#anxeitmus

[lifeisntafantasy]

Bathtub

!!Suicide Warning!!

Even tho I already said suicide warning I also wanna warn you it talks about self harm and drowning so like don't read this if it triggers you please.

The ship is anxeitmus (Virgil x Deceit x Remus).

This is much longer than I expected it to be. I’m also kind of proud of it ig? I posted this on Wattpad, but almost forgot to post it her. Actually, I forget to post most things on here tbh.

Deceit smiled to himself as he got in the warm water of his bathtub, and he immediately felt his muscles relax. It was so nice and quiet, and he couldn't hear any of the other sides. He felt so calm that he could probably fall asleep right there.

Which is exactly what he planned to do. He already took about fifteen sleeping pills, he didn't know how many he would need, so he could fall asleep in the tub. He would be asleep as he drowned because instinct would make him pull his head out of the water if he were awake.

Deceit didn't even take off his clothes, which were just a yellow t-shirt and some ripped jeans, before he got in the tub; right after he took the pills he wrote several notes for the other sides, and doing that wasted the little energy he had. He couldn't leave without letting them know what they had done to him. They needed to know how their glares, hateful words, and insults had affected him.

He didn't have the energy to take his clothes off since the pills were already taking affect, and he needed to be in the bathtub before he passed out. He needed this to work. He couldn't deal with eveything and everyone.

Deceit chuckled dryly as he looked at his arms, scars and cuts covering them. Some of the cuts were from earlier that day, so his arms were stinging slightly. He knew the other sides wouldn't look for him until his death affected Thomas; they didn't care about how he was doing. They never noticed how he sometimes didn't eat for three days. They didn't notice he sometimes didn't leave his room for days because he didn't have the energy. They didn't care.

Deceit hoped his death would affect Thomas quickly, if only because it would make the other sides try to come find him. He left the door to his room and bathroom unlocked to make it easier for them to find him.

Deceit knew the other sides would worry about what would happen to Thomas after Deceit died, but he wrote in his notes that another side would eventually appear in his place. Roman would just have to help Thomas more, since acting was kind of like lying.

Deceit smiled tiredly as he felt his consciousness slip away. He'd finally be at peace.

Soon enough Deceit fell into a deep slumber, and his head slipped under the water. His lungs filled with water as he took a breath in his sleep, eventually killing him.

Not even an hour after Deceit's death, Thomas was affected. He was hanging out with Joan in Thomas's apartment when he felt something change. He could tell it was something to do with his sides, so he needed Joan to leave. They didn't know that Thomas's sides were real, and Thomas planned to keep it that way.

"Hey, Joan, can we cut this short?" Thomas said with an apologetic face.

Joan looked at Thomas, their head tilted in confusion, "Why? Is it because I took the last pizza slice?" they asked, chuckling to show they were joking.

"No it's not that. Something changed and now I need to call my sides to see what's up," Thomas said. It took a moment before he realized he didn't come up with a lie like he meant to.

Joan just laughed, thinking Thomas was joking, "You mean the Sanders Sides? That's just you acting for your YouTube channel."

Thomas laughed nervously, trying to tell Joan he was just joking, but he couldn't lie.

"My sides are real. I can actually summon them," Thomas said.

Joan looked at Thomas a bit apprehensively, "You're joking right..?" they asked, confused.

Thomas took a deep breath as he summoned Logan, not being able to lie to Joan and make them leave.

Logan rose up, book in hand, "Hello, Thomas. How may I help you?" the side asked, not looking up from his book.

"What?! Is that Logan?!" Joan shouted in fear, making Logan look up from his book slightly startled.

"Um hello, Joan. Yes, I am Logan, Thomas's logic. Thomas what are they doing here? I thought you weren't going to tell them that we were real?" Logan asked, his voice sounding slightly nervous.

Thomas sighed, his voice shaking slightly, "So apparently I cannot lie right now, and Joan and I were hanging out when I felt a weird shift in my head, so I tried to make Joan leave so that I could summon you guys, but they asked me why and, as I said, I couldn't lie to them because I cannot lie right now so I accidentally told them you guys were real and they didn't believe me and I had to summon you because I can't lie," Thomas took a deep breath since he said that all in one breath and he was slightly panicking.

"It's right Thomas, just breathe. You will be okay," Logan said calmly, although he was slightly worried.

Thomas nodded as he took a couple of deep breaths to calm down.

Joan was looking at Logan.

"So wait.. all of you guys are real? Like Roman, Virgil, Patton, Deceit, and Remus?" they asked Logan.

Logan nodded, "Yes. Although something seems to be wrong with Deceit, seeing as Thomas cannot currently lie."

Joan nodded their head, "That's cool that you guys are real. When we do videos is it really Thomas or do you guys trade places when he says he goes to change?" they asked, slightly more curious now.

"Usually it's Thomas, but he sometimes does ask us to do it for him when he is feeling tired," Logan responds. "But that's not important. What is important is figuring out why Deceit isn't doing his job. Thomas, would you mind trying to summon Deceit?"

"Okay," Thomas says, more calm after breathing a bit. He tried to summon Deceit a couple of times before he gives up, Deceit not arriving.

