Dream (after Tubbo has filled him up) with the condition that Dream is the one that rides him.

Something about Dream eventually sinking himself into Tommy's knot while Tommy thrusts into him, shallow and desperate. Dream whimpering from the stretch but biting his lip and trying to stay still while waiting for it to come down, but having the need for another orgasm build again. not being able to stop himself from shallowly moving his hips and making Tommy groan.

Tommy isn't allowed to bruise or bite until the old ones have faded and he can prove himself to be Gentler.

Tubbo coming up from behind to scent Dream. understanding he needs to cum again and circling his stretched rim with his fingers to make Dream whimper, and then jerking him off while whispering filthy things in his ear.

I think that Tubbo barks at Tommy to stop being so pushy even when he's tied down and Dream is riding his cock, because he keeps trying to thrust up, to control the pace, to fuck Dream as hard as he can

Dream's heat ends up triggering Ranboo's heat. I imagine he and Dream end up in Dream's bedroom in a nest that Dream had already partially made before Benchtrio showed up. Ranboo and Dream cuddling in the nest, Dream trying to keep him safe because He's Older He's Supposed To Protect but Ranboo refusing to let Dream use his body as his shield (like omegas used to do, back in the old days. The older omegas would protect the younger ones by covering them with their bodies, so they would take the first blow if something happened.) Ranboo keeping them both curled up and kissing Dreams scent gland and purring when Dream nuzzles his own.

rotated vaguely something about Ranboo wanting Dream to fuck him and fill him up and how Dream is vehemently against the idea because That's A Line He Must Not Cross, and something about Ranboo coercing/convincing him to do it.

Maybe something about how Dream helped Tommy through his rut and Ranboo now Needs this and Dream doesn't want to. Another way for Dream to allow himself to be used. Ranboo Is Simply Using Him For His Needs, Surely. Dream is just doing his duty. Ranboo tells Dream he needs to be fucked to have a clearer head to be able to fuck Dream after.

Because this will end in Ranboo being abnormal and spilling inside Dream. The others got to be inside Dream, but Ranboo needs to be there. Only he understands, after all.

Something about both being omegas and having to have each other and Only They Understand. Thinking about Ranboo (maybe not even being in heat) but using a hurt voice and Not Understanding why Dream won't fuck him like he needs it when he let Tommy and Tubbo fuck him when They Needed It. Dream is supposed to be their teacher, help them, why is he denying Ranboo but not the others.

(he understands very well, but he should have a little manipulation as a treat)

I think Dream is very stressed and helpless when he gets inside Ranboo. I think Ranboo has to encourage him to keep going, small praise and kisses where his scent glands are. Hmmm. I think Dream tries to get Ranboo to ride him to give Ranboo all the power, but Ranboo curls his entire body around Dream and turns them on their side so Dream is Forced to thrust and eventually get on top so Ranboo and wrap his legs around Dreams waist.

(Force Dream To Do It, Force Responsibility. Ranboo didn't just Take until Dream was forced to cum inside him, Dream had to fuck inside Ranboo himself.)

(very important that Ranboo babbles nonsense about omega cock btw)

And despite this Dream is clearly unsure and service topping and needs every single bit of praise, water in the desert. His heat making things even more muddled in his brain.

Tubbo fucking Ranboo through Dream btw

I think Ranboo makes Dream come, and then Tubbo gets impatient and pushes inside Dream without warning. And Dreams eyes are unfocused and he's teetering between Heat Brain are Focusing On What's Going On, enough that they can get him to say "yours. I'm yours"

Also I think Tommy should later be very pissy that he could have put his cock in Dreams mouth while they were doing this and "fill all his holes" But they weren't sharing.

Also. Tubbo noses Dreams scent gland and Dream whines, unsure and too fucked out. Ranboo has to kiss Dream and stroke his hair and nuzzle him.

Also also I think, beeduo wise, Tubbo is aware of Ranboos omega cock kink and during the threesome teases and asks if Ranboo is enjoying it, before thrusting in again and making Dream cry out as he is forced to fuck Ranboo a little deeper.

Something something after beeduo have fucked Dream thoroughly Tommy Needs It Desperately and.Dream is so wet from his heat and being fucked by the two of them that Tommy can fuck him fast and rough and This Time it feels good.

Dream can even encourage Tommy, praising him and telling him he can take what he Needs, it's okay. Dream Wants To Be Used. Dream telling Tommy he's doing so good, being so good to him. Dream is All His Right Now, To Use. To Have.

Kind of torn because I want to have demons about Tommy pushing Dream around and fucking him and using him, but I also want Tubbo to be really abnormal about Dream and to show off to Tommy how much better Tubbo and Dreams relationship is, how much better Dream responds to Tubbo, how easy Tubbo can pull and coax Dream, no matter how resistant, into sinking to his knees and opening his mouth for cock

I was thinking. Tubbo should- sneak up?- behind Tommy and put a hand around his neck and growl. Because Tommy didn't get his permission to fuck Dream. Tommy sneaked off when school ended to get Dream alone in his classroom. And Dream couldn't say no, just wanted it to be gentler, and to some degree it is, because Tommy isn't biting down quite as hard, not desperately plundering Dream like he had the first time because he Needed Him Never Gotten A Taste before.

He's not as bad but he's still Rough, and Dream whimpers and takes it until suddenly Tubbo is there, hissing and furious and telling him to be gentle, for fucks sake

(also at some point maybe Dream should mumble beta like safety comfort protection while shaking and clinging to Tubbo and Tubbo preens, darkly satisfied with how Tommy glares and growls and can't do anything about it)

really like leaning into the idea that Tommy's fucking awful. He's going to Take Dream because he Needs Him Wants Him Dream Is His Worst Enemy His Terrible Teacher. Dream challenges Tommy in class and doesn't flinch or let him just pass by school. Its infuriating and Tommy is obsessed..

Everyone treats him like a silly kid, cause Wilbur waves off anything Tommy does and he can do whatever he'd like. Dream treats him like a person and gives him detention and is confident and self assured when Tommy tries to make his life hell and Dream wins, every single time. Its insanity.

