#anxiety anxiety anxiety

[lacan-psychoananalysisaspraxis]

Melancholia…ends up in asymbolia, and loss of meaning: if I am no longer capable of translating or metaphorizing, I become silent and I die…

Julia Kristeva - Black Sun: Depression and Melancholia (European perspectives). Columbia University Press 1992.

[ashlakh]

It fucking hurts when you are on the verge of crying and you have to sit down and take a deep breath to collect yourself

[graysonmustdie]

I gained like 15 lbs in the last few months and I feel terrible mentally. Now im locking in. I wanna get back down to 105 before January but its really not possible. Very depressing. I start college next month though so hopefully I'll be too busy to eat. I'm so fucking sad. I hate this time of the year also. It just makes me so fucking sad. My weight right now is not helping.

[oleredacted]

I’m sleepy & fed up !!!

[buggyandthebartoclub]

Sorry I won’t be on here for like 2 days I got a fat stack of voiceover scripts to get through (80 pages !!!)

And it started with over 100 that my child then came very close to breaking my laptop and managed to delete the massive chunk I already had done and could not salvage for some reason (no idea what he did while I was out of the room ugh) so I had to start over lol

If you need to reach me before I’m back try discord (same username buggyandthebartoclub) - tho I may not answer immediately I will be swamped in editing and recording

Gonna pop in some anime battle music in my headphones and hit the ground running I really want my next pay to be approved and processing before the end of the week lol

[velvetsainz]

which driver am i trapping to pay off my medical school i just need, like, a cool $250k it can't be that big of a deal right

[galpalaven]

laying in bed filled with anxiety bc I had a nightmare yesterday about my father and I haven’t seen my mother in years and my parents don’t have any money to fly me home for the holidays and I don’t have any money for it either bc it’s been 6 months since I graduated university and I still can’t find a job bc apparently the degree I just got was a waste of money and time and I’m terrified I’m just going to watch my parents whither away from afar bc another of my uncles died recently and that makes the second funeral since covid I haven’t been able to go to and another person I hadn’t seen in years that died while I was here and I’m so scared one of my parents is going to be next and I’m just not ready to live in the world without them yet I need them too much and I’m spiraling lol

[glassheartstonesoul]

libra season has fucked me so hard and it just started

[starboy-at-the-disco]

I’m so nauseous omfg

[lacan-psychoananalysisaspraxis]

The Lacanian ego or self is permanently alienated from itself, like Narcissus, enchanted with an image that is far more organised than the perceiving subject at the time of its adoption. In Lacan’s view, this uncomfortable split, at the heart of human personality, is the true Freudian legacy.

The Lacanian ego or self is permanently alienated from itself, like Narcissus, enchanted with an image that is far more organised than the perceiving subject at the time of its adoption. In Lacan’s view, this uncomfortable split, at the heart of human personality, is the true Freudian legacy. From the British perspective, one might say that it is a view of the ego permanently moving into projective identification with its own ideal, a perspective not without value in thinking about narcissistic pathology and here shown clearly in Lacan’s description of the baby. The bad news, according to Lacan, is that the human ego is always precocious, always guilty of a premature appropriation, always coloured with narcissistic compromise, fundamentally wedded to a lie. The hard-working realist of Hartmann’s adaptation only appears if it is sufficiently enslaved to an ideal it calls its own. For many analysts, this view was at bottom too dark.

Reading French Psychoanalysis (New Library of Psychoanalysis Teaching Series). Edited by Dana Birksted-Breen, Sara Flanders, Alain Gibeault Routledge; 1st edition (21 Dec. 2009)

[honestlydarkprincess]

y'know what imma say it i am so glad this is the season finale because my mental health truly can't handle this

[how2spell-sandwhich]

i’m just here to have a good time, and i’m straight up not having a good time right now

[morganbritton132]

Me: You know how when you were a kid and you’d wish that you’d get sick or injured in a way that would justify why you didn’t live up to your potential?

Everybody, apparently: No?

[ravenkings]

[scribefindegil]

being a writer leads to a genuinely helpful but also very stupid kind of mindfulness where you'll be having a sobbing breakdown or the worst anxiety attack of your life and think "okay, I really need to pay attention to how this feels. so I can incorporate it into my fanfiction."