#anon has a goo point honestly

[innitcerati]

Idk but the fact that Tommy actively avoids shading Wilbur is weird. He shaded everyone, even to people he looked up to and people he was close to.

He refused to talk any further on the situation rather than the half ass Support Shubble. I know he's not obligated to say anything but it's getting suspicious how he tried to minimize Wilbur's negative Image at best.

erm how do I respond to this w/o sounding too parasocial or getting canceled? well, wilbur practically molded tommy; he made tommy responsible for his mental health (and there are speculations about a suicide pact between them). what happened affects him more than dream and other, honestly. as you said, tom is not abligated to say anything until he feels realy. we dont know the real story of wilbur and tommy... i have a lot of thought about crimeboys, like if wilbur ever hit tommy since no cc has said anything and even tommys mother? and other questionables thing that im not sure if I can talk about

[rikosseen]

Gun+Goo x Reader: Amusement Park

Anon request

The junkyard is a place of solace for Gun Park. It’s where he’s allowed to just be. And because it’s a place that he regards as a home, Jonggun has let very few people know about it save from two close associates; you and Joongoo. However, as he jolts awake from the noise of a bickering pair of rats, he wonders if he should’ve been silent about his main place of residence.

“Out.”

You and Goo turn around to see a disheveled Gun pointing at the door.

“Gun!” the blonde perks up, running towards the disgruntled man.

“Out,” Gun repeats, his tone sharper as he rubs his temples.

While the two of them engage in their usual back-and-forth, your stomach growls audibly. And knowing the man that gun park is, the fridge must be fully stocked up. So being a proud member of the big back community, you naturally head there. Only to find random dairy products and vegetables. No snacks. Honestly, how does Gun live without enjoying the small pleasures of this world? Talk about discipline. Before you can scavenge through the cabinets, a hand clamps onto the back of your collar. You’re dragged toward the door like an unruly cat, and find Goo in the same predicament. Kicking his feet and clutching Gun’s leg, the blonde isn’t going down without a fight. You quickly latch onto Gun’s head, making sure to smack it in an attempt to stop him as well.

“PLEASE HEAR US OUT,” you screech, trying to get as close to his ear as possible.

Gun finches and clicks his tongue.

“We swear we weren’t trying to do anything,” Goo joins in, rubbing his cheek on Gun’s trousers and puckering his lips.

Look at this fish face. You scrunch your face in disgust, but nod along anyway. “Since we all have the day off, let’s make the most out of it by having some fun!” you too pucker your lips.

“Fun?” Gun scoffs, and throws the two of you on the ground. “The last time we did something ‘fun’, I had to witness Samuel getting photoshopped. In a bikini. I don’t think so.”

Goo snorts at the memory, but you quickly scramble to latch on to Gun’s leg, crying dramatically. “PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE! That was Goo’s idea! Today’ll be a fun day- we’ll go to an amusement park!”

Gun sighs deeply, and runs his fingers through his hair to debate his meaning in the world.

“Unless you’re planning to spend the day perverting with Daniel Park���” you whisper.

“Perverting?- What the fuc- you know what? I’m not going to entertai-”

“PLEASEEEEE,” you and Goo wail in unison, slowly pulling his pants down.

“Ok. Okay. Let go,” Gun snaps, kicking Goo’s face. “Stay outside while I change. Don’t do anything stupid,” he glares.

.

By the time the three of you enter the fairground, it’s already late noon. Goo is running around to every food stall he sees, and you’re tagging along behind him like a little dog.

Look at these fatasses, Gun thinks, shoving his hands in his pockets. As the man scouts around, you skip to him and shove a potato wedge in his mouth. Goo cackles, and Gun glowers at you.

“Alright,” you rub your hands together in anticipation. “Which ride first?”

Goo strokes his chin, but the blonde just shrugs. So instead, you look over to Gun for help.

“I’ve never been to these before,” he says flatly.

You and Goo exchange glances, and the two of you give Jonggun a pitiful look. The blonde sniffles and pats his friend’s back. Gun swats his hand away and looks over at the tallest structure in the park.

“How about that?” He points to the drop tower.

Goo is already running to line up for the ride, and excitedly, you grab Jonggun’s hand to head over there too. The man looks down at the contact, and watches the happy expressions plastered on your faces. Laughter fills the air, and in what seems like decades, Gun feels…

I don’t know.

He doesn’t know what he’s feeling, but it tickles him on the inside, and makes him uncomfortable. He glances around and lets out a quiet sigh as he trudges behind you. Maybe, just for today, he can let himself relax. Just by a smidge. If nothing else, it’ll be an excellent opportunity to prove how unaffected he is by these so-called thrill rides.

Gun won’t admit it, but for the first time, he feels something close to contentment.

[wannaeatramyeon]

Vegetable anon here if you remember 😭 I have a random thought idk what to do with. I feel like gun would ironically be really interested in how you do your makeup and attentively nod while you show how its done. Whilst goo......right after you apply your foundation would say "I don't see any difference" and eye roll😭😭😭😭 LIKE UKWIM

Vegetable anon of COURSE I remember you. (Your other ask is still in my inbox. It's just taking time 😭). But you know when a silly idea just grips you?

Makeup nonsense with your boyfriend: Gun Park, Goo Kim

Mostly G/N.

Gun Park x Reader

Gun is intense. You know this. But you've never had his focus and attention quite like right now.

"How hard can this be?"

Famous last words. Out of everything, Gun did not expect this to catch him out. His hands and fingers are not made for intricate work. Even his handwriting is barely legible.

So eyeshadow? Eyeliner? Mascara? You may very well be losing an eye.

He holds the brush between firm fingers though the pressure is feather light along your left lid.

When he shifts his attention to your right, you open your now free one and chance a peek at him.

See the crease between his brows, his nostrils flaring at this being a challenge, the way his tongue darts out to wet his lips.

It's sort of. Cute. And you think about his reaction if you called him cute. How his anger and confusion would flare up equally. Which makes him all the cuter.

You giggle at your thoughts, body shaking and completely throwing Gun off-

His other hand shoots up to grip your jaw.

"Stop fucking moving."

...So much for being cute.

You arch a brow at his tone, his attitude. It's not your fault he has found something he's bad at.

Gun swallows down his scowl and his irritation. If this was anyone else.. But it's not. It's you.

"Please." he grits out, short and clipped. Pressing a quick kiss to your lips as a truce.

Seriously. Why the hell is he doing this? Why is he spending a Saturday afternoon doing your goddamn makeup instead of literally anything else? Instead of doing you.

Clarity hitting him and realising the absurdity of this, Gun nearly downs his tools-

Shit.

The eyeliner. It's wildly uneven. This will never do. With a sigh, he continues on with his handiwork.

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Goo Kim x Reader

A perk of being with Goo Kim should be being able to pick through his words.

Understanding that there is very little you can take at face value, even where you are concerned.

Having applied your makeup, spending far longer than you usually would, you turn to your boyfriend, expecting some flattery.

Either way, you think how you look doesn't actually matter. Goo probably can't even tell.

But surely it's a girlfriend privilege to expect some flowery words. Most partners would just tell you that you look nice and call it a day.

It takes a couple attempts to even catch his attention, phone glued to his hand and tapping away at some gacha game no doubt.

At the third go of you clearing your throat loudly, he peers over the top. Disinterested and annoyed to have had his focus taken away.

You point at your face, obviously fishing for a compliment. Something to appease you for the extra time and effort.

And honestly? You think you look pretty damn good.

"What?" Goo's eyes return back to his screen after scrutinising you for a split second, "You look the same."

Just as your own annoyance bubbles-

"Beautiful as always."

Oh.

That bastard.

Goo, knowing his words have hit the target, throws you a quick wink and finger guns before resuming his game.

Sure you can't take his words at face value, but with you, they always hold at least a grain of truth.

[twst-hottest-takes]

I don't know how much of a hot take this is, but I really hate Rookvil or is it Vilrook...? Either way I don't like Rook and Vil as a couple.

I love both of them as characters (Even though book 5 did Vil so so dirty imo), and on paper they're perfect together. Vil has a passion for beauty and perfection, Rook also has a passion for beauty and arguably life in general.

However, what gets me is Rook does not care about Vil at all. Like in Vil's lab outfit, Rook critizes Vil's weight (invalidly imo), which sends Vil into a downward spiral. And then in Rook's lab outfit, Rook is like "Yeah, the whole point of me joining the science club was to produce pictures for your Vil." Meanwhile he's making goo goo eyes at Leona out the window! LIKE SIR STOP!

