#anyway daaaaaamn

[autistic-crypt1d]

Star Trek Voyager Live Blogging:

Season 1

Ok I'm finally doing it, please be aware that I'm going to insult this show a bit, not in a malicious way, in a "dear god these special effects are horrendous way" but I promise I'm going to give it a fair shot and also say nice things. Anyway, let's go!

Updates:

- Caretaker, Part 1 & 2

- oh my god the space ships 😭

- oh my god it's so bad 😭

- that's the lady everyone talks about!

- is this the kind of guy that I'm gonna hate forever or the kind of guy I'm gonna hate and then against my will start to like

- awww they're so cute!

- uh oh

- ok I'm officially interested

- Woolsey!!

- wtf

- aww Paris cares about him 😭

- aww they're bonding in the alien infirmary

- THE SUIT

- I recognize the woman that plays the Ocampa girl

- well I guess not, I googled her and I've never seen anything she's been in

- OMG ARE THEY JOINING THEM

- THEY ARE

- ya know, this is pretty damn good!!!

- Parallax

- the doctor is so funny

- aw she's so sweet to him 😭

- HUH???

- the doctor shrinking is so fucking funny

- I KNEW IT WAS GONNA BE THEM

- CHARACTER DEVELOPMENTTTTT

- Time And Again

- ew he’s being gross again

- omg Kes’s outfit is so cute!!

- what the fuuuuuck

- oh god they're gonna cause the tragedy aren't they, by trying to get them back

- poor doctor 😭

- NOT PARIS TERRIFYING THE CHILD XD

- KICK HIS ASS PARIS

- I KNEW IT!!!

- oh shid

- Phage

- oml XD

- oh shid

- HIS LUNGS?!?!?!?!

- THE SLAP

- oh my god she decorated for him 😭

- BRO SEDATE HIM

- thank you oml

- I don't understand why they're subjecting him to this, they're still trying to catch the alien who did it, he doesn't need to be awake for this, he doesn't need to be experiencing this

- god her voice in this scene with them 😭

- my heart is breaking from this y'all

- aren't they worried about the plague being transmitted to them??

- I love Kes, she's awesome

- The Cloud

- don't listen to Paris Kim, ask her to join youuuuu

- Kim's sass XD

- "I remember being in my mother's womb" BRO WHAT

- I'm sorry but I'm bored of the holo scene

- this is really wholesome

- it's a lizard 😭

- THEY INVITED HER YAAAAAAY!!!

- "he's a pig, and so are you" TELL HIM TORRES

- Eye Of the Needle

- me everytime I hear the word wormhole "STARGATE?!?!?!?"

- OH??

- bro Kes's outfits are so pretty

- she's so pretty

- damn way to be persuasive Janeway!

- man this is not gonna pan out well and I already sad

- nooooo he can't be left behind 😭

- yup, knew this wasn't gonna work out

- this Romulan guy is so nice I'm gonna cry 😭

- NOOOOOOO 😭

- HELL YEAH DOCTOR!! STAND UP FOR YOURSELF!!

- HE'S GETTING A NAME!!!

- Ex Post Facto

- BRO WHAT

- some notes got lost here

- this is brutal, Paris is an ass but he doesn't deserve this

- I'm so confused

- DAAAAAAMN WAY TO GO TUVOK

- Emanations

- omfg are there gonna be giant space spiders

- ah hell there's gonna be giant space sliders aren't there

- YUP, SPACE SPIDERS

- well said Chakotay

- no space spiders?

- oh shit it's a sacrifice??

- uh oh

- I don't understand why she wants him to "cross over" so badly

- poor Kim, this is such a brutal situation to be in

- this poor guy oml

- COME ON KIM BREATHE

- HELL YEAH KIM!!!!!

- Prime Factors

- "you are in distress" is that a fucking threat?!?!?!

- there's something up with this dude

- "a vacation" that never ends well in these kinds of shows

- he makes me so uncomfortable 😭

- I really hate the way he keeps touching her, and the way that girl exposed Kim to the wind without permission and warning

- man the engineers are gonna fuck this up aren't they, LISTEN TO YOUR CAPTAIN

- knew it, terrible guy, terrible place

- YO PLOT TWIST

- bro this woman can't follow an order to save her fucking life

- HELL YEAH TORRES, CHARACTER GROWTH

- god damn that office scene was brutal emotionally

- State Of Flux

- OH???? THEY'RE A THING????

- what the fuuuuuuck

- Heroes And Demons

- bro Kim cannot catch a break wtf

- the doctor is goin in!!

- awww he gets to see outside 😭

- man is been a bit since we've seen Paris, wonder why

- I really like Freya, I'm sad she's not real :(

- HIS FIRST KISS

- :(

- Cathexis

- oml XD

- bro what is this episode, Janeway is living out her romance novel fantasy and Chakotay is brain dead???

- second episode where Paris is back and he's already in trouble

- aw man, he hurt Kes under the influence of the creature :(

- OH!!!! THE "ENTITY" IS CHAKOTAY ISN'T IT

- YEAH!!!!!

- ya know, I really thought the part with Janeway at the beginning would be more important

- Faces

- aww, making the crew food from home is so sweet

- damn, it's the organ harvesters again

- I feel so bad for her 😭

- oh shit he separated her!

- it is so weird seeing her without the makeup

- :(

- oh jesus

- OH MY FUCKING GOD

- way to go klingon B'Elona

- wow, this cave scene between the two is powerful af

- SHE STAYS HUMAN FOREVER?!?!?!

- oh ok no she's getting turned back

- "I guess, I'll just have to accept that I'm going to spend the rest of my life, fighting her" OW

- HER TOUCHING HER FOREHEAD 😭

- wow ok that episode was way more emotional than I was expecting

- Jetrel

- this is so sad 😭

- WHY IS HE ON BOARD

- "did what had to be done" bullshit

- dude I thought the guy that said they only live 8 or 9 years was an idiot, that's true?!?!?!? How old is Kes?!?!?!?