(I think. Dream should have his long hair tied into a knot, especially in the case of Benchtrio au. And when Tubbo takes control he makes sure to undo the knot and have Dream's hair fall a bit messy. Dream's composure, undone. Dream open completely to him. Tubbo Needs To See The Vulnerability.)

There can be both you see. Tommy first, then Tubbo arrives to scold Tommy and tie Tommy up and he has to watch. Or/and Tommy is tied up because Tubbo knows how he is but he gets to fuck Dream after. The After can be a little while after, Tommy coming back for Dream and being able to be more pushy because Dream is still in heat and a little out of it from Tubbo having had his way with him. Dream wanting the pleasure/wanting to be a good teacher and give Tommy what he needs

Dream teaching the class that day when another instructor comes in to get something from the classroom and ends up chatting Dream up, flirting with him, putting benchtrio on edge with the way Dreams cheeks flush and and he smiles back.

And at the end of the school day benchtrio keeps him from leaving and demand to know if he was seeing that guy, what was he doing, what about them.

What do you mean, what about you? Dream asks, confused. He just wanted to go out for coffee some time, get to know each other better.

And Tubbo immeadietly protests darkly you don't even like coffee, that teacher doesn't know you like we do.

you don't need him, you're dating Us, Tommy says fiercely with a look that brokers no argument.

We need you; youre our teacher. What if Tommy goes into rut again and you're not there? Ranboo practically drapes himself against Dreams back, and Dream realizes too late that Ranboo is pulling back his shirt collar and nosing Dream’s scent gland.

Dream tries to argue that he is not dating benchtrio and that it's inappropriate for students and teachers to participate in those sorts of relationships, but obviously they're more interested in reminding him of his place in their pack

thinking again about how Dream was teaching, maybe using a whiteboard instead of a chalkboard, and how another teacher, or maybe a special faculty member, enters his classroom. Because Dreams class has a big storage area in the back you see, where a lot of extra stuff is stashed away that usually isn't needed, but of course, this is a special circumstance, and they apologize for the interruption.

And Dream smiles and says it's fine and goes over to help with the storage unit, instructing his class to continue with the activity on their papers. But benchtrio all watch out of the corner of their eye as the faculty member who came in- smiling just a bit warmer than is polite, a faint scent of alpha lingering- watches Dream unlock the closet with appreciation. Gets the stuff they need from it, and then lingers in the storage to joke and chat with Dream Stiffening as the teacher touches Dreams elbow, marks him a little there with their wrist. Dreams cheeks are a little pink as he shuts the closet. Tommy biting down on his eraser and Tubbo clenching his fist when the teacher comes up behind Dream while he locks the closet and almost Crowding. Claiming.

Dreams lack of suppressants now had made some of the faculty a little bolder, a little horny-dumb.

And Dream, for all that he looks tired and rough some days from his erratic sleep schedule, is still a very pretty man.

And I think that the teacher might have stayed the rest of the hour, flirting and scenting him and making Dreams cheeks go from pink to red, but Ranboo abruptly demands that Dream come help him with his writing, its Important, he needs Guidance, and Dream apologetically turns away and goes back to teaching. The other teacher grins crookedly and waves and says they'll be by later when school ends to return what they've borrowed.

Ranboo, while Dream leans over and looks at his paper, rubs his hand and wrist against Dreams elbow, covering the intruders scent with his own. Dreams breath quickens for a moment, but he stays composed.

And of course, it's chess after school that day. Tubbo rushes to pack his bag and head over because Absolutely Fucking Not. Some asshole was not going to take his beloved mentor just because they were a shit alpha who thought they were worthy of fucking Dream now that he smelled more omega. They didn't deserve to have Dream, they didn't know anything about him, not like Tubbo did. They wouldn't know how to take care of him, and benchtrio could do it better anyway.

He steps into the classroom to find that the teacher had apparently went to find Dream a little early, during last period. A small ribbon of hair had fallen out of Dreams bun during the day, and the other faculty was being Oh So Polite as to tuck it behind his ear, cupping his cheek as they finish. Pretty carnation reds are blooming across his cheeks, and it would be a pleasurable sight if it wasn't for the alpha obviously enveloping his mentor in the most desperate, pathetic "fuck me" pheromones, like they thought they could get Dream on his knees then are there.

Tubbo icily says that it's chess club time, getting close and setting his bag down at their special table with a loud thump. The teacher is obviously annoyed, and Dream looks embarrassed at being found like this and ready to scold, but the teacher shrugs and says Another Time. Maybe even kisses Dreams hand or cheek before leaving.

The door shuts with a neat little snck!

Dream turns and goes over to Their Special Table, already gently scolding Tubbo about being more respectful to the other school faculty, when Tubbo seizes him and slams their mouths together. He's burying his hands in Dreams hair and pulling it out of it's bun, brushing his hands through until the parts touched by the intruder were free of their cloying scent. Dream whimpers faint protests, but Tubbo demands entry to his mouth, so he gives in, and Tubbo makes a noise of approval. When he's finally satisfied with his claim (aka he needs to fucking breathe) he lets go. Dream is looking at him with wide eyes, lips puffy and red, disheveled, owned.

And of course, that's when Tommy and Ranboo burst in too, having been far behind Tubbo in thought process.

And it takes no time at for Tubbo to tell them the faculty member was trying to fuck Dream, seducing him. And Ranboo is immeadietly behind Dream and nuzzling their nose into his nape, feeling up his body- purely to fix the scent marks, of course- and chirring, are you okay? Omega? Im here

That Awful Alpha Is Gone Now. Omegas look out for each other, of course.

Dreams protests that he's fine go ignored. It doesn't matter that he insists he's an adult able to have a rational conversation with a coworker, it doesn't matter that Dream was taller, stronger than that other man, that there had never been any actual danger. Surely If They Hadn't Gotten There In Time He'd Be Pinned Against The Wall.

Also since I'm still thinking about this: Dream definitely tries to get control back by saying it wasn't any of their business who he decided to talk to or date.

