#another factor was the fact i dont know how to really draw medic yet

[skaluli]

wasnt gonna post this until i was happy with it but that was weeks ago and its either i post it now or medic dies in the files

[dokidoki-tae]

I love angst with a burning passion (but if you don't like it, is perfectly fine, and you can ignore this and keep on with being an amazing person and writer 💕), how do you think the squadra would react to a s/o that is going in their first solo mission but somethings go wrong and they dont get back for sometime? Who is the first one to tear the city down looking for his s/o? They achieve to complete the mission and get back to the base but they are wounded and in need of some medical help.

*takes a deep breath* IM SORRY FOR TAKING SO DAMN LONG TO WRITE THIS. PLEASE FORGIVE ME AND I HOPE YOU LIKE IT.

also i should add that i love angst lol tokyo ghoul gave me an affinity for it lol

Risotto: It was Risotto’s job to assign missions to the squad, and you were no different. Normally, Risotto sends teams of two or more when going on a mission in case there is a need for backup. But sometimes solo missions do occur. Risotto had confidence in your skills; he factored in your skills to approve your solo mission. He could not allow himself to think of the possibility of you losing because it would be like admitting he didn’t have faith in you, and he couldn’t do that as a leader or your lover.

When you don’t come back immediately, everyone begins to worry. They want to bring it up to Risotto but fear his silent anger because even they can sense he’s tense. He needs to wait for you to make an appearance; he can’t allow himself to suddenly lose his professionalism and play favorites. There is a time frame a member has to pass before a search is conducted. Once a week passes, Risotto gathers everyone and orders for a search, and everyone goes to look without hesitation. Risotto loves you, but the others do too as you’re their comrade.

The squad is inconspicuous at the start, but slowly become noticed by other smaller gangs in the area. The squad especially Risotto is brutal when confronted and kill all but one to extract information from them. Risotto is a man to be feared when someone he loves is in danger. When you don’t turn up, they return home to get some rest before they continue searching. Formaggio and Ghiaccio stay behind to keep on searching to ease Risotto’s nerve as he’s reluctant to go home. They need their leader in top shape and with a clear head after all. Once home, they hear something inside their HQ: a voice. Risotto practically tears the door from its hinges, and he sees you limping and holding an injured arm and with a black eye.

“There you are. I was looking around for someone.”

Risotto takes several large steps and towers over you, looking down with intensity. You gulp, thinking he’s mad and is going to lecture you. But all he does is caress and cup your left right cheek and bends down and presses his forehead against yours

Prosciutto: Prosciutto quietly accepted the fact that it would the first mission without him there to guide and support you. Before you left, his touched lingered on your skin a little longer than normal. He felt a tinge of guilt for even doubting slightly and he wanted to trust Risotto’s judgment. It would ease his nerves to be able to be by your side, but Risotto had other plans. He knew about your solo mission before you did because Risotto informed him by correcting Prosciutto’s assumption that he’d have another duo mission.

Your solo mission has him stressed, and he finds himself smoking more than he normally does to calm his nerves. He smirks slightly thinking about how mad you’ll be when you find out. You will come home after all. Sometimes too when he’s run out of cigarettes and there is nothing open, Prosciutto’s nasty habit of biting his nails and grinding his teeth.

When you don’t return when he expects you, he waits all day until sunset before he storms out to look for you. Risotto’s commanding and booming voice calling his name is the only thing that stops him in his tracks. Prosciutto is pissed, but he still needs to respect Risotto as a leader. He orders Prosciutto to wait until more time passes as it has only been a day. Prosciutto bites his lips until it bleeds and reluctantly follows Risotto back inside.

Prosciutto waits for you, without much energy to make himself presentable. His hair is in a ponytail and his suit is wrinkled. He only drank coffee, had a few bites of a pastry bought by Pesci, and smoked several more cigarettes. At night, he stares at the ground, cigarette in between his trembling fingers. Pesci is concerned and confronts him, telling him he’s worried about you too, but Prosciutto needs to look after himself. Prosciutto has no energy to argue. It hasn’t even been a week, but Prosciutto feels like it’s been years.

There’s a sound at the door, and Prosciutto swings the door open to see your surprised face. You have a wound on your forehead and dry blood on your shirt, but you’re alive. Prosciutto holds you gently and leads you in and carefully seats you on the sofa. He goes to get the first aid, using the time to collect himself and to find the right words to say to you. He wants to lecture you for making him worry but he also wants to tell you sweet nothings about how he felt lost without you.