Though this extends past outfits, this even happens in book 5. Now I'm not saying Rook was wrong for choosing Neige over Vil, but I'm not saying he's right either. Because if we're honest here, who would date Rook after that? I'm actually shocked the group didn't jump him.

Now, if this ship was just a fandom thing, I'd be fine with it. I already don't ship a lot of popular ships in the fandom, and I'd be willing to look past it. However, I was getting bored waiting for more book 7 content, so I went looking around for spoilers as one does, and I see Rook loves both Neige and...VIL???

Now this shouldn't come as a surprise considering, Vil and Rook were low-key flirting in book 6, and Epel was supportive of it, even though I was gagging the whole time because Jesus Christ I have never seen two characters have less chemistry. I honestly don't ever think I've seen Vil and Rook have such positive interactions before book 6, so it felt like whip lash.

And seeing the book 7 spoiler was like getting hit over the head with a frying pan when you're least expecting it. I just feel like maybe Vil does care about Rook, but I've never felt like Rook cared about Vil. Before I knew he was rich, I just thought he was a smooth talking poor boy, who occasionally acted nice to Vil to get closer to Neige, who he really wanted to be with this whole time.

Pomefiore once again goes hard on being inconsistently characterized.

I don't have much to say about the ship itself, but I can see where you're coming from. Rook is an unfortunately written character. As I understand it his thesis is that he is a lover and hunter of all things beautiful. That's a simple enough statement on its own and can be used to either defend or attack pairing him with Vil. The story seems to want us to believe that Rook has a special affinity for Vil in particular even though he is not always what Rook views as "the most beautiful," and anon rightfully calls his loyalty and true feelings into question as a result. There are times where Rook isn't willing to favor Vil despite being one of the closest to him, and I can see how someone might take that as a cue that he doesn't especially care about his housewarden and be completely turned off to them as a more intimate pair.

There are some points to this take's argument that I don't agree with however. For example, I don't think how Rook looks at Leona here is meant to have nearly the same meaning as his stated love for Vil or Neige. In early vignettes there is a much stricter sense of Rook as a hunter as opposed to just a seeker of beauty. I believe how he looks at Leona is meant to be intentionally perverse. He seems to view the beastmen, mermen, and even fae as possible quarries and he revels in the idea of how he would "catch" them like he would an ordinary animal. This is an element of Rook that is muddied as the emphasis on "beauty" takes the forefront and his initial impression of being rather creepy is swept under the rug. That is one of my greater criticisms of Rook's writing as a character and is something I would take a deeper look at in a proper character analysis.

Thank you for your take!

(It was only a matter of time before we got a ship based take. By the by, I always thought it was called VilRook but there is evidence to say people just use one or the other name depending on a person's preference.)

[gacha-incels]

Video Anon Yet Again

Thank you for not flaying me alive when I sent in my initial ask. You linking the tumblr post and goo's twitter thread helped to refresh my memory.

The first thing I checked in the description was for a link to the sources, but couldn't find one. So a friend reached out on my behalf, as I don't want to publicly "out" myself. I'll keep you updated if/when the drive owner gets back to my friend.

I've been trying my best to stay educated on the ripples indirectly caused by PM's firing of vellmori, as well as learning about the societal causes that lead to the huge gender gap in SK. I feel like part of the reason of the west's easy dismissal of the whole controversy is partially because the things Korean women fight for, are rights westerners take for granted/see as a given.

I will say though, trying to keep up with all of the news and how they were caused by PM does wear down at my mental state. I know it's important to care, and I know staying informed and informing others is one of the best ways to do that; but honestly speaking, I've been so worn down by all the other garbage from my micro and mesosystems/local politics, that I'm exhausted trying to stay afloat in my day to day life, and I'm unable to muster energy to try and advocate for women on the other side of the planet. I still try my best to stay informed (and your blog really helps with it, when I'm in a mind space where I can think more about these things), but its definitely frustrating/uphill battle trying to correct misinfo.

Personally speaking, I still have very complicated feelings regarding PM's actions and their IP, that i'm still trying to navigate/sort through since personal feelings aren't as black and white as the internet often makes it out to be.

Thank you for being a good resource aggregate that keeps track of everything that's happened since then, and thank you for being open to inform and discuss some of the things I brought up prior.

no problem, sorry if I come across as a person who would flay someone alive for asking a question, I thought I just wrote kind of bluntly lol tbh it's hard when you're not speaking to someone face to face.

in regards to stressing yourself out over learning this information I'll post my thoughts.

There's no reason to repeatedly expose yourself to disturbing news like this if it's affecting your mental and physical health. Completely burning yourself out mentally reading things online in some sort of kind, sympathetic but ultimately misguided solidarity doesn't do anything. maybe you'll feel like you really did something dramatic because your health has taken a serious toll in a short amount of time from reading, but these issues aren't flash in the pan. they didn't start in the past year and unfortunately they won't stop in the near future. on the ground level of advocacy we need consistency and stamina. at some point it becomes arrogant to think you can learn absolutely everything about a complex societal issue from another country by overwhelming yourself with information online. it's important to take action when needed and you don't need to understand decades of complex politics to protest pressing issues regarding misogyny, racism, colonialism et al. obviously. acts like protest, boycotting, mutual aid, strikes, walk outs, disruptions, and other street tactics are extremely important to a movement and typically require more immediate action. that's not what I'm referring to with any of this so please do not misunderstand. the average person learning things online needs to be consistent more than they need to totally stress themselves out trying to take in years worth of information within a week. in the long run you could develop fear and anxiety around reading news like this and completely avoid it, in the short run the stress will begin to negatively affect your health. this isn't going to help anyone. Learning your own mental limits is legitimately one of the most important things anyone can start doing, this is also something that doesn't happen overnight. it's a process. this will also give you the confidence to understand how much information you can take in and you won't feel as if you need to explain yourself to strangers online if you feel guilty about not doing more. I'm not saying you're doing this but I have seen it quite frequently and it begins to disturb me. It's dangerous because you're putting your self worth in the hands of a stranger, it's like a secular confession booth. you can get confidence from learning and speaking with others but none of this happens overnight and it's not something you can rush. understanding the amount of information you can take in to stay informed isn't the same thing as closing your eyes completely towards it. this entire thing is a process, maybe in a year I'll disagree with what I've written but this is how I look at it now. I'm glad this small blog can be helpful and as always I wholeheartedly thank those posting the information that I repost here and I will continue posting what I can in solidarity with the women in South Korea.

[oscconfessions]

hey, mangoapple/🥭🍏 anon here, since everyone's giving their opinions on ii, i'd like to say mine!

so, i, in all honesty, reall6 love this show.

for further clarification, i really love season two of this show.

i know, basic opinion, but honestly, it's just the best one.

and i WANT to love the other ones the same. season one is just hard to watch because of the art style, especially early on, but i love the characters. bomb is great, salt and pepper are great, OJ is great, so on. over all a lot of characters are great. but it's just SO hard to sit through and especially hard to take seriously. that's my only real problem with it, though. the rest is fine.

season three? oh, don't get me started. as stated, i WANT to love it. i love goo, i love floory, i love silver (at some points), i love clover, i love a lot of the individual characters. but once again, the art style is hard to bear.

season two had a large style shift with the change in tone. it became darker, with more dynamic scenes and close-up angles. the elimination zone changed to an intense, firelit council that feels dramatic. more episodes started happening late at night or in dark places. it overall began to match the tone of the show, sad, dark, filled with action and lore.

iii, however? it ALSO went through a tonal shift later on, but everything still is sunny, saturated, almost washed out. it feels like they're trying to keep the viewer stimulated at all times.

and without the steve cobs drama to work off, we ended up with a bunch of new villains that were never necessary.

i know it may be missing the point of how, in-universe, mephone wants to keep the show running, never return to season two, leave it behind...but it feels honestly like the writers didn't know what to do next with s2 and came up with a whole new season just so they had something to do while they came up with more.

and i know iii was meant to be a silly, fun, lighthearted continuation of the series, but it just doesn't WORK. it STILL got dark, it STILL shifted. but in iii, it feels less like the serious, dramatic, lore-filled show that it once was, and more like the writers fumbling with and flopping its characters back and forth like fish out of water for some semblance of plot.

the original ii is fine and iii is just really disappointing to me, so that's why i believe ii2 has always been peak.

(also, we never got my favorite ii character, suitcase, back. she's honestly such an important part of season two to me because she's just central in so much drama!! she's interesting!! she's nervous and scared and imperfect, and i wish we got more from her!!)