- oh my god Jetrel has it too doesn't he, he hasn't had a change of heart he's just trying to save himself, bastard

- please tell me no one has any sympathy for Jetrel

- he deserves every bit of hate and anger that Neelix has for him

- this is so fucking heartbreaking 😭

- I loved Neelix almost immediately but this, this has given me a whole other level of respect for him. He has seen death on a level one can only imagine and he greets others with love and joy.

- god I hate this guy

- :(

- Learning Curve

- is she in her romance book thing again?

- her romance book thing is a horror thing isn't it, cuz even the first one was giving creepy

- since when is there another medical trainee? Blue is medical isn't it?

- DAMN CHAKOTAY

- I googled it, apparently blue can also mean science which is odd

- DID THE CHEESE SERIOUSLY INFECT THE SHIP

- BONDIIIIING

- holy crap that's the season finale already??

Season 2

[inconmess]

The sheer insanity of today's episode?

I mean daaaaaamn

The poor emissary. The amount of failed modify memories and his fate because of it… If only you had a lower save…

Technically too many hits to the head should've caused him brain damage anyway

I mean BH are chaotic but this was next level even for them!

Summoning Bor'dor as a guard dog??

The staged play?

The constant shifting of plans? Let's talk, no let's kill. No no no no TALK! Nvm, kill it is he's not talking and we don't want to leave evidence. Bells Hells - the Cleaning Crew, people

The sheer amount of fails on Bane and Modify memory and silvery barbs??? If FCG trying to commune with the changebringer was one thing, this is the next level. At the beginning of the episode and the end of the episode

Matt: You need 4 Marisha: *rolls 1* Matt: You need 3 and above Marisha: *rolls 1* Matt: You need 2 and above Marisha: ... *rolls 1*

That die had a bad day today and Matt's had a really good one

Gaes is back baby! Also poor Dorian the whole time at Nana Morri's place. Looked kinda spooked and miserable and it's a fair reaction

Also I wanna say the Sorrowlord will be missed but really, I don't feel it. Good conversation and a really interesting end tho. The Loom was certainly something. Killing him was a decision tho... I feel sorry for Gloamglut :(

And BH finally have a conversation. Effective maybe not but at least everyone has put most of their thoughts on the table?

Ashton commenting about coin flipping, cold

Chet being the only one to actually ask Imogen and Fearne

Orym… Put his point across really well tbh. And I kinda agree. It's it really worth putting a whole population at risk trusting an unknown entity just because you want the gods gone???

I get trusting no one than trusting yourself *flashbacks to the crown keepers* but is it really better in the longer run?

The crisis of faith I guess will happen regardless. Either due to the gods running, the clip of Aeor or something totally different. Also Braius commune??? And his night with Morri? (I think)

[holymaccaronii]

*Me looking at BE and reading about her* Me: DAAAAAAMN AM! How did you fumble this bad bitch so HORRIBLY???

By being very stupid and greedy and miserable really. Though, seeing it from another perspective, he didn't have much choices aside from what he did anyway lol. It was either to subject BE to the truth and risk it all to hopefully make her side with him (which did NOT happen), OR, risk having BE taken away once HEL-102 and his kingdom arrived.

It's okay he didn't have any other good choices though, it was my intention to make him suffer all along :3 He was destined to fumble the baddest bitch ever created 🔥🔥🔥🔥☝️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥

[blakeivy80]

An early Inspo in the morning (no wonder why...), so good morning everyone !

As I said in another post, yyeaaahh I really think I'm lost, soooo daaaaaamn looooost - but you know what ? I like it 😝

Sometimes it feels good to be just in that other imaginary universe, on and on, and feeling that ache of being thirsty over him, and never get enough (because well, there's planty of material on the net but, sometimes, you feel it's never enough.....right ? yeah, don't mind me, I'm crazy 🤪)

So just I saw yesterday evening the new story he or his girlfriend posted on IG, and I felt soooo envious. Because, everytime I see his pics, it makes me dream and wish I could do the same, traveling around the world just as he does. Gosh what a life ! 🤔

An also, I must admit (and I feel a bit ashamed about it 🫣) , feel a bit jealous about this woman, whoever she is, that she can share all of this with him.... I mean the travels, the beautiful sights, the simple time spent in Nature and discovering the world....just the two of them.......And of course, the fact that she is the one that touches him, the one that he loves and etc.... I mean, Girl, you really need to get him off your mind ! 🧐

yeah I know but......not now !! 😁

Have you ever felt like this about someone totally out of your reach ?

It feels stupid, but I can't help it, so anyway.......the sweetest heartache .. because ...

P is for Panting everytime he does this grin

A is for those amazingly beautiful green eyes he gots

B is for Bloody Belly of mine

L is for Loooook at that !!!

O is for the Obsession that swalows the whole of me

Yeah I really feel like I got it bad .....

[onesidedradiostatic]

helluva boss s2e3-5 reaction

wow the episodes are actually maintaining the 20ish minute length unlike season 1

episode 3

oh my god WHAT

ah I see he's moxxie's dad

LMAOOO him being both their exes is hilarious

OH MY GOD and that's what led him to meeting blitzo LMAO

oh geez

NOT THE FUCKING DILDOS???????

also verbal "I'm bisexual" that's neat!!!

OH MY GOD was that his mum???? oh man....

oh my god

man....

NOT BLITZO AND CHAZ GETTING IT ON?????? LMAO????

awww

oh?????

DAAAAAMN moxxie

millie's very cool

"now we aaaall fucked the same guy" oh my fucking god blitzo

episode 4

okay cool! I get to hear her have some semblance of calmness LMAO

OKAY NEVERMIND THAT DID NOT LAST AT ALL

"what does he look like your highness?" "sexy?" "that's STRIKER sir" I'M CRYING????

and got to a scene I've seen a clip of already, can't say I'm a fan of the ableism here but I'm sure it's been criticised to death by others already, I'll move on

daaaaaamn

well. I'm glad I get to see stella with another character that she's not shouting at

yeah I'm glad we're getting something more than a pompous laugh and anger from her

"harder" oh my god

oh yeah um the "he can get hurt?" scene is something I've already seen

saw it on a clip on twitter before, figured it had to do with injury via angelic weapons, cool to see the context now though (even though I was somewhat able to guess the more I learnt about the show)

it's cool that you can see stolas is giving blitzo some space and suggesting not doing sex stuff

awwwww

really nice to see blitzo showing concern for him

episode 5

this one is seeming a lot more lighthearted but I wanna put 6 and 7 together so I'm just gonna put this here

A SING-ALONG LMAO????