Pesci: He was so proud of you. When you told him that Risotto was sending you on a solo mission, he jumped to his feet, hugged you, picked you up, and spin you around happily. Both of you always had one of the other members acting as a guide, and now Leader had determined you were ready to go out on a mission on your own. He was too proud to think about the dangers you will face, but he had confidence in your skills because he has seen you in action firsthand. Prosciutto slapped him on the back of the head the day he saw you off for being too giddy. Prosciutto wished you good luck as you went off alone for the first time.

However as time passed, you had yet to return. Pesci kept on questioning Prosciutto and the others. “It’s normal for missions to go on longer than expected, right Aniki?” Pesci continued his routine on checking through the blinds to see if you would appear. Prosciutto grunted and nodded; though, it was obvious he had some skepticism about his own response to Pesci. Pesci was anxious and scared that something happened to you. He knew he couldn’t just say he was going to look for you because he would get in trouble. So he decided to sneak off on his own. He searched the city for you, trying not to draw too much attention. He felt like his heart was shattering the more he searched.

Before he knew it, it was sunrise. He couldn’t help but cry as he walked home, thinking about how you could be injured or dead in a ditch somewhere. When he gets home, Prosciutto is waiting, arms crossed and annoyed.

“Aniki, I-” Prosciutto was quick to cut him off.

“Shut up. I knew you left last night. Come with me.”

Prosciutto led him to your room where he saw you, sleeping soundly. You were injured with a sling on your arm and your eye bandaged. Pesci nearly flung at you, but Prosciutto stopped him, telling him to get a hold of himself.

Pesci nodded and knelt down by your side, brushing the hair from your face.

“Have more faith in them next time.”

Pesci could only nod as he only sobs made their way past his lips.

Formaggio: He was on a mission when you were sent on your first solo mission. Melone informed him when he walked through the doors, announcing another successful mission and wanted to have his love in his arms. He was happily surprised, slapping his knee. “It’s about Risotto recognize their skills.” Though he wished he could have been there to see you off and give you a kiss good luck. “When are they supposed to be back?” When he had the time frame, Formaggio made mental note to properly congratulation you the day of your return.

When you didn’t arrive the day expected, Formaggio didn’t think much of it at first. Once, one of his missions lasted three days longer than expected. It didn’t ease his worry completely, but it helped him get through the day. When you still had yet to show up, he grew hostile, questioning your whereabouts. The others had no answers, and Risotto didn’t offer any solace. Too much time had passed for his own liking, and he was gone before anyone could stop him. If they did, there no way in hell they could prevent him from looking for you.

For the next three days, Formaggio terrorized anyone he thought was involved in your disappearance. He indiscriminately went after anyone regardless if they beg him to spare them and adamantly denied knowing who you were. Formaggio used it as an outlet for his anger and disposed of everyone he confronted. He wasn’t pulled back to reality until he felt his phone vibrate. It was your phone.

“Maggio…where are you?” Your voice was hoarse. You sounded like you were in pain. He felt is heart leap when he heard you.

“Where are you, Tesoro?” He tried to keep his voice leveled. He wanted to be with you ASAP.

“I’m back at base. I just got back not too long ago. Prosciutto help patch me up. I fucked up the mission just a little bit, but I took care of it.” Formaggio couldn’t see your face, but you probably had that stupid grin on your face he loved so much.

“I knew you could do it, baby. Rest as much as you can because when I get home, you’re not going to be able to get rid of me.”

Illuso: You were so excited to find out about your solo mission, you skipped out of leader’s office and into the living room and announced you were given your first solo mission, flashing everyone a peace sign accompanied with a wink. Illuso smirked and pulled you onto his lap.

“Did you hear that? Leader finally recognizes my Amore’s strength and potential!” He announces arrogantly as if it’s because of him that you’re finally given a solo mission when it has been Ghiaccio training you.

“WHY ARE YOU ACTING AS IF YOU DID ANYTHING, PIGTAILS!?” Ghiaccio yelled, but Illuso ignored him to smother you with attention, praising you.

Illuso didn’t have time to really think about your mission because Risotto assigned him a mission to spy on some rising gang the very same day as you. He had to leave that night so he couldn’t see you off the following day. He gave you a long passionate kiss before he disappeared into his mirror world.

Some time had passed before he returned, gathering a lot of intel about the rising gang and reported immediately to Risotto. Thoughts of you clouded his thoughts, wanting to ask about your mission. You should be back by now. As Illuso finished doing a follow up with Risotto, he broke the news to Illuso that you had yet to return.