~🥭🍏 anon

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[s3thwrit3sstuff]

There are some popular artists on here but I figured I’d add ‘em anyways. I tried to somewhat organize it for you!! Let me know which ones you liked :))

Bleu Bledsoe & Gregory Sandomirsky:

-Cafe 130

Wilbur Soot:

-Trying not to think about it

-Amazon Standing Lamp

-Eulogy

-Around the Pomegranate

-Jubilee Line

-Melatonin 130

Lovejoy:

-Call me what you like

-Portrait of a Blank Slate

-Normal People Things

VIOLENTVIRA:

-God Complex

-I don’t care

-Luka

-Tarantula Girl

The Goo Goo Dolls:

-Iris

Will Wood:

-Cotard’s solution

Laufey:

-This is how it feels (& d4vd)

-Promise

-Let you break my heart again

-A Night to Remember

IU:

-Can’t love you anymore

K.Will:

-Please don’t (I love the mv for this one)

Usher:

-You make me wanna…

-Nice & Slow

Ciara:

-Like a Boy

Brandy & Monica:

-The Boy is mine

Queen Najia:

-Medicine

-music anon 🎶<3

Music anon, I'm sorry it took a while to reply to this ask! Life has been a little hectic (T⌓T) but I finally got the time to listen (and re-listen again and again!!!) to the songs you recommended and wowowowowowow!!

Cafe 130, Bleu Bledsoe & Gregory Sandomirsky — I loved this so much??? I don't listen to a lot of music of this genre (unless you count acoustic covers, lol) but this felt so dreamy! I constantly kept thinking of two lovers dancing together, as cheesy as that sounds. Or of a character visiting some castle in a foreign land, the mysterious king in a mask being entranced by them~ The violin and guitar go so well together, dancing step in step with the other, chasing after the other!! I loved this so much!!!! IDK how many more exclamation points I can put to show it!!! ಥωಥ

Wilbur Soot —

Trying not to think about it Is it fair to say listening to this made me feel like I was in some teenage coming-of-age film and just had an explosive fight with my best friend and now I'm on the bus ride home, staring out the window and trying to keep my tears in as I watch the scenery past by. I loved his lyricism so much! This song especially feels like reading a diary and the trumpets that come in during the interlude? The vocal layering? Chefs kiss, the regret in every sentence fuels me to write angst I swear.

Amazon Standing Lamp The guitar in the beginning literally made my ears perk up, the vibes in the very beginning piqued my interest so much. The tone set itself quickly, and I loved every second of it. And the discontented (?) plucky strings with the bridge? I need it in me actually. The lyrics made me add it to my OC's playlist immediately, lmao.

Eulogy GUITAR!!! ONCE AGAIN!!! BIG SLUT FOR IT!!! Also, how does he keep writing yearning so well??? His descriptions feel like poetry in a very angry way. I must know who hurt him - is he okay? (´;︵;`) "I wish I'd be the one who's hurt indignantly, but I can see; that the only one who hurts someone is me" BWAAAAAAAHHHHHH!! UEU UEUE UEUE!!1

Around the Pomegranate "In rapid eye moves. I fall right back to you," and if I die??? Honestly, another "I'm in a coming-of-age movie" feeling song but this song feels like I'm an outcast who just met another outcast and there's a montage of us spending the summer together and running away from bullies or lame adults. Then the bridge happens and it's a montage of me eyeing my best friend with queer angst. His voice sounded so fucking emotional!!! The way the song just ends after it??? INSANE!!!

Jubilee Line Guitar strums, save me guitar strums,,,, the quiet humming in the background spooked me when I used my headphones (lol) but I love humming along to it!!! The way he blames the city for his angst? Yes, I love directing anger at inanimate objects, that's so my genre of anything. "I'm so angry at you I'm beginning to find you in everything" I LOVE IT!!! The bridge where he talks about the barriers on the tube line/rails and how they fail??? Take me, music anon, I feel like I'm gonna faint

Melatonin 130 The beep boops made me smile when I first listened to it. Also, as someone who has insomnia, this song was giving big #relatable vibes but then he added about tucking his face in someone's neck and it became a painful kinda #relatable. ALSO THE WHOLE TALK ABOUT MEDICINE AND ANXIETY??? TAKE ME AGAIN MUSIC ANON I'M GONNA FAINT!!! The bridge??? THE BRIDGE??? OUUUUEEEEEE WHAT A GOOD SONG TO CRY TO WHILE YOU'RE SMOKING IN YOUR ROOM!!! "We're all apes with a diary book and corporate reads your pages" ????

Lovejoy —

Call me what you like The shift between Wilbur Soot's guitar strums to this band made me snort. I personally love pathetic yearning, like yes, kiss me if you need to but IDK if you need me like I need you MMMMM DELICIOUS ME THINKS "I'm not a paranoid, I'm a realist; I know you're gonna kill me!" OUGH HE IS SO PATHETIC I LOVE IT The twangy electric guitar plucks makes my brain happy. My head kept bopping just listening to this song.

Portrait of a Blank Slate The beginnings made me think of a movie montage lol. The lyrics make me think of a broody, distrustful, dude who falls for a magnetic woman who he feels will get bored of him but lord the yearning does not stop him. Her boyfriend is an asshole and the singer wants to make her happier??? I've got my head in my hands, music anon, when the interlude played I can imagine scenes of them getting closer than they should but always pulling away - hold me, music anon, hold me, please. Him apologising for it all being predictable??? What a loser (I need him).

Normal People Things HEAD BOPPING THE SECOND WE PLAY THIS!!! If I could drive, this song would need to be on the ban list, I will crash the car. This song playing during a chase scene with a delinquent and another delinquent but they're just introverted? Perfect me thinks.

VIOLENTVIRA —

God Complex Ough, ouGH OUGHOUGH This song reminded me of Yuno Gasai, lmao. But oh god, the lyrics??? Obsessed actually, I need this song put into a chip so I can stab it into my brain. The dark yearning??? The instrumental??? The way she keeps saying "I wanna be" to "I'm gonna be" - I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! Also reminded me of Brahms Heelshire but that's just me being a simp.

I Don’t Care OUGHGGGGGGGGHHHHH THANK YOU FOR INTRODUCING ME TO SUCH A WONDERFUL ARTIST, MUSIC ANON!!!! Her songs have been on repeat for me since the second I listened to her lORD I just know the Creepypasta speed paints back in 2010 would've loved her music. This song is giving "I don't care if this love is destructive, I'll love you until I can't anymore" OUGHGHGGHGHGHGH MUSIC ANON HOLD ME AGAIN

Luka This song was so sad but knowing why she made it made me physically hold back my tears, especially the voice note at the end?? :((( Her lyrics, and the video description, I was teary-eyed reading it. The chorus is so heartwrenching (;﹏;) "I'm always pulled back to your soul" (´;︵;`)

Tarantula Girl This song reminded me of the time I was 13 and listening to Three Days Grace or Get Scared omg - I love vampiric love songs!!! GIVE ME MOREEEEEEEE!!! Was head bopping the entire time listening to this!! Also the instrumental scratches the itch in my brain "I kinda want you to stay, gimme the sweetest taste" OOOOUGHHH IM SO ILL also her voice is so good I'm obsessed

Iris, The Goo Goo Dolls — this song gave me SUCH a flashback please FNIERUHGRG I remember the fucking Wattpad trailers with this song, also when I was 15 and I had a crush on a girl in school I put this song in the Spotify playlist I made for her LMAOOOO Such a bop, and one with so many memories!! the OG yearning song for me personally

Cotard's Solution, Will Wood — piano, save me piano. the spookiness of the song made me sway a little in my seat while listening to this but then it got more and more unhinged and the way the vocals and instrumentals matched up with each other??? Insane actually!! "Sha na na na na na, free will!" made me giggle The song reminded me of old animes that I could never watch because my mom disapproved of my uncle's anime CD stash but specifically that one old anime about that vampire Van Hellsing? The vibes!!!

Laufey —

This is how it feels (& d4vd) I'm gonna be honest, I never actually listened to Laufey - no reason, just never got the time too so this list made me so excited!!! d4vd's voice reminds me of Disney Prince's serenading oh lord, so good. Then Laufey's voice joins in with the piano??? The yearning?? The violins?? You're out to get me, music anon, aren't you??? (this reminded me of satosuguynkento - "sorry for leaving like that, you don't deserve to get caught in my mess. loving you is just so difficult, i don't know how i should tell you that. I've fallen for somebody else, happened so quickly i lost myself. a shadow of you drifts by my window" especially. I'm going insane, I'm unwell, I'm ill.)

