#anywats

[nrcbookclub]

Wow my bodys actually letting me feel tired at a nirmal time? Cool

[taylorshope]

Need her (to be saveable)

[evature]

hey erin ! hows life treating u?

hello! :D

life has been treating me very well i think, which is nice to acknowledge

i'm currently on holidays! so lots of studying for exams and such, but im making an effort to go out and entertain my hobbys

i keep beginning a crochet project or reading haikyuu and end up doing no study - which is okay!! but it makes me feel a bit silly after :')

unfortunately this week i havent seen any of my friends </3 because there's been a lot going on, and i dont have insta anymore so its a bit harder to see what they're up to: but the friends who im intent on staying in touch with have my number and we've been messaging so thats good! It does feel a bit weird at times to be the one always starting, but i blame the busy time we're all going through atm

yeah! I painted my nails the other day so thats been a nice treat to see everyday and the weather has been lovely and recently ive just been feeling extremely grateful for the people i have around me and the time im in right now <3 esp because the past few weeks have been a bit rough, but im really thankful to be where i am right now (even though its literally the most stressful part of the year LMAO)

thank you for the message anon! i hope you're having a wonderful day too <33

[galvanized-bboxes]

Hi bbox

[crapscicle]

i really dont feel comfortable with tme tma and i think its because of both personal experiences with transphobia and transmisogyny, but also like,,, the term TMA seems to be better explaned by a term meaning transmisogyny Targeted or something. like the terms meaning are useful but the terms themselves are so delegitimizibg of so many real lives experiences AND of the paradigm itself.THIS IS NOT ANTHIBG MORE THAN A PERSONAL POST. IT IS LATE AND THIS IS HORRIBLY PHRASED. IM NOT MAKING GRAND STATEMENTS AND I AM EVERCHANGING AND MORPHING INTO A DIFFERENT PERSON SO PLEASE DONT TAKE THIS AS ANTHING MORE THAN A PERSONAL POST OK THANK YOU LOVE YALL GN

[plslemmedie]

Me, driving somewhere by myself: *Screams at an very high volume until I run out of breath randomly*

Me, shortly after: I feel better :)

[that-bitchdanni]

dawg i

my friend-

god

like bro

bro what the fuck is this

the standards, THE BAR HAS PASSED THE FUCKING STRATOSPHERE

like bro?????????

“no matter who you become i will be enlightened by your presence each and every time” hold on i can make that better “shall you become less of yourself, my view of you shall never falter” hows that. i could probably think of something better but i just woke up and am ina car ride to class

WHATRTTT

IM?’b$&45$,/8?:6)!!<~*£!\€£,_#<*^!~\#*?%|>¥

like not to make it weird or anything or change the delicate dynamics of our relationship but legitimately how are you single. can we go out on a date. i’m

wgatbthefycksctuakky nman.

anyways posting this here bc it’s the one platform i ain’t got nobody on n no one’ll see it 🙏🙏🙏🙏

[qcoded]

Nonsensical Ramblings and Perpetual Loneliness.

[self-spaghettification]

cant fuckin believe that tdp writers said “oh yeah we intended viren as a straight man when we first wrote him” and then have this

in the same breath

[buxiee]

day 31 - Rise

this sure have been a fun challenge to do! i loved playing around all different ideas of ways to do the drawings and have learned so much :)))

[wo1veshour]

soooo…. I should be asleep

Very messy drawing of @ria-writes-stuff “is this entertaining?” (not at all in my normal art style either whoops)

sorry to the ppl who followed my for Auctober, I am in fact a fan fiction lover

anyways I couldn’t find a description of either ranboo and Teagan/techno getup for evil/good, so I just made on up! Ts is very practical and hides him well (and lets him show off) while ranboo sis more self made an has one of those reflective vests purely cause I found it funny lol

OH ALSO! FIC LINK:

[milfcamilanoceda]

I feel like a lot of "Camila shouldnt have been a nerd, it should have been Manny and Camila should have been the neurotypical one." Criticism fail to take into account the inter generational trauma that exists in POC families especially POC neurodivergent families. Like the criticism boils down to this- "Luz comes across more of a jerk as she wasnt That lonely. Camila would have been more understanding of Luz if she was actually neurodivergent and would not have try and send her to the camp" and i am like no, no she wouldnt have. Neurodivergency in people of colour often goes undiagnosed especially if they are women of colour and especially if they are from older generation. And often times these older folks grow up to believe that the neurodivergent issues that they dealt with was a failure on their part rather than you know, them being neurodivergent. Which is how we get adult parents who say shit like, "Oh everybody has [a very specific symptom of a neurodivergent brain]. You just got to go through it [aka i did not get any support growing up and had to deal with this on my own]."