THE KEYSMASH??????

NOT THE FUCKING SING-ALONG LYRICS MOCKING HIM NOW TOO?????

woah what's that

something that's not the grimoire opening a portal???

is "the voice of an angel" really a compliment when you live in hell?

okay I thought the "barbie" person might've been blitzo's sister

OH GOD NO. NO. NO. NO. NO.

WHY DID THEY EVEN PRETEND TO BE SIBLINGS THEY SHOULD'VE JUST SAID THEY WERE DATING.

well then! I've been fighting with the 30 image limit probably was a mistake to put 5 together with 3 and 4 after all but whatever!! anyways

first two in the set, pretty good character moments, last one although was more lighthearted but definitely had its serious moments with moxxie and millie

I see fizzarolli in the thumbnail for the next 2 episodes, I have been WAITING for this, gonna be very very promising

[celestie0]

hii ellie!! hope you’re well! this not an ask just a random rant cause i had a thought and i can’t keep it to myself 😭😭😭

okay so i was reading ihm’s headcanons and came across the one that said gojo LOVES baked goods, and ESPECIALLY when they’re made for him!!

and my mind immediately went to when reader made that peach dessert when they were going to dinner at his parents’ house and satoru COULDNT STOP TASTING IT AND HE WAS SO EXCITED TO TASTE IT!!??? ITS SO SOFT TO ME??! like i cant imagine his reaction when reader will bake something JUST for him, maybe a cake on his birthday and our boy will just go FERAL?? IM GIGGLING THINKING ABOUT THIS CAUSE I LOVE BAKING SO MUCH AND ITS SUCH A DREAM FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE WHAT YOU BAKE YK??

and i keep giggling and thinking how about if whenever they start falling for each other, reader’s love language becomes all about baking things and satoru just wants to KISS HER EVERYTIME SHE BAKES SOMETHING BUT THEYRE BOTH SHY BUT THEN HE ALSO LIKE GRABBING HER FACE AND KISSING HER??? SORRY IM JUST OBSESSED WITH THIS AND IN MY HEAD IM JUST AAHHHHH

sorry if this rant is too much, I JUST NEEDED TO SHARE IT 😭😭😭

anyway, sending you love and hugs!! you are an ANGEL FOT WRITING IHM!! 🩷🩷🩷🫂🫂🫂😭😭

omg i knoww the scene where he was excited to try reader’s peach cobbler was so funny n cute to me bc she’s like having this whole war in her mind ab what could possibly be going on between sana n jun after juno says sumn kinda strange to her meanwhile gojo’s just takin bites outta the bowl like “daaaaaamn this shit is fire” 🤣🤣🤣

oh same bb, baking is my absolute love language. like if i bake something SPECIFICALLY for you… just know that i plan to keep u in my life for a long long long time hahhaha

but aaa 🥺 her baking him a little cakeee or something for his birthday :”) i feel like it would be the first time anyone’s ever done that for him n he would be SO shocked and surprised but so grateful. like sure storebought cakes are nice n all he’s had some really great ones but a little cake made from scratch w love n imperfect piping but tastes so nice bc it has homemade jam in it or sumn AAA he’d love it sm

stop that’s so cute!! he wld absolutely keep kissing her bc i feel like she’s the kind of person who tastes as she goes n he wants to taste whatever’s on her lips ✋🏼😔 n she’d get all annoyed bc she’s just tryna mind her business but he won’t stop bothering her for kisses

ok the fluff is too much i go perish now goodbye

[episims]

Sara "-just got this hunch that I might have a chance. So, what do you think? Should I ask her out?"

Felix "Mmm, yeah. Sure."

Sara "Felix. I would go on a date. With a real mersim."

Felix "Huh. Cool."

Sara "Oh, nice to meet you too, Mr. Wall! Glad to be talking to you instead of my DEAF FRIEND HERE-"

Felix "Shit, Sara! You don't need to- uh, I might've missed what you said-"

Sara "You don't say??"

Felix "I'm sorry, okay? I just have my head full... nevermind."

Sara "Like, for real. I get that playing on a professional level is serious stuff but you can't focus on anything-"

Felix "Eh, stop. It's nothing to do with football."

Sara "Uh-huh. What's this other thing you're capable of thinking?"

Felix "Geez, just... could you please promise to not be a jerk about it? Only this once?"

Sara "You're such a puppy, dude. Fine, you have my word of honor."

Felix "A couple weeks ago or so I hung out on the beach with Shay-"

Sara "He put a spell on you or something?"

Felix "Sara."

Sara "Uh, sorry! I'll be super considerate, I promise. Go on."

Felix "Yeah, well, it was nice, just chilling and stuff. Then Shay made this, uh, he called it an illusion. To hide us. I sorta got caught in the moment... and we woohooed."

Sara "Daaaaaamn, finally!! I told you he's crazy about you. What's the-"

Sara "-ooooof. Dari?"

Felix "Look... I'm not even sure if it's worse that he'll kill me or that I've started to feel like I deserve it, anyway."

Sara "Oh, baby. You need a hug."

