#another art piece for like 3 ppl in the world me included.

[crunchchute]

gec

[s1llydr3amscape]

Here some ye olde Vanessa designs i managed to find sifting through my sketchbooks (pre sb!!!!) There's more but Its really deep in the trenches.

rip their 4head broo they have no brain 😔

I miss doing stylised stuff tbh but ppl bullied me for it so now whenever I do it I go 😭

very old art vs my current art style and oc's below + rambles :

this was right After the freaking posters released and oughhhh 😭😭😭😭 gurlll

top name cut off that Blaine guy are other human ocs I had for years!! They were in a comic with Vanessa and others heheheh I used to do comics 24/7!!! Ft my old fnaf ocs rival to fazbears who was better at keeping the safety aspect off their robots. I wanna ramble abt them too one day after a heavy rehaul. Vanessa actually switched jobs from my oc location to the Pizzaplex in it!!!! Because I hope Vanny and Vanessa were seperate!!!

Vanessa and Vanny were seperate people in my Rabbit City AU but idk if I still want them to be different or the same now. Also one of Glitchtraps workers who managed to break free from his control and he didn't like that and sent every piece of her crimes online on the Internet as this crazed murder. So now she's in a new city under hiding or face criminal charges she didn't commit willingly. She managed to dye her fur and change enough and became a roadie for this band that's not very good. (Ffps rockstars I love yall funky vibe I'm sorry yall died too soon). She wants to help people and protect them she knows there's others under Glitchtrap’s control and wants to put a stop to him. Sadly some off them don't seem like they want any help... She was a beagle dog because when I saw her I was like beagle!!!!

My longest one is my oc story that's bad and outdated which included 3 rap battles (i love rap sue me) and an orange cat with green eyes with wings mc who's name try and guess

Its Winger.... (yeah because he was based off Scootaloo having small wings so young me thought ohhh Winged but like Winger because unlike scootaloo he can fly and is a winner!!! 💀💀💀 he also had beef with nyan cat oc over a girl and could transform into different elements!!! Like nature fire ice and rainbow... the main main main mc tho is a brown green eyed cat who was half robot after an accident... God looking back what was I on (I got into mlp and had unrestricted Internet access)

then we had this off my old sona... I didn't know how to draw fat could you tell... dark times oughhhh I wasn't blind tho then win 💀 alot of my older older art is traditional so you may not see it unless I sift through 17 layers off hell. Wish I backed up more of my 2019-2020 digital art tho but those were the darkest times for me also wait eewwww no eyebrows

ive gotten better and fr be the change you wanna see in this world draw fat bitches!!!! going down the rabbit hole

that one barbie trend I didn't finish look at the hands boy ouggh insane sauce I drew that

I miss drawing like this lowkey but my hand hurty and god ibis crashes every 25 minutes u was gonna gonna feral bro

self love is drawing urself accurately irl after years of drawing a caricatures of yourself (My first human sona ever was a skinny white woman with long neon yellow hair and a purple streak </3)

Gremlin from earlier I learned color theory aswell but only for purple, green and brown oops <333

I figured I could give it an oval nose because I didn't know how to draw my nose at all. Big ass nose death off me real!!! I love :3 face so much and big ass ears!!!! I will make them have big ass ears they are fun!!!!

These are my sonas I have like 4 rn and a million in thr vault (progress is progressing)

old oc his name is Jamie now and he's from a dream I had. Literally an incel too like he's studying magic got so fed up no one in his own world wanted him. Used magic to find his soul mate who existed in another universe. Made a portal to get there and take her back to his world because he wouldn't comply in a non magic world. When he arrived to her world almost died turning white and green. And like still managed to get the girl back to his world (Akuma's a goober who wanted to be isekaid) and yeah. Like huh my guy chill out 😭😭😭😭 no wonder you ain't getting any. He also killed me in the dream and is so dumb for being a prodigy??? Like he made a business selling illegal potions with the company name just vile.... his own initials... like bro how are you not caught. I can't with him. I pray opun his downfall and can't wait to see what other shit he pulls outta his ass. I feel bad for the Akuma she just wanted to escape not knowing this guy a freak.

heres him now!! He's much more dream accurate with the current events so far!!!!! If he appears next time I hope he croaks fr from the magic sickness like bro u a freak freak /neg

But yeah improvement is real!!! my art process is slower now (carpal tunnel) but I love to draw so much it is so fun if my bitchass ibis won't crash that is hehehehe (it crashed a million times trying to first time make a comic digitally I'm 💥💥💥)

[happyheidi]

Happyheidi’s drawing contest! ♡

~ CANCELLED ~

Get your supplies ready! Object: moffe 🐕

As a celebration of 100k followers I want to have a drawing contest! My dream is to have my little moffe 🐕 drawn by you amazing artists of tumblr! You can use whatever medium you like, digital, paint, draw, chalk, etc. whatever you want. You can also use whatever picture as a reference or just go freestyle. - Some references here and here.

How to do it:

When you’re done just submit your art by using the “submit a post” option.

This is a way for you to show your art! I will post every submission with a link to your page.

~ On top of getting their art featured here, the winner will receive Moffe. lol jk. You will get a goodie bag that’ll include, among other things, some awesome cute moomin merch, a handmade bracelet, some precious trinkets that I’ve put a lot of love into, a note and more! And I’ll ship to anywhere in the world <3

The contest is canceled

I’ve decided to do a general giveaway instead and find an artist I like and commission a piece privately. I’ll post the giveaway soon, so stay tuned my lovelies ❤️ you amazing artists deserves to be paid for your work! My thoughts was that it could be like a quid pro quo in a way. That you get your art seen by more ppl and I get to see how you would draw the one I love most in this world. But this can and should happen another way. I felt something was a little “of” with this whole thing from the beginning and I couldn’t put my finger on it, but after a anon asked me to “stop begging for art” i got it. SO a giveaway for everyone - not a contest in any way - will be happening soon 🥰

[smndragon]

GODS AND HOW THEY AFFECT PEOPLE PT 2

PLEASE REBLOG IF YOU ENJOYED IM SO TIRED

Okay, so we established this is a possibility that they associate and gift their talents and eyes to people living. If you haven't seen that post it's on my master list/pinned post.

Gotta thank @i-would-marry-thunderhead though they didn't try they helped me find a missing piece on what I was looking for.

More thanks to @medusa12346 and @tulatodivine for helping me find the click to read more thing, I'm new so😶

It's not random. As planets rule zodiacs, it's know some gods rule them, and it's not just planets as not all mythology and religion is based on planetary stuff. For example, if Ares rules mars and Mars rules Aries. People with Aries in their chart are gifted some of the small things Ares has.

So here are the planets and what they rule along with some things the gods may gift you Greek and Roman style. If you would like other gods please ask I'm not well versed in many others it's been a while since I've researched.

Links (minor searching sorry it's late I also may have to finish readings tommorow though I do have to go somewhere so sorry): Wikipedia gods and planets ruling with this link there is also more religions and gods with planets so if you're interested look into it.

More on the planets and gods in longer versions

What zodiacs the planets rule

Let me clarify Wikipedia is not always trustworthy but my research will be short tonight.

Preferably they will be within the big 3 but there are also minor things to look into I can't remember all of a sudden I REMEMBER

Basically depending on if it's the sun, moon, or ascendant. These emotions could come out at certain times or moments

SUN:

Apollo seems to be talked about with the sun but it also looked like Helios was the main with Apollo helping out at times or more often so they'll both be here ig: like said they rule the sun and the sun rules Leo (guessed it lol ily guys) some gist given to you Leo charted people you may be gifted with the ability to partially know if something is a 'yes or no' you may get deja Vu at times as signs from Apollo. You are also of course gifted with the ability to look good in gold. Other things could be his beauty, tanned skin, gut senses, nice legs, running and etc I can't remember

From Helios you may be gifted with good sight and vision, strong feet I feel idk?, And so far strong connection to growing things (will maybe add more if found)

OKAY this is gonna be a while.

MOON:

Artemis and Selene (of course her) rule over the moon which rules over Cancer. Possible talents and gifts are animal connections, animal eyes watching over you as companions, medical knowledge, natural medicines also, Excellence in athletics Kirk archery and stuff to do with jumping.

Selene gifts you oohhh it's possible you could slide some Helios gifts here to because they're siblings apparently. I see youth, strong arms, strength (not overboard remember), elegant style in clothing, and the moons watch during the night.

To clarify, there also things to think of like planet aspects and fuck the numbers the tilt or some shit uhyy yeah that will tell how strong these abilities may be.

MERCURY: all this got deleted guys ughhh

Hermes rules mercury which is both surprising and not. Mercury rules Gemini and Virgo (who is also associated with Chiron). Possible gifts include running, determination, medium abilities (determined by what I stayed above also on strength), probably funny ass jokes. Fly, you're just gonna be fly af. Hermes was a very important god to me, he also signifies glory, domination, and success full filled to me so yeah. The ability to soother the people around you with either your voice or your touch, clear or nice voice.

VENUS: WHY ARE THERE 3 HERE?!!??!? I wanted to include the goddess Venus but we'll see😭

Aphrodite rules Venus understandably, Venus rules Taurus and Libra I believe. Possible talents and gifts are of course beauty, loved eyes, this so kind weird but musical talent, telepathy (little), birds as helpers (as in messengers to the clouds or many realms), possible skill for design.

I saw a name called cypris but I'm not sure that's true I looked into it just a bit and found someone named Cypress I don't know if they're related but I believe it's possible? Other names are Cyparissus or Kyparissos. They were liked or loved by Apollo. It's not big but what I read was interesting.

There was also a Cytherea, this was probably an alias or second name given or that of Aphrodite, knowing this there was also a place called Cyprus which leads me to believe Cypris was another alias or typo.

MARS:

As talked about before. Most of us know they rules over Mars, mars rules over Aries. Possible gifts could include determination (he may have been a little cowardly which makes sense as an Aries sun with my shyness), strength, talent in art or drawing idk why I just feel that, piano (also applies to Sagittarius ppl honestly), understanding languages also possibly? Crafty with tools and objects, tactic smart in small ways.

