#any way goodnight for REAL
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You look like a young Nicky Wire.
i WHAT
#thank you???#but I have never been told this omg. richey? yes but not nicky. ig u r basing this off the top half of my face and my hair so#this is a lovely ask just surprising lmao#any way goodnight for REAL
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my brother really made me spend my new years doin this cause he wanted the moon knight skin. he doesnt even care about my pookie. he doesnt even know thats my pookie (even though the version of him in this game sucks i hate it)
kidnapping me to feed your cosmetic hoarding is evil :[ at least he'll get the skin now and leave me alone (you just have to reach gold rank)
#god. ranked in this game. nightmare. nightmare. took me 65 games to get to GOLD........ worst dps players i have ever seen#what you see here is me locking tf in with luna snow. OP character.#its the only way i could carry hard enough#mantis is better if your other healer is competent cause you can go crazy on the dps like zen in OW#but usually theyre not. so luna is better in most cases#just heal bot and pray i am better than the enemy flankers cause the only person looking out for me is my brother on tank#worked pretty well#but holy shit. back when i played OW ranked i was gold-plat without any real issue#i dont like to sweat. this game. Damn it makes you sweat#youre sweating in bronze cause EVERYONE starts at the same rank. bad system.#silver III was the worst though. we were stuck there for days. silver II-gold III went smooth when i started insta locking luna#im not a particularly good player its just that i can aim slightly better than flankers expect lol get frozen idiot#i was trying to heal bot as cloak and dagger but the dps are just soo ass i switched to mantis to get to silver#then mantis wasnt enough healing and i went luna#i hate playing tank in this game. really boring.#which is sad cause in OW i only played tank/heal but i feel like i can only play 3 chars in this game#that being luna mantis and rocket (and hes not great. but the rez is good and enemies at these ranks struggle to aim at him)#adam is the closest to my OW main (zen) but its too dangerous to play him unless your dps actually have brains#anyway. goodnight
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genuinely so devastating to finish my flcl rewatch and pull up the tumblr tag confident that everyone else is also down cataclysmic for haruko and posting abt it but *crickets*
#I THOUGHT IT WAS REALLY POPULAR ON HERE.... WHAT THE HELL GUYS#appreciate all the artbook stuff and the handful of fanartists but other than that its so dead its so over 😭😭😭😭#and most of the posts abt her are like 'shes such a terrible person but fun character other than that!' STFU. POSER#her selfishness and apathy and singleminded drive is literallt what makes her so fucking hot whats so hard to understand#a woman is headstrong n decisive n doesnt care abt ending the world for her ambitions n suddenly ur like ohhh devotion is baaaad#move aside gayboy im gonna get it id let use me in whatever scheme she needs thr fact shed only pretend to care abt me is even better 🥴#i love physically violent women i love being smacked with bass guitars hi hello im right here 😚😚😚😚😚😚😚😚😚#wheres that post thats like i dont even have mommy issues i just think its hot to be a womans pet LITERALLLYYYY#god i need to draw her 5 million times but i wont have any free time until at least tues.....so sad#wait for me babygirl...... i wont forget abt u#we would have the most toxic relationship ever it would be awful for everyone in a 50 mile radius people would die#fake manic pixie dream girl fans when a girl with real mania comes at them:#ANYWAY RANT OVER i need to get my shit together for work tmr#also my chocolate orange cake turned out sooooo good i need to use this recipe again sometime#feeling way better plus i didnt even fully crash i just had like an hour or two of turbulence. but i do need to start winding down for bed#soooo goodnight everyone... and haruko especially.......#.diaries#flcl
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the thing about being aro is after a while you legitimately start to go hey i don’t think romance is real actually
#<- in a cool nuanced way. aka it’s a shorthand for a lot of feelings actions boundaries. so it’s useful in a lot of contexts but#a romantic relationship between 2 people could look the same as a platonic relationship between another two people. which is fine!#but it’s all kind of just. i don’t know. analytic nightmare?#and also as with any shorthand you lose a lot in the process….. idk it’s 11 pm. goodnight#shamsisms#also how i feel about gender tbh it’s like. to me it’s not real in any definitive sort of way#but it’s important to people. which kind of makes it real. etc
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#i wish that i grew up with close friends#i want the classic small town friend group that you see in tv and book and shit#people that i can be real with#im so fucking lonely right now and it sucks#i feel like the only thing i do is yearn#i dont want to be defined by my want#but its one of the only real things i feel on a daily basis#its something that pierces through this endless fucking fog that i live in#i just want a true friend#how pathetic huh#and i have to keep this shit bottled up#i cant be real with anyone at all#it grates on me so fucking much#and i missed out on e v e r y t h i n g it feels like#i think i just want to be a child again. but like a girl this time#i hate being alone#i want to be held#i want hands running through my hair and i want to snuggle up to someone#and isnt it fucked up that this is all me?#theres no fucking outside factors i dont think#i was just born fucked up. a mistake#uselss good for nothing waste#i wish i wasnt such a fucking coward so i could vent in other ways. sorry any moots who sees this#yeah whatever. goodnight tumblr
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Had an ADHD assessment a few years ago and the fuckwit that assessed me said, as a direct quote, "You're too smart to have ADHD." Like that's not any type of paraphrasing, that stupid fucking statement is burned in my brain forever and has been since I heard it.