Promise THIS SONG??? EVERY TIME A FUCKING JJK EDIT CAME ON WITH THIS SONG, ESPECIALLY THE LYRICS "I've done the math-" SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING!!! Okay, but the lyrics? The instrumentals? Laufey better be ready to be charged with my therapy bill, I cannot do this anymore, I'm physically ill(er). another song that reminded me of satoyn - "Honestly, I didn't think about How we didn't say goodbye Just see you very soon It hurts to be something It's worse to be nothing with you" I'm deceased.

Let you break my heart again Just so you know, I had this song on loop when I "broke up" with my 4-year long situationship and sobbed my eyes out. It also me realize I have in fact listened to Laufey and she will most definitely be sent my psychotherapy bills.

A Night to Remember I braced myself for this song because so far it has not looked good for my mental health but I was greeted with such a smooth jazzy introduction and seductive songs and lyrics and I cautiously let my guard down. This song playing makes me think of two characters dancing in those wood, smokey, wine-glass-filled clubs. Made me think of Bruce Wayne and Selina Kyle, lmao. The orchestra rising and falling in the background - oh god, I had to pace my room while listening to this. The vocals, the sultry tone, the instruments in the background OUHGHGHGHGHGGH I'm so gonna write something based off this song it's too good, I wish to consume it.

Can't Love You Anymore, IU — Nation's Little Sister never misses!!! I was preparing for a back-and-forth angry singing, but the resigned yet spiteful lyrics being delivered so smoothly made me go insane!!! "When I see you, I keep seeing myself in you, and I hate it" OUEUEUEUEEUE YOU WANT ME TO EXPLODE!!!! "I don't think we're in love anymore," the casual way they just sing it OUGH OUGHHHHHHH Like you expect things to be more explosive or dramatic, but the way it just happens and they're just tryna ignore it, hopes something sparks but it doesn't???? If I didn't read the lyrics, I'd honestly just bop to this in a cafe.

Please Don't, K.Will — THE FAMOUS MUSIC VIDEO LMAO. I honestly never read the lyrics to the song and watched the MV one time so it was such a pleasant time revisiting this masterpiece. The yearning, the pleading to not be left and the panic he feels as his lover grows more and more distant??? Ough hold me again please music anon,,,,,

Usher —

You make me wanna… The juxtaposition of Usher's songs next to the previous ones made me wipe away my tears and get ready to body roll seductively. The casual mention of infidelity and the infamous girl-best-friend syndrome oh lord, the lyrics feel so wrong but the vocals and the song make you feel less guilty. Do you think Satoru played this song when he was boinking Suguru while YN was depressed in the background, lmao?

Nice & Slow Usher whispering in my ear about coming over to my house made me think of those boyfriend ASMR videos and IDK how I feel about it LMAO This song plays when an early 2000s rom-com movie introduces a hot guy with cheekbones for days and also wears a scarf for no reason other than fashion (we respect it tbh).

Like A Boy, Ciara — Her spelling her name in the beginning was so cunty. ALSO, I KNEW THIS SONG SOUNDED FAMILIAR AND THE CHORUS PLAYED AND I WAS INSTANTLY HEAD BOPPING!!!

The Boy is Mine, Brandy & Monica — Had to immediately pace my room for this song, the edits playing in my brain making me go insane all over again. Such a classic tbh, should put this song in a national treasure vault so that when aliens find the carcass of our planet they can also bop to this song.

Medicine, Queen Najia — "Give you a taste of your own medicine," I love it when women succeed and enact their revenge. "imma leave you crying," OUGH IM IN LOVE! Also, I had a feeling this song trended on Tiktok and the "not for you, but for him" popped up BUT I NEVER KNEW IT CAME FROM SUCH A CUNTY SONG???? LOVE IT SO MUCH!!

[justsomeoneunordinary]

Hewwwwo you !

I just saw the post about tbiz qpr thing. It seems super interesting cause I've never really read founders as aspec. Except for maybe one Tobirama story i think. Can't remember. But to be in a qpr one or both will be aspec right ? (Or perhaps not ! Maybe They are pretending ‽!?!!‽ For whatever reason, it kinda seems on brand with them)

I had read your stories for tobirama week and izuna week and tbiz week on ao3 before ! Those were really really really really really good !!!! Izu casually murdering people who criticised his brother one and the sensei Tobi one with koharu getting her first period, are my favs 😭😭😭🥺❤️

Anyway, just wanted to say that it is a super interesting idea and if you do write it that would be amazing.

I understand completely if you don't want to. I didn't mean to pressure you as well. I'm really sorry if it comes across that way.

Hope you have a great day/night ! ❤️✨

anon, i- 🥺🥺💕💕💕💞💞😭😭♥️🥺♥️💞💕💞💞🥺

i just transformed into a puddle of goo and for once it's not because of the current summer heat.

thank you so much for your interest and your kind words and- ajschhsjhsdkjdshjdahj!!! 🥺♥️

the sensei tobi one is one of my faves as well, ngl. so i'm delighted to know you like that one too! 💖 (i actually still have a fic more to add to each of these week events. some day. whenever that may be.🌚 (listen, at this point i don't write for the week events; i just let myself be inspired by the prompts and then post whenever. sometimes it happens to align with the event, and sometimes... not so lol))

there are actually a few qp tbiz fics out there! i can't link you to any of those because brain empty but there's a HUGE one in which izuna accidentally creates a soulmate link between him and tobirama. i never rlly read it cause it's too long for me (the moment we breach 300k, i am lost,,, i'm sorry but 200k is my general max) but i've only ever heard good about it! if anyone has the link at hand, drop it pls ♥️

HA! it's actually NOT a story in which both are aspec! tobirama is actually very allo in this story, precisely because he often gets headcanon'd as aspec solely because he's more closed off which i find an annoying reason as it's often the more closed-off characters that get the aspec stamp. as if extroverted characters can't be aspec for some reason ??? :D

so yeah no, it's an allo tbrm and aro izn (and aroace mdr but he's just a side character here (honestly, i always see mdr as aroace unless i ship him with tbrm at the moment cause i want them to fuck nasty but in literally any other non-mdtb story he's aroace in my mind no matter if i mention as much or not)) story in which tbrm falls in love with izn but the latter can't reciprocate those romantic feelings. but like hell will izuna lose his best friend over something as stupid as unrequited romantic feelings. so, they make it work anyway :)

i've written a synopsis for every part down by now (once words stopped doing what i wanted them to do grrr) but i'll have to put it away for later because i really want to finish first the remaining marvel femslash fics before the late submission time is over. this idea just jumped at me while i was away on a festival and rlly didn't have the time or means to write it down. 😭 and it's getting much longer than expected, so it'll have to go to the back-burner for now. at least the important parts are summarized before i forget them lol.

so yes it will happen. just not now :)

and your message didn't come off as pressuring at all - on the contrary. i'm very happy to hear you're interested in my scribbles!! thank you SO much for your very kind message!!! hope you have a lovely day/evening!! ♥️♥️

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EDIT: found the massive qp tbiz soulmates fic: HERE YOU GO :)

[utilitycaster]

I think a reason why people are having difficulty accepting Chetney as Travis' real character is because... well, first of all his backstory is just weird, but also it seems to only be selectively canon. Like, did he really kill Santa? Because if so, that is really tonally inconsistent with the world of Exandria. But, I think Matt has said Santa isn't real in Exandria. But also, he does have a history of making toys for children. So, what's up? We don't know what to think. If Chetneys backstory is completely different, why is he the same character? Why not just make a new character we don't already have silly preconceived ideas about? Because the thing is, once you start rewriting backstory stuff - stuff we've already seen - to me at least, it makes it really difficult to get invested in the characters. Because, why would I bother? This version of the character might not exist next week. A similar thing happened in the last campaign with Beaus feelings for Jester - regardless of what you think happened there, a lot of people stopped watching afterwards. Because it's difficult to get invested in a story when you believe there's no guarantee of character consistency. And to top it all of, this entire situation really isn't helped by the fact that there is now a precedent for introducing joke characters with shallow backstories who will die soon, which I do think was just a mistake overall on the part of Critical Role.

I want to applaud you because you've made me do what so many others have failed: I have actually turned off anon for a brief and unspecified time. Not because I dislike it - on the whole, I enjoy getting anon questions. Not because of hate - it's honestly been few and far between, and I have pretty thick skin.

It's because this ask is so toweringly, unbelievably stupid that I actually want to make it impossible for a few days for people to contact me without revealing who they are so that I can be sure that if someone says something that's even a third as deranged as this, I can take steps to ensure I will never see their opinions again. I honestly want to know if you've ever seen a single TV show, movie, or read a single book or if you emerged from some kind of slab or perhaps pod of goo, binged Critical Role, and then the mad scientist who created you told you to send this to me. I just had someone be pretty biphobic in my inbox just now and honestly? I'd rather have that.

