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Steve harrington weaponizing his perceived dumbness on people who are annoying him
Him talking with them in a Philomena Cunk way
Like that time she was talking about how Alexander was emperor at 20 and did a bunch of stuff in his 30s yadda yadda and then asked the specialist about what his hair looked like
Just let him be purposefully annoying to the people who look down on him for his "lack" of smarts
Let him be a menace to the people surrounding him
#Steve harrington is not dumb#He is just surrounded by geniuses#And he is quite smart about people#Health reminder that he noticed Vickie was into girls by context clues#Cause he notices people and why they do stuff#He also noticed the music in the transmission#They only found out the Russians where in the mall because of him#i have beef with the duffers and their whole#āoh popular people are evil and nerds are the only people worth knowing in high schoolā shtick#thats some tim burton clownery and i cant stand them#anyway i got off track#but yeah just steve playing up the stereotype of dumb jock people throw at him to his favor#you cant always change the way people think about you but sometimes you just have to use that against them by being really fucking annoying#steve harrington#stranger things
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the absolute severity of the change in my ability to work quickly post-covid is insane
#rambles#I donāt think Iāve talked a whole lot about my post-covid issues but š¤© thriving#pretty much confirmed that I will be failing my third year because Iāve stared at the same documents for two entire days#and nothing has changed#and I keep going through these phases of trying not to feel like a failure or like Iām a complete idiot#but itās kinda hard š§š»āāļø#you go into something like university with a goal or an expectation#and then thing after thing keeps going wrong and you donāt know if itās your fault or if there were things you couldāve done differently#I have a lot to talk about with my therapist when I finally start that up again š#but Iām trying to find joy in my writing#finishing projects and working on my original wips#just anything that wonāt make me feel as useless and stupid as my uni work has this year#and I have hospital appointments to go to and friends to see and job hunting to do#so Iām hoping it stops feeling like my life is over sooner rather than later#and maybe when Iām up for it I can redo the year someplace else#and get away from the the admin team thatās been useless all year#anyway I got off track#health = sucks#but Iām a few steps closer to official diagnoses for my physical pain at least#and one waiting list away from dealing with my brain šš»#thatās my second rant of the week#I wonāt be personal again for another 28 business days at least#rant
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Thereās a scene in Criminal Minds where an HR rep comes to give a presentation on sexual harassment in the workplace and itās clearly based on actual behavior from Morgan and Garcia.
So now Iām imagining a similar situation with Roy and Jamie. All of Richmond AFC sitting through mandatory harassment training when the slide comes up of āExamples of Innapropriate Behaviourā and itās like:
1. Asking coworkers to tie strings around their genitalia
2. Tying colleagues to a bicycle and yelling āmushā
3. Making employees repeat degrading remarks about their own appearance
And Royās just like:
#roy kent#jamie tartt#and the poor beleaguered HR rep#royjamie#criminal minds is copaganda and bad for America#but Let me LIVE#itās also a procedural with found family vibes!#I canāt help but love it#even though I know itās bad#its like shopping at Amazon#bad for me#bad for America#but oh the dopamine#anyway this got off track#but just know I have a whole series of headcanons about outsider pov beleaguered HR rep
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its really interesting to me how kaidou says he feels like saiki is protecting/looking out for all of them somehow. like do they all have some kind of innate sense that the Weird Things happening around them are saikis doing? or do you think saiki gives off a strong "if anything happens to my friends im going to become the joker" vibe that he doesnt even notice
#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo no psi nan#saiki k#saiki kusou#hes so expressive sometimes i wouldnt doubt the latter#i can imagine him scaring would-be-bullies away from kaidou with a particularly menacing glare without even really registering it#or like. changing the topic away from teruhashis brother whenever he comes up and teruhashi is around#because he knows it makes her uncomfortable#but he justifies it to himself that its just because he personally doesnt like makoto#it has nothing to do with teruhashis feelings. Obviously#his friends notice hes constantly looking out for them but hes so deep in denial he cant see it himself#anyway i got off track here. ramble over
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roadkill.