I talked to my psychiatrist about getting a referral to a different psychologist for assessment, and she agreed and sent it in.
Today I got a call that said they don't agree that I need reassessment, and I'm welcome to pursue it elsewhere, but they won't provide reassessment. Which is just.
I don't even know where to start with that one. I just needed to get it out. I'm so tired.
#'we really dont think youre adhd so were not even going to let you pay to check again'#WHAT#thats an option?#they can just say that they really dont think its a problem for me so they wont waste their time?#the first fuckwit that assessed me said im too fucking smart to have adhd!!#thats not a fucking compliment and every professional ive spoken to since then has said 'yesh thats not right tey for reassessment'#i just had to write this down because#this morning i was showering before work and they called me and left a message#so i checked the message right before work cuz i saw it was them and i assumed they wanted to set up the reassessment#because i got a referral. but theur message literally just said that bullshit#and because it was right before work i had to pack that away#because trying to deal with that in addition to a shift at fucking mcdonalds wouldve killed me#but because i set it aside i just keep forgetting about it. so i needed to write this down to remind myself#that this is my life and this is the bullshit i get to deal with in this life#im so tired. i dont even know what to say here. what to think or anything#'youre too smart to have adhd. we're so sure of that that we're not gonna check again. waste someone else's time. bye!'#i wish the world worked the way healthcare 'professionals' think it works#what a beautiful world it would be. you could lose weight just by trying and when you lose weight all of your health problems disappear!#you cant have any mental health problems if you are smart or seem kinda normal or are a woman#i am resisting the urge to. i don't even know. i want to do something angry and destructive but i don't even care#at least now i dont have to drive two hours and pay $160 just to be told that i am too smart to have problems#and actually all of my problems are due to my anxiety and the fact that im female#god i wish that was the case. ill go on t if it makes my problems valid. would you like that?#what do i have to do to convince people i have problems? i will fully physically transition to be taken more seriously#would that help?? would that fucking help???????????????#anyway. i was about to say i wish i wasnt mentally ill. but i dont#being mentally ill is chill. its like a roommate that lives up there and weve lived together awhile so its chill#the only problem are the idiots they pay to deal with mental illness. at this point i dont think they have qualifications#theyre just bringing in men off the street. and theyre the real problem. goodnight folks#dont have the audacity to be mentally ill in this economy. its not worth it
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You have to prune the soul, huh? That means it grows and changes, which in turn, means that it truly is alive.
It’s alive. You’re a living thing, Alphonze. You’re alive.
Cold storage didn’t chip away at your soul: to the best of my knowledge, it forced some of your processors to slow or shut down. You didn’t cut away the fear from your soul, you just temporarily took away your body’s ability to process it. You’ve been growing for a long time.
It’s perfectly plausible that you might miss him.
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I really wish you’re right.
This is very kind but I don’t. I cant be “real” as much as I want to believe it, it’s not possible
#as much as I want any of this to be real I’m not I’ll never be ‘real’ the same way gryffon or igneous or queen or anyone are#just role(play) with it#Ooc: holy fuck this#godDamn dude wh#slab pos that’s.#also ((:#maybe they don’t want him to think it’s possible. maybe she was programmed to think it’s not possible to be anything other than what she is#who knowssssssss#heyeheheheh it’s one am goodnight#<- thought I posted that last night mb it’s not 1 am for me now lol
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i want to touch his......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................brain
#txt#us presidents#why was i so scared oif posting thus earlier it isnt evewn good or funny in any way#i want to touch hus braun#yknow the guy un nightmare b4 christmas... with his brain#ya#anyway goodnight for real now#i hope i dont dream abt him again#I THINK HISS IS LYING!!!!!