Illuso felt his stomach drop. He tried to play cool and tried to laugh but failed.

“I left before them, Capo. They should be back by now.” Risotto eyes bore into his prompting Illuso to break into a cold sweat. “Risotto…I’m not a fan of jokes…” Illuso gulped.

“We will search for them if they are not back by tomorrow evening,” Risotto stated, resolute.

Illuso didn’t wait, and Risotto didn’t stop him when he made his way back to mirror world to search for you. His stand granted him an amazing ability for searching. He knew he could find you. Several hours passed and there was no luck. He was beginning to lose his confidence and his heart was beating faster in panic.

He made his way back to base to see if one of the others had any idea; it was his way of easing his mind. When he looked through the mirror in the HQ living room, he saw you laying down on the couch with the others surrounding you. Illuso jumped out and pushed Melone and Ghiaccio out of the way.

Your lip was busted and your eye was swollen, but you were alive.

Illuso felt a tear escape; he didn’t care if the others saw, but no one made a sound. You were safe. He took your hand and pressed it against his cheek. He silently prayed that nothing like this happens again.

Melone: He felt like a lead ball was forming in his stomach when you told him. It wasn’t that he didn’t have faith in you, but he was a long-distanced stand user and you weren’t, meaning you would have to deal with whatever happened on the mission head-on. Melone strained a smile for you. You were so happy; he couldn’t dump his own concerns onto you when you knew you could do it. He supported you and saw you off.

His worse fears were coming true, and he was kicking himself now for not going to Risotto and insisting on being your backup. He couldn’t concentrate, and it was noticeable to everyone, especially Ghiaccio who knew him better than anyone. Ghiaccio watched him quietly, unable to judge his friend for his worry. When Melone decided he had enough, he quietly made his way to the front door to go search and was stopped by Ghiaccio.

Melone couldn’t defend himself for long before admitting he needed to make sure you were alive and safe. Ghiaccio waited patiently for Melone to finish before pushing past him. “Let’s go,” Ghiaccio said simply, calming Melone slightly.

Both men searched Naples for you. Ghiaccio was the muscles, capturing several people and interrogating them. Melone used Babyface, showing them a photo of you and sending it to look for you. He couldn’t calm his nerves. He had Babyface and Ghiaccio helping him, but he wanted to be more active but need to keep track of Babyface too. He needed to distract his mind too, and he all he could do now is communicate with Babyface in case it found you. After much time has passed, Ghiaccio called, sounding dejected.

“Melone, they’re not anywhere.” Melone couldn’t respond; his lips trembled. He stared aimlessly into the distance, thinking the worst.

“Let’s go back to HQ to strategize.” He didn’t wait for Ghiaccio to respond before hanging up. Ghiaccio was waiting for him outside, leaning against the wall and having a smoke and taking one last drag.

“Looks like we fucked up by not being patient.” Ghiaccio used his head to point to the door. Melone gave him a quizzical look. “They’re back,” Ghiaccio stated.

Melone rushed through the door to find you getting your side stitched by Sorbet, carefully shutting your open wound.

You wince before giving Melone a small smile.

“I’m back, Amore. I’m sorry for making you worry,” you say apologetically. He falls to his knees and crawls over to you, resting his head on your lap. The others, beside Sorbet, walk off to give you time alone and Sorbet does once he’s done tending to you.

Once alone, you run your hands through his hair, your touching soothing him to the point of bringing him to tears.

Ghiaccio: He as damn proud of you and brags to everyone about it. It’s like now you’re the power couple of the squad, rubbing it in Gelato’s and Sorbet’s face that Risotto sees them as a more capable couple than them. You and Sorbet have to stop Gelato from shooting Ghiaccio. Before the mission, Ghiaccio talks to you one-on-one about the dangers of a solo mission, as he gets them most often. He gives you helpful advice and strategies if something doesn’t go as plan. He has a look of determination and professionalism you rarely see. With his pride in you, you couldn’t help but puff your chest with pride, too.

When you don’t return home, he can’t sit still. He goes to search for you immediately. He hears the others call his name as he storms out but is too far to hear what they are saying to him.

He knows he’s standing out due to his use of White Album, but he doesn’t give two shits. Right now, he needs to find you. He thought about the night he gave you his advice. What if things went wrong because you didn’t follow his advice. Shit, what if you did and that’s why you were missing. He couldn’t bear the thought. Ghiaccio’s escapades ended up on the news in the form of a “Snow Storm in Italy’s Summer.” It had people worried about the climate. Ghiaccio didn’t return to base for some time, preferring to use all his energy to locate you.