He isn't actually interested in the guy like that, at most he was hopeful for a work friend, but he was also very aware that the guy was interested in him. Even if he wasn't The Most Comfortable with the idea, he could be someone to fuck Dream through his next heat, because Surely Dream Can Stop Benchtrio From Trying To Get Involved With Him, Surely.

It wasn't ideal, but his students were on the cusp of growing up, Surely they just needed a gentle nudging to understand that their teacher was not someone they could have this kind of relationship with. They'd graduate soon anyway, and then they'd leave him behind, so it really was for the best that they stopped attempting to claim him.

He doesn't say that last part out loud though.

Doesn't mention how it was very likely they'd all leave town to go find themselves, far beyond where Dream was. How this obsession was temporary, Dream was temporary. Just reiterates that they're Students and he's their Teacher, this was Poor Conduct and Inappropriate

And of course, all three of them are displeased with the idea of Dream dating someone else and looking for dates or for someone to help him with his heat.

"You're dating us, not him. No one else gets to have you." Tommy says with a scowl, before Ranboo starts unbuttoning Dreams shirt.

I think Dream, very briefly, pleads with Tubbo. Hoping to appeal to him, to Understand. And Tubbo sees Dream Asking Begging Relying On Him, the way Tubbo always wanted, and needs to stick his cock in Dreams hole. Orders Ranboo to lay him down on Their Special Table so Tubbo can unbuckle him.

Also I think Tommy argues that he should be the one to fuck Dream first because he brought the lube. Maybe even shoves a finger into Dreams hole and starts stretching him.

Dream crying out and trying to squirm away, only for Ranboo to kneel down and start kissing him, holding Dream’s face and licking into his mouth gently as if to comfort him while Tubbo and Tommy argue

Could also have Ranboo stand up and unbutton himself, coaxing Dream into swallowing his cock, just to hold, Ranboo says softly, cooing and petting Dreams head. it'll make you feel better.

And Dreams mind shuts off briefly as he becomes pliant, eyes half lidded as he drools from the heavy weight of the cock in his mouth. good omega. Perfect.

I think Tommy and Tubbo should double penetrate Dream, Tommy and Dream laying on the desk, while Ranboo occupies Dreams mouth because "it isn't fair that they both get to have you and I don't."

he's being so good, taking care of their needs, letting them satisfy themselves with his body like a good teacher and a good omega and a good packmate.

Obviously they just needed to get a taste of him to calm down.

Also Tommy bites Dreams tits and sucks on them and it's very much a kink for him because look at him. That boy has Some Sort Of Mommy Issues/Kink.

Dream ever since the start has been scolding him and holding him accountable and being a stable adult where Tommy had none. Tommy is going to Fuck His Tits and make Dream get on his knees to service him and demand comfort and cuddles and Dream Is His You See

Which is slightly different from Tubbos "You're my mentor Mine and I want to be your equal and have you rely on my the way I've relied on you and I'll Take Care Of You" Tommy want to be taken care of VS Tubbo wanting to do the taking care.

More thoughts that haunt me:

Ranboo is obsessed with using Dream’s hair to get off and licking Dreams hole when he's slicking, and has a habit of Revering Dream like he's a pretty, sacred, and pure thing for Ranboo to covet and hide away

there's a marriage-like thing where people can form a pack and be officially together in the eyes of the law, because I felt like that would be a thing to allow for benchtrio to "marry" Dream into a pack and make him theirs when they're adults

Tubbo has a daydream about eventually taking over Schlatts company and using his power and influence to ask Dream to marry him and quit his teaching job, because Dream isn't allowed to find another student to mentor. He's meant to be Tubbos Mentor Only.

Tommy wants Dream to call him Alpha and beg for him, AlphaAlphaAlpha, it's something that gets him hard immediately when he thinks about it. He has a lactation kink and wants to suck milk from Dreams tits while Dream begs him to stop.

Also consider that instead, Ranboo getting fed up with Tommy and Tubbo arguing about who gets to fuck Dream first, and getting progressively more insane as slick drips out of Dream's hole, and wanting to fuck Dream himself because he never gets to.

thinking maybe Dream is already so slick and Ranboo's cock isn't as big as an alpha's so he just gets to slip inside him so easily. And maybe Ranboo losing his control a little because he didn't think it would feel like this he didn't think-

It being so slick and so easy to slide his cock in and out of Dream…. Whining as he presses his nose against Dream's hair and fucks fast fast fast into Dream until he's panting and desperate like he's never been before.

Too much pleasure all at once. Dream feels Too Good Ranboo needs as much as he can get Immediately.

Listennnn it's important that Ranboo fucks him fast and desperate and Tubbo and Tommy can hear Ranboo's panting and the squelching and wet sounds from Ranboo desperately slipping his cock inside Dream's slick hole.

Maybe Ranboo has enough space to get some fingers inside Dream too. Dream who has Also never had fingers and cock at the same time, going insane as he feels Ranboo press into him, calling him omega, cooing. Dream so fucked out he says omega back and begs for something he can't name.

Also I think Tommy and Tubbo should be looking at them both with Wide Eyes. Tommy is a little jealous that Ranboo got a turn first, but Tubbo preens because that's his Ranboo and his Dream. His omegas feeling good and happy with each other and in the presence of their packmates…

Tommy having a lot more insecurity because he doesn't feel like he Has Dream yet. While Tubbo is very confident that he has Dream forever because Mentor because Tubbo Is Capable, Tommy's tendency to oppose and fight Dream and "rival" him in class Vs Tubbo having that close mentor bond that allows Tubbo to "be on his side"

And Ranboo, who has never had the courage to try to get too close to Dream, finally getting to Have and Hold.

Tommy feels like he's never quite equal to Dream, is always playing catch up, having to fight and rival Dream to be heard and to be taken seriously while Tubbo can stand regal and calm next to Dream like he always belonged there

I really want to do silly drama with the Dream Thinking They're Going To Seperate From Him Once They Graduate because Silly

Like. Tubbo demanding Dream tell him what he plans to do when Tubbo graduates. And Dream smiles tiredly and says the chess club will probably get new members from the freshmen. He'll be a mentor to a new student.