"Hm. That's odd. Usually a side cannot ignore a summon from you," Logan thinks aloud. Then he turns to Joan. "Joan, we will be visting Thomas's mind and, seeing as you are not him or one of his sides, you cannot come. You may stay here if you would like, or you may leave."

"I'll leave," they say. "It'll probably be awkward for me to just sit here. I'll talk to you later, Thomas."

Thomas nodded to them as they left. Then he turned to talk to Logan, "Should we get the other sides, too?"

"Yes, that might be a good idea."

Thomas nodded determinedly as he summoned the rest of the sides, including Remus.

They all looked at Thomas, then at each other. Virgil looked at Remus and then went to look at Deceit, but he noticed he wasn't there. Remus noticed too, and he clearly wanted to know why his snake like boyfriend wasn't there.

"Hey! Where's Double Dee? Why isn't he here?"

Thomas looked at Remus, "He's not here because I can't summon him. I also apparently can't lie, and Logan and I think that there's something wrong with Deceit."

"What? Something's wrong with Deceit?" Virgil asked, quickly getting worried.

"We don't know for sure, but it certainly is a possibility," Logan responded. "Which is why Thomas summoned you all so we could visit his room to see what is happening."

"Yeah and I'm getting worried, so let's go, okay?" Thomas said quickly.

All the sides nodded and quickly sunk out and into Deceit's room.

As they rose up, they realized Deciet wasn't there, which was very odd. They started searching around the room, not seeing him anywhere. Virgil decided to check the private bathroom. He immediately regrets it.

Virgil stumbled out of the bathroom, tears streaming down his face and his breathing labored. He forced himself to keep going, grabbing Remus and dragging him to the bathroom. There they find their boyfriend, very pale and head under water.

Virgil finds the closest wall to sit down and lean against, quickly slipping into a panic attack. Remus swore loudly, shouting to the other sides to come into the bathroom, before rushing to Virgil to calm him down.

"Hey, hey Virge, look at me. Virge I need you to look at me," Remus said calmly, although he felt like breaking down right then and there.

Virgil looked at Remus with wide eyes, panic and sadness written clearly over his features.

"Hey hey hey. It's going to be okay. I promise. Can I touch you? I promise it'll be okay. Can I touch you?" Remus said softly. The others were already in the bathroom, for some reason staring at Remus and Virgil instead of Deceit's corpse in the tub. They all looked surprised at how softly Remus was speaking to Virgil.

Virgil didn't seem to notice the other sides and Thomas, silently nodding at Remus. Remus grabbed Virgil's hand and placed it on his chest, willing his heart to calm down.

"Just copy my breathing, okay?" Remus said, taking a deep breath.

Virgil nodded, attempting to imitate Remus's breathing. After a couple moments Virgil could copy Remus. After Virgil's panic attack ended, he fully broke down sobbing. Remus pulled Virgil into a tight hug, letting the latter cry into his boyfriend's chest.

"I just- I can't- Why- why would he do this?" Virgil sobbed. "Didn't he care about- about us?"

Remus just rocked gently, letting tears slip from his eyes. After a couple minutes Virgil finally stopped crying, and Remus pulled away.

"I'm going to get up. Would you like help up, too?" Remus said softly. Virgil only nodded, letting Remus pull him up off the ground.

Virgil quickly pulled away from Remus's grasp, searching the bathroom for some sort of sign as to why Deceit's would leave them. After only a couple of moments of searching, he found notes for all of them.

He handed all of the sides their papers. Virgil and Remus got a note assigned to both of them. It explained why he killed himself, the pain he had to deal with, and how much he loved them both. After reading it, both sides were almost sobbing and glaring at the other sides. They had all finished reading their notes, and the only other one who had any tears was Thomas.

Patton seemed guilty, but not sad. Logan seemed impassive, but you could see some confusion in his face. Almost as if he was confused as to how to feel. Roman was the only one showing sadness, but it was barely there. He clearly didn't care, he was just sad he couldn't "save the damsel in distress".

Thomas was the only one who was showing any genuine sadness. He was clearly heartbroken over the loss of his deceitful side. Although his presence made Thomas feel a bit uneasy, he wanted to get to know Deceit, and see what the side was passionate about, what he loved, how he did things. Thomas was truly upset.

Virgil and Remus were enraged. How could none of them care that they killed one of the best sides in Thomas's mind?

Patton looked at Virgil, the latter's face slowly turning red from rage.

"Hey kiddo, why don't you just calm down?" Patton said softly, like he was talking to a scared animal.

"I am not your kiddo!" Virgil shouted, his tempest tongue flaring, making the other sides flinch. "You all killed my boyfriend. I will never ever forgive any of you. And when the new deceit shows up, you better treat him with the highest respect, or I will let Remus out on all of you. You will regret what you did, and that's a promise." Virgil finished and left the room and pulled a seething Remus with him, leaving the other three sides in a terrified and remorseful silence.

As Deceit had said in his letters, a new Deceit appeared within a week. Virgil broke down crying the first time he saw the newly formed side, and the light sides were forced to watch as Remus helped him. Ever since Virgil snapped at them, he'd been avoiding them like the plague.