I'm just going to hit the...well I can't call them highlights, so let's just say main points.

"Like did he really kill Santa" no. "Influenced by" does not equal "is exactly identical in backstory". If you can't figure that out, I can't help you. Do you think that all toys are made by Santa? I need to inform you, as a former Jewish child and current Jewish adult that toys are made by people and you can buy them at a store and "toymaker" is a real world job that people have.

You know how Marisha said that Beau was in many ways based on Jessica Jones but like, Beau never fucked Luke Cage or had super strength? Or like, how House MD is loosely based off Sherlock Holmes but isn't in London in the Victorian era but rather in early 2000s New Jersey? Maybe not, if you've never experienced media, but anyway Chetney is in many ways based on Chutney, (crotchety toymaker who probably killed his boss) but the exact antagonist is not Santa. This is a very, very simple concept to grasp.

"Why not just make a new character we don't already have silly preconceived ideas about?" Because Travis wants to and doesn't owe you shit. Next question.

"Because the thing is, once you start rewriting backstory stuff - stuff we've already seen - to me at least, it makes it really difficult to get invested in the characters." Well that's what we in the biz like to call a You Problem.

"Because, why would I bother? This version of the character might not exist next week. A similar thing happened in the last campaign with Beaus feelings for Jester - regardless of what you think happened there, a lot of people stopped watching afterwards. Because it's difficult to get invested in a story when you believe there's no guarantee of character consistency."

Do you know the origin of the word shipping? It's because the X-Files was airing in the early-mid 90s just as enough people were starting to have home internet for there to be internet fandom. The X-Files, if you are unfamiliar, is a series in which two FBI agents - a tall psychologist man who believes in aliens, and a short physician woman who does not - investigate supernatural happenings, and the psychologist says "it was aliens" and the physician says "it wasn't". It was a pretty good show. Anyway, they were both moderately attractive people with very good chemistry and so some people were like "man I hope they bang" and some people were like "I'd rather they didn't" and thus the people in favor of Mulder and Scully entering into a relationship were named "relationshippers", later shortened to shippers, and the people who wanted them to keep it strictly platonic were called "noromos". None of them knew what to expect! It was an ongoing show that they were watching as it aired! Eventually, Mulder and Scully, did, in fact, enter a relationship, thus creating a situation in which some people were disappointed. BECAUSE THAT'S HOW ONGOING NARRATIVE STORIES WORK, DIPSHIT.

Like, look. We have fun here, or at least I do, on occasion, but this statement makes me legitimately ask if you are not familiar with like, television, or comics, or ongoing book series. Characters change all the time. We call that "development". Characters make choices you don't necessarily like. That is the fucking point. Do you actually think writers and actors are sitting around saying "oh gosh oh jeez I must make the story that M Utilitycaster's weird anon wants to see"? No, they are telling the story they want to tell, and if you like it that's great and if you don't like it you can leave. If a story goes somewhere you do not like, that's not a failure on the story's part. That's a matter of taste.

Also while I've got anon off and am choosing violence I'm just going to point out that first, Beau having feelings for two people and deciding to act on one over the other was never inconsistent. That was a lie people told themselves in a desperate attempt to ignore what was actually happening on screen, and if you've learned nothing else from a cursory glance on my blog I hope my utter distaste for that approach to media is apparent. Anyhow, things honestly got so much nicer after the sort of people who threw a massive tantrum about Beaujester not happening left. I mean, my sibling in Sarenrae, there were also people who would swear up and down until the camera turned off at the end of episode 141 that Jester was secretly in love with Caleb, and Laura, the person who actually originated and played the character of Jester - remember Jester? it's a relationship about Jester, someone who needs to want to be in this relationship as well, which a lot of people seem to forget - said she was unaware of either of their feelings.

Perhaps - and I know this sounds nuts, but bear with me - different people want different and often conflicting things, and trying to please them all is completely impossible. Perhaps creators should tell the story they want to tell in the end, and hope it finds an audience, rather than trying to appease whoever is most annoying online.

"And to top it all of, this entire situation really isn't helped by the fact that there is now a precedent for introducing joke characters with shallow backstories who will die soon, which I do think was just a mistake overall on the part of Critical Role."

I mean, I wasn't Molly's biggest fan either, but I wouldn't call him a joke character. I hope you don't take this personally but you are not the main character of the universe and no one gives a shit if you think it's a mistake.

Anyway if you can't enjoy the show while Chetney's there, that's your problem to deal with. No one's pulling a Clockwork Orange and forcing you to watch. No one promised you anything. You made up all these rules and expectations in your head, and now you're furious that some people who do not know that you exist aren't abiding by them.

[chaemoa]

Txt confession I’m a pussy so anon

I have always fought myself on sexualizing the boys. But I’m honestly so attracted to all of them it’s ridiculous.

Like if I’m horny it’s because of them. If it happens without thinking, my thoughts 100% are on one of the members. Those dreams? Yup.

My hottest fantasy with Soobin is him being the opposite of his gentle giant self… being aggressive and condescending with me and roughly fucking me however he wants I also am obsessed with his giant hands. And we all know soob has a giant dick so there’s that

With Kai it’s the same. Always the opposite troupes. Watching his eyes go dark and showing me a side he never shows anyone. Choking, degrading + Kai smirk aaa. Him knowing exactly how bad I want him and what he does too me . And it gets way worse when I think about his wide shoulders and chest. Mega size kink over here man😓

Beomgyu gets me all sorts of too much stg. Like we have obviously all seen this man. He’s too gorgeous.. His hands… his shoulders have changed so much . His deep voice. I have a mega thing for like voices and hands. And I Beomgyu as a dom… bruhhh imaging those hands of his around my throat wahhhh. Daegu accent shoots me dead every time.

And TAEHYUNNNNNN dummification all the way. Treating me the a ragdoll and overstimulating me and just enjoying being in control of me pbbbb what am I saying

With Yeonjun it’s always soft stuff but I would imagine he’s goo with his hips and finger lmaooo

Did I just use this to rant because I’ve never talked about this before. Yes. yes I did. Sorry ✌️

😩😩😩✋

you might actually be on to something… i find that so hot how soobin and hueningkai can be the complete opposite of themselves with their intimate bedroom behavior doing a whole three sixty from their normal behavior. and the best thing about it only you will know that side of them. ughhh as a soobin bias(i love all five equally i just want to have a bias) i want everything you said to myself. his big strong hands chocking me spanking me making me suck on them. soobin can literally make me come undone for him with just his fingers. about his pinga size yeeesss i always said he has the biggest in the group *no rules🤤🤤*

hueningkai thats such a huge turn on for me. from his bubbly personality to meandom kai.. imo we dont appreciate dom hueningkai enough. ive always been one to say i dont see him as just a sub none of them members actually. but for sweet baby hueningkai to be such a dom in bed knowing what the whole situation does to you. hyuka will also he the type to tease you openly in the public but not in an explict sense more in away of that he can easliy mask with his cuteness so nobody really actually knows that hes being dirty😩

beomgyu makes me feel all types of foreign thoughts and things as well. hes teasing will most definitely follow him in the bedroom as well. like i said this mf lives to tease and thats not going to change just because hes making you feel good. if anything thats the highlight of his day if none of the members were up to his teasing shenanigans that day he will take it out all on you during intimacy(consensual of course) mm beomgyu telling you every little thing hes going to do to you in his daegu accent ANONNIE STOP CAUSE NOOOO THATS HOT AF. edging you to the point of tears and wanting just one orgasm but him telling you no and explaining to you in that sexy daegu accent with his voice a few octaves lower than normal 💦💦

I WOULD LITERALLY BECOME SUCH A WHORE FOR THIS TAEHYUN🥺🥺. LETTING HIM NOT ONLY MANHANDLE ME BUT OVERSTIMULATE ME AS WELL. IMAGINE LAYING ON YOUR BACK BUT TAEHYUN GOT YOUR KNEES UP TO YOUR HEAD ALL WHILE HES PLOWING INTO YOU NOT STOPPING JUST FORM HIM TO FLIP YOU OVER ONTO YOUR KNESS TO CONTINUE HIS MINISTRATIONS ALL WHILE PULLING YOUR HAIR😩😩

yeah yeonjun will have his soft days where he’ll give you exactly what you want when you want. have you seen the way this man moves his hip he don even have to be trying hard and his hip movements will still be top tier. so imagine all the hip rolling and grinding he’ll be doing during intamacy🤤🤤. YOU CAN NOT TELL ME THAT YEONJUN DONT HAVE TOP TIER TECHNIQUE. as for fingering i see him including that an intimacy as well but mainly during when you both are cuddled up watching a movie or something and he just starts fingering you but either way youre not one to complain

i would love to hear more of your thoughts anonnie. hehe ive never talked like this before either hahaha virginthings🥲

ANONNIE WE NEED TO TALK😩

chaesconfessionhours

[darling-i-read-it]

Flustered

Leon Kennedy x fem!reader

Word Count: 1.4k

Warnings: insination to smut

Author’s Note: puppy dog re2 leon actually is just <3 my heart <3 (I’m pretty sure Leon’s first police job was RPD but I just added something before for the story don’t kill me)

also I feel like I wrote him a bit extra fluttery for plot points but let’s all appreciate the daddyfication of Leon throughout the resident evil series that started with Leon good boy Kennedy

Requested: by anon, Let's correct this error! Could you write something for an easily flustered Leon, the reader teasing his about it perhaps?