And Tubbo being absolutely furious because no, there wouldn't be another student. There couldn't be. All that attention, the affection and kindness and respect- that wasn't for other people. Someone else sitting where Tubbo sat and soaking in Dream's love wasn't allowed.

Dream could only have one special student, could only be mentor to one. His love was meant for Tubbo alone. Tommy and Ranboo are allowed to share with him, but only because they're Pack, they're Tubbo's, and they're not trying to take Tubbos place as Dreams most faithful and beloved student.

But also considering that Dream plans to get transferred to another school after this year, because he doesn't think he can bear to be there after benchtrio leave and go off to who knows where. Better to start fresh, he thinks. In another city, maybe.

And of course benchtrio finds out he plans to transfer and goes insane about it. Transfer means Moving Away From Them Going Somewhere Else They Can't Get To.

Tommy immeadietly demanding where are you goingwhere are you going You need to tell me Now. Ranboo pulling out the hurt voice and did we do something wrong?

And of course they don't seem to understand, don't Realize that they're going to be graduating, Leaving Dream behind.

And all this to say they fuck him until he understands he's being kept

But also I wanted to talk about the lactation kink

Because i think Tommy sucks Dreams tits a while before they start producing milk

Specifically he sucks them enough that something in Dream assumes they're supposed to be lactating and begin producing it close to and during Dreams heats.

So a couple days before Dreams heat is supposed to start, Dream adruptly gets quiet during class, and benchtrio notices he's acting a little off. Which of course obviously is their business. (It's about disregarding Dream's boundaries and autonomy because it's more important to find out what's bothering him or what he's hiding you see)

I just want the imagery of Dream trying to hide his chest, begging for them to leave it be.

Tubbo pulling Dreams arms back while Tommy rips his shirt open.

"Don't look, don't look."

And benchtrio losing their breath at the sight of Dreams chest fuller than normal, leaking down his stomach. Dream turning away, trembling and cheeks heated.

"I didn't know he could do that." Tommy poking at his chest.

"You have been sucking on them a lot, Tomms."

"And biting them." Ranboo delicately circles a nipple, listening to Dream whimper as more milk dribbles out.

I think Tommy should insist that he Deserves to drink from Dreams chest, actually, despite Dreams panicked protests. He was providing for his Alpha, so of course Tommy was entitled to it.

Ranboo should coo and purr and tell Dream what a good omega he is, to provide for them.

Encouraging Dream to be pliant and submit. They were just exploring his body. They were his students, his pack, it was their job.

Dream wants to put a stop to it Now, wants to get his body to calm down and Stop This. No, he won't allow Tommy to drink from him. He won't.

He can't stop Tommy from ripping his shirt and getting his hands on his tits and Sucking. Can't do anything if he's backed up against his desk with Ranboo cooing and petting his hair and Tubbo making sure he's pinned in place.

Tommy eagerly taking Dream in his mouth sucking hard, while Ranboo delicately licks at his tit before raising his head to kiss Dream, letting him taste himself.

I think it's very important that when Tommy gets really into it he sucks Dream's tits in almost quiet reverence? He can be rough at first, grab Dream's tits and make Dream whine from oversensitivity. Suck hard and eagerly, not being overly careful with his teeth. But eventually he'll get a very focused Look in his eyes and cup Dream's tits more gently, roll and massage them in his hands to hear Dream sigh and feel him shyly arch up to push his tits into Tommy's palms.

Tommy will suck less desperately but with a focused intensity, make it good for Dream and only teasing his teeth to make Dream shiver, not to hurt him. Swirl his tongue around Dream's nipples and lapping at any milk that leaks down.

I think some milk should leak down Dream's stomach, reaching his happy trail, to then have Tommy kneel confidently in front of Dream to be able to start licking from his happy trail up to his tit and not leave any milk wasted.

I also think Tommy should eventually do it on purpose, have Dream's tit dribble too much for him to lap up and Have to stream down his stomach for Tommy to then lap up.

I think Tubbo might even help by squeezing Dream's other tit and have the milk flow free.

I think Tommy wants to see Dream wet, I think Tommy wants to see Dream struggle to keep his tits from just leaking and leaking, so full and heavy with milk made just for Tommy. Tommy wants to suck but he also wants to see Dream struggle, embarrassed and Full and his tits dribbling with milk and he can't Stop.

And Tommy wants to make a mess of Dream, a mess of his stomach so he has an excuse to lick, and he wants to feel Dream tremble and not be able to control himself with Tommy on his knees for him. Tommy wants Dream to whine and have his hips stutter and be so ashamed by it.

Tommy wants an excuse to unzip him and get his cock out, to hear Dream say Tommy doesn't need to, to not do it No no no always no, because it's indecent because they're in school because they are students and he's the teacher and they shouldn't they shouldn't no, and yet he's aching when Tommy gets his hand around him. Tommy wants him messy, to get milk to dribble on Dream's cock, to make it that much sweeter when Tommy swallows it down.

Tommy sucking Dream's cock, pulling off to kitten lick at the head, lapping up all the milk, and licking the length of it to make sure he gets every drop. He wants to hear Dream beg for it like he hasn't before. He wants to make Dream desperate and to force him to admit to his pleasure. Tommy sucks him off until Dream can't stop himself from fucking into Tommy's mouth, just once just- he needed it so bad. And Tommy pulls off to get up and unzip himself, getting a hand on both of their cocks and the other circling one of Dream's tits, forcing him to leak all over his stomach and slicking their cocks with his milk.

Their cum joining the mess after Tommy strokes them to completion. Dream's breath ragged and uneven as Tommy tells him to Look at himself as Tommy strokes them fast and messy between their stomachs.

Tommy has to get Dream slick and has to make him Look and has to force him to watch himself fuck fast and desperate into the slick tight heat of Tommy's hand.

And it's important that when Tommy gets his own cock out he crowds Dream close and that his hand is big enough to get around both of their cocks so that when they are both slick with Dream's milk Tommy's cock can slide against Dream's.