my art entry for @megaroniandcheez's dtiys. see tags for notes and explanations on the art. also tumblr may have absolutely nuked the quality so click the picture for a better look
#dream discusses bsd šļø#dream doodles šļø#cheez dtiys#this took between 6-8 hours. I don't know the exact time since I wasn't really keeping track#anyways this would've come out quicker if I hadn't put it off for a few days but I really needed to take a break since it got frustrating#the bg and skeleton were already done but I was really stuck on what to do with chuuya and I even scrapped the original pose I had for him#it was too difficult given my current skill set. but I can see how i've improved since my last major piece (aka my own dtiys)#but yeah. also disregard his gloves I literally forgot that and I didn't want to detail his actual hands so. gloves it was. yeah.#for my sake just pretend that he either forgot or just activated corruption suddenly so then he'll rip them off anyways#still drew his hat blowing away amidst the flurry of feathers though#oh also this is 16 chuuya. 22 chuuya's hair PAINS me to draw so I went the gay little ponytail route#design notes include making his coat have fur to reference how he was based off of a bearded vulture#also his wings were very fun to draw. I used an actual picture of a bearded vulture as reference too#I got a little lazy with the ram skeleton but the skull has the most amount of effort put into it#I considered adding remnants of flesh still sticking to the bones themselves but bearded vultures primarily eat bones/bone marrow anyways#also technically I used this dtiys as a way to test out my art program's filters with the blurring of said ram skeleton. really adds depth#CEO of nonsensical backgrounds. that's a forest I just also got lazy with it. not the main focus of the drawing#I do like the backlighting and the corruption marks though. very proud of how that turned out. this whole thing was experimental#not sure if i'll hate this piece eventually but I'm proud of it at the moment so reblogs are greatly appreciated#dtiys#dtiys entry#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd chuuya#bsd fanart#bungou stray dogs fanart#bungou stray dogs chuuya#bungo stray dogs fanart#bungo stray dogs chuuya
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itās kinda funny to me that charles seems like this classic brit punk rocker and looking at him makes you think of like. the clash. sex pistols. etc. but really according to his pins and the time period he died in he was probably most frequently listening to fucking. ska
#im sorry I know itās legitimate genre with a legitimate history and the intermingling of cultures to make it exist is kind of beautiful#but#also#I mean#itās ska#rambling#charles rowland: ska enjoyer#I think him having edwin listen to ska would end up with him like. charles i love you but what in godās name are you making me listen to#the trumpets would be too much for him#not in a āwould kill a victorian childā kind of way but in a āthis guy probably only ever heard classical music via quiet low quality#phonographs up until charles rowland happened and now weāre jumping directly from that to SKAā#edwin encountering new music genres and subgenres and instruments and devices is a very fun concept to play with#I think where his and charlesā tastes would align most would be the cure and gay new wave shit like depeche mode and soft cell#I got off track. anyway#charles rowland. ska enjoyer#charles#dead boy detectives
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2024 Hungarian GP | x (edited)
#daniel ricciardo#autumn posts#the (edited) is quite unnecessary as it is most readily apparent lol but!!#I tried to rotate it 45 degrees ish and my lack of photo editing skills leaves much to be desired#anyways arm šµāš«ā¤ļøāØ#I fear I'll be in a perpetual state of missing him#but I'll be savoring memories of him like light from a star still reaching earth years after its gone out š #also that's overly dramatic hehe a new journey awaits!!! and I will be excited if he wants to share it with us!!!#until then I'll be blogging like its 2017 at times hehe#omg I was looking up top 2017 tracks and man there were some bangers that year šš#okay nostalgia trip over I've been meaning to write but tbh I got myself all needlessly stressed!!#2025 is the year of not adding so much undue stress on myself - it's keeping me from flying!!!#also 2025 goals include drinking more water and less coffee š sigh hehe#hope everyone has a very wonderful last day of the year!!!!#enjoying time with friends or fam or favorite hobbies ā¤ļø#off to another chapter!! I hope good things are in store!!! ššāØā¤ļø#also if you read this far then hello and also my silliest yearning is Dan comes in to replace Liam in the summer#even tho RBR does Not deserve him and the stress of the sport with travel and media scrutiny are so much#retiring at 35? a dream!! but I do wonder what the vibe will be like after DTS drops#it feels like a proper goodbye had yet to come...idk#I'm still excited for Carlos and Max and Lewis and new faves too but#ahh I'm not saying anything that hasn't been said before#and he himself said he's done!!! so! c'est la vie#not goodbye but see ya later (in supercars or as a globetrotting dashing sponsor or just kickin it on the farm)#I'm at peace with all for the most part!!! but I'll be missing what could've been all the same#anyways I should go touch some grass! I'll be back soon!!#thank you everyone for all the kind tags my heart is like ššššš!!!!#I appreciate this space and y'all so much ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø onto another year together!!#many more memories to make!!!