(also using inspiration from this ask: RE2R Leon has the face of a man who is embarrassed that he likes being called a good boy.do with that as you will. Bless)

Summary: the request!

I don’t own these characters. They belong to author/director/creator

(not my gif)

You put your head on the back of the chair you were sitting on. Long days at work and such short days sleeping. That’s what you got for working at the police station as a receptionist. You blew out some cold air and tried to force yourself to sit up. You could probably quit soon. At least, you hoped you would be able to. This was never supposed to be a job you stayed at.

The door opened slowly and you looked down to see who it was. Leon Kennedy walked through the doors. He was going to be transferring soon. You would miss seeing his handsome face. He gave you a bright smile as he walked up and leaned over your desk.

“Did you bring it?” he asked. You handed him the batch of brownies you had made for him. He practically jumped up and down as he got the tupperware in his hands. “You’re a saint,” he said honestly.

“Anytime handsome. I’ll miss making them for you when you go away,” you said. A clear blush went over his face at your slight pet name. You loved teasing him like that. Whenever you got the chance to make Leon flustered you took it, especially with him leaving soon.

“I wish you wouldn’t call me that.”

“I won’t stop. Go on sweetheart, they’re waiting for you.” His cheeks darkened and he nodded curtly, starting to back away from you.

“Thank you again.”

“Anytime.”

He walked away and into the offices. One of the other officers, Matt, had been listening from afar as he flipped through the papers you had handed him.

“You gotta let up on that kid. I think he’ll be goo in your hands before can leaves.”

“I’m the same age as him Matt,” you said. He shrugged, looking to where Leon had just disappeared. He smiled a bit and leaned on your desk.

“He is a good officer. Maybe you should just keep up the good work,” he joked. You looked back down at your work and shrugged.

“It’s just some harmless teasing.” You met Matt’s eyes. “And he is handsome, for the record.”

“Ah puppy love.”

====

Leon was at the offices late that night. They probably stuck him with all the paperwork cause he was the youngest. You saw everyone else leave and say their goodbyes. You even counted them. Everyone was gone except Leon. You got up out of your desk and went to grab your coat but stopped.

You weren’t going to leave him here by himself. You left your coat and walked around your desk. You opened the door slowly and sure enough, Leon was sitting there by himself, vigorously writing something down. The light on his desk was the only one but the overhead light on.

He looked up at the sound of footsteps. He had a half eaten brownie in his non dominant hand. You stifled a gentle laugh.

“You’re still here?”

“Yeah. I don’t like to leave before everyone else does,” you explained. Leon put the brownie down gently. He was happy to not be alone. You walked up to his desk and looked down at everything he had done. “You almost done?” “Almost. I have just a couple more papers of simple questions. This is all I’ve done.” You raised an eyebrow at the large stack beside him. You picked it up, surprised at the heaviness of it.

“Good boy Leon,” you muttered absentmindedly. Out of the corner of your eye you saw his cheeks enflame. He hid his face with his hand over his cheek. You smiled mischievously. You almost always got a reaction out of him when you teased him but nothing as aggressive. You had hit a sweet spot. You put the papers down nonchalantly. “Leon?”

“Hmm?” He wouldn't meet your gaze. You sat on the desk beside his papers. You looked down at him and grabbed his hand from his cheek, gently moving it away. You held it. He forced himself to meet your eyes.

“You did all this by yourself?” you asked. “After hours?”

“Yeah, I guess.” You kicked your feet back and forth underneath you.

“That’s very good Leon.” He took eyes away and gestured sheepishly to the papers.

“I-I really have to do this and-”

You put your finger under his chin. He looked up at you helplessly, his face utterly flustered. You smiled innocently at him and then let him go.

“You’re right. Go back to work like a good boy.” He shook his head a bit, scoffing. You slid off his desk and started to walk away.

“You’re not going to let this go are you?” he called after you. You shook your head pleasantly.

“Never.”

====

The next morning Matt and Leon walked in together. You looked up innocently at them as they entered, handing them the memos they had been sent for the day. Leon avoided looking you in the eye the whole time. He went in before Matt.

“What did you do to that kid?” he whispered. You shrugged.

“Don’t worry, he’s still the good boy you know and adore.” Matt rolled his eyes.

“Fine. Don’t tell me then.”

=====

Leon was the last person out again. You had some extra work to do anyway so you decided not to pester him. You were furiously writing things down when the door to the offices opened. You looked up and saw Leon walking like a man with a mission.

“You all done?” you asked him curiously. He didn’t answer you but instead walked around to your side of your desk and stopped. You looked up at him, raising an eyebrow. He waited for a second and then spoke.

“Stand up,” he stammered.

“What was that?”

“Just..please,” he said. You nodded and stood up, your chests flush. He looked into your eyes and then put his hand on your cheek and leaned down, kissing you tenderly. You hadn’t been expecting that but you definitely weren’t mad about it. You smiled against his lips, leaning into his touch.

He pulled away with an amazed look on your face. You had to say it. You couldn’t help yourself.

“Good boy,” you breathed out. He rolled his eyes and you laughed a bit. “What was that for handsome?”

“I thought it was overdue,” he said clearly. You nodded and hoisted yourself up on your desk. You grabbed his face with both of your hands and he happily walked closer to you, kissing you again.

====

You slid the brownie tupperware to the edge of your desk. Leon picked it up happily. You smiled back at him, not an ounce of teasing in your lips. Matt raised an eyebrow as he walked in behind Leon.

“Last night was-” Leon started and you nodded.

“Yeah it was,” you told him. “I wouldn’t mind doing it again,” you said truthfully. “We’ll just be masters at messing with the cameras in here.” He flushed and nodded. Matt walked up behind him and Leon tried to hide his embarrassment.

“What is this? Are you two swapping brownies?” he asked, leaning against the desk. You rolled your eyes.

“Drop it Matt.”

“Oh no fuckin way,” he said. “You two-” You held up a finger.

“Go do your jump Matt and we’ll do ours,” you said.

“Clearly you do it damn well. Look at his face! Whipped.” Leon nudged him. You put your head on your propped up hand.

“Matt.”

“Yeah, yeah I’m going.” Matt walked away and you pointed your pen at Leon.

“Let’s do dinner,” you said. “I would like that.”

[cognitosclowns]

HI SORRY FOR SOUNDING INSANE PROBABLY but yr writing is. so good, u write everyone so in character and yr posts r easy for my poor peabrain to read cuz theyre formatted so well

this is a really specific request BUT I WAS FROTHING THINKIN ABOUT IT AND i wanted to see yr take on it.... SO andre and his s/o try out like. aaphrodisiacs together. iiiiiii might write smthin about it with my oc who knows but ANYWAYS thank you yr so swag uhh godspeed andre enjoyers <3<3<3

AAA TYSM <3 MSNDS I WORRY SOMETIMES THAT MY FORMATTING IS TOO WACKY, IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE IT <3

OH ALSO THIS IS,, kinda adding in w/ an ask about Submissive Andre?? SO IF THE PERSON WHO SENT THAT ASK SEES THIS,, THIS ASK HAS A LOTTA THOSE IDEAS IN IT DMSND

NSFT BELOW BC THIS IDEA MAKES ME FERAL, minors dni. Tw : drugs, drug use

IM such a sucker for the Mutual Aphrodisiac Trope. TYSM ANON

Andre will make it himself, ffs this is right up his alley lmao. Drugs that make you horny? Holy fuck???

His S/O already trusts his concoctions 100% - Andre would never think of giving his partner smth that would harm them. He’s an ass, but hes not THAT kind of ass. That’s some Rand shit smdnsd

HONESTLY?? hes surprised at how Intense of a reaction his body has to it?? he kinda expects it to just be a slight buzz or smth bc,, hes taking mass amounts of drugs every day?? like shouldnt he be entirely desensitized??