If Tubbo is sandwiching Dream…. while Tommy plays with one of Dream's tits Tubbo plays with the other and maybe Tubbo can get a hand on both of their cocks too, get to stroke Dream from the base. Maybe nibble.on the opposite side of his gland, needing to bury his face against Dream's neck because Holy Shit. And maybe rutting against Dream's ass while he watches.

He's This close to pinning Dream against Tommy to be allowed to fully rut against his ass.

(Ranboo is going to use this "lack of attention" as an excuse to hog Dream the next day, insisting that since it's the day before his heat, Ranboo should be with him. Should take him home, actually, he doesn't look well. Maybe his heat has come early from being fucked so much? But Ranboo will take him and get him in his nest and make sure he's alright)

Also Tommy should fuck Dream's tits. Another time maybe. When they're in Dream's bed and Dream is whining because his tits are so full. and Dream thinks Tommy will suck them like he tends to but they're so full and heavy and steadily leaking much to Dream's embarrassment. And Tommy can't contain himself, tells Dream they'll try something different this time. Tommy wants to fuck between his tits and have the stimulation make Dream's tits leak onto his cock.

Tommy fucking Dreams tits and having Dream lick the tip of his cock every time it thrusts forward just enough to reach. Telling Dream to open his mouth when Tommy gets close so Tommy can cum in his mouth, over his face. Makes Dream lull his tongue out like a dog. Dream unable to stop himself from crying out, short and breathy, ah ah ah! because his tits are being fondled and messed with and it's So Much.

Tommy purposely doesn't suck his tits before fucking them to make sure Dream Needs the relief while Tommy is fucking them. To make sure the stimulation makes them leak but also to make sure Dream Has to touch his own tits, has to push them together and circle them and tease them and pleasure himself while being used by Tommy.

Has to push them together, making it tighter for Tommy. Forced to participate, forced to let Tommy fuck him, forced to encourage Tommy to fuck him. Making himself feel good and making himself be a good omega and pleasing his alpha. Wordless pleas until Tommy demands to be called alpha.

Ashamed that he's kneading his own tits and yet he still can't help himself from trying to lick the pre off of Tommy's cock. Like he's addicted.

I think Tommy should stop just before he's about to cum and make Dream admit he wants Tommy's cum in his mouth.

Make Dream sob and say yes, yes Alpha, please please please I need it, please don't stop

And Dream even tries to continue massaging his tits around Tommy's cock, so far gone and desperate that his shame is secondary.

Trying to reach out and lick the tip again.

Tommy's going to make sure to shove the head of his cock just inside Dreams mouth when he comes and watch Dream swallow.

Tommy hardening again and eyes wide because Dream opens his mouth again with his tongue out and whines, lost to his heat and wanting to be told how good he was. And Tommy knows now, Tubbo has drilled it into his head that Dream needs lots of praise, he makes sure to tell Dream what a good boy he is, stuttering on the words, Tommy's omega.

And I think he never really knows what to do when Dream is like this. Most of the time it's about trying to get Dream to submit and admit he likes it. Most of the time Tommy is pushing him to go down.

But now Dream is down. He's looking up at Tommy and open, wanton. Tommy can take what he wants without resistance, and it's terrifying.

And he's grown since their first heat. The thought of causing Dream distress like that again- especially when he looks so trusting- leaves a horrible pit in his stomach. Tommy won't betray him. His OmegaPackmateDream.

His instincts shifting from needing to Dominate/Claim to Protect/Satisfy. I think Tommy fucks him until Dreams heat calms down a little more, and then he buries his cock inside Dream and holds him close. And he feels a little silly about it, but Alphas Protect Their Omegas and cuddling counts, he's pretty sure.

Dream is purring softly, dazed. Sleepy. His scent is the most content it's ever been like around Tommy. He's falling asleep and shifting to take Tommy just a Little Deeper, and Tommy will BiteMaimKill anyone who walks through that door because this is His, you see. Tubbo may get to have Dream as his mentor, and Ranboo might get to have Omega stuff, but he gets Dream right now.

Dream isn't at his desk when Benchtrio arrive at his class on Wednesday. Its a substitute, instead, some lady they don't know and don't care about. Tommy can't even hold it in long enough for class to start to start badgering about where Dream went. The sub looks a little bored when she says "I have no idea", a stark contrast to how on-edge he feels. Dream is a workaholic. He doesn't take breaks unless its required. So why-

Purpled doesn't show up to class. The debate team is going off-campus for a couple days to a big tournament. He'd been complaining about how one of the instructors for the team was sick so they might not get to go. But Dream would never have let that happen. Not when it meant so much to them. So of course he'll spend a few days wrangling intense 17 year olds before collapsing at 11:57 PM on Friday.

Of course, Tubbo is only able to find this out after Ranboo goes to the office and asks in a voice that has just a Hint of omega distress where his teacher is, did something happen? The only omega teacher at the school isn't here - and has to be reassured by the stressed staff that No, This Isn't A Conspiracy Or An Issue Related To Gender.

Tubbo leans his head against Dream's classroom door, after school ends. They're supposed to have chess club today.

Dream comes home and doesn't even get undressed before faceplanting into bed. He's So Exhausted. He had been carrying supplies and helping manage an event he wasn't even involved in, for Days, Overnight. He spent more time awake trying to calm crazy teenagers than asleep, and the sleep wasn't very good. The school asked a lot of him, for very little in return.

And Ranboo has an alarm on his phone for when the event finally ends and the group has driven home, so he pokes Tubbo awake, who calls Tommy, and they head over to Dreams apartment because They Can't Be Normal And Wait Until Morning, They Need To Know He's Back They Need To See Him Now.

And Ranboo unlocks the door with they key Dream gave them ("for emergencies" he said sternly, even though they all knew better) so they can slip inside. Its completely unlit save for one soft kitchen light, and Dreams shoes and socks have been haphazardly taken off and kicked in a corner.

Dream stirs a little when Ranboo passes by Tommy and enters the bedroom. Ranboo goes to him immediately and pets his hair, trilling softly like Dream was a sick partner in need of care. Cups his cheeks as he kneels by Dreams side.

