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Melancholia…ends up in asymbolia, and loss of meaning: if I am no longer capable of translating or metaphorizing, I become silent and I die…
Julia Kristeva - Black Sun: Depression and Melancholia (European perspectives). Columbia University Press 1992.
#lacan#psychoanalysis#unconscious#jouissance#lacanian real#freud#lacan unconscious#lacan object petit a desire#real symbolic imaginary#objet petit a#julia kristeva#kristeva depression narcissus#body depression#anxiety anxious#anxiety anxiety anxiety#speaking body#body#symptom#angst#dread
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It fucking hurts when you are on the verge of crying and you have to sit down and take a deep breath to collect yourself
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I’m sleepy & fed up !!!
#late night thots#I am hating my job atm#and I have lots of health issues#and anxiety#anxiety anxiety anxiety
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Sorry I won’t be on here for like 2 days I got a fat stack of voiceover scripts to get through (80 pages !!!)
And it started with over 100 that my child then came very close to breaking my laptop and managed to delete the massive chunk I already had done and could not salvage for some reason (no idea what he did while I was out of the room ugh) so I had to start over lol
If you need to reach me before I’m back try discord (same username buggyandthebartoclub) - tho I may not answer immediately I will be swamped in editing and recording
Gonna pop in some anime battle music in my headphones and hit the ground running I really want my next pay to be approved and processing before the end of the week lol
#lord help me bc kiddo wiped my progress I had to cave and ask my boss for an extra 1-2 days because I only got like 40-50 scripts done#and I am soooooo nervous I feel like I could throw up#he said it was fine if I needed some extra time before he assigned the milestone anyway#but like#please let me keep this job I really like it and wanna keep it and need the pay lol#Hbnnugghhh gonna throw up#anxiety anxiety anxiety#I’m so tired#I never wanna think about the word Kubernetes ever again 😭😭😭😭😭#I would do this over and over and over again tho if it means keeping my foot in the door for voice acting#this is my dream I won’t let it go!!!#luffy would tell me to give it my all so I will….#taking a leap when this job is fully done and applying for some video game rolls…#anyway#bye I’m gonna throw up for real form anxiety then get back to work before I take a Power Nap and keep working
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which driver am i trapping to pay off my medical school i just need, like, a cool $250k it can't be that big of a deal right
#anxiety anxiety anxiety#on today's episode of kay checked her student loan balance#just bc i like to suffer#kay speaks
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laying in bed filled with anxiety bc I had a nightmare yesterday about my father and I haven’t seen my mother in years and my parents don’t have any money to fly me home for the holidays and I don’t have any money for it either bc it’s been 6 months since I graduated university and I still can’t find a job bc apparently the degree I just got was a waste of money and time and I’m terrified I’m just going to watch my parents whither away from afar bc another of my uncles died recently and that makes the second funeral since covid I haven’t been able to go to and another person I hadn’t seen in years that died while I was here and I’m so scared one of my parents is going to be next and I’m just not ready to live in the world without them yet I need them too much and I’m spiraling lol
#anxiety anxiety anxiety#my bank account is close to empty until Wednesday and I’m#idk. and I have so much medical shit I need#but I can’t afford#I’m scared of a lot rn lol
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libra season has fucked me so hard and it just started
#I HATE LIBRA SEASON#FUCK LIBRA SEASON#i’m so tired pls#have mercy on me#anxiety anxiety anxiety#libra season#astrology
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I’m so nauseous omfg
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y'know what imma say it i am so glad this is the season finale because my mental health truly can't handle this
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The Lacanian ego or self is permanently alienated from itself, like Narcissus, enchanted with an image that is far more organised than the perceiving subject at the time of its adoption. In Lacan’s view, this uncomfortable split, at the heart of human personality, is the true Freudian legacy.
The Lacanian ego or self is permanently alienated from itself, like Narcissus, enchanted with an image that is far more organised than the perceiving subject at the time of its adoption. In Lacan’s view, this uncomfortable split, at the heart of human personality, is the true Freudian legacy. From the British perspective, one might say that it is a view of the ego permanently moving into projective identification with its own ideal, a perspective not without value in thinking about narcissistic pathology and here shown clearly in Lacan’s description of the baby. The bad news, according to Lacan, is that the human ego is always precocious, always guilty of a premature appropriation, always coloured with narcissistic compromise, fundamentally wedded to a lie. The hard-working realist of Hartmann’s adaptation only appears if it is sufficiently enslaved to an ideal it calls its own. For many analysts, this view was at bottom too dark.
Reading French Psychoanalysis (New Library of Psychoanalysis Teaching Series). Edited by Dana Birksted-Breen, Sara Flanders, Alain Gibeault Routledge; 1st edition (21 Dec. 2009)
#lacan#psychoanalysis#unconscious#jouissance#lacanian real#freud#lacan unconscious#lacan object petit a desire#real symbolic imaginary#objet petit a#mirror stage#anxiety anxious#anxiety anxiety anxiety
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augh. dentist appointment. round 2.
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i’m just here to have a good time, and i’m straight up not having a good time right now
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bite bite bite rip tear puncture bite bite hhhhiisssssssssssssss
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Me: You know how when you were a kid and you’d wish that you’d get sick or injured in a way that would justify why you didn’t live up to your potential?
Everybody, apparently: No?
#just me?#okay#it’s just me and the anxiety disorder my parents were sure I’d grow out of against the world
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