During his search, he realized he was being followed and when he captured his stalker, he noticed it was Melone’s Babyface. Ghiaccio relaxed and questioned why it was following him. Babyface informed him that his “parent” was waiting for them at home. Ghiaccio felt his vein throb in his forehead from annoyance. What the hell is this thing talking about, Ghiaccio thought.

“Oh. I mean, ‘pah-art-neer?’”

Ghiaccio eyes widened, using White Album to create a path to HQ, freezing Babyface in the process. Ghiaccio knocked the door off its hinges, prompting Prosciutto to yell at him which Ghiaccio ignored. His eyes landed on your instantly, examining your body. Your leg was wrapped up and propped on a pillow. You had a gash on your face and your right hand was wrapped in a bloody bandaged.

Everything Ghiaccio wanted to yell died in his throat. He was using all his strength to fight back tears. He bit his tongue and inside of his cheek to keep himself calm

“I kinda screwed up, Ghia. But I followed your advice. It saved my ass. Thank you.” You gave him a gentle smile. Silently, he kneeled to get on eye leveled. There were no words needed between you to know what was being communicated. Ghiaccio pressed his face into your chest, feeling and listening to the beautiful sound of your heartbeat.

Sorbet & Gelato: Neither of them had the reaction you were expecting. Sorbet raised a brow and Gelato let out a sound of confusion. Gelato brought you into a tight hug and turned to look at Risotto and began to question him. Asking him why he’s trying to break you all apart. Usually , when it comes to missions, it’s either you, Gelato, and Sorbet or you and Gelato or you and Sorbet or Gelato and Sorbet. Basically, none of you ever went on solo missions. To be honest, even you were taken aback by Risotto’s decision but trusted his judgment as the leader and accepted it immediately. Gelato was throwing a small fit, and Sorbet stared Risotto down, who gladly returned with as much intensity.

You pried Gelato off you and reassured him and Sorbet that you’d be alright and to trust Risotto. Gelato pouted and stop his theatrics, going to ruffle your hair and flashing you a smile.

“You’ll do amazing!” Gelato had as much faith as Risotto did, and Sorbet smiled in agreement.

It was Gelato who lost his cool first. Accusing Risotto of trying to off you. Sorbet has to calm him down, though he’s on edge too.

“Why else would you send them on a mission alone?! HUH!? We always go as three or duos, so why now? You have something against them, is that it?”

The others watch in silence, tense from the situation. Risotto didn’t react, waiting for Gelato to let it all out. After 20 minutes, Gelato is out of breath and breathing heavily.

“You lack faith,” Risotto spoke and walked back to his office. Prosciutto and Sorbet held Gelato back from lunging at him.

“Gelato, calm yourself,” Sorbet rubbed his back. Sorbet had to remain level headed for both of their sake or else Gelato would get reckless and do something stupid.

Gelato thrashed around in bed, unable to sleep peacefully, knowing you’re alone out there. He sat up and questioned whether he should go out and look on his own or get Sorbet to go. When he decided to tell Sorbet, he found that Sorbet was gone. Gelato got dressed immediately and went to look for him and found him smoking outside, strapped and ready to go.

Silently the went into the night. It’s not the first time they’ve gone rogue and done things their way and this was no different than those other times. They’ll get a lecture, maybe have Metallica used on them but it was all worth it to find you.

With no luck, Sorbet suggests they go back and ask Risotto to round the others up to search for you. Gelato was less optimistic and didn’t think Risotto would agree unless he determined it was necessary.

As the walked back, Gelato leaned on Sorbet for comfort. When they drew near, they saw a limping figure near their building. Gelato squinted when the got closer and broke into a run when he saw it was you. Sorbet was right behind them. They called you and they saw the blood drip down your face when you turned to them.

Gelato cupped your face, examining your face and Sorbet held you up, preventing you from carrying your own weight.

“Sorry I’m late,” you apologized.

“Shut up,” Gelato sniffed, leading you into HQ to take care of your wounds.