[antoniev]

hopping on to thank everyone for the love on my first two posts🫧

random but im so obsessed with virtual angel by artms… i don’t know how I’ve lived my whole life without that song…daaaaaamn… totally random

anyways who should I write for next? vote below 🙈 or req anyone else

[knowlessman]

…okay, feeling the right kind of bored to jump right back in, maybe I'll wait another day or summat before posting this time so the one-ish (?) ppl who read these can have a chance to see the last batch. bnha s7e5-9

(toga and dabi) aha, so they did get some of twice's blood. …I forget if we already knew that 'XD

spinner: "people are worshiping me? I don't have a great cause or anything" well, neither did Stain

why would you… well, ig they are makin aoyama into a double-spy, so in theory it's cuz of that? still a bit of a begging-for-trouble kinda name

"that's why this has to be the end" …hah? eh, this was… maybe the plan? ig? also how in fuck's name was this tall fucker sposed to be hiding behind aoyama, wtf am I even looking at -- ok so it was the plan, also the non-tumblr-sexyman villains in this have exclusively the dumbest of fits, you look like somebody took one of those flip-and-match kid's books and lined up the top and bottom thirds of Emperor Zurg with the torso of… (looks up Maximillion Pegasus and discovers that he actually has a set costume, then grasps at straws for like ten minutes) The Professor from Tolarian Community College

-- (…no, even that doesn't work, I legitimately can't see Prof going with this top setup, the man Costumes himself)

KUROGIRI????????????? EHHHHH???????????? -- ohhhhh yeah Ditto exists, dunnee -- when suddenly avengers endgame

…this fight is going to be Hard to Follow. yeah sure just dump the entire player handbook and a couple splatbooks and half the monster manual in a pit and see how it goes. how in fuck is everybody going to resolve a single turn? -- …dnd has done bad things to me bc now I wanna do literally that. that's at least a week in a hyperbolic time chamber right there

shinso! and ditto. "there are no side characters here" more like, normies with no imagination will consistently undervalue niche-but-game-altering quirks

…aha… oops, kinda mislaid a main character there

heh. they came up with a countermeasure for pajama sam's pajama slamma -- daaaaaamn, and they got Ditto spamming eraserhead's debuff from outside the cage and everything. they went full SCP chamber several times over

…so, tomura's new ace in the hole is, he can throw thumbs at you like he's a Fromsoft enemy. gonna be honest, mr jammies, less than awe-inspiring

(all might outlining the full plan) okay so they do at least have anybody watching gigantomachia, good. hopefully some of them cameras are pointed inward, p sure I remember there being a telepathic link kind of a thing

"this is just growth. this is just my final form" ah, less fromsoft and more resident evil, then. well, bakugo is kind of a rocket launcher, ain't he?

…really. really guys. really. no hay palabras

(toga v uraraka, dabi v shoto, etc) ayup. reaching pretty far and deep into character motives that make less sense the more I try to understand them -- I mean dabi's is more or less straightforward

(shoto v dabi, uh, happens) -- HOW, again, does the entire todoroki family exist in the same show as bakugo. and how is the zuko also the uncle iroh

how am I not even halfway through the season

…spinner really didn't have anything going for him, huh. and all for one didn't even trust him with anything interesting, so he just made him big. spinner is the yamcha of this show I stg

(dabi's chest is glowing) uh-…oh…….

was introduced to the crack ship concept of hawks x endeavor recently. watching hawks and endeavor fight AFO here, with hawk's ongoing analysis and seemingly perfect read on the old man… I mean. like, yeah, why not, y'know, I can see it.

heck yeah, earphone jack and Diet Crona!

…dangiiiiiit, they got me with a cliffhanger when I was already a bit farther than I thought I was gonna watch. gotta cut it here anyway

[writeforfandoms]

It's 4am where I live and I literally dreamt this shit and woke up and now I have to share

Your shifter au, especially the mink!reader one, consumed 102% of my brain and its all i think about now ✨

So anyways I'm not sure how exactly my dream went but here's the recap? Man idk it's 4 am so

And sorry for any typos in advance

Y'know how mink was captured and they skinned her (bad torture and all that) and the boys rescued her and all

Well what if we reverse it?

What if the boys get captured on a mission to dismantle a shifter trafficking ring, because it was in fact, a trap, and their captors had tranq guns ready (I mean would bullets be effective? I don't think so) and let's pretend mink was on another mission or on leave for the sake of the story😂

and they keep them drugged so they can't do anything but are aware just enough while they make new delas or something

And then mink gets back to base and they're not there

Don't imagine mink finding out and going apsolutley quiet, which is the total oposite of how she is and it scares people, carnage on her mind because how dare they touch her boys

While she's tracking them down they force the boys to shift, and forced shifts are painful, so they can torture them for information because they are military and those fuckers want to know how compromised they are with the ring and all

When she finally tracks them down and gets to the location she goes apsolutley beserk (I imagine her sneaking around as a weasel and takes half of the ring with silent kills) and then gets to the main cage rooms and doesn't find her boys and she thinks she's to late but refuses to give up (she would go to the end of the world for them) and then she finds Horangi drugged up he can't even twitch, tied to a interrogation chair, full of cuts and bruises, overall injured

He sees her and tries to tell her to run while she can because it's not safe, but she unties him and supports his weight and unresponsive limbs and drags him to a safe corner

She goes to search for her big bear but doesn't find him, and she looses her shit because hes not here where is he?

Evac comes and they take Horangi out on a stretcher with mink not far behind

Anyways I woke up there, but imagine a few days later they find out where they took Konig, Horangi is still recovering because the drugs apparently have long lasting effects and she seethes with the thought

And she goes behind everyone's backs and finds Konig in a cell, in his human form, unconscious and unresponsive with various injuries and suspicious black bruising along his ribs which are 100% broken because the drugs prevent him from healing

Carnage follows, no one is alive when the team comes, they just find her stabbing the already dead bastard over and over and over again

Long story short she had to be sedated because she was down right feral

she helps them recover, like they did her and doesn't leave them out of her sight, and everyone's afraid if she doesn't see one of her boys she will go feral again

🙃😁

Hey HEY GET BACK HERE

This was a dream you had?? Damn. Daaaaaamn.

🦐 anon, we got another one! 😂

Okay but for real. Mink would absolutely go AWOL and feral if she needed to, in order to get her pack back. She would not stop. She would be absolutely vicious. Nobody would expect it looking at her, especially with her habit of being a little chaos gremlin, but she is absolutely lethal.