JUPITER:

I saw the name Dias which I wasn't sure on, Dias I believe is another alias and modern name for Zeus. Zeus rules Jupiter and Jupiter rules Sagittarius so thats also no surprise. Gifts and talents may be swimming, science, young literature and old, an eye for good things, blessings through touch (more on a topic I'll bring up later not strong here), dancing, hunting, generosity, a promise of children. I feel many people with Zeus or Ares in their chart may have been accused as witches in those centuries. (Random) that'd all I get right now

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SATURN:

It said Cronus, I knew him as chronos (hit chronological order) which may have been wrong. He can go by that cronos, or kronos. He rules Saturn and Saturn rules Capricorn which also is understandable with relations between them. Talents and gifts may include: I feel like y'all may have thought you were telekinetic when you were younger💀, I see ginger hair here also, sticky fingers (stealth), time control (as in good with keeping time on track), perception of lies (the man was fooled right? True but I feel it's still smth small), faithfulness (also crazy uh), a gift of great smell, good taste in food choices, I feel like he raised a bunch of hand holders 💕💕 idk why I just do. That's all here

URANUS:

It says Ouranos which makes me think of Ouran highschool host club for some reason, I really would like a season 2. But it's funny cause I didn't know him and he seems pretty interesting though it seems like a minor role if he's the heavens personified that's some big stuff. He rules Uranus which rules Aquarius, possible talents and gifts could be (BLINDING LIGHTS IS PLAYING THIS IS GOOD UGHH I LOVE THIS SONG) alright back to it. Talents like, singing, clairaudience, intuitiveness, a love for curiosity and knowledge, liked skin and proportions, natural attraction, believable, natural leader when younger though maybe not as grown idk.

NEPTUNE:

Of course ruled by Poseidon. Idk why I still add the planets it's the thing above🤦🏽‍♀️ I just make this harder on myself. Neptune rules Pisces. Gifts and talents could be creativity, building, imagination, pull towards earth, swimming, attraction to people also (in a way that your looks capture people as Pisces is beautifully soft), strong senses of the eyes and ears, technology, either quiet or loud voice.

PLUTO:

The official one for Greeks is Hades, there was a name before called Plouton or Ploútōn another name for Hades. Pluto rules Scorpio, also guessed. Gifts and talents may be excelling in curricular concepts like philosophy, leadership (you guys can lead double lives but you're good rulers ngl kinda manipulative at them tho), you guys could probably background check me through connections with ppl lol, people confide in you often this is good cause I feel you feel loved by this, risk takers (Hades is kinda 'out of the circle' which leads to thoughts that Scorpios like to explore and be chaotic because of this at times they're finally free on earth), down to earth or way up high one way or another no in-between, natural ideas that people can't help but fall for, the ability to be unnoticed when wanted, stealthy, quick under pressure. you guys make this world more enjoyable over all there's not much ik you guys are just amazing to me for some reason.

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that's all there but more to add on are things like blood line theory, if you are a natural descendant of a god (not by literal blood just chosen exactly by them) then there's a chance your abilities will be stronger and you will make a more greater imprint on the world. Not all of these were used for good. They cna be used to any advantage.

I believe asteroids also have something to do with the gods so if you would like to hear something on that please ask!

All in all this post took about 2 hours and 30 mins or close which isn't bad. Sorry if anything was missed and please share your ideas on this I love hearing them!

Coming back to say I'm surprised Hera wasn't here I was looking forward to her

[madara-fate]

Hey Maddy to give us all a break from all thats going on in the world and your usual asks i wanted to send a fun question ask.

1. Whats your favorite anime of all time?

Mine has to be naruto because it was when i started to really get into anime and its nostalgic.

2. What anime was so hyped up to you but you ended up not liking at all?

Mine was One Piece ( dont crucify me lol) i just found the art style meh and its just too goofy for me overall i couldn't take it serious😭 ( almost stopped watching fairytail for this reason until it stepped up and if it didn't make me laugh).

3. What's your favorite canon otp (s)

My favs are sasusaku, ichihime, gajevy.

4. What a pairing you were kinda pissed never happened?

I was seething when they didn't make roy x riza a thing.. I mean that chemistry though..

5. Do u have a pairing you hate?

For some reason i didnt care for Mine falling in love with tatsumi in akame ga kill it felt random.

6. If you could bring one anime back that's ended which would it be?

I kinda wish they did Tokyo Ghoul again and end it different.

7. Whats your number 1 most hated trope in anime and fandoms?

I cant stand in anime when the main character is always some child of prophesy or later finds out is a god or something.. And in the fandom i hate when ppl give a pass for one character (even in a separate anime) but condemns another for the same things.

Im curious to see your answers🙂

1. What's your favorite anime of all time?

Code Geass. I don't think it's as rewatchable as many other of my favourites, but my god for that first time watching... No other anime had made me feel so much, so deeply, and so quickly. "The Zero Requiem", to this day, is still one of the best endings I've ever seen.

2. What anime was so hyped up to you but you ended up not liking at all?

I don't think I've ever had an anime that was really hyped that I didn't like at all, but there was one that certainly didn't live up to the overwhelming amount of hype and praise that it had received, and for me, that anime was Steins;Gate. I mean I liked it, but my goodness it just isn't as good as most people say it is.

3. What's your favorite canon otp (s)

I gave a list of my top 30 ships ranked during this post ^_^

4. What's a pairing you were kinda pissed never happened?

Honestly, I don't think I've ever been angry that a ship never happened. I've been disappointed, but not really angry. Examples include Zuko and Katara (Avatar: TLA), and a whole load of other ships where they weren't explicitly confirmed, Like Roy and Riza, and Armin and Annie (their mutual feelings were canonically confirmed, but they weren't explicitly shown to be in a relationship).

5. Do u have a pairing you hate?

Not really, I have pairings that I'd prefer, not really pairings that I hate.

6. If you could bring one anime back that's ended which would it be?

I can't choose, but my first thought was to redo Naruto with a different studio, one that wouldn't let their personal preferences seep into their work as often as Studio Pierrot did.

7. What's your number 1 most hated trope in anime and fandoms?

This is a tie between damsels in distress, and violent tsundere girls who physically abuse the male protagonist for no justifiable reason, and suffer no consequences or comeuppance, because female on male physical abuse is apparently "funny". It makes my skin crawl.

[yamagucji]

love letters from cupid.

dear lovely anons,

i cherish every bit of interaction we have. im extremely grateful to know that there are people out there who read and enjoy my works. hm, hope you know that i care about each of you. honestly sometimes i just wanna make a post dedicated to each of you but idk!! if you’ll see it or not. hopefully this bit is enough to let you know how much i appreciate every single one of you. thank you.

dear readers,

thank you for reading my works. it’s comforting to know that there are people out there who will check out something that i’ve slapped on together with every bit of my effort. to those of you who have consistently supported my works in silence- you know who you are. im just... keeping my distance because ya’ll are really just minding your own business while i get giddy about seeing you pop up in my notifications again. im hoping to get around and send a ty note to as many special readers n special ppl on this blog. but im a little shy, so i hope you’ll give me some time. seeing you in my notifications from time to time makes me happy; sometimes i do wonder if you’re still here and in good health. i hope you all are right now. thank you.

dear dani,

what a wonderful being you are. never regretting the first time i *shyly* asked if there was anyone that wanted to be friends here. i probably already talk about my love for you and vera so much but who’s gonna stop me? you’re such a cool person. i look up to you (literally). i think it’s amazing to get to know a person who has a lot of passion for history like me. but also- screams about 2d men with me. truthfully, this site is much more bearable having you as a moot. i feel very comfortable talking to you, about anything at all. lomve you, you’re the best.

dear mayya,

kindness personified. im sure you’ve made a plethora of people smile with every rb and comment you’ve given; including me. i think it’s very refreshing to see such genuine comments. you radiate this calm aura that im always seeking for. thank you, for providing me (and many other people) with that. a little embarrassing that you see my uhm, messy sideblog, but... it’s comforting i think. to know that someone is listening. i hope that you understand it goes the other way around too— that i’m here for you.

dear hrituja,

my partner of chaos. when did it start? i can’t remember. all i know is that every little thing you send me on instagram really makes my day. i’ll have bad days and all i need to do is look at the silly stuff you sent me and get a laugh out of it. i think it’s cool that we’ve been able to build this space where we can talk about anything (literally), poke fun of each other, and also ourselves. you’re cool. i genuinely like hearing you go off about ace. if i could meet a moot it’d probably be you unless you’re secretly a fraud and you’re actually just a 80 yr old man looking for a sugar babie. in that case im in.

dear oz,

you overly sweet bean. i genuinely watch you in awe from afar, just by how talented and hardworking you are. your art is amazing, and i always look forward to the design you make for your oc’s outfits. thank you for understanding me, and for being patient with me. i care about you a lot, so if there’s ever anything that’s occupying your mind and you need to let them out, i’m here to listen. ps. i really don’t know any other mutual who listens to *that* comfort stuff like i do so im really thankful to have someone to talk about them with. you can always share your interests with me too, especially with your dearest tendou.

dear tate,

im such in awe of you. just the fact that you devote a lot of your time into writing and setting up the theme for your blog astounds me. not to mention, your art skills as well. i am still very much in love with that bokuto piece you made with the hanging leaves. i hope you know that bokuto loves you just as much as you do to him. i know you’re writing up something special atm, so i’m really looking forward to it. thank you for all the time you’ve spared just to send me an ask. it truly does mean a lot to me. it feels like someone is listening, and i’m very appreciative of having you as my dear mutual. please know that i’m here to support you too, with the best of my abilities.

dear winx club,

[ @wissbby @kageruna @pinkbunnyplushie @astrooliver @lovingtobio @kenmaki @lfjr @lcsbianist ]

im such a clutz, but thank you for dealing with me. i was little nervous to start up such a discord server because im bad at staying in one. though, the warm environment that you all provide makes me feel much more at ease. i think it’s funny popping in to the server and seeing a few people spamming the chat with hugs, headpats and kisses. it’s sweet, too. being in a group discord can get overwhelming for some people, so i appreciate you all for having that patience. another thing- thank you for understanding each other’s boundaries. its hard to be aware all the time especially when you’re interacting with people you don’t know to at a very personal level. im glad that you all helped each other make the space comfy. i look forward to more chaotic and genuine talks with all of you in the future. maybe we’ll still be in touch with each other after a long while? who knows. but im going to cherish every single moment i get with you all.

dear @nishinoya-is-baby @keitsukki11 @sullen-angel24 @smolbludandelions @whootwhoot @cheatingthroughthislife @tadashi-simp @oikaw-ugh @lostsealscreams @sleepykarabou @atsunflower @lfjr @globe-fish @bewwybun @tetsoleil @sleepykarabou @justcafewriter @rin-suna @atsumusc0ck @waitforitillwritemywayout @dorkyhaikyu @yemilnisu @sunseteyes @kenmaki @kenanami,

goodness, i would write you all individual messages if time let me. but, i hope this is alright. i just wanted to thank you all for interacting with some dummy like me because that shit takes real patience </3 y’all are some really cool people and im really glad to have you as a moot. im ngl im pretty sure i’ve stopped by all your inboxes just to forget to actually send an ask :’( or maybe im too shy. one or the other. hopefully i can come around to all your ask boxes soon and fill it with my love because it’s what you all deserve. ya’ll are such amazing and talented people. for the love of god- you have all my love and care in the world. i hope that these past few weeks have been gentle with you, but if not, please let yourself rest from whatever it is that may be putting you down. here’s a gentle reminder that im always here to listen, and i wouldn’t judge you for whatever it is it may be. thank you for being so kind to me, and i hope to return that as well. take care.