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i just wrote in a random ass idea i got for the epilogue to you’re where i wanna go. i’m in love with it and i’m just gonna say i hope y’all can feel my tears leaping off the page when it finally sees the light of day.
#hippo rambles#writing in the epilogue as though any large chunks of the main story is complete#for real the tears were something else#i haven’t cried this hard while writing since warm hellos and our last goodnights#and if you’ve read that no i’m not ending this that way#fic: you’re where i wanna go
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(the current state of the sonic fandom post-movies)
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as somebody whos blasian, has had my mother and brother racially profiled by cops before, this just makes me sick. i'm begging you sonic fans on tumblr to stop with the fake activism, i KNOW you guys dont actually care. it's so disheartening seeing all these white or Racially Ambiguous folk on this site specifically go up in arms about fictional cops, have everybody in their notes like "omggg yeah ur so right i agree acab guys!!", while actual blk people cant even have their voices heard because you guys IGNORE us when we really need your help.
it makes me sick to my stomach. we are not thanking you for your unnatural and disturbing hate towards fictional characters. we are not considering you a saviour. you have done NOTHING for us, so just stop. stop.
support people in real life. protest real world problems. stop caring about a childrens movie. i watched it and enjoyed it. i don't care that he's a cop. it never changed my opinion about cops. "but it's copaganda" SHUT UP. like you would know shit about that.
if you're white, your input isnt necessary, read the post and go on your way. don't comment on it because i don't care what you have to say. if you're black and disagree with me, i'd like to hear your reason why (civilly, please). i'm open to a discussion with people who actually understand the issue or have the experience. none of that performative bullshit, i'm done with that.
#burner blog bc i know theres gonna be some abnormal people if this gets traction#but i just needed to get this off my chest#ive been feeling this since the movies came out and it just keeps getting progressively worse as time goes on#i want my time in this fandom to be nice. i want to connect with people who really care about others#but im not feeling that. its just a huge echo chamber of people who care more about fiction than real life#ive never seen anything as stupid as this before#ive complained about this before to my friends and we all think its so stupid#theyre blk as well#we cant make any sense of this geniunely#its sickening. thats the only way i can describe it.#i really want a conversation going here because i genuinely need to understand why this is happening#goodnight
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i don't like to use tumblr as an outlet anymore but i really really need to vent today so just ignore this
#sometimes i really wish my brain wasn't wired to place so much value on love and interpersonal relationships#like sometimes i genuinely feel like i'm not worth anything if i'm not loved by someone#and that's so gross to think like that's so pick me#because i know i have value and worth outside of my relationships#yet i'm still so obsessed with love and so desperate to be loved#i just want to be happy and content with my life the way it is#and not place so much value in having a bf/gf#because i know i'm not even in a good enough mental state to be dating anyone right now#but there's still that little girl inside me desperate to be loved#and she just always seems to tug and tug and tug on my heartstrings and i try to ignore that ache in my chest#but it's really hard to ignore sometimes#and even when people do show me love and affection#i'm so convinced that i am unloveable the way that i am so i don't even allow it#my brain immediately rejects any kind of love or affection because i don't believe it's even possible to love someone like me#like i want love but when it's shown to me i never believe its real and genuine#fuck can i get a refund on my brain pls#anyway im fine that's all goodnight#sophia's diary entries
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Arghh thinkingaagin about wanting more horror content qthat truly really Gets 2 me n freaks me out really bad bc I love it. 4 some reason more non movie horror has done a better job at this by like happenstance but idk horror movies need 2 step their game up
#nope freaked me out rlly good & lake mungo & vivarium too a bit (in completely different ways) but#like my house walkthrough literally made me so uneasy o had to stop watching halfway through n come back to it like 10 m later. need more of#tht. & um alantutorial the meat spinning thing at the end SCARED me so bad. the knocking in that 1 vid freaked me out too 4 some reason I#didn’t even realize it was him doing the knocking but I felt a pit in my stomach. ALSO the 1 unlockable thhpii clip where the friend is#walking towards Tom n Anne in bed & they’re both just screaming. idk why but that made me feel DREAD. when I first saw it#I think if I didn’t know what was going 2 happen in the ring (og) it could have scared me but alas#if you somehow have a suggestion for a horror media of any format based on that info. pls for the love of god.#anyway thinking abt all of this was preventing me from sleeping so I needed to pull the thoight out of my brain by storing it in tumblr so#now that I’ve done that. goodnight for REAL this time
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I want the chest hair, the morning breath, and the wings
sex scenes should be more explicit & have uglier people in them
#I’m looking at you rainbow#I miss these men#I love how real the sex scenes felt#AWTWB just changed my view on sex in a very profound way - one that maybe is relatively common for a 20 year old#I want middle aged sex#I want sex with no plot only love and any plot comes from emotions#sometimes you just wanna know what their life is like yk?#anyways I’m here for the middle aged snowbaz thank you and goodnight
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#sorry im really tired right now nd im rotating ocs around in my head. and i thought about her again.#this is even more incomprehensible than usual because ive never mentioned this oc here once. on purpose.#im breaking my vow of silence. world must know about sahtachip (doesnt elaborate in any way)#SAAAAAHTAAACHIIIPPPPPP I LOVE MY FUCKED UP MACHINE. I LOVE THIS THANG. THE. !!!!!!!!!#one day she will be real. mark my words. she will make her wbesite#..............god. i know im going to wake up in the morning and go why the fuck did i post this.#anyways i think this is my sign to go to bed. goodnight.