The people who took her pack learn that. Briefly. In the short time before they're all dead.

We're putting these three through so much pain, I love it

[ultfan]

@jcurneysend continued from this ask.

"I mean- yeah. That makes sense for you, Komaeda."

A flick of a oddly placed mushroom that somehow, someway found herself in her hair, and Junko stood up, stretching and cracking her back, giving a sigh.

"You probably expected you weren't gonna live long anyway."

"I mean, you're basically terminal, yeah? Not much else you can do to fuck around on this green ol' earth anyway.." Nonchalantly, she glances back, a vile sort of glare in her eyes. Komaeda was Naegi's antithesis- at least in her mind, in her warped vision, that was Komaeda Nagito to her. Rattle on about hope this, or perform his strange acts for the glory of mankind's hope that...

Like killing off his entire classmates or even getting near it since they were oh so easily swayed by her judgement and manipulations. Jeez! How annoying can he get? Do you know how hard it was to sway Peko-freakin-yama at times!?

Still, he was resolute. Yet that darkness in his heart could be his undoing..

"Buuuuut, it always makes me think! Man. Wouldn't it be funny if your luck somehow found a way to make sure you lived? I mean, sure! Realistically your body would be weak and feeble due to it. Like, did you know while taking treatments and the like to even fight against that, your bodys weaker to shit like the common cold!? Daaaaaamn. Anyways."

"..I think what I'm meaning to say is, its way easier for someone who wants to die to be forced to live and witness it all. Don't you agree?~"

Junko?

Shut up.

                     he did hate her. enoshima's existence was everything that he despised wrapped into a chaotic, yet beautiful package. the embodiment of everything he stood against. so he hated her... so he says. so he tells himself. so he copes.

                     but was there not a reason he could find himself speaking to her while only having one or two passing thoughts about how glorious it would be when she finally died? was there a reason that, despite his desire for ultimate hope, he still found himself working for ultimate despair? well... for him to entertain those questions would be despair-inducing in itself. he'll just claim that it's just the nature of the super high school level gyaru to be... somewhat charismatic. even when she was being the absolute worst.

                     ‶  hm... i guess i do to some extent.  ″ komaeda never wished for good things for himself. he would never dare to do that. it's not like he didn't want them, no. it's in a human's nature to desire happiness. to not want to feel pain. to avoid disaster. but he had to acknowledge that he would never be able to live a life without those things. nor did a lowly human such as himself even deserve a life like that.

                     he long since accepted that.

                     ‶  this talent of mine really is unfortunate, don't you think so? you would think that someone with such good luck would have things go in their favor more often... and yet here i am having a conversation with you. how unlucky is that?  ″ he cannot help the sardonic smile that creeps it's way on to his face. really, though, he must be down on his luck to find himself anywhere near her. he wonders if this bad luck would lead to something wonderful down the line. although compared to his past tragedies, this is a minor inconvenience at best. sigh...

                     ‶  but... even though i'm not scared of dying, i can't really say that i'm desperate for a way out quite yet. though i wouldn't really mind it...  ″ depending on the circumstances, that is. but he won't say that much. regardless he doubts his death would bring anyone despair... and if that's the case, maybe he'll be lucky enough to die in a way that can be used as someone's stepping stone towards a hope strong enough to beat even enoshima junko herself.

                     ‶  even so, i'm rather glad i've lived this long.  ″ his eyes, cold and perhaps even deranged, look to meet hers. there's a darkness in him, one rather ironic for someone who speaks hope's praises so adamantly.  ‶  after all, the longer i'm around to witness this all, the greater the chance i'll be alive to see a hope great enough to destroy the despair you've worked so hard to spread. sure, the odds of that aren't very high... but if i wouldn't be worthy of the title super high school level good luck if i let something as silly as that bring me down.  ″

[toribookworm22]

Listen. I've had The Tortured Poets Department on loop since it came out. I really really love it and only love it more with each repeat.

So. Here's my First Listen Notes:

Fortnight

What a way to start an album: I was supposed to be sent away. But they forgot to come and get me.

Love the synth rise and the beat drop

Post Malone's voice sounds SO good!

The Tortured Poets Department

Like who uses typewriters anyway 😆

Who else decodes you

No-fucking-body

Oooh the drop... it's so sad and quiet 🥺

My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys

Oooh fun beat

I'm queen of sandcastles he destroys 😲

He saw forever so he smashed it up 😶

Daaaaaamn

Down Bad

Digging this soft music, okay

The chimes!!

THE CHORUS

So fuck you if I can't have us

The bridge instrumentation

OOOOH IT GOES OUT OF TUNE

So Long, London

The choral sound!!!

The ramp up!!!

How much sad did you think I had in me

Oh this is gutwrenching

I'm just mad as hell cause I loved this place

But Daddy I Love Him

No I'm not but you should see your faces 😄

An adult Love Story

It's my own disgrace

I love this

Fresh Out The Slammer

Ooh twangy first beat

Tone shift hello

I did my time 🥺

FLORIDA!!!

THE DRUMS

Ooooh Florence's voice

Somehow it sounds like both of their songs????

Guilty as Sin?

How can I be guilty as sin?

What if the way you hold me actually was holy

Who's Afraid of Little Old Me?

Villain Song! Villain Song!

You don't get to tell me about sad

Sounds old country

If you wanted me dead you should've just said

So I leap from the gallows

WHOS AFRAID OF LITTLE OLD ME (you should be)

What the hell?!?!

Was it a wonder I broke

I was tame I was gentle

Well you should be

The lowering beats!!!

Then I'm fearsome and I'm wretched

I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can)

Love the old country open

Almost ghostly

Your good lord doesn't need to lift a finger

I can handle me a dangerous man (no really I can)

Woah maybe I cant!!!

loml

Aww it's just piano

Who's gonna stop us from waltzing into rekindled flames if we know the steps anyway 🥺

I felt a glow like this never before and never since

Still alive and killing time at the cemetery

Holy ghost you told me I'm the love of your life 😭

She's so sad...