@insanitywrites @derpeedoo @killuababie @lespaghetti @ordinary-ace

i haven’t told you this until now but, thank you for giving me company and comfort during a time that i was deeply struggling.

ps. if there’s any grammar or spelling mistakes no u did not see that <3

[ayzrules]

✶ 𝐇𝐗𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒: 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 & 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒, 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 & 𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍   Long story short, I have been thinking about this for wayyyyy too long now and wanted to get some ~thoughts~ & analysis written down! This post is going to be...fairly long, lol. Apologies in advance :D

  Also, if you can’t see the last gif (the one for ‘holy’), click here. Tumblr keeps fucking up the image when i try to upload it :////

  This post is probably going to be about 2/3 yorknew & phantom troupe/kurapika focused, 1/3 chimera ants, maybe with some references to other arcs (including manga-only arcs) mixed in. so, ofc, tons of spoilers ahead! also, i realize that my blog theme is hard to read (and i’m p sure clicking ‘keep reading’ sends you to the og post itself), so i’m linking the post w/ full text copy/pasted in on my art backup side blog (which has a more legible font) here. 

✶ 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇   I’m sure absolutely nobody is surprised with me starting here - there is just. SO. MUCH. DEATH. in hxh. & right from the start, one thing I noticed that togashi really emphasized was the #4 and its connection to death. in japanese, chinese, and im p sure some other asian cultures the number 4 is pronounced like the word for death so it’s associated with death in general, and boy oh boy does the ‘deadly number 4′ thing show up E V E R Y W H E R E. we get to the hunter exam, and hisoka is applicant #44. kurapika is #404. i didn’t notice it at first, but this was so intentional holy shit. togashi is NOT SUBTLE.

  So pika & hisoka are, right off the bat, associated with death. okay. and then there are even more clues to drive the point home: hisoka is member #4 in the phantom troupe, kurapika’s birthday is april 4th (aka 4/4). 100% not a coincidence (!!). with hisoka, it’s pretty obvious why togashi’s throwing all this death 444444 stuff around - dude is a psycho murder pedo clown, literally gets off on killing people (and there’s also the fact that judas sits 4th from the left in the last supper painting, and he’s sort of the judas equivalent for the phantom troupe). with kurapika, though, it’s a bit more subtle and woven deeper into his characterization, which i LOVE. togashi puts the mans in blue & gold & white (traditionally ‘pure’ or ‘heavenly’ colors), makes him so fucking kind & so good-hearted.....when he’s not relentlessly pursuing his revenge, ofc. more on this in the next section, but pika = death. togashi has made that v v v clear.

  Backtracking a bit to hisoka, though, I also just wanted to point out the 4 is death symbolism in the fortunes too (GOD i love the fortunes): in one translation, he’s the false fourth moon, and in the og japanese (i think), he’s the false hare (4th in the lunar zodiac or w/e it’s called. i don’t know the japanese cultural influences here, but in the chinese legend that established the zodiac animals, they race across the heavenly river & the top 12 animals got zodiac slots. the hare finished 4th, so it’s #4 in the cycle). 

  And just as a final note, Tserriednich is the fourth prince of the kakin empire, and also another dude who has a hard-on for murder & other gory shit. again: togashi is not subtle with this, lmfao

✶ 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐘, 𝐔𝐍𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐘   As probably everyone who’s gotten to yorknew knows, togashi is so 0 fucks given when he wants to be. I mean there’s the whole thing where he just. took New York and decided, Yorknew. LMFAO, but also, he made the main antag of that arc be named chrollo lucilfer, sit around in a ruined church, have a reversed cross coat, pale & dark-haired/dark-eyed, generally dressed in dark colors, very terrible murder guy. liiiike......chrollo x devil symbolism game is 1000/10 at this point lmaooo

  And i know absolutely nothing about christianity in general, but pt/kurapika & yorknew arc is just so full of christian imagery/symbolism! one thing that i L O O O O O O V E though is how togashi really blurs the traditional christian-coded good/evil, holy/damned boundaries.

  Back to kurapika: he wears gold and blue, his coloring is very stereotypically ‘angelic’, he’s precious and good and kind. his chains are all about ~judgment~ and ~healing~ - some of the chains are also in literal cross shapes, aren’t they? And the chain dagger in his own heart...the imagery is very startlingly similar to the immaculate heart of mary, where the swords stabbing thru the heart apparently represent seven sorrows. IDK much about this stuff other than the visual similarities; literally had to google ‘daggers through heart christianity?’ to even get the name of that thing LOL. anyway, at first, it seems like togashi establishes him as the ‘angel’, the ‘good’, the ‘holy’ in the angel/devil, good/evil, holy/damned dichotomy between him and chrollo.

  But that’s not the end of the story. his entire storyline is driven by a huuuuuuuge giant desire for vengeance, first of all, and then there’s the scarlet eyes, which canonically are seen as demonic/cursed/what have you (according to one of the movies or smth? where they show pika as a 10 y/o?), and then we also have red eyes in modern culture being associated w pretty much the same thing (vampires, anyone?). the fight scene with uvo has everything in b&w besides the blood on his face & his red eyes & the moon (<<< more fortune foreshadowing & symbolism, i love to see it), and there are tonssss of scenes where he has to suppress his rage. so all of that is obviously not very angelic of him i would say LOL. in fact, what i find super interesting is that the scarlet/red eyes (which are ‘demonic’) is actually the driving factor behind his super powerful nen abilities; this ties in so well with the fortunes & death associations imo! the fortunes call him the ‘death-bringer’ in one translation, or ‘half-angel, half-death’, so that’s one side of pika = red eyes = death, but there’s also the fact that emperor time is literally draining his life force. so pika = death for both himself and others namely the pt, question mark?

  Now for chrollo: togashi’s devil symbolism is EXTREMELY overt with him, but i love the subtler jesus references too. the church thing, obviously, and the st. peters cross which is cuz st peter respected jesus too much & didn’t think he was worthy to die in the same way as him (or something like that, i am the most atheist person in the world & hxh is literally my entire christian education pls) but is also used as an anti-christianity symbol these days. bandit’s secret looks like a bible, lbr, and mans has a cross tattoo.

  Other things beyond visuals - 12 spiders, 12 apostles; hisoka’s betrayal, where member #4 can be thought to correspond to judas sitting 4th from left at last supper. and this miiiiight be a bit of a stretch, but i think the meteor city being the place of origin may also play into the blurred line between angel/devil and holy/damned here; meteors are defined as space rocks that are in earth’s atmosphere, becoming incandescent in the process. meteorites are for the kinds that actually reach the ground. and idk, lucifer was cast out of heaven / sky too right? so i think there might be some subtle fallen angel imagery/symbolism playing into the pt as well

✶ 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 (𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒)   Last section yay! i don’t have as much to say about this, besides when i was making chimera ant arc edits & realized that there might have been some subtle gon/meruem parallels???

  So obviously, everyone knows that line killua says to gon - “you are light” - and then i was just remembering that meruem’s name means.... “light that illuminates all” (!!!!). maybe it’s a coincidence, but knowing togashi, i’m leaning towards nahhhh. there HAS TO be some kinda meaning there (!!).

  Going back to the events of the chimera ant arc....ooh boy. let’s see: gon is optimistic & hopeful even in the face of kite potentially being dead, killua says he’s light, they find kite & dude is fucked up, gon is pissed. gets all angry & ~dark~, especially during the palace invasion when he’s staring pitou down as she fixes up komugi. then the actual fight against pitou: more darkness, more anger, but through it all there’s still light, namely his jajanken being very orange & fiery lookin.....and that final sequence, where he puts all his possible nen he’d ever have into his ~final form~ or wahtever & turns into a male version of true form!bisky but dressed in a crop top & short-shorts (i am SCARRED, btw. s c a r r e d !). there’s just huuuge flashes of light as that’s going on, and it reminded me of supernovas or dying stars when i was thinking about it, where the star is like, collapsing under its own weight? & burning thru its own fuel, until there’s nothing left except a dwarf or black hole or what have you. one final, extremely deadly burst of light & energy before death.

  On the meruem side of things: born into a dark cave, exhibits a traditionally evil/cruel/wicked/whatever personality/traits so that has ppl associating him with darkness. then he gets to know komugi, starts to appreciate other aspects of humanity, seems like he could have actually turned into a decent person who doesn’t want to eat everyone - so that’s a ‘path to light’, maybe? - and then the extermination team yeets themselves into the palace, netero takes him out to bumfuck nowhere, they fight. netero’s fighting is just ALL light, from his giant ass golden 100-type guanyin bodhisattva to the poor man’s rose. again, there’s the sense of finality to it all, in a similar vein to dying stars: netero comes in determined to kill meruem no matter what, and we all know netero doesn’t flake. then we see netero get destroyed after the zero hand, and he triggers the rose, and everything is burning & on fire before the flames are put out and all turns dark again.

  But wait!!! pouf & youpi revive meruem and all he does is play gungi with komugi, even with the poison of the rose. he eventually dies, and the gungi pieces in that final shot of them together (i am BAWLING just thinking about it holy shit) has one that’s all white, one that’s a black ring and white inside. i assume all white is for komugi, who has never done ANYTHING wrong in her LIFE, so i like to think that the 2nd one is for meruem - born “into darkness”, literally & figuratively, but he turns something like ‘good’ by the end. it’s interesting how togashi has sort of gone for a bit of a subversion here: the hero going from light to darkness, and the main antag from darkness to light.

✶ 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍   AahhhhHHHHHhhh so if you read all the way down here through my LONG rambles, tysm! i would LOVE LOVE LOVE to hear what other people think about all this, and i’ve FOR SURE missed tons and tons of stuff - chimera ants is just. SO MUCH. and i don’t know it as well as yorknew eeek.