The light sides greeted the new deceit with open arms, just like Virgil had told them. They didn't need Remus attacking them since Virgil was already affecting by avoiding them and giving them anxiety. He was staying true to his word and making them regret ever treating Deceit badly. The only time Virgil would talk to them was during videos.

The new deceit was happy, and that's all that mattered.

idk how to end this so thats it.

[soakinforsif]

Hey, totally random query that's absolutely not related to anything I might be writing, would anyone be interested in a (short-ish) fic where Logan is trying to get Thomas to read a new book, but can't because all the others are being romantic bastards and because of that all Thomas can think about is romance? (And then maybe the others convince Logan to be a romantic bastard with them and he ends up reading a romance book?) (The ships would be Roman x Patton and Virgil x Deceit x Remus with endgame Virgil x Deceit x Remus x Logan OR Virgil x Roman x Patton with endgame LAMP)

[astronomical-bagel]

We can do that as long as anxceitmus is JAR now

Can we rename deintruality as,,,

Pajamus or Pajamas

You can make some good fluff with a ship name like that 

[wish-i-wasnt-a-coward]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAHHHHH

Oh my gosh!!!! Family cuddle pile just hit 100 notes!!!!!!!!

Thank you all so much for your support, this means SO MUCH TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!

[one-of-the-weebs]

Sander Sides Demigod Au

I may yelled 3 people about this but IT IS NOT ENOUGH.

Roman and Remus fits so well with Apollo and I’m happy that others agree with me. Because Apollo is not only the God of arts, sun and poetry , but He’s also God of medicine , plagues and sicknesses. Imagine Remus being able to make other creatures sick , imagine the power he would have!!!

And Virgil as son of Hecate , the Godness of magic and crossroads ? It fits aestheticly so well! Imagine Virgil casting spells and sawing others ass with his shinny purple glowing powers! 

Now imagine Remus and Roman turning back from a quest from their father , the night is about the settle down and it is the time they are weaker than when they are in the day so they want to stay at a place they would not risk thmselves. Remus immediatly going ‘’Actually I have a friend who lives nearby , He is the son of Hecate , I’m sure we can stay the night with him.’’ and Roman agrees. And when they reach the temple he stays in , Virgil was already waiting for them. Now Roman is smited by his dark beauty that he is not used to see . Sure , he have beautiful brothers and sister and he have close bonds with the children of Aphrodite as well but Virgil?With his dark eye shadow and his masterfully crafted purple robes that show him dark symbols on his arms as he pushes Remus off of himself? He wants to cry and write a long ass poem for him and how beautiful he is. And after he started to talk ? He wants to see Hecate to ask his hand in marriage.But with Remus and Janus the discipline of Athena and a half-snake half-human  who are incredibly overprotective of him as well as Virgil who doesn’t trust others easily after what happened with his last boyfriend? Insert long ass drama here. I may write this story later but I had to get this out of my chest now.

[plaguethewaters]

Pat likes to teeth on whatever he has near. Virgil is not a fan.

Or, anxceitmus cryptid au!! They're great, dumbass parents and I love them so much. Remus shirt reads "my one year old can't read and he is more intimidating than you fuckers" and that's the truest thing I've ever written.

[btw, I tried adding a alternative text for screen readers, so let me know if it worked or if I should add a written out id!]

[sanders-sides-fic]

Cousin’s support

2,868 words

triggers: implied death, cheating, cursing, being kicked out, mentioned toxic relationship, mentioned hate against polyamory (please let me know if I should add anything else)

It started with a tragedy.

Roman and Remus moved back into the cold, abandoned house about a year after it had happened. Not much had changed, but that surely didn’t help. The only reason they even still had the house was because their parents had bought the property and had the house built there, and it’d been payed off right away. Their parents hadn’t been rich, per se, but they had always had the habit of saving wherever they could so they didn’t have any debts to pay. They’d only been in debt once, and that hadn’t even been for more than three years. Roman and Remus had had… interesting parents, if you wanted to say it like that.

Anyways, the house was all theirs, and they didn’t have to pay rent. So, while both water and juice had been caught off without anyone to pay for it, the house was theirs still. The only problem was that there was a lot of renovating to be done. And both Remus and Roman were university students. In other words: Both twins were broke. Absolutely broke. That had been the reason Roman initially had the idea to rent some rooms out to friends, kind of a shared living kinda situation. Their friends had basically lived with them anyways. Patton, not liking the quiet of his often empty apartment, was thrilled at the idea. Logan has said that it was only logical, and since everyone of them would benefit he agreed. 

Remus, however, said that it would only be fair on the condition that it meant he would be allowed to invite some of his friends as well. And Roman agreed, though not without hesitating. Not because he had anything against it as such, but because Remus had a habit of picking rather strange fellows as his friends. But the two that he choose were more than alright with Roman, and he suspected the older twin had taken Roman’s concerns into consideration.

Yes, Remy and Janus were alright. Remy was nice enough, tough a bit chaotic, and he wasn’t home most of the time anyways. How that man worked, slept and payed for all that coffee was beyond any of his room mates, but he was caring when it came down to it and fun to be around in general. And while Janus was a teasing, flirting, dramatic liar with enough flair to pass as a character on a broadway production and a never ending pool of sarcasm… Well, he had strict morals, though it was anyone’s guess what those were, and he made a point to almost force the others to take care of themselves. Even with - hopefully - empty threats, if needed.