What we thought was for all time was momentary

Mr. Steal your girl then make her cry

Talking rings and talking cradles

Something counterfeit's dead

Oh my good god I want to analyze this my goodness

You're the loss of my life 😭 Taylor no!!

I Can Do It With A Broken Heart

It sounds like pool in the background

Very 80s arcade glitch pop

I'm a real tough kid I can handle my shit

He said. He'd love. Me all. His life.

I'm so depressed I act like it's my birthday 🤣

No, not depression pop!

I can hold my breath; I've been doing it since he left

Taylor I've never understood you more 🤦‍♀️

You know you're good when you can even do it with a broken heart

You know you're good! I'm good

Cause I'm miserable

And nobody even knows!

The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived

The exhale no!

Who the fuck was that guy

They just ghosted you now you know what that's like 😲

I don't even want you back I just want to know

🫢

This is the most sadly disappointed jab of a song I've ever heard

WERE YOU SENT BY SOMEONE

IN 50 YEARS WILL THIS ALL BE DECLASSIFIED

AND ILL SAY GOOD RIDDANCE

I WOULDVE DIED FOR YOUR SINS

YOULL SLIDE INTO INBOXES AND BETWEEN BARS

You kicked out the stage lights but you're still performing

And I'll forget you but I'll never forgive

Hot damn.

Claiming this as mine yes please

The Alchemy

But I'm coming back so strong

Honestly who are we to fight the alchemy

But I'm making a comeback to where I belong

He jokes that it's heroin but this time with an e

Where's the trophy he just comes running to me

Clara Bow

Ooh windup

Yes guitar!!! Love this intro!!

This sounds so indie and small I love it

Soft and comforting

Take the glory give everything

The crown is stained but you're the real thing

Oooh some small town lore

Hello something reminiscent of The Lucky One

Character Song Acquired

It's. Hell. On. Earth. To. Be. Heavenly.

You've got edge she never did

What a way to end that song damn

The Black Dog

Sad piano no

You forgot to turn it off

Her voice sounds so fragile

Until it doesn't!

Old habits die SCREAMING!!!

YESSSSSSSS

okay miss back to soft but slowly growing

Her voice is so earnest

Yes the beats are so good!

Six weeks of breathing clean air

Beat change!!!!!!

Screeeeeeeeeaaaaaammmmiiiiing

And I hope you heeeeeeeeeeaaaaaar it

And I hope it's shitty in The Black Dog

Keep the beat going!!! Yes!!!

I adore this so so much

The last screaming is WHISPERED!!!???! what!??!

Top songs. I'm calling it.

imgonnagetyouback

I hear you 1989 energy

And I'll tell you one thing honey delivery stunning

Ooh okay!

Sparkly alright okay!

Instrumentation is so fun

I'm loving the ultimatums 😆

Even if it's handcuffed I'm LEAVING HERE WITH YOU

pick your poison babe I'm poison either way

Cut the music alright!

The Albatross

Ooooh this is so pretty already!

I love the softness contrasted with the short lines

She's the albatross she is here to destroy you

One less temptress one less dagger to sharpen

And they tried to warn you about me

And I tried to warn you about them!

I'm the life you chose and all these terrible dangers

So cross your thoughtless heart

Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus

Simple instrumentation

Oh but I love the title drop

If you wanna break my cold cold heart just say I loved you the way that you were

If you wanna tear my world apart just say you've always wondered

I changed into goddesses villains and fools

Will that make your memory fade from this scarlet maroon

Cause I wonder

Will I always wonder

How Did It End?

Oooh no I'm scared

The piano is scaring me already

No not oh-oh's

We hereby conduct this post-mordem

We must know... how did it end?

Oh-oh oh-ohhhhhhhh

Her backing vocals are so gorgeous

Lot the game of chance what are the chances

Walking in circles like she was lost

Didn't you hear they called it all off

One gasp then how did it end?

Ooh key change oh no

My beloved ghost and me sitting in a tree d-y-i-n-g

But I still don't know how did it end?

I didnt understand until I did hot damn

So High School

Ooooh the instrumentation sounds so 2000s!!!!

That just soft pop rock energy

Bittersweet 16 suddenly

I love the contrast between her soft airy vocals and her gritty lows

Are you gonna marry kiss or kill me

You know how to bottle I know Aristotle

I feel... like laughing

And in the blink of a crinkling eye

Such a sweet grinning song

Sounds like she's really recapturing something teenage

I Hate It Here

Quick quick (lyrics before music what??)

Tell me something awful like you are a poet

When I was a precocious child

Small town fears

Cause I hate it here

Everyone would look down cause it wasn't fun now seems like it was never even fun back then

Only the gentle survived

I'm made most of the year

This is really really pretty

A fun I was a quietly angry child song

This place made me feel worthless

She sounds timeless

This could actually be a kids movie song with this lullaby like instrumentation

thanK you aIMee

(Her first play on capitalization?)

And I forget the way you made me feel

Screaming fuck you Aimee

Ooh I like the build

Nice build!!! Oooh so fun!

But she used to say she wished you were dead 🫢

I built a legacy that you can't undo

That there wouldn't be this if there hadn't been you

Miss Taylor did you write a whole new bully song for me??? A la Mean???

I don't think you've changed much do I changed your name

Only us two are gonna know is about you

Soft and powerful

Like every kid who came out of bullying with a kinder heart

I Look In People's Windows

Ooh fun instru- wait wait what? That glitch of a noise? Hello?

I'm afflicted by the not knowing

Backing vocals! Fun noise!

The music is sounding a little more strangled okay!