  I’m not sure if i’m really ~knowledgeable~ in any other areas relating to hxh, so this might be the only one of these that i do, but i definitely think about some of this - esp all the religious symbolism & #4 stuff - a ton! so in the meantime, if it’s of any interest, i’m just going to shamelessly plug my hxh x religious beliefs/superstitions edit series :D lots of love to all!!!

[fuckblizzardbearlover]

Why ppl who think the writers dont know exactly what they are doing with Sylvannas are dead, completely and utterly wrong: a Thread

from the official overview

“ The Broken Machine The machine of death is broken, and players entering the Shadowlands will find the realm of the dead in disarray. In the natural order of things, souls are sorted and sent on to an afterlife realm appropriate to the lives they lived, but now, but over the past few years, all souls who have perished—including the innocents slain at Teldrassil—are being funneled directly into the Maw. The Shadowlands are starving for anima even as the Maw continues to grow from the glut of fresh souls. Sylvanas has been seemingly perpetrating acts to bring about great amounts of death and destruction. In partnership with the Jailer, they have been working toward a common end for some time. “

so, i’m sure this will be one of the first things we learn in Bastion. or whereever.

emphasis mine.

past few years...BFA...Legion....ok thats a pair... So what if it is not exactly a few (3 ). Draenor sylvannas didnt have anything to do, But in MoP she didnt balk at causing death at Siege of Ogrimmar or Theramore and, in the Cataclysm she wiped out 3 cities. Catacylsm is the expasnion after wrath. After she died

From Sylvannas Windrunner: Edge of Night

“What did it matter if another corpse filled his vacant throne? Sylvanas Windrunner had her vengeance. The vision that had driven her and her people for years had finally been realized. And not a single fiber of her desiccated, animate corpse cared where the world went from here.It was over now. A part of her was surprised she was even still around, without his lingering presence always tugging at the back of her mind. She backed away from the throne and slowly turned to survey the cold gray world all around her. Her thoughts returned to that place of bliss, her half-remembered glimpse of what lay beyond. Home. It was time.

.............

She longed for it. A return to peace. The work she had begun in the forests of Silvermoon was finally complete with the death of Arthas. ,,,,,,,,,,,

...........

She could feel no cold, only a dull ache. She would feel nothing soon. She already felt her spirit reaching a place of calm for the first time in almost a decade. Her weight shifted toward the edge of the drop. She closed her eyes.

.......................

"There are so many!" he barked, falling silent as she raised a finger. "We have only two dozen rangers up there," he said, his voice now a whisper. "They cannot survive that!" Sylvanas didn't turn her gaze away from the dark mass of shambling corpses crushing its way closer to the river ford. It was the height of the Third War, and hours away from Silvermoon's fall at the hands of Arthas's army.

"They merely need to delay them as we fortify the Sunwell's defense," she answered, her tone measured.

"They will die!"

"They are arrows in the quiver," Sylvanas said. "They must be spent if we are to win this."

She was brash. Empty? No—a fighter. She had a warrior's heart.................

Before her waited a grotesque, quivering mass of corpses, their armor piecemeal, their bodies broken, the stench unimaginable. Their plaintive, desperate gazes reminded her suddenly of children. They disgusted her. But their need empowered her. "The Lich King falters. Your will is your own. Are you to be outcasts now in your own land? Or do we embrace the cruel cards fate has dealt us and retake our place in this world?"

.........

These poor people: peasants, farmers, priests, warriors, lords and nobles… they hadn't yet come to grips with what had happened to them. But for somebody—anybody—to assure them that they belongedsomewhere was electrifying. 

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Already he'd come to embrace his situation, referring to humans as if they were a separate race; she made a mental note to make use of him.

.........

"The humans will serve their purpose," she answered, her mind already calculating. "They believe they are liberating the city. Let them fight on our behalf and spend themselves for our gain. They are"—she stumbled upon an analogy she'd used before—"arrows in our quiver."

The heaving mass of undead clapped and coughed and hacked gleefully in assent. Sylvanas regarded the whole mob coldly. And so are you, she thought to herself. Arrows I will aim at Arthas's heart.

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No more would she be the vengeful leader of a mongrel race of rotted corpses. Her work was done, and her long-denied reward awaited her

...............

“"Your people will perish!" said the dark-haired Val'kyr.

.Sylvanas thought about her people. They had come far from their decimated origins, the yearning, confused mob of fresh corpses huddled about the ruins of Lordaeron's wrecked capital. The Forsaken were truly a nation now: a fetid, gore-caked, hideous mass of lifeless husks, skilled in combat, devastating with the arcane arts, and unhindered by fetters of morality. They had been honed into the perfect weapon. Her weapon. And they had struck the killing blow for which she had built them. She cared nothing for their fate."Let them perish!" Sylvanas cried. "I am finished with them!"“

........................

She saw only darkness.

And then she felt—truly felt, for the first time in a long while. She recoiled. In agony.

Here she was, her spirit once again feeling whole, only to feel it suffer. To feel once more, only to feel abject pain. Cold. Hopelessness.

Fear.

...................

There were others in the darkness. Things she didn't recognize, because nothing so terrible could exist in the world of the living. Claws tore at her, but she had no mouth with which to scream. Eyes looked at her, but she couldn't look back.

Regret.

She sensed a familiar presence. Recognized it. The taunting voice that had once held her in its grasp. Arthas? Arthas Menethil? Here? His essence rushed to her, desperate, then shrank away in horrified recognition. The boy who would be Lich King. Just a scared little blond child, reaping the aftermath of a lifetime of mistakes. If any part of Sylvanas's soul were not at that moment torn and tormented, she might have even felt—for the first time—the slightest glimmer of pity for him.

Now the others had her. Surrounded her. Gleeful, tormenting, tearing at her consciousness, delighting in her suffering.

Horror.

This was to be her eternity: the endless void, the dark, unknown realm of anguish.

....

"Sylvanas Windrunner, Dark Lady, queen of the Forsaken… you may walk with the living again through the sisterhood of the Val'kyr. As long as they live, so too shall you. Freedom, life… and power over death. This is our pact. Do you accept our gift?"

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This was her only way out. But she didn't want to give her assent out of fear. She waited until she felt something more. A fellowship. A sisterhood. Sisters. Separate, they were all trapped. But together, they were free… and with them, she could postpone her fate.

.............................

"I was once like you, Garrosh," she answered, her voice quiet and steady, loud enough only for the warchief to hear. "Those who served me were tools. Arrows in my quiver.

......................

What he saw was a great black void, an infinite darkness. There was fear in those eyes, but also something else. Something that terrified even the great warchief.

"Garrosh Hellscream. I've walked the realms of the dead. I have seen the infinite dark. Nothing you say. Or do. Could possibly frighten me."

The army of undead that surrounded and protected the Dark Lady was still hers, body and soul. But they were no longer arrows in her quiver, not anymore. They were a bulwark against the infinite. They were to be used wisely, and no fool orc would squander them while she still walked the world of the living.

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Now, look at the description for the Maw

“ This horrific prison houses the most vile and irredeemable souls in existence—ones deemed by the Arbiter to represent a threat to the Shadowlands if left free. Ruled by the enigmatic Jailer who none have ever seen—at least none have seen and lived to tell—the Maw inspires nightmares and legends even among the denizens of the Shadowlands. No one has ever escaped this vile place, and any foolish enough to venture there are never heard from again. “

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So This short story was written before cataclysm launched in 2010. NINE years ago.

So yes “dur Blizz are bad writers that made sylvannas do a 180 and become evil for no reason”

NO. This was the biggest piece of characerization Sylvannas ever got outside of warcraft 3 The Frozen Throne. it establishes that she was a cold person more than willing to treat living people as objects to satisfy the needs of their military and their people. It emphasised MULTIPLE times that i highlighted that she HATED and was disgusted by the forsaken. ANd i emphasised at least twice that She has been using patriotism and their need for someone to care about them as a way to MANIPULATE them. And that was how she was. SHe didnt care about any of them They were just a tool to be used to kill Arthas. and with him gone she was ready to die.

The problem was she was ready to die because she HAD ALREADY DIED. we learn with the SHadowlands that good souls go where they are treated well, and even strong souls are treated well. but Where to evil souls go? either the maw or to the vampire place. She had died and started to enter the good place, Bastion no doubt. as a good protector of the innocent. but Arthas pulled her out and made her a monster

BUT SINCE THEN she became even more of a monster. She let her people embrace hatred. she allowed slavery and torture of prisoners for the sake of destroying life. she thought of nothing but how to USE and ABUSE people in order to get vengence so SHE could get her REWARD.

She became a “most vile and irredeemable soul”. So when she died her soul went to the Maw where it suffered with dark evil souls like Arthas’

and did getting rescued by the valkyre fix her outlook? No . she still saw her people as nothing. but she knew the horrors she’d face if she died, and so she viewed her people as a BULWARK against that.

But whats REALLY interesting is that I think Ion wasnt being completely honest . The lore says that “No one has EVer escaped the Maw of Souls”... however we know that we will do so. And we know that No one has been there. so how can anyone KNOW that no one has escaped. What if they just kept it a secret.

What if the Jailer started to, for whatever reason, decide to take over the afterlife. whether it was personal ambition or seeing the rest as redundant. And he saw this elf soul ESCAPE him. the only one to ever do so. By that Valkyre taking her place. The Valkyre are allegedly created by the souls of hte denezins of bastion, the angel people. So between having a connection to the lich king, guardian of the connection to the Shadowlands, and the fact that they are denezins of the shadowlands.. or were... it makes sense they might have had the power to rescue a soul from the Maw.....with the added help of the soul taking her place.

I emphasised other parts to because i think its important. the Valkyre USED to be denizens of the shadowlands. but supposedly Changed by the lich king. The valkyre emphasised it WASNT just a bond of sisterhood but a bond of hte Valkyre. I think in order to save her from the maw they basically had to enchant sylvannas to magically register as a Valkyre, and thats how they ‘made the switch”. so to speak.

Now remember what happened in Legion? She got a special lantern from Helya, the original Valkyr, who is a master of Death, trapping souls and creating dimensions And who has reason to hate Odyn  who has his own form of afterlife?

So it seems to me that Sylvannas gained the attention of the Jailer when she was the first one to escape. and the fact that she escaped by utilizing Valkyre magic, but she wasnt bound to the ethos of most of the denizens of bastion. I think shortly after her original death she was contacted by him, possibly through the valkyre and they started their pact. 