[floralkittygambler]

Return of The Thing

Sort of. By thing, I mean me. But I love this movie and the meme. Ok, context for this post: - Where I’ve been - Why I left - Whats hip happening -  Where I’ve Been:

Long story short, I’ve had real life matters to deal with. Firstly, my entire household contracted COVID. Well, *almost*. We’ve been through constant testing, quarantine zones, and had the ambulance up numerous times. My parents and 2nd oldest sister were hit the hardest. My 3rd oldest sister was positive and asymptomatic. Now something none of us could predict that I would be completely COVID free despite my compromises. Despite that I was in close contact with them all, including the 2nd oldest who contracted it first and accidentally being coughed on a few times lol. I went through the exact same testing and yet nothing. No symptoms. No presence of COVID. And I took no precaution to isolate from my family as I presumed in our small house we’d all get it, so I was more preoccupied with caring for the sick. Ultimately, I’ve either gotten off scott free this time or there’s a chance I may actually either be highly resistant or even immune. Even then, I WILL be having the vaccine as and when my family are eligible. And we all still follow regulations set.  I’ve also had other real life obligations, much of it either mundane fixing up my living circumstances to more personal matters. Overall, I have been extremely preoccupied.

A mini update, the stray cat Big has been in our porch a lot more in recent times due to the snow as well as being even more affectionate. And Queefster passed away after a good life and a full tummy. Why I Left:

Aside from COVID, business, and my own health declining, I’ll be blunt. I left because of how disgustingly toxic most fandoms are nowadays, but Hazbin is one of the WORST for it. That includes harassment, death threats, mocking MI and triggering an ED. In fact, I’ve even seen others get rape and death threats. So yes, even if YOU are a decent fan, collectively most of you arent doing any favours. Even some critical blogs seem to be overtly catty in ways no one else seems to pick up on under this ‘look how blunt I am’ look and it’s just... You dont have to be a prick to have your say, to be honest and to disagree with the trending. That’s a few on and off of tumblr, and no one I follow anyways. 

In regards to my ‘sensitivities’ - two things: 1) Of course trauma is going to hurt, 2) Im fully aware of kids doing and receiving much of this, which hurts MORE. I have my own lil squids and Im worried of them eventually having to deal with this shit. And no, no one SHOULD have to put up with such rude and poor behaviour. Agree to disagree doesnt live in some people’s realities, but by God harassment and bullying seems ok if YOURE doing it or enticing it. That ISNT ok. Even if it seems like nothing to you it could kill another. I certainly will not take your shit. 

On huskerdust I STAND by my words. It’s fucking creepy and there is sexual harassment and obsession. And there are large triggers. I will not go into detail here because Ive done that dance before and I’ll be refining it again. YOU may like it, however it triggers my very real traumas as well as those in my bloodline. Be respectful and keep that shit away from me. And for goodness sake, parents PLEASE dont raise your children to behave as such online. And no, being anon isnt actually fully anonymous. Also to send hate and threats anon is not only traceable but also cowardice. Grow a pair and find a hobby. I avoid my traumas for the most part. I will not allow you to weaponise or diminish my own or others experiences for your fictional based gratification. Likewise, if it becomes canon, I’ll just make an AU where it is not. Simple. You can hate it but Im not your personal circus so go be toxic elsewhere. IF you like HD and follow me, honestly... Youre probably better to unfollow as I am deeply and passionately against it and stolitz, and valvox, and am very vocal on that. Dont mistake my traumas and discomfort as a personal attack - and dont personally attack me over it either. And before anyone claims homophobia, no. This is nothing to do with sexuality. You arent the victim. If you love these pairings with your soul to the point of a ‘stan’, then youre best off unfollowing because I really am too old for extremists and rabid fans more crazed than the infected in REC. Also I never used to hate angel but now... Fans behaviour is abhorrent and hes so over saturated that I honestly really dislike him now. Doesnt mean you have to hate him too, but just bloody respect that angel isnt loved by all, he can be triggering to some as well as toxically enabling [incl. past addicts], a vile homophobic gay stereotype and just overall a lack of knowledge and respect of sex workers as a whole. When you know a lot of the ins and outs and victims, it’s hard to overlook. I respect your triggering ships by avoiding that mess. Respect others.  The problem with Viv - and I will elaborate in the future - is that your audience is often a reflection of your work and it’s message/presentation. And most of the fandom Ive met are awful. Honestly, though lonesome I find more comfort keeping distant from fandoms because yall often extremely toxic and petty. Perhaps others have had better experiences than I however Im drawing a line in the sand. For MY sake. I’m annoyed with virtually anyone I sense great potential in that becomes wasted. Im angry at Viv because she can do so much better but is blocking HERSELF. This is from a creative and business mindset. When someone has potential that gets wasted - especially creatively - it burns me. Im just passionate on artistic fields. It doesnt mean I hate them. I hate the waste of full potential.