And the six of them were surprisingly functioning rather well. They complimented each other, were there for each other, filled in wherever another one fell short, and made sure to pull each other out of harmful habits. Within five months after the house was renovated and they’d moved in for good none of them could imagine living without the others.

Until the 19th of December.

It was cold. Well, cold for Florida. 37 degrees weren’t exactly cold for winter anywhere else, but… Well, it was chilly with the wind blowing mercilessly and it was raining cats and dogs out there. So when someone knocked, at almost nine in the afternoon no less, they were all surprised.

They’d been sitting in the shared space and talked, throwing popcorn at each other as they debated Disney. But the knocking had sounded urgent, even though it had been just three knocks. It was Remy who stood up and went over, opening the door - and he gasped when he saw who it was. The others could see them as Remy still blocked the view, but if Remy had gasped like that it couldn’t be good. A lot of concerned glances were exchanged. 

“Uh, hi… Hi, Remy.”, a voice hesitantly spoke up, almost a mumble. It was a rough voice and it sounded like they had been crying. Even less good.

“V?! What are you doing here? What… You didn’t walk here, did you?”, Remy cried out. Silence, but apparently they had answered one way or the other, because Remy gasped again. “Gurl, it’s raining. Scratch that, it’s pouring out there! You’re gonna die.”

“Gee, thanks. I hadn’t noticed.”, they said and one could basically hear the eye roll. Then there was a sigh. “I just… I didn’t know what else to do and… God, I feel so stupid, but… Can I, like, crash on the couch? If, if your room mates don’t mind? I just… You know, I just don’t know where to go.”

Remy didn’t even miss a beat before he answered: “Gurl, of cause. Come in!” And when he stepped to the side, he revealed a figure in dark clothing. His purple hair dripped from underneath the black and purple patchwork hoody he wore, his purple converse had to be drenched too and the black jeans clung to his legs. He was shivering ever so slightly and even with his head lowed slightly, you could see the way his eyeliner was running. The guy, V, gave Remy a doubtful glance but stepped in anyways.

“Wait here, I’ll go get a towel.”, Remy said to him as he closed the door. The guy nodded, not looking up. Then he turned to the other people in the room. “Would you guys mind making a coffee- no, not that. Tea? Uh, a hot chocolate? Something to warm him up.” Patton, of cause, nodded right away and jumped up.

The guy himself flinched at that, looking at Remy almost panicked. “Oh, no, that’s not… I don’t need-” But Remy was gone already and he cut himself off with a sigh. For a few moments he just stood there, shifting uncomfortably in the silence as Patton rummaged through the kitchen. Then he took a deep breath and looked over, a shaky smile playing with black lips. “Uh, hi? Sorry to just drop in on you. Uh… Janus. Remus. ‘s been a while.”

And Roman hadn’t noticed, but next to him Janus had been frozen and this seemed to snap him out of it. He’d never seen Janus jump up that fast, or reach out to someone with such a concerned look on his face, fingers hovering just above someone else as though he was afraid of them disappearing if he did. “Virgil?”, he whispered breathless. And the guy nodded, avoiding eye contact. “Virgil, what happened? Why are you here? You live on the other side of town and you… Is that blood?”

For a moment Virgil looked confused, but then a light seemed to dawn on him and he touched his left cheek, bringing his finger tips back red. “Oh. Oh! That fucker scratched me.”

“Who did? It wasn’t Jurij, was it?” That was Remy, coming back with a black towel in his hand and a few clothes of his own. Virgil hesitated, but nodded after a few seconds. For some reason, that seemed to make Janus angry. “Your boyfriend hurt you?” Virgil nodded again.

“Well… I mean, I don’t think he was thinking clearly or he wouldn’t have… God, why am I even defending him? He’s just… God! I hate him. I fucking hate him!”

Silence. It was Remus speaking up this time: “What happened?” Virgil glared at the wall for a little bit. Then he took a shuddering breath, fists clenched and tears welling up in his eyes.

“He cheated on me. Didn’t even leave the room to pick up her call. Got angry when I confronted him, said I had no right to be mad about it. So I broke up. And he… lost it. Slapped me, yelled, called me a pretentious slut, pushed me out the door and locked it. The neighbors eventually threatened to call the cops because of the noise, so I…”

“Walked here? In the dark? While it was raining?” Virgil nodded again.

“I would’ve called or taken the bus or something, but I don’t have my phone or money, so…”

“Shit. Shit, Virge, I’m so sorry. Do you want me… I can go over there and make them choke on their own blood, if you want.” Virgil cringed at Remus’ words. “Ah. I see you haven’t changed much.” Remus only flashed a grin that just looked way too proud.

“Well, you go change and dry up. Don’t worry, I got you covered. We’ll figure this out in the morning.”, Remy interrupted, patting Virgil’s shoulder. And Roman’s heart clenched when he saw the hesitant hope building in Virgil’s dark eyes. “You sure? I mean, I just panicked. I can figure out something else if you want me to, probably. I don’t… I don’t wanna be a bother.”