Ion said that Sylvannas does not have a master, she’s doing things for herself. However that doesnt mean that, just cus the Jailer isnt controlling her doesnt mean he might not be manipulating her.

Jailer starts to usurp the souls. Sylvannas, afraid of going to the maw. begins rampant death,  in order to kill enemies and create a massive army of forsaken to use against any force that would come for her. This rampant death gains the attention of those in the afterlife, including the Jailer who gets more souls do to it. somewhere between Cata and the start of legion he contacts her. When vol’jin is dying he uses his influence to get Vol’jin to name Sylvannas warchief.

She uses her new power to go wherever she wants, which she uses to find Helya, another god of death who has a unique power. Realm magic. using the Lantern, Sylvannas uses the valkyre to send it to the jailer who cuts off the other parts of the afterlife, making it so ALL souls go to the maw. then now that the world threat is over, and she doesnt have to worry about dying herself, she uses her position of power to sew as much death as possible to feed her ally. with the ultimate plan of  them destroying the natural order of life and death.  She gets to be free of him and lets those she deems worthy live free. all others get to be the Jailer’s victims. no more souls wasted on the ‘good’ after lives or regeneration. no more foolish living to ruin a perfect, deathless world.

its all coming together.

[missguomeiyun]

Homecookings [May ed.]

Cheers to the end of another month~

I had my 2nd staycation of the year in mid-May, & it was productive! I got a lot done, for real! I did some watercolour practice~ Below are some works I did during this month; I used my Korea photos as a guide. It was fun!

I also watched some Kdramas; I highly recommend Rugal! If you’re into Kdramas like The K2 or City Hunter, you’ll like Rugal. There’s action, a little bit of sci-fi, crime (gang/organizations vs NIS teams), & excellent cinematography. Born Again is another Kdrama I watched; it’s not done airing yet so I guess I’m still technically ‘watching’ it. Despite low ratings, I am enjoying it! I like the 3 leads A LOT!

As you all know if you’re in Alberta (/Canada), things started to reopen. I’m not sure if it is a wise decision, but I will still keep on practicing social distancing. I mean, that only means I’m going to/from work anyway - again, this whole thing hasn’t impacted me all that much. In fact, when my BFFs & I had another video chat session to catch up/celebrate a birthday, a question discussed was “how has quality of life changed during the pandemic / how it’ll affect short term and/or long term QOL once it’s all over?” Tbh, my QOL has improved! Not significantly, but there has been some positive changes. I actually feel happier to be seeing less ppl (friends included). This reclusive life while keeping in contact via “wifi” has been the best of both worlds for me. I do miss going to Hmart... lol but other than that, I’m pretty self-sufficient at home. I’ve got loads of coffee, adequate amount of snacks, plenty of books to read, not running low of art supplies anytime soon. .. I’ve literally got everything that I need, you know what I mean? I even have things that are on my to-do/to-try lists that I can start if I want to *shrugs* I consider myself one of the lucky ones that aren’t affected, & I’m super grateful for it.

PS: I do need to watch out for the “Quarantine 15″ HAHA but I don’t think that will be an issue for me. Actually, who knows.. . continue reading this post & let me know if you think I’ll gain the Quarantine 15 :P

^ This is my cocktail consisting of cold milk, hot chocolate powder, instant coffee powder, & the cappuccino honey. It’s basically a cold mocha (not iced! Bcos I had no ice in it!). It was refreshing~ Some days in May were hot!

^ My homemade kimchi wrapping (cut up) pork loin. The kimchi I made (the 1st jar that I opened was kinda sour so it paired well with meats or to be eaten on its own; not the most ideal for soups). This was very refreshing! I only lightly seasoned the pork with salt & fresh ground black pepper. Then I peeled longitudinal strands of my napa cabbage kimchi & wrapped small pieces of the pork loin. Excellent appetizer, if I do say so myself :D

^ Hearty soup! I’m slightly surprised I haven’t shared this on here yet (at least I don’t think so). You know the Campbell brand creamy Thai chicken & rice soup? I LOVE LOVE LOVE that soup so much. I’d say it’s in my top 3 of the ones I’ve ever tried. Anyway, on its own, it is too salty for me. So what I do is dilute it with more veggies + water. Using about 1/3 of the can each time, I add anywhere between 1-2 cup of water with it into a pot, then add in whatever veggies I have: green cabbage, napa cabbage, mixed frozen corn/peas, tomato, cauliflower, & broccoli. These are my main choices. The amount I add depends on what else I have for the meal. The natural sweetness from the veggies give it a very good flavour, but the “background” Thai taste is still present.

^ My fancy hot chocolate with a book.. . This is my 3rd Sophie Kinsella book. I didn’t think I would be into her books but surprisingly I am.. . Her female protagonists are all kinda similar lol at least for the ones I’ve read anyway. But umm the fancy hot chocolate! It is a gourmet hot chocolate mix I purchased from the Butterdome Craft Fair back in December. I put it away & then the holidays passed.. . anyway, this was the Noel-blend, so it has a very chai feel to it with nutmeg & cinnamon. I tried a little bit of it before, & got no allergic reaction from it, so I up’ed my amount this time.

^ Random May afternoon snack while on staycation.

^ 2-ingredient baked wings. There are a lot of Asian-inspired sauces for marinating/cooking meats, I find. Like you always hear soy garlic, honey garlic, or ginger sesame, teriyaki, etc.. . you know what I mean? 1st of all, as a Chinese person, do I particular cook with these combos of condiments/sauces? No... lol I think it’s a very Westernized concept... OR the other good one is, “drizzle sesame oil on everything!” Which I also don’t do... Recently, there has been a lot of wings happening in my household, so I’m trying diff things with them. For these baked wings, I marinated the wings in (diluted) hoisin sauce + fish sauce. Hoisin sauce is sweet, while fish sauce is super salty. I think I added about the same amount of each...then added some water. Marinated these 8 wings for 5-6 hrs, then baked them for ~40mins. I didn’t turn them around, so only the skin side is dry-ish, while the bottom is moist + juicy.

PS: I prefer this 2-bone wing piece (rather than the drumlette, aka the mini drumstick that’s attached to this wing piece). How about you?

^ Upgraded rice cake + dumpling soup. I added cheese, furikake flakes, as well as 3 kim-mari’s (deep-fried seaweed rolls).

^ Simple fried rice (just egg + leftover rice, with a tsp of soy sauce)

^ Grilled meat (pork + beef), kimchi, rice, & radish + pollock soup. 1st time using the electric contact grill in 2020! It has been around for so long, but we just don’t use it; so it made its way down to our basement storage...... It now resides in the kitchen but unsure how long it will stay........ Mom thinks it’s in the way, esp for such an infrequently used appliance. Tell me, what else should I use it for so it can stay around for longer?! :P

^ Jjapa-guri wings! THIS WAS SO AMAZING! Okay, have you guys watched Parasite? If not, that’s ok, just familiarize yourself with “jjapa-guri”. Long story short, it is a combo of 2 instant noodle (flavours): blackbean sauce + the Neoguri powder. The name is a compound term of the 2 essential components. For these wings, I used my blackbean sauce (from jar), with the Nongshim (instant noodle) kimchi powder. Can’t see the redness bcos the blackbean sauce is so dark. But anyway, I pan-fried the wings, & then they’re about 50% cooked, I added spoonful of the blackbean sauce & added some kimchi powder in (also some water so there’s a bit of a sauce created). So tasty!!!

^ Basa fillet stir-fry with rice. The stir-fry contains: choy sum stalks, green cabbage, bell peppers, & thin rice cakes. For the sauce, I used abalone sauce + sugar. Abalone sauce is more salty & has a more deeper flavour than oyster sauce, so a little bit goes a long way (at least the brand we have anyway). For my singular serving amount of ingredients like this for a stir-fry, I normally add 1 almost-overflowing tsp of oyster sauce. I added the same amount of abalone sauce & it was too salty for me personally. So I added sugar (not sure how much I added.. . maybe 2 tsps?). I don’t think abalone sauce is very common to the Western population, but it’s an item easily purchase-able at Asian grocery stores! Next time you’re in one, you should buy a small bottle & try it out!

^ “Hotpot leftover special”. Threw some leftover things from hotpot & made it into a soup. Over a bed of instant noodles :P Bcos it is my staycation, so I’m eating 2 instant noodles within 1 week *gasp*

PS: I normally like the plain white surface for my photos. What do you think about this colourful tablecloth? Personally speaking, too colourful, vibrant, summer-y & bright for my liking.

^ Nestle drumstick (the fudge flavour). 1st one in 2020~ Does anyone know how long these can be stored for in the freezer? No expiry or best before date on the box; this was a Costco product & there are 18 drumsticks (9 fudge; 9 caramel). 1 box of 18 probably lasts us like... 7 months HAHA bcos we eat it so infrequently. It’s crazy, I know. Looks amazing in the photo, but the cone part is like getting kinda soft. Esp at the bottom, it’s kind of.. . chewy. Still tastes fine & everything; but the cone is softened. 

This is it for now. Hope you’re staying healthy & safe, wherever you are.

[luvdsc]

Hihi Cat! I've come to deliver some good news! (This is pretty long huhu ToT)

MY ERB HAS BEEN APPROVED AND I CAN PROCEED TO RECRUIT PARTICIPANTS!! Ahh it's been such a blessing to be able to proceed immediately! I've actually hit my target amount of participants in less than a day (IT'S CRAZY) but I'm gonna collect more responses cuz the more the better! (Would you wanna check the questionnaire out? I can PM you the link!! :3)

Also also I PASSED THAT FINALS! The one I took a day after my vaccination (1st dose) ToT GAHH I'm so happy I won't even ask for more, it's enough :3

I've been writing my thesis during this sem break but it's progressing pretty slowly cuz I've been so drained from last semester and the vaccine itself. Huhu but I've written a brief rundown for my proposal so there's a rough idea there, just needa rly assemble it into a clear narrative. And yes I agree! Psychology studies are a beautiful fusion of science & human essence imo, and its fascinating learning more abt ourselves and how we as the human species progress in life ya know? 😌

I got my second dose exactly a week ago and got the same side effects - headache, arm soreness, hunger, fatigue; I felt like a fusion of psyduck & snorlax HAHAHAHA 😂 - it wasn't anything serious so yay I'm fully vaccinated! (in a few weeks time keke I'll be)

HAHAHAHA my vaccination appointments were pretty eventful. The nurses and volunteers were all so warm and friendly! I'm the type of person who feels whatever's being injected into me, it's not the pain that I wanna distract myself from (it wasn't pain tbh) but that sluggish discomfort I get from the needle ejaculation >//< sooo as they showed me the vile and syringe before injecting me, I prepped my Yangyang photocard in my hand. During my second dose, the nurse thought I had some fancy way of taking a video when in actual fact I was just looking at my Yangyang photocard hehe UwU she asked me whether I wanted to see the needle going in (smtg I can't look at tbh) and I was like HELL NAH ToT

And also some recap from the previous ask!