NOPE this shit hits him like a fucking SEMI. 

he’s not sure if its bc he added a little of Myc’s Goo for spice ( not enough for it to wipe memories  moreso to just give you two a nice Extra Buzz on top of everything?), or just the CONCEPT of an aphrodisiac is giving him a Placebo(ner),, but LORD,,

it feels like his head is swaddled in a hot, wet cloth? it takes so much energy to even think?? His whole body is,, just shaking itself apart and its the best feeling in the world?

From your perspective he looks ruined? Like you two haven’t even started doing anything yet and he’s already whimpering? you aren’t even sure if he realizes he’s making noise?

It hits you just as hard lmao - your core feels like just,, hot molasses in a stand-mixer. This lovely, hot swirling feeling <3

OK BUT <3

The kisses are hot. Not just sexually - like,, physically there’s heat? You’re pretty sure his entire body is Feverish? Maybe it’s just bc he’s blushing so hard <3

When he’s kissing your neck it feels like,, a warm shower? The feeling just spreads Out and Out and Out from each kiss?? It’s all very messy bc he barely has coordination when he isn’t on Horny Drugs (tm)

Andre really should have had the forethought to take off his pants first because,, his hands are shaking way too hard to even properly grasp the button?? You might be able to catch him begging a bit under his breath?

he just,, straight up gives up eventually and starts grinding against your thigh. sndbs if neither of you have the coordination to get clothes off? it’s gonna be a lot of very needy dry-humping!

Surprisingly?? If the two of you are nude he doesn’t actually take initiative??

You’d kinda expect him to be,, more dominant but tbh he’s just laying back and letting you take control at this point?

When you actually take him in?? he looks like he’s dying?? But like a happy dying smdns this man has the Dopeyest Smile on his face.

His eyes go wide like a deer in headlights,, and his head just,, slowly falls back into the pillows? Every muscle in his body tenses up before going slack. You’re pretty sure he just saw god smdmsnds???

it barely last for a second before he’s writhing under you, half-thrusting, half Wriggling To Get Friction!!

You two definitely find more of a pattern once you start bouncing!!

and my pattern, i mean Andre lays completely limp, begging like his life is one the line while you do all the work smnds

Sometimes he manages a few thrusts but mostly?? Just the combination of sensations and feelings is enough that he just,, lets himself enjoy it.

Its very difficult to tell when he starts to cum bc,,

he’s leaking the entire time, making an absolute mess of everything.

after a while he just Stops making loud noises?? He melts down into,, these Heavy Gasps and Sporadic Shouts. He’ll absolutely talk if you need him to, but he’d rather just let his brain shut off and enjoy it!!

Mostly he just seems to be in a state of pure bliss the entire time? The only time he gets Really Loud again is when you cum - feeling your insides get tight? <3 he’s a mess

Once you two come down from the high?? honestly everything feels a bit sticky, and wet, and you feel a little dizzy?? You’re both exhausted and happy and <3 Andre can’t stop giggling bc of how soft he feels all over??

expect his limbs to be lazily draped over you <3 and some very mushy ramblings about how nice it was to share that experience with you before he Passes The Fuck Out <3

in any case he is,, absolutely using that shit again. Even just in his own free time, if you don’t wanna use them again. Those aphrodisiacs might be his new favorite thing smds.

I DUNNO IF THIS WAS OOC? AAA LMK WHAT Y’ALL THOUGHT!!

[sparxwrites]

SPAAAARX

I was supposed to go to sleep and now i gotta go ham on AO3 bc YOU GAVE US MORE HORNY SCARIAN CONTENT AND I'M IN A MELTED PUDDLE OF GOO.

Hope you're proud!!

Jokes aside tho, omg you've done it again!! Sparx you amazing, stunning, SUPERB writer you!! Your Scar's narrating voice is so on point, so deliciously Scar!! He's making loop-de-loops, he's thinking through ten pages but threads the needle nonetheless. The process he goes through is so fascinating, I'd read a 30k+ fic just full of his thoughts. Chef's kiss of a characterisation honestly!

On a more serious note, I really truly hope I haven't annoyed you or upset you while the last two asks I sent before. You haven't banned my IP (which you can totally do if you wish for it!!) so maybe I'm just being anxious like usual. If you simply wanna keep the other two asks (and this one too) in your inbox for yourself that's perfectly alright too :D

Or maybe tumblr ate them, cuz in that case i give up on the mobile app, it sucks xD

Anyway!!! Thank you for the good food, have a great and amazing day!!

-immac anon

thaaaaaank you! it was only a little off-the-cuff thing i initially wrote on discord - one day i will write horny scarian for real, i promise, i am just so so busy atm and also writing fic takes time... (and i hope you did end up getting enough sleep)

the narrating voice is more me than scar tbh, it's my default Omniscient Narrator voice, but it does work well for scar too. he's got too many thoughts running parallel, and is too good at lying to himself, and has too much shame and guilt and horniness and want all tangled up together. poor man's tying himself in knots. it's very fun playing around inside his head as a writer, though - or rather, both him and grian's heads, in the aftermath of third life. weird angst-horny-wires-getting-crossed, my beloved trope.

(and no, i'm not angry with you! just slow at answering asks - the vast majority of the stuff that's been posting for the past month or so is from when i was in quarantine, which gave me a wonderful period of time where i had no obligation other than to Write and Answer Stuff, but mostly i am very very slow. please do not ever stop sending me such lovely anon asks rhhgh they make my day)

[wannaeatramyeon]

More Gun content pleaseeeeeeeeee! If not, it's fine! Love your works, love your style, love your writings, well I, JUST love you! (YOU! For making lookism characters even more likeable even outside the manhwa!)

This is the FORTH time I asked and counting!

So people start having a nickname or whatever you call it when they ask or just say something. So I think I'll have to make my own...

I don't have any idea right now. Sadddddd!

Well I think that's all for now. Have good morning, noon, afternoon, evening and night sweetie, take careeeeeee!

"If not, it's fine!". Like I could say no. Thanks for asking unnamed anon and honestly thank you so much for your kind words! I'm still ill and feeling like I have less and less to say these days outside of just banging some writing out but this is just so face meltingly SWEET. You take care too!

Gun Park x Reader: Just moved in

Gun doesn't know what to make of this.

Those are your clothes all over his bedroom, no, your shared bedroom floor.

Somewhere under there was a pristine floor. Not that he ever cared much for the floor, but now that he can't see it, he cares about it an awful lot.

And it's not like he doesn't have enough space, or hasn't given you space. In his walk-in wardrobe he has allocated an entire wall for you yet most of your clothes just fit in these 2 drawers - you proved your point by cramming them in haphazardly with a grin.

That should have been a warning sign.

Gun bends down to pick up a few items of clothing, lamenting how it felt like only yesterday he was picking up someone's teeth after knocking them out, and now this is what he's doing.

Out of the corner of his eyes, he notices a flash of colour.

Ah, he's forgotten about that.

The ugly purple plushie sitting on your pillow. Sort of shaped like a rabbit, sort of shaped like a bear, definitely shaped like a monster.

He really regrets winning you that on an earlier date. You had grown far too attached and sentimental, and with anyone else that thing would have gone in the bin. Maybe even burned.

Yet with you... and to add insult to injury, that monstrosity now lives on the bed.

On top of all that, Gun thinks as he searches the penthouse for you to have a word about your disorganisation, the hideous plushie best left for another day, he thinks about your words to him the other day.

"You're using the knife wrong!"

Not professing to be a weapon expert, that's Goo Kim's territory, but Gun damn well knows how to use a chef's knife. For fucking dinner prep of all things.

Then you had the audacity to pluck it out his hand, and cut up the onion quicker and more efficiently. It still grates him to think about-

"Fuck!" Gun stumbles over a particularly large plant pot. Where the fuck-? Oh, of course. You and your fucking plants too. You must have about a million of them and now they are taking over the entire goddamn place.

"Y/N-" he starts, but the rest of his words die on his tongue when he sees you reading in the living room. Some music that absolutely is not his taste, but is completely yours playing.

The whole place feels a little warmer. With you. Less clinical than it used to be.

You glance up and give him that soft smile of yours, "Hey," and Gun realises he is totally done for.

Completely smittened and besotted. You can keep your ugly plushie, and your stupid plants and teach him how to use a knife properly.

In a handful of steps, Gun crosses the room to you, pressing a kiss on your lips. He cups the back of your head, and deepens it until you are leaning in and chasing for more.

He's wrong. There are no warning signs. Only constant signals since the day you met how well you would fit together. Sure there are minor cracks, but that is normal with any couples moving in together for the first time.