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You doing ok?
hi
#i'm alive. simply being chewed upon by multiple things#work is more stressful than i'd like it to be. for instance i'm hoping that i submitted my time off notification for tomorrow correctly#because otherwise it might read as a no call no show and i would . like to continue having a job#now to be fair. i do have it on the system that i requested it at the beginning of the month and i emailed my supervisor about it last week#so even if i didn't submit it correctly i'm likely in the clear#but nonetheless. i also got a firm talking-to the other day and now i am on āØthin iceāØ for dicking around too much#because they track ur idle time at my work (computer) and mine was Quite High so my supervisor was like man what the hell is this#but even though she was kind of baffled at me spending so much time dicking around#she couldn't even really be all that mad in the end because i'm still doing good numbers and have made no (zero) mistakes#so she was just like. it's kind of impressive that your numbers look this good when you literally have 50% idle time#so she goes imagine what you could do if you weren't wasting so much time#and yeah i can whip out some Really Good Numbrers when i put the effort in.#so the problem is not my numbers it's just that i'm not spending long enough doing my tasks for the day#but i don't want to drag out those tasks intentionally so i've just been upping my own standards/goals#as much as i hate giving any more of my brain power than is necessary to giant corporations#it's still easy to feel smug after you get Talked To and then immediately turn around and show off#like yeah i coulda been doing this good the whole time. literally pulling up by 20 points. i just didn't want to.#trying to keep everyone's expectations low but accidentally toed the line of um. not working enough to keep my job#...anyway. EAS national weather system issued a . hi#i haven't forgotten about all of you i'm just having trouble tracking all my shit that i got going on āØ yaaaaaaay#im gonna post things on AO3 soon. i promise. my weakness is that i get sidetracked trying to unwind from work#...i know i said 'soon' last time. but this time for real#asks#not sexy#anonymous
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I say this in the best way, but your characters feel like they're from an obscure but really good piece of media, and you feel like the artist who always draws the two main characters as ghay lovers
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#that's actually a really flattering thing to hear!#and I get what you mean#every now and then someone mistakes my art as fanart of some piece of media#that they don't recognize but like the art anyway#I wish I had the product to give to you#a graphic novel or a webtoon or a written narrative#I fear there's a hole the shape of the main story in my work#and even though I allude to it and talk about it in the safety of the tags#it's kind of frustrating that you have to piece it together from the scattered bits of lore#instead of reading ~the thing~ digesting it and knowing you have consumed the story in it's intended form#this got a little off track#I think it's so motivating and rewarding that you're interested in my characters to begin with#even in the absence of a proper finalized work of fiction that ties all the art together#answered#anonymous#imagine a reality where they aren't lovers in the canon work but I just ship them really hard#even better if they aren't even the protagonists but some inconsequential side characters#that get two minutes of screen time every other episode and barely ever in the same scene
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You know I probably would have figured out something was up with me genderwise sooner if people assigned female at birth were not conditioned from a young age to absolutely loathe their bodies in order to sell beauty products and diets and unattainable standards
#spitblaze says things#very hard to recognize that the background radiation in ur life is dysphoria under the unrelenting pressure of societal misogyny!!!#like i understand where some people are coming from when they say that transmascs are only transitioning to escape misogyny#which like. fuckin hell i WISH that worked. this shit is inescapable#but also we arent transitioning because of misogyny. were transitioning in spite of it#the entire point of misogyny is to keep Those Who Are Not Men in line#im not 'escaping misogyny' any more than the lesbians who refuse to style themselves to heteronormative tastes#'yeah but passing trans men get male privilege' yea maybe socially. and its not like im fuckin asking for it. i dont want this shit#you think i asked for that shit?? you think stealth and passing transmascs dont push back against misogyny and patriarchy???#weve been on the other side. we know what its like#obvs theres gonna be shitty individuals but if ur letting like three or four dudes shape ur perception of a whole group thats another issue#got off track there but i suppose thats what the notes are for#anyway te/-rfs. die. womanhood is not defined by suffering and youāre all defeatest reactionary shitheads
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Isn't it so cool how Wyll Ravengard invented romance, thank you mr Ravengard
[ID: Two coloured sketches of Wyll Ravengard and a player character from Baldur's Gate 3. The player character is a taller, muscled, elf with green eye makeup and long dark hair. The first image shows them touching foreheads. The second shows them together in bed, the player character kissing Wyll's jaw, with an acorn to the side. They look happy in both images. /End ID]
#wyll ravengard#baldur's gate 3#bg3#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#ocs#Rel'maen#For people who read tags:#I love this man a whole lot he's so everything to me#Got SERIOUS burn out and my whole life changed over the past few months and this game's rescuing my need to create#TWO OCs out of this game it's really beating my track record of making original characters#I have a tiefling wizard I love a whole lot too so maybe I'll show him off some time#Anyway I'm just going to post art when I want to now rather than stressing out about it and trying to schedule it#Thank you for reading these I hope you're having a lovely day
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and last (but certainly not least) of the current batch! Tsubaki!