And Remy put both his hands on Virgil’s shoulders, looking deep inside his eyes and went: “No - Do you hear me? - fucking way.” And when Virgil didn’t look convinced yet, Remy placed his hands on his hips in what he called his “bitch, please”-pose. “How many times did you let me crash on your couch when I was drunk and lost? And even if ya didn’t, gurl, you’re family. Now, get your ass into the shower before you get a cold or, so god help me, I will smother the living hell out of you with blankets and cookies. Got it?”

Roman had never seen Remy showing his care fore someone so openly on his face. Not once. And Virgil quirked a smile and mumbled a thanks, before taking the towel and the clothes and vanishing into the bathroom. How he found it on the first try, Roman did not know. It usually took him ages to find the right door in his friends’ places, and Virgil hadn’t even asked for directions.

Janus stayed where he was, trembling in unadulterated rage, perfectly manicured hands clenched into fists tightly enough to color them white. “I’ll kill that asshole. I can’t believe him! Seriously. Pretentious slut? No right to be mad?”

“I share the sentiment, hun, but Virge wouldn’t approve, so no. Still… I knew that bitch was no good.”, Remy forced out, teeth gritted.

“Of cause not!”, Remus exclaimed in a high pitched screech, “You know what he said at the beginning. Every fucking word out of his mouth was either a lie or a red flag. I seriously don’t know why Virgy even liked him. He’s an asshole, and not the good kind either!”

Janus relaxed in what looked like defeat. “Yes, well, sometimes we accept the love we think we deserve.”

“That’s bull. Virge deserves so much more!”

“And you think I don’t know that?!” That was the first time he had ever seen Janus scream. Not raising his voice, literally screaming. “But he doesn’t. Besides, you study psychology, don’t you? So you should know very well what manipulation does to you.”

Silence.

“I think three of us are pretty confused right now. Mind telling us who this is?”, Patton asked from next to Roman, a mug of steaming hot chocolate with cream and sprinkles on top. He’d used his own, the glittery and colorful ones, and the food coloring had started to sip into the cream. It was a sign of how much Patton cared, even though he obviously didn’t know Virgil any better than Roman himself, and he wondered briefly if he’d heard what Virgil had said about his now-ex earlier. But mainly Roman wondered when the hell his friend had come back into the room.

“Yes, naturally.”, Janus said, because of cause it was Janus who managed to calm down enough to at least put on a calm facade first. “This just now was Remy’s cousin, Virgil Black. He used to go to school with Remus and I, and that’s how we became friends with Remy in the first place, frankly. Virgil is also the one Remy talks about when he says he won’t come home for the night because he’s staying at his cousin’s.”

“Virgy used to be closer to us back in high school.”, Remus took over, and such a soft voice was all wrong coming from Remus. “But his ex was a dick, and when we found out that he was a dick he decided to push Virgil away from us. Made us look like the bad guys and guilt tripped him and all that. It usually wasn’t that bad until we found out that…” At this point he shared a look with Remy, who nodded once. So Remus continued: “Well, Virgy is ace and polyamorous. And he hadn’t been out to anyone but his friend for a while, but suddenly the entire school knew. That was on him.”

“And as if that wasn’t bad enough, he called him a whore. Said being polyamorous meant he was easy, which is just… just, no. So we had a little intervention, and… Well, the bitch couldn’t cut me off because I’m his family and he wouldn’t ever leave his family behind, but-”

“-but he got Virgil to stop talking to us. Or any of his friends, as far as I heard.”, Janus sighed. Remy shot him a glare for the interruption, but nodded in confirmation.

“So, let me sum this up.”, Logan asked, eyes squinted and mouth pressed to a hard line. “Virgil is Remy’s cousin, who just get kicked out by his ex-boyfriend, who has double standards and considers it fair to cheat on him, after ending a toxic relationship. Said ex-boyfriend manipulated and isolated him, thus leaving you two unable to help. He has no where to stay and decided to turn to Remy, which lead him to walk to the other side of the city, at…” Logan glanced at the clock “nine p.m., in the rain. He is most probably emotionally scarred from this toxic relationship, and might feel insecure about his romantic orientation. Did I miss anything?”

Three people shook their heads. Roman took the chance to glance at his room mates. Remus looked angry, Remy looked defeated, Janus looked absolutely heart-broken (which was just such a wrong expression on his face), Patton had pressed one hand on his mouth in horror as silent tears feel down his face, and Logan, well, Logan looked absolutely furious.

He himself felt all of those feelings as well.

“I usually showed up unannounced. Otherwise Jurij would schedule something there so I couldn’t come. And whenever I brought up that Virgil might want to leave him… Virgil would never talk about it, but whatever he said made him ignore all my calls and stuff for a week at least.”, Remy sighed, plopping back onto the couch and running his hand through his hair. “I’m just glad it’s over.”

“I agree. Although the end seems to have come in a suboptimal form, from the sounds of it that may prevent him from coming to future harm.”, Logan agreed, his voice still angry but also achingly soft.