There's no need to apologise for the delayed response okie!! UwU my sem break is ending this week, but I've spent my time completing my academic research trainee tasks (transcribing audio clips), I've also created the content & design for my uni's newsletter, did some thesis writing, and I took a course on financial planning on Coursera to prep myself for the adulting life ToT

And idm sharing my back up / failed topics! I didn't have a lot of cards in my hands, but here are some of em!

1) time perspective and meaning in life 2) anticipatory nostalgia 3) not a topic but a variable! fragility of happiness / happiness aversion

what ideas did you settle on for yr art pieces? If you dm sharing, I'd love to hear abt it! 💖💖💖

Tbh I can't think of a fav ice cream flavor hmm 🤔 i rly didn't think it'd be so hard thinking of a fav ice cream flavor but the first that comes to mind is green tea! I like them milky flavored ice cream😍 though my fav from this ice cream place I go to is thai milk tea, it's so fragrant and milky!! 🥺💖 I just got myself a tub of milk & biscoff gelato keke UwU what's yr fav ice cream flavor? :3

For my course structure:

We have 2 long sems (Jan - Apr, & Aug - Dec, 16 weeks) & a short sem (May - July, 9 weeks)! Our sem breaks are only around a month then it's back to sleepless nights ToT AND YES those weeks were the most stressful weeks ever 🥺😭 I'm glad I'm graduating soon for that reason 😂(though idk what awaits in the working world ToT that is another fear I have :/)

Thank you for being part of this journey and being open to listening to my lil adventures! 🥺🙆🏻‍♀️💖😭 esp w the amount of responses and ppl helping me, I feel a lil more motivated to work and excel in this pregnancy (thesis, I call it pregnancy cuz it's around 9 months too HEHE) Since the pandemic, it's been pretty hard separating studies & hobbies :/ I've learnt it the hard way from my period cramps last sem (mine's the severe type where you can faint ToT), and it was also on my last paper for finals !! Very traumatizing ._. but I'll continue to manage myself better! :3

Huhu Cat since you're working now, I also wanna ask abt yr experience in job seeking! Cuz unemployment is a real deal here esp. w everything that's going on :') I don't have working experience either (only had 1 through internship) and it literally feels like I'm going into the unknown ToT I've been running over some case studies and assessments just to better prep myself for this. Do you have any advice as someone who's already working? UwU

Take care and stay lovely as always!! 💖💖💖

hi, sweetpea !!!! 🌸 omg major congratulations for getting your ERB approved, honey bee !!!!! 🥳🥳🥳 that’s absolutely amazing, and I’m uber proud of you 🥺💗💗 also, it’s wonderful that you hit the required number of participants so quickly !!!!! (And I would love to participate if the questionnaire is still open 🤧)

AND HECK YEAAA CONGRATS ON PASSING THE FINAL TOO 🤩🤩🤩🤩 big congrats to you all around, miss smarty pants 💓💓💓

Oh gosh, I hope you got to rest during your semester break too ): you’re working so hard, please remember to take care of yourself !! 💕 your mental health is more important 🤍 have you finalized your proposal now? And omg yes exactly !!! It’s so interesting to see the thought process behind an action and how it can be manipulated or influenced by various stimulants or there’s also the argument between nature versus nurture too and how that affects psychology and it’s just all so cool to learn about 🤩

Omg you had so many symptoms, I’m so sorry to hear that 😭 I only had a sore arm, but that’s what happens when I get any shot 🤧 I hope you’re feeling better now 💘💘

I’m really glad to hear that the nurses and volunteers were kind and friendly !! it’s always comforting to have nice people as doctors, especially when you’re trusting them to stick a needle in you bshdjdjdkd omg yangyang to the rescue !!!! 💞💞 we’re not allowed to record record any medical appointments, like I think the nurse thought the person in front of me in line was recording when they were getting their vaccine and said they weren’t allowed to do that 😅 and aaaaa I always have to look when they inject me, I don’t like being taken by surprise 🤧

oh my gosh you were so productive over your semester break !!!! :o and oooo you do content & design for your school’s newsletter? Do you do stuff like graphic designing and write articles? 💓 and how was the financial planning course !! Did you learn a lot? Did you like the studies? :’)

aaaaa those topics sound so cool ??? 🤩🤩 I would definitely be down to read about those omg 💛

for my 3D design class, I decided to do lightbulbs and flowers as my overarching theme for my art pieces !! I included a couple pictures below under the cut at the bottom 💓 the first one is a soft sculpture made out of newspaper, and there’s a pencil next to it for size reference, the second one is made of wires that I shaped myself, and the third one is made of foam boards that I cut and assembled myself as well 💕 and I included a picture of my final painting project! it’s a triptych and I believe the size was like 18 x 24 for each one? If you click on the picture, it should be better quality!

omg I love green tea ice cream too !!!!! 🍵🍦 I like going to somi somi for their matcha and milk swirl ice cream with red bean taiyaki 💚 I only had thai milk tea ice cream once, but it was phenomenal 🤩 I wish they sold it near me too !! milk and biscoff :o I’ve never tried that flavor! I’ll have to see if it’s sold around here :’) green tea is my favorite, but I also really like everything but the... from Ben and Jerry’s !! 💛 also alcoholic ice cream.... like there’s this one kind where it was a breakfast esque type with vanilla, corn flakes, and bourbon, and it was delicious 😋

omg what 😭😭 you’re basically going to school year round with no break bahsjdjdjdkd when I was in uni, i had a month off for winter break (usually something like dec 9 - jan 9) and then mid june to mid September off, so around three months of summer vacation? Your school schedule sounds absolutely brutal 💀💀

and omg of course !!! Thank you for letting me be a part of the journey 🥺💗 bdjdjddj pregnancy omg that’s such an interesting way of seeing it :o sending you all my love and support for a successful delivery of your thesis baby 🥰🥰 oh yeah, it’s definitely been a struggle to separate everything, especially when the lines between home and workspace blur with online school or working from home. And oh my god ???? Are you okay ?? Did you go see a doctor or take any medication? I hope you’re feeling better now !! Please take care of yourself 😭

ah, I got my job through my internship, so I’m not sure how helpful I will be 😅 but during the process of interviewing for internships, there were several rounds for each company that range from a group interview, a one on one interview, video interview where they give you random questions that you have to answer on the spot (some of mine were discuss the stock market, give a sales pitch on something you’re interested in, etc), a test, etc. I think it’s different depending on the job you’re going for, but that’s what I had to do in the business field! It’s important to study and prep for all of this!! It’s like taking an verbal exam for one of your classes. And also make sure to study the company’s website and familiarize yourself with what they do/sell.

My one piece of overall advice would be about interviews! Interviews are important in which the person interviewing you is seeing if you’ll be a good fit with the company, not in terms of skill, but personality. They already know you’re qualified and have good skills - that’s how you got the interview. With the interview, they’re essentially trying to see how personable you are and if you will work well with their team. Some people are so intent on proving their skills that they kinda just rattle off all their achievements and whatnot, and it’s like... the interviewer already knows this, it’s all on the resume they reviewed when they decided to give the interview offer. Be friendly, open, maybe make a little small talk at the beginning (“hey, how are you? any weekend plans / how was your weekend?” This is what I did for all my business interviews, and I got an offer back from every one 🤧💗), make appropriate jokes / be a little funny, just show that you’d be a fun person to have in the office whom people will want on their team, but that you will also be dedicated to the job and work hard 💘

And thank you so much, honey bee!!! 💞 I hope you’re doing well and having a good week , and please take care as well 🌷🌷

[eliaselliot-blog]

heLLO beautiful ppl of lockwood it is i lacey and i’m so excited 2 be a part of ur rp world

been working on a navi page which shld help u get a grasp as 2 who ths imbecile truly is n u can find it riiiiight ☞ here

so anyWHO ive noticed ppl doin this intro thing so cue royal trumpets n all tht jazz

♔ TASK 000; CHARACTER INTRO ☞ elias anton elliot

{ matthew daddario | cis male | he/him } wow, gotta love ELIAS ELLIOT. because they’re so RESOLUTE, i trust them, but i’m not so sure, since they can be kind of IMPETUOUS. catch them blasting HYSTERIA by MUSE. i hear they’re a MEMBER of BETA DELTA XI. the 21 year old JUNIOR is studying PRE-MED and i think they go by the BLANK CANVAS**. be sure to get to know them. ( lacey | 20 | est | she/her ) 

**THE BLANK CANVAS — an artist, but lacks muse.

♔ THE BASICS ♔

↠ name: elias anton elliot ↠ age: 21. ↠ birthday: january 6th, 1996. ↠ hometown: manhattan, ny. ↠ height: 6’ 3”. ↠ house: beta delta xi. ↠ likes: ↠ food/drink: craft beer, whiskey and most other alcohol, cold pizza, sushi, seafood, apples, black coffee, red wine, burgers,  dark chocolate, tiramisu. ↠ books: anything khaled hosseini, haruki murakami, the timekeeper by mitch albom. ↠ colors: nude, off-white, dark red, black. ↠ music: arctic monkeys, the neighbourhood, the weeknd, muse, daniel caesar, frank ocean, dvsn, tame impala to start off with. ↠ misc: vintage cars, expensive cars, street art, fine art, art in general, confidence, sex, the exhaust note of a porsche boxster, creativity, all-nighters in libraries, wearing red, black coffee, working out, mma fighting, sarcasm, dressing well, sunday afternoons in his art studio, watching or playing soccer, a good sense of humor, smoking, art museums, spending time alone, long showers, intelligence, and femininity. ↠ dislikes: being restricted, being distracted from his goals, shopping, people who complain, having to repeat himself, loud chewing, talking on the phone, people who try too hard, the idea of commitment, being told what to do, people who speak loudly, country, and valentine’s day. 