Normal. That's a first for Gun Park too.

Gun breaks away with a smirk on his face. Your pupils are completely blown, and cheeks flushed. Clearly you want more...

You need to earn it first.

"Clean up your fucking clothes." Gun says as you jolt in shock at his words.

True, he's utterly enamoured with you, but a man's gotta have standards.

[justalittlebluetiefling]

idk if you've answered this already when exactly do you think fjord started to realize his feelings for jester were...more than friendly? 👀

Oof anon, this is a toughy. I think I have? But it’s been a while. My answer changes almost every time, I swear. I think this is consistent with my previous feelings on it, though.

So... I actually have full plans to go back and rewatch just the pirate arc. I think episodes 33 - 48ish. And do a full Fjorester dissertation on those with like, screenshots and stuff, because so much changed between those two during that time.

Okay I’m just rambling before actually answering your question lol. This is kind of a long answer anon I’m sort of sorry? I had feelings.

TLDR: He realized that he was in love with her around Episode 72. But the problem is that this is way more layered than that, because his feelings for her have been evolving into something more for the entire campaign.

When do I think Fjord started to realize? The reason I have a hard time answering this is because there were just so many steps. And I’m about to say something that maybe isn’t entirely fair to Fjord and maybe doesn’t give him enough credit, but it sort of ties into the rest of this. I think that for the first few months of traveling with Jester, Fjord kind of had the same ideas about her that a lot of fandom does/did. That she’s silly and happy all the time and nothing affects her. BUT. He had these ideas about her in a much more charitable way. Like... he admired those things about her and they were the parts of her personality that she puts at the forefront, so I honestly don’t blame him for not digging a little deeper.

Now that that has been said, his feelings for her have been constantly changing. 

Travis knows Fjord best obviously, and he says that the Jellyfish talk really affected Fjord, but if we’re going to go there, episode 30 was when someone first pointed out to him that Jester might be putting on an act. Overcompensating with happiness to try to cheer everyone else up. And then he got to see that up close and personal in episode 36 during the Jellyfish talk when she’s truly vulnerable and honest with someone about the way she’s hurting. 

So, it starts there. Not his crush. Not really. But his realization that Jester needs someone to be there for her the way she’s there for everyone else.

But it also sort of starts to put all of her actions into a different light for him, because with everything that she does from there on out, you can sort of see him analyzing it. Is she just putting up a front or is she actually happy?

Not to mention, Jester is just there for him through all of this stuff. No matter what terrifying thing he wants to do next, she’s backing him up. 

And then we reach EPISODE 47. Why did I capslock this? Because I love this episode for them. He hears her praying to the Traveler for his protection. Like. Okay. I’m gonna go off on a tangent for a second, I’m sorry.

I’m thinking about the last episode of Talks about how Travis said that Vandran was Fjord’s first experience of someone truly caring about him, even if it was tough love or kind of shitty. And just the contrast of the way Vandran showed him love and the way Jester shows him love. It’s just someone putting his well-being first, physical and emotional, and wanting him to be safe and happy and to love himself. 

Anyway I’m gonna get emotional. Back to episode 47 when they just have the softest moment in this entire campaign. This is when he realizes that yeah, she’s silly and she’s so flirtatious, but she really, truly cares for him in a way that no one else ever has. And he’s just so touched by this moment. I think it’s the first time he realizes that maybe her feelings for him are deeper than he thinks.

Because even in this moment, I think he’s still so in his head about his past that he can’t really let himself wonder if his feelings for her are deeper than he’s realized.

Still, he’s always shown awareness of Jester’s location, but after the pirate arc, especially episode 45, he starts to be hyperaware of where she is and what she’s doing, especially in battle. Going into overdrive a bit being protective. Which is who he is. Protective over all of his friends. But especially Jester and she reciprocates in kind. 

And he’s always been kind of flirtatious with her, but he really sort of doubles down on it around now. “I am disarming you.” and then I think about the way he smiles when he asks where she is when they’re in Maruo’s shop and she says she’s fallen on top of Caleb and he just grins and says “Hey, Jessie.” And every time things start to get serious between them, they also get sort of awkward. And this is also oddly enough the time she starts to back off with the flirtatious behavior. 

Let’s see, I’m getting off track. What’s the biggest realization in this chain of things. Kravaraad. That conversation. This is the big one. Episode 72. Okay, not sure if you’ve noticed a trend, but a lot of this stuff happens when Fjord is figuring out who he is.... I’m not saying it’s because... you know... Jester’s treated him the most consistently out of anyone in his life and he values her opinion and her support pretty much more than anyone, except. I mean. I am saying exactly that.

But yes. Episode 72. They talk about how sometimes they want to run away. He has all this stuff that’s been building up and it all spills out. HE TELLS HER HE THOUGHT ABOUT LEAVING WHEN HE LOST HIS POWERS THE FIRST TIME. He admits that he wouldn’t do anything to get his powers back. He realizes that maybe he’s prioritizing finding Vandran more than Vandran is prioritizing finding him. 

And Jester wishes she could help more. “Oh, you have been. I’ve known you the longest in this. Sometimes it’s just hard figuring out who you should be instead of who you want to be.” He asks for her opinion on the Wildmother. She promises that their new mission, hers and his, is to do anything to get him away from Uk’otoa. 

Forgive me I just want to YELL over this whole conversation.

Like... he talks to Jester and immediately after this conversation, he’s like, “Fuck you, Uk’otoa” and throws his sword into the lava, losing his powers. He starts talking in his real voice. Jester gives him the strength to try to find the balance between who he should be and who he wants to be.

This is like one of the least subtle things I’ve ever seen in my life. 

And it makes me think of that line in 108: “You know when someone makes you feel a way that you don't think you have any right to feel or you never thought that you might?”

And it’s like everything is changing for him in this moment. This is where he’s officially conscious that his feelings for Jester are more. They’re something big.  

It snowballs from here.

He does little cute things, like making it snow for her and telling her.. she has... an attractive head? Like, Fjord, come on. You have a 20 Charisma and talking to your little blue tiefling friend turns you into a puddle of goo who can’t seem to form an actual sentence. He does big things, like makings sure they take the time to go see the Gentleman. Reassuring her about her power every time she has doubts. LAUNCHING HIMSELF INTO THE AIR OVER AN ACTIVE VOLCANO. You know. Stuff like that.

Well, I hope this answers your question. I just... got carried away. Like I always do. I’m sorry! 

[astroninaaa]

yes pls make a post

also i might make a Cardd myself because I suddenly discovered a love for organization.

—uhhhhh

i don’t know what anon name i should have

it feels significant

i’m just anon for now

OKAY. SO. THE ANONCITY OFFICIAL LORE RECAP (anons, if i forget anything please let me know)

anoncity started with msfrn and politics. msfrn was probably the first ever citizen, and they wanted to run for president of anoncity. politics, then, showed up and officiated he was running for president as well. the only person to vote was goo anon, and they voted for msfrn

during elections time there was a lot of tension between msfrn and politics and i thought they were gonna end up falling for each other but THEN msfrn resigned from the election bc she (msfrn uses she/her pronouns i think???????) thought it'd be too much and she just wanted to vibe. since politics was the only one still running, he became president

and then exiled goo and msfrn from anoncity <///3

around that time spy anon showed up. they were spying on anoncity for msfrn and goo. msfrn and goo were honestly kinda just vibing, but goo missed anoncity. msfrn kinda wanted to move on. a lot of stuff happened and i remember not even half of it but eventually goo went back to anoncity and then politics started going INSANE with like guilt and loneliness idk

in the meanwhile goo and msfrn both lost canon lives. there's only 2 canon lives per character but msfrn has more because she can

then at one point msfrn started a business or something? anyway. then i think a hurricane destroyed anoncity. and then politics left to start a new life??? and goo anon fucking died and became ghoost. spy and msfrn found each other again after the destruction and have been taking care of each other since. HOWEVER. they wanted to look for goo, but then goo showed up as a ghost without remembering either of them and there was just a lot of angst. at one point abyss was a part of it but i think nothing came out of it.

and the last anoncity update i remember is that msfrn anon has officially found a way to contact me!!!! who am i?? i have no fucking idea. apparently an entity or something, which is kinda cool. politics made it canon that i have wings tho. so. yeah there was probably other things but this is all i remember if you truly want to learn about anoncity you should go through the anoncity tag. there's also some fanart, all by @wyeth-draws and @nicholaspwildeblog!!!!!

all anons

ghoost

politics

msfrn, goo, and spy (chaostrio)

that's anoncity lore for you <3 or at least what i remember of it