It was quiet for a little bit, the shower running the only noise in the entire house. Then Remus looked at Roman, and - dear Shakespeare - he couldn’t stand his twin’s usually bright and mischievous eyes being filled with such a pleading look. “I know we said both of us were allowed to invite two friends each, but…”

Roman knew what he was asking. And even if the way Remus looked at him hadn’t been enough to convey the urgency of this request, Roman wouldn’t have dreamed of saying no. He’d want to help Virgil no matter what. So he gave his brother a soft smile. “We never figured out what to do with the room on the end of the hallway, anyways.”

Remus’ face lit up instantly and Janus and Remy looked just as excited. Patton nodded with so much urgency that it made all of them chuckle lightly. Logan rightened his already perfectly positioned glasses and hummed in agreement. “It does seem to be a good decision. If he’s related to Remy and friends with both Janus and Remus I don’t see a reason to mistrust him. And splitting the power and water bill with one more won’t do any harm either. So, as long as Virgil himself agrees…”

Remy laughed at that. “Oh, don’t worry. He won’t, but I’ll get him to understand it’s not a bother sooner or later.”

And Remy was right.

So, while it had started with a tragedy that had left both Roman and Remus with an empty place in their hearts, Roman was happy with what had come from it. Six room mates he adored and, as he watched Janus straightening out nonexistent wrinkles in his shirt for the tenth time at least, next to Logan nervously scanning through a novel, and as he saw Virgil coming down the stairs, giving the two of them a smile… Well, Roman was happy for them. Even though the rest of the house had had to suffer through some serious obliviousness and flirting disguised as arguments. It had been worth it in the end, though.

Seeing three of his best friends going on their first date was worth all of it.

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[greenninjagal-blog]

You wouldn’t happen to have any Sanders Sides fics in an AU, would you? Fantasy, dystopian, magical. Y’know, the works. :)

Me, myself? All I really write are AUs tbh. So I'll throw down my favorites!

600 Pieces of Eight - A one shot where Virgil’s trading ship is attacked by pirates and instead of killing him, the Captain calls him pretty. (Anxceit)

Piece of Cake - A one shot au where Virgil steals a taste of a cake meant for the Prince and ends up poisoned within an inch of his life. (Anxceitmus)

To Know It By Name - A fantasy au where Logan is a Slime that has lived Its whole life in Its container and Its just now developing a moral conscious. Luckily Virgil is there to help It. (platonic Analogical, platonic Dukexiety)

Deja Vu -  Remus can see the future and it often involves his brother’s death. His does his best to prevent it, even if Roman doesn’t believe his power is real. (Demus, Anxceit, Anxceitmus)

Space and Everything In It-  A series in which Virgil is a human who made it to the other side of the galaxy only to find that humans are a) illegal, b) immune to basically everything and c) everyone’s worst nightmares. But hey, its better than back on Earth. Along with his new alien friends, strange new worlds, and a renewed lover, Virgil is on a mission to find the place where he belongs. (Anxceit! Demus! Anxeitmus! platonic everything!)

But there are so many more fics and au that I have around so if you're interested, here's a link to my General Writing Masterlist which has more Highschool/modern aus with other pairings.

Outside of me! I do have some recs for some fun fantasy aus! only doing a handful though, because I don't actually have a lot of time right now!

Until the Full Moon Rises - Werewolf Virgil has been in an out of foster homes for as long as he can remember really. Unfortunately this new home happens to be the den of a world renown werewolf hunter, Thomas Sanders.

Just a Touch of Necromancy - Virgil is a witch living his best life! Roman, Logan, and Patton are police detectives trying to track down a serial whose running around a small town! Virgil wishes they would stop thinking that just because he could see ghosts, he must be the killer!

virtus migrat in vitium - When the royal guards tie him to the stake and gather firewood at his feet, Virgil wonders which is the bigger crime: the fact that he was a witch, or that he fell in love with the prince.

Lonely Love - Janus is immortal and he's pretty sure thats a curse, since he watched the love of his life die centuries ago. However when he ends up being saved from strange mysterious monsters by a very familiar face... he can't help but allow himself to get close all over again. Also Magic. Vampires. Time Travel.

The Stowaway's Heart - After being imprisoned for stowing away on a boat, Virgil is saved by a group of selkies. Virgil tries to convince himself this is a good thing, but he can't shake a feeling that what he's been running from is going to bring harm to his new family.

Of Lips That I Am Yet to Kiss - Roman has been magically frozen in time, able to hear the world around him move on, but not able to react to anything. Luckily his newest attendant seems to be a vast improvement from the past ones.

Show Me Your Darkness - A series where a handful of gays are running around in medieval fantasy world with their own goals and end up impacting each other.

[sparrow-flies-south]

Fic Masterpost

Hey there, here’s my masterlist for all my Sanders Sides fic! I’m a multishipper, so expect a range of shippy and gen fic. Feel free to send in prompts!

If you want to be added to any of my taglists, just ask!