I'm addicted to the if only

Music leaves her isolated when she calls herself weird hmmm subtext there

The Prophecy

Country sings again with the indie guitar

I got cursed like eve got bitten

A lesser of a woman would've lost hope a greater woman would've begged

Ooh the begging is so pretty

Sounds a prayer for real

Feeling like the very last drops of an ink pen

Gathered with a coven round

But even statues crumble if they're made to wait

Spending my last coins so someone will tell me it'll be okay

And said *please*

Cassandra

Oooh follow piano notes

Build some strings okay

When it's burn the bitch they're shrieking

When the truth comes out it's quiet

So they killed Cassandra first

So they killed my cell with snakes I regret to say do you believe me now

What happens if it becomes who you are

So they set my life in flames I'm scared to say do you believe me now

Bloods thick but nothing like a payroll

It's so sad but still powerful like Greek mythology I guess

Ooh but the gravel on "heard"

I think I hear static like fire in the background at the end

Peter

Oooh okay some powerful piano notes alright

Love this instrumentation

Is it something I did

I thought it was just goodbye for now

Said you were gonna grow up then you were gonna come find me

Such a simple melody I love it

We said it was just goodbye for now

And I won't confess that I waited

Cause loves never lost when perspective is earned

Lost to the lost boys chapter of your life

But the woman who waits by the window has turned out the light

The Bolter

Oooooh

Okay I'm here for this alright

Storytelling like folklore!!!

Behind her back her best friends laughed

It's cheery but so devastating my goodness

All her fucking lives passed before her eyes

Oooh ramp up a little with some subtle beats

She's been many places

Yes ramp up

Chariots are waiting

There's a scape in escaping

But she's got the best story

Robin

(In here for all the names okay)

No sad piano!!!

Long note no!!!

You are bloodthirsty (ethereal version)

This is so pretty

The softest battle cry

It's nostalgic power?

We all vowed to keep it from you in sweetness

Is this like you did a good job being sweet now be angry?

You have no room in your dreams for regret

You'll learn to bounce back like you trampoline

This is such a be whatever kind of kid you wanna be

The Manuscript

One note and I'm crying

Love the isolated notes Oh my gosh

Love this end already

Now and then she rereads the manuscript

In the age of him she wished she was 30

Afterwards she only ate kids cereal

She wasn't sure

Okay some growing notes yes! Grow power

The professor said to write what you know

Looking backwards may be the only way to move forward

And at last she knew what the agony had been for

The only that's left is the manuscript

But the story isn't mine anymore

That is a... okay, wait... that's a really really good way to end this album... I need time to digest that actually... hold on...

[lemurianjasmine]

live reactions to banquet ablaze under the cut

ngl it makes me WILDLY uncomfortable every time rafayel calls mc master, i know in this context it was more as like an art master but it still makes me so uncomfortable

love when you can see the little mole on his chest it's so cute

"lil raf" oh my GOD ;alskdjf;aklsdj

first lil s, now lil raf, are we gonna get these nicknames for all the lis?????

is the old butler supposed to be elder amund??

"aren't you afraid i'll sell you off?" well i am now

raf saying the winery owner isn't a friend but he's someone important and raf has waited a long time for this invite is raf gonna kill him yesssss

i kept hearing people say raf speaks french in his card but did he literally just say bon voyage???? that's....a thing in english too????? like when people said he spoke french i was expecting more than that oh my god ;alkdjsf

side note i'm so sad i don't have the card where he says ma petite artiste bc hearing it out of context just makes me laugh and i wanna hear it in context (i could look it up on youtube or smth but eh)

now i have dreamcatcher bon voyage stuck in my head oops

even though it's a v subtle ruthlessness rn i'm still very much enjoying seeing even these hints of rafayel's darker side

honestly i need animated dance scenes with all of the lis, @ in/fold give us like a ballroom or masquerade themed multi banner or something

that crash into the sea scared the crap out of me ;alksdjf

ngl when they said alden was found in a barrel of his own wine i thought it meant like. encased/sealed in the barrel and i was like daaaaaamn raf what in the cask of amontillado also how did i spell that correctly on the first try

rafayel asking if mc is afraid of him makes me so sad, like i guess it's sweet of him to ask but it's also kinda heartbreaking (esp since this is a recurring theme with him)

that was a really lovely card, it pisses me off though bc i feel like more and more lore/character important cards are being paywalled/released as limited cards, like i feel like banquet ablaze and painful signal for caleb for instance are SO important to understanding them as characters and now people who didn't pay for this promise card will never read it and new players won't read painful signal ://///

but anyways that was a very very good card, i liked seeing more of the darker side of rafayel but i also feel like in/fold could push it even further and i hope they do in the future and maybe make it like a bond story or put it in the main storyline bc his avenging lemurians is an important part of rafayel's character and we need more of it

unrelated but why did i trust twt when i saw people saying rafayel spoke french, saying "bon voyage" is not speaking french imo but we keep getting hints that maybe he does speak french??? with the aforementioned ma petite artiste and that one card that i don't have where the lady is asking him to meet her in paris again or something....this is prob just me projecting my missing speaking french on rafayel lmao

[kryptclonian]

"He's wearing the shades?" Roxy had mock-gasped as Timothy went to the bathroom. "Daaaaaamn. Someone's got it bad." "And looking damn good in them-" Kon smiled before hearing the next part of her sentence, flickering her on the nose lightly. "Shush." They spent the next twenty minutes catching up on what Kon had been up to since he left Hawaii. Kon answered her question reluctantly when she asked what had caused him to return, as Roxy let out a long sigh, never hiding her distaste for the other woman. "Let me get this straight. You took your boyfriend of two days, on a date to see your dead ex? For fuck's sake, Conner." She laughed, with a shake of her head. "I don't care what skeletons he's got in his closet, he's a keeper for even entertaining that shit." Kon pouted, "It wasn't a date. Not like that. He's lost plenty of people too-" Roxy, raised an eyebrow. "Was a manipulative whore one of them?" "Don't call her that." Kon glared. "Listen I'm just saying you can do better." She sighed, just as the front door opened again. Kon kept his lips closed tight as he heard Timothy return; unwilling to fight the point. "Aww, you're sweet!" Roxy replied to Tim as he set the box down before taking a Masalada from it, "Thanks Sunshine! Or do I finally get an actual name now? Mr Tall, Dark and Handsome is being uncharacteristically tight-lipped about it. Are you like-" She asked, finding his facial features familial but uncertain where to place them. "Roxy, lay off." Kon interrupted, not liking Tim being placed on the spot. Grateful for the change in subject - a smirk covering his features upon hearing the neighbours hearing the message. "We fucked. Loudly." Kon said smugly. "I'd tell you all the dirty details but I don't wanna get in trouble."