Dreams eyes barely open, trilling back, before the scent of safety and affection reassure him its safe to go back to sleep.

Dream only feeling the beginnings of stress before its pushed down by Pack and Omega Reassurance. Ranboo feels triumph as he fully unties Dreams hair and kisses his mouth.

Tubbo is staring. He's still upset that another club took Dream from him, that other students took Dream from him. There's other scents on Dreams clothes, and dark circles around his eyes. It's hard not to feel bitter and resentful and… domestic, almost, as he sighs and gently turns Dream on his back to begin undressing him.

This isn't quite turning out how I intended it to when I was sleepily rotating. The whole thing was about how I wanted Tubbo to call Dream while sitting in his classroom and being upset because What About Chess Club/Our Time That's Only For Us, and Dream was real apologetic about it, but is also very gentle when he says He's A Teacher, He Has To Care For All Of His Students, and Tubbo hears other students on the line clamoring for Dreams input so he has to go.

And Tubbo isn't mad at Dream for doing his job. He knows rationally that this needs to be done. But he Wants, Selfishly, for all of Dreams attention, to be his Only student. Chess club days were for Them, so Tubbo could pretend Dream belonged only to him.

So when Dream comes back, he's a bit insane about needing his time, and makes sure Dream is on his cock, at least for a little while.

And the idea was that Dream would only be awake long enough to be wary of intruders before recognizing the scent of Pack and Ranboo comforting him and passing out again. And they would all fuck him while he was sleeping.

Making soft noises when they made him feel good, little mumbles of their name. Instinctively recognizing their scents, even while asleep.

Ranboo would cradle him in their arms and get kisses out of him, they'd all get a little insane as they undressed him, because it was originally to get him out of uncomfortable work clothes, but then Tubbo can't help removing his boxers. Can't help making Dream as naked as possible, exposed to his eyes.

And Tommy impulsively grabs a tit to knead, only for all three of them to go very still as Dream whimpers and turns his head away, still sleeping, good enough to eat.

Also, a side thing I wasn't sure if it was a thing because I've been debating how Marking a scent gland actually works

Because I think it doesn't always leave a scar. You have to be in a committed relationship for a while, someone biting in the same spot, probably, for the mark to stay. It fades after a time, the way stretch marks do, maybe even vanishing completely if it wasn't bitten often enough.

Because I think, maybe, Dream was in a past relationship with someone (George? Sapnap?) And he has faint silvery marks from that, from Way Back When. The marks are clearly old.

Specifically for that feeling of Possessiveness from Benchtrio (someone else had him first someone tried to claim him) but also because I imagine Dream had this really earnest first relationship that he wholeheartedly loved and believed in, and it broke his heart when it ended.

Something something Dream feeling a little lonely. A little sad. A little unbelieving that he's someone who can be loved and wanted.

Something about how he can already feel his heart crack with the knowledge that Benchtrio are going to leave after the year ends, leaving him alone again (as they should, they shouldn't be focusing so much on one of their teachers. They have to go out and explore the world, not stay behind with him)

And something about how he can't even begin to understand the way they're fixated on him, can't look at it for too long, because it's Not Allowed and if they do care about him, it's just a puppy love, surely, they'll get over him.

Even though Tommy is obsessed with how Dream challenges him, obsessed with the way Dream is the only person who has ever bothered to treat him like a responsible adult who's both capable and should be pushing himself, because Dream believes he can be more. Tubbo getting to be treated like a capable adult and not a side act or a shadow of other people, getting to be heard, Wanted, being told he has potential and given the chance to Fufill it, and wanting nothing more than the person who believed in him to be Right There By His Side. Ranboo getting personal attention and kindness in a way he's never gotten before, while also being treated like a capable adult, and not just "a sad omega." Getting to have someone who Understands what that's like, who let's you be yourself, who stands against the world at the first hint of you needing it.

...Also remembering Tommy's insane mommy kink like Jesus christ. He really met the One person who was willing to hold him accountable and said "I need fuck you to assert dominance and also be insane about you forever. Tell me what to do so I can punish fuck you for it, and also tell me I did a good job afterwards"

...Tubbo inside Dream while Ranboo fucks himself on Dreams cock.

I think Ranboo suggests Tommy try using Dreams hair to jerk off during this, and Tommy thinks it's nice but he doesn't understand how Ranboo gets hard at the thought of it, seriously Ranboo? It's soft, but it's just hair

And Ranboo stops bouncing on Dreams cock to argue this with him.

While Tubbo rolls his eyes and whispers to Dream that this is like the third time they've argued today, before snickering because Tommy was mad that Ranboo stole the last piece of cake.

And Dream laughs a little, which immeadietly draws Tommy's attention, and he demands Dream suck on his cock instead, supposedly because "You can't laugh on my cock" even though Ranboo point out that it would only theoretically stifle the giggles.

imagery of Dream in an apron, comfortable homemaker clothing, being told to get on his knees and suck Tommy or Tubbos cock. Smth smth they spend a little bit role-playing with Dream as their special house omega, not for chores, just an excuse to be able to Free Use him at any time around the house. Bending him over the counter, the couch, pressing him against the wall. Ranboo takes particular delight in Dream bouncing on his cock while he lays in bed, before wheedling Dream into fucking him. Maybe Ranboo bounces on Dreams cock, while Dream whimpers and turns his face away, gripping the sheets tight and unable to stop himself from thrusting up when Ranboo clenches down and makes sure he feels it. Tommy probably has Dream give him a tit job, but also is 100 percent activating his mommy kink with that apron and pulling Dream in his lap to suck on his nipples. Dream eventually runs a hand through his hair, and Tommy rumbles, snaking his hands up the back of Dreams shirt to push him closer

Tubbo is going to this fancy school because Schlatt is his rich uncle, and is going to have him inherit the company someday. Tubbo daydreaming of the day he's CEO, able to grab Dream's hip and pull him close in his private office. His mentor can't find an excuse to push Tubbo away anymore, because Tubbo is a full grown man now, with a company, with the power to take care of Dream the way Dream always took care of him. And Dream can protest and make a fuss about being Tubbos former teacher, but it's a flimsy excuse now that Tubbo can press Dream close against the desk and nobody can stop him.