♔ A CLOSER LOOK ♔

u cn skip over this entire part i sorta rambled bt i’ll sum it up shortly

childhood  ↠ eli is the poster boy of a family of money and status. his mother is an ex-model and his father is partner of a prestigious law firm. he has a younger sister, whom he loves very much. ↠ his alcoholic father was abusive towards eli during his childhood, constantly reminding him how the family would be nowhere if it wasn’t for him. a physical “punishment” often followed. being a young teenager, he kept his mouth shut during any of these instances and succumbed to his dad’s drunken ways.

elias’ sister  ↠ during one abusive time of many, when elias was 16, his dad made a joke about how his sister would soon be joining high school and talking to boys. he hinted at deciding to give her a “talk” to not get distracted in school the night before, which made elias’ blood boil. from that day on he took mma fighting classes on the down low. this went on for a couple months. ↠ the night before his sister’s first day of high school, elias paid his dad a visit himself, giving him a broken nose and fractured wrist by the end of the altercation. to this day, the two don’t speak of that incident to the other two members of the family as long as elias’ father never lays a finger on his sister. His father thus sparked elias’ lack of trust in people and overprotective nature towards his sister.

major: pre-med  ↠ despite being able to defend himself and his sister now, there was still one thing about his father that irked eli incessantly. How proud he is of carrying the family on his shoulders and providing the money that he does. elias had to take this away from him, too. he had to keep his mother and sister safe and provide them with a just as comfortable — if not more — lifestyle. it was imperative for the 17 year old to one-up his father’s achievements. the only field that could possibly do that (in his opinion, anyway) was medicine. at 17, elias vowed to not stop pushing himself until he became one of the top surgeons in the country. upon earning a scholarship at lockwood, the male rushed beta delta xi, the residential scholarship fraternity of the university.

minor: art  ↠ eli always had a passion for art, ever since elementary school he’d always be sure to take one art class a year to escape from his studies. even after school, he’d go straight to his basement to work on personal pieces until his hands went numb. he believed that there was art in everything. art in joy, art in pain, art in just watching a swan in the lake and trying to recapture its aura. elias could see art in everything. ↠ after joining college however, elias placed art on the back-burner. He knew if he wanted to outdo his father, he couldn’t pursue art. It would have to be medicine. ↠ upon taking up one of the toughest majors at lockwood, elias had less and less time to pursue art nearly as much as he wanted to. despite it being his minor, he finds it difficult to find inspiration in his surroundings anymore. nothing surprises him the way they used to, and he no longer sees the beauty in things how he did when he was fourteen. elias grows doubtful that he will find a muse or spark of inspiration any time soon, but until then, he continues to focus on getting his degree with high honors.

.:*・°☆ innNNNNNnnN SUMMATION !! ☆. 。.:* ↠ ambition is all eli’s ever known, growing up. he’s not the type to distract from what’s important very easily ↠ this includes relationships — he views them as secondary to work and school ↠ eli has a younger sister and he loves her very much. he tends to get overprotective, but only when it comes to her ↠ eli doesn’t want to be easily recognized because of his father (which is rather difficult to do when surrounded by all his money) or have any association with him, which is why he decides to dress modestly compared to others with the same amount of wealth ↠ elias has a brief history of mma fighting, i explain that in detail up ^ there ↠ he LOVES ART (also in detail ^^) and would do more of it if it wasn’t for school and keeping up with the frat ↠ (trigger warning for the next bullet) ↠ he was emotionally/physically abused as a child (^) ↠  eli’s got a scar going down his right shoulder blade because of this. I SMELL A BACKSTORY DRABBLE ↠ yeah typically eli’s another somewhat cultured lemur with trust issues and needs 2 find some1 2 paint like 1 of his french girls STAT 

in case if it wasnt obvious i did NOT proofread so please dnt come after me the time is 11:36pm and i turn illiterate at 11:35 one quick thing i’d like to point out is that i still have exams until tuesday so i probably will post my starter then or on wednesday  but until then i want to get 2 know every single one of u so feel free to message me if u’d like to come up w anything!! thank u for ur time!!! bangs fists on table plots plots plots plOTS PLOTS PLOTS PLOTS PLO

[tellywoodtrash]

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starting the week off with ruvya. ughhhhhhhh. do i even wanna? fine, might as well just suffer through it. hit me. 😣😣😣

oh bhavya you don’t even know how lucky this billu is. trust me, sultan is some amateur league galli ka gunda, compared to the ppl who have tried to kill shivaay. that asshole is going nowhere. he’s fucking immortal. 😒😒😒

one more time this fucker tries to invalidate her feelings by telling her to “relax”, i’m reaching into the screen myself and punching him in the fucking face. THIS IS HER GODDAMN JOB, RUDRA. ALSO, SHE’S MAKING 100% VALID POINTS. FUCK YOU. 😠😠😠

god bulbul, your philosophy is nice and all, but ultimately USELESS. 🙄🙄🙄

I WANT TO KNOW THIS GODDAMN PLAN ALREADY. 😤😤😤

vikram either be FAKE, or PERFECT. 😕😕😕

lol bulbul’s mini fangirl moment for salman. 😂😂😂

bhavya’s reaction to that, lololol. 🤣🤣🤣

oh god rudra, you better not fuck this up. 😒😒😒

“vikram betal ko be-taaal...” hahahahaha 🤣🤣🤣

i like bhavya today. she’s being veryyyyy sensible. 😚😚😚

LMAO VIKRAM STARING AT A SUIT SEEMINGLY PERPLEXED BY THE MECHANICS OF WEARING IT. 😆😆😆

... this is rudra’s big plan? straight up ASKING him???? 😒😒😒

“begaani shaadi mein abdullah kyun deewana ho raha hai?” *snort* 

rudra calling him “tu” is just so hilarious to me. 😅😅😅

pffffffffft, yeah he looks reallllly intimidated, rudra. 🙄🙄🙄

le, pattti pada di isne aur rudra gir bhi gaya. ouffffffff. 🤦🏽🤦🏽🤦🏽

hahahaha, bulbul’s reaction in the bg. 😂😂😂

man... how fucked uppppp areee business families??? 😟😟😟

god... vikram really is perfect(ly fake.) 😊😊😊

lol gauri be like son move aside, let an adult handle thissss. 😆😆😆

god i love gauri so much. she’s so sweet and like... anyone would feel like agreeing to anything she says. like oh, you want me give you all my money? ok! you want me to sacrifice my life for you? ok! ANYTHING YOU WANT, I WILL DO. I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH.😫😫😫

obligatory business phone call with words like “shipment”, “quotation”, “contract”, “shares” etc. thrown around to establish that this person is Very Important Business Doer™. 🙄🙄🙄

lo, anika bhi aa gayi to be like dude, why tf you even here? 😕😕😕

aren’t you being a little presumptuous, anika? like he just literally said he’s doing this to help you out and you’re being one of those “uhhhh, i have a boyfriend 🙅🏽🙅🏽🙅🏽” girls, who bust out that line whenever a guy talks to them. 

literally no reason to tell some third (non-family) person about your fucked up, dysfunctional, weird-kinks-waale relationship. like... really. no one wants to know. 😒😒😒

sometimes i wish i didn’t know. i’d be living a much more peaceful life. 😔😔😔

pooori kahaani paros ke she’s like “woh sab bataane ka matlab nahi...” 😑😑😑

no really, ab isko bhi bataa do ki shivaay najaayaz hai. like, baaki everyone knows anyway. 🙄🙄🙄

“PYAAR AUR INTENSITY” pfffffffft vikram please. let’s call it what it is. immaturity and ego and sheer bullheadedness. they’re both fucking idiots, each more wrong than the other and i swear, i’m so mad at both of them rn. i’ve seen teenage couples more secure and stable than this. 😠😠😠

vikram talking about their uncomfortable eye-fucking in very diplomatic terms. nice guy. should go into PR. 😊😊😊

he’s gonna fuck her over by NOT fucking backing out. calling it now itself. 😗😗😗 

rudra toh matlab, faaaan hi ho gaya hai. 😆😆😆

bhavya and rudra fighting over who is more impressed by vikram, lol. 😂😂😂

CALLLLLLLLLLLLED IT. 🙃🙃🙃

why’s he doing this just in front of these ppl? matlab, reveal kuch early nahi ho gaya? 🤔🤔🤔

he’s hotter to me now that he’s evil. 😈😈😈

“tumhaaaare liye” - who even is he to ragini? boyfriend? cousin? what? 😶😶😶

where the fuck is samar? did she do away with him since he was too soft hearted and rational and made too much goshdarned sense? 😕😕😕

i love how these two ppl who don’t even fucking live here, have a room all to themselves to conspire and smirk evilly in. 😎😎😎

TINY 3 FOOT TALL GAURI WANTING TO FIGHT 7 FOOT TALL VIKRAM IS MY AESTHETIC.  (ง'̀-'́)ง  (ง'̀-'́)ง  (ง'̀-'́)ง

“i almost fell in love with that guy!” snort. 😆😆😆

also, #same, bro. 

as usual, shivaay ruins everything. god. what a ruiner. 😒😒😒 petition to make shivaay the president of the ruiner’s club, taking over from britta perry. 

OMG THE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE BETWEEN VIKRAM AND SHIVAAY LMAOOOOOOOOO. V’S TOWERING LIKE A WHOLE FOOT ABOVE HIM. 

for that matter just look how he’s towering over EVERYONE. he’s like fucking hagrid! 

oh tujhe bohut padi hai anika ke dil ki. khud ka faulty dil sambhaal. hmph. 😑😑😑

not only is nagini wrapping herself all around shivaay, she also has a prettttttttttty sizable rock she’s flashing. 😯😯😯

anika and gauri’s “bitch, don’t even!!!!!!!!!!!!!” faces! 😆😆😆

lmaooooo shivaay’s face when ragini holds his arm; immediately looking at anika like “hey wife? you ok with this? well actually, *i’m* not okay with a paraayi aurat’s hands on me, some help please? 😶😶😶😟😟😟” 

lol wow. he actually freed himself. that’s cold shivaay. that’s cold. 😬😬😬

also probably safeguarding himself from anika's eventual “you’ve moved on with ragini too. you were quite happily arm in arm with her!” argument 😐😐😐

bhavya looking from side to side like she’s watching the saddest, most distressing tennis match in the history of the world. 😔😔😔

YO ASSHOLE SHE’LL GET ENGAGED IN WHATEVER CLOTHES SHE WANTS. FUCK OFF. 😒😒😒

“taiyaar ho jao.” sounded ominous and like it had more than one meaning. 😗😗😗

rudra in full savage form, slaying bhaiyya’s side piece. 😈😈😈

who is very unfazed. #goals 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

i am honestly loving bhavya’s disdain towards ragini. 😊😊😊

“apni murgi samajhdar hoti toh dusre ke ghar mein anda kyun deti?” lol rudra and another one of dadi’s pind-waale kahaavats. 😂😂😂

“saari problem ki jadd, apna hi murga hai!” 

that’s it, that’s the whole show. 🤷🏽🤷🏽🤷🏽

also, lol bulbul, rakhi kya baandh li, typical sister waali opinion of brother’s uselessness. 😆😆😆

BEAT SHIVAAY UP. THAT’S WHAT YOU DO. 😑😑😑

... or put our trust in bulbul, i guess. 😕😕😕

daaaaang, rudra and bhavya look gooood today. 😘😘😘

ouff, this fucker is back in this horrible suit. godddddd, whyyyyy???? 😩😩😩

... you do realise you’re talking out loud. in front of anika’s “fiance”. 😐😐😐

“i’ve gotta be sure mannnn” 

BITCH SIT THE FUCK DOWN. YOU KNOW NOTHING, YOU’RE SURE ABOUT NOTHING, YOU’RE JUST WASTING EVERYONE’S TIME HERE. INCLUDING MINE. ESPECIALLY MINE. 😤😤😤

oh god gauri what is your goddddamned plan??? i’ve been hearing about this for over a fucking week now. lord. 😣😣😣

the gleee on this idiot’s face thinking he’s won. hahaha, fooooooool. 