I’ll state things here people disagree with but encouraging harassment, hate or just being an overall cunt just aint on- It’s like people charade as being this fair being but its all bullshit. Self improve and sod off, I do NOT have time to parent you online. 

And obviously there are RL duties I must fulfil. Some in which I will need the publics assistance for if you can spare it. Overall, Im just... Fandoms behaviour generally disgusts me. Disappoints me. We SHOULD be better than this. It’s like listening to bloomin incels rant on fuckin chad or some bullshit pill theory instead of looking to improve themselves too. Honestly... I do mostly acknowledge my own flaws and faults and try to improve each day. It just feels fewer folk see that in themselves and do the same. And that’s coming from an old cunt whos far from fuckin perfect. Also, my fuckin laptop broke so I waited a week for a bloke nearby to fix it. What a fuckin lifesaver, he’s the real mvp!

Also Also, one of you did privately apologise and I appreciate that. I certainly hope we agree to disagree and continue to grow as people on our separate ways. Trust me, I dont forget small acts like this. Even the trauma that caused and the aftermath, please dont think I dont appreciate the apology. However you’re also entitled to know that the forgiveness and healing side may take longer for me due to various factors that occurred - much that few are aware of, including yourself especially. I wish you well and safety.

Hip Happenin Now:

Still busy but slowly visiting. I’ll reply and reblog soon, be patient please. Ive still many things to sort which take priority as well as other things. Im trying to get money n shit for a future and whatnot. Health issues are strong in the blood rn and Im spending extended time with both Big and the other pets to keep up harmony, especially now that Big is accepting slowly that our porch is a welcome shelter for him and he’s free to leave and stay whenever. Trust me, overloaded isnt even the word. Im prepping shit early this year and from now on. Also, my God Ive been dealing with more physical issues as well and had to play doctor. May even need medical interference but holy shit I could never see this coming. Still... It’s... An experience- If you could call it that. Staying more active and healthy. Cat’s nearly clawed my eye out in my sleep (to which I can only presume Billy got too close or hyper) but it’s fortunate placement so Im alright. Most of my body is in pain to the point of absolute normality at this rate. And I plan to make space for a better altar. Future of the Blog: 

Errr, it’s my fuckin space so it’s whatever I want really. Ill still have my Viv rants (ie, pros and cons of her work, HH/HB, other shit like that) however I just really dislike most the fandom at this point as well as the poor management and lack of professionalism and attitudes of staff. It’s just draggin me down and making me ill. I also want to showcase more of MY work (from redesigns to projects to some dumb 2am shit), cosplays, fashion, hobbies, spiritual practises - MY. SHIT. I feel like Ive strayed slightly. But I WILL be honest. And damn well will it upset people. And if it does and I’m genuinely ding something wrong/harmful - guide me patiently. Educate me. If it’s like this HD shit where Im not only allowed my opinions but justified on my traumas or mocking my disabilities or features, then just yeet yourself elsewhere. Also some of my gaming shit too. Getting to know folk who interact with my stuff and just... Create my space. For me. Something hopefully others can enjoy. Something that can function as a bit of an art portfolio as well. Critiques and whatnot.  But I will continually not stand for anyone’s shit or poor handling of serious matters. You will not cause me to doubt and invalidate my experiences like you have to others.  For now, Im tottering but slowly returning. For those who I previously and daily interacted with, I will get back to you. And Im sure you’re patient and understanding of my situation - it’s appreciated. But in terms of any fandom, more so if it’s known to be as hostile, I’d rather keep a healthy boundary between us. That’s for newer folk. Perhaps we may bond further and you’re welcome to try, however I do feel far safer not getting involved into other people’s shit any longer. I will put anon back on but any toxic shit will be reported as well as compiled so at least I have a reference on the actual toxic nature of fandoms. Likewise, Im slowly getting there but god theres a lot of fuckin work. So much that not even my closest friend has heard too much from me until recently. I’ll be returning to the grind for now as I have duties, as well as many demanding felines for my attention. Alongside some physical medical concerns which require additional care, I’ll be popping off now.  Im thankful for those who have checked in on me. I will reply shortly. Take care

[rudydclapper-blog]