Tommy likes kissing like it's a fight to win, tongue inside Dream's mouth, practically tongue fucking him just to make Dream falter. Tommy like sucking on Dreams bottom lip until it looks bruised and puffy, and he's very proud of how fucked out Dream looks just from a kiss alone

Ranboo kisses with a lot of sensual intent. It's exactly that girl kissing girl energy where they're pretending they're straight but it's clear they're both really into it. A line a spit between them and heavy breaths, Ranboo licking into Dreams mouth and making sure to play with his tongue. Holding the back of Dream’s head just so he can thread his fingers into Dreams hair.

Tubbo doesn't like putting his tongue in anyone's mouth, and in his eyes the best kiss is one of lips being pressed firmly together, holding Dream close pulling him tight to his chest. He's very quick to move to hickies trailing down Dreams neck, sucking hard so that the bruises are obvious. When Dream starts protesting, Tubbo is quick to remind him that he's Tubbo's teacher, and therefore Tubbo can do whatever he wants with him

Dream attempts to go out on a date with a random guy, to "get over/ignore" his weird relationship with Benchtrio and to steel himself for the future where they'll graduate and leave him behind. The date is nice, if a bit boring, but the guy has the audacity to nip at Dreams scent gland when they're making out against the door to Dreams apartment, never biting down to leave a mark, but hard enough that Dream feels heady and an urge to Submit, and he pushes the guy off and curtly says goodnight because it's really, really rude to do that to someone on a first date. And yeah it was a fling, but Dream was a little traditional in that he wanted to be Romanced before people started touching his scent gland

he gets off on his fingers that night, unwilling to call the number Tubbo pushed into his hand the last time he wasn't able to contact Dream.

he feels really off-kilter about the whole thing though, feeling his scent gland for any marks while getting his class set up. Not realizing he attracted Tommy's attention the minute he walked into school with another alphas scent mark

Tommy is a bit feral about this. Pushing him against the whiteboard. Rutting against Dream. Kissing him hard and ready to fuck him stupid. He's growling and pissy and he can practically see that assholes scent on Dreams glad, and if Tommy ever meets him it's on sight. How dare he make a claim on something that belongs to Tommy.

Tommy licks the gland, unable to just rub his cheek against it until it was covered when it was clear he needed to prove himself. It's thrilling to hear Dream keen, before Dream muffles himself in Tommy's shoulder. He's shaking; Tommy is pretty sure he came- much to Tommy's delight

Dream begging Tommy to leave him alone, not while school is in session, not here. Tommy demands Dream call him His Alpha.

"If I do, will you let me go?"

"Yeah. Tell me tell me tell me now."

Dream looking helpless as he begs. "Alpha. My Alpha. My Alpha, please. Yours, I'm your Omega, please Alpha, let me go-"

Tommy goes absolutely insane and seems to want to continue, so Dream whines and tries to instead lure Tommy with a promise at being able to fuck his omega Later.

"Alpha, if you free me, I'll make it up to you tonight. I'll do anything you want. Ill be yours. My Alpha." Dream trying to make a show out of baring his neck and looking shyly to the side. Tommy immediately falling hook line sinker and agreeing, but not without one more squeeze of the hips

Dream doesn't manage to make it through one class anyway though before his tits begin to swell. His heat had been going to start in two days, but his scent gland being fondled followed by being comforted by the scent of His Alpha (he will deny the way the tension bled out of him when the his dates markings had been removed. His date was not pack, not trusted.) Had encouraged it to happen a little earlier.

Ranboo is a student nurse, had been ever since Dream had comforted him that first day an encouraged him. Ranboo really enjoys helping people like this, but he's incredibly alarmed when Dream comes to the nurses office with a distressed scent.

the head nurse is tsking in sympathy, leading him to a far bed in a corner and patting him on the back, before slipping him a device Ranboo can't get a full look at and shutting the curtains on the bed

is agonizing, not being able to go see Dream, especially when Ranboo can occasionally hear faint whimpers and gasps that he knows Dream is trying to hide

there's a schoolyard brawl though, and the nurse needs to rush to go make sure no one bleeds to death, leaving Ranboo with the perfect opportunity to sneak into Dreams bed and find him milking his tits using a device to remove the milk.

"Tommy's gonna be mad you're wasting that" Ranboo says with amusement, before sitting down with him to help knead the milk out. Dream let's out another noise, needy, and Ranboo instantly reaches out to hold him close, nosing his neck and purring

I think Ranboo gets tense when he notices that Tommy has been licking Dreams scent gland, getting growly and holding Dream more protectively. Tommy had promised he would do better, and that included not trying to bite Dream until it was the proper time for it. And his voice is tight as he cups Dreams face and asked if Tommy had been rough with him, too pushy

And Dream stills and hesitates and Ranboo takes that as horrible confirmation before Dream goes no, no it was fine. He was- fixing my scent. Another person had left their mark on my gland.

Dream being forced to admit to the date, to go into painstaking detail about the man who had pressed him against his door and kissed him hard, nipped his gland

I think Ranboo doesn't fuck Dream only because he doesn't want to risk the nurse coming back to it. It drives him a little insane, squeezing Dreams tits like two omegas tending to each other, kissing Dreams gland to reestablish his bond there, threading and tangling his fingers in Dreams white-gold hair, so soft, all while listening to Dream talk about kissing another man

Omegas look out for each other of course, and it was clear that alpha was not good for Dream. Not like they were. Not like Ranboo was

Something something Ranboo both being upset that Dream tried in any way to leave them, but also justifying it as Simply Omega Things That The Others Could Never Understand

But also bringing out the hurt voice, were we not good enough only to suddenly regret it because Dream looks horribly lonely and sad

"You three won't be in school forever, Ranboo. You have dreams of your own, you know. Outside of this place."

Outside of me.