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA. 🤣🤣🤣😈😈😈

this is the same wedding joda waala skirt. like, it’s a pretty skirt and all, but god why SOOOOOOOOO POOFY? like... there could be the great indian travelling circus and its herd of elephants under it and we wouldn’t know. 🐘🐘🐘🐒🐆🦁🐻🐻🐼🐯🐯

OOOH, HIS RAGE. I AM LOVINGGGGGGGGGGG IT. BURN BILLU BURN. BURNNNNNNNN LIKE FUCK. 🔥🔥🔥🔥

oh god rudraaaaa, please don’t interfere and fuck this all uppppp. 😫😫😫

mild devastation. good. 😊😊😊

pfffft, not at allllll subtle distraction techniques and plan to give these two alone time to angstily eye fuck. 🙄🙄🙄

“tum taiyaaar ho?” 

yeah ready to fucking beat you at this BS game, you amateur bitch. you fucked with the wrong tadibaaz. 😏😏😏

good. she’s walking away without saying anything. very good. 😎😎😎

can’t help but think of this iconic hit by my favt. idiot white boys right now. anika’s definiiiiitely a “cool guy”. and billu’s definitely a fucking messyass explosion (of feelings.) 🌋 🌋 🌋

you better follow up yelling her name with telling her that you quit this game and please can you two just run away and get married in some roadside mandir, and go live in the mountains in peace. 😒😒😒

oh girl, i wouldn’t turn around with such confidence and hope in your eyes. you know he’s gonna let you down. YOU KNOW HE IS. 😑😑😑

yuuuuuuuuuuuhp. 🙄🙄🙄

bro, tell you what, you can take your “best”, and fucking shove it where... *cut off by longgggggg beep, while i continue to yell* 😡😡😡

meanwhile these two and their honeymoon issues in manali. i really dgaf. show me svetlana murdering them. that’s all i care about. 🙄🙄🙄

ohhhhhh boy, jhanvi + the LPG  is never a good combo. 😬😬😬 

that too, without gauri’s supervision!!!!! 

hein? who dis rando? 🤔🤔🤔

.... wow, seedha with the chakku. might be a part of the shivika knifeplay kink club. 😕😕😕

um... he’s speaking to her pretty.... familiarly, like they’re in the same age group, when he looks to be her sons’ age??? 😐😐😐

what was with thaaaaaaat shaaady look jhanvi and narian just gave? 😯😯😯

OH NARAIN’S NONSENSE YOU APPRECIATE, TEJ, BUT NOT YOUR OWN SON’S ART? THOO. LAANAT HAI TUMPE. 😒😒😒😤😤😤

narain has a weird style of talking with some very unnatural pauses. 😕😕😕

jhanvi’s looking superrrr shady, dudeeee. is narain jhanvi’s hot young side piece? is he the boy svetlana? 😧😧😧

... oh ho, jhanvi ka purana aashiq hai. 😶😶😶

ok, narain is giving me total daksh vibes. fuckboi haircut included. 😣😣😣

man, i miss daksh, that hilarious OG psycho. none of these other losers who’ve come after him have ever managed to capture my heart like he did. 💖💖💖

um narain, that’s not even remotely as sexy as you think it is. 😒😒😒

looks like bhavya is straight up abusing her police privilege and has managed to steal some coke or some shit from an evidence locker, and is now drugging someone’s drink. 😐😐😐

what’s in shivaay’s hand? is it her old ring that he put on her? 😯😯😯

[nisitime]

1. What was the last present you gave?

a lego 2. What was the last present you received?

a plushie 3. What animal best represents your personality?

panda 4. What are you most afraid of?

not being happy 5. Who is your favourite villain?

i dont think i have one 6. Who is your favourite family member? (we all have one, admit it)

my brother 7. If you could name your own planet what would it be called?

Boggi 8. Stars or Moon?

stars 9. Do you have/want kids?

want 10. What is your greatest life goal?

having a chill life 11. What is something you can’t live without?

love 12. What is a place you associate with your childhood?

nowhere 13. How was your first kiss/how would you like your first kiss to go?

on a bench next to my house 14. What is some life advice you have acquired?

dont stress it 15. Who in history has influenced you?

no one 16. What is something strange that you think about often?

how many spiders have i eaten? 17. Baths or Showers?

shower always 18. Tea of Coffee?

Coffee 19. Alcohol or soft drink?

yes 20. Writing or typing?

writing 21. What is you most favourite thing in your bedroom?

bed 22. Spontaneous holiday! Where are you going and with who?

japan matsuri and idk 23. Introverted or Extraverted?

Introverted 24. Describe yourself in two words.

tired potato 25. A song that always puts you in a good mood.

nhé 26. What makes you feel?

27. What was your favourite concert?

dont really go to concerts 28. Any plans for a tattoo?

no 29. What was the first book you ever read?

something for school prolly 30. What was the first movie you saw in cinemas?

101 dalmatians i think? 31. What do you think of when you hear ‘portrait’?

drawing 32. Tell me about your partner/ideal partner?

caring 33. Tell me about your siblings, if you have any?

my brother is like my guardian angel and i love him 34. What is a topic you would like to talk about more?

hunger games and smite 35. What are you a big advocate for?

respect and love 36. If you’re comfortable to answer, what is the sickest you have ever been?

i still have suicide thougths 37. When were you the most scared in your life?

when the love of my life tried to kill himself in front of me 38. Ever had a paranormal experience?

no 39. Biggest celebrity crush at the moment?

Kevin from Call me Kevin 40. What is something happening in your life right now?

being ‘’stuck’’ at home is amazing 41. What is your favourite mythological creature?

faun 42. Marvel or DC?

dc 43. What object would be on your family’s banner?

idk 44. Favourite flower?

lilly of the valley 45. One characteristic you like in a partner?

cuddly 46. What planet/star would you travel to if it were possible?

none 47. What is your favourite meal… ever?

lasanha do senhor eduardo 48. First time…. doing anything. Describe your first time doing something?

first time kissing was so damn weird 49. Who is your favourite superhero?

Dick Grayson as Nightwing 50. What is your favourite poem? Recite it?

dont have one 51. What is an exercise you despise doing.

running 52. Secret talent?

pretending im fine 53. Current song on replay replay replay?

honest from tessa violet 54. Recommend me anything. Seriously… anything.

light up a cactie scented candle 55. If you weren’t in your current occupation what would you be doing?

playing the flute 56. What is the first thing you notice about the person you fancy?

the good mood 57. If you had one wish that would definitely come true, what would it be?

that me and the ppl related to me (chosen by me) would be able to live a life without any kind of problems 58. If you could time travel, when and where would you visit?

i wouldnt 59. What is your lucky number?

i dont have one 60. If you adopt a pet what would it be and what would you name it?

i already have pets 61. Do you believe in fate/everything happens for a reason?

no and yes 62. What is your favourite thing about your personality?

caring 63. What is your favourite thing about your appearance?

hips 64. What is your favourite clothing store?

C&A 65. What is your favourite online store?

ali express 66. Use one word to describe your most favourite person?

bear 67. How do you usually have your hair?

messy 68. What was your favourite subject in high school?

music 69. What makes you feel empowered?

being a priority 70. What motivates you to do something?

time 71. What advice would you give someone who is going through a rough time?

its only the end if you want it to be 72. Ideal date?

something simple 73. What is the best date night movie?

anything 74. What is something you are currently looking forward to?

being better 75. Tell me a funny joke?

76. Do you like musicals? If so, what’s your favourite?

i do, rn the hamilton 77. What is your favourite song currently?

boys like u by dodie clark 78. What song never fails to make you dance?

none 79. What is your favourite “classic?”

Spring by beethoven n5 80. What is the best advice you have ever been given?

do good and good will come to u 81. Where did you ancestors come from?

idk 82. What have you learned from your parents/guardians?

ill always be bby 83. What is a phrase you heard a lot growing up?

’’dont touch it’’ 84. Do you believe in magic?

no 85. What reminds you of your best friend?

nothing in particular 86. What are you passionate about?

drawing 87. Tell me a story from middle school?

a guy said he liked me and i was really worried because he was my friend and i didnt want him to be upset but i didnt liked him that way, was a big deal for me but i was honest and told him i only liked him as a friend and he brushed it off like it was nothing and the next day he did the same thing to another girl ._. 88. Who was your favourite teacher and why?

art history teacher from highschool 89. Can you roll your tongue?

no 90. What made you pursue what you are studying? (including school subjects)

its something i can do alone and im happy 91. Where would you like to travel to?

japan 92. What is something on your bucket-list?

a new backpack 93. What is home to you?

somewhere where i feel safe 94. What do you do in your free time?

draw 95. If you could buy anything right now, what would it be?

a home 96. If you could see anyone, living or dead, right now, who would it be?

dad 97. If you could choose, what would your last meal be?

LASANHA DO SENHOR EDUARDO 98. How would you like to die?

quick 99. List five of your favourite pieces of art (paintings, books, songs etc)

anything from Mookie Justice league by jim lee the into the spiderverse movie Bakuman Anime oyasumi punpun manga 100. What would you change about this world?

peoples mindset