And this to me fits Camila and Luz. The way i interpret the problem was that it was never that Camila didnt understand Luz, but rather that she did understand her while not understanding herself. She saw her own self in Luz, her own isolation and years dealing with bullying and treated as an outcast but never stopped to examine WHY it happened to her. She didnt want Luz to go through what she went through so she turned to what worked for her, trying to change yourself to fit even if it meant hiding parts of herself. And this is ultimately what caused their relationship to falter. Add Manny's death and them being new in town further resulted in both of them, especially Luz being isolated and outcast, from the town and from each other. And ultimately them coming to an understanding, with Camila admitting her nerdy side to Luz and to herself was what helped their relationship and truly let Luz to discover what she truly want and thus hatching her palisman.

Should toh have had explored Luz's loneliness and isolation better? Absolutely! Did Camila try her best especially as a single mother? Yes! Has Camila contributed to said loneliness and isolation? Also yes! Camila to me is the opposite of Eda. Where Eda was the neurodivergent kid who grew up fighting the system to be herself, Camila was the neurodivergent kid who grew up to accept the system thus rejecting herself. Which was why Luz flourished much more and felt more accepted under Eda's tutelege than she did with Camila, and i wish this is the angle toh explored more.

And look i dont want to begrudge anyone who feels the other way and doesnt agree with me. They have the right to their own interpretation which are based on their own valid experiences. But i prefer this interpretation a lot more to theirs.

[bedforddanes75]

SHE ASKED ME WHAT I WANTED, AS IF ONE EVER REALLY KNEW, AND I SAID, "DULL DOMESTICATION, FREE FROM PRESSURE TO PURSUE ANOTHER LOVE, ANOTHER TOUCH, ANOTHER TIRED CONVERSATION," AND THEN SHE SHUT HER NOVEL SHARPLY AND PROPOSED A NEW LOCATION, AND AT ONCE, I OBLIGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[wheelie-sick]

I really really hate the people who assume that every single chronically ill person wants a cure

and I also really really hate the people who think that wanting a cure is inherently internalized ableism

it's like both of you just forget that other people have experiences that are different from your own

I'm someone in the rare boat of having a disability with an existing cure. I have a limb difference called miserable malalignment syndrome and surgery exists to realign our bones. while cures are theoretical for the rest of you I have the option and I have also seen what that option has done to my community. I, personally, said no to this surgery. I also hold absolutely no judgement towards the people who said yes.

I don't believe that my body is wrong. I believe that people with MMS should continue to exist in the world with our unchanged bones. I also understand that this condition is excruciatingly painful and can be incredibly life limiting. I am often frustrated with the assumption that everyone who has MMS wants or will get surgery- I do not want it and I will not get it. I also believe in bodily autonomy and that my right to say no to the surgery is equal to others right to say yes.

when people assume that everyone with a physical disability, or with chronic pain, wants a cure to their pain it hurts me. it makes me feel invisible and it erases both my existence and all that I had to do to avoid surgery. surgery has been pushed on me and I was constantly pressured by my family, doctors, community, and others around me. it took a lot to fight to avoid having surgery. I do not want a cure. my experience is not like yours, I am happy to live with my symptoms.

simultaneously, my experience with miserable malalignment syndrome is not every disabled person's experience. even within the MMS community there are many people who live in agony because of this condition. pain from MMS is most commonly described as having knives in your leg joints. people lose both the activities they love and their needs (such as sleep) to this condition. there is reason for people to want a cure. when someone is willing to undergo an operation that causes pain that most describe as the worst of their life for relief from their symptoms it shows their desperation. it's unjust to deny them the right to life without pain because I don't personally consider surgery to be my best option.

....and this doesn't even touch on the people whose disabilities have other consequences like death

yet this surgery has left my community so barren. as miserable malalignment syndrome is a rare disease it's a struggle to find others with it as is. it's even harder to find others who don't ever plan on having surgery. it's isolating. I know there are many others who have felt pressured into this surgery, or who have been told that surgery is the only treatment option. this is equally a denial of autonomy.

....but to say that wanting a cure is inherently eugenicist or a byproduct of internalized ableism? that is wrong and dismissive. you have no place to dictate how others are allowed to feel about their bodies. the problem lies with cures being forced upon people not with disabled people wishing they were cured.

[ferniliciousness]

I'm just.... Gonna leave this here... Since y'all don't know about my me edits but like.... ✌️

[tfg-16-art]

Okay so I don't think I like this enough to finish it but I wanted you to see the vision tm