And the nurse returns before they can have a real resolution to this conversation, and she ends up shooing Dream to go home because it's clear the milking isn't going to stop, he has a heat soon doesn't he? It's probably that, she'll let the office know what happened so he doesn't have to face all those silly alphas who can't look at milking tits without blushing

When school ends, Ranboo goes home to think and talk to Tubbo about what happened, while Tommy goes to Dreams place and clings to him with Big Ole Eyes because you said I could have you, you promised

And Dream is impossibly fond of his greedy, greedy boy, despite himself, and agrees, yes, I promised, you can

(Dream will have to make sure to remind him to be more gentle for any future partners, to treat them well. The thought aches, but he ignores it.)

…. had a silly idea. Ranboo has a twin (Ender) who is aware of Ranboo's attachment to Dream and does silly goofy things about it.

Ender doesn't take the same classes as Ranboo, but when Ranboo keeps going to Dream's classroom straight after school. He goes with, pushes it when Ranboo asks to go by himself. Ranboo is very miffed to not be allowed to go see Dream alone for Reasons.

Ender sees those reasons right away when Dream smiles at them and Ranboo can't help but touch Dream's wrist. Ender thinks this is hilarious.

He's going to make this Ranboo's problem.

Ender doing small, meaningless shit like picking a wildflower on their way to school to hand to Dream (Ranboo is infuriated).

Scenting Dream, touching his wrist right after Ranboo touches it.

if theyre identical twins, Ender makes sure to comment about it, asking Dream if he looks like his twin, does he look as good, does Dream like him as much?

Stuff that could be technically misconstrued but Ranboo knows dammit.

Ranboo finally losing it when Benchtrio find Ender cornering Dream against the desk afterschool. His arms on either side of him, nowhere to go. Omega's Can Be Territorial Too, Now Fuck Off.

"I was just asking for help with another class" Ender will protest with a toothy smile that Does Not Fool Ranboo.

Never Talk To Him Or His Omega Ever Again.

If Ranboo has a tail, he is whipping it around angrily while he holds Dream down in bed, because Dream had to go home with them so Ranboo could fuck his claim into him.

Zooms around you. I just think that the only thing that stops Ranboo from fucking Dream in the classroom is the fact that Ender Is There, and Dream is making soft cooing noises trying to comfort him, unable to help himself from trying to take care of his beloved students.

Ranboo being Very Grumpy but gripping Dream and allowing himself to be soothed. Wrapping his tail around Dream's leg and Glaring At Ender who looks entirely unrepentant.

He Knows What He Is Doing. Ranboo Knows What He Is Doing. Ender Knows Ranboo Knows What He Is Doing.

Tommy and Tubbo being baffled and confused and unsure if they should get involved. Because Ranboo doesn't usually like people getting involved in private family matters.

hmhmhm.

Please consider Ender bringing Dream an apple right in the middle of Dreams class because "you get lunch late, right? Here's something for everyone's favorite teacher."

And yeah, Dream is a well loved teacher in school, for his fairness and friendly attitude and how he prioritizes his students. But Ranboo bristles and scowls and tries not to tell Ender to Get Out. Because all the other students shrug and are getting ready for class and chatting about going home in a couple of hours. He has to be Normal and not fight Ender in front of everyone.

It's really hard though when Ender says "we omegas have to stick together." And smiles like he knows exactly what he's doing.

Also please consider Ender having a little fun and going into Dream's classroom after school pretending to be Ranboo, faking the nervousness and stuttering in all the right places, slowly approaching Dream asking for some help.

Except Dream calls him Ender and Ender drops the ruse, grinning and chuckling how'd you know it was me?

And Dream could say your scents are unique, Ranboo doesn't call me Professor when we're alone, has stopped being so shy and is a lot bolder now, coming up to me and rubbing himself into me and calling me His.

But all he says is "Im his teacher." And quirks his lips.

And of course he stands up from his desk and asks Ender what he needs, he's a good teacher like that. And Ender saunters up to the desk and puts his hands on either side of Dream and leans in a little so Dream has to lean back.

And Tommy and Tubbo are around Dream’s height, but Ranboo and Ender are Enderman hybrids, a head taller. Dream is very crowded and confused. And maybe Enders ears perk up as he hears footsteps hurrying towards the door, so he decides to put on a little show.

It's easy to put his hand on Dreams hips and squeeze causing Dream to jump and push his hands against Enders chest, commanding him to let go, that's inappropriate.

But Ender is already tangling his fingers in Dreams hair, blowing a breath against Dreams scent gland, smirking as the professor trembles and gasps.

It's way too easy to cause Ranboo a mini heart attack when he bursts through the door with his pack in tow, frantic and then furious as he pushes his twin so hard that Dream yelps from the way Enders hand tugs at his hair on the way out. And then Ranboo is fretting all over him, asking if Dream is all right, what did he do to you?

Ranboo doesn't stop growling until Ender leaves, snickering

Ranboo also doesn't initially let Tommy and Tubbo in bed with Dream, and when Tommy complains-

"You're our alpha, so you should know your place." Ranboo hisses, causing Tommy to flush, somewhere between indignant and embarrassingly turned on, submitting to his omega

Because listen. Alphas submit to omegas too okay. Tommy submits to Ranboo because. Because. The Tubbo > Ranboo > Tommy, where Tubbo doms Ran, Ran doms Tommy.

You See. Because Tommy in the dsmp kept trying to fight Ranboo for taking Tubbo's attention away, and Ranboo liked messing with him. So I think. Maybe Ranboo flusters his Alpha and teases him and pushes him in a way Tubbo can't until he meets Dream. And maybe Tommy tries to be Big And Powerful but Ranboo has a habit of riding Tommy and making it a playfight.

Sometimes you just have to fuck the stupid out of a man okay.

#TakenandBenched #if there's more for this I'm not going to look for it right now its several hours after midnight I'm So Tired #its finally fucking finished at least #also Absurd Reminder that this is out of character cracky bullshit For Kink thats meant to not be taken seriously #Because good lord this au is fucking insane for No Reason

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