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That's just enough to create Code Trove successful, which is fairly quickly news as well as arbitrary provided worlds help make just about every go to genuinely feel not the same as the last. Once you have because of personality invention I rapidly located me personally entering into a lowbie neighborhood for the purpose of tiers 1-3. You ought to be |conscientious despite the fact, criminals can push you approximately and resist does issues the surface so if you’re at the rainbow road at the horizon and then you mistakenly take the road an too much number of you will see an opening on your bee you skipped to push you reduce. In order that they tend to be real estate in Code Trove. This is actually the types of support services all MMOs would need to take for. Nevertheless randomly dialling out for serve when athletes are spread out in just about every individual instruction doesn’t give good results, persons often take a visit anyhow. People who do positioned riches towards the outdoor activity are recognized to do this but under no circumstances in a manner that creates them an unjust benefit on individuals who do not. Dim Gods. Beneath the mayhem is the remarkable cuboid landscapes of Minecraft, some spun into more recent |I looked in on Mojang’s time-defining money generator the initial time in a long while the next working week, knowning that i found myself smacked only because when sombre and outlandish it had been, how fully contra --populist it's despite the fact it is now the avatar of populism. appearing using If Minecraft is displaying us getting a bottomless package of conventional Lego bricks, Code Trove creates a in addition infinite bath tub of minifig feet and caps and rayguns and dragon wings. wands and face masks by hitting areas, I most likely could invest my earnings on making equipments that to construct other equipments or switch hinders with the other colors, I most likely could eventually grow my ‘Cornerstone’ relentless starting point to ensure that it could contain every one of these items, I most likely could hit areas attractive areas attractive areas, and Rather than an excess of in I most likely could media the total amount 2 and simply turn a bloody superior dragon approximately ten a few moments. It genuinely, has, obviously. It is working hard. guided for the Several them likewise have dialog that would be only one modest likewise youngster-on target with my personal taste (only because a number of them are certainly more definitely guided at children than the others) but it is repeatedly advisable for all nutritional requirements. This completely finish “adult” shtick may very well be fairly mindless and immature. It's not the goods of these kinds of actually being cartoons (in addition to that it is less costly and fewer serious to make sure they can be than some exhibits). |Whether or not it owned looked considerable-poly grimdark, it wouldn’t happen to be so properly disregarded such as a “kid’s game”. remarks. visually-communicating, is profoundly hideous only because it is a) a skeptical con of somebody else’s talent design devoid of visible guiding perception and b) wanting to are made up of complete just about every thing with the hope a lot of it draws nippers. I really do not enjoy any Trion tools a result of way they give good results. I talk about Meer’s All round frustration which the vastly multi-participant choose to look at Minecraft could so most importantly miss out on the actual good thing about the upfront while cashing on the way to lowest prevalent denominator by jamming the loot hook towards the frontal lobe and devising option to eternally reel. T’would happen to be in a healthy condition to maintain earned one more operate in a great money generator prior to the monstrously unappreciative factors of 20 or so-primarily century capitalism disbanded this right after superior place completely. close to impossible to Yup, adored this “Slow-action existential crisis” is a excellent details of Notch’s living as a open find. I dunno, with my undertaking assess sprang out to disorder lots of intention facts together with his thoughts. Allow me to restate it, not actually moaning, but a touch more much like the critic was referring Code Trove to Minecraft a tad an excess of. assess, except for when |Definitely not a review, only one Thoughts and opinions accompanied by a Dislike Speech. I enjoy lots of MMOs, Minecraft retains an identical attract me. Also, the hourly timed times which you could produce the currency (in a extremely low tumble level) to have a dragon actually change the tempo coming from a money generator. about it's no cost. What’s inappropriate using this? Oh yeah, and simply poking enjoyable at whomever claimed farmville was fairly P2W, about 80-90Percent Out of the money generator choices may very well be turned into certainly totally free and may even be in due course attained to individuals who spend some riches. He’s declaring which the outdoor activity is cynically and blatantly built to subconsciously attract teens and them taking (or wanting to invest) their parents’ riches. you're mindless? neglecting to try to remember Trion is really a Organisation? also, its many of the mothers and fathers there disorder, for those who have a strong youngster, like we where by, they under no circumstances bitch about ways to get stuff, say things like “mommy, mum i would personally like this” will certainly make my mothers and fathers basically just say “there is perhaps not that you need to want” conclude of conCode Troversy. forwards with the moment for those who have children and find that there is not this kind of variable as “a great youngster, like we where by, they under no circumstances bitch about ways to get stuff”. find Wanna own various colored wings? Just a beauty alter. You can actually max each one category within the working week, very easily. |Oh yeah, and demonstrate children that dumping lots of cash into an item no cost no longer causes it to be no cost, and usually is a fairly mindless view. Talk about things which the followers desire to discover, not your personal perception of what's childish. categorization to soul. primarily-guy prospective and redid the pictures to make sure they can be more blockish. I get it tho, Uber 6 Shadow Area and stuff is most probably waaaay way too hard for you personally. Might be, but basically just could be, when, utilize your mind and do your research before you choice out a despise talk that would be not sensible -.