Roxy laughed before turning to Tim with a bright smile on her face. "Subtle as ever. That's how I knew he was back. You can't just fly around the islands, wearing that-" She jerked her head towards the leather jacket, "Or waving at planes and expecting people not to talk, S.B." "That stands for Subtle Bitch, btw." She whispered with one of her hands covering the side of her face closest to Kon's but of course he heard it anyway. "It does?" Kon laughed, stubbing out what remained of his cigarette. "Okay, so my suit got wrecked." He bit his lip. "Y'know, doing heroic stuff." Like giving Tim a night to remember. "Point is, I came by a couple of times but you were always out. But when I saw the place clean, I knew somebody had been here. Figured I'd try and catch you early this time. So, how long are you staying for?" She looked up towards Kon hopefully.

"Just the weekend. We're headed home today. Promise, I'll visit more often. I just got caught up in-" Kon didn't have the chance to finish before she was leaning over across the counter and pinching his left cheek. "Superhero stuff. I get it." She smiled sadly, genuinely missing him despite having ribbed the shit out of him. Glancing over at the graffitti wall behind them, Roxy noted a new addition; the gears finally clicking into place. Her voice was sad, wishing her friend could have trusted her but teasing. "Say hi to your pal Robin for me."

Timothy knew, but it was something long overdue between them and he felt his chest lighten from getting to say it. They were on a different level now in their relationship, he wanted no more anchors dragging them down from the past, though with their line of work and lifestyle, it would get tricky. 

One day at a time. 

“Is that how this works? I am dominant in bed and you are dominant in aftercare? Tomorrow, we are switching roles, to be fair.” He wanted to pamper Kon-El, knowing that no one ever did because he stuck to one-night stands. He might have laughed at the way Kon-El barely put him down to touch the ground, but it went straight to his heart at how the man used his powers in a way to care for the one he loved. The teasing caused stolen kisses, wide smiles, and the need to stay close, almost hating that it was over but feeling that pull of sleep the moment he was set on the ground and dried off. Eyes never left Kon-El, watching every muscle flex under his skin, wanting eyes to find each other until he was pulled back to the bed, where he claimed the big spoon position, wrapping Kon-El in his arms as the warm breeze moved in through that open balcony door. He stared at it, and both never once closed it the whole weekend. He could not do that in Bludhaven or Gotham. 

“Oh, I forgot to tell you my favorite thing about you that I learned. People. I like how you treat people. Always a smile, something to make them feel special, and kindness until they show otherwise being undeserving of it.” Tender kisses were pressed along his neck before that nose nuzzled it. “I love you.” he whispered in the dark against Kon-El’s flesh as sleep pulled him down into the void. No nightmares, but strange dreams of math numbers at a rodeo trying to wrangle each other with ropes was what plagued him for a while. 

The smell of smoke was what caused his brain to reboot first. It filtered into his nostrils, making them flare, but he assumed Kon-El was walking around, and then he heard a different voice. Despite laying still, eyelids parted slowly, and ears were focused on the conversation. Kon-El, however, called him out, making them roll in a near-complete circle. He had no choice but to stop pretending now. A stretch had all those long limbs reaching before hands got underneath him to push up to his knees, the sheets falling, but quick reflexes grabbed it to hold over his finally flaccid dick. 

The clothing from last night was scooped off the floor and slid on. The shirt was pulled on but left unbuttoned as he only wanted to cover most of the scars on his body. That hair was disheveled, slender fingers racking at it to tame it down as he collected the glasses from the pocket in his shorts and slid them on. It would bat away the lingering lite headache while also keeping his eyes covered from the newcomer. “I thought the same thing when he started that, though I was a grump. Hello Roxy. Can finally put a voice to the face.” A hand was offered to her, a squeeze given instead of the standard shake and then a release. 

When a look of question filtered across her pretty features, Timothy pointed to the shelf behind them. “Polaroids.” To clear it up. He knew there would be regret when he took a sip of that coffee, and it briefly showed in disgust as he placed the cup back onto the counter. “I may not be a decent human without one, so I am going downstairs to the small store there. Do either of you want anything?” He was already moving to get his sandals on. Returning, Timothy moved around the counter to give Kon-El a firm kiss on his lips in greeting with a light, barely heard pat to that rare in appreciation for the shorts. “Be back soon.” 

His wallet was pulled out of the bag before he went to the bathroom, shut the door to use it and then left. He was gone for twenty minutes before returning up the staircase with his bag and coffee. As he moved down the hall, one of the girls from the other day was fiddling on her phone, walking toward him. She glanced up then down, only to glance up again with wide eyes. He had no idea what came over him, perhaps the alcohol still in his system or the amazing weekend. “I hope last night’s soundbite left you feeling lonely.” She scuffed, calling him a dick. "And I used it well." She continued staring after him as he went back into the apartment. 

The bag was placed on the counter, coffee staying in his hand as he pulled out a long rectangle box and opened it to reveal an assortment of breakfast bite foods. Some savoury, some sweet, but all different variations of the cultured food here. “Roxy, please help yourself if you have not had anything yet besides coffee.” His own rose to his lips, but he paused as he looked at Kon-El. “Ran into the neighbors on the way back. They got our message last night.” That sirk could not be hidden behind the cup as it rose up to allow hot coffee into his mouth, sips at a time. 

When Roxy asked about it, Timothy was suddenly distracted, looking for what he wanted to grab from the box, leaving Kon-El to either be his blunt self or code it. “Roxy, how did you know Conner was here?”

[the-colossal]

Daaaaaamn starting to slow down on these, anyways got more attacks

In order:

-MayhemMaus

- @hecking-heavy

-sToneForesT

-Spiderislong