Tsubakiās Team:
Lopunny (Partner Pokemon)
Hatterene
Sylveon
Tinkaton
Aromatisse
Applin (gifted)
Fairy-type trainer extraordinaire, Tsubaki, enters the scene! It didnāt take long to decide on a type for Tsubaki to main tbh (like Hiiragi is dragon, hands down, and Ume grass), and Iām only a little disappointed that Lopunnyās the outlier here, because as much as I love Hatterene and think it suits Tsubaki, it wasnāt going to beat out Lopunny. This bunny is out there kicking the crap out of opponents and Tsubaki couldnāt be prouder.
Slightly adjacent topic, but I use he/him for Tsubaki because those are his canon pronouns that he uses himself. However! Trans!Tsubaki, or any non-cis iteration thereof, is also cool, so I absolutely had to give him the Trans Icon Sylveon. Happily, Hattereneās color scheme is similar, so theyāre both excellent additions to his team. As for Tinkatonā¦ I didnāt know this pokemon existed until I pulled up a list of fairy types and saw it towards the bottom. I fell in love, instantly, and I firmly believe Tsubaki did as well. I love tiny characters with huge-ass hammers/axes/various melee weapons (Kikoru from Kn8 my beloved), my fate was sealed the moment I saw this. Aromatisse goes along with Tsubakiās love of pretty things, in the form of being a walking perfume dispenser (and an excellent way for Tsubaki to run off assholes without having to lift a finger). In my heart Aromatisse is free of its pokeball most of the time and spends an ungodly amount of hours coming up with new scents for Tsubakiās approval, good and bad. Tsubakiās favorite is also coincidentally the one Umemiya liked enough to comment on it, so Aromatisse makes sure to spritz Tsubaki whenever it knows its trainer is going to meet up with Ume.
Applin is, of course, a gift from Umemiya, which he gave to Tsubaki the day he decided to take a break from his champion duties. Tsubaki had the same idea, so theyāre matchy-matchy (and in love shhhhhh).
Fun fact! Tsubaki was originally a contest participant and holds three Regional Contest Champion Titles. Someone more fashion-conscious than me can imagine all the glorious costumes he wore on his contest runs. He still keeps an eye on the scene despite not having much time to participate these days and heās particularly keen on up-and-comer Suo!
#kingās court#wind breaker#pokemon: verdant winds#tsubakino tasuku#tasuku tsubakino#I love him. so much#and I personally love the contest components of the games#like hoenn is my favorite region#and the introductions of contests in that gen was SO FUN for me#sinnohās contests are probably my favorite but hoenn has my heart anyway#regardless#Iām glad I get to bring them into this au with Tsubaki and Suo#frankly I think they should bully Sakura into doing one too#Nireiās all heart eyes over watching Suo perform and then cringing the moment Sakura steps on stage#so awkward and stiff and looking like heās got third degree sunburn on every part of his body#I also think mitsuki would be into them too#good way to impress girls I imagine#and his cute pokemon would be perfect for contests#Iām getting off track sorry#Iām actually. done#I donāt have anything else to say whoops
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so... i,,m reading the game of thrones books.....
THEYRE JUST BABIES YOUR HONOR!! THEY ARE BUT SMALL! LOOK AT THEM!! BABIES!!!!