- Bottom line: it is really not that you just dont enjoy Code Trove, you merely can not. you have under no circumstances Also, as you descended to non-open, meaningless hits about Alec’s know-how as a gamer notifies me you do not genuinely have most things favourable to state. Which is used to do but bear in mind much like the Diablo line. It might seem like it isn't for your personal “target audience” regardless of if it's recognized. I'm willing to happily parse content articles in regards to a CS:GO tournament, the large conclude grognard tools, or basketball simulator notes and never have to be considered an natural participant, although not the DOTA-enjoys. |The new problems are pleasing.. conclude from using it. # 1 may very well be, in my view, the “visceral” Shotgun element of the new logo. Thrilled to listen for you’re weaned out of that habit, scared that point hasn't originate as yet in my view for me personally Young children? You just discussed the most beneficial money generator for a lot of mmo mature athletes, hehe. bashing Amazing for it is endless Bring shower area of quests and loot and incentives. |I that might take a look at from it. Is region the collective noun for commentards? > What did Trion do That’s elementary, they used up ArcheAge all the way down for limited duration make money. will certainly simultaneously enjoy Code Trove, on the grounds that I am as a result of personal preference between the two two basically identical tools which one has actually been up to date weekly. Mainly because the designer of Code Trove Toolbox, I have to admit, this game isn't mainly for teens neither could it be taking out the money at the wallets coming from a teens. I am 19 years of age now and I am actively playing because period of january with no need of changing into weary ONCE! So i highly recommend you, before you point out this as money generator a “kids game”, focus on it thoroughly. Christ. disagree using the Due to the fact each of them ways to get voxel and making doesnt necessarily suggest its a minecraft would-be. Nearly every mount Aside from the started out has 90 motions speed. You drag it approximately, plop it reduce, use its facilities, and anticipate that only a few other vagrants handle out of and mooch.Golf club worlds, but bear in mind, make a various undertaking. With a multitude of designs and merely a number of key designs, not merely will procuring |a satisfactory Inside of a a lot less stringent good sense, Code Trove isn't be charged-to-earn by any means. It is an item sign in to day after day, fulfill your superstar bar among thirty minutes, could be establish a modest, after which make prior to the next few moment. From the exact design as Minecraft, athletes can rest reduce the environment into companies and reuse these companies to construct not only for their own personal worlds and contains, but to craft supplies. Passive Retribution - Immediately after having issues prices the next few strike with extra ability. better, and Most significant Faeire Dancing - Summon 3 dancing and snapping shots staves to battle your opponents. Code Trove’s dynamically provided worlds are properly constructible and destructible, offering players a under no circumstances-ending arena of worlds where by they could experience, compose, and take a look at. capability to interpret more details about, craft and work out ventures in procedurally provided worlds which are properly buildable and destructible. To begin with brought out for Personal pc and Mac in 2015, Code Trove has entertained over 5 million athletes on the grounds that generate and forces the boundaries of region-delivered actually very happy with procedurally provided worlds which are properly buildable and destructible. additional a But resist and investigation are just a a natural part of what Code Trove creates. |{In case you are provided with sprinting dungeons, you can actually rest and work out that conservatory one has been longing for. I would recommend having fun with friends despite the fact. You can actually manage a sizeable, endgame dungeon, or tinker together with your homestead. {}If you have under no circumstances accomplished the Shovel Dim night-time line earlier than, we'll lightly rest reduce what things to expect. Along with swapping folks' sexes approximately, Yacht Golf club tools has witnessed fit and slim to get rid of the constraint in need of a person to particular the Shovel Dim night-time amiibo to enjoy co-op. many of the gems you can, even citizens in unseen aspects. It's almost everything you would like within your MMO the best of this from it is which the money generator is delivered in a manner that though it has resist it is made for all people! When I create my assess definitely what Code Trove is basically. the categories coming from a money generator. Arcanium Journey Package is made for athletes which are previously holding approximately and wish to acquire more from that. Even Rift and Defiance designer Trion Worlds can it, with no cost-to-enjoy on line experience RPG Code Trove. Consider Cube Planet, just with programmers that do not disappear for extended expands except if their employers make them aware to. had been able get.