My AO3 account

Works In Progress

Ten Things - Anxceit, Royality, Intrulogical - Ten Things I Hate About You AU - When Roman Prince learns that Patton Foster isn’t allowed to date until his older brother, Virgil, is, Roman is crushed. Roman’s twin brother Remus, however, comes up with a plan: find someone who is willing to date Virgil. And who better to ask than Janus Verona, who according to rumours is willing to do anything for the right price? 36k, wip, rated T AO3 Link - Chapter One - Chapter Two - Chapter Three - Chapter Four - Chapter Five - Chapter Six - Chapter Seven - Chapter Eight - Chapter Nine - Chapter Ten - Chapter Eleven

I Can’t Deceide (Whether You Should Live Or Die) - Thomceit - Assassins au - Deceit is one of the best assassins in the business. So assassinating Thomas Sanders should not be difficult - except Thomas seems to have the amazing ability to happen to escape from death.And the longer it takes Deceit to kill Thomas, the less sure he is that he even wants to. 6k, wip, rated T AO3 Link - Chapter One - Chapter Two

Multichaptered Fics

Put A Spell On You - Prinxiety, very background Logicality -  Magic University AU - Everyone is acting strangely around Roman. Thank god his best friend (and crush) Virgil seems to be unaffected, because he's going to need all the help he can get to figure out why everyone is confessing their love to him. 7k, complete, rated T AO3 Link - Chapter One - Chapter Two - Chapter Three

Remus’s Guide To Mending Friendships (For Fun And Profit) - Platonic relationships all around, focus on platonic Anxeitmus - When he realises that Deceit misses Virgil, Remus decides that the best way to cheer him up is to persuade Virgil to come back to the dark side. Too bad Virgil hasn't wanted anything to do with them since he left. 15k, complete, rated T AO3 Link - Part One - Part Two - Part Three - Part Four - Part Five - Chapter Six - Part Seven

One Shots

First Impressions -  Platonic dark sides - Set pre-series - Deceit and Anxiety are perfectly happy in their side of Thomas' mind - even if Anxiety does keep waking Deceit up at night whenever he has a nightmare or hears a strange noise.That is, until a stranger shows up in their kitchen in the middle of the night, claiming to be Creativity. 2k, rated T AO3 Link - Tumblr Link

The Good One - Platonic royality - Set pre-series - Two days after King Creativity vanishes, Roman shows up at Patton and Logan’s door. But as time passes, it becomes clear that something is wrong with Roman. And Patton might know what it is. 6k, rated T AO3 Link - Tumblr Link

Soft Rains - Platonic Thomceit - Whump/hurt/comfort - In order to escape from another dark side, Janus hides in the one place they can't follow - Thomas's apartment. He doesn't expect Thomas to actually care about what happened to him. 3k, rated T AO3 Link - Tumblr Link

Ten Of Swords - hurt/no comfort, unsympathetic/villain Roman - After the wedding, Janus goes to the Imagination to check on Roman.Too bad Roman isn’t happy to see him. 1k, rated T AO3 Link - Tumblr Link

The Other Side - Platonic anxceit - remix of the fic First Impressions - Something has pulled at the walls of the Dark Side, and Virgil is missing. Janus is going to get to the bottom of this, and get Virgil back. 3k, rated T AO3 Link

Choose A Side - Whump, downer ending - Thomas meets another side, and is forced to make a terrible decision. 2k, rated T AO3 Link - Tumblr Link

Forget-Me-Not - Platonic Thomxiety - hurt/comfort (with emphasis on the comfort) - Virgil loses his memory. Thomas makes sure he knows just how much things have changed. 1.5k, rated G AO3 Link - Tumblr Link

Drown My Fears (Til You All Just Disappear) - Platonic moceit - hurt/comfort sick fic - When Janus gets sick, he finds that he can only speak in lies. He has ways of dealing with this - namely, be alone whenever he’s ill. He assumes this time will be the same as all the others. Too bad Patton cares about him, now. 3k, rated T AO3 Link - Tumblr Link

The Most Wonderful Time Of The Year - Dukexiety - Human au - Virgil has a bad day. Remus makes things better, in his own way. 2k, rated T AO3 Link - Tumblr Link

Sk8er boi - Virgil and Janus - After the jam commercial comes out, Virgil pays Janus a visit 1k, rated T Tumblr link

[dmitri-writes]

Halloween~Familial Anxeitmus

INFO -requested by a wattpad user -human au -Dadceit -Virgil and Thomas are Dee's sons -ft. a nice old black lady -implied Talyn and Virgil friendship! -implied Roceit friendship!

TRIGGER WARNINGS -

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"Dad look!" Ethan Sanders smiles at his six-year-old son Thomas' Halloween costume. "I'm the hulk!" Thomas puts his arms in a flexing position and Ethan laughs. "You look great! Where's your brother?" Thomas points to their bathroom, "He's still in there." Ethan knocks on the door, "Virgil, are you almost done?" The door opens and twelve-year-old Virgil steps out in a vampire costume, fake blood on his chin. "Yeah. Are you not dressing up dad?" Ethan shakes his head and Virgil frowns, "Sit down, I'm gonna do your make up." Ethan laughs but does as he's told. "Talyn showed me how to do this," Virgil says as he applies the makeup. After a few minutes, Ethan is handed a mirror and he looks into it.

