#anyway I'm fine

[breadandlottery]

Why didn't you kill me? Why did you keep me alive? Why did you let me live?

[agonyofdespair]

I've been thinking about Revenge of the Sith again (as one does), and how the tragedy isn't just that Anakin falls, but the way he falls.

Palpatine reveals himself. Lies there all fragile and pathetic as if he wasn't incredibly powerful. He pleads for his life while Anakin watches everything unravel. In that moment of doubt and chaos, he kills Mace Windu with force lightning. It’s horrifying.

And Anakin knows it’s wrong. You can see it in his face. He’s shocked, disturbed. But he stays. Because of Padmé. Because he’s scared. Because he still thinks Palpatine might help him, and he needs this man to give him the secret to save her.

And then... Palpatine rises. Openly villain-coded and just gives him a new name.

Lord Vader.

And what does Anakin do?

He kneels.

That moment kills me. Jedi don’t kneel like that. That kind of submission? It’s not part of their order. Even in their hierarchy, they respect each other. They don’t serve.

But Anakin kneels without hesitation. Submits completely. Physically, emotionally, spiritually. Even if he doesn’t realize it yet, he knows he has to obey. He’s tied himself to this man in hopes of saving someone he loves. He’s giving himself away. Selling whatever’s left of his soul to keep that sliver of hope alive.

And the worst part? Twenty-five years later, he’s still kneeling. Still being treated like a dog.

[felictyporter]

THE AMERICANS, 1x01 "pilot"

[byeletty]

oh I am back on my Chris Evans bullshit SO BAD

[chaos-has-theories]

OH MY GOD. Mairane and tge mother are. Aughhhh.

I just. That makes Moiraine's dramatic kneel earlier SO much hotter.

[musette22]

Nothing beats a Friday morning therapy session that makes you not only cry like a baby but also realise why completely codependent fictional couples are your lifeblood

[psalmsofpsychosis]

when i say Gotham TV is a life sentence what i mean is that in season 4 when Bruce Wayne goes underground to meet Jeremiah Valeska before Jeremiah takes him to the cemetery to kill him, they're surrounded all around by wilted yellow roses, now yellow roses you may ask; in flower language they symbolise friendship, care and unrequited love—

[k1rbyl0v3r]

guys who got no sleep because they decided to wat h YouTube and play Kirby all night?

totally not me guys I promise

[depoteka]

wanted to go for a walk but i was (no exaggeration) almost ran over by a car so i'm just back at home now

[icharchivist]

i had a solas dream last night but it was so funky because i was explaining to my friends how i thought my boyfriend had left me and they were all "wow he's a piece of shit" and i was like "no you don't get it he's misunderstood and sabotaging himself :(" and then he fought in wolf form with Elgar'nan and DIED????? but Elgar'nan fell with him, and I went through the underworld itself to get my boyfriend back like

(not even because Solas deserves hell, it was like, Greek underworld and all because of Elgar'nan)

and i kept running into Elgar'nan who was pointing and laughing instead because i'd never find him, and i was fighting and running away from horrors to try to find my boyfriend because i was worried he was even in a worse situation

and i did NOT find him upon waking up i'm sO SAD i was holding my Solas plush so tight when i woke up.

I need my boyfriend back man.

[ahollowgrave]

trying to rotate thoughts of Selenite being a non-combative whose best friend is a robot and the attack on S9 and ALSO rotate Odette being thoroughly kissed and left dazed and happy...

[chiyana]

my brain: hey all these ideas we have for how we would do a Batman/Gotham tv show, we could just write a fanfic about-

me, already in the middle of three long and involved fanfics that have spiraled out of my control: YOU KEEP YOUR FUCKING WHORE MOUTH SHUT

[xazz]

How we started (Destiny 1) | How it's going (Destiny 2)

[marianbrook]

why do i genuinely feel so shitty over a movie right now

[disdaidal]

So, my training ended abruptly last week after things went a bit awry with my instructor/supervisor. Decided with both my teachers that I cannot continue working there anymore and that it'd be best if I took a sick leave until the end of the year.

I have it until the 18th of Dec, might have to extend it from there but well; remains to be seen I guess.

Besides that, I called the principal of that school (where I worked at) on Monday, to thank for the opportunity and to ask for a certificate of employment. I also expressed my deepest regrets in case I had caused them any trouble. The principal assured me that he only got positive vibes from me. And that I am most welcome to join the staff's Christmas Dinner next month, even if I don't work there anymore.

So, despite everything, I feel better now. Maybe even a bit relieved.

Of course I'll still have to worry about finding the next workplace to continue my training and stuff, but. I want to relax for a bit for now, and worry about that later. Already started with gaming lol

So yeah, uh. Guess I'll have more time to make gifs now. Hopefully, writing as well. 🤷‍♀️

[trucbiduleschouettes]

a friend pointed out I sound burned out of life and. Honestly? yeah! yeah