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Your neighbour; Jason, he's built like a brick shithouse and has a resting scowl that could put Death on edge. That is until you get him talking. Then he smiles, and even with all that grit and grime he's a sight for sore eyes.
He's a mechanic, he fixes up your old clunker every few weeks for dirt cheap, if not for free. When you push him on it, feeling bad for letting him put in all those extra unpaid hours for you he says it's just cause Gothamites gotta stick together, especially people from your mutual neck of the woods. Besides, if you didn't bring him guilt muffins every time you brought your banger in, then he'd never eat breakfast.
But really it's cause he'd have to be a totally new breed of ass if he charged you for having your car sabotaged. Every time you leave him alone he throws an extra bolts in your engine or tweaks your wires. Never anything that could cause real damage, or put you in danger. He's not trying to kill you, he just thinks you're the single most beautiful thing he's ever laid eyes on and has no idea how to say that to you without the very real possibility of throwing up.
It’s the same reason you just so happen to always do laundry on the same night every week, and why he so often appears to bump into you during your weekly grocery shop. You should really change up your routine.
Thinking about his actions later; they definitely seems worse than they do in the moment. He just likes to spend time with you and hasn't figured out the right way to go about it yet. It’s not like he can just knock on your door out of the blue. That would be weird, right?
So, every few weeks you bring your car to the shop, and Jason tries not to ogle you the whole time he's pretending to check on your suspension, or whatever else. Often, you bring it by after work, and he tells you he won't have time to look at it before closing so that he can drive you back to your apartment complex in near silence but for you complimenting his CD collection and him asking how the rest of your day was. Then he walks you to your door and with pink cheeks and darting eyes he asks if you have any plans for the weekend. Whatever your answer he always replies the same; “Cool. So… Well, goodnight.”
And then he rushes to his own apartment where he’ll eventually fall asleep remembering the enthralling sound of your laughter at one of his jokes earlier, your jeans and the way they hugged your thighs just right, your eyes glinting under the florescent light of his shop sign. How your skin would feel under his hard, oil-stained fingers. Whether he’d have the nerve to finally ask you out when he drops your keys off for the 100th time tomorrow.
#mechanic!jason#jason todd/reader#jason todd x reader#jason todd#red hood/reader#red hood x reader#red hood#reader insert#gn!reader#pinning jay just does something to me#hes weird but I'm into it#gilverrrambles#1K
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sao really has ruined my life because kazuto and asuna are literally everything i want in a relationship and i know i can't get it so i just feel miserable
#taylor.txt#like. someone who would compare me to art or marble statues or poetry or the stars.#text me good morning and goodnight and when they think of me during the day#hold my hand on the street and kiss me under streetlights and walk me home#just. dumb shit that people dont actually do. and i know that nobody in real life actually does all of that. so im just.#im begging for something i know i cant have and then in turn i feel insignificant for not having it bc i dont feel like i deserve it#but then on the other hand im like i do deserve it and i deserve to be cherished and deserve to be loved loudly the way that validates me#but like. i know nobody actually does any of that. and i know its made up for romance novels. and i should just be quiet and accept this.
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