Virgil had used fruit netting and green eye shadow to make fake snake scales on one side of his face. He had a line going out from the side of his mouth and a spot around his eye. Thomas hands him a black and yellow cape Roman had left here yesterday and Virgil hands him a bowler hat. Ethan puts them on and Virgil smiles, "Now we're ready to go out." The three of them grab their plastic pumpkins and leave, locking the door. They stop by their neighbors and get some candy, Virgil not afraid since he knew them. Thomas grins as he holds a small mnm bag. Ethan puts it back in his bucket, "Let's not eat the candy yet, okay?"

As they get further down the street, Virgil becomes more nervous, Holding on to Thomas so they stay close to each other. Ethan watches from the sidewalk. After a couple more houses, Ethan sees Virgil shaking. He grabs his son's hand and smiles, "I'll go up with you okay?" Virgil nods and they walk up to the small white house with Thomas. Deceit knocks and a small dog barks, startling Virgil. Ethan gives his hand a firm squeeze. An old black lady opens the door with a wide smile, "Oh look at you boys! What a cool hulk, and scary vampire!" She reaches into her mixed candy bag and gives both the boys a handful. Ethan thanks her and goes to leave, "Wait, don't you want some too young man?" Ethan smiles and shakes his head, "I'm just here to keep my boys safe."

Thomas takes Ethan's bucket and holds it out to the lady, and she puts in a handful of candy, "Parents deserve some candy too, especially with a costume as cool as that." Virgil smiles, proud of his work, and Ethan takes his bucket back, "Thank you, ma'am." The lady smiles and waves them goodbye. After a few more houses they turn back and go home, buckets filled with candy. Ethan checks all the candy as Thomas and Virgil change into pajamas and they munch down while watching The Nightmare Before Christmas. The kids both sugar crash and fall asleep before the movie ends and Ethan carries them to their rooms, tucking them in and whispering "I love you"'s.

[twofacedbelief]

Would love to see your take on a Corpse Bride Au for Anxeitmus - Anon 👽

I literally already have that omg

lemme find and reblog it

[korsaromantic66]

Okay the tags say this is Anxeitmus which is absolutely great and I love it but I read it the first time as Demus and Prinxiety and Virgil just jumped into the other bed as soon as the blinds opened because Remus‘ bed is farer away from the window

Roman, in the early morning: *opens the blinds of his and Remus’ shared room*

Deceit, from Remus’ bed: Turn off the sun.

Remus, also in his bed: Sunlight! *hisses*

Virgil, also in Remus’ bed: *flipping off the window* FUCK OFF!

[eepybibes]

anxeitmus please

Reblog this with the Sanders Sides ship you want a horrible low quality drawing of and you'll get on in your inbox

(Only until March 22, 2020)

[wish-i-wasnt-a-coward]

I finally updated my master post and figured it would be good to share it :)

Master Post: 

series: 

Everything and nothing: part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, (discontinued)

Lamp and Dukeceit, high-school AU

Breaking the mirror: part 1, part 2

Roceit angst, happy ending (finished)

Don’t be a coward: part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4 (being re-written)

Logince, Dukeceit, and Moxiety, Hogwarts AU 

One-shots:

Burning pile 

solo Virgil angst (no happy ending) 

Lo(s)(v)eing the hero

Prinxiety angst w/ happy ending, Roman needs to be the hero and hurts everyone

I won’t leave you, not again

Anxceit angst, happy ending 

The echoey hallway

Patton angst, Moceit hurt/comfort

Requests:

By my side

Logicality, Minecraft and marriage fluff

Books and anxiety: dating edition 

analogical, Library date fluff, favorite story of mine 

How to stop a tall bitch from being a bitch

intrulogical, pure fluff <3

Family cuddle pile

Romantic Anxceitmus w/ kid!Patton :)

Hair dye (the things I’d do for you)

Analogical hurt/comfort; they’re so stupid, I love them <333

Everything in perfect focus

Roceit angst, takes place after SvSR >:D

I’d run into a burning building for you… you’d run in for a stranger!

Intruloceit superhuman!au <3

Hate and Honesty

A Roceit trans/old timey au, some insecure Roman for our souls

Before and After

Intuloceit and kid!remy fluff, they getting mawied

Intrulogical week 2021:

Day 1: AU (band)

Remus plays in a band and Logan is a simp :)

Day 3: crime

It’s deceive Logan Croft last day working in the prison, its also his boyfriends last day

Day 5: experiments

Sick fic! Experiment gone wrong, Remus suffers and his family worries

[sarcastic-anxious]

I love that ship almost as much as anxeitmus

is there any content at all for anxceitmas (virgil/deceit/thomas)???

tried searching and looking through tags and couldn’t find shit lmao

[xachery-apollo]

This is so angsty. But i freaking love it.💛

Bathtub

!!Suicide Warning!!

Even tho I already said suicide warning I also wanna warn you it talks about self harm and drowning so like don’t read this if it triggers you please.

The ship is anxeitmus (Virgil x Deceit x Remus).

This is much longer than I expected it to be. I’m also kind of proud of it ig? I posted this on Wattpad, but almost forgot to post it her. Actually, I forget to post most things on here tbh.

Deceit smiled to himself as he got in the warm water of his bathtub, and he immediately felt his muscles relax. It was so nice and quiet, and he couldn’t hear any of the other sides. He felt so calm that he could probably fall asleep right there.

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