#i havent seen the tv show since i was a teen and i didnt watch much#so it's nice to read the books with a fresh look and also i didnt realize how YOUNG THESE CHILDREN ARE#this series could also be called traumitized children and their terrible terrifying parents#anyways im loving it#eating it up if you will#my art#the trueborn children#jon snow#got books#got#arya stark#ned stark#catelyn stark#catelyn tully#sansa stark#benjen stark#i loved the scene between benjen and jon!!#i feel like im reading at a snails pace but i am seeing all of their first relationship introductions so clearly in my minds eye#AND I HAVE TO KEEO DRAWING THEM#so#new hyperfixatiin unlocked#uh oh#I tried to keep track of everybody's exact age but I think I might be off for catelyn??#watevrr#but anyways all the children are right exactly#they're all at pivotal child growth ages!!#cersei lannister#king robert#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire
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How I imagine things went at redbull before Las Vegas-
Christian: okay so did you guys remember to pack the correct rear wing?
Mechanic 1: uhhh-
Mechanic 2: well-
Mechanic 3: look at this cool M4X WDC merch that just arrived
Christian: ...
Christian: ...
Christian: ...
Christian: āØ omg so cute let's try them on āØ
#they've got their priorities sorted out#who needs a good car when your driver is a god on track anyway#max looking at the team sawing off the edges of his rear wing before the race#at least i got a nice t-shirt#it's the little things#max verstappen#formula 1#las vegas gp 2024#red bull f1
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hi his outfit is a fucking MESS rn but <3 bedi alter for your thoughts
#aaart#bedivere fgo#my sillyyyy <333#i have . notes about him in my brain#bc i think one of bedi's best attributes is his loyalty#but his loyalty isn't him yesmanning yknow? like he's WILLING to say this is wrong you shouldnt be doing this to arthur if needbe#but bedialter is that loyalty with the morality dial broken off#he does not give a shit if his master/whoever he's aligned with is evil or bad he is loyal to them over even his own sense of right and wro#also the misconception of bedi using dark magic is a real thing and VERY recent as far as i know#ive seen a lot of people claim very specifically that bedivere used dark magic or was a sorcerer and there was a story where he almost got#burned at the stake for it but arthur swooped in and saved him#but i can say with a good bit of certainty that there's no basis for that in the 'original' arthurian 'canon' bc i've never found anything#about it with a source#i may be wrong tho i'm autistic not a medievalist so .#anyway back on track. my pookie bedialter#mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah i wike him#his hair goes dark at the ends like that bc its another riot specific deep cut in that. his voice actor also acts for another white haired#character in another anime i like (konoha from mekakucity actors) and (spoilers for that ig) his character gets possessed and color swapped#so when he's possessed and getting sillay he's got dark hair and i thought it looked cute on bedi idk#i like him i might make changes here n there (and figure out his outfit more) but. im posting him now bc i think he's hot
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Desperately trying to be hysterical all night again in advance of my doctor's appt in the morning because honestly I'm barely holding onto sanity as it is lmao
The amount of pre-appt research I do never stops turning up horrifying new pieces of information like this one:
Like my guy I can barely manage to stomach the Ā½ teaspoon of electrolytes I put in my water every day and you want me to eat SIX GODDAMN TIMES THAT MUCH??????
I would rather fling myself into a dying star I'm so fucking serious
#i have been frantically tracking my BP over the past few days and it goes tachcardic around 5min into standing up every time#that's not even include the at-risk measurements taken before that threshhold that aren't good they just aren't TACHYCARDIC#and then on top of it I'm basically just yo-yoing back and forth between full blown hypotension and tachycardia with rare moments of#quote unquote normal BP here and there#homestly it explains why i always shitty like who wouldn't#anyway I've got a 12 item list for my new pcp in the morning and I'm honestly fucking terrified because I don't know how I'll cope if they#blow me off yet again after everything I've done to protect myself#i literally can't keep living like this there's a really good chance i just throw myself off a bridge to be done with it and I'd rather not#anyway i think i've made a really good case with clinical treatment guidelines for 3-5 major medical interventions#and I'm so fucking desperate to get at least those covered#i need a new tilt table test i need rx fludrocortisone and IV saline/nutrition or prescription electrolytes and multi-vitamin#i need compression garment scripts and i need long-term PT and if I'm very lucky I will also get to need assessment of my stenosis/csf#i don't dare hope for a disability referral
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